Prologue

Mathew Ambers was the son of April and John Ambers,the famous doctors in town who were always busy and never had time for their only child who lived in the care of his aunt who sexually molested him from time to time.

As if his life couldn’t get any worse, he was bullied,beat up to the state of unconsciousness by high school football star Roman McKlein.

Mathew had a friend,his only friend,the only friend that didn’t called him or viewed him as a weird person. Ryan McKlein was Roman’s younger brother. Ryan didn’t know that his older brother bullied his best friend because every time Matt would get beat up,Ryan would be at his training,classes or board meeting since he was part of the school council.

Roman on the other hand only bullied Matt because he didn’t like the way he felt about Matt,even thinking about Matt made him feel things he’d never felt with any girl. Was he gay? No. Did he like Matt? Yeah,he did,he had a crush on him ever since he was in kindergarden when Ryan used to bring Matt over for sleep over.

Roman would go as far as hurting that person to get rid of those feelings. He’d remind himself not to look but his body had a mind of its own since he found himself sneaking glances at Matt when he wasn’t looking.

Until Matt’s parents died in a brutal car accident, he was to move to Russia to his uncle Dominick from his mother’s side. Yes he’s mum is Russian but his dad is Italian so you could just imagine the combination on Matt. With soft,curly brown hair, bright hazel brown eyes,pale complexion, naturally red rosy lips and the cutest dimples that showed when he smiled which wasn’t often from what had happened to him.

Moving to Russia was a life changer for him,no longer was he viewed as a weak freak but he was strong and dominant. His uncle turned him into a killing machine. He was ruthless now,using his anger for his past as his strength and with all the shit he’d put up with his uncaring parents and depressed sex molesting aunt,not forgetting the biggest asshole Roman McKlein.

After two years of training,he was the best of the best,even manage to beat his uncle. His uncle was part of the mafia,not just any mafia though,the Russian one,the strongest in all continents.

The bloodline mafia.

His uncle Dominick didn’t have a male heir to pass his throne to but he thought of Matt as one. Matt had changed tremendously over the two years. He’d gotten muscles,8 pac abs, maorian native tatoos that he’d gotten after the passing of his great grandna Helena Tuitamanu From his upper left arm,his chest and his back while the others left with rare tatooes that were Russian mafia symbols and ones in cursive writing. He had a piercing on the side of his left bottom lip and his eyes more hazel and gray than before.

Moving back to America was never his part of the plan, he loved staying in Russia, he was doing well,with his studies,his new life.

He even got himself a couple of women…and men that drooled over him. But unfortunately, what his uncle’s wishes were,he had to fulfill them because he felt like his life was in debt to his uncle for saving him in a way he was grateful for.

He was to sign a contract choice to the deadliest mafia in America The Runaway Rose gang. A contract where both parties agreed on terms Either marriage or a fair war declared to settle arguments. A rivalry contract to back each other up if any up-powering gangs wanted war with either the parties.

Imagine Matt’s surprise when he meets Roman McKlein as the gang leader.

“I’ve already made my choice,Matt”

“Excuse me?”

“I said I’ve already made my choice,an arranged marriage. I want to marry you. It is a choice in this documents right here so I don’t see the problem”

“I’m sorry Mr McKlein, but I don’t agree with this”

“I’ll leave you to think about your decisions, but I’m serious about marrying you Matt,whatever it takes”

One.

Hi,I’m Matthew Ambers. I’m most known as the weirdo and freak at school. Why? I don’t know that myself.

I live with my aunt who does… things to me that my parents don’t know about. Not that my parents care,they sometimes forget that they have a child,that’s how infested with their works are. They’re the towns doctors,my mum?she’s okay,she’s Russian but my dad’s Italian but his mum,my grandna is maorian.

My life may not be the worst but it is torture. Not getting any attention from your parents,living with your sex depressed molesting aunt and let’s not forget about school.

My one and only bully Roman McKlein. Roman is the school’s popular kid,on the football team,comes from a rich ass family,which I heard was the mafia but it could be,with the money they can donate to elementary school,charity and basically everywhere, every year.

Roman is a year older than me but we’re in the same grades now since I’m advanced in my class,I was allowed to skip a year since I learned our text book stuff over the summer when I stayed home all alone,my parents off on business trips to god nows where. Ever since I could remember, Roman has made it his grave effort in making my life hell,I’d go over to my best friend’s house Ryan who happens to be Roman’s younger brother.

Roman would put gum in my hair,peanuts rubbed on my clothes knowing I was allergic to it and many other things he’d do.

Getting ready,I put on some denim blue jeans,a black t-shirt and a navy blue hoodie. Pulling on my bag I walked out seeing my stupid aunt sleeping in her room.

Walking out,I walked down the street and took the nearest shortcut to school.

Arriving at school around 7:30, I walked over to my locker,luckily,I didn’t see Roman and his goons.

Closing my locker,I nearly got a heart attack when I saw my best friend Ryan. Ryan also happens to be Roman’s younger brother and my best friend.

“Hey buddy,how ya been?”, he ruffled my brown locks as I glared at him.

“ Hi, I been good“, he nodded as we walked to class.

I’m in Roman’s class because I skipped a grade because I was able to finish the curriculum earlier and my A+ grades boosted me to the next level,which I’m not grateful for.

I walked in seeing only afew students and the teacher writing some revision notes on the green board. Taking my usual seat in the far left near the window, I sat down and started taking down the short notes.

The bell rang not long as more students flooded in the classroom. I froze as I made eye contact with Roman, quickly looking away,I pretended like I was writing,when I had already finished. I felt eyes on me,oh great,I’m dead.

The teacher started talking about Biotic factors when there was a knock to the door.

Principal Taylors.

“Sorry to disturb your class Miss Finch but I need to speak to Mathew Ambers”, I paled as I closed my book,standing up I walked out to the empty corridor where principal Taylors signed and told me.

“ I’m sorry Matthew,your parents have died from a tragic car accident last night. They… didn’t make it“, I felt tears sting my eyes as my heart shattered in two.

They’re… gone?

I wiped away my tears. “Excuse me”, I said running back to class,the class grew quiet as they saw tear stains on my cheek as I picked up my bag and ran out.

I ran to the school library and poured my heart out in sobs.

Hearing three more bell ring I stood up and walked to the cafe knowing it was lunch break.

Before I reached the last turn down the hall,I was pulled into the janitors closet seeing Roman’s best friend and three of Roman’s friends but no sign of Roman anywhere.

“ You thought you could escape today’s beatings huh Ambers?“, before I could respond a fist collided with my face as I fell to the ground. They took turns hitting me as I coughed up blood,the finally kick to my stomach left me breathless as black spots invaded my sight. They left as I collected myself.

Jumping out the janitors window I ran home.

I hate my life.

Two

Roman’s

POV

I sat at the populars table looking for a certain brown curly haired boy that made me feel different than I felt with other girls or anyone besides that.

Matthew Ambers.

Seeing him crying in first period broke my heart and I grew worried. I looked around again seeing my brother Ryan,if he knew I bullied Matt he’d hate me.

He walked over looking around as well. “Hey Roman?have you seen Matt?” I shook my head pretended to look uninterested.

Just then,my best friend Damien along with some of the members of the football team. Damien sat down and an evil smirk crossed his face. “What?”, I asked as his smirk widened.

“ Nothing,a little drained though from beating up a certain someone“, I clenched my teeth and fisted my hands.

“Roman what’s he on about?”, Ryan asked as Damien grinned and faked surprise.

“gasp Roman? You didn’t tell him?that we beat up his weak friend when he’s not around?” Damien said as my blood boiled.

“Roman what’s he talking about?”, Ryan asked again.

“ Nothing“, I said through clenched fists.

“Oh but its not nothing,Ryan,your sweet brother has been beating up your friend Morris?Michael?no I’m sure its Matt isn’t it Roman?”, Damien asked slyly.

I stood up,my fist colliding with his face as the caffe grew quiet. “ Shut your dumb mouth Damien,you don’t know shit“, i yelled as he punched my face back.

“Fuck you Roman,you know well that its true,why are you denying it now,huh?”, I kept quiet as a look of betrayal crossed my brother’s face.

“ Where is he?“, Ryan yelled as Damien wiped the remaining blood on his nose.

“We beat him up,he’s probably still passed out in the janitors closet”, Ryan ran out and I wanted to so bad but I don’t want people becoming suspicious so I sat back down and ate my lunch as Damien walked out too.

Afew minutes later,I got more anxious as I stood up and ran out. Seeing no sign of Ryan anywhere,I got out of school,in my four wheel drive and sped off home. Seeing Ryan’s car in the parking area.

Getting inside I heard a glass being shattered as I ran up to Ryan’s room. I opened the door seeing him holding his baseball bat and his room a huge mess.

“ He’s gone,he’s gone“, he whispered to himself as he went on his knees,tears on his cheeks. It was the first time I saw him cry.

“I lost him Roman. You happy now ,huh?The sexual abuse he got from home wasn’t enough for you was it?his uncaring parents who are now dead wasn’t enough?Are you happy now,huh?!answer me?!the fucking suicide attempts wasn’t enough for you?!”, I was speechless. Guilt consumed me as realization hit me.

He’s… gone?

“ Ryan,I-“

“No!,why would you do that to him?what did he ever do to you?Answer me?”, he yelled fisting my shirt as alcohol hit my nose.

He’s drunk.

“ Ryan,I’m-“

“You’re sorry?what’s sorry gonna do Roman?,is it gonna bring him back?huh?is ‘sorry’ gonna heal his bruised broken body?,stop his nightmares?you don’t just say sorry an expect a miracle to happen its gonna be alright”, I looked down. Guilt consuming every fiber of my being.

“ You don’t understand Roman,I lost him,he’s never coming back. So just GET OUT! I want you out of my life,disappear if you have to,but I don’t wanna see you anymore. I’m so ashamed to call you my brother,you heartless monster“, I felt a stinging pain on my cheek as I looked at my brother in horror.

“I…”

“Get out!get out of my room and get out of my life!”, he pushed me out his room as guilt and sadness build up in me.

I ran out my house and got in my car,driving to Matt’s aunt’s place, Knocking at the door,it opened and who I assumed was Matt’s aunt with red eyes and puffy cheeks stood there with anger in her eyes.

“ What?“, she asked harshly.

“Is Matt home?”, she shook her head.

“ His uncle from his mum’s side came and took him. Matt’s now in his custody,they’re probably at the airport“

“Where are they going?”

“Russia”, with that,the door was shut on my face as I got in my car and drove the fastest in hopes of getting to the airport on time. Arriving there in half an hour,I saw the private black jet. Quickly getting out,I ran in to the small airport. Panting,I looked around, not much people. Seeing Matt,in the first class section,a man in his late 30’s in front as Matt stood at the back. There were tall guys in black suits and covered in tatooes stood around Matt and his uncle.

“ MATT?!“, I yelled as his eyes found mine. I gulped. His left eye was black,his lip busted and his hair disheveled. His uncle looked at me,raising his eyebrow as he looked at Matt. Matt nodded as he walked over to me. My heart raced in my chest as excitement filled me.

“Roman,you shouldn’t be here”, I stared at him. He’s beautiful.

“ You need to leave,if my uncle finds out what you guys did to me,he’s gonna end you“, he whimpered as he clutched his side.

“Matt I’m-”

“Mathew?let’s go”, I heard a cold deep voice say.

“ uncle I can’t walk“, Matt whimpered as his uncle carried him.

Jealousy hit me as I glared at the man.

“Say your goodbyes boy,you won’t be seeing your…friend anymore”, i opened my mouth to say what I’d been practicing for the past few months.

“ Goodbye Roman,tell Ryan I said bye“, I saw as he cried into his uncle’s shoulder,his uncle,patting his head,kissing his cheeks and took him away. I tried to follow them but their guards stopped me.

I just wanted to tell him,is that so much to ask?

Three

Abruptly waking up to the sound of a tire screeching. I looked out and saw that the jet had landed. It has been afew days since I last had that very serious talk with my uncle. I had just landed at Washington DC airport where I had a private escort waiting in my haste.

We had a huge party later that night where my uncle announced that he was giving the company over to me when I turned 19. But the company is already in my name and I’m one of the upper body shareholders.

Quickly putting on some gray Adidas sweatpants, a black v neck T-shirt and black converse,I quickly brushed my teeth,ran a hand through my hair before pulling on my shades since the sun was killing my eyes.

The flight attendant gave me my coffee as I walked out. My bodyguards Roy,Freddie and Deen followed me out. I pulled out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it.

The jet doors opened,Freddie and Deen were carrying my bags out. Roy was my second in command and had been my best friend since I came to Russia two years ago.

After the jet doors were opened,I walked down the steps,putting on my black monty cap. Afew black hummers and BMW’s were parked in a straight line as who I assumed was their head guard greeted me. “Good morning sir, I’m Michigan, I’ll be your head guard and your escort sir”, the guy looked nervous as I puffed the cigarette smoke in his face.

I was at least 5 inches taller than him. I took off my shades and saw him silently gasped. He was probably gawking at my eyes.

“ Well,lead the way then“, he nodded opening the door for me as we got in. Roy and I in one car,Fred and Deen in the one behind us.

Michigan drove us to my hometown.

How sweet. Not

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Seeing the new signboard which read Welcome to RangeLake town sent an unpleasant shiver down my spine. We soon turned into the town. So many things changed,yet,the atmosphere almost felt the same.

Roy knew about the bullying but he didn’t know who did it. “Excuse me sir…would you like something from town?”, Michigan asked.

“ Yeah,I need to drop by at the gas station “, he nodded as we pulled up at a new gas station that wasn’t here before.

Closing the door,I walked in and bought a new packet of cigarettes,a gas lighter and some snacks. Don’t judge,I might be a heartless killer but I do love my snacks.

Getting back in the car,we drove off and soon passing by the dark part of town that I remember, I saw rundown buildings. Parking up into a luxurious looking mansion by the hillside, we got out.

There were men by the gates staring at me like I was their last meal.

The fuck?fucking creeps.

Who I assumed was the leader with black hair, deep blue eyes,muscular built and his body was bare with any tatoo. I puffed out my cigarette and dropped the bud,crushing it with my foot as I made contact.

Roman McKlein, my high school bully.

I have to say,this is quite the surprise I wasn’t expecting. He probably hasn’t recognized me yet since I’m still wearing shades.

Striding up to him,I stood head to head with him before slowly removing my shades.

He gasped.

“ M-Matt?“

Four

Matt’s

POV

“M-Matt?”

“I go by Mr Scarlatti now”, I answered coldly as he stared at me with a look I couldn’t decifer.

“ Matt I-, I mean Mr Scarlatti, welcome. Please come on in“, he led the way as we walked in. Roy was giving me questioning looks as I shook my head,he nodded in understanding.

We walked into Roman’s office as the other guards were dismissed. Closing the door,I took a seat as he stared at me. “M-Matt,I really want to say-”, I quickly cut him off.

“ The walls,are they sound proof?“, he nodded.

“I’m sorry for the pain I caused you Matt. You would understand my reasons for it if you knew”, I shook my head.

“ I don’t want to know,what happened in the past is in the past. I just want to get this contract over and done with“, I looked away as I heard him sigh.

“Okay,let’s get to it”, he pulled out some papers from his drawer.

Not long before he spoke up.

“ I’ve already made my choice“

“Excuse me?”, I asked confused,

“ I said I’ve already made my choice. An arrange marriage. It clearly states as a contract deal closer“

“I’m sorry but I don’t agree with it. Choose something else”,

“ The other one is a war started and I don’t want that“

“But I’m not marrying you either”

“Listen. Make up your mind but a marriage is what I want and I’ll do whatever it takes to marry you Matt,just give me a-”

“A chance?fuck off”, I stood up quite angry that I’d ever want to marry him.

I’m not even gay for fuck sake.

“ You need to calm down Matt“, he stood up and walked over to me as I pushed him away.

“NO!I’m not marrying you!”, he sighed before pulling my shirt to him and his lips locked with mine. Sparks invaded my mouth and his sweet fresh minty taste. Surprisingly I found myself kissing back. His delicate,yet rough hands found its way into my shirt making me moan when his hands glided over my abs. His tongue licked my bottom lip to which I granted him access. My arms wrapped around his neck,my fingers lost in his black hair. His tongue invaded my mouth, flicking and meeting my own as we fought for dominance which he won.

Coming back to my senses,I pulled away and punched him across the face. I saw hurt flash through his eyes as he stared at me,his nose bleeding and lip swollen and busted.

“ Please Matt I- “, I cut him off.

“ I don’t want to hear it. I’m leaving. I’ll find another way to sign this fucking contract just don’t do that ever again“, he nodded,looking down like a kid getting scolded for stealing candy,it was quite cute.

“I’m tired,please show me to my suite”, he nodded again and led the way out. I kinda felt bad for him,I did kiss him back too.

No!he deserved it,he made my life hell.

We soon came to a stop as I walked in and shut the door to his face before he could say something else.

A\N

Goodness,I’m so sorry.

I’m having a authors malfunction where I ran out of ideas.

I’m putting this book on hold for some time until I can get some ideas. Any inspirational ideas???lemme know➡

BTW

,

This book will be a short one,like my other book.

I’m so sorry again…..

@Xxsoldier_girl

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Matt’s

POV

At 6 sharp,there came a knock to my guest suite and I sent my guards a note asking who it was before I opened the door.

Roman.

The fucker has some guts to disturb me during my training session. Opening the double doors with nothing on unless for a gray pair of sweatpants that I wear for training, nike airway runners and my tanned chest bare with pores of sweat.

My hair was moist from pouring my bottle on it to cool me down a bit from the heat. I had a towel sitting on my shoulders as I opened the door. Roman’s eyes stared shamelessly at my bare chest and defined six pac abs as well as the tatooes that spread over my arms and chest plate.

“Like what you see?”, the words left my mouth before I could stop it. My heart raced and I shivered when his eyes met mine slightly darken as I bit my bottom lip from nervousness.

Before I could speak up again, my back met the wall of my guest room suite,the sound of the door being slammed shut with a great force and a body pressed heavily on mine.

My hands were above my head, Roman’s face was buried in the crook of my collarbone. He was breathing heavily.

I groaned as he took one of my nipples in his mouth but came back to my senses when I sensed his already hard erection.

I swung my hand passed his nose feeling better when I heard a sickening crack on his nose as he stumbled backwards.

“Next time you decide or even think of trying something funny,I’ll break your fucking face” I spoke as I pushed him out my suite and locked the door before I could even see a sort of reaction from him.

Six

A/N:There are mistakes guaranteed……..

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Matt’s

POV

“Good morning uncle” I greeted him as I hear his slightly heaving breath.

“My son. How are you?” He asks and I can already hear the smile in his voice.

“…I’m OK. Is everything OK there in Russia?” I asked stuffing my hands in my pocket as I walked to the body mirror checking myself out.

My hair was styled like captain Americas. Only think was it was sort of more black with silver tips that were curly over the bangs that came down to my cheekbone.

“We’re all good son. How about you?are you taking your pills?did you manage to get that contract signed?” He asks in his heavy Russian accent and I gulped.

“The terms of agreement were different now. He wants to marry me in order to make sure the contract is fare and just. I’m not ready to settle down yet uncle. Especially to my former high school bully” I told him  ignoring his first question as I hear him laugh.

“Wow, that’s probably fate my son” he says amusingly as I shake my head and fix my collar and cuff links of my business suit.

“Uncle please stop. I honestly hate the guy. If he was any ordinary man, I would have already shot him in the head” I told him as I picked up my paperwork for my contract to the next gang in town.

“So you do admit he’s an extraodinary man?” He asks and I sighed.

“Papa, I don’t have time for this. I have a meeting with the construction company head guy. He’s also the architect we hired for the gang house we’re planning on building around here” I told him as I hear him sigh.

“OK, get that all sorted out. Your mama says hi and the girls miss you” he says.

“I miss you all as well and tell mama I said hi. Goodbye Papa” I said as I cut the call before he can bring it up again…

Unlike all those cliche Russian families who don’t show affection for our family, we’re different. We show it behind closed doors. My uncle has been like the father I never had. He’s honestly the best I could ask for.

My mama, she’s a whole different story, she’s the most kind hearted woman I’ve ever met, it always surprised me as to why and how she married a cruel man like my uncle. But the cruel facade disappeared every time they were together.

Loving old couple who had five daughters. My cousins who I’m very protective over. Especially Siana, she’s 3 and the youngest.

I walked out of my room seeing Freddie, Dean and Roy.

“Morning boss” Roy says and I greet him good morning.

“We’re having breakfast in town” I declared as we walked down to the non guest wing of the big mansion.

Roman was placing dishes of food by the table and I didn’t see any maids. Did he do this himself?

His eyes looks up and his eyes meet my dark stormy blue ones.

“Hey, come on let’s have breakfast” he says and I feel Roy, Deen and Freddie’s eyes on me.

“ we’re having breakfast in town“ I repeated myself as I turned to walk away.

But he grabs my elbow.

“Come on bae- Matt don’t be like this please. Just have breakfast here” he says, his slighter brighter gray eyes pleading.

We don’t notice it but Freddie,Roy’s and Dean’s gun is pulled out and aimed at Roman for touching me.

More guns are heard as Roman’s men point their guns at us.

“I’m having breakfast in town whether you like it or not. Now I suggest you let go of my suit before it gets real messy around here” I threatened as I gripped his wrist and pushed his hand away like it burned my hand to hold it.

He looked hurt before a furious look took over his features. “Why can’t you just have breakfast here?I didn’t poison the food if that’s what you’re worried about. Why, is there someone in town you’re meeting?” he says and shoved my hands in my pants pocket.

“Who I meet with is none of your fucking business Roman” I said angrily as I walked away.

He grabs me again and swiftly picked me up firmly carrying me on his shoulder.

“Put me the fuck down you asshole!” I said punching his back as hard as I can. He grunted and placed me down on the chair.

“I’ve never cooked breakfast for myself or anyone else for that fucking matter Matthew! So you’re gonna sit that sexy ass of yours in this chair, appreciate my cooking and eat what I prepared or so help me god, you won’t like the fucking consequences” he says slamming his fist down when I wanted to leave again.

“And for the record, its my business who you meet cause you’re my fucking fiance” he says and I paled up.

“What?” I asked as he sighed.

“Your uncle called earlier. Said he gave the go for the marriage contract. Even gave me his blessings, the old man. I like him” he says with a smirk and I stare at him.

“You’re lying” I said as he shakes his head.

“I knew you wouldn’t believe me baby boy, so I recorded our conversation” he says and hands me his phone.

I hid the blush that almost crept to my cheeks as I saw his wallpaper….. Me It was one of my Instagram photos, where I was standing in front of the mirror shirtless, my hair tousled and messy, I was sweaty and tatooes had started on my arms and neck. I had like my 6 pac abs on display.

“Why the fuck do you have a picture of me?are you stalking me now?!” I asked angrily as I showed him his phone as he smiled nodding.

This prick!!!didn’t even deny it.

“Yeah I was. How else would I get to know my fiance?when he’s so closed off from me” he says smugly.

“Maybe because my survival instincts are telling me to?or maybe you’ve forgotten all those times when you BULLIED ME?!”  I said through gritted teeth as I ate a piece of bacon and egg.

He was quiet and then I heard a throat being cleared.  Turning my gaze to Roy, Freddie and Dean.

“We’re just gonna….” Freddie says awkwardly.

“Yeah, we’re leaving” Roy says as they all followed him out.

Seven

“Do you like it?” Roman asks and I sighed.

I admit, this was some good cooking but of course I wasn’t going to tell him that.

“It’s too salty” I told him so he’d shut up and let me eat in fucking peace.

“So I was thinking, maybe you’d wanna…..drop by in town or maybe we can take a trip to new York to get our engagement rings” he says and I stiffened.

“Why the fuck do we need engagement rings for?” I asked him scowling.

I will make sure I don’t make this any easier for him.

“Because you’re my fiance, and I want everyone to see that you’re mine” he says and I give him a wtf look.

“ first of all, shut the fuck up!and secondly, I’m NOT YOURS“ I emphasized the words not yours.

“Why?is there someone else? So you’re gonna have a little mister on the side of our marriage huh?” He asks more like a growling tone as it became eerily silent.

“You don’t know any fucking thing you asshole. Who I fuck or I mess around with will never be any of your business” I told him as I stand up my clean plate on the table as I wanted to take it away.

“Just leave it” he says and I don’t listen as I pick up my plate. He slams the glass of orange juice against the floor as it breaks into pieces. I flinched a bit startled.

“I said. Fucking. Leave. It!” He screams and I don’t listen to him and walked away from him to the kitchen. I hear footsteps behind me as he spun me around, he grabs my face and pulls me in for an angry kiss!

I can’t help but kiss him back as he grabs the plate placing it somewhere as he picks me up placing me on the kitchen counter. I wrapped my arms around his neck, my legs around his ass bringing him closer to me kissing him just as fast and angrily as he grips the side of my clothed stomach.

I gripped the front of his shirt moaning when he bit my bottom lip. I break the kiss and closed my eyes leaning into him, breathing heavily as he kisses down my neck. He loosens my tie and does a few buttons when I push his wrist away.

Memories from what happened with my sex molesting aunt fills mind. I feel dirty.

“Stop” I said panting as I pushed him away. I can’t breath.

I panted gasping for air as I stumbled upstairs desperately.

“Fuck!Matthew what’s wrong?” He asks panicked as I burst into my bedroom suite and search for the oxygen tank.

I find it, shaking it slightly as I inhaled air from it eagerly.

I collapse on the floor and Roman picks me up as I’m slowly see dark spots.

He looked panicked as he pulls out his phone and dialed the emergency contact.

I felt myself closing my eyes as I drifted off into sleep as Roman’s angry tone ordered everyone around.

Eight

Roman’s

POV

I paced the living room of my fiance’s guest suite as the doctor tended to him in his bedroom. I kept the door open cause I don’t trust anyone with my fiance.

The doctor walks out and gives me a grim smile.

“Your fiance is fine now Mr McKlein. I do suggest that you monitor his pill intake for now. Make sure he’s taking them” he says and I frowned.

“Pill intake?” I asked as he shows me the paper.

“Your fiance has asthma attacks but they aren’t as serious as his sleeping. He takes pills to sleep because he can’t sleep without them. The syndrome isn’t something we’ve encountered before. Its called Psychological Sleeping disorder. So basically, his mind falls asleep but his physical body can’t due to maybe something triggering from his past. And so he’s awake at various times in the middle of the night and when its worse, he…..throws up blood. A lot of it. Mr Scarlatti needs to replace that blood by eating nutritional food that will replace that blood quickly. I suggest a lot of healthy, balanced meals so he can get better. The signs of his PSD is that he’ll maybe loose his breath sometimes, his body shakes, his temperature drops tremendously and he’s going to be looking paler. If its worse than his usual symptoms is that he’ll feel too sleepy and tired to get out of bed. So its your duty to keep him exercising cause if he doesn’t, his body temporarily shuts down  and he can possibly have a stroke or paralysed for the rest of his life” I just nodded not being able to stomach all that.

“T-thank you” I said as I tipped him as he leaves.

I walked into the room seeing Matthew sleeping. I changed him outve his tux suit and pulled on a pair of of gray sleeping pants and a plain white shirt.

I let him sleep as I entered his bathroom. Putting the toilet seat down, I sat and just cried.

He’d been through so much and I did make things worse for him.

I don’t remember how long I cried until I heard a knock at the bathroom door.

“Roman?are you there?” I heard his voice ask as I wiped away my tears.

“Uh yeah….. Yeah, I’m almost done” I said as I got off the toilet seat and washed my face but even a blind man could see that I’d been crying.

“Hey, you’re awake” I said smiling as I opened the door. He gives me a confused look before he sees the description paper in my hand.

He scowls as he walks away packing up his things. “What are you doing?” I asked as he shoves his things in his expensive looking travel bag.

“Leaving” he says as he continued packing.

“Why?” I asked as he stops giving me a side glance.

“That. Its because you have that look of pity in your fucking eyes Roman. I don’t want your fucking pity,OK?and I don’t want to marry you” he says as he continues packing.

“I’ll admit I got a bit shooken over the news but that doesn’t mean I want you to leave. I know you think you can’t marry someone like me because you think of yourself as damaged material but I don’t fucking care Matthew. You can have cancer, HIV or Ebola and I’d still marry you within a fucking heartbeat. You can be paralyzed or fucking demented and I would NEVER. NEVER change my mind about the way I feel about you. Let me show you I can love you. Give me a chance, Matthew. Please. I want this. I want us, I want us to be that couple who have raw make up angry sex when we’re pissed at each other. I want us to have those cliche dates and staying up late at night binge watching on porn or something” I said as I held his hand stopping him from packing.

“I don’t think couples do that” he says and I laugh through my tears.

“Whatever. What I’m trying to say is I don’t fucking care whether you’ve got that disorder going on for you. I want to take care of you and be there for you. Be your personal punching bag or some sort of sex doll slave when you feel frustrated from work” he gives me a soft smile, showing me his dimples.

Fucking adorable.

“I don’t want to be a burden to you Roman” he says and I pulled him to my chest.

“You’re not a burden baby” I told him as he wraps his arms around my waist and I kiss his curly locks that smelled like honey.

Nine

“Are you hungry?” Roman asks Matthew who pretended to be sleeping. Mathew’s breath evened out as Roman pecked the younger male’s hair again.

“I missed you so much Matt. Every day, I tried contacting you,and at some point I did. But your uncle got too protective and banned me or any of my men who worked for me from entering the country Russia. I still remember the first time I’d seen you in the past years,you were walking home from school,walking to the parking lot with your friends. I almost didn’t recognize you. You looked so happy, so free….so alive. I realized that you were happy and I should move on. But I couldn’t. I tried to so hard but I just….it felt wrong. Like I was betraying you, so….. So I waited here. I can’t believe you’re here. In my arms where I dreamed you’d always be every single night. I think I’m falling for you Matty” he whispers kissing the younger male’s forehead.

Matthew couldn’t believe his ears. What he was hearing at this point…..

Yet he felt that Roman meant everything he said. So he pretended to stir from his sleep.

“Hey” He says tiredly as he stretched out, his face buried deep in Roman’s chest before he subconsciously grinded his lower half into Roman’s body as he stretched on top of the muscular body beneath him. He breaths heavily against Roman’s neck and Roman’s blood rushed to his cock at the feel of Matt’s breath down his neck.

Matt slumped on top of Roman’s body as Roman wrapped his arms around Matt’s body.

“Good evening baby. How was your nap?hmm?” Roman asked humming as Matt had his eyes closed. Pain erupted in his side as he clutched his side painfully. Roman takes notice of this action and is alert.

He swiftly gets off from below Matt and rushed to the bathroom taking off his shirt as he ran in hot tunning water from the taps.

He rushed back out as Matt held his side curling into a ball as he tried to stop the pain on his side.

“Come ere” Roman says, his deep dark voice full of concern.

“Make it stop” Matt cried weakly breathing down Roman’s neck as the male faced him,

Matt’s sharp finger nails dug into Roman’s arm as the larger male pressed the cloth over Matt’s side where it hurt. “Oh god” Matt moaned in relief as his grip loosens around Roman’s bulging arm.

“Thank you” Matt says panting and Roman delivers a peck to Matt’s lips.

“I’m here now. I’ll take care of you” Roman says as his eyes shined with determination.

Determination to help the love of his life by any means. Even if it meant he’d have to get hurt.

Ten

That night was the first night Matt was soundly asleep.

No nightmares, no haunting memories, no disorder.

All because he had a certain dark blonde headed male by his side serving as a warm pillow and blanket.

Roman had organized Matt’s pills where it was the easiest for him to get it. His inhaler bottles, he’d stocked up that would most probably last him at least for the next few months.

He also made the bed, remotely operated. It had a heater in the blankets that warmed up the person using the blanket if their body temperature dropped.

Matt slept until the morning as Roman didn’t sleep at all. Sure,he’d doze off but he only lightly slept because he was worried for his fiancés health.

Although Matt hadn’t fully agreed to anything yet….Roman would always call Matt his fiance cause he most secured with the title of Matt being of that.

He didn’t miss the envious looks his guards gave Roman cause he was with Matt now….as his fiance.

At 2 am he finally dozed off to sleep as he cuddled up close with Matt who felt like he didn’t wanna wake up from the comfortable position he was in.

When Matt woke up, Roman was still busy sleeping. Matt didn’t want to wake Roman up so he replaced his own body that was in Roman’s arms and put his pillow in his place that smelled a lot like him.

Matt silently entered his bathroom suite as he felt relieved and well satisfied after the best sleep he had last night.

He showered, brushed his teeth,shaved and changed into Roman’s shirt and his own jeans as he walked downstairs. Greeted by the dozen of maids in the kitchen and living room who were busily doing their jobs.

He made breakfast for Roman and himself when he heard pattering of footsteps. Roman showed up disheveled look on his features as he scanned the room for his lover.

“Good morning” Matt greeted as he placed the new set of fluffy pancakes on the plate.

“I made us breakfast. I hope you’re hungry” Matt says as Roman walks over to his fiance and places him on the counter next to the two plates of food.

“I’m hungry for something else right now but thank you for making breakfast” Roman says gruffly, his voice hoarse as he felt himself become more aroused by the second as he saw Matt in his clothes.

“Might I say, you look ravishing in my shirt” Roman growls lustfully in between fierce kisses that involved a lot of tongue. Matt places his hand on Roman’s neck side as the other was on Roman’s chest as Roman glides his fingers under his shirt that Matt wore. He groaned feeling his lovers abs as he deepened the kiss when Matt pulled away smirking.

“I’m hungry so this will just have to wait” he says smirking as he squeezed Roman’s bulge through his pants making the older male groan as he tried to kiss Matt’s lips again.

Matt dodged it like a bullet with a hearty laugh as he picked up both plates and placed them on the table.

Roman was surely gonna have blue balls as he moved to follow his fiance who already sat down after pouring both of them a drink.

Apple juice for himself and orange juice for Roman.

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After breakfast, Roman offered to wash the dishes instead of letting the maids do it which was rare cause Roman was always lazy to wash dishes,hence why he hired maids in the first place.

But he was trying to impress Matt,and if it meant he had to turn into a clean freak, he’d do it.

Eleven

Matt and Roman talked about casual things that didn’t involve the mafia or business.

“I have a scheduled meeting with the construction company at 10” he says chewing the crispy bacon.

Roman ate silently just staring at the way Matt’s lips chewed at the food or how his tongue slightly darted out to the put the pancake in his mouth.

“Roman?” Matt asks when he hears silence throughout the dinner table.

“Huh” came Roman’s reply.

“Did you hear what I said?” Matt asked as Roman blushed a bit and drank his orange juice.

“Um yeah…..your meeting at 10 with the construction company” Roman says as Matt nods.

“Well, I have to go. When I get back, we need to talk…..about the contract…and us” he says as he stands up, he hesitantly walks over to Roman as the taller male pulled him down my the arm claiming Matt’s lips.

“OK. Be safe” he says and Matt smiles walking upstairs to get changed.

The maids collected the two dominant males empty plates  and dirty dishes getting back to work as Roman, the master of the household left to his own private floor on the fourth floor as he got ready.

All the while, he couldn’t stop the smile that overtook his features as he showered, got dressed in his new tailored armani business suit.

The thought that he can kiss Matt freely bought him absolute joy. Matt was his fiance non the less. Matt was where he wanted Matt to be.

By his side, taking his last name and maybe in the near future, they could be looking into adoption or even having kids of their own through a surgical procedure where it allows the male to get pregnant.

As he fixed his Seiko wristwatch, his phone rang.

A picture flashed on the phone of Matt and himself sleeping last night.

There was a message on the bottom of the private number.

I’m

always

watching

Roman

.

Stay

away

from

Matthew

if

you

know

what’s

good

for

you

and

your

family

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I scowled at the message calling up my tech guy.

“Boss” was his usual greeting

“I need to track this fucker for me” I said sending a link of the message to him as he agreed.

I leave my private wing seeing the man that held my heart getting in his car with his guards close to his sports car.

I called some of my men. “My fiance is going to town meeting with some construction company. I want eyes and information on every member that will be in contact with my fiance. Anything shady must be reported immediately… I want shadows on him, heavily guarded but he can’t know so don’t fuck it up!” I growled as I hear a chorus of ‘yes boss’

Less than a minute later, I got information on all the constructors and contractors along with the architect.

Ryan McKlein.

Hello again,brother.

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Matt’s

POV

As I parked up at the grand looking restaraunt, I got my car and my guards-Roy, Dean and Freddie parked up their black Volvo cars next to my black Porsche lambrogini.

We get out at the same time,running a hand through my neatly trimmed hair, I buttoned my tux suit that fit me like a second skin, outlining my muscular built.

We walked in, ignoring the stares I got as I pulled on a pair of Oakley playboy shades.

We walked up the reception, Roy speaking for me. “We made a reservation under the name of Matthew Scarlatti” he says and the woman checks, her eyes widening as she looks up at me and back at Roy.

“I….right this way s-sir” she says and led us to the private booths on the third floor with an amazing view.

I should bring Roman here sometime for a date or something…..

Just when I realized what I’d been thinking, I blushed slightly as we all took a seat.

“Where the fuck are they?” I asked Roy as he checked his phone.

“They’re—” just as he was about to finish, the door opens and I’m met with four gentlemen in their business suits.

One I recognized immediately.

R-Ryan?

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Ryan was speaking to one of his colleagues as the door was pushed open and his eyes fall on me.

He takes in my appearance then his eyes widen. “Holy shit! MATT?!!” my serious facade breaks away as I smiled,half grinning.

“Yeah….” I said awkwardly as he walked over to me and I stand up in just in time for him to pull me in a tight hug.

“The hell midget?you were always shorter than me. The hell have you been doing?” he says and I pat his back awkwardly as I had to lean my head down slightly to hug him.

He breaks the hug, he looks a lot like Roman, His unkept messy hair, his sky blue eyes as he stared into my light hazel brown ones.

“I missed you man” he says and I blushed seeing as we weren’t alone.

Ryan gives me a look and I can’t decipher it. Something like, adoration?

“What are you doing here?” He asks and I cleared my throat.

“Well?we were hoping to hire your construction company and architectural department for a new building we’re setting up here. I’m here on behalf of my uncle to sigh the papers, buy the land and make alliance,whatnot, perhaps even get the building started if possible before I go back home” I said as he gapes at me.

“No way,you’re Mr Scarlatti?” He asks and I nod.

“Yeah…. Me and my colleagues are here on business for a few weeks” I said giving him the hint that we’re not alone by nodding at Roy’s amused eyes on me.

Jerk.

“Right. Right, uh well, let’s get started then Mr Scarlatti” he says with a hint of teasing in his tone.

“Please. Its just Matthew” I said as Freddie narrows his eyes at me, Roy gives me a raised eyebrow look and Dean just stares at me like there isn’t anything else to do.

Ryan blushed from the corner of my eyes as we sat around the round table starting our discussions accompanied by lunch and dessert….

So turns out,Ryan is now an architect with his own construction company which we’re going to be working with.

“Nice doing business with you” I told Ryan as he blushed and shook my hand.

“Wait for me downstairs” I told my three guards as they nodded leaving.

“Not married?” He asks referring to my empty ring finger.

Engaged

actually

….

I wanted to say but decided not to.

“No, ….not yet” I said bluntly. I wasn’t technically lying here, I wasn’t married… Yet

“I was hoping we can hang out sometime. Y’ know , to catch up? “ Ryan asks and I nodded only then do I realize,I’m still shaking his hand.

“Yeah. I’d like that very much” I said as we walked out of the dining booth as we walked back to the first floor where some people are having dinner.

“I have another meeting with a client around here” I said as he nodded.

“Same. When can I see you again?” He asks with a slightly pink tint on his cheeks.

“Um….I….This Friday. I’m free Friday afternoon. We can meet here unless you want me to come pick you up at your house?” I said it like a question.

“Apartment. And yeah,that would be great if you come picked me up. Like,8 ish?” He asks and I nod.

“8 is fine. I have to go now” I don’t realize what I’ve done until I leaned over and pecked his cheek, my arm around his side over his rib side.

He blushed as he leaves.

Holy fuck!why did I do that?

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It was around lunch time, and I had just finished off three very important jobs today.

I’d managed to get the contracts signed with the construction company. I went to look over the 50+ acres of land we’re willing to negotiate buying for half of the full cost, and picked up my engagement ring for Roman.

I know we’re moving too fast but the thought of him belonging to me and me alone makes me feel someone dominant. Like I want that.

Its weird cause it has never happened. After I picked out the most expensive one I could find, I had my name carved in his ring before I purchased it.

I’ve been trying to ring up Roman to meet me for lunch. I know we’re moving fast but, I already got over the fact that he used to bully me. I might not understand it know, but he’ll tell me when he’s ready.

“Boss he’s not answering” Roy says and I sighed standing up from my seat. I’d lost my appetite.

Maybe I shouldn’t sigh the proposal contract.

Yeah, this is just a waste of time, heck if I wanted to marry and settle down, I would’ve done it already.

I angrily got up and walked out of the restaraunt as Roy,Freddie and Dean followed me silently.

I got in my car and drove home. Seeing an unfamiliar looking car parked up next to Roman’s Range Rover, I parked up too and got out.

I walked in seeing some maids doing the usual house chores. “Get the fuck out “ I said as they all looked at me before nodding, leaving the living room where Roman sat on his drunk ass, his random prostitute barely dressed gave him a lap dance.

“You too bimbo” I growled as she stood up leaving. Roman’s drunk eyes looked at me. Although he never touched the stripper, I was still pissed.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?”  I yelled at him as I took the glass of whiskey from him when he wanted to take another swing at it.

He gives me  glare as he stood up.

“Don’t you fucking dare stop me from having my fun Matthew. I deserve to have fun too, right?I mean, I don’t stop you from having fun” he says and I frowned in confusion.

The fuck is he on about?

Just then he threw the phone at me and I caught it before it hit my face. It was a picture taken of the moment when I’d pecked Ryan’s cheek back at the restaraunt earlier this morning.

“This doesn’t mean anything Roman. I swear….” I said as he scoffs.

“Oh yeah?I don’t fucking care anymore, I’m not letting you toy around with my feelings…. The deals off,so get the fuck out of my property” he says and I sighed.

“Fine” I said gripping the ring box in my pocket taking it out as I slammed it against the concrete wall.

There goes 12,000,000 worth of diamond in that fucking ring.

I leave, walking upstairs to get my things. Roy knocks before coming in seeing me packing my things. “Sir,what’s going on?” He asks.

“We’re leaving. Pack your shit. The deal’s off” I said not bothering to look at him.

He leaves probably to deliver the message as the door swung open again. I turned around seeing Roman. “I’m done here” I said as I zip up my black and silver travelling suitcase. I placed it on the ground when he caught me by surprise.

He slammed his lips into my own,claiming my lips in hunger.

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I pushed him away despite my urges to kiss him back. “Get the fuck away from me” I said taking my suitcase attempting to leave but he just grabs my suitcase and throws it out the window.

“What the fuck are you doing?!!!my laptop!” I yelled at him as he pushed me down the bed and pinned both my hands above my head.

“Tell me you bought this for me and I’ll believe you” he says pulling out the ring I bought for him earlier.

I tried to push him off as he gently presses me back to the mattress.

“Tell me…” he says desperately and I sighed after many failed attempts to get off him.

“It doesn’t matter anymore. The deal is off….” I said as he looked at my eyes looking for any hint of dishonesty.

“I don’t want the deal to be over if it means you’re leaving” he says and I frown.

“What are you saying?” I whispered gruffly back as his hold on me loosens.

“What if we get married without a business deal. Like two people wanting to get married because there is nothing else better in the world than getting that committed to each other?” He says and I frowned in amusement.

“Are you drunk?” I asked him as he shakes his head.

“No” he says and buries his face in my neck.

“But…..we don’t even know each other that well” I told him as he looks at me.

“Then we better get to it then” he smirks and a smile slowly appears on my face as he leans in kissing me before mumbling something leaving me in utter shock.

“

I

love

you

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I

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A week had passed and all that occupied Matt’s thoughts were what Roman told him.

Although their ‘how I popped the question’ story wasn’t all that romantic, it was romantic for them.

A week had passed since Roman spoke the L word leaving Matt stunned and shocked.

The next day they’d woken up, they’d had breakfast together,lunch and dinner together. They went out on romantic dates, binged watched on movies together, talked about what they like and other stuff….. They didn’t know each other quite well until their fifth to sixth date. Matt found out about Roman’s funny side which had him laughing his ass off at something Roman would say.

Matt bought up the topic that they should probably not sleep together yet cause he wanted to slow things down a bit.

Roman agreed cause he wanted his fiance as comfortable as possible and if it meant staying awake all night from his room checking in on him through the camera he installed when Matt was out of his room.

Matt and Ryan’s meeting to catch up was cancelled due to unfortunate circumstances…. Ryan’s HQ construction company building had burned down and no one knew how the fire started.

Matt suspected that Roman had something to do with it, but of course the older male wouldn’t say anything about it. At least not yet….

So Matt made a plan to try and get it out of Roman.

He told all the maids and guards to take the night off.

Roman parked up in his Jeep Cherokee Laredo and got out. He heard the familiar piano tune by Bob Acri from inside the house.

He walks in calling out for Matt. He pulled out his gun and walked into the kitchen, his gun dropping immediately when he sees Matt.

His hair disheveled in a sexy mess. He was in nothing but Roman’s dress shirt with the top buttons undone.

“Fuck….” He muttered as he stormed over to Matt and picked him up sitting him on the counter locking their lips. Matt smiled against Roman’s angry lips that’s claiming Matt’s lips like they are his own.

Ha,got him where I wanted him Matt thought.

Roman hungrily locked his lips with Matt as Matt tried to keep up with him. Roman’s hands quickly skimmed over his shirt that Matt wore and went on to unbuttoning it, Matt kisses down Roman’s neck before pushing him away, the older male giving him a confused hurt look.

They were both rock hard, as Matt reminded himself he had to get answers first before anything else.

“Did you do it?” He asked half panting from the lack of breath earlier.

“Do what?” Roman asked leaning over to suck and kiss Matt’s neck. Matt closes his eyes then reminded himself again of why he did this in the first place.

“Did you have anything to do with the fire at Ryan’s work place?” Matt asked as Roman sighed against his lover’s neck knowing quite well,Matt was stubborn and wouldn’t let it it easily go.

“OK, I might’ve blackmailed one of my rivals into thinking Ryan was part of the killing last year at his cousin’s wedding and so in return they did that but I swear, I never suggested or had anything to do with it” he says defensively as Matt sighed and pulled Roman’s chin to face him,looking at him in the eyes

Honey brown eyes onto Roman’s deep blue ones.

“You promise?” Matt whispered and Roman nods.

“I promise baby” Roman says and Matt kissed him deeply.

Roman proceeded to take off the shirt and this time,Matt didn’t make a move to stop him, that was until Matt tugged on the belt of Roman.

“Are you sure you want to go all the way?I don’t mind waiting….” Roman says and Matt smiled shaking his head.

“I want this” he says and that’s all it took for Roman’s last bit of self control to dissipate into thin air.

Seventeen

Roman hurriedly got the both of them upstairs, all the while not taking his lips off Matt’s.

They casually made a few stops along the way, either Matt was nailed up the wall getting roughly getting kissed while Matt undressed Roman,basically ripping off his shirt and quickly undoing his tie-a habit he’d gotten to master over the years.

Roman kicked open the door to the master bedroom as he held Matt over his front, both hands gripping the smaller younger male’s ass cheeks.

Matt closed his eyes moaning as Roman worshipped his body, inch my inch until he was laying down on the headrest of the bed.

Roman unbuckles his pants and gets in bed after kicking his socks and shoes off.

His shirt was off as well as Matt took the opportunity to oogle his fiance. He traced his hands all over his muscular frame, as Roman watched him waiting to see the reactions unfold in Matt’s eyes.

Adoration,fascination,lust…..and love.

He leans down, his elbow supporting him as he kissed Matt deeply. This kiss was different from the rest-heck they all were.

This one was with a need, to be felt the same way back and like Matt silently knew, he smiled kissing him back softly yet passionately trying to convey the hidden message in their kiss.

I love you too was what Matt wanted to say but he chose not to. Roman felt Matt’s hands glide over to his abs and his rib sides before fumbling with the waistbands elastic of the CALVIN KLEIN boxers he wore.

Roman cuts the kiss, his arm muscles flexing over Matt’s eyes as he moved his thumb to hold and rub at Matt’s bottom lip.

“Are you sure you want this Matt?I won’t be able to control myself. I haven’t had sex in years and I can’t promise not to hurt you down there…..” he says gruffly, his voice deep and hoarse.

“Haven’t had sex in years?how come?” Matt asked him.

“I….. This might sound stupid but I waited for you. Once I realized I’d been in love with you all those years, I could never give myself to another man who wasn’t you. I felt guilty,like I was cheating on you or something…. Sure, I’d had my release but it was over watching gay porn” Roman confessed sheepishly as Matt smiled pulling him into a kiss.

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“Really?” Roman asked not believing him as Matt nodded.

“Yeah. I love you too and I want you so bad….” Matt says as Roman inhaled sharply bucking his hips into Matt’s ass.

“You want that dick baby?I’ll give it to you” Roman says as Matt moaned again from the contact of Roman’s 11 inch hard thick cock.

“Fuck!yes please” he says and grabbed his cock through his briefs.

“You’re just gonna have to wait” Roman says as he kisses down Matt’s body until he was facing Matt’s 9 inch cock. He was also packing in that department, but not as big as Roman. Heck the guy was half Italian, he’d sure gotten his dick gene from there.

Matt’s thoughts got fused up when he gasps as Roman took his cock in his mouth. “Oh fuck!” He hissed full of pleasure as he gripped the bedsheets as he leaned against the bed rest.

Roman bobbed his head, taking him inch by inch deeper. He shook his head around Matt’s cock as he downed Matt’s cock like a pro.

“Roman! Oh fuck baby!just like that!!” He moaned as he gripped Roman’s head. Roman playfully smacks the boy’s hand away as Matt panted close to his high.

He gripped Romans shoulder opening his mouth but all that came were string after strings of hot moaning that would definitely turn a straight man on and question his sexuality. He gripped Roman’s shoulder again when he felt like he was seconds away from releasing.

“Roman!I’m gonna cum” he says in between pants as Roman made no move to stop,instead he buried Matt’s dick down his throat until his nose touched Matt’s pubic hair over his crotch area that had been growing again after a long time since they were waxed off.

Matt moaned as he released his hot liquid into Roman’s throat watching as the man locked him off so nicely not wanting a single drop to go to waste.

They were both sweating heavily as Roman kisses Matt’s lips. Matt scrunched his brows in disgust as he tasted himself on Roman’s tongue.

As Roman pulled away, Matt kissed down his neck before gripping Roman’s cock letting the larger male know he wanted it.

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I gripped Roman’s cock as his eyes gazed on me. His brown curly locks fell over his eyes as I brushed it away but it fell back anyways.

He leans in kissing me as I massaged his cock up and down fast. He grips my wrist kissing my neck before he turns me around.

“I wanna eat you out baby. Can I?” He asks and I nod.

“Words baby boy” he says lightly spanking my ass. Oh fuck.

“Yes please” I said as he hummed in satisfaction.

“Good boy” he mumbled as he placed butterfly kisses my spine and lower

He kisses right down to my ass cheeks, making me put my knees out to stand at my sides,giving him a full view of my hole that’s spread out wide.

I gasp jerking my hips forward when I feel his breath hit my hole. A shiver ran through me as I feel his tongue darted out and licked my hole making me gasp as I gripped the bedsheets.

“Oh fuck! Roman please” I whined somehow as he hummed.

“Hmm so needy….so sensitive” his thumb runs over my hole and I moan into the bedsheets.

Soon, his tongue darted out and finally satisfied me.

“Oh fuck!” I moaned out half groaning as I gripped the bedsheets.

A minute and two had passed and he was preparing my hole for him. He brings the tip of his cock to my entrance and teases me as he gripped my chin from behind.

“You want daddy’s cock baby boy?” He asks growling and I nod.

“Yes!oh fuck yes!” I moaned and he smiles.

“Yes who?” He asks and I bite my tongue.

Don’t say it.

“Yes who baby boy?” He asks through gritted teeth,  gripping my hard cock tightly and I whined whimpering.

“Daddy. Yes daddy” I said as he hummed kissing me deeply from behind me.

I’m so deep into the kiss that I don’t realize when he pushes half of his thick fucking length in in one powerful thrust that shook my body-literally

I break the kiss as I gripped the bedsheets. “Fuck its so big” I groaned gripping the bedsheets as he let’s me adjust to his length.

I relax myself as his soothing cooes in my ear help me better. I buck my hips back taking more of him and he takes a sharp breath.

He grips my hand in his entwining our fingers together as I feel his breath on my back.

He pushes deeper into me and I moan when he hits my prostate.

“Oh fuck!DADDY!”

Nineteen

As the morning came, Matt was sprawled on top of Roman who had his arms securely fencing Matt from falling off.

After last nights activities, Matt finally knew how Roman lived up to his reputation back in high school when they said he was a beast in bed.

Heck he was so sore, everywhere in the lower region hurt. Last night had to be the best night of his entire life. He’d never gotten so much pleasure in that moment than he did all those times with random people he didn’t have attachments with.

He loved how Roman had kept himself only for Matt but some part of Matt felt guilty that he didn’t at least return the favor.

“Good morning” Roman grumbled, his morning hoarse voice awakening the desire in Matt as he was sniffing Matt’s messy curly hair making the younger male blush when he felt himself get a little excited.

“Are you sore?” Roman asked and Matt only nodded because his voice was sore from having such a big object down there last night.

“What happened, cat got your tongue?” Roman playfully asked and Matt glared at him from snuggling close to his chest mimicking him.

Pssh, more like dick caught my tongue, Matt remarked in his head but chose not to say anything because of last night’s spanking from….. his

daddy

What did this mean for Matt? That he’d bottom now?no fucking way!was Matt’s answer as he perched himself up on Roman’s washboard, hairless chest.

Roman gazed down at the man who held his heart forever. “Does this mean I’m going to bottom forever?” He asked and Roman chuckled kissing the boy’s nose.

“No baby. You can top me whenever. I’d never done it before,so you’ll have to go easy on me” Matt smiled at Roman’s answer as he leaned over, purposefully brushing his cock against Roman’s hole.

“Really?” He asks mischievousness in his tone as Roman’s heart raced.

“Yes really” like all the previous pain had left the younger male, he kissed Roman before flipping them so Roman was on tip of him. Their same muscular built helped Matt a lot or else he’d be crushed under Roman.

“I want you to ride my dick Rome. Right after I get that pretty hole prepared for me” he says as he gently pushes Roman off his chest.

“OK, so I turn over like you did for me last night?” He asks and Matt almost gushed at his clueless ness.

“Just like that baby” Matt says as he sees Roman blushing.

Roman lays on his stomach and waited, anticipated on what’s to come.

•°•°•°•

“Fuck!” Roman moaned as he ride out Matt’s cock.

Matt’s knee was holding as a support for Roman who held onto his knee behind his left ass cheek. Roman leaned in and kissed Matt’s lips before muttering.

“Fuck!if I knew it felt this good I’d let you fuck me a long time ago” he says as Matt grinned at him bucking his hips but Roman did most of the work.

Matt leaned back on his arms as he watched Roman ride his cock. Roman ran his hand through Matt’s curly locks before holding eye contact with him.

“I fucking love you” Roman growled leaning in for a kiss before hugging Matt’s body close to him.

“I love you too” Matt says as he flipped them over and slammed into Roman’s tight hole.

“Now, I’m going to fuck you till you can’t walk tomorrow” he says whispering dirtily in Roman’s ear as Roman let out a manly groan.

This was gonna be a long day…..

Twenty

Roman’s

POV

I leaned against Matt’s frame as he lightly drew patterns on my back, It was around the mid afternoon and we’d finally slowed down dew to our stamina.

Can’t believe we went on the whole day and not to forget the whole of last night.

Matt’s eyes looks at me as I perch myself up laying my chin on his shoulder blade.

“What’s wrong?” Matt asked, his arms tightening around my waist as he noticed.

“I….I’m really hungry” I whispered as he looks at me for a second before burst out chuckling.

What a jerk!!! Laughing at me like that……

“Come on, I’ll make you something” he says after he saw my pouty face to which I just faced away from him smiling.

“Awww is my baby upset?I might just have to fix that. What to do say I make you some homemade pizza?” I turn back to him so fast I’m surprised I didn’t get a whiplash.

“Really?” I asked as he nodded.

“Yeah. But before that, we need to shower” he says smirking and I give him a raised eye.

“OK fine. No funny business” he finishes and I smiled as we walked to the shower stark naked.

I lightly tap his ass and it jiggles making me bite my lips.

“Don’t start something you can’t finish” Matt says scowling and I gape at his body in the light. His slightly pale skin covered in hickeys making him look all the more eatable.

I’m so fucking lucky this man is mine.

I wrapped my arms around his waist locking lips with him. He soon breaks the kiss as he playfully glares at me.

“Weren’t you hungry?” He asked and I hummed.

“I’m am…. yeah “ I told him as I gripped his hard dick kissing him one more time before I go on my knees.

•°•°•°•°

When we finally got dressed, I noticed the hickeys taking over his neck and under his earlobe.

Mine was worse though, they were all over my neck, my collar bone, my arms,my nipples, some parts of my back, my happy trail, my cock, my inner thighs, and also one on my ball sack.

Damn, Matt is such a possessive guy. It actually turns me on when he’s like that.

Matt came in the walk in closet. “I need to borrow something to wear cause someone threw my things out the window yesterday” he says and I chuckled.

“I’m sorry baby. We’ll buy you new clothes. Now,why don’t you get that sexy ass here” I said admiring the hickeys all over his chest,his abs, his pierced belly button, his happy trail and his hips.

I gripped his ass as I pulled him in a kiss. “God,you’re so fucking beautiful” I said in between kisses as I bite his bottom lip dragging it out before I let his bottom lip go.

“You’re not so bad yourself” Matt says as he kisses my Adams apple which was such a huge turn on.

I hadn’t told Matt about the anonymous text messages and threats to Matt. But I wasn’t going to loose the love of my life again to some lowlife fucker who wants Matt all to himself.

For fuck sake, Matt is mine. He has that engagement ring to put hardcore proof that he belongs to me. I wore my ring that he made me. Although I had found out under unfortunate circumstances, I’m still happy that my beautiful fiance would get me something as this.

I pulled him in a hug as he hugs me back. “Is everything OK?” He asks me in a whispering tone and I sighed.

“Yeah. I just….. There’s a lot going on with work. I don’t wanna leave our room…” I told him as I rested my forehead on his shoulder as I feel him run his hand through my hair making me close my eyes inhaling his men’s cologne scent and that ice mint protex men’s soap he always uses.

“I’m sure you’ll figure it out,if it gets too difficult, I can always help you out” he says and I smiled pulling away.

“How did I get lucky?” I asked as he blushed and I pecked his forehead, over his curly bangs.

Twenty-One

Matt stirred up the tomato puree paste as the aroma of the sauce drifted into the air making any bystander drool at the smell.

He added some spices and other additional additives before pouring the paste on the circular perfect flat pizza dough on the counter.

Roman had stepped out of the house to take an important phone call as Matt busied himself.

He put fried chopped up beef and fried onion over them along with some more sauce. He coated the whole top with cheese and added bacon strips before coating it with even more cheese.

Soon, he put the first pizza in before getting started with the second pizza.

BBQ chicken pizza and seafood pizza which consisted of small shrimps and prawns…..lots of them I mean. I even manage to get some crab meat in them too.

Yum.

Matt’s

POV

After I put the pizza in, I made vanilla ice cream in a long glass cup with some ginger ale. I smiled watching how the bubbles got up onto the top of the glass cup that held it perfectly.

I placed a straw in each glass as I put the drinks by the coffee table where I’d selected a few episodes of my favorite TV series- Defending Jacob.

Roman was taking a phone call outside as I saw him pacing outside by the parking pavement near the neatly trimmed rose garden.

I checked the pizzas again before I pulled out my phone seeing several missed calls from…..Ryan??

I dialed his contact and rang him up. It rang thrice before he finally picks up.

“Matthew?” He asks as I placed the ice cream back in the fridge.

“Yeah,hey Ryan. I saw your missed calls just now. What’s up?” I asked him.

“What’s up?!WHATS UP is that you stood me up!” He says and my eyes widened in realization.

Holy shit!the hangout!!!we were suppose to hangout.

“Oh shit!fuck,I’m so sorry, I  totally forgot!!I’m so sorry Ryan” I said as I sprouted apology after apologies.

“Yeah well, thanks…… I thought you wanted to catch up” he says sounding hurt as I licked my bottom lip.

“I do. And I’m sorry. Do you still wanna meet up tomorrow?” I asked him leaning against the counter.

“sigh OK, I’ll see you tomorrow” he says.

“Look, I’m really sorry. I’ll make it up to you tomorrow. I promise” I said as the front door opens and Roman walks in.

Let’s not forget the fact that I still haven’t told Ryan I’m engaged to his older brother. The same older brother that used to bully me pretty bad back in high school.

The bullying?I’m way past that, the telling Ryan about me and Roman?not so much…..

I felt guilty. I loved Roman even after the hell he’s put me through, but Ryan was my best friend, surely he’d be happy for me…..right?

“OK, I can’t wait. Bye” he says and I say bye just in time as Roman wraps his arms around my waist from behind, rubbing his already hard crotch on my ass.

When is he never horny?

He kisses my shoulder from behind. “Hmm who was that?” He asks and I turned around wrapping my arms around his neck, pulling him into a hug.

“No one important. I have a meeting tomorrow morning,so no morning sex” I said and he pouts making me chuckle.

“Why?you can schedule for another day…..Besides…. I just want my fiance all to myself” he says burying his face in my neck making me blush.

“You’re such a cheesy bastard” I retorted and his arms tightened around my waist, hugging me tighter.

“Only for you baby” he says lightly kissing my broad shoulder muscle.

We cuddled watching the movie halfway eating chips and drinking the frizzy drink I made when the bell of the oven chimed.

I dished out the pizza and made myself comfortable on Roman’s lap as we ate homemade pizza, which I might add that Roman ate most of it.

We left some in the microwave for the guards, Roy,Freddie and Dean if they wanted to eat some.