Character Interviews

This is where we’re going to put the character interviews! As a start, you’ll send in questions today and I’ll get the interview up by Sunday!

After that, it’ll continue with a different character each week, and a posting on Sunday :D

Order:

1. Kaidan

2. Jay

3. Taylor

4. Alexei

5. Any other suggestions or questions! :D

So get those questions in, guys! Comment, pm me, or post it on my message board and I’ll prepare answers in the next posting

~MacBeka

Kaidan Interview 1

LoveManga9731’s questions:

First off, what is it about Jay that you love the most?

Um… What do you mean? I guess when he’s being cute and cuddly, I love that, but I guess that’s not what you mean… His reaction when I pull his hair, I love that something so simple can make him react like that.

How’s Jay in bed? *wiggles eyebrows Is he romantic, rough or both?

I don’t feel comfortable answering that… I guess he’s both. Like my first time he was really romantic and gentle and then when we were at the apartment, he was rough and hard and it was absolutely amazing. Okay, that was a bit more detail then I was expecting…

When you did the checklist did you fantasize about Jay doing all those to you :) ?

It was the only way I could actually think about it so… Yeah…

When Jay took your first kiss , how was it?

I was so surprised, but he was amazing, and gentle and soft and my heart was racing. I think I stopped breathing for a little while.

Was your first kiss how you expected it to be or not?

Not, definitely. All of my friends had said that their first kisses were awful and sloppy and gross, but with Jay it is… Beautiful I guess…

What happened to your family? Sorry if it brings up any unwanted memories…

 

Well, it’s nothing as bad as Jay’s childhood, thankfully… Poor Jay… Anyway. When I was twelve, my parents and I were heading towards my sister’s hospital. It was raining really heavily but the doctors had said it was an emergency so we left. A car nudged the back of our car and we went spinning. My dad died immediately and my mum died in the ambulance . I was okay except for a few broken bones and possible brain damage. My sister died of her cancer before I even got out the hospital. I lived with my friend till I was sixteen and then I got my own place. That’s about it really I guess…

Silvertemper’s questions:

Kaidan, where do you see yourself 5 years from now ?

Five years from now? God knows. Hopefully not scrounging for money from porn… What I’ve always wanted is to be happy so hopefully I’ll manage that soon.

Also, do you really want to do porn or is it now more about being with or pleasing Jay?

Everyone is asking questions about Jay! Guys, I don’t love him! Seriously, what’s your problem, fangirls? Little rant over there… Sorry… I mean, I never  wanted to go into porn, but I guess it’s the easiest thing for me to do around college. I don’t want to flunk college like I did school. I want to make something of myself, y’know? Jay’s just a teacher, whether I enjoy being with him or not. It’s not like we’ll be together.

Jay Interview 1

hisgoldenprincess’s questions:

Jay- did you ever expect to get so emotionally in tuned with someone? Especially considering your line of work?

Truthfully? No, never. I had trouble trusting people for a while but when I met Kaidan, I knew he wasn’t just a job. To be honest, one of the smallest reasons I’ve stayed in adult entertainment so long is that I can’t make emotional bonds.

tondada’s questions:

jay - How do you feel, now that you are more invested in Kaiden, about actually seeing him start working with different partners in the industry??

I don’t know. Don’t tell him but whenever I think of things he might like, I see me with him, not some random guy. I don’t want Kaidan to turn out like I have. It makes me so happy that he chose to go to college and I don’t want anything to ruin that.

Jay – What’s the most serious relationship you’ve had up until now?

You say that like I’ve had previous relationships. I’ve had quick fucks, I’ve done my job, but I’ve never had a relationship

Jay – Is there a song that reminds you of Kaidan every time you hear it?

Naked by Avril Lavigne. It’s so true for me and Kaidan. He just sees straight through all the walls I put up.

Jay – If you ever decided to quit the ‘industry’ what would you do for work

Um, I’ve never thought about it to be honest. Modelling maybe?

twizzlers20’s questions:

Hi Jay:) my question is what were you most afraid of when you began doing porn? Well if you were afraid at all.

I was terrified that they’d make me bottom and I’d have a breakdown. I’ve had breakdowns in front of people before and they never end well.

LoveManga9731’s questions:

What was your first impression of Kaidan when you met at the club?

Well, I never expected to be spending days on end with him. It’s not often I go out on a job and meet someone I’d like to “take home” with me (if you know what I mean), but Kaidan was one of them. I never thought he’d be so… innocent when I first met him. I mean, he had just jerked off in a mainly public bathroom!

What were your thoughts when Kaidan showed up as your “student”?

At first I thought he was just a usual job, but the moment he said my name and explained where we’d met, it was kind of freaky. I was excited to see him again, and I can’t say that I’ve been disappointed.

Do you have any romantic feelings for Kaidan?

Romantic? Baby, I don’t do romance. I’m teaching Kaidan how to be a porn star and then he’s moving on. Even if I did have any feelings - which I don’t! - he’d be leaving me anyway so what’s the point?

What’s your motto in life?

Ooh, a motto… I don’t think I have an official one but if I was to have one, I guess it’d be ‘Carpe verpam’. I read it somewhere a long time ago and it made me laugh. It means ‘Seize the cock’. I felt it was appropriate for my lifestyle.

Any hobbies?

Hobbies? Like… Well, I like to paint. I draw sometimes too. Ever since I met him I’ve wanted to draw Kaidan, but it’s way too embarrassing to ask, and every time I try to do it from memory, it never turns out right so I end up tearing it up.

Favorite food? :3

God, woman, you ask a lot of questions! Kaidan was stressing about answering you and I can see why. No offence, of course. As for food, I don’t really have a favourite. I mean, for me food is just something that takes up time. I could be doing some much more fun things, instead I’m eating. That said, I love pasta. And burgers.

silvertemper’s questions:

What was your first thought when you had your first meeting about training with Kaiden?

I thought it would just be a quick job, get him ready for the camera and then ship him off. I had no idea that he might be a virgin and that he might require… Special attention

Your past is rough so I’m not touching on that except to say, you survived and thrived the best revenge. Yeah?

I don’t know to be honest. Have I thrived? I sell my body for a living in countless different ways. If it hadn’t been for him , I might have been able to pay attention in school, I might not be where I am now.

Other than the new obsession in your life, (Kaiden) who’s closest to you and what do you appreciate about them?

Ollie, definitely. He’s just so easy to talk to. He understands what I do, and because Finn doesn’t let him work, he’s always there whenever I need him, just like he knows I am for him

Kaiden is clearly special, you don’t buy wardrobes for everyone right? So what about him draws you in?

There’s just something about him. His innocence maybe? His willingness to go into something like this when he’d never even kissed anyone. It makes me want to take care of him while he’s with me

And how will you feel about him performing porn with males other than yourself?

I’m not sure, upset maybe? It happens sometimes, I get close to a student and then as soon as they leave me I just fade into the background. I don’t want that to happen with Kaidan

(A/N Sorry it’s late guys! KM chapter up later tonight <3 ~Beka)

Taylor Interview 1

silvertemper’s questions:

So Taylor, what do you want from this? A relationship or more of a sex buddy thing?

I’ve never been one for a sex buddy, but I like the idea of a relationship. I know it’s early but I think Alexei’s concern for me in genuine

Are you scared by the things you’ve researched?

Definitely

If so what scared you the most?

The idea of punishment, or ‘pain for pleasure’. I don’t understand that. I’m terrified of going into this and then finding I don’t want it at all

Are you aware there are risks, how do you know you can trust Alex (sorry I can’t spell and names are my downfall) to know your limits and adhere to them?

I know the risks, but I just felt so safe with him, protected, that it didn’t occur to me that I could be in danger. I don’t know I can trust him, but it’s a feeling. I’m going to trust it, with a pinch of salt though.

Whats drawn you to him?

His honesty. He didn’t even think when he told me that he wanted to do sexual things with me. His boldness should be funny, but I seem to find myself blushing more than ever before

hisgoldenprincess’s questions:

Hey Taylor! When your ex-boyfriend made that comment in the hallway what did he mean?

I like dirty talk in bed, I’m not afraid to admit it. Apparently my ex, Garry, thought that because I liked it, I must be a slut so the moment I even looked at another guy, he’d flip. Then one night this guy kissed me and Garry beat me. Broke a rib, fractured my arm and dislocated my shoulder. He was vicious, so I knew I had to end it. Should have seen it sooner really

What really went through your mind when Alexi told you that you’d be a perfect sub?

I was freaked, in all ways of the word. I hardly knew what it was, except from some lesbian porn Mackenzie made me watch when we were fourteen. I just wanted to run, but I was interested too, so I stayed and listened.

Do you feel safe with a sadistic Dom?

I have a feeling that if it was anyone except Alexei, I would feel in danger at every moment. But Alexei… He just has this thing, where I go calm whenever I’m with him. I’m not scared, not worried, because I know he’ll take care of me. Its ridiculous but that’s what my brain says

LoveManga9731’s questions:

Please tell me more about how you met Hailee and Kenzie. They seem like a fun bunch  :3

I met Hailee at my taster day for the school in Year 7 and she basically glued herself to me from that very first day. Mackenzie joined when we were in Year 10. He didn’t have many friends and he was pretty much just a loner but he was in a lot of classes with me so we got to know each other

Why did you go out with Gary? Sorry but he seems like a jerk… 

I thought he was nice. He’d always been lovely to me before all the shit went down. Garry was really sweet, really cute but as soon as we started going out. I thought it was just the stress of Year 10, I remembered what it was like for me but then it just kept getting worse.

Has BDSM ever crossed your mind before Alexie mentioned it?

Garry and I tried out bondage once. It was interesting but he was drunk so he wasn’t exactly gentle or kind…

When did you find out you were gay?

‘Find out’? Well I realised  I was gay when I was about 12. I’d never really been interested in girls so I thought I was a freak until I realised I was attracted to guys instead.

What’s your favorite food?

Favourite food… Lasagne is good I guess

Do you like sports?

I hate sports. I don’t understand how people find enjoyment in watching a load of men kicking a ball around on a TV screen

Oh and what is your motto in life? (I like asking this)

I don’t think I have one really. If I did it would be something like ‘listen to your heart’. Cheesy and squishy but it’s what I think 

When’s your birthday and what is your blood type?

My birthday is the 25th May. I don’t know my blood type, sorry

How do you feel about Alexie?

What do you mean? I’ve not developed feelings for him or whatever. I could imagine having feelings for him but that’s got nothing to do with what’s going on with us

Alexei Interview 1

Why are you so into Taylor? Do you know what his mom would say?!

I don’t know what it is about Taylor but I just find him irresistible, even though I know we shouldn’t have anything at all between us. I like to thing his parents would be more concerned with his safety and happiness than who I am, but I’m an optimist. 

Does Taylor have a butt that even girls wish they had?

Haha, I’m not quite sure what sort of butts girls want but let’s just say that when Taylor turns around he’s very distracting.

On a scale from 1-100, how good is Taylor in the sack?

We haven’t had sex yet, though the way Taylor’s pushing it’ll be very soon. Just from the little experience I have with him and taking into account his innocence when it comes to submission, I have to put him in the high 80s

What was it that attracted you to Taylor?

The very first thing was the blush on his cheeks when he turned up late to our first class. I want to see what else I could turn that pretty shade of pink.

What made you look at him and think he might be interested? 

The way he looked at me during and after our first lesson. Of course, overhearing him and his friends talking about giving me a blowjob was a bit of a giveaway that he might be interested. 

What is it you like about him?

Mainly, it’s his fresh look on things. He didn’t freak out when I told him what I wanted, not too much anyway. At first it was his looks because he’s not exactly unattractive but then it quickly became his personality; how he was so shy and blushing in public but when it came to our private time over the phone he’d turn into such a noisy little thing.

Do you like him just as a sub, or is theremore to it than that?

I want our relationship, if you can call it that, to work so there has to be something behind it other than just the craving for domination and while that is strong with Taylor, he makes me laugh and smile a lot more than I usually would. In such a short time he’s affected me so much.

Are you worried about being caught and how this might affect you both? Particularly as you’d be arrested?!

I am worried about it, more than I let on to Taylor but I know that all we need is a little discretion and sensibility and nothing will matter. And we might even be able to go public-ish a couple weeks or months after I move on from the job at his school. 

How were you as a child?

 

I was probably quite boring. I’d rather sit inside the classroom than go out to the playground. I never really talked much unless it was to my siblings or my teachers. I always got on better with adults than I did with people my own age.

What was your first impression of Taylor?

That he was a shy, innocent young man who’d faint just thinking about the things I wanted to do to him. That changed pretty quickly.

Are you close with your family?

Not as close as my sister is. I felt they were trying to replace my brother with me after he was gone: we looked similar, spoke the same, wore near enough the same clothes, but I didn’t want to be my brother’s replacement.

Have you told your parents about your preferences? If so, what were your parents reaction when you told them?

 

They know that I’m gay and my mother knows about my… other preferences but I haven’t told my father yet. I’ve never thought it was necessary really. My mother only knows because she read one of my text messages one time.

Do you know about Garry? If so, how do you feel about him? Do you hate him?

 

I do, Taylor recently told me. I don’t…  hate him per se, but I wouldn’t mind punching him in the gut a couple times. I feel he is a troubled boy who needs help, especially with his drinking. That help will not come from me however, as I am trying to remain as professional as I can with him.

Now that Taylor has decided to be your sub how do you feel about your future together?

 

We have yet to discuss a contract with a time limit but I would love for Taylor to be my submissive for a long while. I feel we benefit each other in different ways and I’d love a future with him, of any sort. I’d take even just six months.

How do you feel about Taylor? How do you see him?

Even though Taylor is my sub, I still value him as a person and I think his opinions are so sensible and thought-out that it amazes me. I see him as a brilliant young man with a future in whatever career he wants to pursue, and I’ll help him as much as I can in that.

Kaidan Interview 2

This is old, just thought I’d post it because it’s been sitting here for a few months :)

Have you ever seen any of Jays porn? What did you think and feel?

I’ve never really thought about looking for any, but now that you mention it… I probably should start watching more porn to see what people expect.

Could you actually go through with the porn thing and sleep with people (who aren’t Jay) on camera?

Of course I would. I wouldn’t have gone through with this if that wasn’t the plan. I probably should be moving on from Jay soon.

Are you reconsidering your choice to go into porn? What if Jay asked you not to?

The decision has been a little more… difficult than it was before, now that I’ve got to know Jay and I’ve seen what a career like this does to people. But I’m not in it for a career, it’s just a quick fix for money so I don’t have to drop out of college.

Finn Interview 1

Dear Finn, what did you think about Ollie when you two first met?

I thought he was really attractive. I knew as soon as we met in person that I wanted him to be my submissive, or if it was okay with him, my slave (you know, in a not-an-actual-slave kind of way) and if he didn’t want it I’d at least get a scene with him.

What’s it like having complete control over another human being and being responsible for their well being?

For me, it fills me with a sense of purpose. I love the fact that my submissive or slave gives up their body and trust to me completely. It genuinely is humbling sometimes, that someone can trust you that much. Sometimes I worry that something will go wrong and he’ll end up being hurt but nothing’s happened so far.

Jay Interview 2

This is old, just thought I’d post it because it’s been sitting here for a few months :)

Would you actually let Kaidan leave, let him go into porn and have sex with other guys?

Of course. That’s what he’s here for and I’m not expecting anything else from him, no matter how close I think we’ve gotten over the past couple of days.

How would you feel about him sleeping with other people?

It… I don’t know really. If it’s just a job, fine, whatever. But if there were feelings involved, a relationship… I don’t know how I would take that. I don’t even know why I feel like this but I fucking hate it.

Ollie Interview 1

How did you get into this lifestyle?

One of my friends from school had this girlfriend, and they used to play domination games, and he really loved it, seeing his girl get all domineering over him, having her in charge. After a very awkward, embarrassing pep talk with myself I brought it up with my boyfriend at the time who said that he’d been trying to think of a way to bring it up with me too. He wasn’t all that into but… Well, you can guess the rest from there.

How and when did you know you were a sub?

It wasn’t until after the whole thing with my boyfriend that I started looking into submission and stuff like that, dominance games. There was actually a lot more about it than I thought. There were even a few books down in our local library that I got out for a ‘school project’.