Chasing Kierran ||✔
uniquelyferocious · 11 chapters · 5,000 words
WARNING
This story isn’t suitable for a young audience who will romanticize stalking and such, I , the author only has done this for pure entertainment , Please be aware of the violent and mature scenes, Read on your own risk.
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✔Rated 18+ . Not for young readers. If you’re below 18 and would like to read it anyway, Continue if you wish to, It’s like incognito; You rather stay anonymous than being so proud about it like you’re a grown-up. Read on your own risk.
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✔This is a Fiction . Meaning everything is made up and clearly based on my own ingenuity and memories- so most of it wasn’t real . Don’t compare it to reality .
✔ I’m doing my Best to Improve my writing skills. If you think you wanted a perfectly perfect book. My Book isn’t what you’re looking for.
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©UniquelyFerocious
PROLOGUE
It’s all fun and games until things turn around and the target is you.
Kierran Manzano has been chasing Marius Santíre for the long time- having full time crush on him since high school, Marius being the cold silent type who ignore Kierran woos for him, Until one day- he snapped.
“I really like you! I really do…”
Kierran pleaded to the tall man infront of him- He was 18 at that time, While Marius is 20.
Marius, A Senior High student- he studied 11th year twice because he had a serious disease that need to be treated for a year.
He’s on his last year now and soon- He will be on college, pursuing his career or something.
Kierran, A 18 year old. He’s really dumb and can’t even get things right. He intend to become a Librarian one day and so, He’s still on 11th year because- he decided to stop studying too when Marius is out for one year.
He really loud and like pursuing Marius with some letters and flowers and something like that, But Marius is either- Ignore it. Or throw it away when Kierran is not looking.
“Ma-Marius! Please-”
Kierran got shocked when Marius suddenly pushed him away, As then, he fell down on his butt as he stared at Marius in shock.
Marius stood over there with anger and disgust in his eyes as he spat out some words that gonna hurt Kierran forever..
“Shut the fuck up! Stop your bullshit will you? Stop on chasing me and fucking stop being close to me- I don’t like you, Okay?! No one will ever like someone small and disgusting like you! Never talk to me again and so, getting near to me, I don’t wanna see your existence- You disgust me.”
He said in disgust and hatred around his words- He then, turn around and started walking away as Kierran sat on the floor with fear and tears on his eyes…
No one see them since he followed Marius over the backyard and everyone is inside the school..
He stood up and wipe off the dirt on his pants- he was shivering and tears continuously pour down his small face..
He then looked at the way where Marius went and he smiled…
“I really like you, I really do.. I think it’s time for me to stop being so annoying to you, I’m sorry..”
Kierran whispered as he was shivering and crying as he felt so pity on himself- he hated being dumb for years..
He continued studying until he graduated High school but then- He didn’t have a chance to go to college due to poverty which is his main problem, His parents can’t afford it because their budget is only for food and house bills.
He become a Librarian as he wished to be, He never know what happened to Marius then but it’s traumatized him to see him again-His cheerful loud personality changed into a shy silent and concious one after that.
But the chase has just begun.
PROLOGUE.
I’m back once again to spread my evilness and sins to all of you.
I’m kinda- getting less and less making some s*x scenes because I want to focus more on their love scene but the choice depends on me and my fingers!
I hope you enjoy.
#1
-KIERRAN-
-5 YEARS LATER-
“Thank you for coming, please come again.”
I said shyly to the student who already left- There’s so many visitors and readers who come here to read what they wanted to read while I sat here on my corner as I read some books since I didn’t have money to go to college.
As I continue reading my book- I felt a stare on my face so I looked up to see no one. that’s wierd.
I ignore it as I continue to read- Everybody was also ready and researching things on their computer and no one will even bother to stare at my hidden face.
The bangs of my hair is covering my face so no one can see what I look like clearly- I have pimple and my skin isn’t that clear, I’m not close to being handsome or cute.
Five years already passed- I don’t know what happened to my classmate..I really never had a friends back then because I’m busy pursuing that…euuggh..man..
I’m traumatized and terrified of him- I used to like him so much but now the thought of him, disgust me and scare me to the core, I can’t stand seeing him anymore..
The bell ring meaning someone entered the library- I looked up to see a tall man in black turtleneck, His hair is messy black and he’s wearing a eyeglasses
“Welcome to Sky’s Corner, How can I help you?”
I said politely- He looked down on me as he stared in my eyes which is covered by my bangs..
“Kierran..”
He said as my eyes widened and I felt tensed.
“W-Who is that? I’m sorry sir but I never know him.”
I said calmly as he continued to stare at me with such emotions on his eyes..
“I’m sorry sir but if you intend to stand there and stare, You need to leave because this is a private library..”
I said without stuttering, My heart beat fast- nervous for this man infront of me, making me feel familiar on his looks and aura..
He inhale harshly as he turn around and left the library- I sighed in fear and bother for I didn’t know the man yet he knows my name…
Hours passed and it’s closing time for the library..I finished cleaning the shelfs and tables and rearranging things nicely..after that I changed the sign to Open into Closed and locked the door shut.
I walked down the streets at 10:00 p.m of the night- there’s few lights open and only few people were walking toward their destination
As I reach some alley- A hand pulled me inside as I scream in fear yet no one seemed to noticed.
A man- the man from earlier was holding me tightly on the waist, leaning down in my ear and whispering;
“Kierran.. Let’s talk..”
#1.
Finally I’m back to write, I’m sorry if I’m not active for months- I just faced slight depression and emotional trauma because a guy broke my heart and making me feel worthless for myself.
#2
-KIERRAN-
I sat beside the man in this small bench here in the park- he decided that we need to talk there, As his cold hands where touching mine, He was carassing it…like he really like my small hands..
“Kierran..Kierran…”
He said softly as his hand keeps carassing mine..
“W-What do you want? Who are you?”
I asked fearfully from this tall man, he’s handsome and perfection and all but he might be a murderer for I don’t know!
“It’s me..you don’t remember me? Marius Santíre..”
He said as I gasped in shock- I pull my hand away from him as I stood up..
“W-What do you want? You said you don’t wanted to see my existence anymore, right?”
I said with anger on my voice, how dare he! How dare he come back to me after giving me such trauma!
“It’s not like that…Kierran…”
He said with his eyes widened in shocked, I looked at him in anger even though he can’t see my eyes nor my expression…
“I’m done with you, Marius, You’ve damaged me enough. Make me look fool and a clown, I’m done.”
I said sadly as I turn around and started walking away but he stood up and grabbed me by the waist- He was tall like 6’4 while I’m 5’7..
“Please I begged you Kierran..let me be with you, Let me changed things, Let me…love you..”
He said fearfully as he begged me- he’s hugging me tight as he continue to spoke to himself..
“No..no..no.. you can’t leave me..please…. you’re mine…mine..”
He whispered as he continue to hug me tight..I feel so uneasy to him..so scared..so..so scared..
It felt like hours since he was hugging me tight on the waist- I suddenly feel so tired, like I wanted to sleep but I realized I was still in the arm of the man who hurt me for years…
I looked up to see his eyes closed yet he remains standing- His nose were sharp and his lips were thin and red- He looked more matured than before and he become more handsome than ever..
He open his eyes revealing the black orbs filled with emotions of sincerity- he used to stare at me with disgust before.
I decided to look down and close my eyes- I wished this is a dream! I wished this is just a dream..
I never know that I fell asleep due to tiredness..
#2
#3
-KIERRAN-
I woke up to the sunlight that been straining my eyes- As I open my eyes I saw white ceilings that I’m not familiar because our house doesn’t have any ceilings..
I suddenly realized what happened last night- I realized I lost my concious and now I woke up to..to Marius room!
I also didn’t realize the arm around me and a face that buried on my neck, breathing deeply and seems like inhaling my scent..
“hmmm…”
I looked down to see Marius with his eyes closed while his nose is on my neck as he inhale deeply..
“smells so good…”
He said to himself as he pulled me closer to his body..
I felt tensed once again and I tried to pull my body away from him…
He finally opened his eyes as he looked up- he smiled at me and spoke;
“Good morning…baby..”
He said with soft smile, while I looked at him with fear in my eyes- I put my hands to my face to see if my bangs are still covering it and good thing, It still.
“Why are you covering your face? please let me see your face..”
He said softly as he moved my bangs with his hand- revealing my scared look as his eyes pierce into mine, His expression turn a little sad as he see the fear in my eyes..
“Don’t look at my face! It’s disgusting!”
I yelped as I shoved his hand away from me as I fixed my bangs- He doesn’t have to see how disgusting my face is, full of acnes and bruise..
I’m not good looking, Alright? He doesn’t need to see that, I know later he would pushed me away, He’s probably drunk or something..
“You’re beautiful..”
He spoked out, I stare at him with doubt and suspicion- Is he dumb?
“What do you really want from me huh? You ruined my life back at Highschool, Don’t be kind to me or something- I’m doing fine without you and you done me enough to damage, please don’t damage me more..!”
I cried out as I stood up from the bed and walked toward the door of his room, I didn’t know I’m still wearing my purple shirt and jogging pants but I didn’t notice my sweater and flat shoes..
I looked back at him as he sat on his bed- half naked as his body is such perfection but that won’t get me..
“Kierran..Let me really explain..please..”
He said as I looked down and letting him explained…;
“Explain it then.”
I said with such solemn in my voice, He really doesn’t need to explain, He said it and done. And I’m doing it as my part because I don’t want to become a bother.
“I started to like you back then, but that day you were pursuing me is one of the day where I’m really not in the mood- I-I didn’t intend to say those but after that, You don’t chased me around anymore, I never seen your presence until we graduate, I wanted to confessed to you but I never seen you again..”
He said sadly as I still stare at him with doubt and anger, I don’t think I can believe him anymore..
“You’ve done enough Marius, Let me go in peace.”
I said with such sadness on my voice and turn around to leave- I’ve done enough. Enough for it.
The year where he stopped studying- He was diagnosed to have a damaged on his kidney, losing one kidney isn’t that much, but I decided to donate one of mine so he can lived normal life..
There’s many donor that willing to give, But I insist to gave mine. It won’t be that rough but I was really into him to the point of being obsessed to him or something.
But That’s before, I wanted to spend my time more than I didn’t do back then.
Marius and I needed to be separated since I wanted nothing but peace for myself.
#3
#4
-KIERRAN-
It’s been three days since Marius didn’t show up to me anymore- maybe he learn that we can’t be together anymore..
I’ve been doing well and all, asides from the fact that sometimes I really missed him and I can’t deny the fact that I still have feelings for him.
The library is quite empty today and only like one or two people who visited from the past two hours- it’s kinda rare.
While I’m busy writing on one of my notebook about what to do today- the bell ring and when I looked up I didn’t expect to see him again.
Marius.
He looked at me with a smile on his face- he’s wearing a eyeglasses and he’s holding a paperbag..
“I bought foods for you…”
He said with a soft smile- I feel confused at what he did. Why is he still here? He should be finding someone who’s willing to be with him.
“O-Oh.. I’m already good..”
I said with a stutter but he still- ignored what I just said.
I’m a little hesitant but I still decided to left my corner and sat infront of him.
He took out a Tupperware containing rice and chicken with gravy..I kinda drool on that good looking food because ain’t gonna lie that I never eated fried chicken since last month..
As he gave me the spoon and forks, I started digging on the delicious food- savoring every pieces of it. I’m really happy because it’s really taste good.
After finishing it- I’ve realized he was staring at me with such gentle smile and he looks really happy…
“I also have dessert for you..”
He said with a smile as he also grab a small jar with a ribbon on it and a tagline that says “Sweet Pudding”
As He grabbed a mini spoon- He open the jar and scoop out some of those delicious milky pudding and he put infront of me..
“Say aaahh..~”
He smiled sweetly and I open my mouth, letting him shoved the spoon and I’m welcomed by the milky sweet flavor of it.
“Is It taste good?”
He asked and I nodded my head, I wanted more but I’m kinda getting dizzy…
“Sleep now baby, you’re mine.”
He said with still a smile on his face as my eyes closed and I lost my concious..
#4
I’m not called Twisted for nothing.
#5
Welcome to the twisted side.
-KIERRAN-
I woke up with a headache..I don’t know what just happened and I remember nothing what happened before..
As I sat up on the bed- I started to realized this isn’t my room and I felt a shackle on my feet…
Oh my god..Oh my god…
“Good Morning Baby! I hope you have a nice sleep!”
I looked at the door with a fear in my eyes- It-It’s Marius! What-What Is he doing to me?!
“W-What do you want!? Why did you kidnapped me?!”
I yelled in fear as he walked toward to me with a smile on his face;
“I’m keeping you here forever because I love you…”
He said with heart on his eyes and a sweet smile that I seem to despite.
“Marius, Let me go. Please don’t hurt my feelings again..”
I said sadly as tears fall on my eyes, He should’ve just leave me alone..He doesn’t need to return what I gave to him.
“I’m not gonna hurt you anymore..please Kierran..believe me and love me again..”
He said with such a pleading tone as he kneeled down- holding my hand tightly as he looked at me with begging eyes but I looked away, trying my best not to fall for him once again.
“Give me time Marius..I don’t know..”
I said and I just realized what I’ve said..I shouldn’t have said that!
His expression turn into suprised until a smile formed in his face- he caressed my hand softly as he kissed it.
“I promised you, you’ll be mine soon..”
He said with such sincere and I didn’t bother to look at him, He stood up- holding my hand as he jumped on the bed beside me..
“I won’t be letting you go forever..Until we got married and died.. It’s my time to chase you, Kierran..”
He said as he lay down on the bed as he pulled me down with him- hugging me tight as he snuggled himself on my hair…
He fell asleep after that while I just lay there..wanting to escape..I just wanted to go home now and sleep!
I looked at my foot to see a shackle on it and it was padlocked on the end of the room in a wooden table…I don’t know how to escape..
I stared at my kidnapper- I never expected he would go as far as this..I don’t know what or why..
#5
#6
-KIERRAN-
I woke up once again realizing that everything was never a dream, I really wanted to get out of here and hide somewhere..
I tried my best to remove the shackles on my feet but I wouldn’t even move..
I sat back at the floor, inhaling and exhaling- I wanted to go home! I don’t want to be here!
I look around to see anything that can unlock the padlock but I found nothing aside the bedsheet and all those beautiful jars..
I’m starting to overthink and all- Marius isn’t even here! What if I got stucked here and died? Oh god- I-I can’t!
The shackles on my one feet is long enough to reach the bathroom, I will kill myself if I can’t get out of here!
No one knows that…that I’m sometimes get a little suicidal when I can’t seem to get out of a place or situation.
The bed have a wood that been carved beautifully on the ceilings, it was reachable for me and without any thinking- I shakily grabbed the blanket on the bed and tied it on the wood..
I tied the blanket on my neck and inhaled deeply, my mind is panicking and I can’t seem to function correctly- I don’t know what to do..
I’m about to jump off the bed when the door open- revealing a smilling Marius with flowers in his hand- He stared at me for a while before he throw the flower away from him as he rushed toward to me, jumping up the bed as he removed the knot of blanket in my neck..
“What..What are you doing?!”
He screamed and I started crying-crying because I felt so scared that I have no choice of what to do..
He hugged me tight as he caressed my hair- I also felt that the shackles on my feet unlocked as it was removed on my feet..
“I’m terrified..I almost lost you..”
He said with such a panic and shock on his voice, I continue crying repeating the words that I wanted to go home and get out of here..
“I wanna go home..huhuhu..”
I cried in such a childish way as I wanted to become normal like I used to- Marius ignored my plea, As he continue to caresses my back and hair as I continue sobbing..
“I’m sorry Baby, but I really wouldn’t let you go..”
He said in such soft voice as I felt so tired and falling asleep once again.
#6
#7
-KIERRAN-
Falling asleep is one of my biggest conflict that I’ve been facing ever since I was here, like everytime I tantrum, I suddenly feel sleepy and boom, I fall asleep.
Marius decided to take me out of the room today, He was holding me gently as we walked down the stairs till we reach his backyard..
“You can’t run away from me, This place is away from the city..”
He said, smilling and all as he sat me down on a bench..
I can’t believe him, saying all of these things like it was a normal thing to say! I didn’t know what’s functioning in his brain to do all of this!
“I’m sorry if I’m acting like this..”
He said, smilling still as he sat beside me and hugged me once again to the extent where it was somehow suffocating..
“Come on, It’s such a beautiful place isn’t it?”
He asked, smilling at me once again, Sometimes I wonder why he never get tired of smilling…
I nodded my head as I always wonder why..why is this happening..my mind doesn’t know what’s the truth or not and somehow, I wanted to wake up from this..“dream”
“Kierran..I wanted you to know.. I’m sorry..”
Marius spoked as his expression turn solemn once again, As he stare at the open field with trees- almost on the wood..
“I’m sorry that I’ve been ignoring you back then, I’m sorry if I didn’t even consider your feelings..”
He said as I looked down- I don’t wanna think about it anymore…somehow..
“I wished I should’ve consider your feelings and I should’ve been with you..”
He said regretfully as he said those..I wonder what happened why he’s doing this…
“And now I have decided to chase you..I will have you with me once again…”
He said sadly as he hold me tight, tears streaming down my face as I feel so sad..I wanted to move on about it already and my feelings are confusing me..
“Kierran Manzano..I will chase you till death and be mine.”
He said as he stood up suddenly- holding both of my hands as I stare at him…
#7
#8
-KIERRAN-
As he said those- tears continue streaming down my eyes as I stuttered my words;
“You need to let me go, Marius..”
I cried as his eyes widened and tears fall down in his eyes, He kneel down as I sat up straightly, staring down at him…
“It’s never your fault Marius, Let go of me now..”
I said as I sadly remember everything..
everything is a lie..
This is a dream and he needed to let go now…
-AUTHOR-
5 years ago- after the graduation of Marius Santíre become a businessman is also the day of a news that shocken his world..
“Breaking News!”
“A 23 year old guy died at a mass shooting in Winchester, It was such a horrific event that happened in the peaceful country for years, 10 people were shot and 1 people is dead due he was shot in the forehead- The victim name is Kierran Manzano who’s now being mourn by his friend and family..Rest in peace for the fallen victim.”
Marius who is now- sitting in his couch watching the news- were shocked by the horrible event that shown on the news media, After Graduation, he was deciding to return to Winchester to proposed at the boy who was once one of his admirer..
“W-what the..”
His eyes were wide open. Shock at the news that he have heard and seen. By instant. He ran out of his apartment and drove to Winchester even if it’s 10 hours drive away..
As he reach the Manzano’s residence- there lies a coffin filled with white roses and lillies as he shakingly walked over there with eyes full of shock and doubt that this must be a dream..
There lies..Kierran Manzano..The boy who once obsessed with him, The one who donated his kidney for his operation..
He was lying there..with peace on his face and bangs covering his forehead..He was an angel in disguise..
He stood there, Ignoring the murmurs of the people who didn’t recognize him as tears continue to pour down his face…
“Marius..Please..stop overdosing yourself on drugs..”
Raphael Santíre, His uncle sadly said as he tried to snatch away the alcohol and cleaning off the drugs on his poor niece table..The once known Marius Santíre who’s mighty handsome bachelor is now a druggie..
“It’s the only way I can see him..The only way I can communicate with him..Let me..Let me die..already..”
Marius said with such hint of anger in his tone as he tried to snatch away the things that makes him hallucinate and communicate with Kierran..
“Marius, I’ll kill you myself but I don’t want my love to be mad at me..”
Raphael rolled his eyes- As much as he wanted to kill this man infront of him- he doesn’t want to disobey his loving wife.
“I wanted to be with him…I wanted to..I wanted to return all the time where I ignore him..”
He sobbed as Raphael feel pity for this young man, As the young man sobbed. Raphael decided to carry the man and put him in his car as he drove him somewhere near the woods where his house really were.
“It’s either you let go now or die..”
Raphael spoked with such no remorse on the man as he known too well to never intefere in someone’s life.
#8
Almost the end. I’m sorry.
EPILOGUE
AUTHOR
Marius continue to sobbed as tears stream down his face- everything.. everything is a hallucination that been occuring in his head.. everything was all a lie..
He stare at the Kierran infront of him who was still crying and he wanted everything to become okay…
“I love you so much Marius..”
Kierran said as he grab Marius face and kissed him softly in the lips..Marius kissed back, feeling the softness and sweetness of the boy he loved so much..
He open his eyes realizing he was sitting alone in the bench, Where Kierran and Him, kissed. He started laughing as tears streaming down his face..
It was all a hallucination, A dream made by his mind. A story which never exist and he wished it was all true..He wished that he locked Kierran before everything happens..
The shooter was already dead. He murdered the shooter who decided to destroy his whole world..Spreading it’s guts and blood all over the country for his anger that can’t be tamed.
He looked up at the sky and smiled. He remember once he said on his hallucination..He will chased Kierran until death and he decided it was now..
He remember everything..and it was all vivid in his mind for he thought it was all reality never knowing it was the hallucination of his that cause all of this.
He wanted nothing but peace now..All he wanted is to see Kierran once again..All he wanted to is to be with the boy he loved so dearly..
Raphael left him here for him to decided his fate. His uncle know to never intefere such decision especially his. He was broke. So broke to the point he make up a story in his head.
“Kierran.. I’m going to be with you now..”
He said with smile in his face, the first time he smiled in the reality knowing the he only smile at his hallucination
He pulled out a gun and pointed it to his heart. One snap and.. everything turn dark as endless it was.
His eyes open wide as he saw the boy he really loved..
“Marius! Why you follow me here?!”
Kierran angrily said as he looked àt Marius in such suprised and anger.
Marius can’t believe his eyes..to see the boy infront of him..the two of them in the middle of the garden of white roses..
“Kierran..I love you..I love you..!”
Marius said as he hugged the boy so tight in his arms..
“Ah..ah..I love you too Marius!”
Kierran shyly said as he was being hugged by his long time crush..
They decided to hold hands as they walked in the garden of roses..the hell of those lovers who can’t be separated..a endless garden of where they lived happily..forever.
That’s the end of Chasing Kierran.
Nov 17- 24. 2019
A short story intended to be a tragedy for the author wanted to taste bitterness and sweetness at the same time.
For she can’t make a tragedy on such sweet twisted romance she decided to spice things around.
Thank you for reading.

