Tracer

EL Ordre is an organization that was built to help the government. They were the ones who did dangerous and illegal works for them. The government didn’t have any clue who the members are. At dahil gumagawa ng mga bagay na labag sa batas, kahit na tumutulong ay ipinapahuli pa din nila.

Pero mahirap mahuli ang mga myembro. Kahit isa ay wala pang nadadakip sa kanila. The members were trained to develop their skills and strength. Para lang silang nanghuhuli sa hangin.

But little did they know, the EL Ordre wasn’t good at all. May laro silang sinimulan na ang mga myembro sa loob ng organisasyon ang mga manlalaro.

It was called the “Bloody Human Chess Game”.

Their opponent is called The Red Faction. Just like the EL Ordre, they’re an organization with members who were also trained to develop their skills and strength. Pero simula pa noon ay magkalaban na talaga ang dalawang organisasyon.

Bloody game dahil paniguradong dadanak ng dugo sa paglalaro. The members will act as the chess pieces. They have to use their guns and brain to survive.

The game will only end if one has killed the opponent’s King and say “Checkmate”.

Prologue

“Hi, Artemis!”

I looked at the girl who just greeted me while I was walking down the hallway. My forehead creased with confusion as I don’t recognize her.

Sino ba sya? Is she one of Apollo’s flings?

But out of respect and courtesy, I smiled back as a greeting.

I heard her screech like a banshee which made my face retorted in a grimace. Nag iwas ako ng tingin at itinuloy ang naudlot na paglalakad.

“Oh my gosh! She’s so trying hard na magpapansin sayo!” maarteng sabi ni Xyra na kasabay ko sa paglalakad. Dana, on my left, nodded at her.

“I know right! Like, eww. She’s just a nobody so how could she really think that Artemis here, a Gallagher, will notice her?” tumitikwas pa ang on fleek nyang kilay na animo may kaaway talagang nasa harapan nya.

“Well, libre lang naman kasi ang mangarap.” sabi ni Riley na bahagyang nasa likuran namin.

“Riley, my dear. Kahit pangarapin ng mga taong kagaya nya na mapansin ng mga Gallagher is such a sin! For sure, gusto lang magpapansin ng babaeng iyon kay Artemis natin so she can get close to her twin brother!”

Hindi ako nakisali sa pinag uusapan nila. I hate the way they talk about me. Like, hello? I’m here in front of you but why are you all talking like I’m some kind of a saint that needs to be worship? I am not like that!

At ganoon ba talaga iyon? Just because someone greeted me hi-hello, gusto na agad makipag close kay Apollo? Why? Hindi ako tulay na kailangan pa nilang gamitin to get close to Apollo! Kung gusto nilang magpapansin sa kakambal ko then sya dapat ang binabati nila!

I continued walking and I saw how the crowd parted when the students saw me. Parang nakakita sila ng isang reyna at kailangan nilang magbigay ng daan. I am starting to get really annoyed but my three friends here looks like they were enjoying the attention.

I let out a frustrated sigh. Nagtuloy tuloy na lang ako sa paglalakad para makarating sa parking lot ng campus namin. My friends still following me.

I saw Apollo is already there at the parking lot. He looked irritated and he keeps on glancing on his wristwatch before he looks up and met my gaze. Ilang sandaling nawala ang iritable nyang mukha bago iyon bumalik nang mapatingin sa mga nasa likod ko.

“Ang tagal mo!” naiinis na sabi ng kakambal ko at kinuha ang bag ko mula sa balikat ko. He opened the car door at the back and tossed my bag inside.

“Hey!”

“Friends mo?” he closed the car’s door with a loud thud.

Nilingon ko ang tatlong babaeng nasa likuran ko. For some reason, they looked different from when they were acting earlier. Kimi ang mga ngiting nagpapakita sa mga labi nila.

I looked at my twin again. “Yeah.”

Ngumisi sya bago bumuga ng hangin sa ilong na parang natatawa. Napailing sya bago nya inilapit ang bibig sa may tenga ko.

“I bet with all the flings I had that they were all fake. Much fake than the false lashes they’re wearing.”

This jerk!

Pinalo ko sya sa may dibdib at natatawa syang lumayo sa akin. Nakasimangot na ako. Pinaharap nya ako sa mga kaibigan ko at inakbayan.

“Hi, girls.” he greeted them. I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

“Hi, Apollo.” sabay sabay na bati ng mga kaibigan kong nahihiya. Kung may hawak lang siguro silang mga pamaypay ay itinago na nila ang mga mukha na parang si Maria Clara.

He eyed them from head to toe. I know this move. Naghahanap sya ng pupuruhin nya sa kanila.

“Wow…” hindi makapaniwala nyang sabi. “Never thought I would see such beauties in front of me. It’s must be my lucky day, huh?”

I snorted and crossed my arms over my chest. Naramdaman kong kinurot ng marahan ni Apollo ang balikat ko kaya iniikot ko iyon para tigilan nya.

Him and his cheesy lines. So kadiri.

Pero nagulat ako nang maghagikgikan ang tatlo kong mga kaibigan na parang kinikilig. I heard Apollo’s smirk like this kind of reaction from them is what he’s been waiting for.

“You’re Artemis’ friends?” sunod sunod na tumango sina Dana, Xyra and Riley. “Aww, that’s too bad. I actually wanted to date each one of you.”

Awang ang mga bibig na napatingin ako kay Apollo? What is this idiot doing? He’s hitting on my friends!

Nahagip ni Apollo ang tingin ko at kumindat sa akin bago binalikan ng tingin ang mga kaibigan kong namumula na.

“You can date me, then!” malakas na sabi ni Riley pero hinila sya ni Dana patalikod.

“No! Date me first, Apollo.”

“No, ako muna!” si Xyra na himalang nahuli sa pakikipag unahan.

Nagtalo talo sila at nanlalaki ang mga mata kong pinapanood lang ang mga kaibigan ko. Oh my gosh! Is this Apollo’s charm working on them?

Napatingin ulit ako kay Apollo na nanginginig ang mga balikat. He’s trying to suppress a laugh at nang makita ang masama kong tingin ay ngumisi na lang.

“Girls!” tawag nya sa tatlo na agad tumigil sa pagtatalo.

Napairap ako. Unbelievable. One word from him and he can make all the girls follow him like a damn king!

“I can’t.” he said apologetically. Pinalungkot nya pa ang mukha nya na sigurado naman akong umaarte lang sya. “I don’t date my sister’s friends. Sorry.”

Hindi ko na nakita ang reaksiyon ng mga kaibigan ko dahil isinama nya ako sa pagtalikod nya. He opened the car’s door on the backseat and nudged me to get in but before I could do, Dana’s words made me freeze.

“She’s not my friend! Artemis is not my friend.”

Dahan dahan kong nilingon ang kaibigan ko. She’s not looking at me. She’s just staring at my twin like he’s all that really matters.

Kita ko rin ang gulat sa mga mata nina Xyra at Riley sa sinabing iyon ni Dana. Pero saglit lang iyon dahil nagsalita din sila.

“That’s right! We’re not really friends.”

“Yeah. She’s not our friend.”

I couldn’t believe it. For one month they were always with me, following me wherever I go inside the campus. Nagulat pa nga ako isang araw na nilapitan nila ako, asking to be my friends. At dahil kahit dalawang taon na ako dito ay wala pa ding nagtatangkang lumapit sa akin ay pumayag na ako.

And now they’re saying that I’m not their friend? Eh, anong ibig sabihin ng mga pinagsamahan namin? Was that all a lie?

“What?” inosenteng tanong ni Apollo. “But earlier, you said that she’s your friend?”

Kung hindi ko lang kakambal si Apollo ay maloloko nya rin ako sa pag arte nyang ito. He looks confused and puzzled on the outside but deep inside, I know that he’s smirking devilishly at me while telling me, “I’ve told you so.” over and over.

“We had never treated her as a friend.”

“Yeah. Nilapitan lang namin sya para mapalapit sayo Apollo. It’s all because of you.

“Date me, Apollo. Hindi naman ako kaibigan ng kakambal mo so you can date me.”

Anger started building inside my chest. Galit na galit ako! Ngayong lang ako nakaramdam ng ganitong galit! How dare them used me like that then throw away after?! No one should treat me this way!

Others almost bow down before me and yet they had the guts to this to me? You messed with the wrong person, bitches.

“Apollo…” I called my twin brother who’s the only one who looked amused with what’s happening to me. “Punish them. Make them suffer. Tanggalan mo sila ng yaman. Yung kahit piso ay mawawalan sila.” tinignan ko si Apollo na nakangisi sa akin. “You can do that, right?”

Apollo smirked widened. “Of course, my dear twin sister.”

Narinig ko ang mga nagpapanic na boses ng mga dati kong kaibigan. They were saying half-assed sorrys and asked me to leave their family alone. Malamig ko silang tinignan. And with my blue eyes, it must be felt colder that all the ice in Antarctica.

“I’m Artemis Gallagher, bitches. Remember that.” that was my last words for them before I get inside the car.

Hindi matigil ang pagtawa ni Apollo habang nasa daan kami papauwi ng bahay. He’s sitting here beside me on the backseat while our driver’s driving us home.

Nakapangalumbaba lang ako habang nakatingin sa labas ng bintana. Nandito pa din ang galit sa dibdib ko kaya pilit kong pinapakalma ang sarili ko. But seems like my twin brother doesn’t want my anger to subside kaya sya tuloy ang binalingan ko.

“Will you please stop laughing?!” I said angrily when I couldn’t take his annoying laughter anymore. But Apollo the jerk laugh more like there’s no tomorrow!

“God, Artemis. Never thought they could fool you with their acting. I mean, isang tingin ko lang sa kanila ay alam kong peke ang pakikipag kaibigan nila sayo.”

“Then, congratulations!” I said sarcastically. “I don’t have any friends that’s why when they offered me friendship I immediately accepted!”

“You don’t need a friend, Artemis. You’re a Gallagher.”

Nabwisit ako kaya napatingin ako sa labas. Naiparada na pala ng driver namin ang kotse sa garage namin.

“It’s your fault! People doesn’t want to be my friend because you’re threatening them! Isusumbong kita kay Kuya Helios!”

“Hey!”

Ang pagrereklamo nya ay naputol nang bumaba ako ng kotse at malakas na isinarado iyon. I ran my way inside our house.

Curse that jerk! I know that he’s threatening the students around me not to approach and befriend me! Kahit maraming nagpapansin ay walang sumubok na makipag kaibigan sa akin. Only those fake bitches! And I bet na hinayaan ni Apollo na lumapit sila sa akin to show me his point! Palagi kasi naming pinag aawayan ang bagay na ’to.

He’s so overprotective!

I stopped running when I saw an unfamiliar man standing in the middle of the living room. Nakatalikod sya sa akin pero halata sa paggalaw ng ulo nya na sinusuyod nya ng tingin ang buong kabahayan.

“Who are you?” I asked and he turned around to look at me.

Our eyes met and my lips parted. Wow, he has such beautiful gray eyes! His stares was intimidating me but I can’t look away at those gray eyes. Parang nakakapanghinayang bawiin ang tingin ko sa kanya.

“Who are you?” ulit tanong ko sa kagustuhan na malaman ang pangalan nya.

His face is showing no emotions. “I won’t hurt you if you give me everything you have. Don’t move. Huwag na huwag ka ding sisigaw.”

Wait a minute. Is he a burglar?!

Tumalim ang tingin nya sa akin at humakbang palapit sa akin. Aatras na sana ako nang maala ang sinabi nya. I shouldn’t move! Sino ba ang taong ’to at bakit walang tao sa loob ng bahay? Paano nakapasok ang lalaking ’to dito?

And where in the freaking hell is Apollo?! Kasunod ko lang sya, ah?!

Nakalapit na sya at napansin kong mas matangkad sya sa akin. Ang mga mata ko ay kapantay lang ng balikat nya so I need to lift my head up to see his face.

My God! This man looks like a greek god! Makapal ang itim nyang mga kilay na mas nagpatingkad ng kulay ng abo nyang mga mata. He has a perfect jawline and I can’t take my eyes off it whenever it’s clenching. Ang ilong nya ay matangos. Manipis ang ibabaw nyang labi habang ang pang ibaba ay makapal.

He was wearing a black tank top and a khaki shorts kaya kitang kita ko ang mga muscles nya sa braso. I even saw it flexing! Hapit ang damit sa katawan nya at naiimagine ko kung gaano katigas ang mga muscles nya sa likod noon.

Does he have an abs? Ilan kaya?

But wait! This man is a criminal! Hindi dapat ako humanga sa kriminal na ’to kahit gaano pa kagwapo!

Dumukot sya sa tagiliran nya at doon na ako kinabahan. What? Baril ba iyon? Kutsilyo?

OMG! Is this my karma sa ginawa ko sa fake bitches na iyon?

“Hunter? What are you doing?”

Sabay kami ng gwapong kriminal na napalingon sa likod nya. Pakiramdam ko ay bumukas ang langit sa likuran ni Kuya Helios nang makita ko syang nakatayo sa pinakababa ng hagdan. His forehead creased when he walked towards us. Nawala ang pagkakakunot nang makita ako.

“Oh, you’ve met my sister?”

“Yeah.” the handsome criminal said.

It was my turn to frown. Palipat-lipat ang tingin ko kay Kuya at sa gwapong kriminal. They knew each other? So hindi sya burglar?

But what’s his name? Hindi ko narinig!

“She’s Artemis. Apollo’s twin.” Kuya Helios introduced me.

The handsome criminal smirked that made me feel more intimidated. Napatingin tuloy si Kuya Helios sa kanya at pabirong sinuntok sa tyan or abs.

“I know that smirk, fucker. She’s just fourteen! Hindi pa nga nakaka-graduate ng highschool!”

Natatawang ibinalik ng lalaki ang suntok kay Kuya. “Fucker! Hindi ako pumapatol sa bata.”

Napasimangot ako. What? Bata ba ang tingin nya akin? I have boobs already! At matangkad ako kaya people thought I’m already older than my age! Hindi na ako bata!

The guy saw my frown. He showed me his smirk again. “What? You’re just a child. Baby bra pa nga lang yata ang sinusuot mo.”

I could feel the heat rushing through my face. Fuck him! Ang bastos ng bibig nya!

“Hunter! Nandito ka pala.” si Apollo na ngayon lang nakapasok sa bahay. Dala nya ang bag naming dalawa.

He shouted the stranger’s name but I wasn’t able to catch that! I must have a problem with my hearing!

“Call him Kuya, fucker. He’s five years older than you.” Kuya Helios warned.

That’s the first time ever that I got concious of my age and my body. Everytime I wake up, the first thing that I’ll do is to check my height. Nagpabili na din ako ng bra at pinalitan ang mga baby bra kong ginagamit. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ginagawa ko ang mga bagay na ’to!

Kuya Helios’ bestfriend made me act this way!

One time, when both Apollo and me were celebrating our birthdays on our mansion’s garden, dumating ang mga college classmates ni Kuya. And of course, with his bestfriend. Looks like they all know Apollo too kaya sila invited.

“Aww, is she Artemis?” tanong ng isang babaeng kaklase ni Kuya. Sumimangot ako. She looked at me like she wanted to pinched my cheeks!

“Yeah. Ang cute nya, no?” sabi ng bestfriend ni Kuya Helios at mas lumala ang pagkasimangot ng mukha ko. I am not cute! Cute is for the little girls only!

Kaya sa buong gabi ng birthday ko ay hindi maganda ang mood ko.

I excused myself and went to the bathroom. I stared at myself in the mirror. I was wearing a pink balloon gown with tule skirt. Mukhang pang prinsesa and I even have a small tiara in my head. Naiinis na tinanggal ko iyon at nilugay ang buhok ko.

My naturally long brown hair fall down to my waist. I brush my hair with my fingers. Kumuha ako ng tissue sa gilid at pinunasan ang lipstick ko na kulay pink. I should’ve told the makeup artist to paint my lips red instead!

Naiiyak na ako. Inis na inis sa hindi ko malaman na dahilan. I am so frustrated! Ibang iba ang itsura ko sa mga college friends na dinala ni Kuya Helios! With their killer heels and tight short dress, I really look like a kid kung itatabi nga ako sa kanila.

I have bigger boobs now! At lalaki pa ito! Tumangkad na din ako!

After I’ve calm down, lumabas na din ako ng banyo. But I was shocked when I saw Kuya Helios’ bestfriend leaning down on the wall just beside the bathroom’s door.

“I was looking for you.” sabi nya at umayos ng tayo.

Awang ang mga labing napatitig ako sa kanya. He wore a button down black polo that was tuck in his black pants. Bukas ang unang dalawang butones ng polo nya. Magulo ang buhok nya na parang tinamad suklayin pero mas bumagay iyon sa dark and intimidating aura nya.

He stared at me. Naglakbay ang tingin nya sa kabuuan ng mukha ko. I did the same so I was able to witness how he frowned when he stared at my lips.

“You removed your lipstick.” he said, almost whispering. Dinig na dinig ko ang kagaspangan sa boses nya.

Wow. Napansin nya pa ang lipstick ko. Halos hindi nya nga ako tapunan ng tingin kanina dahil sa mga babaeng nakapaligid sa kanya.

Umiwas ako ng tingin sa kanya. “I hate pink.” I said.

Nang binalikan ko sya ng tingin ay may naglalaro ng ngisi sa kanyang mga labi. My forehead creased. Ang hilig ngumisi ng taong ’to.

“Too bad. I have a gift for you, but it’s pink.”

That’s when I noticed the the gift that he’s holding. “Ano ’yan?” I asked. Iniabot nya iyon sa akin.

He wet his lips with his tongue. “Open it.”

Sa nanginginig na mga kamay ay tinanggap ko ang regalo nya. I don’t even know why my hand is shaking! Maybe because the presence of this man in front of me is so intimidating that all my cells in my body is shouting danger!

Bumungad sa akin ang isang box from Pandora. I opened it and made a small gasped when I saw the content.

It’s a charm bracelet mixed of silver and pink colors. I saw that there’s a moon and bow and arrow ornament on the bracelet. Nakaawang ang mga labi ko sa buong panahon na nakatitig ako sa bracelet.

Oh my gosh… I think I just fell inlove with the color pink again.

Kinuha iyon ng bestfriend ni Kuya Helios at sya na mismo ang nagsuot sa pulsuhan ko. The bracelet looks so elegant at my creamy and fair skin.

“Thank you…” mahinang usal ko. It’s only natural to thank him right? Lalo pa at ganitong kaganda ang regalo nya.

Go, Artemis. Ask him his name.

I was about to speak when he beat me to it. Kagat kagat nya ang labi nya bago ngumisi sa akin.

“Happy birthday, goddess.”

I could hear my heart beating. Hindi ko magpaliwanag ang kabang nararamdaman ko at kung bakit bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. May kung ano din ang kumikiliti sa loob ng tyan ko.

“What’s your name?” lakas loob kong tanong. Ignoring the foreign feeling inside me.

Tinusok tusok nya ang loob ng pisngi nya gamit ang dila nya. Then his lips curled upwards for a smirk like something have just amused him.

“Hunter of Artemis.” sagot nya at tinalikuran nya na ako.

Ano daw? Hindi ko naintindihan! Nakainom ba sya?

That was the last time that I saw him. Six years had passed, and I forgot about him. Nakalimutan ko sya at kahit ang paghangang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Its just an admiration anyway.

So I just referred to him as Kuya Helios’ bestfriend.

Chapter 1

I was fixing my shoelaces when Apollo knelt down in front of me and did it in my place instead. He put down his black bagpack, which looks empty naman, beside him. Umayos ako ng upo sa sofa while waiting for him to finish tying the laces.

“Go straight home after your class. Don’t wait for me. Sa condo ako matutulog ngayon.” he said after he’s done tying my shoelaces. Sinukbit nya ang bag nya sa isa sa mga shoulders nya at tumayo. His one hand is inside the pocket of his pants.

I rolled my eyes at him with disgust. Like kadiri. Why does he have to tell me that he’ll go to his condo later? My innocent brain began to imagine kadiri thoughts because of him!

Like him and his girl doing eew things at his condo.

Erase that thoughts!

“I don’t care where you’ll go later so can you please not inform me if you’ll go at your condo? You’re corrupting my innocent brain.” I said and inirapan nya.

He smirked and put his arm over my shoulders. I tried to remove it ’cause it’s mabigat but it was like a steel firmly holding my shoulders. Napatingin ako doon and was surprised when I saw his muscular arm.

Woah. He’s gym buff now. Mas lalo lang maraming babae ang mababaliw sa kanya.

And I bet that he has an abs behind that white polo that he’s wearing.

“You know, my dear twin sister. If you’re imagining things with just mere words, then you’re not innocent anymore.”

Inirapan ko sya at kumawala sa pagkakaakbay nya. He’s being annoying again.

“When did you start to have wild imaginations, twin sis?” sigaw pa nya pero I ignored him na lang. Kausapin mo ang air, twin brother.

Manong Ed is already outside waiting for us. He opened the car door at the back for me so I went inside. I was shocked when Apollo followed after me. I scooted to the side to give him more space.

“Well, with me and Kuya Helios as your brothers, hindi na ako magtataka kung paano ka nagkaroon ng wild imaginations.” pagpapatuloy nya sa usapin namin kanina.

Ugh, ang daldal nya. Ibang iba sya kay Kuya Helios na kulang na lang ay bilhin ang pagsasalita nya.

“Why are you here? Where’s your car?” I asked. He said he’s going to his condo later so I thought he’ll drive his own car and hindi sasabay sa akin.

“Tinatamad akong mag-drive.” sabi nya habang nagte-text. I bet he’s texting his girl na iuuwi nya sa condo nya mamaya.

I said erase those thoughts!

“You’ll take a cab later?” tanong ko pero he shrugged his shoulders ko. Inirapan ko na lang at humalukipkip na ako.

Bahala sya. It’s his life anyway.

Nakarating na kami ng university at sinabayan ako ni Apollo sa paglalakad para ihatid sa classroom ko. He’s carrying my bag. Business Ad building is too far from Tourism Management builing but he’s still doing this kapag nagsasabay kami pumasok. Which I hate ’cause we’re catching more attention if we’re together. The Gallagher twins. Students were shamelessly staring at us like we are doing some freaking circus show.

I put my earphones on so people wouldn’t try to talk to me. Ginagawa ko ito kapag ayokong makipag usap sa iba. I looked at Apollo and saw that he’s doing the same. Pareho na kaming may earphones sa mga tenga namin.

Aww… We’re really twins nga talaga.

Tinanggal na rin naman namin ang mga earphones when we reached my room. I saw the annoyance in Apollo’s eyes when students tried to greet me as soon as I removed my earphones.

“Don’t greet them back.” may inis sa tonong sabi ng kakambal ko. I rolled my eyes.

“I’m not rude like you.”

Mas lalo pa yata syang nainis. His piercing blue eyes glared at me but I just raised my eyebrows at him.

“Don’t go crying to me again if your friends used you for fame or to get close to me.” he warned.

I made a face. “When did I ever cried to you because of that issue? I won’t waste my precious tears for that petty reason.”

He sighed. Ilang beses na akong pinagsabihan ni Apollo tungkol sa mga manggagamit na tao. I already learned my lesson very well so he didn’t need to tell me this like every freaking day. Nakakasawa na kaya sa pandinig.

“Just go straight home after your class. Text me kapag nakauwi ka na.”

I nodded and said goodbye to him. Naglakad na din naman sya paalis and I was able to witness kung paano sya habulin ng tingin ng mga babaeng nilalagpasan nya. While boys greeted him like they had been friends since childhood.

That’s just so eew.

Pumasok na rin naman ako ng room and I choose the seat na wala akong makakatabi. Since we don’t have a seating arrangement, we are free to seat anywhere we want.

Pero hindi na ako bumilang ng isang minuto at may tumabi sa akin na ka-blockmate ko. I know her name but I don’t trust the thick makeup she’s wearing on her face.

“Hi, Artemis!” maarteng sabi nya. Gusto kong taasan ng kilay pero nginitian ko na lang.

Mas maarte ako sa kanya kung alam nya lang. But since I’m a Gallagher, I have to maintain my composure.

It sucks to have this surname though. Our family is well known in business industry ever since Kuya Helios took over our family company. Mas dumoble pa kasi ang net income ng company namin since Kuya Helios became the president and the CEO. Kaya naman mas marami ang gustong mag invest sa company namin.

Ang ibang mga magulang ay ginagamit ang mga anak nila para maapprove ang deal nila sa company namin. I know that some of the students here wanted to befriend me just for that reason. Ang akala siguro nila ay tatanggapin ni Kuya Helios ang proposal ng mga magulang nila just because they are friends with me. Well, I guess they still didn’t know how the infamous ruthless Helios Gallagher do his work.

“Hello, Sasha.” I greeted the student beside me.

“Is it okay if I sit here beside you?” she asked.

She’s already sitting beside me though.

“Of course. Feel free to sit there.” I said. Hindi ko naman binili ang upuan na iyon para magpaalam pa sya.

Then suddenly, she became talkative and started talking in a very annoying voice. I wanted to put back my earphones on but that would be so rude. Kahit na maraming beses na akong nagkaroon ng user friends, I still know how to respect other people. Isa pa, wala pa namang ginagawang masama sa akin si Sasha para gumawa ako ng nakakabastos na bagay sa kanya.

I looked anywhere to divert my attention but it was so hard to ignore her high-pitched voice! I wanted to cry so bad ’cause I felt like my ears are already bleeding.

Oh my gosh. Somebody, save me please.

Sa pagkakataranta ko ay napansin ko pa rin ang isang blockmate ko din na nagbabasa lang ng libro at walang pakialam sa paligid. Oh! I know her! She’s known as the Miss Prim and Proper of our university!

She’s always fully clothed. Palaging naka long-sleeved at naka-pants. Her hair is always tied in a high ponytail. Pero kahit simple lang sya palaging manamit ay kitang kita pa rin naman ang pagiging maganda nya.

She has expressive brown eyes with long and thick eyelashes. A small but pointed nose and a natural pink lips. Hindi ko sya nakikitang nag aayos but she’s more beautiful than all the girls wearing makeup.

A natural beauty.

She’s always reading a book whenever I saw her. Feeling ko nga ay naka-glue na ang mga kamay at mga mata nya sa libro dahil kapag nagbabasa sya ay wala talaga syang pakialam sa paligid. Well, palagi naman syang walang pakialam sa paligid.

We never had a conversation before. Hindi kasi sya katulad ng iba na nagpapansin sa akin para maging kaibigan ko. She’s very different! I bet kahit sa akin ay wala din syang pakialam! Well, sino ba naman ako sa buhay nya para magkaroon sya ng pakialam sa akin?

And that thought made me so sad. I don’t know why! Come to think of it, may instances ba na nagtama ang mga paningin namin?

No? As in never! Wow, this girl is really something. She just piqued my interest.

Hindi ko sinunod si Apollo na dumiretso ng uwi after ng class ko but I texted him that I’ll visit Kuya Helios since one week na yata kaming hindi nagkikita so I went to Gallagher Empire. Nakaka-miss din yung ruthless brother ko na iyon.

I don’t even know why people gave him the title as the ruthless billionaire. I mean, he’s the best big brother for me. When we were kids, he’s always taking care of Apollo and me whenever our parents were not around. He’s not ruthless at all.

“Hi, Zuri!” I greeted Kuya Helios’ secretary when I reached his floor. Zuri’s face lit up when she recognized me.

“Ma’am Artemis! Kayo pala!” nakangiting sabi nya but I looked at her with horror. I must’ve looked horrible ’cause her smile vanished.

“Oh my gosh!” tili ko at natatakot na tinignan sya. “Don’t you ever call me that way again! It made me feel so old!”

“But you’re my boss’ sister—”

“So what? You’re calling Apollo without any honorifics before his name! Please, Zuri. I like you so just call me by my name lang.”

Natawa sya sa pagiging maarte ko. Siguro nga I look so funny right now. But I just don’t want her calling me “ma’am” before my name! She doesn’t work for me kaya there’s no need to call me by that way!

Kinikilabutan ako and I don’t even know why!

“Okay. I get it, Artemis.” natatawang sabi nya at nginitian na ako. I smiled back, feeling so light when she flashed me her smile.

Zuri’s beauty looks like an angel. Napakaamo ng mukha nya. And it feels like a smile from her could take away all the sins that I’ve done. Kaya siguro hindi pa sya tinatanggal ni Kuya Helios. I know that she’s hardworking and she does perfect job but maybe, Kuya Helios feels like so mabait kapag nakikita nya si Zuri.

The demon in a business suit and his angel secretary. Sounds so perfect.

“Is Kuya Helios inside his office?” I asked Zuri and pointed my finger at my brother’s office.

She nodded. “Nandoon din si Ma’am Carmilla.”

It’s my turn to nod. Good thing that my big brother is not like my twin brother. ‘Cause I know that he’ll make a move on Zuri if he’s Apollo. Off-limits lang sya sa kakambal ko dahil she’s Kuya Helios’ secretary. Pure business and professional lang ang relationship nila.

That’s a good thing, though. Feeling ko kasi ay masasaktan ni Kuya ang anghel na nasa harapan ko ngayon.

“Papasok na ako, ha?” sabi ko sa kanya and Zuri pushed the button on the intercom and announced my arrival.

I entered Kuya’s office and I saw Carmilla sitting on the chair in front of his table. While Kuya Helios is doing paperworks. Kunot na kunot ang noo nya.

“Hi, my dear Kuya!” I greeted him. Doon lang sya nag angat ng tingin.

“Hey, kiddo.” lumapit ako sa kanya at hinalikan sya sa pisngi. “What are you doing here?”

“Na-miss kita, eh.” I answered and looked at Carmilla, Kuya Helios’ fiancee. “Hi, Carmilla!”

She smiled. “Hello, Artemis.”

Kuya asked me how’s my day at school and I told him that it was normal. Nagreklamo din ako sa kanya about sa mga students na gustong makipaglapit sa akin para lang i-approve nya ang proposal ng mga magulang nila. He just laughed and told me not to mind them.

“Kuya, can I drive my own car, please?” I pleaded. I have my own liscense na rin naman at naiinggit ako kay Apollo ’cause he’s driving his own car na for a year while I still have Manong Ed drive for me.

“Mawawalan na ng trabaho si Manong Ed nyan.” nakangising sabi nya. I pouted.

“Then make him your driver o kaya our parents’ na lang? Sige na, please. My liscense will expire na naman pero di ko pa din nasusubukang mag-drive.”

“Promise me you’ll drive safely first.”

Napangiti ako. I raised my right hand. “I promise.”

Kuya smiled. His worth-one-billion-dollar genuine smile dahil minsan nya lang iyon ipakita.

“Okay, then. You can drive your own car tomorrow.”

“Yey!” napatalon pa ako sa sobrang tuwa! I know he’s spoiling me but who cares though. I’m being a good daughter and a sister naman.

Niyakap ko si Kuya at nagpaalam na. I said my goodbye to Carmilla as well. Lumabas na ako ng office ni Kuya at ibinalita kay Zuri ang nangyari.

“Wow! That’s good to hear! Congratulations.” she said while smiling.

I laughed. The way she congratulated me sounds like I just won a lottery. “Thank you, Zuri.”

Hindi na muna ako umalis at nakipag kwentuhan na muna kay Zuri. I asked her if it’s okay to talked with her but she said that it’s fine. She finished all her work na rin daw. I’m like, wow. Ang bilis nya. No wonder Kuya Helios is keeping her.

“You know, Zuri. I have a nerd classmate.” kwento ko sa kanya. Not even sure if Miss Prim and Proper is a nerd.

It’s safe to call her a book nerd, I guess?

“A guy?”

Umiling ako. “A girl. She’s always reading a book not minding her surroundings. She’s not like those other girls na gustong makipag-close sa akin while having a hidden agenda. I mean, feeling ko din wala syang pakialam sa akin.”

Zuri smiled. “You want her to be your friend?”

Nag aalangan na tingin ang ibinigay ko sa kanya. “You think that’s a good idea?”

Tumawa sya. Even her chuckle sounds so light. “Of course. If you’re curious about her, then make her your friend so you’ll know more about her.”

“What if she’ll use me like those users who befriended me because I’m a Gallagher?”

“What if she’s not really like those other girls? What if she’s the friend you’ve been looking for?” ganting tanong nya at hindi ako nakasagot. “You’ll never know what will happen, Artemis. Not until you try.”

“I’m kinda scared.” natatawa kong pag amin sa kanya. She flashed me her smile again.

“It’s normal to get scared if you want to try something new. But you want to know more about that girl, right? Palalagpasin mo na lang ba ang pagkakataon?”

My answer is no. Miss Prim and Proper made me really curious about her. And maybe, Zuri is right. Maybe Daphne is the friend I’ve been looking for. Yung totoong kaibigan. Yung hindi ako gagamitin at lolokohin. Yung susuportahan ako. Yung pagagalitan ako kapag may maling ginawa. Yung dadamayan ako.

I wanted to have that kind of friend too.

So the next day, I waited for her in the library. But heck, even the students followed me here! It was my first time telling them to back off. Kaya nang umupo ako sa harapan ni Daphne while she’s doing her assignment ay nakasimangot ang mukha ko. I tried to smile when I saw her looking at me.

“Hi! I hope it’s okay if I’ll sit here?” I asked and that was so eew. I feel like we’re doing a reenactment of what happened to me yesterday. But this time, Daphne is me while I am Sasha.

“Feel free.” Maikling sagot nya at bumalik sa paggawa ng assignment.

Napalabi ako. Aww… Is that it? Tapos na iyon? C’mon, Artemis. Think of a topic! You’re a Gallagher! You can do this!

“Will you be my friend?” deretsong sabi ko na. And oh my gosh! That was so lame! I wanted to cry and magpalamon sa earth!

Nakita kong napatigil sa pagsusulat si Daphne bago nag angat ng tingin sa akin. Her eyes is looking at me with confusion.

“I’m sorry. I know I’m being creepy right now but I just don’t know how to talk to you. It’s my first time asking someone to be my friend. Oh! No need to feel pressure. I didn’t said that to pressure you. I’m just explaining my side in case you think of me as a creep. Am I making any sense? Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! I think I’m hyperventilating. My hands are shaking and I’m sweating a lot—”

“Artemis.” pigil ni Daphne sa pagkataranta ko. Hinawakan pa nya ang kamay kong nanginginig. “Are you okay?”

I grimaced and bit my lower lip. “Will you be my friend?” I asked again.

I can already see that she’ll reject my offer. Gosh! Why did I even panicked?! At naglintanya pa talaga ako sa harapan nya! I wanna cry na!

Natigilan ako nang ngumiti si Daphne. And oh wow. Even her smile is so beautiful! Nakatulala lang ako hanggang sa tumawa na sya.

“You’re funny.” natatawang sabi nya. Mukhang nakalimutan na nandito kami sa library na favorite tambayan nya.

But after a while, I smiled. I laughed with her. Nagtawanan kami hanggang sa pinagalitan na kami ng librarian.

And that’s how our friendship started.

Chapter 2

It was fun having Daphne by my side. We became bestfriends. Although, our personalities were different to each other, we still clicked. She’s Miss Prim and Proper while I’m maarte and not really into studies. But hey, I’m still trying my best to learn.

I had never imagined that I will have a person whom I will treasure so much as a friend. With the overprotective Apollo by my side, akala ko ay hindi na ako magkakaroon ng kaibigan. Ilang beses na rin kaming nakita ng kakambal ko na magkasama ni Daphne, he even asked about her one time, but he never tried to push Daphne away from me. I guess he saw that she’s different from those girls who used me back then.

I also did my best to became a perfect friend for Daphne. She’s so important to me. Kahit na tahimik sya minsan, always reading her books, I tried my best so that our world will be connected. I want her to know that she’s a part of my life now. And I want to be a part of her life too.

Gusto ko our friendship will work out this time. There’s so many people out there who only befriended me just to use me for their own gain. Pero iba si Daphne. She never tried so hard to impress me. She’s so natural. And that’s what I like about her.

But looks like Daphne has secrets that she doesn’t want to tell me.

“What’s that thing on your cheek?” I asked when she was busy doing her assignment her in the library and I was just staring to nothingness. Napansin ko ang parang color violet thing sa cheek nya when I looked at her. It wasn’t noticeable at first glanced. Kailangan pang titigan para makita ang kung anong violet thing doon.

Mabilis syang napahawak sa pisngi nya. She tried to hide it with her hand but since I asked, she knows that it’s futile. Kaya nga ako nagtanong ay dahil nakita ko na. Binaba nya na lang ang kamay nya and continued doing her assignment.

“It’s nothing.” she answered.

“It doesn’t look like nothing, though. Did someone slapped you?” my voice suddenly raised by that question. She looks around, siguro ay bothered sya na baka may naistorbo kami dahil sa biglaan kong pagtataas ng boses. But the heck I care about them. I wanted to slap ten times the bitch who made her beautiful face that way.

“No. Hindi.” umiling iling pa sya. “I just… tripped.” yumuko na ulit sya at binalingan ang assignment.

She’s clearly avoiding the topic. Ayaw nyang magtanong ako tungkol sa violet thing na nsa pisngi nya. But I’m not dumb. Hindi ako naniniwala sa sinabi nya. Someone had definitely slapped her.

I wanted to cry. She doesn’t want to talk to me about that. Alam kong problem nya iyon at siguro ay pinagtatakpan nya ang taong gumawa noon sa kanya. But… I am her friend, right? Hindi lang naman ako ang may gusto ng friendship na ’to, right? Kahit na ako ang lumapit at nag offer sa kanya ng pakikipag kaibigan.

I just sighed and didn’t push the topic. Fine. Maybe she has reasons why she doesn’t want me know about it. I don’t want her to feel uncomfortable around me. So I’ll just pretend that I believe her lies.

“Basta, Daphne… Know that I’m always here for you, okay?” I said na lang.

She looked at me and smiled, a sad smile, before she nodded her head.

“Thank you, Artemis.”

I was busy walking towards the parking lot. The classes already ended and I want to go home na. I am so sleepy. Napuyat kasi ako kakagawa ng assignment kagabi.

I halted on my steps when a guy tried to block my way. I raised an eyebrow, completely annoyed by this stranger who stopped me.

Napatigil ako nang makita ang mukha nya. He has gray hair that’s obviously because of a colored wax. His hair is parted on the side, making him look like a korean idol. A pointed nose, brown eyes and a pinkish lips that matched his fair complexion. His face is too soft compared to Apollo. But he still looks good anyway.

“Hi, Artemis!” he greeted me with a grin on his face. I frowned.

Feeling close, huh?

“What do you want?” mataray kong tanong. I badly want to go home na talaga. I miss my bed and I know that it miss me, too.

Wait for me, darling!

“I’m Joshua Montenegro. BSBA” he said and naglahad pa ng kamay. Tinitigan ko lang iyon.

“And?” I asked and humalukipkip. He looks good, alright. But I’m getting annoyed that he’s the reason why the meeting with my bed will be delayed.

Where’s Apollo anyway? Kapag ganitong may lalaking lumalapit sa akin ay bigla syang sumusulpot. Like a freaking mushroom.

“Nauna na ang kakambal mo.” sabi nung Joshua guy sa harapan ko. I raised an eyebrow.

So this is why malakas ang loob nyang lapitan ako, huh?

“Not that he could stop me from doing this.” kibit balikat nyang sabi. Tignan natin kung masabi nya pa yan kapag nandito na ang twin brother ko.

“Ano bang kailangan mo?” naiinis ko nang tanong. Mukha syang stupid na nakalahad pa din ang kamay sa akin.

“I gave you my name so you should give yours.” sabi nya. I rolled my eyes.

“You can have your name back. I don’t need it.” inis na sabi ko. Nilagpasan ko na sya. Sinasayang nya ang precious time ko.

“Liligawan kita!”

I quickly turned around and looked at him in disbelief. He just shouted those words! Pinagtinginan tuloy kami ng mga students!

He smirked. Mukhang natuwa sya sa pagpapanic ko.

My gosh! Paano kung makarating ito kay Apollo? He’ll nag at me again! Nakakaasar pa naman sya!

“Liligawan kita, Artemis. Sa ayaw at sa gusto mo.” sabi pa nung Joshua bago ako iniwan na nakatunganga.

Two days had passed since that scene happened but no Joshua showed up before me. Siguro ay hinarangan na ni Apollo. I don’t know if I should be glad or what. He’s the only guy who have the guts to do that knowing that I’m a Gallagher and Apollo is my twin. Pero mukhang hanggang doon lang pala ang kaya nya.

“Why are you always doing your assignment in the library? Can’t you do it at home?” I asked Daphne. I know na masipag sya and responsible pero nakakapagtaka na dito nya sa university ginagawa ang mga assignment nya.

“I can’t concentrate if I do this at home.” sabi nya at sinarado na ang book pati ang notes nya. I guess she’s finish na? “What about your assignment?”

“Tapos na. Last night pa.”

“Want me to check it?”

Napangiti ako. Aww, this girl is so sweet. So pure, so precious and so sweet. Kapag may nanakit sa bestfriend kong ito ay matitikman talaga ang galit ko! No one should dare to hurt this precious person!

“That is so sweet of you.” I said. Napailing sya pero natatawa naman. “But it’s okay. If it’s wrong then it’s wrong. If it’s right then yay! At least I did my very best.”

Our conversation was cut off by the sound of my ringtone. It was a text from unregistered number. Binuksan ko iyon at binasa.

‘Hi, Artemis! This is Joshua. Hope that you’ll still remember me.’

“How the heck did he get my number?” sa isip ko lang sana sasabihin iyon pero nalagyan ko pala ng boses. That made Daphne confused.

“Sino?”

“Joshua Montenegro? BSBA? Know him?”

Umiling sya. Well, as expected. Wala nga syang pakialam sa paligid nya. I am so glad that I gathered my courage that day and talked to her!  Baka hanggang ngayon ay pinapalibutan pa rin ako ng mga user na tao!

Joshua really did courted me. Humanga ako sa kanya. Wala syang pakialam sa surname ko. Kahit sa kakambal kong si Apollo. And that’s why I’ve developed a crush on him. He’s gwapo and has a great personality. He’s a gentleman. He knows how to treat women. And this is the only time that someone made me feel this way.

But of course, Apollo heard about this news.

“Stay away from him, Artemis!” galit na galit nyang sabi. Si Kuya Helios ay napahilot nya sa sentido nya dahil kanina pa kami nag aaway sa harapan nya.

Nagpunta kasi si Apollo dito sa Gallagher Empire para magsumbong kay Kuya Helios about kay Joshua! But Kuya said that it’s fine naman daw since I’m on the legal age na. Si Apollo lang naman itong overreacting at overprotective! So annoying!

“This is my life, Apollo! Huwag mo akong pakikialaman!” tili ko na.

“Really? Eh, sino kaya ang hindi marunong pumili ng kaibigan nya kaya nasasaktan? And I’m telling you, Artemis! That guy is an asshole!”

“Don’t call him like that! He has a name!”

“So you’re defending him, now? Bakit, Artemis? Did you already fell inlove with him?”

Hindi ako sumagot. It useless arguing with him! Alam ko din naman na gagawa sya ng paraan para palayuin sa akin si Joshua! At ayokong mangyari iyon!

’Cause yes! I already fell inlove with him! And heck! It was a great feeling!

“Unbelievable!” hindi makapaniwalang sigaw ng kakambal ko. Nahampas nya ang desk ni Kuya Helios at nagulat ako sa lakas ng tunog noon.

Oh my gosh! I’m sure that he hurt his hand!

“Stay away from that asshole, Artemis! Baka makapatay ako ng tao!” sabi nya bago lumabas ng office ni Kuya Helios.

I screamed! Gusto kong magwala pero nasa office ako ni Kuya at baka magalit din sya sa akin kapag may ginulo akong gamit nya dito. I hate Apollo! I really, really hate him!

I heard Kuya Helios sighed. Tumayo sya at tabi kaming umupo sa mahabang sofa na nandito sa loob ng office nya.

“Don’t hate your twin, kiddo.” he said. Hinaplos nya ang nagulo kong buhok at inayos iyon.

I wanted to cry na! Gosh!

“He doesn’t want you to get hurt. Iyon lang ang gusto nya. You know that he’s overprotective when it comes to you, right?”

Humalukipkip ako. “But he’s controlling my life na, Kuya. I want to experience getting inlove din naman.”

“I know. You’re in the peak of your teenage years kaya alam kong hindi iyan maiiwasan. I’ll try to talk to Apollo, okay? Just don’t hate him.”

I nodded and hugged my Kuya Helios. “Thank you, Kuya.”

He hugged me back. “No problem, kiddo.”

Mabilis syang humiwalay sa akin nang tumunog ang intercom and Zuri said something. May papasok daw na employee from other department that needs his signature. I almost laughed when I saw his ruthless side the moment that the employee went in.

Parang hindi sya yung sweet and caring na big brother ko kanina.

Nagpatuloy ang panliligaw sa akin ni Joshua pero pasikreto na lang dahil alam kong kumikilos na si Apollo para pigilan sya. Pero hindi tumigil si Joshua. I saw and felt his effort. At dahil doon ay napatunayan kong seryoso sya sa akin.

So despite all the warnings that Apollo gave me, despite all the words that he had said…

Sinagot ko si Joshua. He officially became my boyfriend.

Chapter 3

Joshua and I dated in secret, at first. We can only give meaningful glances to each other whenever we crossed paths at the university. We can only talk through texts, chats and phonecalls. It was so exciting for me, at first. I feel like I’m a highschool student who’s parents were so strict and opposed to the idea of their daughter having a boyfriend while studying. When in fact, it was Apollo who’s so overprotective to me.

Okay, I understand him naman. But just a little bit. I’m his twin sister. I’m the only girl in Gallagher siblings so maybe that’s why he’s so overprotective. But I’m in my legal age na! Girls around my age have already boyfriend and number of exes and flings pero pinagbabawalan pa rin ako ng kakambal ko na magkipagrelasyon! Kahit sa pakikipag-kaibigan ko ay nangingialam sya that I sometimes think that he’s a control freak! I am so glad that he at least let Daphne be my friend!

But then, I got frustrated that Joshua and me were dating in secret. I mean, it’s not like we are doing something wrong? I know my limitations pero bakit kailangan naming magtago? And ever since Apollo knew about my relationship with Joshua, naging triple ang pagbabantay nya sa akin! I feel like all the boys who’s looking at me were his minions! Na kapag nakitang lumalapit ako kay Joshua ay isusumbong agad sa kanya!

So being the desperate me, I asked my one and only friend to do me a favor. And my gosh! I can’t believe that I will use my precious friend just for this! I noticed kasi how Apollo stared at her. It’s so different with how the way he treats his previous girls. I saw a glint on his eyes that I’ve never seen before.

And to my utmost delight, Daphne agreed with my favor! She was against it at first but I guess that she can’t refuse my charms. I told her na yayain nyang lumabas si Apollo so Joshua and I can date in secret. Humanda lang talaga sa akin ang twin brother ko kapag may ginawa syang masama sa precious bestfriend ko!

I went home that day feeling like a giddy and excited teenager with the thought of having a date with my boyfriend. This will be our very first date ever outside the university! Oh, gosh! I should look beautiful in Joshua’s eyes para naman hindi nya ako ipagpalit kahit na hindi kami nakakalabas para mag-date!

I entered the house but my steps halted when I saw an unfamiliar back of the man who’s looking around the living room.

I frowned and tried to remember who in Apollo’s friends that has a sexy back and butt like this man in front of me who’s wearing a casual shirt and tight jeans. But I can’t deny the fact that he looks like a model kahit na nakatalikod lang sya sa akin!

So sino sa mga friends ni Apollo ang may ganitong klaseng katawan? His shoulders were broad and looks so firm. And his sexy back…

Oh my gosh, Artemis! What the heck am I doing?

I cleared my throat to hide my embarrassment for myself but the man heard it and looked at my direction. And freak! I almost forgot who I am when I saw his face!

But wait… Those beautiful gray eyes are so familiar.

“Who are you?” I asked, wanting to know the name of this man who look like a greek god with gray eyes.

His eyebrows creased. His eyes roamed around my face like he’s searching for something. I can’t help but get nervous with the way he looked at me. There’s a part of me that’s scolding me for not doing a retouch on my make up before I went home because of excitement.

He looked down at my hands and his frown deepened. Then the man sighed and looked at me coldly.

“I won’t hurt you if you will give me everything that you have. Don’t scream, don’t shout. And don’t even try to make a move.” he said with an icy tone that made me shivered.

Oh my gosh… Is he a burglar?! But why does this scene feels so familiar?

I stared at the man again. He took a step towards me and I should probably run away from this handsome burglar but my feet just wouldn’t move. I was so fascinated by his gray eyes that seems to look darker and darker with every second. When he stopped in front of me, I noticed the small stubbles on his chin that’s starting to grow.

My breathing hitched when his manly perfumed attacked my nose. Nagpadagdag pa iyon sa kabang nararamdaman ko na hindi ko alam kung para saan. Kung para sa takot na baka saktan ako ng lalaking nasa harap ko o para sa iba pang dahilan.

We were just staring at each other’s eyes. I couldn’t look away! My blue eyes looking at his gray eyes. And I feel so small standing in front of him even if I’m the tallest in our class!

“Still can’t remember me, goddess?” he asked without tearing his gaze off me.

Nahirapan akong makawala sa tingin nya bago ko maalala ang tinanong nya. He asked if I still couldn’t remember him? Ibig sabihin ay nagkita na kami dati? But how could I ever forget a handsome man like him? For sure mag iiwan ng impression sa akin ang kagwapuhan nya!

His features are just so different from my brothers. My brothers look like they are capable of hurting someone physically and emotionally but this man in front of me looks like he’s capable of killing someone.

But there’s only one man who ever called me the way he called me earlier.

Goddess…

“You’re Kuya Helios’ bestfriend?” I asked, finally remembering how and when did we meet.

That day when I was fourteen years old and on my sixteenth birthday. The time when I started to hate the color pink.

Now I know why he looked at my hands earlier. He’s searching for the bracelet that he gave me as a birthday gift. But that charm bracelet is long gone on my wrist now. Napigtas iyon pero hindi ko alam sa sarili ko kung bakit itinago ko pa rin iyon.

The man smirked. He stretched his hand and offered me a handshake. “Hunter Chase Sanford, my goddess.”

“Stop calling me that!” I said before I took his hand. I ignored the electricity that traveled throughout my body when I felt his warm and calloused hand. “Artemis Gallagher.”

But to my greater shocked, Hunter took my hand and swiftly planted a kiss on the back of my hand. My eyes widened at mabilis kong binawi ang kamay ko habang pinapakalma ang tibok ng puso ko na bigla na lang bumilis.

“What the heck?!” I spat at him. Hunter smirked and raised both of his hands na parang sumusuko sa pulis.

“The hunter just wanted to greet his goddess.” sabi nya na hindi pa rin inaalis ang ngisi sa mapupula nyang mga labi na kinainis ko.

“Oh my gosh, you are insane!” I said. Feeling ko ay mapuputol na ang mga litid ko sa leeg dahil sa pagsigaw.

But Hunter just laughed huskily. His eyes danced in amusement. Sa sobrang inis ko ay tinulak ko sya at nilagpasan sa nagdadabog na paglalakad.

“Wala dito si Kuya Helios!” sabi ko at patakbong umakyat na ng hagdan.

I slammed the door and my whole room shook kaya alam kong nadinig iyon ng lalaki sa baba. He totally ruined my mood today! Nakalimutan ko na ang kasiyahan at excitement ko kanina dahil sa lalaking iyon!

My gosh! Where did Kuya Helios found that psychotic man?!

I took a deep breath and calmed myself. Hindi ko hahayaan na masira ang araw ko dahil lang sa lalaking iyon na mukhang kinulangan ng turnilyo sa ulo. I still have a date with Joshua. Iyon ang dapat na iniintindi ko.

I fished for my phone inside my pocket and saw that Joshua replied to the text that I sent him earlier. Sinabi ko kasi sa kanya na makakapag-date kami ngayon at sobrang saya ko nang mag-reply na he’s looking forward for later!

Kaya naman nagpaganda talaga ako! Gusto kong isipin nya na hindi nya ako magagawang ipagpalit sa iba. That I’m enough for him. At kailangan ay ako lang ang maganda sa paningin nya.

Joshua is my first boyfriend. Mabilis ko man syang sinagot but I really love him so much. Kaya naman hindi ako mag-e-effort ng ganito kung hindi malalim ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.

I hope he will be my first and last, though.

Bumaba na ako nang matapos na akong makapag ayos but I wasn’t expecting to see Hunter sitting comfortably on the sofa in the living room. I already told him that Kuya Helios isn’t here. He’s in the Gallagher Empire and being his bestfriend, he should know about that, right? Bakit dito sya sa bahay dumiretso, kung ganoon?

“Where are you going?” tanong nya sa akin nang lagpasan ko sya. Tumigil ako at hinarap sya nang nakakunot ang noo.

“None of your business.”

He laughed humorlessly before he wears that infamous smirk again on his lips. “Oh, believe me, my goddess. Everything about you is my business.”

Oh. My. Freaking. Gosh! Can someone stop me from murdering this annoyingly handsome man in front of me?

“Get lost!” I said and walked towards the door pero bago pa ako makarating doon ay nagsalita sya na ikinatigil ko.

“One more step and I’ll tell your brother about your date.”

Mabilis akong humarap sa kanya. Malamig ang tingin nya sa akin na parang hindi nya ako iniinis kanina lang.

“What?” I asked, dumbfounded.

“Try to get away from me, Artemis. Or I’ll tell your twin brother about your date with your asshat boyfriend.”

I shivered when I heard him say my name. Wala pang nagpaparamdam sa akin ng ganitong kaba dahil lang sa pagbanggit nila sa pangalan ko. And I didn’t know why my name sounds so good with his deep and resonated voice.

I gulped. Nandoon na naman ang kaba sa puso ko na naramdaman ko noong una kong nakita ang mga mata nya kanina. I don’t understand why this stranger have this kind of effect to me. Is it because of his gray eyes that seems to mirror his emotions so well?

Inilahad nya ang sofa sa akin. I rolled my eyes when I realized what he wanted me to do. Umupo ako doon at humalukipkip.

“I didn’t know that you do errands for my twin brother.” sinubukan kong insultuhin sya pero hindi gumana dahil umangat lang ang gilid ng labi nya.

“Not really. I only do things that I’m interested to.” he said sitting on the sofa in front of me. Naramdaman ko agad ang titig nya at hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi na ako mapakali sa upuan ko.

My gosh! Those icy gray eyes! Bakit may ganitong mga mata na kayang magbigay ng kaba sa isang tao?!

“I’ll just stay in my room.” sabi ko. Completely giving up with the idea that I’ll have my oh-so-awaited date with my boyfriend.

Kung ang kakambal ko ba naman at ang lalaking ito na kinulang sa turnilyo ang utak ang magsasanib pwersa ay malamang na talo nga ako.

“Stay where you are.” he said, using his commanding tone. “I don’t want you out of my sight. Baka tumakas ka pa.”

My jaw dropped as I look at him. Ano bang klaseng utak ang mayroon ang lalaking ito?! I am getting irritated everytime he talks!

“What? Do you expect me to jump out of my room’s window on the second floor?! I am not that desperate!”

He shrugged his shoulders. “You let your only friend accompany your playboy twin brother just to have a date with your playboy boyfriend. Do you think you’re still not desperate?” kampante nya lang iyong tinanong pero ako ay halos magwala na sa sobrang inis.

“My gosh! Hindi ako tanga para tumalon mula sa second floor just to have a date when I know that I’ll have my chance next time! And how did you know about Daphne, huh?” kaming dalawa lang ni Daphne ang nakakaalam ng plano namin kaya paano nya nalaman ang tungkol doon. Does Daphne knows this man?

Hunter just shrugged his shoulders. “As if I’ll let you have a date with that playboy. Not when I’m around.”

“He’s not a playboy, anymore! He’s a retired playboy!”

Tumawa si Hunter nang malakas at muntik ko nang makalimutan ang dahilan ng ikinagagalit ko. His laughter echoed in the living room and I don’t know why I like the sound of it. Nakahawak pa sya sa tyan nya na para bang nakakatuwa ang sinabi ko when I can’t even find the punchline to what I’ve said.

“Retired playboy, my ass.” sabi nyang natatawa pa rin. I rolled my eyes. Iyon pala ang ikinakatawa nya. “There’s no such thing as retired playboy!” medyo humupa na ang tawa nya ngayon.

“There is.” sabi kong naiinis na naman. “And it’s Joshua.”

“Oh, yeah?” nagpakita na naman ang ngisi nya. “Just wait and see, Artemis. That bastard will hurt you.”

“He will not!”

“He will.” kampante pang sabi nya. “Pero hindi ko hahayaang maubos ang luha mo para sa kanya.”

“You are so annoying. Alam mo ba iyon?”

Pero hindi man lang sya nagpakita ng pagkainis sa sinabi ko. Sa halip ay tumawa pa sya. Tinutusok ng dila nya ang loob ng pisngi nya habang nakangisi sa akin. Sumandal pa sya sa sofa at tuwang-tuwa sa naging reaksiyon.

“Naunahan ako ng gagong ’yon. But don’t worry, my goddess. I’ll just chase you until you’ll end up with me.”

Ugh! The nerve of this man! He is so un-freaking-believable!

But after that day. Hindi ko na ulit nakita si Hunter.

Ang mga sinabi nya ang nagtulak sa akin para mas pagbutihin pa ang pakikipag relasyon ko kay Joshua. It was hard especially that Apollo is on the way but after that incident at the bar with Daphne, tumigil din sya. He’s still against me and Joshua being together pero hindi na sya ganoong ka-istrikto.

Then five years had passed and I’m really glad na tumagal kami ni Joshua ng ganitong katagal. I even thought that we will marry someday! I’m happy with him! Kahit na nagkakalabuan kami pero naayos din naman agad. I really thought that everything is going well. I really thought that him and me will end up together.

But looks like Hunter and Apollo is right. Joshua did hurt me.

We broke up. And that was the very first heartbreak that I’ve experienced.

Chapter 4

I was still in Ilocos with Daphne when Apollo sent me a picture that broke my heart. The picture shows my boyfriend inside a bar. Madilim ang pagkakakuha pero mahahalata ng kung sino man na si Joshua ang lalaking nakaupo sa may couch. But what broke my heart is the girl sitting on his lap while they were kissing. It wasn’t just a kiss. It’s a torrid kiss. And Joshua’s hands were all over the girl’s body.

“It was just an edited picture, right?” I asked my bestfriend. Daphne didn’t say anything but I can see the answer in her eyes. At hindi ako tanga para paniwalaang edited ang picture.

But my heart hurts so much that a part of me wanted to believe that lie. Sa sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko ay gusto kong maniwala na edited nga ang picture.

I called Joshua that very same day. Hindi ko hahayaan na matapos ang araw na ’to nang hindi sya nakakausap. If he refused to talk to me, then all hell will break loose.

We agreed to meet at the restaurant. It was already evening nang magkita kami at nahihilo pa ako dahil sa byahe namin mula Ilocos but I don’t care. I’m willing to ignore my throbbing headache just to talk to Joshua about the picture.

But I know how this talk will end.

“Explain.” maikling sabi ko at ipinakita sa kanya ang picture na ni-send sa akin ni Apollo kanina.

Joshua took my phone and stared at the picture. I saw how the color on his face drained when he recognized the picture. At doon pa lang, alam ko na ngang totoong nangyari ang nasa litrato.

Why, though? Bakit nya ginawa iyon? I did everything. I did everything to save our failing relationship. I tried to party with him sometimes kahit na hindi ako sanay mag-bar. I did my best to fulfill the girlfriend duties. I know I give my all. Pero bakit parang kulang pa rin? Bakit nya pa rin ginawa iyon? Am I not enough?

“Artemis… Let me explain.” Joshua said and I can hear the desperation on his voice.

Sumandal ako sa inuupuan ko. I crossed my arms and tried to look so tough kahit na gustong gusto nang tumulo ng mga luha ko dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko. But I held it all. I don’t want to look so pathetic dahil ako naman ang niloko.

“That’s what I’ve said, Joshua. Explain.” sabi ko. Gusto ko nang palakpakan ang sarili ko nang madinig ang lamig sa boses ko.

“I… I was drunk.” he said and I wanted to laugh. Nakita nya ang pangisi ko kaya mas lalo pa syang namutla. “I was drunk, Artemis. Hindi ko alam ang ginagawa ko.”

“You know, that is such a lame excuse.”

“Artemis— Artemis, hindi ko talaga alam ang ginagawa ko. Lasing ako noon!”

I gasped for an air. I was willing to listen to his explanation. And maybe, forgive him but he gave me a lame one. Handa akong tanggapin ang paliwanag nya. Pero hindi ko kayang tanggapin ang sinasabi nya ngayon.

“Why, Joshua? Naging ibang tao ka ba nang malasing ka? Hindi naman, diba? Kaya huwag mong isisi sa alak ang ginawa mo!”

Hindi sya nakapagsalita. My lips are trembling and I know that tears are forming in the corner of my eyes but I held it in. I’m a Gallagher. I mustn’t look pathetic!

“Hindi ko talaga alam ang ginagawa ko…” bulong pa nya sa kawalan ng masasabi. As if naman na matatanggap ko ang walang kwenta nyang paliwanag!

“You know what you were doing that time, Joshua. Even if you’re a drunk. At sa tingin ko, ginusto mo nang gawin ’to sa una pa lang.”

Hindi makapaniwala ang tingin na ibinigay nya sa akin. “What the hell are you saying?!”

“You have the desire to do it with other girls. You’re just afraid of the consequences. Pero nang malasing ka, nagkaroon ka ng lakas ng loob. Nawala ang takot mo. That’s why you were able to kiss her without thinking of me.”

A tear escaped from my eyes at mabilis ko iyong pinunasan. Ang sakit-sakit. Five years. We’ve been together for five years pero sinira nya.

“No! Artemis, I love you! I don’t— Hindi ko ginustong lokohin ka!”

Umiling ako. Hindi naniniwala sa sinabi nya. If he did it when he was drunk, then he will do it when he’s sober too. Hindi naman sya binigyan ng alak ng ibang katauhan nang malasing sya. He’s still Joshua. It was Joshua who kissed the girl and not the alcohol.

Kapag naman nalalasing ako, I’m still thinking of him. Iniisip ko pa rin sya kaya kahit na may mga lalaki ang lumalapit sa akin everytime I go to bar without him, I declined them all. ’Cause I love Joshua. I love him and I’m faithful to him. Pero bakit sya, parang kinalimutan ako nang halikan nya ang babaeng iyon?

“Artemis, please. Give me another chance, huh? Another chance, please.” hinawakan pa nya ang kamay kong nakapatong sa ibabaw ng table. But I removed his hand.

If I’ll give him another chance, he’ll do it again. Kapag nalasing sya at ipinasok nya ulit ang kalasingan sa utak nya, makakalimutan nya na naman ako. Hindi na nya iisiping may girlfriend sya at muling makikipag-halikan sa ibang babae. And I’m afraid that it will completely break me when that happens again. Kaya ngayon pa lang, sasagipin ko na ang sarili ko sa matinding sakit na pwede pa nyang ibigay

I love this man so much. He’s my first boyfriend and I was hoping that we’ll end up together. Pero mukhang hindi na mangyayari iyon.

“I had enough, Joshua. I’m so tired fighting for this relationship but you seem like you don’t care about me. At all.”

“No, no, no, no. Mali ka, Artemis. Mahal na mahal kita. Please. Last chance, please. I promise I won’t hurt you again.”

“Then, what? Kapag nagkamali ka ulit, you’ll ask for another chance again? How many last chance should I give you, huh?” hindi ko na naitago ang pait sa boses ko. “I already gave you a chance, Joshua. Kahit na ayaw ng kakambal ko. But you mess it up.”

“Itatapon mo na lang ba ang limang taon natin, huh? It was just a kiss, Artemis! I didn’t even fuck her!”

“You mean to say that you did it because it was just a kiss?! Tama na, Joshua! Ayoko na! Huwag ka nang magpaliwanag dahil mas lalo lang akong nagagalit sayo!”

Alam kong pinagtitinginan na kami ng mga nasa kabilang table. Tumataas na kasi ang boses ko. Pero ganito siguro talaga. Kapag nasasaktan ka na, wala ka nang pakialam sa paligid. All you wanted to do is to stop the pain that is slowly engulfing your heart.

“Artemis, huwag mo namang hayaang masayang ang limang taon natin.” sabi ni Joshua na humina ang boses.

“Sana naisip mo ’yan, bago mo paupuin yung babae sa mga hita mo. Sana naisip mo ’yan bago mo sya hinalikan. At sana naisip mo yan bago mo ako nagawang lokohin!”

I didn’t expect what he did next. Umalis sya sa upuan nya at pumunta sa gilid ko. He knelt down in front of me! At talagang nakakaagaw na kami ng atensyon ngayon!

“Artemis, please. I’m begging you. Don’t— don’t leave me, please. I love you so much. I love you. I love you. Hindi ko kaya kapag iniwan mo ako.”

May luhang pumatak sa mga mata nya at napaiyak na lang din ako. I wanted to give him another chance. I really love him! Pero ubos na ubos na ko.

“Joshua, kapag binigyan pa kita ng isang pagkakataon, wala nang matitira sa akin. Please, let me at least love myself.” suminghap ako pero mas lalo lang tumindi ang sakit sa puso ko. “I’ve sacrificed so many things just for us to be together. I’ve sacrificed my relationship with my twin brother. I’ve sacrificed my relationship with my bestfriend.”

I didn’t bother to stop my tears from falling when I remembered the things that happened just for our relationship. Nagkagalit kami ni Apollo, my twin brother who only wants to protect me from being hurt. Nasaktan ang bestfriend ko dahil sa akin. Kung hindi ko sya dinamay sa problema namin ni Joshua, hindi sya masasaktan ng ganoon. Hindi sya lalayo.

Maraming nasaktan dahil sa amin. So maybe, we are not really meant for each other.

“I trusted you, Joshua. Hindi kita pinigilang mag-bar, every night. Kahit na alam kong maraming babae ang nandoon. I even tried to change myself and be a party girl just to catch up with you. But I’m so tired, Joshua. Pagod na akong lumaban para sa relasyong ito. Ako lang naman ang lumalaban sa ating dalawa, eh.”

Right? Ako ang gumawa ng paraan para magkausap kami noon. Ako palagi. Humingi pa ako ng tulong kay Daphne. Ako lang din ang kumausap sa kakambal ko na hayaan nya na lang kami. All he did was to wait. At pagod na pagod na akong mag-effort para sa aming dalawa.

“Please, Joshua. Let’s end this tiring relationship. Pagod na pagod na kasi ako.”

“Then let me fight for us this time!” determinadong sabi nya pero malungkot ko syang tinignan.

“Kailangan mo ba talagang hintayin na mapagod pa ako bago ka lumaban? Hindi ba pwedeng lumaban ka nang kasama ako?” napapagod nang sabi ko. “Apollo is right. You did hurt me. I should’ve listen to him the first time.”

Kinuha ko ang bag ko at tumayo na. Natatarantang napatayo na din si Joshua at hinawakan ang braso ko.

“Artemis! Mahal na mahal kita. Please, huwag naman ganito.”

“You hurt me, Joshua. And I am so damn tired with this relationship. Please, let me go.”

Pinipilit kong tanggalin ang kamay nyang nakahawak sa braso ko pero masyado syang malakas. At pagod na talaga ako. I don’t want to do anything with him anymore.

I guess that’s it. Kahit pala mahal na mahal mo ang isang tao pero kapag napagod ka na at nasaktan na ng sobra, bibitaw at bibitaw ka rin talaga.

“Just let me go, Joshua.” pagmamakaawa ko na sa kanya.

I am pitying myself right now. Why do I have to beg even at the end? Bakit parang masyado kong kinakawawa ang sarili ko dahil sa kanya? Why I haven’t realized that I look so pathetic with this relationship?

Sacrificing everything and every people in my life. Doing so much effort. Fighting alone. I did all of that just for the sake of our relationship.

But in the end, I’m still not enough.

Siguro naaawa na talaga ako sa sarili ko sa una pa lang. Hindi ko lang pinapansin. But that picture put a trigger with my emotions.

“Let her go bastard.”

Dalawa kami ni Joshua ang napalingon sa kakambal ko na mukhang handa nang pumatay ang itsura ngayon. His piercing blue eyes look so dangerous and cold while glaring at Joshua’s hand that’s still firmly holding my arm.

Hinigit ako ni Apollo palayo kay Joshua kaya nabitiwan nya ako. Lalapitan pa nya sana ako pero humarang si Apollo sa pagitan namin.

“Do yourself a favor, bastard. Huwag na huwag ka nang magpapakita sa kakambal ko. Baka mapatay pa kita.” ang huling sinabi nya bago ako hinila palabas ng restaurant na iyon.

Isinakay ako ni Apollo sa kotse nya. Hindi na ako umangal kahit na naiwan sa parking space ng restaurant ang kotse ko. I’m too tired to drive. Hindi ko alam kung paanong nangyari na nandoon ang kakambal ko pero nagpapasalamat ako na nandito sya ngayon.

“Can you drive me to the club, please?” sabi ko kay Apollo at hindi ko alam kung bakit parang may namumuong bikig sa lalamunan ko. “I wanna get drunk.”

Apollo sighed. Ang akala ko ay tatanggi sya, knowing how overprotective he is, pero iba ang sinabi nya.

“Alright.”

Sa simpleng salita na iyon ng kakambal ko ay napaiyak ako. Tumingin ako sa bintana. I don’t want my twin brother to see how pathetic I am. He warned me the first time but I didn’t listen. I was so stubborn thinking that Joshua will not hurt me. But I was so wrong!

My gosh! Nakakapanghinayang ang effort na binigay ko sa relasyon namin. But one night ruined it all. No, not one night. Kasi sa una pa lang, alam kong may mali na.

Ako lang ang lumalaban para sa aming dalawa. I thought it was fine by me. But seeing that picture really broke my heart. Naipon ang lahat ng hinanakit ko sa kanya. And I realized, our relationship is not healthy for me.

Ang dami kong nasaktan na tao para sa kanya. Pero si Joshua, mas pinili ang saktan ako.

“I’m sorry.” nanginginig ang mga labing sabi ko para sa kakambal ko. Humihikbi na rin ako kaya alam kong alam na ni Apollo na umiiyak ako.

I messed up! I ruined everything! Kahit ang relasyon nila ni Daphne ay nasira ko. Hindi lang ako nagsasalita pero alam kong ako ang dahilan kung bakit sila nagkagalit.

“I’m sorry.” ulit ko at humagulgol na. Apollo did everything to protect me. But I was the stubborn one. Ako rin naman ang dahilan kung bakit ako nasasaktan.

Itinigil ni Apollo ang sasakyan sa gilid ng kalsada.  Lumabas sya at umikot papunta sa may passenger seat. Binuksan nya ang pintuan sa banda ko at hindi na ako nag iwas ng mukha sa kanya.

Lumuhod ang isang tuhod nya sa lupa para mas makita ang buong mukha ko. Bumuntong hininga sya nang makita ang mukha kong punong puno ng mga luha. He wiped my tears using both of his thumb.

“It’s okay, Artemis. I’m your twin. Kahit ano pang kasalanan mo, kakampi mo pa rin ako.”

I cried so hard because of his words! I am so glad that I have Apollo beside me. Kahit na malaki ang naging kasalanan ko kung bakit nasira ang relasyon nila ni Daphne, nandito pa rin sya sa tabi ko.

Niyakap nya ako at umiyak ako sa mga balikat nya. I cried everything on his shoulders, wishing that the pain would just stop.

And I hope that this will be my last heartbreak too.

Chapter 5

The worst thing about breaking up is not about the break up itself. It’s about every morning when you wake up, realizing that you will not receive good morning messages from him anymore. It’s about the moment when you sit down alone, remembering all the good and bad memories you did together, trying to convince yourself that it’s all over now. That all of that will remain as memories.

And it’s about the moment when you burst into tears, telling to yourself that you should be strong even if your heart aches so much.

It was so hard the first week since Joshua and I broke up. Parang nagsimula ulit ako sa dati. We’ve been together for five years. Five years of doing things together with him. At ngayong naghiwalay na kami, ang hirap magsimula nang panibago.

I had to stop myself from contacting him. To ask if he had already eaten. To ask what he’s doing by this time. To ask things just like before. And to ask if he’s okay now that we’ve broken up.

Kasi ako, hindi ako okay.

Nagkulong ako sa kwarto ko. Halos hindi na nga lumabas. Apollo brings food outside my room. Kakatok sya kapag nandoon na ang pagkain sa labas. Wala akong ganang kumain. But then I realized, that things wouldn’t change even if I starve myself to death.

Hindi mababago ang nakaraan kahit na umiyak pa ako nang umiyak. Hindi mababago ang ginawa ni Joshua kahit pa magmukmok ako sa loob ng kwarto ko.

I took a break from work dahil hindi ko kayang magpalipad ng eroplano kung ganitong kasakit ang nararamdaman ko. Baka kapag bumalik sa alaala ko ang mga ginawa namin ni Joshua habang nagpapalipad ako ng eroplano ay mawala ako sa kontrol. So it’s better to take a break for awhile. Apollo approved it kahit na wala akong sinabi kung kailan ako babalik. Perks of being a twin sister of the owner of GE Airlines.

Nagpunta si Joshua isang araw sa mansyon namin. He begged me to give him another chance. He looked so different from the last time that we’ve met. Pumayat sya at humaba na rin ang facial hair nya. Mukhang hindi na nya inaalagaan ang sarili nya.

And just then, a part of me wanted to take care of him. Pero dumating sina Kuya Helios at Apollo. Pinagtulungan nila si Joshua. And I was so scared for him that time especially when Kuya Helios took out his gun. I still love Joshua. Hindi naman agad agad nawawala ang pagmamahal. Kaya kapag may nangyaring masama sa kanya ay hindi ko kakayanin.

“Get inside, Artemis!” galit na sabi sa akin nang kakambal ko nang umalis si Kuya Helios para puntahan si Zuri. Nandoon pa rin si Joshua sa may gate at nagmamakaawa sa akin. “I said, get inside!”

“Apollo, please. Don’t hurt him.” I begged my twin brother. I’m being stubborn again but I just don’t want him to hurt Joshua.

“It’s his fault! I’ve warned him not to let me see his ugly face pero nandito sya! And I will fucking kill him for hurting you!” itinutok nya ang baril kay Joshua at mabilis akong lumapit sa kakambal ko. Niyakap ko ang braso nya at pilit iyong ibinababa.

“No, no, please, Apollo. Just let him go!”

“He hurts a Gallagher, Artemis. He hurts you! At hinding hindi ko mapapalagpas ang ginawa nya!”

I firmly shook my head while crying so hard. I may look pathetic right now pero kapag hindi ko pinigilan ang kakambal ko, alam kong gagawin nya ang sinasabi nya.

“Don’t.” I begged.

“Apollo.”

We both stopped to look at the owner of the deep and calm voice who called my twin brother. I saw Kuya Helios’ bestfriend, standing in front of us. Nakatutok na sa dibdib nya ang baril ni Apollo pero hindi ko man lang nakitaan ng anumang emosyon ang mukha nya.

It’s been five years since I last saw him but everytime I did, parang mas lalo lang yata syang gumagwapo sa paningin ko. His gray eyes never fail to amuse me. Palagi akong napapatitig sa mga mata nya kapag nagkakalapit kami nang ganito.

His jaw was very define with a small stubbles that made him look like a badass villain character in some superhero movies. He has a black undercut hair and his top hair is swept sideways. With his thick eyebrows, red lips and pointed nose, girls would definitely fall inlove with him the first time they’ll see hin.

“Put the gun down.” he said calmly na parang hindi nakatutok sa dibdib nya ang baril na hawak ng kakambal ko. He opened the second button of his dark green polo and I saw the silver chain necklace on his neck. He put his hands on the side pockets of his tight jeans. Kampanteng kampante na parang hindi sya takot na mamatay.

Apollo did what he told kaya binitiwan ko na din ang braso ng kakambal ko. Pareho kaming nakatingin lang kay Hunter as he glared at Joshua who was still on the gate of the mansion.

“What the fuck are you still doing here? Get lost, motherfucker.” mariing sabi nya at kahit ako ay natakot sa tono ng boses nya. Joshua look at me one last time. Nakita ko sa mga mata nya ang kagustuhan na pigilan ko sya but I look away. Nasalubong ko ang mga mata ni Hunter na nakatitig na pala sa akin.

“Nasa loob si Kuya Helios.” sabi ni Apollo pagkaalis ni Joshua. Itinago nya ang baril sa likod nya.

“I’m here for Artemis.” sabi ni Hunter na nakatitig pa din sa akin. He saw the shock on my face.

Apollo frowned. “You’re still into her, huh? Ano bang pinakain sayo ng kakambal ko at nagkaka-ganyan ka sa kanya? Look how disgusting her crying face is!” my asshole brother said so I freaking glared at him.

“That’s why I’m here. I won’t let her waste another tears for that douchebag.” Hunter said without taking his eyes off me. Nagtaka na ako na baka nahipan na ng hangin ang mga mata nya kaya hindi na naalis ang tingin sa akin.

It’s been five years and yet, he’s still weird. I wonder kung nakumpleto na ba ang turnilyo nya sa utak.

I heard Apollo tsked and shook his head. “Bahala ka na dyan. Stop her tears if you can.” sabi ng kakambal ko na tinapik pa ako bago kami iniwan ni Hunter.

I gulped. There’s a part of me that wanted to go inside and wash my face first para matanggal ang mga bakas ng luha sa mukha ko. Apollo is right. I look so disgusting compared to this man in front of me.

Ang linis linis nya sa itsura nya at humahalimuyak pa ang panglalaki nyang pabango sa pang-amoy ko. Nameywang sya so I noticed his chiseled chest and broad shoulders. Nakatupi din hanggang siko ang sleeves ng polo nya kaya napansin ko rin ang mga muscles nya sa mga braso na bumabakat doon. I also noticed his black leather bracelet on his right wrist na may design ng bow and arrow sa gitna.

Just like a hunter. I also remembered the pink charm bracelet that he gave to me as a gift on my sixteenth birthday. Naalala kong may bow and arrow ornament din doon.

It was a beautiful yet elegant bracelet. Sobrang nanghinayang talaga ako nang masira iyon. A “friend” of mine wanted to see the bracelet more kaya hiniklat nya iyon sa wrist ko. That’s why it broke. That “friend” apologize but she doesn’t looked apologetic to me. But I still accepted her half-assed apology kahit gusto ko na syang sabunutan noon. I just keep the bracelet as a remembrance even though I know na hindi na maaayos iyon.

“Are you okay?”

Hunter question made my mind snapped back to reality. Napatingin ako sa kanya at ilang seconds inisip kung anong tinanong nya. Nang maintindihan ay sinimangutan ko sya.

“Do I look okay to you?” I said furiously.

I can still remember five years ago, when he said that Joshua would just hurt me. It turns out that he’s right. Both him and Apollo were right. At naiinis ako doon. And I had a feeling that all of the people around me already knew that Joshua would just hurt me and yet I didn’t listen to them. Kaya ngayon ay kasalanan ko kung bakit ako nasasaktan ng ganito.

Too many people gave me a warning about Joshua. I had too many chance to listen to them and too many chance to save my heart from a heartbreak pero nagmatigas pa din ako. Ito tuloy ang napapala ko ngayon.

Hunter showed me his infamous smirk which made me so irritated. Hello? I’m brokenhearted here. Can you at least sympathize with me?

“You look okay to me. Seeing how my presence affected you.” sabi nya na parang nakakatuwa na naapektuhan ako sa presensya nya.

“Nakakainis ka lang talaga.” I said and crossed my arms over my chest. “What are you doing here if you’re not here for Kuya Helios? After you’ve been gone for five years, you showed up here like you have a say with my life?”

Pero mas lalo lang ngumisi ang lalaki sa harapan ko. I’m so freaking irritated with his smirk! Mas nagmumukha syang badass handsome villain and I can’t help but to admire him for that! Especially with those gray eyes!

“What, huntress? Don’t tell me that you’ve missed me?”

I rolled my eyes upwards. Yung sakit na nararamdaman ko kanina ay nawala at napalitan ng pagkainis para sa lalaking ’to! I see that there’s still a screw loose in his head.

“You’re insane!” I said and he just sexily chuckled.

Oh my gosh! Can I just describe him without using any compliments?!

“God, I missed you so much.” sabi nya at hindi ko alam kung bakit uminit ang buong mukha ko. He laughed more because of that! “You’re blushing.”

“Ugh! Stop!” sabi ko at tumalikod na para iwanan sya sa labas. But the heck with this man. Sinundan nya ako kaya tumigil ako bago pa man ako makapasok sa loob ng mansyon. “Will you please leave me alone?!”

He just smirked again and I really wanted to erase that red and sexy lips so that he won’t be able to smirk again! Parang mas natutuwa pa sya dahil sa ipinapakita kong inis sa kanya.

“I won’t stop chasing my goddess. I’m his Hunter, once and for all.” sabi nyang titig na titig sa mga mata ko.

I groaned! Gusto ko nang magpapadyak ng mga paa dahil sa pagkainis ko sa kanya. Ngayon lang ako nainis ng ganito sa isang lalaki. I don’t know what his problem but it doesn’t help my broken heart!

Nagkulong ako sa loob ng kwarto ko. Hindi ako lumabas buong maghapon. I’m still thinking about Joshua and what he did earlier. I don’t know if I should be glad that my brothers helped me with him.

Nakita ko kasi yung itsura nya noong papaalis sya. His shoulders were slumped. Parang lugong lugo sa nangyari ngayon. If Hunter wasn’t there, I would probably ran after him. Kahit na pigilan pa ako ng kakambal ko.

So I decided to stay at Apollo’s condo for awhile. Dahil doon, alam kong hindi ako guguluhin ni Joshua. He doesn’t know where Apollo’s condo is. Hindi nya ako mapupuntahan para muling magmakaawa.

I also did it to save myself from another heartbreak. Dahil sa tingin ko, kapag nagmakaawa sya ulit ay baka bumigay na ako.

And also, I wanted to hide from that annoying and insane man. Hindi na nga maganda ang ayos at nararamdaman ko ay iinisin pa nya ako.

I know that I’m being a nuisance to my twin brother for staying at his condo and for taking care of me pero hindi naman nya ako pinapaalis. Nagagalit lang sya kapag hindi ako kumakain. He even called Daphne just for me kahit na alam nyang galit sa kanya ang bestfriend ko. And I decided to help my pathetic twin brother a little bit para magkaayos sila ni Daphne.

Ang hina nyang dumiskarte, eh. Where is the playboy Apollo if he can’t make a move on Daphne?

When I got better, I decided to get back to work. Sinabi ko na din kay Apollo ang tungkol dito. He’s worried but I told him that I’m fine. Kahit na alam kong hindi. I just don’t want to stay indoors. Mas lalo ko lang maaalala ang tungkol sa amin ni Joshua.

I need to have a diversion.

“What the heck are you doing here?” I asked. I was ready and all pero pagkabukas ko ng pinto para umalis na ay nakita ko ay taong kinaiinisan ko na nakatayo doon.

He smirked and showed me his car keys. “I’m here to drive you.”

I rolled my eyes. “No, thanks. I can drive.” sabi ko at inilock na ang pinto sa likuran ko. Nakasunod pa rin sya sa akin kahit na nakasakay na kami ng elevator.

“Sinabi sa akin ni Apollo na ipag-drive ka. He’s worried that you might kill yourself on the way.”

My gosh! Yung pasensya ko! Nauubos na naman!

“I won’t, okay?! Gosh! Can you please stop bothering me?!”

“I’ll stop if you’ll just let me drive you. Your twin brother is worried for you, Artemis.”

Napatigil ako. He said my name again. I didn’t know that my name would sound so good.

“Okay, fine! Just please don’t talk to me on the way.”

He smiled at me for the first time at mas lalo akong naestatwa. My gosh! He always looks so good in my eyes! Kahit yata magkaroon sya ng kulugo sa mukha ay gwapo pa rin sya sa paningin ko!

He did what I said. Hindi nya ako kinausap sa daan hanggang sa makarating kami sa GE Airlines kaya naging mapayapa naman ang araw ko. I said my thanks when I went out of the car at iniwan na sya doon.

The employees greeted me as well as the flight attendants. Nagbihis na din ako ng uniform ko dahil may flight na naka-assign sa akin.

“Welcome back, Captain.” my co-pilot greeted me nang makaupo na kami pareho sa may cockpit.

“Thanks. Hope that we’ll have a smooth flight.” sabi ko at nginitian nya ako.

“Of course. You’re the best captain in this airline.”

Tumawa ako. “You’re just saying that because I’m the twin sister of the owner.”

“Ay. Halata ba?”

Pareho kaming nagtawanan. Gosh. It’s so good to be back. Kahit papaano ay nakakalimutan ko naman ang tungkol kay Joshua.

After awhile, the flight attendant gave us the signal that all the passengers have boarded the plane. Pareho na naming isinuot ng co-pilot ang aviation headsets namin. I opened the microphone to make an announcement.

“Good afternoon passengers. This is your captain speaking. First I’d like to welcome everyone on GE Airlines Flight 32A, nonstop from Manila to Tokyo.” I made a few announcement about the weather, how many hours the flight would take and a few instructions. “I’ll talk to you again before we reach our destination. Until then, sit back, relax and enjoy the rest of the flight.”

Luckily, I was able to concentrate on the whole flight. Thanks to my co-pilot who’s also backing me up. Ilang buhay din ang nakasalalay sa mga kamay ko kaya kailangan kong mag ingat.

This is my dream. To become a pilot. But my parents were against it at first saying that this work isn’t suitable for a woman. That’s why I took up a course related to my dream. But I realized that I really wanted to become an airline pilot.

Thanks to Apollo for helping me reach my dream. Alam kong wala syang hilig about sa business. Kaya nga nagpapasalamat sya na hindi sya ang firstborn at si Kuya Helios ang nagmana ng Gallagher Empire. But Apollo took business course just to build an airline for me. So I can be an airline pilot under his company.

I love my twin brother so much. At kahit na anong kasalanan nya, sa kanya pa rin ako kakampi.

“Thank you for flying with GE Airlines. We hope that you enjoyed your flight with us.”

Mas naunang lumabas sa akin ang co-pilot at naiwan akong mag-isa sa loob ng cockpit ng eroplano. Nag ayos muna ako sandali ng sarili ko. I decided to tour around for awhile before I have my next flight the day after tomorrow.

Lumabas na ako and I was so shocked to see the man who’s seating in the front of the first class seats. Nakataas pa ang dalawang paa nya at nakasandal na parang kanina pa hinihintay ang paglabas ko.

He smirked and stood up. He had his hands inside the side pockets of his tight jeans. He’s wearing a simple white shirt at bumabakat ang muscles nya doon. I can even see how gym buff he is! Nakasuot pa sya ng aviators making him look like a freakig hot mafia boss.

Hindi pa rin ako gumagalaw. What the heck is he doing here?

“Nice flight, huntress.” he said and chuckled huskily. I felt my world shook when I heard that low and sexy laugh.

“What the heck?” was all that I’ve managed to say as I stared at him with wide eyes. He smirked more with my reaction.

“I’ve told you, right? I’ll keep on chasing you. I’m your Hunter, once and for all.”

Oh, gosh! You’ve got to be kidding me!

Chapter 6

My frown didn’t left my face ever since I got off from the aircraft, contrary to face of the man who’s following me with a smirk on his lips while carrying his small duffle bag. Napapatingin sa amin ang mga nakakasalubong namin and I wasn’t sure if they’re looking at us because of my sour face or because of the gorgeous man beside me.

I couldn’t believe that he’ll actually me follow me here! Alam kong sinabi nya that he’ll keep on chasing me and I don’t even know why but this is beyond my imagination! Ang akala ko ay ipagda-drive nya lang ako kanina but he actually bought a first class ticket of my flight just to follow me here in Tokyo!

Hindi ko alam kung bakit nya ako sinusundan! Sa pagkakaalam ko ay wala naman akong pagkakautang sa kanya!

I’m still mending my broken heart and I’m trying to get back to my everyday life before without Joshua pero ang lalaking ’to ay walang pakialam sa pagiging emotional ko at mas lalo pa akong iniinis sa presensya nya! Kumukulo ang dugo ko everytime I saw him at konting konti na lang ay aabot na ako sa boiling point!

Hunter Chase Sanford is just so freaking weird!

I just keep on walking and didn’t mind him. Sunod pa rin talaga sya ng sunod at malapit na talagang maubos ang patience ko. Hindi ko na lang sya pinapansin dahil sumasakit lang ang ulo ko.

GE Airlines already took care of my accomodation here. Sila na ang nagcheck-in sa akin doon sa pinaka-malapit sa airport na five-star hotel. I took a cab at nagpahatid na doon. I only have a small bag with me. Enough na para sa two days ko dito sa Tokyo.

Bumaba na ako ng cab at may kasunod din na cab ang tumigil sa harap ng hotel. I wouldn’t mind whoever it was but I saw the familiar clothes of the man who just went out of the cab. My jaw nearly dropped the floor when I stared on his face. I couldn’t see his gray eyes clearly dahil isinuot nya ang aviators nya.

Oh my gosh… Hanggang dito ba naman ay susundan nya pa rin ako?

No. Maybe this was just all a coincidence, right? Him, taking my flight to Tokyo. Him, being here in Tokyo. Him, being in front of the same five-star hotel where the GE Airlines had checked me in.

I mean, okay. Maybe, Hunter has some business to do here in Tokyo kaya sya pumunta dito. He’s just messing with me when he said that he’s chasing me. Hindi naman sya mag-aaksaya ng pera at oras para sa akin diba? Hindi naman kami ganoong magkakilala.

And maybe, magche-check in sya dito sa hotel dahil ito ang pinakamalapit sa airport. Right. Maybe, I shouldn’t assume too quickly.

So I just went inside the hotel and talked to the receptionist. Ibinigay nya sa akin ang susi ng room ko at sumakay na ako sa elevator. The bellboy offered to help me with my bag but I refused dahil maliit lang naman.

Hunter rode the elevator with me. Okay. Calm down. Of course he needs to ride the elevator para makapunta sa floor kung nasaan ang room nya.

I pushed my floor’s button at hinihintay kong pindutin ni Hunter ang floor nya pero hindi nya ginawa hanggang sa magsara ang elevator. My suspicions are getting higher and higher as the elevator goes higher and higher too.

I tried to ignore the man at my back but being in an enclosed space with just the two of us, it was hard to ignore his presence. Lalo pa at amoy na amoy ko ang pang lalaki nyang pabango. Kahit na pilit kong kinakalimutan na may kasama ako ay hindi pa rin umuubra. Hunter’s presence is just too terrifying. He looked like a bad handsome guy but girls would still fall inlove with him.

The elevator dinged and I got off and to my horror, Hunter followed. Alam na alam kong nakasunod sya sa likuran ko at naiinis na naman ako! Don’t tell me that he’s going to follow me inside my room?!

Nang makatapat na ako sa room ko ay hindi ko na napigilan na komprontahin sya.

“Will you stop following me?!” bulyaw ko bago pa man makaharap sa kanya. And the moment that those words escaped from my lips, I wanted to smack my head.

Nakita kong napatigil si Hunter sa paglalagay ng card key nya sa lock ng pinto ng room nya. Nakatingin sya sa akin na may halong gulat at pagtataka sa mukha nya. Gulat for my sudden outburst and pagtataka for my sudden outburst din.

My gosh! I just told myself earlier not to assume things too quickly!

I cleared my throat. Parang gusto ko na lang magpakain sa lupa sa sobrang pagkapahiya! Magkatapat lang ang room namin so obviously, he’s in the same floor with me kaya hindi nya na kailangan pang magpindot sa elevator kanina!

“That’s your room?” maliit ang boses na tanong ko so I cleared my throat again. My gosh! Alam kong namumula na ang mukha ko ngayon dahil sa kahihiyan!

I heard his sexy low chuckle again at mas nagpadagdag pa yata iyon sa pagkapula ng mukha ko. He put a hand on his waist and I catched a glimpse of his silver chain necklace nang gumalaw sya. Mas lalo pang humapit ang simpleng white shirt nya dahil sa ginawa nya.

“Yes, huntress. This is my room.” he answered with his smirk again.

I mentally cursed because of my stupidity. Gosh! Why did I assumed that he’s following me?!

“Okay…” I said. “I’m sorry for shouting. I just thought that you’re really following me because of what you’ve said earlier.” And I’m right. I wouldn’t make an assumption if he hadn’t said those words earlier when we were at the aircraft. “Anyway, enjoy your stay.”

Tinalikuran ko na sya at itinapat ang card key sa lock ng pinto ng room ko. Tumunog ang lock and I was about to open the door and go inside when Hunter asked something.

“What’s your schedule for tomorrow?” he asked. Mabilis akong umikot paharap sa kanya.

“Uh, I have no flight for tomorrow. Probably I’ll just tour around.” I answered.

“I’ll accompany you.” he said and my frown came back from my face again.

“What?” tanong kong medyo tumaas na ang tono.

He laughed using his deep and harsh voice that made me stared at him. I don’t know. Sobrang nakakaakit sa pandinig ang boses nya at hindi ko mapigilan na titigan na lang sya para maghintay kung maririnig ko ang boses nya.

“Sasamahan kita.” sabi nya. He took an advance step at napasandal ako sa nakapinid na pinto sa likuran ko. I should’ve opened the door earlier!

“Back off…” kulang sa lakas na sabi ko.

But Hunter didn’t listen. Umaabante pa rin sya at dahil wala na akong maatrasan ay nakalapit sya sa akin. Nararamdaman ko ang init ng katawan nya sa sobrang lapit namin sa isa’t isa. He put his hands on the both sides of my head, caging me inside his arms, while his gray eyes stared deeply at my blue eyes.

“You’re right, huntress. Sinusundan kita. I’ve told you that I’m going to chase you.” his raspy voice sent a chill down my spine. Napalunok ako sa lakas ng epekto nya sa akin.

“Why… Why are you doing this? I don’t even know you that much.”

He tsked. Gumala ang mga mata nya sa kabuuan ng mukha ko. And because if our closeness, I was able to watch the movements of his eyes. His eyes traveled through my eyebrows, my nose, my cheeks and down to my lips. Nagtagal ang titig nya sa mga labi ko bago bumalik ang tingin nya sa mga mata ko.

“One reason, Artemis.” sabi nya and heck, he called me by my name again! “I am the hunter and you are my goddess. I’ll keep on chasing you and you can’t escape this loyal hunter.”

Ayan na naman sya sa goddess-goddess nya na yan!

Sa inis ko sa pagka-baliw nya ay itinulak ko sya. Mabilis akong pumasok sa loob ng room ko at ini-lock ang pinto. Hinihingal ako sa bilis ng tibok ng puso ko na hindi ko alam kung kailan nangyari. All I know is that I am so annoyed right now because of the man just outside my room!

I don’t know what’s his deal with me but I just couldn’t understand him! He keeps on saying that I am his goddess just because his name is Hunter!

Okay. Artemis is the goddess of the hunt, the moon, archery and so on. In greek mythology, hunters would pray to Artemis to give blessings for their hunt.

But gosh! We’re in the twenty first century already! And I am not a greek nor a goddess para habul-habulin nya! He’s really insane!

“Kuya! Hunter is here!” tinawagan ko na si Kuya Helios dahil sya naman talaga ang bestfriend kaya hindi ko alam kung bakit sunod nang sunod sa akin ang Hunter na ’yon!

“Where?” tanong ni Kuya Helios and I can tell that he’s not interested to know his bestfriend’s whereabouts.

“Here! In Tokyo!”

“Anong ginagawa nya dyan?”

“I don’t know! But he keeps on saying that he’ll chase me! Kuya, he is so creepy!”

I heard Kuya’s booming laugh on the other line. Despite the situation that I’m in, I can’t help but to smile. Ever since my Kuya Helios met his daughter, Summer, naging masiyahin na sya. Especially when he started to love Zuri.

“Give the man a break, kiddo.” sabi ni Kuya nang matapos ang pagtawa nya. “Just let him.”

“Anong let him? He’s everywhere I go, Kuya! I don’t even know why he’s following me! You’re his best friend pero sa akin sya sunod nang sunod! He’s so weird!”

“It’ll be weirder if he’ll chase me, kiddo.” muling natawa si Kuya. “Just let him. Artemis. That man is good. And he’s too loyal so he won’t cheat on you.”

Dahil sa sinabi nya ay naalala ko na naman ang pangloloko ni Joshua sa akin. I was doing okay na, eh, pero pinaalala naman ni Kuya. Kinakalimutan ko na nga sya!

Gosh… For a minute, nakalimutan ko ang tungkol kay Joshua dahil sa inis ko kay Hunter.

“Is that Tita Goddess?”

I heard that cute voice on the other line and I felt excited when I recognized who the owner is! Aww, that little girl is the happy pill of Gallagher family! I mean, kapag may nalulungkot sa amin, napapasaya nya agad without doing any effort!

“Tita Goddess!” Summer voice is clearer na compared earlier kaya alam kong ibinigay ni Kuya Helios ang phone sa kanya.

“Hello, Princess.” I greeted her with a cheerful voice. Nawala na din ang kaninang inis na nararamdaman ko.

“Where are you po? Daddy said that you’re not here in the Philippines.”

“Yes, Princess. I’m here in Japan.” hindi matanggal ang ngiti sa mga labi ko habang kausap ko ang pamangkin ko. Gosh… I remember her chubby cheeks at mas lalo tuloy akong nanggigil sa batang ’to!

“Can you buy me pasalubong, Tita Goddess? Please? Pretty please? Pretty please like the two of us?”

Natawa ako sa paglalambing nya. My gosh! I should thank Zuri for giving Summer into our lives!

“Okay. What pasalubong would you like?”

“I want sushi!” sabi nya at narinig ko agad ang reklamo ni Kuya Helios.

“I can buy you authentic sushi right now, Princess. You can ask for more.”

“Uh, cherry blossom tree?” Summer suggested and I laughed.

“How about I’ll buy you a kimono? You don’t have that, right?”

“Daddy, what’s a kimono?”

“I’ll show it to you.” nakarinig ako ng pag-type sa keyboard so I bet that Kuya Helios showed Summer the picture of the kimono from the internet.

I heard Summer gasped and then her excited voice. “I like kimono, Tita Goddess! It’s pretty! I want that as pasalubong, please?”

I smiled. She’s the cutest, my gosh! “Okay, Princess. I’ll buy you a kimono.”

“Yay! Thank you, Tita Goddess! Girl power!”

Tumawa ako bago sya sinagot. “Girl power, baby.”

I ended the call and decided to take a shower. I’m still tired because of the flight earlier. Magpapahinga na lang siguro muna ako para bukas ay may lakas ako sa pamamasyal.

Speaking of pamamasyal, I remember Hunter. Gosh! I just wish that he won’t bother me tomorrow!

But when tomorrow came, I realized that my wish wasn’t granted.

Chapter 7

It was so cold the next morning and I was so lazy to get up on the bed. I just wanna lay down and sleep all day while the comforter hugs my body. The coldness feels so good. Unlike sa Philippines na kahit Ber months na ay mainit pa rin.

It was the last month of winter season here in Japan. I want to see the cherry blossoms pero mamumulaklak ang puno nila by next month pa up to May. Well… I can just go back here anytime naman if I’m not busy.

Luckily, I’ve brought my winter clothes here with me. Kung hindi ay hindi ako makaka-roam around today with just thin clothes. Winter in Japan is really cold pa naman. I can still remember the first time I went here na winter season din. Hindi ko nakayanan ang lamig noon at nagkasakit pa ako. Well, I was still young back then so my young body couldn’t take the change in temperature.

I got up lazily kahit gustong gusto kong bumalik sa kama. I want this day to be productive since I’ll have a flight back to Philippines tomorrow. And I promised Summer that I’ll buy her a pasalubong, eh. I might as well buy her a gift since malapit na rin ang birthday nya. Two more months to go.

I took a hot bath and did my morning routine. Actually, it’s late morning routine na dahil nagtagal ako sa paghiga sa kama. I thought really hard if I should get up and have a productive day or if I should lay down na lang all day. Sa huli, nanalo ang masipag na Artemis.

Tatlong damit na magkakapatong ang suot ko. One is my undershirt, then my blue sweatshirt at ang huli ay ang navy blue trenchcoat ko. I also wore a black jeans and a knee hight boots. It’s already cold here inside my roam, what more if outside pa?

I took my sling bag and put my important belongings there. Kinuha ko ang card key at inilagay iyon sa loob ng bag. Then I turned off all the light and went outside my room.

The moment I stepped out, I immediately frowned. Standing outside his room’s door, looking like a fashion model is Hunter. Hindi ko napigilan ang paglalakbay ng mga mata ko sa kabuuan nya.

He’s wearing a black long trenchcoat at sa loob ay naka black turtle neck longsleeve sya. May gray scarf syang suot sa leeg nya. He’s also wearing a tight jeans and a brown winter boots. May beanie din syang suot and he looks so cute with that.

My gosh! I’m sure that talent scouts will scout him if they’ll see him! His winter fashion looks so good to him!

He had his hands on the side pockets of his trenchcoat while leaning on his room’s door pero dumiretso din ng tayo pagkalabas ko. He eyed me from head to toe and chewed the inside of his cheeks while doing so. Nag iwas ako ng tingin sa kanya.

“Ready?” he even asked. I looked at him again wearing a frown on my face.

“What? Anong ready?”

“To wherever you’ll go. Sasamahan kita.”

Humalukipkip ako sa harapan nya. “What makes you think that I’ll let you come with me? And did you really stand here outside your room just to wait for me?”

Gosh… Ilang oras kaya syang naghintay? I wanted to scold myself from wasting my time on the bed earlier!

“You didn’t tell me what time you’ll go out.” sabi nyang nagkibit-balikat lang.

“It’s because I didn’t agreed with your company today! And do you know that you’re acting like a stalker, right now?”

Ngumuso sya and the heck with myself ’cause I find him sexily cute when he did that! But why am I adding “sexy” with everything that he does?

’Cause this is actually my first time seeing a man so sexy like him! I mean, Kuya Helios and Apollo are handsome too pero dahil everyday ko silang nakikita ay nakakasawa din ang pagmumukha nila. I love them naman kahit ganoon.

But Hunter… Hunter looks so damn attractive in everything he does. Kahit yata ang paghinga nya lang ay nagmumukha na syang sexy and gorgeous man. Kung hindi lang siguro ako brokenhearted dito at kung babawasan nya ang pagiging stalker nya ay magiging crush ko na siguro sya.

“I’m not offended.” he said and sexily chuckled. Gosh, Artemis! Stop with that ‘sexy’ thing! “Call it stalking if you want but I’ll call this ‘chasing my goddess’” then he smirked at me.

I just rolled my eyes in frustration. It’s impossible to have a meaningful talk with someone like him. I just really don’t know what Kuya Helios found in him to make him his bestfriend.

“So? You’ll let me go with you?” tanong ni Hunter nang magsimula na akong maglakad at nakasunod na naman sya sa akin. He pushed the elevator’s button and we waited for it.

“Hindi naman kita mapipigilan even if I say no, diba?” I said nang pumasok na ako sa loob ng elevator.

He smirked. “Good to know that you’re starting to know me.” I just rolled my eyes at him. Kapag pinansin ko pa sya nang pinansin ay mas lalo lang akong maiinis. And I don’t want to ruin this day.

When we went out the hotel, turns out that I am right. It so freaking cold! My breath creates a fog everytime that I exhaled. Hindi pa ako nakuntento. I slowly exhaled using my mouth and I smiled when I see a bigger fog this time.

I heard Hunter’s low chuckle beside me. Napalingon tuloy ako sa kanya at nakita ko ang ngiti nya. It looks like he’s enjoying this more than I am. Tuwang tuwa syang pinapanood ako sa ginagawa ko.

I see his breath too everytime he exhales and I had to remind myself that it was because of the coldness here and not because of his hotness. Hindi bagay sa kanya ang season ng Japan ngayon!

“Do you want to eat first?” he asked and I realized that I haven’t eaten anything yet. Heck, I had to agree with this time kahit na ako lang talaga ang may lakad ngayon at sinasamahan nya lang ako.

“Can we eat ramen? It’s so cold, eh. Gusto ko ng sabaw.”

Mahina syang tumawa at tinanguan ako. “Anything you want, huntress.”

I glared at him. “Don’t call me that!”

“Why? Would you prefer me calling you as my goddess, then?”

Oh my gosh! This guy is hopeless! Hindi ko alam kung anong utak ang meron sya at sa bawat salita nya ay naiinis lang ako!

Okay na sana sya, eh. He’s hot, full of sexiness, handsome, gorgeous and so many compliments that I can even think of pero may isa lang na problema. Kinulang sya ng turnilyo sa utak nya.

We went to the famous ramen restaurant in Shibaoken and I was shock to see so many locals here. Iba’t iba ang mga customers din doon. May mga students akong nakikita and mga nagtatrabaho na base on their suits and uniform. Mayroon din akong mga nakikita na tourist dito. So I guess this ramen restaurant is really famous here.

And as expected, the moment we stepped inside, all eyes were on us. Mas lalo pang nagtatagal ang tingin ng mga babae dahil sa lalaking kasama ko. They’re obviously admiring him, shamelessly staring him from head to toe. I even heard a camera shutter from the cellphone of the female students who were giggling while looking at the picture they took. I rolled my eyes heavenward and find a vacant seat.

Nag order na kami ni Hunter nang makaupo at ginala ko lang ang paningin ko sa paligid. I don’t want to engage in a conversation with this man in front me. Baka mainis na naman kasi ako. Hindi ko pa naman mapigilan ang pagtaas ng boses ko kapag kausap ko sya. And I don’t want to embarrass myself in a public place.

“ Itadakimasu .“ Hunter and I said in unison before we dig into our food. Napangiti na lang ako. Looks like he knows the culture of the Japanese people, huh?

Well… That’s cute.

“What are your plans for today?” he said and I stared at him as he remove the scallions in my dish. Inililipat nya iyon sa kanya.

Pinapanood ko lang sya habang ginagawa nya iyon. He removed his trenchcoat and scarf earlier at inilagay nya sa katabi nyang upuan so he can move freely. Heck, he looked even more dashing with his black turtle neck longsleeve and a tight jeans. Nirolyo nya pa pataas ang sleeves ng turtle neck nya kaya nakita ko na naman ang leather bracelet nya with the bow and arrow design.

“How did you know that I hate scallions?” I asked na. I truly believe that he’s really stalking me!

Napatigil sya sa ginagawa nya at tinignan ako. “Hindi mo ba sinabi sa akin?”

I rolled my eyes. Kulang na lang ay bumaliktad ang mga mata ko sa kakarolyo ko kanina pa. This man is so unbelievable!

“You know, Hunter, this is the first time that we’ve talked properly after… Five years.” I said. And heck, he’s acting like we know each other for a long time.

Instead of answering my question, he smirked. “My name sounds so good on your lips.”

Oh. My. Freaking. Gosh!

Tinawanan nya ang nalukot kong mukha dahil sa sobrang inis. And even his laughter sounds so sexy in my ears! I don’t even know how many times I will use the word “sexy” when he’s around.

“Chill. I’m just kidding.” natatawang sabi nya at pinagpatuloy ang pag aalis ng mga scallions sa ramen ko. “Sinabi ni Apollo.”

I frowned. “Ni Apollo?” Why would Apollo tell that to him? My twin brother is overprotective at alam kong hinding hindi sya magsasabi ng mga bagay na tungkol sa akin basta-basta.

He nodded and didn’t say anything. Inilahad nya ang ramen ko nang maalis nya na ang lahat ng mga scallions doon.

The ramen is so good! I could tell why this restaurant is so famous here! I’ve eaten a ramen back then and so far, this restaurant has the best ramen!

Hunter paid for our food. I refused at first. Ayokong magkautang na loob and I can pay for my food naman pero nagpumilit sya. Kaysa sumakit na naman ang ulo ko ay pumayag na lang ako.

“Gosh! It’s so cold!” I exclaimed when we stepped out of the restaurant. Kaya nga ako kumain ng may sabaw ay para mabawasan ang panlalamig ko pero sobrang lamig kasi talaga ngayon. There’s not even a snowfall but it’s still cold!

“Here.”

Nagulat ako nang pinaharap ako ni Hunter sa kanya. He started wrapping my neck with his gray scarf na ginamit nya kanina. Naiwan ang amoy ng pabango nya doon! Tinakpan nya ng scarf ang leeg ko hanggang bibig ko kaya amoy na amoy ko sya sa scarf na iyon.

I’m just watching him as he removed his beanie. Isinuot nya sa akin iyon at hindi ko alam kung bakit biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko habang pinapanood ko sya. Nagulo ang buhok nya nang tanggalin nya ang beanie kanina and I had to stop my hands from fixing it for him.

“Still cold?” tanong nya nang maiayos sa ulo ko ang beanie nya. His scarf and beanie gave more warmth to me.

“Paano ka?” I asked. It’s really cold talaga at alam kong nilalamig na rin sya. His ears and cheeks were turning red because of the coldness.

“I’m good.” sabi nya at ginulo ang buhok nyang magulo na. It made him look more attractive! “So? Where to?”

“Uhm…” I cleared my throat. “Sa kimono shop.”

We both went to the famous kimono shop that sells classy and sophisticated looking kimonos. Summer is still young but one can notice immediately that she has a Gallagher blood. Kahit si Zuri ang nagpalaki sa kanya at hindi nakasama ni Summer ang mga Gallagher nang magkaisip sya, she still act and look like one. Especially her electric blue eyes na namana nya kay Kuya Helios.

“ Irrashaimase .“ bati sa amin noong babaeng medyo may edad na pagkapasok namin ng shop. She’s wearing a deep blue kimono with a flowery design. Nakaayos din ang buhok nya. I smiled at her as she greets us.

“Do you have a kimono for four years old girls?” tanong ko sa babae pagkalapit ko sa kanya. She didn’t answered and looked confused. That’s when I knew that she can’t understand English. “No English?” I even asked.

The lady gave me an apologetic smile. “No English.”

Oh, no. I only know the basics in nihonggo but I couldn’t construct a sentence. Basic nihonggo lang din naman ang FOLA namin back in college and four months is not enough to learn the whole language. It was Kuya Helios and Apollo who studied different languages since they own a company and they have chances to talk with foreign nationals.

I use English as I work in the cockpit area on the aircraft at ang mga flight attendants naman ang nakikipag usap sa mga pasahero. While the control tower use English as their language.

“Oh my gosh. I don’t know nihonggo that much.” bulong ko na narinig ni Hunter.

“Let me.” pagpresinta nya at sya na ang humarap doon sa babae. “ Konnichiwa. Yon-sai no on’nanoko-yō no kimono wa arimasu ka?

I stared at Hunter in disbelief as he skillfully talks in full nihonggo! Napatitig ako sa mga labi nya. Ang sarap kasing tignan at marinig na ibang lengwahe ang lumalabas doon. Now, he looked even more sexy and handsome in my eyes!

Parang sanay na sanay magsalita si Hunter ng nihonggo. Kahit ang accent ng mga Japanese ay gayang-gaya nya. People would thought that nihonggo was his first language dahil sa galing nya.

“ Hai! Dono sutairu o o sagashidesu ka?“ sagot noong owner na mukhang giliw na giliw kay Hunter.

Hunter looked at me. “What style?”

“Oh! Uhm, yung classy look sana.” sagot ko and Hunter looked at the lady again.

“ Jōhin’na sutairu.“

Naglabas ng mga kimono ang owner at namamangha ako sa ganda ng tela at design noon. I know that it would cost much seeing how authentic the kimono is but I can afford naman. Maybe I should buy a kimono for myself as well?

“Do you think this will look good for Summer?” I asked Hunter. Pinakita ko sa kanya ang isang red kimono with a cherry blossom design. Hunter looked at it and I could tell na pinag iisipan nya talaga. I can’t help but to smile as I looked at him.

Gosh… Why do I find him so cute?

“The color is too much, I think?” komento nya. “Try to find softer colors.”

I did what he said. Well, he’s right. Red doesn’t suits Summer, eh. She’s young pa naman. Siguro kapag lumaki na lang sya.

I noticed the smile on the owner’s face as she watched us choose a kimono. Palipat-lipat ang tingin nya sa amin ni Hunter. Nginitian ko na lang sya nang magtagpo ang tingin namin.

In the end, I choose a carnation pink kimono with a cherry blossom details for the design. Hunter approved for it to so I guess that this will be perfect for Summer.

“ Kore wa anata no musume no tamedesu ka?“ tanong sa amin ng owner when she gave us the kimono that is now in a paper bag. I looked at Hunter ’cause I didn’t understand what she’d said.

Nakita kong natigilan si Hunter pero ngumiti din naman pagkatapos before he took the paper bag. Base on his smile, I could tell that the lady asked for a good thing.

“ Sō iu koto ga.“ Hunter answered and I gave him a confused look. He just smirked at me. Sinimangutan ko na sya.

The lady thanked us as we stepped out of her shop. Muli ko na namang naramdaman ang lamig lalo na sa mga daliri ko sa kamay. I warmed it using my breath and rubbed my hands together.

“Anong tinanong sayo ’nung owner?” I asked Hunter. I can’t help it. Curiosity is killing me. Feeling ko kasi ay pinag uusapan nila ako.

“Not that important.” he simply said at pinanood ako sa ginagawa ko. “You’re still cold?”

I nodded and rubbed my hands together ulit. “I should’ve wear a gloves.”

Hunter next actions shocked me. Inilapag nya muna ang paper bag sa baba. Then he took both of my hands at ikinulong iyon sa mga palad nya. He gave our hands warmth using is breath and I immediately blushed when he did that. Feeling ko ay nag aapoy ang mukha ko sa pagkapula!

Ayan, naiinitin na ako.

“O-okay na.” sabi ko at sinubukan bawiin ang kamay ko sa kanya pero isa lang ang nabawi ko.

He held my other hand with his hand at ipinasok nya sa bulsa ng trench coat nya ang mga kamay namin. Habang ang isa nya namang kamay ay kinuha ang paper bag sa lapag.

“Let’s go?” he said like he’s doing a normal thing. Mukhang ako lang ang naapektuhan sa ginawa nya.

My gosh! His hand feels so warm! Nakahawak pa rin sya sa kamay ko kahit na nasa loob na iyon ng bulsa ng trenchcoat nya! I am blushing so hard right now and my heart started to beats fast again!

Itinaas ko ang scarf nya hanggang sa ilong ko just to hide my blushing face. He chuckled at my reaction and I just rolled my eyes at him.

Gosh… Hunter and his effect on me.

And I realized, I didn’t think of Joshua for the whole day. Well, that’s a first time.

Chapter 8

Hunter took my flight again back to the Philippines. So I wasn’t surprised when the aircraft landed and I found him waiting for me again on the first class seats as I went out the cockpit area. I rolled my eyes when I saw his smirk at magkasabay na kaming bumaba ng eroplano.

Hunter’s stalking went on for days. Then days became weeks and weeks became months. I tried to make him stop following me every damn time but he just wouldn’t. Nasusunod ang gusto nya. Especially when he’s buying first class ticket just to be with me on my every flight.

How much money is he wasting just for this? Hindi lang kasi flight tickets ang pinagkaka-gastusan nya. Even the accommodation at the hotels where I am staying at all the places and countries na nagiging flight ko. And Hunter didn’t even missed one single flight of mine ever since he said that he’ll start chasing me.

I don’t even know why he’s doing this! We only have like few interactions before. Bilang na bilang ko pa sa mga daliri ko yung mga naging pag uusap namin! And now he’s going to act like this? What the heck does he wants?

Well, it’s not like he’s bothering me. He’s actually making me forget about Joshua. Dahil kapag nandito sya, nakakalimutan ako ang about sa break up dahil sa inis ko sa kanya. What I just don’t like is that he’s always, always following me wherever I go. But even so, I feel like he’s the diversion that I need so I can forget about Joshua.

Hindi naman ganoon kadali ang makalimutan si Joshua. The feelings won’t disappear easily just because we’ve broken up. I mean, nag-break kami then few days ay mawawala na agad ang feelings? Hindi ganoon. Especially that we shared five years together.

The normal things that I was doing for five years is not normal anymore. Hindi na normal na i-text, chat and call sya every morning, every night or every damn time na mami-miss ko sya. Hindi na normal na makipag-kita ako sa kanya right after my flight back in Manila. Hindi na normal na kumustahin sya. Hindi na normal na mukha nya ang gawing wallpaper ko sa phone ko. Hindi na normal ang sabihing mahal ko sya.

Everything is not normal anymore when it comes to him.

First few weeks is hard. Naaalala ko pa na kapag gumigising ako every morning, I would reach for my phone. With my dazed and sleepy self, I would type a good morning message for him. Saka ko lang mare-realize ang ginagawa ko kapag ise-send ko na ang message. Dahil hindi na naka-save sa contacts ko ang number nya.

Then, I would start to feel so stupid. Stupid for still doing those things for him. Kaya kahit na inis ako sa pagsunod-sunod ni Hunter ay hinahayaan ko lang. His presence is helping me forget about Joshua. I know that it will look like that I’m using him. But heck, I’m desperate. Desperate to make my feelings for Joshua disappear. Kasi sa mga araw na lumilipas ay mas lalong lumalala ang pagka-miss ko sa kanya. And I would just hate myself for feeling this way.

I glanced at the man who take the seat in front of me and immediately frowned when I saw who it was. He just sipped on his cup of tea, not minding the reaction that I’m giving him everytime that I saw him.

“What the heck are you doing here?” I asked. Itong tanong na ito ang lagi kong ibinubungad sa kanya kapag nagkikita kami.

“Drinking coffee.” he said. I rolled my eyes.

“Obviously, you’re drinking coffee. What I mean is, anong ginagawa mo dito? Paano ka nakapasok? This pantry if for GE Airlines’ employees only.”

I looked around and saw that some employees were also glancing our way with confused look mixed with adoration as they stared at Hunter in front of me.

“Uy, Captain. Sino ’yan, ha?” asar pa ng isang flight attendant sa akin na palagi kong nakakasama sa mga flights ko. Umupo sya sa table na katapat ng sa amin.

“No one.” I answered and looked at Hunter again. “You can’t be here.” I told him. Para syang kabute. Kung saan-saan sumusulpot.

“I can be here. Nandito na nga ako, oh.” he even spread his arms to emphasize his point.

“Paano ka nakapasok?”

“Apollo let me.”

I rolled my eyes. That jerk. Hindi ko alam kung anong pinakain nya sa mga kapatid ko at mukhang gustong gusto nila si Hunter.

“Geez, Hunter. When will you ever stop following me?”

“Kapag nahabol na kita.”

At narinig iyon ng mga nakaupo sa katabi naming table.

“Magpahabol ka na kasi, Captain.” then they giggled.

I looked at them. Parang kanina lang ay isang tao lang ang nakaupo doon. But now, every seats on that damn table is occupied. Imbes na ang pagkain nila ang pagtuunan nila ng pansin ay mas mukhang interesado pa sila sa pinag-uusapan namin ni Hunter. Or kay Hunter lang, rather.

“Why are you following me ba?” I asked him this question so many times, hoping na makakakuha ako ng matinong sagot mula sa kanya. Pero iisa lang ang sinasagot nya.

“Because you’re my goddess.”

Nakarinig ako ng pang aasar mula sa kabilang table. I glared at them para tumigil na sila but they seem to enjoy my reaction. Mas lalo pa silang tumawa at inirapan ko na lang sila.

Well, I’m happy that they’re treating me this way. Kahit na alam nila na kakambal ako ng may ari ng airline kung saan sila nagta-trabaho. They’re treating me like their Captain and not Artemis Gallagher. Ibang iba noong nag aaral pa lang ako.

And this makes me so happy.

It’s my day off and I decided to stroll around the mall. I invited Daphne today but she said that she have to go somewhere to look for her mother kaya ako lang mag isa ngayon. It’s okay, though kaysa manatili ako sa bahay. Kapag nanatili kasi ako sa bahay ay maaalala ko na naman ang tungkol kay Joshua. And as much as possible, I don’t want to remember anything about him. Kung minsan ay naiisip kong gayahin na lang si Daphne. Pero ang gusto ko, ay yung totoong makakalimot ako.

They say that it takes time for people to move on. That time heals all wounds. But for how long? How long should I wait so that my feelings for him would disappear? How long should I wait to stop being hurt whenever I think about the memories that we shared? How long? Kasi parang mas lalong sumasakit pa yata ang nararamdaman ko sa bawat araw na dumadaan.

I stared at my phone. Burado na ang contact number ni Joshua doon but it’s still useless dahil kabisado ko naman ang number nya. At hindi ko pa rin binubura sa gallery ko ang mga pictures namin ni Joshua together.

I sighed and put the phone inside my purse. Not deleting our photos together means that I still have a long way to go to forget about him. Hindi ko alam kung kailan. Hindi ko din alam kung dadating pa ang panahon na iyon.

If only I listened to Apollo the first time that he warned me, hindi na sana ako nasaktan ng ganito.

“Artemis?”

I looked up at the girl who blocked my way as she calls my name. Tinitigan ko ang mukha nya. I know her but I don’t know her name. Sya yung taong sumira ng bracelet ko noon.

“Oh, hi.” I said. Playing safe na hindi banggitin ang pangalan nya.

“Wow!” she eyed me from head to toe. “You look as gorgeous as ever!”

I smiled at her. Tinignan ko din ang kabuuan nya. I was looking for something to compliment her but I couldn’t find any. She’s still the same fake girl who only befriended me just to gain fame inside our campus.

“Nice shoes.” sabi ko na lang. Wala kasing kapuri-puri sa pagkatao nya. And I don’t want to lie just for her.

“Thanks!” sabi nya at tumingin sa mga paa nya. “I heard that you and your boyfriend have broken up. What was his name again? Joshua?”

I pursed my lips. I didn’t like where this is going. I mean, I cut off my ties with her ever since the day when she broke my charm bracelet. Pero alam ko din na nag aral sya sa same university kung saan ako nag aral ng college. And being a Gallagher, probably she heard about the news of Joshua and me back then. I just didn’t know na malalaman nya pa ang tungkol sa amin ni Joshua ngayon since matagal na kaming graduated.

“Rumors do fly, don’t they?” I said and faked a laugh.

She giggled. Hindi man lang nag-deny sa pagiging tsismosa nya.

“I saw the picture where your ex was kissing someone at the bar! And clearly, the girl is not you.” Oh, wow. So kumalat pala ang picture na iyon? Probably that’s how Apollo manage to get the photo. “Don’t tell me na dahil lang sa picture na iyon kaya kayo nag-break?”

I choose to close my mouth. It’s not my obligation to answer her. Alam ko din na kaya nya ako kinakausap ngayon ay para makibalita lang tungkol doon. That’s how toxic people are. They will pretend to be concern but in the end, they just want to rub your failure in your face.

“Oh my god! Am I right?” tili nya nang hindi ako sumagot. “That is so shallow, Artemis! You chose to end your five years relationship just because of that photo?”

I frowned. Not bothering to say anything. Not bothering to tell her my reason. And that picture was not just a picture! The girl and Joshua was french kissing while her legs was straddling his waist! And based on the photo, it was clear that Joshua was enjoying the kiss as his hands roam around her body!

“My god, Artemis! That was just a kiss! Madalas mangyari iyon kapag nalalasing ang mga tao. Even married people would kiss strangers when they’re drunk! Pero ikaw? Tinapos mo na agad ang relasyon nyo dahil sa isang halik?” she eyed me from head to toe again. But this time, with a distaste look on her face. “Napakababaw! I didn’t know that you’re this dumb.”

Nagulat ako sa pang iinsulto nya. Nanahimik ako dito tapos lalapitan nya lang ako para laitin at magsabi ng kung ano-ano?!

“How dare you?” I said with my gritted teeth.

“Oops, I’m sorry.” she said, using the exact same words that she said when she broke my charm bracelet. And she still doesn’t look apologetic to me. “Below the belt na ba?”

I wanted to slap her face and pull her hair na matagal ko nang gustong gawin sa kanya simula nang masira nya ang charm bracelet ko. But I maintained my composure. I’m a Gallagher and I shouldn’t involved in a cat fight with someone like her.

Arguing with a fool only proves that there are two.

I smiled and I saw that she’s taken aback with what I’ve did. “No, it’s okay. I’m not offended.” sabi ko pa at itinago ko sa likuran ko ang mga nakakuyom kong mga palad. My nails dig onto my palm.

“Oh. So inaamin mong tanga ka nga?”

Pero kung ganitong babae ang kaharap ko ay mahirap nang magpigil. Ibang ngiti na ang ibinibigay ko sa kanya. Yung ngiti na nagpipigil na huwag syang saktan. Gosh, I don’t want to look so pathetic just because of her!

“What’s happening here?”

Nagulat ako sa bagong dating at mula sa likod ko ay hinawakan nya ang mga kamay kong nakakuyom. He stood beside me pero ang isang kamay nya ay busy sa mga kamay ko. Pinilit nyang ibinuka ang isa, then he intertwined his fingers with mine. Saka ko lang naramdaman ang hapdi sa mga palad ko.

“Hunter…” I mumbled his name. He glanced at me and I saw his serious expression kaya hindi ko alam kung anong iniisip nya sa mga oras na ’to.

He’s wearing a plain black shirt and a denim pants with brown combat boots. Nakasuot sya ng aviators giving emphasize to his perfect nose. Simple lang ang suot nya but it doesn’t make him any less attractive. Kahit ano pa yatang isuot nya ay maglalaway ang lahat ng mga babaeng makakakita sa kanya.

Just like the woman in front of us.

“Oh my gosh, Artemis! Pakilala mo naman ako.” sabi pa nya na parang hindi ako ininsulto kanina lang.

“This is Hunter. Hunter this is—” napatigil ako. Gosh, hindi ko nga pala alam ang pangalan nya.

But before I could say any random names, Hunter spoke.

“Not interested.” sabi nya na nagpanganga sa babaeng kaharap namin. He looked at me and leaned for a whisper. “Let’s treat your wounds.”

I wanted to say that there’s no need. Maliit lang naman ang mga sugat sa palad ko. Hindi nakamamatay. But then, I don’t want to stay any longer in the same radius with this fake girl that’s shamelessly eye raping Hunter. Kaya sumama na ako kay Hunter hanggang sa makarating kami ng kotse nya sa may parking lot.

“There’s no need, you know.” I finally said when he took out the first aid kit from his glove compartment. He took off his aviator and put it on the dashboard. I was in the passenger’s seat of his Aston Martin Vanquish while he’s on the driver’s seat.

He has an expensive car, what the heck? Sino kaya ang mas mayaman sa kanila ni Kuya Helios?

“You shouldn’t hurt yourself.” sabi nya as he started to put an ointment to my wounds. Mahapdi sya, ha? Kay liit-liit pero mahapdi naman.

“I had no choice. Kaysa naman masabunutan ko ang babaeng iyon at mapahiya pa in public.”

I slightly jerk my hand but he tightened his grip and he blows the pain away. Namula ang mukha ko nang maalala ang ginawa nya noong nasa Japan kami.

“She’s not worthy of your pain.” sabi nya at nilagyan na ng band aid ang sugat ko. “No one is worthy to give you any pain.”

He stared at me with his gray eyes and I stared back. I find it really amusing when his eyes seems to get darker and darker the more that I stared to it. It seems so mysterious too. Parang maraming sikreto ang nakatago doon. And the longer that I stared at him, the faster my heart beats.

It look all my willpower to look away from him. Para kasing may magnet ang mga mata nya na kapag nahuli ang tingin ko ay nahihirapan akong makawala.

“Sila ang dapat na nasasaktan, Artemis. Hindi ikaw.” sabi nya kaya napabalik ang tingin ko sa kanya. I gave him a bitter smile.

“Too late. Nasaktan na ako. And it’s so hard to forget about the pain. To forget about him.”

I don’t even know why I’m opening up to Hunter. Hindi ko naman sya masyadong kilala. Ang alam ko lang, he’s Kuya Helios’ bestfriend. That’s all. But here I am, wanting to open up to him.

“You know why I’m letting you follow me around? It’s because you help me forget about him. Kapag nandyan ka, nakakalimutan ko sya. Pero kung hindi, hindi ka talaga makakalapit sa akin.” I joked.

“As if I’d let you stop me.” he mumbled but I ignored him.

“Do you think that my reason of breaking up with him is too shallow?” I asked, remember what the girl had said earlier. “Masyado bang mababaw? He was kissing another girl behind my back. Mababaw ba iyon? Should I have given him a second chance? Should I have tried to save our relationship? Dapat ba hindi muna ako sumuko?” I looked at Hunter. He’s staring intently at me. “Mali ba ang desisyon ko?”

He sighed. He reached out for my face and wiped away the tears. Hindi ko alam na umiiyak na pala ko. Heck, ayoko nang umiyak. I even promised myself that I won’t cry but I can’t do it.

“You’re not wrong. You’ve been fighting for five years already. You already gave him a chance to prove himself despite what happened to Apollo and him. You gave him enough chance but he wasted it.” he cupped both of my cheeks. “Don’t question yourself, huntress. Your reason is not shallow. Kung nasaktan ka ng sobra-sobra, then it’s just right to let him go.”

I cried again and I saw him panicked a bit as he tried to wipe those tears that was just rolling down my cheeks. Sa bawat luhang tumutulo ay nandoon sya para punasan ang mga iyon. Hindi nya hinahayaan magtagal sa mukha ko ang mga luha ko.

“Thank you.” I mumbled. Mula sa pagpupunas ng mga luha ko ay tumingin sya sa mga mata ko. “Thank you for telling me that I did the right thing.”

He removed the strands of my hair on my face and put it behind my ears. “No one is worthy of your tears, my goddess. So please, I beg you. Stop crying.”

“Then please, tell me how could I forget about him? Please, tell me what should I do to stop this pain. It hurts, Hunter.”

I can’t believe that I would ask for his advice. Sa taong kinaiinisan ko pa ako nakahanap ng comfort ngayong nasasaktan ako.

Hunter wiped the tears again that had escaped from my eyes. Alerto syang nagpupunas ng mga luha kong bumabagsak sa mga mata ko. Parang ayaw na ayaw nyang makita sa mukha ko ang ganoon.

He stared at me. Nauna nang mabigay ng emosyon ang mga mata nya before he answered my question.

“Huwag kang mamuhay sa multo ng nakaraan. Learn how to move on.” he smiled slightly but I can see the hurt in his eyes na hindi ko alam kung para saan. “Don’t worry, my goddess. I’ll help you. This is the reason why I came back. You are always my reason, Artemis.”

I closed my eyes. Feeling the warmth of his rough hands on my face. Making me realize that there’s someone here beside me. Memorizing the scent of his manly cologne that’s dominating my sense of smell. He smells of vanilla, mixed with mint and woody scent and it’s the most attractive scent that I’ve ever smelled.

I smiled. So this is Hunter Chase Sanford, huh?

Chapter 9

I absentmindedly stares at my twin brother who’s watching the TV but I know that he’s lost in his own thoughts too. I know that Daphne has already forgiven him so I don’t know what’s making him think this hard. But I’m sure that it’s about my bestfriend. Si Daphne lang naman ang may ganitong epekto sa kakambal ko.

I exhaled loudly. I stared at the TV too but my mind starts to wonder seconds later. Naisip ko na naman si Joshua. Kung dati ay natatawagan ko sya kapag nabo-bored ako sa buhay pero ngayon ay hindi na. I haven’t heard anything about him since the last time that he went here. I also blocked him in all of my social media accounts pero parang gusto ko na yata syang i-unblock para lang makibalita sa buhay nya.

Gosh, I should stop. I know that I shouldn’t do that. It would only make me look pathetic. Ako ang nagkipaghiwalay pero mukhang ako pa yata ang naghahabol. I love him so much but the pain of what he had done is killing me. Maybe, it will scarred me for life. Maybe, I will have trust issues for my future relationship dahil sa ginawa sa akin ni Joshua. Masyadong masakit. At natatakot akong isipin na baka maramdaman ko na naman ang sakit sa susunod kong magiging relasyon.

I fought for him. Ipinaglaban ko sya sa kakambal ko. Kahit na alam kong maaaring magalit sa akin si Apollo ay si Joshua pa rin ang pinili ko. I didn’t believed my twin brother when he said that he would just hurt me. ’Cause I love Joshua and I have so much trust in him. Kaya sya ang pinili ko kahit na marami kaming nasaktang tao.

I thought that all those sacrifices that I’ve made would pay off one day. I thought that we would have our sweet ending instead of a painful one. Pero nasayang lang ang lahat ng mga sakripisyo ko. Nasayang lang ang lahat ng mga efforts ko. ’Cause maybe for him, I wasn’t enough. It wasn’t enough. Kahit pa yata ibigay ko ang lahat ay makukulangan pa rin sya. ’Cause why would he kiss other girl if he’s contended with me? Why would he cheat if he really loves me?

“How do you know that Joshua would just hurt me?” I asked my twin brother, finally. Pero pareho pa rin kaming nakatingin sa TV. At kahit nang sumagot sya ay sa TV pa rin kami nakatingin.

“Kasi gago sya.” deretsong sagot ng kakambal ko.

I puffed a breath. Kung dati ay ipinagtatanggol ko pa si Joshua kapag pinagsasalitaan sya ni Apollo ng masama, ngayon ay hindi na. Matagal ko na ding alam ang dahilan kung bakit malaki ang galit nya sa ex-boyfriend ko.

“Kung hindi sya gago, hindi ka nya lolokohin.” Apollo said. “If he really loves you, Artemis, he will never give in to the temptations of kissing someone despite being drunk. Hindi nya gagawing rason iyon para lokohin ka. Kahit ilan pang nakahubad na mga babae ang iharap sa kanya, he will remember you if he really loves you. And that’s enough reason para hindi sya magloko.”

My eyebrows creased as I keep my eyes on the TV. I can feel the tears in the corner of my eyes but I stopped myself from crying. Baka pagtawanan pa ako ng kakambal ko.

Instead, I joked. “Coming from you, huh?”

He tore his gaze from the TV and finally looked at me with a smirk on his lips. “Yeah. Coming from me. Ito ang totoong retired playboy.” pinalo nya pa ng dalawang beses ang dibdib nya na parang nagmamayabang.

I laughed and rolled my eyes at him. I guess Daphne did really changed him. I just hope that she will give him a chance to love her again. Though, I sound hypocrite dahil hindi ko man lang binigyan ng isa pang chance si Joshua.

“Daphne forgave you, right?” tanong ko at tumango lang sya. “Do you think that I should forgive Joshua too and give him a second chance?”

Nakita ko ang inis sa mga mata ng kakambal ko dahil sa mga sinabi ko. Obviously, he’s opposed to the idea.

“Sa akin ka pa talaga nagtanong, huh?” he tsked. “Seriously, Artemis. You’ve given him enough chance. Ikaw pa nga ang nagmukhang lalaki sa relasyon nyo dahil ikaw yung mas nag-effort. I witnessed how you fought for him. I witnessed all your efforts pero sya, anong ginawa nya? Wala. Tapos in the end, magloloko lang sya? He doesn’t deserve anymore chance, li’l sis. He was once a playboy. He did it while you two were together so he might do it again.”

I stared at the TV again. I should listen to him this time. The last time I didn’t, nasaktan ako ng sobra. And I know that my brother just wanted to protect me. At tama na nga sigurong magpahinga na ako sa pakikipaglaban ng mag isa sa relasyon namin ni Joshua. Nakakapagod din kasi. Especially that I fought alone.

He looked at the TV again pero alam kong wala pa rin doon ang atensyon nya. He looked bothered and I want to help him but I’m afraid that he will not tell me about his problems.

Then I’ll just sit here with him. I hope that my presence will help him think that he’s not alone and I’m willing to help him.

Nakita kong pumasok si Kuya Helios sa loob ng mansyon. He looked so devastated and wrecked for a man na hinahangaan ko sa pagiging malakas. Kuya Helios is strong. He was still a young kid when our Dad trained him to be the owner of the Gallagher Empire. Tinuruan sya kung paano maging malakas at maging isang pader na hindi madaling matibag. ’Cause business world for a young people is too cruel. Kaya nang tumagal si Kuya Helios sa Gallagher Empire ay tuluyan na syang naging malakas. People gave him the title of ruthless billionaire for being a ruthless businessman.

But now, Kuya Helios looked so weak. Hindi makikitaan ng bakas ng pagiging walang awa nya. Sya na ngayon ang mas mukhang kaawa-awa dahil sa itsura nya.

He sat beside me in this sofa and I heard him heaved a deep sigh. Itinukod nya ang mga braso nya sa mga tuhod nya. Then he crouched his head and pulled his hair.

“I can’t find Zuri…”

Nagkatinginan kami ng kakambal ko. We both know where Zuri is but we promised her that we will help her if Kuya Helios hurt her again. Kahit naman noong nagtago din si Kuya Helios ay hindi namin sinabi kay Zuri about his whereabouts. But seeing my brother like this hurts me so much.

“She’s not in New York?” I asked. Apollo glared at me nang pumiyok ako. Inirapan ko lang sya.

“No… I don’t know where to find her. It’s just—” he covered his eyes with his palm. “I have to talk to her. I have to explain everything to her.” his voice broke and Apollo and I looked at each other again.

But we made a promise to Zuri. Baka kapag sinabi pa namin kay Kuya Helios ay tuluyan na syang magtago pa. Then, Kuya Helios will not see her and his daughter. Mas masakit iyon. At least, alam namin ni Apollo kung nasaan si Zuri ngayon.

We fell in silence. Kung may makakakita sa amin ay sure akong magtataka sila. The Gallagher siblings looking so problematic. At iisa lang ang pinoproblema namin.

About our own lovelife. Kuya Helios with Zuri, Apollo with Daphne and me with Joshua.

Why are we so unlucky in that department? Sabay-sabay pa talaga kaming nagkaproblema ng ganito.

Suddenly, Kuya Helios stood up. Napatingin kami ni Apollo sa kanya.

“I have to find Zuri.” sabi nya at muling umalis ng bahay.

Nagkatinginan kami ng kakambal ko. We both sighed and leaned our backs on the sofa. I know that he feels guilty too but we just don’t want Zuri to hide even from us. Lalo pa at kasama nya si Summer.

My thoughts were interrupted when my phone rang as I received a text from my stalker. I rolled my eyes and glared at Apollo.

“Bakit mo binigyan ng pass si Hunter sa pantry ng GE Airlines?!” I exclaimed. Naaalala ko kasi na araw-araw sumasabay sa akin si Hunter kapag nagla-lunch ako sa pantry ng airport. Araw-araw ko din nakikita ang mukha ni Hunter!

Apollo just glanced at me and looked at the TV again. “Kinukulit ako. I got irritated so I gave him what he wanted.”

“Ako naman tuloy ngayon ang kinukulit nya!” I can’t believe Apollo! I know that he can decline Hunter pero binigyan nya pa rin sya ng pass!

“At least hindi na ako ang kinukulit.” sabi nya na nagkibit-balikat pa.

I groaned in annoyance! I was just thanking him in my mind earlier but now, he’s pissing me of again! Sometimes, I want to tell to Daphne na pahirapan nya pa ang kakambal ko para makaganti lang!

Tumunog ang phone ko dahil sa tawag. It was Hunter who’s calling me. I am still pissed at Apollo na walang pakialam at nakatitig lang sa TV. So I picked up the call when I thought of a plan to get even.

“Hi, Daphne!” bati ko at agad na napatingin si Apollo sa akin. I raised an eyebrow at him.

“It’s Hunter.” malalim ang boses na sabi nya sa kabilang linya and it made my whole body shivers. I can hear his raspy and sexy voice and I just want to stop talking and listen to his voice all day!

But I continued. I’m still pissed at Apollo.

“Oh my gosh! Congratulations!” I even squealed and I saw the frown on Apollo’s face. I smirked inwardly. “I’m so happy for you!”

“Bakit?” tanong ni Apollo at may nakita akong kaunting kaba sa mga mata nya. I ignored him, of course!

“I have no idea what you’re talking about, my goddess.” si Hunter na gusto ko nang tawanan. “But you sound so cute.”

I pouted and tried to stop myself from blushing because of his compliment. Baka makahalata pa si Apollo sa kalokohan ko.

But it’s hard ’cause my heart beats so fast when I heard his deep and hoarse voice while saying that I sound so cute!

I cleared my throat. “Of course. I will attend your wedding! Kahit saan pa ’yan!” I said and I almost laughed when Apollo abruptly stood up. “Yes! Sasamahan kitang magsukat ng gown… Okay! Bye!” ibinaba ko na agad ang tawag bago pa makapagsalita si Hunter but I immediately sent him a text.

Me:

Don’t tell Apollo.

“Who’s that? Sinong ikakasal?” my twin brother asked and I smiled at him.

“Si Daphne! She’s engaged na to Loki!”

I received a reply from Hunter as Apollo started his cursing speech.

Crazy

Stalker:

Go out on a date with me.

I frowned. Hindi ko na pinansin ang kakambal ko na patuloy na sinisigawan ako. Asking me for details about Daphne and the wedding.

“The fuck, Artemis? Tell me?! When is the wedding?! Tell me para mapigilan ko!”

Me:

No.

“Artemis!” malakas na sigaw ng kakambal ko na nagpa-panic na. I rolled my eyes. That’s your fault for irritating me, my dear twin brother.

Muling nag-reply si Hunter.

Crazy Stalker:

Then I’ll tell your twin brother about your acting earlier.

My eyes widened. Napaalis pa ako sa pagkakasandal sa sofa. Is he blackmailing me?! And why the heck is he asking for a date ba?! Nababaliw na ba talaga sya?!

“Fuck!” malakas na sigaw ng kakambal ko at nagmartsa paalis. Hindi na kinayanan ang pag iignora ko sa kanya. I didn’t mind him and typed a reply for Hunter.

Me:

How dare you.

Wala pang isang minuto nang mag-reply sya.

Crazy Stalker:

Tomorrow. 8am. I’ll pick you up.

My gosh! He should be thankful that he’s helping me forget about Joshua. Hindi ko talaga sya papansinin kung hindi! Matagal na sana akong nag-file ng restraining order para sa kanya!

I wanted to have a driversion so I could forget about Joshua pero sakit sa ulo ang ibinigay sa akin!

I rolled my eyes heavenward and typed a reply.

Me:

Fine.

Chapter 10

I was pacing back and forth here in our living room while glancing at my phone from time to time. I don’t know how long I’ve been doing this but I can’t stay damn still. I feel like I will die in anxiety while waiting for Kuya Helios or Apollo or anyone to text me!

Someone went here and told Kuya Helios that Zuri is missing. Kuya answered that he’s been looking for Zuri pero ang sabi noong dalawang pumunta ay tonight daw sana ang flight ni Zuri papuntang New York at ihahatid sana nila but they didn’t find her at Daphne’s condo. Apollo called the airport and they said na no show daw sina Zuri at Summer.

That’s where Kuya Helios started to panic. He called Hunter and he asked him to find Zuri which I didn’t understand how he’ll do it. Hindi nga nahanap ni Kuya Helios si Zuri kahit na alam namin kung nasaan sya. What’s more for Hunter? But after like ten minutes, Kuya said that Hunter texted him where Zuri is.

How the heck did Hunter find where Zuri is that fast?

I almost jumped when my phone beep. Halos liparin ko na ang distansya ng cellphone ko at nakita ko na may text sa akin si Apollo. I read it and my anxiety doubled when the message contains that they’re in a hospital.

I drove fast and it’s a miracle that I didn’t got into an accident while on the way. Nanginginig kasi talaga ang mga kamay ko sa sobrang pag-aalala. I mean, why would they be here in a hospital if something didn’t bad happened, right? Apollo only texted their location lang and not the reason why they were there.

My gosh! I can’t freaking calm down!

“Miss!” I called the nurse in the information area. “Uhm, is there a patient named, uhh… Zuri Fitzgerald?” I asked, hoping that she would say no.

“Wala po, Ma’am.” sabi nung nurse at medyo nakahinga ako nang maluwag.

“How about… Helios Gallagher? He’s my brother.”

The nurse looked for the information again. I am already tapping my foot continuously on the floor while biting the skin of my lips. Kabang kaba talaga ako habang hinihintay ko ang sagot ng nurse sa akin.

“Room three-o-seven, Ma’am.”

“Oh… My… Freaking… Gosh…” I muttered breathlessly. Kahit ang pagtibok yata ng puso ko ay tumigil din.

Why would Kuya Helios be admitted here? Anong nangyari sa kanya? Did something bad really happened? Is he okay? Is he still breathing? Is my Kuya Helios still alive?

I fanned myself with my hands as I try to gasped for an air. Mahihimatay na yata ako sa sobrang kaba! Even the nurse is looking at me weirdly because of how I act!

“Thank you…” mahinang sabi ko at tumakbo na papunta sa room ni Kuya Helios.

Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! Please let him be safe. Please, let my Kuya Helios be safe. I know that Kuya Helios is not a perfect person but he’s not bad either. He’d done bad things pero pinag sisihan nya ang lahat ng iyon. I saw him changed. I witnessed how he tried to be a good father for Summer and a good partner for Zuri. He doesn’t deserve to die.

Please, give my Kuya Helios a second chance.

When I got out of the elevator, lumabas agad ako at lakad takbo ang ginawa papunta sa room ni Kuya Helios. Pero bago pa ako makalapit ay bumukas ang pinto. I saw Luther went out first, followed by Creed, and then Hunter na hawak-hawak si Lucius sa kwelyo at pilit inilalabas ng room ni Kuya.

“Hunter!” I called him. Nilagpasan ko sina Creed at Luther at lumapit sa kanya. He immediately let go of Lucius’ shirt when I got near him. “What happened? Where’s Kuya?” medyo hinihingal ko pang tanong.

Nilapitan nya ako at pinadaanan ng mga daliri nya ang noo ko para alisin ang mga pawis ko doon. His rough hand sofly caressed my skin like he’s afraid that he might hurt me with his touch. Seryosong seryoso ang mga mata nya habang pinupunasan ang mga pawis ko sa noo. He’s doing it like it’s the most important job in this world.

Narinig ko ang exaggerated na pagtikhim ng mga lalaki sa paligid namin but we didn’t mind them. I was just staring at those gray eyes while wondering why those orbs look so beautiful.

Inayos nya rin ang buhok ko na siguro ay nagulo dahil sa pagmamadali ko kanina. If only we’re not in this situation and if only I wasn’t worried because of Kuya Helios, siguro ay kanina pa nagkulay kamatis ang buong mukha ko.

“He’s inside.” he finally answered. He took a step back and stared at me.

“W-what happened?” I asked nervously but it was Lucius who answered.

“He was shot.”

Napasinghap talaga ako. Sobrang ingay ng pagsinghap ko sa sobrang pagkagulat at pag-aalala. My eyes watered and I saw how Hunter glared at Lucius but the latter just laughed at him.

“He’s okay. Sa balikat lang sya tinamaan.” Hunter said but it wasn’t enough reason to take my worry away.

“But… That must’ve hurt, right? Marami bang dugo ang nawala sa kanya? Is he really okay?”

“Don’t worry, Hunter’s goddess. Helios will live.” sabi ni Creed kaya tinignan ko sya. “Masamang damo ang kuya mo. Hindi sya hahayaan ni Satanas na mamatay. Takot lang nya na agawan sya ni Helios ng trono sa impyerno.”

I rolled my eyes. Kahit na naiinis ay hindi na ako nagsalita. Well, his statement helped me calm down a little bit. Kung hindi lang talaga ako nag-aalala ay tinawanan ko na ang sinabi nya!

“I want to see Kuya Helios.” I said but Hunter shook his head.

“Zuri is inside. Both of them need to talk.”

Hindi na ako nagpumilit. I know that they really need to talk. So I guess I’ll just have to wait for their talk to finish before I can check on my Kuya Helios.

Kuya Helios can talk so meaning that he’s really okay, right? Also, natagalan nyang makasama sa iisang kwarto ang mga kaibigan nyang hindi ko alam kung saan pinaglihi dahil sa sobrang gugulo. I mean, Kuya Helios is a serious person pero ganito ang naging mga kaibigan nya.

“I should go home. Walang kasama ang asawa ko.” said Luther and we all looked at him. He smiled at me. “You don’t have to worry about your brother, Artemis. Okay lang naman sya.”

Tumango ako sa kanya. “Thank you. Ingat ka.”

“Ako din aalis na.” it was Creed who said that. “Bye, goddess ni Hunter!”

Sunod na nagpaalam ay si Lucius hanggang sa naiwan na lang kaming dalawa ni Hunter. He guided me to the seats near the elevator but we can still see Kuya Helios’ room kaya makikita ko kung lalabas na ba si Zuri.

I sighed. Napagod yata ako sa sobrang pag aalala ko kanina. I feel like all my strength left my body as soon as sat in this waiting chair. Tinabihan ako ni Hunter and I can see that he’s tired too.

“What happened, Hunter? Bakit nabaril si Kuya?” I asked. I really wanted to know what happened to them.

Hunter told me everything and my heart aches as he tells me the whole story. Hindi ko maiwasan na hindi maawa para kay Summer. Our baby Summer. Our Princess.

My gosh. She’s just a child to witness all of that. It’s just too much. Hindi nya dapat nakita ang ganoong mga pangyayari! She’s our precious princess pero anong ginawa ng Vander na iyon sa kanya!

And what’s more, dinamay nya pa si Zuri. I really really freaking hate that psychopath now!

“Where’s Vander? What happened to him?”

Natigilan si Hunter at napatitig na lang sa akin. May pag aalangan sa mukha nya. I can see that he’s debating whether he’ll tell me about Vander or not. I don’t even know why he’s acting this way. I was expecting him to answer that Vander is in the custody of the police but I didn’t expect him to act this way.

“Will you get mad if I don’t answer your question?” balik-tanong nya sa akin kaya mas lalo akong naguluhan. “I don’t wanna lie to you.”

I pursed my lips. I appreciate him not wanting to lie with me. May parte sa akin ang natuwa at hindi ko alam kung bakit. I don’t know. I feel so special that he’s treating me just like this.

“Okay. No worries. I won’t get mad.” I said and smiled slightly at him.

“Then I won’t answer that question.” sabi nya at isinandal ang ulo nya sa pader. Medyo nakatingala sya kaya kitang kita ko ang hugis ng adam’s apple nya sa lalamunan nya.

I stared at him and his eyes were now close. Mukhang napagod talaga sya dahil kanina. My eyes roamed to his sexy biceps down to his hands. Nakakita ako ng bakas ng dugo sa may braso nya. My heart hammered and I immediately checked his arms. Napadilat sya dahil sa paghawak ko sa braso nya.

“Oh my gosh! You’re wounded! You should get treated!” nagpa-panic ko nang sabi. Natuyo na ang dugo doon kaya mas lalo akong kinabahan! What if it’ll get infected?!

I stopped when I heard his low and sexy chuckle. Nakatingin sya sa akin sa namumungay na mga mata. Tiredness is visible in his eyes but he still managed to give me a smile.

“Anong tinatawa-tawa mo?” I raised an eyebrow at him. Sya na nga ’tong may sugat pero ang lakas pa ng loob nyang tumawa!

He bit his lower lip while still smirking and he wrinkled his nose. Gosh! He looked really sexy when he did that! Sinuklay pa nya ang buhok nya gamit ang mga daliri nya. He looked so cool in my eyes.

“I just didn’t know that it would feel this good knowing that my goddess is worried about me.” sabi nyang nakangisi pa rin. Inirapan ko na lang sya.

“You’re delusional. I’m not worried.” I even crossed my arms over my chest and lie my back on the chair.

But he just chuckled again. His hoarse voice sounded so good, what the freaking heck. Parang gusto kong ipaulit sa kanya ang pagtawa-tawa nya ng ganoon.

“It’s your brother’s blood, not mine. So stop worrying about me.” sabi nya at narinig ko ang pagkatuwa sa boses nya.

Hindi ko na lang inimik. He’s really delusional. Pinaniniwalaan nya kung anong gusto nya. Sinabi ko na ngang hindi ako nag-aalala pero hindi nya pinagkinggan. I sighed.

Hunter Chase Sanford is a delusional stalker.

Chapter 11

Both Hunter and I waited for Kuya Helios and Zuri to finish their talk. I don’t know how long they will take and I should probably go home and come back tomorrow since it’s getting late na. But I want to see my brother first and make sure that he’s really okay. Hindi ako magiging kampante kung hindi ko masisiguro na ayos nga talaga ang kalagayan ni Kuya Helios.

Hunter’s eyes were closed while his head was leaning on the wall. His legs were slightly spread in his tight denim jeans and I’m worried that anyone would bump his knee. Ang haba kasi ng mga biyas nya. Reasonable since he’s tall. Hanggang ilalim lang yata ako ng chin nya even if I’m tall din. I wouldn’t be accepted as tourism student if I’m not. They have height requirement kasi and nalagpasan ko pa iyon.

He’s only wearing a gray plain shirt na humahapit sa katawan nya. My eyes traced his biceps down to his hand and I noticed his leather bracelet again. Ibinalik ko ang tingin ko sa mukha nya.

Sanford genes is a no joke. I met his younger brother at they surely could pass as a greek gods. But I like Hunter more. He looks like a bad guy kasi. Like a freaking mafia boss. At ngayong isang side lang ng mukha nya ang nakikita ko, I can clearly see his perfect nose. Ang tangos talaga and I have to fight the urge to trace the bridge of his nose with my fingers. Then I stared at his lips. Manipis ang upper lip nya at medyo makapal naman ang lower lip nya. I wonder how many girls had tasted those reddish lips? Does it taste sweet?

Then there’s his perfectly angled jaw na masarap sukatin ng protractor. I also noticed the stubbles there na mas nagpadagdag ng bad guy image nya. He really looks like a sly and tricky man. Like a man who will break many girls hearts without mercy.

I saw how he slowly opened the lids of his eyes. I finally saw those gray eyes that never fail to fascinates me. Kaagad nyang itinuon ang paningin sa akin at nagkatitigan kami.

I don’t know what changed. Palagi naman kaming nagkakatitigan ni Hunter. I see him almost everyday. But I don’t know why this moment seems so different. With the hospital lights as his background, he really looks like a greek god that decended from Mount Olympus. And while staring at those gray orbs, I almost forgot how to breathe.

His eyes left mine at parang gusto kong magreklamo. Gusto ko na sa akin lang nakatingin ang kulay abo nyang mga mata. I want to stare at those eyes for the whole day.

“It’s Zuri.” he said with a low and hoarse voice. Halata doon ang pagod pero gusto ko pa rin pakinggan ang boses na iyon.

“Huh?” I asked even though I heard him the first time. What the heck am I doing, anyway?

“It’s Zuri.” ulit nya at tinignan ko na kung ano ang nang agaw sa atensyon ng mga mata nya mula sa akin.

And he’s right. It’s Zuri. Mukhang kalalabas lang nya sa kwarto ni Kuya Helios. I stood up and walked towards her in a fast pace which made her look at me. Si Hunter ay nakasunod sa akin. Well, palagi naman.

“Zuri! I heard what happened!” I said as I went near her. I hold both of her hands and I felt her shaking a bit. “Are you okay?”

She bit her lower lip before she shook her head. I sighed and pulled her towards me. Niyakap ko sya. She sobbed as soon as she felt my embrace.

“It’s my fault.” even her voice sounds shaky. “It’s my fault. Awang awa ako sa anak ko, Artemis. Hindi nya dapat naranasan ang lahat ng iyon.”

She hugged me back and cried on my shoulders.  She’s clinging to me like she’s on the verge of a cliff at ako na lang ang makakapitan nya. I fought back my urge to cry.

Zuri told me that she’s planning to take Summer to New York. It seems like Summer had developed a trauma because of what happened. Kahit daw si Apollo ay hindi nakilala ng bata dahil sa sobrang pagkatakot sa nangyari.

I wanted to protest. I mean, what about my Kuya Helios? Maiiwan na naman si Kuya? But Zuri told me that she’s not planning to hide again. We can even visit them to New York. She just wanted her daughter to have a new environment para makalimutan nya ang nangyari.

After the talk with Zuri, I entered Kuya’s room. Nakatulala lang sya noong una at hindi nya naramdaman ang paglapit ko. Clearly, he doesn’t want Zuri and Summer to go to New York but he can’t do anything since it’s for their daughter’s sake.

Kuya Helios looked awful. Naka-cast ang isang braso nya dahil sa tama sa balikat. Tapos he looked really stressed din. I wanted to help but I don’t know how.

They didn’t deserve what happened to them. This is too much even for my Kuya Helios. He’s doing his best to change and be good pero parang inaayawan yata ng pagkakataon na patunayan nya ang sarili nya.

Then Zuri. She’s so kind. I mean, she gave Kuya Helios a second chance despite what he did to her before. I really admired her for being strong. Nakaya nyang palakihin si Summer ng mag isa. She taught Summer so many things that’s why I know that she will grow up as a good person.

Hinatid na rin ako ni Hunter sa bahay after kong makipag usap kay Kuya Helios. He used my car at ang sabi nya ay babalikan nya na lang ang sasakyang ginamit nya pagkatapos nya akong ihatid. I didn’t argue since I felt really tired na din. But I know that Hunter is more than exhausted.

He doesn’t need to drive me home but he insisted. And I began appreciating the efforts that he’s giving me. Effort that Joshua didn’t give when we were still together.

“Hunter…” I called his name when he parked the car inside the garage.

“Hmm?” I looked at him and smiled. I can see that he’s really sleepy but he’s fighting it.

“Do you still want to go on a date with me?” I asked. Our date is supposed to be today pero hindi natuloy dahil sa mga nangyari kanina.

I saw the shock on Hunter’s face because of what I’ve said. His sexy lips parted at nakita ko ang palipat-lipat na tingin nya sa dalawang mga mata ko. Like he wasn’t sure if I’m serious or not. Or if I really said those words.

“What the fuck? Of— of course! Of course I still fucking want to go on a date with you! Goddamn motherfucking shit.”

I don’t know if I should laugh or be angry because of his vulgar words but he looked so cute when he’s flustered! He always look calm and all but one question from me made him like this.

Sunod-sunod pa nga syang nagmura! No wonder that Kuya Helios and him became bestfriends!

“Then, let’s go on a date tomorrow?”

I smiled as I went out of the car. I don’t want to give meaning to this date. I just want to thank him ’cause he helped Kuya Helios find Zuri. At para na rin makasigurado na hindi nya nga sasabihin kay Apollo ang tungkol sa kalokohan ko.

The original plan is eight in the morning but Hunter went to our house by seven! He’s one hour early!

I panicked, of course! Katatapos ko lang maligo at hindi pa ako nakakapili ng isusuot ko! Why is he here so early?! Hindi nya ba alam that girls take time sa pag aayos?!

Nagmadali tuloy ako sa pagme-make up. Hindi pa tuyo ang buhok ko nang tapusin ko ang pagbo-blow dry. Like, oh my gosh! This is the fastest make over I’ve ever done in my entire life!

Damn that crazy stalker!

Dahil wala ng oras ay isang white ruffled blouse at denim jeans na lang ang isinuot ko. I could actually take my time here and make him wait pero hindi ako mapapalagay knowing that someone is waiting for me. I know how important time is. Our parents thought us not to waste someone’s time.

I went out of my room and descended the stairs with a frown on face. Bakit kasi pumunta sya dito sa bahay ng one hour earlier?! Binago nya ba ang oras? I didn’t received any text from him about that!

“Why are you—”

Natigil ang pagbulyaw ko sana sa kanya nang makita ko sya. He was comfortably sitting on the sofa like he own the place. His legs crossed and his arms resting on the backrest of the sofa.

Pero hindi iyon ang nagpatigil sa akin. I even held my breath when I saw how good looking he is! With his white undershirt, black leather jacket and a tattered jeans, I can’t help but to stare at him and admire him.

“It’s not eight yet.” sabi nyang tumatayo at inilagay sa bulsa ang dalawa nyang mga kamay.

I rolled my eyes remembering my annoyance for him dahil sa pagmamadali ko. My gosh. Nakalimutan ko pa ang inis ko dahil lang sa itsura nya!

“Why are you here so early?!” inis kong tanong. “Don’t you have a watch? Gusto mong bilhan pa kita so you’ll know that you came here one hour earlier compared to our agreed time?!”

He shrugged his shoulders and I almost cursed at myself ’cause he looked so sexy just by doing that.

“I woke up early. Wala naman akong gagawin so I went here instead.”

Naiinis na inirapan ko sya. This man is so un-freaking-believable! Ang sarap bigyan ng award sa sobrang galing nyang mang-inis!

Instead of wasting the time arguing with him, niyaya ko na syang umalis na. I stilled when I saw his black Hayabusa bike outside, looking so expensive yet elegant. I was so glad that I choose to wear a pants today instead of a dress.

“Wear this. Maaarawan ka.”

Nagulat ako nang ipinalibot sa akin ni Hunter ang black leather jacket nya. Naiwan ang amoy ng pabango nya doon and damn, I really like the smell of his cologne! Bagay na bagay sa kanya!

“What about you?” I asked. For sure na maiinitan at maaarawan sya.

But he showed his infamous smirk again and I am sure na kalokohan na naman ang sasabihin nya.

“Don’t you think that I’ll look good in a bit tanned skin?” sabi na eh.

I raised an eyebrow at him. “Are you saying that I don’t look good with a tanned skin?”

He frowned. “I never said that. Ayokong lang maarawan ka.”

In the end, I accepted his jacket and wore it. Ayoko rin naman na maarawan. If only I had known that we will be riding a motorcycle, sana nag sweatshirt na lang ako.

We ate breakfast first ’cause obviously, I didn’t get any dahil sa aga nyang nagpunta sa bahay. Well, Hunter seems like he has a lot of time. Unlike before na five years ko syang hindi nakita. I guess that he’s having a break from his work? What kind of work is he doing anyway? Is it like Kuya Helios? Does he own a company too?

Hunter was the one who asked me on a date so I thought that he had a plan on where to go for today. But I never thought that he would take me to an arcade. I mean, he looked like someone who wouldn’t go in a place like this.

“Why arcade?” I asked as my eyes roamed around the place. Mostly ng mga nakikita ko ay teens that are having fun while playing.

“Don’t you like it?” he even asked. I just didn’t expected him that he’ll take me here. “The blog says that girls love this.”

“What?” tanong ko dahil ibinulong nya lang ang huling sinabi nya.

“Nothing.” he said and when he looked at me, I saw uncertainty in his eyes. “Don’t you like it?”

“Hindi naman…” sagot ko na hindi alam ang sasabihin. My gosh. I am so lost for words. “I just didn’t expect that you’ll take me here.” I voiced out my thoughts earlier.

“If you don’t like here then we can go somewhere.” he suggested and I don’t really know what to say.

I stared at him. May pag aalangan sa mga mata nya habang inaabangan ang sasabihin ko. For a bad looking guy like him that seems so afraid to what I’m about to say, I wanted to laugh at him. Hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit parang big deal sa kanya ang lahat ng mga sasabihin ko.

And it looks like he doesn’t have any idea what to do on a date. But it’s impossible. A man with a face and body like him must’ve dated hundred girls before. Pero bakit parang wala talaga syang idea sa kung anong dapat na gawin ngayon?

But since we’re here, I guess that it won’t hurt if we’ll try to play for a little, right?

“Let’s do this.” sabi ni Hunter nang makarating kami sa basketball arcade machine. People were seriously gawking and staring at us like we’re some sort of celebrity and it’s making me uncomfortable but Hunter looks so fine with it.

Perks of being an insanely handsome man, huh?

Humalukipkip ako. “I’ve seen a lot of this in a romantic movies. The guy would challenge the girl at kung sino ang may pinakamataas na score will be the winner. Gagawin ng loser ang lahat ng gusto ng winner.”

His eyebrows creased. “That’s ridiculous. And why would I challenge you over this thing? Win or lose, I will still do everything you want, my goddess.”

I puffed my cheeks. Para kasing gusto kong mangiti sa sinabi nya. It gave a lot of effect on me. I feel like I’m some kind of special girl for him.

Pinanood lang ako ni Hunter na maglaro doon sa basketball arcade. He didn’t played, though. Ang sabi nya ay baka isipin kong hinahamon nya ako.

It was fun! Though my arms were tired for shooting the ball continuously, I still had fun! I can’t remember when was the last time that I played in an arcade. Parang eight years old pa lang yata ako nang huli akong maglaro sa ganitong lugar.

“Let’s try this!” I said and pointed at the shooting game.

The guns had a censor and we would shoot all the zombies that will show. May mga nanonood sa amin habang naglalaro kami but I didn’t mind ’cause I’m really having fun!

I glanced ay Hunter at napatigil ako sa pagbabaril dahil napatitig na lang ako sa kanya. He looked really serious while playing the game. His stance looked so professional and the way he holds the gun seems like he’s used to do it. Matalim rin ang tingin nya sa screen na parang papatay talaga at nakita ko na naman na dumidilim ang pagiging kulay gray ng mga mata nya.

“Fuck!” he cursed kaya napatingin ako sa screen. Namatay sya but he swipe the card so he could play again. “Shit!”

Some zombies clawed their claws at me kaya nabawasan ang buhay ko. Hunter immediately shoots the zombie who did that to me.

“Go to hell, you fucking son of a bitch!” gigil na sabi nya habang patuloy na bumabaril. “Don’t you dare hurt her!”

“Hunter…” I mumbled. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ba ako o mahihiya dahil sa pagiging seryoso nya. May mga nanonood kasi sa amin at nakita ko na nakangiti na ang iba.

“Fuck, I failed!” sabi nya kaya napatingin ulit ako sa screen. Namatay na pala ako pero sya ay buhay pa din.

But I was surprised when he put the gun down and let the zombies ate him kahit wala pang bawas ang buhay nya. He didn’t tried to fight nor shoot them even if he still can. He just stood there and watched himself gets eaten until he died.

“What do you mean you failed?! You can still fight, Hunter!” sabi ko pero huli na dahil sya ay namatay na rin. He looked at me and I was even more surprised when I saw the pain in his gray eyes.

“I failed to protect you…” he said and even the sound of his voice hurts me. “You died.”

“Yes, I died but you can still fight! Makakaya mo pang tapusin yung laban!”

Umiling sya. He took a step towards me and I stilled when he pulled me for a hug.

“You’re the reason why I’m still fighting, my goddess. How am I supposed to fight when you’re gone?” he buried his face on my neck. Nagtayuan yata lahat ng buhok ko sa katawan dahil sa ginawa nya! “I’m sorry. I failed to protect you…”

I know that we’re already putting a show for everyone but I didn’t pushed Hunter away. His voice sounds so sad and hurt. I didn’t know that he’ll take the game so seriously.

“It’s just a game, Hunter.” sabi ko. Dahan-dahang inaangat ang mga kamay. “I’m still okay.”

“I’m so useless. Even before. I failed to protect everyone.”

“You didn’t failed. I’m still alive, Hunter. Ano bang nangyayari sayo?”

Humigpit ang pagkakayakap nya sa akin na para bang ayaw nya na akong bintiwan. Na para bang mawawala ako o kaya ay may mangyayari sa aking masama kapag ginawa nya iyon.

“If I can’t protect you in the game, paano pa kapag totoo na?” he took a deep and shaky breath. “Please, don’t leave me.”

Ang mga kamay ko ay lumapat na sa likod nya. I tapped his back, trying to calm him down. People can’t hear what he’s saying but I heard it clearly. He’s afraid and he doesn’t want to show it to anyone.

“Please, my goddess. Don’t leave me. Hindi ko kakayanin kapag nawala ka.”

Umangat pa ang kamay ko papunta sa buhok nya. I brushed his soft hair softly. I was shocked that a man could have a soft hair like this. Kumikiliti sa mga daliri ko ang bawat hibla ng buhok nya.

“I won’t, Hunter. I won’t leave you.” I said softly. Kusa iyong lumabas sa bibig ko at hindi ko na napigilan.

Mas humigpit pa ang yakap nya at mas ibinaon nya pa ang mukha nya sa leeg ko. I smiled. I never thought that a bad looking guy like him will show his weakness to me, just because of a freaking zombie game in the arcade. And some people are even watching us.

He inhaled at nanginginig pa nyang pinakawalan ang hangin sa baga nya. I felt him smiled against the skin on my neck before he whispered.

“I love you…”

Chapter 12

I tried to stop myself from being affected by his confession. It was so unromantic and it caught me off-guard when he said those words. Really? Confessing in an arcade? With noisy teens and people who’s watching us as he tightened his embrace at me.

But no matter how hard I tried to suppress my emotions, I can’t deny the fact that my heart began to beat so loud which made me afraid that it might went out of my chest. The beating is a bit painful and I have to inhale deeply to ease the pain.

Hunter really has a great effect on me. Just by his words and he can sway my heart like this. Hindi na sumasakit ang puso ko dahil sa panloloko ni Joshua, sumasakit na ito sa pagtibok dahil sa sinabi nya sa akin. And I wasn’t expecting him to say that in the first place!

I mean, I thought that he was just a crazy stalker who’s following me to annoy my day and because he’s just bored! I never expected him to develop feelings for me! Ilang beses lang ba kaming nag usap noon? Then he’ll tell me that he loves me?

I guess that he’s really crazy, huh?

Ever since the day of his confession, I began to feel awkward around him. I was concious with myself everytime that he’s near. Palagi ko ring tinitignan ang mukha ko sa salamin if I still look fresh. It wasn’t like I have feelings for him too. Ayoko lang na ma-turn off sya sa akin.

Wait, why would I want him not to get turned off with me? This is insane! Nahahawa na yata ako kay Hunter sa pagkabaliw nya!

And all that I think about is him for like everyday! Kahit na wala sya sa tabi ko. Even before I go to sleep! He’s all that I think about! I was getting suspicious if he said those words just to annoy me even when he is not around.

So when Zuri invited me to go with her for a makeover before their wedding of my Kuya Helios, I said yes. I just want to get Hunter out of my freaking mind! It seems like he’s invading both my mind and my soul and I’m scared that he’s winning at this!

I smiled as I look at Zuri in the mirror. Magkakatabi kami ni Daphne at Zuri dito sa may salon. Daphne decided to dye her hair red while Zuri and I both decided that we’ll get a haircut.

I’m beyond happy na nagkaayos na sina Kuya Helios at Zuri. Sobrang saya namin lalo na nang ibinalita ni Kuya na ikakasal na sila ni Zuri. At minamadali nya ang preparation ng kasal. Maybe he’s afraid that Zuri might leave him again. I never thought that I’ll ever see my ruthless brother getting nervous just because of a woman.

“Oh my god! Ang ganda ganda mo, Daphne!” I squealed when I saw the finished product of her hair. Gone the Miss Prim and Proper now. Siguro kung may makakakita sa kanyang ka-batchmate namin nung college, for sure they’ll be flabbergasted. Well, she’s beautiful even before but she changed. And Daphne really changed for good.

That’s why Apollo wasn’t able to move on from her kahit five years na ang lumipas. It’s his fault why Daphne left him in the first place. Kung hindi ba naman sya isang malaking tanga at pinagsalitaan ng ganoon ang love of his life nya, then baka kinasal na sila, matagal na.

And it seems like my idiotic and jerk twin brother is so desperate na. Pinaniwala ba naman ang sinabi kong ikakasal na si Daphne kay Loki. Then he blackmailed Daphne para umatras sya sa kasal. He’s so tanga talaga. I can’t believe that his my twin.

The three of us says compliment to one another like there’s no tomorrow after that make over. Well, we are three gorgeous women anyway. Kahit ubusin namin ang mga compliment words, for sure that it won’t be enough.

“You’re prettier Zuri. You managed to steal the heart of my ruthless brother.” I said when we went out of the shop.

“Ikaw talaga, Artemis.” sabi ng bestfriend ko. “You’re the prettiest. Every male species in our university back then wanted to court you. I hear your name in every corner. Kahit sa mga babae. Hindi lang sila makaporma because of Apollo.”

Ah… I really love my bestfriend. She’s the bestest of the best.

“Daphne is right, Artemis.” Zuri seconded. “You have the pure Gallagher genes. You really look like a goddess.”

“Oh, please.” I said, trying to hide my blush. “I already know that, geez.”

We laughed because of what I’ve said. It was a really good decision that I went out with them today. If I stayed at home, for sure Hunter would just invade my mind again.

I can see the glow in Zuri’s eyes as she laughs. She’s happy now compared to the woman that I saw at the hospital. And I’m glad that she’s happy with my Kuya Helios. I’m sure that my brother is beyond happy as well. Sya siguro ang pinakamasaya dito. Hindi lang si Zuri ang nakuha nya. Pati na rin si Summer na anak nila.

“Artemis?”

I looked at the person who called my name and my smile immediately left my face. Kahit sina Zuri at Daphne ay nakita kong natigilan din dahil sa lalaking nakatayo sa harapan ko.

I don’t know what I should feel. Ilang buwan na simula nang huli kaming magkita. I never saw him again ever since that day when he went to our mansion. And now that he’s here in front of me, hindi ko talaga alam kung anong dapat na mararamdaman ko.

The pain is still here. The moment that I saw his face, the picture where he was kissing another girl torridly flashed in my mind. It really did scarred me. And it made me feel scared that maybe, I wouldn’t be able to move on because of what he did.

“Joshua…” I uttered his name. At sa simpleng pagbigkas ng pangalan nya ay grabeng sakit na naman ang naramdaman ko.

I thought that I’m doing good at moving on. I even endured the company of Hunter just to forget about him. I thought that I’m okay now. Dahil kay Hunter ay hindi ko na sya masyadong iniisip. But now that I saw him again, I’m starting to feel all the pain and betrayal that he did.

“I missed you.” sabi nya at humakbang pa palapit sa akin. Hindi ako nakaatras.

What should I do?

Nahalata ko ang pamamayat ni Joshua. Parang hindi na nya talaga inaalagaan ang sarili nya. It’s been months already but I can see that he’s still hurting like I do.

“Please, mag-usap naman tayo.” muli pa syang humakbang at hinawakan na ako sa braso.

I flinched with his touch. Kahit ang paghawak nya lang ay nagpapasakit sa akin. My eyes started to water and I tried to freed my arm from his grip.

“Let go, Joshua.” I said and I saw the panic in his eyes. Mas lalo nyang hinigpitan ang kapit nya. “I said, let go!”

Hinila ko ang braso ko sa kanya pero hindi nya talaga ako binibitiwan. Zuri and Daphne tried to help pero umiling ako sa kanya. I don’t want them to get hurt as I try to free myself from Joshua’s grip.

“Artemis, mag usap muna tayo.” Joshua tried to pull me towards him pero pinigilan ko ang sarili kong mapalapit sa kanya. It was hard. He’s a man and my strength is not enough para labanan ang kanya.

“I’ve already heard your bullshit reason, Joshua. And it was clear that you really cheated on me!” I hissed. People are starting to notice us and I am getting frustrated! I don’t want to put another show after that scene with Hunter!

“Hindi. Hindi ko sinasadya iyon. Please. It won’t happen again, Artemis. I promise you, babe, please.”

I cringed when he called me the way he used to call me before. “Babe your face! Bitiwan mo ako!” inis na sabi ko at sinubukang kumawala ulit sa kanya.

“You are holding what is mine, shithead. Let go of her.”

Napatingin ako kay Hunter na bigla na lang sumulpot sa kung saan. May lahi nga talagang kabute ang isang ’to. Hinawakan nya ang wrist ng kamay ni Joshua na nakahawak sa akin. He glared at him and his jaw moved with fury.

“Let. Go.”

I saw Joshua winced in pain as Hunter tightened the grip on his wrist. Mabilis akong binitiwan ni Joshua at hinaplos ko ang braso kong pinakawalan nya. Namumula ang parteng iyon.

“Are you okay?” tanong nina Zuri at Daphne na mabilis na lumapit sa akin. I nodded and tried to smile at them.

“Yeah…”

“Sino ka ba?!” napatingin ako kay Joshua nang sigawan nya si Hunter. Maging sya ay hinahaplos din ang pulsuhan nya. “Let me talk to Artemis.”

“Do you really fucking think that I’ll let you do that?” malalim ang boses na sabi ni Hunter. Nakatalikod sya sa akin but I noticed the tension on his broad shoulders. “Fuck off, asshole.”

“You, bastard!” inis na sabi ni Joshua at nagulat ako nang sugurin nya si Hunter.

But Hunter didn’t let Joshua touch him. He sidestepped and strike Joshua in the throat using the back of his hand opposite to his thumb. Joshua staggered and held his neck while gasping for an air.

“Hunter!” tawag ko sa kanya at hinigit sya sa braso palayo kay Joshua. I saw Joshua having a difficultly in breathing. “What did you do?!” I asked and he looked at me coldy. Kulang na lang ay manginig ako sa malamig na titig nya.

Nagbabadya ang bagyo sa loob ng kulay gray nyang mga mata. It made me feel terrified. I feel like I’m looking at the calm of the storm pero pagkatapos nito ay magiging delikado na ang sitwayon.

“What? You still cared for him?” he asked and even his voice feels so cold.

“That’s not it! Paano kung mapatay mo sya?!” itinuro ko si Joshua and it seems like he’s recovering now. Nakahinga ako nang maluwag.

I know that a single karate chop in the throat could be fatal and I just can’t believe that Hunter did that to Joshua! Pwede nya namang iwasan na lang yung suntok kanina!

“I didn’t. He’s alive and well.” sarcastic na sabi nya. He even showed me his smirk. “Happy now?”

I was surprised when he turned around and walked away. I panicked. I know that he’s not happy that I kinda scolded him when he did saved me. I should thank him instead!

Nakalayo na si Hunter nang humabol ako sa kanya. Hindi na ako nakapagpaalam kina Zuri at Daphne and I’m not sure if Joshua is really okay pero iniwan ko sila. I don’t freaking know myself why I’m running after Hunter. May parte sa akin ang ayaw na magalit sya sa akin.

Dumiretso sya sa parking lot at tumakbo na talaga ako nang makita na malapit na sya sa kotse nya. I held him in the arm and was glad that he stopped walking. He crossed his arms over his chest. Huminga ako ng malalim dahil sa sobrang pagkahingal sa paghabol sa kanya. Why does he have long legs kasi?!

“Wait…” I said as I tried to catch my breath. “Are you mad?”

Diretso lang ang tingin ni Hunter at hindi man lang ako tinignan. I frowned. I want those gray orbs to look only at me.

“Hunter, ano ba?” inis na sabi ko. Hindi pa rin kasi talaga sya tumitingin. But he clenched his jaw.

“Nasaan ang lampa mong ex-boyfriend? It was a simple chop on his throat. I didn’t put that much strength.” he smirked. “You didn’t tell me that you like weak boys.”

I rolled my eyes heavenward and groaned in frustration. He’s being sarcastic and all but all I can see is a grown up man na nagtatampo dahil mas kinampihan ko pa ang ex ko instead of him who tried to save me.

“I’m sorry, okay? I just don’t want you to do bad things just for me. Joshua might’ve hurt me but that isn’t enough reason for you to kill him.”

Umirap sya at napangiti ako. He looked really cute! He’s like a small boy having a tantrum kahit na mukha syang bad boy sa paningin ng iba.

“And thank you… For saving me.” I smiled at him. “I appreciate it. I really do.”

Tinitigan ako ni Hunter and I almost smile in triumph when his gray eyes finally looked at me. Gustong gusto ko talaga natititigan ang mga mata nya.

He sighed. Tinanggal nya ang pagkakahalukip nya and I pouted to hide my smile. He’s not mad anymore. His stance says it all.

“Are you okay?” malambing nyang tanong at tinignan ang braso kong namula kanina dahil sa higpit ng pagkakahawak ni Joshua. It was still a bit reddish because of my porcelain skin. Mabilis din kasing mamula ang balat ko.

He held my arm and soflty caressed the reddish spot. I shivered when I felt the electricity from his hands traveled through my entire body. I frowned. What is that electricity that I’ve felt?

“You should apply cold compress here.” sabi nya habang patuloy na hinahaplos ang namumula kong balat. I started to feel nervous with the way he’s touching me. Like I’m some kind of a fragile glass that will easily broke kapag mahigpit ang pagkakahawak nya.

“I’m okay…” I said. Pinapanood ko lang ang kamay nyang humahaplos sa braso ko.

We remained silent for awhile. Pareho naming pinapanood ang kamay nya sa paghaplos. My heart began to beat so loud and I was reminded by his confession again.

Hunter loves me. He loves me.

Pinamulahan ako ng mukha dahil doon. He’s starting to invade my whole existence again! At sa epekto nya sa akin ngayon pa lang, he might actually do it one day!

“Three months.” sabi nya kaya napatingin ako sa kanya. Tumigil na ang paghapos nya pero hawak nya pa rin ang braso ko. “Give me three months, my goddess.”

“For what?” is he going to leave again. Magtatrabaho na ba sya ulit?

Why did I suddenly felt sad by that thought?

“Three months to help you forget about him.”

I snorted. It was so unladylike of me but Hunter is being funny here. It’s been, God-knows-how-long, months already but I wasn’t able to forget about the pain that Joshua gave me. Ang akala ko ay okay na nga ako pero kaninang nakita ko sya ay bumalik na naman ang lahat.

“That’s impossible, Hunter. I couldn’t possibly forget those five years with Joshua in just three months. You’re underestimating my love for him.”

When I saw the pain flashed in his eyes, I wanted to take back what I said. But he blinked and the pain is already gone. Nagtaka tuloy ako kung totoo ba ang nakita ko kanina o hindi.

“You can, my goddess. I know you can.” sabi nya at ang kamay nyang nasa braso ko ay bumaba na sa kamay ko. He intertwined our fingers and I pouted to stop myself from smiling.

Well, that was a smooth move.

“Three months with me and I promise you that you’ll forget about him.” he said and pulled me towards him. Ang isang kamay nya ay lumapat na sa likod ko, making me feel the heat of his body.

My heart hammered from my chest because of his bold move but I tried to suppress my feelings. I raised an eyebrow at him.

“And what would I get from this?” tanong ko dahil mukhang sya lang yata ang mag-eenjoy dito. Three months with him, huh?

He smiled. With his bad guy look, it seems impossible to see him smiling.

“You can finally move on from him, my goddess.” he said and his eyes studied my face. “And you’ll get to spend three months with this loyal hunter.”

There must be something wrong with me because I just find myself agreeing with his offer. Or maybe I am thrilled and I want to know what he’s planning to make me forget about Joshua.

But for three months? I wonder if it’s really possible? Ilang buwan na mula nang magbreak kami pero hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan si Joshua. Then three months?

Kuya Helios and Zuri got married and everyone was so happy! Kahit na may nangyaring gulo bago ang kasal because of Apollo’s prank, it was still the most magical wedding I’ve ever seen. Everyone could see the happiness and love that they have for each other. At ngayon ko lang nakita si Kuya Helios na ganitong kasaya.

Nawala sina Daphne at Apollo pagkatapos ng ginawa nila sa harapan. Daphne was the one who caught the bouquet and I heard from my Kuya’s friends that my twin asked for Zuri’s garter para sya ang magsuot noon sa bestfriend ko. My gosh… Both of my brothers are so whipped.

“Where are we going?” I asked Hunter when he guided me out of the reception. Nagpunta sya sa kotse nya and he opened the door on the passenger side. So I did what the most logical thing to do. I slipped inside and put on the seatbelt.

“Today is the first day of the three months.” Hunter said nang buhayin nya ang makina. Inalis nya muna ang coat nya at basta na lang iyon inihagis sa may backseat. He opened the first two buttons of his white polo. Itinaas nya rin ang cuff ng sleeves nya. His leather bracelet says hello to me again.

I stared at him and tried to understand what he said. First day of the three months? Three months…

Oh! Now, I remember.

“So? Where are we going?” ulit ko sa tanong na hindi nya sinagot. I sit comfortably and rest my back on the seat as he began to drive.

“Palawan.” he answered which made me surprised.

“What? Anong gagawin natin doon?”

“I have a resthouse in Palawan. We’ll stay there until you forgot about that shithead.”

Napaalis ako mula sa pagkakasandal sa upuan at nanlalaki ang mga matang tinignan sya. What the hell is he saying?! I thought that we’re just going somewhere else for today pero uuwi rin mamaya!

“You’re kidding me!” I shrieked. “I didn’t know about this Hunter! My family didn’t know about this!”

But Hunter just glanced at me before giving me his infamous smirk. He even chuckled lowly with his hoarse voice. His eyes dancing in amusement.

“Hunter!” sigaw ko pero hindi talaga sya natinag. He winked at me before he licked his lips.

“Well, then. I am kidnapping you, my goddess.”

Chapter 13

I was expecting Hunter to take us to airport. Of course, that would be the fastest and easiest way to go to Palawan instead of driving. But he took us at some tall building. I looked at him with confusion in my eyes as I try to ponder how we will get to Palawan using this building.

Does this building turns into a rocketship?

But my question was answered the moment we stepped out of the elevator. I saw that there’s a chopper waiting for us. And a handsome pilot who’s still wearing the same tux that he wore at the wedding.

“Hello, Hunter’s goddess.” Creed greeted me and I just smiled at him. So I think that we’ll ride this chopper to go to Palawan.

“Can I please change into a nice and comfortable clothes first?” I asked smiling but I’m starting to get irritated now. I’m still wearing the gown as one of Zuri’s bridesmaids and Hunter’s coat is wrapped around my shoulders. I don’t want to fly in these clothes!

“Did you bring any spare clothes?” Hunter asked and I gave him a sarcastic smile.

“What do you think?” I showed him my wallet purse and it’s clearly impossible that the clothes would fit there.

“Then, you can’t change if you didn’t bring any clothes.”

I groaned in frustration. “Of course, I wouldn’t bring any clothes! Why would I bring spare clothes if I’m attending a wedding? If you had just told me about this from the start then I would gladly bring my spare clothes!”

This is so unannounced! I am not expecting this! Not freaking at all! I thought that his plan to make me forget about Joshua is to take me to dates for like everyday! Not like this!

Why did I even agreed with his three months thing in the first place? Why three months? What will he do after those three months? Is he going to disappear again?

I don’t know what he’s planning to do in Palawan. Is he going to use the nature to divert my attention? Well, that’s fine by me since I’m a nature lover. I guess he knows about that that’s why he decided to bring me to Palawan.

But he shouldn’t have planned this without my consent! I didn’t bring any of my things and clothes with me. I only have my wallet purse and my phone!

“I have my work, Hunter. Even if I’m the twin sister of the owner of GE Airlines, I should do what normal employees do. I haven’t filed my leave yet.”

Inayos nya ang pagkakapatong ng coat nya sa balikat ko. He looked down at me and noticed that I was right. The top of my head only reached his chin. Matangkad nga talaga sya.

“It’s alright. Apollo knows about this.” sabi nya at nameywang sa harapan ko.

My forehead creased as I stared at him. What did he say? Apollo knew about this? I must’ve heard him wrong, right? Apollo would never let any man take me away! He’s overprotective!

“Alam ito ni Apollo?” I asked. Baka kasi ibang language ang ginamit nya kanina at may ibang meaning pa iyon.

But Hunter nodded and smirked at me. “Yeah. So no need to worry about your work.”

“What about Kuya Helios?” hindi din naman siguro papayag si Kuya na basta na lang ako dadalhin ni Hunter sa kung saan, right?

“Alam din nya.” sabi ni Hunter na mas lumaki pa ang ngisi nang makita ang pagkagulat ko.

I cannot believe this! Pinagkanulo ako ng mga kapatid ko! They knew about this! They knew about Hunter’s plan of taking me to Palawan for three months and yet they agreed! I bet that my parents knew about this too. Ako na lang pala ang hindi nakakaalam!

“Then why did you say that you’re kidnapping me?! Alam na naman pala ng lahat!” inis na sabi ko. Hindi ko matanggap na parang pinagkaisahan ako ng lahat!

“I’m kidnapping you from yourself, I guess?” he laughed when I scowled at him.

“What should I give you so you’ll let me go?” I asked. Sumeryoso ang tingin nya. He tucked my hair behind my ears.

“Your heart, my goddess. But if you do that, I wouldn’t be able to let you go.”

I puffed my cheeks to hide my smile. Tinaasan ko sya ng kilay, kunwari ay hindi apektado sa sinabi nya.

Nagkatitigan kami. I tried focus my attention on the sound of the chopper so I woudn’t get lost in his eyes. But it so hard. It really fascinates me how those gray orbs could darken the more that I stared at him. Patagal ng patagal ay palalim ng palalim ang nagiging epekto nya sa akin.

But Hunter seems so unaffected with my blue eyes. It feels so unfair. Samantalang ako, gusto ko nang mag iwas ng tingin dahil hindi ko na kinakaya ang unti-unting pagbilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Why did my heart began to beat so fast when I’m with him?

“Tapos na ho ba kayo sa lovers quarrel nyo, ginoo at binibini? Maari ko na ba kayong dalhin patungo sa inyong paroroonan?” Creed said while trying to hold his laughter. I rolled my eyes at him to hide my embarrassment and went inside the chopper. Tumabi sa akin si Hunter.

We fly for more than an hour. The view from high above is usual for me pero napapahanga pa rin talaga ako sa tanawin sa baba. Everything looks so small. It makes me feel like I’m some kind of a goddess that’s looking down at her domain.

It feels like I’m really Artemis, the goddess of the moon.

Bumaba kami sa helipad sa isang building dito sa Palawan. Then we rode a yatch to finally arrive at Hunter’s resthouse to some island here.

I feel so uncomfortable with my gown as I descended the yatch. Nainis na nga ako kanina at tuluyan nang isinuot ang coat ni Hunter. I’m sure that his cologne would remain in me but it wasn’t much of my concern. I like the smell of his cologne anyway. Lalaking lalaki ang amoy. Parang pag aari nya lang talaga ang amoy na iyon.

“I don’t have any clothes!” reklamo ko kay Hunter nang alalayan nya ako sa pagbaba sa yatch. He held me by the waist at binuhat na ako pababa.

I stilled because of what he did. Joshua held my waist for so many times but he never made me stunned like Hunter did. Then there’s the loud beating of my heart again. I looked at Hunter to find any reason as to why he’s affecting me like this. Pero mukhang wala ring alam ang lalaki na ganito pala ang epekto nya sa akin. He kneeled in front of me and unclasped the strap of my heels. Buhangin na kasi ang lalakaran namin.

“Your things are already in the guest room.” sabi nya habang tinutulungan ako sa paglalakad.

My eyes widened as I looked at him. Napatigil ako sa paglalakad kaya napatigil din sya. He looked at me, confusion is in his eyes and I had to stop myself from smacking his head.

“Seriously?! Nauna pa yung mga gamit ko dito?!” bulyaw ko sa kanya. I saw recognition in his eyes. Parang ngayon lang naintindihan kung bakit ako nagulat.

“Your brothers helped me.” mababa ang boses na sabi nya. He bit his lower lip while suppressing his smile.

“What the…” hell? Ilang beses ba akong ipagkakanulo ng mga kapatid ko?!

“Come on, my goddess. Let go inside first, hmm?” he offered his hand. Tsaka ko lang napansin ang namumuong pawis sa noo nya. Pinigilan ko pa ang sarili ko na punasan iyon.

I accepted his hand. Ngumiti sya pero umirap ako sa kanya and that earned a low and sexy chuckle from him.

Sabay kaming naglakad patungo sa resthouse nya. It’s a two storey white rest house facing the beach na nasa elevated land na sementado. May ilang mga bahay na nakatayo malayo sa may rest house so I guess that we will not be alone in this island.

“Kuya Chase!”

I was surprised when I saw two kids around six years old running towards us. Isang babae at isang lalaki. May ngiti sa mga mata nila habang tumatakbo papalapit sa amin.

“Hey, bud.” nakangiting sabi ni Hunter at nag fist bump sila noong batang lalaki. Samantalang ginulo nya naman ang buhok ng batang babae gamit ang kamay nyang hindi nakahawak sa akin. The little girl giggled.

“Laro po tayo, Kuya Chase!”

“Mamaya na. Kakarating lang nila.” sabi nung batang babae sa batang lalaki.

I smiled as I look at them. They look so innocent and they seem to really like Hunter here. Malaki ang ngiti sa mga labi nila habang nakatingin sa kanya. It means that they really missed him.

“Dali, tawagin mo si Ate Jane. Sabihin mong nandito na si Kuya Chase.”

Tumakbo yung batang babae papasok doon sa isang bahay. Hunter squeezed my hand so I looked at him.

“You okay?” he asked. I nodded at him. Tumingin sya sa bata. “Christian, this is your Ate Artemis.”

Napatingin sa akin yung bata and his mouth fell open. I smiled and offered him a handshake.

“Hello, I’m Artemis. Christian ba ang pangalan mo?”

Nakanganga pa rin ang bata nang tumango at tanggapin ang kamay ko. I looked at Hunter after that and I saw him smiling. Kahit ang mga mata nya ay nakangiti.

“Sir Chase!”

Napatingin kami doon sa batang babae na nakabalik na ngayon. But she wasn’t alone now. May kasama syang isang babae, probably around twenty years old.

She’s a bit tan, maybe becauuse she lives here in the beach but one could see that she’s pretty. Nakatirintas pa ang buhok nya at simple lang ang damit nya. Compared to mine na naka-gown pa rin hanggang ngayon.

“Nakabalik na po pala kayo.” the girl said shyly and I swear, I even saw her blushing.

She likes Hunter, huh?

“Yeah.” maikling sagot ni Hunter at tumingin sa akin. “She’s Jane. Then the little girl is Aira.” pagpapakilala nya sa amin. “This is Artemis.”

Jane looked at me, finally noticing my presence. The smile on her face fade as she looked down. For sure, nakita nya ang kamay namin ni Hunter na magkahawak. I don’t even know why I raised an eyebrow at her when she looked at me again.

“He-hello po…” bati nung Jane at pinasadahan pa ako ng tingin. I just smiled at her.

“Ang ganda nya…” the little girl named Aira said. I looked at her and smiled.

“Thank you.”

Namula ang pisngi ng batang babae kaya mas lumaki ang ngiti ko. She’s so cute! Naalala ko tuloy si Summer.

“Naku, Sir Chase! Nandito na pala kayo.” may matandang babae ang lumapit sa amin. Her hair is mixed with gray and black. Patunay ng pagtanda nya.

“Nanay Flor.” saglit akong binitiwan ni Hunter para yakapin ang matanda. It made me surprised that he has a side like this.

“Batang ’to, oh. Ang laki-laki mo na.” sabi pa nung matanda at tinapik tapik ang likod ni Hunter.

I heard Hunter chuckled when he removed his hug. His hand immediately seek for my hand kaya kusa ko nang hinawakan ang kamay nya. Napatingin sa akin ang matanda.

“Diyos ko, Sir Chase. Tinupad mo ang pangako mo!” the old lady is a bit teary eyed when she said that. I looked at Hunter and I saw the happiness on his face.

For a bad-looking guy like him, this is a rare sight. Palagi lang kasi syang nakangisi, or he has a calm look whenever he’s with me.

“Si Artemis po, ’Nay.” pakilala ni Hunter kaya ngumiti ako sa matanda.

“Hello.” I greeted. I-ooffer ko na sana ang kamay ko sa kanya pero nagulat ako nang yakapin ako ng matanda.

“Ang ganda-ganda mo. Hindi nakakapagtakang nahulog sayo si Sir Chase.” sabi nung matanda bago ako pinakawalan. “Tawagin mo na lang akong Nanay Flor, ha?”

I smiled at her. “Nice to meet you po, Nanay Flor.”

Napangiti ang matanda. “O sya. Pumasok na muna kayo para makakain na.” tumingin sya kay Jane. “Jane, samahan mo ang asawa ni Sir Chase sa kwarto nya para makapag-palit sya.”

My head snapped to where Hunter is. He’s biting his lips while his shoulders shake as he laughed silently. Umirap ako sa kanya at humiwalay para sumunod doon kay Jane.

They knew me as Hunter’s wife! He’s really crazy!

Chapter 14

The girl, Jane was awfully quiet as she leads  me towards my room on the second floor of the beach house. My eyes wandered around the house and I never see any single portrait on the way to my room.

Maybe because this is just a beach house? Sa bahay kaya nila Hunter? Is there a picture? Thinking of seeing the picture of a young Hunter excites me.

Jane stops in front of the third door and looked at me. So I guess that this will be my room?

“Nasa loob na po ang mga gamit nyo.” Jane said with a little and soft voice. It’s a good thing na tahimik sa loob ng bahay kung hindi ay hindi ko sya maririnig. I wonder if she’s really a shy person? Pero nang isinigaw nya naman ang “Sir Chase” kanina, it’s loud and clear naman. She looks excited pa nga.

“Thank you.” I said and smiled at her. Tumingin na ako sa door but Jane remained standing in front of me. “Do you need anything?”

Yumuko sya at pinaglaruan ang mga daliri nya sa kamay. I waited for her to say something. Siguro ay nahihiya lang sya sa akin ngayon dahil ngayon nya lang ako nakita. While she knew Hunter even before.

“Asawa po ba kayo ni Sir Chase?” she asked and looked at me the eye.

I refrained myself to raised an eyebrow because of her question. I’m just a guest here and I should treat them nicely. But this girl clearly likes Hunter and I know that she doesn’t like the idea of me being the wife of him.

There’s a hope in her eyes as she waited for my answer. Nakita ko pa nga ang tapang sa mga mata nya. Parang hinahamon pa ako. Humalukipkip ako sa harapan nya and her stance quickly crumbled.

“Why are you asking?” I asked with my normal tone but since she doesn’t know me, iisipin nyang tinatarayan ko sya.

“Uhm… Ano po…” muli syang napayuko at pinaglaruan na naman ang mga daliri nya. I rolled my eyes. I’m getting pissed and I don’t know why I don’t like the idea of this girl having a huge crush on Hunter!

It wasn’t like I can stop anyone from liking him. Hunter is really hot and sexy with his bad guy look. Iyon pa naman ang gusto ng karamihan sa mga babae. They want the man who looks myterious instead of a man who looks good and neat.

So it’s not a surprise for me that this girl, Jane, likes Hunter. Pero ewan ko. Naiinis lang ako.

“Jane.”

Kahit hindi ako lumingon ay kilalang kilala ko kung sino ang may ari ng boses na ’yon. I heard his footsteps while climbing the stairs before I felt his presence behind me. Napatunayan kong nasa likod ko na nga sya nang tumingin doon si Jane.

“Sir Chase.” bati ni Jane and I can hear the cheerfulness in her voice. Ibang iba sa boses nya kaninang kausap ako. Hindi ko na talaga napigilan at umirap na ako. Jane saw that and she quickly looked down.

“Can you leave us? I’ll take care of my wife.” Hunter said at nainis pa ako sa sarili ko dahil nagustuhan ko iyong itinawag nya sa akin! A part of me wanted to smirk at the girl who looked so sad with what he said!

“Pero, Sir Chase. Sa kabila po ang kwarto nyo.” she even pointed at the door beside my room. I raised at eyebrow at her.

The heck does she wants? Inutusan sya ng amo nyang umalis pero nangatwiran pa sya na walang kinalaman sa sinabi ni Hunter! I don’t wanna be a brat like how my twin brother calls me whenever he’s pissing me off pero naiinis na talaga ako sa babaeng nasa harapan ko. Hindi ko naman alam kung bakit ako naiinis!

Is it because she likes Hunter? So what, Artemis? You can’t control her feelings!

Or am I annoyed by the idea that she’s keeping Hunter away from me?

“So? Can’t I be alone with my wife?” inakbayan pa ako ni Hunter at napairap na lang ako. Mukhang pinanindigan nya talaga ang pagiging mag asawa namin, huh?

“P-pero…” I know that Jane wanted to protest so I leaned more on Hunter’s chest to let her know her place. I even raised an eyebrow at her. She gulped before she looked down and finally left.

What a very stubborn girl.

When Jane left us, Hunter went inside my room. Hinanap ko agad kung nasaan ang mga damit ko. It’s been so many hours since I wore this gown and I really feel so uncomfortable now. I just wanted to have a warm bath and change into a comfortable clothes.

There’s a king size bed inside the room and the comforter is soft pink in color. I rolled my eyes as I remember the scene on my sixteenth birthday.

I didn’t find any luggage so I walked towards the closet and was surprised to see my clothes already neatly arrange. Hindi ko alam kung sino ang namili ng mga dadalhin na damit but I must say, he or she did a good job. Mga comfortable clothes ang nandoon and some outdoor clothes.

I sighed and turned around. I saw Hunter lying on the bed and using his arms as his pillow. Nakapikit sya but I know that he’s still awake.

“You should change too.” sabi ko. He’s still wearing kasi his white polo and the pants that he used at the wedding.

Dumilat sya. Itinukod ang isang siko sa kama at ginamit ang kamay para suportahan ang ulo. He looked at me with a sexy smirk on his lips.

“Is my wife worried about me?” tanong pa nya at napairap na naman ako.

“Speaking of.” I said and walked beside the bed. Tiningala nya ako. “May I remind you, Hunter. It was Kuya Helios and Zuri who got married and not us! So why in the freaking hell did they know me as your wife?!” I hissed. Gusto kong sumigaw pero ayoko namang isipin ng mga nasa labas that I’m a nagger. Wala pa akong isang oras na nandito but they’ll hear me raising my voice? That’s a no-no.

Hunter stared at me as I catched my breath in annoyance. Hinihingal ako sa inis ko sa kanya. Ang galing nya kasing manggalit! I might give him an award someday!

“You still look so beautiful even when you’re mad.” sabi nyang nakatitig pa rin sa mukha ko. Pinaglaruan pa nya ng daliri ang pang ibabang labi nya kaya napatingin ako doon.

His lips really look reddish. And I like the way how he play on his thick bottom lip with his forefinger and thumb. He looks like he’s modeling the bed while seducing anyone who will look at him.

Bumibilis na naman ang heartbeat ko and I’m not sure if it’s because I’m irritated with him or because of what he had said.

I tried so hard to look away from him. “Tell them that I’m not your wife.”

I heard his sexy chuckle again. Gosh. In this room with only the two of us, his sexiness is dominating the place.

“Why don’t you tell them yourself?” ganting tanong nya kaya napatingin ako sa kanya. He’s still playing with his lips but I can see that he’s hiding a smile. Inirapan ko sya.

But he’s right. Why didn’t I corrected Nanay Flor earlier? Edi, sana nalaman agad nila ang totoo. But a part of me doesn’t want Jane to know the truth. Ayokong malaman nya that Hunter is still single and available.

Hunter tapped the space beside him. “Come, my goddess. Let’s have our honeymoon here.”

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa sinabi nya. Bumangon pa sya at umupo sa kama. Then he started unbuttoning his white polo and I freaking panicked! I covered my eyes with my hands at hindi ko alam kung paanong takip ang gagawin ko sa mga mata ko!

“Hunter!” sigaw ko kahit walang nakikita. I heard him chuckled before I heard the sound of a metal clanging. My heart hammered when I realized what it is!

He’s unbuckling his belt!

“My gosh, Hunter!” inis kong sabi. Sobrang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko but he seems to be enjoying this ’cause he laughed again!

“Stop covering your eyes and look at me, my goddess.” he said playfully at alam kong pinaglalaruan na nya talaga ako!

“No!” I shrieked. “Get out!”

“People will see your husband’s body? Do you want that?”

“I don’t care! Get out!” sabi ko habang nakatakip pa rin ang mga kamay sa mga mata ko.

He chuckled again and I heard his movements. Nagulat pa ako nang inihagis nya sa ulo ko ang white polo nya pero hindi pa rin ako gumalaw. I smelled his cologne again.

“See you, my goddess.” sabi pa nya at narinig ko ang pagsarado ng pintuan but I didn’t let my guard down.

I tried to peek in between my fingers to see if he’s really gone. I puffed a breath when I confirmed that he left. Tinanggal ko ang damit nya sa may ulo ko.

He’s really insane!

I decided to take a bath. Nangangati na rin kasi ng slight ang katawan ko. It was all Hunter’s fault. Nagbyahe ba naman ako ng naka-gown from Manila to Palawan!

My body relaxed right away when I felt the warm water running down my whole body. I sighed in relief. Finally. I will feel comfortable now.

But now that I’m alone, I thought about Joshua again. Of course, I won’t forget him that fast even with the help of Hunter. Joshua and I shared five years doing things together so it’s natural that I’m still thinking about him from time to time.

I must’ve really loved him to go this far just to forget about him. But what can I do? He’s my first boyfriend as well as my first heartbreak. I gave him my all, I trusted him kaya naman sobrang sakit para sa akin ang panloloko nya. Hindi ko kasi talaga inaasahan na magagawa nya iyon

And it hurts the most when you blindly trust a person, and that person proves to you that you are really blind.

I guess that people must experience being hurt first to learn the lesson in life. Do not trust anyone ’cause they might end up breaking it.

I think that’s Joshua for me. He’s a lesson that I should learn. A lesson that taught me that I shouldn’t be blind and to keep opening my eyes for everything. For I won’t be able to see the truth if I am blind.

I smiled when I saw the blowdryer in the cabinet. Ang thoughtful naman ng nagpack ng mga clothes ko. I had everything that I needed here. Even my personal things is here.

Bumaba ako and I frowned when I didn’t see anyone in the sala. But I heard a sound coming from the kitchen so I went there. Nanay Flor is cooking something so I decided to help.

“Naku, Ma’am Artemis. Ako na po. Alam kong pagod kayo sa byahe.” sabi nya nang magtangka akong tumulong. Well, I didn’t know anything about cooking in the first place kaya hindi na din ako nagpumilit pa. Baka makagulo lang ako. I just offered my help as a courtesy.

“Dito po ba kayo nakatira?” I asked, trying to start a conversation. I don’t wanna look for Hunter. I know naman na uuwi din sya dito.

Nanay Flor looked at me and smiled. “Oo. Yung pinakamalapit na bahay dito sa beach house ni Sir Chase, doon kami nakatira.”

I nodded. The nearest house from here is the one where I saw Jane went out earlier. I guess she’s her daughter?

“Matagal na akong naninilbihan sa mga Sanford. Bata pa lang ’yan si Sir Chase at Sir James.” pagkukwento ni Nanay Flor. She called Gray by his second name too. “Ngayon lang may ipinakilala sa akin si Sir Chase na babae. Kaya sigurado ako, Ma’am. Seryoso sayo ang alaga kong ’yun.”

Ngumiti ako sa kanya. I’m suddenly interested with the story of Hunter. I didn’t get to see any pictures of him from his childhood but it’s good that I might hear his story now.

“Mabait yan si Sir Chase.” Nanay Flor said and I know that he’s complimenting Hunter because it’s me who’s she’s talking to. Ang inakala nyang asawa ng alaga nya. “Maalaga pa sa kapatid nya. Sweet. Nakita mo naman kung paano yumakap sa akin kanina, diba?”

I nodded. I didn’t expect that he has a side like that. The first time that I saw him, he looked cold to me. Especially with those gray eyes of him. Parang palaging may bagyong dala ang mga mata nya. That’s why it surprised me when he hugged Nanay Flor earlier.

“Pareho naman sila ni Sir James pero mas sweet si Sir Chase. Pareho din silang mabait. Mababait kasi ang mga magulang nila. Kaya nga nakakalungkot noong nawala sila.”

Natigilan ako sa sinabi nya. I just looked at her while my mind is trying to digest what she said.

“Wala na po… Ang mga magulang ni Hunter?” paninigurado ko pa. There’s sadness in her eyes when Nanay Flor looked at me.

“Oo, bata pa lang si Sir James ’nun. Tapos si Sir Chase mga nasa dise-sais anyos. Masakit sa magkapatid ang nangyari lalo pa at sabay na nawala ang mga magulang nila. Kaya nagbago din si Sir Chase noon. Wala palagi sa bahay at kung saan-saan pumupunta. Hinayaan ko na lang. Palagay ko’y iyon ang paraan nya para makayanan ang pagkawala ng mga magulang nya.”

If Hunter was just sixteen years when his parents died, ibig sabihin ay maagang nawala ang mga magulang nila. They’re like the same age with my parents so it just means that they were still young then.

I didn’t know that Hunter has this kind of background. I just thought that he’s just a crazy person who likes to annoy me.

“Pero isang araw, bumalik ’yan si Sir Chase. Nakangiti! Unang beses ko syang nakitang ngumiti ng ganoon simula nang mamatay ang mga magulang nya. Ang sabi nya ay nahanap nya na raw kasi ang babaeng pakakasalan nya.” tumawa si Nanay Flor. “Natakot ako noon imbes na matuwa. Akala ko’y nababaliw na ang alaga ko dahil sa pagkamatay ng mga magulang nya.”

I giggled. Even Nanay Flor thought Hunter was crazy back then. Then how about me na araw-araw nyang binubwisit while saying unbelievable things?

“Tapos sinabi pa nyang isa daw dyosa ng buwan ang mapapangasawa nya! Diyos ko! Kamuntik ko na syang dalhin sa ospital noon!” we both laughed. This story is really interesting. “Pero nagsimula na naman syang umalis alis. At nang huli syang umalis, sinabi nyang dadalhin nya ang babaeng tinutukoy nya sa pagbalik nya.” Nanay Flor smiled at me. “Tinotoo ni Sir Chase ang pangako nyang iyon. At mukha ka nga talagang dyosa sa sobrang ganda mo.”

I blushed. I always receive compliments like this pero nakakahiya pa rin.

“Salamat po.”

Nanay Flor walked towards me and she held both of my hands. “Maraming pinagdaanan si Sir Chase pero alam kong sayo sya kumukuha ng lakas. Ikaw na sana ang bahala sa kanya, Ma’am Artemis.”

She looked so serious when she said that and I don’t wanna break her heart. So instead of correcting her that I am not really Hunter’s wife, I squeezed her hands and smiled at her.

“Huwag po kayong mag-alala, Nanay Flor. I will take care of him.”

I looked for Hunter when Nanay Flor finished cooking. Narinig ko muna ang ingay dahil sa paglalaro nila ng mga bata bago ko sila nakita

I saw them running around the beach. The sand splash as their feet move with speed. Hinahabol ni Hunter ang mga bata at kapag nahuli ay kikilitiin nang matagal.

Instead of calling out for them, I leaned on the door jamb and watched them. Hunter looked happy while playing with the kids. I began to imagine him as a father playing with our kids in the future.

My eyes widened when I realizing what I am imagining. What the freaking hell? Why did I thought the future having kids with him? Totoo ba talagang naisip ko iyon?!

But as I stared at Hunter, I never thought that he has a dark past. Hindi ko alam kung paano nya nakaya ang pagkawala ng mga magulang nya ng sabay. Maybe he busied himself with his work kaya rin sya paalis-alis noon. Kaya madalas ay matagal kami bago muling magkita.

I wanted to ask Nanay Flor how did his parents die but I didn’t want to pry more. Maybe Hunter will not like it when I ask someone about his past. Personal na buhay nya iyon at ayoko namang manghimasok na lang basta.

Hunter stopped running and looked to where I am. His eyes found mine instantly and I was amazed by how he could find me that instant. He walked towards me and his skin shines under the sun because of his sweat.

“Hey…” bati nya nang makalapit. He’s wearing a black muscle tee so I have the full view of his biceps. May mga pawis ang nandoon at hindi ko alam kung bakit mas lalo pa syang nagmukhang sexy sa paningin ko!

I cleared my throat. “Kakain na raw.”

His hands brushed his damp hair because of sweat. Napatitig ako sa mga braso nyang for sure na matigas dahil sa mga mucles. Parang gusto ko ulit maramdaman ang yakap nya ngayong nakita ko na ng buo ang mga braso nya.

He handed me a white towel. I raised an eyebrow and didn’t take it.

“Anong gagawin ko dyan?” Hunter showed me his smirk again.

“Wipe my sweat, please.” sabi nyang nagpapa-cute pa. I pursed my lips to stop myself from laughing.

Gosh, he’s really unpredictable! One moment, he looks like a bad guy, other moment he looks like a mysterious man but now, I can’t believe that he’s giving me a pleading but cute eyes!

Tatanggi na sana ako pero tumawa na ako. He bit his lower lip when I took the towel from his hand.

“Did you take a shower?” I asked. Kahit kasi pawisan sya ay mabango pa rin sya. I even smelled the minty scent of the shampoo that he used.

“Yeah…” he breathed when I started to wipe the sweat on his neck. “We should shower together next time. Tipid sa tubig.”

Hinampas ko sya sa dibdib which made him laugh. Inis na ibinalik ko sa kanya ang towel at lumayo pero hinila nya ako pabalik sa kanya.

“Just kidding.” anas nya at mas hinila pa ako sa katawan nya bago nya ako tuluyang niyakap.

My breathing hitched when I felt his warm body against mine. Parang kanina lang ay iniisip ko pa ang kagustuhang yakapin nya ako but it’s really happening now. I tried to look at his biceps that’s clenching whenever he’s tightening his embrace

“Pawisan ka.” sabi ko pero hindi naman sya itinutulak palayo. My heart started to beat so fast and so loud.

“Mabango naman ang pawis ko.” sabi nya at napairap ako. I can’t reach his confident level!

“Is this your way so I’ll forget about Joshua?”

Napansin ko ang paghigpit ng yakap nya sa akin when I mentioned Joshua’s name. I buried my face on his chest to hide my smile.

“Why? Is it working?” bulong na tanong nya pero hindi ako sumagot. I concentrated on the sound of his beating heart.

One… Two… Three… Four…. I counted his heartbeat. It’s just the same as mine. Same speed. Same loudness. Same sound.

Hunter kissed the side of my head and my heart beats faster. I closed my eyes at dinama na lang ang pagyakap nya.

“You’ll forget about him, my goddess. I promise.” Hunter whispered and I nodded. I don’t know. I just want to stay inside his arms. His hug feels so good.

“Okay…” I mumbled and took a deep breath.

Please, Hunter. Help your goddess forget the pain in her heart.

Chapter 15

I don’t know how long I’ve been staring at the ceiling since the moment I woke up. Nablanko ang utak ko sa kung nasaan ako. I thought that I’m in some hotel room but this doesn’t looks like one. Then I heard the laughter from the kids outside and that’s when I realized where I am.

I’m in Hunter’s beach house in Palawan and I’ll be here with him for three months. Until now, I can’t believe that I agreed with his plan of taking me here even though he kinda kidnapped me. I could still refuse to go with him that time but here I am now.

Is it because I really wanted to overcome the pain that Joshua gave me? Ganoon ko nga talaga sya siguro kamahal para umabot pa ako sa ganito.

I sighed as I got up. I wonder how long will it takes for me to mend my broken heart. Even if Hunter offered his help, I know na sa akin pa rin manggagaling ang malaking hakbang. Hunter is just here to support me. Everything is up to me.

I have a pure heart before the heartbreak happened. It’s easy for me to trust someone. Hindi ako mabilis maghinala and that’s the reason why Apollo is being overprotective to me. Alam nyang madali lang akong masaktan ng mga tao dahil sa bilis kong magtiwala sa kanila. Even my friends back then. I trusted and treat them as my friends pero iba pala ang gusto nila sa akin. They want the fame of being a friend of a Gallagher. Others used me dahil naman sa mga kapatid ko.

Then here comes Joshua. The first man who I ever trusted besides my family. The first man who I gave my heart to. But he choose not only to break my heart, but also to break my trust. And it scares me that all those heartaches and trusts that people broke might change me someday. Natatakot ako na baka hindi ko na magawang magtiwala. I’m scared that I’ll become someone with no feelings at all.

I want to be strong like Daphne. She experienced a lot of pain compared to mine and yet, she’s still my sweet and lovely bestfriend that I met before. Kung may nagbago man sa kanya, iyon ay mas naging malakas sya dahil sa mga pinagdaanan nya.

They say that time heals all wounds, but I do not agree. Not all wounds can heal with time. Other wounds will remain even after ten or hundred years. And time will just blur the memories.

I don’t know if I’ll be able to love again with how I loved Joshua. I don’t know if I can still pour all my love to someone. But I guess it’s a good thing, right? Kailangan ko rin namang magtira ng pagmamahal para sa sarili ko.

I went to the bathroom and did my morning routine. It’s a good thing that this room has its own bathroom. Hindi ko na kailangan pang lumabas. I don’t want others to see my morning face.

Lumabas ako and found out that the house is empty. I looked at the clock and saw that it’s already ten in the morning. Wow, how long did I stare at the ceiling ba kanina? Iniwan na tuloy ako ng mga tao dito. Tapos na siguro silang breakfast.

I went out of the house and saw the two kids, Christian and Aira, playing again. Naghahabulan na naman sila. I sat at the stone stairs outside the house. At sa baba ng batong mga hagdan ay buhangin na.

Aira stopped running when she saw me. She waved at me and I waved back. Imbes na ipagpatuloy ang paghahabulan nila ay lumapit sila sa akin.

“Hello po, Ate Artemis.” bati nila at umupo sa magkabilang gilid ko. Pawis na pawis sila dahil sa ginawang pagtakbo.

“Wait. Stay here. Kukuha lang ako ng towel.” I said and went inside the house again to look for a towel para pamunas ng pawis nila. Kinuha ko na rin pati ang baby powder.

Bumalik ako sa tabi nila and started wiping their sweats. They were shy pa nga at first and insisted na sila na lang ang gagawa pero sabi ko ay ako na.

I remember back then. Apollo was the one who’s taking care of me. I don’t like our babysitter kasi to touch me. Ganoon ako kaarte before. Kaya si Apollo ang nag aalaga sa akin noon ’cause Kuya Helios was traing under Dad’s supervision to take over the Gallagher Empire.

And kaunting pagpawisan lang ako ay magagalit na si Apollo. He’ll start nagging me saying that I should take care of myself at huwag magpapatuyo ng pawis. It’s bad for the health daw sa mga bata. So now, I think I adapted that thing from him.

“Ang ganda-ganda mo, Ate. Tapos ang bait-bait pa.” sabi ni Aira nang matapos ko syang punasan ng pawis. Inilagay ko ang towel sa likuran nya.

“Thank you. You’re pretty, too.” I said at si Christian naman ang inasikaso. “And Christian is handsome naman.”

They laughed with what I’ve said. I don’t know what’s funny though. I’m telling the truth naman. They really look cute kasi.

“Alam nyo ba kung nasaan ang Kuya Chase nyo?” I asked. Hindi ko sya makita dito sa labas. Maybe he went somewhere. May mga bahay pa din kasi sa kabilang banda ng resthouse.

“Kasama po ni Lola. Namalengke po.” sagot ni Christian. Lola? I guess they’re talking about Nanay Flor?

“Ate, ate.” kinulbit pa ako ni Aira nang matapos ako sa paglalagay ng towel sa likod ni Christian. “Paano po magkaroon ng kulay blue na mata?” she even pointed at my eyes.

I smiled. I remember when I was in gradeschool. My classmates would often ask me that. They were curious, I know. But it made me feel that I’m different with them. I was the only one who has a blue eye color in our class kaya kung minsan ay nakakatanggap ako ng tukso. Well, blue eye color is rare here in the Philippines. Magkakaroon ka lang ng asul na mga mata kung may ibang lahi ang mga magulang mo.

“Hmm… Hindi ko alam, eh. My Dad has a blue eyes and I think minana namin iyon ng mga kapatid ko sa kanya.” I answered and Aira pouted. Her cuteness doubled, oh my gosh! I wanna pinch her cheeks!

“Ay, sayang. Gusto ko rin po kasing maging blue ang mga mata ko. Pero black po kasi kina Mama at Papa, eh. Kaya black din mata ko.”

“I think maganda naman ang mga mata ko.” I said, trying to lift up her disappointment.

“Mas maganda po kapag blue, kagaya sa inyo. Ang ganda-ganda nyo po kasi talaga!”

“Hindi ka naman gaganda kahit blue mata mo. Ang panget mo kaya.” pang aasar ni Christian sa kapatid nya. I just smiled. I remember Apollo, my gosh.

Mas lalong napasimangot si Aira kaya napatawa ako. Binuhat ko sya at pinaupo sa mga hita ko. I brushed her hair with my fingers.

“You’re beautiful the way you are, Aira. Maganda ka. Always remember that.”

Aira hugged me in the neck and stuck out her tongue at her brother. Tumawa ako. I think my three months here will not be boring.

“Ate, dito ka na lang po palagi, ha? Para dito na lang din po si Kuya Chase.” sabi ni Aira nang bumitaw sya sa akin.

“Oo nga po. Ang sabi kasi ni Lola, kaya daw wala si Kuya Chase dito dati kasi kasama nyo raw po.” kumapit sa isang braso ko si Christian. “Sige na po, Ate. Dito ka na lang din po tumira.”

Kinulit ako ng dalawang bata dahil doon. I don’t know what I should say. I don’t want to make promises that I know I may not keep. Especially not with these two kids. Ayokong paasahin sila. I don’t want to break their young hearts kapag hindi ko natupad ang pangako ko.

Knowing that they like Hunter this much means that he’s really a good Kuya to them. Nakita ko rin naman iyon nang makipaghabulan sya sa kanila.

The great Hunter Chase Sanford is playing tag with the kids.

“Si Kuya Chase!” sigaw ni Christian kaya napatingin ako sa itinuturo nya.

My eyebrows shot up when I saw who’s with him. Tinutulungan nya sa pagbubuhat ng mga bilihin si Nanay Flor but Jane is also with them. I saw that she’s smiling wide while trying to strike a conversation with Hunter. Pero nakita na ako ni Hunter at hindi na maalis ang titig nya sa akin.

He’s wearing a black tank top which shows the muscles in his body, and a khaki shorts and sandals. Kahit iyon lang ang suot nya, it’s obvious that he really has a nice and body. Kaya naman yung babaeng nakatirintas ang buhok sa tabi nya ay kumikislap ang mga mata.

Inirapan ko sya. Okay, calm down. Nanay Flor is with them naman. So it wasn’t a date. At paanong magiging date iyon kung namalengke sila? Don’t be a brat, Artemis.

I really don’t like that girl Jane. She’s not doing anything wrong naman. Basta. I don’t like her lang.

“Did you have your breakfast?” Hunter asked. Naipasok nya na sa loob ang mga pinamili nila. He sat beside us and Christian climbed and sat on his lap.

“No.” I answered. Nagsalubong ang dalawang makakapal nyang mga kilay.

“Why? I left some breakfast for you. Dapat kinain mo.” medyo inis pa ang tono nya.

Umirap ulit ako. Malay ko bang may iniwan syang pagkain? Nakakahiya naman maghalungkat sa lamesa kanina. Baka pala hindi sa akin ang food na makikita ko.

“Eat your breakfast, Artemis.” utos ni Hunter so I glared at him.

“No, thanks. Magluluto na rin naman si Nanay Flor for lunch so I’ll just wait na lang.”

He was about to say something but he chose close his mouth. Siguro ay na-realize nyang maaga pa para magtalo kaming dalawa. Good. I didn’t like what I saw earlier at baka masigawan ko talaga sya kapag pinilit nya pa ako.

“You want to take a look around the island while you wait?” he offered. I saw that he’s being careful with his words. Parang naninimbang din ang mga titig nya.

Pumayag ako sa gusto nya. Gusto ko rin makita ang buong island. Its white sand is so beautiful and the blue sea seems inviting me for a swim. But I’ll just swim some other days na lang. I still have three months in this island.

Tinawag ni Nanay Flor ang dalawang bata. She said that they need to take a bath so Hunter started to tour me around with just the two of us.

Papunta kami doon sa mga kabahayan. I wanted to meet the residents here. This doesn’t seem like a private island kasi. May mga iilang kabahayan sa hindi kalayuan. Ang beach house lang ni Hunter ang nasa malayo.

Ang unang bahay na nakita namin ay yung bahay nina Nanay Flor. Hunter said that Jane also lives there too and he confirmed na mag-ina nga ang dalawa. While Christian and Aira are the kids of Nanay Flor’s eldest daughter

“I think I was just around ten that time when Mom introduced Nanay Flor to Gray and me saying that she’s gonna be our housemaid.” pagkukwento ni Hunter habang naglalakad kami. “She’s from this island and she took a chance to work in Manila. Hindi daw kasi sapat ang kinikita nila sa pangingisda.”

I looked ahead. Sa malayong banda nga ay nakakita ako ng mga bangka sa pangingisda. Fishing is their way of living here.

“Then Dad decided to build a resthouse here. The government took an interest in this place. Pinapaalis nila ang mga residente dito. And to stop that, Dad bought this whole island.” Oh… So this island is his now? “Nanay Flor was beyond happy for my father’s help. And to show her gratitude, she devoted her life to the Sanfords.”

So that’s why until now, Nanay Flor is still serving him despite of her age. Gayong kaya na naman ni Hunter na alagaan ang sarili nya.

I bet Hunter’s parents were a good people. They even bought the whole island to help their housemaid. Sayang lang at maaga silang nawala.

I know that Hunter is a good person too. Even Gray. Sa ilang panahon na nakasama ko si Hunter, I can tell that he’s a really genuine person. He even offered to help me forget about Joshua. And Nanay Flor talks about him like he’s really kind. Tapos gusto pa sya ng mga bata. Well, sometimes, he’s just crazy nga lang.

Sa sumunod na bahay ay nakakita ako ng babaeng may kung anong ginagawa. Her age is around forty, I guess? Nang makalapit kami ni Hunter ay saka ko lang nalaman ang ginagawa nya.

She’s making a handmade bracelet with different pearls and shells and little things for the design. It’s so beautiful and I can’t believe that those hands could make something like this.

I pick up the one that pique my interest. It’s a light pink bracelet with a metal bow and arrow for the design. I looked at Hunter’s bracelet. It’s a bit identical to what he has.

Tinignan ko sya. He nodded like he understood the question in my mind. This woman made his bracelet.

“Kayo po ang gumawa nito?” I asked while holding the pink bracelet. Mula sa pagkakayuko ay tumingin sya sa akin. She looked stunned for a moment before she nodded.

“Gawa ko nga ’yan.” napatingin pa sya sa katabi ko at mas nagulat sya. “Sir Chase! Kayo pala!”

“Magandang umaga ho.” he greeted and I smiled at his politeness.

“Ito na bang asawa nyo?” tanong nung babae at ininguso pa ako. “Aba’y kaganda naman!”

Hunter chuckled so I looked at him and raised an eyebrow. He smirked before he winked at me.

“Gusto mo ba nyan, hija?” the woman asked so I looked at her. “Sa iyo na lang kung gusto mo!” tukoy nya sa bracelet.

It made me surprised! The bracelet looks pretty and I know that she worked hard to make this! The details and the design say it all! I like it but I want to pay for her hardwork!

“Gusto ko po pero babayaran ko.” sabi ko pero nasa loob pala ng beach house ni Hunter ang wallet ko. Mangungutang na sana ako sa kanya ng pera nang umiling ang matanda.

“Sa iyo na lang. Pasasalamat dahil bumalik dito si Sir Chase.” she said. It made me think why she’s thanking me for Hunter’s return. I mean, sumama lang naman ako sa kanya dito.

“Please, don’t break it this time.” Hunter said as he took the bracelet from me. Sya na ang nagsuot noon sa wrist ko.

“Sinira ’yon. Hindi ako yung nagsira.” I tried to defend myself. Kinagat ni Hunter ang loob ng pisngi nya so he looks like he’s pouting a bit. Gosh. One moment he looks mysterious then the other moment he looks cute. How the heck can he do that?

“Sya ba ang asawa mo, Sir Chase?”

Nagulat ako nang paglingon ko ay may ilang mga tao ang naglapitan pa sa amin. Curious is in their eyes as they eyed me from head to foot. It made me concious as hell!

“Ang ganda, no? Blue eyes!” sagot noong naggagawa ng bracelet.

“Bagay na bagay kayo, Sir Chase! Kaya naman pala ang tagal mong bumisita ulit dito!”

“Kung ganyan kaganda ba naman ang asawa nya, eh malamang hindi na nga lumayo si Sir Chase sa kanya. Baka maagaw pa ng iba.”

Namumula ang mukha ko sa mga pinagsasabi nila. I don’t know. It’s not true that I’m Hunter’s wife but why am I getting affected like this?

Hunter snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me towards him. Hinalikan nya ang gilid ng ulo ko pagkatapos. The residents teased us by his move!

“Sa lips naman!” sabi nung isa kaya nanlaki ang mga mata ko.

“Kiss mo sa lips, Sir Chase!” nagtawanan sila. I know that my face is as red as the tomato now!

“Kiss daw.” Hunter whispered in my ear. Dinig ko ang pagngiti nya at humigpit pa ang hawak nya sa bewang ko.

He seems like he’s enjoying this.

“Shut up.” I hissed but there’s a fake smile on my lips so the residents wouldn’t know that there’s something wrong.

“Pagbigyan na natin. Ang tagal kong hindi nakabalik dito.” bulong ni Hunter at mahinang tumawa sa tenga ko.

I shivered when I heard his deep and sexy chuckle. His voice is a bit hoarse and heck, it sounded like a bedroom voice to me. Tumatama din ang paghinga nya sa tenga ko pababa sa leeg ko.

I tried to stand straight. Nanghihina ako pero hindi ko alam kung bakit. Kinapitan ko ang braso ni Hunter na nakapulupot sa bewang ko.

“Isa, Hunter. Sasampalin na kita.”

He sexily laughed again and I just wanted to stomp my feet at the ground. Gosh! He’s effect on me is so strong! His hoarse and raspy voice made me want to close my eyes and just listen to him talking for the whole day.

He kissed my hair and inhaled the scent of the shampoo that I used before he faced the residents. Nakalimutan ko na ang tungkol sa kanila.

“Pasensya na ho. Mahiyain po kasi ang asawa ko. Next time na lang.” sabi nya kaya muling nang asar ang mga nanonood sa amin. Hinampas ko ang tyan nya pero nasaktan lang ang kamay ko sa tigas ng abs nya doon.

“Next time ka dyan!” sabi ko pero nagpaalam na sya sa mga residents.

“Sige po. Babalik na kami sa loob.”

The residents waved goodbye at us and I just smiled at them. Hindi pa rin tinatanggal ni Hunter ang kamay nya sa bewang ko pero hinayaan ko na lang. I have a feeling that I will trip if he do that. Nandito pa rin kasi ang epekto nya sa akin.

He stopped walking which made me stopped too. I looked at him and my eyes widened nang inilapit nya ang mukha nya sa mukha ko. I can even smell his minty breath and manly cologne.

He looked at me in the eyes and I saw happiness in his gray eyes. Sa kabila ng pagiging kulay abo ay nakita kong kumikinang ang mga mata nya.

“Nasabi ko na ba sayo na mahal na mahal kita?”

I slowly took a deep breath. Very, very slowly. Para kasing nawalan ng hangin ang baga ko dahil sa sinabi nya. It was unexpected and yet… It made me happy.

The side of his lips rose before he licked his lips.

“Mahal na mahal kita, Artemis. ’Cause when I’m with you, I feel like I am real and alive.”

Sobrang lakas na naman ng heartbeat ko. I uncinw touched my the part of my chest where my heart it. It fascinates me how can he make my heart beats this loud and fast.

Ipinatong nya ang kamay nya sa kamay kong nasa dibdib. It made my heart race.

“And just like the moon, you always shine on me during my darkest hours, always giving me hope. I love you, my goddess of the moon.”

Chapter 16

I never thought that Hunter is the type of person who will say what he feels so easily. Parang normal lang sa kanya ang magsabi ng ganoon. But I can see in his eyes that he’s sincere. That he really meant the words that he had said to me. And I never thought that someone like him could show so many emotions in his eyes

His gray eyes seems so cold and yet when he said those words, it gave me a warm feeling. A feeling that I do not understand.

Tuwing nagigising ako sa umaga at bumababa ay palagi kong naaabutan na walang tao. I don’t know what time Nanay Flor and Jane buy the ingredients for our food but Hunter is always with them. It made me somehow feel frustrated and I don’t have an idea why. Maybe because I’m expecting Hunter that he’ll be with me the whole time in this island since I don’t know anyone here. At sya ang tagarito kaya hindi nya dapat ako iniiwan nang mag isa.

Or am I frustrated because Jane is with him? I tried to tell myself every morning that they are not having a date. Namamalengke lang sila for our food and besides, Nanay Flor is with them. Siguro naman ay hindi hahayaan ni Nanay Flor na dumikit-dikit si Jane kay Hunter since ang alam nya ay mag asawa kami.

I went down and had my breakfast alone in this table. Wow. I never thought that eating alone will feel this lonely. Sa bahay kasi ay palagi akong may kasabay. Either my family or our maids. Kapag wala ang family ko ay pinapasabay ko ang mga maid na kumain sa akin. I don’t want them just staring at me while eating.

Parang mabibingi na yata ako dahil sa katahimikan kaya binilisan ko ang pagkain. It’s been like this for several mornings already. Hindi naman ako makapagreklamo dahil ako talaga ang huling nagigising sa lahat. Hindi pa yata sumisikat ang araw and they’re all already awake! My body clock is not like that.

I sighed and just sat outside. Pinanood ko ang alon sa dagat at ang paglalaro ng mga bata. When I got bored, I opened my social media accounts just to get an update with my family’s life.

Kuya Helios and Zuri were posting pictures from their honeymoon. Summer is not with them and my cute little niece understands that her parents needed time alone with each other. Their lovestory is not like the normal ones. Nauna silang magkaanak at ngayon pa lang sila magkakaroon ng oras para sa isa’t isa. My parents were taking care of Summer naman.

I didn’t see any post from Apollo and Daphne. I wonder where they went after the wedding reception. Hindi pa nga tapos ang program ay bigla na lang silang nawala.

After I checked my social media accounts, I got bored so I played games na lang with my phone. I thought my three months would be productive but it’s been only a week and I am starting to get bored already!

And I don’t want to be alone! Everytime I do, I remembered Joshua. Kaya nga ako sumama dito dahil natutulungan ako ni Hunter na makalimutan si Joshua kahit papaano dahil lang sa presensya nya but Hunter seems busy! Sana ay hindi lang ako sumama kung ganito lang din naman.

I really don’t want to feel the pain. It really hurts. I look like I am fine on the outside, like I do not have any problems at all but on the inside, I am slowly crumbling. It’s hard to pull myself up. I feel so broken and I’m having the hard time to collect all my pieces and make myself whole again.

To be honest, I am just trying to divert my attention so I wouldn’t remember Joshua’s betrayal and cheating. Pero kahit na sinusubukan kong huwag isipin ay nararamdaman ko pa rin ang sakit. Now I know the feeling of having an amnesia. Hindi naaalala ng isip pero nararamdaman naman ng puso. And in my case, I chose to pretend that I don’t remember the pain and yet, my heart could still feel it.

“Ma’am Artemis, nandyan ka pala.”

Nagulat ako nang dumating si Nanay Flor. I looked behind her, hoping to see Hunter but he’s nowhere to be seen.

“Nagugutom ka na? Sandali at magluluto na ako ng pananghalian natin.” sabi ni Nanay Flor and I smiled at her.

“I’m not hungry pa po since I ate my breakfast. But where’s Hunter, Nanay Flor? Bakit hindi nyo kasama?”

Pumasok si Nanay Flor sa bahay at sinundan ko sya. She went to the kitchen and started preparing the ingredients even though I said that I wasn’t hungry. Well, I guess she should cook na rin para pagdating ni Hunter ay may makain na sya.

“Sila ni Jane ang magkasama. Kinuha ko kasi yung pera na pinadala ng anak kong nagtatrabaho sa Maynila. Yung ina nina Christian at Aira.” she said but I only caught one thing.

Jane and Hunter were together.

Oh, gosh. I wonder what they’re doing now? Bakit wala pa sila? Bibili lang naman sila ng mga ingredients for dinner later and breakfast tomorrow, ah?

And why the heck are they together? I get it that Hunter is just helping them pero silang dalawa na lang ni Jane ang magkasama ngayon! Anong sasabihin ng mga makakakita sa kanila? Na hindi ang asawa ni Hunter ang kasama nya? My gosh! Ako dapat ang kasama nya!

There must be something wrong with me. I feel like I’m being cheated again. I feel like Hunter’s betraying me too. Hindi ko alam. Basta ayoko kahit sa isiping magkasama silang dalawa ngayon!

Jane obviously likes Hunter. I wonder if he knew about that! And who knows what Jane might do now that they’re alone together.

I am so confuse with what I’m feeling right now! Hunter is making me confuse and I don’t like it!

“Why are they taking so long?” hindi ko na napigilan na tanong. Napatigil si Nanay Flor sa pag-slice nung onions and then she looked at the wall clock.

Alam kong mamaya pa sila dahil araw-araw ay ganoong oras sila umuuwi with Nanay Flor. But I just want them to go home now. Ayokong tumagal pa sila nang magkasama. And I really don’t know why I’m feeling like this.

“Pabalik na siguro sila.” sabi ni Nanay Flor. I didn’t say anything. I feel so lost.

I just watched Nanay Flor cook our food pero ang loob ko ay hindi matahimik. Palipat-lipat ang tingin ko sa wall clock at sa may pinto, hoping to see the two of them. Pero wala. Wala pa din sila.

I tapped my fingers on the wooden table. Every minutes that passed by made me so anxious. Parang gusto ko na lang silang puntahan pero I don’t know this place. Hindi ko alam kung saan sila pupuntahan.

Natapos si Nanay Flor sa pagluluto pero wala pa din sila. She said that I should eat my lunch but I refused saying that I’m not hungry pa naman. Pinaliguan na lang nya ang dalawang mga bata.

They’re late for like five minutes. Dapat ay nandito na sila sa mga ganitong oras. Bakit wala pa sila? Bakit ngayon pa nila kailangang ma-late ng uwi?

The kids finished their bath at nabihisan na rin sila ni Nanay Flor pero wala pa din sina Hunter and Jane! Naiinis na ako! Late na sila ng thirty minutes!

“Kain ka na, Ma’am Artemis. Sabay na tayo ng mga bata.” pag aanyaya sa akin ni Nanay Flor but I refused again.

“Hihintayin ko na lang po si Hunter.”

Nanay Flor tried to engage a conversation with me. I did my best to respond to anything that she said pero napapatingin pa rin ako sa may pintuan at sa wall clock. I saw Nanay Flor’s apologetic smile to me. Siguro ay nahahalata na ang pagiging aligaga ko.

One hour had passed and I’m hungry na but I still waited for Hunter. I am frustrated as hell and it seems like someone will receive my wrath when he goes home.

He said that he’ll help me forget about Joshua but what is he doing?! He’s flirting at some girl at iniwan pa talaga ako dito! I don’t even know why he brought me here if he’ll just flirt with someone!

Looks like I have to collect my broken pieces alone. Ako lang talaga ang makakatulong sa sarili ko.

And I must be brave. I should save myself from being a broken person. I should build my trust again. Joshua broke it but it doesn’t mean that I shouldn’t trust to someone again. I should try harder though. Dahil hindi madali ang magtiwala ulit. Lalo pa kapag nasira na.

I just trusted the wrong person.

Narinig ko muna ang pagtawa ni Jane bago sila pumasok ng bahay. Hunter wasn’t smiling though but Jane had a wide smile from her face. I raised an eyebrow and her annoying smile immediately fades.

“Bakit ang tagal nyo?” tanong ni Nanay Flor at humalukipkip ako. Hunter looked at me and his eyebrows creased.

“Pyesta nga pala sa kabilang bayan, ’Nay. Ang hirap sumakay.” sabi ni Jane at napairap ako. Hunter saw that but he didn’t say anything.

Dapat lang! Ang tagal nila at gutom na talaga ako!

Tumayo ako at nilapitan si Hunter. He’s wearing a gray simple shirt and a faded jeans. Dahil gray ang suot nya ay kitang kita ang pawis na dumikit doon. It just made him look sexier. Bumakat kasi sa pawis yung abs nya but I tried to remain looking at his face.

“I was waiting for you.” I said nang makalapit sa kanya.

He smiled and reached out for my hand. He slightly graze my pink bracelet which is a bit identical to his. I maintained a straight face kahit na gusto kong mapangiti sa gesture nya.

“I’m sorry.” sabi nya habang hinihila ako palapit sa kanya. “Someone invited us to eat at hindi namin matanggihan ni Jane.”

My heart dropped with what he said. And here I am waiting for him so that we could have our lunch together and yet he had already eaten his lunch with some girl who likes him. I am annoyed as fuck! I waited for nothing! I got hungry for nothing!

I removed his hand from mine and took a step back away from him. It’s obvious that he didn’t like what I did based on the look on his face. Pero humalukipkip ako sa harapan nya at nagtaas ng isang kilay.

“Was it fun? The lunch that you had?” tanong ko at alam kong hindi maganda ang expression na ipinapakita ko. “Masarap ba yung mga pagkain?”

“Ay, sobrang sarap po! Busog na busog nga kami ni Sir Chase, eh.”

I smiled as I look at Jane who answered my question. Nakita ko na sinenyasan sya ni Nanay Flor na tumahimik.

“Thanks for answering pero hindi ikaw ang tinatanong ko.”

Gosh! I don’t want them to look at me differently pero I am so fed up na! Sirang-sira ang umaga ko ngayon. Well, hindi lang naman ngayon pero siguro ay napuno na talaga ako!

“Artemis, what are you saying?” mahinahong tanong ni Hunter. His voice is so soothing pero hindi nya ako madadala sa ganoon.

“You know what? If only I had known that you will just leave me here every morning and I had to eat my breakfast alone, hindi na sana ako sumama pa sayo.”

I saw the pain that flashed in his eyes at parang gusto ko na lang bawiin ang mga sinabi ko. But I held my ground. I am so damn frustrated. Kumakain akong mag isa every morning. Tapos ngayon ay hinintay ko sya para makapag-lunch kami together pero malalaman kong kumain na pala sya kasama ang ibang babae?!

“I’m sorry…” hinging paumanhin ni Hunter at mas lalo akong nainis. He shouldn’t say sorry that easily! “Okay, from now on, I’ll have breakfast with you. We will eat together all the time, hmmm?”

Humakbang sya pero hindi ko sya hinayaang makalapit sa akin. Iniiwas ko ang kamay ko sa kanya when he tried to hold me again. The pain that I saw in his eyes doubled.

“Do you know why I agreed to come here? Do you know why I’m still staying when I could have just left?” I asked. “It’s because you offered your help to me, Hunter. Umasa ako sa tulong na iyon. But it’s been a week and yet I still remember…” hininaan ko ang boses ko. “I still remember him everytime when I’m alone.”

“I’m sorry, my goddess.” ulit ni Hunter kaya sinamaan ko sya ng tingin. Mas lalo akong nagui-guilty sa pagso-sorry nya!

“That’s why I don’t want to be alone pero iyon ang ginagawa mo sa akin, eh. I thought that you’ll help me but I guess that I have to do this alone. It’s okay. I know that it’s isn’t right to use someone—”

“No, no…” mabilis syang lumapit sa akin at hindi na ako nakaatras. Hinawakan nya ang dalawang kamay ko. “You’re not using me, Artemis. Please, just stay by my side.”

“At least in Manila I have my work. In Manila I have my bestfriend, my family. Makakalimutan ko si Joshua dahil doon. Dito kasi Hunter, ikaw lang ang malalapitan ko. Pero nasaan ka? Wala ka naman. I shouldn’t agreed with this from the start.”

“Three months with me, Artemis. You promised that you’ll give me your three months.”

“It’s better for me if I’ll go back in Manila. Mas makakalimot ako doon.”

Natigilan si Hunter. He stared at me using those gray orbs. Nagtangis ang mga bagang nya bago sya bumuntong hininga at seryosong tumingin sa akin.

“Then I’ll just chase you. I’ll chase you even from the depths of eternity, my goddess. Manila lang ’yon. Kahit saan pa ’yan, mahahabol pa rin kita.” then he smirked at me na parang balewala ang mga sinabi ko.

I forgot. He is the hunter who’s chasing his goddess. Kahit anong iwas ang gawin ko sa kanya ay susundan nya pa rin ako. He’s been like this for so many months now. Kahit anong taboy na gawin ko sa kanya ay hindi sya tumitigil sa paghabol sa akin.

Ayos lang sa akin na sumama sya pabalik ng Manila. Basta ay ayoko dito.

Tumunog ang phone ko kaya iniiwas ko ang tingin ko kay Hunter. I fished my phone in my pockets and saw that it was my twin brother who’s calling. I frowned as I answered the call.

“What do you want?” bungad ko. But when I heard his low and empty chuckle and I immediately knew that something is wrong with him.

“Hey, ’lil sis. Having fun with your vacation?”

“Are you drunk?” I asked. He sounded so drunk! And the way he talks, parang may kung ano talaga sa kanya.

“’Course not. Ako? Malalasing?” tumawa pa sya at alam ko na talagang may problema sya. “Damn, it hurts.”

I was surprised when I heard him sobbed from the other line. My lips parted as I listened to him while he’s crying. Isa lang naman ang dahilan kung bakit magkakaganito ang kakambal ko.

“She’s leaving, Artemis. She’s leaving me again.”

I hear the pain in his voice. At dahil siguro magkakambal kami kaya nararamdaman ko ang sakit na nararamdaman nya even if he’s away. Napatingin ako kay Hunter.

“I need to go back to Manila.” I said while looking at him straight in the eyes.

Whatever Apollo’s problem is, I know that he needed me. He was there when Joshua hurt me and I want to be with him also when he’s in pain.

Hunter nodded. “I’ll go with you.”

“Aalis na naman po kayo, Kuya Chase?” narinig ko ang mangiyak-ngiyak na boses ni Aira. Sinundan pa iyon ni Christian.

“Dito lang po kayo, Kuya Chase. Dito lang po kayo.”

Nagsimulang umiyak ang dalawang bata at hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Three people are crying right now. The two kids and Apollo.

Sinubukan silang patahanin ni Nanay Flor pero hindi sila matahan. Si Jane naman ay nanatili ang tingin kay Hunter. Napairap ako.

“I’ll be with you, twin brother.” I said before I ended the call. Hinarap ko ang dalawang mga bata. “Hindi aalis ang Kuya Chase nyo.”

Hinawakan ni Hunter ang isang braso ko at pinaharap sa kanya. His jaw is clenching and I can tell that he doesn’t like what I had said.

“Artemis, sasama ako sayo.”

“At paiiyakin mo ang mga bata?” bulong kong magkadikit ang mga ngiti. “You’ll break their hearts. Hunter!”

I looked at the two kids who already stopped crying. Hope is in their eyes.

“I know but they’ll get over it just like before.” Hunter reasoned out. “Pero ako? Sa tingin mo makakaya ko kung iiwan mo ako? I already told you about this, Artemis. Hindi ko kaya!”

I sighed. Okay. I acknowledge his feelings for me even though I don’t know how or when did he started liking me. Pero alam ko na susunod talaga sya sa akin kahit na umiyak pa nang umiyak ang mga bata.

“Babalik ako.” pikit mata kong sabi. Not sure if it’s a better idea.

“Do you really think that I’ll believe that after the things that you said?” he asked with suspicion. I rolled my eyes.

“Do you really think that I’ll let you break their young hearts?” tukoy ko sa mga bata. “Babalik ako, Hunter. I promise you.”

He studied me and I stared at him to let him know that I’m serious. I know that Christian and Aira really like Hunter. At kung aalis sya nang biglaan ay masasaktan ang dalawang bata. I don’t want them to get hurt. They’re still so young for a heartbreak. Alam ko kung anong pakiramdam ang magtiwala, umasa at masaktan kaya ayokong maramdaman nila iyon.

Hunter cupped my left cheek and I felt his rough and calloused hand. I really like the feeling of his hand against my skin.

“I believe you. But please, come back to me, my goddess. I’ll wait for you. Maghihintay ako kahit gaano pa katagal.” he said while his thumb is caressing my cheek and his gray eyes are full of emotions. But I can still see pain in there.

I must do something. I don’t want him to think that I’ll go against my words. I want him to hold on to my promise. Dahil alam ko, babalik talaga ako.

I took a single step towards him. Nagkalapit ang mga katawan namin while we’re staring at each other. Then I tiptoed and looked at him, straight in the eyes.

“Babalik ako. I promise.” ulit ko then I kissed him on the cheeks.

Bahagyang umangat ang gilid ng mga labi nya nang humiwalay ako sa kanya. He looked amused and I smirked at him.

“I sealed it with a kiss.”

He let out a low and hearty chuckle. He held my wrist and pulled me against him. Niyakap nya ako at ikinulong sa mga bisig nya. He kissed my hair before he tightened his hug.

“Just come back to me, my goddess. ’Cause this hunter is willing to wait for an eternity just to be with you.”

Chapter 17

Si Creed ang naghatid sa akin pabalik ng Manila using his chopper again. Hunter hired him ’cause he said that it’s easier and faster. He also mentioned that he will be at ease too if I’ll go with Creed.

I can still see in Hunter’s eyes that he really wants to go with me or he doesn’t want me to go at all. But he knew that nobody can stop me. Kailangan ako ni Apollo. He needs me and I want to be there for him.

Apollo hugged and comforted me when Joshua and I broke up so I want to reciprocate the things that he did. His warm embraced saved me from being shattered that time.

The chopper landed at the helipad of the Gallagher Empire. Bumaba na ako but Creed stopped me before I could ride on the elevator.

“Kailan ka babalik?” he asked.

I shook my head. “Not sure. Depends on Apollo’s situation.”

I don’t really know how long I will stay here in Manila but I know that I’ll go back to Palawan. Hunter is waiting for me. And I never like the feeling of knowing that someone is waiting for me. Hindi talaga ako napapalagay.

Creed nodded. “But will you still go back to Palawan? I just want to know. Hindi ako babayaran ni Hunter kapag hindi kita naibalik sa kanya.”

I didn’t know what he’s talking about so I asked. “Hunter is paying you?”

“Oo. Two million sa paghahatid sayo dito. Ten million kapag naibalik kita.”

My jaw dropped at his ridiculous answer. What the freak? Sa pagsakay ko lang ng chopper nya ay million na ang halaga? How much were the seats of his chopper pa at parang gawa yata iyon sa ginto?

“You’re kidding me!” I squealed. Hunter wouldn’t pay that big amount of money just by riding that chopper! Masyadong mahal ang singil nya!

Maybe Creed is playing with me right now!

Creed put his hands on the his hips and laughed at my expression. He bit his lower lip before it turns into a smirk.

“Ganyan kabaliw sayo ang gagong ’yon. He’s willing to give everything he have just for you.” he chuckled again. “Kaya bumalik ka, Artemis. Baka mamatay talaga ’yon kapag iniwan mo.”

Tulala ako habang pababa ang elevator. I can’t believe that Hunter is willing to spend that much money just for me. I know that he’s rich. Siguro ay kasing yaman sya ni Kuya Helios. Or even richer pa. But twelve million is not a joke! My gosh! Doesn’t he have any idea na ba where to spend his money anymore kaya parang nagtatapon na sya?

At bakit ba naniningil pa si Creed sa kaibigan nya? I thought that he’s helping Hunter at first pero may kapalit pala. They’re friends pero pineperahan nya ang kaibigan nya! I bet na naningil din sya noong hinatid nya kami nang magkasama ni Hunter sa Palawan!

I hailed a cab at nagpahatid ako sa bar kung nasaan si Apollo. He’s drinking his intestines out when I saw him. Almost two hours had passed when he called me earlier and he’s already drunk then but he’s still drinking until now. I sighed and snatched the shot glass that he’s about to drink.

Napatingin sya sa akin with his drunk eyes. His mouth form an “O” when he saw me.

“My dear li’l sis!” sabi nya at tumayo. He tried to welcome me with a hug but failed. Sumubsob sya sa balikat ko dala ng kalasingan. Then he laughed like he’s laughing at his own stupidity.

“You’re drunk.” I told him. Hindi ba ’to tumigil nang kakainom?

“Hmm…” he answered and hugged me tight. Isinubsob nya ang ulo nya sa balikat ko para maitago ang buong mukha nya. Then I felt that part of my shoulder became wet before I heard his sob.

His hug tightens everytime he sobbed. Mahigpit ang yakap nya sa akin, like he doesn’t want to let me go ’cause if he did, he wil crumble. Alam ko ang pakiramdam noon kaya niyakap ko na rin ang kakambal ko.

Tinapik-tapik ko ang likod nya as he cried. The surroundings is loud but I can clearly hear the painful sobs of my twin brother. And because I am his twin, I feel the pain that he’s feeling right now.

Iba ang bond ng magkambal compared to normal siblings. I don’t know but even if my twin brother doesn’t tell me everything, I feel like I knew him the most. Ako lang ang lubos na nakakakilala sa kanya.

I saw him played with girl’s heart. Every week ay hindi sya nawawalan ng mga bagong babae. Actually, pinakalat nya noon na hindi nya papatulan ang mga babaeng kaibigan ko kaya nabawasan ang mga gustong makipag kaibigan sa akin. He was one of the reasons why most of the girls wanted to befriend me.

I saw girls who cried when he dumped them. But now, the table has turned and it is now him who’s crying because of a certain girl. And that girl is my bestfriend. He broke his own rule.

“She’s leaving, Artemis. She’s leaving me again.” he said again and again as he cries.

We stayed like that for a while. Apollo cried on my shoulder at basang basa na ang parteng iyon ng balikat ko pero hindi ako nagreklamo. I know that he doesn’t want anyone to see him crying so I let him use my shoulder.

This is the second time that I saw him cried. And both times were the same reason. It’s still Daphne.

Kuya Helios was named as the ruthless billionaire while Apollo was the merciless devil because of his past reputation. He breaks several girls’ hearts and dumped them without having a second thoughts.

But right now, I couldn’t see the merciless devil that they’re talking about. This is just Apollo being a human who can also feel pain.

I called Daphne when Apollo finally let me go. He looked so wasted so I wanted to know why he’s being like this.

And when I finally knew the reason, I got hurt. I don’t know. She’s my bestfriend pero parang wala syang balak sabihin sa akin ang pag alis nya. Kung hindi ko pa sya tinawagan ay baka hindi na nya talaga sabihin sa akin.

Kung nasaktan ako, paano pa kaya ang kakambal ko?

Something happend that night and I was so worried for Apollo nang hindi pa sya lumalabas mula sa nasusunog na bar! Pinauna nya akong lumabas ’cause he saw someone, who’s dressed like Daphne when she was still the Miss Prim and Proper of the university, being trapped.

Tinawagan ko si Daphne to tell her about the situation at mabilis syang nakarating. At nang magpumilit syang pumasok sa bar kahit na nasusunog pa din just to save Apollo, I realized that she still loves my twin brother.

She loves him and yet she’s going to leave him.

I saw the pain in Apollo’s eyes when he let Daphne go with Loki. Sa sobrang sakit ay napayakap na lang ulit ako sa kanya kahit madungis sya dahil sa usok at uling.

“I’m here, Apollo. I’m just here.” I told him. Humiwalay sya sa pagkakayakap sa akin and it hurts so much when he gave me a sad smile.

“I let her go ’cause I don’t deserve her, Artemis. Winasak ko sya kaya pinili ko na lang na ibigay sya sa lalaking bumuo sa kanya.”

Tears escaped from my eyes as I looked at him. Oh my gosh. I don’t want Apollo to see him like this. My jerk twin brother is nowhere to be found. Gusto ko ay yung inaasar nya lang ako palagi. I will be annoyed but at least I know that he’s happy.

“I love her so much, Artemis. And I’m afraid that I won’t be able to forget about her.”

“I know, Apollo… I know.” sabi ko at inilapat ang isang kamay ko sa pisngi nya. “I’m your twin. At kahit hindi mo sabihin, alam ko kung anong nararamdaman mo.”

I removed the stain on his nose. I smiled when he closed his eyes and let me clean his face.

“Five years had passed and yet, you still love her.” sabi ko habang pinupunasan ang mukha nya gamit ang kamay ko. “You’ll be okay, Apollo. I know you will.”

“And you will, too.” he said before he opened his eyes. I saw his blue eyes that is same as mine. And as I stared at him, I realized why girls would still fall for him even if they knew about his reputation back then.

I smiled. Magkambal nga talaga kami. Pareho kaming nasasaktan ngayon.

“You will be okay. Malapit na. Now that you’re with the right person.” Ginulo nya ang buhok ko kaya napasimangot ako. “So don’t waste this chance, my li’l sis. Go back to that right person.”

I frowned. Kilala ko kung sino ang tinutukoy nya. I just don’t know how he could tell that Hunter is the right person for me.

“I see the look in his eyes, Artemis.” Apollo said. Kahit hindi pa man ako magtanong. “He really loves you. At hindi sya katulad ng iba dyan na malasing lang ay may kahalikan na agad na iba.”

Hinampas ko ang balikat nya but my jerk twin brother just laughed at me.

“He’s loyal, Artemis. Too loyal. Na kahit kami ni Kuya Helios ay napahanga nya.” he fixed my hair na ginulo nya. “Don’t be like me. Huwag mong saktan ang tamang tao para sayo.”

He hugged me. Niyakap ko sya pabalik. Kapag nagpakita na ng sweet side nya sa akin si Apollo ay wala nang katapusan.

“So go back to him, li’l sis.”

Chapter 18

Apollo insisted that I should go back to Palawan and that he’s okay. But I know that he’s not. Pero nagpumilit sya na bumalik na ako. He said that I should try to fix my broken heart first before comforting him. Hindi ko daw sya kasi kino-comfort. He’s worried that his situation might trigger the pain in my heart again.

He’s right about that part. Naaalala ko nga si Joshua because of what’s happening. I remember the good things that he did but all of those were wasted just because of a single mistake that he did.

Being drunk doesn’t justify anyone to cheat.

Both of me and my twin brother’s situation are condraticting but we still end up getting hurt. Apollo hurt Daphne that’s why she left her. And when Daphne came back after five years, Apollo pursued her again. He stayed in love even if he didn’t know where she is for five freaking years.

But Joshua and I had been together for five years unlike Apollo and Daphn and yet, Joshua still hurts me. Hindi naging dahilan para sa kanya ang five years namin para hindi sya makipaghalikan sa ibang babae. He kissed the girl back. Torridly.

Pareho kami ng kakambal ko ng nararamdaman ngayon. It’s hard to forget about the people who you loved before. Hindi madali.

I can still remember back then when I still haven’t met Joshua and Daphne. When Apollo was still a jerk that time. I heard one of my classmates said that she wanted to die because she and her boyfriend had broken up. For me, she looked like she’s in between hyperventilating and having an anxiety attack. Like why would you want to die just because of a heartbreak? She’s overreacting!

But now that I’m experiencing the same pain that she felt, I now understand her. Mahirap nga talaga. It’s too painful. Sa sobrang sakit ay parang ayaw mo na lang makaramdam.

You will remember them with every move that you did for everyday. Kaunting galaw lang ay maaalala mo na sya lalo pa kung ang bagay na iyon ay may kinalaman sa kanya. And worse, you started to see every people’s faces as the face of your love one.

Ganoon kahirap. Ganoon kasakit. Kaya hindi madaling kalimutan ang lahat.

I decided to go back since Apollo looked like he really doesn’t want me to be here. Okay, maybe guys have different method of how to deal with their broken hearts. With girls kasi, we wanted to be comforted. We wanted to have a shoulder to cry on. But guys wanted to be alone.

Creed is the happiest when I decided to go back. Ngiting-ngiti sya as he guided me to the seats of his chopper. He’s even whistling with a tune.

“Ten million… Ten million… My ten million…” he hummed and I rolled my eyes.

Iyon talaga ang dahilan nya kung bakit gustong-gusto nya akong bumalik.

My mind wandered to Apollo’s words while were on the way to Palawan. He’s hurting and yet he still gave me an advice on what to do about Joshua ’cause I’m actually lost on how I could forget him. And Apollo’s hinting that Hunter is the right one for me.

Kuya Helios and Apollo met Hunter first. I was already fourteen years old when I first saw Hunter. Pero mukhang mas nauna pa silang magkakilala ng kakambal ko.

They’ve been friends for so long so I think that’s why halos ipagtulakan na nila ako kay Hunter. He looks like a bad guy pero hindi ganoon ang tingin ng kapatid ko sa kanya.

“Thanks for the ten million, Hunter’s goddess! Ilang lumpiang shanghai ang mabibili ko dito!” Creed said when we finally landed at Palawan.

There’s already a yacht waiting for me para maihatid ako doon sa island ni Hunter. Gabi na and the smell of the sea breeze made me feel so calm.

Hindi pa man nakakadaong ang yacht ay natanaw ko na si Hunter. He’s sitting on the sand alone while looking at the full moon. Nang makalapit ako sa kanya ay saka ko lang napansin ang mga bote ng alak sa tabi nya. May dalawang bote ang bukas na at nakatumba sa buhangin. Meaning that he had already finished the two bottles.

Is he drunk, too?

I stared at him. He’s wearing a loose sando that I could almost see his abs from the hole on the sides. Then, a khaki shorts and a sandals against the sand.

His face was unreadable as I stared at him while he’s watching the full moon. Hindi sya gumagalaw. I don’t know if he knew that I am here.

Mas lumapit pa ako sa kanya. The breeze is so cold but Hunter didn’t seem to mind it kahit na manipis na pang itaas lang ang suot nya. I sat beside him. Tiniklop ko ang mga tuhod ko at ipinatong ang chin ko doon. Hunter didn’t move an inch pero I knew that he knows that I am already here.

I don’t know why but I find the silence comfortable. Even if we stay like this for an hour, I wouldn’t mind. I like this. I like his presence beside me.

“My Mom is a half-Greek.” Hunter said so I looked at him without taking off my chin on my knees. He’s still watching the full moon and I’m afraid that he’ll get a stiff neck after. “Maybe that’s the reason why her and your mother became friends.”

My Mom is a greek mythology fan. I think tbay she fell inlove with my father beacuse of his name. Hades, the god of the underworld. And Mom even named us, her children, base on the greek myth. Tuwang tuwa siguro sya na naging magkambal kami ni Apollo..

I pursed my lips. Ibinalik ko ang tingin ko sa buhangin. Nakatingala si Hunter sa buwan while me ay nakayuko habang nakatingin sa buhanginan.

“Alam mo bang sa kotse ako ipinanganak?” he said. Napadiresto tuloy ako ng upo at nanlalaki ang mga matang tinignan sya. He chuckled at my reaction. “My Mom couldn’t take it anymore. Hindi na sya umabot sa hospital so Dad had me delivered inside the car while they parked at the side road.”

“Ang Dad mo ang nagpaanak sa Mom mo?” I asked. Though I don’t know why he’s telling me about this but his story is interesting.

“Yes.” he smirked. He glanced at me for a second before he looked at the moon again. “But I was dead when I was born. And Mom must’ve felt so devastated that time.”

Napatitig ako kay Hunter. It made me surprised by the truth of his birth that he’s telling me. But I listened silently and let him finish his story.

“Mom was desperate. She wanted me alive so she prayed. And one goddess came to her mind as she prays.” finally, he looked that at me. “It was Artemis, the goddess of the hunt and moon.”

Gray orbs lingered on my blue eyes. It haven’t been twenty four hours since we last saw each other but I missed his eyes. I missed the fire and the intensity in his eyes whenever he’s looking at me.

“Artemis is also associated with the goddess of childbirth so I think that’s why my Mom thought of her that time.” Hunter continued. “She prayed hard for her to give me life, in exchange that I’ll devote my whole life worshipping the goddess of the moon. And right after she said that, she finally heard my cries. That’s why my Mom named me Hunter. To honor the goddess of the moon who gave me life.”

I parted my lips. I can’t help but to think that the goddess really gave him his life. I mean, he was born dead but his mother only prayed to Artemis then he came back to life. It’s like Hunter had given another chance.

Hunter took the alcohol bottle to his mouth. He drank a bit and I have the free view of his adams apple everytime he swallows. It looks sexy as it moves up and down on his throat.

“At first, I didn’t believe in greek myth.” Hunter continued so I looked at his face. “But when I saw you, I realized that there’s really a goddess that I need to worship.”

I remained staring at his gray eyes. It’s full of unreadable emotions that I’m not sure if I’ll be able to read. Pero kahit na hindi ko iyon mabasa, I know that he’ll tell it to me. Hunter is really vocal with his feelings.

“You’re the one who gave me life, my goddess.” he whispered. I gulped before I took a deep breath and slowly released it. I feel like all his emotions are drowning my lungs and my heart right now. Nahihirapan ako sa paghinga.

“It was the greek goddess that you need to worship, Hunter. Not me.” I said with a shaky voice. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nanginginig ako ngayon.

Huntek shook his head. He took my hand that’s on the sand. Inilapat nya iyon sa dibdib nya that’s why I felt the beating of his heart.

It was slow at first, then it became faster and faster.

“I died again in this life, Artemis. But you gave it back to me, just like the goddess of the hunt saving her hunter.” he closed his eyes. “Feel that, my goddess? That’s how my heart beats for you.”

Binawi ko ang kamay ko mula sa kanya. Even my hand started shaking right now so I had to stop it with my other hand pero kahit iyon ay nanlalamig.

This is how Hunter Chase Sanford affects me.

Napadilat sya pero muli ring pumikit at tumingala sa buwan. The moonlight shone on his face and it looks like a magical scene. Sinuklay nya nang marahan ang buhok nya using his fingers. Then he licked his lips before he smirked.

“I pledge myself to the goddess Artemis. I offer her my life and worship her. I’ll give her the stars when the moon is not at it’s fullest. And I devote my whole existence just for her.”

Chapter 19

Hunter fulfilled his promise to me before I went back to Manila that we will eat together everytime. He will wait for me in the morning so we could have our breakfast together. It kinda made me guilty since I know that he’s an early bird. I’m not kasi. Especially when I don’t have work for the day.

I love my bed and my bed loves me too.

It’s been a month since I’ve been here. Means that there’s two months left na lang sa pag-help sa akin ni Hunter. And I could say that he has been sa great help. I’m not sure how but I find myself not thinking about Joshua for the week. While before, every minute ko yata syang naiisip. Bukambibig ko rin sya palagi noon.

The pain in my heart also lessen a bit. Unlike before na maalala ko lang kung anong nakita ko sa photo ay magsisikip na ang dibdib ko at kakapusin pa ako sa paghinga. But now… I guess I’m getting better.

Will the time come that I will be able to love another person again without having trust issues? Without having a doubts that he might repeat what Joshua has done to me? Will I be able to love unconditionally? Will I be able to entrust my heart to someone else again?

But in order for me to experience all of that, I must love myself first. Nasaktan ko din ang sarili ko. And I don’t want to hurt myself again.

It’s a good morning that day with the birds chirping outside the windows and the sounds of the calm waves of the sea. I smiled as I got up but froze when I realized something.

When did I start to smile again right after i wake up?

This is so new. Kung dati ay nanlulumo pa ako na hindi ko na pwedeng padalhan ng mga good morning messages si Joshua. That’s one of the reason why I’m in so much pain before. Not being able to do the things I used to do with him.

Pero ngayon… I smiled!

Feeling happy that I can smile again, I went to the bathroom and did my morning routine. This is really a great morning! I wish that this day will end as great as well!

Malaki talaga ang naitulong sa akin ni Hunter. He diverted my attention to the pain while keeping me busy. Madalas kaming mag-island hopping. He taught me how to surf as well pero mahirap pala iyon so I guess that it’ll took me years bago ko magawa ng tama ang pagsakay sa surfboard.

Hindi malabong dumating ang araw na tuluyan ko nang makakalimutan si Joshua. Na mauubos din ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya.

I was combing my hair with my fingers when I went out of the room. Humahaba na pala ang buhok ko kaya tumatagal na ako sa pagbo-blow dry noon. Nakakangalay pa.

“Sige na, Sir Chase. Sabay na tayong kumain.”

Napatigil ako sa pagbaba ng hagdan when I heard that annoying voice. I knew who’s the owner of that filthy voice so I continued walking down the stairs. I saw them on the living room pero hindi na muna ako nagpakita sa kanila.

Hunter is sitting on the sofa with his head resting on the backrest. Nakapikit sya. His arms were spread wide as well habang nakapatong sa backrest din ng sofa. He’s wearing a white tank top so the muscles on his arms were fully shown. Lalo pa at nakadipa iyon sa may backrest ng sofa.

Gosh… Those biceps should be illegal.

“Baka mamaya pa magising si Ma’am Artemis, Sir Chase. Sumabay na kayong kumain sa akin.”

Napataas ang kilay ko nang marinig na naman ang nakakairitang boses na iyon. Baka tumakas na sa mukha ko ang mga kilay ko sa sobrang pagkakataas ko noon.

Jane is standing in front of Hunter. She’s staring really hard at the masterpiece in front of her while looking innocent. Pero parang walang pakialam si Hunter dahil nanatili lang syang nakapikit at hindi man lang gumalaw.

“I’ll wait for her.” he simply said with his deep and husky voice. Nairita ako nang makita kung paano naapektuhan si Jane sa boses nya pa lang.

“Pwede mo naman syang isabay mamaya, Sir Chase. Nalilipasan ka na kasi ng gutom kakahintay sa kanya sa umaga.”

Humalukipkip ako at sumandal sa dingding. I watched this ridiculous scene in front of me where the girl looks desperate to gain the attention of the man that he likes. But it seems like the man isn’t planning to give his attention to that girl. Like she’s not important for him, at all.

“Tara na, Sir Chase. Ipaghahain kita.”

This time, Hunter slowly opened his eyes. He looked at Jane directly. Nakaramdam ako ng kakaibang inggit. I want those gray orbs to look only at me. Gusto ko na sa pagdilat nya ay sa akin agad sya titingin.

But the way he looked at Jane is very different to the way he looks at me. There was a coldness in his eyes right now and I could tell that he’s starting to get irritated dahil sa pamimilit ni Jane.

“Just eat, Jane. I’ll wait for Artemis.”

“Pero, Sir—”

“I’ll wait for my wife.”

Pareho yata kami ni Jane na natigilan dahil sa lamig ng boses ni Hunter nang sabihan nya iyon. But Jane is the most affected by his coldness. Nakita ko ang takot at sakit sa mga mata nya while her hands started to shake.

“O-okay po.” she said at nag angat ng tingin. Nagtama ang mga mata namin bago sya yumuko at pumunta na ng dining area.

Hunter closed his eyes again and I just stared at him. I don’t understand him sometimes. Minsan ay malamig ang pakikitungo nya sa ibang tao. Like he doesn’t care about them. Kaya nga I thought that he’s mysterious at first. Pero sa akin naman ay ibang ibang sya. Mapang asar at very vocal pa.

I walked towards him and I know that he already sense my presence. Malakas ang pakiramdam nya. Like ilang meters pa lang ang layo ko sa kanya ay alam nya na agad na nandoon ako and that it’s me. When I asked him about that, he said that he knew the scent of my cologne.

Should I change my cologne then?

“What’s wrong?” I asked. Tumayo ako sa likuran nya. His eyes were still closed so I brushed his soft hair with my fingers.

“Hmm…” I heard him moaned. I smiled and started massaging his head.

“Do you have a headache?” tanong ko dahil kumukunot ang noo nya.

Tinitigan ko ang mukha nya. Gosh… This man is so perfect. Perpektong perpekto ang pagkakaukit sa mukha nya. I bet that he’s God’s favorite. Wala kasi akong nakikitang mali sa kabuuan nya!

“I’m starving.” he pouted a bit and I chuckled. Para syang batang nagsusumbong sa akin. Ito na naman sya sa cute side nya.

“You should’ve eaten, then.”

Naawa tuloy ako sa kanya. He’s waiting for me every morning at wala talaga syang kinakain na kahit ano so when I wake up, gutom na gutom na talaga sya.

“And risked you leaving me again? No. Fucking. Way.”

Pinalo ko sya sa balikat nya. Itong lalaking ’to. Mahilig magmura. The day wouldn’t passed without him cursing for like, twenty times a day.

“Umagang umaga, Hunter, huh?”

He laughed before he finally opened his eyes. Ibang kasiyahan ang naramdaman ko dahil ako ang nabungaran nya sa pagdilat ng mga mata nga.

We stared at each others eyes and it feels like we have our own world revolving around us. I am lost in his eyes. It feels like I entered some kind of cave and it’s getting darker and darker the further I went it. But I can’t escape.

Naputol ang pagtititigan namin when we heard Nanay Flor’s voice from the kitchen who’s calling us to have our breakfast na. Hunter took a deep breath before he stood up.

Naabutan namin si Jane sa dining area na kumakain while pinapakain naman ni Nanay Flor ang dalawang mga bata. I sat on the chair across Jane. Sana lang ay hindi ako mawalan ng gana.

Inasikaso ni Hunter ang pagkain ko. I accidentally looked at Jane and saw the envy in her eyes. Pinigilan ko ang mapairap. To respect her mother na lang din na kasama namin.

“Malapit na pala ang fiesta ng islang ’to, ah.” sabi ni Nanay Flor nang magsimula na kaming kumain ni Hunter.

“Lola! Pwede kaming sumakay sa float?” tanong ni Christian pero umiling si Nanay Flor.

“Hindi pwede. Baka mahulog kayo.” then she looked at Hunter. “Ang tagal na rin Sir Chase mula nang makipyesta ka dito.”

Hunter smiled a bit. “It’s been six years.”

“Magpa-fire dance ba ulit kayo, Sir Chase?”

Mabilis akong napatingin kay Hunter dahil sa tanong ni Jane. He looked at me. Kinagat nya ang loob ng pisngi nya like he’s trying to hide his laugh.

“You know fire dancing?” I asked, dumbfounded.

Prente nyang kinuha ang baso nya at uminom ng tubig. I was just watching his every move while waiting for his answer. Hindi nakaligtas sa akin ang ngisi nyang itinago gamit ang baso ng tubig.

“Yeah…” he simply said before he put the glass on the table again.

“Sayaw ka ulit nung may apoy, Kuya Chase! Gusto ko ulit makita ’yon!” sabi ni Aira na kumumpas kumpas pa ang kamay. I bet it’s one of his fire dance moves.

“Sayaw ka na, Sir Chase. Minsan ka na nga lang pumunta dito.”

Inignora ko ang lambing at pagtatampo sa boses ni Jane. I remained my eyes on Hunter who’s now smirking. Like he’s amaze that I couldn’t take my eyes off him.

Wow… I didn’t know that Hunter could fire dance! I suddenly wanted to see him do that! Kailan ba ang fiesta? Gosh… I’ve never been this excited before. Ngayon lang!

Imagine the hottest greek god doing fire dancing.

“Pag iisipan ko.” sabi nu Hunter bago ako sinulyapan. I heard him chuckled a bit before he continued eating.

Hindi na ako nakabalik sa pagkain. I was so shocked to the core! I never met anyone who do fire dancing. Ngayon lang! And it’s Hunter!

Patagal nang patagal ay parami nang parami ang nalalaman ko sa kanya. And the more I know about him, the more he looked attractive in my eyes!

Is this his way for me to completely for about Joshua? To divert my attention to him?

Well, he’s doing a perfect job! What the freaking heck…

Chapter 20

I heard the noise outside that woke me up that morning. It’s very unusual ’cause I’ve learned that people here are not loud so it intrigued me why this morning is different. So I got up and looked outside the window.

I saw the islanders decorating the float that they will use later for the parade. They designed the boat with different kinds of flowers which was arranged by color coding forming the wings of a swan. Sa harap ng bangka ay ang ulo ng swan painted in a rainbow too. They also decorated the boat with some lights that I’m sure they will turn on later for the parade.

Today is the fiesta of this island and it is an annual tradition for the islanders to have a float parade in the water. They believe that the sea will give them the prosperity and wealth if they do that. Lalo pa at ang trabaho ng karamihan sa mga islanders ay pangingisda. Then after the parade, there will be a show na inihanda ng kapitan ng islang ’to for the islanders to enjoy.

Nag ayos na muna ako bago bumaba at naabutan ko sina Nanay Flor at Jane na abala sa pagluluto ng mga handa para sa fiesta. May iba pa nga akong nakikitang tumutulong sa kanila. Ang sabi nya ay ngayon lang daw ulit sila nakapaghanda ng ganitong karami now that Hunter is back. Ipapakain daw iyon sa lahat ng mga islanders.

“Ma’am Artemis, may almusal dyan, ah. Kain ka lang. Pasensya na at hindi kita maasikaso.” Nanay Flor said and she instructed one of the islanders to buy the missing ingredients at market. Napatingin ako sa babaeng kasing edad ni Mom na nakatitig sa akin. I just smiled at her as a greeting and looked at Nanay Flor.

“It’s okay po. Where’s Hunter?” I asked ’cause I didn’t see him on the sofa where he usually waits for me every morning.

“Ah, nasa labas. Tumutulong sa float. Sandali at tatawagin ko lang.” hinubad ni Nanay Flor ang apron nya. “Sabi nya’y tawagin ko daw sya kapag gising ka na.”

“Ako na lang ang tatawag.” the woman offered. Tinignan nya ako from head to foot but I didn’t get offended. I know she just did it out of curiosity. “Ito na ba ang asawa daw ni Sir Chase? Aba’y kaganda pala, ano?”

I blushed and scratched the back of my neck unconsciously. There’s the compliment again. I feel like I won’t get use to it kahit na madalas akong purihin ng mga tao.

“Syempre naman. Magaling pumili ang alaga ko “ pagmamayabang ni Nanay Flor. I laughed.

“Tunay ba ang asul mong mga mata, hija?” tanong ulit ng babae. I nodded.

“Yeah. I got it from my Dad.”

“Kaganda din kasi. Kakulay ng asul na langit.”

I just smiled and thanked her. Sanay na akong sabihan na maganda daw ang mga mata ko. With every person that I met, hindi pwedeng hindi nila pupuruhin ang mga iyon.

Blue eyes are the trademark of the Gallagher. Ang lakas ng genes ni Dad, eh. Kuya Helios has electric blue eyes, Apollo has piercing blue eyes while I have the eye color same as the clear blue sky. Summer got her electric blue eyes from his Dad. And now that Zuri is pregnant, I bet that they’ll have a blue eyes too.

‘They’ cause she’ll have twins. Hindi nga lang alam ni Kuya Helios. Zuri has been contacting me about her pregnancy even though I’m not in Manila, which I really appreciate since I want to know every updates for my soon to be pamangkins.

“Ako na lang ang tatawag.” Jane said and I don’t know where she came from. I gave her a fake smile.

“No need. Ako na. I want to see the float, too.” nagpaalam ako kina Nanay Flor at doon sa islander bago lumabas ng beach house.

I get more and more irritated at that Jane with each passing day. I mean, wow. She has the guts to cling on Hunter even though she knew that he has a wife. I know na hindi totoo ang pagiging mag asawa namin ni Hunter but Jane didn’t know about that pero lapit pa rin sya ng lapit.

What more kung totoong mag asawa na nga kami ni Hunter?

I went out feeling irritated but I tried to calm myself. Baka si Hunter na naman ang mapagbuntunan ko. Wala naman syang kasalanan.

Agad ko din naman syang nakita pagkalabas ko. Nandoon sya sa mababaw na parte ng tubig na hanggang half ng binti nya. He’s wearing a navy blue beach shorts with a waves print at the end and a casual white shirt. He’s trying to give instructions at the islanders on what to do about the float. Hindi pa man ako tuluyang nakakalapit sa kanya ay lumingon na agad sya sa akin.

Whoa… Kabisado na nya yata kahit ang presenya ko.

“Efren, ikaw na bahala dito.” dinig kong sabi nya doon sa lalaking teenager na medyo kulot ang buhok.

“Opo, Sir Chase.”

Hinintay ko na lang na makalapit sa akin si Hunter instead na salubungin sya. I wonder if this is what he meant by chasing me? Like he just keeps on running after me and even if I know na malapit lang sya sa akin ay hindi ako gumagawa ng paraan para salubungin sya.

He’s the only man besides my family who did so much efforts just for me. I know that I’m a brat pero kahit na nasusungitan ko sya madalas ay hindi sya nauubusan ng pasensya sa akin. Instead, mas inaasar nya pa ako kapag alam nyang naiinis na ako sa kanya. And I don’t know why it feels so fun for me kahit na iniinis na nya ako.

Nakalapit na sya sa akin pero nakatitig pa din ako sa kanya. His skin is a bit tan now but it just made him looked more sexier. Especially with those stubbles that’s slowly growing on his jaw.

“Let’s eat?” he asked. But instead of answering him, nagtanong din ako.

“When will you ever stop chasing me?”

He didn’t seem surprised by my question or even if he did, he hid it too well. He was just staring at me like he wants to know what I’m thinking now that I’ve asked that question. Nakikita ko pa ang paggalaw ng mga mata nya na palipat-lipat ang tingin sa dalawang mga mata ko.

I don’t know why I asked him that question. Habang papalapit sya sa akin ay napaisip kasi ako. How could a man so perfect like him loves me? I never thought about him before. I know na nagka-crush ako sa kanya dati but it was just a simple crush at agad din namang nawala nang hindi sya magpakita sa akin ng ilang taon. That’s when Joshua came into my life.

I feel like I don’t deserve his love especially when I’m trying to heal my broken heart. He suits someone who has a whole heart that they can give to him.

Babawiin ko na sana ang tanong ko nang magsalita sya.

“Kapag minahal mo na rin ako.”

I took a deep breath. Heck, bigla kasing tumibok ng mabilis ang puso ko. I wasn’t prepared by his answer. He’s too straightforward! Walang wala sa kanya na sabihin kung anong nararamdaman nya! Hindi nya ba alam na kinakapos ako ng hininga sa tuwing nagsasabi sya ng mga ganoon? Hindi nya ba alam that his words affect me so damn much?

“What if it won’t happen? What if that day won’t come? You know about my feelings for my ex-boyfriend. Hindi pa rin nawawala. Ayokong paasahin ka, Hunter.”

Kinagat nya ang loob ng pisngi nya bago sya ngumiti sa akin. Gosh… Ang cute-cute nya talaga whenever he did that. Medyo nagpa-pout kasi ang mga labi nya kapag ganoon. Then he’ll slowly release the inside of his cheeks before smiling.

“It will happen, my goddess. That day will come. Mamahalin mo rin ako. Sigurado ’yan.”

He pinched my nose so I frowned and slapped his hand away. He gave me a low and husky chuckle bago nya ako inakbayan. Naamoy ko agad ang pabango nyang pinaghalong minty and woody scent.

“C’mon. Let’s eat.”

Hunter became busy for the next few hours. He was busy helping the islander about the float, making sure that all is well. Mahirap nga naman kung sa kalagitnaan ng parade ay biglang magkaroon ng problema. It’s too dangerous since the parade will take palace at the sea.

I tried to offer them my help but Hunter insisted that I shouldn’t help. Malapit na rin naman daw silang matapos. I cannot help if it’s about cooking though. Wala akong alam sa gawain sa kusina.

So in the end, I just watched the islanders preparing for this day. After the parade, there will be a show. Then after the show, tsaka pa lang sila magkakainan.

Looking at them, I could tell that they have a tight bond. Even their Kapitan is helping them. Halatang kuntento na ang iba dito sa isla. Kahit kapos sa pangangailangan ay mukha pa ring masaya sila sa buhay nila dito.

I can’t help but to compare my life to theirs. My Mom and Dad are rich. They have their own company na ipinama nila kay Kuya Helios. So me and my siblings got everything we want while growing up. Unlike these islanders na kailangan paghirapan ang lahat bago makabili ng mga kagustuhan nila.

But they seems so contented with their life. And I felt so happy while watching their excited faces while decorating the boat.

The sun goes down and the Kapitan cut the ribbon on the boat before climbing up. The boat can only accommodate twenty persons kaya kalahati sa mga islanders ang naiwan para manood. They invited Hunter to ride the boat but he refused and stayed with me.

They turned on the decorated lights and I was amazed by the whole product! The boat looked like a magical swan na sobrang colorful and it’s floating in the water. At bago umandar ang boat ay sinimulan nila ang padasal.

The rest of the islanders, including Hunter and me, watched as the float gets smaller in our eyes. The full moon started to light the night. At imbes na ang float ang pinapanood ni Hunter ay nakatingala lang sya sa buwan.

He really likes the moon. And base on the moonlight on his face which made him looked so magical, it seems like the moon likes him too.

The parade was a success so we went on the small platform that was prepared for the show. But before the show begins, the Kapitan did a short speech.

“Alam kong hindi ganoong ka-sagana ang buhay natin dito pero masaya ako na nagtutulungan ang bawat isa. Asahan nyong gagawin ko ang lahat para matulungan din kayo sa abot ng makakaya ko.”

I felt Hunter’s arm snaked around my waist. Napatingin ako sa kanya dahil nabigla ako pero pumwesto sya sa likuran ko at iniyakap na rin ang isa nyang kamay sa bewang ko. His body shielding me from the cold wind.

Of course, my heart beats fast again. Then faster and faster as I felt him tightening his hug. The heck… Kinakabahan ako.

“Nilalamig ka?” his husky voice asked me on my ears. Sobrang lapit ng bibig nya sa tenga ko kaya damang dama ko ang init ng hininga nya which made all my hairs on the back of my neck stood up.

“No…” I softly said. I should push him away, right? But my body won’t respond to what my mind is saying. Then there’s my heart that’s beating so loud. I’m afraid that Hunter might hear it. Baka malaman pa nya kung anong epekto nya sa akin.

But his calloused hands caressed my arms upward. Nanindig ang mga balahibo sa paghaplos nya. I could feel his warm hands with his soft touch. Pagkatapos ay pababa nya ring hinaplos ang mga braso ko pababa sa mga kamay ko. At mula sa likod ng mga palad ko ay pinagsiklop nya ang mga kamay namin bago ako muling niyakap.

“Hunter, stop.” I said pero sobrang hina at lambot noon. Damn… Why do I like the feeling of his touch?

He chuckled against my ears that made me closed my eyes. Shit… That sexy chuckle again. Nakakapanghina ng mga tuhod.

“Ayoko.” bulong nya at mas hinigpitan pa ang pagkakayakap sa akin. “I won’t stop chasing you.”

Now, I understand. For him, chasing means loving. He’s saying that he won’t stop loving me.

Nahihiya ako sa mga islanders na alam kong pinagtitinginan kami. I wanted to push Hunter away but just imagining his warmth away from my body makes me miss him agad. At hindi ko alam kung bakit ako biglang nagkakaganito!

What happened? Did he cast a spell on me? Bakit ang bilis-bilis ng tibok ng puso ko?

“Salamat din sa presensya ng ating pinakamamahal na si Sir Chase na sobrang tamis ngayon sa asawa nya.”

Pareho kaming napatingin sa Kapitan na nandoon sa platform with an annoying smile on his bearded face. Narinig ko rin ang ilang pang aasar ng mga islanders. It made me blushed so hard so I tried to free myself from Hunter’s hug.

Pero imbes na pakawalan ako ay mas lalo pa nyang hinigpitan ang pagkakayakap sa akin. He even rested his chin on my right shoulder.

“Hunter!” saway ko sa kanya pero ngumuso lang sya.

“Nakakatuwa na makita kang ganito Sir Chase.” sabi noong Kapitan. “Tahimik ka kasi noon kaya pagpasensyahan mo na kaming mga taga isla kung naninibago kami sa ganitong kilos mo.” he smiled. “Halatang mahal na mahal mo ang asawa mo.”

“Of course…” bulong ni Hunter na ako lang ang nakarinig. Ngayon naman ay ang noo nya ang isinandal sa balikat ko.

“May request sana kami sayo, Sir Chase. Baka kung pwede ay mag-fire dance ka ulit. Tutal naman ay ngayon ka lang ulit nandito sa fiesta ng isla.”

Humigpit lang ang yakap sa akin ni Hunter at hindi pinansin ang Kapitan. So inangat ko nang mabilis ang balikat kong sinasandalang ng noo nya. Tumalbog ang ulo nya so he frowned when he looked at me. I pointed the Kapitan at him.

“I’m not prepared.” he said at narinig ko ang ilang reklamo ng mga islanders sa pangunguna na ni Jane.

“Kaya mo yan, Sir Chase! Handa ka man o hindi. Alam kong kaya mo yan.”

Bummer…

“Sige na, Sir Chase. Naghanda pa naman ’tong sina Efren at Jun. Akala nila ay sasayaw ka. Sayang ang paghahanda nila kung hindi.” the Kapitan said but Hunter shook his head so he looked at me. “Ma’am Artemis. Nakita nyo na bang mag-fire dance si Sir Chase? Sobrang galing nyan!” sabi noong Kapitan at alam ko kung anong gusto nyang iparating. Hunter understood his intention ’cause I heard him tsked.

The islanders looked at me expectantly. Gusto nilang pilitin ko ang Sir Chase nila to do the fire dancing. I actually want to watch him while doing that, to be honest.

“I want to watch you fire dancing, Hunter…” I said. Lumuwang ang pagkakayakap nya sa akin at tinignan ako. “But it’s okay if you don’t want to.”

“Manonood ka?” he asked like he’s not expecting me to watch him. Is he insane? Imagining him doing fire dancing makes my blood boil in so much excitement!

“Of course.”

He smirked. Binasa nya pa ang dila nya at hindi ko alam pero kinabahan ako. It’s like he’s planning something. At kung ano man ang pinaplano nya ay sure syang magtatagumpay sya.

“Make sure that you won’t regret it, my goddess. ’Cause after this, you’ll definitely fall for me. Hard.”

Nawala si Hunter pagkatapos noon. But the fire dancing started with the two boys named Efren and Jun. They’re good, though! They looked young pero magaling na silang mag-fire dancing!

They’re using a baton and they spin it so fast that it looks like I was looking at a ring of fire. Sa sobrang bilis ng pagpapaikot nila ng mga baton sa kamay nila ay mukhang isang pabilog ang apoy when in fact, ang dulo lang naman ng baton ang may apoy.

If they’re this good, maybe Hunter is better. Where is he, though? Palagi na lang syang nawawala.

The two boys did many routines together before they ended it with a bow. I clapped at them ’cause their performance amazed me.

I heard a beat from a kettledrum so I looked at my back. Napatingin din doon ang mga islanders at nakarinig ako ng mga pagsinghap mula sa kanila. I can’t blame them. This scene in front of us looks so breathtaking.

Hunter is on the shore with only on his beach shorts. He’s topless kaya natitigan ko ng buo ang katawan nya. And heck, he has an eight pack abs! Sobrang depina ng katawan nya at napapalunok na lang ako habang naglalandas ang mga mata ko sa katawan nya. From his broad shoulders, to his sexy chest. Then to those illegal biceps down to his abs. Bumaba pa ang mga mata ko at nakita ko ang v-line nya.

Pinagpapawisan yata ako kahit malamig ang hanging panggabi.

Hunter is holding a baton that has a fire at the end. Hinawakan nya iyon sa harap nya, with his eyes closed. Then he opened his eyes and started twirling and spinning the baton.

One second and I am already amazed with his move! Gumagalaw sya na parang ang baton ay parte ng katawan nya. It keeps on twirling but Hunter wasn’t even putting a lot of effort with that move.

His feet is moving as well. Kasabay ng beat ng drum ang mga galaw nya. Kada beat ay sya namang galaw nya. Moving his feet backwards then forward, before he turned and stopped.

I gasped when he hold the flames at the end of the baton. Kinabahan ako nang maiwan ang apoy sa kamay nya but he used it para sindihan ang kabilang dulo ng baton. Now, the baton has fires on each end.

Hunter started twirling the baton again. So fast that it made him looked that he’s holding a ring of fire. At habang pinapaikot nya ang baton ay ang paggalaw ng mga paa nya.

He jump and when he landed, the water splash around him. He throws the baton upward, ang mga islanders ay sinundan ng tingin ang baton pero ako ay hindi ko inalis ang tingin kay Hunter. He catched the baton effortlessly.

My gosh… He’s not only good. He’s and expert for Pete’s sake!

Ang akala ko ay tapos na ang palabas nya pero inihagis nya ang baton kay Jun. Si Efren naman ay may ibinigay na dalawang poi sa kanya. Ang dulo ay mga bola ng apoy.

“Ito yung favorite ko!” dinig kong tili ng isa sa mga islanders.

Hunter swirls and twirls the chains on both of his hands. May mga tumalsik na mga sparkles mula sa dulo ng poi.

He’s using a sparkle poi.

He turned around and the chain followed him with the sparkles swirling around him. He moved fast, turning and walking in the beat of the drum kaya mas maraming sparkles ang tumalsik mula sa poi. Pumalibot sa kanya ang mga sparkles and I gasped when I saw the whole scenary.

The sparkles look like a fireworks around him. Nasa gitna sya ng fireworks and the full moon that shines brightly behind him served as his background.

What the freaking hell… Hunter looked like a freaking god of the fireworks, if there is any, right now! His muscles are clenching with every steps that he make!

Hinampas ni Hunter ang basang buhangin gamit ang poi at nagtalsikan ang mga sparkles doon. It amazed me how the fire on the poi didn’t die when it touched the wet sand. Ilang beses nyang ginawa iyon bago tumigil at hinihingal na tumingin sa akin.

He let go of the poi and started walking towards me. Hindi ko alam na hindi na pala ako humihinga simula pa noong performance nya. Kaya ngayon ay hinihingal din ako. It feels like I danced with Hunter too.

He stood in front of me while still catching his breath. Hindi ko na alam kung anong nangyari sa mga islanders after ng performance nya. All that I could see and hear is Hunter.

I gasped when he kneeled with his one knee in front of me. Yumuko sya at inilahad ang namumula nyang kanang kamay sa akin gawa sa paghawak ng apoy kanina.

“A dance to worship my goddess of the moon.”

Unconsciously, I put my hand on his hand. I saw him smirked before he kissed the back of my hand.

Now, I’m afraid that what he said earlier might come true…

Chapter 21

Something had changed ever since I saw the fire dancing act that Hunter did. He looked cooler and sexier in my eyes. He looked more badass to me at mas pinatunayan nya ang bad guy image nya. Imagine a hot and sexy guy like him, with an eight pack abs and well defined body, doing fire dancing. The heck, I bet any girl who could watch him doing that will definitely fall for him. Hard.

So that’s why Hunter sounded so sure when he gave me that warning. I don’t want to admit to myself but… Something did really change.

May nagbago. Sa paligid. Sa paningin ko. Sa mga tao. At sa akin.

Whenever Hunter is near, or even if I just hear his name, my heart would starts to beat so loud and fast. Parang may nagtatambol sa loob. Just like the sound of the kettledrum that Hunter used as his music in fire dancing.

And I couldn’t take my eyes off him. I want to see him every damn time. Kapag hindi ko sya nakikita ay hinahanap ko kaagad sya.

I also want to hear his baritone voice. His sexy and raspy chuckles as well. Parang hindi maganda ang araw ko kapag hindi ko naririnig ang boses nya.

But worse is, I started to like the feeling of his touch. Alam ko na dapat hindi ko sya hinahayaang hawak-hawakan ako. But damn, I just can’t push him away! I feel like I am just betraying myself if I did that!

Like the feeling of his warm and calloused hands soflty caressing my skin. His hold to me. His hugs. His body warmth. I like it all.

At kapag hinahawakan nya ako, mas lalo pang nagwawala ang puso ko sa loob ng dibdib ko.

Hunter… What did you do to me?

I don’t know why I’m feeling like this. Some will say that I’m falling inlove with him but it is very different from the feeling that Joshua gave me. Mas malala ang ngayon. Mas grabe. Hunter effect on me is too damn much. Kaya nyang payanigin ang mundo ko kahit wala syang ginagawa.

And I’m afraid that this new feeling will just complicates everything.

How long has it been since Joshua and I broke up? Six months? Eight months? One year? Is it possible that I’m moving on? Is it possible that my love for him is starting to fade now?

Months ago, I wasn’t okay yet. Hirap pa rin ako na hindi isipin si Joshua sa isang araw. Though understandable since five years is hard to forget. One would say that I’m just being sentimental. But five years of loving and fighting for someone but that someone would just disappoint and break your trust in the end, is so damn painful. Mahirap makalimot at maging okay kaagad.

But now… I could tell that something is really changing.

I opened my room’s door to go down to eat breakfast that morning when Hunter went out from his room too na katabi lang ng room ko. Natigilan agad ako. And freak, kung dati ay normal lang ang kinikilos ko kapag nandyan sya pero ngayon ay hindi na! Hindi naman kasi ako dating napapatigil kapag nakikita ko sya!

Hunter saw me looking like a stupid person imitating a statue. I really couldn’t take my eyes off him!

His hair is damped and I could tell that he just finished showering. Medyo magulo pa nga iyon na parang hindi nya sinuklay. He noticed me eyeing his hair kaya mas lalo nya pang ginulo iyon ng mga daliri nya. Parang pinapatuyo.

He’s just wearing a muscle tee shirt and a casual shorts. But good heavens, kitang kita ko ang mga muscles nya sa mga braso nya!

He walked towards me habang ginugulo pa rin ang buhok nya before he stopped in front of me. He smells so freaking good. His minty and woody cologne is mixed with the scent of shampoo and bath soap that he used.

I watched as his eyes moved when it roamed around my face. Pati ang paggalaw lang ng abo nyang mga mata ay nakakaakit na para sa akin. My heart’s beating so damn fast and I can’t help but to be affected with every move that he did.

This is one of the changes that happened to me. Five seconds. Limang segundo kaming magtititigan bago magsalita ang isa sa amin. And with those five seconds, sobra ang kabang nararamdaman ko.

“Good morning…” he greeted. I slowly took a deep breath so he won’t notice that I’m hyperventilating here. But his voice… Mas lalo lang nadagdagan ang kaba ko dahil sa paos at mababang boses nya.

“Good morning…” I greeted back and thank heavens. I didn’t stutter or anything! I don’t want to embarrass myself. Good morning lang pero mabubulol na ako because of nervousness? That’s lame.

Mas malala pa ang kabang nararamdaman kapag malapit sya kaysa sa kaba ko noong unang beses akong nagpalipad ng eroplano.

He chewed the insides of his cheeks. Ginulo nya ang basang buhok nya at may tumalsik na tubig sa akin. He chuckled before he wiped the water on my cheeks.

Napanguso ako habang pinupunasan nya ang pisngi ko. The feeling of his warm and calloused hand as he caressed my cheeks made my heart race faster. Naiinis na ako sa pusong ’to. Kaunting galaw lang ni Hunter ay nagre-react na!

“Let’s eat?” tanong nyang hindi na inaalis ang kamay nya sa pisngi ko. Bumaba pa iyon hanggang sa leeg ko at nakiliti ako nang maglaro ang mga daliri nya doon.

“Hmm.” I simply answered then swallowed the nervousness down my throat. Napangisi sya nang madama nya ang paglunok ko dahil sa kamay nyang nasa leeg ko.

Now I’m sure he knows that I’m freaking nervous here!

Magkasabay kaming bumaba ni Hunter habang nakaakbay sya sa akin. And the heck, I can’t calm down! Para akong teenager na pinaglalaruan ang mga daliri ko dahil nahihiya ako! I don’t even know why I’m feeling embarrassed now!

Hiya, kaba, pagbilis ng tibok ng puso… My gosh Hunter, ano pa?

We went out to the shore after we had our breakfast. We watched over the two kids who took their bath in the sea. Napapangiti na lang ako. Those kids don’t look like they’re concious kung mangitim man sila.

Mataas na ang araw pero hindi masakit sa balat. Malakas ang ihip ng hangin at nililipad ang buhok kong nakalugay kaya sinikop ko ang mga iyon sa isang balikat ko. I walked towards the shore. Naglakad ako hanggang sa ang tubig ay nasa gitna na ng mga binti ko.

I looked at the horizon. It amazed me how the sky and the sea appear to meet. To think their distance was like million, million and gazillion miles. Somehow, they find a way to touch each other despite of the distance.

I closed my eyes to feel the warmth of the sun against my skin and listened to the sound of the waves of the sea. It feels of peaceful. It feels like everything is at peace. Even my heart.

Naramdaman ko muna ang init ng katawan ng tao sa likod ko bago nya pinulupot ang mga braso nya sa bewang ko. He pulled me to him until my back is fully rested against his broad chest. Ipinatong nya ang baba nya sa ibabaw ng ulo ko.

I remained my eyes closed even though my heart feels like it wanted to get out of my chest. Sobrang lakas. Sobrang bilis. I’ve never experienced this feeling before. At hindi ko alam kung bakit si Hunter lang ang nakapagpadama sa akin ng ganito.

“One and a half month to go…” mahinang bulong nya at mas hinigpitan pa ang yakap sa akin. He doesn’t seem like he’ll let go of me anytime soon so I made myself comfortable inside his arms.

One and a half month. Bakit parang ang bilis naman yata?

“Parang ayoko pang ibalik ka.” he said and chuckled. Naramdaman ko pa ang pag alog ng dibdib nya sa likuran ko nang tumawa sya.

I smiled. This sweetest man… Ilan ba ang sugar level nya sa katawan at parang walang ibang alam sabihin kundi matatamis na mga salita?

I put my hands over his and intertwined our fingers from the back of his hand. I looked down and stared at my small hands holding his. At sa paghawak lang ng mga kamay namin ay ibang klaseng pakiramdam nya ang binibigay nya sa akin.

Inangat nya ang kamay naming magkahawak at dinala sa bibig nya. He kissed the back of my hand before he returned his hug and buried his face on the hollow space between my neck and shoulders.

“Fuck! Mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Artemis.” bulong nya. I could feel his lips moving against my skin. Napapikit ako nang mas lumakas at bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko.

“Hunter…” I breathe his name. Pasimple akong naghahabol ng hininga. It is so freaking impossible na hindi ako maapektuhan sa mga ginagawa nya!

The heck, Hunter… Slow down.

“Dapat noon pa lang ay kinuha na kita. But you’re still so fucking young that time. Then when I came back, it made me crazy when I discovered that you love someone else. Forgive me if I wished for your break up. Forgive me if it made me so damn fucking happy when it happened.” he tightened his hug and I am already catching my breath. “Forgive me for feeling that way when I know that you’re hurting. Forgive me, my goddess…”

He kissed my neck and heck, my knees quivered by his kiss! Mabuti na lang at hawak nya ako kung hindi ay kanina pa ako nabuwal.

“Stop…” I said softly at alam kong kulang iyon para patigilin.

“No…” he breathe and planted another kiss again. Napahigpit ang pagkakahawak ko sa kanya.

Damn it! We’re outside! And I know that my face look as red as the tomato now!

Inangat nya ang ulo nya but he placed his lips on my ears. And when he spoke, I felt a goosebumps when I felt his lips moving as I heard his deep and raspy voice.

“I’m going to make sure that by the end of the third month, ako na ang mahal mo. Remember that, my goddess.”

Chapter 22

I was staring as the sun setting down in front of me. The sky turns orange by the sunset as well as the sea. It looks so mesmerizing how that ball of fire could change the colors of the scenery in my eyes. Parang kanina lang ay parehong kulay asul pa ang dagat at ang langit.

It amazed me and yet, my mind is wondering around. I’m thinking of the new feeling that’s building inside my chest. I know that it is directed to Hunter. He’s the only one who made me feel this way. Confusion, nervousness, palpitations, feeling out of breath, heart’s beating fast… Lahat ng iyon, sabay-sabay ipinadama sa akin ni Hunter.

Am I falling inlove with him?

Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko with that thought. Mariin akong napapikit sa naging reaksiyon ko at napasabunot na lang ako sa buhok ko.

What the hell, Artemis? The last relationship that you had, the guy cheated on you! And now you’re falling inlove again? Can you even trust him?

Maybe? My Kuya Helios trusts Hunter, even Apollo. So I bet that he is really a good man. Si Joshua ay halos magkasiraan pa kami ni Apollo para lang mapalayo ako sa kanya. But as for Hunter, ipinagtutulakan pa nya ako.

But the thing is… Can I trust him? Will he not break my trust? Will he not break my heart?

Hunter invited me to have our dinner at his yacht. He said that he wanted to watch the crescent moon. Pumayag na lang din ako. It looked like I don’t have any other choice naman.

Inistorbo pa nya sina Nanay Flor at Jane para ipagluto kami for our dinner na babaunin namin sa yacht. The nerve of him to invite me to his yacht when he doesn’t even know how to cook. Ire-reheat na lang daw in case na lumamig and I’m like… What the heck?

I went inside when the sun finally had set and the moon appeared. Dumiretso ako sa may kusina para uminom and I saw Jane, who’s cooking for our food later.

I just nodded at her to recognize her presence when she looked at me. I get a glass of water and at the corner of eyes, I saw Jane staring at me while I’m drinking.

“Hindi ka marunong magluto?”

I was surprised that she’s actually talking to me. Hindi talaga kasi kami nag-uusap na dalawa. She’s only talking to Hunter. Para ngang wala ako dito sa bahay kung umasta sya. So it’s a surprise that she’s engaging a conversation with me.

Umiling ako. I haven’t finished drinking yet when she asked me that question. Tinignan ko lang sya mula sa gilid ng mga mata ko at inubos na ang laman ng baso.

“Paano ang mga kinakain mo? Sinong nagluluto?” Jane asked again.

It made me confused pero I still decided to answer her.

“The cook. We have a cook in our house.”

Tumango sya. “Ah… Si Sir Chase din kasi hindi marunong. Kaya nga nandito kami ni Nanay para ipagluto sya.”

She resumed stiring the ingredients in the pot. I was just watching her even though I wanted to leave na. But it seems like she has a lot more to say and I don’t wanna be rude by walking away.

“Sa gawaing bahay, marunong ka?” tanong nya ulit and I just shook my head. “Si Sir Chase din, hindi marunong.”

I pursed my lips. I have a feeling that I will not like where she is going. She’s trying to tell me something and I’m not dumb not to figure it out.

“Kami rin ang gumagawa ng mga gawaing bahay para kay Sir Chase. Minsan ay ako lang talaga para makapagpahinga si Nanay.”

Well, share mo lang?

I crossed my arms over my chest and rested my lower back on the counter top. Ayokong sagutin sya ng pabalang. I wanted to tell her that of course, she needs to do that because that’s her job. Amo nya si Hunter kaya malamang ay dapat nyang pagsilbihan.

“Kaya sa tingin ko, ang dapat na maging asawa ni Sir Chase ay ’yung marunong magluto at marunong sa gawaing bahay.”

I rolled my eyes literally and I made sure that she saw that. Hindi ko na naitago ang pagkairita ko sa sinabi nya.

So this is where she’s getting at. She’s attacking this side of me who didn’t know how to cook or how to do household chores.

“Your point?” I asked and raised an eyebrow at her.

“Mas bagay po kay Sir Chase ’yung babaeng maaalagaan sya. ’Yung babaeng maalam sa gawaing bahay at kayang ipagluto sya.”

“And you’re saying that it’s you?” I laughed with full of mockery. “Dear, Hunter can take care of himself. And we can hire a cook to cook foods for us.”

“Pero mas maganda pa rin kung ’yung asawa nya ay marunong magluto. Ang sabi nga nila, ang babaeng hindi marunong magluto, maghanap na lang ng lalaking hindi marunong kumain.”

I laughed louder this time! My gosh! I am so irritated and I want to pull her hair but that wouldn’t be so classy. I should calm down. Bata lang itong kaharap ko.

“I didn’t know that women were born just to feed men. Like fuck, hindi ba sila makakakain kapag hindi sila napakain ng mga asawa nila? Can’t they order food for delivery? Can’t they eat at the restaurants? Can’t they hire a cook?” I chuckled. “My gosh, hindi ko alam na hawak pala ng mga babae ang spoon and fork kaya hindi makakakain ang mga lalaki nang wala sila!”

“Hindi naman iyon ang gusto kong sabihin. Ang sa akin lang, sana ’yung mga babae marunong pagsilbihan ang asawa nilang lalaki. Iyon naman talaga ang trabaho nila.”

“Dear, you’re belittling us women! Hindi lang iyon ang trabaho natin. We can be more! Heck, we can do man’s job as well. And heck, men can do women’s job as well as on how to cook for themselves!”

“Pero—”

“You like Hunter, don’t you?” tanong ko kaya napatigil sya. I smirked. “Too bad… Ako ang asawa nya.”

Damn it. I don’t want to be mean pero sinasagad nya talaga ang pasensya ko. Just because Hunter introduced me as his wife, she’ll start picking on me now? As far as I know, I never treated her badly. Nahihiya pa nga ako noong una at bilang na bilang ang mga kilos ko dahil ayokong may masabi sila sa akin. But this girl Jane is really asking for it.

“Mag-asawa ba talaga kayo?” she asked. “Para kasi kayong hindi mag asawa. Natutulog kayo sa magkahiwalay na kwarto at isa pa…” she looked down on my hands. “Pareho kayong walang suot na wedding ring.”

It amazed me on how she could notice those small details so I can’t help but to laugh! Mukha na akong baliw dito na tawa nang tawa ever since we talked but deep inside, I am so freaking annoyed! I’m just laughing so my irritation would died down!

“Wow, napansin mo talaga ’yun, ha? Didn’t know that you like your Sir Chase that much.” ngumisi ako sa kanya at kita ko ang pagsimangot ni Jane.

That’s right… Mainis ka din. Hindi pwedeng ako lang ang naiinis dito!

“Matagal ko nang gusto si Sir Chase. Ayos lang sa akin kung hindi nya ako magustuhan pero sana naman ay huwag doon sa babaeng walang alam sa bahay at hindi sya maaalagaan.”

I pouted my lips a bit. Nagpapaawang tinignan ko sya and when I spoke, I did a baby talk.

“Aww… Too bad… Ako ang gusto ng Sir Chase mo, eh.” I saw the irritation in her eyes and I smirked more. “Nagustuhan nya ’yung babaeng hindi marunong sa gawaing bahay kaysa sa babaeng marunong.”

“Hindi ka sapat para kay Sir Chase. Dapat sa kanya ’yung kagaya kong kaya syang alaagaan at pagsilbihan.”

I smiled at her while gritting my teeth. I didn’t know if she noticed that but the heck I care! I just want to wake this girl up! Mukhang matagal nang natutulog, eh.

“How long has it been since you like him? How long has it been since you’re taking care of him? Kung magugustuhan ka nya, sana ay matagal na hindi ba?”

“Magugustuhan nya ako kapag umalis ka dito. Mas lalo ko syang aalagaan at pagsisilbihan.” she said and I saw the courage in her eyes while telling me her feelings.

And that made me insecure. I admire how she could easily tell her feelings for Hunter. I admire how she could fight for her love. I was like that once too. But shit happened.

And now, I’m afraid to trust and love someone again. But I still did.

I still fell inlove with Hunter.

Hindi ako maiinis sa pagdedelusyon ng babaeng ’to kung hindi ko na nga sya mahal. And heck, I feel like Hunter planned for everything. I feel like that breakup happened so that I could fall inlove with Hunter. He brought me to this island so he will be the only one whom I can think about. He brought me here so I could forget my feelings about Joshua.

And all of his plans worked. Kaya pala ganoon sya kasigurado na mahuhulog nga ako sa kanya.

Pero sino ba naman ang hindi? With a sweet and vocal man like him, it’s impossible that his efforts won’t get through me.

“Sorry to burst your bubble but Hunter will follow me kung umalis man ako dito.” humakbang ako palapit sa kanya. I saw her courage wavered. “Susundan nya ako and that would only mean one thing.” pinantay ko ang mukha ko sa kanya dahil mas matangkad ako sa kanya. “Hindi mo na makikita ang Sir Chase mo. Wala ka nang pagkakataon na mas alagaan at pagsilbihan sya.” I imitated her tone earlier.

She looked at me with hatred in her eyes. If only someone would hear us, they will think that I’m the antagonist here. They will think that I’m bullying this girl in front of me.

Well, kapag nainis talaga ako, lumalabas ang pagiging brat ko. No holds barred.

“So better be good to me, Jane. Kasi kapag nainis ako, baka bukas ay umalis ako. At susunod sa akin ang Sir Chase mo. Hindi mo na sya makikita.”

I rolled my eyes when her eyes started to water. Now I feel like I’m the villain! Sya ’tong nagsimula pero sya pala ang iiyak? Gosh!

Alam kong hindi ko na dapat pinatulan but heck, I am still confused earlier about my feelings for Hunter tapos sasabayan nya ako? But the good side is, I realized that I really did fell inlove with Hunter. Kung hindi pa ako nainis sa kanya ay hindi ko pa malalaman iyon. And I don’t know if I should be thankful or what. Naiinis pa rin talaga ako.

“What’s happening here?”

Napatingin ako sa bungad ng kusina at nakita sina Hunter at Nanay Flor na may nagtatakang mga mukha habang palipat-lipat ang tingin nila sa amin. Jane sniffed and wiped her tears that made me rolled my eyes!

Great! It will really look like I bullied her!

Instead of answering, I walk my way out of the kitchen. I had enough of this drama. Bahala na silang isipin ang kung anong gusto nila. I won’t even try to defend myself.

All I know is that I am doomed. I fell inlove with Hunter. I freaking fell inlove with him! All those chasing that he did paid off! That damn man!

But the question is, should I tell him to stop chasing me now that I loved him back?

Chapter 23

I wasn’t in the mood when we rode the yacht. I am still so pissed and I don’t know what I should do to get rid of my irritation. Inis na inis talaga ako that I had to walk out of the kitchen and didn’t talk to anyone.

Like why did Jane even cried? She’s the one who’s belittling me at first. I felt insulted when she indirectly told me that I don’t deserve Hunter just because I don’t know how to do household chores. Iyon na pala ang basehan ng pag-aasawa ngayon? That the wife should serve her husband like a freaking king? Can’t they hire a maid or cook instead?

Nanay Flor didn’t ask anything about what happened. She acted normal around me naman. Sinabihan nya pa ako na mag-iingat kahit sasakay lang naman kami sa yacht. She even gave me a blanket in case that I got cold in the middle of the sea.

Hindi ko pinapansin si Hunter kahit na noong makasakay kami sa yacht nya. He’s the one who’s maneuvering the yacht and I was leaning on the railings and watched the waves from the dark water. Nakakatakot dahil sobrang dilim ng ilalim. Kahit na alam ko kung ano talaga ang nasa ilalim ng tubig, I couldn’t help but to wonder kung may iba pang nilalang ang nakatira sa madilim na dagat na ito.

Itinigil ni Hunter and yacht sa gitna ng dagat. Nagpangalumbaba ako sa railings at tinignan ang nasa unahan ko.

The island seemed so far away. The lights from the houses looked so small. Siguro ay tulog na ang iba. While I am here in the middle of the sea.

“Artemis…”

I heard Hunter called me from the back but I didn’t turn around. I remained looking at the tiny lights and choose to ignore him.

Kaya ayoko talagang naiinis. Nadadamay si Hunter.

He leaned on the railings besides me. Patalikod syang sumandal kaya nakikita nya ang mukha ko.

He’s wearing a navy blue sweatshirt and a black pants which made him look so damn attractive but I still ignored him.

“Hey…” he called and tried to hold my hand pero iniiwas ko iyon sa kanya. “Pansinin mo naman ako.”

Dinig ko ang pagmamakaawa sa boses nya. And damn my heart started to beat so fast with the sound of his begging voice! Parang nagugustuhan pa ng puso ko na nagmamakaawa si Hunter sa akin ngayon!

This cold blooded heart of mine!

“Goddess ko…” paglalambing nya at sinilip pa ang mukha ko.

I don’t know what he’s thinking when he saw what happened earlier. Me standing in front of the crying Jane. Nakahalukipkip pa talaga ako sa harap nya kanina so I guess that I really look like I was bullying her. But the heck, bakit kasi kailangan pang umiyak? Sya ’tong naunang nang-insulto tapos iiyak-iyak naman pala sa huli? She shouldn’t have started that petty argument if she’s that weak! Ma-realtalk lang ng kaunti ay mag-iinarte na.

“Artemis…” Hunter called out my name again. Magaan nyang hinawakan ang kamay ko at muling sinilip ang mukha ko. “Kausapin mo naman ako.”

Patagilid nya akong niyakap at ipinatong pa ang baba nya sa balikat ko. He’s too close and I could feel his breath fanning my cheek. But I keep my eyes at the sea. Hindi ko kayang kaharapin sya. Sa sobrang lapit kasi ng mukha nya sa akin ay hindi na ako makagalaw.

He kissed my shoulder blades that made me gasped. Nagsimula na namang magwala ang puso ko. I don’t know if I could keep ignoring him if he’s this too clingy.

“I invited you to have dinner with me here so I could spend some time alone with you. But please, look at me, hmm? Talk to me, my goddess…”

I sighed. Hunter is the sweetest man that I’ve known. How can I still ignore him when he’s being this sweet? And he didn’t do anything wrong with me naman. Nadamay lang sya sa inis ko especially that he’s the main reason why Jane and I had that petty argument.

Nilingon ko sya but heck, one millimeter na lang yata ang naging distansya ng mga mukha namin sa isa’t-isa. I saw his eyes went down to stare at my lips before I felt him made a gulp.

“Fuck, wait…” he whispered at sya na mismo ang naglayo ng mukha nya sa akin pero nakayakap pa rin. I almost laughed but then I remembered that I’m still pissed.

“Gaanong katagal mo nang kilala si Jane?” I asked.

His eyebrows creased, maybe wondering why I mentioned another human being at this moment. But he still answered my question.

“I’m not sure… Since she’s a kid? Sinasama sya ni Nanay Flor sa Manila minsan.” he rested his chin on my shoulder again. “Why?”

I pursed my lips. Now I know why that kid had the guts to start an argument with me. She knew Hunter since she was a child. She’s been serving and helping him with his life ever since. But that doesn’t mean that she’s entitled to be his wife. Kung ganoon ang mindset nya edi sana pinakasalan na rin ng mga kapatid ko ang mga katulong natin. Then I would marry our driver or gardener or whatever. Iyon ba ang point ni Jane?

Tinapunan ko si Hunter ng masamang tingin. Muli nyang inilayo ang mukha nya sa akin.

“Did you know that Jane and I had an argument because of you?”

He chuckled at muli nyang isinandal ang baba nya sa balikat ko. Mabilis kong inangat iyon and his head bounced back that made him chuckled again.

“Anong kasalanan ko?” tanong pa nya at pinaharap na ako sa kanya.

I am now pinned between the railings and his body. Nakatalikod na ako sa dagat so I don’t have any other choice but to give him my full attention this time.

“She said that you deserve a wife who knows how to cook and do household chores. Dapat daw yung mapangasawa mo ay yung kaya kang pagsilbihan like a freaking damn king!”

“Really? She said that?” tanong nya na mukhang tuwang-tuwa pa na nagagalit ako ngayon. He looked amused that I’m actually ranting to him.

“Yes! The heck! She even said na hindi daw ako ang dapat na napangasawa mo ’cause I don’t know anything about doing the household chores!”

“Uh-huh? And then?” he asked. Inayos nya ang buhok kong nililipad ng hangin at inilagay ang iba sa likuran ng tenga ko.

“She’s indirectly telling me that she’s the one you should marry. That you will fall inlove with her if I go back to Manila!”

He frowned. The coldness of his gray eyes is mixing with the cold wind. But I still stared him. His body is shielding me against the cold and I am inside his warm hug kaya hindi ako nakakaramdam ng anumang pagkalamig.

“That’s bullshit. I will follow you if you go back. I’ll chase you anywhere, my goddess.”

Napanguso ako. “Sinabi ko nga iyon sa kanya kaya sya umiyak.”

He chuckled and pulled my head against his chest. Isinandal ko ang ulo ko sa dibdib nya so I was able to hear the fast and loud beating of his heart. I smiled knowing that I am not the only one who’s heart is reacting in that way.

I just listened to his heartbeat while he’s hugging me. It feels so peaceful. I don’t know why but Hunter made me feel so at peace whenever I’m with him. Kahit na ang puso ko ay nagwawala sa loob ng dibdib ko kapag nandyan sya. He still managed to make me feel so calm.

“I don’t fucking care if you can’t cook for me or can’t do any household chores. As long as you are my wife, then everything is perfect.”

I pouted. I wished Jane could hear this so that she could wake up from her delusions.

“Do you want me to hire her as our maid and our cook once we get married?”

Tumingala ako sa kanya. I wanted to focus my attention about the marriage that he’s offering but I couldn’t ignore the fact that Jane will still be with us!

Nakita nya siguro ang inis sa mga mata ko kaya tumawa sya.

“Don’t be jealous. I just said that so she will see with her own eyes how much I love you. That I couldn’t live without you. And that you’re the only one for me. Maybe she’ll stop wanting me, don’t you think?”

Hinampas ko ang balikat nya at hindi makapaniwalang tinignan sya. “You’re a devil!”

He laughed and put my head back to his chest again. He sounds so happy and I can’t help but to smile.

Iniyakap ko ang mga braso ko sa bewang nya kaya mas hinigpitan nya ang pagkakayakap sa akin. Our bodies are so close that even an air wouldn’t be able to pass through. His heart beats faster and faster and my heart follow his lead.

“This is our second quarter moon.” he whispered. I looked at him and saw him looking up at moon.

Ilang sandali naming tinitigan ang buwan sa harapan namin while we’re still holding each other. I felt him look at me so I did the same.

I know that we’re in the middle of the dark sea, with the stars and moon above us but I felt so at lost in his gray eyes. Palagi ko na lang yata mararamdaman ito kapag napapatitig ako sa mga mata nya. I don’t know. There’s just something in his eyes that could stir my whole world.

I heard a loud beating of a heart and I don’t know if it was his or mine. Basta magkatitigan lang kami. Five seconds had already passed and yet, we couldn’t take our eyes away from each other. Does Hunter feel so lost too while staring at my blue eyes?

“Please don’t look away.” anas nya at pinagdikit ang mga noo namin. “One month to go, my goddess.”

“Don’t count the remaining days.” I whispered. I don’t want to think what would happen after this. I just want the time to stay still right now.

“I can’t help it. The time when I’m with you is the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me.” he said and cupped my cheeks. “I hope we could still be like this after three months.”

“Of course, Hunter… We can…”

I closed my eyes and let myself listen to his breathing. His breath is fanning my face and I could even smell his minty fresh breath.

Ang mga kamay ko ay umangat at inilapat na lang sa dibdib nya. I could feel the beating of his heart against my hands. It was so fast just like mine.

“Artemis…” he whispered. At kahit sa namamaos nyang bulong ay halos manginig na ang dalawang mga tuhod ko.

“Hmm?”

“Mababaliw ako kapag hindi pa kita nahalikan ngayon.”

I slowly opened my eyes and I saw him staring at my lips. May paghihirap sa mga mata nya habang nakatingin sa mga labi ko. It’s like he’s stopping himself from doing the thing that he wanted to do the most.

Unconsciously, I licked my lips at mas lalo pa yatang tumindi ang paghihirap nya. Napatingin sya sa akin and I could tell that he wanted me to stop him ’cause he might not be able to do so.

But heck, I feel like I’ll go crazy if I couldn’t taste those red lips too.

“Then, kiss me…” I whispered. “Kiss me, Hunter.”

Hindi na yata ako humihinga. My heart beats so loud that made me so breathless. Or is it because of the desire that I’m seeing in his eyes?

“Tell me you’re mine first, my goddess. I only kiss what is mine.” bulong pa nya kahit na kitang-kita ko na sa kanya na gustong-gusto na nya talaga akong halikan.

I smiled. He’s making sure that I will be his after this, huh? This cunning man…

“I’m yours, Hunter. This goddess is only yours.”

I wasn’t even finish with my sentence when he finally claimed my lips. Napabuntong-hininga sya na para bang nakampante dahil nagawa na nya ang pinakagusto nyang gawin. I smirked and wrapped my arms around his neck.

My gosh… His lips feels so soft. I was shivering not because of the cold wind but because of his lips against mine. Mas nahirapan pa akong huminga kaya napakapit na ako sa buhok nya.

He started moving his lips and I want to grasp something for support. Nahihirapan akong makatayo ng diretso. Hunter must’ve noticed that so he wrapped his one arm around my waist and pulled my body closer to his. While his other hand is in the back of my nape at mas diniinan ang pagkakahalik sa kanya.

Fuck… I didn’t know that his kiss will make me crazier! Ang akala ko ay mababaliw ako kapag hindi ko sya nahalikan pero mas nababaliw na yata ako ngayong magkalapat na ang mga labi namin!

I moaned when he licked my lower lip. I pulled his hair and answered his kisses. Mas hinila ko pa sya palapit sa akin.

Damn it. His kisses feel so good! Pakiramdam ko tuloy ay first kiss ko lang ito!

“Fuck…” he moaned as he sucked my lower lip. Naramdaman ko ang panginginig ng mga kamay nyang nakahawak sa akin. I gasped as he bit my lower lip. Marahan nyang hinila iyon bago humiwalay sa akin.

We were both catching our breath. Heck, I didn’t know that kissing him would feel this way. His kisses feel so magical that I almost lost myself earlier.

Pinagdikit nya ang mga noo namin bago sya ngumisi sa akin.

“Akin ka na. Wala nang bawiin ’yan.”

Napanguso ako at sinimangutan sya. “You should become mine, too! It’s unfair!”

He chuckled before he licked his lips that look so reddish now because of the kiss that we just shared.

“I belonged to you the moment that I was born. I will always be yours, my goddess.”

Chapter 24

It feels like I was in a cloud nine inside Hunter’s arms when he was kissing me. I couldn’t think of anything. All that I know is that I was kissing the softest and sweetest lips in the whole universe. His minty breath mingled with mine and I couldn’t get enough of his smell.

I am so thankful that I had given the chance to taste his lips. Feeling ko ay mamamatay akong hindi masaya kung hindi ko mahalikan si Hunter. Like heck! His kisses are to die for! One kiss from him and it feels like I am out of the world! Like my feet wasn’t touching the ground. Ito na siguro ang sinasabi nilang feeling na nasa alapaap!

How can Hunter do that? Those moments that I’m with him and yet he already made me feel so many strange and new feelings that I can’t even name. He’s the only one who can make my knees wobble with just a single word and touch. He’s the only one who can make my heart beats loud and fast without doing anything. He’s the only one who can make me go crazy and breathless with just a kiss from him.

Feeling ko tuloy ay first relationship ko lang sya. How can Hunter make me feel what I didn’t feel when Joshua and I were still together?

Of course… He’s different. Very different. And my feelings for him is deeper too.

I thought that we’re going back after the dinner but Hunter didn’t maneuver the yacht back to the island. So we spend the night here at seperate rooms.

We used his megayacht this time. Ang sabi ko nga ay iyong mas maliit na lang ’cause we are only having a dinner but he chose the big one. I didn’t argue or anything since he’s the one who will maneuver the yacht naman. Bahala syang mahirapan.

This yacht is freaking big compared to the one that he used noong sinundo kami para makapunta sa island nya. I guess he’s using this megayacht to have an expedition or anything at different seas.

Hunter made me wore his big shirt and boxers that’s here inside his yacht and I giggled while I was staring at myself in the mirror. I look like a lost child kasi. Nawala ang pagiging brat na aura ko.

There’s also personal things that I could use like new toothbrush, soap and shampoo. Although it wasn’t my brand, it’s better na kaysa walang magamit.

“You should’ve told me that we’ll spend the night here so I could bring my clothes and things!” I told him the morning after. I found him sitting on the sofa at the deck with a cup of coffee in his hands. He’s wearing a v-neck white shirt and a casual navy blue shorts.

I really like him on a white shirt. I don’t know but he looks sexier in my eyes kahit na simple lang naman iyon. Well, he could slay any clothes with that body of his naman.

“You did it again! Not telling me about it kaya wala na naman akong dalang gamit kahit isa kundi ang sarili ko lang!”

Uupo na sana ako sa tabi nya pero bago ko magawa iyon ay hinila nya ako kaya patagilid akong napaupo ako sa mga hita nya. He immediately snaked his arms around my waist just so I wouldn’t get away from him. Ikinulong na nya ako sa mga bisig nya bago ko pa maisip na kailangan kong kumawala. So I gave up with that thought.

“I didn’t know that you’ll be mine last night. Gusto ko na lang tuloy na solohin ka.”

He rested his chin on one of my shoulders. Mabilis ko iyong inangat so his head bounced back again and I laughed. I find him so cute kaya palagi ko iyong ginagawa.

“Coffee?” he asked and offered me his coffee. I smiled and took a sip.

Isinandal ko ang buong katawan ko sa kanya. My head rested on his left shoulder and my arms were wrapped around his neck. Kalahating mukha nya lang ang nakikita ko pero sobrang gwapo nya pa rin sa paningin ko.

When did I start falling inlove with this man?

I have no idea. Basta isang araw, namalayan ko na lang na naiinis na ako sa mga pasaring ng Jane na iyon. One day, I just realized that I want Hunter all by myself.

I fell inlove with him at the most unexpected time. I was so broken but he did fix my broken heart. Iyan tuloy. Mas malalim ang pagkahulog ko sa kanya.

I brushed his hair with my fingers and planted a kiss on his cheeks. He chuckled. Nakangiting isinandal ko ulit ang ulo ko sa balikat nya. Inayos nya ang pagkakaupo ko at mas hinapit pa ako palapit sa kanya.

I laughed. “Clingy…” asar ko pero ngumisi lang sya. I pinched his lips. At first, I was irritated whenever I see this smirk on his lips but now, I realized that I was just irritated ’cause he looked more charming with that badass smirk of his.

Natatawa nyang inilayo ang mga labi nya sa akin. “Kulit mo.”

I returned my hug on his neck and just settled myself inside his arms. Even by this moment, my heart is still beating so fast. Hindi na yata matatanggal ang ganitong epekto nya sa akin so I should get use to it instead.

The calm moment that we had was disturbed by the sound of a helicopter. I frowned. Mukhang malapit lang kasi yung tunog. Like the chopper has landed in this yacht!

“Finally…” Hunter muttered and that’s when I knew that it must be Creed.

But Hunter looks like he wasn’t planning to move at all kaya ako na mismo ang tumayo mula sa kandungan nya. Pinigilan pa nga ako ng mga braso nya kung hindi ko lang sya sinamaan ng tingin. I heard Creed’s voice na kasi.

“Yoo-hoo! Pizza delivery! Anybody home?”

Hinila ko pa si Hunter patayo at inakbayan nya agad ako. We went to the yacht’s helipad and we saw Creed who looked like a chopper’s model instead of a pilot.

His brown hair is visible because of the sunlight. Mahahalata lang kasi ang pagka-brown ng buhok nya kapag natatamaan ng liwanag. He was wearing an aviators and a gray hoodie with a black tight jeans and a brown combat boots.

He whistled when he saw us. “Wow! Parang may nag-iba yata, ah? The last time I saw you together, you were having your lover’s quarrel pa.”

Creed winked at me and I saw Hunter rolled his eyes. Napatawa ako but he glared at me so I just pouted instead.

Kasalanan ko bang cute at nakakatuwa sya kapag umiirap sya?

“Where is it, fucker?” Hunter asked with a deep and serious voice making it look like his friend is being an annoyance and he doesn’t want to meet him at all.

Creed placed a hand on his chest, just the part where his heart is. Then he acted like he’s hurting.

“Aray naman! Wala man lang bang welcome hug dyan? Ang layo pa ng nilipad ko makita ka lang!”

“Bilisan mo na lang at umalis ka na. You’re being a nuisance.”

Creed tsked before he went to his chopper to get something while muttering words I couldn’t even decipher. Pero tingin ko naman ay nagrereklamo lang sya sa pakikitungo ni Hunter sa kanya.

“Ito na po, kamahalan.” Creed sarcastically said. My jaw drop when I saw him holding like ten paper bags in his hands.

“Ilagay mo sa loob.”

“Ang galing naman! Ako na nga ang bumili, ako pa ang uutusang magdala sa loob. I am your friend, Hunter, not a fucking maid.”

“Binabayaran kita.”

That’s when Creed stopped. “Sabi ko nga.” pero nang dumaan sya sa harap namin ay bubulong-bulong naman sya. “Palibhasa kasi hindi mo alam kung paano ang kumayod para sa lumpiang shanghai kaya nagsasayang ka lang ng pera.”

I can’t help but to laugh. Is he really doing this just because of his love for lumpiang shanghai? Napakababaw naman! And Hunter is paying him millions! Don’t tell me na inuubos nya lang iyon pambili ng lumpiang shanghai?

“Alam mo kung ano talaga ang hindi ko alam?” Hunter asked that made Creed stopped.

“What?”

Hunter smirked. “’Yung magpa-aral at maging sugar daddy.”

“Fuck you!” inis na sabi ni Creed at ipinasok na ang mga paper bag sa loob.

“Fuck you too, fucker.”

I sighed. Is this how boys show off their friendship? Ang magmurahan at mag asaran? I know Apollo and Kuya Helios were also doing that, nagrereklamo pa nga sa akin si Zuri na madalas daw magmura ang Kuya ko at nag aalala sya na baka matutunan pa ni Summer. But I guess that most of the boys are saying bad words now.

Well, natutunan ko rin naman ang ibang mga bad words dahil sa mga kapatid ko.

“What are those?” I asked ’cause I was curious. There were so many paper bags kasi at malalaki pa so I couldn’t help but to wonder kung anong mga laman noon.

“Mga pagkain at damit mo.” it was Creed who answered my question. Nakabalik na pala sya. “Fuck! I even asked one of my flings to buy your undies. Akala yata ay sa kanya ko ibibigay.”

I know that it wasn’t Creed who bought that and there’s a big chance that he didn’t see those but heck, I am blushing like a freak! Talking about undies in front of these two men is so damn embarrassing for a woman like me!

“Plano yata nyang Hunter mo na dito na kayo maglagi sa natitira pang mga araw.”

Hunter tsked and glared at Creed. “Sige na. Umalis ka na. I’ve already sent the money to your account.”

“Sandali, sandali.” Creed stopped him. Palipat-lipat lang ang mga tingin ko sa dalawang magkaibigan. “Pahinging cash. Wala akong pera dito.”

“Tanginang kahirapan ’yan.” Hunter muttered before he went inside. Maybe to get his wallet so he could handed cash to Creed.

“Thank you! Love you!” pahabol ni Creed na nakangiti pa. Pero nang mawala sa paningin namin si Hunter ay biglang naging seryoso ang mukha nya.

Humalukipkip ako. I know that he wanted to say something to me. He’s Hunter’s friend. Maybe the closest one next to Kuya Helios.

He gave me an advice back then to come back to Hunter. I wasn’t sure if he said that just so he could have his ten million or if he’s really serious about that. But seeing his hazel brown eyes without any emotions while looking at me, I know that he’s being serious this time.

“Hunter looks so happy.” he started. “Ikaw lang naman talaga ang makakapagpasaya sa gagong ’yon.”

He laughed but I couldn’t see the humor in his eyes. I saw Creed as the most playful one among Kuya Helios’ fucker friends. But looking at him right now, he is so different from the Creed that I know.

“Do you really love Hunter, Artemis?”

Part of me tells me that Creed was just being curious but there’s also a part of me that felt insulted by thinking that he’s questioning my love for Hunter.

Alam kong galing ako sa isang mahabang relasyon and most if the people will think that it will took years for me before I could move on. Especially if they saw me fighting and making efforts alone for the relationship that we had. But is it really impossible to fall inlove with a person after almost one year of a break up from a five yearsrelationship? Does it really look impossible that I fell inlove with Hunter?

Does one have the right to question the feeling for other people?

“Why would I tell you, Creed?” I asked. My eyes were also serious as I looked at him. “It’s our relationship. Not yours. At hindi ikaw ang unang makakarinig ng nararamdaman ko para kay Hunter.”

Tinitigan nya ako nang mga ilang segundo. Hindi ako nag iwas ng tingin sa kanya kahit nararamdaman ko ang pagiging malamig ng mga titig nya. Kung sasabihin mo man na mahal ko si Hunter, ayokong sya ang unang makarinig. I want Hunter to be the first one to hear about my true feelings for him.

Then suddenly, Creed laughed.

“Nagtatanong lang! Ikaw naman, masyadong seryoso.” sabi nya at tumawa pa nang malakas.

Nasaan na ba si Hunter? Bakit nya ako iniwan sa baliw nyang kaibigan na ’to?

I remember tuloy those first months when he started chasing me. I thought about him as a crazy person too. I even named him as “Crazy Stalker” in my contacts.

Baka may sayad talaga silang magkakaibigan?

“Do you know the name of this yacht?” Creed suddenly asked.

“No.” I answered. Tumingin sya sa akin nang nakangiti.

“ Cacciatore di Artemis. “

I frowned. It’s in Italian but I can’t understand. Pero parang narinig ko yata ang pangalan ko doon.

Creed smirked at my confusion. “Alam mo ba ang meaning sa English?”

“Tingin mo ba kukunot ang noo ko kung alam ko?” inis na tanong ko. He laughed before he bit his lower lip and smirked at me again.

“Hunter of Artemis.”

My lips parted because of the shock. Iyon ang name ng megayacht na ’to? He named this yacht as Hunter of Artemis?

I don’t know pero parang gusto ko na yatang umiyak. I felt so happy to know that Hunter loves me this much. Bakit ganoon? How could he love me despite being away for years? Despite me not knowing about him before? How could he love me this much?

My gosh! Naalala ko yung mga pag iwas at pagtataray ko sa kanya noon. God… Paano ba ako makakabawi sa lahat ng iyon? I feel like I don’t deserve him at all!

“That’s—” I choke back a sob. Damn it, I’m feeling so overwhelmed.

“I know…” Creed said and smiled softly at me. “Sabi ko naman sayo. Mahal na mahal ka ng gagong ’yon.”

Napasabunot ako sa buhok ko. I am so angry at myself for the way how I treated Hunter back then. Parang feeling ko, deserve nya nga talaga ang mapagsilbihan kapag naging mag asawa na kami. I should learn how to cook and do household chores, shouldn’t I?

“Can I ask you a favor?” tanong ni Creed kaya bumalik ang atensyon ko sa kanya. “Can you help him fix himself?”

I frowned. I couldn’t understand what he’s asking of me. “What?”

“That man is wrecked, Artemis. He’s dead pero ikaw na lang ang bumubuhay sa kanya. Kaya sana, matulungan mo syang maging buo ulit.”

“He’s wrecked?”

Creed nodded. “He’s like a ticking time bomb waiting to explode. He’s on the verge of giving up. At ikaw na lang ang pinanghahawakan nya, Artemis. So please, dont ever let him go.”

Napatingin ako sa pinasukan na pintuan ni Hunter. “Why? Anong nangyari?”

“Ask him. Sya ang dapat na tanungin mo. Wala naman ’yang ililihim sayo.”

Biglang umayos ng tayo si Creed so I tried to fix my face. Baka kasi mahalata ang muntik ko nang pag iyak kanina. Sisihin pa nya si Creed.

“Oh.” Hunter said as he handed Creed a ten peso coin.

“Puta? Sampung piso? Gawin mo namang papel!” reklamo ni Creed pero ibinulsa pa rin naman ang barya.

Hunter tsked. Dumukot sya ng pera sa wallet nya. “Here.”

“Tanginang ’yan!” muling reklamo ni Creed. He took the twenty peso bill from Hunter. “Bente pesos? Alam mo bang magiging barya na din ’to?”

“Papel pa rin naman ngayon. Just settle for that.”

“Ang kuripot mong tarantado ka!”

“I fucking paid you twenty million for the errand that you did. You already have that large amount of money tapos manghihingi ka pa ng cash?!” sabi ni Hunter na hindi na naitago ang pagkainis. Mukha namang natakot si Creed kaya ako ang binalingan nya.

“Baka meron ka dyan, goddess ni Hunter? Wala kasi talaga akong cash dito.”

“Uh… Wait. I think I have thousands here.” I said as I try to fish my wallet inside the pocket of the boxer but Hunter stopped me.

“No. Ako na.” he said and finally handed Hunter a thousand peso bill. “Mamatay ka sanang tarantado ka.”

Creed laughed. “Pussy whipped!”

I laughed and stared at Hunter. He looked okay on the outside as he cursed at his friend pero hindi na ako papaloko. Based on what Creed had said earlier, Hunter is wrecked on the inside. Pilit nya lang itinatago.

Then I realized, wala pa nga pala akong masyadong alam kay Hunter. I only know him as my Kuya Helios’ bestfriend, as my crazy stalker back then, and as the man whom I love right now. I got to discover small things about him when I came into this island pero hanggang doon na lang ang nalalaman ko.

He’s really mysterious. I don’t know much about him but that didn’t stop me from loving him. And if he needs my help, then I would gladly stretched out my hands and offer it to him.

This time, I’ll be the one to help him.

Chapter 25

I wasn’t able to ask Hunter the things about him. I decided that I will not ruin the remaining days by asking him personal questions. I just want to have a fun and happy memories with him na babaunin naman sa pagbalik sa Manila.

Ever since Creed told me that Hunter is like a ticking time bomb, I started to observe him. There were no signs that he’s a wrecked or broken man. He’s always smiling at me and still as sweet as ever. If Creed is right, then Hunter is an expert in hiding his emotions and pretending that he’s okay.

Nag-aalala tuloy ako sa kanya. I know what it feels trying to hide the emotions to anyone. I know how it is hard to fight your own battle inside of you. And I’m afraid that Hunter is fighting his emotions alone.

I’ve learned that people should release their emotions in order to keep their sanity. So I will do everything to let Hunter open up his feelings and emotions to me.

I decided to roam around the yacht with the hope of finding something about Hunter here. His beach house is empty kasi of memories of his childhood. Parang tinanggal nya ang anumang bagay na may kinalaman sa kanya doon. There’s not even a picture or a frame that were hanged on the wall. So I’m thinking that maybe, I will find something in this yacht.

His yacht is freaking big. As expected since this is a megayacht. But it amazed me how he can maneuver this alone. As far as I know, he needs a crew to sail this yacht. But anyway, he still single-handedly maneuver this big boat.

I went to the lobby. Everything in this yacht looked so luxurious that I actually think that I’m in a five-star hotel instead. The interior and the design look so detailed that anyone who will see this can understand that this actually costs like a billion dollars. Plus the furnitures pa na halatang matibay ang pagkakagawa.

I walked towards the end of the lobby and stared at words that was painted in a cursive and bold letters. Now I know what’s the meaning of that words since Creed told me so.

“ Cacciatore di Artemis. “ I smiled as I read the words. I took out my phone and take a picture of it.

I uploaded it on my social media accounts. I made it as my cover photo in facebook and uploaded it again on instagram. It got a lot of likes and comments in just a few minutes pero binasa ko lang ang sa mga kakilala ko.

I rolled my eyes when I saw the comments from Apollo.

@ apollothegreat: Dalawa pa rin dapat kayo pagbalik nyo. Bawal maging tatlo.

This jerk! Ginaya nya pa ako sa kanya na isang fuckboy!

I deleted his comment and blocked him in instagram and my facebook. But even if I do that, he’ll still be my twin brother and my family.  Bakit kaya iba ang naging ugali sa akin ni Apollo?  He likes to play around when we were still a students. Ang dami nyang naging mga babae.

But I still love him naman. He did everything to protect me and even study hard just to build the GE Airlines for me. And I am glad na may nahanap na syang katapat nyang babae ngayon.

I heard my phone rang and saw that it was Apollo who’s calling. Wala na naman sigurong magawa ’to sa buhay kaya ako ang iniistorbo.

“Hey, brat.” that’s how he greeted me when I answered his called. I freaking rolled my eyes heavenwards. Wala pa nga pero nauubos na agad ang pasensya ko sa kanya.

“Hey, jerk.” I greeted back and I heard his chuckle from the other line.

“Why did you block me? Don’t tell me na tatlo na nga kayong uuwi dito?”

“Shut up, jerk! Did you really called so you can piss me off?” inis kong sabi.

I don’t know what’s happening with his life now. I haven’t heard anything from him since that scene at the bar. This is the first time that we talked after that. Ayoko rin naman syang istorbohin. I know that he’s trying to heal himself. I’ve been there in that situation so I know how hard it is for him.

Narinig ko na naman ang mala-demonyo nyang tawa. He’s probably enjoying that I’m starting to get irritated na kahit wala pang isang minuto syang tumatawag. I can’t help it. Anyone who will have Apollo as their twin will react this way.

“Chill, li’l sis. I was just curious kung may isasama kayo sa pag-uwi. Like a friend that you made while staying there?” he laughed.

I rolled my eyes. I know what he meant when he asked that question earlier. Kabisadong-kabisado ko si Apollo since kakambal ko sya.

“Kailan nga ba kayo uuwi?” he asked. Wala na ang pagtawa nya so I know that he’s being serious now. “Daphne and I have some news for you.”

I frowned. Daphne? “Then tell it to me now.”

“Nah… I’ll tell it in front of the whole family.” he said and I could hear his smile. “So kailan ka uuwi?”

And that’s when it hit me. This jerk… I guess he found his happy ending, huh? After all the hardships and pain that he experienced, I guess he still deserves a happy ending. I’m glad Daphne is strong enough to give him a second chance. It’s so hard to forgive and give chances to the people who hurt you. You need to have enough courage to do that.

Maraming ikukwento sa akin ang bestfriend ko.

I felt the presence of Hunter behind me before he wrapped his arms around my waist. Ipinatong nya ang baba nya sa balikat ko and I tilted my head to the other side to give him more space.

Hunter smelled of cologne mixed with shampoo and bathsoap that he used. Medyo basa pa ang buhok nya but I didn’t mind since I want to smell him more. Hindi ko alam na nakakaadik din pala ang amoy ng isang tao.

His ripped arms were clenching everytime he tightened his hug. And I always watch those movements ’cause it looked sexy and I couldn’t take my eyes off it.

“After two weeks uuwi na kami.” I answered.

“Who’s that?” Hunter whispered. I looked at him and mouthed my answer.

“Apollo.”

He nodded. Idinikit pa nya ang tenga nya sa cellphone ko at nakinig din sa mga sinasabi ng kakambal ko. Mabilis kong inangat ang balikat ko kaya naalis ang pagkakasandal ng baba nya sa balikat ko. He glared at me when he rested his chin on my shoulder again and I can’t help but to giggle. I gave him a quick peck on his lips. Agad namang nawala ang pagkasimangot nya at napalitan ng pagngisi.

He’s wearing a sleeveless hoodie so I have the full view of his biceps. Iniangat ko ang hood ng hoodie sa ulo nya. I giggled like an idiot again when he pouted.

“Nakikinig ka ba?”

Bumalik ang atensyon ko sa kakambal ko because of his question. Nakalimutan kong kausap ko nga pala sya. “Huh? What is it again?”

He tsked. “Tinanong kita kung kumusta na si Joshua.”

“Who’s Joshua?” I frowned for a second but then I remembered. “Oh…”

Muling tumawa ng nakakabwisit ang kakambal ko. Hunter’s hug tightens around my waist. Hinawakan ko ang isang kamay nya gamit ang kamay kong walang hawak na phone.

“Mukhang effective ang ginagawa ni Hunter, ah? Nakalimutan mo agad ang gagong ex mo!” Apollo exclaimed before he laughed again.

I was surprised earlier lang kasi. Like ang pag-uwi ko ang pinag-uusapan namin pero isiningit nya agad si Joshua. My brain couldn’t processed the name quickly especially that Hunter is hugging me. Naghalo-halo ang pakiramdam ko kaya hindi kaagad gumana ang utak ko.

“Where’s Hunter? I wanna talk to him.” Apollo said with his serious tone. Bipolar din pala ang kakambal ko. Ang bilis magbago ng mood.

“Talk. He’s actually listening.”

Hindi ko inalis sa tenga ko ang phone kahit na alam kong si Hunter na ang kakausapin nya. I know that Hunter can hear Apollo naman. And I’m worried that my twin brother might say something to him.

Let him try… Sasabihin ko ang lahat ng kalokohan nya kay Daphne noong bata pa sya.

“Hoy, Hunter! I know that you really love Artemis pero sa oras na saktan mo ang kakambal ko, kakalimutan ko na bestfriend ka ni Kuya Helios. Don’t ever hurt her or make her cry! I love my twin even if she’s a brat!”

I pouted. Aww… I love you too, twin brother, even if you’re such a jerk and a pain in the ass.

“At huwag mong bubuntisin agad! Pakasalanan mo muna!” pahabol nya at napairap na naman ako.

“Shut up, you jerk.”

“I thought I’m talking to Hunter?”

Magsasalita pa sana ako but Hunter covered my mouth with his hand. I shivered and my eyes widened when I looked at him. Magaan lang ang pagkakatakip nya sa bibig ko pero naaamoy ko ang mabango nyang kamay. Heck, even his hands smelled so good!

“I heard everything.” Hunter said to the phone. Binitiwan nya din kaagad ang bibig ko. “Don’t worry. I’ll die first before she can even cry because of me.”

I smiled. How I wish that I met and fell inlove with him earlier than this. Hunter is everything that a woman could ask for. Kaya hindi talaga mahirap ang mahalin sya.

He did all the efforts for me that Joshua failed to do so. He made me feel his love with every moment of every single day. Kapag magkasama kami ay palagi nyang ipinaparamdam sa akin kung gaano nya ako kamahal. And that’s everything that I want. Iyong kahit na hindi ako lumaban ay alam kong nandyan sya para ipaglaban kaming dalawa.

Apollo ended a call with a reminder that I should tell him if ever we will return to Manila na. He really seemed so excited so I have an idea about the news that he’s talking about. And I’m so happy for him.

“Hey… Can you take me to the wheelhouse? I wanna see if I can maneuver this boat.” I said to Hunter.

Hindi nya naman ako binigo at dinala ako sa may wheelhouse. Unlike in a cockpit of an aircraft, this looks easier to control. There has a lot of buttons kasi in an airplane. Pero dito sa yacht ay mas kaunti compared doon. There is also a leather chair in front of the control console.

“Ah, This is a map!” I said and pointed at the navigation map that shows our location in numbers. “We have this in an airplane too.”

“Uh-huh? And I bet you have this too.” he said as he pointed at the telephone. Napalabi ako.

“Of course. To communicate with the flight attendants.”

“And I use it to communicate with the crew.” ganting sabi nya at napairap ako. So what? Are we going to compare the parts of a cockpit of an airplane and the wheelhouse of this yacht?

“The steering wheel?” I asked, though it’s obvious, as I pointed at the wheel in the middle. Lumapit ako doon at hinawakan lang iyon. “Will the yacht move if I spin this?”

Hunter shook his head. “No. The controller is off.”

I nodded. So it’s safe if I just spin this wheel around?

I stopped my curiosity before it could get us killed. Baka kung ano pa ang mangyari kapag may kinalikot ako dito. Though some of the buttons and parts are similar to an aircraft, I’m still not sure if they have the same use.

“Want me to teach you how to sail this boat?” Hunter asked. Napalingon ako sa kanya and the heck, he really looks so gorgeous.

Is there even a time that he’s not, though?

I really like the style of his hair. Undercut and the top was swept sideways. Medyo may kahabaan na iyon so his bangs were already touching his eyes.

He walked towards me until the distance of our bodies became millimeter. Iniipit nya ang katawan ko sa gitna ng control console at ng katawan nya. I leaned my lower back at the edge to avoid pushing any buttons. Hunter wrapped his around me.

Pinaningkitan ko sya ng mga mata.

“That’s illegal, Captain Sanford.”

He smirked. He dipped his head and whispered in my ears.

“Soon… That’s gonna be your title too.”

Napahagikgik ako dahil sa sinabi nya at dahil sa kiliting idinulot ng hininga nya sa tenga ko. He’s biting his lips when he looked at me again and I stared at my favorite gray orbs of his.

We’re just starting our relationship but I feel fine whenever he talks about marriage. I don’t know but… I can already imagine the rest of my life with Hunter, too. Pakiramdam ko ay sure na talaga ko sa kanya which is so ridiculous dahil nagsisimula pa nga lang kami and there’s a lot of things that I didn’t know about him.

That’s how much I love him, huh?

I noticed his face were slowly inching close with mine and he’s already staring hard at my lips. Napangiti ako nang maglapat ang mga labi namin at kusa nang napapikit ang mga mata ko.

Ah… This soft lips again. It feels like a decade had passed since the last time that I’ve tasted his lips when in fact, it’s been only a week. Ngayon nga lang naulit. And it feels so good to kiss him again.

It was a soft kiss at first which sent an electricity throughout my entire body. Bumilis na naman ang tibok ng puso ko na parang may hinahabol. O baka naman yung paghinga ko na talaga ang hinahabol ko.

It’s just a soft kiss and yet, it was already breathtaking.

Hunter cupped my face as he deepened the kiss. He nibbled my lower lip so I had to cling onto his neck to get support. Damn, his kisses can make me feel so weak! Parang hinihigop ng mga halik nya ang lahat ng lakas ko!

I answered his kissed and my face grew so hot. Ang lambot lambot ng mga labi nya. Ang sarap nyang halikan nang halikan. Hindi nakakasawa ang tamis ng mga halik nya.

I bit his lower lip and I heard him groaned. Mas lalo tuloy lumalim ang paghalik nya. Napakapit na ako nang tuluyan sa kanya dahil hindi na talaga kayang tumayo ng mga tuhod ko.

He pulled me and made me sit on the control console. I felt my hand pushed some buttons and my eyes widened when I heard the engine roared.

“Shit.” I cursed against Hunter’s lips. Natatakot ako na baka bigla na lang lumubog ang yacht na ito!

But I guess it’s okay to die while I’m kissing him.

Hunter chuckled and cupped my face again to continue kissing me. Naramdaman kong bumaba ang isang kamay nya patungo sa likod ko. He did something at the controls while still kissing me before I heard the engine died.

Muling lumalim ang paghalik nya. Madiin ang pagkakahalik nya at pinanggigigilan ang mga labi ko. He was biting and nipping my lips and I had to break away to catch my breath but it only lasted for a second. Muli nya akong hinila at hinalikan na naman.

I kissed him back with the same ferocity as his. I moaned as I sucked on his lower lip and that made him groaned. Napasabunot ako sa buhok nya. I felt so hot and so out of breath.

Sinubukan ko ulit makawala sa kanya dahil hindi na talaga ako makahinga. Pero isang segundo lang at muli akong inatake ni Hunter ng halik. Like he doesn’t want to let go of my lips even for a millisecond.

“Hun…ter.” I moaned his name against his lips. Sinisipsip nya ang pang ibabang labi ko at feeling ko ay sobrang pulang-pula na iyon after nito.

I felt his hands trembled as he holds my face. Hinawakan ko iyon at damang-dama ko nga ang panginginig ng mga kamay nya.

I opened my eyes when he finally let go of my lips. Pinagdikit nya ang mga noo namin at mariin ang pagkakapikit nya habang pareho kaming naghahabol ng hininga. Ang lakas ng pagtibok ng puso ko kaya mas lalo pa akong kinakapos ng hininga.

I was just staring at him. His hands were still shaking and I don’t know why. This also happened the first time that he kissed me. Nanginginig din ang mga kamay nya noon.

“You’re trembling.” I whispered and held his hands tight. He smirked but remained his eyes close.

“I was afraid that I’ll wake up if I stop.” hinihingal na sabi nya. “Please, don’t wake me up.”

Binitiwan ko ang mga kamay nya at ang mukha nya naman ang ikinulong ko sa mga palad ko.

“You don’t have to wake up, Hunter. This isn’t a dream. This is reality.”

He slowly opened his eyes and I finally saw his gray eyes. Napangiti sya at mahinang tumawa.

“Damn… I just can’t believe that everything that I’ve ever wanted is mine now.” he hugged me and buried his face on my neck. “I fucking love you, Artemis. Mababaliw na yata ako sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sayo.”

I hugged him back and brushed his hair with my fingers. Nanginginig pa rin sya at kahit ang paghinga nya. I tapped his back to calm him down.

Now, I understand what Creed meant. For Hunter to shake like this everytime we kissed, it seems like he’s really a vulnerable man. Parang nawawala ang lahat ng pagpapanggap nyang malakas sya whenever we kissed. Like all his facade were gone with just a kiss from me.

What happened in the past for him to react this way? Parang takot na takot pa sya base sa higpit ng pagkakayakap nya sa akin ngayon. Did something horrible happened to him?

I want to help him like how he helped me fix my broken heart. Gusto kong alisin ang takot at panginginig nya.

I remember the first time he confessed his feelings for me. He said something that he can’t take it if ever I’ll leave him.

I won’t, though. I love him this much and I’m willing to stay by his side as long as he wants me to.

Chapter 26

It was a good thing that Hunter is willing to show his vulnerable side to me. I can feel the pain and fear that he’s trying to hide whenever I’m holding his shaking hands. At sa mga pagkakataong iyon ay hindi ko maiwasang masaktan para sa kanya.

He must’ve experienced something painful and traumatic before for him to react this way. I don’t have any idea what it was but I will do everything so he could open up to me. In that way, I can help him more.

I want to know more about him. At kahit ano pa iyon, alam kong mamahalin ko pa rin sya.

I couldn’t believe that I’ll be able to love this way. Hindi ko alam na mas may kaya pa pala akong ibigay. I thought all my love were drained after my breakup with Joshua but it seems like I love Hunter way more than the love that I gave to Joshua. Ang akala ko ay hindi ko na makakayang magmahal at magtiwala ulit. Pero binago ni Hunter ang akala kong iyon.

And I’m glad that he did.

They say that you’ll fall inlove with the right person at an unexpected time. And you will love the one more than the past relationships that you had.

I wasn’t even planning to fell inlove after the break up. My plan was to fix and love myself first bago ako magmahal ulit. ’Cause I was afraid that if I didn’t do that, I wouldn’t be able to gave my whole heart to my next relationship.

But Hunter got through to me. His love got through to me. Araw-araw ba naman nyang ipinaparamdam sa akin ang pagmamahal nya. What kind of girl wouldn’t be affected by his words and moves? Lalo pa at ramdam na ramdam ko ang sincerity nya.

He did all of that without asking for anything. He just want to help me with his love. At hindi ko alam kung anong kabutihan ba ang ginawa ko sa past life ko para matanggap ang ibang klaseng pagmamahal nya.

Ano bang ginawa ko para sa kanya? Wala. Tinarayan ko lang sya at tinaboy pero hindi pa rin sya sumuko.

So this time, I wanted to do something for him. If he’s broken, then I will help him pick up his pieces. I will be his source of strength. I will breathe for him. I will live for him.

And as we looked together at the starry night sky, with a very bright full moon illuminating us, I asked for a guidance so they could help me with Hunter. If the goddess of the hunt and moon really gave him his life, then please give him the light that he needs to see.

“This is our last full moon.”

His raspy voice was heard when he spoke. I closed my eyes and feel him brushing my hair with his fingers. May lalo pa akong nagsumiksik sa dibdib nya.

We were both lying on the sofa that’s here in the deck of his yacht. Ginagamit kong unan ang braso nya habang ang isa ay nakayakap sa bewang ko. His head is on top of mine and I can feel him giving my hair a kiss from time to time.

We were staring at the bright full moon above us. There were a lot of stars and I could see all the constellations that I know. From the Big Dipper to the Little Dipper, Andromeda, Cassiopeia, Ursa Minor… I can see them all. At napapangiti na lang ako kapag may bago akong constellations na nakikita.

“This isn’t the last. There will be so many full moons to come that we can watch together.” I said and stretch out my hand to the moon. I pretended that I was grasping it and gigled when I couldn’t take it.

It’s really pretty… Yet mysterious.

Just like the man here beside me.

I still see him as a mysterious man since hindi pa ganoong kadami ang alam ko sa kanya. Bilang na bilang pa nga. And yet, I feel like Hunter knows more things about me. Kahit nga ang hindi ko pagkain ng scallops ay alam nya.

But he isn’t like the moon that I couldn’t grasp and touch. Dahil ngayon ay nagagawa kong yakapin sya.

I was hugging his ripped body and his body heat is helping me against the cold air. I could feel almost all of his sexy muscles with his plain white tshirt na favorite ko.

“I thought that this will only happen in my dreams. Staring at the full moon while hugging you.”

Tumingala ako sa kanya. His handsome face illuminated by the moonlight looks so unreal. Kinailangan ko pang hawakan ang mukha nya at haplusin para malaman na totoo ang nasa harapan ko.

I caressed his defined jawline. “But this is reality…” I whispered. Hinuli nya ang kamay kong humahaplos sa mukha nya at dinala sa mga labi nya para halikan.

“Thank you. You’re truly a goddess who can make my dreams come true.”

I smiled and chuckled afterwards. There he goes again. Saying sweet words that can make my heart beats faster and faster. Inilapat ko ang kamay ko sa dibdib nya at ganoon din palang kabilis ang tibok ng puso nya.

I stared at his gray eyes. Hinding-hindi talaga ako magsasawa sa kulay abo nyang mga mata. I wanted to memorize how it could get darker and darker with each second.

Those eyes that made him looked more mysterious.

“Hunter?” I called him even if he’s already staring at me.

“Hmm?”

Bahagya akong dumapa at ipinatong ang baba ko sa may dibdib nya. His hands rested on my back.

“Can I ask you personal questions?”

“Of course.”

I licked my lower lip. I decided to ask him now. Alam kong hindi na ako magkakaroon ng ibang pagkakataon kapag bumalik na kami sa isla. Baka hindi na kami mapag isa lalo na kapag nasa Manila na kami.

“What happened to your parents?” I asked and he seemed stunned because of that question. I can even feel the tension in his body.

My heart pounded as I waited his answer. I brace myself. Hinanda ko ang sarili ko kung sakali mang tanggihan nyang sagutin ang tanong ko. But I also prepared myself for whatever’s I’m about to hear.

He looked like he wasn’t expecting me to ask that question so suddenly. Nakaawang ang mga labi nya habang nakatingin sa akin. His gray eyes widened by my question. Mukha rin syang natigilan sa paghinga.

“It’s okay if you don’t want to answer it.” I said ’cause I don’t want to pressure him. I am so curious but I don’t want him to feel uncomfortable. “Nanay Flor just mentioned to me before that your parents were already… Gone. At first I thought that they had a natural death but Creed said something to me that made me think that there’s more into it.”

Naging malikot ang mga mata nya. Palipat-lipat ang tingin noon sa dalawang asul na mga mata ko. I don’t know what he’s thinking. He wasn’t showing any reaction.

“Nanay Flor also mentioned na palagi ka na rin umaalis ever since your parents died.” pagpapaliwanag ko pa. “Is that also why it took years kapag nagpapakita ka sa akin? Why are you always leaving—”

“I’m looking for the person who killed my parents.”

It was my turn para matigilan. His words shocked me! Ang dami kong naisip na dahilan kung bakit sya umaalis but not this one!

Nakita siguro ni Hunter and pagkagulat sa mukha ko. He tried to smile but it was mixed of bitterness. His gray eyes were full of anger as he looked at me. It made me feel that there’s a big storm coming as I looked at those gray orbs. His jaw were even clenching indicating that he’s really mad right now.

Naghalo-halo ang mga emosyon sa mga mata nya ngayon. Pain, hatred, hurt. But I almost cried when I also saw his agony there.

His eyes were red because of his unshed tears. At hindi ko nakayanan ang isiping sobrang syang nasasaktan ngayon.

My tears fell when he spoke again.

“My parents were killed, Artemis. They were murdered. And I’m looking for the killer to make him pay for what he did.”

Chapter 27

Hunter’s eyes showed so much pain and suffering and I couldn’t look away as I want to see all of those emotions even if it’s hurting me. His eyes looked reddish because of the unshed tears. Maybe the pain and sorrow are stopping his tears from falling.

Kumilos sya kaya umalis ako mula sa pagkakasandal sa dibdib nya. He sat on the sofa and rested his elbows on his parted knees. He looked down and just stared on the floor.

Umayos ako ng upo sa tabi nya. I reach out for his hand and intertwined our fingers. In that way, I could show my support in him. I can make him feel that I’m just here beside him. I won’t let go of his hands. I want him to share his pain with me.

“I was just a teen and I was away that day…” he said soflty but I can still hear the pain in his voice. Mahina lang ang pagsasalita nya na parang natatakot sya na baka kapag lumakas ay hindi na nya mapigilan ang emosyon nya.

I held his hand with both of my hands and soflty caressed it. Nakita kong napatingin sya sa kamay kong humahaplos sa likod ng palad nya.

“I was at some business party with Helios.” he continued. “I was the representative for our company and Dad made me go alone. If only I had known… Then I should’ve let them attend the party with me.”

He took a deep and shaky breath. I know that it’s hard for him to tell the story about his parents’ death. Rinig ko ang paghihirap at sakit sa bawat salitang binibitiwan nya. Ramdam ko ang galit at ang poot na nararamdaman nya.

“They were dead when I got home, Artemis. My parents were dead!”

Naramdaman ko ang panginginig ng kamay nyang hinahawakan ko. I could also feel his body is slightly shaking and I know that it wasn’t because of the cold night wind.

He looked at me and my tears fell because of his looks. He’s not crying but I can see the sadness and his agony. Hindi sya makaiyak. Siguro ay dahil sa halo-halong negatibong mga emosyon ang nararamdam nya. Galit, poot, lungkot, sakit, pagluluksa… Ang lahat ng mga iyon ay nararamdaman nya ngayon.

Creed is right. Hunter is a wrecked man.

“I saw my dead Mom hugging my father’s dead body. There’s blood everywhere.” mas lalong lumakas ang panginginig nya. “Naliligo sila sa sarili nilang mga dugo.

“Oh, God…” I mumbled and hugged Hunter inside my arms.

Hunter hugged me back and hide his face on my shoulders. His body is shaking so I had to caress and tap him on the back to help him calm down.

“My father was shot five times.” pagpapatuloy nya at mas humigpit ang yakap nya sa akin. “I know that he was trying to protect Mom but got shot… He died first then they killed Mom after.”

I slowly took a deep a breath so that Hunter wouldn’t notice that I’m crying right now. He’s not crying so I would cry for him. Ako ang iiyak para sa kanya.

It’s too painful to hear his story and I couldn’t imagine his feeling compared to mine. It’s his parents. He saw the scene with his two eyes. The body of his parents bathing in their own blood.

Hinigpitan ko ang yakap sa kanya. How can a sweet man like him could’ve such a horrible past? Hindi ko akalain na sa lahat ng mga ipinakita at ipinaramdam nya sa akin ay may masakit syang nakaraan na itinatago.

“Then Mom, using her last strength, hugged the body of my father. That’s how they died.” unti unting lumuwag ang pagkakayakap nya sa akin. Until his arms fell on his sides. “I found Gray hiding in the storage room looking so scared. He’s just ten years old. Too young but he heard all those gunshots.”

He let go of me and stared at me with no emotions in his eyes. But it’s too heartbreaking to see him like this. Parang hindi na nya alam kung anong ipapakita nyang emosyon. He’s too broken. I can see it.

“But you know what’s the most unbelievable thing?” he asked. “I never shed any tears. Hindi ako umiyak kailanman kapag naaalala ko ang pagkamatay ng mga magulang ko. All I could feel is hatred for the killer. I am so fucking mad that I couldn’t feel any emotions because of my resentment.”

I know. I know how mad he is. I can see it in his eyes. His gray eyes were blazing with fire as he closed his fist that turned his knuckles white. His jaw clenched and his brows were furrowed. I know that he could kill anyone with how the way he looks but I didn’t feel scared. Instead, I hugged his arm and rested my chin on his shoulder.

“I understand…” sabi ko at hinaplos ang braso nya. Naramdaman kong medyo nag-relax ang mga muscles nya doon.

We stayed like that for awhile. I looked up to the moon that’s our only audience right now. It can see Hunter being in so much pain. It can me as I try to comfort him.

Is there anything that I can do to ease his pain?

Hunter sighed. Inalis nya ang pagkakayakap sa akin at inakbayan ako. I rested my head on his broad chest and listened to his heartbeat.

“I’m sorry if I am always away. If I just stayed by your side, then that scumbag wouldn’t had the chance to hurt you.”

Mabilis akong umalis sa pagkakaakbay nya at nakasimangot syang tinignan.

“Why are you saying sorry? It’s not your fault! At bakit ba isinisingit mo ang ex ko sa usapan? We were talking about your parents!” nanggagalaiting sabi ko pero wala lang iyon sa kanya.

Now that I think about it, he’s the only one who can tolerate me when I’m being bratty.

He pulled and hugged me again. I had no choice but to bury my face on his chest. I inhaled his scent. My most favorite scent in this world.

“I’m sorry that you had to see this side of me.” mahinang bulong nya at hinaplos ang buhok ko. “I want you to think of me as a strong and dependable man. I want my goddess to rely on me.”

I soflty pushed him so he let go of me. I smiled and cupped his face.

I can’t believe this man. He’s hurting, he’s so broke and yet he’s still thinking about me! When will he ever think about himself?

’Cause I truly think that everything he did is for the people around him. He tried looking for his parents killer that’s why he was always away. He did his best to fix me even if he’s the one who’s broken. Even more broken that me.

I was ashamed. I let him fixed me when he should fix himself first. He helped me when he’s the one who needed the help the most. I was ashamed by how strong he is.

But I’m glad that he’s only breaking down in front of me. Gusto ko ay ako lang ang makakakita ng kahinaan nya. I want to be the one who will help him. I want to be by his side as he try to fix himself.

If he can move on by finding the killer and make them pay, then I’ll support him. I don’t know how much pain he’s in but if it’ll help him, then I’ll let him look for the killer.

I will guide him on his way. So when he’ll come back to me, he’s still a human. Not like a monster who killed his parents. I will guide him so he wouldn’t lose himself on the way.

Just like being his goddess.

And I know that he’s finding the murderer because he also wanted to protect his younger brother.

“Thank you…” I said and stared at him in the way. “Thank you for showing this side of yours to me.”

He made a small smile. Iniipit nya sa likod ng tenga ko ang tumakas na mga hibla ng buhok ko.

“I’m not expecting that you’ll thank me.” he said. I just smiled at him and hugged him again.

“I will always be by your side, Hunter. I won’t ever leave you.” I whispered.

Now, I know why he said those words when we were at the arcade. That he’s afraid that I might leave him. Now I know why he looked so devastated when I died in the game. ’Cause he already lose so many people in his life.

And it warmed my heart, knowing that he doesn’t want me gone.

“There goes my heart beating ’cause you are the reason I’m losing my sleep. Please come back now.” I sang as I brushed his hair with my fingers. He hugged me back and I heard his low and sexy chuckle.

“You really do have a good voice.”

I smirked. “Perks of being a Gallagher.” I said ’cause my brothers have good voices too.

He chuckled again. I smiled and lay my back on the sofa. Sumunod sya at sya na ngayon ang nakaunan sa dibdib ko. I continued singing to calm him down.

“There goes my mind racing. And you are the reason that I’m still breathing. I’m hopeless now.”

“That should be my song for you.” he whispered using his sleepy voice. Gumaan ang pagsuklay ko sa buhok nya para makatulog agad sya.

No, Hunter. It is my song for you ’cause you made me feel so many emotions with your love.

I finally knew about his past. I am thankful that he took the courage to tell me his story. I know that it wasn’t easy. I know that it caused him pain habang nagkukwento sya. Pero itinuloy nya pa rin hanggang sa maintindihan ko ang lahat.

I know now why there wasn’t any childhood or family picture in his beach house. Maybe he doesn’t want to remember the pain. Maybe he’s still wasn’t ready to feel the pain. Not until he catch the killer.

And yet, he remembered and felt it when he told me about his parents earlier. Hindi nya talaga iniisip ang sarili nya. Palagi na lang ang taong nasa paligid nya.

If he really don’t think of himself, then I will do it myself. I will think about him. I will look after him. I will take care of him.

I’d climb every mountain

And swim every ocean

Just to be with you

And fix what I’ve broken

Oh, ’cause I need you to see

That you are the r

eason

Chapter 28

Our last day on the island came and Hunter and I already packed our things ’cause we will leave later in the evening. But the two kids were crying so loud ever since we told them that we’re leaving and it makes me feel so bad looking at their faces full of tears.

Napamahal na rin kasi sa akin ang dalawang bata. Personally, I don’t really like kids but it depends din naman kung makulit yung bata. So, I should say that I don’t like makukulit na kids instead, I think?

“Kuya Chase, huwag na po kayong umalis.” humihikbing sabi ni Aira while Hunter is carrying her. He’s been wiping her tears but it was futile since she won’t stop crying.

“Ate Artemis, dito na lang po kayo.”

I looked at Christian who’s sitting beside me on the sofa. He’s looking at me with pleading eyes and I can’t help but to get hurt.

Last time, hindi ko pinasama sa akin si Hunter pabalik sa Manila ’cause the two were also crying hard back then. I don’t want to break their hearts but I really have to go back now. My family is in Manila and I have my work. Ang tagal nga ng ibinigay sa aking leave at hindi na ako pwedeng umabuso pa.

Hunter and I looked at each other. He was standing while holding Aira in his arms. Inaalo nya ang bata na ayaw namang tumigil sa pag iyak. I sighed and looked at the little boy beside me.

“Nandoon kasi sa Manila ’yung pamilya ko, Christian. Plus, I have work pa.” I said as I wiped his tears.

“Mayaman naman po si Kuya Chase.” sabi ni Aira na narinig ang sinabi ko. “Hindi ka na po kailangan na mag-work.” she then looked at Hunter. “Diba po, Kuya Chase? Marami ka pong pera? Hindi na po kailangan mag-work ni Ate Artemis, diba po?” paputol-putol ang pagsasalita nya dahil sa paghikbi.

“Yeah…” Hunter said and I almost rolled my eyes. Ang galing nyang mag-comfort ng bata.

“Kaya huwag na po kayong umalis. Please po, Kuya Chase!”

“Please po, Ate Artemis, dito na lang po kayo.”

I looked at Hunter and I didn’t know what to do. Hindi rin pala ako magaling sa pagko-comfort ng bata. Summer never acted like this. I mean, she’s mature in her age and she can understand the things that’s happening around her. Kaya never pa akong nakaranas na mag-comfort ng bata.

Hunter looked at me. “Huwag na daw tayong umalis.”

I glared at him when the two kids looked at me expectantly. The heck is he doing?! Pinapaasa nya ’yung mga bata at kapag tumanggi ako ay ako ang magmumukhang masama sa mga mata nila! They will think that I’m taking their Kuya Chase away from them!

“Umayos ka, Hunter!” I hissed at him. Ginamitan na naman nya ako ng pagpapa-cute nya. He bit the inside of his cheeks that made his lips looked pouty.

“Can’t we just stay?” he even dared to asked! Un-freaking-believable!

“Do you really believe that if we stay here, my brothers won’t come? Alam kong boto sayo ang mga kapatid ko but they wouldn’t let you take me away just like this!” mahinang sabi ko pero nanggagalaiti na ako sa galit.

He told me in the first place that it was just three months but now he wants us to stay? He didn’t even tell me about his plan of taking me here then this?

I don’t have anything against of the idea of living here. The island is breathtakingly beautiful. But I can’t just decide to stay here so suddenly! I have my work, my family and my friends are in Manila! Kailangan ko munang magplano bago gumawa ng isang malaking desisyon!

Isa pa, I’m sure na hindi papayag ang mga kapatid ko!

“Don’t get to their bad side, Hunter.” I said.

I had so much of family drama just because of Joshua. It’s a good thing that my brothers want Hunter for me kaya hindi nya pwedeng sirain ang tiwalang ibinigay sa kanya ng mga kapatid ko!

“Oh, right. I promised Apollo to return you.” he said and I just rolled my eyes at him. “Aira, Christian, kailangan naming bumalik sa Manila ng Ate Artemis nyo.”

The kids cried louder this time because of what he said. I looked at Hunter to ask for his help because Christian is crying so hard. But Hunter had a gentle look in his eyes.

I smiled. I guess he loves kids.

“Babalik naman kami.”

“Sinabi mo rin po ’yan dati pero ang tagal-tagal-tagal nyo pong hindi bumalik!”

“Sinungaling ka, Kuya Chase! Hindi ka na babalik, eh!”

I grimaced. Magaling ngang mag-comfort si Hunter. Sa sobrang galing ay nagalit sa kanya ang mga bata. He likes kids but he doesn’t know how to comfort them.

Understandable since he needs someone who will comfort him as well. I think I should comfort him first so that he can apply it to the kids.

“Akong bahala.” sabi ko kaya napatingin sa akin ang dalawang mga bata. “Promise ko sa inyo na babalik kami ng Kuya Chase nyo dito.”

They calm down a little. Humihikbi pa rin nang magtanong.

“Kailan po ’yun?”

“Hmm…” I tried to think. Hindi ako pwedeng magbitaw ng exact date if I’m not sure. Aasa ang dalawang bata. “How about twice a year? Dalawang beses sa isang taon kami babalik dito.”

I looked at Hunter and caught him staring at me. Nakatitig lang sya sa akin habang hinahaplos ko ang buhok ni Christian.

“Sampung beses na po.” hirit pa ni Aira kaya napangiti ako.

“Hindi pwede, eh. May trabaho kasi ako. Pero at least, babalik kami ng Kuya Chase nyo, diba? Tapos hindi na kayo maghihintay ng matagal.”

Nagkatinginan ang dalawang mga bata. They looked like they’re discussing my offer using their eyes. I smiled while waiting for their decision. Napatingin ako kay Hunter na kanina pa hindi inaalis ang titig sa akin.

“What?” I mouthed. He just showed me his smirk while biting his lower lip.

Gosh… He looked so hot!

“Dalawang beses po?” tanong ni Christian kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.

“Huh? Ah, yes.”

He showed me his pinky finger. “Promise?”

I smiled and locked my pinky with his. “Promise.”

“Promise, Kuya Chase?” Aira said kaya napatingin ako sa kanya. She’s holding out his pinky finger at Hunter, too.

Hunter looked at me beforw locking his pinky with Aira. “I promise.”

The two kids finally decided to let us go. They went to Nanay Flor who’s in the kitchen preparing for our lunch. Hunter sighed before he sat down beside me. Pinalo ko sya sa braso na ikinagulat nya.

“The fuck?” he exclaimed but I glared at him.

“Why did you asked me earlier if we could just stay here?! Pinapaasa mo ’yung mga bata!”

But instead, he smirked and put his arms around my waist. Hinigit nya pa ako palapit sa katawan nya. I tried pushing him away but he wouldn’t buldge.

How could I think that I’ll actually win against his ripped body?

“But you did a great job, my goddess. I can see how you’ll be a great mother with our kids.”

My heart raced and my cheeks reddened. Ano nga ulit yung kinagagalit ko kanina?

“And I can see that you’ll be a father tolerating our kids. Gosh, Hunter! Subukan mo lang!”

He tried biting the insides of his cheeks but failed. Napangiti sya at napansin ko ang pamumula ng leeg at tenga nya. My lips parted but before I could take another look, he buried his face on my neck.

I laughed when I realized what’s happening with him. Humigpit ang pagkakayakap nya kaya mas lalo pa akong natawa.

“You’re blushing?” I asked even if I already knew that he is. I just wanted to tease him! “You’re blushing!” ulit ko at sinabayan pa ng tawa.

“Fuck…” he hissed and buried his face more. Hinawakan ko ang leeg nya at naramdamang mainit iyon. Proof that he’s really blushing. Inalis nya ang kamay ko sa leeg nya.

I really can’t believe this man! Sinakyan ko lang yung sinabi nya pero nag-blush na agad?

Gosh, Hunter. You never fail to amazed me.

“Bakit ka nagba-blush? Kinikilig ka, no?” pakantang asar ko sa kanya.

“And so?” malalim ang boses nyang tanong. I laughed more but stopped when he bit my neck then sucked its skin.

“Hunter!” saway ko at hiniwalay ang sarili ko sa kanya. He was already smirking when I looked at him.

“Your neck looks like it’s blushing.” nakangising sabi nya. That’s when I realized that he put a hickey there!

This is how he gets revenge!

We ate our lunch and the kids were so clingy with us. Kami pa nga ni Hunter ang nagpapakain sa kanila. Sinuway ni Nanay Flor ang mga apo nya but we said that it’s okay since we are leaving na din naman.

Nahuhuli ko ang paminsan-minsang pagsulyap ni Jane kay Hunter at kapag nakikita nyang nakatingin ako sa kanya ay napapayuko sya. I rolled my eyes. I was tempted to accept Hunter’s offer that we should hire her as our maid. Pero ayoko namang makasama pa nya si Hunter.

He’s mine.

I was having a hard time on how to hide the hickey on my neck. There’s no scarf that I can use at wala din akong kahit na anong turtle neck clothes na dala.

“Ma’am Artemis.” bati sa akin ni Nanay Flor at pumasok sa nakabukas na pintuan ng kwarto ko. Nahuli nya tuloy ako sa ginagawa ko. She saw the hickey but I still tried to cover it.

“Nanay Flor… Bakit po?” namumula ang mukhang tanong ko sa nakangiting matanda. Inabutan nya ako ng band-aid.

“Nakita ko na ’yan sa hapag kanina. Heto. Gamitin mo ’to pantakip.”

I smiled awkwardly and took the band-aid from her. Sinubukan kong ilagay iyon sa leeg ko pero nahihirapan ako.

“Ako na.” Nanay Flor said. Kinuha nya ang band-aid sa akin at sya na ang naglagay sa leeg ko. “Ikaw na ang bahala kay Sir Chase, Ma’am, ha?”

I looked at her. I see her as a mother who’s concerned for her child. Itinuring nya nga talaga si Hunter bilang anak nya. And I’m so glad to know that. Since Hunter lost his parents so early.

I smiled and held Nanay Flor’s hand. “Hayaan nyo po. Hindi ko sya pababayaan.”

“Naaawa ako sa batang iyon. Maagang nasaktan kaya gusto ko naman na sumaya sya.” she gripped my hand back. “At nakikita kong masaya sya sayo.”

From the way she talks, I realized that she knew about his parents death. I guess because she’s their housemaid? Kaya alam nya ang nangyari sa mga Sanford noon.

“Nanay Flor… Alam nyo po bang hinahanap ni Hunter ang pumatay sa mga magulang nya?” I asked.

I’m actually worried about him but all I can do is to support him. Hindi ko alam ang sakit na nararamdaman nya kaya wala akong karapatan na pagsibihan sya sa dapat nyang gawin. If this is his way to cope up with the pain, then I’ll let him be.

’Cause only him can make himself move on from the past. And I know that he can’t do that until he catched the killer.

Nanay Flor sighed. She looked worried too. “Oo. Alam ko kaya umaalis sya noon ay para hanapin ang pumatay sa mga magulang nya.” napailing sya at napahigpit ang pagkakakapit sa kamay ko. “Wala ako sa main house nila noong gabing iyon kaya hindi ko alam kung anong nakita ng mga bata. Pero alam kong hindi maganda dahil nagkaroon sila ng trauma.”

But I know. Hunter told me everything that he saw that night. And yes. Kahit sino siguro ang makakita sa mga magulang nila sa ganoong kalagayan ay magkakaroon ng trauma.

And it made Hunter a wrecked man.

“Ako na pong bahala sa kanya, Nanay Flor. Huwag na po kayong mag-alala.”

And that’s a promise that I will keep.

The cresent moon is so clear in the night sky as we ride Creed’s chopper back to Manila. I will never forget all the memories that we had in the island.

That island witnessed so many things between Hunter and me in just three months. It witnessed how my feelings grew for him with each passing day. How Hunter did his best to help me forget about Joshua that he even fire danced in front of me and the islanders.

And it witnessed how I finally fell inlove with Hunter.

The islanders were so nice. Lahat ng nangyari sa tatlong buwan ay mga masasayang pangyayari. And because of that, I promise that I will really go back there with Hunter.

Inihatid ako ni Hunter sa mansyon namin. It’s already late night and I figured that maybe, Mom and Dad were already asleep. I bet Apollo is at his condo. Kuya Helios and Zuri got their own house at bumukod na sila. Hindi nya raw kasi nasosolo ang mag ina nya.

Didn’t know that my Kuya Helios is so possessive.

“We’re here.” I said to Hunter as I looked at him. We were standing in front of the mansion.

His eyes looked so dark with a shadow on his face. Natatakluban na kasi ng bangs nya ang parte ng noo nya and it casted a shadow from his eyes down to his lips.

He took a step forward and held both of my hands.

“Will you answer my calls if I call you?” he asked. Pinigilan ko ang mapangiti sa tanong nya.

Before we went to the island, I always pushed him away. Hindi ko sinasagot ang mga texts at tawag nya kaya nagugulat na lang ako na susulpot sya sa kung nasaan ako. He had always his ways of finding me. And that’s how he got through to me.

He gave a lot of effort just to be with me.

“Of course.” I answered and squeezed his hands.

“Will you let me see you without you getting mad at me?”

Napatawa ako. “Of course.”

“Will you let me love you for the rest of eternity?” he whispered.

My heart started to beat so fast. I forgot that a day wouldn’t pass without him telling sweet words to me.

I gave him a soft smile.

“Of course, Hunter.

“Then…” bumaba ang tingin nya sa mga labi ko. “Will you let me kiss you right now?”

Ako na ang humakbang palapit sa kanya. Binitiwan ko ang mga kamay nya at kumapit sa leeg nya. His jaw clenched when I tiptoed and our faces were only inch apart.

“Of course, Hunter. Of course.”

Hinapit nya ang bewang ko. His one arm were wrapped around my waist while the other one were wrapped around my shoulders. He stared at me for a couple of seconds before his head dipped and pressed his lips against mine. I closed my eyes like it’s the most natural thing that I should do.

It was a soft and gentle kiss but his effect is still the same. It made my knees wobble that I had to cling onto him more. He drew his lips away but didn’t put any distance between us. His lips were almost brushing with mine.

He took a deep breath before he claimed my lips again with his slightly parted lips. I tilted my head and I answered his passionate kiss. Gumagalaw ang labi nya pero magaan at marahan lang. Naramdaman ko ang mga labi nyang parang kinakabisado ang mga labi ko gamit ang mga halik nya.

He tilted his head and softly lift me upto his lips. I tiptoed more as I lock my lips with him. He licked my lips before he finally pulled away.

Pinagdikit namin ang mga noo namin at kapwa hinihingal sa naging halikan. It was the most passionate kiss that I’ve ever experienced and it made my heart almost exploded with so many feelings.

Hunter… He’s the only one who can do this to me.

“Alam nyo ba na noong unang panahon, ang halik ay nakakabuntis na?”

Mabilis akong humiwalay kay Hunter nang marinig ang nakakabuwisit na boses ng kakambal ko. I turned around and saw him with his boyish smirk. Of course, he saw the kiss!

I thought that he’s at his condo but heck… I was so wrong!

“Apollo.” Hunter nodded as a greeting. Apollo did the same.

“Gusto nyo ba ng extension sa bakasyon nyo? Just tell me.” my jerk twin brother said and I rolled my eyes.

Damn him.

“No need. But thanks anyway.” Hunter said.

“Ikaw din. Minsan na nga lang ako mag-offer ayaw mo pa.” Apollo said with a shrug pero hindi na sya pinansin ni Hunter.

“My goddess…” he called me and I heard Apollo whistled. Pareho namin syang hindi pinansin. “Goodnight.”

I smiled and nodded at him. “Goodnight.”

Nang makaalis si Hunter ay tumalikod na ako. Iniwan ko si Apollo with my luggage still on the outside. Pero kinuha nya iyon at sumunod sa amin.

“Base on how many times that you two had kissed, ilan na ang anak nyo?” he asked and I groaned in annoyance. Hinarap ko sya.

“Eh, ikaw? Ilan na kaya? I bet that you could fill an entire concert stadium!” I shrieked and left him downstairs.

“Bukas, huh? Daphne and I have some news for you!” pahabol nya.

Pabagsak kong isinarado ang pinto ng room ko. Gosh! Apollo is such a jerk! Tama ba namang mang istorbo? Or is he being overprotective again?

I sighed and touched my lips. I can still feel Hunter’s soft lips. Mahina akong napatawa at pabagsak na humiga sa kama.

Now that everything is different, I hope that the change is a good thing. I hope that I can be of any help for Hunter.

I hope that he will be okay. Soon…

Chapter 29

Confusion consumed me the moment I opened my eyes and saw the ceiling. Two months of waking up to the beach house’s ceiling and one month of waking up to the yacht’s ceiling made me feel so confused. Hindi pa gaanong napa-process ng utak ko na nakabalik na nga pala kami sa Manila.

Kinuha ko ang phone ko that was just on my bedside table. I automatically smiled when I saw that Hunter sent me a text message.

Crazy Stalker:

I know that you’re still sleeping but I just want to greet you a good morning. Eat your food and don’t skip meals.

I love you.

The text was sent at five in the morning and it’s already ten but I still replied to him anyway.

Me:

Just woke up. Good morning!

I got up on the bed with a smile on my face. Why do I feel like this day will be a very good day?

Kuya Helios, Zuri and Summer arrived by lunch time. They said that Apollo has something to tell to the whole family. Mom and Dad went somewhere at hindi ko na naabutan pagkagising ko so I had my breakfast with the maids again.

I miss the life in the island where Hunter would always wait for me and we’ll eat our lunch together. Nandito nga sa Manila ang buong pamilya ko pero wala pa rin naman akong nakakasabay mag-breakfast. Especially when Kuya Helios and his family move out of the mansion. Si Apollo ay naging busy kay Daphne while our parents started going out of towns.

“Tita Goddess, I haven’t seen you for so long po.” said my oh-so-cutest pamangkin, Summer. We were at the garden and I’m having my quality time with her.

I missed this kid so much. She’s my most favorite kid in this world!

“I went to Palawan with your Tito Hunter. Three months kaming nandoon, Princess.” I said. I glanced at my phone and I haven’t received any texts from Hunter since his morning greeting. I tried texting him kasi kanina what he’s doing but he didn’t reply.

“Where in Palawan, Tita Goddess?” Summer asked so I looked at her.

I smiled. “Your Tito Hunter owned an island in Palawan. I don’t exactly know where, eh.”

I tried to call Hunter and his phone just keeps on ringing. I sent him a text since I’m getting worried.

This has never happened before. Si Hunter pa nga ang nangugulit sa akin noon. He was always sending me texts and calling me every freaking minute pero hindi ko naman sinasagot. But now, the table has turned.

Normally, bigla na lang susulpot si Hunter sa kung nasaan ako but… I don’t know. Something’s isn’t right.

“Wow!” Summer exclaimed but I kept my eyes on the phone. “Is it a beautiful island?”

I looked at Summer. I am feeling so bad that I can’t give her my full attention so I made her go inside the mansion. I can’t help but to get worried for Hunter!

I tried calling him again but to no avail. I sent him a text message saying that he should call me if he ever read my message.

What’s happening? Last night, he even asked for my permission to call or text me. Sinabi ko namang sasagutin ko ang mga texts at tawag nya but what’s happening? His last text was still five in the morning.

Maybe I’m just getting paranoid? But this isn’t the Hunter that I knew. Minu-minuto syang nagpapadala ng mga texts sa akin noon pero bakit parang nagtitipid yata sya sa load ngayon?

Is he busy? Nagwo-work na ba ulit sya? If that’s the case then I’ll just wait for him to contact me.

I just went inside the mansion and saw that Apollo and Daphne is already there. I greeted my bestfriend but went near to my Kuya Helios.

“Kuya! Do you know what happened to Hunter? He’s not answering my calls!”

Nagkatinginan sila ni Apollo. He smirked at my twin before he looked back at me.

“I don’t know. He doesn’t report to me what he’s doing with his fucking life.” he said and Zuri glared at him

“Helios, ha?! Pwede namang hindi na magmura diba?!” Kuya Helios immediately went to her side and hugged her.

“Sorry, wife. Won’t happen again.”

“Won’t happen again, palagi mo ngang inuulit? Nako, Helios. Kabisado na kita.”

I smiled. Pinaglilihian yata ni Zuri ang Kuya ko. Mas lalo syang naging masungit sa kanya, eh. I looked down at her tummy and saw that her baby bump is showing na.

“Yeah. And I bet you also memorized every part of my body.” Kuya said and I saw Zuri’s face reddened. I rolled my eyes.

My Kuya Helios is so whipped!

“Eew! Kuya! Nandyan si Summer, oh!” I said but Summer gave me her innocent look.

“What po, Tita Goddess?” I just smile. I really love how she can be both mature and innocent at some times!

“Nothing, princess. Just stay innocent, okay?” she nodded so I looked at Apollo. “Do you know where Hunter is?”

I was surprised when he glared at me. Like what the heck is he’s problem? He looked so mad that I asked!

“The bestfriend didn’t know so why would I?!” inis na sabi nya so I got pissed too.

I was just asking! He’s friends with Hunter too! Nagpaalam pa nga sa kanya yung tao noong dinala ako sa Palawan so I thought that he has an idea!

“Baka lang naman! Why are you getting mad again?!” I screamed.

Maybe he’s being overprotective again. I know that he likes Hunter for me but I guess that he can’t keep his overprotective side. I’m his precious twin sister after all, eh.

Hinigit ko palayo si Daphne sa kanya at nagreklamo kaagad sya. He’s been with her for three months already! We need to catch up!

“So?” I asked when we went to the garden. Naiwan ang iba sa loob ng bahay.

Daphne showed me her radiating smile which made me smile too. I am so happy to see her real smile now. Back when we were still a college students, I knew that there’s something that she’s not telling me. I knew that her smiles back then isn’t the best smile that she can give. At naghihinala na talaga ako dahil madalas ko syang makitaan ng mga pasa sa mukha nya noon.

“He asked me to marry him.” she said with a slight blush on her face.

I gasped. Ang bilis ng kakambal ko! “And?”

She bit her lower lip before she answered with her shy smile. “I said yes.”

I screamed, of course! Ikakasal ang bestfriend ko sa kakambal ko! Kawawa naman si Daphne!

“Even if he hurt you before?” I asked. I can still remember the look on her face that night. And I don’t want to see that again. So I’m worried even if I knew that had Apollo already learned his lesson.

Ilang taon ba naman nyang hindi nakita si Daphne. Then when she came back, there’s already someone who took his place in her life. So I know that he won’t hurt her again. Takot lang nyang maging real ang prank ko sa kanya noon.

Daphne smiled. “He caused me so much pain, Artemis. His words were like thousands of knives that cut through my heart. Sobra talaga akong nasaktan sa mga sinabi nya. Pero wala, eh. My heart still beats for him.”

I held her hands and smiled at her. “You’re so brave to give him another chance in your life, Daphne. I really admire you for that.”

“He taught me so many things before at iyon ang pinanghawakan ko para maiangat ang sarili ko. I used the pain that he gave me so I could stand with my own two feet again. To be a better person. To be able to give forgiveness. It was Apollo who taught me that.”

I smiled. She really learned a lot. And there’s a part of me who wished na sana ay malagpasan ko din ang anumang pagsubok na dadating sa akin. And I hope that whatever is that, I could also learn and mature a lot too.

“Most people would tell me that Apollo isn’t deserving.” she said. “But he’s more than deserving, Artemis. He taught me so many things. Hindi naman nalimitahan ang mga nagawa at magagawa pa nya dahil sa isang pagkakamali lang.”

I hugged my bestfriend and caressed her hair. I really love this precious girl. She’s the only one who’s been true to me. My only true friend. My only bestfriend. And I’m glad that she finally found her happiness.

Apollo announced their marriage. Daphne is now a part of the Gallagher family! I’m so excited for the day to come when we will have our own kids. Magkukwentuhan kami things about our children and about our husbands.

Night came but Hunter didn’t sent me a message nor called me. I was wrong. I thought that this day will be a very good day pero naging good na lang. Hindi na talaga nagparamdam sa akin si Hunter simula pa kaninang umaga.

I laid on my bed without turning on the lights. Maliwanag naman sa kwarto ko because of the moonlight that’s passing through the veranda’s glass door. I stared at my phone and checked kung nasira ba but it’s totally fine.

What happened to Hunter? Nag aalala na talaga ko. There’s so many things that’s running through my mind right now. Baka kung ano nang nangyari sa kanya. Baka nanakawan sya or na-holdap and the holdapper got a hold with his phone kaya hindi nya ako ma-contact.

But he should’ve just went here instead? Knowing him, mabilis nya namang malalaman kung nasaan ako.

Is he cheating?

I shook my head. No. He won’t do that. I know that he loves me. Hindi sya magsasayang ng oras at pera pambili ng mga plane tickets para lang sundan ako. He wouldn’t go to his island and stay with me there for three months if he’s not serious about me. He wouldn’t open up his past to me is he’ll just cheat on me.

I have trust issues but I know that I can trust Hunter.

I heard a noise outside but didn’t pay any attention to it. Maybe it’s just a cat or something. But when I heard the click on my glass door’s lock and the sound of sliding, I panicked. I’m sure na hindi kayang gawin ng pusa iyon.

Napaupo ako sa kama at napatingin sa veranda. I saw a man’s silhouette sliding the glass door and went inside. I couldn’t see his face since nakatalikod sya sa liwanag ng buwan pero kabisado ko naman ang body structure nya. Ilang beses ko syang nakitang walang pang itaas noong nasa isla pa lang kami. At ngayon ay halatang-halata ang structure ng katawan nya dahil sa silhouette nya.

“Hunter…” I breathe his name. He closed the sliding glass door behind him and walked towards me.

With a moonlight on his back and I could only see his silhouette, he really looked so mysterious right now. Na kahit may alam na ako sa kanya ay feeling ko ay hindi ko pa rin sya kilala. Na kahit habangbuhay kong alamin ang tungkol sa kanya ay hindi ko talaga sya makikilala.

He stopped in front of me then sighed. Madilim pa din pero naaaninag ko na ang mukha nya.

“Good evening…” he greeted with his low and deep voice. I could tell by the way he breathes that he’s tired.

“Are you okay?” I asked and took a step towards him. Nagkalapit ang mga katawan namin at nagulat ako nang bigla na lang nya akong niyakap. His minty cologne attacked my nose.

“I missed you all day.” anas nya. Napanguso tuloy ako.

“Hindi ka man lang nagparamdam after your text nang madaling araw!”

Nagawa pa nyang tumawa talaga. He sent me a text when he knew that I’m asleep pero nang magising ako ay hindi na nagparamdam. It feels so unfair.

“I’m sorry. Hindi na po mauulit.” sabi nya at hinigpitan pa ang pagkakayakap sa akin. He buried his face on my neck and inhaled my scent.

“Bumawi ka.” nagtatampong sabi ko sa kanya. I’ve been waiting for his call or text the whole day kasi at nakakatampo naman talaga.

Humiwalay sya sa akin at tinitigan ako. “Care to tell me what does my goddess wants?” Inayos pa nya ang buhok ko. He brushed his fingers with my cheeks that made me ticklish.

I frowned just to hide my smile. It is so unfair how he could take away my anger and pagtatampo with just a simple words and gestures from him. Maybe he really know his effect on me.

Hindi ako sumagot. Baka kasi mag-smile na ako kapag nagsalita ako. I want to stay mad at him a little bit. I want to know how long I could stay mad at him.

Marahan nyang inilagay ang dalawa nyang mga kamay sa magkabilang-gilid ng bewang ko. He crouched down at sinilip ang mukha ko.

“Sabihin mo sa akin kung anong gusto ng goddess ko. I don’t have any idea what she wants.” I heard him smirked.

I raised an eyebrow. “I don’t have any idea, too.”

He chuckled and pinched the sides of my waist. Pinalo ko ang mga braso nya at mas napatawa lang sya.

“That goddess of mine, she’s a brat, you know.” he said so I glared at him. “Pero mahal na mahal ko pa rin sya. She had me the moment that I saw her blue eyes.”

He sounds so serious and my heart raced by his words. Napalunok pa ako dahil sobrang lakas na ng tibok ng puso ko.

“I don’t know what she did that I fell this hard for her but I don’t care. I just love her so much that it’s making me so fucking crazy.”

Pinagdikit nya ang mga noo namin. Napapikit ako nang hinalikan nya ang tungki ng ilong ko.

“I’m doing everything so I could be with you, Artemis. Please, wait for me.”

I don’t know what he meant by that but I nodded. It sounds like a promise at alam kong tutuparin din naman nya. I don’t know what he did to me to trust him this much.

And I don’t know what he did to me to love him this much.

Chapter 30

I decided to go back to go work since I’ve been gone for so long. Baka sabihin ng ibang mga empleyado na inaabuso ko ang pagiging twin sister ng may-ari ng GE Airlines. I also took a break din kasi from work when Joshua and I broke up then mahigit three months din akong nawala ngayon.

When I sat down on my seat here in the cockpit, adrenaline rushed through me. I’ve become excited, so excited that it feels like this is my first time maneuvering an aircraft. This is what I feel everytime that I’m in front of the flight deck controls. Hindi pa rin natatanggal sa akin ang excitement sa tuwing magpapalipad ako ng eroplano.

This is really my profession. I couldn’t imagine myself doing works other than being a pilot. That’s why I owe everything to Apollo. He made my dream come true.

“Ladies and gentlemen, good morning. This is Captain Artemis Gallagher, speaking. I’d like to welcome you onboard GE Airlines Flight 86A, nonstop flight to Incheon, South Korea.”

I slowly pushed the throttle and the aircraft began to move. I looked at my co-pilot and smiled.

Being a pilot is not so easy. Mas maraming passengers ang sakay ng eroplano compared to other vehicles. So that means na maraming buhay ang kailangan kong ingatan. That’s why as much as possible, I’d like them to have a comfortable flight. Fortunately, I’d never encountered any turbulence in all of my flights that’s why I am known as the best captain in GE Airlines.

Luckily, my life is back to normal now. It’s actually getting better. No more pains and tears. My family’s life is doing good na rin. With Zuri having a twins. Four months na lang at manganganak na rin sya but until now, hindi pa rin alam ni Kuya Helios na magkakaroon sya ng kambal.

Apollo and Daphne will get married next year. Natakot kasi sya about the superstition sa sukob even though I know that he wanted to get wed to Daphne as soon as possible. But he can’t take the risk. Who knows na baka malakas pala ang paniniwala ng mga matatanda?

Almost four hours of flight and we already reached our destination. I have next flight pa later back to the Philippines so I only have a few hours to get rest. I’m fine with it since matagal akong nawala. Kailangan kong bumawi.

I was the last one who left the cockpit area. Nauna na ang co-pilot ko sa pagbaba. I wasn’t surprised when I saw Hunter sitting on one of the first-class seats again. Nakade-kwatro pa sya while leaning on the backrest of his seat.

He was wearing a wayfarer and a white button down polo shirt. Naka-tuck in iyon sa cream colored pants nya. And even though he’s wearing a light colored clothes, nandoon pa din ang bad looking guy aura nya.

I waved my hand in front of his face to see if he’s awake but he didn’t move. I crouched down, pilit kong inaaninag ang mga mata nya sa likod ng wayfarers na suot nya. I can’t see clearly since the glass is a bit dark kaya mas inilapit ko pa ang mukha ko sa kanya.

Napatili ako nang bigla nyang pinulupot ang isang braso nya sa bewang ko at hinigit ako palapit sa kanya. He made me sat on his lap and lock my body inside his arms. Kaya kahit na gusto kong tumayo ay hindi ako makagalaw dahil nakayakap na sya sa akin.

He removed my hat on my head. Inalis nya rin ang wayfarer na suot nya before he rested his chin on my shoulder. His nose were touching my cheek. We were so close that I can smell his cologne and his minty breath.

“I thought you’re asleep?” I asked.

He planted a small kiss on my cheeks and I can’t help but to smile. Pinanatili nya lang na nakakadikit sa pisngi ko ang tungki ng ilong nya so it made me ticklish everytime he exhaled.

“Kailan ba kita tinulugan?” he asked with a husky voice. He inhaled deeply at niyakap pa ako nang mas mahigpit. “Nice flight, Captain.”

I smirked. Now I feel so proud hearing him say that. Parang gusto ko tuloy magpakitang gilas at ipag-backflip ang eroplano sa ere.

It’s a waste that we couldn’t walk around the place since I still have a flight later. I have to rest para hindi ako mapagod ng sobra. Almost four hours pa naman ang flight. Even though I was sitting most of the time on my seat, nakakapagod pa rin naman ang magpalipad ng eroplano.

Sinamahan ako ni Hunter na magpahinga sa loob ng hotel room. We just watch some movies and ate lunch before we went back to the airport. He took my flight again back to the Philippines. Hindi ko alam kung anong ginagawa ni Hunter sa buhay nya at gustong-gusto nya talaga ang nagsasayang ng pera. How many millions did he pay Creed for the services that he had done for us when we were at the Palawan?

“Airplanes are not like those jeepneys or buses, you know?” I told Hunter when we’re finally back in Manila. “You didn’t have to take all of my flight, Hunter.” I’m worried that he’s spending a lot of money just for this. First-class seats pa naman ang lagi nyang kinukuha.

“I want to do this ’cause I want to be with you all the time, my goddess.” he said simply. We’re here in his car and he’s driving me home.

“Pero you wasted a lot of money already.” I said. “Plus, you’ll get tired.”

I know how it’s tiring to be on a flight especially that I’m an international flights pilot. Mas mahabang oras ang byahe compared sa mga domestic flights. But Hunter is always with me. At kahit na nakaupo lang ay ay alam kong napapagod pa din sya.

“Everything about you is worth it, my goddess. Walang sayang. Walang nakakapagod “

If a man you love would say those words for you, you will start to feel that you’re a precious person. That you’re existence has a meaning in this world.

I am waiting for the right time to tell him about my feelings for him. I want it to be on a special day so he wouldn’t forget about it. ’Cause Hunter deserves every special things too. But for now, hangga’t hindi ko pa nasasabi sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko, ipaparamdam ko na lang muna iyon through my actions.

Hunter said that he can’t be with me tomorrow since he has something to do. But he will see me in the evening daw naman. I didn’t ask him what he will do but it’s fine. Zuri asked me kasi and my Mom to accompany her since she has a check-up with her ob-gyne tomorrow.

Zuri doesn’t want Kuya Helios to know that they’re having a twins. She wanted to surprise him daw but she’s been giving him a hint naman.

We were so happy when we discovered the gender of her babies when we went to her ob-gyne the next day! Finally! Hindi na rin magtatalo sina Summer and Kuya Helios about that girl or boy power team!

“Kailan mo balak sabihin kay Helios, Zuri?” asked my Mom when we went out of the clinic at the mall.

“Kapag nanganak na lang po ako, Tita.” she said as she caressed her tummy. I laughed.

“That’s right, Zuri. Keep it a secret and tell us his reaction when he get to know na, ha?”

Something or someone caught my eye nang mapatingin ako sa left ko. He also stopped when he saw me looking at him. He was alone. Hindi ko alam kung anong ginagawa nya dito but I guess it’s time to finally talk to him.

“Zuri, Mom… You go home first, okay? I have something that I need to do.” I said and Mom gave me a confused look.

“Ano na namang gagawin mo?” she asked but Zuri looked at my back. I’m sure that she saw Joshua and understood what I’m about to do. She glanced at me before she smiled at my Mom.

“Tara na po, Tita. Medyo nananakit na rin kasi ang likod ko.”

I watched them walked away and when they were finally out of my sight, I turned around. Joshua is still standing on the same spot where I saw him. Mukhang hindi man lang sya gumalaw.

I walked towards him and tried to smile casually. “Hi? Are you free?”

He looked surprised that I actually approached and talked to him. Nakatitig lang sya sa akin at palipat-lipat lipat ang tingin nya sa mga mata ko.

“Artemis…”

“Can we talk?”

His lips parted and he actually looked like he’s about to panic.

“Sure. Of course. Of course, we can.”

We choose a coffee shop where there are only few customers. I ordered a milkshake pero si Joshua ay wala man lang in-order na kahit ano.

“How are you?” I asked as I looked at him. Napansin ko na mas pumayat pa sya compared to the last time that I saw him. He had some stubbles which is so unusual for him. Palaging malinis ang mukha nya noon. Hindi sya nagpapatubo ng facial hair dati.

His hair is a bit longer. Tumatama na ang bangs nya sa mga mata nya. He looked so tired with a dark circles under his eyes.

“I’m good…” sabi nya habang titig na titig sa akin. “Ikaw? How are you, Artemis?”

I smiled. “I’m better, Joshua.”

I saw the hurt in his eyes as soon as I said that. But that is the truth. I actually felt better now. Unlike the time when we were still together. Walang araw na hindi ko inisip kung anong gagawin ko para matanggap sya ng mga kapatid ko, especially Apollo. Walang araw na hindi ko tinanong ang sarili ko kung ano pa ba ang dapat kong gawin para mas makasama pa sya. There’s even a time when I actually questioned myself if I’m actually enough.

But now that I’m with Hunter, he made me feel so love, so worth it. He never made me that I’m lacking something. He made me feel that I don’t have to be the only one who has to fight for our relationship. He’s even fighting beside me. He’s putting so much effort just to be with me.

“I want to talk to you, so we can have our closure, Joshua…” I said and looked at him straight in the eye. “Hindi maganda ang naging paghihiwalay natin. Kaya gusto ko, sana, maging maayos tayong dalawa.”

“Hindi na ba natin maisasalba talaga?” he asked and I heard the hurt in his voice. “I want you back, Artemis. Nagsisisi na talaga ako sa ginawa ko. I promise that I won’t do it again.”

I sighed. Pinakiramdaman ko ang sarili ko kung may natitira pa akong feelings para sa kanya. But I was surprised to find out that I don’t love him anymore.

Kung dati ay natutuwa ako kapag nakikita ko sya. Buo na ang araw ko kapag nagkakasama kami especially if Apollo won’t disturb us. Kung dati ay tumitibok nang mabilis ang puso ko kapag nandyan sya. But as I try to feel my heartbeat at this moment, my heart is beating in it’s normal speed.

And right now, isang lalaki lang ang nagpapabilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Mas mabilis pa compared when I was still inlove with Joshua.

“I don’t love you anymore, Joshua. I’ve actually moved on. Thanks to the person who helped me fix my brokenheart.” I smiled. Alam kong hindi dapat ako ngumiti dahil mas masasaktan si Joshua pero hindi ko maiwasan. Lalo na kapag naiisip ko si Hunter.

I saw the hurt in his eyes when I said that. He sighed and slumped his shoulders.

“I’m sorry for hurting you…” mahinang sabi nya at nag angat ng tingin sa akin. “Believe me, Artemis. Mahal na mahal kita.”

Tumango ako. “I know, Joshua. Naramdaman ko naman iyon. That’s why I didn’t give up with our relationship even if I’m getting tired fighting alone. Your feelings for me were enough to keep me going.”

“But you give up when I hurt you.” tinapos na ni Joshua ang sasabihin ko. I bitterly smiled and nodded at him. Napapikit sya nang mariin at napasabunot sa buhok. “Tangina ko. Tangina ko!”

I took a deep breath. Masakit pa rin kapag naiisip ko na lahat ng ginawa ko ay parang hindi sapat sa kanya. That all my efforts didn’t get through him.

Joshua opened his eyes and I saw the tears forming in the side of his eyes. “Minahal mo naman ako diba?” pumiyok pa sya nang itinanong nya iyon.

“Of course… I loved you, Joshua. I did my best just for you.” Everything. I did everything I know. “How about you? Am I not enough that’s why you cheated? Were my efforts not enough?”

He shook his head and held my hand that was on the table. “You are more than enough, Artemis. You are everything that a man could asked for.” humigpit ang pagkakakapit nya sa kamay ko. “Ako lang talaga ang gago. Pakiramdam ko ay kulang ako sayo. I took out my frustration the wrong way. At sa paraang nasaktan pa kita.”

As I look at Joshua who were teary eyed in front of me, I remember the good times that we had. Naging masaya naman ako sa relationship naming dalawa. We won’t last for five years if I didn’t. Hindi ko lang talaga kinaya na ganoon kabilis sya manghahalik ng ibang babae kapag lasing sya. Kapag wala ako.

Apollo is right. If he really loves me, then he would refuse all the temptation around him. Drunk or not. His love for me will help him do that.

“I know I hurt you, Artemis. I’m sorry. I hope you’ll forgive me.” he said with plead in his eyes.

I smiled. Ipinatong ko ang isang kamay ko sa ibabaw ng kamay nyang nakahawak sa akin.

“I already forgave you. I’ve moved on, Joshua. At sana, makahanap ka rin ng babaeng hinding-hindi mo na magagawang saktan.”

For the first time since we talked, he smiled. “Rin? I hope he won’t hurt you in any way, Artemis.”

I smiled back. “He won’t, Joshua. I’m sure of that.”

Now, we finally had our closure. I want to end things with him in a good terms. Hindi lang naman sakit ang ipinaranas nya sa akin. He made me feel happy too. Mas grabe nga lang ang sakit at pagod na naranasan ko kaysa sa happy feelings na naramdaman ko.

I glanced at the entrance of the coffee shop and paled when I saw a familiar man. He really has his ways of finding me!

But he doesn’t look so happy when I saw his eyes looked down on our table. His jaw clenched when he saw my hand still on Joshua’s hands. At kahit na ilang metro pa ang layo namin ay nararamdaman ko ang lamig ng mga titig nya.

Those gray and stormy eyes.

Mabilis kong binitiwan ang kamay ni Joshua at napatayo nang bigla na lang nawala si Hunter sa paningin ko. Nagmamadali kong kinuha ang bag ko at lumabas ng coffee shop. Ni hindi ko na nagawang magpaalam nang maayos kay Joshua!

Gosh! He’s mad! He’s mad! And I’m sure na may namumuo nang ideya sa isip nya dahil sa nakita nya kanina!

I’m so dead.

Chapter 31

Hunter has always a way of finding me but now that he’s gone, I don’t know where I should look for him. I tried calling him so many times pero hindi nya sinasagot ang tawag ko! It really proves that he’s mad at me and I know that he misinterpreted what he saw earlier!

What is he doing here anyway? I thought na later evening pa kami magkikita but it’s only half after four o’clock in the afternoon! But I’m happy that he’s here early pero sya ay mukhang hindi yata masaya dahil sa dinatnan nya kanina.

I wish I have his ability to find people. Sya kasi ang madalas na nilalapitan ng mga kapatid ko kapag may ipinapahanap sila so I assume that he really has his ways of finding someone. Kaya siguro palagi nya akong nahahanap kung nasaan man ako.

I looked all over the mall but I didn’t see him. I went to the parking lot and saw that his Aston Martini Vanquish convertible is still here. I don’t know what I should do. Should I wait for him here or should I start looking again? But what if bukas pa sya bumalik? What if he’ll leave me while I’m still looking around the mall? Edi nagmukha akong ewan na naghahanap sa wala.

But I knew that Hunter wouldn’t do that. I don’t know how but I have this feeling that he will not leave me. Kahit saan pa. He’s chasing me nga, eh. Sya ang humahabol sa akin kaya hindi nya ako iiwan.

I decided to left a note na lang saying that he should wait for me. Iniipit ko ang note sa windshield bago pumasok ulit sa loob ng mall.

I’m getting tired na while walking and looking around but I will not give up. I need to talk to him and explain to him what he saw earlier. Alam kong nagseselos sya. I am not that dumb not to know that. Kahit sino sigurong boyfriend na makakakita sa girlfriend nyang nakahawak ang kamay sa ex-boyfriend ay talagang may maiisip na hindi maganda.

It’s useless finding him in this big mall with a lot of people walking around! Hindi na rin kayang maglakad pa ng mga paa ko. I am freaking tired! But I still need to find Hunter and talk to him.

Suddenly, an idea came into my mind. The heck, it’s a crazy idea but I don’t care about anything now as long as I can find Hunter!

No, I will never get tired making an effort to my love ones. As long as they won’t betray me, I’m willing to give them everything. And Hunter is not an exemption.

I appoach with a smile the girl in a corporate wear who’s sitting behind the information desk. She smiled back when I stopped in front of her.

“Hi! Can you make an announcement? I’m looking for someone.” nakangiti pa ako but I’m actually nervous that she might reject me.

“Of course, Ma’am. Sino po ba ang nawawala?” she asked while typing something on the computer.

“Uhm…” baka kapag sinabi ko ang totoo ay hindi nya gawin. “It’s my c-child.”

“Ano pong suot nya pati kulay? At saan nyo po huling nakita? I need the information, Ma’am, to make the announcement clear.”

I bit my lower lip. This is a bad idea pala! I need to think of something.

“Can I make the announcement instead? Hindi kasi nakikinig ’yung anak ko kahit kanino. I’ll tell him na sumama sa guard so they can take him here.” nakita ko ang alanganing mukha ng babae.

I took out my wallet out of my bag. Kinuha ko ang I.D. ko from GE Airlines and showed it to the girl.

“I’m actually a pilot from GE Airlines so I know how to make a proper announcement. Hindi talaga nakikinig yung anak ko kahit kanino. He’ll recognized my voice so can I be the one who’ll make the announcement, please?”

I don’t usually do this kind of things. Ang pinaka-ayoko ay ang power tripping but I had no other choice! I just really have to find Hunter and doing it this way is faster!

Tinitigan ng babae ang I.D. ko pati ang mukha ko, making sure that I’m telling her the truth. Then he handed me the mic.

“Thank you!” I told her.

“Make it quick sana, Ma’am.”

Tumango ako sa kanya then she push some button and I heard the familiar chime sound. When the sound stops, I speak on the mic.

“Paging my boyfriend, Mr. Hunter Chase Sanford. This is your one and only goddess.” napatingin kaagad sa akin ang babae sa information desk na nanlalaki ang mga mata. Inilayo ko ang mic sa kanya. “We need to talk, Hunter. Meet me in your car. Now.”

I stopped. What if hindi pa din sya magpakita sa akin after nito? What if hindi na nya ako kausapin forever?

I need to have an assurance that he’ll see me after this embarrassing thing that I’ve done. I need to have an assurance that he will talk to me.

Gosh… I didn’t tell Creed about this when he asked dahil gusto ko ay si Hunter ang unang makakarinig. But I am so desperate now! Alam ko kasing nagalit talaga sya sa nakita nya kanina judging by the coldness of his gray eyes!

I took a deep breath. Bahala na.

“And… I love you.”

Ibinigay ko ulit sa babae ang mic pagkatapos kong sabihin iyon. Gosh… My heart is beating so fast! Kahit sabihin lang pala ang mga katagang iyon para sa kanya ay magpapabilis na sa tibok ng puso ko!

But the question is, did he hear it?

“Baka mawalan ako ng trabaho, Ma’am!” the girl at the information desk almost cried when she said that. Napangiwi ako.

I gave her my calling card. “Call me if they do that. My brothers will hire you.” I made sure na nakapag-sorry at nakapag-thank you ako sa kanya bago umalis at pumunta sa parking lot.

Ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng hiya dahil sa ginawa ko. That was so freaking crazy! I never thought that I’ll actually do that in my entire life! But for Hunter, I actually did a crazy stunt just for him!

I quickened my pace so I could reach the parking lot soon. Baka iwanan na talaga ako ni Hunter kapag magtagal pa ako. He’s mad pa naman.

I slowed down when I saw that he’s already there. He was leaning on the car’s hood with his arms crossed over his chest.

He’s wearing a plain black shirt and a dark blue pants which made him looked more intimidating. He looked like a villain waiting for the heroine to kill. He’s looking right at me with his cold gray eyes. Kaya habang naglalakad ako palapit sa kanya ay nanginginig ang mga tuhod ko.

I stopped in front of him and tried to smile. I don’t know if it looked like a smile or a grimace.

“Did you hear the announcement?” I tried to ask him casually but freaking failed! Heck, he really has his intimidating aura right now!

Pailalim syang tumitig sa akin. He looked so serious and there’s not even a hint of happiness on his face. Did he not hear my announcement then?

He licked his lips before he stood up. Napatingin ako sa kanya nang maglakad sya papunta sa may passenger’s seat. He opened the door on that side before he looked at me again.

He didn’t have to say anything. Sa tingin pa lang nya ay alam ko na kung anong gusto nyang gawin ko. And because I know that he’s mad and I’m actually nervous that he’s not saying anything, I did what he wanted. I slid inside the car.

Isinara nya ang pinto bago umikot at sumakay sa driver’s seat. I looked at him ’cause he wasn’t saying anything so I decided to talk.

“What you saw earlier—”

“Later.”

One word. Only one word but it made my whole body shook. Sobrang lalim at lamig ng boses sya kaya naging ganoon ang reaksiyon ng katawan ko. It made me feel more nervous and I’m worried that he’s really, really mad right now.

He never treated me this way before. Ngayon lang. He was so gentle and so sweet back then pero ngayon ay mas malamig pa sya kaysa sa mga yelo sa Antarctica.

How to melt that ice though?

He started the car’s engine so I put on my seatbelt. He drove the way from God-knows-where and I stayed silent like a good kid that wanted to be on Santa Claus’ nice list.

We drove in silence. Walang nagsasalita. Kahit ako. I’m afraid that he’ll cut me off just like what he did earlier. I don’t want to feel rejection from him again. Mas masakit kapag galing sa kanya.

I glanced at Hunter and his eyes were just on the road. Never syang lumingon sa gawi ko unlike before na parang ako na ang daan kung tignan nya. He had a serious eyes and his jaw were even clenching.

Galit nga talaga sya.

He stopped in front of a restaurant. Napatingin pa ako sa kanya pero bumaba na sya at binuksan ang pinto sa side ko.

Napanguso ako. He’s still a gentleman even if he’s mad.

Hunter ordered food and when the waiter asked what’s my order, tumanggi ako. I’m still not hungry plus Hunter and I really need to talk first.

I saw Hunter glared at me so I gulped. Nagdagdag pa sya sa order nya kanina and I figured that it was for me.

Okay. I can still eat naman since it’s dinner time na. I spent a lot of time and strength looking for him earlier so it’s a good idea to eat now.

Nang makaalis ang waiter ay masama pa rin ang tingin ni Hunter sa akin.

“You ate with that douche earlier so you’re still full, huh?” he asked and his voice is really angry. Kahit mahina ay dinig ko ang galit sa kanya.

I shook my head. “No! I only ordered a drink.” I defended myself. My gosh! Kung ano-ano na nga ang nabuo sa isip nya!

He didn’t say anything and just rolled his eyes at me. His eyes never met mine after that.

“Look, Hunter. What you saw earlier—”

“Later.”

Under normal circumstances, I already showed him my bratty side. But with him looking so serious and mad, nakakatakot ang mag-inarte.

Sya lang pala ang makakapagpatigil sa pagiging brat ko.

We ate in silence making me feel so frustrated. I wanted the usual conversation that we always have. Iyong kahit na anong itanong or sabihin ko ay maisisingit nya ang pagiging sweet nya. I never thought that a sweet man like him has a cold side too.

But this is a new side of him. I should accept this. This is still a part of the man that I love.

We went back to his car after we ate and I just stayed in silence. He’ll give me the chance to talk so I’ll just wait for that. Hindi ko ipagpipilitan na kausapin sya at baka mas magalit pa sya.

He drove again and I don’t have any idea where we are heading. I let him take the wheel. I let him take me anywhere. I love to be with him anyway. Hahayaan kong dalhin nya ako sa kung saan basta sya ang makakasama ko.

Maybe I’m getting crazy because of him. Nakakabaliw pala talaga ang sobrang pagmamahal. I wasn’t like this with Joshua. This is the only time that I let any man take me away.

I noticed the fog outside and I’m sure that were not in Manila anymore. It’s getting cold na rin at manipis na damit lang ang suot ko. Not enough to shield me from the cold. Hunter must’ve noticed that that’s why he turned on the car heater.

He stopped in a middle of a field. May ilang mga sasakyan din ang nakaparada doon and some even built a tent for the night. I don’t know what we will do here but this is a good spot for us to talk.

He reclined our seats before he retracted the car’s roof. When it finally opened, I saw the night sky full of stars.

The sly has so many stars that it made me feel that I’m in a galaxy. They look like a small diamonds glistening into the dark.

Napatingin ako kay Hunter na nakatingala lang. He’s still not saying anything and it’s making me sad. I want to hear his voice again while he’s telling sweet things to me. I don’t want to feel his coldness anymore. I want him to look at me using those gray orbs and tell me that he loves me.

“Hunter…” I called him but he didn’t look at me. He just keeps on staring at the starry night sky.

It’s moonless.

“Hunter.” ulit ko pero hindi talaga sya gumalaw. He’s not saying anything so maybe I should explain myself now? “What you saw earlier, I think you misunderstand.”

When I finally finished my sentence without him interrupting me, I sighed. I can finally explain everything to him.

“We just talked, Hunter. I wanted to have a closure with him. I don’t want to end things with him in a bad terms.”

Hindi pa din sya nagsasalita kaya umayos ako ng upo. Humarap ako sa kanya kaya nakita ko ang kabuuan nya.

He’s using his arms as his pillow kaya tumaas ang ibabang bahagi ng damit nya. I caught a glimpse of his abs and v-line which gave me a hard time to look away. But my sinful eyes returned on that view again.

My gosh, Artemis! This isn’t the right time for that!

Hirap man ay nagawa ko pa ding ibalik ang tingin ko sa kanya. I cleared my throat before I continued explaining myself.

“We only talked, Hunter. Iyon lang. Tinapos lang namin ang kung anong meron sa amin. We just held hands since I am comforting him. That has no meaning, Hunter.”

He closed his eyes but he opened it again, very slowly. And when he did, his gray orbs finally looked at me.

“I didn’t like what I saw.” he said using his deep and raspy voice. His voice is still cold but at least he’s talking to me now.

“I know. Pero wala lang talaga ’yon, Hunter. It has no meaning for me pa nga.”

Bumangon sya at umayos ng upo. Nakahinga ako nang maluwag when his abs and v-line were finally covered with his shirt.

I was surprised when he started leaning on me. Napaatras ako but he didn’t stopped until I was lying on my back again against the seat and Hunter climbed on top of me.

“I am selfish, Artemis. Ang sa akin ay sa akin lang.” he whispered while staring hard at me.

I caressed his jaw that were clenching. “Sayo lang naman ako.

“Walang dapat na humawak na kahit sino sayo. Ako lang ang may karapatan. Ako lang.”

His face was slowly inching on mine until our foreheads were already touching. His minty breath was fanning my face.

“Tell me those words, Artemis. I want to hear it.” bulong nya.

My breathing ragged as my heart started to beats faster and faster. I know what he wants me to say pero nakakahiya pala kapag harap-harapan na.

What the heck, Artemis? Feeling teenager ka pa?

“Let me hear it, my goddess. Please.”

He didn’t have to beg. I will tell it to him. Everyday and everytime that he wants to hear it. Kahit nakakahiya ay tatanggalin ko ang hiya ko para sa kanya.

I cupped his face and looked at him in the eyes. Malamlam na ang mga mata nya ngayon. I suddenly missed his warm stare. Parang ang tagal na kasi simula nang huli ko iyong makita.

“I love you, Hunter.”

The moment that those words left my lips, he immediately pressed his lips against mine. Nakalapat lang ang mga labi nya sa akin. Hindi gumagalaw. Hindi nanghihigop. But it was still enough to take my breath away.

Humiwalay sya but his lips were still brushing with mine that why I was able to feel when he smiled.

“Say it again.” sabi nya at napangiti ako.

“I love you, Hunter.”

“Again.”

“I love you, Hunter.”

“Again, my goddess.”

I chuckled. “I love you so much, Hunter.”

Mariin syang napapikit. “Fuck…” he hissed. “Again, please, my goddess.”

I smiled and cupped his face. Dumilat sya at nagsalubong ang mga mata namin.

“Mahal…” I planted a quick kiss on his lips. “Na mahal…” I kissed him again. “Na mahal…” and again. “Na mahal…” and again. “Kita.” I pressed my lips against his lips, longer this time. “Mahal na mahal kita, Hunter.”

Tears formed on the corner of his eyes when he smile. And I never thought that there will be a time that a villian-looking guy like him will actually look so gentle. So gentle na parang hindi nya kayang manakit kahit ng lamok.

“Mas mahal kita, Artemis.” he said and kissed me on the lips. “Tangina, walang makakapantay sa pagmamahal ko sayo. Putangina sa mga magtatangkang kumalaban sa akin.”

I chuckled and pulled him towards me. Nakadagan na sya sa akin pero kontrolado nya pa rin ang bigat nya para hindi ako mahirapan.

“I love you, Hunter. Sayong-sayo lang ako.”

I said before that I’ll tell my feelings about him on a special occasion but come to think of it, every moment with him feels so special. So I will tell him that I love him everytime when I’m with him.

I hope that this happiness will stay forever with us.

Or so I thought.

Chapter 32

Zuri gave birth to a healthy baby girl and a baby boy. I laughed on the line when Kuya Helios called to tell me that Zuri is in labor na. Of course, I got nervous for her but the sound of my big brother’s voice while panicking was so hilarious. I’ve never thought that he can act that way! He’s a ruthless billionaire pero noong tumawag sya ang parang naging ibang tao sya!

He became busy taking care of his family. Minsan na lang din syang pumasok sa Gallagher Empire ’cause he said that he wants to take care of Zuri and his children. Ngayon daw ay babawi sya since he wasn’t there when Summer is growing up.

Apollo and Daphne already picked a date for their wedding. They’ve been busy ever since but I’m helping them naman if I have my free time. Apollo looked more and more stressed kasi everytime that I see him. He wants their wedding to be perfect. He wants Daphne to experience every perfect thing that she deserves.

Both of my brothers were busy while me is having a good time in my life. Hunter is always with me, which is not something new, but he became more clingy now. Kulang na lang ay makiupo sya sa cockpit area kapag nagtatrabaho ako. We go a lot on a date na rin pero feeling ko ay hindi pa rin sapat ang oras naming magkasama.

I smiled at my reflection when I get satisfied with my look. I was wearing a cream white flowy dress na above the knee ang haba. It was sleeveless and since I’m wearing a light-colored dress, kitang-kita ang pagiging maputi ko. I curled my hair and put on a light makeup. I got my purse and decided to went down since Hunter is already waiting for me.

I saw him sitting on the sofa with his elbow resting on his slightly parted knees. He must’ve heard the sound of my heels while I’m walking down the stairs ’cause he looked up to me. Napatayo sya nang makita ako.

Nakangiti akong lumapit sa kanya. Heck, he’s really, really handsome with his light blue sweatshirt and a dark blue pants. The sleeves were rolled up to his arms kaya nakita ko na naman ang couple bracelet namin. The leather bracelet with a bow and arrow ornaments. And that’s the only accessories that we’re both wearing in our right wrist

“Ready?” he asked. Lumapit ako sa kanya at hinawi ang buhok nyang tumatama na sa mata nya.

I smiled at him. “Ready.”

He smiled back and took my right hand. He intertwined our fingers at magkahawak kamay kaming naglakad palabas ng bahay.

We decided to go on an amusement park for our date today. We almost tried everything and it’s been a while since I last went to an amusement park. Bata pa lang yata ako noon. I wonder how does it feels na sakyan ang mga rides when you’re already a grown up? Good thing na napilit ko si Hunter ngayon. With his bad guy aura, amusement park and him doesn’t suit each other.

“Where are you going?”

We stopped on our tracks when we saw Mom and Dad na kakapasok lang sa gate. Mukhang may pinuntahan sila at ngayon lang nakauwi.

What? Did they have an overnight outside?

“Oh, Hunter. Ikaw pala ’yan.” Mom greeted Hunter beside me and hugged him. While Dad shook his hand.

“Good afternoon, Tito… Tita.”

“Saan kayo pupunta? Nag-almusal na ba kayo?” Dad asked.

“We’re going to an amusement park. We’ll have our breakfast before we go there na lang.” I answered.

“Then why don’t we all go inside and have our breakfast together?” asked Mom with a smile on her face.

I frowned. I don’t want Hunter to have breakfast with them. Baka kung ano pa ang sabihin nila. Especially Mom. Walang preno pa naman ang bibig nya kung minsan.

And she’s scarier and meaner than Dad!

“Tara, Hunter. Ang tagal din kitang hindi nakitang bata ka.” sabi ni Mom at ikinawit pa ang kamay nya sa braso ni Hunter. Wala na akong nagawa nang muli nyang higitin si Hunter papasok sa mansyon.

Dad tapped me on my shoulders when he saw that I rolled my eyes. “Be ready, anak. Alam mo naman ang nanay mo…”

Of course! I know my Mom very well! I know that he’ll tell Hunter things about me that’s embarrassing! Kaya ayokong ipasabay sa kanyang mag-almusal si Hunter! Bakit ba kasi naabutan pa nila kami?!

I was really nervous while I’m sitting here in my place in dining area. Hunter is here beside me. This is my house. These are my parents but why do I feel like I am visiting my soon-to-be in laws? Bakit ako pa ang kinakabahan?

“How are you, hijo?” Mom asked as she sliced the bacon on her plate. Nagsimula na ding manginig ang mga tuhod ko.

Oh, please. I hope that this will end quickly.

“I’m doing good, Tita.” Hunter said and glanced at me. Mas dumoble pa ang panginginig ko nang magtagpo ang mga mata namin. He frowned when he noticed what’s happening to me.

“How about your brother?” tanong ulit ni Mom.

“He’s planning of putting up a bar.” sagot ni Hunter but he didn’t take his eyes off me.

“That’s good. He’s business minded too, huh?”

Hindi pinansin ni Hunter ang sinabi ni Mom. His forehead is still frowning when he looked down and saw my knees are shaking. He rolled his eyes and I pouted at his reaction.

What can I do? I’m afraid that my Mom would tell him embarrassing things about me! Baka ma-turn off pa sya bigla sa mga maririnig nya!

“Are you dating my daughter, Hunter?” Mom asked but he answered while still staring at me.

“Yes…”

“Kailan ang kasal?”

Pareho kaming napalingon ni Hunter kay Mom na kampante lang habang umiinom ng tubig. How the heck can she act so calm with a topic like this? Parang wala lang sa kanya ang pag-usapan ang ganito!

“I like you for my daughter, Hunter. Pakasalan mo na.”

Napaubo si Dad while I looked at my Mom dumbfounded. She said those words like it wasn’t a big deal!

“Mom!” reklamo ko. “Marriage is not a small thing!”

“I know!” she then looked at Hunter. “Don’t tell me that you’re dating my daughter without any plan of marrying her?”

“Unbelievable!” I exclaimed.

I knew that this breakfast wouldn’t be so peaceful. With my Mom ba naman and her mouth, imposibleng wala syang sabihin na hindi kakaiba!

My gosh… Now I’m really scared that she might say something bad about me!

Hunter took my hand that’s on the table. I saw my Mom looked at our intertwined fingers before she looked at Hunter. I looked at him too and I saw the seriousness in his eyes.

“Marrying your daughter is like a dream come true to me, Mrs. Gallagher.” Hunter said with full of politeness. “Mahal na mahal ko ho ang anak nyo. But we just started dating and we want to do so many things together before settling down.”

I squeezed his hand and when he looked at me, I smiled at him. I really admire how can he say things that wasn’t easy to say. Ang katapangan na nakikita ko sa mga mata nya habang nakatingin sa mga magulang ko at sinasabi ang nararamdaman nya ay mas lalong nagpahanga sa akin. And I fell inlove with him more and more.

“That’s right, Mom.” I said. “Please, don’t get ahead of our relationship. We want to enjoy being a couple first.”

“But what if maulit sa inyo ang nangyari sa past relationship mo? Paano kung maghiwalay kayo?” Mom asked.

It’s actually one of my worries. Na baka maulit ang nangyari dati. I’ve been trying to fix my trust issues pero ang hirap lang na buuin ang bagay na nasira na.

But Hunter didn’t do anything bad so I’m giving him my full trust. I’m willing to take the risk again just for him.

“That is impossible, Ma’am.” Hunter said as he squeezed my hand. “I love your daughter so much for so long. Wala sa plano ko ang hiwalayan sya. Hinding-hindi ko ho sya pakakawalan gayong pinaghirapan ko ang makuha sya.”

I saw my parents smiled at his answer and I knew that he got the approval of my parents. He has his ways not only of finding people but also of making people like him. Just look at my brothers especially Apollo, they’re overprotective with me since I’m the youngest and also the only girl but they trusted Hunter. They even approved that he’ll take me to Palawan for three freaking months.

There’s also me who hated his guts and stalking at first but look at me now? I love him so much that it’s making me so crazy for him.

And now, my parents. I guess Hunter has his charm, huh?

“They like you.” I said as we drove our way to the amusement park. “They should be though since I love you.”

He chuckled. Kinuha nya ang kaliwang kamay kong nasa hita ko. Dinala nya iyon sa gear shift at magkahawak kamay naming hinawakan iyon.

“I was so damn nervous earlier.” sabi nya at tumawa pa.

I raised an eyebrow at him. “Kinabahan ka na noon? Hindi halata, huh?” tumawa ulit sya at hinalikan ang palad ko.

“Of course. They’re your family, my goddess. I respect each of their opinion.” I smiled. He’s so thoughtful. “If they don’t like me for you, then I’ll do everything so they will.”

Heck… He’s everything I could ever asked for.

There’s so many people on the amusement park when we got there. Understandable since it’s weekend today. Pagkapasok pa lang ay gusto ko nang umatras dahil halos lahat ay mga bata ang nakikita ko.

We’re too old for this!

“What’s wrong?” Hunter asked when I stopped him. Nasa may entrance na kami and the staff was about to gave him the paper bracelet thing.

“I think we’re not suitable for this na. Let’s go to another place na lang.”

Hunter frowned before he stared at me. “We’re already here. Dito na lang tayo.”

I sighed and wasn’t able to do anything when he pulled me inside. Sinuotan kami pareho noong paper bracelet indicating that it’s a ride-all-you-can pass. But as I looked around and saw the children, nag alinlangan ako.

“Don’t you think that we’re too old for this?” I asked Hunter. Napatigil sya sa paglalakad at humarap sa akin.

“What?”

“Look around, Hunter.” I said and spread my arm na hindi nya hinahawakan. “Mostly are kid who’s riding the rides!”

“Is there any rule that adults shouldn’t ride those?” he asked. Nang hindi ako makasagot ay nagpatuloy sya. “There’s none, right? So let’s go and enjoy this day, hmm?”

I pouted when he pinched my cheeks. Pero sa huli ay tumawa ako at ginawa ang sinabi nya.

Sinakyan na yata namin ang lahat ng mga rides dito sa amusement park na ito. I never thought that I’ll enjoy riding even those kiddie rides! May mga pang adult rides din and it was really high. Good thing that I don’t have acrophobia so I actually enjoyed them.

We decided to take a rest for a bit. I got tired laughing so hard while were on the rides. I don’t know why I’m laughing when people around me were actually screaming at the top of their lungs. Si Hunter naman ay tinatawanan ang reaksyon ko.

“I’ll buy us water.” Hunter said and stood up from the bench where we are sitting. Tumayo din ako pero pinabalik nya ako sa pagkakaupo. “Stay there. I’ll be quick.”

“Sasama na ako.” I said to him. Ayokong mahiwalay sa kanya even for a second, eh.

“No.” he said then chuckled. “You’ll only get tired. Ako na.” I pouted. “I’ll be back. I promise.”

“You should! Hindi mo naman ako iiwan, diba?”

He chuckled again while biting his lower lip. Nakapameywang pa sya kaya naging super hot and sexy nya sa paningin ko.

That’s why I don’t want him to buy our water alone. I noticed kasi the stares of those girls at him! Kahit iyong may mga boyfriend ay napapatingin pa sa kanya, eh!

“Of course, my goddess… I’ll always be by your side.”

Pumayag na rin akong umalis syang mag isa, with him giving me a warning not to talk to anyone especially with the boys. I rolled my eyes. I’m the one who should give him a warning not to talk and look to other girls who’s obviously gawking at him!

Sinundan ko sya ng tingin hanggang sa makalapit sya doon sa food stall. It was only twenty steps away and I laughed when I realized that we looked so stupid earlier. Ang lapit-lapit lang pero kung umasta kami ay parang ilang milya ang layo ng pagbibilhan nya.

May mas nauna pa sa kanya so he was second on the line. He looked at me and when he saw that I’m looking at him, he pointed at the foods on the display. Umiling ako as a way of telling him that I’m still not hungry.

And while I’m staring at Hunter with those distance between us, I wonder how it was possible that there’s a man like him in this world. He’s so perfect for me even though he has a broken past. That’s what makes him so perfect in my eyes. Na kahit na may ganoon syang nakaraan ay nakaya nyang mahalin pa rin ako. He helped me when I was so down and broken even if he’s the one who needed the help. He is so perfect that he actually cared for others instead of himself.

And I hope that I can help him with his fight. Sana ay may maitulong man lang ako sa kanya. I really love him and I’m willing to do everything for him.

I want to be with him for the rest of my life.

Tumayo ako nang makita kong nakuha nya na ang dalawang tubig na binili nya. I smiled when he met my eyes and started walking towards me.

Nineteen… Eighteen steps to go, Hunter.

Nakatitig lang kami sa isa’t isa habang papalapit sya sa akin. I was smiling and he had a small smile on his lips.

He’s all that I can see even if there’s so many people around. Maingay pero halos wala akong naririnig habang nakatingin ako sa kanya.

Gosh… He really invaded my world and my entire existence.

Naputol ang pagtitig ko sa kanya nang may humarang na lalaki sa paningin ko. I thought that he was just passing by but he stayed in front of me for three seconds kaya napatingin na ako sa lalaki dahil masyado din syang malapit sa akin.

I frowned with his get up. He was wearing a black hoodie and a faded jeans. Nakasuot sa ulo nya ang hood ng hoodie nya even if he’s already wearing sa baseball cap. May mask din sya kaya ang mga mata nya lang ang nakikita ko.

He has a color brown eyes that looked so familiar to me. Where have I seen it before?

Humakbang pa sya kaya mas lalo kaming nagkalapit. And before I could step away, I felt a stabbing pain just below my left rib.

My eyes widened as I realized what happened. Napatingin ako sa mga mata ng lalaking nasa harap ko nang ibinaon pa nya ang kutsilyo sa parteng iyon ng tyan ko. And heck, I cried in pain when he pulled out the knife! Napahawak ako doon at naramdaman agad ang pamamasa ng kamay ko.

I heard a clang when he dropped the knife on the floor. Nakita ko sa mga mata nya ang tuwa bago umalis sa harap ko at naglakad palayo.

And when he’s finally gone in front of me, my eyes quickly found Hunter.

I saw confusion in his eyes when he saw my facial reaction. I gasped but winced nang sumakit ang buong kalamnan ko.

Hunter looked down and I saw him stilled when he finally saw the wound. With my creamy white dress stained with blood, it’s impossible that he wouldn’t notice it.

“Artemis…” I saw his lips moved.

I tried to take a step pero agad na bumigay ang mga tuhod ko. Pero bago pa ako bumagsak sa sahig ay naramdaman ko ang mga bisig ni Hunter na sumalo sa akin.

“Fuck! Artemis! Hey…”

I heard some screaming but my ears were not working well. I even saw block spots in my sight as I stared at Hunter who had a worried look on his face while looking down at me.

“Artemis! Artemis!” tinapik-tapik pa nya ang pisngi ko before he looked around. “Call an ambulance! Call a fucking ambulance!”

Nagsimulang mandilim ang mga paningin ko. The sounds I’m hearing are not clear as well. But I can still hear the hurt in Hunter’s voice as he tapped on my cheeks.

“Artemis! Fuck, Artemis. Stay with me… Stay with me, please.” his voice broke which made me feel so much in pain. “Stay with me, Artemis. Parang awa mo na…”

I wanted to tell him that I will. That I won’t leave him. That I’ll stay by his side for the rest of eternity. But the pain is too much and I already lost so much blood. Nahihirapan na akong makahinga at hindi na rin ako makagalaw. The pain is blinding my vision and hearing.

“Stay with me, my goddess. Stay alive. Fuck!”

Yes, Hunter… I will… I will stay with you.

“Don’t leave me. Huwag mo akong iiwan.” basag na basag na ang boses nya habang sinasabi nya iyon.

I tried to take a deep breath but failed when I felt the pain. At sa nandidilim na paningin at nanghihinang katawan, I used my last strength to speak.

“I…” won’t leave you. “I… Love y-you…” but please, don’t leave me, too.

And as pain took over my body, I finally closed my eyes.

Chapter 33

I could feel that my body is being lifted up. Maingay ang paligid at hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi ng mga tao. All I know is that I’m in so much pain and I just really want to pass out.

Pero nilalabanan ko ang panghihina ko. I don’t want Hunter to get more worried. I want him to know that I’m still awake and alive. I want him to know that I won’t leave him.

They laid me down on a stretcher. I must’ve had a black out dahil ang sumunod ko nang nakita ay nasa loob na ako ng ambulansya. With someone pumping air using a bag valve mask na nakatakip sa bibig at ilong ko. While someone is giving direct pressure to my wound to at least stopped the bleeding.

My eyes were half open as I look at Hunter beside me. He has my blood on his cheek and I wanted to lift my hand to wipe it but I’m so weak that I can’t move. Nanlalamig na ang buong katawan ko, nahihilo at nahihirapang huminga.

Hunter is gripping my right hand so tight like he doesn’t want to let me go. Na para bang sa paraang iyon ay hindi ako mawawala sa kanya. Na sa ganoong paraan ay mabibigyan nya ako ng karagdagang lakas.

“Hunter…” I breathe his name but I’m not sure if he heard. Suminghap sya at nakita ko ang pamumula ng mga mata nya.

“Stay with me, Artemis. Just stay with me…”

I had another black out again ’cause the next thing that I saw, nurses and doctors were pushing my strecher towards the emergency room. Hunter is with them at hindi pa rin nya binibitiwan ang kamay ko.

“Artemis—” he choke back a sob and I saw a tear escaped from his eyes.

No… Don’t cry… Please, don’t cry.

“Sir, hanggang dito na lang po kayo.” I heard one of the nurses said as she tried to stop Hunter from going further.

“No… Please, let me be with her.” Hunter said at patuloy pa din na sumusunod sa amin.

His grip on my hand tighten and I tried to squeeze his hand pero hinang hina na talaga ako. I wanted to cry when Hunter can’t do anything as two of the nurses tried to stop him from entering the emergency room.

Unti-unting bumitiw ang kamay nya sa akin. My hand fell on my side and the last thing that I saw is Hunter, as another tear fell from his eyes while looking helplessly at me before the door of the emergency room closed.

I don’t know how long they’ve been operating me but I felt my whole body shook violently. I feel so cold and so out of breath. Nakapikit ako pero patuloy sa panginginig ang buong katawan ko.

I heard a rapid beating from a machine and the doctor asked the nurse to pump more blood. May itinurok sila sa akin bago unti-unting tumigil ang panginginig ko.

Am I… Dying?

No… I shouldn’t. Hindi pwede. I have so many things that I want to do with my life. I want to take care of my new pamangkins. I want to attend Apollo and Daphne’s wedding. I still want to pilot an airplane. And I promised Hunter that I won’t leave him.

Hindi nya kakayanin. Alam ko. And I saw how scared he was when he saw my dress drenched with blood. Maybe he remembered his parents. Maybe his trauma came back.

I still want to help him. Ayoko syang iwan. Ayoko syang pabayaan. I want to help him move on from his parents death. I want him to be finally happy. At gusto kong makita ang mga ngiti nya when he finally let go of the past. Gusto ko pa syang mahalin.

I love Hunter so much and I still want to be with him.

Kapag gumaling ako, kapag nabuhay pa ako, yayayain ko na syang magpakasal.

So please, give me another chance. Give me another life.

Hindi pa ako nakakabawi kay Hunter. Wala pa akong nagagawa para sa kanya. He’s always the one who’s doing something for me. He’s putting a lot of effort in our relationship. And I want to repay those efforts that he invested.

Isa pang pagkakataon, at gagawin ko ang lahat, para maiparamdam kay Hunter na mahal na mahal ko sya.

The next thing that I knew, is that I am wearing a wedding dress. It was an off-shoulder wedding dress with a balloon tulle skirt with a small studs and silver glitters na kumikinang kapag natatamaan ng liwanag. I am also wearing a veil and there’s a bouquet in my eyes.

Am I dreaming?

I looked around and noticed that I was outside the church. Nakasarado ang pintuan pero maya-maya ay bigla ring bumukas.

And there, at the end of the aisle, I saw Hunter waiting for me.

He looked so handsome in his white tux with a corsage on his left chest. And unlike the last time that I saw him, he has a clean cut now kaya naman litaw na litaw talaga ang kagwapuhan nya.

I started walking and I saw him smile. He had his hands on his pockets while waiting for me to reach him. Napangiti ako. He’s really sexy and handsome, my gosh! Pinigilan ko pa ang sarili ko na tumakbo para makarating kaagad sa kanya.

The church is empty except for us and the two kids by his sides. Katulad nya ay naka-white tux din ang dalawang mga batang lalaki. They’re around four or five years old, I think?

I frowned. Who are those kids?

Hindi malinaw ang mukha ng dalawang mga bata dahil sa distansya pero habang papalapit ako nang papalapit ay lumilinaw na ang mga mukha nila. But before I could clearly see their faces, I heard some voices. The voices were so familiar that I started to look around.

The place began spinning and I looked back at Hunter pero nawala sya sa kinatatayuan nya kanina. Ang tanging nandoon na lang ay ang dalawang mga batang lalaki at nakalahad ang mga kamay nila sa akin.

What’s happening?

The place keeps on spinning and spinning that it’s making me dizzy. I closed my eyes and when I tried opening it again, nahirapan na akong gawin iyon.

“Stay away from my twin!”

I heard Apollo’s angry voice and some beeping from a machine. I could feel that I’m wearing an oxygen mask that’s helping me to breathe properly.

Ah, that’s right. I was stabbed at dinala ako sa hospital.

Then, does that mean that I survived? So what I saw earlier was just a dream?

“Huwag mo sabi syang lalapitan, eh!”

Narinig ko ulit ang galit na boses ng kakambal ko. I tried to open my eyes but my eyelids feels so heavy. Hinang-hina pa rin ako kaya kahit ang pagdilat ay hindi ko magawa.

“Apollo, gusto ko lang syang makita.”

I heard Hunter’s voice and my heart beats faster. Unbelievable. I am in this situation and yet, he still has the same effects on me. Kahit ang boses nya lang ang marinig ko ay nagwawala na kaagad ang puso ko.

I wanted to open my eyes to see him but I really can’t! Nandito lang ako, nakahiga at ang pandinig ko lang ang gumagana.

“Iyan na nga, eh. Nakikita mo na sya, diba? Look at what you’ve done to her!” dinig kong sabi ng kakambal ko and based on his voice, I knew that he’s really, really mad.

What is he getting angry for, anyway?

“I… I want to take care of her.” Hunter said and I don’t like the sound of his voice. Parang mayroon syang dinadalang mabigat na problema.

“Take care? Tignan mo nga ang ginawa mo sa kanya! Ganyan ba ang gusto mong alagaan sya? Goddammit, Hunter! Muntik nang mamamatay ang kakambal ko dahil sayo!”

Now, I understand. Alam ko na ang ikinagagalit ng kapatid ko. He’s blaming Hunter for what happened to me when Hunter wasn’t even the one who stabbed me!

He’s doing it again. He’s being unreasonable again because of his overprotectiveness. Kung sino-sino na lang ang sinisisi nya kapag napapahamak ako. Kaya nga sila naghiwalay ni Daphne ay dahil sa ugali nyang iyon but he’s doing it again! And now, with Hunter!

“Pinagkatiwala ko sayo ang kakambal ko, Hunter. ’Cause I know that you really love her. Pero huwag naman ganito.”

“Hindi ko ginusto ang masaktan sya.” Hunter answered at halos hindi ko na makilala ang boses nya. Basag na basag iyon at punong-puno ng pagpapakumbaba.

“Pero nangyari.” Apollo said. “Fuck, Hunter. Mas malala ka pa kay Joshua, eh. Tapos anong susunod? Kapag hinayaan ulit kitang makasama sya, bangkay mo naman syang ibabalik?”

“That won’t—”

“Huwag kang magsalita ng tapos!” Apollo shouted and I’m sure that it was heard outside. “You told me before na hindi mo sya sasaktan pero nandito sya ngayon sa hospital dahil sayo!”

No… Stop it, Apollo. Tumahimik ka na! Walang kasalanan si Hunter!

I tried moving my hands but heck I couldn’t even move my fingers! I need to open my eyes and move so I could defend Hunter from Apollo’s accusations!

“Tama na, Apollo. Nagpapahinga si Artemis.” I heard Daphne’s soft voice.

Please, Daphne. Patigilin mo na ang kapatid ko. Nasasaktan si Hunter.

“If you really love my twin, if you really love Artemis, then stay away from her.” Apollo said and I cried with my eyes closed.

Please, Apollo. Tama na. Nasasaktan na din ako.

“Fix your life first, Hunter. Dahil hangga’t magulo pa ang buhay mo, patuloy na mapapahamak ang kakambal ko. Madadamay lang sya sa gulo ng buhay mo.”

I felt my tears fell down from my closed lids. Gusto kong pigilan sa pagsasalita si Apollo, gusto kong sabihin na hindi kailangang lumayo ni Hunter pero hindi talaga ako makagalaw. My whole body is in pain and the anesthesia has still its effect.

“That’s enough, Apollo.” I heard Kuya Helios said and I cried more.

Please, Kuya. Don’t make Hunter leave.

“Hunter.” it was Kuya Helios. “I know how much you love, Artemis. But I agree with Apollo.”

I imagined how Hunter looked habang pinagtutulungan sya ng mga kapatid ko. He’s alone. He doesn’t have someone to defend him. He’s not even trying to defend himself.

Hunter… Please, tell them that it’s not your fault. Tell them that you will not leave me. Please…

“Balikan mo na lang sya kapag naayos mo na ang buhay mo.” Kuya Helios said and I’ve never felt so much in pain in my whole life.

Mas masakit pa ang nararamdaman ko ngayon kaysa sa sugat na natamo ko. My heart is in pain and it’s hurting for Hunter.

“I understand…” I heard Hunter said. Halos bulong na lang iyon at parang pagod na pagod na sya.

No, no… Please, Hunter. Don’t ever think of leaving me.

Maybe I’m just dreaming or maybe I’m just hallucinating because of the anesthesia. Please, let this be a dream.

I don’t know what happened next. Maybe I passed out again. Nang sumunod na magkamalay ako ay naidilat ko na ang mga mata ko.

My whole family is there when I woke up. Mom, Dad, Kuya Helios, Zuri, Apollo and Daphne. It made me feel warm when I saw them the moment that I wake up. But I know that something is missing.

“Where’s Hunter?” I asked ’cause it’s impossible that he’s not here. Sya pa nga dapat ang unang una kong makikita sa paggising ko.

’Cause he’s like that, right? Nagawa nya nga akong sundan nang sundan noon kaya dapat ay nandito sya ngayon.

Nagkatinginan silang lahat. Kinakabahan ako pero hinihintay ko pa rin ang sagot nila. I remember the dream that I had and I’m still praying that it wasn’t true.

Dahil baka magalit ako sa mga kapatid ko ’pag nagkataon.

“He left, Artemis. Walang nakakaalam kung nasaan sya.”

The moment Apollo finished his sentence, tears fell from my eyes. It wasn’t a dream. What I heard is true. Hunter was here, I don’t know when but I’m sure that he’s here. Pero ngayon ay wala sya dahil sa mga sinabi ng mga kapatid ko.

“Anong ginawa nyo?” I asked with tears from my eyes as I looked at my brothers. “What have you done?!”

“Artemis, don’t strain yourself.” my Mom said worriedly but I don’t freaking care if my wound is hurting right now. Mas masakit ang nararamdaman ng puso ko!

“He’s the reason why you’re here in the hospital, Artemis.” Apollo said and I looked at him angrily.

“It wasn’t his damn fault! Apollo, hindi sya ang sumaksak sa akin!”

“It was his enemy who stabbed you!”

“But you have no right para palayuin sya!” sigaw ko pero napangiwi nang sumakit ang sugat ko.

Fuck, it hurts! Both my wound and my heart are hurting. Mas lalo akong napaiyak hanggang sa nauwi na sa paghagulgol. At hindi na yata kaya ng kahit na anong anesthesia na pawalain ang sakit na nararamdaman ko.

“Artemis!” nag-aalalang tawag sa akin Daphne.

“Hindi nyo dapat sya pinaalis.” humihikbing sabi ko.

“He’ll come back, Artemis.” Kuya Helios’ assured me but I shook my head.

“Kailan pa, Kuya? Pinaalis nyo na, eh. Sa tingin nyo ba babalik pa sya kung dalawa na kayong nagpaalis sa kanya.?” I cried harder.

“Artemis, baka bumuka ang tahi ng sugat mo.” said Zuri but I didn’t care. Wala na akong pakialam sa kung ano pa ang mangyari sa akin.

“Hindi nyo dapat sya pinaalis. Hindi nyo dapat sya pinaalis.” paulit-ulit kong sinasabi habang umiiyak.

Image of Hunter walking away from me made my heart clenched in pain. Ilang beses nyang sinabi sa akin noon na huwag ko syang iiwan but it was him who left me.

He left me. Hunter left me. I don’t know where he is. I don’t know when he is coming back.

Hindi ko alam kung babalik pa ba sya.

They called a doctor to sedate me ’cause I’ve been crying so hard. Nagdugo din ang sugat ko kaya kailangan linisin ulit at palitan ng benda.

And with my hazy thoughts, I remember what he said when I asked kung hindi nya ba ako iiwan.

“Of course, my goddess… I’ll always be by your side.”

But where are you now, Hunter? Bakit wala ka ngayon dito sa tabi ko? Bakit mo ako iniwan?

Sa araw-araw na gumigising ako sa hospital ay umaasa ako na si Hunter ang makikita ko sa pagbukas ng mga mata ko. I even hoped that he’ll suddenly showed up holding a bouquet of roses with his infamous smirk. But none of them happened.

Hanggang sa makalabas ako ng hospital pero walang Hunter na nagpapakita.

But I still tried waiting for him. He didn’t say goodbye to me so maybe that he’ll really comeback, right? Hindi sya nagpaalam sa akin kaya baka sakaling babalik sya.

Days passed, weeks and then months. Still no Hunter. Pero hindi rin ako mapapagod sa paghihintay.

I know that he’ll return to me one day.

But days turned into weeks, then weeks into months.

Hanggang sa lumipas na ang dalawang taon ay wala pa ring Hunter na bumabalik sa akin.

Chapter 34

“Thank you for flying with GE Airlines. We hope that you enjoyed your flight with us.” I announced and removed the aviation headset on my head.

“Nice flight, Captain.” my co-pilot said and I just smiled at him. Nauna na syang lumabas ng cockpit area and I was left alone which is a usual routine for me.

I glanced at the window and saw the passengers already entering the airport. Some were OFW’s that finally have a time to be reunited with their family. And I’m sure na karamihan sa kanila ay may naghihintay na family member sa paglabas nila.

After awhile, I decided to got up from my seat and walked towards the door. But I stopped before I could turn the doorknob and heaved a deep sigh.

“Three… Two… One.” I counted before I finally opened the door and walked further.

My shoulders slumped when I found the first class seats were already empty. I looked around, hoping to see that familiar face who’s always waiting for me but I am all alone inside this plane.

Huminga ako ng malalim para matanggal ang sakit sa dibdib ko. I’ve been doing this for more than a year already. Magbibilang ako bago lumabas sa cockpit area at humihiling na sana ay makikita ko sya sa paglabas ko kagaya noon. Pero hanggang ngayon ay wala pa rin sya.

It’s been exactly two years and two months since Hunter left without saying goodbye. Without saying anything. And until now, I’m still hoping that one day, he will comeback to me and I will see his smirk again. I will see his gray eyes while he’s looking at me. And he will enveloped me with his warm hug as I cried my heart’s out telling him that I missed him so much.

I looked up when the tears fell from my eyes. I don’t want to cry since I know that Hunter will come back. Baka bumalik sya at maabutan nya akong umiiyak. I want to look beautiful when we see each other again so he’ll never think of leaving me again.

Pinunasan ko ang luha ko at tinapik-tapik ang pisngi ko. I should get a hold of myself. Hindi dapat ako umiyak. Babalik si Hunter. Babalikan nya ako.

I am willing to wait for him until he’s ready.

I went down with my luggage behind me. Nakisabay ako sa mga flight attendants sa paglalakad palabas ng airport. Some of them will spend the time with their family before our next flight again.

Ako? I don’t know.

It’s been so long since the last time that I went home at the main house. I bought my own condo kasi at doon na lang dumi-deretso everytime when my flight landed here in Manila. Hindi na ako umuuwi sa mansyon. I just don’t want to talk to anyone after what happened.

Pinilit ko silang iniwasan, especially my brothers. I’m still in pain and I don’t know when I’ll be able to recover.

Maybe if Hunter came back.

Pinilit ako ni Apollo na magpahinga for a whole year to heal my stab wound before going back to work. Pumayag ako. Sinunod ko ang gusto nya. I really don’t want to argue with him hanggang ganoon pa ang kalagayan ko.

And when I got fully recovered and got back to work, kinuha ko ang lahat ng mga international flights na ibinigay sa akin. Tinanggihan ko ang mga domestic flights. I just want to be away. I’m a mess and my heart is still in pain.

Bumagal ang paglalakad ko nang may mahagip na pamilyar na bulto at mukha mula sa second floor sa airport. I was already on the ground floor at malapit na sa exit when I saw my twin brother talking to some of the middle age man who’s also wearing a business suits.

Apollo looked more and more like Kuya Helios when he’s in a businessman mode. Hindi maipagkakaikalang magkapatid nga sila. He has the same aura that Kuya Helios has when he’s working. And I bet that he’ll be the next ruthless billionaire if he just keeps on wearing that suit.

“Captain?” tawag-pansin sa akin ng flight attendant na kasabay ko. Maybe she’s wondering why I suddenly stopped and looked lost in my own thoughts.

I looked at her and give a final glance to Apollo before smiling. “Let’s go?”

I hailed a cab when we finally went out and decided to see Daphne before I go to my condo. Matagal na rin simula noong huli kaming magkita. Siguro ay yung nanganak sya sa panganay nya? I think that’s the last time that I saw her.

And now, Eros is already one-year and three months old kaya ibig sabihin ay mahigit isang taon ko nang hindi nakikita ang pamilya ko. That’s how much hurt I am.

“Artemis!” tili ni Daphne nang mapagbuksan nya ako ng gate sa bahay nila. Just like Kuya Helios and Zuri, bumukod na din sila ni Apollo sa mansyon. Kaya kahit umuwi rin naman ako doon ay baka wala akong madatnan. Mom and Dad are still going out-of-town most of the time.

“Missed me?” I asked while grinning. Tumawa ako nang sugurin nya ako sa isang mahigpit na yakap.

“Nakakainis ka, alam mo ba ’yon?” nakakunot ang noong sabi nya pero nakikita ko ang pamumula ng mga mata nya. “Hindi ka nagpakita kahit nung first birthday ni Eros!”

I laughed and tapped her cheeks. “Sorry. I was just busy.”

“Busy? Sa sobrang busy kinalimutan mo ang birthday ng pamangkin mo?”

Napangiti ako. Daphne is really cute when she’s like this. Nagtatampo. She wasn’t so expressive kasi with her feelings back then. That’s why I am really happy that she learned how to express herself really well.

Apollo must’ve taught her that, huh?

“I’m really sorry. Huwag ka nang magtampo, please?” ngpa-cute pa ako sa kanya. I put my hands together and gave her a puppy look. I knew that she couldn’t resist my charms.

And looks like I’m right. She pouted and finally cling her hand to my arm. Niyaya na nya ako sa loob para makita ko na ang pamangkin ko.

Their house is as big as our main house. Kahit naman kina Kuya Helios din. I don’t know with my brothers though. Are they planning to build a basketball team with their children that’s why they decided to have a very big house?

Oh well, not my problem. Marami naman silang pera since they have their own companies naman.

I saw Eros sitting on his crib while playing with his toys. He’s wearing a Pikachu onesie which made him looked really cute. Lumapit ako sa bata at napangiti nang makita ang mukha nya.

The first thing that you’ll notice is his blue eyes! The trademark of a Gallagher. He looked like Apollo but he got his nose from Daphne. While his hair color is light brown. Maputi din sya kaya naman sobrang cute talaga nya. Ang chubby pa ng cheeks.

“Hello, Eros.” I greeted and he looked up at me. I smiled and waved at him.

The toddler tried to wave back at me pero hindi pa sya masyadong marunong kaya kung anong kumpas lang ng kamay ang ginagawa. I laughed before I decided to carry him in my arms. Mabuti na lang at sumama sa akin.

“Hi! I’m your Tita Artemis.” I greeted him. He pouted while puffing his cheeks.

“Da-da!” he said with his cute little voice.

Oh my gosh! I don’t like kids but I love all my pamangkins!

“Da-da!” Eros said again and I frowned.

“I’m not Dada. I’m Tita Artemis.” I said at narinig kong tumawa si Daphne.

“He’s calling you Dada ’cause you look like his Dada Apollo “

“He’s calling Apollo as Dada?” I asked pero napatingin kay Eros nang magsimula syang laruin ang buhok ko.

Daphne nodded. “Eros couldn’t say Daddy so we’ll teach him kapag kaya nya na.”

Tumango ako at napatingin kay Eros. He looked at me so I made some facial expression which made him giggled.

Gosh! He’s so cute!

“Anong oras uuwi si Apollo?” tanong ko dahil ayokong magpang-abot kami dito. Malakas lang ang loob kong pumunta dito since I just saw him at the airport earlier. Maybe he has some business meeting or something.

“Usually he’s home around six in the evening.”

Napatingin ako sa wall clock and saw that it’s still four in the afternoon. I still have two hours to catch up with Daphne.

“Boo-boo!” Eros exclaimed so I looked at him. He puffed his cheeks at natawa ako nang magpalobo sya gamit ang laway nya.

Pinalaki nya pa ang pagpapalobo so he started making some cute sounds. Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya and I saw how his cute blue eyes widened when his little bubble popped on his face. I laughed and reached for the towel na nakasampay sa crib nya at pinunasan ang labi nya.

Daphne looked so happy with her life now. She deserves it all since she’s been through a lot before. May parte sa akin ang naiinggit dahil ang buhay ko naman ngayon ang naging magulo.

I wonder if Hunter didn’t leave, may sariling pamilya na rin kaya kami ngayon?

Napatingin ako sa pintuan nang pumasok doon ang kakambal kong pilit kong iniiwasan. Because he’s the one who said too many things to Hunter back then. And it pained me how he can just throw away people who’s in my life nang hindi man lang iniisip kung anong ang mararamdaman ko. At hanggang ngayon ay may sama pa rin ako ng loob sa kanya.

He stopped from entering the house when he saw me. We just looked at each other, not saying anything. Unlike before na sya pa ang unang babati at mang aasar sa akin.

Things have changed so much.

“Apollo…” Daphne breaks the silence but I can see her worried glance at me through the corner if my eyes. “Ang akala ko mamaya ka pa.”

“Maagang natapos ang meeting.” mabilis nyang sinulyapan si Daphne bago muling tumingin sa akin.

I sighed. Hindi pa ako handang kausapin sya. It’s been more than two years pero yung sakit na nararamdaman ko ay parang kahapon lang nangyari ang lahat. His voice is still clear in my mind while saying those hurtful words at Hunter. While saying that Hunter should leave me just like that.

Nagbawi ako ng tingin at naglakad palapit kay Daphne para ibigay sa kanya si Eros.

“Mauuna na ako, Daphne. Let’s meet again next time.” I said and took my luggage.

“Huh? Sandali lang, Artemis. Huwag ka munang umalis.” Daphne said. I wanted to stay but now that Apollo is here, I won’t be comfortable with him around.

Hinarap ko si Daphne at niyakap sya. “I’ll keep in touch with you. I promise.”

Kinuha ko na ang luggage at naglakad na palabas. Nilagpasan ko si Apollo nang wala man lang sinasabi na kahit ano para sa kanya. But before I could set my foot outside, he spoke.

“Hanggang kailan mo ako hindi papansinin?” he asked which made me look at him. Nakatingin na rin pala sya sa akin and I can see the longing in his eyes.

I almost cried with that expression. I miss my twin brother too. I miss him so much pero masakit pa rin kasi sa akin ang ginawa nya. He decided for me when I should be the one who should do that ’cause it’s my life. Hanggang ngayon kasi ay tinatrato nya pa rin ako na parang bata na hindi marunong magdesisyon para sa sarili ko.

And it hurts me how he decided everything without thinking of my feelings.

“Hangga’t hindi pa bumabalik si Hunter.” I said and coldness is dripping with my voice like an acid.

“You’re willing to throw me away just for a man?” hindi makapaniwala nyang tanong at naiiyak na umiling ako sa kanya.

“No, Apollo. You’re my twin and I love you so much kaya ganito kasakit para sa akin ang ginawa mong pagtataboy kay Hunter.”

“I did that for you, Artemis. So I can keep you safe.”

“I know!” may tumulo nang luha sa mga mata ko na mabilis ko ding pinunasan. “Pero sana man lang, hinintay nyo munang magising ako before you decide everything! You’re the one who’s always making decisions for me, Apollo! Sana naman bigyan mo ako ng pagkakataon na magdesisyon para sa sarili ko!”

He clenched his jaw as he stared at my face. My tears fell again and I wiped it harshly this time. I am so frustrated that I’m always crying with all of my problems! Kahit ngayon lang sana ay huwag akong umiyak ’cause I want to tell Apollo how hurt I am because of what he did!

“You hurt me so much, Apollo. Pinalayo nyo sa akin si Hunter without thinking of what I would feel. Mahal ko na si Hunter. Mahal na mahal! I love him more than Joshua but I couldn’t even defend him! Hindi nyo man lang ako binigyan ng pagkakataon para maipaglaban sya! He was alone, Apollo. He was alone!

I wiped the damn tears off my face. Nakatingin lang sa akin ang kakambal ko and I know that he’s hesitating to get near me. ’Cause back then, everytime that he’ll see me crying, he would always hug me tight while whispering to me that he will always be my ally.

“Now, I don’t know where Hunter is.” I said when I finally wiped my tears. “And I don’t know if I’ll be able to take this pain away from my chest. Ang sakit kasi talaga, Apollo. At sa palagay ko, magiging masaya lang ako kapag bumalik na sya.”

Kinuha ko na ulit ang luggage ko at umatras ng isang hakbang. I glanced at Daphne who’s looking at me with a sad expression on her face. Ibinalik ko ang tingin ko sa kakambal ko.

“So I’m sorry, Apollo. I can’t talk to you like nothing happened. I can’t make things go back to how it was before. But who knows? Baka magawa ko ulit na pansinin ka kapag okay na ako kahit hindi pa bumabalik si Hunter. So let me heal myself first, please.”

Those were my last words before I turned around and finally left their house. I am trying so hard to be okay but I can’t. Mas masakit pa ito kaysa sa naging break up ko noon.

Hunter left without saying anything. Kaya ngayon ay hinihintay ko sya kahit walang kasiguraduhan kung babalik pa sya. I tried to ask his friends where he is but nobody could tell me his location. I even went back to Palawan but Nanay Flor said that Hunter didn’t even go there. I asked her to contact me once he does pero hanggang ngayon ay wala pa rin akong natatanggap na tawag.

So I got an idea that he’s not here in the Philippines.

That’s why even if I was tired for the long flight and had to rest, I am looking around to all the countries na napupuntahan ko. Hoping that I would see him one of these days.

Even if it sounds impossible, I will still hope. ’Cause what happened between him and me felt so unreal. Our love is like a dream.

Hunter is my impossible.

And I will never stop looking for him. I will wait for him even if it takes eternity.

So please, Hunter. Come back.

Chapter 35

I don’t have any idea where I should look for Hunter next. I tried to look for him to all the international flights that I had but I still can’t find him. More than two years had passed. I’m getting tired but I don’t want to give up.

Hunter left ’cause he thought that my life would be safe without him. But no. I am in so much pain right now because he’s gone. He left me.

What happened to his promise that he’ll stay by my side? He even made me promise to him that I’ll stay with him but how can I do that if he’s nowhere to be found? Kapag lumalabas ako sa cockpit area after the flight, with the hope that I’ll see him sitting on one of the first-class seats but he wasn’t there, I am so near of breaking down pero pinipilit ko lang na palakasin ang sarili ko.

Please, Hunter. Magparamdam ka naman. Let me know how you are. If you’re okay. If you’re eating properly. If you’re sick. Tell me all of that ’cause heck, I am so worried about you.

If there’s really a goddess of the moon and hunt, please give me a sign that Hunter is okay.

I know that he left to look for the murderers of his parents. And maybe, iyon din ang nagtangkang pumatay sa akin noon. Meaning that it’s dangerous for Hunter. He’s in danger but I have no news about him!

He helped me fix myself. He made me fall madly inlove with him. And now that he left, I don’t know how to pick up myself again.

With my hair on a messy bun, a black off shoulder top and a fitted white skirt, I decided to go clubbing. I just want to get drunk and forget everything. Who knows that maybe when I wake up, I’ll find out that all of these were just a dream. That when I wake up, the first person that I will see is Hunter as he smiled at me while greeting me a good morning.

I stared myself at the mirror and lifted my top. There, I saw it. Just below my left rib is a hideous scar that I got from that stab wound. It looked so out of place sa makinis at maputi kong tyan. That scar is the only flaw that I had on my body.

My Mom suggested that I should undergo scar removal but I refused. I don’t want to remove it. ’Cause that’s the only proof that I have that Hunter really came into my life. We don’t have any pictures together. Only memories. And that scar is the only physical proof that I have.

And the leather bracelet that he gave me.

I was alone on the couch with some drinks in front of me. A lot of men were trying to hit on me but I didn’t entertain anyone of them. I just want to drink alone and get wasted for tonight!

Naramdaman kong may umupo sa tabi ko at handa ko na sanang bugahan ng apoy whoever this jerk is but I recognize who he is. I rolled my eyes and took a shot of vodka.

“Planning to get drunk?” he asked as he drank on his glass that he’s holding. He looked much better now than the last time that I saw him.

Hindi ko sya pinansin at pinanood lang ang mga nagsasayaw sa dancefloor. People are wild now ’cause it’s the peak of the night.

“What? Hindi mo pa rin nahahanap?” the jerk asked before he chuckled. Nilagyan nya ng laman ang shot glass ko.

“Shut up.” I hissed and drank the vodka again. I don’t know how many shots I had but I still feel fine.

“Artemis Gallagher has been dumped? Quite a headline, huh?” sabi nya kaya sinamaan ko sya ng tingin.

“Will you just leave me alone and let me drink in peace?” naiinis na sabi ko. “Bakit hindi ka na lang mambabae ulit?”

Natawa si Joshua at muling uminom sa alak nya. Sumandal sya sa couch and rested his elbows on the backrest. Kung sa ibang anggulo ay magmumukha syang nakaakbay sa akin.

“Kapag hindi bumalik ang lalaki mo, tayo na lang ulit.”

I glared at him but his eyes were serious when he said that. Pero nakita ko naman ang naglalarong ngiti sa mga labi nya so I’m not sure if he’s serious or he’s joking.

Joshua and I has been casual because of the closure that we had. It’s a good thing that we decided to end things between us on a good terms. May pinagsamahan din naman kami and I know that he’s kind. Madali nga lang matukso.

“Kuya will come back and the first thing that he’ll do is to beat your shit face.”

Nagulat ako nang may umupo pa sa kabilang gilid ko at inakbayan na talaga ako. He pulled me away from Joshua kaya napasubsob na ako sa dibdib nya.

“Gray!” I said and slapped his chest. Niluwagan nya ang pagkakaakbay sa akin kaya umayos ako ng upo.

“Sanford!” Joshua greeted him at nag-fist bump yung dalawa na parang walang sinabing masama si Gray pagdating nya.

“She’s off-limits, man. Back off.” Gray said but Joshua just chuckled.

“Here comes the bodyguard. Alis na ko. Hindi na ako makakaporma, eh.” Joshua said at nagpaalam pa sa akin. Tinanguan ko sya na lang sya.

“Why are you here?” Gray asked when Joshua already left. He frowned when he saw the bottle in front of me na nangangalahati na. “Are you trying to get drunk?”

I just shrugged my shoulders and drank the shot of vodka again. I was about to pour another glass when Gray snatched the bottle away from my hands.

“Stop drinking!”

“And who are you to order me around?” I asked. Now, I can feel myself getting tipsy.

“I am the bar owner, Artemis. Pwede kitang ipa-ban dito!”

I rolled my eyes and stood up. Umangat ang skirt ko dahil sa pag upo ko pero hindi ko iyon ibinaba. Gray glared at my exposed thighs but I just raised an eyebrow at him.

“Fine! Then I’ll just have to find another bar.” sabi ko at tatalikuran na sana sya nang higitin nya ang isang kamay ko at pwersahan akong pinaupo pabalik. Mas lalong tumaas ang skirt ko sa ginawa nya.

“Fuck this shit.” he hissed before he took off his coat and draped it on my legs. Simple white tee na lang ang suot nya ngayon and a light blue slacks.

“Aww, so sweet.” I said and tapped his cheeks. Iniiwas nya ang mukha sa akin but I keep reaching for his face. Nainis na yata sya dahil itinulak na nya ako. Hindi naman malakas pero sapat na para mapahiwalay ako sa kanya.

“Ako ang mapapagalitan ni Kuya nito, eh.” he murmured but despite of the loud music, I still heard what he said.

Gray suddenly showed up one time after my flight. It got me confused when he started following me around. I asked him why and he said the truth. That Hunter had asked him to do that.

I asked him where Hunter is pero hindi nya sinasabi. Kahit anong pilit at pagmamakaawa ko sa kanya ay hindi talaga nya sinabi sa akin. That’s why even if I’m annoyed that he’s following me around, I let him be ’cause I want to get information about Hunter from him. Baka isang araw ay bigla na lang syang madulas at masabi sa akin ang totoo.

“Shot?” I asked and offered him the shotglass pero umiling sya.

“Are you planning to get me drunk so you can get information where my Kuya is?” he asked while looking at me suspiciously. I laughed.

“Bingo.”

He smirked. “Try harder, miss.”

Gray always seems so guarded when he’s around me. Kapag nagpupunta ako dito sa bar nya ay hindi sya umiinom ng alcohol kahit isang patak. Maybe he’s afraid that if he got drunk, masasabi nya sa akin kung nasaan ang Kuya nya.

Ako na lang ang uminom ng laman ng shotglass at narinig ko ang malulutong nyang pagmumura. He snatched the glass from me at ibinigay sa dumaan na waiter. Pati ang bote ay ibinigay nya.

I pouted. “Give me back my alcohol!”

He tsked. “Huwag makulit, Artemis! Magagalit nga si Kuya!”

I laughed without any humor. “Will he really? Kapag ba nalasing ako ng sobra, uuwi na sya? Magpapakita na sya? Then I should drink all the the alcohol here in this bar!”

Tumayo ulit ako pero muli akong hinigit ni Gray paupo. I groaned and tried to stand up again but he wouldn’t let me. I glared at him.

“Let me go!”

“Huwag sabing makulit.”

I rolled my eyes. Bakit ba ang daming nakakainis na tao sa mundo? I just want to get drunk just to forget the pain for awhile pero bakit pinipigilan pa rin ako? Is it that bad to take a rest from the pain? Is it bad if I just want to take a break? Napapagod na kasi ako.

I am so tired of hurting and crying everytime! Pero hindi ko magawang umiyak dahil ayoko. Ayokong iyakan si Hunter ’cause that will only mean that I’m accepting to myself that he’s not coming back. He’s coming back. He’ll come back to me. I know. Kaya hindi ako iiyak.

Kaya gusto ko lang sanang magpakalasing ngayon. Nakakapagod din kasi ang masaktan. Magpapahinga lang sana muna ako saglit pero pagkatapos din naman nito ay lalaban din ulit ako. Hindi naman ako susuko, eh. Hahanapin ko si Hunter at maghihintay din sa pagbabalik nya.

Because that’s all that I can do. Hindi ko susukuan si Hunter. Mahal na mahal ko sya. At alam ko naman na kapag nakita ko ulit sya, kapag bumalik na sya sa akin ay magiging masaya na ako.

So for now, let me just rest please.

I looked at Gray who’s looking at me din pala. His gray eyes looked similar to Hunter but there’s still some differences from them. Mas mataas ang intesidad sa mga mata ni Hunter kumpara sa kapatid nya. Mas may epekto sa akin ang mga mata nya.

I smirked when I thought of something. Maybe if I do this, Hunter would show up, hm?

“Gray…” I mumbled his name. My words were slurring and I know that I’m tipsy now. “Tell me where he is.”

Kumunot ang noo nya. “I can’t, Artemis. Hindi mo pa pwedeng malaman.”

I rolled my eyes. I shifted on my seat. If he won’t tell me, then I’ll just make Hunter show himself up.

Mabilis akong umupo paharap sa mga hita ni Gray. My legs were on his sides. Nanlalaki ang mga mata nyang tumingin sa akin pero mabilis ding nagmura at tinakpan ang mga hita ko na na-expose dahil sa pagtaas ng skirt ko.

“Damn it, Artemis! Pareho tayong patay nito!” he hissed pero hindi naman ako maitulak. He doesn’t know where he should put his hands. Kapag itinulak nya ako ay malalaglag ako at mas makikita ang mga legs ko. And that would be a nice show to all the men nearby.

“Maybe if I do this then your brother will show up, don’t you think?” I said seductively and ran my fingers on his neck. I felt him gulped.

I am so freaking desperate right now. Maybe if I’m sober I wouldn’t do this pero binigyan ako ng alak ng lakas ng loob para gawin ito.

Hunter told me before that he’s selfish. Na ayaw nyang may humahawak sa akin na kung sino. Na sya lang daw dapat. Then show yourself, Hunter! Ilayo mo ako dito kay Gray dahil hinding-hindi ako aalis dito hangga’t hindi ka nagpapakita!

I heard Gray’s phone ringing and his eyes widened more. He fished his phone inside his pocket and I saw how the blood drained from his face when he saw who the caller is. Nanginig din ang kamay nya bago sinagot ang tawag.

“Ku-ku-kuya! Wala akong k-kasalanan! Basta na lang syang umupo—” hindi na nya naituloy ang sasabihin nya nang mabilis kong inagaw ang phone nya.

My hands shook as I put the phone on my ears. Nawala ang pagkalasing ko at bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Hunter is on the other line. Maririnig ko na din ulit ang boses nya. Makakausap ko na ulit sya.

“Hunter…” I called his name. Nakatingin lang sa akin si Gray pero hindi naman sinubukang agawin sa akin ang phone nya.

Malakas ang tugtog sa galing sa speaker pero mas malakas ang tibok ng puso ko. At kung sakali mang magsalita si Hunter, I know that I will still hear everything that he’ll say. Kahit gaano pang kahina.

I waited for him to speak but I heard nothing from the other line. I checked the phone and saw that the call is still connected kaya ibinalik ko iyon sa tenga ko.

“Hunter… Talk to me, please.” I said and my voice broke. Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko at pati na rin ang mga labi ko. “Let me hear your voice. Kahit boses mo lang.”

My tears fell and I didn’t bother to wipe it off my face. Ang buong atensyon ko ay nasa phone kung sakali mang may sabihin si Hunter.

But the next thing that I heard is the beep tone from the other line. He ended the call without saying anything. He ended the call even if I begged him to talk to me.

He ended the call just like that.

I looked at Gray. Nakita ko ang takot sa mukha nya pero nakita ko rin ang pag-aalala.

“Gray…” I called him. “Pwede ba akong umiyak kahit ngayon lang?” tanong ko pero nagsimula nang tumulo ang mga luha ko.

Gray sighed before he pulled my head and rested it on his shoulders. Binitiwan nya rin ako pagkatapos noon at hinayaan akong umiyak sa mga balikat nya.

I cried so hard. Heck, my heart hurts so bad! Knowing that Hunter was on the other line but he didn’t say anything makes me go crazy over the pain. Wala syang sinabi kahit na narinig nya ang sakit at paghihirap sa boses ko.

He still loves me, right? Mahal pa rin naman ako ni Hunter, hindi ba?

“Babalik sya, Artemis. Just trust him.” I heard Gray said and I cried more.

I’ll wait for him. Hihintayin ko sya pero gagawin ko din ang lahat para mahanap sya. If Hunter thought that he’s the only one who can do the chase, then he’s wrong. I’ll chase him until the end of eternity, too.

And he can never get away from this goddess.

Chapter 36

Another year had passed but still no Hunter showed up. To be honest, I am getting tired with each passing day that I haven’t heard anything about him. Simula kasi noong tumawag sya sa kapatid nya noong nasa bar ako ay wala na rin akong narinig na balita about sa kanya.

I don’t want to get use to everyday without him by my side. But it’s been three years already. And even though there’s a part of me that wanted to believe that Hunter will come back, may parte rin sa akin ang nawawalan na ng pag asa.

But everytime I’m losing hope, bumabalik lang ako sa isla nya sa Palawan. Remembering all the memories we had there. At kahit sa alaala man lang ay maramdaman ko na kasama ko sya.

I really miss him so much.

Hindi ko na din masyadong nakikita si Gray these past few weeks. Sya na lang kasi ang alam kong makakapagturo sa akin kay Hunter pero masyado syang loyal sa kapatid nya. But I never tried to make Hunter jealous again. The last time that I did, isang taon ang lumipas nang wala akong naririnig na balita tungkol sa kanya. And I’m afraid that if I did it again, it will took another year before I could hear any news about him.

It’s just so unfair. Mas marami pa ang oras na nagkahiwalay kami compared to the time that we’re together. Kapag talaga bumalik sya at magkasama na kami ay hinding-hindi ko na talaga sya pakakawalan, by hook or by crook!

“Nakatulog ka ba, Captain?” my co-pilot asked as we prepare for our flight back to the Philippines.

I pouted my lips. “Hindi nga, eh. Four hours lang ang pahinga natin and I couldn’t sleep with that short amount of time.”

He laughed and agreed with me. “Kung sabagay. Mas masarap ’yung mahaba ang tulog, no?”

Pilots can actually sleep during long flights but I’ve never done that before. I’m afraid that something might happen within those hours that I’m awake. There’s so many souls inside the plane so I need to be careful with the best that I can. Kaya kahit na kulang na kulang ang tulog ko ay hindi ko pina-practice ang matulog sa oras ng trabaho.

My co-pilot yawned that made me laughed. I suggested that he should sleep in-flight but he refused. Wala pa naman akong nagiging co-pilot na tinutulugan ako kahit na alam kong puyat din sila. Maybe because I’m the owner’s twin sister and they’re afraid that I’ll tell them to Apollo. So they are not slacking off when they’re with me.

The flight attendants gave a signal that all the passengers have already boarded and they were done with the drill. Isinuot na namin ang aviation headset and I made the announcement.

“Good morning, folks. I am Captain Artemis Gallagher. I’d like to welcome you all to GE Airlines Flight Delta 83B, nonstop flight from Sicily, Italy to Manila, Philippines.”

This is going to be one hell of a flight. Thirteen hours and twenty six minutes ang flight from Italy to Manila. Sa ganitong kahabang byahe ako napapagod. More than thirteen hours of sitting here in the cockpit area. Ngayon pa lang ay nasasaktan na ako para sa pang upo ko.

Sa mga ganitong kahabang flights ay pwedeng matulog ang mga pilots. So I suggested to my co-pilot again that he should sleep in-between the flight so he can get enough rest but he still refused. I’m still okay pa naman at makakaya ko naman ang antok ko. I’ll just take a rest once we’re in Manila.

I suddenly miss my bed and my room at the main house.

Hindi pa rin kami ganoong ka-okay ng mga kapatid ko. May kaunting tampo pa rin ako sa kanila. In my mind kasi, Hunter wouldn’t leave kung hindi nila sya ipinagtabuyan. I wouldn’t have to wait for three freaking years for him to come back.

Good thing that they’re not forcing me to date someone already. Women at my age have already got married and have kids but here I am, still waiting for my great love to come back. Tatandang dalaga na lang yata ako sa paghihintay kay Hunter.

I was busy monitoring the weather and air radar when suddenly, the aircraft shook and went bumpy. The lights started flickering which made me nervous but I remained calm.

I checked all the radar but it doesn’t show any turbulence in the air that made the plane act that way. Napatingin ako sa co-pilot ko na may kaba din sa mukha pero mukhang kalmado naman.

“What happened?” tanong nya dahil naguluhan din sya.

It made me confused too. Base on the radar, the weather looks fine naman. The air is clear and even the sky! Kaya hindi ko alam kung bakit biglang nagkaganoon ang eroplano. I checked all the controls but everything is fine.

“I don’t know…” I mumbled but I turned on my mic. “We apologize for the unexpected discomfort. We had a technical problem. For your own safety, we kindly request you to fastened your seatbelts.”

Nagtulungan kami ng co-pilot sa paghahanap ng mali kung bakit naging ganoon ang aircraft kanina. But everything looks so fine. The fuel is enough, the air is clear, the sky is clear and there’s no reason for the aircraft to act that way earlier.

This is my first ever turbulence in my flight. Nasira ang record ko na always smooth flight pilot dahil sa nangyari kanina. At hindi ako makakampante hangga’t hindi ko nakikita kung ano ang mali.

“Baka technical glitch lang, Cap?” my co-pilot said so I accepted that possibility. Wala kasi talaga akong nahanap na mali based on the monitor.

Pero hindi pa rin talaga ako matahimik kahit na bumalik sa dating ayos ang takbo ng aircraft. I just have a feeling that there is something wrong. And I need to find what is that to solve the problem.

Tumingin ako sa labas and saw that it’s a moonless night. I got more nervous but I don’t have any idea why.

I glanced at my co-pilot to tell him about this funny feeling.

“I really think that there’s—”

Natigil ang sasabihin ko nang manginig ulit ang eroplano. The monitor started beeping and the oxygen mask were dropped. I turned off the auto-pilot and tried to control the wheel but it’s not responding on my command!

“Shit…” I cursed as I have no idea what’s happening.

My co-pilot helped me solved the situation but nothing seems to be working. Patuloy sa panginginig ang eroplano and the lights were also flickering.

“Captain, the controllers and all the switch are not working.” said my co-pilot.

Mas lalo akong napamura nang makitang lumabas ang gulong ng eroplano. I tried hitting on the switch but the co-pilot is right. Everything is not responding with our command!

“Call the ATC.” I said calmly but my insides were panicking.

Natatakot ako para sa mga pasaherong nakasakay sa eroplanong ito. I know that the flight attendants were giving them instruction for them to remain calm. They are trained this way. Napag-aralan ko din ang tungkol sa kanila ’cause I was a tourism student before. Kaya ang problema na lang naming mga pilots ay dito sa cockpit area.

“This is GE Airlines Delta 83B, Captain Artemis Gallagher.” I said when the controller answered. “We have a technical situation here. The bridge doesn’t respond to our command.”

“Delta eight three bravo, say it again.” said the person over the radio.

“We had a decompression and the bridge doesn’t respond.”

I made a loud gasped when the plane suddenly goes down in a fast speed! The monitor started beeping so loud. I tried to take control but the freaking wheel is not responding! I lose all the freaking controls!

“Captain…” kinakabahan nang sabi ng co-pilot ko. I am nervous as heck but I have to remain calm. Sa ganitong sitwasyon ay hindi dapat ako mataranta kahit na kabadong kabado na ako!

“Mayday, mayday, mayday. Eight three Delta. We’re going down.” magkasabay naming sabi ng co-pilot ko.

Heck, the plane is going down so fast. Kapag hindi ko pa napigilan ko ay ayoko nang isipin ang kung anong mangyayari. Nanlalamig ang mga kamay ko at nanginginig pa pero hindi talaga nagrerespond ang mga controller.

I want to cry. I feel so helpless. I don’t know what to do. Ang yabang yabang ko pa na ako ang pinakamagaling na pilot sa GE Airlines pero wala akong magawa sa sitwasyong ito.

I suddenly felt so scared with the thought that I might not be able to come home with all the people in this plane. It’s my fault. I don’t know what happened but it’s my damn fault.

Napatingin ako sa co-pilot ko who looked like he was hoping for me to do something. But as I tried to answer the controller’s instruction, nothing seems to work.

“Could you have an ambulance standby?” I still asked hoping for a miracle that someone might still survive.

“Copy, Ma’am.”

After the controller said that, I heard some interference on my headset. I frowned and tried to speak to check if the controller is still on the line but he’s not answering.

My gosh… Is there no hope for us?

“Artemis.”

Tumigil yata sa pagtibok ang puso ko nang marinig ko ang boses na iyon sa aviation headset ko. I looked at my co-pilot but he doesn’t seem to hear what I just heard.

Am I hallucinating? Mamamatay na ba talaga ako kaya kung ano-ano nang naririnig ko?

“Artemis, can you hear me?” he said again and my tears fell from my eyes.

“Hunter…”

If I die today, then at least I was able to hear his voice after three years. Narinig ko ulit ang boses nya. And based on how fast my heart beat is, mukhang hindi nabawasan ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya. I think it got stronger than before.

“Hunter, the plane is going down.” I said and sobbed. Alam kong nagtataka na ang co-pilot ko but talking to Hunter made me hope again.

“I know. Calm down, my goddess.” he said and gosh… I miss hearing his endearment for me!

Pinunasan ko ang mga luha ko. I tried to calm down. I am a pilot. I was trained for a situation like this but heck, nakakatakot na pala talaga kapag naranasan ko na.

“Listen to me.” Hunter said kaya naman nakinig ako ng mabuti sa kanya. “Let go of the wheel and the throttle.”

That made me panicked more. “I can’t, Hunter! The plane is going down fast!”

“I understand.” kalmado nyang sagot sa nagpapanic kong boses. “But you can’t control it. Just do what I said, Artemis.”

“But, Hunter—”

“Trust me, my goddess. I’ll protect you.”

And with that, I let go of the controller.

Simpleng salita nya lang ay ganoon na agad ang pagtitiwala ko sa kanya. I am the Captain of this plane and yet. I trusted him my life and the hundred of lives here. Kapag may hindi magandang mangyari ay ako naman ang sisisihin pero ganoon talaga kalaki ang tiwala ko kay Hunter.

“I’m going to hack the plane.” sabi ni Hunter at mas lalo pa yata akong nabaliw.

“What? That’s impossible! You’re insane, Hunter! You can’t hack this plane!”

I heard his low and sexy chuckle this time. Natigil ang pagpapanic ko. Gosh… I really, really miss him so much! I want to see him…

I just hope that we all survive today so I’ll be able to see Hunter again.

“But first, I have to get rid of the hacker first.” Hunter said but I don’t understand. “L, find that douche location.”

“Already on it.” narinig kong sagot ng isang lalaki. May kasama sya?

“Someone hacked the plane, Artemis. Kaya hindi nyo magawang kontrolin ang eroplano.” it was Hunter. “But don’t worry, I’ll take care of everything, hm?”

Kahit hindi nya ako nakikita ay tumango na ako. Okay, Hunter. I trust you with my life.

Hinayaan ko silang mag usap ng kasama nya sa kabilang linya. I just listened to his voice. His voice that I haven’t heard for three years. It was still the same low, raspy and sexy voice that I’d like to hear for almost everytime.

And the voice that made feel so calm despite this life and death situation.

Makikita ko na kaya sya after nito?

“I got in.” he said at ilang sandali lang ay naramdaman ko ang pagtaas ng eroplano. Tumigil na rin ang panginginig noon at umayos na rin ang lahat.

“Are you the one who’s controlling the plane?” I asked. Humahanga ako sa ginawa nya.

He laughed. “Yes. I told you that I can hack it.”

Napangiti na rin ako. Gosh… Hunter and his effect on me. Baliw pa rin pala talaga ako sa kanya kahit tatlong taon na ang lumipas.

“Make the announcement, my goddess.” he said pero parang ayokong sumunod.

“Mawawala ka ba kapag ginawa ko iyon?” I asked. Ilang sandali syang natahimik bago sumagot.

“Hm.”

Tears pooled my eyes. “When will I see you again?”

“Soon, my goddess.”

Soon? How long is that soon though?

“Are you really going back to me?” tanong ko sa basag nang boses. A tear fell from my eye but I wiped it quickly.

“Yes. That’s always a yes, Artemis. Sayo lang ako babalik.”

If that’s the case, then I’ll just wait for him.

“Make the announcement now, Artemis.” ulit nya at mapait akong napangiti.

This is a goodbye.

“Okay.”

“I love you.” he said but before I could answer, he was gone once more.

But finally, he said something before leaving me again.

And I love you too, Hunter.

Chapter 37

It was already nighttime when the plane landed at the airport. I saw the lights’ flickering from the ambulances that were put on standby as per my request. There were also some medical and airport personnel that were waiting for us as we land.

My co-pilot and I both sighed in relief when we finally parked the aircraft. Nakita kong kumilos na ang mga tao sa baba para salubungin ang sinumang pasahero na na-injured.

“Grabe, Captain. Kinabahan ako kanina.” sabi ng co-pilot ko na nakahawak pa rin sa dibdib nya. I smiled and looked outside again.

It’s my first time experiencing something like this in my entire aviation career. Even turbulence didn’t happen to me before. Ito ang unang pagkakataon na may naging mali sa pagiging piloto ko and heck, it’s a bad experience na agad.

That was a dangerous situation back then. I was right when I say that this is gonna be one hell of a flight. Muntik na talaga kaming mag-landing sa hell.

I actually panicked back there even if I tried so hard not to. Mahirap lalo na kapag nasa ganoong sitwasyon ang maging kalmante. I don’t know what to do when the controls didn’t respond to my command. Halos pindutin ko na ang lahat ng mga switches pero walang nangyari.

Good thing that Hunter was there. I don’t know how he knew about my situation. I don’t know what he did to be able to hack the plane but I am so thankful to him.

He is always there whenever I needed help.

Pero ako? Kailan ba ako nandoon kapag nangangailangan sya ng tulong? He’s always helping me and yet I haven’t even do anything to repay him. I wanted to repay him. I wanted to help him but he’s not letting me! He’s actually shutting me in his life!

But after three years, finally. I heard his voice again. It actually made me miss him so much. Tatlong taon ang lumipas pero boses nya lang ang narinig ko. He seems so near but I couldn’t even see him. Nang marinig ko ang boses nya ay pakiramdam kong nasa tabi ko lang sya.

Which was actually worse. Dahil alam kong malayo talaga sya. That after hearing his voice, he’ll be gone again. And I’ll be left alone this time, missing him thrice as much as before.

But even though that I can’t actually see him, he still protected me. See? My brothers were wrong. Hunter can protect me. At mas mapoprotektahan nya ako kung nasa tabi ko sya!

I got off the plane with my co-pilot and we apologize to all the passengers personally. I saw some passenger were actually injured. Siguro ay nalaglag ang luggage nila sa taas noong manginig at bumulusok pababa ang eroplano at tinamaan ang ulo nila.

Some passengers were actually okay with what happened. They even told me that it can’t be help sometimes. Na minsan ay may ganoon talagang nangyayari kahit gaano pa kagaling ang piloto.

But of course, there were others who got mad at me. Saying that I’m incompetent and I need to study and trained how to become a pilot again. I accepted all their hate and just bow my head while apologizing. Imagine the brat Artemis Gallagher doing that.

Hindi naman biro ang nangyari kanina. If it wasn’t for Hunter, siguro ay wala kami rito ngayon. The controllers were not responding at kahit na anong gawin ko ay hindi ko na talaga makontrol ang eroplano. Hunter said that it’s been hacked that’s why it happened. I don’t know who could actually do that kind of thing. Talaga bang papatayin nya ang lahat ng sakay ng eroplano? But why?

Napatingin ako sa entrance ng airport runway when I saw Apollo running. He looked so out of breath while frantically looking around. His hair was a mess. Naka-white polo na lang sya na nakabukas ang unang dalawang butones at naka rolyo ang sleeves hanggang sa siko nya. Mukha syang nagmamadaling pumunta dito at nakalimutan nang isuot ang coat at tie nya pati ang magsuklay.

Tumigil sya sa bandang gitna pero lumilinga linga pa rin. At kahit na may kalayuan sya ay halata ang takot at kaba sa mukha nya. But after awhile, his eyes finally found me. Mabilis syang naglakad palapit sa akin at niyakap ako nang mahigpit.

I felt him heaved a deep sigh na parang nakahinga sya nang maluwag. His hug was so tight and I’m afraid that he might actually break my bones.

“This brat. You really like making me worried, huh?” he said with a shaky voice. I also noticed that his body was slightly shaking at sobrang bilis ng ginagawa nyang paghinga.

This jerk…

May tampo pa rin ako kay Apollo. Hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan ang ginawa at sinabi nya kay Hunter. But heck, I can’t help myself to hug him back and cry myself inside his arms!

I always knew that Apollo’s overprotectiveness for me is way out if this world. Na kung minsan ay pakiramdam ko nang nakakulong ako at feeling ko din na kinokontrol na nya ang buhay ko. But feeling his warm embrace after that life and death situation makes me feel that I’m finally safe.

Humiwalay ako sa kanya at pinunasan ang mga luha ko. Ngumisi sya at napairap na lang ako.

“Ang panget mo talaga.” he said and I glared at him. Tinulungan nya rin naman ako sa pagpupunas ng mga luha ko.

“Kiddo.”

Napalingon ako sa likod ni Apollo and I saw our Kuya Helios who also has his messy hair. Naka-simpleng shirt and khaki shorts din sya making me realized that my two brothers went here in a flash.

“Kuya…” nanginginig ang mga labing sabi ko at yumakap sa kanya.

That life and death situation that I had earlier, I realized that I shouldn’t blame my brothers for what they did to Hunter. They were concerned about me as their sibling, as a family member. They were concerned because they loved me.

And I actually thought back there, that if ever I survived, I will not waste any second of my life hating them. ’Cause I love them too. I love my brothers. At kahit na ano pang ginawa nila, mahal ko pa rin sila. We, afterall, are family.

Maybe that’s how it works. Kapag huli na ay tsaka mo pa lang mare-realize ang lahat. Tsaka pa lang doon magsisisi. Too late but that what’s time is all about. We can never get any wasted time back.

But this second life that was given to me is like a miracle. I was given another chance at hinding hindi ko na ito sasayangin.

“Ang gugulo ng mga buhok nyo.” I said, half laughing and half crying. My brothers laughed before Apollo messed with my hair.

“Magulo na rin ang buhok mo.” he said and I can’t help but to laughed. Niyakap ulit ako ni Apollo at gumanti ako sa kanya. “I missed you, brat.” he said.

I pouted my lips. “I don’t miss you, jerk.”

The airlines called for a meeting for me to explain what happened to my flight. Apollo was there with his businessman mode at kung hindi ko lang naaalala that I was actually dressed him up as a princess and applied a make up on him when we were still kids, then maybe I’ll cower under his gaze too.

They asked what happened and I didn’t tell them the whole story. Sinabi rin naman nila na naputol ang tawag ko over the radio sa controller in the middle at wala na silang narinig pa mula sa akin. I know that Hunter did something so I just told them that I lost all the controls mid-flight and some technical glitch happened. Pero bumalik din naman agad.

I got a one month suspension which is fine by me. Mas mabuti na ang ganito kaysa naman sa may mangyaring masama sa flight ko. And I’m glad that Apollo treated me as his regular employee and gave a fair judgement.

I visited all my pamangkins since I have a free time. Pambawi ko man lang sa kanila dahil ilang taon din akong naging iwas sa pamilya ko. Summer is still the sweetest as ever. Zrain looked so cold and aloof though. Mukhang minana yata ang ganoong ugali kay Kuya Helios. But Winter is the opposite. Makulit sya at sobrang madaldal.

“Is it hard taking care of the twins?” I asked Zuri. Kumpleto kaming magpamilya ngayon sa main house because my parents invited us. They wanted to see their grandchildren and a welcome back party na rin daw para sa akin.

Para namang nawala ako nang matagal.

“Not really. Tahimik kasi si Zrain at palaging sumusunod kaagad kaya parang isa lang din ang inaalagaan ko.” she wiped Winter’s mouth. Makalat kasing kumain ang isa sa kambal.

“That’s good. Eh, Summer has been helping you din diba?”

She smiled as she looked at her firstborn taking care of Zrain. Pinapakain nya ang kapatid nya.

“Yeah. Then there’s your Kuya Helios too. Kahit pagod sa trabaho ay tinutulungan pa rin ako sa pag aalaga ng mga bata.”

I smiled. Napatingin din ako kay Daphne na nasa bisig ang anak na si Eros. All my brothers looked so happy with their family. Kahit na mala-demonyo ang ugali nila, nakahanap pa rin sila ng mga anghel na mapapangasawa nila.

Lucky jerks.

“Hay naku, Zuri. Sina Apollo at Artemis? Ang hirap alagaan noon! They were the caused of my headaches back then!” Mom said na nakikinig pala sa usapan namin ni Zuri. “Lalo na ’yang si Apollo!”

“Ako na naman?” my jerk twin brother said and I laughed.

“Nagtaka ka pa?”

“Bangayan nang bangayan! Parang hindi magkambal kung mag-away!” Mom ranted out. “One time, I gave them knives so they could kill each other already!”

We all laughed at that. I still remember that time. We’re like ten or eleven years old at may matindi kaming pinag-awayan ni Apollo. Mom got fed up with our arguments and gave us knives. I could still remember what she said to us back then.

“O, hayan! Magpatayan na lang kayong dalawa!”

But at the end of the day, Apollo and me would make up. Apollo’s the one who’s always apologizing to me kahit ako ang may kasalanan. Hindi nya natitiis na matatapos ang araw na magkaaway kami. That’s why even if he’s a jerk, I really love him so much.

I went to Gray’s bar that night and was actually surprised to see him drinking. He looked problematic and tired so I sat beside him on the couch. I was about to order some drinks when he stopped me.

“Parang awa mo na. Huwag ngayon, Artemis. Maawa ka sa akin.”

I looked at him, dumbfounded. “Anong ginawa ko sayo?”

He groaned and gulped down the glass of alcohol in his hands. Nakasimangot syang tumingin sa akin and he actually looked like a kid having a tantrum.

“Sawang-sawa na akong magbaby-sit ng mga girlfriends ng iba!”

I got shocked by his sudden outburst. The heck is with him? He doesn’t look like he’s drunk naman.

“Why?! Dahil ba ako ang Shielder ay pagbabantayin na nila ko ng mga babaeng iniwan nila? Iiwan nila tapos ipapabantay sa iba? Tangina lang!”

Nakatingin lang ako kay Gray habang halos magwala na sya sa upuan nya. It’s been so long since I last saw him pero mukhang may mabigat syang problema na dinadala.

I actually see him as a happy-go-lucky guy just like my twin brother. Kaya nga siguro nagkasundo din sila ni Apollo. Pero kapag nagalit pala ang mga ganitong tao ay nakakatakot. Just like Apollo back then. Kung ano-ano ang mga salitang lumalabas sa bibig nila.

“Ano ako? Babysitter? Tangina kaya hindi ako nagkaka-girlfriend, eh!” reklamo nya at muling tinungga ang baso ng alak na hawak nya.

I looked at the dance floor and just watched the people instead of listening to Gray who’s ranting out. Wala din naman akong naiintindihan sa sinasabi nya.

If he’ll just tell me where Hunter is, then I’m willing to listen to him for the whole night. Even if my ears bleed.

“Nagsama pa talaga ’yung dalawang nang iwan!” I heard him say but I didn’t pay any attention to him. “Iniwan-iwan kayo tapos made-depress? Mga gago lang.”

Napatingin ako sa kanya. Me? Is he talking about me? Ako yung iniwan? Then si Hunter ba yung minumura nya?

“Si Kuya Creed, iniwan yung babae nya pero sunod naman nang sunod! Pumupunta pa talaga sa mataas na building para panoorin sa scope ng sniper nya!”

Okay. I really don’t get what he’s saying.

“Then my brother who’s finally here pero hindi pa rin nagpapakita sayo.” he slammed the glass on the table. “Daig pa nila ang mga babae sa sobrang arte!”

He said so many things but I actually understand one thing. And heck, my heart is beating so fast and I started to feel so excited!

“Hunter is here? He’s here in the Philippines?” tanong ko na nagpatigil sa pagwawala ni Gray. He went stilled and looked at me innocently.

“Did I say something like that?”

I groaned. “Yes, you idiot! Now tell me where he is!”

Damn it. I won’t let him get away this time!

“You heard it wrong! Wala sya dito sa Pilipinas!”

“Do you really think that I fell for your tricks, Grayson James?” I asked through my gritted teeth. “I know that Hunter left the country but you said that he’s here now!”

Uminom lang si Gray sa baso nya at hindi ako pinansin. And that what made me angry. Mukhang hindi pa nakikilala ng isang ’to ang isang Artemis Gallagher.

“Gray… Did you ever see a woman who’s really, really mad?” I asked using my very sweet voice.

Napatingin sa akin si Gray na nanlalaki ang mga mata. I smiled sweetly at him but my eyes were deadly.

“Answer me, please…”

He gulped. “Y-yes.”

My smile widened. “Then, did you ever see what a certain Artemis Gallagher can do when she’s mad?”

Lumapit pa ako sa kanya and ran my fingers from his shoulders down to his arm. Namutla ang mukha ni Gray at nakita ko syang sunod-sunod na napalunok.

“H-hindi pa.” he answered.

“Good for you.” inilapit ko ang bibig ko sa tenga nya. I whispered. “But I’m sure that you don’t want to see what I can actually do when I’m really, really mad diba?” he shook his head. “Answer me, please?”

“A-ayoko.”

Aww… This poor boy.

I bit my lower lip before I smiled. I gave him my oh-so-sweetest smile ever.

“Now… Tell me where Hunter is.”

Chapter 38

Gray isn’t saying anything. He’s just looking at me with wide eyes and nervous look on his face. Good. It is really my intention to scare him. Heck, I will do anything just to know where Hunter is! Ngayon pa na alam kong parehong hangin na ang nilalanghap namin!

I didn’t force Gray before to tell me where his brother is though I know that he was not here in the Philippines. Masyadong malaki ang mundo para hanapin sya kaya hinanap ko na lang si Hunter sa paraang alam ko. But unfortunately, I wasn’t able to find him.

I know Gray wouldn’t tell me back then about that information so I leave him be. Pero ngayong na alam ko nang nasa malapit lang si Hunter, that he is back here in the Philippines, I will freaking do anything just to know where his exact location is!

You will not get away from me this time, Hunter!

“So?” I asked Gray, still wearing my sweetest smile.

He gulped. Mukha syang batang takot na takot sa mapagalitan ng nanay nya.

Well, some says that I look really scary when I’m mad. Nakangiti daw kasi ako but they can see the danger in my smile.

“Artemis… H-hindi ko pwedeng—”

Marahas akong gumalaw at napapitlag sya. I saw him use his arms as a shiled but I just poured an alcohol on his glass that was on the table and drink it.

“Bawal kang—”

Padabog kong ibinaba ang baso at napatalon si Gray sa kinauupuan nya. I looked at him again, with a sweet smile on my lips.

“Hindi mo talaga sasabihin? You really want to experience my wrath, don’t you?”

He shook his head. “Takot ako kay Kuya, Artemis. Magagalit—”

I giggled and stopped him from talking. “Oh no, Gray. Sa akin ka dapat matakot.”

I touched the slits on his left eyebrow. Magkatabi ang hiwa noon making it looks like he got it from a fight. It just emphasize the bully look on him. Pareho sila ng Kuya nya na mukhang villain sa mga palabas. But Gray is the underling while Hunter is the master. Medyo soft ang features ng mukha ni Gray compared sa Kuya nya. Hunter has a harsh face na parang handang pumatay anytime.

But still, Sanford brothers are way too handsome and both were oozing with sexiness

“Gusto mong dagdagan natin ’to?” tanong ko habang patuloy na hinahaplos ang magkatabing hiwa sa kilay nya. “Or better yet, I’ll just wipe your whole eyebrows.”

Lumayo ako sa kanya at hinawakan ang bote ng alak na nasa table. I smiled at Gray before I broke the glass with a loud crash. Napatingin sa amin ang mga nakarinig but the heck I care. Hawak ko ang ulo ng bote na basag ang katawan at itinutok kay Gray na nawalan na ng kulay ang mukha.

“Come here. Let me shave your brows.” I said sweetly at him. Lumapit ako sa kanya pero napaurong sya.

“A-artemis—”

Marahan kong inilapit ang basag na bote sa mukha nya. I saw him gulped before he raised his hands like surrendering to the police.

“Okay, okay! I’ll tell you where he is!”

“Talaga?” I asked with a wide smile on my face..

Gray eyed the pointed part of the broken glass. “Yes, but please. Put that thing away from my face.”

I did what he said but I didn’t let go of the glass. Sinundan nya iyon ng tingin bago napakamot sa batok at bumulong.

“Sorry, Kuya. Pero mas nakakatakot ang girlfriend mo.” He mumbled which made me laughed. The music was loud but I still heard what he said.

Of course, Gray. I didn’t become a Gallagher for nothing. Demonyo ang dalawang kapatid ko, do you really think that I’m an angel?

I’ve never done this before. I didn’t even know that I have a side like this! Pero siguro nga ay ito ang isa sa mga traits naming mga Gallagher. Na kapag naipit na o nadala na ng sobrang emosyon ay lumalabas ang pagiging bayolente.

My gosh! Wala akong pinagkaiba sa mga kapatid ko!

Gray offered to drive me to where his brother is. Mas lalo lang daw kasing magagalit ang kapatid nya kapag hinayaan akong magpuntang mag isa sa kung nasaan sya. I let him take the wheel. I have no other choice though. Si Gray lang ang makapagtuturo sa akin kung nasaan si Hunter.

I am so freaking nervous while I’m sitting here on the passenger’s seat. Heck. I can’t even calm down! I’m pressing my fingers together to stopped it from shaking.

Thoughts of seeing Hunter actually excites me but at the same time, making me feel so tense. What will be his reaction when he saw me again? Will he hug me? Will he kiss me? Will he just stood in front of me not doing anything?

Pero kahit ano pa ang maging reaksyon nya, hinding hindi ko na sya pakakawalan. Baka tuluyan nang lumabas ang pagiging Gallagher ko kapag ginawa nya pa talaga ulit iyon!

Three freaking years! I didn’t see him for more than three years! I only heard his voice once and yet, I can’t believe that I’m still falling inlove with him every single day!

Let me do the chasing now, Hunter.

Pansin ko ang mga sulyap sa akin ni Gray. I could still feel his tension from what I did to him earlier. Mukhang natakot ko nga talaga sya.

I didn’t want to scare him but he left me with no choice. Kasuhan nya man ako for threatening him but heck, I don’t care anymore. All I want is to know where Hunter is now that he’s here in the Philippines!

Hinding hindi ko na sya hahayaang makalabas pa ng bansa!

“You’re a bartender at that bar before, right?” I said trying to have a light conversation with him. Ayokong tuluyan syang matakot sa akin.

He will be my brother-in-law… Soon.

“Huh? Ah, oo.” sagot nya na may pagkailang pa rin. Panay pa rin ang sulyap nya, probably checking kung sasabog na ba ako sa galit at may magawa na naman akong ikatatakot nya.

I nodded. The first time that I saw him was when Daphne brought me to that bar. Hindi pa  sya ang may-ari ng bar noon.

“What made you decide to buy the lot and built a bar again?” tanong ko. Nang masunog kasi ang bar ay binili ni Gray ang space at muling itinayo ang bar.

He shrugged. He’s finally loosening up. “Well, that bar has a lot of customers. Plus, since naging bartender ako, marami na rin akong nakilala. I decided to built it again dahil alam kong magpupuntahan pa rin ang mga past customers noon especially now that they know that I’m the bar owner.”

I smiled. He’s a business-minded person, huh? Nasa dugo rin pala nila ang pagiging business man. Sa amin din naman na mga Gallagher, though it only applied to the boys. Ayoko kasi talaga ng business. I really wanted to become a pilot. It’s my dream even before.

“Good strategy.” I commented.

We remained silent after that. Bumalik ulit ang kaba ko at hindi na ako mapakali. Lalo pa noong pumasok ang kotse ni Gray sa automatic gate ng isang malaking bahay.

The house looked so gloom on the outside but at the same time, elegant. Dark colors kasi ang pinturang ginamit noon. The automatic gate is pitch black while the house exterior paints were mixed in brown and dark gray.

I looked at Gray but before I could even asked, he spoke.

“Kuya is inside.” he said like he already knew what I’m about to ask.

Dumagundong ang kaba sa dibdib ko dahil sa sinabi nya. Oh my freaking gosh. Hunter is here! He’s inside! I can finally see him!

The walls of the house were the only thing that’s keeping us to see each other. Pero once na makapasok ako sa loob, makikita ko na rin sya!

Gray parked the car and heck, I am hyperventilating! Hindi ko nagawang buksan ang pinto ng kotse kaya si Gray na ang gumawa noon para sa akin at inalalayan ako sa pagbaba.

“Calm down, Artemis. Ang tapang-tapang mo kanina pero titiklop ka din naman pala.” pang aasar sa akin ni Gray kaya tinignan ko sya ng masama. Nawala ang ngisi nya at sumeryoso naman ang mukha bago tumikhim.

We walked towards the closed door. Nanginginig na talaga ang mga tuhod ko at sobra ang kabang nararamdaman ko! I’m excited and nervous as hell!

Gray stopped me before I could even knocked. He fished the phone out of his pocket and called someone.

“Hello, Kuya?” he greeted on the phone. Mas dumoble ang kaba at excitement ko habang nakatingin sa kanya. He winked at me. “Pabukas nung pinto… Ha? Basta pabukas! Liligawan ko yung goddess mo kapag hindi mo binuksan, sige ka!”

Natatawang ibinaba nya ang phone before he jerked his head towards the door. It was his way of telling me that Hunter will be the one who will open that door.

I readied myself. I’m freaking out but I tried to calm myself down. I was trained to act this way given that I’m a pilot. I don’t really know what face I should make when I see him. But one thing is for sure…

You are so dead, Hunter.

The wooden door opened revealing the man that I missed so much. Automatic na bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko pagkakita ko pa lang sa kanya. He still has the same effect on me!

His eyebrows were furrowed and the color of his eyes darkened. It was obvious that he’s mad while looking at Gray beside me. Natakot naman ang kapatid nya sa paraan ng tingin nya kaya nagtago iyon sa likod ko.

And then slowly, Hunter shifted his gaze at me. His eyes widened and stared at me in disbelief.

I raised an eyebrow at him and give him a sarcastic smile.

“Hello, Hunter. Missed me?”

Chapter 39

If there’s thing that changed over the years to Hunter, it was his eyes. His eyes are so much more intense now. Nandoon pa din ang pagka-misteryoso but with just one look, he can already make me out of breath and feel so nervous.

He became more handsome too. His hair is a bit mess and unruly. Mas humaba na rin iyon. Ang dulo ay tumatama sa cheekbones nya. He brushed his hair with his fingers and I stared as the strands falls down to his cheeks.

I wanted to hug him. Oh God, I missed him so much. Gusto ko na lang na ikulong ang sarili namin sa isang kwarto at magdamag ko syang yayakapin. I will run my fingers through his long hair, slightly pulling it while hugging him tight.

But I set aside those feelings. Heck, it’s been three years since he was gone. Hindi naman ganoon na lang basta kadaling ipagsawalang bahala iyon. And Hunter will not get away with it!

“Long tome no see, huh? It’s been what? Three years?” I asked and smiled sweetly at him but I gave him my coldest glare. “No. More than three years.”

Nakatitig lang sa akin si Hunter. Eyes were void of emotions but I didn’t feel scared. Sa akin dapat sya matakot. Pinagtaguan nya ako for more than three freaking years without any calls or texts! Ni wala syang paramdam!

Gosh, I am so freaking mad right now! Kung hindi ko lang mahal na mahal ang lalaking ’to ay matagal ko nang sinukuan ang paghahanap ko sa kanya.

He sighed and looked at my back. “Gray.” tawag nya sa kapatid nyang nagtatago pa rin sa likod ko.

Gray held my shoulders, using me as a shield against his brother. Yumuko pa sya at bumulong sa akin.

“Artemis, save me.” but I think what he did was a bad move ’cause I can see the fire in Hunter’s eyes as he glared at Gray’s hands that’s on my shoulder.

“Grayson James. Put your fucking hands off her!”

Mabilis pa sa alas kwatro na inalis ni Gray ang mga kamay nya sa balikat ko pero nanatili pa rin sya sa likod ko. He waved a hand to his brother.

“Hi, Kuya.”

But Hunter glared at him. His eyes were getting darker and darker with every second.

“Why did you bring her here?!” he asked angrily and that freaking pissed me off. Kung makapag tanong sya ay parang wala ako sa harapan nya, ah?

“Why, Hunter? You don’t want to see me?” I asked smiling but there’s a danger in my voice. Napatingin sa akin si Hunter na agad na lumambot ang expression ng mukha.

“No, Artemis. It’s dangerous.” parang hirap pa syang sabihin iyon. Humalukipkip ako.

“I don’t know why it’ll be dangerous when I’m beside you, Hunter. Wala akong naiintindihan sa mga nangyayari. So if you could just kindly explain it to me, then I’ll be forever grateful.”

He brushed his hair again with his fingers dahil tumatabing na ang ilang mga hibla sa mukha nya. And good heavens… Why does he looked sexy with that simple action?

God really favored this child.

“Anong ginagawa nyo dito sa pintuan?” biglang sumulpot si Creed mula sa loob. He then looked at me and he seems surprised. “Oh! Paanong…”

Hindi na nya naituloy ang itatanong nya nang mapadako ang tingin nya sa likod ko at nakita si Gray na nagtatago doon. He nodded like he understood everything.

“Kuya Archer!” parang batang lumipat si Gray sa tabi ni Creed at kumapit pa sa braso noon. I got confused by how he addressed Creed.

“Loko kang bata ka. Gusto mo talagang mapatay ka ng Kuya mo?” Creed said while laughing and Gray frantically shook his head.

“Artemis is scarier than my Kuya! Those cold blue eyes! Feeling ko nasa Antarctica ako habang nakatingin ako sa mga mata nya kanina!”

Creed snorted. Itinuro pa ako. “’Yan? Matatakot ka dyan? She’s softer than a marshmallow!”

I raised my eyebrow at them with annoyance. Kung makapag usap kasi sila ay parang hindi ko naririnig. Both of them had stopped talking ang looked at me. I gave Creed my sweetest smile.

“Hello, Creed. I can still remember that you’ve told me that you didn’t know where Hunter is.” I eyed him from head to foot. “Hindi mo pala alam, huh?”

Napaatras ng isang hakbang si Creed at ipinatong ang isang kamay sa balikat ni Gray.

“Papasok na kami sa loob. Enjoy kayo dyan.” he said but before they can get away, I called Gray.

“Gray.”

Mabilis syang lumingon sa akin. “Yes po?”

“About the bottle that I’ve broke, hindi mo naman papabayaran sa akin iyon, right?” I asked smiling. Sunod sunod syang umiling.

“No, no. Kahit basagin mo pa ang lahat ng bote sa bar ko, wala kang babayaran.”

“Gray.” mabilis syang napalingon kay Creed. “Sunduin mo si Maria bukas. Oath taking na nila.”

“Huh? Kuya Creed naman! Ayoko nang maging babysitter!” and that’s the last thing I heard before they went inside in a fast speed.

I looked at Hunter again and saw him just staring at me. He looked like he’s analyzing whether I’m really here or not. Titig na titig sya sa mukha ko at parang ayaw kumurap. Dahil baka kapag ginawa nya iyon ay bigla na lang akong maglaho sa harapan nya.

I tapped my foot and tilted my head. Magtititigan na lang ba kami sa buong magdamag? Three years but this? No hugs and kisses from him?

Nakatitig lang kasi talaga sya! It’s actually pissing me off. I thought that he’ll explain everything to me once we see each other again at hindi ganitong matititigan lang!

I rolled my eyes at saka ko nakitang umangat ang isang sulok ng labi nya. But before one of us can say something. I heard a female voice behind him.

“Tracer, why are you standing here at the doorway?”

She stood beside him and I saw a pregnant woman but she still looked so beautiful and elegant. Sa hula ko ay kabuwanan na nya base sa laki ng tyan nya. Mukhang hirap na rin sya sa paglalakad.

I wonder who this woman is? There’s an idea that popped in my head and I don’t like what it is. Kaya ba hindi nagpapakita sa akin si Hunter ay dahil sa babaeng ’to?

I gasped. Don’t tell me that he’s the father of the life inside her tummy?!

Hunter looked at me and rolled his eyes. He looked so pissed and his jaw were clenching.

“I am not the father!” he bellowed like he knew what I was thinking earlier. Napatingin ako sa kanya at napanguso na lang.

How would I know? He’s been gone for three freaking years!

The woman looked at me and her eyes widened. Tinignan nya pa ako mula ulo hanggang paa at paulit-ulit nyang ginawa iyon.

“Artemis?” she asked. I raised an eyebrow at her with confusion, wondering how did she know my name when I didn’t even know who she is. “Oh my gosh! It’s really you!”

Excited syang lumapit sa akin at kumapit sa braso ko. I heard Hunter sighed.

“V, let her go. We’re talking.”

Pero inirapan sya ng babae. “Talking? You’re just staring at her when I butted in! Sa loob na lang kayo mag usap! Bakit ba ayaw mo syang papasukin?”

And with that, she pulled me with her inside.

“I am so glad to finally meet you, Artemis! Madalas ay sa computer screen lang kita nakikita dati!” she excitedly said while she’s leading me to the living room. “I’m Vexen, by the way.”

“Artemis.” I said even though I have a feeling that she already knew me.

When we got to the living room, I saw that there were people inside the house besides us. Nakita ko sina Gray at Creed na mukhang may seryosong pinag uusapan habang nakaupo sa may sofa. Then I saw a guy who’s working with his laptop at isa pang lalaki na pamilyar sa akin.

May lumapit ding lalaki kay Vexen at agad na pinulupot ang kamay sa bewang nya. He kissed her temple and Vexen smiled at him.

Oh… So he’s the father.

“Death, this is Artemis. Hunter’s goddess. Artemis, this is Death, my fiancè.”

Death offered his hand and I shook it firmly. Napatitig ako sa mga mata nya na magkaiba ang mga kulay. He looked familiar for some reason. I kept on staring at him and finally, I remember that we’ve met before.

“Kieron?” I asked. Not sure if I said the right name but he smiled and offered me his hand for a handshake.

“Call me Death. Long time no see.” he said as he gave me a small smile.

I smiled back at him and accepted his hand. “I knew it!” He was Daphne’s butler!

Vexen introduced me to everyone. Pero iyong dalawang lalaki na lang ang hindi ko pa kilala since I already knew Gray and Creed. She introduced L to me, the one who couldn’t take his eyes off his laptop. Saglit nya lang akong sinulyapan at mabilis ding ibinalik ang mga mata sa laptop na walang kahit na anong sinasabi.

“And that’s my Kuya Vander.”

I was surprised! I knew Vander even before. His family we’re my parent’s friends until his mother got remarried. And I know all about his issue and the thing that he did to my Kuya Helios and Zuri!

“I thought he’s already dead?” I asked. Kusa na lang iyong lumabas sa bibig ko. Masyado akong nagulat nang makita sya ngayon at ipinakilala ni Vexen bilang kapatid nya.

Zuri said that Kuya Helios told her that Vander is already dead. Walang sinabing dahilan si Kuya kunga paano sya namatay but now, I think I know why.

’Cause he’s still alive.

“Helios said that to Zuri to give her a peace of mind.” si Hunter na nasa likod ko na pala. “Kasi alam ng Kuya mo na hindi mapipigilan ni Zuri na mag alala para sa kaligtasan nila.”

“It’s okay, Artemis.” Vexen held my hand. “My Kuya Vander is fine now. And he swore not to go near to your family again.”

I looked at Vander and caught him staring at me. He nodded once bago bumalik sa ginagawa nya kanina.

I actually hated him for what he did to Kuya Helios’ family before. Zuri and Summer got a trauma and my brother got shot because of him! Nakampante rin ako noong sabihin ni Zuri na patay na si Vander but I can’t help but to get worried again now that he’s alive!

But Kuya Helios gave him another chance. I know that he really wanted to kill Vander for what he did to Zuri and Summer, lalo na at malaki ang naging epekto noon kay Summer. So it’s actually surprised me that he gave Vander a second chance.

My ruthless brother gave someone a second chance! I’m so proud!

“How did you know about me?” I asked Vexen since it actually confused me how she knew about me. She even knew about me being Hunter’s goddess.

She smiled. “Oh, Artemis. Everyone here knows about you.”

Mas lalo akong naguluhan. How? These people I’ve never met before except for Creed and Gray, how did they know about me. And who are they anyway?

Vexen squeezed my hand. “You got a hacker for a stalker. Malalaman talaga namin ang tungkol sayo. Hunter has been watching you through his laptop.”

Napakunot ang noo ko at napatingin kay Hunter. “What is she talking about?”

But it was Vexen who answered me again. “He’s been hacking every CCTV’s just to watch you, just to protect you.”

I saw L’s smirked while looking at his laptop but I bet that it was because of what Vexen had said. Napatingin din ako kay Creed at Gray na mukhang nagpipigil ng tawa nila.

I looked at Hunter pero umiwas sya ng tingin kahit na nahuli ko na syang nakatitig sa akin. Everyone seems so happy with his stalking but I am not. Instead ay mas lalo pa akong nainis.

I slapped Hunter’s arm and he looked at me with wide eyes. He looked so cute but heck, I am so damn angry right now!

“You’ve been gone for more than three years but you had the audacity to stalked me?! You are so unfair, Hunter?! Hindi kita nakikita pero ako ay nakikita mo?!”

Everyone kept quiet by my sudden outburst. Nakakahiya dahil ngayon ko pa lang nakilala ang iba but I am so hurt and mad right now that I don’t even care if I still have my poise as a Gallagher.

“Did you even know how hard it was for me not to be able to see you? Not to be able to hear your voice?” there’s a tear that escaped from my eyes but I wiped it harshly. “You are so freaking unfair, Hunter! Ilang araw, ilang linggo, ilang buwan, ilang taon akong naghintay sa pagbabalik mo kahit wala ka man lang paramdam! Alam mo ba kung gaanong kahirap iyon?”

I saw him took a step towards me and he tried to wiped my tears but I slapped his hand away. Nakita ko ang sakit sa mga mata nya but I am also hurt too. Three years. Mahigit tatlong taon kong tiniis na huwag magalit sa kanya at intindihin sya. But I hope that he’ll also understand where I’m coming from.

“May lumpia ka ba dyan? Ganda ng palabas, eh.” bulong ni Creed kay Gray pero narinig ko naman.

“Maingay ang lumpia, Kuya Archer. Makakaistorbo tayo. Popcorn na lang.” Gray answered. I know that everyone is watching us but I don’t freaking care about anything right now.

Gusto kong malaman ni Hunter ang hinanakit ko sa kanya!

“I did that to protect you. I left so I can protect you.” Hunter softly said against my rage.

I laughed mockingly. “Protect me? Why? So I wouldn’t get hurt? No, Hunter! You’re the one who’s hurting me! You’re the one who caused me pain! Do you really believe that I’ll be okay without you? I became miserable ever since you’ve been gone!”

I am crying so hard right. I sobbed between my words but that didn’t stop me from saying everything that I wanted to say.

“Alright. Let’s say that you really did it so you can protect me. But did you ever think of what I would feel when you left? Naisip mo man lang ba na masasaktan ako? Hunter, I’ve been stabbed! But the moment I woke up, wala ka na! Doble ang sakit na ibinigay mo sa akin!” I took a deep breath dahil sobra na ang paghikbi ko. “You said that you’ll always chase me. Pero hindi, eh. You lied. Dahil noong nagpahabol na ako sa iyo, saka ka naman huminto. Saka ka tumalikod at iniwan ako.”

My words were full of my emotions. Broken and pain. But as I looked at Hunter who’s eyes were screaming so much pain, I realized that he’s been hurting too. Na hindi lang ako ang nasaktan sa paglayo nya.

“I left so I can protect you, Artemis.” he said and I got hurt when I heard his voice broke. “Akala mo ba madali ang ginawa ko? You thought that it was an easy decision for me when I left? No, Artemis. Nang iniwan kita, para na rin akong namatay.”

Walang nagsalita. Even Creed who’s trying to lighten up the mood earlier didn’t say anything. I heard this voice before. Yung boses nyang punong puno ng sakit. Narinig ko na rin ito when he told me the story about his parents.

And heck, mas malala ang naririnig kong sakit sa boses nya ngayon. Basag na basag at parang hindi ko yata makakayanan ang sakit kapag nagsalita pa sya.

“I’m the one who’s always chasing you but the moment that I left you, my whole world fell. I told you that you’re my life, right? Can you imagine how hard it is to wake up every morning without my life by my side? With the thought that I can’t even hold you? No. The pain is too much that there were times na hindi na ako natutulog para hindi ko maisip ang bukas nang wala ka.”

“You could’ve stayed beside me.” sabi ko at humagulgol.

“I saw you got stabbed. I saw you with full of blood, Artemis. How can I stay beside you, knowing that it might happen again?” lumapit sya sa akin at hinaplos ang pisngi ko.

And goodness, I missed his touch. I missed the warmth of his hand. I missed him. At mas lalo akong napahagulgol sa pagkakataong ito.

“Iniwan kita hindi para masaktan ka. I did it for you. May pagkakataon talagang kailangang umalis at mang iwan ng isang tao para sa kapakanan ng minamahal nila. Hindi lahat ng nang iiwan ay gustong mang iwan. Sometimes, people do that so they could protect that one that they love. ’Cause things will be better if they left.” hinigit nya ako at ikinulong sa mahigpit na yakap. “And in my case, you’re the reason, Artemis. So I could protect you. You are always my reason.”

I hugged him back and cried so hard inside his arms. His hugged tightened but I didn’t complain. I missed this. I missed his embrace. Oh God. I missed everything about him.

And as I cried my heart’s out, I wish that he will never be away again. I wish that he will always be by my side for the rest of eternity.

Finally, he’s here. He’s now here with me.

Chapter 40

I was crying really hard inside Hunter’s arms. I missed this feeling. For three years I haven’t been able to feel his warmth that’s why my emotions exploded right at this moment. Naghalo-halo na ang lahat ng mga emosyon ko. From frustration, anger, pain and of course, longing.

And as Hunter tightened his embrace, I knew that he also felt the same.

Oh God. I will do everything so I can never be away from this man.

“You didn’t even bother calling me.” I said between my sob. My voice were muffled dahil nakasubsob ang mukha ko sa malapad nyang dibdib.

“I’ve been dying to call, my goddess. Believe me. Pero alam ko na kapag narinig ko ang boses mo ay agad akong uuwi para makasama ka. But I don’t want to risk your life again because of my selfishness.” he said and I felt him heaved a deep sigh.

“You already heard it. That night at the bar. With Gray. I begged you to speak. I begged you to talk to me. But you ended the call without saying anything.”

Heck, I can still remember the pain that I felt when he hanged up the call. I felt rejected. I felt like he doesn’t want to see or talk to me. I even begged and he made me feel like he doesn’t care about me anymore.

Then I remembered back then. When Hunter was still chasing me. Noong wala pa akong nararamdaman para sa kanya. I drove him out too. Lahat ng klaseng pagtataboy ay ginawa ko sa kanya. But he didn’t give up. At kung mahal na nya ako noon pa, paano nya natiis ang mga pagtataboy ko sa kanya? While me na halos hindi na makayanan ang sakit sa simpleng pagpatay nya lang ng tawag.

How can he still go on and endure all the pain that I inflicted on him?

My gosh… I hope that Hunter will not get hurt again.

“I didn’t say anything, Artemis, ’cause I know that the moment I did, I won’t be able to stop myself from staying beside you. And I don’t want that. Hindi ko kayang mapahamak ka ulit nang dahil sa akin.”

I shook my head and hugged him tight. “It’s not your fault, Hunter. Hindi mo ginusto ang nangyari. It’s not your fault.” mas humigpit ang yakap ko sa kanya. “Let that sink in your head, Hunter. Let that sink in. Hindi mo kasalanan ang lahat. Wala kang kasalanan. So please, don’t ever think of leaving me again.”

I feel like I already had a trauma of Hunter leaving me. Takot na takot na ulit akong maulit ang mga panahon na wala sya. Ang mga oras na hindi ko man lang alam kung nasaan sya. That time when I haven’t heard any news about him. That time when I still wasn’t sure if he’ll ever come back to me.

I don’t want to feel that again. I’m scared. I’m scared that Hunter will leave me again.

There’s this void feeling inside my chest. At alam kong hindi mapupunan iyon hangga’t hindi nya ipinapangako sa akin na hindi nya ako iiwan.

Humiwalay ako sa kanya at ikinulong ang mukha nya sa mga palad ko. I brushed his hair away from his face and stared at those gray orbs.

“I’ll be the one who’ll beg this time.” nanginig ang mga kamay kong nakahawak sa kanya. “Please, don’t leave me, Hunter. Don’t ever leave me again. Hindi ko na kakayanin kapag nawala ka.”

Malinaw pa rin sa isip ang ang exact words na sinabi nya when he first confessed his feeling for me. I know now why he seemed so anxious that time when I died at the game. He said that he failed to protect me. He failed to protect everyone.

Kaya naman noong nangyari sa akin iyon, he left. ’Cause he thought that he’ll be able to to protect me if he’s away. He thought that he’s the reason why I got stabbed. But I don’t blame him at all. Hindi ko isinisisi sa kanya ang nangyari. I don’t blame him for the hideous scar that’s on my skin. Dahil alam ko na hindi nya rin ginusto ang nangyari sa akin.

Mas masasaktan ako kung patuloy syang lalayo sa akin. Now that I am able to hold him again, hindi ko na kakayanin kung magkalayo ulit kami.

“Tracer.”

Noon lang bumalik sa akin na hindi lang pala kami ang tao sa bahay na iyon. I was so lost at the moment but I don’t even care if they all saw the drama that we had.

I just wanted to let all my emotions out. Matagal kong itinago ito kaya wala na akong pakialam sa mga tao sa paligid. They knew our story anyway.

Hunter and I both looked at Vexen. She seemed teary eyed while looking at us.

“We’re a team, Tracer. We’re just waiting for you to ask for our help.”

Napatingin sa amin ang lahat. Even L who was so engrossed with what he’s doing with his laptop looked at us too. Isinara pa nya ang laptop nya at nagpalipat-lipat ang tingin sa aming dalawa.

Creed and Gray stood beside Vexen habang si Death ay nakaalalay sa likod nya. Nanatiling nakaupo si Vander sa tabi ni L pero tumingin na rin sa amin. The scar under his left eye was so obvious.

Hunter was taken aback with what Vexen said. Tinignan nya isa-isa ang lahat bago huli akong tinignan. He looked like a lost child who doesn’t have any idea what to say.

“Matagal ka na naming gustong tulungan pero ayaw namin na pangunahan ka. But you didn’t asked for our help with your problem even once, Tracer.”

Napatingin sa akin si Hunter. His eyes were searching. Para talaga syang naliligaw. He’s asking for my help through his eyes but I don’t even know what team Vexen is talking about and why she’s calling him ‘Tracer’.

“I just… Don’t want to bother you. Alam kong may mga problema din kayo—” he started saying but Creed cut him off.

“Fuck you, motherfucker!” Creed hissed and he looked really annoyed. “Even if we have our own damn problems, we are willing to fucking help you! You’ve been a help for us! Kahit hindi ka kasali sa misyon ay tumutulong ka! But you are not asking for our help!”

“I want to help you too, Kuya.” It was Gray with a warm smile on his lips as he looked at his brother. And for the first time, he looked like a leading man instead of a bully in a movie. “But you’re always shutting me out. It’s my problem too ’cause you’re my brother. Kung anong problema mo ay problema ko rin.”

“At magkaibigan na tayo simula pa lang yata sa pagiging sperms ng mga tatay natin!” it’s Creed again. “You helped me with my mission. You helped me save the kid that’s why I experienced happiness with her. Kaya hayaan mo rin naman akong tulungan ka.”

“Just asked, Hunter.” Vexen said and smiled. “And we’ll be glad to help.”

I felt Hunter’s hand intertwined with mine. It was a bit cold and he’s slightly shaking so I squeezed his hand. I have no idea what these people are talking about. About the mission, about them being a team. But at least I knew that they are Hunter’s friend.

“Please… I need… Your help.” bulong ni Hunter pero alam kong narinig ng lahat ’cause they all smiled at him.

“Give me all the information that you got about your parents’ death. Ako na ang magtutuloy.” sabi ni L at muling binuksan ang laptop nya.

“Lucius will be here tomorrow. We’ll help you find your parents’ killer.” si Creed na tinapik pa sa balikat si Hunter.

“I’ll help you guard your goddess, Kuya.” Gray said with all smiles but Creed put an arm around his shoulders.

“Basta sunduin mo si Maria bukas.”

“Eh, kailangan kong bantayan din si Artemis!”

I laughed. “It’s okay. I’ll be at Apollo’s place tomorrow.” I looked at Hunter. “I’ll tell him about us.”

I know that I should talk to my brothers now that I’ve already found Hunter. Maybe they’ll tell me to stay away from him, just like what they said to my past relationship. But this time, I’ll fight for Hunter. Ipaglalaban ko sya na hindi ko nagawa noong ipinagtabuyan sya ng mga kapatid ko sa hospital.

“Me, Kuya Vander and Death will be on standby, Tracer. Sabihin mo lang kung anong gusto mong gawin namin.” Vexen said.

And as I looked around the people who’s offering Hunter their help, I realized that they were the people whom Hunter is with for the past three years. And I’m glad that he found a good friends.

Hunter deserves to be love. And I will give everything more than what he deserves.

Chapter 41

Warning: Spg

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I went on with my plan that I will talk to my brothers about Hunter. For sure, kapag nalaman nila na nandito na si Hunter ay pipigilan na naman nila kami. Especially Apollo.

That day, I decided to asked my brothers if we could talk at the main house. I don’t want to bother Daphne with our conversation. This problem is only between us siblings at ayoko na syang madamay pa.

Mom and Dad is nowhere to be found again. I want to tell them about this too since they’re my parents but I know that they will trust my brothers’ decision for me. Not that they can stop me from seeing Hunter, though.

“I’ve found Hunter.”

I saw the protest on my twin brother’s face the moment that words left my lips. Napatayo pa sya mula sa pagkakaupo sa sofa. His brows furrowed and his piercing blue eyes were like giving warnings to me.

While my Kuya Helios looked so calm. Nakaupo lang sya sa pang isahang sofa. His elbows rested on his slightly parted knees. But his electric blue eyes still seem so ruthless.

I was standing in front of them like a teacher giving a lecture to her students. Then Apollo is the troublemaker and my Kuya Helios is the top student.

I eyed Apollo. “What? May sasabihin ka?”

“I don’t like where this is going, Artemis.” he said directly while crossing his arms over his chest. I mimicked his stance.

“So what? You’ll stop me from seeing him again?”

“Mapapahamak ka lang sa kanya!” nakasigaw na namang sabi nya.

Apollo has always been like this. He’s spoiling me pero pagdating sa pagiging overprotective nya ay ipagpipilitan nya ang gusto nya. He won’t take no for an answer. He wants me to just follow him with the thought that he’s always right about the people around me.

And me, being stubborn, isn’t always doing want he wants.

I looked at Apollo. For once, I wanted to tell him about my side in a calm way. Palagi na lang kasi kaming nagkakasagutan kapag ganito na sya. When he’s yelling at me, I’ll yell back at him too. Ganito kami mag away. Nagsisigawan. Palaging nagtatalo.

But now, I don’t want to go against him. Gusto kong maintindihan nya ako. He’s my twin. And I know that above anyone else, he’s the one who can understand me fully.

“I love Hunter, Apollo.” mahinahon kong sabi sa kanya. “I really love him.”

I saw his expression softened. Like the tension on his shoulders has been lifted. He sighed.

“I don’t want you to get hurt.” he said and I nodded. My eyes started to water but I held my tears in.

“I know, Apollo. I know that you’re being overprotective for my sake. I understand you. And I realized that you are right when Joshua hurt me. Hindi ako nakinig sayo kaya sa huli ay nasaktan ako.”

I walked towards him and held his hands. Pinakatitigan ko sya sa mga mata nya. And as I stared at his blue eyes, I see the resemblance between me and him.

“And I’m so glad that you didn’t give up on me, Apollo. Na kahit na sinuway kita, kahit na hindi kita pinakinggan, you still stayed by my side and comforted me back then. Kinampihan mo pa rin ako. Kahit na halos itakwil at awayin na kita noon para lang kay Joshua, hindi ka pa rin nagalit sa akin.”

“Brat. That’s because you’re my twin.” he said as he wiped my tears. I wasn’t even aware that I’m crying.

I remember how many times we fought when Joshua and I were still together. Almost everyday at mas lalong lumala kapag nalalaman nyang lumalabas kami ni Joshua. I thought that he only wanted to pissed me off. O hindi kaya ay gusto nya lang akong idamay sa kalungkutan nya nang iniwan sya ni Daphne noon.

But when Joshua cheated, I realized it all. That Apollo just wanted to protect me against the pain. Pero ngayon, ang gusto ko ay magkasundo kami sa desisyon namin.

I will fight for Hunter and I want Apollo to accept him.

“Yes. You’re my twin, Apollo. So you can understand what I feel. At alam mong mas masasaktan ako kapag nalayo ulit si Hunter sa akin.”

“Artemis, I don’t want to see you full of blood again!”

“Hunter told me the same thing. At alam kong hindi na nya uulitin pang mangyari iyon. Just give him a chance to protect me. Please.”

Apollo looked like he’s suffering as he stared at my blue eyes begging at him. Tumingin sya kay Kuya Helios na nanatiling nakaupo lang sa sofa. It’s like he doesn’t know what to do anymore who he’s asking for our big brother’s help.

“Make your own decision, Apollo. I’ll tell mine later.” Kuya Helios said at mas lalo kong nakita ang paghihirap sa mukha ng kakambal ko.

“Artemis, you are so important to me. Hindi lang tayo basta magkapatid. We are twins. That’s why I want you to understand why I am so overprotective to you. Hindi ko kakayanin ang makita kang nasasaktan. Hindi ko kakayanin kapag may nangyari sayong masama.”

“And I feel the same. We’re twins so your opinion is really important to me. Hindi ko na gagawin ang ginawa ko noon sayo. Gusto ko, iisa ang magiging desisyon natin. I am listening to you now, Apollo. But please, listen to me as well.”

Apollo sighed. Marahas syang napasuklay ng buhok gamit ang mga daliri nya. Mariin syang napapikit. When he opened his eyes, he didn’t say anything. He looks like he’s thinking really hard about my words and I am so grateful that he did.

“I love Hunter. I love him so much.” I said and Apollo looked at my eyes. “I don’t want to be miserable again. Please, don’t take my happiness away from me.”

Apollo stared at me. I stared back at his blue eyes too. People always say that we, Gallaghers, have a strikingly beautiful blue eyes. Hindi daw katulad sa mga Americans na parang normal lang. They say that if one can see our eyes even for a glance, they won’t be able to take their eyes away like they were bewitched.

I saw the corner of his lips lifted as he gave me a smirk. Then he ruffled my hair before he chuckled.

“You’ve changed for the best, brat.”

I smiled. Well, Hunter changed me. “So?”

“Do I have any other choice?” he asked, rasing an eyebrow at me. I smirked.

“No. If you can’t still accept him, then we’ll have to talk all day until you can fully understand that I cannot live without Hunter, again.”

He sighed and he pulled me for a hug. “You were hurt back then because of me. At ayoko nang hindi tayo nagpapansinan. Baka itakwil mo na talaga ako kahit na magkakambal pa tayo.” I laughed and hugged him back. He caressed my hair softly. “I want you to be happy more than I am, Artemis. But please, tell Hunter to protect you this time.”

“I will, Apollo. Thank you…” I looked at my Kuya Helios. “Ikaw, Kuya? May violent reaction ka?”

Kuya Helios stood up and walked towards us. He looked so serious while looking at me. At kung hindi ko lang sya kapatid, malamang ay natakot na rin ako sa paraan ng pagtitig nya.

So cold and so ruthless.

But slowly, he heaved a deep sigh and smiled.

“I’ve been friends with that fucker since ages. I know how much he loves you. I know that he will do everything to protect you.” he paused and the coldness of his eyes melted as he looked at me. “And I know that you won’t be my kiddo forever, Artemis. If there’s one person in this world whom I can entrust you with, then it’s definitely that fucker.”

With tears in my eyes, I hugged my big brother too. Who says that he’s ruthless? Ever since then, I saw my brother as a warm person. Kahit kailan ay hindi nya ginamit ang pagiging ruthless nya sa akin. He’s always pampering me. At mas madalas nyang suportahan ang mga decisions ko kaya natuto ako na kung magkamali man ako ay wala akong ibang dapat na sisihin kundi ang sarili ko.

“Thank you, Kuya. But please, don’t call him a fucker.”

Kuya Helios chuckled as he hugged me back. “I am hurt. That fucker calls me as fucker too and yet you’re not defending me from him.”

Aww, nagseselos ang big brother ko.

We had an unplanned family day again that day. Tinawagan nila ang mga asawa nila with their children and we had a party at the main house. Parang despidida party daw sa single life ko. I laughed and just enjoyed the day with them.

A day will not passed without Hunter and I talking through phone calls. I know that he’s busy with his mission or whatsoever kaya kahit na gustong gusto ko syang makita at puntahan ay pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko. Besides, I don’t know whose house was that so I don’t want to think that I’m welcome in that house.

It’s better this way na rin naman. At least, nakakausap ko na sya unlike before na kahit ang boses nya ay hindi ko naririnig. I can’t believe that I surpassed those days without him. Buti kinaya ng puso ko na gumising sa araw araw na walang balita kay Hunter.

“How’s your day?” I asked when I called him that night. These passed few days, I couldn’t sleep without hearing his voice. It’s feels like everything is just a dream and I need an assurance that I’ve finally found him.

“I miss you…” he said instead of answering my question.

I pouted my lips to hide my smile. I don’t want him to know that he affected me so much with those three words.

“I miss you too, Hunter.”

I heard him sigh. Nahawa ako sa kanya kaya napabuntong hininga na rin ako. I’m aware that he’s busy finding the killer of his parents para hindi na rin ako mapahamak. He said that there’s a big chance that the person who stabbed me has a connection to the killer, or maybe he’s the killer himself. Kaya ginagawa nya ang lahat para mahanap na ang taong iyon.

The doorbell rang which made me frown. I’m not expecting any visitors today. Walang sinabi ang mga kapatid ko or Zuri or Daphne na pupunta sila ngayon. And it’s already late kaya hindi ko alam kung sino ang bibisita ngayon.

Kinabahan ako.

“Someone’s ringing the doorbell.” I said and I can’t hide the nervousness in my voice. Heck, ayokong mapahamak ngayong kakakita pa lang namin ni Hunter. Magwawala na talaga ang mga kapatid ko!

But I heard Hunter chuckled on the other line. “It’s me.”

I was at the end of the bed, nakasandal pa ang likod ko sa headboard ng kama. But when I heard what Hunter said, mabilis akong tumalon pababa ng kama sa kabilang dulo. Feeling ko ay lumipad ako!

Patakbo akong pumunta sa pintuan at binuksan kaagad iyon. And there, I saw the oh-so-gorgeous man in his black polo and maong pants. Bukas ang unang dalawang butones ng polo nya and his sleeves were rolled up to his elbows. I saw the leather bracelet on his wrist and I automatically smiled.

“Hey…” bati ko sa kanya na humihingal pa. He chuckled before he took my phone away from me at sya na ang nag-end ng call. Hindi ko alam na nasa tenga ko pa iyon!

“Hello, Artemis. Missed me?” gaya nya sa sinabi ko noon at naiinis na pinalo ko ang dibdib nya. He chuckled again and pulled me into a hug. “Fuck, I really missed you.”

I invited him in and we cuddle on the couch. We were both lying pero ang ulo ko ay nakasandal sa dibdib nya. I listened to his heartbeat. And I think that his heartbeat is my most favorite sound in this world.

I told him what happened to my day. Sinabi ko rin sa kanya kung anong napag-usapan namin ng mga kapatid ko. He’s listening intently to me like my stories were a matter of life and death.

“And then?” he asked when I paused. Natawa ako at ipinatong ang baba ko sa dibdib nya.

“The end. How about you? Kwentuhan mo naman ako.”

He bite the inside of his cheeks and I sighed. Gosh, I really missed this simple mannerisms of him. Gustong gusto ko kapag ginagawa nya ito sa harapan ko. His lips will slightly pout so I can’t help myself but to give him a quick kiss. I smelled his fresh breath and I fought the urge to give him another kiss. Baka sabihin nya na sabik na sabik ako sa kanya.

Napangiti sya at hinila ako palapit sa kanya. Like our closeness is not enough for him. He held my chin and gave me a warm and passionate kiss na mabilis kong tinugon.

Nahirapan ako sa posisyon namin kaya tuluyan na akong dumagan sa kanya. He wrapped one arm around me while the other held the back of my head and pulled me to deepen the kiss.

I stifled a moan as I felt his soft lips against mine. His kiss was enough to make me melt. It was a melting kiss and I felt intoxicated with his feverish lips as I responded to its movement.

He stopped kissing me but he didn’t put any distance between us. Tinitigan nya ako sa mga mata. His breath is fanning my face. Pareho kaming naghahabol ng hininga habang nakatitig sa mga mata ng isa’t isa.

And then like a magic, we both fell into our deep spell.

He claimed my lips once more. This time, his kiss felt needy and desperate. Pilit kong tinutugon ang intesidad ng mga halik nya. I put all my feeling into that kiss. All those years that he’s gone, all those years that I wasn’t able to hold him, all those years that I didn’t hear his voice. I put all my frustration and longing as I kissed him back.

Bumangon sya nang hindi naghihiwalay ang mga labi namin. He leaned his back on the couch and pulled me so close to him. My legs were on the each sides of his waist, straddling him. I cupped his face and give him deep kiss.

“Artemis…” he moaned my name and it was enough to make me shiver. God… I never thought that he can make my name sound so sexy and erotic.

He’s kissing me like he’s molding my lips. Dinig na dinig ko sa loob ng tahimik kong condo ang tunog ng halikan namin at halos mangilabot ako doon. My heart beats so fast and my body feels so hot.

Bumaba ang mga labi ni Hunter papunta sa panga ko. I tilted my head and gave him more access. Napatingala ako nang bumaba pa sa leeg ko ang mga labi nya. I was breathing through my mouth at pakiramdam ko ay kinakapos na ako ng hininga as I felt his opened mouth against my skin.

He licked my neck at malakas akong napaungol. I feel ticklish but hot at the same time.

“Hunter…”

He removed my top and he quickly kissed and nipped my exposed skin. Napatingin ako sa kanya nang halikan nya ang dibdib ko. There’s still a thin cloth seperating his lips to my mound pero ramdam ko pa rin ang init ng hininga nya.

Nanginginig ang mga kamay kong tinatanggal ang butones ng polo nya. But that doesn’t stopped me from removing his clothes. I caressed his broad shoulders down to his arms and I felt his body was hot as mine.

“Fuck!” he cursed. I pulled his hair and made him looked at me. Nakatingala sya sa akin at yumuko ako para halikan uli ang mga labi nya.

I felt him smiled before he responded on my kiss. He’s following my lead kaya mas lalo pa akong ginanahan at nilaliman ang halik. Gosh… He’s being so submissive to me!

I grinded on top of him and I heard hin groaned. I felt his manhood against our clothes. I grinded again and he held my waist in place para hindi na ako makagalaw.

“Stop or I’m gonna explode.” he said with his raspy voice. I smirked at him.

“That’s what I planned to do.” he chuckled huskily.

“Wild.” I laughed but my laughter died inside his mouth.

He removed all our clothes before he kissed me again. I can’t help but to moan when I felt his manhood poking my entrance. Mas lalong nadadagdagan ang init na nararamdaman ko so I kissed him deep and hard.

His lips left mine and went down to kiss my neck. Nakiliti ako nang maglaro ang dila nya doon. I know that it’s going to leave a mark after but the heck I care. All I want is Hunter. I want him. At mababaliw ako kapag natigil pa ang sandaling ito.

I missed him so much. And I will do everything to make him not leave me again. Even if I give myself to him.

I stoke his manhood and he groaned like a wild beast. He’s big and heck, long! Hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko iyon! Napakagat sya sa leeg ko kaya napasinghap ako. It’s a bit painful and erotic at the same time. I continued stroking him before I position myself on top of him.

It was only the tip and fuck, halos maiyak na ako sa sakit. I went down again and I can’t help but to cried in pain.

“Shh…” Hunter murmured against my lips. “Relax, my goddess… Relax and take me in.”

She showered me kisses and I shakily responded to him. Bumaba ang halik nya sa panga at leeg ko. I started to moan pero muling napahiyaw sa sakit nang binigla ko ang pagsagad ng kanya sa loob ko.

“Fuck, Artemis!” he bellowed as he watched me cried in pain. I smiled and started to move above him but heck, it really hurts! “Stay still.” he said pero muli akong gumalaw. “I said stay still!”

Naramdaman ko ang panginginig ng mga kamay nyang nakahawak sa magkabilang bewang ko so I stopped moving. I know that he’s trembling ’cause I got hurt again. But heck, I want this kind of pain. Him inside me. Kung sya naman ang kapalit sa sakit na nararamdaman ko, then so be it.

He dipped his head and started licking my mound. I moaned and hugged his head as I pulled him to kissed me more. Napapasabunot na ako sa mahaba nyang buhok at tuloy tuloy ang pag ungol ko. His tongue is playing with my crown and I felt so out of breath.

Then slowly, I moved my hips. I moaned when I felt his big member twitch inside me. My widened when I realized that he’s getting bigger pa!

I moved my body up and down. May kaunti pang sakit pero unti-unti ding nawala habang patuloy ako sa paggalaw sa ibabaw nya. He groaned and bit the top of my mound and licked it again. Napahiyaw ako sa magkahalong sakit at sarap na nararamdaman ko.

I held onto his shoulders for support. Patuloy ako sa pagtaas baba sa kanya. Napatingala sya at tumingin sa mga mata ko. I looked down on him and licked my lips sensually. Gosh, his face looked so erotic right now. Mas lalong nandilim ang abo nyang mga mata.

He held the back of my head and pulled me to give me a kiss. Tumigil ako sa paggalaw and grinded on top of him instead. Tinukod ko ang isang kamay ko sa likod sa mga tuhod nya. While the other is still on his shoulder.

“Fuck, Artemis…” hinihingal nyang ungol sa pangalan ko. “You feel so good…”

I gripped on his shoulders again and began moving my hips up and down, faster this time. I heard Hunter’s moan and it’s enough to gave me a boost. Mas binilisan ko pa ang ginagawa ko.

I felt something building inside my tummy. I know I’m near. My walls clenced around his shaft. My nails dugged on his shoulder pero hindi ko nakitaan ng sakit ang mga mata nya. Instead, he held my waist and guided me to make my movements faster.

“Oh God…” I moaned and grinded on him. Bumilis ang paggalaw ko and after awhile, I felt my body trembled as I felt my own release.

Hindi pa ako nakaka-recover nang buhatin ako ni Hunter. His manhood was still inside me as he walked towards my room. Pagod na pagod akong sumandal sa mga balikat nya. I felt the soft mattress against my back before he whispered.

“Now, my goddess… It’s my turn.”

Chapter 42

Warning: Spg

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Hindi pa humuhupa ang init sa katawan ko. I was still catching my breath when Hunter claimed my lips hungrily. Halos bumaon ang ulo ko sa kama sa diin ng paghalik nya.

My body felt so tired but I tried to kiss him back. He bit my lower lip and I stifled a moan. His hands were all over my body. He’s squeezing my mound while his other hand was caressing my tummy, just above my sensitive spot.

His kisses were wet which made my body feels so hot again. Pakiramdam ko ay lalagnatin ako nang dahil lang sa mga halik nya.

His lips went down to my neck. Naramdaman ko ang marahan nyang pagkagat sa balat ko doon. I gasped as I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling. Pero wala doon ang konsentrasyon ko kundi nasa mga labi ni Hunter na patuloy na bumababa sa katawan ko ang mga halik.

“Oh…” I moaned as I felt him suck the top of my mound. I bit my lower lip hard and watched him while he licked and sucked the crown. Tuluyan nang nagningas ulit ang apoy sa katawan ko dahil sa mga ginagawa nya sa akin.

I brushed and curled his hair on my fingers. Pero natatanggal din dahil hindi naman ganoong kahaba ang buhok nya. Sa huli ay napasabunot na lang ako sa kanya at umarko ang likod ko. He was pinching the crown on my other mound and played it with his thumb and forefinger.

“Hunter, please…” I said breathlessly. Hindi ko alam kung anong hinihiling ko. I am already blinded with the sensation that he’s making me feel.

Ang kamay nyang naglalaro sa dibdib ko ay mas bumaba pa. My breathing ragged as I wait for his hand reached the place where I wanted to be touched. Inangat ni Hunter ang ulo nya at pinakatitigan ako. Then, I felt his hand finally reached my core.

“Gosh!” I breathe when he entered one finger inside. Pumantay sa akin si Hunter at hindi inaalis ang tingin nya sa akin. His eyes were giving me additional feeling that was enough to make me tremble under him.

“Eyes on me, my goddess.” he whispered when I closed my eyes as he started to pump his finger inside and out. Dumilat ako at sinalubong ang mga titig nya.

I wrapped my arms around his neck. Nakipagtitigan ako sa kanya at pigil na pigil ang mga ungol ko habang gumagalaw ang daliri nya. His finger expertly moved as it try to reach the most sensitive spot inside.

Hunter was just staring at me. He’s watching each and every bit of my reaction. Hindi ko kinakaya ang mabigat nyang mga titig pero hindi ko rin naman magawang alisin ang paningin ko sa kanya. Those beautiful gray eyes were full of lust and desire as he looked down on me.

He moved his finger fast at sunod-sunod ang naging pag ungol ko. Bumaba ang mga kamay ko at napakapit sa mga braso nya. His biceps felt so hard against my soft palms, clenching while he moved his finger fast and deep inside me.

“Hunter… I’m—” hindi ko na naituloy ang sasabihin ko nang binunot nya ang daliri nya. I almost cried but he quickly helped me up again. Dinala nya ako sa sliding glass door at pinasandal doon.

My eyes widened with the thought that someone might see us. Bukas na bukas ang blinds ng glass door ko sa may veranda. My unit is on the top floor but heck, pwede pa ring may makakita sa amin mula sa kabilang building!

But Hunter seems like he doesn’t care about it even one bit. He kneeled in front of me and parted my legs. Isinampay nya ang isang binti ko sa may balikat nya before his head dive and I felt his warm breath on my core.

“Oh God!”

Napatingala ako at napadiin ang pagkakasandal sa may glass wall. He started licking and sucking my core and my knees almost wobble but he held my waist and give me support.

Walang sawa nyang hinahalik-halikan ang parteng iyon. I looked at him and the air almost left my lungs when I saw him licking my core with his eyes closed. He looked like he’s enjoying what he’s doing to me

“Hunter… Oh!” napasabunot ako sa buhok nya nang patigasin nya ang dila nya at ipinasok sa loob. Idinilat nya ang mga mata nya at nagsalubong ang mga tingin namin. He looked so handsome with the tip of his hair touching his cheekbones and those gray orbs. He closed his eyes again as he began thrusting his tongue inside and out.

I can feel it. I’m so near again. Napasabunot ako sa buhok nya at wala sa sariling iginiling ko ang balakang ko. Bumilis din ang paggalaw ni Hunter at ilang sandali pa ay nanginig na naman ang buong katawan ko. My knees wobble and I almost fell on the ground if Hunter didn’t catch me.

Pinatalikod nya ako at nakaharap na ako sa view sa labas. Itinukod ko ang mga kamay ko sa salamin at naramdaman ko ang muling pagpasok ng kahabaan nya sa akin mula sa likod.

“Hunter… Someone might see us.” I said breathlessly before he started moving.

He kissed my bare shoulders and whispered on my ears.

“Let the moon see us, Artemis. Let it see how I much I love you.” he said and started thrusting inside me.

Dahil sa sinabi nya ay napatingala ako. And there, I saw the bright moon like it’s really watching us. Nangilabot ako at nagsitayuan ang mga balahibo sa katawan.

Hunter was taking me from the back. He thrusts his hips deep and hard. He’s hitting the spot kaya malalakas ang ungol na pinapakawalan ko. Ang mga kamay kong nakalapat sa salamin ay kulang na lang na bumaon doon. Marahas ang paggalaw ni Hunter sa likod ko at kinikilabutan ako sa tuwing naririnig ko ang mumunting mga ungol nya.

He reached for my mound and squeezed it. Palipat lipat sa dalawang dibdib ko ang isang kamay nya. His other hand went down and played with my clït. I screamed as I unexpectedly released the liquid off my core again.

Hunter kissed my back. Hinigit nya ako palapit sa kanya at binilisan ang paggalaw nya. I can feel that he’s getting bigger inside me kaya sinalubong ko ang bawat pag ulos na ginagawa nya.

“Tang…ina.” he cursed with his ragged breath. He’s thrusting deep and hard at feeling ko ay mawawasak ako sa paraan ng pag angkin nya sa akin. But I didn’t complain. I want it. I want this. I want him all for myself.

Mas lalong bumilis ang paggalaw nya. Inilapat ko ang likod ko sa dibdib nya. His body felt so hot and feverish. He’s out of breath too.

Hinila ko ang buhok nya pababa sa akin at hinalikan sya. He answered my kisses like a wild wolf who’s hungry for a meat. Sinisipsip nya ang mga labi ko until I heard his moan against my mouth.

Humiwalay ang mga labi nya sa akin at mariin na hinawakan ang magkabilang gilid ng bewang ko. Then he pumped so hard and so fast that my moan vibrated. And finally, I felt him shoots his load inside me.

Hinawakan nya ang panga ko at pinatagilid ang ulo ko para muli akong halikan. I thought that he’s done but heck, I was really, really wrong ’cause I felt his manhood sprang into life while he’s still inside of me.

Muli nya akong binuhat at inihiga sa kama. Hindi pa ako nakakaayos ng higa when he positioned himself on top of me. Nagmamadali ang mga kilos nya. Parang may hinahabol. I wasn’t even planning of going anywhere but his movements were quick and I can feel him shaking as he took me again.

“Hunter!”

He dipped his head and gave me a long, deep kiss as he started moving on top of me. Tinapos rin nya agad ang halik at pinagdikit ang mga noo namin.

“Artemis… Baliw na baliw ako sayo…” he said huskily while staring at my blue eyes. His ripped body is clenching with every thrust that he made.

“Hunter… Hunter!” I’m near again. My walls clenched around his shaft. Nararamdaman ko ring malapit nya sya when he pumped inside me deep and fast.

Mga ungol at tunog ng katawan naming pinag iisa ang maririnig sa loob ng kwarto ko. It sounds so erotic in my ears and I felt so overwhelmed. I felt so happy that it actually scares me. I never thought that there will be a time that I can feel this happy in my whole life.

Hunter thrusts went faster and faster. Madiin na ang pagkakahawak nya sa bewang at halos bumaon na ang mga daliri nya doon. I cried when I felt my liquid gushing through my core and after awhile, I felt Hunter tremble on top of me as I felt his warm liquid inside me.

Pareho kaming hinahingal nang matapos. Hindi muna umalis si Hunter sa ibabaw ko. Dumagan sya sa akin but he’s still controlling his weight para hindi ako mabigatan. He rested his head on my shoulder and showered that part with his kisses.

“I’m so fucking happy. It feels like a dream.” he whispered. I brushed his hair with my fingers and smiled.

Me too, Hunter. And I hope that this happiness will last forever.

Chapter 43

I was standing outside the main office of GE Airlines in my full pilot uniform. Tinitingala ko ang taas ng building ng office na ’to. I was blinded by the sunlight so I used my hand as a shield for my eyes. My other hand was holding a piece of paper that will surely end a chapter of my life.

I can feel my hands were shaking as I grip on the folder. Once I set my foot inside the office, there’s no turning back. Ilang linggo ko na ring pinag isipan ang desisyon kong ito. And it ended up to this.

After that steamy night with Hunter, he said that he wants me to stay beside him as long as the killer hasn’t been found yet. Hindi daw kasi sya mapalagay kapag magkalayo kami. He’s still stalking my every move through the CCTV’s but still, iba pa din daw kapag nasa tabi nya ako.

And I’m like, wow. Ngayon nya lang naisip ’yon? He let those years passed without him by my side and now he said that he can protect me more if I’m beside him.

But I guess, lumakas ang loob nya dahil tutulungan sya ng mga kaibigan nya.

And that’s why I’m here. I decided to file a resignation letter to Apollo. That’s why he called for a meeting just so the HR and some important persons can also talk to me.

I knocked on the door of the meeting roon before I opened it. I saw that they’re already complete at mukhang ako na lang ang hinihintay. Apollo is at the end of the long table, looking so handsome and so serious in his tux. I almost smiled if I hadn’t forgotten that this is a serious matter.

“Good morning.” I greeted them and stand in the middle. I held my cap on my side. Ibinigay ko sa isang taga HR doon ang hard copy ng resignation letter ko.

“Good morning, Captain Gallagher.” the head of the HR greeted me. “I’ve received your resignation letter through email and Mr. Gallagher called for this meeting to talk to you about your sudden decision.” she glanced at Apollo first but my twin didn’t even show any reaction. “May I know what is the reason for it?”

I looked at Apollo. Nakade-kwatro sya sa swivel chair nya at ang likod ay nakasandal. His right hand is playing with his pen while staring intently at me.

Did he really think that I’ll get intimidated by him? He looked funny to me, though.

“I apologize if I gave you any confusion with my decision but I have some personal reasons that I cannot state as to why I am resigning.” I said while looking at the HR head.

“Hmm… I understand but can you think about this thoroughly? You are our best pilot here, Captain Gallagher. There’s just some inevitable circumstances months ago but we can’t afford to lose you.”

I gave her an apologetic smile. “I’m sorry, Ma’am. I already made up my mind. I really need to do this.”

The HR head looked helplessly at Apollo. Napatingin na rin ako sa kakambal ko na nagpangalumbaba sa table. Inilahad nya ang kamay sa taong kumuha kanina ng resignation letter ko.

“Can I see her letter, please?”

Tumalima naman ang babae na mukhang natataranta pa. I pouted my lips to stop myself from laughing. Kung nakita lang nila kung paano maghabol ang boss nila noon kay Daphne, then surely hindi sila magiging ganitong katakot kay Apollo.

Apollo surveyed my folder before he put it down on the table and looked at me. Pinigilan ko ang sarili ko na humalukipkip. I have to remind myself that there’s still other people who’s here with us.

“Is there anything we can do to change your mind?” he asked and I shook my head firmly.

“No, Sir.” I said. Bumuntong hininga sya at sumandal sa swivel chair nya.

“Then, are you really willing to give up your dream for this personal reason that you’ve mentioned, Captain Gallagher?”

Doon ako natigilan. I tried to answer him but there’s no words that came out from my mouth. Why? I thought about this for weeks. Ito ang naging desisyon ko. Ang mag resign at iwanan ang trabaho ko para makasama si Hunter. I need to stay beside him so he can protect me properly. So he won’t leave me again. Pero bakit ngayon ay nahihirapan akong sagutin ang tanong na iyon ng kakambal ko?

“Yes…” I answered but there’s not enough conviction in my voice.

“If you really want to quit without anyone stopping you, then you should’ve filed an irrevocable resignation.” Apollo said and finally, I saw him as my boss and not just my twin brother.

“That’s—” I started saying but I can’t find the right words to say. I looked down, not wanting to meet anyone’s eyes.

How can I forgot? Apollo is my twin so he feel my real emotions. Isang tingin nya lang sa akin ay maiintindihan na nya ang nararamdaman ko kahit ako pa mismo ang hindi makaramdam noon.

I love Hunter. I really love him and I want to stay by his side. Ayoko nang magkalayo pa ulit kami that’s why I came with this decision. Sigurado na ako sa desisyon. I even sent my resignation through email and printed a hard copy just for formal process. Pero may parte pa rin sa akin ang nasasaktan ngayon.

This is really my dream. But I can’t lose Hunter.

I looked at Apollo, determination is in my eyes. “I will resign on my position as a pilot, Sir.”

My twin brother looked at me before he sighed. “Can all of you leave except for Captain Gallagher?”

Isang sabi nya lang noon at kaagad na naglabasan ang iba pang mga nandoon. Naiwan kaming dalawa ni Apollo sa meeting room. He stood up and walked towards me. Tumigil sya sa harapan ko at isinandal ang hips nya sa long table doon. He crossed his arms and looked at me.

“Idiot.” he said at nawala ang pagkapormal ko. Humalukipkip din ako at tinaasan sya ng kilay.

“Excuse me?”

“I said you’re an idiot.” Wow! He had the guts to repeat what he had said! “Resign as a pilot? Really, Artemis?”

I held back my tears. Heck, I’m being emotional these past few days! I saw that Apollo’s really offended with my decision but I have no other choice! I’ll be more miserable if Hunter and I will get separated again!

“I made up my mind, Apollo.” sabi ko pero nanginginig naman ang boses ko. I looked down. What the freak… I can’t control my emotions now.

Apollo must’ve noticed that I’m on the verge of crying so he sighed and closed his eyes like he’s trying to calm himself. Nang dumilat sya ay nakita ko ang lambot sa mga titig nya.

“Hunter already talked to me. May palagay daw kasi syang ganito ang gagawin mo.”

Napaangat ang tingin ko sa kanya. What? Nakipag usap sa kanya si Hunter? When? How? Why? Where?

“Anong pinag usapan nyo?”

“He said that I should let you file an indefinite leave instead of resigning.” he smirked. “Buti pa sya mas matalino kaysa sa inyo “

Hinampas ko ang braso nya at natatawa nyang hinimas iyon. I know about indefinite leave but I can’t do that! Hindi ko alam kung kailan mahahanap ni Hunter ang killer! It took him years already pero hanggang ngayon ay hindi nya pa rin nahahanap!

So I decided to file a resignation instead. Baka kasi matagalan pa. Ayoko namang basta na lang bumalik dito. Baka sabihin na talaga ng mga empleyado na inaabuso ko ang pagiging Gallagher ko.

I was surprised when Apollo flicked a finger on my forehead! I glared at him but I saw his annoyed look.

“I know what you’re thinking!” sabi nya na nakasigaw na naman. “Artemis, what’s wrong if you use your connection as a Gallagher? You are my twin! You are a Gallagher! Huwag mo namang ikahiya ang apelyido mo!”

“Who says na kinakahiya ko ang pagiging Gallagher ko?” I said, raising my voice. “Ayoko lang sabihin nila na inaabuso ko ang pagiging kakambal mo! I am your employee, Apollo, so treat me like how you treat everyone else!”

“Damn it! Kung hindi dahil sayo, wala ’tong lintek na GE Airline na ’to! I built this airline for you, Artemis! For you! Tapos magre-resign ka? Tangina, naglolokohan na tayo dito!”

And that’s where my tears fell. Hindi ko kasi kinaya ang sakit na nakikita ko sa mga mata ng kakambal ko. He’s right. I’m such an idiot. How can I forgot all his sacrifice for me?

He took business related course just for me. Kahit wala syang interes sa pagnenegosyo. Hindi nga sya nagpakita ng interes kahit sa Gallagher Empire but when our parents stopped me from my dream, he did everything to fulfill that. Sinuportahan nya ako at nagtayo pa mismo ng sarili nyang airlines para sa akin.

“Artemis, huwag mo naman akong iwanan dito.” he said with a pain in his eyes. “I am doing my best for this company ’cause everytime that I see the smile on your face while holding that wheel on the cockpit area, it’s enough for me to go on. At kung aalis ka, baka mawalan na rin ako ng ganang patakbuhin ang company na ’to.”

I sobbed. Pinunasan ko ang mga luha ko. I just realized how selfish I am. But Apollo isn’t like me. Sya yung mapagbigay sa aming dalawa.

“I know that this is your dream and you don’t want to let it go. You love being a pilot, Artemis. You don’t have to choose between this and Hunter.” he took my cap and wear it on my head. “Use your connection as a Gallagher for once. Ngayon lang naman.”

“I’m sorry…” humihikbing sabi ko at ako na ang yumakap sa kakambal ko.

Utang ko sa kanya kung bakit natupad ko ang pangarap kong maging isang piloto. At ang maibabayad ko lang sa kanya ay ang pagpapatuloy sa pangarap kong ito.

So I did want he said. I filed an indefinite leave na agad nya rin namang pinirmahan. I was so ashamed when I handed the letter to the HR head but she smiled at me and said that she understands. Mas malaking kawalan daw kasi sa airlines kung tuluyan akong aalis sa company.

And before I left the building, may pahabol pa ang kakambal ko.

“The GE Airlines will wait for you, brat.”

I smirked at him. “I know, jerk.”

Dumiretso ako papunta sa parking lot and fished for my phone and my car keys out of my purse. Abala ako sa pag dial ng number ni Hunter habang naglalakad ako palapit sa kotse ko.

I wanted to see Hunter and thank him about what he did. It’s a good thing that he talked to Apollo about my plan of resigning. Baka kasi magulat ang kakambal ko at mag away na naman kami. At least ngayon, maayos din naman natapos ang pag uusap namin.

I was about to open my car when I felt someone wrapped an arm around my shoulders. Muntik na akong mapasigaw kung hindi ko lang namukhaan ang taong umakbay sa akin.

“Gray!” I exclaimed and put a hand over my chest. “You scared me!”

He flashed me his smile and guided me away from my car.

“Someone installed a bomb on your car. And the moment you opened the door…” he trailed but it’s enough to make me shiver.

Oh God… Nakahawak na ako sa door handle kanina at bubuksan ko na talaga kung hindi lang dumating si Gray!

What a worst way to die!

“W-who would do that kind of thing?” I asked even if I already had an idea.

It’s the killer. Ako na naman ang target nya ngayon!

“Sakay. I’ll take you to where Kuya is.” Gray said nang matapat kami sa kotse nya. Wala na akong inaksayang panahon at mabilis na sumakay sa passenger’s seat.

“How about the bomb?” I asked habang isinusuot ko ang seatbelt. Gray started the car’s engine before he answered.

“Don’t worry. I already called someone who can disarm it.”

I nodded and didn’t say anything. Heck, I was speechless. Just a second and I’ll be toasted right now! Gosh… I can’t help but to imagine how horrible I’ll look inside a casket!

The killer is on the move again. Kaya tama ang desisyon ni Hunter na huwag na muna akong magtrabaho. What happened back then might happen again. Kung saan na may nag-hack ng controls ng eroplano. Mabuti na lang talaga at nakabantay sa akin si Hunter noon kahit na malayo sya.

I want to asked Hunter about his hacking skills. I mean it’s hard to hack an airplane! Tapos pati ang mga CCTVs ay hina-hack nya rin just to protect me. Hindi normal na mamamayan ang may kakayahang mang hack ng mga bagay.

And when we met again, Vexen and Creed mentioned about them being a team and about some mission. I still don’t understand what that means.

And what was the killer’s motive when they killed his parents?

I wanted to ask Hunter pero gusto ko ay kusa nyang sabihin sa akin ang tungkol doon.

“Artemis, can I ask for a favor?” Gray said after awhile of driving in silence.

“What favor?”

“Can you please help my Kuya?” he said so I stared at him. I don’t understand what he’s trying to say. “I don’t really like what he’s doing.”

“You’re worried.” I said as a statement.

He glanced at me and smiled. “You do too.” sabi nya pero hindi ako kumontra.

It’s true. I’m worried about him. There’s a killer na kayang kayang manakit ng mga tao. At natatakot ako na baka mapahamak si Hunter dahil sa mga nangyayari.

“How can I help him, Gray? Hindi ko sya kayang pigilan sa paghahanap sa taong pumatay sa mga magulang nyo. I know that it’s his way of moving on.”

Seryoso akong dinungaw ni Gray and for a moment, I saw Hunter in him. Those gray eyes, kamukhang kamukha ng sa Kuya nya.

“Continue on loving him, Artemis. Para mag ingat sya dahil alam nyang may babalikan sya.”

I sighed. “Of course, Gray. I love your brother so much. Hindi na mawawala ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya.”

Gray looked at the road with a serious face for a minute. Kahit gilid lang ng mukha nya ang nakikita ko ay nandoon pa rin ang pagkakahawig nila ni Hunter.

And I know, that Gray is doing his best to help his brother too.

Gray looked at me and smiled. “Thank you, Artemis.”

Chapter 44

Gray and I both waited for the traffic light to turn green. He said that Hunter is at that house again. Doon naman daw sila palaging naglalagi lalo na kapag nagpaplano sila for their mission.

He mentioned about the mission again. I am having my doubts as to what they were doing. Nagkakakutob na rin ako. I remember Vexen called Hunter as Tracer and Gray called Creed as Kuya Archer.

Are those codenames?

“I heard the gunshots.”

Gray suddenly said that so I looked at him. He’s just looking at the traffic signals, waiting for the light to turn green. He has a serious expression on his face, and the resemblance of the Sanford brothers is so obvious.

“And my parents’ scream.” pagpapatuloy nya at doon na ako nagkaroon ng idea kung ano ang tinutukoy nya.

That night when their parents died.

“They hid me inside the storage room… But I still heard it all. At sa tingin ko, hindi ko na makakalimutan ang mga tunog na iyon hanggang sa mamatay ako.”

His grip on the steering wheel tightened. Hindi pa rin sya tumitingin sa akin. Diretso lang ang tingin nya sa daan. But his eyes were shouting anger and pain.

“Pero mas nasaktan ang Kuya ko sa nangyari. Sinisisi nya ang sarili nya dahil wala sya sa bahay nang gabing iyon. So I did my best to act like I don’t remember much about that night. Para hindi nya malaman ng detalye ang mga nangyari. Para hindi sya mas masaktan pa. Pero sa totoo lang, Artemis… Malinaw pa rin sa akin ang mga narinig ko na parang kahapon lang nangyari ang lahat.”

I have no idea what to say. I didn’t expect him to open up to me. Hindi kami masyadong close ni Gray. Nagkasama lang kami madalas noong nawala si Hunter nang mahigit na tatlong taon. But not enough for him to suddenly open up to me.

“Si Kuya na lang ang natitirang pamilya ko, Artemis. I joined the organization despite of his disapproval. He’s planning to find another Sanford to take my place pero ang gusto ko, sumali ako. I want to help him.”

“I don’t get it.” I said. Now he’s talking about some organization and position. On what though? Sa company ba nila? Pero kung makapagsalita sya ay parang malaki ang maitutulong ng position na iyon sa paghahanap ng killer ng mga magulang nila.

But instead of answering, Gray smiled at me.

“Kuya has you, Artemis. Kung wala ka, baka matagal nang nadurog ang kapatid ko. So please, stay with him until the end.”

“And he has you too, Gray. Let’s stay with him until the end.” I said pero ngumiti lang sya.

“Umuwi muna sa Italy si Vexen para hindi mapahamak ang anak nila. But Kuya Creed’s wife at that house too kaya hindi lang ikaw ang nag iisang babae. Also Violet.”

Oh. I met Creed’s wife at their wedding day. I can’t believe that someone would actually fell inlove with him! Ilang milyon ang naubos ni Hunter sa kanya at nalaman ko rin na pati ang mga kapatid ko ay binayaran rin sya noon!

The girl looked so young and innocent, though. But I saw in their eyes that they really love each other. I’m happy for them.

Sinalubong kaagad ako ni Hunter pagkadating namin sa bahay ni L. He kept on asking if I’m okay since Gray told him about the bomb in my car. I assured him that everything is alright since Gray came at the right time.

I saw Kuya Lucius is also there and a girl named Violet. Nandoon na din si Fatima, ang asawa ni Creed, who hugged me as soon as she saw me.

“Buti nandito ka, Ate Artemis. Kanina pa ako naiilang kasi puro lalaki ang nandito. Hindi ko naman maintindihan yung tagalog ni Ate Violet. Baluktot kasi.”

I laughed. Tinitigan ko isa-isa ang mga tao doon. L is busy with his laptop like he doesn’t care about his surroundings. Vander is busy cleaning his gun. Creed and Lucius were talking and their expression were grim. Hunter was showing something to Gray through his laptop and Violet eyed each and everyone of the boys. While Death looks like he’s texting someone. I bet that it’s Vexen.

An idea popped in my head but it sounds ridiculous. Pero ito lang ang naiisip ko sa kung ano talaga ang katauhan ng mga taong nasa harapan ko.

“Are you guys an agents or something?”

Nakita kong natigilan silang lahat at napatingin sa akin. Tinitimbang ko ang mga expression nila pero wala akong makita sa mga mukha nila. They were like some statues without any expression on their faces. Nangilabot ako kaya hinanap ng paningin ko ang mga mata ni Hunter.

“Sabihin mo na, Kuya.” I heard Gray whispered before Hunter sighed. Tumayo sya at lumapit sa akin.

“Let’s sit down, first.” sabi ni Hunter na hawak ang magkabilang mga braso ko. He guided me towards the sofa and he sit beside me.

I didn’t take my eyes away from him. I know some of these men as my Kuya Helios’ fucker friends pero ngayon, pakiramdam ko ay hindi ko sila kilala. It feels like this is the first time that I saw them. Kaya ayokong alisin ang tingin ko kay Hunter dahil feeling ko ay sya lang ang kilala ko sa loob ng bahay na ito.

“I know that you have questions, my goddess.” Hunter said as he held my hands. “I’m going to explain everything to you. Everything. If you can’t take the information, just tell me so I’ll stop, okay?”

I looked at everyone else. Si Fatima ay umupo sa tabi ko and that calmed me down a little bit. I don’t know. Some part of me is saying that we’re the same. Na hindi rin sya parte ng kung anumang grupo ng mga taong nasa harap namin.

“We are all members of the organization called El Ordre.” Hunter started and I have the feeling that this isn’t going to be easy. “Me, Gray, Creed, L, Lucius, Vander, Violet. Death and Vexen were both former members. It is an organization that was built to help the government. Lahat ng mga bagay na illegal na hindi nagagawa ng mga pulis to stop the crime, kami ang gumagawa.”

“You said that it’s illegal but you’re doing it to stop the crime? Aren’t you just adding fuel to the fire?” I can’t help but to ask. Kakasimula pa lang ni Hunter sa pag-eexplain but it doesn’t make sense.

“Well, you can’t just be soft on the bad guys and expect them to stop their illegal deeds.” it was Violet. “Sometimes, you need to use uhm, kamay… Kabal?” now she looked so lost.

“Kamay na bakal, Violet.” said Creed.

“Oh, right! Sometimes, you need to use kamay na bakal to discipline them. They won’t stop if you don’t. Mas dadami sila lalo.” she looked at Creed. “Is my tagalog right?”

“Mas lalo silang dadami kung hindi sila pupuksain.” pagpapatuloy na ni Creed.

“The government is allowing you to do illegal things to stop ithe bad guys?” I asked, bewildered. It was Hunter who answered me.

“They allowed us but once they caught us in the act, huhulihin nila kami. Pero wala pa namang nahuhuli sa amin dahil mabagal ang mga pulis.”

I remained silent. I don’t want to think about those illegal things that they’re doing to stop the bad guys. Just a common sense is enough para malaman kung ano talaga ang mga ginagawa nila.

I looked at Hunter. So this is what he’s been doing for so long. Kaya palagi syang nawawala. Kaya pala kung makapagsalita si Gray ay parang nanganganib palagi ang buhay nila. So this explains everything.

“You’re a hacker.” I said to Hunter and he nodded kahit hindi patanong ang pagkakasabi ko.

“Both me and L are hackers. Creed’s a sniper. Lucius, Gray, Vander, Death, Vexen and Violet are our fighters.”

“I’m in-charge for their security, as well.” pagsingit ni Gray. “That’s why I am also known as Shielder.”

“But that’s not all, Artemis.” Hunter said. “Inside the organization, we are playing the Bloody Human Chess Game. We act as a chess pieces and our opponent is called as Red Faction.”

“Wait.” I said holding out my hand and signalled him to stop. “I can’t understand.”

My head is throbbing already. Konting information pa lang pero sumasakit na ang ulo ko. But I think that this isn’t everything. Meron pa. Hindi pa nga naipapaliwanag sa akin kung bakit pinatay ang mga magulang nina Hunter at Gray.

“You know the game of chess, right? Where one should take the opponent’s King.” Hunter asked and I nodded. I know chess, of course. Madalas maglaro noon si Kuya Helios. “We’re like the chess pieces, Artemis.”

“You mean, there’s a King, Queen, Bishops, Knights, Rooks and Pawns among of you?” Hunter nodded. “Pati na rin sa kalaban?”

They all nodded at my question. I closed my eyes trying to digest the informations that they are feeding me. What the freaking heck… I knew it. Alam kong hindi sila mga simpleng mamamayanan lang!

“And it’s called Bloody Human Chess Game ’cause your killing one another?” I asked. Common sense but I still want to confirm it. Pakiramdam ko kasi ay hindi totoo ang lahat ng nalalaman ko.

“Yes…” Hunter answered at feeling ko ay mababaliw na ako.

“I don’t understand.” I don’t know how many times I said those words today. “I mean, why are you having this stupid game? Is there a connection as to why your parents were killed? Who’s your opponent then? Who are the members of the Red Faction?”

“That’s the twist.” sabi ni L na akala ko ay ang laptop nya lang ang papansinin nya sa mundo. “We don’t know who our opponents are. That’s why Tracer and I are here. To find information about our opponents.”

“My parents were a former rooks, Artemis.” Hunter said kaya muling nabaling ang tingin ko sa kanya. “I think that’s why they were killed.”

“But it’s not yet proven, Kuya. Their game already ended when they were killed. Both organizations were deleting all the informations about the chess pieces if their game has already ended. Pero pinatay pa rin ang mga magulang natin kahit tapos na ang laro nila at hindi pa nagsisimula ang laro natin.”

Hunter didn’t say anything. He just kept looking at me like he’s weighing my emotions. I stared at him. Seriousness is in his eyes so I could tell that he’s telling me the truth. But what they said sounds impossible to me.

“How did you became a part of the game?” I asked.

“By our bloodline and connections.” Lucius answered. “Hunter mentioned that their parents were the former rooks so that’s why both Gray and him are the rooks now. Naipasa ang position sa kanila nang mamatay ang mga magulang nila.”

“But one can also pass their position if they have the same surname and family connection. Kaya ang larong ito ay umiikot lang sa mga pamilyang kasali simula pa noong una.” Death said.

Tumahimik na muna ako. Sinubukan kong intindihin ang lahat. So that’s why Gray said that he still joined the organization even if Hunter stopped him. Binalak ni Hunter na maghanap ng ibang Sanford sa pamilya nila para hindi maipasa kay Gray ang position ng mga magulang nila. He tried to protect his younger brother but the younger brother wanted to help his older brother.

“Why is there a game like this?” I asked softly.

Natahimik ang lahat. Wala agad nakasagot. I looked at them and they all have a grim expression on their faces. I can’t help but to think that they have no choice but to continue the game. Dahil naipasa sa kanila ang position ng mga magulang nila. And they have to protect themselves against their enemies.

“Only the King knows, Artemis.” it was L who broke the silence. I looked at him.

“Then who’s the King?”

L stared at me. His jet black eyes made me feel like I am staring at the darkest cave in the whole universe. Isang madilim na madilim na kwebang walang hangganan. And now I understand, na kung bakit kahit na hacker lang sya ay tumagal sya sa larong ito.

He’s dangerous.

L closed his laptop and stood up. “Fourth is coming. He wants to talk about our plan.” the only thing that he said before he left us in the living room.

“Who’s Fourth?” I asked. Is there another member that I haven’t met yet?

I heard Death chuckled. Napatingin ako sa kanya and when he saw me looking at him, he smirked.

“It’s Peppa Pig.”

Chapter 45

Peppa Pig. Memories when Daphne, Apollo and I went to Ilocos flood my mind. Death or rather, Kieron, was her former butler. And I remember that there’s also one man who was with us that day.

But it’s impossible. I mean, it is such a small world. Parang lahat yata ng taong nakapaligid sa akin ay kasali sa organization nila which is ang El Ordre.

My mind is still processing the information that they’ve told me. Hunter’s right. It’s just too much. Hindi ko alam na ganito pala kagulo ang mundo nya.

I admit that I got scared when he told me that they’re doing illegal things and about the game. Alam ko na kailangan nilang pumatay para mapigilan ang mga gumagawa ng masama at para maprotektahan ang sarili nila.

But when I realized that this is Hunter’s world, I decided to accept it. Ayoko ng ginagawa nya pero this is his life. Ginagawa nya ang lahat para mahanap ang taong pumatay sa mga magulang nya and I have no right to stop him. This is his own way of moving on so I should support him.

A familiar man entered the house. He seems an important person ’cause I saw the tension on everyone’s eyes. Naging pormal din ang aura ng iba. Nobody dared to say anything until the man stopped in front us and surveyed everyone with his looks.

I know this man. Those sea-green eyes that is enough to make anyone kneel or bow in front of him. His stance shouts authority. Sa paraan pa lang ng tindig nya ay masasabi nang importanteng tao nga sya.

He has a sandy-colored hair that looks messy and elegant at the same time. A pointed nose, pinkish lips and a perfect-angled jawline. He’s wearing a dark green button down polo that was tucked in his black maong pants. The first two buttons of his polo were opened so I got to see his necklace with a crown pendant.

To make the story short, he is one hell of a gorgeous man.

“Aren’t we supposed to kneel?” dinig kong bulong ni Creed kay Lucius. Nasa likuran sila but the man smiled like he heard his whisper.

“No need, Archer.” the man said with his thick british accent.

“Peppa Pig.” Death greeted him and Loki chuckled.

“You haven’t changed, Death.” he said before he looked at me and Maria. “Hello, ladies. I am Loki Alexander Nimrod Von Amstel the fourth. But I know that Artemis already know me.”

I didn’t smile. He looked approachable when we met at Ilocos but he’s emitting different aura now. He’s smiling at me but I have a feeling that his smile is fake.

“Ikaw po si Fourth?” hindi na napigilang tanong ni Fatima at tinuro pa si Loki. I saw Creed took her hand, trying to stop her but Loki smiled at her.

“Yes. I am known as Fourth under the orders of El Ordre.”

“Hala. Alam ko na totoong mga pangalan nyong lahat pati codenames nyo! Si Gray si Shielder, si Kuya Hunter ay si Tracer, si Kuya Maximilian ay si L, si Kuya Lucius ay si Auis, si Sir Creed ay si Archer, si Kuya Vander ay si Viper, si Kuya Death ay si Kier, si Ate Vexen ay si V, si Ate Violet ay…” she looked at Violet. “Ano pong real name nyo?”

But Violet smiled at her and didn’t say anything. She acted like she doesn’t understand her question since it’s in Tagalog but I know that she just doesn’t want her to know her real name.

“We need codenames so the enemies won’t know anything about us.” sabi ni Loki para kay Fatima. “But if our teammates discover our real names, then it’s fine since it’s inevitable at times.”

“Ah…” was Fatima could say but her eyes remained on Violet.

“Well, then.” Loki called our attention. “What’s the plan?”

L’s house is probably their headquarters or meeting room. Nakapwesto kasi ng pabilong ang mga sofa na parang palagi silang may meeting. Sa gitna ay ang isang coffee table kung saan doon inilalapag ni L ang mga gadgets nya pati na rin ang pinakamamahal nyang laptop.

Hunter sat beside me while Gray is on my other side. Kaharap ko si Loki at Death na katabi naman sina Lucius at Vander. Sa kanang bahagi ay nakaupo sina Creed, Fatima at Violet.

“We’re planning to look for the killer of the Rooks’ parents.” it was Lucius who started. “We have a hunch that they are a higher piece from the Red Faction.”

Loki nodded and looked at Hunter. “You’ve been looking for the killer for years. Is there any progress?”

“Their tracker is good. He knows how to hide the information well.” L answered instead. Himalang nagsasalita ngayon. “Hindi kaya ng isa lang. Hunter needs my help and luckily, we got the information we needed.”

Napatingin ako kay Hunter. He looked at me and I met his gray eyes. He looked tired and I wanted to wipe those emotions in his eyes. Parang gusto ko na lang na patulugin sya sa kandungan ko.

“Kilala nyo na ang killer?” Creed asked. Napatingin kaming lahat kay L nang maglabas sya ng papel with someone’s picture on it. He put it down on the table and we all leaned in to look for the photo.

“My first suspect is her.” L said and I stared at the picture on the paper.

Napakunot ang noo ko. The girl looked innocent though! She’s even smiling widely in the picture! She’s beautiful and has a radiant smile. She has some cute freckles on her face and a copper curly hair. A pointed nose and a natural reddish lips.

Napatingin ako sa mga mata nya. The girl has black-brown eyes and I immediately knew that she’s not the killer.

“She’s the daughter of a business tycoon, right?” asked Vander who’s also looking down at the picture.

“Parang hindi naman magagawang pumatay nito.” Creed said. He took the picture and stared at it. “She has the same aura as Maria! Mukhang mabait.”

“Looks can be deceiving.” Loki said and smiled at Fatima.

“Mabait po ako…” mahinang sabi ni Fatima and that made Loki chuckle.

“I said that for the girl in the picture.” he smiled before he looked at L. “What makes you think that she’s the killer?”

L shrugged his shoulders. Mukha syang tamad na tamad na kinuha ang papel mula sa kamay ni Creed.

“Just a hunch.”

“Baka naman babae mo lang ’yan?” Creed said and I almost laughed when L rolled his eyes. Hindi na lang sya sumagot pero muling naglabas ng panibagong papel.

“My second suspect is him.” L said as he showed us the paper. “I can’t get much information about him. Masyadong magaling ang tracker nila.”

The moment that I saw the picture, I gasped as my pulse rate quickened. Kahit hindi ko nakita ng buo ang mukha ng sumaksak sa akin noon ay hindi ko naman makakalimutan ang mga mata nya.

Him and the man at the picture have the same brown eyes!

The man has a choppy blonde hair. Hindi pantay pantay ang gupit sa buhok nya. He has a fair complexion and a pointed nose. But that brown eyes, I will never forget his eyes!

“What’s wrong?” Hunter asked me. Nararamdaman nya siguro ang panginginig ng kamay kong nakahawak sa kanya.

“It’s him…” the room was quiet kaya kahit bulong lang ang ginawa ko ay narinig ng lahat. “The man who stabbed me, it’s him.”

I felt Hunter tightened his grip on my hands. It was a bit painful pero hindi ako nagreklamo. I wanted to feel his presence. Pakiramdam ko kasi ay mawawala na naman sya sa tabi ko dahil iyon ang ginawa nya pagkatapos ng pangyayari noon.

No, please. Don’t take Hunter away from me again.

“Are you sure?” asked Loki and I firmly nodded.

I am freaking sure as hell. Yung mga matang iyon. Sobrang pamilyar sa akin kaya hinding hindi ko makakalimutan.

“Tracer, L. Find out more information about him and also, his location. Do everything so you can get all information about him.” Loki ordered them at agad na tumalima ang dalawa. Pero bago ako binitiwan ni Hunter ay bumulong muna sya sa akin.

“I’m sorry. Take a rest first, my goddess. I’ll make it up to you after everything is done.”

I smiled at him. He sounds so sorry that he’s busy finding the killer na hindi naman dapat nyang maramdaman. I know that he needs to do this. Hindi sya matatahimik kapag hindi nya nabigyan ng hustisya ang pagkamatay ng mga magulang nya.

I’ll just support him in this.

“It’s okay, Hunter. But please, be careful.” he smiled back at me and kissed me on the forehead.

Inihatid nya muna ako sa isa sa mga kwarto doon para makapagpahinga. He said that he already asked someone to get my clothes at my condo. I have to stay here for awhile as well. Hangga’t hindi pa nya naaayos ang lahat ay kailangan nandito ako sa bahay ni L. Mas marami daw ang kayang magprotekta sa akin kapag nandito ako.

I was lying on the bed but I cannot sleep. Matapos marinig ang lahat ay hindi ko kayang matulog na lang nang basta. Sleep isn’t planning to visit me either. Kaya naman umupo na lang ako at inisip ang lahat ng nalaman ko.

I got scared again after finally knowing who the freak that stabbed me back then. I wanted to hug Hunter until I’ll fall asleep but I know that he has something that he needs to do. Nagmamadali sya, alam ko. Gustong gusto nya na talagang maipaghiganti ang mga magulang nya.

There’s a part of me that wanted to stop him. Natatakot kasi ako na baka sya naman ang mapahamak. I can’t afford to see him get hurt. I can’t afford to lose him. Hindi ko kaya na mawala sya.

Kung may magagawa lang ako para matulungan sya, gagawin ko.

I heard a knock on the door and I was expecting Hunter to come in but I frowned when I saw that it’s L.

I really don’t like his aura. Para kasing sobrang seryoso at intimidating nya and I only heard him talk once or twice in a day. Hindi talaga sya palasalita. He looked like he doesn’t want to waste his energy if it’s not important.

L looked handsome naman. Actually, all the male members of El Ordre looked so handsome. Parang isa pa yata iyon sa requirements nila para makapasok sa organization.

L has a jet black eyes that looked like he’s sleepy everytime. Mapupungay kasi ang mga iyon. He has a thick eyebrows, a perfect nose and jawline and a reddish lips. He’s a bit tan in color and has a deep black hair that was brushed upwards.

Kasunod nyang pumasok si Creed na may ngiti sa mga labi. I silently thanked him ’cause I was intimidated by L earlier. At least, nandito si Creed na alam kong magpapagaan ng sitwasyon.

“I want to talk to you about something.” L said. One hand is in the pocket of his pants while the other hand was holding a paper.

“Mabait ‘to si L.” sabi ni Creed na siguro ay napansin ang pag aalangan ko. “He’s Helios’ secretary.”

I got shocked! Napatingin ako kay L. Wala sa itsura nya na magiging secretary sya ng Kuya ko!

“You didn’t know?” Creed asked when he saw my surprised look. I shook my head.

“I rarely go to Gallagher Empire ever since I became a pilot.”

L cleared his throat kaya naagaw nya ang atensyon namin. “Was. I resigned yesterday.”

“Oh…” was all I could say. Well, hindi na naman bago sa akin ang malaman na may nagre-resign na mga secretary ni Kuya. Si Zuri lang talaga ang tumagal sa kanya.

“Here.” L said and handed me a paper. “It’s the information of the man who stabbed you.”

Binuksan ko ang nakatuping papel. And true enough, it contains the information of the man who stabbed me. Hindi katulad kanina na picture lang ang nasa papel.

“You got it that fast?” I asked, bewildered. Halos wala pang isang oras simula nang sabihin ni Loki na maghanap sila ng information about this man.

His name is Kenji Liu. Thirty years old. Both parents were killed from the last bloody human chess game. A businessman but is also a drug dealer.

Tumingin pa ako sa baba and my lips parted when I saw the last information.

The Red Faction’s Rook.

“He’s a rook?” like Gray and Hunter?

L nodded and handed me another paper again. “Tell me if you recognize the man in the photo.”

I opened the new paper that he gave me. I immediately recognized the man in the photo. Kilalang kilala ko iyon. Pero hindi ko maintindihan kung anong kinalaman nya dito.

“Joshua Montenegro. Your ex-boyfriend, am I right?”

I nodded at L. Pinagpapawisan na ako ng malamig. I feel like all the revelations isn’t over yet.

“He’s a pawn. The Red Faction’s pawn.”

Nabitiwan ko ang papel at nanghihinang napaupo sa dulo ng kama. I feel nauseous. I wanted to vomit something pero walang laman ang tyan ko. My hands were shaking and my body began trembling.

It doesn’t make sense.

I looked at Creed to find the joke but he has his serious expression on. Ngayon ko lang syang nakitang ganitong kaseryoso kaya alam ko na hindi sila nagbibiro ngayon.

“I—” I tried to say something but I have no idea what to say! I am too surprised!

“He was adopted by the Montenegros. But more importantly, he’s Kenji Liu’s biological brother.” L said at wala na yatang mas ikagugulat pa ako.

Now it make sense. That why Kenji Liu’s eyes seemed so familiar when I first saw him. The day that he stabbed me. ’Cause him and Joshua have the same eyes. Parehong pareho ang mga mata nila.

How could I forget those eyes who made me fall inlove for five years?

I started to think some ridiculous thought. Who stabbed me that day? Is it Joshua or his brother?

No… Joshua wouldn’t do that to me, right?

“Their parents were the former rook and pawn.” sabi ni Creed sa pagkabigla ko.

“Bakit sa akin nyo sinasabi ’to?” I asked. I wasn’t even part of their game so they don’t have the responsibility to tell me about these informations. Kahit na ba may connection ako kay Joshua.

But it was already years ago.

“We can’t let Hunter know about this yet.” sabi ni Creed sa akin. “Baka magpadalos-dalos sya. Hindi rin kami sigurado kung inosente si Joshua o kasabwat. O kung sya mismo ang killer.”

“Fourth wants us to tell you about this.” L said. “He wants you to know how dangerous this mission could be.”

They left me alone after that. Gosh… Gulong gulo ang isip ko! Hindi ko alam kung ano ang unang dapat kong iisipin.

Over those years that Joshua and I were together, he never mentioned that he’s adopted. Not even once. I met his parents and they were kind. Hindi ko alam na inampon lang nila si Joshua. So this information is too much for me.

Sumasakit na talaga ang ulo ko. This is really a dangerous and complicated mission. If Joshua was the one who stabbed me that day, then he can easily kill people without any mercy. Naramdaman ko kasi ang walang pag aalinlangan na pagsaksak sa akin noon.

Gosh… Now I want Hunter to be out of this game. Hindi ko naman alam kung paano. And I know that he’s doing his best to find the killer pero ayoko naman na mapahamak sya. At ayokong sabihin nyang nangingialam ako

I don’t know what I should do now. I’m so lost.

Chapter 46

I cornered Death the next day when I saw him cooking in the kitchen alone. The rest of the members were in the living room, helping L and Hunter to find the enemy’s Rook.

I remember when Hunter introduced Vexen and Death to me, he said that they’re a former members of EL Ordre. So that gave me a hope that there’s still a way out of this game.

I want Hunter to be out of the game once he find the killer and have his revenge. I don’t want him to be a part of that stupid bloody human chess game and wait for them to kill the Red Faction’s King. Ang gusto ko ay hindi na sya mapahamak kapag nahanap na nya ang matagal taong matagal na nyang hinahanap.

“Death.”

He stopped stirring the pot as he turned around to look at me. I stared at his mismatched eyes and I can’t help but to get mesmerized. Heterochromia is an imperfection pero hindi ganoon ang epekto noon sa kanya. He looked so gorgeous with it.

Daphne first introduced him to me as Kieron kaya hindi pa rin ako nasasanay na tawagin sya sa ibang pangalan. What’s more, he has a very unusual name.

“Gutom ka na? Malapit nang maluto ’to.” he said but I quickly shook my head.

“No. Uhm… I have something to ask you.”

Then he stared at me with his mismatched eyes. Pagkatapos ay tumalikod sya bago binalingan ang niluluto para hinaan ang apoy. He looked and finally focused his attention to me. He must’ve noticed by my facial reaction that this will be a serious talk.

“What is it?”

Alanganin akong lumapit sa kanya. I am not close with him. We’re just acquaintances and I don’t know how to act around him without Daphne. Dahil lang naman sa kanya kung bakit kami nagkakilala noon.

But I tried to ignore the awkwardness that I felt. I really wanted to do something for Hunter.

“Hunter mentioned that you and Vexen were a former members of EL Ordre. Ibig sabihin din ba ay hindi na kayo kasali sa human chess game?”

He nodded and crossed his arms over his chest. He leaned on the counter top while staring intently at me. Napayuko ako. I played with my fingers while composing the right questions in my head.

I was right. Hindi na sila kasali sa stupid freaking game na iyon. There’s still a way out.

“What did you para makaalis sa laro?” buong tapang kong tanong nang muli akong mag angat ng tingin at sinalubong ang titig nya.

Death pursed his lips. I saw the uncertainty in his eyes which I clearly understand. I wasn’t part of their organization. I’m just an outsider and yet, I am asking him things about them which is clearly confidential for the members only.

“Loki vouch for my freedom.”

Nagulat ako nang sagutin nya ang tanong ko. Napatitig ako sa kanya. I was expecting that I have to kneel in front of him, which I will gladly do so, just for him to tell me the things that I want to know.

“He’s a higher piece. I was a pawn. The higher pieces can free those in the lower position.”

“He freed you and Vexen?” I asked but he shook his head.

“Vander took over her position as a pawn since he became a Bellucci. Alam mong sa loob lang ng kasaling mga pamilya ang laro, right? Makakalaya din ang isa sa laro kung may papalit sa pwesto sa loob din ng pamilyang iyon. Kahit ampon pa ang isa.”

So that’s why Hunter looked for a Sanford who will take over his parents position para hindi maipasa kay Gray. Gray joined so it means na wala syang nahanap na gustong sumali sa laro. Sino nga naman ang may matinong utak na gustong ilagay sa peligro ang buhay nila?

Then I’ll have the first option.

“A higher piece can free the lower piece, right?”

Death nodded. “Pero may kapalit.”

“Anong kapalit?”

“Kung magagawa mo ang gusto nila, then they can free you from the game.” said Death. Muli nyang binalingan ang niluluto nya bago tumingin sa akin.

Natahimik ako. Hunter and Gray are the Rooks. Death and Vexen were a pawn. Vander took over his sister’s position so he’s a pawn too. Creed, Lucius, Violet, and L might be a higher piece than Hunter. But for sure that Loki is in a higher position than him since dalawa na ang alam kong rook.

“What chess piece is Loki?” I asked. I noticed how Death’s expression darkened.

“A pawn doesn’t have the rights to question the higher piece. The only thing that we should and must do is to follow their orders. Maliban na lang kung sila mismo ang magsasabi ng position nila nang hindi namin tinatanong, then all is well.”

“So you don’t know what chess piece he is?”

Ilang sandali akong tinitigan ni Death bago alanganing tumango. “I served him for almost my whole life before as his butler but I didn’t know about his chess piece. But we have our suspicion that he’s the King.”

Then I remembered the crown pendant of his necklace that I saw him wearing yesterday. It makes sense. Maybe he’s silently giving the members a hint that they should respect him as their King. At para malaman din siguro nila na si Loki ang dapat nilang protektahan.

’Cause the game will end if the King dies…

“You want him to be out of the game.” Death said. It wasn’t a statement. I know that he can read my intentions as to why I am asking him about this things.

I smiled helplessly and nodded my head. Kilala ko kung sino ang tinutukoy nya.

“He’s been in danger for so long. Hindi ko kakayanin kapag napahamak sya.”

Tumango si Death pero ang mga mata nya ay hindi nakatingin sa akin. It’s like he’s thinking about something so I waited for him. Sa palagay ko kasi ay may kinalaman sa mga tanong ko ang kung anumang iniisip nya.

“Vexen was the one who did the consequence for my freedom.” he said when he finally looked at me. “But she’s part of the game before. I don’t know if Loki will allow you to do something for your man’s freedom.”

That actually amazed me. Ibig sabihin lang noon ay talagang mahal ni Vexen si Kieron. At siguro ay pareho kami ng nararamdaman na gagawin ang lahat para mailayo lang sa kapahamakan ang mga mahal namin.

“But it’s a dangerous task, Artemis. I know Loki will not ask you to do an easy thing. Be careful.”

I smiled and thanked him before I went out and looked for Loki. Alam ni Death ang pinaplano ko but I know that he won’t tell Hunter about this. May palagay kasi ako na hindi sya nangingialam sa kung anong nangyayari sa palagid nya. He was a butler. He knows the right courtesy of people’s privacy.

If Vexen was the one who did the consequence for Death’s freedom, then there’s a chance that I can do the consequence for Hunter’s freedom too. Ang hindi ko lang sigurado ay kung hahayaan ako ni Loki na gawin iyon kahit hindi ako kasapi sa organization nila.

I found Loki in the mini library of this house. I saw him and Lucius were playing chess, or rather, they are planning using the glass chess pieces and the board. Naabutan ko pa ang seryosong mga mukha nila nang pumasok ako.

“Hunter’s goddess.” Lucius greeted me with a smirk on his face while Loki smiled at me. Nailang ako dahil halatang mga peke ang expression na ibinigay nila sa akin.

“Can I talk to you, Loki?” I asked. Loki looked at Lucius and I noticed that they had a conversation with their eyes. Lucius nodded before he smiled and stood up.

“Maiwan ko na kayo.” he even tapped my shoulder before he went out of the room.

“Have a seat, please.” inilahad pa sa akin ni Loki ang binakanteng upuan ni Lucius. I sighed before I sat down.

I stared at Loki who just keep smiling at me. He’s really different from the man that I met at Ilocos. His sea-green eyes looked so cold it makes me wanna run away from him. I don’t know but I suddenly feel so scared as he stared at me.

Hindi na ako magtataka kung sya nga talaga ang King. Everything about him feels so dangerous.

I looked down at the chess board para iwasan ang mga mata nya. Pinagpapawisan na kasi ang mga palad ko at mabilis ang tibok ng puso ko dahil sa takot. I am scared but I have to think that I am doing this for Hunter.

Gusto ko na talagang makawala sya sa pesteng laro na ito kapag natapos na nya ang matagal na nyang gustong gawin.

I saw the pieces on the board were in jumbled. Only two white pawns were in the board while the other six pawns were in table. One white rook, one white knight and one bishop were surrounding the King like they were protecting it. The other white rook is at the other end of the board, at the enemy’s base. Then the other bishop and the knight are with the white Queen at the corner.

“Do you play chess, Artemis?”

Napaangat ang tingin ko sa tanong na iyon ni Loki. He crossed his legs and leaned on the backrest of the sofa as he looked at me. Feeling ko tuloy ay binabasa nya ang buong pagkatao ko sa tingin nya pa lang.

“No. But I know how to play it.”

He smiled before he took the King piece. All the pieces are glass kaya nang tamaan iyon ng liwanag ay kuminang iyon. And somehow, Loki does fit to hold that piece.

“So you do know how important this piece is?” he asked but instead of answering, I asked him a question.

“Are you the King?”

He didn’t look surprised by my question. Instead, he flashed me an amused grin while raising an eyebrow at me.

“And what makes you think that?”

“Sabi nila, ikaw daw ang King.”

“And you believed them?”

“Yes. The aura that you have, your necklace, and you being the second cousin of Prince Wales. Hindi malabo kung ikaw nga ang King.”

He chuckled before he put down the piece in his hand. He stared at me again and I had to fight the urge to look away. Hindi ko na talaga makita sa kanya ang Loki na nakita ko noon.

The Loki who looked so kind while looking at my bestfriend.

All that I can see is a very mysterious man who looked like he got so many tricks up in his sleeves.

Just like the god of mischief himself.

“You want me to vouch for Tracer’s freedom, don’t you?”

Pinigilan ko ang mangilabot nang itanong nya sa akin iyon. But it doesn’t sound like he’s even asking me. I don’t know how he knew about my purpose here but I guess that he can easily read people’s thoughts and emotions.

I balled my fist. I should calm down. Nararamdaman ko na kasi ang panginginig ng katawan ko. I wanted to back out but I’m here now. At kailangan kong gawin ’to para kay Hunter.

Loki didn’t even wait for my answer. Siguro ay alam na nya talaga na iyon ang ipinunta ko dito. He picked up the white Rook piece and gave it to me.

“Alam mo ba kung anong mga pieces ang palaging namamatay?” he asked in a straight tagalog. Nagulat ako dahil hindi ko akalain na kaya nyang magsalita ng ganoon.

Loki smiled at my reaction.

“It’s always the pawns and the rooks. The pawns were the bait while the rooks were the walls. The enemy need to break down the walls first before they can infiltrate the inside of the palace.”

I slowly heaved a deep sigh. He’s telling me that Hunter and Gray are always in danger. Na sila ang pupuntiryahin ng mga kalaban bago nila makaharap ang King.

He picked up the Queen piece this time.

“How much can you do for your man? Are you willing to sacrifice yourself for his safety?”

He looked at me like he’s challenging me. His lips curved in a smirk. Kinakabahan talaga ako sa mga kinikilos nya pero nilabanan ko ang takot ko. This is it. He’s now talking about his consequence.

“A Queen should sacrifice for his King.” he said as he stared at the piece in his hand. Hinawakan nya iyon sa pagitan ng thumb at forefinger nya. “Don’t you think so?”

“Where’s your Queen, Loki?” I asked, pertaining to the Queen of EL Ordre.

He chuckled before putting down the piece. Ibinalik nya iyon sa dating pwesto at itinuro ang white bishop at white knight na nasa magkabilang gilid ng Queen.

“Guarded by her bishop and her knight.” he smiled at me. “Kapag nawala ang Queen, para na ring napilayan ang King, hindi ba?”

“You imprisoned her?” hindi makapaniwala kong tanong. Sa paraan ng pagkakasabi nya ay parang ikinulong nga nila ang Queen para hindi nga mapilayan ang King.

Loki laughed so hard in a mocking way. Gusto kong maiyak. Pakiramdam ko ay naiinsulto ako kahit tumatawa lang naman sya. It feels like he’s mocking my intelligence.

“Quite an imagination you have, moon goddess.”

“Only Hunter can call me that.” I said, gritting my teeth.

He was okay before. Hindi nya ipinakilala ang sarili nya sa amin noon bilang isang royal blood. He didn’t even act like one. Pero ngayon, ibang tao ang kaharap ko ngayon.

“So? Ano ang kaya mong gawin para sa kanya?” tanong nyang may ngisi sa mga labi.

“I’m willing to do everything for him.” I said determined. Mukha naman syang natuwa sa sagot ko.

But the way he showed me his smirk, it’s terrifying. I feel like he’s planning something… Dangerous.

He bit his lips before he asked me again.

“Then, are you willing to become the bait, Artemis? Are you willing to act like a pawn?”

Chapter 47

I’m not doing it. That was my answer to Loki’s question but my mouth kept close. I should’ve told him my answer right away but there’s something in me that’s saying I should listen to his offer first.

But I know, whatever reason or offer he’ll give me, I’ll just end up in a very dangerous situation.

“No.” I finally answered. “I want Hunter to be free on this game that’s why I’m talking to you right now. Kapag pumayag ako sa gusto mo, ako naman ang makakasali sa game ninyo.”

Loki softly chuckled. Wala namang nakakatawa sa sinabi ko so I don’t know why he’s even laughing. Is he really mocking me? Simula nang mag usap kami ay parang hindi nya sineseryoso ang lahat ng mga sinasabi ko.

I really wanted to end our conversation but I still haven’t found a way yet on how to free Hunter to this stupid game. Alam kong hindi maghahanap ng paraan si Hunter para makaalis sa laro. My brothers were right. He is too loyal. Hindi nya iiwanan ang mga ka-teammates nya especially that his brother is still in the game.

So I will find a way out for him. At kung kinakailangan na lumuhod ako sa harapan nya para mapapayag syang umalis sa laro ay gagawin ko.

“You will be a bait, Artemis. Just be the bait like a pawn. If I let you in the game and be an actual pawn, you will be the first one to die.” sabi ni Loki na natatawa pa. “Ikaw ang ipapain namin para mapalabas ang Rook.”

My forehead creased. “I don’t know who the Rook is. I only saw him in the picture.” Kaya paano ko mapapalabas ang Rook?

“But you know his brother.” Loki leaned and picked up the enemy’s pawn piece. “That pawn is obsessed with you.”

Pawn? Si Joshua? I don’t know what Loki’s thinking. Joshua and I were casual now. I didn’t even think that he’s a part of the game as well! I mean beside his cheating issues, I know that he’s actually a good man. Kaya hindi ko alam kung saan makakarating ang pag uusap naming ito ni Loki.

“We broke up years ago.” I said. My frown isn’t leaving my face.

“You see, that pawn is still very much inlove with you. Sooner or later, he’ll contact you again. And that’s when you will act as the bait.”

“Hindi kita maintindihan, Loki.”

“The Red Faction’s Rook has also taken an interest in you, Artemis. He discovered that you are the weakness of Tracer who he’ll use you against him. Ang pawn ang kakausap sayo since you two were ex-lovers before. Gagamitin nya ang pinagsamahan nyo para mapapayag kang sumama sa kanya. They will abduct you, Artemis.”

I closed my eyes tight while trying to digest his words. I feel like my mind is spinning round and round. I really don’t get what he’s trying to say. All I know is that he wants to use me as a bait.

He said that Joshua will contact me soon and that’s because of his brother that wants to abduct me. They found out that I am Hunter’s weakness. They already knew that I am his woman kaya gagamitin nila ako laban sa kanya.

And I know that if something happens to me, it will be a fatal blow for Hunter. Noon pa lang na nasaksak ako ay tatlong taon na kaming hindi nagkita. I’m afraid na baka kapag mas malala pa ang mangyari ay tuluyan na kaming hindi magkikita.

“Don’t worry, the Rook won’t hurt you.” said Loki who’s probably reading what’s on my mind. “The Pawn will protect you against him.”

I stared at Loki. “How did you know about this?”

I mean he’s saying these things like he’s really sure na mangyayari nga talaga ang sinasabi nya. He looked confident with every word that’s coming out from his mouth. Mukhang lahat ay nakaplano na sa isip nya. At mukhang inaasahan nya na rin na lalapit ako sa kanya para kay Hunter.

Damn, this cunning man. I felt like I was caught in his trap.

Loki’s lips lifted for a smirk. I took a deep breath to calm myself. Ngayon ay pinagsisisihan ko na kung bakit ako nakipag usap sa kanya.

I should’ve talked to L or Creed or Lucius. Anyone but him.

“I’m a man, Artemis. Alam ko kung paano kami mag isip. It’s a bonus that I’m a royal blood so I know how to make a good plan.”

“This is dangerous, Loki.”

“Like I said, the Pawn will protect you against his brother. They will just use you ’cause you’re Tracer’s weakness.”

“Mapapahamak si Hunter.”

Loki shook his head. “He won’t. We will back him up. We will make a plan and surround the place. But before that, we need to know their exact location, especially the Rook. So we can execute a good plan.”

“But Hunter and L are trying to find him.”

“They won’t be able to find him soon. The Red Faction’s tracker is really good. Kaya nahirapan si Tracer na hanapin ang pumatay sa mga magulang nya. And this is his only chance.”

Hindi na ako nagsalita at para makapag isip ng mabuti. Hinayaan na rin naman ako ni Loki na mag isip. But I felt uncomfortable with his stares. Para kasing binabasa nya kung anong iniisip ko.

I tried to focus my thoughts on our conversation. Kung gumana ang pinaplano ni Loki, then hindi na kailangan pang magpakahirap ni Hunter para hanapin ang Rook. He’s not even sleeping these past few days and he’s working hard day and night! Hindi na sya nagkakaroon ng pahinga ng maayos. And I know that he needs strength to be able to face the Rook.

Alam na kaya nya na ang Rook at ang pumatay sa mga magulang nya ay iisa? Did L already told that to him?

But if I do this, it will be very, very dangerous. Kapag nalaman ng mga kapatid ko ay siguradong hindi na nila ako hahayaan pang makalapit kay Hunter. And if Hunter will know about this too, he will get really, really mad at me.

Pero kakayanin ko bang panoorin na lang si Hunter na nagpapakahirap sa paghahanap sa Rook at patuloy na mapahamak?

I want to free him from danger.

Napatingin ako kay Loki nang kumilos sya at hinubad ang suot nyang kwintas. Inilaglag nya ang pendant sa harapan ko habang hawak ang chain noon.

“If you’re still worried about your safety, then wear this.” I stared at the crown pendant. “It will only mean that the King is with you and all the members of EL Ordre will protect you like how they protect their King.”

I looked at Loki and then the pendant again. So he’s really the King? Is this his way of telling me that he’ll guarantee my safety? Should I trust him?

“Why are you giving me such important thing?” I asked. And I believe that he should give this necklace to his Queen instead of me.

Loki smiled. And it is such a warm smile that all my fears from him melt away. Suddenly, I saw him as the man that I met in Ilocos. This is the Loki that I saw back then.

“I won’t let the bestfriend of the woman that I love get hurt, Artemis. Ayokong magalit sya sa akin kapag nasaktan ka dahil dito.”

My lips parted. Ayokong makaramdam ng awa sa kanya pero hindi ko mapigilan. I already knew it back then that he has a feelings for Daphne. Hindi ko lang pinansin ’cause I was rooting for my brother. Hindi ko naisip na sobrang masasaktan ang taong ito.

He loves Daphne… Until now…

And as I looked at the warm smile on his face, I decided to trust him.

“Don’t do it.”

I was about to take the necklace from Loki and accept his offer when I heard that voice. Pareho kaming napatingin sa pintuan at nakita namin doon si Gray na nakatayo at madilim ang expression ng mukha.

He closed the door behind him. “Don’t do it, Artemis.”

“Shielder…” it was Loki who called him. “Don’t you know that it is rude to interrupt two people who are talking?” Loki said smiling but there’s a danger in his voice.

“I don’t fucking care.” mariin nyang sabi kay Loki at halos mapasinghap ako.

He’s talking back to the King!

“Gray—”

“Leave us, Shielder. Hindi pa kami tapos mag usap.” malamig na sabi ni Loki at feeling ko ay naging yelo ang dugo ko sa sobrang lamig noon.

But Gray looked unaffected. “No. Huwag kang mandamay ng inosente sa laro. Fourth. One rule in this game is to never involved an innocent!”

“That rule was already broken a long time ago!” I yelped when he slammed his fist on the table. Natumba ang ilang mga chess pieces na nakatayo sa board. “Your parents! They were innocent, Shielder! When their game ended, when the organization deleted their files after the game, they were already an innocent people!”

I saw the rage in Gray’s eyes by the mere mention of his parents death. Ngayon ko lang nakita na ganitong kagalit si Gray. He looked like he’s always having fun with his life pero iba ang Gray na nakikita ko ngayon.

He looked so much like his brother!

Loki sighed. Ikinulong nya sa palad nya ang kwintas. I saw his grip was tight that I’m afraid na baka masugatan sya pero nanatiling kalmante ang mukha nya. He then leaned his back on the sofa.

“Pero nadamay sila sa laro, Shielder. The rule was already broken.”

“Kaya mandadamay ka rin ng inosente? At si Artemis pa talaga ang gagamitin mo?” Gray asked with his gritted teeth. Kabaligtaran naman ang reaction ni Loki na ngumiti pa.

“We have to play the game, Shielder. They are already playing dirty. We should too. Hindi tayo mananalo kung hahayaan lang natin sila sa pagdudumi nila.”

“I won’t let you use Artemis.”

Loki smirked. “Hindi sayo manggagaling ang desisyon.”

They both looked at me and my heart almost stopped beating. Two pairs of eyes were now looking at me with so much intensity. Na kapag hindi nila nagustuhan ang isasagot ko ay may mangyayari hindi maganda.

“Artemis…” Gray called me. “Loki is right. You are my brother’s weakness. But you are also his strength. Ikaw ang pinagkukunan nya ng lakas para lumaban. He’s doing his best to fix his life just for you. At ano sa palagay mo ang mangyayari sa kanya kapag may nangyari sayong masama? Kapag nawala ka? Hindi nya kakayanin, Artemis. So please, don’t do it.”

“This is the only chance that Tracer have to fix his life.” Loki said. Seryosong seryoso na ang mukha nya. “Help him and free him. I promise that this will be his last mission if you agreed to be the bait.”

Nagpalipat-lipat ang tingin ko sa kanilang dalawa. Both of them are proving a point. Kapag pumayag ako sa gusto ni Loki ay mas mapapabilis ang paghahanap ni Hunter sa Rook. Mas mapapabilis ang paghihiganti nya. At makakawala na sya sa laro pagkatapos nito.

“Trust my brother more, Artemis. Kaya nyang tapusin ang laro nang walang nangyayaring masama sa kanya. Just let him protect you.” Gray said and that made me doubt my choice.

If something will happen to me, my brothers won’t let me see Hunter anymore. Hinding hindi na papayag si Apollo. At alam kong kahit na ano pang gawin ko ay hindi na talaga nila ako hahayaan na makalapit sa kanya.

And if I die, my brothers will hate him. Then Hunter will be more wrecked. And that’s the worst possible thing that might happen.

His parents already left him. And I promised him that I’ll stay by his side till the end of eternity.

I looked at Loki. “I won’t do it.” sabi ko at narinig ko na nakihinga nang maluwag si Gray.

Loki can’t guarantee my safety with just a necklace. Kahit na alam kong mapoprotektahan ako ng mga EL Ordre, I believe in their skills, pero hindi pa rin sigurado kapag nasa kamay na ako ng Rook. It’s impossible that he will not hurt me kahit pa nandoon si Joshua.

“I’m sorry, but I will trust Hunter.”

“He will have to finish the game.” sabi ni Loki na sinusubukang baguhin ang isip ko.

I gave him a sad smile. “I know. Pero magtitiwala na lang ako sa kakayahan ninyo. You wouldn’t let your team lose in this game, right?”

“Yes.” he said. I know that Loki is disappointed in me. Pero hindi ko kasi naisip ang mangyayari kay Hunter kapag nawala ako bago ako nakipag usap sa kanya kanina.

All I want is to free him from this game kaya hindi na ako nakapag isip pa sa ibang bagay.

Loki sighed and wear his necklace again. “I will respect your decision. But you can call me if ever you’ll change your mind.”

He handed me his calling card which I accepted. It will be too rude if I didn’t.

Isa pa, baka kailanganin ko rin ang tulong nya someday.

“Let’s go.” hinawakan ni Gray ang pulsuhan ko kaya napatayo ako. Pero bago kami tuluyang makalabas sa kwarto ay narinig ko ang pagtawag sa akin ni Loki.

“Artemis…”

I turned around and looked at him. I saw the warm Loki again this time. At sa palagay ko ay may alam na ako sa kung anong sasabihin nya.

“How is she?”

Even if he didn’t mention any names, I already knew who is he talking about. The only woman who can put those emotions in his eyes is my bestfriend.

I smiled at him.

“She’s okay. She’s better now. May isang anak na sila ni Apollo and she’s pregnant again.”

He smiled but it was a sad smile. I saw pain in his eyes before he nodded slowly. He looked so different from the Loki that I was talking with earlier.

“That’s good…” he softly said. Gray tugged my wrist kaya tumalikod na ako at lumabas na kami.

And when the door closes, the last thing that I saw is Loki with a sad expression on his face.

Chapter 48

Warning: Spg

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I can feel that Gray is really mad by the way he held my wrist tightly. I didn’t even bother to pull my hand away dahil alam kong masasaktan lang ako kapag ginawa ko iyon. So I let him pulled me outside the room and I just followed him quietly.

If Gray didn’t interrupted the talk that I had with Loki, I will really agree to become the bait. I just want Hunter to be out of danger. I mean, he served half of his life by finding the killers of his parents and doing EL Ordre’s mission at the same time. I want him out of the brutality that he’s doing.

But Gray made me realize that if something happens to me while doing what Loki wants, then Hunter wouldn’t be able to take it. At ayokong iwanan sya. ’Cause I promise that I’ll stay beside him.

Gray stopped and I almost bump on his back. Lumingon sya sa akin at nakita ko ang inis sa mga mata nya.

“Did you really considered accepting Loki’s offer, Artemis?”

I looked down and played with my fingers. Ayokong salubungin ang mga mata nya dahil pareho talaga sila ng kapatid nya. Feeling ko tuloy ay galit din si Hunter sa akin ngayon kapag tumitingin ako sa kanya.

“Hindi mo man lang inisip si Kuya! What will happen to him if something bad happens to you? You will ruin him, Artemis!”

Nag angat ako ng tingin sa kanya. I know that I have my mistakes but he doesn’t have to shout at me! Baka marinig pa kami ni Hunter! Malalaman nya ang ginawa ko at magagalit sya!

“I already declined, Gray! Bakit ba nagagalit ka pa rin?! And for your information. I did it for Hunter ’cause I want him out of the game!”

“By having a deal with Loki? Artemis, parang nakipagkasundo ka na rin kay Satanas sa ginawa mo! He’s a dangerous man! He can manipulate everything around him!”

“I know…” I said, keeping my voice low. Baka kasi marinig na kami ng mga tao sa ibaba. “I know that he’s dangerous. I felt it earlier. Kahit nakikipag usap lang ako sa kanya, parang may nagsasabi sa akin na tumakbo nang palayo dahil delikadong tao sya.”

And it’s true. I don’t know but Loki is emitting an aura that he’s dangerous. I was nervous earlier but I tried to be brave for Hunter. Pero mahirap talagang ignorahin ang presenyang iyon ni Loki.

I wonder how can Daphne stayed with him for five years? Hindi nya ba naramdaman iyon? Or does Loki doesn’t want Daphne to be afraid of him?

“Stay away from him, Artemis, and leave the game to us.” he sighed and finally smiled at me. “Trust my Kuya. We can win this war. Tutulungan ko din naman sya, eh.”

I smiled at him. Guess I have no choice but to leave this matter to the professionals. Hindi na din dapat ako makisali sa laro nila. Baka makagulo lang ako.

“Gray.”

Pareho kaming napalingon ni Gray sa tumawag sa kanya at pareho rin yata kaming nanlamig nang makita si Hunter na nakatayo sa likod nya. His eyes were not showing any emotions as he turned his gaze to me.

“K-kuya! Kanina ka pa b-ba dyan?” Gray nervously asked and his grip on my wrist tightened. I am nervous as heck as well! Sana ay hindi nya narinig yung pinag usapan namin!

But Hunter looked down at Gray’s hand on my wrist. Nakita ko ang pagtalim ng titig nya doon like he’s throwing away daggers with just his looks.

“Grayson James, I told you to put your fucking hands off her.” mahinanong sabi ni Hunter pero may diin ang bawat salita. Gray immediately let go of my wrist and scratched his eyebrow instead.

“Why are you here, Kuya?” Gray asked and I saw Hunter frowned. Nagpalipat-lipat ang tingin nya sa aming dalawa ng kapatid nya at kinabahan ako.

I am nervous as heck that I couldn’t say anything. My heart beats so fast as I stared at Hunter who looked suspicious to Gray and me.

“I am looking for the both of you. Lunch is ready.” Hunter said na nandoon pa rin ang paghihinala sa mga mata para sa amin ng kapatid. “You? What are you doing here at bakit hawak mo ang kamay ni Artemis?”

“K-kuya… Ano kasi…” he glanced at me. “H-hinahanap ko din si Artemis k-kasi nga kakain na. Hinanap ko na sya p-para sayo.”

I smiled and nodded when Hunter looked at me. Oh gosh… I felt like a big fat liar! Ayokong magsinungaling kay Hunter pero alam ko talaga na magagalit sya kapag nalaman nyang kinausap ko si Loki and about his offer to me. He might get mad at Loki too, baka makagulo pa ang lahat.

Good thing that Gray is willing to back me up with this lie.

“Sige, Kuya. Una na ko sa hapag.” Gray tapped his brother on the shoulder and immediately left the scene.

I looked at Hunter and gulped. Suspicion is still in his eyes so I tried to smile at him. Lumapit ako sa kanya like everything is normal and there’s no problem in this world.

“C’mon. Masamang pinaghihintay ang pagkain.” I said and cling onto his arms. I sighed when I felt his familiar body heat.

It felt so long since our alone time together. Masyado syang naging busy these days sa paghahanap ng pumatay sa mga magulang nya. I understand it though. I know that this is want he wants. I wanted to help him but I don’t know anything about hacking.

Kaya kapag nabo-bored ako ay nakikipag kwentuhan na lang ako kay Fatima. She’s so nice. Nag eenjoy akong kausap sya. She looked so innocently cute. Kahit na matalino ay marami syang hindi alam na mga bagay especially about love. Kaya kahit mag asawa na sila ni Creed ay madami pa rin syang hindi alam.

I bet that Creed is frustrated, huh?

I looked at Hunter who is still frowning at me. I pouted and tried to straighten his brows.

“Stop frowning na, Hunter. You’re more handsome when you’re smiling.”

And like a magic, he slowly smiled. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder and pulled me closed to him before he kissed my hair.

Sa buhok lang? That’s sad…

Come to think of it, when was the last time that we kissed?

That question made me feel so gloom. I just ate in silence while listening to their conversation. Wala rin naman akong maintindihan dahil about sa mission ang pinag uusapan nila. Hindi ba sila nawawalan ng gana when they’re talking about killing while eating? Kasi ako ay parang gusto na lang na masuka just by imagining it.

I took a shower before going to bed when the night came. It feels so fresh kasi sa pakiramdam and it will make me sleep deeply. Lalo pa at parang nai-stress ako nitong mga nakaraang araw.

I never imagined that I’ll have a life like this. Like hiding from a group of dangerous people. Noon ay akala ko na aabutan na ako ng pagtanda sa pagiging piloto. I don’t want to let go of that dream. The feeling of the adrenaline rush while I’m controlling the wheel, hearing them calling me as their Captain, I really like it.

I always love the thrill. Pero mas naging thrilling pa ngayon ang buhay ko.

I almost screamed when I felt a warm hands pulled me into a hug. I smelled the familiar scent of Hunter which made me calmed down. Tatanungin ko na sana sya kung paano sya nakapasok but I stopped myself.

He’s an agent and a hacker. He can easily do things as picking a lock.

I was naked but Hunter is fully clothed behind me. He caressed my tummy and I shivered under the shower. Nakabukas pa rin iyon kaya nababasa ang damit nya.

“Nababasa ka, Hunter.” I softly said. I almost moaned while feeling his rough and calloused hands against the soft skin of my tummy.

He kissed my neck which made me gasped. Napahawak ako sa tiles na pader ng banyo nang halikan nya ang kanang tenga ko.

He took the soap at sya na ang nagsabon sa katawan ko. I was just watching his hands wandering around my body. I bit my lower lip when his hands touched my underboob and tried to stop the moan from escaping my lips.

Itinukod ko ang kamay ko sa pader nang sabunin nya ang pagitan ng dalawang dibdib ko. I gasped when he slightly touched the peak of my mound. He did it again at hindi ko na napigilan ang kumawalang ungol sa bibig ko.

“Hunter…” I called his name. Humahalo ang boses ko sa tunog ng paglagaslas ng tubig mula sa shower.

He palmed my mounds and I arched my back kaya napasandal ako sa kanya. His clothes were now wet but looks like he doesn’t mind about it.

My breathing ragged when he started massaging my chest. I felt feverish despite the cold water that’s running down my body. It doesn’t help when I felt the warm breath of Hunter as he started to plant kisses on my neck.

“Gosh…”

Saglit syang tumigil para ibalik ang sabon sa lalagyanan bago nya muling pinaglaruan ang dibdib ko. Mabilis na nawala ang dulas sa katawan ko dahil sa tubig. He pinched the crown on the top of my mound. Sunod sunod na ungol ang pinakawalan ko.

I felt his one hand went down and reached for my core. He played with my clït and I hold onto his arms for support dahil bigla na lang nanghina ang mga tuhod ko.

“Hunter… Oh!”

He inserted one finger inside me. Mas lalo akong sumandal sa kanya, not minding about his clothes anymore. He started thrusting his finger inside and out and wrapped his other arms around my waist to pull my body closer to his.

“Artemis…” he moaned against my ear. Gosh… I really like to hear his erotic voice while calling my name. Mas lalong nakakadagdag sa init na nararamdaman ko ang paos nyang boses. “I missed you…”

“Oh! Hunter!”

Binilisan nya ang paglabas-pasok ng daliri nya sa akin. I can feel that something’s building inside me as my moan became louder. Mahigpit akong napahawak sa mga braso nya hanggang sa manginig na ang buong katawan ko.

“Remove my clothes, Artemis…”

I was still huffing when I slowly turned to face him. I felt my knees weakened when I met his gray eyes. He’s looking at me with fire and heat in his eyes at kahit na nakatingin lang ako sa kanya ay damang dama ko iyon.

Slowly, I reached for the end of shirt and lifted it. Tinulungan nya rin ako sa paghuhubad noon. His eyes never left mine as I reached for the buckle of his shorts and unbuckled it.

I kissed his bare chest without taking my eyes off him. Nahigit nya ang paghinga nya at halos mapangiti na ako doon. I kissed him on his neck this time, licking his skin after planting a kiss there. At nang mapunta na sa mga labi nya ang halik ko ay mapusok nya akong hinalikan.

He cupped my face and pulled me closed to him. He is kissing me with so much passion and fire combined. Pakiramdam ko ay bumabawi sya sa mga panahong naging busy sya gamit ang halik na iyon.

He bit my lower lip and I gasped when I felt the pain. He delved his tongue inside my mouth. He’s giving me a nerve-wracking kiss kaya napakapit na ako sa leeg nya. Feeling ko kasi ay bibigay na ang mga tuhod with just his kiss.

I answered his kiss at mas lalo pa syang naging mapusok. Isinandal nya ako sa pader at pinanggigilan ang mga labi ko. I feel so out of breath as I meet and played with his tongue. His hands where roaming my body, touching or squeezing all the sensitive spots.

“Hun—” I tried to get away to take a dreep breath pero mabilis nyang hinabol ang mga labi ko. It feels like he’s not planning to let go of my lips anytime soon. Kapag nanghahalik sya ay hindi sya titigil hangga’t hindi na talaga ako makahinga.

I could feel his manhood poking on my tummy. Mas lalong nag init ang nararamdaman ko na hindi na kayang patayin ng lamig ng tubig na bumabagsak mula sa shower. And I bet Hunter feels the same way too.

I tried to reach for his manhood and wrapped it around my hands. It felt so big that I can’t even fully grip it. I moved my hands up and down and smiled when Hunter moaned against my mouth.

My gosh… His moan. I love hearing his moan!

Kaya mas pinag igihan ko pa ang pagtaas baba ng kamay ko. Hunter went wild and kissed me so hard and rough. Halata sa kanya ang panggigigil dahil sa diin at rahas ng bawat paggalaw nya.

He stopped my hand and let go of my lips. Pinagdikit nya ang mga noo namin bago ko unti-unting naramdaman ang pagpasok nya.

“Fuck!”

“Oh!”

He lifted one of my legs and pump inside me. Mahigpit akong napakapit sa mga balikat nya when he began to move his hips. He thrust inside and out.

I looked at Hunter and caught him already staring at me. Oh gosh… He looked so freaking handsome with his damp hair and his intense eyes while he’s moving slowly inside me. I brushed his hair with my fingers.

“Faster, Hunter…” I breathe and he did what I said. He thrusts faster and I couldn’t take my eyes off him. I wanted to close my eyes dahil hindi ko kinakayanan ang pakiramdam na nasa loob ko sya but I don’t want to look away.

I want to see everything. Gusto kong makita ang lahat habang inaangkin nya ako.

But he slowed his movements again. He’s taking me in a most gentle way that he could do. And I felt so overwhelmed. I want this too. Oh, heck, I want everything about him!

“Feel me, Artemis…” Hunter whispered as he palmed my breasts. He dipped his head and nipped a skin on my neck. “Feel me while I’m inside of you.”

He’s slowly thrusting himself inside out. It’s making me feel overwhelmed, damang dama ko kasi talaga sya. He’s so big and long so it’s hard not to feel him. Feeling ko ay nag a-adjust ako everytime that he’s entering me. But I want it rough. I am getting near to the peak pero masyadong magaan at mabagal ang galawa ni Hunter.

I clung onto his neck and meet his thrusts midway. Sinubukan kong bilisan ang paggalaw pero hinawakan ni Hunter ang magkabilang bewang ko para patigilin ako.

“Hunter, please…” I begged. “Hunter!”

He lifted my both of my legs and I wrapped it around his waist. I’m in between his body and the walls of the bathroom. Then, he pounded me so hard and fast.

“Oh, yes! That’s it. Keep going, please!”

I pulled his damp hair and kissed him hard. I am so near but Hunter didn’t slow down. My walls clench around his shaft and I screamed when I reached my own peak.

Pero hindi pa rin tumitigil si Hunter. Patuloy lang syang bumabayo sa akin sa marahas na paraan. I let out a loud and long moan with every thrust that he’s doing.

He dipped his head and bites my left shoulder. I felt the pain pero naramdaman ko na naman ang pamumuo ng kung ano sa loob ko.

“I’m near, my goddess…” he breathlessly said. Mas lalo ko syang niyakap at mas ipinulupot ang mga binti ko sa bewang nya.

“Give it to me, Hunter. All of it.”

Several hard and rough thrusts and we both reached the peak. I heard him called out my name as I felt him shoots his load inside me.

We both stayed at the same position while catching our breath. Hunter’s shaft is still inside of me and I can’t help but to laughed when I felt that he’s getting bigger again.

“Gosh. Hunter… You’re insatiable.” I hopelessly said.

He chuckled before he carried me to the bedroom where he take me again and again in a rhythmic pattern.

I didn’t complain. I missed him so much and I am so happy right now. So happy that I’m actually afraid that it might be taken away from me soon.

Rainbow, no matter how beautiful it is, always fades away.

Chapter 49

I noticed the heavy atmosphere when I went to the kitchen. All the members of EL Ordre were there like they’re having their meeting. I was about to go back to my room when Hunter saw me and tapped the space beside him like he’s telling me to sit there, which I did.

“Good morning.” he whispered as he pulled me and kissed my temple.

His laptop was in his lap and I caught a glimpse of some complicated numbers and letters like codes on the screen. Iniiwas ko agad ang paningin ko doon dahil wala rin naman akong maintindihan. Plus, it feels like I am invading their privacy since I didn’t have Hunter’s permission to look at the laptop.

“What do you mean that the Knight is dead?”

I looked at Death when he asked that. He’s looking at L who’s eyes were on his laptop. He lifted his gaze to Death and heaved a lazy sigh. Iniharap nya ang laptop sa amin.

“The Red Faction’s Knight is already dead years ago as stated in here.” tamad na tamad na sabi ni L.

“Mas nauna pa syang namatay doon sa Liam Ortega na ’yon? Yung rook na pinatay ni Vexen?” Creed asked while staring hard at the information on the laptop.

“How is that possible? I thought the game started when V clashed with the rook?” it was Death who asked that again and Gray shook his head.

“No. The game has begun when our parents were killed.”

“Eh, sinong pumatay sa Knight?”

Walang nakasagot sa tanong na iyon ni Creed. It’s like nobody didn’t know the answer or refused to say the answer. Pare-pareho ang expression ng mga mukha nila. Gloomy and dark.

This is just a normal sight every morning. Naaabutan ko silang kumpleto dito sa living room at nag uusap-usap. If not, they are helping Hunter and L tracked the location of the Rook.

L took his laptop again and his fingers worked on the keyboard. His eyebrows furrowed as he stared on the screen.

“I think I found the Rook.” he said and I noticed that Hunter and Gray frozed by his words.

“You think?” Vander asked at nakisilip sa laptop ni L.

“Yeah…” he looked at Hunter. “See for yourself, Tracer.”

Hunter tapped on his keyboard and after awhile, I saw a map with a red dot in the middle. The red dot is blinking and I noticed that it is the map of Rizal Province.

Lumapit na rin si Gray sa amin at nakisilip sa laptop ng kapatid nya. Their faces were serious as they stared at the blinking red dot on the screen.

“What do you think?” L asked and Hunter looked at him.

“Why do you sound so uncertain? Ikaw ang nakahanap. You found him again just like before.”

L’s jet black eyes stared at Hunter before he looked at his laptop. He remained staring at the screen like he’s thinking deep hard about something. Nakatingin kaming lahat sa kanya at hinihintay lang ang sasabihin nya.

“It just feels so easy. I thought that years will pass again before I find him.”

“What’s so bad about that?” Violet asked. Lumipat sya ng upuan doon sa armrest ng kinauupuang sofa ni Gray. “You should be glad that you found him again.”

“I don’t think you understand my point.” L said and looked at Violet with so much intensity in his eyes. “I first found the Rook’s location years ago. But he’s quick. Their tracker is quick. Wala na sya sa location bago pa kami dumating ni Tracer. Taon ang binilang bago ko ulit nahanap ang Rook but we retreated since V had an emergency. I found his location twice. Hindi ba dapat mas mag iingat na ang tracker nila?”

Wow… That’s the longest sentence that he said. Pero mukha pa rin syang tamad na tamad habang nagsasalita at halos hindi na bumubuka ang bibig. Some of his words sounds like he’s mumbling it.

“So? Mas gusto pa mo na manahap sya for years? You’re not happy that you found him now?”

“Mahanap po.” I heard Fatima mumbled but looks like Violet didn’t hear it.

Hunter just remained quiet beside me. I saw Gray looking at his brother like he’s expecting him to say something. Like he will agree to what Hunter will say, no matter what it is.

“I think L is just being cautious.” Vander said but Violet raised an eyebrow at him.

“And you’ll just let this opportunity pass?” she stood up and she looked frustrated while looking at the boys. “What is wrong with you people? Now’s our only chance to take down the Rook! We should make a plan now or we’ll never have an opportunity again! Don’t let them get ahead of us!”

“Chill, Violet…” Creed said with a slight jolly voice. “Baka ma-coma ka na naman, sige ka.”

Violet grunted and rolled her eyes at Creed. He chuckled and I saw Fatima slapped his arms like she’s stopping him. Tumigil naman sya sa pagtawa at niyakap na lang ang asawa nya.

I glanced at Loki who’s casually drinking a cup of tea like he doesn’t care to the world. May hawak pa syang magazine at sa palagay ko ay wala talaga syang pakialam sa kung anong pinag uusapan ng iba.

Such a great King.

“C’mon! Let’s infiltrate the place tonight!” pamimilit ni Violet na mukhang mauubusan na ng pasensya.

“Why are you so eager to do this?” Vander asked while staring hard at Violet. There’s something in his eyes that makes him looked so evil. Hindi pa nakatulong ang scar nya sa mukha nya.

“Of course! We should take all the opportunity that we could get to win this game! I don’t want to lose and die!”

“Neither do we. Pero hindi dapat tayo magpadalos-dalos.” Gray said and looked at Hunter again. Inaabangan nya talaga ang sasabihin ng kapatid nya pero nanatiling tahimik si Hunter.

“That’s why we should start making a plan! Pero wala naman tayong nigagawa! We already know the Rook’s location!”

“Will you shut the fuck up?” L said. Kahit hindi naman ako nagsasalita ay napatahimik ako. Same with everyone.

He didn’t even shout. It’s his usual lazy voice but the threatening aura that he’s giving to Violet seems to affects us all.

“Nakakarindi ang boses mo. Ang sarap mong putulan ng dila.”

Violet gasped exaggeratedly. “What did you say?”

“Nakakarindi ang boses mo. Ang sarap mong putulan ng dila.” ulit ni L sa sinabi nya.

“How dare—”

“Enough!” naputol ang sasabihin ni Violet nang magsalita si Lucius na kanina pa tahimik. He touched his earring and sighed. “Let’s leave this decision to Tracer since sya ang may pinakamalaking koneksyon sa Rook.”

They all looked at Hunter. At dahil katabi ko sya ay feeling ko na tinitignan din nila ako. But I didn’t leave his side. I know that he’s not saying anything ’cause all this time, he’s thinking about what he will do.

Hunter looked down at his laptop and stared at the blinking red dot. He balled his fist while looking at the laptop screen. Na parang nandoon ang kalaban. I see in his eyes that he really wants to get justice for his parents’ death.

I want him to back out ’cause I know that this will get dangerous… And bloody. Pero matagal na nya itong inaasam. At ayokong alisin sa kanya ang pagkakataon na ito.

I have to support him.

Hinawakan ko ang isang kamao nya. Hunter looked at me and I gave him an encouraging smile. He stared at me. His gray orbs were dancing in so much emotion. I know that this is hard for him so I squeezed his hand to make him feel that I’ll support him.

Finally, his hands relaxed and he intertwined our fingers before he looked at everyone.

“Let’s get the Rook. Tonight.”

Umakyat kami ni Fatima sa taas para bigyan sila ng privacy. We both know na pag uusapan na nila ang tungkol sa plano nila and we gave them privacy since hindi naman kami kasali sa organization. Baka din kasi mas lalo pa kaming mag alala kapag narinig namin ang plano nila at atakihin pa kami sa puso.

I admit that I am really worried with this mission. Pero bago pa man ako makapasok sa buhay ni Hunter ay ito na ang ginagawa nya. He’s doing this for his parents. Kahit sino naman sigurong anak ay gugustuhing bigyan ng katarungan kapag ganoon ang nangyari sa mga magulang nila.

He was left alone and became both father and mother to his younger brother while looking for his parents’ killer.

“Ate, paano nyo po nagustuhan si Kuya Hunter?”

Napatigil ako sa iniisip ko when I heard Fatima’s question to me. She’s sitting in front of the vanity while I am tying her hair in a braid. I smiled at her reflection.

“’Cause he’s lovable? I don’t know… One day, I just woke up and realized that I am inlove with him.” I smiled when I remembered all the things he did for me. Sino ba naman ang hindi mahuhulog sa kanya?

But I guess Fatima is one of them ’cause I saw her frown.

“Takot kasi ako sa kanya, Ate. Palagi syang galit kapag tumitingin sa akin. Parang gusto akong kainin ng buhay.”

I laughed. “Really?” well, I always see Hunter as the gentleman. Except in bed.

“Opo! Pero isang beses nakita ko syang ngumiti habang may kausap sya sa cellphone. ‘Goddess’ pa nga ang tawag nya sa kausap nya. Ikaw ’yun, Ate, no?”

Natawa ako. Fatima is really cute. “Yes. Well… Mabait naman si Hunter. I guess he’s just like that ’cause he wants to protect himself. Ang dami na kasing nangyari sa kanya. But once you get to know him, you’ll see why I fell inlove with him.”

“Sayo lang sya mabait?”

I smiled. “I guess so.”

Nakita ko ulit ang pagsimangot nya. “Gusto ko din ng ganyan. Si Sir Creed kasi mabait sa mga babae, eh. Nakakapagselos tuloy.”

I chuckled. I parted her hair and start braiding one side. “Ikaw? How did you fell inlove with Creed? He looks like some crazy homeless man for me.”

Tumawa si Fatima. “Grabe ka kay Sir Creed, Ate.”

“It’s true! Mahilig kasi syang manghingi ng bayad kapag may ipinapagawa sa kanya. Ang mahal pa nyang maningil! Ilang milyon ang naubos ni Hunter sa kanya!”

Fatima looked at my reflection in the mirror and she flashed me a warm smile. “Para sa akin iyon, Ate.”

That got my curiosity. “For you?”

She nodded. “Oo, Ate. Simula pagkabata ko ay sinuportahan ni Sir Creed ang lahat ng pangangailangan ko. Lahat-lahat. Pag aaral ko, pagkain, pambili ng mga damit. Basta. Utang ko sa kanya ang lahat.”

Now that makes sense. Kaya pala ganoon na lang sya kung manghingi ng pera sa mga kaibigan nya. Dahil may sinusustentuhan sya. It’s all for Fatima.

So that’s why Hunter called him as sugar daddy one time, huh? I chuckled when I remember that.

“I guess we have our own reasons why we love our man, right?” ngumiti ako sa kanya at itinali na ang dulo ng buhok.

She smiled back at me. “Dahil kahit na anong sama ng tingin ng iba sa kanila, we saw something good in them.”

And I agreed. I thought Hunter was just some crazy stalker back then. Na walang ibang ginawa kung hindi ang guluhin ang buhay ko. But I’m glad that I let him in my life. Then if not, I wouldn’t experience this kind of love.

I love Hunter so much. And I’m happy whenever I’m with him. Kaya natatakot na talaga ako kapag iniwan nya ulit ako. Feeling ko ay hindi ko na kakayanin.

“Sige, hindi na ako magiging mabait sa iba. I don’t wanty baby to get jealous.”

“Sir Creed!”

Napatayo agad si Fatima nang makita ang asawa nya na nakatayo sa may pintuan. But he’s not alone. Hunter is with hin too.

Pumasok sila at nakangiti kong sinalubong ng yakap si Hunter. He hugged me back and I just want to stay inside his arms for the rest of my life.

“I love you…” he whispered. It warmed my heart so I couldn’t help but to kiss him on the lips.

“I love you too.”

The night came and they all get ready for their mission. I was surprised when L has his own armory inside his house. Nakita ko ang iba’t ibang klase ng mga baril na nandoon. There were also bombs and grenades that I almost faint with the sight of it.

Hindi ba kami sasabog dito?

“I’ll stay here.” Loki said and sat comfortably in the sofa. I sighed.

Is he really the King? He should lead this men right? Or is he just being cautious since the game will end and they will lose if he got killed?

“Tracer, Kier. Stay here.” Lucius said at nakita ko kaagad ang pagtutol sa mga mata ni Hunter.

“What the fuck are you saying, fucker? I waited for this chance to kill the motherfucker then you want me to stay here?”

“Don’t you think that it’s better to torture him first before killing him?” Vander said and I saw a glint in his eyes.

What a psycho. Hunter wouldn’t do that sick thing.

“We will get him for you.” said Lucius and tapped Hunter on his back. “Guard the girls and Fourth. We don’t want to repeat what happened in the past when V killed the rook.”

Hunter remained silent and looked at me. I want Lucius suggestion. Kapag nandito sya, then it means that he doesn’t have to fight. Mas safe sya dito.

“Kuya.” Gray called him. Inakbayan nya pa ang kapatid. “You can be our eyes kahit nandito ka. Makakatulong ka pa din. And don’t worry. I’ll bring the Rook to you.”

Finally, Hunter sighed and looked at Creed. “Please, look after my brother.”

“I will but I’m a sniper, Tracer. Hindi ko sya mababantayan nang mabuti.”

“Then let’s switch places.” Lucius suggested. “I’ll be the sniper this time while you’ll be on the frontline.”

Nakita ko ang pagtutol sa mukha ni Fatima but she choose to remain silent. I understand what she feels. Pareho siguro kami ng nararamdaman. Wala kaming karapatan na manghimasok sa misyon nila dahil hindi naman kami kasali sa organization.

Hunter gave them a small device. He said that it is a tracker and an earpiece. He will be able to communicate with them and he will know their location with it.

Nang paalis na sila ay lumapit ako kay Gray.

“Gray… Take care, please.” I said. He smiled and tapped my shoulder.

“Ikaw na muna ang bahala kay Kuya.”

“Basta mag iingat ka.”

He gave me a two-finger salute. “Yes, Ma’am.”

I can feel the tension in the air when the group left. Hunter became busy with his laptop again which I totally understand. He’s monitoring their position and listening to what is happening with the team.

Death were walking around the house. I have the feeling that he’s checking the security and locks. Sinisiguro nya na walang makakapasok at nakapasok dito sa loob ng bahay bukod sa amin.

I’m still feeling nervous. I don’t know why there’s a bad feeling inside me. Gusto ko mang alisin ang anumang nararamdaman ko but it’s not going away. At feeling ko ay hindi ako makakampante hangga’t hindi bumabalik ang grupo.

“Ate, kinakabahan ako.”

Mas lalo pang nadagdagan ang kaba ko sa sinabing iyon ni Fatima. Pareho kaming nakatayo sa dulo ng hagdan at pinapanood lang si Hunter. But she looked more nervous than I am. She’s so pale and she’s slightly trembling.

Of course. Her husband is out there fighting with the team.

I held both of her hands. “Let’s hope that everything is going to be okay.”

But she looked at me. Worry is so visible in her eyes.

“Ganito din ako dati, Ate. Hindi rin maganda ang kutob ko noon at may hindi nga magandang nangyari.” she heaved a shaky breath. “Sana mali itong kutob ko.”

Heck… Gusto ko na ding manginig sa takot pero ayokong sabayan si Fatima. I know that she needs some comfort right now. Nandoon si Creed at nakikipagpatayan kaya hindi nakakapagtakang makaramdam sya ng ganito.

“Kung may magagawa lang ako para tumulong, gagawin ko. Pero wala, eh.” Fatima said. We really felt the same way regarding this.

It’s so hard to just watch on the side while our love ones were in a dangerous situation. Feeling ko ay araw-araw ang taning ng buhay ni Hunter. Gusto kong mapahaba ang buhay nya at mailayo sya sa kapahamakan pero wala naman akong magawa.

“Hindi ka ba nagtataka, Ate?” Fatima asked me. “Ilang taon bago nila nahanap ulit yung Rook. Nandito din ako noon pero hindi sila natuloy sa lugar dahil nanganak si Ate Vexen at may mga humabol pa sa amin. Pero ngayon, parang ang dali lang nilang nahanap yung Rook kaagad.”

Napasinghap ako. “Naisip mo rin yan? I mean, I got L’s point earlier. He said that the Red Faction’s tracker is good right?” I tried to calm myself. “Pero baka madali lang nilang nahanap dahil nagtulungan sila ni Hunter?”

“Hindi ko alam, Ate. Pero para sa akin… Parang pinamimigay lang nila yung lokasyon ng Rook.”

She’s saying that this is a trap.

I shivered when I felt that someone is staring at me. I looked around and saw Loki with his serious sea-green eyes as he stared at me. Binabasa nya ang emosyon ko. But I didn’t look away and stared back at him.

He offered me to be the bait ’cause he thought that they won’t be able to find the Rook’s location so they need to lure him out. Even him has that kind of thought. Hindi rin naman nya siguro ako ilalagay sa alanganing sitwasyon kung mabilis lang pala nila mahahanap ang Rook.

Did we just fell into the enemy’s trap?

But it makes sense. The Red Faction’s tracker is good. Inabot pa nga ng ilang taon si Hunter sa paghahanap sa Rook na killer din ng mga magulang nya pero sa loob ng mga taong iyon ay dalawang beses nya lang na-locate ang Rook but still failed capturing him.

And Loki offering me to be the bait to lure the Rook’s out.

Gosh…

I slowly walked towards Hunter. His eyebrows creased as his hands were moving fast against the keyboard on his laptop.

“Hunter.” I called him when I sat beside him. “Mahahanap mo pa rin ba ang Rook kapag pinalagpas mo ang chance na ’to?”

Napatigil sa pagtitipa sa laptop si Hunter at napatitig sa akin. Kunot ang noo nya pero may nakikita akong pag aalala sa mga mata nya. He has an earpiece on.

“What? I think but it will take a long time.” Hunter said as I felt Fatima sat beside me.

“Pabalikin mo sila.” I said and I saw the surprise in his eyes.

“Is there something wrong?”

“Pabalikin mo sila, Hunter. Hindi maganda ang kutob ko dito.”

Fatima held my arm like saying she’s with me. I could feel her cold and trembling hands against my skin. Mas lalo akong kinabahan.

“Please, Hunter. Pabalikin mo sila.”

Hunter sighed and looked at his laptop again. Tumingin din ako doon kaya nakita ko yung apat na pulang mga bilog na biglang nawala.

“Fuck…” Hunter cursed and tapped on his laptop again. “Aius, what’s happening? Viper, Violet, Archer and Shielder’s tracker were turned off.”

Humigpit ang pagkakakapit sa akin ni Fatima. I held her hands and caressed it, trying to calm her down when she heard her husband’s codename.

Hunter listened on the other line before he spoke again. “Retreat, fucker. There’s nothing in there.” he stopped and listened again. “Then go down that fucking building and find them!”

I am so nervous. Nanlalamig na rin ang mga kamay ko kaya mahigpit kong hinawakan ang kamay ni Fatima para hindi nya maramdaman. I don’t want her to panic.

“L, there’s nothing in there. Go back. Now!” Hunter commanded. He sounds so authoritative na kahit ako ay gusto syang sundin.

We waited for them to come back. It was already late but none of us felt sleepy. Hunter lost his communication with the team so we don’t have any idea what happened to them.

Naiiyak na si Fatima so I comforted her. I can’t compare what I’m feeling right now with her. I bet she’s worried as heck. Kung ako siguro ang nasa kalagayan nya ay kanina pa ako nahimatay.

The sun was already up but they’re still not here. We don’t have any appetite to eat anything but still, Death cooked for us. Ang kumain lang sa amin ay si Loki na mukhang kalmante lang sa mga nangyayari.

Gosh… Ano na ang nangyari sa team? Please, let them be okay. Please, sana ay okay silang lahat. Sana ay kumpleto silang bumalik.

But God didn’t answer my prayers.

It was already nighttime when the team came back. Inaalalayan nina Vander at Lucius si Creed ’cause he looked like he’s having a hard time walking. Hindi rin maganda ang expression ng mga mukha nila kaya kinabahan na ako.

And more importantly, someone is not here.

“Where’s Shielder?” Hunter asked. Nobody answered so he asked again. “Where’s Shielder?”

I kept on looking outside to see if Gray is there but there’s no sign of him. Fatima sobbed beside me like she already knew what happened to him.

But I tried to push that thought away in me.

“Where’s Gray?” ulit ni Hunter dahil walang nagsalita kahit isa. “Fuckers, where’s my brother?!”

Creed removed his arms on Vander’s and Lucius’ shoulders. Kahit na nahihirapang maglakad ay ginawa nya at tumayo sa harapan ni Hunter.

Then slowly, he kneeled.

“I’m sorry…” Creed said and his voice broke. “I’m sorry.”

Fatima cried pero tinakpan nya ang bibig nya. Tears form in the corner of my eyes and I bit my lips to stop myself from crying.

No… This isn’t true. Please, let this be a dream.

“I’m sorry…”

“Creed, that’s not what I wanted to hear.” there was a tension on Hunter’s voice. “Where’s Gray? Tell me where my brother is!”

Nang hindi pa rin sumagot si Creed ay hinila ni Hunter ang kwelyuhan ng damit nya at pinilit na patayuin. I gasped. Vander and Lucius tried to stop Hunter but he glared at them.

“Stay the fuck out of this.” Hunter warned and looked at Creed with bloodshot eyes. “I’ll ask you again, Creed. Where the fuck is my brother?”

Nanginginig ang mga kamay nj Hunter na nakahawak sa kwelyuhan ng damit ni Creed. He’s angry. Creed must answer him now.

Creed must’ve felt Hunter’s anger so he looked at him. I saw a tear fell from his eyes before he finally answered him.

“He’s gone.”

“The fuck do you mean he’s gone?”

“He’s gone, Hunter. I’m sorry…”

Hunter angrily shook Creed on the collar of his shirt. “Putangina, Creed! Linawin mo!”

Creed stared at Hunter. His voice broke when he finally dropped the bomb.

“He’s gone. Gray is dead.”

Chapter 50

I looked at Hunter and it seems to me that his world just stopped because of what Creed had said. My tears fell and I became numb as I stare at him. I covered my mouth to stop my sobs that wanted to scape from my lips.

This is what I’m afraid about. I knew it. May kapalit ang mga panahong naging masaya ako.

At habang nakatingin ako kay Hunter, nakita ko kung paanong unti-unting namatay ang ilaw sa mga mata nya.

“Bawiin mo ang sinabi mo.” his voice was so low but we could still hear how mad he is. Nanginginig ang mga kamay nyang mahigpit na nakahawak sa collar ng shirt ni Creed. “Bawiin mo ang sinabi mo!”

I covered my mouth with both of my hands this time. I was having a difficult time breathing while looking at Hunter. He looked so wrecked. Hindi ko kayang makita sya na ganito. He was okay these past few days pero nabawi ang lahat ng iyon sa pangyayaring ito.

Vander tried to pull Hunter away from Creed. “Stop it. He’s injured.”

Saka ko lang napansin ang braso nyang dumudugo. There’s a cloth tied on his arm yet it didn’t stopped the blood. Creed looked so pale but he didn’t do anything to removed Hunter’s grip on his shirt. He was just staring at him with eyes full of remorse and sorrow.

“Sir Creed…” narinig ko ang paghikbi ni Fatima sa tabi ko. Siguro ay nag aalala sa sugat ng asawa.

“Let him be, Vander.” mahinang sabi ni Creed. Vander looked at Hunter then back at Creed again before he finally let go of Hunter’s arms.

“Where’s my brother, Creed?” Hunter’s voice was soft this time. Mas lalo akong napaluha. “Please, tell me where my brother is.”

“Gray is dead—” Lucius answered but Hunter shouted at him.

“Stop giving me that bullshit answer! Sabihin nyo sa akin kung nasaan ang kapatid ko!”

“Patay na nga sya!” Lucius shouted back at him. “He is dead, Hunter! Your brother is dead! He sacrificed himself so the rest can get out of that fucking building!”

“Stop, Lucius.” mahinang saway ni Creed pero nagpatuloy si Lucius sa pagsasalita.

“We all saw how the enemies shoot him so many times like a fucking guinea pig! It was a trap for Gray! He was the target! We fell into the enemies trap!”

“I said stop, you motherfucker!” sigaw na ni Creed at tsaka lang tumigil si Lucius. But I guess that wasn’t the real reason why he stopped.

It was because of Hunter.

His eyes were bloodshot while trying to stop his tears from falling. He looked so livid. Nakakuyom ang mga kamao nya na parang handang suntukin si Lucius anumang oras.

But he’s so wrecked to do that.

May narinig akong humagulgol. It was Violet. She covered her face with her hands as she cry her heart’s out. There’s a dirt all over her body and I noticed that the rest were like that too.

“Where’s the body?” Hunter asked. I sobbed when I heard the pain in his voice. “Nasaan ang katawan ng kapatid ko kung ganoon?”

I noticed L’s movements when he fished something out of his pockets. He gave it to Hunter and I saw his hands where shaking when he accepted it. He opened it and I realized that it’s Gray’s wallet, together with his tracker that Hunter gave him before they went out of this mission. The sides of the wallet were burnt.

“We barely got out when the bomb exploded.” Violet said between her sobs. “Gray was still inside.”

“There’s too many burnt bodies on the scene. The Red Faction’s Pawns were willing to sacrifice themselves just for this mission. Then we got that wallet and tracker from one of the bodies. The body matched the gunshot wounds that Gray got from the enemies.” L said.

“The body was so distorted, Hunter. Kaya kami na mismo ang naglibing. We figured that it’ll be too much for you if you see your brother… In that state.”

Hunter didn’t say anything when the team explained everything to him. He was just staring at Gray’s wallet. He opened it with his trembling hands and tears fell from his eyes when he saw their picture together inside.

Bumigay ang mga tuhod ni Hunter at napaluhod sa sahig. I tried to get near him but Lucius stopped me. I looked at him and he just shook his head.

We watched as Hunter cried while looking at the picture. It was so heartbreaking. Wala syang pakialam sa paligid kahit na may nakakakita man sa kanya na umiiyak. And I never saw Hunter looked so wrecked like this.

“Fuck…” he cursed. Nagulat ako nang suntukin nya ang sahig. “Putangina!”

Sunod-sunod nyang pinagsusuntok ang sahig. Lucius was still holding my arm but I tried to break free from his grasp. It hurts but I didn’t care. Lumapit ako kay Hunter at lumuhod sa tabi nya. Niyakap ko sya but he didn’t stop punching the floor.

“Putangina, ibalik nyo ang kapatid ko!”

I buried my face on his shoulder and cried while hugging him tight. Hunter screamed and it was so agonizing to hear kaya mas lalong lumakas ang pag iyak ko.

“Hunter…”

Oh God… Save him. Please save this man. Take his pain away. He doesn’t deserve all of this.

Napabitaw ako sa kanya when he tried ro stand up. He gripped Creed’s shirt again and I saw that his hands were full of blood. Pero mukhang hindi sya nasasaktan sa sugat sa kamao nya. His voice broke when he speak again.

“Creed, ibalik mo ang kapatid ko. Bring him back, please.” he begged.

I can’t even breathe properly while crying. Basang basa na ang mukha ko dahil sa mga luha. My heart is aching for the man that I love. But I know that what he’s feeling right now is so much worse.

“Tell me that this is just a joke. Mahilig ka naman magbiro, hindi ba?” he looked at Lucius and laughed. “You too, fucker. We like to joke around. But please, stop. Itigil nyo na at ilabas ang kapatid ko.”

His friends looked away at him. Nakita ko si Creed na may mga luha na ring tumulo sa mga mata nya. He’s not even complaining about his wound. Alam nya na mas masakit ang nararamdaman ni Hunter ngayon.

“Creed, please. Ilabas nyo nya ang kapatid ko.” Hunter begged again but Creed didn’t looked at him.

“I’m sorry…” he said and that triggered Hunter again. Muling humigpit ang kapit nya sa shirt ni Creed at bahagya pang inalog ang kaibigan.

“You, motherfucker! I asked you to take care of my brother ’cause I trust you the most but what did you do?!” Tears fell from his eyes as he speak with anger. “Why did you let my brother die?!”

“I tried saving him, Hunter.” Creed looked at him this time. Namumula na rin ang mga mata nya sa pag iyak. “Believe me, I tried. But there’s so many enemies around. Hindi namin kaya.”

“He was shot as well.” L said and pointed at Creed’s bleeding arm but Hunter didn’t paid him any attention.

“Fucker, you know that he’s the only family I have, right?” mahinang sabi ni Hunter. Ang boses nya ay punong puno ng sakit that even Creed shed tears. “Ibalik mo sya, parang awa mo na.”

When Creed didn’t say anything, Hunter’s grip on his shirt loosened. Mukha syang nawalan ng lakas dahil unti-unti ulit syang napaluhod.

“Handa akong isanla ang kaluluwa ko sa demonyo kaya parang awa nyo na, ibalik nyo ang kapatid ko.”

I was crying so hard when I hugged him again and kneeled beside him. I tried to give him my strength but it’s futile. As I hug him, I felt how broken he is. Parang nawala na ang lahat ng lakas nya habang tahimik na umiiyak.

I cried with him. I let him know that I am still here with my hug. But Hunter is so wrecked. Kahit ang mga yakap ko ay parang wala nang silbi sa kanya.

Gray, please… Huwag mong hayaang maging ganito ang Kuya mo. He needs you.

Maya-maya ay tumayo din si Hunter. He didn’t say anything as he walked towards the door. I panicked and tried to stand up but I felt so weak that I staggered. Vander helped me standing up. Hindi na ako nakapagpasalamat dahil hahabulin ko pa si Hunter pero napigilan na sya ni Lucius bago pa man sya makalabas.

“Where are you going?” he asked but Hunter just glared at him.

“Let go.” but Lucius didn’t. “Fuck, I said let go!”

I was surprised when he punched Lucius in the face. Dire-diretso syang naglakad palabas. Even if I called his name so many times, he didn’t look back. I tried to run after him but Lucius stopped me.

“Just leave him alone for now. Baka puntahan nya kung saan namin inilibing ang kapatid nya.”

“But you didn’t tell him where it was!”

“He can find it. It’s just a simple information so he can find it.” he massaged his jaw. “Dito ka lang, Artemis. Wait for him to come back.” he said and left me at the door.

That’s what I’m worried about. I’m afraid that he might not come back again. It happened before, right? He left me without saying anything. At ngayong nangyari ang mga bagay na ’to, I can’t help but be worried that he might leave me again.

Gray’s death was a fatal blow for him. Even for me. Both of them was willing to sacrifice for each other. I know that Hunter’s doing everything so he can give Gray a peaceful life. But it is too late now.

Gray is really gone.

It was so sudden. Parang kahapon lang ay nag uusap pa kami. I asked him to take care and he even gave me a two-finger salute with a smile on his face. I just can’t believe that I will not see him again.

He’s been a great friend and companion. Nang iniwan ako ni Hunter for three years ay hindi nya ako pinabayaan. He was like a stalker back then too. Bigla na lang sumulpot at sinundan-sundan din ako na gaya nang sa Kuya nya.

My tears fell and I sobbed. Why did this happen? Bakit si Gray pa? He’s been a good brother. Nakikita ko sa kanya si Apollo kaya napalapit na rin ako sa kanya. And I feel so sad to learn that he died in a horrible way.

Gunshots and burned to death.

Mabait naman sya. Bakit ganoon pa ang klase ng pagkamatay nya? Why did he even have to die? Hindi pa nila nabibigyan ng hustisya ang pagkamatay ng mga magulang nila ni Hunter.

Hunter… Please, come back.

“Don’t you think that none of this would happen if you just agreed to my offer?”

I turned around and saw Loki leaning on the wall while staring at me. His hands were on his pants’ pockets. Kanina pa ako nakatingin sa labas with the hope that Hunter might come back. I was in a deep thoughts kaya hindi ko namalayan na nasa likod ko na pala si Loki. And base on his stance, mukhang kanina nya pa ako pinapanood.

Tinanggal nya ang pagkakahalukipkip nya at lumapit sa akin. He towered over me so I had to look up to see his face.

“We could’ve avoided this if you agreed to be the bait.”

I frowned. “Are you telling me that it’s my fault that this happened?”

He smiled. He had the nerve to smile even after the death of someone.

“No. I’m just saying that Gray wouldn’t die if you accepted my offer.”

“It’s not my fault!” gigil na sabi ko sa kanya. But he just shrugged his shoulders.

“Sinasabi ko lang kung anong pwedeng mangyari, Artemis. They didn’t have to go to the location if you agreed with me.”

“Fuck you, Loki! Mabuti nga at hindi napunta si Daphne sayo! Wala kang puso!”

I saw his sea-green eyes went cold even if the smile remained on his lips. I shivered. I got that feeling that he won’t think twice to kill me if I say something again.

Pero hindi ko lang mapigilan. It feels like he’s blaming me that Gray died! I didn’t even know that this will happen! Kung alam ko lang na mangyayari ito ay sana nga, pumayag na lang ako sa offer nya!

“Watch your mouth, young lady. You won’t like it when I get mad.”

I glared at him but he smiled at me. But his smile tells a different story. It’s like he’s giving me a warning. Na nagtitimpi pa sya ngayon pero hindi na nya palalagpasin sa susunod.

He then chuckled and smirked at me. “So what now, Artemis? Hihintayin mo na naman bang may mamatay bago ka pumayag sa akin?”

“You’re still offering that bullshit to me?” I asked, bewildered. Looks like he won’t stop until I agreed.

But I promise to Gray that I won’t let myself be in danger. Dahil hindi kakayanin ni Hunter.

Mas lalo na ngayon.

“You’re the only one who can lure the Rook out of his shell, Artemis. His brother will contact you soon.”

I heard my phone beep for a new text message. Mabilis ko iyong kinuha at binasa sa pag aakalang si Hunter pero nanlamig ako nang makilala kung sino ang nagpadala noon. It was an unregistered number but there’s a name at the end of the text.

Unknown number:

Artemis, can we meet? I have something important to tell you.

• Joshua

Napatingin ako kay Loki sa nanlalaking mga mata. He glanced at my phone and smiled like he already knew who texted me even if I didn’t say anything.

“You can still save your man, Artemis. I’ll guarantee you his freedom after this. Think wisely.” he said before he finally left me alone.

My hands were trembling as I read Joshua’s message again. He never texted me even after our closure. For me, mas mabuti na kung mawawalan kami ng communication. Wala rin naman kaming dapat pag usapan pa. We only met at Gray’s bar.

Did he know about Gray already?

Of course. He’s chess piece from the Red Faction. Maybe they were celebrating that they managed to destroy the wall of EL Ordre. They must be happy that they killed the Rook.

I gritted my teeth. Fuck this game.

I tried to call Hunter and wait for him. Papasikat na ang araw pero hindi pa rin sya bumabalik. He’s not even answering my calls and I can’t help but to worry.

It’s happening again.

I waited and tried calling him every hour of the day pero wala talaga akong narinig na balita tungkol sa kanya. So I decided to leave L’s house and find him.

He needs me. And I will not let him leave me again.

Chapter 51

Fate is so unfair. It will let you experience being happy but just for a while. ’Cause after that, it will let you feel sadness to the point where you can’t remember those happy days anymore.

That’s why everytime that I will feel blissful or ecstatic, I can’t fully enjoy the feeling. I can’t help but to worry that when my happiness will end, sadness will come right after. And it is really terrifying.

Kaya mas masakit kapag nakaramdam ng kalungkutan. Dahil naranasan mo muna ang maging masaya.

Hunter didn’t come back to L’s house. I waited for him but I just waited in vain. He’s not even answering my calls so I decided to leave L’s house. I have a feeling na hindi talaga sya babalik kung hindi ko sya mahahanap.

I know that Gray’s death is too much for him to bear. That’s why I wanted to be by his side. Maybe my presence won’t help him but I want him to know that I’m just here. He still has me. He doesn’t have to face this alone.

I don’t know where to get strength anymore. I am feeling tired but I keep on thinking that I must keep on walking. I must keep on running after Hunter. Dahil kung hindi ay maiiwanan na naman nya ako. There’s no room for tiredness here.

I wanted to cry so bad. I want to mourn for Gray’s death. He’s been a good friend. Pero kahit ang umiyak ay wala akong oras. I have to find Hunter.

I looked for him for all the places that we’ve been. I went to Palawan again. I just smiled when Nanay Flor asked me why I am always looking for Hunter. Kung pinagtataguan na ba daw ako. But when I said about Gray’s death, she understands what was going on.

I hugged her when she cried. Naging alaga nya rin si Gray. Sya ang tumulong na magpalaki sa kanya so I know that it’s hard for her too.

Umuwi ako sa Manila nang wala pa ring balita kay Hunter. It is already upsetting me but I tried to understand where he’s coming from. Nawala ang kapatid nya. At siguro nga ay mas gusto nya ang mapag isa.

But I don’t want him to feel all alone. Mas lalo lang nyang pasasakitan ang sarili nya. He’ll blame himself. I know that he’ll do. Dahil noong sa game pa nga lang na namatay ako, sobra sobra na ang naging reaksyon nya. Paano pa ngayon?

Dumiretso ako sa bahay ni Daphne at ng kakambal ko. I feel so tired and I just want to rest for a bit. It was already late when I got there but still, Apollo didn’t sleep and waited for me. When he opened the door, I immediately hugged him and cried on his shoulders.

“Gray is dead, Apollo. And I can’t find Hunter anywhere.” I said in between my sobs. Apollo caressed my hair as I tightened my hug on him.

I heard Apollo sighed. Gray was his friend too. Naikwento sa akin ni Daphne na madalas si Apollo sa bar kung saan bartender pa lang si Gray noon. That’s why they became friends.

Daphne also cried with me. Naging kaibigan nya rin si Gray. We actually met because of her. At masakit rin para sa kanya ang balitang ito.

“It was so sudden…” Daphne said as she sobbed. Humigpit ang yakap ko sa kanya. Nakita kong nakatulala lang din si Apollo. Even I got shocked by his death.

He doesn’t deserve this. Hunter doesn’t desrve this.

“What happened, Artemis?” Apollo asked. I just shook my head. Hindi ako pwedeng magkwento nang hindi nila nalalaman ang tungkol sa secret organization. If they know about it, then they will be in danger too. Kaya mas mabuti na lang na huwag din nilang malaman.

Daphne was waiting for my answer but I just kept my mouth shut. Apollo nodded like he understood everything. Alam nya ang tungkol sa paghahanap ni Hunter sa pumatay sa mga magulang nya kaya siguro ay may ideya na rin sya kahit papaano.

The doorbell rang which made me confused. It’s past twelve already! Nahihiya pa nga ako dahil naistorbo ko pa si Daphne. Si Apollo lang sana ang plano kong istorbohin.

Apollo opened the door and when he came back to the living room, I saw that our Kuya Helios following him. I got teary eyed again. Sobrang late na at hetong mga kapatid ko ay handang magpakapuyat para sa akin.

“I’m sorry if I disturbed your peaceful night.” I said and started crying again. I buried my face on my palms and cried hard.

Naramdaman ko ang paglubog ng sofa sa tabi ko then I smelled my Kuya Helios’ scent. He hugged me and let me cry on his shoulders.

“Silly. We are your brothers. We’re just here for you.” Kuya Helios said softly which made me cry more.

“Sanay na rin naman kami sayo.” Apollo said. Kumalas ako sa pagkakayakap ni Kuya at masama syang tinignan. But Apollo gave me his warm smile. “Don’t hesitate to call us, brat. You will never be a bother.”

I’m so glad that I went here. Napapagod na kasi talaga ako. I am getting tired but I don’t want to give up. And my brothers’ words helped to give me more strength.

“What are your plans about Hunter?” Kuya Helios asked. My shoulders slumped.

“I can’t find him, Kuya. He’s not answering my calls either.”

“Baka gusto nyang mapag-isa, Artemis? Maybe he’ll come back soon?” Daphne said and I shook my head.

“I have this feeling that he won’t come back if I’ll just keep on waiting. And I don’t want him to be alone. It’ll be too much for him if he’s alone.”

“I understand.” Kuya Helios said. “I know that fucker. He’ll face this problem on his own. Kahit hindi na nya kaya. Iniisip nya sigurong mapapahamak ka rin nang gaya sa kapatid nya.”

Even my Kuya Helios knows what he was thinking. He knows how Hunter thinks too. Dahil sa nangyari kay Gray ay lalayo na naman sya. Isasakripisyo nya na hindi ako makasama so that I’ll be safe.

But who will protect him now that he’s so wrecked?

I clung on Kuya Helios’ shirt and begged. “Kuya, please. Hindi ko sinabi sa inyo ang nangyari para pigilan na naman akong lumapit sa kanya. So please, let me be with him. Ngayon nya ako mas kailangan, Kuya.”

I heard my brothers sighed. Nakita ko na naman ang pag ayaw sa mga mata ni Apollo. I know he’s worried. Gray’s already dead. Pero hindi pwedeng hayaan ko na lang si Hunter.

“How can you be with him when you don’t even know where he is?” Apollo asked instead.

Natahimik ako. That’s the major problem. Kapag nawala pa naman si Hunter ay sobrang hirap nyang hanapin. It took me three years to find out where he is. At kung hindi pa nadulas noon si Gray sa pagsasalita ay hindi ko pa malalaman kung nasaan ang kapatid nya.

Gray… Thank you. But please, help me find your brother again.

“Find him, Artemis.” sabi ni Kuya Helios na ikinagulat ko. “Don’t let that fucker beat himself up.”

I smiled. He’s worried about his friend too. Idinadaan nya na lang sa pagmumura nya.

He’s not so ruthless.

Apollo sighed. “Please, Artemis. Mangako kang iingatan mo ang sarili mo. That’s my only condition why I’ll let you find him.”

I nodded my head and hugged my brothers. “Thank you…”

Now that I’ve talked with my brothers, I can finally continue on finding him. I never thought that I’ll do the chasing again. But I guess this is the right thing to do. Hindi lang naman si Hunter ang kailangan na mag effort sa relasyon namin. I should too. He already put so many efforts before. And if there’s a way to save him, then I will do it. No matter what it is.

The only problem is, where can I find Hunter? If only I have his ability as a hacker, then it’ll be easy for me.

Wait… Hacker.

Oh gosh! Bakit hindi ko kaagad naisip?! I feel so stupid! May paraan pa para malaman ko kung nasaan sya!

I went back to the EL Ordre’s hideout. Naabutan ko sila na nasa may living room na naman. Maybe making a plan again. Pero sina Vander, Lucius, Death at L na lang ang nandoon.

Loki is not here.

“L.” I called him.

Napatingin silang lahat sa akin. They don’t seem surprised at all that I am here. Maybe they saw me entering the gate. Hindi naman magbubukas ang gate kung hindi nila ako papapasukin.

“Hi, Hunter’s goddess!” bati sa akin ni Lucius. His earrings shone when I glanced at him and look at L again.

“Tell me where Hunter is.”

L stared at me. Tinitigan ko sya pabalik. He really looked so lazy all the time. Pero kapag ang laptop ang kaharap nya ay mukha syang interesado doon.

He sighed and took out a piece of paper. He handed it to me which I reluctantly accepted.

“Took you so long to ask me.” he said. Nang tiningnan ko ang papel ay halos mapayakap ako sa kanya sa sobrang tuwa.

“My gosh! Thank you, L!” I exclaimed. I decided to give him a hug ’cause I feel so thankful!

“Oh shit. Tama na, Artemis. Maawa ka kay L.” sabi ni Lucius kaya humiwalay ako ng yakap sa kanya.

L cleared his throat and looked at his laptop again like nothing happened. Hindi na nya ulit ako pinansin kaya nagpaalam na ako sa kanila.

I looked at the paper that L gave me when I went inside the car. An address is written on the paper and of course, I know that this is where Hunter is. Kung tinanong ko siguro si L noong una pa lang ay nahanap ko na sana si Hunter.

Thanks to L. Alam nila kung nasaan si Hunter pero hindi nila pinupuntahan. They want me to go instead. Siguro ay alam nilang wala rin naman silang maitutulong.

What a nice friends… They understand the whole situation.

I started my car’s engine and drove my way to the address. I’ll see you again, Hunter.

Wait for me.

Chapter 52

I pushed the doorbell and waited for the door to open. I took a deep breath so I could calm myself. I don’t know why am I feeling so nervous. Maybe because I am afraid that Hunter is not here and I might get disappointed.

I wonder how is he? I bet he’s so hurt right now. Gustong gusto ko na talaga syang makita at yakapin para maiparamdam na hindi sya nag iisa.

Everyone will be hurt if they lost a family member. It hurts if someone left us in this world… Permanently.

But this is too much for Hunter since Gray is the only family he had left. Pero maging si Gray ay iniwan din sya. Hunter is the only one left in their family.

But he’s not alone. I’m still here. And I’ll do everything to comfort him.

I inhaled a sharp breath when I heard someone unlocking the door. My heart began to beat so fast while waiting for the door to open. And when it did, saka ko lang pinakawalan ang hangin sa baga ko.

Standing in front of me is the love of my life. But he’s so different from the Hunter who was chasing me before. He always looked so proud back then. But now… This Hunter in front of me looked so… Wretched.

Dark circles formed under his eyes. There were also some stubble that I saw on his chin and jaw like he haven’t shaved from the last time that we’ve met, wearing only a white shirt and a cotton shorts. Pumayat din sya. And his eyes looked so empty.

I tried so hard not to cry in front of him. I need to be strong now that he’s weak. I must provide him the strength that he needs.

“Hi.” I greeted and gave him a small smile. Hindi nagbago ang expression sa mukha nya habang nakatingin sa akin.

“What are you doing here?” he asked coldly. Hindi ko ipinahalata na nasaktan ako sa naging trato nya sa akin.

My smile remained on my face. “Hinahanap kita, Hunter. You’re not answering my calls. I’m worried about you.”

“I’m okay. Umuwi ka na.” malamig nyang sabi at akmang isasara pa ang pinto pero pinigilan ko.

“Won’t you offer me a cup of coffee?” I asked. My smile wavered when he give me a cold glare.

“Umuwi ka na, Artemis. I don’t need you here.”

Well, that hurts! I’m not used to him treating me like this, like a nuisance. He always treats me as a very important person. Palagi pa nga syang nakasunod sa akin noon dahil ayaw nyang mawala ako sa paningin nya.

But I still tried to comprehend what’s happening to him. He’s hurt. He’s mourning. And base on what I am seeing, he doesn’t care about his health and what would happen to him.

He will try to push me away. He will make me feel like a bother but I won’t give up on him.

“Come on, Hunter. I am tired. Just let me rest inside for a minute, please?”

He stared at me. Kahit na malamig ang mga titig nya ay alam kong nandoon pa rin ang pag aalala nya. I know that he still loves me. Natatakluban lang iyon dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman nya.

He sighed. “Just go away, Artemis.” sabi nya at pinigilan ko na ang mapaluha. It really hurts!

“Don’t be like this, Hunter. I came here for you. I want to be with you.”

“Hindi ko kailangan ng kasama.”

“I know. But please, just let me be with you. Promise, hindi ako mag iingay. I won’t even talk to you! Hayaan mo lang akong makasama ka.”

I saw his jaw clenched and his eyes screams of danger. Mukhang nakulitan sya sa akin pero sinalubong ko ang tingin nya. I won’t give up. He’s hurting so I should be here beside him.

“I told you to just go home!” sigaw nya at halos maiyak na talaga ako.

“I won’t, Hunter! Hindi kita iiwan ngayong nakikita kong nasasaktan ka!”

Napatili ako nang marahas nya akong hinila papasok at malakas na isinandal sa isinaradong pinto. I winced in pain but didn’t had the time to complain when his warm lips suddenly enveloped mine.

He kissed me forcefully. Madiin ang pagkakahalik nya pero hindi ko sya itinulak. He pinned my hands on the sides of my head and even his grip on me felt so painful.

He bit my lower lip and I almost cried in pain. But my cries died inside his mouth. He delved his tongue and invaded every corner of my mouth. It feels like he’s trying to devour me with his violent kisses.

Hindi ako nagreklamo. Tinanggap ko ang pagiging marahas nya. I know that this is his way of letting out his feelings. Matagal na tinikis kaya ngayon ay naging malupit.

His kisses went down to my jaw then down to my neck. I gasped when I felt him bit my skin. It’s painful. It hurts but at the same time, it also gave me a different feeling.

Ganoon ang ginawa ni Hunter sa leeg ko. Biting and sucking my every skin. Kung minsan ay napapasinghap na lang ako dahil sa sakit ng pagkagat nya.

He was sucking the skin that he bit when he stopped suddenly. He didn’t move for awhile. Then I felt a warm liquid on my neck before Hunter buried his face there and cried.

His grip on my hands loosened so I was able to hug him. Nanginginig ang katawan nya habang nakasubsob ang mukha sa leeg ko at umiiyak. He’s silently crying pero naramdaman ko ang pagkabasa ng leeg ko dahil sa mga luha na nanggagaling sa mga mata nya.

I tapped him on the back. He hugged me on the waist and buried his face more on my neck. My heart is aching for him and my eyes became misty from the tears that wanted to flow.

“Wala na ang kapatid ko, Artemis. Wala na sya.” he said like a child. “Hindi na sya babalik. Wala na sya.”

A tear escaped from my eyes. It was so agonizing hearing him cry and breaking down like this. Gusto kong alisin ang sakit na nararamdaman nya pero wala akong magawa.

“Pinuntahan ko ang puntod nya. I digged his grave, Artemis. I saw… H-his body. Hindi ko matanggap na ganoon ang sinapit ng kapatid ko.”

“Sshhh…”

Gosh… He must’ve felt like hell that time! Lucius said that the body was distorted at ang makita ni Hunter sa ganoong kalagayan ang kapatid nya ay sobra sigurong masakit para sa kanya!

I shouldn’t have let him left that day. Sana ay hindi ko sya hinayaang umalis sa tabi ko ulit. Para napigilan ko sya sa paghuhukay sa puntod ng kapatid nya. My gosh… I can’t imagine how much it pained him!

“I’m so tired, Artemis.” he said as his voice broke. “Lahat na lang ng taong mahahalaga sa akin, nawawala.”

I stifled a sob and bit my lower lip. God, please take away his pain.

“I don’t know if I should keep on fighting. It feels like all of my love ones died because of me.”

“No, Hunter…” I said. Hinigpitan ko ang pagkakayakap ko sa kanya. “It’s not your fault. Hindi mo kasalanan ang mga nangyari.”

Humiwalay sya sa akin at nakita ko ang sakit sa mga mata nya nang tignan ako.

“I gave them the go signal, Artemis! Kung sinabi kong huwag na lang tumuloy, hindi na sana nangyari ’to sa kapatid ko!” tears fell from his eyes and I wiped it away.

“Stop blaming yourself, Hunter. Hindi mo ginusto ang nangyari. Walang may gusto sa nangyari. Huwag mong parusahan ang sarili mo sa bagay na hindi mo naman kasalanan.”

Pero mukhang hindi nya narinig ang mga sinabi ko. His mind is closed. Wala syang naririnig. Sinisisi nya ang sarili nya ngayon at kahit anong sabihin ko ay mukhang hindi nya maiintindihan.

I should wait for him to calm down. Bumuhos ang nararamdaman nya ngayon. Ilang araw nyang pinigilang ilabas ang sakit na nararamdaman nya at ngayon lang sya nagkaroon ng pagkakataon.

I’m glad that I found him. This will make him feel better after he let out his feelings.

“Parang gusto ko na lang sumuko…”

He caressed my cheeks. His thumb softly brush my lips that had a cut when he bit it just a while ago.

“And I’m afraid that you’ll be the next one to leave me, Artemis.”

I shook my head. “Hunter, no.” pero mukhang hindi nya talaga naririnig.

“I can’t live in this world without you, Artemis. Even if it hurts not to be by your side, I’ll do it. Basta alam ko lang na ligtas ka.”

I panicked. He’s leaving me again and I won’t let him!

I cupped his face with my hands and stared at his empty eyes. “You will not leave me again, Hunter Chase Sanford. Got that, huh? I won’t leave you. Walang sinuman sa atin ang mang iiwan! We’ll get through with this together.”

He smiled but it was a sad smile. I kissed him and tried to convey my feelings with my kiss. He answered it, more gentle this time. Na parang natatakot talaga syang masaktan nya na naman ako.

I won’t let him leave me again. Hindi ako papayag na maging miserable na naman ako dahil wala sya sa tabi ko. I was like a freaking robot that time! Waking up in the morning, going to work then sleep in the evening. That was my daily routine when he left me back then.

At hindi ko na hahayaan na maulit pa iyon. I promise to myself that I’ll wake up everyday feeling Hunter’s love for me. Cause he will always be here beside me. He will never leave me again.

He must’ve felt tired letting out all his emotions ’cause he fell asleep when I lead him inside his bedroom. Ang kalat-kalat sa loob ng bahay nya. Bottle of beers were everywhere. Sana ay maaga akong nakapunta dito para hindi nya pinarusahan nang husto ang sarili nya.

I decided to clean his room. Makakadagdag lang kasi sa lungkot na nararamdaman nya if his room feels gloomy too. But as I was cleaning his shelfs, I saw a photo of him and his brother on the display shelf. It was taken on the grand opening of Gray’s bar. Ngiting-ngiti si Gray na nakaakbay sa kapatid nyang may maliit na ngiti sa mga labi. I felt the tightness on my chest.

Gray… I never thought that I’ll only see your smile on the pictures from now on.

Please, guide your brother.

Umupo ako sa gilid ng kama ni Hunter at tinitigan ang natutulog nyang mukha. Even in his sleep, he looked like he’s agonizing. I caressed his cheeks and sighed.

I heard my phone beep because of the text message. It was from Joshua. Hindi nagbago ang expression ng mukha ko nang mabasa ko ang mensaheng ipinadala nya.

Joshua:

Please, Artemis. This is really important. Let’s meet.

I sighed and looked at Hunter again. I brushed his hair with my fingers. If only I could take your pain away, then I’ll do it. Kahit ako pa ang pumalit sa posisyon mo.

“If you’re tired, then let me fight for you.” I whispered and kissed him on the cheeks.

Tumayo ako at maingat na lumabas sa kwarto nya. Huminga muna ako ng malalim bago kinuha ang calling card na nasa loob ng purse ko.

I dialed Loki’s number.

Ilang ring bago nya sinagot ang tawag ko. He didn’t say anything but it looks like he already know who I am and why am I suddenly giving him a call.

I made a big decision.

“It’s me. I am accepting your offer.”

I won’t let you leave me again, Hunter. I’ll fight with you. Let’s stop the chase now.

I took a deep breath and stared at the closed door on Hunter’s room. Sinabi ko ang isang bagay na alam kong hindi ko na mababawi.

“I will act as your pawn. I’ll be the bait.”

Chapter 53

Loki gave me the address to his penthouse. He said that he needs to discuss the plan with me. Of course, we mustn’t be stupid and approach the tiger’s lair without any plans.

I admit that I’m scared. I just agreed to be the bait, to be their pawn. And people like me were the first one to die in a battle. Heck, I don’t even have enough knowledge about their secret organization and yet I can’t believe that I agreed to endangered myself!

The close encounters that I had with the enemies were when someone stabbed me and someone hacked my flight. Iyon lang. Pagkatapos ay wala. At hindi ko maisip na ako pa mismo ang lalapit sa kanila ngayon!

But I have to do this for Hunter. I know that he will leave me again. He’s blaming himself for his brother’s death and he will stay away from me for the fear that I might get hurt because of him. To think that something bad already happened to me before. Kahit hindi nya kasalanan ay sisisihin nya ang sarili nya.

And I have to be careful. I know that this is dangerous but if we succeed in this, then Hunter will have the justice for his parents and Gray. And he will no longer be a part of that stupid game too.

Someone led me inside the penthouse when I got there. He doesn’t seem like Loki’s butler to me. Mukha syang anak-mayaman. I’ve met a lot of rich men when Gallagher Empire or GE Airlines were having parties so I knew if I see one.

The guy has a coffee colored eyes. His face looked harsh but I noticed that he’s smiling everytime our eyes meet. His stance was friendly which helped me feel calm.

He led me to the pool area. I saw Loki’s sitting on the sun lounger while reading a book and drinking a wine. Wearing only a robe and I bet na swimming trunks lang ang suot nya sa loob since I can see his chiseled chest dahil bahagyang nakabukas ang robe sa bandang dibdib nya. I also noticed the gold necklace with a crown pendant on his neck. The wind was blowing his hair. The blue color of the water from the pool made his green eyes looked so mysterious.

We stopped in front of him and Loki lifted his gaze up to us. He stood up. Mas lalong lumaki ang pagkakabukas ng robe nya kaya nakita ko ng buo ang katawan nya.

He has an eight packs abs and a very define body which will make all the girls drool over him pero mas gusto ko pa rin ang katawan ni Hunter.

The way his muscles flex when he’s making love to me, heck, I wouldn’t trade him for anything in this world.

“Take a seat, please.” Loki said. Inilahad pa nya ang sun lounger na katabi ng kinauupuan nya kanina.

I take a seat ’cause the sunlight is killing me. May malaking payong kasi ang nandoon sa sun lounger kaya agad akong sumilong doon.

Loki took a seat. Patagilid syang umupo sa sun lounger kaya nakaharap sya sa side ko. His legs were slightly spread and he leaned his elbows on his knees. He was about to say something when I noticed that his eyebrows creased and looked at the man who’s still standing in front of us.

“Do you need anything, Gon?” Loki asked. Napakamot sa batok ang lalaki at napasulyap muna sa akin bago nagsalita.

“The Queen is complaining, Fourth. She wants to get back to her work.”

Loki sighed. “Just don’t let her out of your sight.”

Gon seems surprised. “You’ll let her work again?”

“Just don’t let her out of your sight.” ulit ni Loki sa sinabi nya. “And bring her Knight with you.”

The man excused himself and I just smiled at him. I pursed my lips and stared at Loki. He’s looking at the pool and it took him awhile before he finally turned his gaze at me.

Inunahan ko na sya sa pagsasalita. “You really imprisoned your Queen?”

He chuckled. Nagsalin sya ng wine sa baso nya. There was an empty wineglass at the small table and he offered it to me, asking for a permission to fill it up with wine. Pero umiling ako at nagkibit lang sya ng balikat.

“I’m just protecting her, Artemis.” he said with his thick british accent. “You know how dangerous this game is.”

“Just because you’re the King doesn’t mean that you have the right to took away her freedom! Are you belittling her ’cause she’s a woman? She can fight in this game too!”

“Stop involving yourself with the Queen.” said Loki and his gaze turned cold. Napalunok ako. “Just focus on your mission. You are just an acting pawn.”

I took a deep breath. Ayoko lang yung ideya na inaalisan nya ng karapatan na maging malaya ang Queen nila just because of this stupid game. Women can fight too. Just how I choose to fight because of my love for Hunter. I’m sure that the Queen can help them more that what I can do.

I sighed. Taas noong tumingin ako kay Loki. “Tell me the plan.”

Itinago nya ang pagngisi nya sa pamamagitan ng pag inom sa kopitang hawak nya. But I clearly saw it. He looked satisfied that everything is going according to his plan.

“Before that, let me ask you why you suddenly changed your mind.” then I saw him looked at my neck. “Never mind.”

I blushed so hard. I know that he saw the lovebites that Hunter made on my neck. Nakalimutan kong takpan! After the call, I immediately went to my condo and took a quick shower dahil nag-set agad si Loki ng meeting. At nawala sa isip ko ang mga marka sa leeg ko!

“Just tell me the damn plan!” inis kong sabi para pagtakpan ang pamumula ng buong mukha ko.

But Loki is really evil. He laughed at my reaction at wala na akong nagawa kung hindi ang simangutan sya at hintayin na matapos sa pagtawa.

The heck…

“My apologies, Lady Artemis.” he said after he’s done laughing and I just rolled my eyes at him. “May I see those texts that the Pawn sent to you?”

I took out my phone and opened Joshua’s messages. I gave it to Loki. He read it with a serious expression on his face. Tinitigan ko lang sya hanggang sa mag angat sya ng tingin sa akin.

“How’s your acting skills, Artemis?” tanong nyang ibinabalik sa akin ang cellphone ko. Kinuha ko iyon at ibinalik sa loob ng purse ko at kunot noong tumingin sa kanya.

“Why are you suddenly asking about that?” I asked, confused.

He smiled at me. But the kind of smile like he’s planning something evil. Which I guess that he really does.

“You’re going to act in front of the Pawn.”

I frowned more. “Act?”

“Yes. Act like we are not planning something. Act like you are not a bait. In short, just be yourself.”

“I am not confident with my acting skills, Loki. I might mess things up.” I admitted.

Well, first of, I’m a brat. Nasanay akong gawin ang gusto kong gawin. Nasanay akong nasusunod ang gusto ko. And I’m not use that people are using me like this.

I am so done with that phase of my life!

Oh, gosh. I remember then na galit na galit ako sa mga taong nanggamit sa akin noon. Pretending that they’re my friends because they want my brothers or they want something from our company. And yet, here I am na willing na magpagamit sa isang tao!

“Just keep in mind that you’re doing this for Tracer.” Loki said. I sighed.

“I know.” I won’t be here if not for him. “Okay. Just be myself. What else?”

“Call the Pawn. Set a meeting with him.”

“Got that. And?”

“What I mean is, now. Call him now.”

Natigilan ako. Well, this is so sudden. Hindi ako nakapaghanda ng sasabihin ko! I mean, I might stammer. Baka makahalata pa si Joshua.

“Kailan kami magmi-meet?” I asked instead. I just want this to end. I want Hunter to have his revenge and become free.

So that he can start healing his broken self.

“Depends on you.” sabi nya at itinukod and dalawang kamay sa gilid nya. Ang bigat ay sinusuportahan ng kamay nyang nakatukod inuupuan nya. “But the sooner the better.”

I rolled my eyes heavenward. Depends on me but he wants it soon? Well, gusto ko rin naman na matapos ’to.

I took out my phone again and dialed Joshua’s number. Nagulat ako nang makaisang ring lang ay sinagot na nya agad. It’s like he’s waiting for my call.

“Hello? Artemis?” naninigurado pa nyang tanong sa kabilang linya.

“J-joshua.” Oh, heck! I stammered! I cleared my throat. “Joshua.”

“Thank God.” parang nakahinga sya nang maluwag. “Did you received my text messages? Please, Artemis. Let’s talk.”

I took a deep breath. Nakita ko si Loki na nakatitig sa akin habang umiinom na naman sa wine glass nya.

“Okay. Let’s have a dinner later.”

Loki didn’t bother to hide his smirk this time. Ibinaba nya ang wineglass na hawak nya. And when he looked at me, he seemed so proud. Inirapan ko sya.

Damn you, Peppa Pig.

“Oh, sure. Sure.” si Joshua na mukhang tuwang tuwa pa. “Susunduin ba kita?”

“No, no. I’ll just text you the time and place.”

“Okay. Okay.”

“Bye.” I said. Ibinaba ko na ang tawag nang hindi hinihintay ang pagpapaalam nya. “What now?” I asked Loki.

“Just talk to him. Be yourself. But never mention about our plan.”

“Of course. I’m not that stupid.” I said. Tumawa lang si Loki and he sipped on his wineglass again. “But what if he asked about the game?”

“I told you to just be yourself. You don’t have to lie. All that I’m asking you is not to mention about this plan.”

Natahimik ako. Well that’s what it makes this harder. Baka mas madulas pa ako kung magsasabi ako ng totoo.

“And needless to say, you shouldn’t mention this to anyone. Even to Tracer.”

“I’m not even planning to.”

He smiled. There’s the irritation again that I’m feeling everytime that he smiles this way. Mas lalo kong nararamdaman ang panggagamit nya sa akin. It’s like I was playing around his fingers.

He removed his necklace and he fished something out of the pocket of his robe. Nang inilabas ay nakita kong isa iyong maliit na kahon. He gave it to me including his necklace.

“You will need these.” he said.

I opened the box and I saw a pair of stud earrings. Nagtatakang napatingin ako kay Loki.

“I have enough earrings, Loki.”

He chuckled and shook his head. “That’s an earpiece, Artemis. I might give you instructions if it’ll become dangerous.” he pointed at the necklace. “The pendant has a tracking device.”

“Why would you need to know my location?”

He smiled. “The Pawn will try to abduct you, Lady Artemis.”

Oh… He already told me about this when he first offered me being the bait. I can’t actually believed that Joshua will try to do something bad to me. I mean, may pinagsamahan pa rin naman kami. We had our closure. We became friends. And him abducting me seems impossible.

“Provoke him, Artemis.” sabi ni Loki nang makita ang kaguluhan sa mukha ko. “You won’t even have a hard time. Just tell him that you don’t love him then it’ll be a big blow for him.”

“Is that how you felt when Daphne said that to you?”

Huli na bago ko na-realize ang tanong ko. I saw his face darkened and his eyes looked so deadly while glaring at me. His jaw clenched. Nakakatakot ang itsura nya at halatang galit na galit sya.

I don’t even know why I asked him that! Damn myself for being a brat! I know that it’s none of my business and the thing about him and Daphne happened few years ago already!

“You better behave, Lady Artemis. Or I’ll let you get killed by the hands of the Rook.”

Napalunok ako. Hindi sya nagbibiro nang sabihin nya iyon. Ano ba kasi ang pumasok sa utak ko at naitanong ko pa iyon sa kanya?!

“I’m sorry…” I said softly. Oh well. I’m not used at apologizing but it is entirely my fault. Even if his offer is dangerous, I know that it will help Hunter to be free so I need to be good to him.

He sighed. Nawala ang pagiging galit nya at mariin na pumikit. When he opened his eyes again, he looked at me seriously.

“Just keep wearing the necklace and the earrings. I need to know your location. I am sure that the Pawn will take you to where the Rook is.”

“What should I do after he took me there?”

“Pretend you’re scared.”

I scoffed. “Heck, I know that I will.”

He smirked. “That’s why I told you to just be yourself.”

I rolled my eyes at him. Tumayo na ako dahil mukhang tapos na naman ang pag uusap namin. But before I went away, I looked down on him.

“Did I already tell you that I’m glad that Apollo is the whom Daphne marries? I don’t like you.”

Imbes na mainis ay tumawa lang sya. Umirap ako at tinalikuran na sya pero bago pa ako makalayo ay tinawag nya ako.

“Artemis.” he called and I looked at him. “Be careful.”

He looked seriously worried for me. How ironic. He’s the one who’s putting me in this dangerous situation though!

I just smiled instead. “’Course, I will.”

I texted Joshua where we should meet. I chose a restaurant where there’s only a few people and far from the road. So that when he tried to abduct me, walang masyadong makakakita at maghihinala.

I checked if Hunter contacted me but I didn’t receive any single message from him. I sighed. I texted him to take care of himself and that I love him before I prepared for my dinner with Joshua.

If Hunter will see us, I wonder if he’ll get jealous again?

I laughed when I remember the time when he saw me and Joshua together. He was so jealous back then! And that was the first time that I did embarrassing thing in my life.

All of these are for Hunter.

Nakita ko si Joshua na nakaupo na pagdating ko doon. Wala pa sa lima ang nandoon sa loob including him. I stayed outside and stared at him. Wala na talaga akong nararamdaman para sa kanya. Back then, my heart will beat fast kahit ang makita ko lang sya.

May lumapit na waiter sa kanya at nakita kong umiling sya. That’s when I realized na siguro ay kanina pa sya nandito. I checked if I’m wearing the necklace and the earrings that Loki gave me before I took a deep breath and went inside.

“Hi. I’m sorry I’m late.” bati ko nang makalapit ako. Natatarantang napatayo si Joshua at tutulungan pa sana akong makaupo nang umupo na ako.

“Hindi ka late. Napaaga lang ako.”

“That’s good.” I smiled at him. “Let’s order na.”

We ordered our food and eat right after it was served. I tried to act normally just how Loki instructed me. But Joshua looked so tense. Mukhang gustong gusto nya na akong kausapin.

Ibinaba ko ang kubyertos at uminom na. I wiped my mouth with a napkin. Kaunti lang ang nakain ko. I don’t think I have the appetite. Sinubukan ko lang kumain para magmukhang normal ang kilos ko sa harapan ni Joshua.

“What do you want to talk about, Joshua?” I asked. Tinitigan nya ako sa mga mata.

“Break up with Hunter, Artemis.”

“What?”

“Break up with your boyfriend. Mapapahamak ka lang sa kanya.”

I gritted my teeth. Heck, I forgot that I’m even acting. Wala na akong pakialam sa pag arte ko. I don’t want him to dictate what I should do in my life!

“How dare you say that?” I asked through my gritted teeth. I am so freaking mad!

“Artemis, hindi mo lubusang kilala ang lalaking iyon. He’s dangerous. At kapag lumapit ka sa kanya ay mapapahamak ka lang din.”

“Stop it, Joshua.”

“I just don’t want you to get hurt again. Madadamay ka lang kapag hindi ka lumayo sa kanya.”

I laughed mockingly. “At ano? Papatayin ako?”

“Yes. I know that I sound crazy but it’s true. Maaari kang mamatay.”

“Just how they killed Gray?”

Just by mentioning his name, my tears fell. Naghalo-halo na ang nararamdaman ko. Frustration, mourning, hurt and anger. At sa naririnig ko kay Joshua ay may alam sya sa lahat ng mga nangyayari.

“You knew?” hindi makapaniwala nyang tanong.

“Of course. Hunter told me everything. Dahil ayaw nya na akong pagmukhang tanga. At alam ko na din ang tungkol sa bwisit na laro na yan!”

Hindi nakapagsalita si Joshua. Mukhang hindi nya inaasahan na alam ko ang lahat. He must’ve think that I’ll get scared if he told me everything and leave Hunter.

“I know what happened to Gray. How he died!” hininaan ko ang boses ko pero nandoon pa rin ang galit. “Joshua, he’s your friend! You should’ve saved him!”

“I can’t!” frustrated nyang sabi sa akin. “I can’t save him. It was an order above, Artemis. At wala akong magawa kundi ang sundin ang inuutos nila!”

I gasped in horror. “You were there when he died?”

Nag iwas sya ng tingin at hindi makapaniwalang napatitig ako sa kanya. Oh my gosh… I felt like I’m looking at a very different person. Parang hindi si Joshua ang tinitignan ko ngayon. Hindi ang taong minahal ko noon.

“Did you shoot him as well?” nanginginig ang mga labing tanong ko sa kanya. Napatingin sya sa akin.

“Artemis—”

“Did you shoot him?!” mariin kong tanong. “My gosh, Joshua! Answer me!”

“Layuan mo si Hunter.” he said instead.

Oh my gosh…

“You think I’ll do that? Hindi ko sya lalayuan, Joshua. Heck, I’ll even sacrifice my life for him!” I said and I heard Loki’s words earlier.

Provoke him, Artemis.

“I love him. I love Hunter. I love him more than you, Joshua. At hindi ako tanga para layuan sya dahil lang sa sinabi mo!”

“You’re kidding.” hindi makapaniwala nyang sabi.

“No, Joshua. I’m dead serious. And I’m glad that you kissed a slut while were together. Dahil kung hindi, hindi ko mamahalin si Hunter. He’s so much better than a trash like you. You are nothing against him.”

I saw the anger in his eyes because of my words. I smiled to myself pero mukhang hindi ko na rin naitago ang pagngisi ko dahil nadagdagan ang galit sa mga mata nya habang nakatingin sa akin.

I succeeded in provoking him.

I stood up. “Excuse me. I’ll just go to the washroom.”

Mabilis akong pumunta sa restroom at doon inilabas ang lahat ng nararamdaman ko. I cried. So hard. I cried for Gray. I cried for Hunter. I cried for myself.

Joshua didn’t answered my question and his silence was enough for me. He shot Gray. I can’t believe that he’ll do that to a friend.

Napahagulgol na ako. I know that Loki is listening through my stud earrings but I’m glad that he’s not saying anything. Ipinaubaya nya sa akin ang sitwasyon.

Gray… I’m sorry. It feels like I’m at fault too.

Oh, God. Bakit sobra ang ginawa nila sayo?

I stared at my crying face. Naghilamos ako para matanggal ang mga bakas ng luha sa mukha ko. I reapplied my makeup again. And with a determined face, I went out of the bathroom.

I’ll give you the justice that you deserve, Gray. And I’ll help your brother.

Pagkabalik ko sa lamesa ay nakita ko ang paborito kong milkshake doon. Looks like Joshua ordered it for me.

“I’m sorry.” he said. Mas inilapit pa nya ang milkshake sa akin. “Drink this. It will make you feel calm. It’s your favorite, right?”

Muntik na akong mapatawa. Damn you, Joshua. You are so freaking obvious.

I can’t believe that he will do this.

I took the milkshake and smiled at him. I said my thanks. Titig na titig si Joshua sa akin at inaabangan pa talaga ang pag inom ko. Siniguro kong mangangalahati muna ang baso bago ko iyon tinigilan. After a while, I felt dizzy.

“Are you okay?” tanong ni Joshua. I tried to nod but the world is spinning around me.

“Let’s go home, please.”

Nag iwan na lang ng pera si Joshua sa table namin at inalalayan ako sa pagtayo. Heck, I can’t even take a step. Hilong hilo ako at nanlalambot na ang katawan ko.

Hunter…

Naramdaman ko ang hanging panggabi. Mukhang nakalabas na kami ng coffee shop pero mas lalong dumoble ang pagkahilo ko.

“I’m sorry, Artemis.” I heard Joshua said.

And that was the last thing that I heard before the darkness welcomed me.

Chapter 54

I felt the throbbing of my head first before I opened my eyes. Confusion got through me when I stared at unfamiliar ceiling. Then I heared a waves crashing from the outside.

Where am I?

Then I remembered everything that happened. I lost consciousness in Joshua’s arms. Sigurado ako na may inilagay sya sa milkshake na ibinigay nya sa akin na sinadya kong inumin.

I quickly checked if I’m still wearing the earrings and the necklace that Loki gave me. Nakahinga ako nang maluwag nang makapa iyon sa katawan ko.

Good. Alam nila kung nasaan ako. But where am I anyway?

Narinig ko ulit ang paghampas ng alon sa labas. I felt the whole room is slowly rocking. The interior looked classy and I got an idea when I am.

I’m in a yacht.

Sinubukan kong bumangon at umupo na lang sa kama. I looked around but stopped when I noticed that I am not alone. Joshua is sitting on a chair at the far end of the room. Nakatingin sya sa akin. Alam nya na kanina pa ako gising.

“Where am I?” tanong ko at iginala ang paningin. Sa gilid ay nakita ko ang bintanang salamin. I’m right. I’m in a yacht and we’re probably in the middle of the sea base on the lights that seem so far away.

I heard Joshua sighed before he stood up and walked towards me. Instinct took over me and I scooted away from him like protecting myself when he sat at the end of the bed. Nakita ko ang sakit sa mga mata nya dahil sa ginawa ko.

“You know I will never hurt you, Artemis.” he said but I looked at him angrily.

“You drugged me, Joshua.” nanginginig ang mga labing sabi ko. I couldn’t believe it. There’s still a hope in me that he’s still the same Joshua that I loved but he did this to me. “You took me here without my consent! You kidnapped me!”

Oh, I am being ironic! Hunter did this to me before. He basically kidnapped me since he didn’t tell me about his plan that he’ll take me to Palawan. And heck, my brothers were his accomplices!

Hunter… I wonder if you’ll get angry with me after this?

I am feeling scared. The thought that Joshua drugged me means that he is not whom I thought what he would be. And I am getting scared that he will do something bad to me.

He is not the same Joshua that I used to know.

“I have no choice.” he said and I can hear regret in his voice. “I had to take you here.”

“You have every damn choice, Joshua!” nagagalit na sabi ko sa kanya. “You can choose not to take me here! You can choose not to kill Gray! But look at what you’ve done!”

“Kung hindi kita dinala dito, Artemis, mas mapapahamak ka.” mahina pero mariin ang pagkakasabi nya.

I looked at him, bewildered. “You think that I’ll be safer if I’m with you than Hunter? The heck, Joshua! Now I feel so scared thinking that you might do something to me!”

And that’s the truth. Loki made it clear to me that Kenji, the Rook and also Joshua’s brother took an interest to me. Siguro ay nalaman nyang ako ang girlfriend ni Hunter so now, he’ll use me against him. What Joshua’s saying is a complete nonsense.

Hindi ako nandito para maging ligtas. I am here as a bait.

“Ano ba yung maingay na naririnig ko?”

I noticed Joshua’s body became rigid bago ako napalingon sa pinto ng kwarto nang magbukas iyon. And there, I saw a man with a choppy blonde hair. But what I’ve noticed the most is his eyes that was just the same with Joshua.

The man smiled at me. “Gising na pala ang ating dyosa!” he entered the room and stood in front of me. Itinuro nya ang tyan nya sa may bandang kaliwa. “How’s your scar? Ang lalim nung pagkasaksak ko sayo, ah?!”

I shivered when I realized what he’s talking about. He’s talking about the scar that I’ve got when someone stabbed me. It’s him. He did it.

Kenji Liu, Joshua’s biological brother, stabbed me with a knife.

Naramdaman kong parang sumakit yata ang peklat ko dahil sa nalaman ko. Wala sa sariling napahawak ako sa parteng iyon ng tyan ko. I saw Kenji smirked at me. Parang natutuwa pa sya sa naging reaction ko.

“Masakit ba?” he asked pretending that he’s worried but I can see the fun in his eyes. “Wala naman akong tinamaan na vital orhans kaya alam kong mabubuhay ka. Ginawa ko lang iyon as a warning para layuan ka ng Rook.”

Hindi makapaniwalang napatitig ako sa kanya. “What the heck are you saying?”

He walked towards us. Hinila patayo si Joshua at inakbayan. “My brother really loves you, you know. No, love is an understatement.” tinapik nya ang dibdib ni Joshua. “This man is obssess with you.”

Nagpalipat-lipat ang tingin ko sa kanila. I can see the resemblance. They have the same eyes but Joshua looked more kind than his brother. Halata sa mga mga ni Kenji na gagawa talaga nang masama.

“Gusto nyang balikan mo sya. Kaya gumawa ako nang paraan para layuan ka mismo ng Rook na ’yon. Sisisihin nya ang sarili nya kasi napahamak ka nang dahil sa kanya. At tama ako.”

Wait a minute… What is he talking about? That he did stabbed me so Hunter will leave me ’cause he’ll blame himself. When he mentioned the ‘Rook’, he’s talking about Hunter right?

Iyon ang dahilan nya kaya nya ginawa iyon? Para kapag iniwan ako ni Hunter ay babalikan ko si Joshua? And Joshua did approved of that?

Anger build inside me and I glared at the two men in front of me. This is the only time that I felt this mad. Nanginginig ako sa galit. I balled my fist. Bumabaon ang kuko ko sa mga palad ko but heck, I am so freaking mad that I want to hurt these two!

“Fuck you…” I said through my gritted teeth. Mabilis na ang paghinga ko dahil sa sobrang galit na nararamdaman.

Kenji laughed. Inalis nya ang pagkakaakbay kay Joshua at malakas na pinalo ang likod ng kapatid.

“I-fuck mo daw, oh!” tatawa tawang sabi nya kaya mas lalo akong nagalit. Pero umupo sya sa gilid ng kama ko at ngumiti sa akin. “I’ll tell you a bedtime story first.”

Natigilan ako. I feel like this man is crazy. I looked at Joshua but he’s not meeting my eyes.

“Sikreto din naming magkapatid ’to.”

“Kenji, ’wag.” pigil ni Joshua but his brother laughed instead.

“Ayos lang ‘yan, kapatid. Gusto ko muna syang kwentuhan.” he looked at me again. “Let me tell you the story on how we killed the Rooks’ parents.”

Nanlamig ang buong katawan ko. It’s the Sanford brothers’ parents. I know the idea that Kenji is the prime suspect of this murder. And hearing him say this means that he really did kill their parents.

Kenji smiled. “You wanna know why we killed them?”

‘We’?

I looked at Joshua. Iniiwasan nya pa rin ang tingin ko. And I felt so dumb that I loved this kind of man for five freaking years!

My gaze turned to Kenji again when he snapped his fingers in front of my face.

“Interesting ang story na ’to kaya makinig ka.” sumeryoso ang mukha nya pero agad ding ngumiti. “We did it ’cause we’re just bored! And I was teaching Joshua how to use a gun so I chose them as the target.”

“What?” I asked almost like a whisper and Kenji laughed.

“Hindi pa kasi marunong gumamit ng baril noon si Joshua kaya tinuruan ko. Gandang target ’nung dalawang ’yon! Nagmamakaawa pang ’wag saktan ang mga anak nila.” he laughed like a maniac. “They didn’t put up a fight when I said that I’ll kill their son who’s hiding in the storage room!”

“Kenji, tama na.” dinig kong sabi ni Joshua nang magsimulang tumulo ang mga luha ko. But Kenji continued.

“Ito naman kasing si Joshua, kung sana ay mabilis syang turuan, hindi na sana namin pinatay yung dalawang ’yon. They’re not a part of the game anymore but they were the best shooting target.”

I cried harder when I remember what Gray said to me back then. That he could hear everything. Everything that the killer said. At sobrang sakit ng mga eksenang pumapasok sa isip ko habang tinuturuan ni Kenji si Joshua kung paano ang bumaril at naririnig lahat iyon ni Gray.

And he heard when his parents’ begged to spare his life.

Oh my gosh, Gray… Hunter wasn’t the only one who’s broken. You were too. Pero pinili mo ang ngumiti para sa kapatid mo. So that your brother wouldn’t worry much about you. Dahil alam mo na marami na syang iniisip right? You know that he’s doing everything to find the killers kaya pinili mo na huwag nang maging pabigat sa kanya.

But no, Gray. Hunter loves you, too. He is mourning for your death. At kapag nalaman nya ang mga ginawa mo para sa kanya ay mas lalo lang syang madudurog.

Would you forgive me if I won’t tell it to him?

“Magaling ‘yung tracker namin. She found the files of the Rooks’ parents even if the game masters deleted it. But it was against the rules to dig the former pieces’ informations. Ang daming nalagas sa amin bilang parusa.” he gave me a crooked smile. “Pero okay lang. Nag enjoy naman ako sa naging kapalit.”

I can see that Kenji is enjoying himself while reminiscing the past. I am so scared. This man is crazy. Wala lang sa kanya ang pumatay. Like he doesn’t care about people’s lives.

“We didn’t kill the little Rook who’s hiding in the storage room. Gusto rin naming maging fair. Hihintayin muna naming lumaki at makasali sa laro bago patayin. Mas maganda ’yun, hindi ba?”

I couldn’t properly breathe as I listened to his ridiculous story. I am hurting for Gray and Hunter! They don’t deserve this. Gray doesn’t deserve what happened to him! Their parents didn’t deserve to die!

“Pero hinanap kami ng mga Rook na iyon kaya nagtago muna kami. At pinaampon ko si Joshua sa mga Montenegro.” pagpapatuloy pa ni Kenji. “Pero bumalik kami nang makahanap ng bagong kahinaan ng mga Rook. At ikaw ’yon.”

I heard some static and realized that it was coming from the earpiece. Seconds later, I heard Loki’s voice.

“Artemis, Tracer can hear everything.”

Mas lalong lumakas ang pag iyak ko dahil sa sinabi nya. I cried so hard! I buried my face in my palms and weep like a child.

“Oh, God!”

I didn’t mind if two men were watching me. I just couldn’t imagine what Hunter is feeling right now. He heard everything that Kenji said. He heard how his parents begged and died like a lowly target. Like their lives weren’t important at all!

Gosh… I wanted to see him and hug him. I wanted to comfort him. He’s hurting. Ako nga ay sobra nang nasasaktan, paano pa kaya sya?

I looked at Joshua angrily. Heck, I can’t believe that I loved someone like him! I freaking hate him. Sya ang pumatay sa mga magulang ni Hunter. Silang dalawa ng kapatid nya! They used them like a shooting target!

“The Rook can’t protect you.” sabi ni Kenji at ngumiti sa akin. “Makipagpalikan ka na kay Joshua. Mas ligtas ka sa kanya.”

Bumaba ako sa kama at tumayo. Nangigigil na dinuro ko silang dalawa.

“You psycho bastards! I’d rather die than be with a trash like the both of you! Mga wala kayong puso! Ang sasama nyo! I hope your souls will forever rot in hell!”

Kenji smirked at me instead. “You wanna die than be with us?” he chuckled. Nagulat ako nang tumayo sya at naglabas ng baril at agad na itinutok sa akin. “Then die, bitch!”

“Kenji!”

I heard the loud gunshot as he pulled the trigger. Hindi agad ako nakagalaw. Natulala lang ako habang pinapakiramdaman ang katawan ko.

I didn’t feel any pain. Hindi ako tinamaan.

It was because Joshua pulled his brothers arm away. Nakatutok na sa itaas ang baril at doon pinatamaan. Joshua saved me this time.

“You promised me that you won’t hurt her!” Joshua shouted at Kenji before he let go of his arm. “Do it again or I’ll kill you.”

Kenji chuckled as he hide his gun again. Hinila sya ni Joshua palabas pero bago sila makarating sa pinto ay nilingon nya ako.

“Stay here, Artemis.” he said before they finally went out of the room.

Yeah, right. Like I could swim the distance when I don’t even know where the heck are we.

Nanghihinang napaupo ulit ako sa kama. I stared at nowhere and tried to ponder things that happened.

I just couldn’t believe what Kenji said. They played with people’s lives. Just because Joshua didn’t know how to use a gun back then. Kenji taught him by making Hunter’s parents the target. At mukhang sanay na sanay talagang pumatay ang Kenji na iyon.

I almost died too! Kung hindi iniilag ni Joshua yung baril palayo sa akin, for sure na nagkalat na sa sahig ang laman ng bungo ko. This will be my last moment in earth. Hindi man lang ako nakapagpaalam sa pamilya ko.

Joshua saved me.

I felt my tears rolled down my face. I am scared. I don’t wanna be here. I feel like I’m going to die today. Loki couldn’t guarantee my safety at all. Kamuntik na akong mamatay kanina!

I shouldn’t have agreed with this. Kapag namatay din ako, paano na si Hunter? I still want to be with him.

“Artemis…” I heard Loki on the earpiece. “I hope you’re okay.”

“I almost died, Loki.” I said with a shaky voice. I wipe my tears away from my face in a harsh way.

He sighed. “Don’t worry. The others are already there.”

Napatuwid ako sa pagkakaupo dahil sa sinabi nya. What does he mean? Others? Sino? Kasama ba si Hunter?

But before I can ask anything, the door of the room opened again. Nagsumiksik ulit ako sa pinakadulo ng kama. A man entered and his nose, down to his mouth were covered in a black mask. Pero kahit na hindi ko nakikita ng buo ang mukha nya, kilalang kilala ko kung sino sya.

“Hunter…”

His stance, his eyes, his hair, his body… Kabisado ko na yata ang lahat sa kanya. I stood up and ran towards him. Sinalubong nya naman kaagad ako ng yakap.

“Hunter…” I called his name. Nanginginig ang buong katawan ko as I clung to him. Sobrang higpit ng pagkakayakap ko sa kanya.

I was so damn scared that I won’t be able to hug him like this again! I want to see his face but I know that he shouldn’t removed his mask.

But heck, even if I can only see his gray eyes, he looked so hot to me.

“I’ll take you out of here.” he said and I nodded. Magkahawak kamay kaming lumabas sa kwartong iyon.

He led the way. Nagtatago sa mga pader bago lumabas sa hallway. Making sure that nobody will see us. I am squeezing his hand everytime when I feel scared.

I was just staring at his back as he tries to take us out of here. So this is his world. He looked like a pro while leading the way. Na parang sanay nang pumuslit sa ganitong paraan.

It’s dangerous. But I still want to be in his world.

“Archer…” I heard him say. Siguro ay nakikipag usap gamit ang earpiece na nasa tenga nya. “I got her. Ready the speedboat.”

Nakarating kami doon sa may deck at pumunta sa may likod. Sa baba ay nakita ko si Creed na sakay ng isang speedboat. He smiled and wave at me. Hunter was about to help me go down when we heard a voice.

“Sabi na nga ba at darating ka.”

Pareho kaming napalingon ni Hunter sa nagsalita. Standing there is Kenji and Joshua with three other men. Lahat ay nakatutok ang baril sa amin.

Hunter covered me using his body. Ang malapad na likod na lang nya ang nakikita ko ngayon. Humugot sya ng baril at itinutok din sa kalaban.

“Wow!” I heard Kenji exclaimed. “Rook and Pawn versus a Rook! Rook and Rook sana kaya lang wala na nga pala ang kapatid mo.”

Ramdam ko ang galit kay Hunter kahit likod nya lang ang nakikita ko ngayon. But he restrained himself. I know how hard it is but he’s doing it because I am still here. Kenji is provoking him at kapag kumagat si Hunter ay madadamay ako.

“Go, Artemis.” Hunter said. He didn’t look at me when he said that. Nanatili ang mga mata nya sa kalaban. “Go with Creed. Susunod ako.”

“What? No!” I panicked. “Hindi mo sila kaya, Hunter!” Five versus one? No!

He chuckled. I bet that he’s smirking too! “Don’t you trust me, my goddess?”

“You should beat me before five minutes, Rook. Before the bomb will explode.” I heard Kenji said.

Oh, gosh! May bomba pa! Hindi ako papayag na maiwan dito si Hunter!

“I’m the one you need. Let Artemis go first.” sabi ni Hunter.

“Okay. Mabait naman ako, eh. Ayoko rin nang may istorbo sa laban.”

Bahagya akong nilingon ni Hunter. “Go, Artemis. Madadamay ka dito.”

“Hunter… Ayoko”

“Please.” he begged. Napahikbi ako at kumapit sa damit nya.

“Ayoko. Hindi kita iiwan.”

“Mas mahihirapan ako kapag nandito ka. I will need to protect you.”

Doon ako natigilan. He’s right. If I’m here, then I’ll be a nuisance to him. Pero kapag mag isa sya ay makakagalaw sya ng maayos.

“Promise me that you’ll follow me.” I said. Kahit na ayoko talagang iwanan sya dito. “Promise me that you will not die.”

He smiled. “I promise, my goddess. Now, go.”

Tinitigan ko ang likod nya. Muli syang humarap sa mga kalaban. Joshua is looking at me but I don’t care about him. All I care about is Hunter. I sighed before I turned my back.

But you always break your promise, Hunter…

Chapter 55

This is the last chapter of Chess Pieces #2: Hunter Sanford. Thank you for supporting Hunter and Artemis’ story.

Hope

you’ll give support to L’s story too entitled Chess Pieces #3: Maximilian Elias!

Next ud is the Epilogue.

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My hands were trembling as I grip on the railings. Creed is waiting for me below on the speed boat. My back turned away to Hunter. I know that I should go but I don’t have the courage to do so. I don’t want to leave Hunter.

It makes me feel like he will break his promise.

But I don’t want to give him any trouble. I don’t have the skills to help him. And besides, my role of being the bait is over.

I should go. I’m sure that Hunter will have a big chance defeating the enemies without me here. This is his world.

I was about to go down when I heard a loud gunshot. Napatili ako at napayuko. I turned around and my eyes widened in horror when I saw Hunter kneeling on the floor. Blood is dripping from his left thigh but he still tried to stand up.

“Kanina ko pa gustong patayin ang isang ’yan.” I heard Kenji said as he pointed the gun at me. Pero pinaputukan sya ni Hunter but Kenji was quick enough to dodge.

“Hunter!” I called him. Nakita ko na sumusugod na ang ibang kalaban sa kanya.

“Go now, Artemis!” Hunter said as he tried to stand up despite the pain on his thigh. He groaned. Gusto kong tulungan sya pero narinig ko ang sigaw nya. “Go! I’ll hold them off!”

He punched the first guy in the gut that came near him. He spin and kicked the second guy with his uninjured leg. Ang hita nyang may sugat ang nakasuporta sa bigat ng buong katawan nya dahil sa pagsipang ginawa nya. I saw him winced in pain. Muli syang napaluhod.

He told me to go but seeing him injured like this and fighting for his life, I can’t just leave! I wanted to find a way to help him but how?

“Artemis, jump!” I heard Creed said from below but I just stay rooted in my place.

I saw the third guy pointed the gun to Hunter while he’s busy fighting the two guys at the same time. Ginawa ko ang unang bagay na pumasok sa isip ko. And that is to tackle the guy. I ran towards him and pushed the guy with me.

It’s stupid but it worked! Pareho kaming natumba sa sahig. Tumalsik ang baril nya palayo at halos makahinga na ako ng maluwag. Nawala na ang atensyon nya kay Hunter.

The problem is, I got his attention instead. I can see the madness in his eyes as he looked at me. Mabilis syang tumayo at nagulat ako nang mula sa likod nya ay naglabas sya ng panibagong baril at itinutok sa akin.

“Artemis!” someone called my name but I wasn’t sure who.

I should move. I know that I should at least try to move and save myself but my whole body is not listening to me. Nakatitig lang ako sa lalaki habang tinututukan nya ako ng baril.

Never in my life happened that someone pointed a gun on my face. Pero ngayong gabi, ilang beses na nangyari sa akin ito.

Gunshots were heard right after the man pulled trigger. Hindi ako nakagalaw o nakasigaw man lang. I waited till I can feel the pain but there’s none. Saka ko lang naramdaman ang mahigpit na yakap sa akin ng kung sino.

He groaned when the bullet pierced on his back. He caught the bullet for me. I looked down and with my trembling hands, touched that part of his back. Naramdaman ko ang pagkabasa ng kamay ko. I tried to look at it to confirm what I am thinking. Halos mahimatay na ako nang makita ang dugo sa palad ko.

“J-joshua…” I mumbled his name. Unti unting syang napabitaw sa akin hanggang sa bumagsak sya sa sahig.

He looked like he’s having a difficulty in breathing as he gasped for an air. He winced in pain everytime he inhales. I just stared at him, not knowing what to do. What happened was so fast that my mind couldn’t absorb all of it!

Masyadong mabilis ang mga nangyayari at hindi ko masundan. It never occurred to me that Joshua will save me. Na ihaharang nya ang sarili nya para sa akin. I was so mad at him ’cause he killed Hunter’s parents but he still saved me.

“Artemis, get out of there.” dinig kong sabi ni Loki through the earpiece.

“Only three minutes left.” Ang boses naman ni L ang narinig ko.

But I just kept on staring at Joshua. Kitang kita ko ang paghihirap sa mukha nya. Tears fell from my eyes. He’s in this condition because of me.

“Bobo!” I heard Kenji screamed and shoots the guy. Pinagbabaril nya ang lalaking bumaril kay Joshua. “Bobo! Bobo! Bobo!” he angrily shouted. “Hindi ang kapatid ko ang kalaban, tanga!”

Even if the man was already on the floor, full of blood and obviously dead, hindi pa rin nya tinitigilan ang pagbaril sa lalaki. The gunshots were so traumatizing to hear. Nanginginig ang buong katawan ko sa takot. Itinakip ko ang dalawang kamay sa mga tenga ko at mariin na pumikit.

Oh gosh… I was caught in the middle of the battlefield. Tunog ng mga pagputok ng baril ang maririnig ko. Napatingin ako kung nasaan si Hunter at nakitang tinutulungan na sya ni Lucius.

“You, bitch!” Kenji screamed and pointed the gun at me. “Pahamak ka! Dapat ka nang mamatay!”

Itinutok nya ang baril sa akin but before he could pull the trigger, a gunshot roared. Nakita kong tumalsik ang baril palayo sa kamay ni Kenji. He screamed as he tried to hold his injured hand. But there’s another gunshot again. Tinamaan si Kenji sa tuhod kaya napaluhod.

I looked at my back and saw Vander and Violet pointing a gun to Kenji. They are wearing grim expression on their faces. Mahigpit ang pagkakakahawak nila sa mga baril nila.

Violet put down her gun. Lumapit sya kay Joshua na noon ay namumutla na at tinulungan tumayo. Tumulong na rin si Vander.

“Let’s go, Artemis!” sigaw sa akin ni Violet nang hindi pa rin ako gumagalaw. “There’s no time!”

But before I could even stand up, Kenji held me by my ankles. Napatili ako. Nakadapa na sya sa sahig. Sinubukan kong sipain ang kamay nya gamit ang paa kong hindi nya hawak pero mas lalo lang nyang hinigpitan ang kapit nya sa paa ko.

“Let go!” I screamed.

“You’re going to die with me.” Kenji said and he smirked at me.

I shivered and kicked him more forcefully this time. But this man is the craziest psychotic man I’ve ever met! Kahit halos mabali ko na ang braso nya ay hindi pa rin nya ako binibitiwan.

Suddenly, I felt myself being lifted up. Naamoy ko ang pabango ni Hunter and I immediately felt safe.

Malakas nyang sinipa sa mukha si Kenji na tuluyang nagpabitaw sa kapit nya sa paa ko. Hunter looked at me, urgency is in his eyes.

“Go, Artemis. Susunod ako.” he said. Bumangon si Kenji at akmang susuntukin si Hunter pero naunahan sya. “Go!”

“Sixty seconds left!” I heard L said.

“Go, Artemis!” muling sigaw ni Hunter sa akin at kahit na ayoko pang umalis at hintayin sya ay sumunod na ako kina Vander.

“There’s not enough time! L, stop the bomb!” Lucius said. Nakita kong napatumba na nya ang mga kalaban at tumulong na sa pagbubuhat kay Joshua.

“You know I’ll do that if I can.” I can hear the frustration on L’s voice.

“Baka abutan kami ng pagsabog kahit makaalis kami. Some debris might fall on us!”

Nagtatalo sina Lucius at L habang pababa kami ng yacht. Naunang nakababa sina Violet at Vander na akay-akay pa rin si Joshua. I mounted the speed boat next while Lucius is still climbing down.

“The bomb should be stop manually. You need to cut the wires.” L said and I heard Lucius groaned. Marahas syang napasuklay sa buhok nya.

“Bahala na! Tara na! Umalis na tayo!”

“Tracer, hurry up. Twenty seconds left.”

Nakatingala ako sa yacht, waiting for Hunter to descend the stairs. But as he was about to go down, Kenji locked his arms on his neck and pulled him further to the deck.

“Isasama kita sa impyerno!”

“Hunter!” I screamed. Muli na sana akong aakyat nang pigilan ako ni Violet.

“Don’t! There’s no time left!” she said. Mahigpit ang kapit nya sa pulsuhan ko at kahit anong gawin ko ay hindi ko iyon maalis.

“Pero si Hunter!” I screamed. Tears fell from my eyes.

No, no. I won’t leave him. Hindi ko hahayaan na maiwan sya sa yacht na ito kung saan may nakatanim na bomba!

But I heard Hunter shouted from above.

“Go, fuckers! Ilayo nyo si Artemis dito!” he said and I heard another gunshot.

“No! Hunter!” halos magwala na ako. Tumulong sina Vander at Lucius sa pagpigil sa akin. “Let go off me! Hunter!”

“Ten seconds left! Tangina, umalis na kayo!” L sounds really frustrated and angry.

I heard Creed started the engine. His jaw were clenching and he looked like he doesn’t want to do what’s he’s doing but he was left with no choice. I panicked when the engine roared.

“No, Creed! Hintayin natin si Hunter! Stop, Creed!”

But they didn’t listen to me. Pinaandar ni Creed ang speed boat at unti-unti na kaming lumalayo sa yacht.

“Stop the boat, Creed!” I said hysterically. Punong puno na ng mga luha ang mukha ko habang tinatanaw ang yacht.

I’m willing to jump off the water but Lucius hold on me was so tight. Halos nakayakap na rin sya sa akin at hindi na ako makagalaw.

Then I heard the loud explosion.

Lucius covered me with his body. Debris from the yacht were falling all over the sea. Pero mula sa mga braso ni Lucius ay sinubukan kong tignan ang yacht na nilalamon na ng apoy. Parang dinudurog ang puso ko sa isiping nandoon pa si Hunter.

“Hunter…” I mumbled his name. Tears continue to fell from my eyes. “No! Hunter, no!”

Mas lalo akong nagwala sa mga braso Lucius pero humigpit lang ang yakap nya sa akin. I cried so hard. Tumigil na ang pagputok ng mga baril at ang tanging maririnig na lang ay ang pag iyak ko nang malakas.

I looked up and saw the full moon and it looks like it’s grieving as well.

No… Hunter is still alive. Hindi pa sya patay. Hindi sya dapat na mamatay.

I will wait for you. You promised me, Hunter. This time, please fulfill your promise. Maghihintay ako.

Please, goddess of the moon. Help him. Save my Hunter.

Sinamahan ako nina Creed at Lucius sa hospital. The nurse said that I don’t need to stay since halos wala rin naman akong nakuhang sugat.

Joshua’s operation was successful. Inilipat sya sa isang private room at si Vander ang nagbabantay sa kanya.

I don’t have any problem that they took Joshua with us. Kung hindi rin dahil sa kanya ay baka isa na akong bangkay ngayon. He saved me. At hindi makakaya ng konsensya ko kung mamatay sya nang dahil sa akin.

I visited him one day. Naabutan ko syang nakaupo sa kama at nakatulala. When he saw me, his face lit up and he smiled at me.

“How are you?” I asked him. Nakatayo lang ako sa dulo ng kama nya.

“I’m okay. Gumagaling na ang sugat ko.” he said with a smile.

I stared at him. I tried to remember the times when we’re together. I had a great time with him back then. But I want to forget all those memories.

Gusto kong kalimutan ang lahat ng tungkol sa kanya. I wished that I’ll have an amnesia pero si Joshua lang ang makakalimutan ko.

I fully regret that I loved him.

“Thank you for saving me.” I said softly.

“Hindi naman kita hahayaang masaktan.”

I remained silent and avoided his gaze. After what I’ve discovered, after kong malaman ang lahat ng tungkol sa kanya, pakiramdam ko ay ibang tao na ang kaharap ko ngayon. Gone the Joshua that I loved before.

Well, it feels like what happened to us was planned as well.

“I heard about what happened to Hunter.” he said kaya napaangat ako ng tingin sa kanya.

“He’s not dead.” sabi ko sa nanginginig na boses. May bumara sa lalamunan ko so I cleared my throat. “He’s still alive. He’ll come back to me. And I’m willing to wait for him, kahit gaano pa katagal.”

Joshua gave me a sad smile. “You were never that inlove to me before.”

“We’re just the same, Joshua. Niligawan mo ko, because I’m Hunter’s weakness, right?”

Looks like I hit a nail. I saw the regret in his eyes and he looked sorry to me.

“Yes… But along the way, I fell inlove with you. Hindi ka mahirap mahalin, Artemis.” he took a deep breath. “I tried to protect you from my brother. Hindi ko hinayaan na makapasok ka ng tuluyan sa buhay ko ’cause I’m afraid that you’ll leave me if you knew the real me.”

“That’s why you never put so much effort in our relationship.” I said. No bitterness in my voice. Parang nakikipag usap lang ako sa isang stranger.

“I just want you to stay by my side.” he took a deep breath. “Susuko ako sa mga pulis. Pagbabayaran ko ang ginawa ko.”

I sighed. I don’t know. I just felt so tired all of the sudden.

“Joshua, to be honest, I don’t care what you’ll do with your life. I just don’t want to see you again. Ang gusto ko, ito na ang huli nating pagkikita.”

“Artemis…”

“You killed his parents, Joshua. You even killed Gray.” I said and even I heard the hurt in my own voice. He opened his mouth and tried to say something but he just closed it and chose to remain silent instead.

I saw the hurt in his eyes but I didn’t feel any pity for him. Ayoko na talaga. I don’t want to associate myself with him anymore.

He used me at first. Kaya pala ganoon ang pagpursigido nya na manligaw sa akin despite Apollo trying to stop him. Iyon pala, may iba syang pakay sa akin.

Pagod na ako. Kaya kahit ang masaktan sa ginawa nya ay hindi ko na maramdaman. I just want to see Hunter again.

“Magpagaling ka.” I said. I looked at him one last time. “Goodbye, Joshua.”

And without looking back, I left his room.

With the hope that Hunter will come back to me one day, I tried to go on with my life. I feel like I’ve gone back to the days where Hunter left me again. Noong umalis sya nang walang paalam.

It’s happening again, but this time, walang kasiguraduhan kung babalik pa sya.

Even the members of EL Ordre doesn’t have any news about him. They tried to search the sea, just in case, but they only found the body of the enemies. They found Kenji’s body too. May tama ng baril sa dibdib at iyon ang ikinamatay. Hindi nasunog ang katawan dahil bago sumabog ay yacht ay mukhang nakatalon sa ilalim ng tubig.

And that’s what gave me hope. Wala silang nakitang katawan ni Hunter. Nakatalon si Kenji before the explosion so there’s a chance that Hunter did too.

Kaya kahit na hindi sigurado ang pagbabalik nya, maghihintay ako.

“Nice flight, Captain.” said my co-pilot as we landed the plane to Manila. I smiled at him.

“You, too.”

As usual, nauna syang lumabas at naiwan ulit ako sa cockpit area. I was standing on the door, praying that if I open it, the person who I want to see the most will welcome me while sitting on the first class seat.

Just like what he did before.

But that day isn’t any different. I opened the door and found that the first class seats were empty. I sighed as I imagined Hunter sitting there with his infamous smirk.

I looked up to stop my tears from falling. It hurts. It really hurts waiting everyday for him to come back. Araw araw akong nasasaktan kapag natatapos ang araw na hindi ko sya nakikita. Nasasaktan ako everytime I’m opening the door from the cockpit area and find the first class seats empty.

Hunter… I know you’re still alive. Tutuparin mo naman ang promise mo diba? So please, come back.

Pagbaba ko ng eroplano ay nagulat ako nang naghihintay sa akin sa baba si Apollo. He’s even wearing an aviator. I rolled my eyes. Tumawa sya at sya na ang nagbuhat ng luggage ko.

“Welcome back, li’l sis!” he said. “We have a welcome party for you so we’ll go to the main house.”

“Geez, Apollo. Ilang araw lang akong nawala. International pilot ako kaya malamang madalas akong wala dito sa bansa!”

But Apollo just chuckled as he put his arms around my shoulder. “Relax, li’l sis. We have a surprise for you and I’m sure that you’ll like it.”

Hindi na ako nagsalita. Basta magustuhan ng kapatid ko ay hindi sya magpapapigil.

Apollo was so talkative along the way. Kakapanganak lang kasi ni Daphne sa second child nila and he’s telling me how Eros protects his little sister even if she’s just a baby. Tuwang tuwa pa talaga ang kakambal ko.

I sighed. I bet Eros will become Apollo version number two when it comes to overprotectiveness.

“Mauna ka na sa loob.” my twin brother said when he parked the car on the garage. I just shrugged my shoulders and went inside the mansion.

I was expecting a lively living room since Apollo said that they’re having a welcome party for me pero wala akong dinatnan na tao sa loob ng bahay. Instead, I found a gloomy house. No lights on pero dahil maaga pa ay pumapasok ang liwanag sa sala.

Where the heck is Apollo? I thought that there’s a welcome party?

“I won’t hurt you if you give me everything you have. Don’t scream. Don’t shout. Don’t even try to make a move.”

I turned around quickly when I heard that familiar voice. And there, standing a few feet away from me, is the owner of the voice whom I missed so much.

I didn’t move nor walked towards him. Nanatili lang akong nakatayo. I’m afraid that if I moved, he’ll just vanish. Natatakot na mawala sya ulit. I waited for him, and it seems like I’m dreaming now that he’s here. Now that he’s back.

Please. Don’t wake me up. Dito na lang ako sa panaginip ko. Let me stay here with Hunter.

He took a step forward and I gasped. I didn’t take my eyes off him. Nakatitig lang ako sa kanya. Natatakot na baka bigla syang mawala sa paningin ko dahil sa hakbang na ginawa nya.

Pero nakalapit na sya sa akin ay hindi pa rin sya nawawala sa paningin ko. He caressed my cheeks with his hand and I closed my eyes to feel his warmth.

My tears fell as I realized that it wasn’t a dream. This is real. Hunter is here in front of me. He came back.

He finally fulfilled his promise to me.

Hunter wiped my tears as I opened my eyes. Nakita ko ang lambot sa mga mata nya habang nakatitig sa mukha ko. His gray eyes that I adored so much are now looking at me with so much love.

“I hate you…” my lips tremble as those words came out from my mouth. “You left me again. I hate you, Hunter.”

“I know…” he said and continued wiping my tears.

I punched him in his chest multiple times. Paulit-ulit ko syang sinusuntok. I let out all my frustrations, all my worries and all the hurt that I’ve felt with every punch that I gave him.

“You’re so used of leaving me without saying goodbye. Alam mo ba kung gaano kahirap ang maghintay na hindi ko alam kung babalik ka pa? It’s so hard, Hunter!”

He cupped both of my face and gave me a quick kiss. Pero lumayo ako kaagad. Ayokong matunaw agad nang hindi ko nasasabi sa kanya kung gaano nya ako nasaktan.

“Hindi ka man lang nagparamdam kung buhay ka pa. But still, I waited, Hunter. I waited for you. I still keep on loving you. I didn’t stop chasing you. Kahit pagod na pagod na ako at gustong gusto ko munang magpahinga kahit saglit lang. Hindi pa rin ako tumigil. ’Cause Im afraid that if I did, mas lalo kang lalayo at mas mahaba ang tatakbuhin ko para maabutan ka. Kaya hindi ako tumigil, Hunter.”

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” paulit-ulit nyang sabi habang hinahalik-halikan ang noo ko. I pushed his chest away and looked at him with tears still flowing from my eyes.

“Pero pagod na pagod na ako, Hunter. Tama na, please. Let’s stop the chase. I’m too tired.”

I sobbed. Hunter hugged me tight at kahit anong pagpumiglas ko ay hindi nya ako binitiwan. Until I got tired and cried on his chest.

He caressed my hair like I’m some fragile glass. He started whispering sweet words to me and helped me calm down.

“I left because I want to complete myself first before coming back to you.” he said. Magkayakap kami at patuloy nyang hinahaplos ang buhok ko. “You deserve more than the best, Artemis. Not someone who’s wrecked like me.”

“I don’t care, Hunter. I accepted you for who you are. I’m willing to help you pick up your broken pieces to complete yourself.”

He sighed. Humiwalay sya sa akin at tinitigan ako sa mga mata. His gray eyes meet my blue eyes.

“That’s the thing that I don’t like. I don’t want you helping me. You’re my goddess, Artemis. I should treat you like a queen. Kaya hindi mo kailangan na tulungan ako.”

“Hunter…”

“So I tried to fix myself. Para kapag nagkita ulit tayo, I can say that I’m okay. That I’ll be able to give my love for you fully. Without any pain. Without any problems. Just my pure love.”

His eyes were enough. Kahit hindi sya magsalita ay alam ko na ang gusto nyang iparating. Kahit titigan ko lang ang mga mata nya.

He left because he wants to fix himself for me. And now that he’s back, it means that he’s okay now. And I can see it in those gray orbs. No pain. Only pure love.

“Does that mean that you will not leave me again?” tanong ko at suminghot. Hunter smiled and wiped the remaining tears on my face. “I swear, Hunter. I don’t know if I can wait for you again. Pagod na pagod na ako.”

“Then chain me, my goddess.” he said which got me confused.

“What?”

“Chain me with your love and marry me.”

I got stunned! My mind was still processing his words but Hunter kneeled in front of me with his one knee. He took out a small blue velvet box inside his pocket. He opened it and I saw a beautiful platinum engagement ring. There was a cresent moon design in the middle with small diamond details. At sa tabi ng cresent moon is a diamond, designed as the full moon.

I cried so hard as I stared at the ring and Hunter kneeling in front of me. I was sobbing and I had a hard time catching my breath.

“Spend the rest of eternity with me, Artemis.”

“I hate you…” I said with my trembling lips.

“Sabi ko naman sayo, Hunter. Proposed after making love with her. Mas effective. Proven and tested na nila Zuri at Daphne ’yon.” Apollo said at sinaway sya ni Daphne.

That’s when I realized that the whole family is here. Apollo, Daphne, Zuri and Kuya Helios with their children. Also my Mom who’s teary eyed while my Dad’s arm was on her waist.

I looked down at Hunter. He was waiting for my answer. This crazy stalker looked so calm but I can see the worry in his eyes.

Then finally, I nodded.

“Of course, Hunter. I’ll spend the eternity with you.”

He gave me the warmest smile that I could’ve ever scene. His smile was so beautiful that it made me teary eyed. I never thought that I’ll see him smile this way.

He stood up. Isinuot nya sa akin ang singsing. It perfectly fits on my ringfinger. The ring looked so beautiful against my porcelain skin.

Hunter lifted my hand and kissed the ring on it. Tuluyan na akong napaiyak at agad nya rin namang pinunasan.

“I hate you.” I said and he chuckled.

“Of course you do.”

Kagagaling ko lang sa break-up noon when Hunter came to the scene and helped me moved on. I thought that I’ll never be able to love again but heck, I was wrong. With Hunter’s effort, with his love, I fell inlove with him. Sobrang lalim at hanggang ngayon ay patuloy akong nahuhulog sa kanya.

Then I discovered that he’s a broken man. He needs the help instead pero ako ang tinulungan nya. He’s so selfless. And that made me love him more. I accepted his past. I accepted all of him.

Because I learned that love should not seek for perfection. But instead, it should make us accept all imperfections.

I’m a brat. Nasanay ako na mabilis kong nakukuha ang gusto ko. As a Gallagher, mabilis maubos ang pasensya namin. But because of Hunter, I learned how to wait.

And I am fine with waiting. Because he is someone worth waiting for. Hunter is someone worth having for.

“I love you, my goddess…” Hunter whispered as his gray orbs tells me so much more. I smiled and looked at him with full of love and adoration.

“I love you too, Hunter…”

His head dipped and I closed my eyes. As he gave me the most heartwarming kiss, I prayed to the moon to guide us through the eternity.

The chase is finally over.

Epilogue

The moon gave me a second life.

That’s what my Mom always tells me. She named me as “Hunter” for the reason that she prayed to Artemis, the Greek Goddess of the Moon, to gave me life as I was declared dead when she gave birth to me. I didn’t take it seriously. For me, my Mom was just being a fan of Greek Mythology again.

I don’t really care though. At least, she gave me a name.

“Hunter Chase, promise me that you’ll always worship the Goddess of the Moon. You owe her your life.” My mom said while we’re here at the veranda and staring at the full moon.

Have she gone mad?! What was my mother thinking? I was alive because I am meant to live! I am meant to see this world!

“Spin the chain, Hunter Chase! Spin the poi like it’s part of your body!” Mom said. She’s teaching me how to fire dance!

My Mom is crazily into Greek Myth! Kaya kahit nasusunog na ang balat ko sa pagtama ng apoy sa katawan ko ay patuloy pa rin sya sa pagtuturo. She wants me to firevdance under the full moon every year as an act of worshipping the Goddess of the Moon!

I am starting to hate the moon and the name Artemis! Kapag may nakilala akong Artemis, I swear, I’ll let her suffer more than me!

Worship the Goddes of the moon my ass.

My Mom was obsessed with the myth along with Sapphire Gallagher. Thus, Helios and I became best of friends because of our parents. Or rather, they forced us to befriend one another since we’re almost the same age.

“Mom named the twins as Artemis and Apollo. Just like the olympian twins in greek mythology.” said the ten-year old Helios one day when he came here in the states. I laughed and continued reading the business report father told me to study.

“That’s the worst thing. We can’t choose for our names.” I said. Isinarado ko na ang folder dahil mas masayang kausap ang kaibigan ko. Nawawala ang boredom ko. He rarely visits me here though.

“If heavens allow it, I bet they would build their own Mount Olympus and Underworld because of how obsessed they are with the myth.” Helios said and I could see the distaste in his face. I smirked and what Mom always said suddenly crossed my mind.

Goddess of the Moon… Artemis, huh?

Most of the time, I was with Dad in the states looking after the branch of our business here. He said that I’ll inherit our business so he’s training me, kahit maaga pa, para mas magamay ko ang pagpapatakbo sa kumpanya.

But it turns out that the business wasn’t the only one I’m going to inherit. As he will pass down his position as the EL Ordre’s Rook to me.

That turned my life three hundred sixty degrees completely. My parents were a pieces from a human chess game. Means that they killed people. My Mom who was a fanatic of Greek mythology already killed a person? How does she did it? By praying to the gods and goddesses?

And so, my father also trained me how to become a proper Rook.

“Who are they?” I asked Helios when I saw his wallpaper on his laptop screen. But judging by their blue eyes, I could clearly see that they are the Gallagher twins.

“That’s Artemis and Apollo.” he answered and I frowned.

“Diba dapat ang wallpaper mo ay ang fiancee mo?”

I saw the emotion on his face vanished just by the mention of that word. I chuckled and stared at the girl on the picture. She could catch the eyes of anyone.

Even if I’m just starting at the picture, I could feel the warmth from her alluring blue eyes, and the joy in her smile could take away all the problems in me.

Fuck it. She’s so beautiful! I couldn’t take my eyes off her!

To think that it’s just a fucking picture for heaven’s sake! And she’s what? Ten years old? I am so disgusted with myself!

“I don’t love her.” Helios said. I looked at him with a frown on my face.

“Huh?”

“Carmilla. I don’t love her.”

“Oh.” nakalimutan ko na ang pinag uusapan namin dahil sa picture ng kapatid nya. It makes me wonder how Helios will react if he’ll knew what’s running on my mind while I’m staring at the picture of his ten-year old little sister.

Tangina.

“Condolence, I guess?” I said and stared at the picture again.

Helios laughed. “Fucker.”

Yeah. I guess I’m so fucked-up.

But my whole world fell one night when I came home from the business party that I attended. I saw the dead body of my parents, bathing with their own blood. Their blood is everywhere. And those scene hunted me every night.

“Gray…” I called my brother when I opened the storage room. He was hugging his teddy bear so tight while sitting on the floor. Lumabas na ang bulak sa loob dahil sa higpit ng pagkakahawak nya.

I kneeled in front of him and tapped his shoulder. I noticed his trembling body. Tears pooled his eyes as he looked at me.

“K-kuya?” he asked, making sure that it’s me.

“Let’s go, Gray.” I said. My voice broke so I cleared my throat. I should be strong. Gray needs me to be strong for us.

I should protect the only family I have left.

Kahit na nanghihina na ako, kahit gabi-gabi akong binabangungot dahil sa nakita ko, I tried to be strong. ’Cause Gray needs me. My brother needs me.

But I fucking swear, whoever did this to my parents, I will fucking kill him. Hahanapin ko sya kahit saang impyerno man sya magtago.

I rarely went home since that day. I left Gray at Nanay Flor’s care since he keep on insisting that he’ll go with me. That he’ll accept being the Rook. But fuck it, he’s still underage and I don’t want him to be involve in this stupid fucking game!

But I couldn’t find any of my relatives who wants to take Gray’s place. Nobody in their right mind would accept the position. Thus, Gray became the second Rook. He helped me find the killer of our parents. Pero madalas, ay ako ang sumasali sa mga mission hangga’t hindi ko napapatunayan na kaya nya na.

Until Gray became the EL Ordre’s strength too. Wala na akong nagawa kundi ang hayaan sya.

“I need to get something first. Wait here.” Helios said as he ascend the stairs inside their mansion.

He left me at the living room. I looked around with the hope that I’ll see the only girl who caught my interest before. That was four years ago, if I remember correctly. The time when I first saw the girl with an alluring blue eyes.

I bet she grew up so well. More captivating that before but still… So young. I wanna see her in her twenties. Goddammit. I wish I could pull the time fast so I could finally marry her.

I stilled. What the fuck, fucker? Am I seriously thinking of marrying the ten-year old girl you saw at the picture about four years ago?

“Who are you?”

I turned around when I heard that angelic voice enveloped my ears. I saw the owner, standing near the doorway as she stared confusedly at me.

Fuck it! She’s a fucking goddess!

I stared at her. Her naturally brown wavy hair flowed down to her waist. Her nose, lips, eyes, eyebrows, they are all so perfect. I couldn’t even think of a word to describe her! All I know is she’s so fucking beautiful. Her face nearly knocked out all the air in my lungs!

But what caught me the most is her strikingly alluring blue eyes. It feels like I’m staring at the blue moon.

“I won’t hurt you if you give me everything you have. Don’t move. Huwag na huwag ka ring sisigaw.”

Her eyes widened which made me feel so fucking happy like a giddy teenager. Goddammit. She’s the only one who made me feel this way.

“Too bad. I have a gift for you, but it’s pink.” I told her that night on her birthday. She said that she hated pink when I noticed that she removed her lipstick.

Artemis… Any color suits you, my goddess. Kapag mayroon hindi bumagay sayo, handa akong tanggalin ang anumang bagay na iyon sa mundo. But I doubt that there is.

“Ano ’yan?” she asked while looking at the box from Pandora that I’m holding. I gave it to her.

“Open it.”

I saw the how her eyes widened when she opened the box and saw the bracelet inside. Damn it. Hindi ko talaga maialis ang tingin ko sa kanya. I bet that I won’t get tired watching her reaction for the whole day.

“What’s your name?” she asked.

“Hunter of Artemis.”

I smirked.

Artemis… My goddess… You are mine.

But before that, I have to fix my life first. So I can give you my whole world without any chaos.

“Kuya, kung ligawan ko kaya si Artemis?” Gray asked. Halos lumagutok ang buto ko sa leeg sa bilis ng pagbaling ko sa kanya.

“The fuck are you fucking saying, Grayson James?!” My brother laughed when he saw how mad I am.

“Chill, Kuya. Para lang walang lalaking lumapit sa kanya. Alam ko naman kung gaano ka kabaliw sa goddess mo.”

I returned my eyes to the laptop screen and continued watching Artemis through the CCTV of their university. She’s dating someone. And I knew everytime they meet secretly. I want to watch her all of the time. Pero hindi ko kayang panoorin sya sa piling ng ibang lalaki.

“No, don’t. You’ll fall inlove with her.” I said.

Gray snorted. Hindi sya naniniwala sa sinasabi ko. But I’m positive that any man who will know Artemis, who will see the beauty within her, they will fall inlove with her as quickly as I did. Just like how that bastard did.

But I promised to myself that I won’t pursue her hangga’t hindi ko pa naaayos ang magulong buhay ko. She deserves everything in this world at hindi ko hahayaan na masaktan sya nang dahil sa akin.

How can I give her my world if it’s wrecked?

But when I found out that her fucking ex-boyfriend cheated on her, I couldn’t help myself but to see her. I tried everything to make her feel better. I am willing to give her all the happiness in me just to make her happy.

And I succeeded. With a plus that she fell inlove with me. I couldn’t fucking believe it. My dream, my goddess, fell inlove with someone like me.

Moments with her made me forget the horrible things that happened in the past. When I’m with her, I just feel so contented. I just feel so blessed. I feel so complete.

It’s feels like everything is going to be okay.

But I was wrong. And because of me, nalagay sa panganib ang buhay ng mahal ko.

“Damn you, Hunter!” Apollo hissed at me as he held me by the collar of my shirt after he gave me a mind shattering punch. I could easily free myself from his grip but I didn’t fight back.

I deserve this. Please, I beg. Punch me more. Beat me up. I deserve all the punishments.

“Just pray that nothing will happen to my twin.” Apollo said and I could feel his wrath. “Ide-deretso kita sa morgue ng hospital na’to kapag may nangyaring masama sa kanya!”

Helios removed Apollo’s grip on my collar. “Stop it, Apollo. Or the guard will dragged you outside for public disturbance.”

Apollo finally let go of my shirt but I didn’t move. Hiyang hiya ako sa magkapatid. I know how they protected Artemis, particularly Apollo. But what have I done? Artemis got stabbed because of me. She got hurt because of me.

If only my life isn’t like this.

Apollo and Helios told me to stay away from Artemis for awhile until I fix all the problems that I have. Hanggang sa maayos ko ang buhay ko.

“I understand…” I said while staring at Artemis, sleeping on the hospital bed.

My goddess… Hindi ka mapupunta dito kung hindi dahil sa akin. I’m the cause for all of this. Wala akong kwenta. I don’t deserve you.

I will leave just to keep you safe. I know it will  hurt me to be far away from you. Pero mas masakit ang mabuhay nang wala ka sa mundong ’to.

I love you that words aren’t enough, but I will stop on chasing you now.

“Hunter.”

Napatigil ako sa paglabas ng hospital nang tawagin ako ni Helios. I looked at him. He looked so serious before he sighed and tapped me on the shoulders.

“I know what you’re thinking.” he said. “We’ve been friends for so long so I kinda have an idea on how you think.”

“Good for you.”

Mahina nya akong sinuntok sa tyan. I chuckled and ruffled my hair when he continued talking.

“Pinapalayo kita sa kapatid ko pero pansamantala lang. Huwag mong gawing panghabang-buhay. Artemis loves you so much. She’s stubborn but I know that she’ll be a wrecked if you leave her. Kaya balikan mo sya.”

“But I almost killed her, Helios. She’s here in the hospital because of me!”

“At kung wala lang tayo sa hospital, kanina pa kita binugbog.” he even glared at me. “Fucker, ikaw ba ang sumaksak sa kanya? Ikaw ba ang may hawak ng kutsilyo para sisihin mo ang sarili mo? I know you’re smart, Hunter. So use your fucking brain ’cause you are starting to piss me off!”

I sighed. “Pero mapapahamak lang sya sa akin. She’ll always be in danger if she’s with me.”

“But she’ll get hurt even more if you leave her, Hunter! And I won’t fucking forgive you kapag sinadya mong saktan ang kapatid ko!”

And feels like the problem is within me. I couldn’t protect anyone. Lahat ng taong mahahalaga sa akin ay nawawala. I am so fucking useless.

Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko habang hinuhukay ang puntod ng kapatid ko. I want to see it for myself. Ayokong maniwala basta sa mga sinabi ni Creed.

I know my brother. He’s strong. He’s better in close fighting than me. I only know about computers. Pero sa pakikipaglaban ay mas magaling si Gray.

So I am hoping that what Creed had said isn’t true.

You are not dead, right, Gray? You told me that you won’t leave me. That you’ll support me in everything I do.

But when I saw the wooden coffin, I broke down. Napaluhod ako sa lupa at tuloy tuloy na umagos ang mga luha ko. I never cried when my parents died ’cause Gray needs me to be strong. But now, Gray is gone. Nobody needs my strength this time.

So I let it all out. Lahat ng naramdaman kong sakit nang makita ko ang bangkay ng mga magulang ko na magkayakap. What happened to Artemis. What happened to Gray. And the truth that I cannot really protect all the important people in my life.

“Grayson James Sanford!” My screamed cut through the silence of the night. “Stop this fucking joke! Tell me you’re alive! Tell me you’re not dead!”

I looked at the wooden coffin and opened it. Pakiramdam ko ay nadurog ang puso ko nang makita ang sinapit ng kapatid ko. Tangina. Hindi ko kinaya. Gusto ko na rin yatang mamatay na lang habang nakatitig sa hindi na makilalang bangkay sa harapan ko.

Putangina. Mas lalong hindi ko matatanggap ang pagkamatay nya! Fuck it! Fuck this fucking shit! Putangina ng larong ’to!

Ayoko na! I am so fucking done! Please, don’t give me anymore pain! Hindi ko nakakayanin kung may madagdag pa!

If God only give problems that one could take, then He must’ve think highly of me.

“Grayson James Sanford! Please… I’m begging you. Lahat ng gusto mo, pwede mo nang gawin. Hindi na kita pipigilan. You can find your own girlfriend that you can babysit. Just please live…”

Kung dati, isang tawag ko lang sa buo nyang pangalan ay susunod na agad sya sa kahit anong utos ko. He knew I’m about to get really mad when I’m calling him by his full name. Pero ngayon, kahit ilang beses kong tawagin ang buo nyang pangalan, walang Gray na sumusunod sa akin.

My brother is really gone. He’s dead.

I don’t know what I should do anymore. It was like I got stuck. I have a goal in my life to find the killer of my parents, to give Gray a peaceful life and so I can finally move on from the past to be a better person for Artemis. But now, even my brother is gone. And now I’m so lost.

Goddess of the Moon. Guide me and show me the way. Hindi ko na talaga alam ang gagawin ko.

“I don’t care, Hunter. I accepted you for who you are. I’m willing to help you pick up your broken pieces to complete yourself.”

I can’t believe how any words from her could lift all the negative feelings off my chest. I left her again, ’cause I want to fix myself. I want to be whole when we meet again. So I can give my love to her fully. Pagmamahal lang. At walang kahit na anong sakit mula sa pagkatao ko.

But her words, with just her words, she pick up the last piece that I’m missing and put it back in me. I thought that I was finally complete. Pero hindi pa pala. Sa huli, si Artemis lang ang bumuo sa akin.

She’s so powerful. She really is a goddess.

My goddess, I owe you my life. I owe you everything. Pero ako, wala akong ibinigay sayo kundi sakit. I left you. I hurt you. Napahamak ka pa ng dahil sa akin. I really don’t deserve you.

But I love you, my goddess. I can’t live in this world without you. Hindi ko na kaya ang mapalayo sayo. You became my entire world. You became everything to me.

So tell me how can I make it up to you? Do you want me to be your servant? I will serve you with all my life. I will worship you, my goddess. Just tell me and I’ll do everything for you.

Not because my Mom said it, not because you gave me a second life. But because I am so fucking and deeply inlove with you.

Please, spend the eternity with me.

I feel the warm hands enwrapped with mine as I held the urn containing the ashes of my brother. I can feel my hands were trembling but I calmed down at once when I felt the warmth of Artemis as she hugged me on the side. Ipinatong nya ang kamay nya sa kamay kong nakahawak sa urn.

“Let him go…” she whispered and my heart feels like it was crushed into thousands of pieces.

Letting go of his ashes means that I am accepting the reality where my brother is gone. The world where there’s no Grayson James Sanford anymore. And that he is not coming back.

But I know that I have to do this. I need to. This is the last step that I need to do so I can eventually move on.

I removed the cover off the urn and stared at the ashes inside. My chest feels so tight and my breathing ragged. It’s hard to believe that I’m holding my brother this way. Noon ay nakakausap ko sya. Pinapagalitan ko pa sya kapag may mga bagay syang ginagawa na hindi ko nagugustuhan.

He’s the best brother I could have ever had.

Slowly, I spilled the ashes in the sea. I saw how the wind scattered the pieces habang ang iba ay diretsong nahulog sa dagat.

I couldn’t stop my tears when it fell from my eyes. I wanted to send off my brother without crying. Pero hindi ko kinaya. Sobrang sakit at halos hindi na ako makahinga.

Gray, you can finally have your rest… In peace.

“He’s with your parents now.” Artemis whispered as we cuddle after the love making we had. Her soft and naked body pressed against mine.

“Hm.”

“I’m sure that he’s happy now that you’re no longer the Rook. That’s what he only wants, Hunter. For you to be safe.”

I smiled bitterly. “If only I just listened to him. Ilang beses nya akong pinigilan pero hindi ako nakinig. If only I did what he wants even if I’m the oldest. If only I protected him right. Then maybe, all of this wouldn’t happen. Sana ay buhay pa ngayon ang kapatid ko.”

Itinago ko ang tumulong luha ko sa buhok ni Artemis. I held her tight just like my salvation. I held her like she’s my source of strength.

“Shh… Don’t be so hard on yourself, Hunter. You just did what you think is right. At iyon ay ang maging anak ka sa mga magulang mo at maging kapatid ka kay Gray. You did great, Hunter. And you can rest now too.”

I heaved a deep breath and when I exhaled, isinama ko na ring ilabas ang sakit at lungkot sa sa dibdib ko. Maybe not now but I know, matatanggap ko rin ang lahat. Now that I’ve got the justice that I want for my family.

Mom, Dad, and Gray… I’ll be alright. Hindi nyo na ako kailangan pang gabayan. I have my goddess here beside me. Makakayanan ko ang lahat, basta nasa tabi ko lang sya.

So please, rest in peace…

I got up when I remembered the box that I got earlier. There’s no sender and it was wrapped around a newspaper. Nakita ko na lang na nakalapag iyon sa harapan ng bahay bago kami sumakay sa yacht. But when I checked the CCTV to find out who delivered it, someone had already deleted the footage.

Artemis sat beside me and watched me unwrapped the box. When I finally removed the newspaper wrapper, bumungad sa amin ang pulang box. Still no card or any sign from the sender.

I glanced at Artemis and I saw the worry from her eyes. I remained silent. She held my arm and squeezed it like telling me to open the box to which I did.

I heard her gasped when we saw what was inside. There’s a full moon lamp and the light was already lit. It was breathtakingly beautiful. It looks like the real moon.

Kinuha ni Artemis ang moon lamp kaya doon ko lang nakita ang isa pang nakalagay sa pulang kahon. My heart began to thump so fast as I stared at it.

It was a white rook piece which made of glass. Kaya nang matamaan ng liwanag na nagmumula sa moon lamp ay nagmukhang kumikinang.

“Who sent this, Hunter?” Artemis asked. I heard the concern on her voice so I tried my best to answer her question steadily. I don’t want to give her any worries kahit pa kinakabahan ako.

“I’ve no idea.” I said. I searched on the box if there’s still something pero ang white rook at ang moon lamp lang ang laman ng box.

Is this a warning?

“But you’re no longer the Rook, Hunter.” Artemis said like she read what I was thinking. “There’s no Rook left in the game.”

“But the moon… It’s you, Artemis. You’re my goddess of the moon.” I said trying to stop the panic that’s building inside me.

“Or maybe it’s the actual moon, Hunter.”

We both stared at the things in front of us. A white glass rook piece, a moon lamp and a red box.

May it be a warning or something else… Only the sender knows.

But I will protect, Artemis. I will protect my goddess.

And the lives inside her womb.