Drawn: Frost Matthieu Beaumont

Drawn : Frost Matthieu Beaumont

[Bxb]

Frost Matthieu Beaumont

is known for being the “Ice Cold” of the Beaumont Brothers. Silent and Deadly (Figuratively).

The look of his eyes could make anyone shiver and bow into submission.

But what if he meets a person that could openly oppose him. A person who could fearlessly defy him.

WHICH turned out to be his most unforgettable partner he had slept with.

WHICH turned out to be

Louise Giovanne Salazar

, one of his employees.

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This is a [BxB] story or a story of love between both male characters and Mpreg (a story involving a Man being able to get pregnant). If you don’t like this genre, feel free to skip it.

Parts of this story may not be suitable for minor audiences. Read at your own risk.

Please be advised that the author, yours truly, is not well-versed on being a writer. So if you encounter mistakes like typographical and grammatical errors, feel free to correct me and be understanding.

This story is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and events mentioned are product of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual events, places and names of people, living or dead is entirely coincidental.

Love, imfreedlaurent

Chapter 0

“Saan ba kasi tayo pupunta? Vee, sinasabi ko sa’yo wala ako sa mood magwalwal kaya please pauwiin mo na ako” pakiusap ni Logi sa kaibigan habang nakasakay sa shotgun seat ng sasakyan nito.

The one he called Vee chuckled beside him “Sure ka na ba diyan? I’m sure magbabago ang isip mo pag narinig mo kung saan tayo pupunta.”

“As if. Pag wala ako sa mood, wala ako sa mood. Walang makakapagpabago sa desisyon ko so pakiusap gusto ko na lang magpahinga! Katatapos lang ng Finals natin oh!” Logi said, exasperated.

Nagtaas ng kilay ang kaibigan “Kahit sabihin kong sa Borealis tayo pupunta?”

“And? First of all, di ako interesado. And second of all, Walang Borealis sa Pilipinas…” Nakahalukipkip na sagot ni Logi na wala pa ring kainteres interes sa pinagsasabi ng kaibigan

“Gaga. Obviously walang Aurora Borealis sa Pilipinas. The “Borealis” I’m referring to is that Club where your “Labidabs” goes frequently. Akala ko ba updated ka sa buhay ng jowa mo“ Taas kilay na saad ni Vee na nakapagpagabago sa ekspresyon ni Logi

“Ah. Di naman kasi ako mahilig mag tanong sa kung anong pinaggagawa ni Hellion. I trust him enough para di na alamin kung anong ginagawa niya sa buhay niya.” mababang boses na sagot ni Logi na parang di rin siya sigurado sa sariling salita. “Pero talaga?” Agad na bawi nito.

Saglit na natahimik si Vee, nakaramdam ng kaunting lungkot sa bumahid na kalungkutan ng kaibigan “Girl. Wag ako. I felt that sudden change of your mood. Karapatan mo pa rin namang malaman ang bagay bagay tungkol sa boyfriend mo. You’re both committed into this relationship. So it’s just right for you to know stuff like this about him”

“Okay lang. Besides its not as if I like clubs or something. Kung di mo lang ako pinipilit sumama sa’yo, di naman ako pupunta sa Borealis na yan eh.”

Ilang minuto lang ay nakarating na sila sa club na sinasabi ni Vee. Borealis is a club exclusive sa mga mayayaman katulad ng kaibigang si Vee na nagiisang anak ng may ari ng pinakakilalang Mall sa bansa. Kung di niya kasama si Vee, malamang kahit sa parking lot di siya makakapasok.

“Dito muna tayo. Hintayin lang muna natin si Alice.” sabi ni Vee. Sakto namang dumating na rin ang sinasabi nitong taong hihintayin nila.

“Guys! Sorry nalate ako. Nagkaproblema kasi ako sa labas eh. May barumbado na feeling importante kaya di ako agad nakapagpark.” paliwanag ng kaibigang si Alice sa kanila.

Logi’s friends, Harvey “Vee” Uy and Ali Sandro “Alice” Dimaguiba, are both gay.

Sila lang ang masasabi nilang tunay na kaibigan ng isa’t isa. Dahil sa campus nila kung di homophobic, user-friendly lang ang schoolmates nila. Kung di sila pinandidirihan o kinukutya, ginagamit lamang sila sa academic abilities nila o para magkakoneksyon sa kanila para sa negosyo ng kani-kanilang pamilya.

Meron pa rin namang “okay” lang. Sila yung talagang walang pakielam sa kanila.

Masasabi lang niyang kay Vee lang nangyayari ang pangalang rason dahil di naman ganoong kayaman si Alice at masasabing isang ordinaryong tao lang si Logi.

“Tara na sa loob! Mag-celebrate na tayo dahil sa wakas tapos na ang paghihirap natin as students!” Vee exclaimed

“Vee. Tapos lang ang Finals. Wala pang results.” Alice said beside Logi who nodded

“Don’t be pessimistic. Sigurado akong pasado tayong lahat dahil tiwala ako sa laki ng mga utak natin… Well niyo lang kasi ako tiwala ako sa hard work ko”

Napahagikgik si Logi. Kahit na gusto niyang kontrahin si Vee sa sinabi nito na parang pagbababa sa tiwala niya sa sariling talino, ay natutuwa siyang tiwala siyang papasa ito.

“Sige na nga tara na. Para naman matapos na ang gabing ito at makapagpahinga na ako.” tipid na ngiti nito na siya namang pagkapit ng mga kaibigan niya sa magkabilang braso niya “Let’s go!” sabay sabay nilang sigaw papasok sa Club.

Maingay, matao. Nakakasilaw ang mga ilaw na sumasayaw. Amoy na amoy ang usok ng sigarilyo at ng alak sa paligid. Marami rin siyang nakikitang naglalampungan. Babae sa lalaki, babae sa babae o lalaki sa lalaki.

Ito ang mga dahilan kung bakit ayaw na ayaw ni Logi sa mga ganitong klase ng lugar. Di sa hindi siya umiinom o marunong magsaya. Ayaw lang niyang exposed siya sa ganitong gawain.

I’m still a goody two shoes after all.

Nakahanap na sila ng pwesto at umorder ng mga inumin. “Bestie. Para saan pang nagclub tayo ng kakaunti lang ang iinumin mo?” sabi ni Vee kay Logi

“Pag nagpakalasing ako, no one will be conscious enough para maiuwi tayong tatlo ng ligtas. Balak niyo bang magstay dito the whole night?”

“Booooooring. Though yeah it makes sense. You do you I guess. “ sagot naman ni Alice bago lumagok ng isang shot ng alak.

Ilang baso at kaunting kwentuhan at tawanan ay nag-aya ang mga kaibigan na sumayaw kasabay ang mga nagsasayawan sa gitna. Sa sobrang saya ng mga kaibigan ay di na lang niya sinaway ang mga ito at sumayaw na din saliw ang isang masiglang tugtugin.

“Besties, di’ba si Storm yun?” Turo ni Vee sa isa sa mga nagsasayaw. Kasayaw nito ay isang napakagandang babae. “Oh. He’s with the girl, who is it again? Uhh…”

“Zyra. Yung matagal na niyang nililigawan.” Dugtong ni Alice kay Vee

“Hmm. Kung di ko lang nalaman na nililigawan niya yang babaeng yan iisipin ko bakla yan eh. You heard that he basically swats girls who flirts with him like flies!” sabi ni Vee na ikinatango naman ni Alice.

Umiling na lang si Logi. Kahit kailan napakatsismosa din nang mga kaibigan niya.

“Oh! Oh! Yung kambal niya! Si Thunder! Ay wow. Daladalawa pa ang chikababes. Grabe may maikakama na naman yung tukmol.” tawa ni Vee.

“Shush. Wag ka ngang maingay diyan! “

“Gaga! Nasa club tayo Alice. Baka kahit isigaw ko pa yung sinabi ko di niya tayo maririnig. Pero teka. Kung nandito si Storm, nandito si Thunder…” bilang ni Vee sa mga daliri nito “What are the odds na nandito rin ngayon si Hellion?”

Sa sinabi ng kaibigan, napalingon na din sa paligid si Logi. Ayaw man niyang aminin pero gusto rin niyang makita ngayon ang nobyo. Ilang araw na din kasi silang di nagkikita dahil ang sabi ni Hellion kailangan munang ituon nilang pareho ang attention sa Finals nila. Pero kahit tapos na ang finals, wala pa ring siyang natatanggap na kahit anong balita tungkol dito.

“Chaces lang naman. Baka naman wala siya ngayon dito.” Sabi ni Logi makaraang di niya makita sa paligid ang kasintahan.

Nahagip ng paningin niya ang isang lalaki may kalayuan sa kanila. Umiinom katabi ang isang dalagang napakasexy sa suot nitong croptop at short skirt.

Nakatitig ito sa gawi niya. Hindi. Sa kanya mismo na para bang isa siyang painting na ina-appraise. Ni di man lang nito binibigyan ng pansin ang babaeng humahaplos sa kanyang pisngi.

What’s with this guy?

Di niya mapigilan ang manginig. Di dahil natatakot siya rito. But because there’s something with the look on his eyes that makes him feel strange. Na para bang kinakabisado nito ang bawat sulok ng katawan niya, o ng galaw niya o kahit bawat paghinga niya ay inoobserbahan nito.

Umiwas na lamang siya ng tingin mula rito. Di na niya kayang tagalan pa ang tingnan ang guwapong mukha ng lalaking ito.

Bigla siyang napailing. Where is that sudden compliment towards him coming from?

Nagpatuloy na lang siya sa pagsabay sa pagsayaw ng mga kaibigan ng mapansin niyang tumigil ito at parang kinakabahan. “Bestie. Uhh balik na lang tayo sa table natin?” Sabi ni Alice na parang nanginginig

“Or better yet, let’s leave. Umuwi na tayo. Tara na” Matigas na sabi naman ni Vee matapos ay hinila ang braso niya.

Nagtaka siya sa inasal ng mga kaibigan. Especially Vee na siyang nagaya sa kanya rito. “Bakit? Anong meron?”

“Just listen to me and let’s fucking go!” Galit na wika ni Vee sa kanya na siyang nakapagpagitla sa kanya

“Bakit ba anong—” binalingan niya ng tingin ang direksyon ng tinitingnan ni Alice.

Na kanyang pinagsisisihang gawin. Dahil ang nakita niya ay naging dahilan ng pagkadurog ng kanyang puso.

Sa direksyong di niya napansin kanina dahil sa mga nakaharang na nagsasayawan, nakita niya nakakandong ang isang babae habang hinahalikan ng malalim ang isang lalaki na nakapaligid ang isang braso sa baywang at ang isa ay sapo ang dibdib ng kahalikan.

Hellion.

Isa isang naglandas ang mga luha sa pisngi ni Logi. Ngunit para itong istatwang nakatayo lamang habang tinititigan ang eksenang dahilan ng kanyang paglulumo. Kahit anong hila ni Vee o paghaplos sa mahabang buhok niya ni Alice ay hindi siya gumalaw.

Dahil sa ginawi ni Logi ay di na mapigilan ni Vee ang galit. Bigla itong tumalikod at sinugod ang boyfriend niya at ang kahalikan nito…

Or Ex-boyfriend…

Pinanood niya kung paano hinablot ni Vee ang braso ng kahalikan ni Hellion. Sabay pagsapak sa mukha ng kanyang ngayong dating nobyo. Nakita niya kung paano gumuhit ang galit sa mukha nito na nabura nang ituro siya ng kaibigan.

Napahakbang ng isa si Logi paatras ng magtagpo ang mata nilang dalawa. Na naging dalawa, naging tatlo.

At nang tumayo si Hellion para lapitan siya ay di na nagatubili si Logi na tumakbo papalayo. Palabas sa club na yon. Palayo. Hanggang sa hindi na niya malaman kung saan man siya dinala ng kanyang mga paa.

Namataan na lamang niya ang sarili na naglalasing sa isang KTV Bar. Di hamak na naaangkop sa estado niya. Di pangmayaman.

Ng mga unang sandali ay tahimik lamang siyang umiinom ng magisa.

Tama. Mag-isa.

Gusto na muna niya ang magisa. Takasan ang mga taong nakakasakit sa kanya.

Oo. Pati ang mga kaibigan. Di naman siya totoong galit sa mga ito. Nasaktan lamang siya dahil pinili nitong hilahin siya, ilayo na lamang siya, na para bang itatago sa kanya ang nagaganap sa club na’yon. Na kung hindi niya nahuli ang tingin ni Alice ay di niya mahuhuli ang katarantaduhan ng lalaking dumurog sa kanya ngayon.

Naiintindihan niya na pinoprotektahan lamang siya ng mga ito. Di lang niya matanggap kaagad ang paraan nila ng pagprotekta sa kanya.

Nang muling maalala ang eksenang nasaksihan niya, ay di na niya napigilan ang isang hikbi. At yun na nga ang umpisa ng pagkawala ng nakakaawang pagiyak niya magisa.

Sa tagpong iyon ay naramdaman niyang nilapitan ng isang lalaki si Logi.

Few minutes earlier

“Hey. Wanna go out somewhere else?” wika ng babaeng kanina pa siya nilalandi. Ngunit wala rito ang atensyon niya kundi sa isang lalaking nakatayo sa may kalayuan sa kanya.

He knows to himself that he doesn’t swing that way. He’s a straight man. He only gets attracted to women all his life.

Not until this beauty caught his eye.

That guy’s skin glows like he’s the only thing that shines among all these people. His body, even as a guy, makes his mouth water. His long hair looks so perfect, framing his beautiful face. No. Beautiful isn’t enough to describe how ethereal this guy looks.

His eyes that looks so hypnotizing as they look at each other. His nose perfect to his face and his lips. Those lips he really wanted to kiss right now.

It’s crazy for him to feel this attracted to a person. Heck, to a guy. He never wanted to claim someone as much as he does right now.

When the guy looked away from him broke the spell and made him look at the woman touching him right now.

“Come on, so you aren’t paying attention all this time?” the woman pouted. His forehead creases.

This woman is beautiful. This is the usual type of person that he would actually bang if he’s in the mood. But he doesn’t feel anything towards her. Not a single ounce of attraction.

He looked back to the guy he saw earlier. But the moment he looked at him is the moment the guy ran.

And without any hesitation. He did the same.

He ran after him mindlessly. Nakatulong sa kanya ang mga tao sa paligid para di malayo sa paningin niya ang lalaki, but far enough for the guy not to notice him.

Di niya alam kung gaano na kalayo ang itinakbo nila. At parang wala sa sarili ang lalaking hinahabol niya na di man lang napapansin na may sumusunod sa kanya.

Nakarating sila sa isang maliit na bar. Kakaunti ang mga patron. Maririnig ang kantahan mula sa isa karaoke machine. Amoy ng mga mumurahing alak ang nahahagip ng kanyang pangamoy.

Hinayaan niyang magisa ang lalaking hinabol niya. Umiinom ito ng magisa. Ngunit siya ay nagmamatyag lang.

May napansing siyang ilang lalaki malapit sa kinauupuan niya. Di niya nagustuhan ang paraan ng pagtitig nito sa lalaking sinundan niya.

Nawala ang focus nito sa mga lalaki ng marinig niya ang isang hikbi. Hanggang sa patuloy nang umiyak ang lalaki. Sakto namang tumayo ang mga lasenggo para lapitan ang umiiyak kaya di na siya nagdalawang isip na unahan ang mga ito.

Tumabi siya kaagad sa lalaki at nagsalita “Why is someone as beautiful as you crying alone in a place like this?”

Bumaling ang tingin sa kanya ng magandang lalaki at muli ay para na naman siyang nadarang sa mata nito. “And what is it to you? Who are you anyway?”

Sandaling walang emosyon na napatitig ang lalaki bago sumagot “Frankly, I want to comfort you. I am Frost, and you are?” tapos ay gumuhit ang ngiti sa mga labi nito na siya namang nakapagpatigil sa kausap.

“I… am L-Logi.” sagot nito, napakurap, tipid na pagngiti at napayuko.

God darn it. He’s so fucking cute.

Kinabukasan

Nagising si Logi sa isang di pamilyar na lugar. Ramdam niya ang malambot na kama na hinihigaan at ang nakabalot na kumot na nakadampi sa kanyang katawan.

Bumangon siya ngunit napaigik sa sakit ng kanyang katawan. Especially his lower back and his behind. Kumunot ang kaniyang noo at napalingon sa paligid.

Where the hell am I?

Huli na niyang napansin na may katabi siya sa kama. Nakahiga itong padapa kaya kitang kita niya ang maskulado nitong likod at ang ulo ay nakadako palayo sa kanya kaya di niya makita ang mukha nito.

But his face is the least of my worries. Paano ako napunta rito? Anong ginawa ko?

Ngunit di siya tanga para di agad maintindihan ang nangyari.

And with his head filled with panic, he decided to stand up in a hurry. Despite the pain ay mabilis niyang hinagilap ang mga damit na nagkalat sa kwarto.

Napatigil siya sandali sa pagbihis ng makita niya ang nagkalat na mga gamit na condom na para bang initsa lang ito matapos gamitin.

Emphasis on MGA.

May nagkalat sa sahig, meron sa nightstand at meron ding ilan sa loob ng trashcan sa tabi ng kama.

Oh my fucking god. How many times did we do it?

Pero agad niyang iwinaksi ang tanong na iyon. Nagpatuloy sa pagbihis at umalis agad para di niya magising ang lalaking umangkin sa kanya kagabi.

And that was the last time Frost saw him. The only person he actually claimed multiple times in a single night.

Not knowing their paths will cross again.

Chapter 1

“Ug

h! Relax sweetheart. Hush.“ wika ng lalaking nakaibabaw kay Logi na ngayon ay di maipinta ang mukha sa nararamdamang sakit. Mariin ang pagkakapikit na pinakikinggan ang boses ng lalaking ngayon ay katalik “It’s going to be alright. Just breathe.”

Sinunod ni Logi ang sinasabi ng lalaki at pinilit na kalmahin ang sarili. Ang lalaki naman ay tiim na nakatitig sa mukha niya na animo’y kinakabisa ang bawat detalye ng mukha niya.

His fair skin now blushing, so damp with sweat and tears. But Logi’s beauty couldn’t be hidden to the man’s admiring eyes.

“If you’re ready, just open your eyes and look at me sweetheart.”

Di alam ni Logi kung anong meron sa boses ng lalaki na awtomatikong sinusunod ng katawan niya. Ng maramdamang handa na siya ay unti-unting dinilat ni Logi ang mga mata…“

“Louise Giovanne! Ano ba naman yan! Bumangon ka na nga’t naririndi na ako diyan sa alarm mo!”

Nabalikwas ng bangon si Logi ng marinig ang malakas na pagsigaw ng Kuya Kari niya sa labas ng kwarto.

Napanaginipan ko na naman yun. Pero bakit lagi na lang akong nagigising sa parteng titignan ko na siya?

Logi sighed. Totoong sa tuwing napapanaginipan niya ang gabing yun ay laging sa parehong eksena nag-uumpisa at nagtatapos ang panaginip. Gustong gusto na niyang makita ang lalaking laman ng kanyang panaginip na siya ring nakauna sa kanya.

Kung bakit ba naman kasi tinakbuhan niya ang lalaking yun na di man lang tinitignan ang mukha. Ni pangalan di man lang niya maalala dahil palagay niya ay lasing na lasing siya ng magpakilala ang lalaki sa kanya.

Umiiling na lang si Logi. Ngunit makalipas ng ilang sandali ay napatayo siya ng mapagtantong…

“Male-late na ako sa job interview! LOGI!” impit na patiling kastigo niya sa sarili at dali daling pumasok sa banyo para maligo.

Matapos makapaghanda ay bumaba na siya para sumabay magagahan kasama ang pamilya.

“Sa susunod nga, wag ka nang magalarm at magpagising ka na lang kay Gymir. Di yung nambubulabog ang alarm mo, di ka naman pala kayang gisingin.” saad ng Kuya Kari niya.

“Kuya, ikaw na lang ang gumising dahil mukhang effective. Eh kahit anong gawin ko di ko rin naman kayang gisingin yan” singit ng nasabing kapatid.

“Sorry Kuya.” hinging patawad ni Logi sa kapatid at kumunot ang noo. “Nasaan nga pala sina Papa at si Jord?”

Lumabas mula sa kusina ang isa pang ama nila na may dalang isang bandehadong kanin “Sinamahan ng Papa niyo si Jord sa pageenroll. Kumain ka na Logi at baka malate ka na din sa job interview mo.”

Oo. Dalawang ama ang meron sina Logi. Kinupkop ng mag-asawa siya at ang kanyang Kuya Kari nung siya ay sanggol pa lang ng makita silang magkapatid sa madilim na bahagi ng airport kung saan pumaparada ang taxi ng amang si Viktor. Nahabag ito ng makitang nangininig ang kanyang kuya habang yakap ang kanyang munting katawan.

Isang taon naman ang nakalipas matapos noon ay himalang nagdalang tao ang isa pa niyang ama. Yun ay dahil Carrier pala ang ama niyang si Tyrone o isang lalaking may kakayahang magbuntis.

Kakaiba man ang pamilya niya ay di niya kinakahiya ang mga magulang. Laking utang na loob niya ang pagkupkop at pagpapalaki ng mga ito sa kanya kaya naman nang lumaki siya ay desido siyang tulungan ang mga ito.

Matapos kumain ay agad namang nagpaalam si Logi. “Alis na po ako Tatay!”

“Sandali anak! Sumabay ka na sa’kin. Ako nama’y babiyahe na rin naman.” sagot ng ama sa kanya at sumabay na sa pagalis.

Makalipas ang ilang minuto ay tumigil na ang taxi ng ama sa tapat ng isang malaking building “Grabe anak. Napakaganda naman pala talaga nitong inaaplayan mo. Good luck sa yo anak. Kahit anong mangyari, proud kami sayo ng Papa mo.”

“Thank you Tay. Ingat din po kayo. Love you po!” sabi ni Logi sabay abot ng kanyang kamao sa ama para magfistbump.

Hinintay niya munang makalayo ang ama bago huminga ng malalim. Nagdasal na sana ay matanggap siya.

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“Congratulations. Welcome to Beau Entertainment. We’re looking forward to work with you, Mr. Salazar.” wika ni Miss Claudia na siyang nag-interview din sa kanya at inabot ang kamay niya.

“Thank you po, Ma’am. I promise po di ko po kayo bibiguin!”

“I hope so too. And I’m rooting for you. Shall I introduce you to your team?” alok sa kanya ng babae at inaya siya sa isang kwarto.

Pagpasok ay naabutan niyang nakaupo sa sahig ang apat na lalaki sa harap ng isa pang lalaki at dalawang babae “Guys, can I have your attention for a minute please?” anunsyo ni Miss Claudia.

Tumayo ang lahat at humarap sa kanila “Good Morning po, Miss Claudia!” at napatingin sa kanya.

“Guys, I want you to meet Mr. Louise Giovanne Salazar. He will be one of your managers starting today.” pakilala sa kanya ni Miss Claudia. Agad namang bumati sa kanya ang mga ito.

“I will be leaving you all now so you could be acquainted. And of course so you could continue your practice. Good luck sa inyo boys.”

Matapos umalis ni Miss Claudia ay tumahimik ang lahat. Napalunok si Logi at yumuko “Hello. I’m Louise Giovanne Salazar. You can call me Logi. I’m looking forward to work with you all!”

Nagpakilala na sa kanya ang lahat ng nasa kwarto. There’s Triton, Dion, Hugo and Xavier. Sila yung apat na lalaki na miyembro ng boygroup “DarkFource” na ima-manage niya. Ang dalawang babae naman ay sina Nikki at Kira na mga managers din. (Na suma-side line as assistant choreographer din). At ang huli ay ang choreographer nilang si Edzon.

Matapos magpakilala ay nag-aya na sila na sabay sabay kumain. Treat daw ni Edzon na nalaman niyang isa pala talagang businessman na suma-sideline as choreographer. May ari pala siya ng ilang branch ng isang fast food restaurant.

Grabe naman. Lahat ba ng nasa team na to, may sideline?

Pagkatapos ay patuloy ang practice nila habang bini-brief siya nina Nikki sa magiging trabaho niya as manager.

“So ayun lang. Medyo hectic lalo na pag may schedule pero alam ko keri mo naman yan.” wika ni Kira.

“Oo nga. At kung nasestress ka na,  ikot ka lang at mawawala din yan sa dami ng magaganda sa building na to” dagdag ni Nikki sabay tawa. Hinampas na lang siya ni Kira at nasabihan ng “gaga”.

“Haha. Well, di rin naman ako interested sa magaganda. Sa pogi, OO. Paano yun?” balik na biro ni Logi

Napatingin kay Logi ang dalawang babae “Oh to the M to the G! Okay lang sist marami namang pogi! Except diyan sa mga tukmol nating minamanage. Yan for sure ang source of stress natin.”

Umiling na lang si Kira sa kabaliwan ni Nikki ngunit sinakyan ang biro nito at sabing “True. Lalo na kung makita mo yung Elusive na CEO natin. So gwapo baka kahit sarili mo makalimutan mo makita mo lang ang mukha niya.”

Nakunot ang noo niya. It is ironic na sobrang elusive nga ang CEO ng agency na ito. Considering it’s an entertainment agency, ito lang yata ang CEO na halos wala kang marinig about sa kanya.

Ni di nga niya alam ang pangalan nito.

Bigla nga siyang nagkainteres na makilala ito. Isa na siyang empleyado so for sure di’ba at least once makita at makilala niya ang CEO ng pinangarap niyang kompanya.

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Isang linggo na ang nakalipas ay matatapos na ang “training” sa kanya nina Nikki at Kira.

“For now, observe ka muna sa’min. Makikipagcoordinate muna tayo sa producer para sa gagawing recording later. And then….”

Tahimik na pinakikinggan niya ang mga sinasabi ni Nikki. Sakto kasi na nagpeprepare na sila para sa gagawing debut ng kanilang hinahawakang artists.

“And then yun na. Nagets mo na ba ang magiging trabaho natin?” Seryosong tanong ni Nikki.

Logi admired Nikki for her professionalism. Iba kasi ang aura nito ngayon as senior niya kumpara sa kanina na nakikipagbiruan sa kanya. Kita yun sa sudden shift nito ng attitude. At dama yun pati sa shift din ng pakikitungo ng grupo sa kanya.

Tama. Focus lang sa goal.

At dahil seryoso ang mga alaga niya, kailangan niya ding ibigay ang isang daang porsyento niya para masuportahan ang mga ito. Alam niya kasing pangarap ng mga ito ang nakasalalay.

From now on, ang pangarap nila ay pangarap ko na din.

Lumabas muna siya ng practice room para bilhan ng makakain ang mga ito. Sigurado siyang nagugutom na din ang mga ito dahil ilang oras na rin ang nakalipas matapos ang lunch nila.

Matapos makabili ay bumalik na rin siya. Medyo natagalan dahil marami ang nauna sa kanya. Ngunit bigla na lang siya napaatras dahil bago siya lumiko ay muntik na siyang mabangga ng ilang kalalakihan na naka suit.

Sino yung mga yun? Parang tipikal na eksena sa kdrama na mga security na nakasunod sa boss nila… Wait. Di kaya?

Umiling na lang si Logi. Ano naman kung yun na ang CEO na gusto niyang makilala. Nakalagpas na rin naman ang mga ito kaya di na niya pinag-aksayahan ng panahon para sundan.

Pagbalik sa practice room ay nagtaka siya sa naabutan. Tahimik kasi ang mga ito na parang pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa.

“Guys. Anong nangyari? May problema ba?” Takang tanong ni Logi

“Ahh kasi… Dumating dito yung bigboss. He asked us to show him the demo version ng debut song. And he… didn’t like it.” Malungkot na sabi ni Kira

“Anong comment yung binigay niya? Baka naman pwede pa nating i-improve?” bakas ang pagaalala sa mukha ni Logi

“He didn’t say anything much aside from he couldn’t feel anything about the song. Tin-ry naman namin yung best namin at nagask ng isa pang chance pero…” naputol ang pagsasalita ni Dion ng mapahikbi ito

Triton patted Dion’s back and continued “He dismissed us and told us that he’ll think about whether to cancel our debut or not.”

Napakuyom ang kamao ni Logi. Nakakaisang linggo pa lang ay ganito na balitang matatanggap niya.

Siyempre di na ito tungkol sa trabaho lang niya. Tungkol ito sa hardwork ng team niya. Tungkol ito sa time and effort nila. Tungkol ito sa pangarap ng nila…

No. Pangarap namin.

Kaya di niya maiwasan ang magalit. Even though they literally just met and learned about them in just a week, he’s already attached to them. And he knew he’ll be more attached to them if given a chance.

Pero dahil lang di nagustuhan ng isang tao, ipagkakait na sa kanila ang chance na yun.

Mabilis na tumalikod si Logi. At hinagilap kung saan lupalop maaring magpunta yung bigboss kuno nila.

I can’t believe I’m doing this for the people I just met.

“Hoy Logi! Saan ka pupunta?” habol sa kanya ni Kira. Nakasunod din sa kanya si Nikki at si Edzon.

“Haharapin ko lang yung CEO na yan. Itatanong ko lang sa kanya kung ano ba talaga ang exact na di niya nagustuhan sa demo natin. Kung paanong wala siyang naramdaman? Dahil kung wala siyang naramdaman, itetest ko lang kung manhid ba siya o hindi!”

Biglang nakaramdam ng takot ang tatlo. May iba kasi sa tono ng boses ni Logi na nakapagpakilabot sa kanila.

“L-Logi, ano ba? Ang sabi naman ni Bigboss pagiisipan pa niya. Tara na balik na tayo…” pakiusap ni Nikki

“So isasaalang alang natin sa walang kasiguraduhang “Pagiisipan” niya ang fate ng mga alaga natin? No. Di ko hahayaan yun!“

“But we can’t do anything about it! His words are the law here. Baka lalo lang tayong mawalan ng chance pag sinugod mo siya. Please be logical.” Edzon protested.

Tumigil sa paglalakad si Logi. Nakatalikod pa rin ito sa tatlo ngunit nakikita nila ang mahigpit na pagkuyom nito ng kamao. “Sure. Logical… Manahimik na lang tayo habang ginagawa niya to sa’tin dahil higher up siya at tayo empleyado niya lang dito. Yes. That’s the logical mindset. Now that I think about it you’re right. Baka pag ginawa ko to di lang ako ang mawalan ng trabaho.”

Humarap si Logi sa kanila na namumula ang mata kaya naman napaiyak na rin sina Nikki at Kira “Pero paano tayo? Paano yung mga boys?”

“Tara na guys.” Aya sa kanila ni Edzon. “The boys needs us more than ever. Sa kanila muna tayo okay? And then let’s make a gameplan. Baka mapakiusapan pa natin si Big Boss kung mapapatunayan nating kaya nila. Come on now.”

Tumango na lang si Logi. Pero sa loob loob niya ay di siya gigive up.

_

Habang pabalik sina Logi sa practice room ay siyang paglabas sa elevator ng tatlong naggagwapuhang mga lalaki. May kalayuan ang elevator sa nilalakaran nina Logi ngunit nahagip ng isa sa mga ito ng tingin si Logi at napahinto.

“Am I hallucinating or did I just saw Louise passing by?” tanong nito sa mga kasama.

“Who now?” tanong ng isa

“Louise. Remember him, Storm? His ex boyfriend?”

“Oh! The guy you secretly dated back in college?” the guy named Storm said.

Mabilis na naglakad sa pasilyo ang lalaki ngunit di na niya naabutan pa kung saan nagpunta si Logi.

“I couldn’t be mistaken. Louise is here.”

“What’s with the reaction anyway? Don’t tell me you hadn’t moved on?” Thunder said mockingly

“Oh don’t get me started on that my twin brother. Hellion is stuck on that era of his life. Like dude, you’re the one who fucked up.” Wika ni Storm

“What are you all doing here?” Saad ng isang tinig na papalapit sa kanila

“Oh nothing, Frost. Just Hellion living his college heartbreak” patawa tawang sagot ni Thunder

Frost just stood there. My brother’s ex huh? Such small world.

Chapter 2

Malungkot na tinitigan ni Logi ang mga malulungkot na mukha ng mga alaga niya.

Triton may not be crying and acting tough to show his stability to his groupmates, but his eyes shows a lot about his worries and sadness. Dion is still crying. He’s almost inconsolable a few minutes earlier but he was managed to calm down by Triton. Meanwhile, Hugo and Xavier are practicing a part of their dance break.

Looking at them, reminded him of himself back in highschool.

_

10 years ago (Logi’s final year of Junior High School)

Pagod sa pagpa-practice si Logi sa routine na gagawin niya para sa Intramurals. He was assigned to lead the cheerdancing of their section.

Their group stood there nervously as they wait for their adviser’s comment.

“It’s… Good. The vocals, the choreography. The energy. Almost perfect…” saad ng adviser nila.

“Emphasis on almost. You! Salazar.” napatayo ng diretso si Logi ng tawagin siya ng adviser

“Y-yes po?”

Their adviser tsked “I expected more from you. Your classmates recommended you because they told me you’re best at leading this section. Because they have high regards on your ability on both singing and dancing. But I suppose their standards aren’t too high? That’s what “Best” your classmates can get? I’m so disappointed. I’d rather pick that girl beside you instead. Step down as the leader and give it to Miss Flores.“

Ngumiti ang katabi niyang babae. Nahuli niya itong ngumisi sa kanya ngunit agad din itong nawala at nagpasalamat sa adviser “Thank you ma’am”

Nanlumo siya sa narinig mula sa adviser. Binigay niya ang best niya. Pero mukhang kahit anong gawin niya ay di naging sapat.

Narinig niya ang pagdamay sa kanya ng ilan sa mga kaklase. Pero kahit anong words of affirmation or comfort nila, di nito nabura ang sakit ng mga salitang nakapagpababa sa self esteem niya.

_

Pero di niya hahayaang maramdaman din iyon ng mga alaga niya. This boys has potential. He can see it. If their performance didn’t reached their CEO’s standards, the next best thing they could do is to work harder and show everyone they can do it. And prove anyone who says otherwise that they are wrong.

“Don’t invalidate your own worth dahil lang sa isang opinyon na narinig niyo.” panimula ni Logi na nakahuli ng atensyon ng mga kasama sa silid.

“Let’s show them what we can do. Na di lang matatapos sa isang negative comment ang pangarap natin. Di natin hahayaan na matapos ang lahat dahil sa di natin naabot ang expectations ng iisang tao.

We will not do this to get validated by just one person. We won’t do this to reach some people’s expectations. We will do this for ourselves and for those who believes in us. And if ever this will be the end, which I won’t let it happen…“ Logi raised his fist “At least we did our absolute best to reach our dreams with all our hearts. That we can safely say that we didn’t just give up and we fought for it till the very end. So come on, stand up. We can’t just dilly dolly.”

Dali daling nagtayuan ang lahat. Dion wiped his tears and showed renewed determination. Triton nodded at him and put his fist with Logi. Hugo smiled cheekily, dragging Xavier who’s also grinning amd joined them. And then the rest also joined too.

“Let’s do our best. And let’s show them what we are made of. Go DarkFource!” Wika ng leader ng grupo na si Triton.

“Let’s Go!”

_

Naglalakad papuntang rooftop si Logi. Nagpaalam ito na gusto muna niyang magisa. Huminga siya ng malalim at pilit na kinakalma ang sarili.

Masyado na talaga akong attached sa kanila. To the point that I still feel this extreme frustrations for them.

Makaraan ang ilang sandali ay muli siyang huminga ng malalim at sumigaw “DI KO HAHAYAANG MATAPOS ANG LAHAT DAHIL SA WALANG KWENTANG OPINYON MO! FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!”

Matapos ang sigaw na yun ay gumaan ang pakiramdam niya. Ngunit nagulat siya ng makaramdam ng presensya sa likod niya.

“And who might be this… Asshole you’re talking about? You seem to be so mad about them?”

Di alam ni Logi kung bakit siya nanginig. Di ito dahil sa lamig ng hangin ng gabi at nasa rooftop siya.

It’s because of that deep and cold voice.

Napakunot din ang noo niya. Somehow I feel like I heard this voice somewhere?

Lumingon si Logi sa pinanggalingan ng boses. Medyo madilim sa kinatatayuan ng lalaki kaya di niya maaninag ang mukha nito. Ang tangi lang nitong nakikita ay ang liwanag na nagmula sa sigarilyo nito na nasa bibig at ang kislap na nagmumula sa mga mata nito.

Lalo siyang nanginig sa nakikita.

Di dahil natatakot siya. Ngunit dahil pakiramdam niya ay napakapamilyar ng presensya nito.

“I’m sorry. Kanina pa po ba kayo diyan? Naabala ko po yata kayo?” mahinang saad niya. Loud enough para marinig ng kausap.

“Actually yes. I’m here moments before you came here. I’m just… shocked about that scream you let out because it disrupted my beloved silence. Also…” bumuga ng usok ang lalaki “You still hadn’t answered my question. Let’s say I’m curious about this asshole you’re talking about.”

Nagdalawang isip si Logi kung sasagutin niya ang tanong nito. Di pa rin niya maikalma ang sarili. Kung kanina ay dahil ito sa frustration sa CEO na sisira sa pangarap ng mga alaga niya. Ngayon ay dahil ito sa lamig ng boses ng kausap niya.

“Uhh. Kasi sir. I’m just frustrated.”

“And why is that? What did this person do to you to make you this frustrated?” Logi saw the man’s figure crossed his arms and bore his eyes on him.

Logi felt himself feeling confused. Kung kanina ay cold and bored ang kausap, ngayon nama’y cold and somehow… with a hint of concern ang boses nito.

Umiling siya. Maybe I’m just hallucinating. Wala sa mata nito ang concern. The glimpse of his eyes are void of emotios. Or at least I can’t read it.

“Kasi po…” Logi didn’t realized his willing to confide to the mysterious man resting his back somewhere in the dark “I’m a manager, of a rookie boygroup. Then there’s this… Guy. Who talked to my boys and crushed their souls by basically telling them their hardwork… No. OUR hardwork wasn’t enough. Like what does “I can’t feel anything about your performance” even mean? Manhid ba yung hinayupak na yun?“

Logi didn’t caught the man’s eye twitched.

“So ayun. Frustrated lang ako. How dare he tell my boys that. How could he casually destroy my boys dreams without telling them what exactly is wrong with their performance. At least para naman may mabago o maimprove kami. Di yung tatapusin niya lang yung komento niya sa wala siyang naramdaman at pag-iisipan niya kung icacancel niya ang debut namin. NAKAKAINIS!” napapadyak pa si Logi sa inis.

The man chuckled. And Logi felt himself shiver again.

“Oh so is that it… Then I think you know what you have to do?” the guy looked at him like he’s expecting him a specific answer.

“Uhuh. Patutunayan kong mali siya. At kung wala pa rin siyang maramdaman, baka sapakin ko na lang siya para malaman kung manhid lang ba siya or what.”

The man internally smirked. “Yes. You do that. Prove them they’re wrong. I’ll be expecting you to do exactly what you said.” tumalikod na ang lalaki at naglakad palayo.

“Teka lang! Ahh. Thank you sa pakikinig. You helped me, somehow by listening. Pwede ko bang malaman ang pangalan mo?” habol na sigaw ni Logi

“I’m afraid I couldn’t tell you my name. You’ll meet me soon enough. For now I’ll be leaving you here. You’re welcome by the way.” at tuluyan nang nawala ang lalaki

Logi sighed… And a smile crept to his face. “Grabe. Pamisteryoso. Okay lang. Mukhang gwapo naman. Chos!” at ilang minuto pang nanatili si Logi bago siya bumalik sa practice room

_

Ilang araw ang nakalipas ay nagulat sila ng dumating ang isang gwapong lalaki na nagpakilalang secretary daw ng CEO. Si Secretary Johanne Silva.

“Good Morning to you all” Bati nito sa kanila na kanila namang binati pabalik. “I only came here to tell you that you’ll be expecting Mr. Beaumont to come here in a few moments. He also asked me to tell you to prepare for another demo and if you want for this group to push through, I advice you to do your absolute best this time.”

Napatango na lang ang lahat sa sinabi ng lalaki at lumabas na rin ito. Baka pabalik na sa boss nito.

“You heard him guys. That’s basically our final chance. Pero no matter what happens, we’re all proud of you boys. Let’s go!” Anunsyo ni Nikki at inaya nag maghuddle ang lahat.

“That’s right. We’re always be here for you.” madamdamang saad naman ni Kira

“Ilalaban natin ito guys. Treat this… No. Not only this, but every performance we will gonna perform as if it’s our last. But remember that THIS PERFORMANCE WILL NEVER be our last. DARKFOURCE…” sadya kong putol

“LET’S DO IT!” sabay sabay naming sabi.

Sa kalagitnaan ng pagpa-practice ay napalingon kami sa pagbukas ng pinto. At pumasok ulit si Secretary Johanne kasunod nito ang ilang lalaki na inaassume niya ay magjajudge din sa magiging Demo nila. Nahuli ng kanyang atensyon ang isang lalaki na walang bahid na kahit anong emosyon ang mukha.

Siguro ito na yung CEO na si Mr. Beaumont…

Napagitla si Logi ng may maisip at napaiwas ng tingin. He shares the same surname as him. Medyo hawig din sila ng gagong yun.

Di kaya…

Bumalik ang tingin nito kay Mr. Beaumont pero nagulat siya ng makitang nakasalubong ang tingin nito sa kanya.

Bakit pamilyar din ang mata niya. Am I just seeing things?

Tumigil sa pagpa-practice ang grupo at luminya paharap sa mga bagong dating at yumuko. “Hello! We are DARKFOURCE!” sabay sabay na sabi ng grupo. Nagpatuloy sa pagsasalita ang leader na si Triton “Thank you for giving us this chance. We promise we’ll do our best not to disappoint you.”

Tumango lang ang panel. Kitang kita ang kaba sa mga mukha ng alaga niya. Kaya tumingin na lang siya at nginitian ang grupo para patatagin ang loob ng mga ito.

“Okay! Let’s go!”

Naghuddle muna saglit sila at nagdasal. Kasabay nito ang pagpapakalma ng kanilang mga sarili. Matapos ay inumpisahan na nilang patugtugin ang demo song.

_

Frost observed the group perform without any signs of emotion. Totoo na nag-improve ang mga ito. He’s starting to see the potential of this group.

Kaya halos walang maramdaman si Frost ng unang demo ay dahil nahahalata niya ang kaba sa mga ito. And because of that nervousness, it affects their projection especially their facial expressions. Para sa kanya kahit perfect ang vocals and their dancing skills, kukulangin pa rin ang impact kung wala silang stage presence o kahit anong makakaconnect sa audience.

They all looked stiff and robotic before. That’s just the simplest way to describe their performance before.

But right now, he’s seeing the changes. Di man malaking change ang hinihingi niya mula sa mga ito, ngunit natuwa siya sa naging improvement ng mga ito.

Maybe he’s just perfectionist.

Napako ang tingin ni Frost sa gilid kung saad nanonood din ang isa sa mga managers ng grupo.

This guy. Siya yung lalaking nakausap niya ilang gabi na ang nakalipas. He paints a picture very supportive manager to these group. A very timid, soft-spoken guy.

Opposite to the guy I talked to that night. Very fierce and outspoken.

He chuckled silently. He still remembers the threat he told him.

“

Uhuh. Patutunayan kong mali siya. At kung wala pa rin siyang maramdaman, baka sapakin ko na lang siya para malaman kung manhid lang ba siya or what“

He shooked his head and looked back at the group finishing their performance. Guess he wouldn’t have to punch me, would he?

Matapos ang performance ay naging tahimik ang lahat. Higit hiningang inaabangan muna ang magiging reaction ni Frost.

Makalipas ang ilang segundo ay tumayo si Frost at mabagal na pumalakpak na siyang sinundan ng mga kasama niyang panel.

Nakita ni Frost ang pagbuhos ng luha ng grupo. Pati na rin ng mga managers nito.

He stopped abruptly, seeing that guy cry with the group.

His heart clenched. Umiwas siya ng tingin.

“And so I’m glad to announce that your group, DarkFource, will push through their debut as planned. Please, continue doing your best and work your hardest. We will look forward to your successful debut. Congratulations!” anunsyo ni Secretary Johanne.

“Thank you very much. We promise not to disappoint you!” sabay sabay nilang sagot at yumuko.

“You, that one male manager.”

Napatahimik ang lahat ng magsalita si Frost.

Dumiretso ang tayo ni Logi at tumingin sa kanya.

Oh those damn eyes.

Ngumiti si Frost na siyang ikinagulat ng lahat ng nasa silid. “I definitely felt something. Perhaps you wouldn’t have to punch me to prove your point. Congratulations.” at tumalikod na siya palabas ng silid.

Nanatiling tahimik ang lahat. Pero si Logi ay gimbal na gimbal sa narinig mula sa CEO.

How did he know… Does that mean he’s the guy on the rooftop?  Fuck please earth swallow me now.

Chapter 3

“Huy. Dzai. Anong meaning nung sinabi ni FMB?” Nikki asked Logi for the Nth time.

“No. Scratch that. Did you somehow feed something to that CEO of ours that you made him smile?” usisa naman ni Edzon

“True. Sa isang taon kong pagiging empleyado dito ni isang beses di ko nakitang ngumiti yan. Not even those times na nagsasabi siya ng positive sa speechea niya!” dagdag pa ni Kira

Wala ni isang sinagot si Logi. Nasa isip pa rin niya ang sinabi kanina nung CEO nila.

Pero at least di niya naman ako ifa-fire diba? Kung oo edi sana kanina pa niya ako pinatalsik.

Napasabunot bigla ito ng sarili at tumili na siyang ikinagitla ng mga kasama pati na rin ng mga alaga na nagpa-practice.

“Alam naming maganda at talented ka Kuya Logi. Pero wag ka naman bigla biglang nagwiwhistle. Nakakagulat eh” kantyaw ni Xavier nang makabawi sa pagkakagulat

“Oo nga Kuys. Magwarning ka muna. Para tuloy may nag-aadlib na misplaced eh.” dugtong pa ni Hugo na inirapan na lang ni Logi

Pumitik sa mukha nito si Nikki na kinukuha ang atensyon ng binata “So ano na nga?”

Kinuwento ni Logi ang nangyari nung gabing nakausap niya ang CEO nila na noon ay di niya pa nakikilala. Matapos magkwento ay natawa na lang din ang mga kasama.

“Dzai. Wag mo na isipin yun. Buti nga di ka sinesante.” wika ni Kira na kumakain na lang ng chips na dala ni Nikki.

“True the fire! At di naman mukhanh napikon doon si FMB. In fact mukhang na amuse pa siya sayo. Good sign yon sist” saad ni Nikki na ngumunguya na din

“That’s a great point. And if ever, may chance ka pa naman na mag-apologize sa actions mo. Don’t mind it. Anyone can do what you did especially you not knowing who you’re talking to that time.” hirit pa ni Edzon

Sa mga sinabi ng mga kasama ay napahinga na lang ng malalim si Logi. Pero di pa rin naaalis ang naramdamang hiya sa nangyari.

_

Lumabas muna sina Logi ng practice room para bumili ng snacks sa labas ng building. Ngunit di pa siya nakakalayo mula sa binabaang elevator ay humarang sa kaniyang dinaraanan.

“Hey. Is the rumor true that you made the CEO smile today?” wika ng isang napakagandang dalaga sa harapan. Wala siyang naramdamang emosyon mula rito.

Natigilan si Logi at tinitigan ang kaharap.

Oh my gosh. Di ako magkakamali. Is this the multi-awarded superstar “Amethyst Del Valle” in the flesh?

Grabe napakaganda pala nito sa personal. Idol na idol niya ito simula nung nagboom ang debut single nito. At lalong napahanga sa galing din nito sa pagarte.

Pero bakit mukhang maldita? Tanong ng isip ni Logi

“Ahh… Ehh..”

Pero biglang nagbago ang ihip bigla ng hangin dahil sa biglang pagtili nito “EMEGED. Based sa reaction mo mukhang ikaw nga! KYAAAAAAAH!”

Napatalon paatras ang binata sa gulat ng pagkakatili ni Amethyst. Ngunit bigla na namang nagbago ang emosyon nito.

Is she bipolar or what?

Inikutan siya nito. Tinitigan mula ulo hanggang paa na parang inaanalisa nito ang bawat sulok ng katawan ni Logi.

“Hmm. Perfect ang Body proportions, check. Fair skin, check. Long, Black hair check. Long Lashes check. Tall nose check…”

Tama. Inaanalyze niya nga ako.

“But a guy. Surprisingly interesting.” at biglang lumapit ang mukha nito sa mukha ni Logi “I’m pretty sure kung babae ka type ka nun”.

Nanlaki ang mata ni Logi. Sinong “nun”? 

“I want to formally acquaint with you. Hi! I’m Amethyst Eura Del Valle. Nice to meet you…” sabi ni Amethyst na tila ba di siya isang kilalang celebrity na nakikipagkilala sa isang ordinaryong tao.

“Louise Giovanne Salazar” taka ngunit nakangiting pakilala ni Logi. Siyempre kahit nagtataka ay masaya siyang makipagkilala sa iniidolo.

“Okay! Nice name. I’ll call you Lou then. We’re friends na huh! So ano ang ginawa mo para mapangiti si Frosty?”

Nangiwi na lang si Logi sa tanong ng dalaga. Ngunit di naman siya nakakaramdam ng anumang masamang intensyon mula dito. Mukha lang itong isang marites na nakikichismis.

“Uhh. Wala naman…”

“Bestie nuh uh. Don’t lie. I’m sure meron. Nabibilang ko sa mga daliri ko sa kamay kung ilang beses lang siya ngumiti… As far as I know. And that rumor that you made him smile raises my eighth finger.”

Ganoon ka rare siya magsmile? Sayang mukhang bagay pa naman sa kanya ngumiti.

Nailing si Logi sa naisip. “I’m serious po. Wala talaga akong maisip na dahilan… Well baka po dahil sa sinabi kong sasapakin ko ang CEO para matry kung manhid ba siya. Di ko po alam na siya pala ang CEO.”

“Oh darn it. Stop po-ing me. I’m not that old. Baka nga magka age lang tayo eh. Pero gosh that’s really embarrassing huh. On your part that is. No offense.”

“None taken. Totoo naman kasi.” at napahawi si Logi ng buhok bago mapahawak sa batok. He unconsciously do that because of his long hair tied in a pigtail.

Amethyst creased her forehead after seeing Logi do that. And without warning she pulled his hairtie, letting his hair loose.

Dahil sa gulat ay napaatras si Logi. At sa pag-atras ay nakita ng buo ni Amethyst ang kabuuan ng hitsura ni Logi.

“Oh my fucking god. How could you look so gorgeous EFFORTLESSLY?!” Natulala si Logi sa sinabi ni Amethyst.

Di na niya napansin na naglingunan ang ibang tao sa paligid. It’s because of what Amethyst screamed.

Amethyst is beautiful in her own right. She was even named the most beautiful celebrity last year. That’s why hearing genuine compliment from her is a huge thing.

“N-nakakahiya. Please give me back my tie—”

Itinaas ni Amethyst ang kamay “No! At least habang kasama mo ako. You shouldn’t tie your hair up. Let it loose. Ang ganda sa mata.”

Namula si Logi dahil sa sinabi ng idolo. Siyempre sino ba namang hindi kung pupurihin ka ng iniidolo mo hindi ba?

“Amethyst”

Dinig nila ang boses na tumatawag sa kasamang dalaga. Lumingon sila at biglang napayuko si Logi sa nakita. Napapikit pa siya ng lumapit ito sa kanila.

“Oh! Hey Frosty! Nice to see you! I’m just chatting with Lou here. May kailangan ka?”

“Lou?” tumingin si Frost kay Logi “Ah. DarkFource’s male manager who wants to throw a punch at me. Why do you look like you’re avoiding to look at me?”

Lalo pang dumiin ang pagkakapikit ni Logi. “I’m sorry sir. Kalimutan niyo na po yung sinabi ko…”

“How could I? In fact I think everytime I get to look at you, I’ll get reminded that I could be punched by you! Come on, don’t be shy. Raise your head.”

Dahan dahang dumiretso ng tayo si Logi. He slowly opened his eyes, looking up to him because of their height difference.

And then suddenly Frost felt like everything went slower. He could see his face clearer now that they’re near to each other.

His face framed by his beautiful long hair.

His eyes. Those beautiful pair of orbs that seems to shine. And damn lips…

Napatikhim si Frost. He’s so aware of how he checked “Lou’s” face out just now. He never looked at someone like that.

“I’m Frost Matthieu Beaumont. I want to know the name of the person who “almost” punched me“ nakatitig pa rin si Frost na animo’y inoobserbahan ang bawat reaksyon ni Logi

“Louise Giovanne Salazar po sir”

“Hmm. Pleasure to meet you. Now I believe I have to take Amethyst with me now. I have some business to discuss with her.”

“Oh. Uhh. Sure sir. I’ll have to go anyway. Excuse me sir” medyo utal pang sagot ni Logi at madaling umalis

Makaraan ang ilang sandali pagkaalis ni Logi ay lumapit si Amethyst kay Frost at bumulong “Dude you’re so down bad. Horrendously.”

Bumaling ang walang emosyong mukha ni Frost sa dalaga “I don’t know what you mean.”

“Don’t give me that crap. I know you know what I mean.”

Napatigil si Frost. Yes. He knows what she meant. But he wouldn’t admit it to her face. Not even in her dreams.

“Let’s go. We’re going to talk about that full-length album we’re releasing.”

Amethyst smirked. Her ability to read him never failed her. Not even right now.

_

Naglakad palabas si Logi para sa planong pagbili ng snacks. Pero dahil mukhang tanghali na rin naman ay naisipan na lang niyang umorder na lang ng lunch para sa team. Treat niya para sa success nila.

Habang nagdadial ay biglang humangin ng malakas, dahilan para magulo ang buhok ni Logi. Nakalimutan niyang hawak ni Amethyst ang hairtie niya. Wala pa naman siyang dalang spare.

Habang inaayos ang buhok ay saktong paglapit sa kanya ng isang lalaki. “Louise”.

Natigilan si Logi sa narinig na tinig. Di malilimutan nito ang tinig na narinig. Sa ilang taon mula ng huli niya ito narinig ay hanggang ngayon, nakatatak pa rin sa isip niya ang tunog ng boses nito.

Pero nilingon niya pa rin ang pinanggalingan ng boses. Di nga siya nagkamali.

How could I be mistaken. I couldn’t even forget.

“Hellion” But the inability to forget doesn’t equate to my ability to move on.

“Louise… Logi. It’s really you. How have you been?”

Logi felt like he’d roll his eyes but stopped himself. How could he act like we’re some sort of friends who he could ask such question.

But he’d answer. He’s not that bitter to act petty “Okay lang. Not until I saw your face again”

Yeah. Maybe I CAN’T stop myself from acting so petty.

“Uh. Sorry. Can we… Talk? Just for a while.”

He couldn’t stop himself from raising his brows. “Honestly? No. So please excuse me.” then he turned his back away from him.

Malas. Ngayon alam niyang dito pa ako nagtatrabaho. Bakit pa kasi ito nandito?

Nagmadali siyang pumasok ng hawakan siya nito sa braso. “Please. Just a moment. I just want to clear the air between us…”

“I already moved on. For me that’s enough. Wala ka nang ibang dapat pang sabihin o wala na dapat pang pagusapan. So do me a favor and leave me alone.”

“I’m afraid I can’t do that. Not until you give me this one chance to talk with you.”

Naramamdaman na ni Logi na pinagtitinginan na sila ng mga tao. Paano ba naman eh mukha silang tipikal na bida sa isang romance drama na ang eksena, breakup scene.

Wala na akong time para dito.

Lumapit si Logi sa mukha ni Hellion na siyang nakapagpatigil saglit dito. Di niya napansin ang paglunok nito.

Bumulong si Logi sa binata “Manigas ka!”

And he kicked Hellion between his legs.

Wala na siyang pakialam kung mamilipit ito sa sakit. Wala siyang maramdamang kahit konting awa.

“Suits you. Bastard.”

_

Nasa gitna ng paguusap sina Frost at Amethyst sa office ng una ng bumukas ang pinto. Napalingon sila at nakita ang lukot na mukha ni Hellion na iika ika.

“What the hell happened to you?” tanong ni Amethyst.

“I’m not in the mood to entertain your damn question, Amy. Just let me sit here in peace for a while”

Si Frost naman ang nagusisa “No. Seriously what happened to you, brother? Why do you look like you got kicked in the balls?”

“Cause you’re damn right, I DID got kicked in thr balls. All these years he still hasn’t changed. My baby’s still so violent.”

“You’re what now? Your baby?” napaikot sa upuan si Amethyst sa narinig. Clearly invested sa ganap sa buhay ni Hellion

“Ugh! He should be grateful I still consider what he would feel. If not I would’ve just grabbed him and throw him inside my car and drive us off somewhere he couldn’t escape from me.”

Frost crossed his arms “You would? Are you that obsessed to that ex boyfriend of yours that you would consider committing a kidnapping?”

Amethyst gasped “WAIT! HOW IN THE WORLD AM I JUST HEARING ABOUT THIS?” at tinuro si Hellion “YOU HAVE AN EX BOYFRIEND? LIKE BOYFRIEND?”

“Stop screaming like a Banshee. Yes, I DO have an Ex boyfriend. And no. I’m not that crazy to commit a serious crime.”

“Jeez. Why are you both so down bad for a guy. I never would’ve imagined.”

Napalingon si Hellion sa narinig “Wait. Did I hear that correctly? You said both?”

“Uhuh. Both. Frost right here is so down bad for someone too—”

“Shut it. I don’t know what you’re talking about. Stop assuming stuff and don’t spout bullshits”.

“ Oh brother. Care to tell me who’s this person eh?“ Hellion said teasingly

“I have nothing to tell you. If ever you’re the one who has something or someone to tell me. Who’s this guy who kicked you on your balls?” Frost asked back

“Tss. I’m not telling. Especially not with her in this room. She would only spread that shit around.”

“How cute. I already spread the word. And ooh look! Who’s this L Thunder is talking about?” Amethyst mockingly said showing Hellion her phone with a GC flashing on the screen. Hellion just sighed frustratingly.

Frost just shooked his head. Why am I surrounded with people with brains that has some few loose screws.

Suddenly a face flashed in this conscious mind…

Frost threw his hand on his mouth to hide his smile. Oh fuck now I’m smiling like an idiot because of a face randomly flashing in my head.

And another face flashed in his mind. But now, it’s someone so unclear he couldn’t even recognize it. But it brought a blush on his cheeks

NOW What the fuck was that?

Chapter 4

Limang araw matapos ang unang beses na muling pagkikita nila ni Hellion ay halos walang araw na di ito nagparamdam.

Mula sa pagsilip silip sa practice room nila (na talagang nakakapanginit ng ulo niya). Pagpapadala ng lunch para sa buong team niya. Hanggang ultimo paglabas niya ng building ay di pa rin siya nito tinantanan.

“Please just leave me the fuck alone! Ayoko nang makipag-associate sa’yo! Ano pa bang di mo maintindihan doon?” sigaw ni Logi makalayo sa building nila. Naisipan niya kasing lunakad palayo muna at magabang na lang ng sasakyan few blocks away sa kompanya. Pero patuloy pa rin siyang sinusundan ng dating nobyo.

“I understand what you are saying, Logi. I really do. I just refuse to listen as long as you let me explain.”

Umirap si Logi at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad “Wala ka na namang dapat i-explain. Nanligaw ka, nahiya kang ipakilala ako sa buong mundo, nagcheat ka at pinaglaruan ako. End of story. Di ako tanga para walang maintindihan sa mga ginawa mo.”

“That’s not all true. Yes I did court you. But I was never ashamed of you. I thought I was being obvious…”

“No you’re not. But then again, what’s the sense of listening to all this crap when all you do is to lie on my face as if I’m just an idiot nodding his dumb face on every word you say.” Di na niya hinayaang makapagsalita pa si Hellion at lalong nagmadali para mahabol ang jeep na nagpapasakay ng pasahero. Pero sa kinamalas malasan, napuno na ito at umalis.

Naiwan na naman siya kasama ang mokong.

Hellion sighed “Come on. Aren’t you tired of this Cat and Mouse chase  we’re doing?”

“I am. In fact…” Logi faced Hellion, his eyes dull. The thing that haunts Hellion for the past six years.

The look he gave me when he caught me that night.

“I’m tired of you.” Logi ended. He decided not to mind Hellion at all.

Hellion was about to speak again when a car stopped in front of them. The window rolled down revealing Vee, Logi’s friend.

“Hop in. Got to be the Knight with Shining Shimmering Splendid Battle Dress for you!” Vee told Logi, knowing Hellion is right there bugging his best friend.

Nagmadaling pumasok na Logi. At bago pa man makapagprotesta si Hellion ay humarurot na agad ang sasakyan ni Vee.

“Ayos ka lang? Bestie?” tanong ni Vee sa kaibigan

“Oo naman. Medyo heated lang dahil sa panggugulo nung hayop na yun pero keri lang. Sorry ah. Sa tagal nating di nagkikita dun pa sa eksenang yun mo ko aabutan”

Vee chuckled “Ano ka ba? Wala yun. Besides after what he did to you? It’s just given that I have a beef against that bastard.”

Ngiti na lang ang naisagot dun ni Logi. Kahit kailan talaga, kahit di man sila madalas na magkita ng kaibigan ay hindi siya totoong iniwan ni Vee. Naiintidihan naman ni Logi dahil busy na to sa pagpapatakbo ng negosyo ng pamilya.

Ito lang naman ang solong tagapagmana ng isa sa malalaking malls sa bansa.

Mabaho lang ang pangalan. The Uy-Quiroz Mall, in short TUQMall.

Ilang minuto ang nakalipas ay tumigil sila sa harapan ng isang malaking hospital. Dito kasi nila susunduin ang huling miyembro ng trio nila.

“BAKS! DITO!” sigaw ni Vee na nakatawag naman ng pansin ni Alice

“OMG BAKS! Satrunga? Reunited na naman tayong tatlo?!” tili ni Alice na patalon talon pa habang hawak ang kamay ni Vee at Logi

Hinila ni Logi si Alice para patigilin ito “Obviously. Tsaka tama na nga. Para ka namang di galing sa shift mo. Alam naming ikaw ang may pinaka nakakapagod na trabaho.”

“Wala yun. Makita ko lang kayo, wala na ang pagod ko” madamdaming saad ni Alice na nakapagyukot ng mukha ng dalawa

“Cringe/Cheesy” sabay na sabi ni Vee at Logi na siyang inirapan na lang ni Alice.

“Tara na nga. Total naman ay friday ngayon. Walwal tayo?” Alice said pleading

“Sure ka? Baka naman sobrang pagod ka na. Pwede namang bukas na lang” nagaalalang sabi ni Logi. Alam niya ang pagod na nararanasan ng kaibigan bilang isang resident sa hospital na pinagtatrabahuhan.

“Logi. I appreciate your concern pero okay nga lang ako. Atsaka ngayon lang ulit tayo nagsama sama. Tara na, please.”

Logi sighed in defeat. “Fine. Pero saglit lang tayo. Tapos overnight na lang tayo sa bahay?”

“Bet! Miss ko na rin sina Tito Vik at Tito Ty eh. Tsaka hehe…“at naghawi ito ng buhok na parang nagpapabebe

“Bestie. Hanggang ngayon may crush ka pa din kay Kuya? Eww.” ngiwi ni Logi na di pa rin kaya imagine-in kung paano nagustuhan nito ang Kuya Kari niya. Inismiran na lang siya ng kaibigan at sumakay na sa sasakyan na sinundan nila ni Alice.

_

Frost couldn’t believe what he is doing right now. He’s sitting down on a couch in the VIP area of an exclusive club his friend just opened.

What he meant by exclusive is that this club really is somewhere only those who earns a lot could go. This is also a club that offers incredible level of security. Not even a photo could circulate. That’s why a lot of A-list celebrities are here to join the opening of the club. There are also politicians who are unafraid to do anything, especially explicit stuff.

Gusto man niyang tanggihan ang imbitasyon ngunit bago pa niya ito gawin ay dumating sa opisina niya ang mga kapatid at um-oo para sa kanya.

So now, he and his brothers are here to celebrate his friend’s succesful opening of his club.

Frost took notes on how the room looks like. May expensive velvet couch ito na siyang inuupuan nila. May sarili itong liquor rack na may mga mamahaling mga alak, sorted on the type of drink to even how old it is. Walls are painted with black and beautiful shade of red, and there’s a part where the glass wall is overviewing the scenes like dancing of the crowd having fun below them.

Nice and all. But he isn’t that kind of person who often enjoys this place. He prefers solitude than crowded place and often just dragged in this kind of place by his brothers.

“Thank you for coming bro!” inakbayan siya ni Benedicto. He only mumbled his congratulations.

“Pagpasensyahan mo na yan, Benny. Alam mo na, di naman nagbago yan.” biro ni Storm. Thunder chimed in by saying “Still a block of ice! At lalo nang pagpasensyahan mo na itong isa pa namin kapatid na parang ginagawang tubig ang alak.”

Tinignan ni Frost ang katabi. This is one of the rare times na makita niyang ganito si Hellion.

Walang emosyon ang mukha ngunit nararamdaman niyang may dinaramdam ito. “Shut up.” yun lang ang narinig nila mula kay Hellion na di na sila pinansin at muling nagpatuloy sa paginom.

“It’s six years all over again huh. So it is true that he saw HIM again?”  bulong ni Storm sa kanya na kahit kailan talaga ay napakachismoso.

Balak sana ni Frost na umalis na rin agad sa lugar na yun. Nawala na ang hilig ni Frost sa pagpupunta sa ganitong lugar at pagiinom mula nung gabing iyon. Ngunit may nakatawag sa kanyang pansin.

Louise Giovanne Salazar. One of his artists’ manager. What is he doing he doing here?

His eyes kept on staring on where he is. Drinking a glass of what he thinks is a martini. He seemed to be talking to two other people who he assumed are his friends.

He just couldn’t take his eyes off of him.

But why does he felt like he already did the same before?

Makaraan ang ilang minuto ay namataan niya ang pagaya ng mga kaibigan kay Louise na sumayaw saliw sa tugtugin na pinatutugtog ng isang kilalang DJ.

Napangiti siya, tila nahawa sa ngiti ng pinapanood na binata. Nakalimutan na talaga ni Frost ang balak na pag-alis dahil naging abala na siya sa pagmamasid sa bawat galaw ni Logi.

_

Masayang nagsasayawan sina Logi at ang mga kaibigan ng makaramdam si Logi ng pagbigat ng pantog.

“Teka lang. CR muna ako, guys. Dito lang kayo ah para di na ako maligaw pag hinanap ko kayo.”

“Okay bestie. Balik ka agad ah!”

Dumiretso na agad si Logi at naghanap ng CR. Nang makahanap ay agad niyang ginawa ang kailangang gawin at naghugas ng kamay. Nang papalabas na siya ay may nabangga siya.

“Oh. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” Paghingi ng tawad ni Logi at agad sanang aalis ng hinawakan ng lalaking nabangga ang pulsuhan niya.

“Hi! Miss Beautiful! Okay lang na nabangga mo ko. In fact I felt so lucky to get bumped by an angel like you”.

Nakaramdam ng kaba si Logi. Lalo na ng umakyat ang kamay nito para sana haplusin ang pisngi niya pero agad siyang umiwas. Buti na lang at mukhang lasing talaga ang lalaki at medyo di napaghandaan ang paghigit niya ng kamay para makaalis.

Pagbalik niya sa pwesto nila ay nakaupo na ang mga kaibigan. Naupo na rin si Logi at pinanood ang mga kaibigan na mag-inom.

“Di ka na iinom ulit? Order ka na ulit bilis!” Aya ni Vee na nilagok ang iniinom na vodka.

“No. As usual, ako na lang ang tatayong bantay niyo. At shunga. Di ka pwede maglasing ikaw ang driver natin paguwi. Remember na saglit lang tayo dito?”

“Ay oo nga. Tama tama. Ipamigay na lang natin tong binili kong Vodka.” saad ni Vee sabay taas ng bote ng alak

Sasagot pa sana siya ng biglang may humablot sa kamay niya. Yung lalaki na naman pala na nakabangga niya kanina malapit sa CR.

How could he spot me again? Did he followed me?

“Uy miss beautiful. Bakit bigla ka na lang umalis?” sabi nito sabay pabagsak na umupo sa tabi ni Logi

“E-excuse me sir pero please unhand me.” kinakabahang saad ni Logi. Pero di ito nakinig at lumapit pa lalo kay Logi.

“Didn’t you heard him? Leave my friend alone!” sabi naman ni Alice.

Natataranta na si Logi. Masyadong mahigpit ang hawak ng lalaki kaya di napigilan ni Logi ang mapangiwi.

Until someone grabbed the guy forcefully away from him.

_

Frost couldn’t help himself from watching Louise. He really felt like a moth to a flame.

And he thought this isn’t the first time it happened to him. Him getting this attracted to a guy.

Napatigil siya at napakunot ng noo ng mapansing umalis sa position nila si Louise. Without even catching himself, he stood up and goes downstairs.

But when he walked around, he couldn’t find Louise anywhere. Dini-distract din kasi siya ng ilang mga babae na nadadaanan niya, attempting to flirt with him. But he got no interest in them.

His attention right now is focused on looking for HIM.

Gigive-up na sana siya when he decided to go close to where Louise and his friends are seated earlier. At di nga siya nagkamali. He saw Louise back with them…

But while his name describes his winter’s chilly nature, his blood boiled like molten stone on the scene he saw.

A drunken guy is forcing himself into Louise’s personal space with his hands around his wrist. Nakikita niyang may kahigpitan ang pagkakahawak nito.

He’s trying to act chill about it while he’s walking towards the table, decided to save Louise. But when he saw Louise winced.

And he saw red.

He marched forward and grabbed the guy away from Louise. And then he threw the nastiest punch he had ever thrown his entire life.

He was never  this angry before.

Napabitaw ang lalaki sa pulsuhan ni Logi para sapuhin ang parteng sinuntok ni Frost. Akma itong lalaban ngunit napatigil ito ng makita ang galit na mukha ni Frost na siyang kinuwelyuhan siya. He saw the man shivered.

“Leave. Now!”

At kumaripas ang hilo nitong pigura palayo sa kanila. Bumaling ang tingin ni Frost sa nanginginig din si Louise. So immediately he sat down beside him and grabbed his arm to check on Louise’s wrist.

He grabbed a towel and some ice from the bucket and dabbed it in Louise’s wrist. He checked it a bit more ang huffed. “Hmph. This’ll bruise for a short while. But you’re going to be fine.”

His suddenly looked at Louise’s face and he saw him looking back at him.

Fuck. Why does he look so angelic right now.

Tumikhim si Frost at bumaling muli sa braso ni Louise.

“What’s happening here?” nabaling ang tingin nila sa pagdating ni Hellion sa harap nila na titig na titig sa nakasakop na kamay ni Frost sa kamay ni Louise.

_

Logi was shocked to see his boss here, especially on the way he’s tending to the bruise he got from the drunk guy.

In contrary to his usual cold demeanor, he saw him showing a few emotions from him. He saw his boss enraged the made him flinch, and then now he saw him with what he assume is care in his eyes.

Suddenly Logi felt his heartbeats speeding up. And when their eyes met and saw him evaded his gaze with his ears turned red, his heart goes even faster.

What is happening to you dear heart?

“What’s happening here?” dinig niyang wika ng isang pamilyar na boses.

Nilingon niya… ni

la… ang pinanggalingan nito. At ang nakita nila ay ang madilim na tingin ni Hellion. “And why are you holding his arm, dear brother?” sabay diin nito sa word na “brother”.

Wait. Of course. How could he be so dumb.

Hellion Magnus and Frost Matthieu.

T

hey’re both Beaumonts.

Chapter 5

Walang nagsalita sa kanila. Tunog lang ng mga tao na nagbalik sa pagsasaya matapos ang eksena ilang minuto ang nakakalipas ang maririnig.

Ngunit mukhang magkakaroon na naman ng away. But this time between two brothers.

Si Logi na lang ang pumutol sa katahimikan. Tumango muna siya sa mga kaibigan senyales na nagaaya na siyang umalis. Naintidihan naman agad ito ng mga kaibigan. “Sir Frost” tawag nito ng pansin sa lalaki na siyang nakapagputol sa pagtititigan ng magkapatid. “I want to excuse myself. Aalis na po kami.”

Saglit na tumitig naman sa kanya si Frost and then nodded. He stood up and pulled on Logi’s hand “I’ll accompany you outside”

Nang akmang lalagpasan na nila si Hellion ay humawak ito sa isa pang braso ni Logi “Stay. Magusap muna tayo…”

“I don’t want to hurt you like how I did on the last one, Hellion. Unhand Mr. Salazar this instant.” Matalim na tinignan ni Frost ang kapatid at hinawakan ang kamay nitong nakahawak sa braso ni Logi.

“Can you please stop meddling with our private affairs, Frost. YOU let go of him.” gumanti lang ito ng tingin.

Marahas na hinila ni Logi ang sariling braso na nakapagpatigil sa dalawa saka umatras. “You both let go of me.” he sighed and looked at Frost “Thank you sir but I can see myself out. May kasama naman ako eh. Excuse me.” At madaling lumakad palayo.

Susundan pa sana siya ni Hellion ng mahigpit siyang pinigilan ni Frost. “You’re literally harassing him, stop it!”

“Why the fuck do you care? I missed every chances I got to talk to him. And now YOU ruined my chances! Damn it!” napasabunot na lang ng buhok si Hellion ngunit ilang segundo ang lumipas ay bumaling muli ang masamang titig nito sa kanya “And why are you holding his hand earlier?”

He evaded his brother’s glare and answered “He was almost sexually harassed by some drunkard earlier. He got a bruise on his wrist because of that guy so I just iced it.”

“Tsk.” Frost heard from Hellion before his brother turned “I’ll have to ask Benny for some footage of that incident. And I’ll make sure that bastard pays for hurting Logi.”

He heard some chuckling behind him. It was his other brothers who he didn’t noticed were behind them all along “Geez. As if he didn’t hurt that guy himself”

Frost realized something. So Louise is my brother’s infamous ex boyfriend.

Frost never actually met the guy his brother dated. Back then he was finishing his final year for his college degree abroad when he learned that his brother who is known for being a womanizer was dating a guy.

He never heard his real name from them aside from “Logi” which turned out to be Louise’s nickname. And when he came back to the Philippines after graduating, that’s when the said guy broke up with his brother.

Which he agreed that it’s his brother’s fault. He’s the one who cheated on his lover.

But I can’t fathom how he managed to cheat on a guy who’s that beautiful.

Either way. His brother seemed to never moved on after that because he never heard of his brother committing into a relationship since then. Or never bedded anyone.

At least as far as he knows.

Thinking of his brother and Logi being together from the past, Frost felt something he never felt before.

He never cared about his brother’s affairs before. But why does it bothers him now that he knows it involves Louise.

Frost decided to just go home. He never wanted to be here anyway.

_

When Frost gets home, he immediately undressed himself and goes to take a bath.

Under the showers, he sighed finally relaxing after that long day. He let the water splash on his face as it cascades down his muscular body.

But suddenly Louise’s angelic face flashed in his mind. That one moment where they eyes met back in the club suddenly in his conscious mind.

And his gaze dropped to his middle part. “Fuck!”

He gets a hard on. Thinking about his employee.

A guy no less.

_

“So… Kamusta ka na? Okay ka na ba?” dinig ni Logi na tanong ni Vee habang nagmamaneho.

“Oo”

“About sa harassment o about sa pagkikita niyo ni Hellion sa club?” usisa pa ng kaibigan

“Oo”

“Yeah. He’s obviously lying. At least about one of those two” sabi ni Alice sa tabi niya.

“I’m fine. I’m already out of there so I don’t have to worry about anything…”

“Bestie. Kung talagang nakamove on ka na kay Hellion, then talk to him. Bigyan mo na lang ng proper closure para matapos na. Lalo na ngayon. Magkapatid pala yung mokong na yun at ang boss mo.” Vee suggested

“True. It would only be more awkward for you if you keep on evading him knowing that Hellion could only just go to your workplace to keep bugging you. KNOWING that the said workplace is owned by his brother.” dagdag pa ni Alice

“Guys. Di yun ganoong kadali. Hellion is the first and the only guy I loved. And the degree of pain he dealt to me is something I couldn’t just let go. Yes maybe I hadn’t completely moved on. Pero masisisi niyo ba ako? He’s the reason why I couldn’t trust myself to anyone. That I couldn’t date anyone fearing that they’ll hurt me like how he did that night.

So I couldn’t face him because I know I haven’t forgiven him yet. That until now the idea of him talking to me hurts me still. I still can’t.“ Logi shed a tear after he said that.

Akala niya nakamove on na siya. Akala niya okay na siya pero nang makita niya ulit si Hellion bumalik lahat ng galit, hinanakit at takot sa loob niya.

Alice nodded. Alam nito na people have different ways of coping and moving on. And he can see that Logi has difficulty doing so.

He just prayed that Logi find it on himself to forgive and move forward.

_

“Gymir! Doon ka muna sa kwarto nina Kuya Kari at ni Jord matulog.” dinig niyang sabi ng amang si Viktor sa kapatid

“Opo Tay!” sagot naman ng kapatid.

“Basta di ka sakin tatabi Kuya Gy. Kay Kuya Kari ka tumabi. Ang gaslaw mo eh” dinig niya reklamo ng bunso nilang si Jord Frel.

Nadinig pa nilang nagaway ang mga kapatid sa labas kasunod ang pagsuway ng tatay nila.

Napailing na lang ang isa pang ama nila na si Tyrone. “Alam ko matatanda na kayo. Pero paalala ko, walang magpupuyat. Magpapahinga din kayo agad at bumawi na lang kayo bukas dahil weekend naman.” paalala nito mula sa hamba ng pinto ng kwarto ni Logi.

“Yes naman Tito. At promise di kami magiingay”. sabi ni Alice na nakataas pa ang kamay.

“Opo. Para din di kami makabulabog kay Fafa Kari!” impit na sabi naman ni Vee na nakakuha naman ng “Salamat” mula sa kabilang kwarto. Kinilig naman si Vee ng marinig iyon.

“Ay sus. Sige na. Goodnight mga anak.” saad ni Tyrone na humalik pa sa mga noo nilang tatlo.

“So girl. Kamusta ka naman? Ang chismis, natanggap ka dun sa inapplyan mo which turns out ay pagaari ng kuya ng ex mo.” usisa ni Alice na naglabas ng tatlong lata ng alak at inabot sa kanila ni Vee.

“Oo nga pala. Kaya nga pala naabutan kitang sinusundan ni Hellion malapit lang sa workplace mo.”

“Ayos lang… “

At naikwento na niya ang mga nangyari mula ng matanggap siya sa trabaho hanggang sa gabing ito.

“Ay grabe. So ang dating sa amin, nililigawan ka ULIT nung siraulo?” tawa ni Alice

“Di naman. Parang nag-aapologize lang siguro. Either way, di ko rin naman ine-entertain. You know…”

“Tama lang yun. Magdusa siya. Dapat siya din ang mag-adjust. Harapin mo lang siya pag alam mong ready ka na talaga.” payo sa kanya ni Vee. Logi heard him sigh “Wag na natin siya pagusapan. Change topic na!”

Despite being told not to stay awake that night, they still ended up sleeping past midnight. That earned scolding from Logi’s parents the next morning.

“Pinagsabihan ko kayo kagabi. Dios mio. Kahit kailan talaga pag magkakasama kayong tatlo, napakapasaway niyo.” dinig nilang sermon ng Papa niya

“Sorry na po Tito. Medyo napasarap lang. Alam niyo na, minsan lang naman to lalo na ngayong may pinagkakabusy-han na” katwiran na lang ni Vee

“Exactly. Eh parang di kayo napagod sa mga trabaho niyo ng di niyo naisip magpahinga agad. At ano yung promise mo hijo? Di ka mambubulabog. Eh sa sobrnag haharot niyo di na yata nakatulog si Kari… “

“Papa ayos lang. May inaasikaso din naman ako kagabi. Tinatapos ko din po yung presentation para sa big project namin kagabi kaya di rin ako natulog.” singit ni Kari.

Napailing ang ama. “Kari. Alam mong weekend. Di mo na kailangang magpuyat para diyan. Pwede mo naman sawayin ang kapatid mo kagabi para makapagpahinga ka.”

“Sorry po Papa, Kuya. Di na po mauulit.” malungkot na sabi ni Logi dahil nakunsensya ito sa pagkapuyat din ng Kuya niya. Mabilis namang umiling ang kuya nito at sinabing ayos lang.

Ganito ang Kuya niya. Kahit pa madalas ay nagsusingit ito, isang hingi lang ng tawad ay bumabaluktot na ito sa mga kapatid.

“Ako din Fafa Kari. Sorry sa abala.” sabi ni Vee na nginitian na lang ng kuya niya. Siyempre dahil rito ay para na namang bulate si Vee sa kilig.

Matapos magagahan ay nagpaalam ang tatlo para ipagpatuloy ang “bonding” daw nila.

“So… Mall tayo? Sabi din kasi ni Daddy na itreat kita to celebrate the day na nagkatrabaho ka na at di ka na palamunin nina Tito.” sabay tawa ni Vee.

“Sige mall tayo. Pero wag mo na akong i-treat. Pakisabi na lang kay Tito Kimson na salamat na lang.”

“Gaga. Wag mo nang tanggihan. Dahil for sure, padadalhan ka na lang nun ng kung ano ano sa bahay niyo tulad nung nangyari sa’kin nung natanggap ako sa Maximilian Medical Hospital.” singit ni Alice.

Noon kasi nung natanggap ito sa nasabing hospital ay inalok din ito ni Vee ng shopping spree galing daw sa ama nito. Nang malamang tumanggi ang kaibigan ay nakatanggap na lang ito ng luxury items tulad ng bag at sapatos na halos di na magamit ni Alice.

Nagmukha tuloy itong may sugar daddy.

“Sige na. Para kahit makabili ka ng medyo humble ang presyo, at least ikaw ang pumili at di si Dad.”

Napakabait talaga ng ama ni Vee. Di ito tulad ng tipikal na mayayaman sa teleserye na dahil mapera ay matapobre.

Ang sabi nito, kaya siya naging mabait sa kanila ay dahil naging tunay silang kaibigan sa anak nito. Madalas kasi nitong nababalitaan na nabubully si Vee noon o di kaya nama’y iniiwasan kaya wala ni isang itong kaibigang maituturing. Pero ng magsimula itong umuwi ng masaya sa bahay at panay ang kwento tungkol sa mga kaibigan, tinuring ng ama ni Vee na isang biyaya sila sa anak nito.

Dahil nga sa ayaw niyang matulad kay Alice ay um-oo na si Logi. Ipagluluto

ko na lang din si Tito ng paborito nitong ginataang bilo bilo as thanks.

Nang makarating na sa mall ay nagikot ikot na sila. Sa isip isip ni Logi ay groceries na lang yung ipapabili niya kay Vee. Pero makulit si Vee at inaya pa talaga siya sa iba ibang mga boutique para ibili siya ng damit.

“Sige na. Para naman may bago kang isunusuot sa work mo. Alam kong maganda ka, pero dapat mas mukha kang angat sa kanila!”

Tinampal niya ng marahan si Vee sa sinabi. “Sira. Di naman ako nagtrabaho dun para maglaro ng ganda gandahan o makipagkumpitensya. Okay na yung suot ko. Basta mukhang maayos, keri na!”

Ngunit di pa rin niya nasaway si Vee at nagpatuloy sa pamimili. Habang nakasunod sila kay Vee ay nagulat siya sa pagupo ni Alice na parang may tinataguan “Huy. Okay ka lang? Anong ginagawa mo?”

“Shhh please wag kang maingay.”

Nakunot ang noo ni Logi. Nilingon ang paligid para tignan kung sino ba ang pinagtataguan ng kaibigan. Ngunit ang tanging nakita niyang papasok sa boutique ay isang taong pamilyar na pamilyar sa kanya.

“Teka… Yung secretary ni Sir Frost yun ah. Sino nga ulit yun? Ahh!” Akmang tatawagin ni Logi si Johanne ng hilahin siya pababa ni Alice

“Siraulo ka naman eh! Kitang pinagtataguan ko nga yung tao!”

Nanlaki ang mata ni Logi. Si Secretary Johanne?

“What are you doing there, hiding like a mouse, Salazar?”

Oh shit. Bakit di ko kinonsider na kung nandito ang secretary na mukhang unipormado ay malamang nandito din ang amo nito!

Lumingon siya para harapin ang boss niya “Hello po, Sir Frost.” at ngumiti ng pilit.

Nahuli nitong nagtwitch ang kilay nito. Maliit na detalye pero napansin ko pa yun?

“Don’t do that again towards me, Salazar. It irritates me.”

Naestatwa si Logi sa sinabi ni Frost. “A-ang alin po?”

“That fake smile. Don’t do that. If you don’t feel like it, don’t fake it. It pisses me off.”

Kumunot ang noo ni Logi. And who is he to tell me what to do dahil lang sa naiirita siya.

“Ang boss mo” answered the voice inside his head.

“With all due respect sir, pero it’s involuntary. And it’s sign of respect. Ayoko rin naman kayong plastikin. Kung di ko kayo boss, di ko rin naman yun gagawin.” pairap na sagot ni Logi na di niya inaasahang gagawin sa boss.

“That’s more like it. If you feel like you’re obligated to do this kind of stuff because I’m your boss then don’t force yourself to do so.” matapos ay lumapit ito sa kanya hanggang isang dangkal na lang ang agwat nila “Treat me however you want, I won’t mind.”

Napalunok si Logi sa inasal ni Frost. Mula sa paglapit nito sa kanya hanggang sa pagbulong nito.

Narinig niyang tumikhim si Vee na nagpabalikwas kay Logi palayo kay Frost. While Frost remains standing there unbothered.

“O-okay sir. I’ll try. Sabi niyo eh. Ehem. Excuse me.” at tapos ay hinila si Alice palayo.

Frost still stood there for a while. And then he smirked. Which made his secretary raise his brows.

He’s really acting weird.

Lumingon siya sa direksyon kung saan pumunta si Logi and he smiled.

“So he’s the one who could occasionally thaw his frozen facade”

Chapter 6

“F

uuuuck!“ dinig ni Logi na ungol ng lalaking mula sa likuran niya habang nakadiin ang pagkalalaki sa lagusan niya. Nilabasan ito matapos ng parang walang katapusang pagindayog nito habang inuupuan niya ang alaga nito.

He couldn’t remember how many times did this man came. When his thrusting starts and when his climax ends.

All he knew is that everytime he did, the man either whispers him sweet nothings or just kisses him. Like now, the man moans and then kisses his nape.

“So hot. So tight. So beautiful.”  dinig pa niyang mga bulong nito habang ang isang kamay ay lumalandas sa kanyang dibdib at ang kabila’y nagtataas baba sa pagkalalaki ni Logi.

Matapos ang ilang sandali ay nilabasan na din si Logi.

Latang lata na sa kapaguran si Logi kaya napasandal siya sa matipunong dibdib ng kaniig.

“You did so amazing, sweetheart. You can take a rest now. I’ll take care of you.”

“…Sleep tight, love.”

_

Dahan dahang dumilat ang mata ni Logi.

I dreamt of him again. But why can’t I remember who he is?

Bumangon na lang siya at nagkibit balikat thinking that if he couldn’t remember him now, for sure he would soon. At least that’s what he hopes.

Di naman sa maghahabol siya o ano. He’s just curious.

Pagtingin niya sa gitna niya ay nakita niyang nakatayo ang sariling pagkalalaki.

Jeez. Now I have to deal with this. Again.

_

Pag pasok pa lang ng recording studio ay naririnig niya na ang boses ng producer nila na si Orville Desmond o mas kilala sa music industry bilang Orbit na pinagsasabihan si Dion.

“If I’m being honest, You’re doing really bad Dion. How many times did you messed up on this one line? You’re either falling flat or your pitch came really off. And then you couldn’t hold this one note. If this continues, I’ll have to give this line to somebody else.”

Kitang kita ang pagbagsak ng balikat ni Dion at ang pagka tense ng kagrupo nito.

Dion is the group’s Main Vocalist. So having their strongest vocalist getting critisized on it’s singing affects them too.

“You should take a break and let’s try again later. Xavier you’re up.”

Pagpasok ni Xavier ay tinapik niya ang balikat ni Dion. Dion only smiled at him solemnly.

Tumabi si Logi dito “Okay ka lang, Dion? Anong problema?”

“Wala naman Kuya. Medyo kinakabahan po kasi ako.”

Logi tapped his shoulders “Okay lang. Breathe. Don’t pressure yourself too much. Just enjoy the moment. Try your hardest not to overthink. Gusto mo ba, samahan muna kita while you practice your lines?”

Huminga ng malalim ito at ilang sandali ay ngumiti “Yes please Kuya. It’ll be a huge help.”

Logi messed Dion’s hair na nakapagpasimangot dito. This kid reminds him of his brother.

Matapos ang ilang oras ay pinabalik na ng producer si Dion. Habang nagaayos ay nakikitang chini-cheer siya ng mga kagrupo. Lalo na ang leader na si Triton.

“You can do it bro! We believe in you!”

Ngiti na lang ang ginanti ni Dion. At lalong ngumiti ng madako ang tingin nito kay Logi.

Mag-uumpisa na sana siya ng biglang may pumasok sa silid.

Ang boss na naman nila.

Naalala ulit ni Logi ang interaction nila ni Frost noong nakaraang araw sanhi ng pamumula ng pisngi ni Logi.

Napatingin si Frost sa direksyon ni Logi at napansin ang pagiging awkward nito. “Good afternoon everyone. You can proceed on your business. Don’t mind me.”

Napansin ni Logi ang parang pagka paralisa ni Dion. Mukhang bumalik ang kaba nito ng mapansing nag-oobserba ang CEO nila.

Sinuot ni Logi ang isa sa mga headphones at nagsalita sa mic na nasa harap ng producer. “Remember what I told you, Dion. Don’t overthink and enjoy the moment! We’re always here for you!”

Pansin niya ang paghinga ng malalim ni Dion matapos marinig ang kanyang sinabi. At nag-thumbs up.

“Okay! On my mark okay?”

At tumugtog na ang minus one hudyat na umpisa na ang recording.

So far Dion is singing his parts so well. He could see the producer nodding his head. But on alert to hear for even slightest mistake.

Frost doesn’t even observing the one singing. All his attention is on the guy watching the singer supportively.

His eyes looked like he’s a parent watching his kid take its first walk. It shines.

That made Frost admire Logi. He noticed that both of the times he sees Logi watching the group perform, he always has the same look on his eyes. He acts like a pillar for the group and he could see the groups gratitude towards him.

Someone who could be anyone’s number one supporter.

Meanwhile, Logi felt like he’s holding his breath the moment that one particular line of the song comes in. He clasps his hands and internally chants “You can do it!” repeatedly.

And when Dion successfully hits the note and held it perfectly, he saw the producer claps slowly as if in awe.

That made Logi jump and hugs the other manager sitting beside him.

Frost’s eye twitched for a moment but he tried to appear passive.

“Perfect job, Dion! I think I won’t have to do any touches on it. You did it so perfectly. Congratulations!” Matapos marinig ang komento ay napasigaw sa tuwa si Dion sabay tumakbo papunta kay Logi.

“I DID IT! THANK YOU PO KUYA LOGI! THANK YOU PO!” sabay yakap kay Logi at binuhat pa ito na siyang nakapagpatawa kay Logi.

Napatahimik ang lahat ng tumikhim si Frost.

“Good job. As I observe I can see that you’re doing so well, all of you. I will be looking forward on your debut. Orbit, Great job as well. Ms. Monzon, Ms. Elizalde, Mr. Ty and…” at tumigil ang mata ni Frost kay Logi “Mr. Salazar, keep up the good work. I’m expecting a spectacular debut from you all. And finally everyone, make us all from Beau Ent. proud.” At muli ay nagulat ang lahat sa pagngiti ni Frost. Di agad sila nakabawi hanggang sa makalabas na ang CEO at ang secretary nito.

Nang makalabas ay narinig ni Frost ang sigawan ng mga nasa loob ng pinanggalingang silid.

The smile Logi has on his face looking at him while he talk flashed on Frost’s mind.

Somehow, Frost felt like he also did a good job so he internally patted his shoulders.

Yes. I did such a goob job there.

_

Pagdating sa opisina ay nagitla siya ng makitang naroroon ang ina na nakaupo sa sofa habang umiinom ng tsaa. Sa gilid nito ay nakatayo ang isa sa mga assistant ng sekretarya.

“Sir. I’m sorry I failed to inform you about…”

“No. I know my mother stopped you from telling me she’s here. Now leave us alone. You too Johanne. “ putol ni Frost.

“Yes Sir.”

Nang makalabas na ang dalawa ay umupo si Frost sa harap ng ina “Frost. It’s been such a long time since we get to talk to each other alone. You never visited our home for quite a while too.” wika ng ina.

His mom, Miranda Olivar-Beaumont,  looked youthful and elagant despite living for 56 years. She would appear cold and merciless but Frost knew better.

She’s so doting it gets so annoying.

He would never voice that comment out. But even if he is indeed annoyed, he loves his mother still.

“I’m sorry Mom. My job required me to do a lot these days I can’t find time to visit.” that’s a lie.

He intentionally refused to go because he knew his mother would push something on him again.

“Oh please, son. Don’t push yourself to work. You can’t bring your money to your grave. Live a life sometimes. I don’t know, maybe go out on a vacation? Or I don’t know, maybe go on dates?”

Here it is. Her not-so-subtle attempt on asking if he’s going on dates.

He internally sighs “I’m already living a life as is, Mom. I’m enjoying myself going my job. And about the date…”

“You’re going to tell me you haven’t found anyone yet. Oh my poor son. Do you want me to find a suitable match for you? You’re already twenty-nine. You can’t tell me you’re planning to live alone for the rest of your life.” his mom said exasperated.

“You don’t have to mom. I’m doing just fine. If I have to marry at later age, it’s okay. I’m not in a rush so please do consider doing the same.”

He saw his mother sigh in defeat. “Are you sure? You know if only my dearest friends are still here, I could’ve arranged a date for you with their child. Such a shame they disappeared without a trace.”

He remembered that story again.

His parents were once friends with a rich couple who they said they grew up since childhood.

They are a gay couple. And one of them is a carrier. Something he only heard about as hearsay.

These two men married despite the disapproval of their families. Their marriage was only attended by his parents.

Frost’s parents soon faced a huge problem that led to them in brink of bankruptcy. And the only people who helped them recover are the said couple. Since then, their bond grew even tighter knowing that they had each other’s backs no matter what.

They even agreed that if their children agrees, they could marry them off so their families could be joined together.

The couple had two children. And both male. So even if they are still around, the said marriage wouldn’t have been possible.

When he heard about the family’s sudden disappearance. He’s just five year old then while the couple’s children are six and a one year old.

He pulled himself back to reality and shook his head “Even if they are, I wouldn’t have agreed. Their children are both male.”

He momentarily stilled. Again, he suddenly felt reminded of that male manager.

Maybe that “gender” argument is invalid now, huh?

“Right. Well maybe for you that dream wouldn’t be possible. But I heard Hellion swings that way. And he’s the same age as their youngest…”

“I don’t think that’s possible too mom” Dinig niyang singit ng bagong dating na kapatid na si Thunder “Hellion is such a sucker for his ex boyfriend. Maybe if that “Arrange marriage” scenario was possible I could arrange myself to that“

“Don’t joke around like that, Thunder. I know you’re such a manwhore exclusively for women. Time for you to grow up and get a girlfriend for yourself too.” his mom said laughing.

“Who knows. I’m quite interested on dating a guy. Now that I saw that beautiful guy Hellion is so set on getting back with, I think I want to compete with him or something.”

Frost’s brows knit for a second. He felt annoyed hearing that Hellion is planning on getting Louise back. But he gets even more annoyed that Thunder too is into Louise.

Whether it’s a joke or not, he felt his blood boil.

Their mother hummed, interested on what Thunder had said “Hmm. Now that picked my curiosity. Who is this guy and how did he managed to catch both you and Hellion’s attention? Is he really that much of a looker?”

Thunder nodded “Indeed. He’s sooo beautiful he effortlessly outmatched most of the girls I dated before. And I would never lie about that. The face so perfect. And that body of his…”

Thunder was interrupted by Frost suddenly standing up, accidentally knocking the table “Enough. I’m quite busy so please Mom you can go home now. I have more things to do. Thunder, accompany our mother back to our house.”

Thunder and Miranda looked at him wide-eyed. They never saw Frost act like this. Miranda never heard Frost sending her off like how he did right now.

Something made my son so mad he actually did this to me? Now THAT is interesting.

Nang makalabas na ang ina at kapatid ay napaupo si Frost sa kanyang swivel chair. He clasped his hands and rest his forehead in it.

Yeah. Maybe I’m really into him so bad I feel so mad like crazy listening to other people, especially my brothers, talk about him like that.

But the question is, would he do something about his feelings?

Chapter 7

It’s time to shoot their debut music video.

It’s been a busy month for Logi. Dahil mula nung natapos ang recordings ng mini album ng grupo ay nagpeprapare na ang grupo sa shoot ng music video ng title track nila.

From costume designs to set designs. Pati lahat ng staff mula sa magiging make up artists hanggang sa director ay inaayos na nila.

Yes it’s not as if it’s all the managers job, mayroon ding part ang iba pang department ng management. Pero sila ang pinakabusy dahil sila ang magkoconnect sa lahat.

But seeing the excited smiles of the boys, Logi felt like he couldn’t disappoint them.

And it’s two way street. If Nikki, Kira and Himself felt like they couldn’t afford to disappoint the boys, the boys feel the same.

So far smooth naman ang shoot. The director even commended the boys for being “naturals” as they watched the parts they already recorded.

“So this time, we will do solo shots. We’re starting with Hugo. Please take your spot.” Hugo immediately obeyed the instruction diligently.

Saglit na natigil ang lahat ng marinig nila ang ilang bati ng mga staff sa pagdating ng CEO. Kasama nito ang secretary nito.

Di ito nagsalita at sumenyas na lang na ipagpatuloy ang ginagawa. Tumabi ito sa pwesto ng managers, specifically to Logi.

“How’s it going?” Frost tried his best to sound as professional as possible.

Di makapaniwala si Frost na gagawin niya ito pero heto siya ngayon.

Nanatiling nakamasid sa harap si Logi, pinanonood ang ginagawang pag-act ni Hugo para sa scene niya. He is sitting on a platform with a bunch of manequins piled around him.

“It’s been smooth sailing, Sir. Surprisingly we’re doing it rather faster than expected that the shoot will be finished for maybe a week. I don’t know about the editing though but I’ll check it later.”

Frost hums as a sign of acknowledgement. Of course he wouldn’t expect any less from the whole team he assigned for this project. Somehow he was so invested in this particular project that he assigned the best of the best.

No. It’s not just somehow. Rather it’s to do everything to help Louise. But he would never talk about it. He’s already acting out of his character as it is.

Nasa gitna na sila ng shoot ng mapansin ni Logi na parang may nagspark sa isa sa mga lighting. “Wait Cut! Cut!”

The director looked at Logi, looking puzzled “Why, Mr. Salazar?”

“Sorry but…” he looked at the staff who’s close to the said lighting “Can you please check that lamp? I think I saw it sparked or something?”

Nakita naman nilang tinignan ng staff kasama ang ilang electricians ang nasabing lamp ngunit sabi ay wala namang nakitang diperensya rito.

“Well it seems like you saw nothing. If you may, please  move aside so we can finish the shoot?” sabi ng director sa kanya.

Pero di naalis ang pangamba ni Logi. He thought he definitely saw something.

Nagpatuloy ang shoot na parang walang problema. Pero nang akmang tatayo na si Hugo ay biglang pumutok ang nasabing lamp na tinuro ni Logi. Matapos ay sunod sunod na sumabog ang ilan pang lighning hanggang sa makita ni Logi ang paggalaw ng isa sa mga ito na para bang kaunti na lang ay babagsak na.

At sa bandang itaas pa ito at diretsong mababagsakan si Hugo!

Logi didn’t even think twice and ran. He successfully pushed Hugo out of the way.

“Hah… Are you… Hah… Okay? Are you hurt… Somewhere?”

Hugo looked shocked but he managed to give Logi a nod. Nagtakbuhan papalapit sa kanila ang mga kagrupo na pinigilan nina Nikki at Kira at hinayaan ang ilang staffs makalapit kina Logi at Hugo.

Pero di inaasahan ng mga tao ang paghawi ni Frost papalapit sa kinauupuan nila.

“Are you fucking insane?! You could have…” Frost stilled looking at Logi’s leg. “Call the damned medics! Someone is bleeding right here!”

Nagitla si Logi sa narinig at sinundan ng tingin ang pag-upo ni Frost kasabay ang dahan dahan nitong paghawak sa hita niya na dumudugo.

Probably because of the adrenaline, Logi failed to notice that his leg almost got crushed by the lighting that crashed down. But he didn’t got far enough that his leg got wounded by the glass shards from it. Some of it looked like it dug deep into his skin.

“Who do you think you are?! A fucking superhero? Look at your god damned leg!” Frost shouted at Logi.

Despite the pain he’s just starting to feel, Logi felt annoyed by Frost’s tone “And who do you think could’ve saved Hugo here? Have you seen anyone trying to push him away from the crash? No one! Kung di ko yun ginawa baka mas malala ang nangyari. This injury is nothing compared to that!”

“This injury isn’t NOTHING!” Frost looked at Logi hardly. But Logi didn’t backed down even if his eyes twitched because of the pain.

“I’m not talking as if I’m being boastful but I’m taking pride of what I did! I saved someone and that’s a win for me. This injury IS NOTHING!”

“SHUT UP!” Both of them failed to notice the medics appearing with a stretcher. “WHAT THE HELL TOOK YOU SO LONG! MOVE IT!” Frost shouted at the poor medics

“Don’t you dare shout at their faces! They’re already doing their job!” Logi just couldn’t watch Frost screaming at the people around him.

Frost didn’t listened to what Logi said. “Stop this fucking shoot. Johanne you know what you have to do! I’m coming with Mr. Salazar.”

_

Logi winced in pain while his friend Alice did the his job. He’s now stitching out the wounds Logi got from being stabbed by the glass shards. The shards are already taken out on their way to the hospital.

“Juicecolored. Kamusta naman daw ang pagiging perfect ng mga binti mo dzai. Nagbabye na siya dahil for sure magpepeklat to.” Wika ni Alice matapos bendahan ang sugat ni Logi.

“Wala ito. I don’t care kung magkakapeklat ako. Mas lalong di ko kakayanin kung may mangyaring mas malala kung di ko nagawang iligtas yung alaga ko no.” sagot ni Logi.

“Sus. Sa sobrang bait mo sana wag ka munang kunin ni Lord. Ay hindi, muntikan na pala. Kaya bawas bawasan mo na ang pagbabait baitan”. Biro na lang ng kaibigan. Nagulat sila ng biglang may humawi sa kurtina at nakita ang boss niya.

“How is he?” tanong nito na muling nagdilim ang mukha ng makita ang binti ni Logi.

Alice shivered. The look in Frost’s face  made him scared for dear life. “H-he’s doing fine now. He only needs to let that leg rest and keep it sterilized to avoid infection.”

Magsasalita pa sana si Frost ng may tumapik sa balikat niya. “Stop scaring off my employee, Kuya. He already did a great job. Thank you, Dr. Ali Sandro.”

Logi noticed the smirk on the guy’s face after he called his friend by his name. Then he saw his friend rolled his eyes before excusing himself. “Sige na dzai. Gora na ako. Get well soon.”

The guy behind Frost chuckled then looked at him “Hello. I think you already met me because I know we’re schoolmates before. But I’ll still introduce myself.” He then reached his hand to Logi “I’m Dr. Oliver Storm Beaumont. Medical Director of Maximilian Medical Hospital and your boss’ younger brother.”

He didn’t think that telling him they’re brothers is a necessary thing to say. He can already see it.

He looks young to be a medical director. Ah oo nga pala. Prodigy nga pala ito kaya ang balita ko para lang finast track ang career nito.

I mean, nepotism also is part of it kaya siguro napadali ang pagkuha nito sa position.

“You do look beautiful huh. No wonder Hellion is so down bad for you.” Storm commented out of nowhere

“Can you please leave? You’re presence isn’t needed here.” malamig na sambit ni Frost

“Okay damn. Who took a piss on your cereal today? Jeez.” Storm raised his hands as if surrendering. “Okay gotta go. I only came with my Kuya right here to check on you. Speedy recovery for you eh?” then he walks away with his hands on his pocket

Naiwan na silang dalawa. Walang umimik sa kanila. Logi is still pissed about Frost’s actions and Frost is still mad about what happened to Logi.

Frost sighed “You’re excused from your work starting today. Report back after you got fully recovered”

“No, I can’t. We need to finish the project to keep up on the schedule. I’m fine now.”

Frost turned his steel gaze on Logi “How about I cancel the whole fucking debut if you won’t listen to me?”

That caught Logi’s attention “That’s power tripping!”

“I don’t give a damn on what you call about what I do! I won’t change my mind about this. So you choose. Rest or I’ll call off the whole debut!”

Umiwas ng tingin si Logi. He hated to do it but Logi has no choice but to nod. It’s either this or he would be the reason to crush his team’s dreams.

Feeling frustrated, Logi harshly wiped a stray tear on his face. Nang makita ito ni Frost ay napahinga ito ng malalim.

Logi felt himself still when Frost suddenly touched his cheek, turning it to face his boss’ surprisingly warm gaze. “I’m sorry for threatening you like that. Just listen to me and everything will be fine. If I have to look after the whole project myself, I’ll do it. Just rest.”

Di napansin ni Logi ang pagtigil ng sariling paghinga ng ilang segundo. Dama niya ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib niya na halos marinig na niya sa kanyang mga tenga.

He thoughtlessly nodded which made Frost smile at him. “Good boy. Now I shall accompany you back to your home. You couldn’t go by yourself in that state so…”

“Okay lang. Papasundo na lang po ako…”

“I insist. Just let me. It’s the least I could do.” Logi heard the finality on Frost’s voice so he didn’t attempted to argue.

Baka sabihin na naman niyang ipatigil ang project pag humindi ako. Bahala na.

_

Frost walked out of his car and opened the door. Logi’s eyes widened when Frost carried him.

Why am I still shocked. He already carried me out of the hospital and into his car. Ito pa kayang paglabas ng sasakyan niya?

Ang kaibahan kasi ay ang panonood ng mga chismosang kapitbahay niya na pinanood ang pagbuhat sa kanya ng guwapong binata mula sa mamahaling sasakyan nito.

At di lang mga kapitbahay, pati na rin ang mga ama at mga kapatid nito ay nakaamang din habang sila ay papalapit sa bahay nila.

“S-ser! Di niyo na naman po kailangan pang kargahin ang anak ko. Pinatawag niyo na lang sana ako o ang anak ko para tulungan kayo.” Dinig niyang sabi ng Tatay Viktor niya.

“I don’t mind, Sir. Besides, he’s as light as a feather so it’s not a hard task to carry him around.”

At may gana pang makipagbiruan kay tatay?

Napatawa ng marahan ang Papa Tyrone niya “Maraming Salamat pa rin, Sir. Kayo na nga pong sumagot sa pagpapahospital ay sumadya pa kayo dito para lang ihatid ang anak ko.”

“It’s nothing. He wouldn’t even be injured if not for our companies negligence.” He then took a bow in front of his parents “I sincerely apologize.”

“Naku naku! Aksidente lang yun ser. Di niyo na kailangan pang humingi bg pasensya. Pero kung talagang nais niyong humingi ng tawad ay pumasok na lamang kayo sa loob at sumabay sa’min maghapunan.”

Nanlaki ang mata ni Logi “Tay! Busyng tao si Sir Frost. Marami pa siyang gagawin.”

Pero di inasahan ni Logi ang pagngiti ng malaki ni Frost at pagtanggap nito sa imbitasyon ng mga magulang.

“Kumain ng marami hijo. Pasensya ka na din kung di ganoong kasosyal ang pagkain” sabi ng Papa niya habang naghahain ng pagkain

“It’s fine. The food smells so good so I think I would eat a ton of it. Hope you don’t mind”

Hanudaw?

“Logi! Kumain ka na. Ano pang tinutunganga mo diyan?” dinig niyang sabi ng Kuya Kari niya na pinaglalagyan siya ng kanin sa plato

“Kuya naman. Kaya ko namang pagsilbihan ang sarili ko.”

“Sus eh mukhang nag hihintay ka pang paglagyan ka ng pagkain sa hitsura mong yan?” ismid ng Kuya niya na pinaglagyan pa siya ng ulam sa plato.

Inirapan na lang niya ang kuya niya. Pero kahit mukhang sinesermonan siya ay halata niyang concerned ito sa kanya.

Totoo nga sinabi ni Frost sa mga magulang niya…

He DID ate a ton.

“Thank you very much for your hospitality but I think I have to leave now. I had a wonderful time.” paalam ni Frost sa pamilya ni Logi

“Thank you sa ginawa mo para kay Louise, Sir Frost.”

“Don’t mention it, Sir. By the way, just call me Frost. Please”

Ngumiti ang Papa ni Logi. At nagulat sa sunod na sinabi nito “Sige na. Ingat ka sa paguwi, Nak.” Napangiti si Frost sa narinig at yumuko. Umalis na rin ito kalaunan.

Anong “Nak”? Kung alam niyo lang kung paano niya ko sigawan kanina baka bawiin niyo yan.

Ngunit naalala ni Logi ang naging interaksiyon nila sa hospital na nakapagpapula sa mukha niya.

“ Oh anak namumula ka? Ayos lang?“ Tanong ng Tatay Viktor niya

“Opo tay, Ayos na ayos lang.”

Hindi. Hindi ako okay! Nababaliw na ako.

Chapter 8

Nang sabihan na wag munang pumasok at magpahinga, sinunod naman ito ni Logi. Sa katunayan ay ito na ang pang anim na araw niyang di pagpasok sa trabaho.

Pero di ibig sabihin ay di ito magtatrabaho at home.

“Thank you. I’ll pass the message and reach for you as soon as possible. Yes after the release of the Pre-debut song, we’ll be performing it live on your show first… Yes. Thank you again for your time.”

Pagbaba ng telepono as pumalakpak sa tuwa si Logi. Because of the teasers they released a few days ago, it actually trended right away and they recieved a lot of calls from different broadcasting agencies.

With some help of Amethyst Del Valle’s mention in her social media, the teasers views skyrocketed.

He look at Amethyst’s post again…

“ Oh em gee. The visuals, the vocals and the choreo? The teaser is giving “ Fire!“

I’m looking forward to these boys debut. And of course to work with you

DarkFource_of

c.“

In the post it also showed a photo collage of each members from the Music Video. This post earned a lot of views and reactions. And it picked the interest of her supporters that posted messages of supporr for the boys too.

Nabalitaan niyang pinaimbestigahan ang nangyari sa site kung saan na injure si Logi. Nakitang nagkaroon ng problema sa lining ng electricals na naging sanhi ng pagsabog ng parts ng mga ilaw na siyang nagpabigay sa nagcrash na lighting.

Because of that there became an immediate overhaul sa production. Ngunit nakapagtataka na mabilis lang ang nangyaring overhaul at nagpatuloy ang shoot matapos lamang ang isang araw.

But as long as the project ran smoothly, wala nang iba pang masasabi si Logi kundi “salamat lord.”

“Kuya Logi, mukhang may good news tayong natanggap ah?” dinig ni Logi na wika ng kapatid na si Gymir mula sa pintuan

Logi smiled “Oo. Marami na agad nagooffer sa Group namin na shows. Parang sure na magkakaroon sila ng enough exposure! Grabe I’m so excited!”

“Congrats. Tsaka nga pala, oh!” nakita niyang naglapag ng isang boquet ng rosas sa table niya

“Kanino galing?” tanong ni Logi sa kapatid.

Napaigtad siya ng sumilip mula sa pintuan ang bunso nilang si Jord “Dinig ko, Ex mo daw. Bilis nga nawala eh kasi sakto nasa labas si Kuya Kari at mukhang tinakot yung lalaki.”

Napatingin sa bulaklak si Logi at nakitang may nakalakip na sulat dito.

“Heard about the work related accident. Get well soon.

Hellion <3

Logi sighed. “Pakilagay na lang sa vase sa labas.”

“Di mo itatapon? Una galing yan sa Ex mo kuno. Tapos yung ex mong yun di pa alam na ayaw mo sa Red Roses. Kung ako itatapon ko yan”

Umiling si Logi sa sinabi ni Gymir “Sayang yung bulaklak. Pinitas sila at inayos. Napagkakitaan pa. Tapos itatapon lang? No way.”

“Okay. Nga pala. Okay na ba yung binti mo Kuya?”

“Oo, okay na. Siguro bukas makakapasok na ako. Thank you da concern!” nginitan ni Logi ang kapatid at ginulo ang buhok na nagpakunot ng mukha nito.

_

Kinabukasan ay nakapasok na nga si Logi na siyang susugurin sana agad ng grupo na pinigilan naman ni Edzon. Si Nikki at si Kira ay paulit ulit na tinatanong kung ayos na siya.

“Okay na ako. Kaya ko na. Di pa nga lang ako makakatakbo pero di ko naman kailangan tumakbo di’ba?”

The two filled him in about what happened while he was gone. Narinig niyang naging usap usapan ang naganap na aksidente ngunit mas naging usap usapan ang araw araw na pagdating ng CEO sa naganap na shoot ng Music Video.

Ang sabi kasi ay bakit daw ito naroroon gayong alam nilang maraming ibang trabahong dapat asikasuhin ito at pwede namang ipasa ito sa iba. Ngunit walang araw na di nakikita ang CEO sa site habang panaka nakang tumatanggap pa ito ng tawag mula sa investors at business partners.

Naalala ni Logi ang sinabi nito sa hospital.

“Just listen to me and everything will be fine.

If I have to look after the whole project myself, I’ll do it. Just rest.“

Mukhang tinotoo nito ang sinabi niya. Logi couldn’t believe he’d do it.

“That’s… Good right? At least natapos na ang shoot at final editing na lang ang kulang?”

Alanganing tumango si Kira “OO. At least natapos na. Pero di ko pa rin malimutan yung sobrang nakakatakot na presensya ni FMB. Sa tuwing nasa site siya, parang nagiging kalkulado lahat ng galaw ng lahat. Daig pa niya yung terror prof namin nung college.”

“True. Kahit di siya magsalita, feeling mo iiyak ka with just one misstep” iling na sabi naman ni Nikki.

“Hayaan niyo na yun guys,” Singit ni Edzon. Nilingon niya ang mga boys na nakaupo at nagpapahinga “Ganoon talaga si FMB pag medyo Hyper focused sa trabaho.”

“Luh? Parang kilalang kilala mo si FMB ah?” tulak ni Kira kay Edzon

“Not exactly. But he and I became blockmates back when I’m studying overseas. Narinig niyo naman sigurong nagaral yun sa ibang bansa di’ba?

He’s… Goal driven. If he wants something to be done, he never half-ass it. Even if he had to multi-task, he do his work as if he couldn’t he distracted. Hence the aura he emits while working. Makakasanayan niyo din yan if you’re exposed to him long enough.“ Paliwanag ni Edzon

He and the other two nodded. He’s not shocked about that though. He could see that Frost is that kind of person. He also kinda looked like a workaholic.

Pakielam ko naman di’ba?

The door swings open that got all of their attention. And they saw Hellion who looked like he run a mile by the way he huffs for air. He looked around until he saw Logi sitting at the far end of the room.

Hellion marched towards his way and hugged Logi which caught him off guard. Narinig niya ang pagsinghap ng grupo na nagpapahinga lang not long ago.

Oo nga pala. They didn’t know about THIS.

“ Can you please let go of me. You’re making a scene.“ Logi tried to push Hellion off of him but Hellion hugged him even tighter

“I’m so fucking worried. I tried to reach out to you after learning about the accident but of coury you wouldn’t answer. And when I came to your house, your brother literally chased me with a fucking wrench. I just wanna see if you’re fine.”

Logi found himself relaxing and an urge to pat Hellion’s back. Especially since the said guy is shaking right now while he hugs him.

So he did.

“I’m doing fine now. So please just let go. It’s hella embarrassing.”

Dahan dahang lumayo si Hellion sa kanya at tumingin sa mata niya. “Thank god you’re okay.”

Logi only nodded. “If that’s the only thing came here for, pwede ka nang umalis. You’re disrupting the group’s practice.”

“Oh okay. I’m sorry. I want to introduce myself. I’m Hellion Magnus Beaumont. Nice to meet you all.” bumaling ang tingin nito kay Logi “I’m sorry for the disturbance. I… Uh… I’ll be taking my leave now.”

Bago pa ito tumalikod ay nagsalita si Logi na nakapagpatigil sa kanya “See you at the coffee shop near this building, Hellion. Later around 5?”

Hellion’s eyes widened. “So you’re… “

“Yes. I’m agreeing to… Talk.”

Hellion smiled “Thank you. See you later.”

Logi sighed after hearing the door closed after Hellion.

This time. I’ll make sure this ends.

I have to free myself from you, completely.

_

Chapter 9

“Ghurl. Ano yun? Bakit may payakap yakap sa’yo yung kapatid ni FMB… Ay hindi. You acted in familiarity with him. Ano ibig sabihin non?” Nanunuksong usisa ni Nikki

“Ate Niks. Di mo ba narinig? Sir Hellion mentioned he has Kuya Logi’s number!” Xavier said

“AND he also knows his house and his brother! Obviously they must be friends!” Hugo added which earned a nod from Edzon

They heard Triton hummed “But that hug he gave Kuya Louise… That doesn’t seem so friendly?”

Tumingin ang lahat sa kanya na humihingi ng sagot.

“He’s just… A friend. We only met back in our college days. Wag na kayong magusisa.” tipid na sagot ni Logi “Sige na. Practice na kayo ulit.”

Nikki and Kira groaned in annoyance. Logi knew they wouldn’t let this one go. But they didn’t asked any further.

_

Naglalakad na lang si Logi papunta sa nasabing coffee shop. Nagpaalam na siya na uuwi ng maaga na pinayagan na lang ng dalawa pang managers.

Marahil alam nila kung bakit aalis si Logi ng maaga. Kaya sinabi ng mga ito na sila na ang bahala sa iba pang gawain.

Logi sighed. He’s feeling nervous cause for the longest time, he’s going to be left alone with Hellion to talk. Like really talk.

It’s not as if he has anything practiced. He only decided he’ll give their past a decent closure just this morning. But he’s decided. This must be done so he could completely move on.

Narinig ni Logi ang ingay ng bell mula sa pinto ng coffee shop. Nang marinig ni Hellion ito ay napalingon siya sa pinto kung nasaan si Logi.

“Sorry for the wait.” wika ni Logi papalapit sa table kung nasaan ang katagpo.

“No. I only just came here. Maybe a minute or two? So uhh shall we take our order or…”

“Sure.” putol ni Logi.

Hellion from before is nothing like the Hellion he is facing right now. This one fumbles as if he’s in front of someone he’s afraid of. This guy was never afraid of anyone.

But then again, does he really know him well?

6 years ago

Patakbong papasok na sa campus si Logi dahil tinanghali na naman siya ng gising. Kung kailan unang araw pa lang ng klase ay ganong mamalasin siya sa paggising.

Ngunit nang lalo pa siyang minamalas ay may tumama pa sa kanyang kung ano. Sa lakas ng tama ay parang sandaling nahilo siya at napaupo sa semento.

“Holy fuck. Are you okay? No shit of course you’re not. This is your damn fault, bro!” Dinig niya ang boses ng isang lalaking patakbong lumapit sa

kanya. Mukhang sinisi pa nito ang kasama.

Sinapo ni Logi ang tinamaang parte ng ulo. Sabay tinignan ang kung anong tumama sa kanya.

A basketball.

“I’m fine. Medyo nahilo lang for a second pero I think I can ma—” napatulala si Logi ng lingunin na niya ang lalaking nakaluhod sa tabi niya.

‘Napakagwapo!’ sigaw ng kanyang isip

“Hey! Earth to you? Please?” Kumaway ang lalaki sa harap niya sanhi ng kanyang pagkurap ng ilang ulit. ‘Shit. Nakakahiya!’

“Ahh okay. Okay lang. E-excuse me.” Nagmamadaling umiwas si Logi dahil sa hiya

“Wait. Uhm… at least let me introduce myself. I’m Hellion Magnus Beaumont. You are?”

“Louise Giovanne Salazar.” tipid niyang sagot. Nakita niyang ngumiti ang kausap… si Hellion… sa kanya.

‘Omg. Kapit pang maigi garter. Wag ka munang bumigay!’

….

The next day. Parang nahihimigan ni Logi na may sumusunod sa kanya. He’s getting scared. He confided it to Alice and Vee and they advised him ana hulihin niya ito. Kaya nagisip siya ng paraan para hulihin ito.

But he wasn’t ready for who he found.

“Hi!” Logi suddenly was faced by Hellion. But instead of acting awkward from being caught, this guy acted confidently.

Turns out, he’s trying to ask Logi out. Not a date. Just an apology treat.

…

They became rather close after that. Nakikitang nakikipagusap ito sa kanya tuwing lunch break. O sumasabay palabas ng campus. At first it was friendly.

Naging reason din ito ng masasamang tingin mula sa mga fans ni Hellion. Dahil as what they said ‘Bakit dumidikit ang mga baklang ito kay Hellion’

But Logi is rather honest. Umamin siya kay Hellion na may nararamdaman siya sa binata. Just a crush. Vee and Alice was so adamant about the idea. But since they don’t want to make Logi feel restricted about his feelings, they let him do it.

But what shocked the two is when they found out Logi and Hellion are “dating”. Which made their brows raised when Logi ask them not to talk about it in public.

…

Hellion is very confident at everything he does. He excels at academics, at sports. He’s also so popular with people because he tend to act friendly with everyone.

Kaya walang nakakahalata na nagdedate sila. Because the closeness he shows with Logi could easily be translated as them being “bestfriends”.

They never saw them hug or kiss though. Like how they do now in front of Logi’s doorsteps.

“See you tomorrow, baby. I got to get going. You know… I have to do my school stuffs.”

Logi nodded and let go of Hellion’s hand “Sige. Lagi ka kasing nasa practice. Pahinga ka din ah.”

Hellion smiled and turned away. But few seconds later, he came running back and kissed him deeply again. He rested his forehead against Logi. “Good night, my most beautiful baby”

Logi chuckled “I’m your only baby”

“Ahh you’re right. Just you!”

Oh how wrong he was.

…

Maybe Logi was really blind then. He just couldn’t see the signs.

The way Hellion would tell him simple excuses like “I have some school work to do.” even though he doesn’t look like he’s that busy. Or that he never invited him to those “parties” he’s attending even though Hellion was honest enough to tell him about the said parties.

Maybe because of the kisses he gave him. The sweet talks he recieved from him. Madali lang talaga siyang bolahin.

At di lang siya basta nabola. Nabilog siya nito.

Kaya naman nung gabing nahuli niya ito habang may kahalikang iba sa club na iyon. He felt so so betrayed. So broken. So crashed.

_

Tahimik lang silang dalawa habang hinihintay ang orders nila. Nang dumating na nga ang order ay hindi nagawang galawin ni Logi ang pagkain.

“Hellion”/“Logi” sabay nilang umpisa.

“Okay. You first.” Sabi ni Logi which Hellion nodded.

“So. I just wanna start by saying I’m sorry. I never intended to hurt you. Back then I… wanted to try dating a guy. Out of curiosity. I’m sorry but it’s true that at first I dated you because I made you my ‘test subject’.”

Logi felt a pang on his chest. At least he’s hearing this straight from Hellion’s mouth. But he let him continue

“But every kiss. Every hug. Every touch. I treasured those. Every time I made you smile or laugh. I took pride on it. Yes, friends don’t kiss like we did. But by then I mistook my actions as just experiments and that I still look at you as my friend through the fact that I’m leading you on. That I played you.

I’m really, really sorry. I know I’m such an asshole for hurting you like that. But I do want to come clean to you. I was ready to confess the truth then and have your wrath against me. I’m just looking for the right time.

But then you saw me there at that stupid club. And you know what? The way you look at me that night… It haunted me. I know you are hurt. I know that you are so mad at me… But that night you looked at me void of emotions. That hurts me. I realized I took importance of the emotions you shown me. I took importance of everything about you. And seeing your eyes so dull, I can’t help but feel so mad at myself.

And I feel even more mad at myself when you chose to run away instead of confronting me. I knew you are strong. You could’ve chosen to punch me. Beat me up. Shout at me. But when you run away, I really felt like I’m the biggest jackass.

So… I’m really sorry. I apologize for hurting you big time. Words aren’t enough to take away the pain I caused. But I’m still trying.“

Logi wiped his tears. Finally. At least he heard Hellion’s side of the story. He sensed the sincerity so he knows he’s telling the truth.

He patted himself for braving himself to face Hellion. He felt like hes finally doing the right thing.

“Thank you. For clearing things up. I appreciate the honesty. I… Forgive you.”

Hellion’s hopeful smile met Logi’s eyes.

“So… Can we start all over again?”

Ang fast mo naman.

“Hellion. I’m willing to give you at least friendship. But I don’t think I could give you what that “start over again” entails.“

He saw Hellion’s hopeful smile dropped slowly. “Logi…”

“You can’t possibly blame me for being hesitant about this. That’s why this is the only answer I can give you. I’m sorry Hellion.” Logi prevented himself from looking at Hellion’s eyes any longer.

There came a moment of silence between them. He heard Hellion sighed. “Okay. Okay. I’ll accept your terms.”

Logi let himself smile a bit. He managed to clear things up.

Hellion felt his heart beat fast. He finally saw Logi smile at him, genuinely. Even just a bit.

But Hellion wasn’t entirely honest. He has different plans.

He only accepted what Logi offered him. Just friends, so to speak. But he never said he’d give up. Masyado nang makapal ang mukha niya kung ipipilit niyang hilingin ang second chance na hinihingi niya kay Logi.

Kung ipipilit niya baka lalo lang lumayo ang loob ni Logi sa kanya. That won’t do.

For now this “friendship” will do. But I promise I’ll work hard to earn your trust again. To be called your boyfriend again. Just you wait, baby.

__

Why is he in this shady part of this place again? He wondered.

Ahh yes. Because he saw Louise came here. But what annoyed him is the fact that he’s now talking to his damn brother.

He couldn’t hear a thing from this side of the coffee shop. Aside from he’s so far away, he’s also outside of the said coffee shop.

Why am I outside either way?

He saw Logi smiled a little. Then he looked at his brother. That son of a gun also smiled a little.

But he knew that look. His brother is plotting something, he just knew it.

And he felt like he doesn’t like it. Not one bit.

Di na siya nakatiis ay pumasok na siya sa loob ng coffee shop, feigning ignorance. He get straight to the counter and order an americano. Then he acted as if he just saw them when his eyes met Logi.

Fuck those eyes again. How pretty.

“Oh. Didn’t realize you’re here, Louise.” he saw Louise’s brow raised “And you’re with my brother no less. What is this little… Meeting all about?”

“We’re talking something rather personal, Frost. We’d rather not talk about it with you.”

Frost internally scoffed. The nerve of this brother of mine to use that tone agaist me.

“I didn’t realized you’re fine now, Louise. How’s your leg?”

“I’m fine now Sir. Obviously.” Logi said, whispering the last word.

“Good. Report to me tomorrow morning. I’d like to discuss something with you. It’s work related so I rather talk about it privately tommorow.”

Logi nodded. Frost turned away getting the coffee he ordered from the counter.

Hellion looked at Frost while he walks out of the door. “Is he making your job hard for you at some point?”

“No. I definitely don’t see him often.”

Hellion hummed. But what’s with that look he threw at me just now. It’s the same look he gave me back in Benny’s club.

Hellion shooked his head. It’s probably nothing.

“So… Want to me take you back or you’re already going home after this? I’ll give you a ride.”

“I’m going home. And no you don’t have to…”

Hellion just shushed him off “Please. I insist. I want to drive you off. I remembered I never did that back when you know… We only rode jeepneys when I dropped you off to your house.”

Logi couldn’t help but chuckle which made Hellion look at him with adoring eyes “Yeah I remembered. I suddenly realized I basically made a rich man ride a jeepney.”

_

Despite walking out of the establishment, Frost found himself still spying on Louise and his brother.

Why the fuck am I still doing this?

Now he’s in far end of the street where Louise lives. The two are standing in front of their doorstep and he could see the two bidding their farewells. Finally!

But he suddenly gripped his steering wheel when he saw Hellion hugged Louise. Before running back to his own car.

So he indeed making a move on Louise. That won’t do.

Yes. Frost realized for the first time that he’s possessive. The embarrassing part is that he’s feeling possessive to someone he doesn’t even date.

The more reason to DATE Louise then.

Chapter 10

Logi can’t believe the sudden turn of events. Wala pang isang araw ay galit na galit pa siya kay Hellion pero ngayon okay na siya na magpayakap dito.

Technically di naman siya nagpayakap. Nagulat din siya sa ginawa ni Hellion. Pero di na niya ito pinagalitan.

Friends hug each other right?

Papasok na sana siya ng bahay ng mag ring ang phone niya. Di ito rehistrado kaya medyo kinabahan siyang pick-upin ito dahil laganap ang scam calls ngayon. Pero sinagot pa rin niya dahil baka emergency ito.

“Hello?”

“I want to remind you about tomorrow. I’m expecting you to my office early morning.”

Frost watched Logi standing on his doorstep. Nakita niyang humalukipkip ito at animo’y umirap “Yes sir. Di ko naman po kinalimutan yung sinabi niyo kanina sa café. Can you tell me when exactly should I go to your office?”

“You can go to my office by 8. By the way… Wear something nice.”

Logi was about to ask why but he heard the beeping sound, sign that the call already ended.

Why should I wear something nice? Pero sige na. Baka manakot na naman ang gunggong.

_

Kinabukasan pagpasok sa kompanya ay nakipagusap muna siya sa mga producers na maglolaunch ng pre-debut ng grupong hinahandle niya.

Palabas na siya ng silid na nagsisilbing meeting room nila ng makasalubong niya si Edzon.

“Uy. Anong meron? Bakit parang nagpapaganda ka ngayon? Ikaw ah! Siguro nga nakipag-date ka dun kay Hellion”

“Hindi. May paguusapan daw kasi kami ni Sir Frost sa opisina niya. I’m actually on my way na. Eh kaso maarte. ‘Wear something nice’ eme daw.” irap niya na nagpatawa kay Edzon

Matapos magpaalam kay Edzon ay agad siyang umakyat sa palapag kung nasaan ang opisina ni Frost. Nakasalubong naman niya ang sekretarya nito.

“Oh. Mr. Salazar. Good morning.” magiliw na wika ni Johanne

“Good morning. Ine-expect ako ni Sir Frost. Pwede na ba ako pumasok?”

“Yes. Yes. Come right in.” iginiya siya ni Johanne papasok ng office ni Frost.

Pagpasok ay namangha siya sa linis ng silid. Parang walang alikabok at sobrang kintab ng sahig. Walang gaanong gamit sa loob kundi isang set ng sofa, magarbong pagkakagawa na mahogany na coffee table. At ang ilang glass cabinet na naglalaman ng… Dog figurines?

Ngunit sobrang laki ng kwarto kaya marami pa ring espasyo.

Sa dulo ng silid ay naroon ang table mismo ni Frost kung saan nakaupo si Frost sa kanyang swivel chair.

In fair, ganda tignan. Behind him is the view of the city. But what made it even beautiful is that the direction for sure is where the best view for Sunset.

Sayang di hapon napili ni Sir magmeet dito. Edi sana mas naenjoy ko yung view.

Tumikhim siya para makuha ang atensyon ni Frost. “Good Morning, Sir. I’m inquiring about that something work related you are talking about yesterday?”

Isinara ni Frost ang laptop niya at nagtaas ng tingin sa kanya. Napansin ni Logi ang sandaling pagkatigil ni Frost kaya tinawag niya itong muli “Hello, Sir?”

Naakurap si Frost na parang natauhan “Ah yes. Good morning. Take a seat, Louise” tinanggal nito ang suot na salamin at tumayo sa inuupuang swivel chair. Giniya niya si Logi paupo sa sofa.

“Louise. There is something I want to ask a favor from you.”

“Yes of course sir. What would it be?” kunot na noong tanong ni Logi

Seryosong tinignan ni Frost si Logi. “So. There is this gathering I have to attend overseas. This gathering is an important event for this could potentially give me a lot more connections. Especially international clients and business partners.”

“So, how is this concerns me, Sir? Why are you talking about this to me specifically?”

Frost gave Logi a stare that made him shiver. I felt like this wouldn’t be any good.

“For this one, I need someone to act as my partner. Most of the clients and business partners that I aim to meet had their own that they adore so Im…”

“Wait wait wait! Hold up! Did I just heard you say ‘Partner’?” sabi ni Logi, looking at Frost incredulously

“Yes. You heard me right. As I was saying those people has their own partners that they adore. I’m sure they would talk about them a lot. I don’t want to go alone so I want to have someone to pose as my… Girlfriend.”

Such a fucking lame excuse damn it.

“Then find someone that could act as your girlfriend. I don’t know! Maybe a girl for instance? Why me?” sabi pa ni Logi habang nakaduro sa sarili

“In case you haven’t noticed and probably something people already talked about a lot in this company… I never had a girlfriend. I only had flings. But I don’t want to bring just flings to this event. I want someone who I can trust. More likely a guy who I’m sure wouldn’t take advantage of the situation.”

How ironic. I’m looking for a guy who wouldn’t take advantage of the situation when in fact I’m the one taking advantage of this lame excuse of a fake dating situation.

Logi gave him distrustful look. Somehow he doesn’t belived that.

“There are literally many reasons why I have to decline you on this request. But one of those is that I suck at acting. Second of all, how could you make a story that I for sure can support? I don’t even know you that much aside from you are the owner of this company? And lastly, I’m a guy. People wouldn’t believe a guy as masculine as I am would be a girl”

“Who told you you’re masculine. They could be blind. Cause there’s no way you are masculine”

“I’m most definitely not blind. Anyways that besides the point. I can’t do this. End of discussion.

“Then how about I promise you a whole vacation trip for your team after doing this one favor. All expense paid! I’ll compensate you to with—”

“When is this party. I’m getting ready!”

Napanganga si Frost. Who wouldn’t when this one changed his mind quickly just by the mention of a something that translates “money”.

Nang makabawi sa pagkagulat ay tumango si Frost “Great. So prepare yourself cause we’re leaving for about an hour and the party is tonight so—”

“What do you mean by AN HOUR AND TONIGHT? Like we’re going flying right now and the party… No! I don’t even have anything to wear or I’m not even prep—”

Nagulat si Logi ng idikit ni Frost ang hintituro sa labi niya “Shush shush shush. I already arranged that. All you have to do is relax and board the jet in an hour. Don’t think much about it.” sabay balik sa upuan nito at tinignan ang mga dokumentong nirereview. “Now go and do your stuff. Meet me in the helipad of this building in an hour.”

Malaking matang tinitigan ni Logi ang boss. This man just pushed and waited for me to say yes then? This insufferable bas—

“Stop looking at me like that. It’s not a great look for you.” sabi ni Frost ng di umaangat at tingin.

Nanggigigil na tumalikod na si Logi at nagpapadyak na umalis. Pagkasara ni Logi ng pinto ay sumandal sa swivel chair niya si Frost at napangisi “How cute, my sweet little darling.”

Napatingin ito sa hintuturong idinikit niya sa labi ni Logi. At di napigilang idikit ito sa sariling labi. Yes. I’m definitely a lunatic now at this point.

_

Logi found himself sitting on a luxurious jet owned by Frost. Di pa rin maipinta ang mukha ni Logi.

Frost who sat in front of Logi typing on his laptop peaked on him “What’s with that face, Louise? I told you everything is fine. You wouldn’t have to wo—”

“Yes you said it like a hundred times now. That doesn’t mean I have to be enthusiastic about it. Basta yung promise mo ah. Pag yan talkshit sinasabi ko sa’yo!” sabi ni Logi sabay dampot ng nakaserve na snacks sa coffee table.

Nawala naman ang inis ni Logi ng makalapag na ang sinasakyang jet.

Dati pinapanood niya lang, ngayon nakayapak na siya mismo sa lugar na gustong gusto niyang puntahan.

“ANO BA BOSS! BAKIY DI NIYO NAMAN SINABING SA JEJU TAYO LALAPAG! OMG! AHHH”

Frost can’t help but chuckle at Logi’s antics. It’s because Logi keeps on running and skipping around with mix of screaming.

“I would’ve told you earlier about our destination if this is the reaction I’m getting from you.” sabi ni Frost papalapit sa kanya.

Nagulat si Logi ng patigilin siya ni Frost sa pamamagitan ng paghawak nito sa dalawang balikat niya. At mas nagulat siya sa pagtanggal ng coat nito at ipinalibot ito kay Logi.

“But alas, you forgot about the weather because of your excitement. Come on and let’s go inside before you catch a cold.”

Namula si Logi sa inakto ng boss. “Okay”.

_

Masaya pa rin ang mood ni Logi habang nakaupo at inaayusan ng stylist na kinuha ni Frost.

Talagang planado na nga. Ako na lang ang kulang.

At talagang naloka pa siya dahil di pa man siya tapos na ayusan ay nakikita na niyang ang ganda niya tignan.

Di naman siya totally ineffortan. Di niya alam pero parang kaunting touches lang ang ginawa sa kanya.

Matapos siyang ayusan ay nagimbal siya sa nakita.

Ako ba to? Teka girl na girl naman yata ako dito.

Kung sabagay, yun naman talaga ang goal. Magmukhang babae para naman effective yung pagpapanggap.

Narinig niya ang boses ni Frost sa labas ng kwartong kinaroonan “Are you done? It’s almost time.”

“Wag ka nga diyan. Excited ka ba? Palabas na!” sigaw niya sabay pasalamat sa mga stylists. Nginitian lang siya nito.

Paano ba naman sasagot eh di naman marunong magtagalog yung kinuha ni Sir Frost.

“Oh nandito na! Okay na ba? Pakaataters naman natin ngayon boss.”

Frost felt everything around him slowing down. He thought that things like this only happens to those romance movies. He couldn’t believe this is happening to him right now.

He just can’t stop admiring Logi’s beauty.

“Boss. Bakit ganyan ang reaction mo. Para namang may mali sa hitsura ko. Pangit ba?”

“No! No! You’re beautiful. You’re perfect.”

This time, Logi felt his world stop. He felt his heart throb because of Frost’s compliment.

“Ehem. Okay na. Tara na. Pinalalaki mo lang ang ulo ko. Makakabawas ganda.” sabi ni Logi sabay kapit sa braso ni Frost.

Frost’s usual calm and collected demeanor is replaced by something he found ridiculous before.

He looked like a highschool boy who’s successful to bring his dream date to prom. He’s struggling to keep his composure evident on his efforts to stop himself from grinning and his ears so red.

_

Matapos iabot ni Frost ang imbitasyon at makumpirma ang pangalan nito sa guest lists ay pinapasok na sila. Napanganga si Frost sa nakikita.

Famous people in the entertainment industry are all around the venue. CEOs, Famous Celebrities. Producers, Directors and many more. Both Filipino and Foreign.

This is like heaven for people interested in Entertainment.

“Grabe. Parang nakakalula naman dito. Di ko abot ang mga tao dito.” sabi ni Logi sa katabi at parang tinatago ang sarili

Frost whispered back to him “Piece of advice, Louise. Toughen yourself out. I’m not saying this to destroy the image of this celebrities. But you know, most people especially in our line of work tend to be either fake o straight up rude. Genuinely nice people are dime a dozen. I don’t want you to disappoint yourself.”

“Grabe naman kayo makajudge. Pero may point kayo. Karamihan dito, unang tingin lang primadona na.”

May nagsalita sa likod nila na nakapagpatigil sa kanila “Frost Matthieu Beaumont! It’s nice seeing a familiar face here!” wika ng isang gwapong lalaki na malakas maka korean actor. May maganda ring babaeng nakakapit sa braso nito.

“Mr. and Mrs. Hwang” tipid na sagot ni Frost sa bagong dating at tinanggap ang pakikipagkamay ng mga ito. Napansin ni Logi na may kakaiba sa dalawang ito. He can’t point it out though.

“Why so formal. Just call me Gavin!”

“Right. And call me Trina.” nang dito na nakipagkamay si Frost ay napansin ni Logi ang malagkit na tingin nito sa boss at ang parang may pahaplos nito sa kamay ni Frost.

Ay iba. Lumalandi! Teka… Mr. and Mrs. daw… OMG ano to?

“And who might be this…” at nakita naman ni Logi ang paghagod ng tingin ni Mr. Hwang sa kanya “… beautiful lady you’re with?”

Frost’s jaw clenched. He doesn’t like the way the man looked at Louise just now. Not one bit.

“She’s my… Fiancé.” Frost then looked at Logi as if he’s introducing him to the two.

Teka may mali na talaga yata sa pandinig ko. Fiancé ba kamo?

“Love, this is Gavin and Trina Hwang. They’re fast rising stars based here in Korea. Gavin is son of one of Dad’s business partners. Gavin, Trina this is my Fiancé, Louise.”

Ah yes. Because Louise is also a female name. Buti na lang smart ka, Bossman.

“N-nice to meet you!” tipid at ipit na sagot ni Logi para lamang magtunog babae siya. Buti nakalusot.

“Nice to meet you too, Ms. Louise” Ani naman ni Gavin na imbis na bitawan ang kamay niya matapos makipag-shake hands ay itinaas nito ang kamay niya para halikan

Nangilabot si Logi. Si Frost naman ay napayukom ang kamao at pinipigilan ang sariling hilahin ang kamay ni Logi.

Naramdaman ni Logi ang pagbabago ng mood ni Frost. Lalo na ang paninigas ng braso nito mula sa pagkakayukom ng kamao. Oo nga pala. Nakakapit pa rin pala ako sa biceps ng lolo mo.

“It’s nice meeting you again, Gavin. Trina. But we should go on. My love needs to take a breather. She doesn’t usually like this much people around. Excuse me.” sabi ni Frost na di na hinintay ang sagot ng dalawa at hinila na siya paalis.

Thank god. Dahil kung magtatagal pa ako doon baka mahalata na nila na  nangingilabot ako sa magasawang yun.

Pero kahit makalayo na sila ay di pa rin umaaliwalas ang mukha ni Frost. Humarap ito sa kanya sabay dukot sa panyo nito at pinahid sa kamay ni Logi. “That bastard. How dare he do that especially in front of his wife. So gross.”

“Weird nga yung magasawang yun. Di mo ba napansin yung malagkit na tingin nung girl sayo?” inagaw niya ang panyo mula kay Frost at pinunasan din ang kamay nito “may pahaplos pa ang gaga. Kadiri tignan. Ang landi.”

Frost suddenly smirked at Logi “Jealous? Don’t be. You’re the one I plan to marry, my dear Fiancé” sabay emphasis sa ‘Fiancé’.

“Fiancé mong mukha mo. Hmph, maiwan na nga kita diyan” sabay talikod kay Frost

Damn calling him my fiancé really does  feel right. Fuck!

Chapter 11

“Fiancé, Fiancé. Eme eme din yung si boss eh.” bulong ni Logi habang patuloy na naglalakad. But because if his mindless walking, di na niya alam kung nasaan siya ngayon.

He stopped in the Rose Shed somewhere behind the venue which looked like a Victorian Mansion.

“Luh. Gagi. Nasaan na ako. Punyawa naman.” sabay kapa nito sa may bewang ng malaang di nga pala siya naka pantalon.

Naka long dress pala siya ngayon. Kaya ang cellphone niya ay nasa pouch na naiwan naman niya sa sasakyan ni Frost. “Wala pa naman akong dalang phone.”

Logi decided to stop by for a moment and admired the view. The Rose shed is made in class walls. And around it are full of red roses.

But when he came inside the shed, he saw bushes of different kinds of flowers. And the ceiling are full of vines that looked so purple because of the lavender growing on them.

Buti na lang wala akong allergies. I can appreciate this kind of place.

“Breathtaking, isnt it?”

Nagitla si Logi ng may magsalita sa likod niya.

“ Oh. I’m sorry. I never meant to sneak behind you like that and shock you.“ saad at napakagwapong binata sa harapan niya. He looked like he’s on his early 20s

“No. It’s fine. Either way i would feel so jumpy however you chose to approach me.”

“I’m glad. So how do you find this place? The party’s on the inside. I don’t think anyone would’ve gone to this side of the mansion.”

Lalo pang naaninagan ni Logi ang ka-gwapuhan ng lalaki ng lumapit ito sa kanya.

“Ah. I just… Mindlessly strolling. I hadn’t realized I walked too far.” sagot niya. Somehow, he felt like he’s comfortable talking to this guy

“Oh I see. Anyway, I forgot to introduce myself. I’m Settreigh Vermilion. Just call me Sett or Reigh, or however you’re comfortable with. I’m son of the mysterious hosts of this gathering.” pakilala ng lalaki sa kanya

“I’m…” nalala niyang nagdidisguise nga pala siya. Pero wala siyang maisip na epilyido na gamitin. Kaya naman nirevise niya na lang ang second name niya “Louise. Louise Giovanni”

He saw the man stop for a second… “Hmm. Never ACTUALLY heard of the surname? But I felt like it is familiar to me…”

“You probably never heard of me. I’m only hear as someone’s plus one.” Logi immediately said

“Ah. May I know who it is?”

“I’m with Frost. Frost Matthieu Beaumont.”

That’s the name Settreigh recognized “Oh. Beau Entertainment. From the Philippines. Oh finally. Someone who speaks Tagalog… Or so I assume?”

Logi chuckled humorously “Oo. Bakit parang pagod na pagod kang mag English sa reaction mo?”

“That’s because I am! Pinalaki kasi ako ng parents ko sa tagalog to the point na mas sanay akong mag-Tagalog instead of English!”

“Ay talaga!” 

Napasarap ang pagke kwentuhan nina Logi at Settreigh kaya di na nila napansin ang oras. Napatigil lamang sila ng marinig nila ang pagtawag sa pangalan ni Settreigh.

“Master Settreigh! Here you are! You’re parents are looking for you! You’re supposed to play for the guests right?” wika ng babaeng unipormado

“Oh right. I’m sorr,I forgot about that.”

Agad na yumuko ang babae “Don’t worry sir. As of the moment, we are looking for a replacement for the singer. The one we got had an emergency and said she couldn’t make it.”

Napahawak sa baba nito si Settreigh. “That’s a problem. We couldn’t possibly hire someone else at this hour. Unless someone from the guest would volunteer. But this performance should be a surprise for them!”

Napaisip naman si Logi. Kita kasi sa mukha ng dalawa ang pamomroblema. Sayang din naman kung di matutuloy dahil sigurado, Settreigh put his effort on practicing the piece he’ll play.

“Ano ba yung ipe-play mo?” biglang tanong ni Logi na umagaw sa pansin ni Settreigh

“It’s a Korean song. Since we’re here in Korea, might as well play something from this country. But no one would sing the song so maybe instrumen—”

“Anong title? Baka alam ko?”

Nagulat si Settreigh sa sinabi ni Logi. “You sing?”

“Well I do, not professionally. But I could try? But I have to know the song first.”

_

Frost has been looking everywhere. Pero di niya makita si Logi. He had difficulty looking for him especially since he’s also busy talking with different people.

He’s getting antsy.

Napatigil siya ng marinig niyang may magsalita sa dulong parte ng kwarto.

“Good evening everyone. Tonight has been a great night. As a thank you, the son of our gracious hosts prepared a performance for you. Hope you enjoy the performance.”

Matapos magsalita ang emcee ay dumilim ang paligid sabay ang pag bukas ng kurtina sa stage. Bumukas ang isang spotlight na nakatuon sa isang piano kung saan nakaupo sa harapan nito ang isang binata.

[the song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ly6bG9Xcp0c

Dinig sa buong ballroom ang boses ng isang choir. Tumahimik ang buong paligid.

Nagulat si Frost ng bumukas ang isa pang spotlight, na nakatuon sa lalaking hinahanap.

At lalong nagpagulat sa kanya ng magsimulang umawit si Logi.

🎶

kye jeore heun nallyeo

tteo reo jin kkon ni peun

hol lo na ma we ro wo

seul peu to rok

🎶

Everyone watched the performance in silence. But especially, Frost stood there in awe.

He never would’ve imagined that Logi has this kind of voice.

Guess he’s really full of surprises.

🎶 pyeol deu ri tteo na ~ kan ha neu reun ~ seo geul peo ne ri neun pin mul ~ cheo reom ul ko man ~ in ne

kkot tteu reun pi go tto ji deut po ne neun ~ ma eum pa ra me jeon he ju ~ o

cheon nu ni ne ri myeon i rwo ji neun so won keu ma reul nan mi deo yo kan ~ jeo ran so won

e dal peun na e ma eu meul keu dae an da myeon ta shi kkok to ra o ~ ri

🎶

Habang nagpapalakpakan ang mga tao ay nakitang niya bumaba sa stage si Logi kaya madaling lumapit si Logi.

Dinig niya ang bulung-bulungan sa paligid. Nagtatanong kung sino ang kumanta sa stage. Manghang mangha sila sa nangyaring performance.

And Frost can’t help but to feel so proud of Logi.

Nakita niyang nahuli niya ang tingin ni Logi kaya lumapit ito sa kanya. Binilisan pa ni Frost ang paglakad papunta kay Logi.

Nang tuluyan na makalapit ay di na napigilan ni Frost ang sarili na sapuhin ang mukha ni Logi at halikan ito ng malalim. Na siyang ikinagulat ni Logi.

Napasinghap ang mga tao sa paligid dahil sa public display of affection na ginawa ni Frost pero wala siyang pakialam.

All I care about is the most beautiful and most amazing man im kissing right now.

Marahang pang akmang itutulak siya si Logi nang pumalibot ang isang braso ni Frost sa kanya para idiin ang sarili. Ang isang kamay naman ay nakasapo sa batok ni Logi.

Matapos maghiwalay ay habol na hiningang tinitigan ni Logi si Frost. Ang lalaki naman ay idinikit ang kanilang mga noo.

“You’re so amazing up there. I’m so proud of you.” wika ni Frost habang nakapikit kaya malayang tinitigan ni Logi ang labi na humalik sa kanya.

Napipi na yata ako. Di ko kayang magsalita. Ni di ko alam kung humihinga pa ba ako. What… Did he just do to me?

_

Sa kabilang dako ng ballroom kung saan nanood ang dalawang misteryosong pigura ay makikitang umiiyak ang isang lalaki. Ang isa pa’y inaalo ang kasama.

“What’s wrong, hon? Why are you crying?”

“I don’t know. My heart moved by the performance yes. But the lyrics… I suddenly remembered my boys. My beloved boys…”

Sa narinig ay napaluha din ang asawa. “It’s okay. Just cry. But don’t worry. We will find them. I feel it. I’m sure we’re close to finding them and once we do, we’ll never let them go. I promise you we’ll find them.”

Tumango ang asawa nito. “Please, Zeus. Please.”

Yumakap ng mahigpit ang lalaking tinawag na ‘Zeus’. I promise you my love. We’ll get our sons back to us.

_

Nagpatianod lang si Logi kay Frost matapos ang nangyari. Whenever Frost talked with people (who sometimes teases them for what they… Or Frost did), Logi just nods.

“Hey. What’s wrong? Why are you so quiet?” tanong ni Frost ng maiwan silang dalawa

Tumingin si Logi ng masama kay Frost “Sige isipin mong mabuti kung bakit?”

Umiiling si Frost sa sinabi ni Logi “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“What the hell do you mean ‘I don’t know what you’re talking about’?” pabulong ngunit nanggigil na sabi ni Logi kay Frost. “You kissed me. In front of the crowd. First of all, How dare you? And second of all, that’s not part of the plan?”

“I did that so that people would believe our lie” sagot naman ni Frost. Well he knows that’s a weak lie to tell Logi.

“I never agreed to do that?!”

“Technically we didn’t talk about that. So wether you agreed to do that or not is out of discussion. What I did is part of the act”

Nangigil lalo si Logi sa sinabi ni Frost. “I can’t believe you! How could you act like it’s nothing?!”

“Is there a problem here, Mr. Beaumont, Ms. Giovanni”

Napatigil sa paguusap ang dalawa at napatingin kay Settreigh.

“Mr. Vermilion. It’s nothing. My fiancé and I just had some… misunderstanding.” casual na sagot ni Frost na para bang di sila nagsasagutan kanina

Pretentious asshole

“Oh. Then let me leave you to fix that…”

Pinutol ni Logi ang pagsasalita ni Settreigh “No. It’s fine. We could finish our discussion when we go back home to the Philippines. Right, LOVE?!” Pinanlakihan pa ng mata ni Logi si Frost

Pinilit na pigilan ni Settreigh ang pagtawa sa inasal ni Logi. Settreigh finds it funny that Logi thought he’s that sneaky.

Si Frost naman ay parang pinamulahan sa endearment na ginamit ni Logi. Even if he sounded annoyed, being called Love made Frost feel something.

This is definitely TMI but he got hard.

“O-of course, yes love. So what do I owe your presence, Mr. Vermilion?” Frost wants to hit himself after he basically fumbled there

“Well I’m not here to talk to you yet but I’m here to thank your FIANCÉ for her participation on the performance earlier. Louise, thank you”

Di nagustuhan ni Frost ang narinig. Una ay ang pagdiin nito sa salitang Fiance na parang nangaasar, at pangalawa ay ang pagtawag nito sa pangalan ni Louise.

At naging tatlo pa ng makita niyang nginitian ni Logi si Settreigh “Walang anuman yun. I enjoyed it naman. Ang galing mo dun kanina Sett ah!”

And did I heard him right? ‘Sett’? Not just first name basis but he called him with nickname?

Napakamot ng ulo si Settreigh na parang nahihiya “Thank you. You also did spectacular.”

Napansin ni Settreigh ang pag-iiba ng  timpla ni Frost “Is there something wrong, Mr. Beaumont?”

“Why don’t you call me Frost too. Since you decided to call my Fiance by her name.”

Nahimigan ni Logi ang tono ni Frost. “Hey stop it.” Di siya pinansin ni Frost.

“Well. Sure. If it’s fine by you, Frost it is then.”

Lalong nagdilim ang mukha ni Frost. This bastard is testing my fucking patience…

Nagulat si Frost ng maramdaman niyang binatukan siya ni Logi. Di lang si Frost kundi pati na rin si Settreigh.

“I said STOP. IT!”

Frost found himself shutting up. Fuck!

Umirap muna si Logi bago humarap kay Settreigh. “Sige na. Una na kami. Mukhang pagod na si Frost. Ganyan yan pag pagod. Uma-attitude. Tara na.” sabay kaladkad kay Frost na parang maamong tuta na nagpahila kay Logi.

Settreigh chuckled watching the two leave. “Those two has interesting relationship.”

“Yes they do!” dinig ni Settreigh na sabi ng lalaking tumapik sa braso niya

“Dad! You overheard us?”

“Yes. I did. And by the looks of it, Mr. Beaumont got jealous of you talking to his soon to be wife.” tawang sabi ng ama

“Dad. Let me share you a secret.” Lumapit ito at bumulong “That woman Mr. Beaumont is with? She’s actually a He. I know he’s just pretending.”

“Really? How did you know?”

Humahikhik si Settreigh “Sorry Dad. One secret is enough! Gotta go!”

Napailing na lang ang ama ni Settreigh ng makitang tumakbo palayo ang anak. Kahit na 22 na ang anak ay may pagkaisip bata pa rin ito.

Napalingon ang lalaki ng may kunapit sa kanyang braso “Our son really is such a naughty child. Kanino kaya nagmana ang isang yon?”

“Definitely not me!” sabay na sunod sunod na iling ng lalaki sa asawa na nagpatawa dito. Then he stopped laughing and looked somber “I wonder if any of our missing sons could be the same as him. I could only imagine our dear Simon or Giovanne running around laughing like Sett always does.”

“Cornelius. My love…”

“I know, Zeus. I’m fine.”

“Sir Zeus, Sir Cornelius!” napalingon sila sa papalapit na tauhan nila.

“Do you any good news, Fulgen?” tanong ni Cornelius. Ito kasi ang isa sa tauhan nila na naghahanap ngayon sa mga nawawalang anak nila.

“Yes. We found a lead. We finally found and met with someone from the said area where you said you left the young masters. And it led us to a person named ‘Viktor Salazar’. Our lead said the man found your son and he and his husband decided to adopt the young masters.”

Napatakip ng bibig si Cornelius sa narinig. Di rin napigilan ni Zeus ang maluha.

“Thank you. Just continue investigating just to make sure—”

“No Zeus Giordano. We will go there. We will confirm the information ourselves.”

Zeus saw the hope and determination in his husband’s eyes. Who is he to deny his beloved’s wish.

And it could be an opportunity to finally see their children.

Just wait for us. We’re coming for you my children. Simon, Giovanne.

Chapter 12

Kinabukasan ay nagaayos na ng gamit si Logi para sa pag-uwi. Siyempre di naman siya magaassume na after ng event ay magse-stay pa sila sa Korea para maggala.

As Frost reference, This is just a business trip.

Di rin naman siya nagtanong. Kasi baka mapahiya lang siya pag nag tanong siya at sabihin pa sa kanya ‘Ano ka, Gold?’

May kumatok sa kwarto niya. Di naman ito nakalock kaya sumigaw na lang siya dahil busy pa siya sa pag-iimpake “WHO’S THERE?”

“It’s me. Can I come in?”

Ah. Si Frost. Pinapasok na niya ito. Medyo masama pa din ang timpla niya dito dahil sa muntik nang pangaaway nito kay Settreigh ng nakaraang gabi sa di malamang dahilan.

“What the hell are you doing?”

Nagtatanong na tumingin sa kanya si Logi “Uhh nag-impake? Uuwi na tayo diba dahil tapos na naman yung event kagabi?”

Humalukipkip si Frost sa hamba ng pinto “Don’t you want to go around? Make the most out of our stay here?”

Tumigil si Logi sa ginagawa at dahan dahang tumingin kay Frost. Frost smirked when he saw Logi’s expression.

Nagniningning ang mata na nagtanong si Logi “Sa true ba? Di to joketime?”

“Yeah. Come on. Wear something that protects you from cold. It’s a bit chilly outside.”

Natawa ng marahan si Frost ng magtatalon si Logi. He already forgot he’s supposed to be upset at me right now. It’s a win for me.

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Masayang nagtitingin tingin sa paligid si Logi.

Oh my gosh! Im really living my Kdrama Fan life.

Gandang ganda siya sa scenery. They’re currently in the Seonim Bridge. Tapos na silang mag ikot sa Cheonjeyeon Waterfalls na isa ring magandang spot sa Jeju. Sayang lang dahil di nataong sa buwan ng May sila pumunta dahil sa buwan na iyon dinaraos ang Chilseonyeo Festival. Sabi ng mga nakakausap nilang turista, must experience daw yun

Saka na pag may pera na ako.

Meanwhile, Frost only admires Logi from behind. He’s so giddy. He loves watching him just taking pictures with smile on his face.

“Louise. Come here”. Sumunod naman si Logi at nagtatanong na matang tumingin kay Frost.

Frost asked one of the tourists to take a picture for him. Which the girl happily agreed. Napataas ang kilay ni Logi ng makitang parang kiti kiti sa kilig yung babaeng kano.

But he suddenly stilled when Frost tugged him into a position. Frost wrapped an arm around Logi’s waist and smiled.

Logi tried his best to smile as casual as possible.

“Oh wow. You two look so good together. Can I ask you to uhh, act cute for the photo?”

Desisyon ka gurl?

Frost nodded and looked at him “Do a cute pose”

Sinunod na lang ito ni Logi. He formed an half heart and  put it on his left cheek. Surprisingly, Frost did the same on his right cheek and he leaned the top of his head towards Logi’s.

You’re too out of character, boss!

Narinig nilang tumili ang babaeng kumuha ng kanilang litrato. “You two looks so cute. I wish you two all the best!”

Logi was too stunned. Akala niya ay lumalandi ang babae kay Frost pero sa sinabi parang naging shipper pa nila ito.

Wag ka girl. Di ako napatol sa human refrigerator.

Frost looked at the photo the woman captured and smiled. He thanked her and then mindlessly held Logi’s hands and continue walking.

“Boss baka nakakalimutan mo, di na tayo nagpapanggap. Ano yang pa holding hands mo na yan?” sabi ni Logi na di naman nag-eeffort kumalas.

“You might get lost. Think of this as me walking a child around”

“Gago di ako bata. Legal na nga ako gumawa ng bata eh” singhal sa kanya ni Logi na ikinagulat ni Frost.

Nang makabawi ay nginisian siya ng lalaki “Really? Shall we make one ourselves?”

Napanganga si Logi sa narinig. “MANYAK! ANO KA GOLD? TSAKA PAREHO TAYONG LALAKI BALIW!” kumalas na si Logi sa pagkakahawak ni Frost at nagpatiuna nang maglakad.

Dahil ilang hakbang ang layo ni Logi ay di na nakita ni Frost ang pamumula ng pisngi niya. “Make one ourselves? Kahit may ability ako magbuntis, as if gusto kong siya ang maging tatay? Ayoko magkaanak ng snowman no” bulong niya

Nang magtanghali ay nagdecide silang kumain muna. Frost insisted that Logi should be the one to give their orders since he don’t really mind to eat anything.

Pero ikinigulat muli ni Frost ang ginawa ni Logi.

Logi basically ordered almost everything in the menu. And when he asked what did he choose for Frost, he only pointed at one dish and said he’ll eat the rest.

Such a glutton.

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Kinahapunan ay nagpunta naman sila sa Sunrise Peak kilala ng locals bilang Seongsan Ilchubong. 

“Di sa pagrereklamo no boss, pero bakit huli pa natin tong pinuntahan? Sunrise peak nga diba? Surely mas maganda dito pag sunrise?”

Frost looked at him and nods “Yes. I heard that it is beautiful at sunrise. But they said it is as beautiful as the sunset so we should see it for ourselves.”

Nakita niyang lumapit si Frost sa isa sa mga nagrerenta ng kabayo. Ngunit ilang segundo lang ay bumalik ito sa kanya “Do you know how to horseback riding?”

Umiling si Logi “Hindi eh. Honestly natatakot ako kaya ayoko din.”

“Listen. All you have to do is trust me okay?” sabi ni Frost sabay hila sa kanya pabalik sa nagrerenta “Sir. Can I rent one?”

“Just one sir?” Tanong ng mama

“Yes sir. We’ll ride it together, is it okay?”

Tumango ang mama. “Yes. We will just follow you.”

Matapos magusap ay inakay na ni Frost si Logi. Naramdaman niya ang panginginig ni Logi habang papalapit sila sa kabayo.

“Relax sweetheart. Just breathe” wika sa kanya ni Frost

“Relax sweetheart…”

“… Just breathe”

Napahitla si Logi ng may maalala. Why do I suddenly remembered my dream?

Tinignan niya si Frost na nakatingin sa kanya “Trust me, Louse. I’ll be with you”

Huminga ng malalim si Logi. “Okay”

Inalalayan siya ni Frost pasakay sa kabayo. Ngunit akala ni Logi ay sasamahan lang siya ni Frost pero di niya inasahang sasakay din ito at pumwesto sa likod niya.

“Are you okay?”  dinig niyang tanong ng lalaki malapit sa tenga niya na nagparamdam sa kanya ng mahinang kuryente.

“O-oo. Okay lang.”

Logi heard him hummed and then tugged the horse to move forward.

Di maipaliwanag ni Logi ang nararamdaman. Malakas ang kabog ng dibdib niya di dahil kinakabahan siya sa kabayong sinasakyan.

Epekto ito ni Frost sa kanya na ngayon ay halos nakadikit na sa likod niya.

Kalma puso. Kalma.

“Look. Look at the beautiful sunset”

Sinunod ni Logi ang sinabi ni Frost. Sandaling nakalimutan niya ang nararamdaman at inappreciate ang scenery. Di niya namalayan na napasandal na siya sa dibdib ni Frost.

Frost can’t help but smile. This felt so right for him. Even if he knows he could still want more things in life. He felt that in this moment, he is already complete.

He never felt this sense of fulfillment.

“You’re right, boss. Ang ganda nga. Thank you sa pagdala sakin dito.”

Frost sneakily kissed the back of Logi’s head which the latter didn’t noticed “You deserve it.”

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Nakabalik na sila sa hotel room nila. But Logi can’t find himself falling asleep.

Iniisip niya pa rin ang mga kinikilos ni Frost na nagdadala ng kakaibang pakiramdam sa kanya.

Based sa mga kwento, in-expect ni Logi na isang cold and ruthless si Frost.

Tama naman yun nung mga unang araw nilang pagkakakilala. Pero parang bigla bigla lamang ay nagiba ang tingin niya dito.

He shows Logi a different side of him the seemed like the public doesn’t know about. Kaya nga kahit si Logi mismo ay nagugulat sa kinikilos ni Frost.

At ang malala he feels like Frost suddenly making him feel stuff na di pa niya nararamdaman before. Not even Hellion made him feel the things Frost does.

Napahawak siya sa dibdib ng maramdaman niyang kumabog ito ng malakas pagpasok ng imahe ni Frost sa isip niya.

Delikado na ito. This can’t be happening.

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Philippines

“Tatay! Nakalimutan ni Papa yung baon niya dito. Ako na magdadala ah. May dadaanan na din naman ako sa mall malapit doon.” Sigaw ni Kari sa ama

“Ay nako ang Papa mo talaga. Sige anak, Salamat. Magiingat ka huh?” dinig niyang sabi ng ama.

“Opo Tay. Alis na ako.”

Papalabas na sana si Kari ng pagbukas niya ng pinto ay may nakatayo sa labas na dalawang lalaki.

Mula sa pagngiti ay naglaho ang emosyon niya sa mukha “Anong ginagawa niyo dito?”

“Magtatanong sana kami kung… Dito po ba nakatira si Viktor Salazar?” wika ng lalaki na mas matangkad sa kasama

So di nila ako mamukhaan? Heh. Ano pa bang ineexpect ko sa dalawang to.

Pinili ni Kari na magsinungaling “Wala po akong kilalang Viktor Salazar dito. Makakaalis na kayo.” sabay walang sabing dumiretso palabas.

“Anak! Kari! Yung wallet mo!” Dinig niyang tawag sa kanya ng ama sa kanya mula sa bintana sa taas. Di nito nakita ang dalawang lalaki sa front door nila

“Maglalakad na lang ak–”

“Ay hindi ka maglalakad. Sa kainitan ng araw baka mapano ka!” pero di siya nakinig sa ama hanggang sa sumigaw ito “Kari Simon!

Nagkatitigan ang dalawang lalaki. At ng matauhan ay hinabol siya nito.

“Simon! Simon! “ dinig niyang habol sa kanya ng dalawa

Nang mahawakan siya ng isa sa kanila para pigilan ay pwersahang inagaw niya ang braso. Tinitigan niya ang dalawa at walang kaemo emosyong nagsalita “Di ako yung Simon na tinatawag niyo. Kaya kung pwede lang, umalis na kayo.”

Di napigilang maluha ng isa sa mga lalaki “A-anak. Anak please makinig ka muna sa amin. Magpapaliwanag kami.”

“Wala kayong kailangang ipaliwanag sakin kasi di naman ako ang anak niyo!” sigaw ni Kari. “Wala akong magulang na nakayanang iwan kami ng kapatid ko sa kung saan na para kaming mga kuting! Wala akong magulang…” Di na napigilan ni Kari ang mapahikbi “… Wala akong magulang na kasing pabaya ninyo!”

“Anak…” tawag naman sa kanya ng mas matangkad

“Sabing di ko kayo magulang kaya wag niyo akong tatawaging anak! Ang pangalan ng mga magulang ko ay Viktor Salazar at Tyrone Diaz! Kaya kung pwede ba, tigilan niyo na ako at wag kayong magpapakita sakin!”

Mabilis na tumakbo palayo si Kari kaya di na nakayanang sundan ito nina Zeus at Cornelius. Napaupo sa semento si Cornelius habang humahagulgol.

“Pakiusap tumayo kayo diyan.” Dinig nilang wika ni Viktor sa likuran nila “Tara. Pumasok muna kayo sa munti naming tahanan.”

Tumango si Zeus at pinilit na itinayo ang asawa. “Zeus. Galit na galit sa atin ang anak natin. Zeus!”

“Pabayaan niyo na muna si Kari mga sir. Pasasaan at mahihimasmasan din yun. Pakikiusapan ko na lang ang asawa ko na kausapin muna siya.”

Nakikita ni Zeus ang lungkot sa mukha ng lalaking kumupkop at nagpalaki sa dalawang anak nila.

“Salamat.” isang salita. Ngunit maraming gustong ipahiwatig. Salamat sa sinabi nito, Salamat sa pag-iimbita sa kanilang tahanan…

Higit sa lahat ay pasalamat sa pagaalaga sa kanilang mga anak.

“Sa loob na tayo magusap. Gusto ko ring marinig ang paliwanag niyo… Kung paano nalayo sa inyo ang anak… ninyo.”

Dama ng magasawa ang pagpipigil ni Viktor na maluha. Marahil ay iniisip nito na dahil dumating na sila ay mawawala na sa kanila ang mga anak na pinalaki nila.

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Pinainom muna ng tubig ni Viktor ang mga bisita. Nakatayo naman sa gilid ang dalawang anak nito na sina Gymir at Jord na tiim na nakatitig sa mga bisita.

Narinig nila ang komosyon sa labas at nakuha nila ang sitwasyon.

Bumalik na ang tunay na magulang ng mga kuya. Ang mga magulang na nangiwan sa kanila.

Dahil sa pagmamahal sa kinalakihang mga nakatatandang kapatid ay di maiwasang sumama din ang loob ng dalawa sa mga bisita.

Dahil ito sa kwento na narinig nila kay Kari.

Pero may parte pa ring gusto nilang marinig ang paliwanag ng magasawa. Dahil kung susumahin, ang kwentong alam nila ay mula sa perspective ng isang limang taong batang munti.

“Ano… Pwede ko ho bang makilala muna kayo?” tanong ni Viktor

“Ako si Zeus. Zeus Giordano Vermilion. At ito ang asawa kong si Cornelius. Kami ang mga magulang nina Simon at ni Giovanne.”

“Tama palang Giovanne ang pangalan niya.” malungkot na tawa ni Viktor “Nakita ko iyong nakaburda sa lampin na nakabalot sa munting katawan ng bata. Buti na lamang at yun na ang kinalakihan niyang pangalan.”

“Salamat po.” dinig nilang mahinang sambit ni Cornelius. “Maraming maraming salamat sa pagkupkop sa kanila. Di namin ginustong iwan sila sa lugar na yun. Pero kung may mabuting bunga ang nagawa namin, yun ay ang madala sila sa lugar kung saan niyo sila mahahanap. Swerte na kami na kayo ang kumupkop sa kanila. Salamat.”

“Ayun na nga ang gusto kong marinig. Bakit? Paano niyo nagawang iwan ang dalawang musmos?” matigas na pagkakasabi ni Viktor. Ngunit bakas dito ang hinanakit dahil naaalala niya pa kung ano ang hitsura ng dalawa nung makita ang dalawang bata.

Nanginginig sa lamig ng gabi. Gutom at marumi ang katawan. Nakakapanlumo lalo na at ang isa sa kanila ay sanggol pa.

“Opo. Deserve niyong malaman ang totoo. Bilang tumayong magulang sa kanila, dapat lang na malaman niyo din ang totoong kwento.”

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Chapter 13

Napatigil sa pagtakbo si Kari sa isang waiting shed. Napaupo na lang siya at nasapo ang mukha.

Wala na siyang ibang magawa kundi ang umiyak. Bumalik sa kanya ang sakit ng pagiwan ng mga magulang sa kanila ni Logi.

25 years ago

“Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday dear Simon… Happy birthday to you! Happy Fifth birthday, Simon! “

Dinig niyang kanta para sa kanya ng mga nakapaligid sa kanya.

Ang kasama niya sa kaarawan ay ang mga magulang na sina Zeus at Cornelius. Buhat ng pangalawa ang kanyang kapatid na limang buwang gulang.

Naalala niyang may kasama pa silang magasawa na di na niya maalala ang pangalan. Kasama nito ang apat na taong gulang na anak at isa ring sanggol.

Kahit wala siyang maraming bisita, masaya siya sa kaarawan dahil kasama niya ang pamilya.

“Would you care to tell us your wish, my eldest prince?”

Napaisip si Kari. Kalauna’y ngumiti ito “I wished for me and Gio to be always be together with you! Dada and Papa!”

Masayang binuhat ni Zeus ang anak at hinalikan, dahilan ng paghagikhik ng bata “Of course. And my wish for you is to grow strong and healthy”

“And MY wish is for you to be the best brother so you could protect Giovanne.”

“Of course Papa! I will always be Gio’s greatest protector. No one will harm him on my watch!”

Natuwa ang mga magulang sa narinig. Narinig niyang nagsalita ang kasama nilang tanging bisita nila.

“He’s really such a good kid. I wish you all the best in life kiddo.”

“Thank you, Auntie!”

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Kinagabihan ay napagpasyahan na magkakatabi matulog ang pamilya. Gustong sulitin ni Kari ang birthday niya na magkakasama sila.

Ngunit ilang minuto matapos makatulog ang magkapatid ay nakatanggap ng tawag si Zeus.

“Sir. Bad news. Someone breached our systems and shutdown the security system. All the guards in the front are down. You need to hurry and move.”

Napabalikwas ng bangon si Zeus. He knows his family isn’t safe here anymore. So he woke Cornelius up and immediately told him the situation.

Agad binuhat ni Zeus ang natutulog na si Kari gayundin ang ginawa ni Cornelius sa bunso.

Paglabas ng silid ay dumiretso sila sa pasilyo papunta sa elevator na direktang nakakonekta sa parking lot.

Bago sila makapasok ng elevator ay nakarinig sila ng malalakas na putok ng baril.

Sa tunog ay naalimpungatan si Kari

“What’s that? Dada what’s happening?”

His Papa Cornelius shushed him and calmed him down “My little prince, everything is going to be fine. Just trust me and Dada okay?”

Naguguluhan man ay tumango na lang si Kari.

Pagkarating sa parking space ay dumiretso sila sa isang kotse. Pinaunang pinapasok ni Zeus si Kari tapos ay ang asawa na karga si Logi.

Ngunit bago pa man makapasok ay nakarinig sila ng putok ng baril.

Tumayo ng diretso si Zeus at tumalikod sa kotseng lulan ang asawa at ang mga anak. Bumulong ito at sinigurong ang asawa lang ang makakarinig

“My love, please listen. You have to go without me…”

Agad na tumanggi si Cornelius “No. Di kita iiwan dito. Sumakay ka na!”

“If I move even an inch right now, the gunman will shoot indiscriminately. I can’t have you and our children get shot. On my mark you have to step on the gas you hear me?”

“No. No Zeus I can’t…”

“Just listen. You and our children are the most precious thing I ever had. I’m willing to give my life to all of you. I can’t afford to lose you.

J promise, I’ll find you. For now listen. I’ll wait for some of my men to distract this guy. When that happens If I say go, just go! I’ll find my way to escape and find you.“

Tumatangis na tumango si Cornelius. Ayaw man niya ang plano ay wala siyang pamimilian.

Nang makita ni Zeus na dumating na ang hinihintay ay sumigaw ito “Go!”

Agad na humarurot ang sasakyan ni Cornelius. Si Zeus naman ay tumakbo para maghanap ng matataguan.

Habang palayo ang sasakyan ay naririnig pa rin ni Cornelius ang putukan sa bahay. ‘please survive. I can’t do all this without you’

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Tumigil ang sasakyan ni Cornelius sa isang madilim na lugar. Palagay niya ay isa tong garahe ng mga taxi..

Naguguluhan pa rin si Kari sa mga nangyayari. “Papa. I’m scared. Please tell me what’s going on? Why did we left Dada behind?”

“Dada just had to go and do his part on protecting you my little prince. So listen to Papa closely…” humikbi si Cornelius “No matter what happens, you should always be strong and protect Gio okay?”

Tumango si Kari “of course Papa. That’s what Good Big Bros do to their baby brothers. But I trust that you also do the same right”

Hinalikan ni Cornelius ang noo ng anak “Yes my little Prince. I will always protect you.”

Nakarinig ng ingay mula sa labas ng sasakyan si Cornelius. Bigla siyang kinabahan dahil di niya alam kung sino ang dumating.

“Cornelius

Montreal! I know you are here!“

Lalong kumabog ng malakas ang dibdib. ‘No.’

Hinalughog ni Cornelius ang isip kung ano ang gagawin. Pag nanatili sila rito ay tiyak mahahanap sila agad ng lalaking yun. Ngunit kung tatakbo siya, paano siya makakalayo akay ang dalawang anak.

‘My top priority is to keep my children from harm’

May sumagi sa isip niya. Ayaw man niyang gawin ang iniisip ngunit wala siyang pamimilian.

“My little prince. Always remember what you promised okay?”

“Yes Papa.”

Tinatagan ni Cornelius ang loob. Hinablot niya ang isang spray bottle sa dashboard, tinakpab ang sariling ilong at ini-sprayan ang sasakyan ng pampatulog.

Nakita niya ang unti unting pagbagsak ng katawa ni Kari.

“Im so sorry Simon. But I promise, I’ll be back for you.”

Dahan dahang lumabas ng sasakyan si Cornelius. Inilagak niya ang natutulog na mga anak sa isang gilid kung saan alam niyang safe ang mga anak.

Tumatangis na tumakbo palayo si Cornelius ngunit nakita siya ng humahabol sa kanya.

“There you are!”

Agad agad ay tumakbo si Cornelius hanggang sa makarating siya sa isang abandonadong building.

Hingal na hingal ay nagtago siya sa ilalim ng isang mesa na nakasansal aa pader. Madilim sa sulok na yun kaya di madaling makita kung may nagtatago sa ilalim.

Takot na takot siya. Pero desidido na makaligtas. ‘Para sa nga anak ko, kakayanin ko to’

“For God’s sake, Cornelius. Sa tingin mo ba makakapagtago ka sa akin habang buhay. I will find you. And the moment I do, sisiguraduhin kong magdurusa ka dahil sa ginawa mong pagpapahirap sa’kin sa paghabol sa’yo!”

Naramdaman niyang malapit na sa pwesto niya ang humahabol sa kaniya. Pigil hininga habang tinatakpan ang bibig niyang tiningnan ang pagdaan ng lalaki sa harap niya.

“Cornelius~ alam kong nandito ka lang! Nasa—” napatigil ito ng makarinig ng sirena ng pulis. At ang pagilaw ng paligid ng building na ilaw na galing sa mga police mobile na nagaabang sa labas.

Napamura ito “Damn it. Damn you Cornelius! Di pa tayo tapos! Pag nahanap kita o kayo ng mga anak mo, sisiguraduhin kong ako mismo ang papatay sa inyo!”

Tumakbo na ito palayo at milagrong nakatakas sa dami ng pulis na nakaabang.

Sinalubong siya ni Zeus na kita niyang may galos sa braso “Love. Thank god you’re safe… Nasaan ang mga bata?”

Agad na hinila ni Cornelius si Zeus kung saan niya tinago ang mga anak. Ngunit pagdating nila ay nasusunog na ang terminal ng taxi na pinagtaguan niya.

“No. Nooooo! Simon! Giovanne! Ang nga anak ko AHHHHH!” Histerikal na pagiyak ni Cornelius habang pinanonood ang natutupok na lugar

Matapos ng gabing yun ay di na nila nahanap pa ang mga anak. Walang nahanap na bangkay ang awtoridad kaya umaasa siyang buhay ang mga ito. Ngunit wala silang mahanap na makapagtuturo sa kung saan naroroon ang mga anak.

Ngunit di sila tumigil sa paghahanap.

Nagdesisyon ang magasawa na magtago habang hinahanap ang mga anak. Dahil sa katotohanang nasa panganib pa rin ang mga buhay nila.

Tatlong taon nakalipas ay biniyayaan sila ng pangatlong anak na si Settreigh. Sa pagkakataong ito, sinigurado nilang walang makakakilala sa kanila kahit sa anak nila. Ipinaalam nila dito ang nagaganap habang lumalaki ito kaya naman ng nasa hustong gulang na ay nagprisinta ito na gusto nitong magsanay para protektahan ang sarili.

Para kay Settreigh. Ang dahilan kaya siya pinanganak at ginawang biyaya sa mga magulang ay para protektahan sila. At gayundin ang mga nawawalang mga kuya. At nangako siya na pag nahanap na ang mga ito ay sisiguraduhin niyang di na sila manganganib pa.

Sa goal na nabuo ay sa murang edad, itinayo ni Settreigh ang isang grupo

na tinawag niyang ‘House of Fire’. Hango ito sa pinaikling pangalan ng nawawalang kapatid na “Logi” na isang Norse God of Fire.

Tinatag niya ang special unit para hanapin ang mga kapatid at sakaling mahanap ay protektahan ang mga ito.

Nang malaman ito nina Zeus at Cornelius ay agad nitong sinuportahan ang anak.

Hanggang sa magsucceed ang mga ito sa paghahanap…

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Humahagulgol na tinapos ni Cornelius ang kwento. Inaalo siya ng kanyang asawa.

“Kaya nang marinig kong maaring nasa isang nagngangalang Viktor Salazar ang mga anak namin, di na kami nagatubili na personal kayong puntahan. Nagbabakasakali na makita na namin sila. Pero… bakit ganito? Galit naman sakin ang anak ko. Di ko alam kung paano siya pakikiusapang makinig sa amin.”

“Wag kayong magalala” wika ni Viktor. “Sisikapin kong makausap si Kar… Si Simon para sa inyo.”

“Maraming salamat. Di sapat ang salita lang para i-describe kung gaano ako Nagpapasalamat sa inyo.” Cornelius bowed his head to Viktor

“Walang anuman. Minahal ko rin naman ang mga batang yun…” di na napigilan ni Viktor ang tuluyang maging emosyonal “… Tinuring ko na din silang parang tunay kong anak. Pasensya na kung…” di na matuloy ni Viktor ang pagsasalita.

Naiintindihan ni Zeus ang nararamdaman ni Viktor. Tulad ng sinabi nito, tinuring niyang mga anak ang mga anak nila ni Cornelius. Kaya masakit para sa isang ama na malamang maaring mawalay sa kanila ang pinalaking mga anak.

“Wag kang magalala. Kahit pa balak namin silang bawiin, di namin sila ilalayo sa inyo. Alam kong mahal kayo ng mga anak namin. Di namin kakayaning makasakit pa kami ng iba ng dahil sa gulo ng pamilya namin.” Tumayo si Zeus para makipagkamay na siyang tinanggap ni Viktor. “Mula sa Ama para sa isa pang Ama, makakaasa ka samin Viktor.”

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“Boss, seryosong tanong. Ayaw niyo na bang umuwi? As far as I’m living a life here, namimiss ko na rin ang family ko.” dinig ni Frost na wika ni Logi

Sa totoo lang ay gumagawa na lang ng dahilan si Frost para magtagal sila sa Korea. Noong una ay sinabi niyang i-enjoy ang stay nila dito. Pangalawa ay sinabi nitong magfofood trip sila. Pangatlong araw, naimbitahan daw sila sa screening ng isang movie na saktong premiere ngayon sa Korea.

Pang-apat na araw na nila at parang wala pang balak umuwi si Frost.

“I suddenly got a call from Johanne. We—”

Pinutol ni Logi ang sinasabi ni Frost “Sir. Mawalang galang na. Pero kung di niyo miss ang family niyo, pwes ako Oo. Gusto ko nang umuwi. Gawin niyo na lang yang business churva niyo diyan. Di niyo naman siguro kailangan ng chaperone.”

This guy really is something. Siguro kung ibang tao ang dinala niya dito sila mismo ang aayaw umuwi.

Pero si Logi, di niya iniisip ang privilege na natatamasa niya. He really love his family so much it weighs heavier than any personal likes he has.

If only I’m part of that family….

Napailing si Frost sa naisip. He really likes Logi to the point of thinking of him as his husband.

That never occured to him. He never thought of getting a wife but for Logi he can consider himself having a husband.

“Fine. We’ll go home. I’ll call our Pilot.”

“Anong ‘We will’? Eh di ba sabi mo may pupuntahan ka sabi ni Secretary Johanne?” taas kilay na sabi ni Logi

“It’s nothing important. What’s important to me is that we get you back home. You missed your family, right?”

Huh? Ako pa idinahilan para indiyanin yung appointment niya? Impaktong to.

Narinig ni Logi na may dumating na notif sa kanya from messenger. Nakita niyang galing ito sa Kuya niya.

Karimon 👹: Wag ka munang umuwi sa bahay. Text mo ko pag pauwi ka na, doon ka muna sa dorm namin.

Nakunot ang noo ni Logi. Inisip kung bakit ayaw siyang pauwiin ng Kuya niya.

Lugi 💀: At bakit naman aber? Eh sa miss ko na sina Tatay at si Papa eh.

Miss ko na rin yung dalawa. Ikaw hindi. Chour.

Di pa nakakalagpas ang kalahating minuto ay nagreply ang kuya niya.

Karimon 👹: Basta sumunod ka na lang. Trust me, pwede ba yun?

Nagtataka na si Logi. Ano ba talagang meron? Kinakabahan bigla si Logi sa kinikilos ng kuya niya. Parang isang bagay na alam niyang di niya magugustuhan.

Chapter 14

“Ayoko nga diyan sa dorm mo!”

Naguusap si Logi at si Kari sa tapat ng building ng Beau Ent. Doon siya pinuntahan nito ng tumawag siyang pauwi na sila ni Frost.

“Ang arte naman nito.”

“Eh bakit nga kasi ayaw mo ko pauwiin. May kailangan ba akong malaman?”

Natigilan si Kari sa tinanong ni Logi. Alam niyang masyado siyang obvious sa ginagawa niya pero di pa rin niya kayang pauwiin si Logi gayong alam niyang pumupunta roon ang mga totoong magulang.

Dalawang araw na ang nakakalipas ng magkaharap sila ng mga ito. At mukhang walang balak tigilan ang pagpunta sa bahay kaya iniiwasan niyang umuwi si Logi para di nito makita ang kapatid.

“I can offer you a place.”

Lumingon si Logi sa pinanggalingan ng boses “Di na kailangan, boss. Nakakaabala pa ako sa inyo. Tsaka kung pwede nga wag ka sumingit. Family business ito.”

Frost just put his hands on his pockets “Then might as well discuss it privately so that no one else can overhear you. I’m offering you a place because it seemed like you’re in a dire spot. Just take it.”

Tinitigan ni Kari si Frost. “Well my brother gave you an answer. Either way, I don’t like that idea so we’ll decline.”

_

Bruh.

Di maintindihan ni Logi kung anong pumasok sa isip niya. Aasarin niya lang dapat ang kuya niya na kunwa’y kokontrahin ang sinabi nito kay Frost.

But when he did, Frost took it seriously and dragged him to his house.

“Di kayo makatake ng joke, boss? Jino-joke time ko lang ang kuya ko eh” saad ni Logi habang pinapanood si Frost na umaakyat ng hagdan dala ang parehong bag nila.

Nakakahiya. Ginawa ko din siyang tagabitbit ng bag ko.

“Too bad. We’re already here. Besides, I don’t mind because your brother said this is temporary. You won’t have to stay here for long if you’re too hesitant to take my offer. But honestly just treat this as your home.”

Napakamot na lang ng ulo si Logi. Everything that is happening doesn’t really makes sense to him.

“This is your room. I’ll leave you alone here for you to rest.” sabi ni Frost at pinagbuksan siya ng pinto ng silid.

_

Busy sa computer si Logi sa kachecheck ng mga emails na narecieve niya mula nung dumating sila sa Korea.

Grabe. Di pa nagdedebut pero ang dami agad brand deals. Ang saya naman.

Nagulat siya ng may kumatok sa pinto “Louise. Have you eaten something? Let’s go downstairs. I prepared something for us.”

Tama ba dinig ko? ‘I prepared something for us’ daw?

“Sandali. May tinatapos lang!”

“Somehow I don’t trust that. Leave whatever you’re doing and eat.” sabi ni Frost

Binuksan na niya ang pinto at magsasalita na sana nang tumambad sa kanya ang nakasando at sweatpants na boss niya.

Logi just stood there, mouth wide open staring at Frost’s imposing figure.

“Take a picture. It’ll last longer that way.”

Napamulahan si Logi sa narinig “Ang kapal mo naman! Chupi nga!” sabay bangga dito at diretsong bumaba. Frost chuckled at how cute Logi is.

Frost is just walking behind Logi and stared at his figure. His eyes trailed lower–

Fuck! My eyes just go straight to his ass. I’m being fucking pervert now.

“Teka. Ano to?” tingin ni Logi sa mesa.

The food in the table does look delectable. Mukhang masarap at pinrepare ng mabuti. Maniniwala na sana siyang niluto ito ni Frost kung di niya nakita ang supot na nakausli sa garbage bin.

Napadpad ang tingin niya sa kusina. Di nga siya nagkamali. Naroroon ang mga animo’y sunog na mga kawali. Naamoy niya din ang usok na nanggagaling doon.

“Don’t look over there. It’s messy.”

Tiningnan ni Logi ng nangaasar ang namumula at naka-pout na boss niya “I prepared, I prepared ka pa. Takeouts naman pala ang nga to”

“But I plated it. That counts as preparing. I just didn’t cooked it myself.”

Natawa si Logi sa sinabi ng boss niya na siyang lalong nagpapula sa mukha ni Frost. “Next time wag ka na mag-attempt magluto. Wag ka na rin magtake out. Ako na ang magluluto.”

Pinanood ni Frost na umupo si Logi sa upuan. May ilang scenario na nagpe-play sa utak niya matapos iyon sabihin ni Logi.

There’s Logi moving his beautiful ass in my kitchen… with only an apron on.

And then I move to hug him from behind while he cooks.

And then I grind myself on his ass before I take him right then and there

Oh fuck!

Napapikit ng mariin si Frost sabay tumingin sa nakasaludo niyang alaga. This is embarrassing. Wet dreaming while I am fucking awake?

“Ayos ka lang. Bakit ganyan ang hitsura mo?” dinig niyang tanong ni Logi habang ngumunguya

“N-nothing. Just eat.”

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(short mature content warning:)

“Ugh!” I heard myself moaning. And then I looked at the sweaty back of the guy I just fucked. I rubbed my palm on  his ass then to his aching waist.

I pulled my dick on his still resisting hole like it doesn’t wanna let go. I took off the condom filled with semen.

I fucking came for like five times now, looking at all those used condoms I mindlessly discarded.

But god damn my dick is still hard. I think I can still have a go. But I don’t want to continue if this man is too tired to continue.

I rested my chest on his back and nipped on his shoulders “Are you okay?”

I only hear his breathing. I thought he’s already asleep. But I’m shocked to hear him speak again…

“One… More…”

My lips ran to from his shoulder to his neck and I whispered “Are you sure? You look pretty tired already.”

I was suddenly pushed back. I thought he’s going to move away or fix his position to sleep. But he didn’t.

He repositioned himself, legs wide open and wrapped his arms around my neck “Please. Please. Just one more…” and then he kissed me again.

The longer he kissed me, the longer I lose my own sense of judgement.

So I ended up thrusting inside him again. With that ‘one more’ turns to another. And another. Until I didn’t noticed I fell asleep.

And when I woke up. It feels like it’s all just a dream. Except for the smell of sex, with condoms filled with my semen around the room.

But the guy vanished without a trace. The most fucked up part is that clearly I enjoyed it. But I couldn’t bring myself to remember his face.

_

Frost opened his eyes the next morning. He then led his eyes to the tent on his shorts.

Fuck this morning wood.

He dreamt a part of that night again. But the difference is that there’s a part of the guys face that he could see in his memories clearly now.

He has the same mesmerizing eyes as Louise. With long smooth hair too.

If only it is Louise though. Cause right now even if he had no label with Louise, he feels like he’s cheating on him because of these dreams he’s having.

‘Fuck now I have to take care of this morning wood. Fuck!’

_

“Let’s go to work together, Louise.”

Tinignan ni Louise ang papalapit na pigura ni Frost sa kanya. Nakasuot na ito ng long sleeves na sobrang fit dahil parang puputok ito sa maskuladong katawan ni Frost.

Nakita niyang medyo hirap si Frost sa pag-aayos ng necktie niya kaya lunapit si Logi dito

“Ako na.” inagaw niya ang necktie at inaayos ito. Titig na titig sa kanya si Logi “Di ka pa ba sanay? Wag mo sabihing secretary mo pa ang nagaayos nito?”

Frost internally chuckled “Yes.” that’s a lie.

He only acted as if he couldn’t do it. But he wanted to see if Logi would help him which paid of.

This looks nice. Him helping me with these kind of stuff.

“Okay na!” sabay tapik ni Logi sa matigas na dibdib ni Frost na parang may inaayos na gusot. Napatingin si Logi sa mata ng binata at nagkatitigan ang dalawa.

Nang biglang may tumikhim sa likod “Sir. The car is ready.”

Napabalikwas ang dalawa palayo sa isa’t isa “Yeah. Louise, let’s go.” sabi ni Frost na namumula ang tenga

Utal na sumagot si Logi “O-opo”

_

Pagdating sa building ay tumingin sa paligid si Logi at siniguradong walang nakatingin.

Sabay mabilis na lumabas at kumaripas ng takbo papasok

Sana walang nakakita. Baka matsismis ako nit—

“What’s the meaning of that? You coming out of Frost’s car?”

Napatigil sa pagtakbo si Logi at dahan dahang nilingon ang nagsalita.

Si Amethyst Del Valle. Nakahalukipkip ito at nakataas ang kilay.

Girl. Baka ano iniisip nito. Ano namang sasabihin ko? Nakihitch hike sa kotse ng CEO?

“Ahh… Eh…” ngiwi na tanging nasabi niya

Biglang umaliwalas ang mukha nito. Bipolar nga yata to. “Charis lang. Ito naman masyadong kabado. I don’t care about what you do with Frost over there. Baka isipin mo nagseselos ako.” sabay naalala nito ba gusto niyang nakikitang nakalugay ang buhok ni Logi kaya hinila niya na naman ang hairtie niya.

“H-hindi ba?” takang tanong niya. Di siya nakapalag sa ginawa nito sa buhok “Para ka kasing ‘Crazy Ex na nakikipagplastikan sa pinagseselosan’ eh.”

Napasinghap si Amethyst sa narinig “OMG. YUCK BESTIE EW KADIRI TAKE THAT BACK!” nagpapadyak pa ito na ikinakunot ng noo niya

“Okay. This is oversharing but my REAL FULL NAME is Amethyst Eura Beaumont Del Valle. Pinsan ko yung si Frosty.”

Napanganga si Logi.

Amethyst continued speaking “Di ko pinagkakalat ang middle name ko dahil alam mo na, baka pagbintangan akong Nepo baby. Na nagkaroon ng career dahil nagtatrabaho ako sa company na owned ng family member ko.”

Okay. Understandable. Ngayon alam na niya bakit baliwag din tong idol niya.

Being a krung krung is a family trait yata.

“Amy! There you are sweety!” dinig nilang tawag ng isang magandang ginang.

“Hello Tita Mira!” bumeso si Amethyst dito “And remember, I hate that nickname. Just call me Eura!”

“Sorry dear. I’m just used to call you that.” bumaling ang tingin nito sa kay Logi “And who’s this beautiful lady… No. Man… you’re talking with? A friend?”

Nakita ni Logi ang pagngisi ni Amethyst “Oh tita you don’t have any idea? This guy… Is your eldest’s love interest!”

Nanlaki ang mata ni Logi “No! No! Di ko nga po kilala kung sino yang Eldest na yan! Pero wala po yun for sure!”

Tiningnan siya ng babaeng tinawag na “Tita Mira” mula ulo hanggang paa at umakyat muli sa ulo.

Just like how Amethyst did to him before

“I swear if I saw Frost again, I’ll smack his head. He told me he’s not into guys”

Siya ang nanay ni Boss! Pero wait huh?!

“No. Ma’am don’t listen to her. She’s just spreading fake news! Di po ako prospect ng anak niyo…”

“Mom! Guess you already met Logi!” Dinig niyang pagdating ni Hellion na isinampay ang braso sa balikat ni Logi

“Hellion! So you’re also friends with this fellow you called Logi?” tanong ng magandang ginang

“Oh mom!” singit ng isa pang bagong dating.

Si Thunder kasama ang kambal nitong si Storm.

Pinagpatuloy ni Storm ang sasabihin sana ni Thunder “He’s not just a friend to Hellion. He’s his Ex boyfriend.”

“The one I told you before! The ‘Beautiful guy!’ that also picked my attention!” Thunder exclaimed

“So you are the Mysterious Ex Boyfriend of my second born. You really are beautiful. No wonder both my sons are interested in you.” hawak ng ginang sa mukha niya na nakapagpangiwi sa kanya sa hiya

“What the hell is happening here?”

Napatingin ang lahat sa nagsalita. Nakita nila ang malamig na expression ni Frost na diretsong nakatingin sa braso ni Hellion na nakaakbay kay Logi.

Pumikit ng mariin si Logi ‘Ano tong situation na to? Family Reunion?’. Tell me please wala dito ang tatay nila cause I swear…

“What’s wrong, Frost Matthieu? Bakit mukhang sasabog ka sa galit diyan?” saad ng bagong dating na gwapong lalaki na palagay niya ay nasa mid to late 50s.

Don’t tell me ito na ang tatay nila. What the fuck is happening?!

Chapter 15

What am I even doing here?

Logi just sat in the sofa inside Frost’s office awkwardly.

Who wouldn’t if you’re the only outsider in this setting?

Pero talagang iba ang genes ng pamilyang ito. Tipong krimen na pag tinawag mo ang isa sa kanila na pangit di wala ni isa sa kanila ang dinedescribe ng word na yun

Pero back to the topic at hand, kaya lang naman siya napunta dito ay dahil nagpumilit ang ilaw ng Beaumont household na sumama siya.

At ang masama, pinaupo pa siya sa gitna ni Frost at Hellion.

Nakaupo naman sa one-sitter ang ama nilang si Maximilian Beaumont III at nakaupo sa naman sa harapan nila ang ina na si Miranda. Katabi nito si Thunder na prenteng nakaupo sa sofa at panaka nakang tumingin sa kanya at kumikindat kindat pa.

Typical fuckboi behavior ugh.

Nakatayo aa likod ng ina si Storm at sa tabi nito si Amethyst.

“I’m asking you all again, why the fuck are you all here?” Frost coldly asked them

“Frost Matthieu Beaumont. Watch your mouth and give us, YOUR PARENTS some respect!” wika naman ng ama nila na mukhang di naman talaga na-offend.

“You should have known better, Dad. Frost would never change.” sabi ni Hellion na kinasama lalo ng timpla ni Frost.

Kanina pa ito mukhang galit simula pa kanina nung nagkita-kita sila sa ground floor.

“Listen to him, Dad. After all, he’s such a know it all even though he fucks up a lot.” walang ganang sagot ni Frost na ikinasama ng tingin ni Hellion

“Anong sabi m—”

Agad na pumagitna ang ina nila “Settle down. Di na ba kayo nahiya? Nasa gitna niyo lang ang bisita pero kung magaway kayo para pa rin kayong mga bata.”

Biglang napasinghap si Amethyst. “Oh my god. This one’s a spectacle.” She suddenly changed her demeanor to a sort of dreamy “Napapagitnaan ng dalawang makikisig na lalaki ang kanilang iisang minamahal. A tragic love triangle!”

“Shut up!” sabay na sabi ni Hellion at Frost habang si Logi ay namumula sa hiya sa narinig

Sa narinig ay nilingon siya ni Maximilian “Hijo. What is your name?”

Kinakabahang sumagot si Logi “I’m Louise Giovanne Salazar, Sir.”

The man’s forehead creased as if he just heard something familiar. They heard Miranda gasped “Hon! He got the same first name as our friends’ child! How old are you, Louise?”

“I’m 25 na po.”

“And same age. If that kid’s still around, he would’ve been the same age as you. Such coincidence!”

Napatango na lang si Logi kahit wala naman siyang naiintindihan sa sinasabi ng ginang.

Naramdaman niyang tiim pa rin siyang tinititigan ni Maximilian..

This man… Do look like our friends too isn’t he? Especially Cornelius.

“Anyway. We’re only here to discuss about our plans for me and your mom’s thirty-fourth wedding anniversary. And we’re thinking that maybe we should make it an intimate celebration. Just a few friends ans of course, Us.” Anunsyo ni Maximilian.

“Yes. And what we mean by ‘US’ it means our whole family. I want to hear no excuses from you for not attending. All of you should come.

And what I mean by All of you, I mean ALL of you…“ at tumingin ang Ginang kay Logi “including you, dear.”

Dinig niyang nag ‘Yes’ sina Hellion at Thunder dahilan para titigan ng masama Hellion ng masama ito.

“Pero Ma’am. I’m not a part of your family nor am I a friend.”

“But your my son’s ex…” kontra ni Miranda

“That means past lover…” sagot ni Logi

“That he still loves, clearly.”

“We’re just… Friends now”

“Then that settles it. A friend of my son is a family friend. That means you’re invited.”

What the heck am I gone into.

“Mom. Louise wouldn’t make it. The date of your anniversary falls to his group’s debut.”

Thank you boss. Kaya mahal kita eh… as a friend.

“Oh. That’s too bad. I guess that can’t be helped.” halata ang disappointment sa mukha nito. “But I wish you could get back with my son. He’s clearly into you still”

“Mom!” nahihiyang sita ni Hellion sa ina.

“Louise.” napalingon si Logi ng bumulong si Frost “If you want to leave, just go. Leave it to me to make an excuse.”

Yes. Makakawala din ako sa awkward na position na to. Plus points ka diyan, boss.

“Dad, Mom. I think Louise has to go. He has urgent matters to do. He’s preparing for their debut so he couldn’t afford to waste time here.”

Grabe sa waste time?

“Uhh, Opo. Hinihintay na po kasi ako sa baba. Yung group po na minamanage ko. Opo. We’re in preparation for our debut for next week kaya kailangan na po ako doon. Hehe.”

“Oh. Sorry for holding you up here. Sige na hijo, you may go.” sabi ni Maximilian habang tiim na nakatingin kay Logi

“Thank you po” yumuko siya sa magasawa at lumingon kay Frost as he mouthed his thanks.

Just as Logi closed the door, Miranda immediately giggled “The guy is cute. And such a polite person. How could you let him go, Hellion?!”

Lihim na napairap si Frost. He doesn’t get his mom’s obsession with her sons’ dating lives. What’s more is that she also very open for his son to date a guy.

Which he doesn’t really oppose. Thank god she isn’t like those homophobes.

Maybe because she’s into Boy’s Love shows he heard she’s watching nowadays.

“Wait. Oh my. I just remembered what Amethyst said…” Miranda looked at Frost “I heard that you’re interested on that guy too, Frost?”

“Don’t forget me too mom” preskong pagkakasabi ni Thunder

“Ganda ni Lou no, Tita. He caught not one but three of your sons’ attention.” Amethyst chuckled.

“If the only business you have for coming here is to tell me about your Wedding anniversary celebration, then you may go now. I have more job to do.” naiinis na sabi ni Frost na di na makayanan ang topic

“How could you? Minsan lang tayo magsama sama sa iisang silid! How cold of you, Frost. No pun intended.” Thunder said teasingly

“He has a point though.” Storm said na ngayon lang ulit nagsalita. Hawak nito ang cellphone na parang kabababa lang mula sa tawag “I have to go. Urgent matters in the hospital.” at dali daling umalis

Their dad sighed “Well yeah. As weird as it sounds, that’s the only thing we came here for aside from we’re curious about what you’re up to these days, Frost. Now that we found the answer then we’ll take our leave.

Lumipad ang tingin ni Frost sa ama thinking what he meant about that.

Ngumisi ang ama sa tatlong anak “I’ll wait for who among you three will bring that Louise guy to our house. Perhaps announcing themselves as a couple. See you around.”

Why is he acting like a cool guy, this old geezer?

But I won’t lose.

Umiling ang ina nila at natawa habang sumusunod sa asawa. Tumigil ito sa pinto at lumingon sa kanila “Guess your dad likes him too. Now I’m expecting that guy to be part of our family with you three as his suitors.”

Damn it. My family are all crazy.

“Guess may the best man wins?”

Dinig ni Frost at Hellion na wika ni Thunder. Biglang kumulo ang dugo ng mga ito sa isa’t isa.

Amethyst just watched as the tension in the room intensified. He felt as if electricity crackled between the three.

Well. This development is interesting.

_

Thunder smirked as he walked past the hall. His eye suddenly caught the person who catched his attention…

Well yeah he’s beautiful. But I’m not really into him.

I’m just curious. What’s with him that made Hellion crazy over him? And now Frost too.

Without anyone knowing, he actually spend some of his time actually watching what he’s brothers are into.

Call it as me being chismoso. I don’t actually mind.

That’s just him having all the time in the world. He’s that bored.

That’s how he found out about Hellion making his moves to Louise. And Frost doing uncharacteristic things around Louise that made him conclude that he’s also into the guy.

At first he only said he’s into Louise so he could make fun of Hellion. But after seeing Frost reaction to that back when he and his mom are in his office weeks ago? That makes his plan even better.

Making fun of my two brothers at once IS better.

Sorry, Louise. This is just me playing with my brothers.

Nabigla si Logi ng may umakbay sa kanya. Aangil sana siya, thinking it’s just Hellion ng makita niyang si Thunder ito.

“Hello beautiful. What are you up to?” sabi nito na parang nagpapa-cute

Logi made face that made Thunder internally chuckled.

Ulol. Kilala kita at some extent. Di mo ko maloloko.

Logi knows about Thunder’s reputation as a womanizer or a flirt. Usap-usapan na yun back in college days dahil nga kilala si Hellion sa campus, of course kilala din ang mga kapatid nito.

Well except Frost. Somehow, he never heard of Frost back then. Marahil nasa ibang bansa ito nagaral noon at very silent sa buhay kaya walang nahalungkat ang fangirls ng mga Beaumont about sa kanya.

But back to the topic at hand, alam niyang laro lang ang ginagawa ni Thunder ngayon.

An idea clicked on Logi. Maybe I will play along.

Gulatin mo sila. Makipagflirt ka sa isang manwhore.

Nagulat si Thunder ng maramdamang pumalibot ang isang braso ni Logi sa bewang niya habang siya ay nakaakbay kay Logi. Ngumiti ng matamis si Logi kay Thunder “Well… Just Idol Manager stuff. Nothing that will interest you. How about you, KIDLAT?”

That really caught Thunder off guard. Logi looked like someone who won’t give two fucks about what he’s doing. In fact he expected Louise to push him away.

But damn this one sure is interesting.

Hinila ni Thunder si Logi sa isang gilid kung saan di sila gaano pansinin.  Nilapit nito ang sarili sa mukha ni Logi at ngumisi “Nothing much. Just hoping I could get you to have lunch with me? I don’t know, a date maybe?”

Naglalakad sa hall palabas si Hellion ng makita niya ang likod ng kapatid na si Thunder na parang nakikipaglandian na naman.

Pero agad siyang nagngitngit ng mapansing si Logi ang nasa gitna nito at ng pader.

Papalapit sana siya para sitahin ang kapatid ng biglang sinipa ni Logi ang paa ni Thunder sabay tuhod nito sa gitna nito. Sanhi ng pamimilipit ng kapatid sa sakit.

“Well, the answer is no. Sorry Kidlat, bye!” Hellion heard Logi said in his sultry voice. And walked away with satisfied smile on his lips.

Hellion’s in awe for a second and then walked towards Thunder with a smirk “Well. Yeah. That’s my Logi for you. Feisty, ain’t he.” pangaasar ni Hellion sabay lakad palayo habang tumatawa

_

“Anak kailan ka ba uuwi? Ang tagal mo nang di nauwi sa bahay.” tanong ni Viktor kay Kari. Nakaupo ito sa sofa habang nasa harap naman nakaupo si Zeus. Naiwan muna si Cornelius dahil kinailangan nitong asikasuhin ang ilang namiss na appointments magmula ng umuwi sila ng Pinas.

“Sorry Tay pero may inaayos pa kami sa trabaho.”

“Baka naman pinapagod mong maiigi ang sarili mo. Oo nga pala. Nagsabi ba sa’yo si Logi kung kailan siya makakauwi?” tanong ni Viktor sa anak. Nakatanggap kasi ito ng text mula kay Logi na di rin muna to uuwi at nagdodorm din dahil busy din daw siya sa trabaho. Naiintindihan naman ni Viktor dahil ang dinig niya, magdedebut na ang grupo na minamanage niya.

“Di pa Tay. Sorry pero kailangan ko munang ibaba ang tawag. Duty calls. Love you Tay!”

Ibinaba ni Viktor ang telepono at malungkot na tumingin kay Zeus “Di pa rin daw sila uuwi. Alam ko gumagawa na lang ng dahilan si Kari para di umuwi. Di ko alam kung iniimpluwensyahan niya si Logi. Di naman malayong gawin niya yun.”

Zeus sighed, defeated. “At this rate, baka hanapin ko na rin kung saan sila nagsestay ngayon. Ayaw kong ipilit ang gusto kong makapagpaliwanag pero di ko na kayang makita ang asawa ko na hirap na hirap na sa pangungulila sa kanila.”

“Naiintindihan ko ang gusto mong mangyari, Sir.” dinig nilang wika ni Tyrone galing sa kusina. “Pero kaunting pasensya pa. Kilala ko ang batang yun. Pag pinilit mo pa siya, lalo lang lalayo ang loob niya sa inyo.”

Umupo ito sa tabi ni Viktor “Pasensya na din sir kung di ako nakatulong. Matapos kong kausapin si Kari ay bigla na lang din siya umalis. Mukhang umiiwas na din siya sa amin kahit na sumasagot pa siya sa mga tawag namin.”

Sasagot na sana si Zeus nang magring ang cellphone niya “Hello, Settreigh?”

“Dad. I’m going there in the Philippines.”

“Why? I thought you’re staying there to look after our businesses?” takang tanong ng ama

“I’ll leave them to my assistant. Just let me go there. I think I have to do this one job, myself.”

Sa pagbanggit ng salitang “this job” ay napatayo si Zeus para lumayo sa magasawang Salazar  “What do you mean by ‘this job’, Settreigh?”

“I think I have a lead about who’s behind this assasination against our family twenty five years ago. Or at least they’re part of it. This one leads us to an intimate gathering I have to attend myself. Or WE OURSELVES if you want.” sabi ni Settreigh

“An intimate gathering? What do you mea—” natigilan si Zeus nang maalalang may natanggap silang imbitasyon kanina lamang. “You don’t mean…?”

“Yes dad. My lead says that certain someone will be in the Wedding Anniversary Celebration of Mr. Maximilian and Miranda Beaumont.”

“What does that mean? That the Beaumonts might be the next victim or…” di nagustuhan ni Zeus ang train of thought niya

But his blood run cold when Settreigh continued his thought “They are the culprits themselves”.

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AN: Thank you sa mga nagbabasa. At sa mga nagbigay ng Starla. I appreciate you guys. Nagiging parte kayo ng inspiration ko para magpatuloy.

Leave din kayo ng comment guys charis. Para alam ko kung kailan wala nang sense yung plot ko EME

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Chapter 16

Its been such a crazy week.

Literally. Logi just wanna scream.

Cause aside from actually being busy for the upcoming debut, Logi also had to deal with not one, not two, but three people who makes his life a bit harder at this point.

Thunder came everyday to bring “gifts” that are too cliche and then flirts with him. Followed by Hellion’s arrival who basically fends Thunder off which ending up in a loud verbal fight which leads to Logi dragging both out.

And then there’s Frost who almost asks him each and every little detail. Even the name of the stylists they’ll hire for the boy’s debut which is kinda odd because HE DOESN’T HAVE TO.

Sometimes he also finds him squaring up with either Thunder and Hellion na para bang isang maling galaw lang magsasakapakan na sila.

Nakakastress na din dahil ang ending siya pa rin ang magreresolve ng problema na nakakasira sa momentum niya sa trabaho.

But today should be different.

Nakikipagusap siya sa mga stage directors ng show na pagpe-performan nila ng debut song nila. It’s a PPopcon na dadaluhan ng ilan ding mga kilalang Ppop groups.

Tinaon din nila na i-release ang Music Video nila right before their performance.

Excited na siya na makita ang debut ng grupo niya. Para siyang proud parent na ihahatid ang anak sa stage para sa graduation.

“Excited na Excited ba beh?” dinig niyang sabi ni Kira sa tabi niya matapos siya makipagusap sa stage director.

“Oo naman. Ikaw ba hindi?”

“Sus. Si Kira pa. Eh parang naiihi na yan kanina sa sobrang excitement.” biro ni Nikki na nasa kabila niya. “Sayang no? Akala ko aattend si FMB. Tuwing may debut performance kasi, kahit di man magpakita ng reaction laging nanonood ng live yun.”

“Hayaan mo na. May family gathering kasi sa kanila at di siya puwedeng MIA.” suway niya sa pagmamaktol ni Nikki na ikinangisi naman nito

“Eh bakit alam mo?” sabay na sabi ng dalawang dalaga

Logi sighed “Kasi remember yung ikinwento ko na kasama akong umakyat kasama ang buong family ni Boss. Nabanggit nila yun last week.”

“Ahh. Akala ko pa naman nasa stage na kayo na nagshashare na ng private life.”

Umiling na lang si Logi. Minsan di niya magets ang mga ito. Araw araw nagpapalit ng pambato. Minsan si Hellion, minsan si Frost, minsan din si Thunder.

Pero lahat yun di na niya pinansin.

Pero napaisip siya. Sayang nga. Ineexpect ko pa naman na nandito siya para naman ma-“in your face” namin siya.

“What’s with the long face, Louise?”

Nanlaki ang mata niya sa narinig na tinig at lumingon sa direksyon nito. Di siya makapanilawa…

“Bakit nandito kayo, Boss? Di ba kailangan kayo doon sa celebration ng parents mo?” maang na tanong ni Logi

“It is some sort of tradition to me to attend the debut of my artists. My parents understands so don’t mind it too much. I wouldn’t miss this for the world.” sabi nito na may humabol pang tipid na ngiti.

Bakit parang kinilig naman ako ng kaunti. Boss naman eh.

“Kung sure naman kayo diyan boss edi okay. Salamat. Presensiya niyo lang, parang sinusuportahan niyo ba kami.”

“I am supporting you… I mean, all of you. It’s just what I am supposed to do.” iwas na tingin na sabi nito.

Di maiwasan ni Logi ang mapangiti. Maliit na bagay to sa kanya probably pero malaking bagay to sa amin. Sweet din naman pala siya. So di na siya just block of ice, ice candy na siya ngayon.

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“Where the hell is Frost? Bakit wala pa siya dito?” tanong ng ina nila sa magkakapatid

“I don’t know. I pretty much don’t care anyway.” sagot ni Storm na ikinairap ng ginang

“Have anyone called him? We clearly told you everyone should be here. This is very important to us, especially to your mother.” sabi naman ng ama nila

Lumabas ng living room si Amethyst para hanapin ang mga magulang na nasa bahay din ng kaniyang Tito Maximilian.

Habang naglakakad ay narinig niya ang isang napakapamilyar na tinig na nagbubulungan sa garden.

“Did I see it correctly? So they finally showed themselves?”

“Please. Aren’t you tired already? Bakit hanggang ngayon di ka pa rin maka-move on? Tigilan mo na sila.”

“Tigilan? After what they did to me? No. What HE did to me? Inagaw niya ang para sa akin. At nagpaagaw naman ang isa! Kaya di ko sila titigilan. Ngayong nagpakita na sila, mapapadali na ang plano kong pagtapos sa kanila. Wala silang karapatan maging masaya matapos ang ginawa nilang panggagago sa kin! “

Wait… Planong… Pagtapos? What did she mean by that?

Nanginginig na napaatras siya. Ngunit di niya napansin na may vase pala siyang masasagi kaya nahulog ito. Natuon ang pansin ng dalawang naguusap sa direksyon niya ngunit wala na silang nakita dahil dali daling tumakbo si Amethyst

Pagliko ni Amethyst ay nabangga siya ng isang matipunong dibdib. Agad siyang humingi ng tawad ngunit napansin niyang nabasa ito ng alak na hawak nito.

“Oh my god. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to. Im sorry–”

“It’s fine. Don’t worry about it. I can just take my coat off and it’s all okay.”

Dinig niya ang malalim na boses mula dito. Shit mukhang gwapo.

Dahan dahang umangat ang tingin nito. Omg. Sobrang gwapo!

“Ako di okay” wala sa sariling sabi niya

Gumuhit ang pagaalala ng kausap sa kanya “Why? Did we bumped to each other too hard?”

Napailing si Amethyst. “Ahh wala wala. Sorry ulit. Wait, ngayon lang kita nakita? May I know you name?”

“Oh! Well this is my first time coming to my supposed ‘Uncle and Aunt’s’ party. They are friends with my parents. I’m Settreigh Vermilion by the way”

At ang gwapo din ng pangalan.

But I also hadn’t heard ‘Vermilion’ before, that’s weird.

Biglang naalala ni Amethyst ang narinig kani-kanina lang. Nawala sa isip niya dahil sa lalaking nasa harap niya.

“Ahh ano… Usap tayo somewhere. Di maganda dito kasi ano… Basta! Tara!” Hila ng dalaga sa kamay ni Settreigh.

Nagtataka man ay nagpatianod na lang si Settreigh sa dalaga. Pero bago pa sila lumiko ng daan ay tumingin ang binata sa direksyon kung nasaan ang hardin…

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“Congratulations sa successful na debut!” sigaw nina Kira at Nikki sabay tumatalon pang sinalubong ang grupo.

The Boys bowed and thanked in unison.

Nagpahid ng luha si Logi. Again, he felt like a proud parent. “I’m soooo happy for you. Congratulations!”

Frost looked at Logi and patted his back. Then looked at the group “Job well done. You’ve exceeded my expectations. I hope that you’ll continue to thrive and make us proud. Congratulations.”

Nakatitig si Logi dito na nakanguso, kaya naman tinignan naman siya ni Frost na nangingiti.

Nahuli Nikki ang interaction na to ngunit di na muna siya nagsalita dahil ang moment na ito ay para sa mga boys.

“Because of the successful debut, I guess celebration is in order?” wika ni Edzon

“Yeeeeees!” sabay sabay na sigaw ng lahat

Nagaayos na sila ng gamit para pumunta sa dorm ng boygroup nang lumapit si Logi kay Frost na naghihintay sa kanila.

“Boss, di mo naman kailangan mag stay. Remember nagcecelebrate din ang parents mo ng wedding anniversary? Importante yun sa kanila na nandoon ka.”

Lumambot ang expression ni Frost ngunit umiling siya “I’m coming to celebrate with you… All. But if you insist on me coming to my parents’ celebration, I want you to come with me.”

Ngumiwi si Logi “Well sorry. Di pa naman kami close ng family mo kaya ang mga alaga ko ang priority ko.”

“Then that’s my answer. I’m coming with you.”

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Ang gwapo talaga nito. Pumuputok din ang muscles sa shirt niya. Ang hot din kahit ng boses. Lord ito na ba yung biyaya mo sa’kin?

“Hey? Are you okay? You’re spacing out.” kaway ni Settreigh sa mukha ni Amethyst

“Ah oo. Medyo mainit lang haha”

“Hmm. I was asking you what is your relationship with the celebrants? It’s okay if you don’t answer.” Settreigh said then sips on his glass na sinundan ng tingin ni Amethyst.

Nasabayan niya ng paglunok ang lalaki.

“Ahh… I’m their niece. My mom and Uncle Max are siblings.”

“Oh cool. So can you tell me about your family? I’m sorry I’m just curious.” seryosong tanong ni Settreigh

Anyone would think that the question is weird. But Amethyst didn’t mind answering. Normally she wouldn’t. But he just felt like telling Settreigh what she knows.

“Well, Beaumonts are from a long bloodline of business people. From our great grandparents to well… My cousins.

That being said, most of our family members are so into business because of money. They would do anything to earn money. Name a kind of business and Beaumonts are there for the cash. Minsan nga iniisip ko, ilan sa kanila into black market or something. Di malabo mangyari yun.“

Settreigh just listened to her eagerly. What she said is right. If they almost did everything in the business world, might as well there had a possibility that some of them would be involved in illegal activities.

Yes that is so negative. But he can’t ignore any possibilities.

“I wouldn’t go that far.” kunwa’y pagkampi niya sa pamilya nila. “Maybe your family are really honest people.”

“Nah. Some of them looks really suspicious. Lalo na si Aun—” napatutop ng bibig si Amethyst. Isip niya, di na magandang magnamedrop siya. Alam naman niyang di chismoso si Settreigh na ipagkakalat ang pinagsasabi niya. Pero still namedropping a family member while badmouthing them really isn’t good

But that picked Settreigh’s attention even more. If she’s about to name someone, that someone might be the person I’m looking for.

From what I think I heard, she almost said ‘Aun—’. So it’s an Aunt. A woman.

“It’s alright. You don’t have to tell me anything if you’re not comfortable.”

“That’s sweet. But yeah you’re right. I kinda got uncomfortable talking about my family after whatever I just said. Sorry. Pwede bang change topic na? Anong trabaho mo?”

He at least expected that. But it’s alright. What he heard is enough.

“I’m into perfume business. Have you heard of ‘The House of Northwinds’? which I think you’re perfume came fron, if my sense of smell is right.”

Amethyst gasped. “Oh god. I am using one from the ‘Flame Red Temptress’ collection from that perfume house! So…”

Settreigh nodded proudly “Yes. I own that company. In fact I was the one who formulated the one you’re wearing right now. “

Amethyst put a hand on her mouth “For real! Omg I’m telling you. You’re genius. I so love the scent! No wonder you could tell that the perfume I’m wearing because you created it yourself!”

Marami pa silang napagusapan to the point na nakalimutan na ni Settreigh ang naging sadya niya sa pagdalo. Naalala niya lang muli ng tawagin siya ng ama “Settreigh. There you are. I was about to call you to tell you we’re going home.”

“Oh. Okay Dad. I’m coming. By the way Amethyst he is my dad, Zeus Giovanni Vermilion. Dad, a new friend. Amethyst.” pakilala ni Settreigh sa dalawa

“I can tell. You two look alike. Pareho kayong gwapo.”

Namula si Settreigh sa narinig at napatikhim. Ngumisi ang ama ni Settreigh. “Well thank you Hija. Nice meeting you. If you’re interested, I can arrange a date between the two of you!”

Namula naman ngayon si Amethyst. “Thank you, Tito. Enebe”

“Well, I have to excuse myself. We’re leaving. Nice meeting you again, Amethyst. I hope we see each other around.”

Ilang minuto nang nakatulala si Amethyst sa pinaglabasan na pinto ni Settreigh. “Please do, Tito. Kahit diretso na simbahan.”

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Tahimik na nakasakay ang magama sa sasakyan nila na bumabaybay na pauwi.

“I didn’t find anything solid, Dad. But from what I heard from that lady, she’s being suspicious of one of her ‘Aunts’ for doing something against the law”

Talking about what he and Amethyst talked about left a bitter taste in his mouth. But this is for his family’s sake so he didn’t have a choice.

“A woman? Anyway, that’s still not enough. Them doing illegal stuff doesn’t equate to the fact that they could be involved to the people who wants to kill us. We need to find more clues. For all we know, it might be our own family” sabi ni Zeus

“That may be true but we already looked into you and Pops’ families. They might be against your relationship but they didn’t seem to want you dead”

Inimbistigahan na ni Settreigh ang pamilya ng mga magulang. His Pops, Cornelius’ mom and dad died 5 and 7 years ago (respectively) but he heard from his father’s siblings that they hadn’t heard their parents do anything after his Zeus and Cornelius eloped.

Then his Dad’s parents came to accept them. They also didn’t do anything after they eloped in fact they tried to find them to apologize. They often visits them from time to time.

“That’s why we need to look into this more. Now that we found your brothers, we need to find those assholes before they find them. We can’t risk their—”

Naputol ang sasabihin ni Zeus ng umalingawngaw ang sunod sunod na putok ng baril

“We’re getting ambushed!”

Chapter 17

“Forda success ang debut! Cheers!” sigaw ni Nikki na sinundan ng lahat ng nasa kwarto. Lahat sila bukod kay Dion at Hugo ay umiinom ng alak dahil 17 pa lang ang dalawa

“Ito ang maganda sa dorm natin eh. May Karaoke machine!” tili ni Kira “Wait, akala ko inimbitahan mo yung friends mo Louise?”

Sakto ay nagring ang doorbell. Tinignan muna nila ang monitor kung sino ang nasa labas at nakita naman nilang kumakaway sina Vee at Alice sa pinto.

“Hello!” sabay na sigaw nina Vee at Alice “The bad bitches are back… ay hindi first time pa lang namin dito… Are IN TOWN!” sabi ni Vee

Umiiling si Logi sa inasta ng kaibigan “Guys. Friends ko sina Harvey—”

“VEE! HAHAMBALUSIN KITA LOGI SINASABI KO SAYO!”

“—Vee Uy and Alice Dimaguiba. My friends.” pakilala ni Logi sa mga kaibigan

“Thanks sa pagpayag na pumunta kami. Omg nandoon kami nanonood ng live and grabe ang galing niyo!” nagtatalon na sabi ni Alice. Fan na fan kasi ito ng Pop groups in general.

“Wala yun. A friend of Louise are our friends na din.” Edzon said

“Hello! Ang gwapo mo. Pahingi number?”

Pabirong hinampas ni Logi si Vee “Hoy tumigil ka. Nakakita ka lang ng gwapo kinalimutan mo na si Kuya.”

Tahimik lang si Frost na pinanonood ang nasa paligid. He’s already contented on watching them celebrate… especially Logi.

Watching Louise’s eyes sparkling in happiness just brings sense of contentment to Frost’s heart. Kaya pakiramdam niya he’s getting more motivated to make him happy.

“Ano? In-on ko yung karaoke tapos walang kakanta? Mag entry na kayo huy.” aya ni Edzon

“What if my competition tayong gawin. Everyone should sing a song. A group or solo bahala kayo. Basta each individual should only sing ONE song. Ita-tally natin ang scores and the winner… Uhh..” napaisip si Kira sa maaring marecieve ng winner

Frost suddenly spoke that gets their attention “I’ll grant them a mystery gift. I’ll decide what I get for then depends on who’s the winner.”

Bumulong si Vee kay Logi “Uy. Gwapo din talaga nung boss mo no. Siya yung tumulong sayo sa bar last time diba?”

Tumango si Logi, agreeing to both statements. Totoo namang gwapo si Boss. No doubt.

“Okay! That’s decided! So let the contest begin!”

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Magisang kumakain si Kari sa cafeteria ng opisina ng dumating ang kaibigan nitong si Baron.

“Pre. Mahigit isang linggo ka nang tahimik ah. Nakakapanibago. May problema ba?” tanong nito

“Wala. Family issues lang. Ayoko magkwento.”

“Fair. Di naman lahat komportable magkwento lalo na problema sa bahay. Basta kung okay na sayo, magsabi ka lang sakin.” sabi ni Baron at sinabayan siya sa pagkain.

Wala sa sarili ay nagtanong si Kari kay Baron. “Ikaw ba. For example ampon ka tapos bumalik ang magulang mo, sasama ka ba sa kanila?”

Alam ni Baron na ampon si Kari at ang kapatid nito. Kaya alam na agad nitong di hypothetical ang tanong ng kaibigan.

Nagisip siya ng magandang isasagot. Balak niya sanang sagutin ito ng cliche pero naisip niyang mas maigi na bigyan ito ng mas maayos na sagot

“Pre. If ever mangyari yon, tingin ko depende sa sitwasyon. Kung pakiramdam ko mabait naman ang totoong magulang ko, mas magandang bigyan sila ng benefit of the doubt. Lalo na yung fact na binalikan nila ako it means they want me in their lives. Iisipin kong may dahilan kaya nila ako iniwan.

Pero kung talagang wala naman silang puso, bakit pa ako babalik. Mas masaya ako sa current na family ko. Kung di ako sigurado sa dalawa, mas maigi na makinig muna ako sa sasabihin nila. For sure may paliwanag sila dahil alam nilang di ako basta basta sasama sa kanila ng walang pali-paliwanag kung bakit nila ako iniwan in the first place.“

Natulala si Kari. Pakiramdam niya tama ang kaibigan niya sa una sa tatlong senaryo. Walang ibang pinaramdam ang totoong magulang niya noon kundi pagmamahal. Ngunit di niya alam kung bakit sila basta iniwan. Kaya tama rin ito sa pangatlo.

Pero di niya magawang ipilit ang sarili na harapin ang magulang. Nasasaktan pa rin siya. Di lang para sa sarili, kundi lalo na kay Logi na wala man lang kahit anong memorya na magpapaalala sa totoo nilang magulang. Na lumaki ang kapatid na ni mukha nila ay di nito alam.

Dahil sa naisip nakonsensya siya. Idinadamay niya ang kapatid sa paglayo sa magulang. Na idinamay niya ito sa pagkakaroon ng sama ng loob sa kanila. Pinagdadamutan niya ang kapatid ng pagkakataon na makilala ang magulang.

Napatigil ito sa pagiisip ng mag-ring ang phone niya. Agad niyang sinagot ng ang Papa Tyrone niya ang nasa Caller ID.

“Hello Pa—”

“Anak ang Tatay mo.”

Nakaramdam ng takot si Kari “Anong nangyari kay Tatay?”

“Di… Di ang Tatay Viktor mo. Ang totoo mong tatay. Anak si Sir Zeus. Natambangan ng di kilalang grupo. Dinala siya sa…..”

Biglang nablangko ang isip ni Kari. Parang pakiramdam niya tanging  tunog ng flat line ang naririnig niya sa ulo niya

“Kari… Anak nandiyan ka pa ba?”

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Nagpalakpakan ang lahat matapos kumanta si Dion. Solo itong kumanta at nakakuha ito ng 95 na score.

“Ang galing. Good job Dion!” bati ni Logi na nagfist bump pa kay Dion

Nagthank you naman ang binata. Nakita niyang kanta na nila ang kasunod.

Tumayo silang tatlo ni Vee at Alice. Kakantahin nilang tatlo ang kanta ng grupong BINI na paborito ng dalawa

Sinong niloko ko. Paborito ko din ang BINI. Maloi stan ata to.

“ Go! Kuya Logi, Kuya Vee and Kuya Alice“

“Che! Alice ang name ko tapos kukuyahin mo ko! Tumayo ka mga two hours charet”

Tumunog na ang minus one saliw ang tugtog ng kanta.

“Aking mundo ay nagniningning kapag ikaw ay kapiling

May dalang hiwaga ang iyong pagibig“ umpisa ni Logi

Napatuwid ng upo si Frost. Muli ay nabighani na naman ito sa tinig ni Logi

“Di mapigilan ang aking nararamdaman oh oh oh ohhhh” pagkanta ni Vee na ichineer nina Nikki

Ngunit wala ang atensyon ni Frost sa mga kasama ni Logi na kumanta. Tanging si Logi lang ang pinanonood nito. Sumilay ang matipid na ngiti mula sa labi.

“Malapit na yung high note sino kaya kakanta nang part na yun?” excited na tanong ni Dion

“Bet si Kuya Vee. Throughout the song siya ang naghihit ng note eh.” sagot ni Hugo

“No. It’s probably Kuya Alice. Naghit din siya ng high note kanina”

“Then ako kay Kuya Logi. Pang tie breaker ka Triton Haha” tawa naman ni Xavier na di na lang sinagot ni Triton

Napatingin sila ng patapos na ang rap na kinakanta ni Alice. Dahil kasunod na ang pinag-uusapang parte ng kanta

At nag-umpisa nang ikanta ito ni Logi

“Di mapigilan ang aking nararamdaman oh oh oh OOOHHHH!

I FEEL GOOD OOH WOAAAAH!“

Napangisi si Frost. He knew Logi could do it.

Nagpalakpakan ang lahat at puno ng antisipasyon na tinignan ang score.

At lumabas ang 99 sa screen.

“La! May mananalo pa ba diyan! Unless maka one hundred ka Kuya Edzon!” pangaasar ni Xavier dahil alam nitong walang talent sa pagkanta ang itinuro

Uupo na sana si Logi ng makatanggap siya ng tawag. Madali siyang nag-excuse dahil di niya maririnig ang sasabihin ng kausap sa telepono sa ingay ng silid.

Sinundan ni Frost ng tingin si Logi. Di man marinig ang pinaguusapan ay halatang di maganda ang narinig ni Logi sa kausap dahil sa pagguhit ng kakaibang emosyon sa mukha nito.

He’s face looked like he’s mad. But he’s also tearing up.

At bigla itong tumakbo palabas na ikinagulat ng mga kasama sa silid. Hinabol ni Frost si Logi hanggang sa makarating sila sa labas ng compound ng dormitory.

“Hey. Calm down. What’s happening? Where are you going?”

“Di ko alam sir. Di ko alam kung anong nangyayari di ko maintindihan. Sorry po pero kailangan ko na umalis” tatakbo sana muli si Logi ng higitin ni Frost ang kamay niya

“Then tell me where are you going? I’ll bring you there. Come on.” mababang boses na pakiusap ni Frost kay Logi at marahang pinahid ang nagbabagsakang luha sa mga mata nito.

Gumaan ng kaunti ang pakiramdam ni Logi sa ginawang pag alo sa kanya ni Frost. Ngunit di pa rin niya magawang tuluyang kumalma “Sa hospital po. Maximilian Medical Hospital po. Please dalian po natin”

Tumango si Frost at inakay ang nanginginig na pigura ni Logi sa kanyang sasakyan.

Frost’s heart clenched. He couldn’t bring himself to continue watching Logi bawling his eyes out. At wala siyang maisip na paraan para kumalma ito kaya kalmado na lamang niyang sinamahan ito.

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Naghihikahos na dumating si Cornelius sa VIP area ng hospital.

“Where is he? Where’s my—” napatigil si Cornelius ng mahagip ng paningin nito si Settreigh. “Sett! Kamusta ang Dad mo? Nasaan na siya?”

“He’s still in the OR. Pops.” napansin ni Cornelius ang pagngiwi nito at napababa ang tingin sa bandang tagiliran na sapo sapo ng anak.

“Settreigh! You’re bleeding! Nurse!”

“I’m fine Pops. A bullet only grazed me. It doesn’t hurt much.” mahinang sagot ni Settreigh na ikinailing ng ama

“Still. Kahit pa daplis yan o direct hit kailangan mo yang ipagamot. Baka ma-infect ka or something. Nurse please take him away.”

Wala nang magawa si Settreigh kundi sumunod. Alam niyang di titigil si Cornelius sa pagaalala kaya pumayag na siyang gamutin ang sugat.

Why is this happening to us. Anong nagawa namin para pagtangkaan kami ng paulit ulit.

“Excuse me sir, kasama po ba kayo nang biktima?” Lumingon si Cornelius sa mga pulis na kumausap sa kanya

“Di niya ako kasama nung time na yun. But I’m his husband. Anong nangyari sa asawa ko?”

Tumango ang pulis “Sa naging findings namin, mukhang matataas po na tao ang nagpaambush sa asawa ninyo. Matataas na kalibre ng baril ang ginamit at mukhang ang mga armas nila ay galing pa sa ibang bansa ayon sa mga basyo na nahanap namin sa crime scene. Ang mga balang iyon ay mula sa mga modelo ng baril na di mabibili dito sa Pilipinas.”

“Masasabi niyo kaya kung saan galing? I’m… I’m just curious.”

Umiling ang pulis “Di ko po kayo mabibigyan ng solidong sagot sa ngayon, Sir. Pasensya na po. Pero makakaasa po kayo na ipagpapatuloy namin ang pag-iimbestiga.”

Napaupo na lang si Cornelius. Pero naconfirm na niyang di lang basta basta ang nagtatangka sa buhay nila. Nakakapagsupply ito ng baril na di naggaling sa bansang ito. Ibig sabihin, may connection ito sa gunsmiths sa ibang bansa o kaya’y nagsasmuggle ng armas papuntang Pilipinas.

“Sir huminahon po kayo wag kayong mag-eskandalo dito.”

“Di ako nag-eskandalo. Nandito ako para sa tatay ko kaya lumayas kayo diyan!”

Lumingon si Cornelius sa pinanggalingan ng komosyon at nakita niyang pinalilibutan ng nurses ang panganay na anak na si Kari.

Dali dali siyang lumapit dito “It’s fine. He’s my son please let him in.”

Dahan dahang nagatrasan ang mga nurse sa nakatayong pigura ni Kari. Nung una ay walang anong emosyon ang gumuhit sa mukha ng anak.

Ngunit malayo pa lang siya sa anak ay nakikita niya ang pinipigilan nitong paghikbi at ang pagkuyom ng kamao nito.

“Simon. Please. Kahit ngayon lang yakapin mo muna si P—”

Sinalubong siya ng mahigpit na yakap ng panganay. Yakap na matagal nang hinintay at hiniling ni Cornelius na maramdaman sa anak.

Agad na humiwalay si Kari at humahagulgol na nagsalita “Nasaan si… Nasaan si Dad. Anong nangyari? Bakit? Sino gumawa nito sa kanya? Papa!”

Sumikip ang dibdib ni Cornelius na makitang humagulgol ang anak sa kanya. Parang muling naging bata ito sa kaiiyak at para naman siyang naging magulang muli ng batang iyon.

Tama. Ako ang Papa niya.

“Pops. They only needed to patch my wound up but—” Settreigh stopped when he saw the scene.

“Oo nga. Kailangan kong ipakilala sa’yo. Anak, si Settreigh. Bunsong kapatid mo. Settreigh, ang Kuya Simon mo.”

Nakaramdam ng kaunting selos si Kari dahil ngayon nalaman niyang may isa pa silang anak. At lumaki itong kapiling sila. Pero isinantabi muna ito dahil ang oras na ito ay para sa ama na di pa rin niya alam kung nasaan.

Inilahad niya ang kamay kay Settreigh ngunit hinila ito ng kapatid sabay pagyakap sa kanya.

“I’m really glad I finally meet you,  Kuya.” di nito napigilan na higpitan ang yakap sa kuya na ginantihan ni Kari.

Napaigik ito dahil nadali ni Kari ang sugat ni Settreigh.

“I’m sorry. Di ko sinasadya. Di ko alam. Ahh ano bang nangyari sa inyo?” di na napigil na tanong ni Kari

“It’s a long story. I want to tell you but to be honest, this is not the right setting Kuya. I will tell you but not now and not here.”

Magtatanong pa sana siya ng may nagsalita sa dulong pasilyo.

“Anong nangyayari dito, Kuya?”

Nanlaki ang mata ni Settreigh at Cornelius sa pamilyar na mukhang nasilayan nila.

“No way.”

Nadinig niya ang pabulong na pagtawag ni Kari sa lalaki na lalong nagpaluha kay Cornelius

“Logi…”

Chapter 18

Nanatiling nakatayo si Logi na nakatingin sa Kuya niya katabi ang isang di pamilyar na lalaki at si Settreigh.

Kung di man siya naguguluhan sa nangyayari, siguro ay nakipagbiruan pa siya kay Settreigh tulad ng cliche lines na ‘Ikaw?’ tulad ng mga napapanood sa drama.

But his mind is everywhere right now. Mula nang matanggap niya ang tawag mula sa kuya niya na sinabihan lamang siyang pumunta ng hospital dahil may nangyari sa totoong ama nila, di na niya alam kung ano ang iisipin.

Nasa hospital ang totoo kong ama? Anong nangyari? Teka nagkita na sila ni Kuya? Kailan pa? Bakit di niya sinabi sa akin?

Ngayon dumagdag pa ang nakita niya ngayon.

Anong ibig sabihin ng nakikita ko? Siya ba ang totoo kong ama? Bakit nandito si Settreigh? Sino naman siya sa buhay namin ni Kuya?

Sa sobrang daming iniisip ay tila nag-overload na ang utak ni Logi. Wala nang pina-process. Kaya kahit anong emosyon naglaho na sa mukha niya.

“Logi, ipapaliwanag ko ang nangyayari. Sila ang—”

“Kailan pa? You… already found them but you didn’t tell me? Kung di pa mahohospital ang letse nating ama, kung sino mang poncio pilato siya di ko pa malalaman na nagkita na kayo ng totoo nating pamilya?!” napasigaw sa galit si Logi na kailan ma’y di ginawa nito sa Kuya niya.

“Logi magpapaliwanag muna ako. Makinig ka muna kay Kuya okay? Please” Dahan dahang lumapit si Kari sa kapatid ngunit umatras ng isang hakbang si Logi dahilan para tumigil si Kari. “Logi naman”

“Ahh. Kaya pala. Kaya pala di mo ko pinauuwi sa bahay no? Kasi tinatago mo yung fact na nagpakita na sila pero ayaw mong makita ko sila? Tama di’ba? How dare you?!”

“Logi. It’s my fault. Selfish kasi ako. Iniisip ko lang yung naramdaman ko pero di ibig sabihin non gusto ko na pagtaguan ka. Di ganoon…” umiiyak ba sabi ni Kari na di makayanang makita ang galit sa mukha ng kapatid.

Logi has been his sibling who always smiles at him. Kahit na pagsungitan niya ito, di nito kaya tiisin si Logi dahil ngingiti lamang ito, wala na angas niya. Isang sorry lang nito, mapapatawad na niya agad.

Kailanman di ito nagtanim ng sama ng loob sa kanya. Dahil naging malinaw kay Logi ang totoong pagkatao nilang magkuya, di maiiwasan na mas maging close si Logi kay Kari kumpara sa dalawa pang kapatid na anak ng umampon sa kanila.

Ngunit mukhang ito ang unang pagkakataon na titikisin siya ng kapatid.

“Di mo gusto? Eh bakit mo ginawa? Alam mo tama ka eh. Selfish ka! Inuna mo yung naramdaman mo pero di mo inisip na kahit pa may galit ako sa pang-iiwan nila satin, gusto ko pa rin silang makita! Gusto ko silang makilala! Gusto kong ipamukha sa kanila na kinaya ko, na kinaya natin ng wala sila. Pero bakit ikaw na akala ko kakampi ko, niloko din ako!”

“Logi pakinggan mo muna ako!” nagtaas na ng boses si Kari sa nararamdamang frustration na nagpatigil kay Logi. Tanging paghingal na lamang nito ang naririnig niya sa kapatid

“Logi. Oo galit ako sa kanila. Kaya ko lang naman yun nagawa kasi nabulag ako sa galit sa kanila. Pero nang malaman ko ang nangyari kay Dad. I thought to myself maybe I was wrong. Maybe I should listen to what they had to say? Kasi paano kung huli ba ang lahat? Wala akong makukuhang sagot.

Kaya kita tinawag. Dahil gusto ko sabay nating malaman ang totoo. Di ko gusto itago sayo na nagkita na kami dahil nasasaktan ako sa ginawa nila satin. Pero di ko intensyon na saktan ka in the process. I would never do that to you.“

Umiiling na umiiyak si Logi. Wala pa ring pumapasok sa isip niya.

“Akala ko Kuya kakampi kita pero pati pala ikaw sasaktan mo din ako ng ganito. Kagaya ka lang nila.”

Nasaktan si Kari sa narinig. Di niya masisisi ang kapatid. Totoo naman kasing nasaktan niya ang kapatid. He did act so unfair to him. Dahil sa pagkabulag niya, di niya naisip na namanipula na niya ang kapatid para magtanin ito ng sama ng loob sa totoong magulang.

“Im so sorry Logi. It’s my fault please forgive Kuya. Just this once?”

Marahas na nagpahid ng luha si Logi “Kayo. Sino ba kayo sa buhay namin? Ahh. Ikaw…” turo ni Logi kay Cornelius “ang tatay ko at ikaw… Wala akong ideya kung sino ka.”

“Giovanne. Ako ang… Papa mo. Si Settreigh, kapatid mo siya.”

Napairap si Logi. Ang unfair talaga ng buhay. “How lucky. At least may anak kayong napalaki niyo di’ba.”

Lalapit sana si Cornelius ng itinaas ni Logi ang kamay para pigilan ito “Stop. Ayoko na lalapitan niyo ako ng di kayo nagpapaliwanag sa’kin. At least naman di’ba maging rational naman ako sa first time na pagkikita natin. Pakikinggan ko kayo. Who knows kasi baka ito na yung last eh.”

Pumikit ng mariin si Cornelius “Anak. Giovanne I’m sorry. Di ko masasabing di ko ginustong iwan kayo o wala akong choice. Cause I made a choice to leave you behind… For your safety.

Ginusto ko, in some twisted way, na iwan ko kayo kasi alam ko mas magiging safe kayo kung di niyo ako kasama. Pero nang mawala kayo, nagsisi agad ako. Sobrang sakit na halos araw araw sinisisi ko ang sarili ko sa pagkawala niyo.

Iniisip ko lahat ng namiss kong memory. First word mo. First walk. First Birthday. Marami akong firsts mo na namiss ko.

Pero mas masakit kasi araw araw di ko alam kung safe pa rin kayo. Na iniisip ko kung tama ba ang naging choice ko?

Kaya di ako tumigil sa kahahanap sa inyo. Dahil desidido akong protektahan kayo. Na alam kong nasa tabi ko kayo, alam kong safe kayo.

I’m so sorry that I abandoned you. There’s not enough words to explain how much I regret doing that. But please…“ tumingin si Cornelius kay Logi at Kari “Kahit sa akin na lang kayo magalit. I will spend my whole life to atone. Wag lang kayo magalit sa ama niyong si Zeus.

He tried his best to protect us. Ako ang nagkamaling iwan kayo.“ tumango si Kari dahil naalala nitong naiwan ang ama niya sa mansion ng iwan sila ni Cornelius.

“Wag kayong magtanim ng galit kay Zeus. Kahit sa akin na lang. And with that in mind please stay. Para sa kanya.” pagtatapos nito na nagmamakaawa sa kanila

Napasabunot ng buhok si Logi. Malabo pa rin sa kanya ang lahat kahit na binigyan na siya ng maliit na context ng nangyari.

They want to protect us from what? To the point of abandoning us two?

Is this the same reason why his biological dad is in this place?

“Ahhhh!” sigaw ni Logi na sumuntok ng pader na ikinagulat ng lahat lalo na ni Kari. Kari knows Logi isn’t the violent type.

But I understand. He is still confused. WE are still confused.

“Louise” dinig nilang wika ng isang lalaki na dali daling kinuha ang dumudugong kamay ni Logi “Enough. Calm down. Let’s go back and rest. Let’s treat your hand and we’ll come back.”

Settreigh knows him well. Frost Matthieu Beaumont. From what he knows, he is his Kuya Logi’s Boss. And the one who introduced his Kuya as his ‘Girlfriend’ sa party sa Korea kamakailan lang.

Settreigh looked into him back when he’s only seeing him as business partners. But looked more when he found out he’s one of the children of his parents’ friends.

“No. I’ll stay here. Hinintayin ko lang magising yung so called ‘Dad’ ko. You can leave me here if you want, Sir.” nakayukong sabi ni Logi. Frost couldn’t feel any hint of emotion in his voice.

“I’ll stay here with you. Just by your side.”

Tumango na lang si Logi sa sinabi ni Frost at naupo sa isa sa mga upuan. Frost bowed his head to greet them but didn’t say anything. He felt like this isn’t the time for pleasantries. His focus is with Logi anyway.

Ilang minuto ang nakalipas ay lumabas ang isang doctor mula sa operating room. Nahuli ng tingin niya si Frost katabi si Louise kaya medyo natigilan ito ngunit nagpatuloy siya para dalhin ang balita sa pamilya

“The patient is out of danger now. Fortunately the bullets missed his vital spots so he didn’t get any critical hits. The bad part of it is that he lost a lot of blood probably because he moved a lot prior to him getting shot. So he should be out for hours or maybe a day or two. We’re also preparing for blood transfusion so that the recovery time could be sped up.

Moreover, he’s still under observation. So he should be kept admitted for a few days after he wakes up.“ paliwanag ni Storm na siyang namuno sa operasyon.

“Thank you. We owe you a lot” Pasasalamat ni Settreigh dahil di na kaya magsalita ni Cornelius.

“No problem. We’re just doing our job.” Storm excused himself, nodding to Frost on the way

Napahinga ng maluwag ang lahat, pati si Logi. Kahit pa may galit pa rin siya sa ama dahil sa sitwasyon, di pa rin mawawala na malambot ang puso niya para rito.

“Okay na siya. So alis na ako” Logi said coldly and turned his way. Hinila ni Frost ng bahagya ang kamay niya

“Are you sure? Don’t you want to look at him before you leave?”

Cornelius appreciated Frost’s attempt to make Logi stay. But he expected the answer they’ll get from Logi.

“No. Di naman siya automatic na gagaling pag sinilip ko pa siya. Wala akong ganoong magic. Uuwi na ako.”

Pipigilan pa sana siya ni Cornelius ng hinawakan siya ni Settreigh at umiling. Kaya wala na siyang nagawa kundi pabayaan muna ang anak.

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Tahimik na naglalakad sina Frost at Logi papuntang parking lot kung nasaan ang sasakyan nito.

“Should I take you home now. I know you’re not in the mood to go back to your group’s dorms”

Tango lang ang isinagot ni Logi.

Nang makasakay si Logi sa sasakayan ay agad sumunod si Frost. Bubuksan na sana niya ang makina nang magsalita si Logi

“Sir. Masama ba ako? Am I selfish too, just like my brother. Na ayaw kong pagbigyan ang totoo kong magulang sa gusto nila. Na di ko man lang magawang samahan sila ngayon.”

Frost stayed silent for a minute. “No. You aren’t. What you’re feeling right now is valid. If you think this is how you cope, so be it. But remember, there should be a time that you should listen open your heart to them.

Just like how you did to my brother. “

Napatingin si Logi kay Frost. “Ano naman ang pagkakapareho nito sa situation namin ni Hellion?”

“Both your parents and my brother hurted you at some point. They might be different, but both hurted you the same. If you brought yourself to talk to him and forgiven him, I know you can give the same courtesy to your parents. I’m not saying this to force you to talk to them because what I want is what YOU think is the best. But I know that you have great heart to choose what is right for you so you could move forward”

Sumandal sa upuan si Logi at tumagilid para humarap kay Frost. And the  he smiled at him “Ngayon ko lang kayo narinig magsalita ng ganiyang kahaba. Thank you. For being with me right now. Di ko alam kung anong gagawin ko kung magisa lang ako ngayon.”

Frost found Logi cute when he did the gesture “You know what’s weird? Is that even if we just met, and that I only get to be with you not so often. I know I would want to always be by your side.”

Ngumisi si Logi “Wag ka nga diyan boss. Sa tono ng pananalita mo iisipin ko may gusto ka sakin eh”

Seryoso siyang tinitigan sa mata ni Frost “And what if I say I do? I do like you, Louise.”

Lumakas ang tibok ng puso ni Logi. He could tell his boss isn’t lying. The look of Frost’s eyes says everything. He doesn’t even waver when Logi stared back at him.

“Kung totoo yan, wag muna ngayon. First of all magulo pa ako ngayon. Not just my head, but everything about me is a mess.” seryoso ding sagot ni Logi bago ngumisi na para bang nakikipagbiruan

“Tsaka haler? Ano ka gold? Ni di ka pa nga pasado as ‘Crush’ ko, so di ko i-aaccept yang ‘I like you’ mo.”

Frost chuckled “You’re scale might be a bit broken. My brother somehow met your standards but I couldn’t? Definitely broken” sabi nito sabay pagpapaandar ng sasakyan

“Family trait niyo na din ang pagiging mahangin no? Sabagay pangalan niyo lang magkakapatid, disaster na so natural lang yang attitude niyo. Eme.”

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Hellion waited for Logi inside the Salazar’s home. Nung kumatok kasi siya kanina, ang sabi ng tatay nila ay wala si Logi at may pinuntahang importante. Pero ang sabi din nito ay tumawag si Logi para sabihing uuwi din siya kaya hinintay na ni Hellion si Logi dito.

But he didn’t expect his brother’s car arriving. And that Logi coming out of his brother’s car.

“Sige na Boss! Dito na lang ako.” dinig niyang paalam ni Logi sa kapatid na lumabas mula sa sasakyan nito

“If you think you can’t come to work to deal with your problem, just tell me. I can arrange something for you.”

“Ay wow. Ano ako special? Di porque alam ko na yang sikreto mo, papayagan kitang bigyan ako ng special treatment. I’ll report to work tomorrow.” sabi ni Logi

He saw his brother smile at Logi. But what made him mad is that Frost suddenly hugged Logi.

“Hey!” sigaw ni Hellion palabas ng bahay ng mga Salazar.

“Hellion? Anong ginagawa mo dito?” tanong ni Logi

Pero di siya sinagot ni Hellion at diretsong nakipagtitigan ng masama sa kapatid.

What’s wrong with these two?

Chapter 19

Naiirita na si Logi sa pagtititigan nina Frost at Hellion.

“Kung magtititigan lang kayong dalawa diyan magdamag, bahala kayo. Wag na wag niyo lang akong iistorbohin. Mga leche.”

Palakad na siya papasok ng bahay ng hawakan siya ni Hellion “No wait. I just came here to extend you an invitation for the anniversary of  Magnifique Airlines on Monday? I—”

“He’s not available that day. In fact he isn’t going to be free any time soon because of his group’s debut promotion.” putol ni Frost sa kapatid

“Can you please stop meddling. I was asking Logi not you.”

“Wala akong pupuntahan pareho. Happy?” naiinis na sabi ni Logi. “Boss magfafile ako ng leave. You know… Reasons. And because of THAT reasons, di ako makaka-attend sa anniversary ng airline mo. I’m sorry Hellion.”  Logi then said to Hellion, apologetic.

“Why is there something wrong?“takang tanong ni Hellion dahil sa sinabi nitong pagfafile ng leave.

“ Kung may balak akong sabihin sayo yung reason edi sana diba dineretso ko nang sabihin?“ pamimilosopong sagot ni Logi. “Basta rason. Period. Sige na pasok na ako. Drained na drained na ako mga pashnea.”

Di na nakaangal pa ang dalawa. Nang makapasok si Logi ay tumalikod na si Frost papuntang sasakyan niya nang magsalita si Hellion

“Are you trying to make a move on Logi?”

Ilang segundong nanatili sa kinatatayuan si Frost. Akala ni Hellion ay di na siya sasagutin kaya magsasalita pa sana siya ng biglang magsalita si Frost

“And if I say Yes, what would you do about it?”

Kumuyom ang kamao ni Hellion “Don’t you dare. I am taking Logi back. So back off.”

Frost sarcastically laughed “Funny. As far as I know, you’re his ex who had been a bad history for Louise. I wouldn’t get my hopes up for that one if I we’re you.”

Naasar si Hellion ngunit walang naisagot kay Frost dahil alam niyang totoo ito.

“So maybe you should take your own advice.” lumingon ng kaunti si Frost kay Hellion at naulinagan nito ang lamig ng tingin ni Frost sa kanya “You back off.”

Pumasok na sa sasakyan si Frost and drove off leaving his brother seething.

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Kinabukasan ay nasa hospital pa rin si Cornelius binabantayan pa rin ang wala pa ring malay na si Zeus.

“Love. Gising na. Alam mo? Dumating dito ang mga anak natin. Kahit may dinaramdam satin si Simon, pumunta siya dito na alalang alala sayo.”

Napahikbi siya ng maalala ang galit na mukha ng pangalawang anak “Si Giovanne, galit pa rin siya. Nakakalungkot lang na nagkagalit din sila ng Kuya niya. Love. Gumising ka na. Kailangan kita ngayon. Kasi ang sakit sakit na makita tayong ganito kagulo. Dahil lahat to sa akin.”

“Pops, enough.” dinig niya mula sa bunsong anak na kapapasok lang ng silid.

“Blaming yourself won’t change the past or the present. Sasaktan at sasaktan niyo lang ang sarili niyo sa ginagawa niyo. Please focus on what you should do to change the present.

Besides, wala mang malay ngayon si Dad, naririnig niya tayo. Di niya magugustuhan ang ginagawa niyo at lalong di niya magugustuhan na umiiyak na naman kayo.“

Alam niyang tama ang sinasabi ni Settreigh. Pero di niya mapigilan ang sarili na magself-blame.

Yumakap si Settreigh sa ama “Pops. Tahan na. Everything is going to be fine. Matatapos din ito. And then magkakasama sama na tayo nina Kuya.”

Bumukas ang pintuan ng kwarto at nagulat sila sa pagpasok nina Kari at Logi.

“Mga anak…”

“Magpahinga na po muna kayo. Kami na po muna dito.” wika ni Kari. Tinignan ni Cornelius si Logi na di man lang siya tinapunan ng tingin o nagpakita ng kahit anong emosyon.

“Don’t worry about me anak. Gusto ko kasi nandito ako pag nagising ang Dad niyo.”

Tahimik na lumapit si Settreigh kay Kari at yumakap “Thank you for coming Kuya Simon.”. Gumanti naman ng yakap si Kari at tinapik ang likuran nito

Bumaling si Settreigh kay Logi at niyakap din ito “Thank you for coming, Kuya Gio.”

Tahimik lang na tumango si Logi. Which Sett undertood why.

Umupo silang tatlo habang pinanood si Cornelius na binabantayan ang natutulog pang si Zeus.

Binasag ni Sett ang katahimikan. “Small world. I can’t believe the ‘woman’ I met, who became a friend for a night, is actually my brother. I think the world is just giving us chance to meet. I can’t believe fate is on our side. “

“I don’t believe in fate. Believing in fate leads us more to pain and disappointment.”

Natahimik si Settreigh sa sinabi ng Kuya niya. Sinaway naman siya ni Kari pero mukhang tumigil naman ng kusa si Logi dahil mukhang wala naman itong pakialam sa pagsaway sa kanya ni Kari.

“I want to ask you just one wish, Kuya.” basag muli ni Sett sa katahimikan.

“Kuya Simon. Kuya Gio. Please. Don’t be too hard on Pops. I won’t invalidate the pain you have gone through. Wala akong karapatan gawin yun. I’m just asking kasi ayoko nang makitang umiiyak si Pops thinking about what he did in the past. He suffered a lot when he lost you two.

And I know that you two are still hurting. Gusto ko lang na matapos na ang pasakit sa pamilya natin.

Siguro iniisip niyo… I must be lucky to live with our parents my whole life. No I’m not. Kasi my whole life I couldn’t feel the love from our parents as a whole kasi there still have a piece of their hearts that are missing. Buong buhay ko nararamdaman kong may kulang sa buhay nila… Sa buhay namin. And we can’t be truly happy.

Living my whole life knowing I have two missing older brothers, makes me believe that the sole purpose I was given to our parents is to help them find you. To act as substitute for the love they lost. That’s why I worked hard on being who I am today. To help them find you.

I’m not mad at you, don’t get me wrong. I was mad at the situation. Because this damned situation forced us to fall apart.

All I want is for us to be complete again. But for now, having you two to forgive our dads is my only wish.“

Tumingin si Logi sa tabi niya at nakita niya ang nangingilid na luha ni Settreigh.

He do loves them. So much. For him to bare himself to us like this.

Itinaas ni Logi ang kamay para pahirin ang luha sa mata ni Settreigh. “I’m sorry. But I can’t say that I can. At least not right now. Di ko naman yun mapipilit. I’m sorry kung pakiramdam mo di ka sapat sa kanila.”

Lalayo na sana ni Logi ang kamay mula sa mukha ni Sett ng pigilan ito ni Sett at idiniin ito sa kanyang pisngi. “I understand. I just wanted you to know. I’m not really forcing you. I’m sorry if you feel like I do.”

Ramdam ni Sett ang init ng pagmamahal ni Logi. He doesn’t want to assume but that’s what he feels with Logi’s hands on his cheek.

Lumipat ng pwesto si Kari at umupo sa kabilang parte ng upuan ni Sett. Ngayon ay pinagigitnaan na ito ni Kari at Logi.

Niyakap ng mahigpit ni Kari si Sett “And I’m sorry that I planted that hatred in both me and Logi’s hearts. It’s all my fault. Don’t even think of our… Parent’s love as insufficient because I know… I know they love you as much as they love us.”.

Di na napigilan ni Sett ang humagulgol na parang batang munti. Sa isip ni Logi ay parehong pareho silang magkakapatid pag nagiging sobrang emosyonal. Bumabalik sa pagkabata.

Cornelius whispered to his sleeping husband “Love. Please gising na. You’re missing this wonderful moment oh.” tahimik na humikbi si Cornelius “Our son are bonding. Sigurado ako matutuwa ka pag nakita mo ito.”

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Amethyst is spacing out since the reported incident. Pumutok ang balitang nagkaroon ng pagambush sa isa sa mga bisita nila just outside of the Beaumont Estate.

And she found out its the Vermilions.

That’s odd. Because the said estate are guarded both inside and outside. They always ensure the safety of everyone that goes in and out of their property.

But those people got snuck in?

And the Vermilions are pretty much a stranger to her because she heard its been ages that they came to this estate. Meaning they hadn’t made any appearance all those years.

Which led her to think about the conversation she overheard from the gardens back in the anniversary party.

“‘They finally showed themselves’, what does she mean by that? Does that mean she’s referring to the Vermilions who just showed up that night? If that train of thought is correct, then does it mean she orchestrated that ambush? But impossible. She couldn’t do it. She wouldn’t right?”

Wala naman siyang maisip na pagdudahan sa nangyari. Pero di siya pwede gumawa ng conclusion nang di niya nasisiguro.

“Miss Amy, ang lalim naman yata ng iniisip niyo?”

Amethyst looked beside her to see her assistant, Nina.

“Wala. Medyo nagaalala lang ako dun sa mga biktima last night. Kaya nga ako nandito diba? To pay a visit to them?”

Napatigil siya sa paglalakad ng mahagip ng tingin niya ang nakatalikod na binatang nakausap niya sa party na naglalakad kasama ang dalawa pang pigura.

Yung gwapo! Si Settreigh!

“Hey! Settreigh!”

Nang lumingon ito ay kasabay na lumingon ang mga kasama nito at nagulat siyang si Louise ang isa sa mga kausap ni Settreigh.

“Oh! Louise you’re… Also here?” nakangusong nagpapalipat lipat ang tingin ni Amethyst sa dalawa.

“Hello, Amethyst. I can’t believe this is where we gonna meet again. Wait… You two know each other?” saad ni Settreigh

Sumungit sa usapan si Logi “Obviously. Siguro naman alam mong sa Beau Ent. siya may contract. Then we’re basically workmates.”

Ang close niyo naman. Amethyst pouted.

“So… Dagdag ba siya sa mga manliligaw mo, Lou?”

Nanlaki ang mata ni Logi “No! Ano bang pinagsasabi mo? Wala akong manliligaw!”

Sabay na nagsalita ang dalawang lalaking kasama nila “Manliligaw?”

Affected much? Lalo pang humaba ang nguso ni Amethyst

“We’ll talk about that later, Logi.” seryosong tinignan ng pinakamatangkad sa kanila si Logi. Inirapan lang nito ang kapatid.

“Oh before I forget, Amethyst this is Kari Simon, my eldest brother.” pakilala ni Settreigh sabay ng pagabot ni Kari ng kamay sa dalaga

“And you already know his name. Louise Giovanne. My second brother.”

“Ahh… Wait. What?!” napanganga si Amethyst sa narinig

Tama ba ako ng dinig? Brothers ba kamo ang sabi?

Omg. Now that he mentions it. They kinda resemble each other. Medyo feminine lang kasi ang looks ni Louise.

“Oh wow. Now I wonder what your Mom looks like. Kung gwapo ang Dad niyo, malamang maganda ang mom niyo “ bumulong si Amethyst kay Logi “Reto mo naman ako sa kapatid mo.”

Ngumisi si Logi “Which one?

“What are you two whispering about? Anyways. Baka hinahanap na tayo ni Pops. So tara na.” Aya ni Settreigh

_

“Pops. May bisita tayo today.”

Nilingon ni Cornelius si Settreigh. Amethyst’s mouth fell open seeing gorgeous man. He looked like he’s only on his 30s but the fact that Sett called him pops means he’s his fath—

Father? But Zeus is his father? What’s going on here?

“Amethyst, this my Dad’s husband Cornelius. Pops, a friend I made in the Beaumont’s anniversary party. Amethyst Del Valle.”

Pero di mapagkakaila ang gandang lalaki ng ‘Pops’ nila. But she’s still wondering how they became their fathers? Are they adopted or are they a surrogacy baby?

“You looked so confused Hija. Short explanation. You know about carriers, right?”

That’s when Amethyst realized how it is possible. She hadn’t met any carriers in her life that’s why she thought it’s just a hearsay.

“Now I know. Nice to meet you po pala. Alam niyo Sir, ang gagwapo ng mga anak niyo. Mana sa inyo.” pambobola ni Amethyst

Tumawa si Cornelius “No. No. They definitely got the looks from my husband. Well…” sumulyap si Cornelius sa pangalawang anak “I guess except Giovanne. They say that he got his looks from me.”

“Tama naman sila Sir. Pareho kayong maganda. Kung mahaba lang din ang buhok niyo katulad ni Lou, pagkakamalan ko na kayong babae. Heck you look prettier than me.”

Nagbiruan pa sila ng maramdaman ni Cornelius ang paggalaw ng mga daliri ni Zeus. Napabalikwas ito at tinignan maigi ang asawa.

“Love. Love are you awake now? Love?” Sa narinig ay mabilis na tumayo si Sett palapit sa kama ng ama

“Love… It’s so nice to see your beautiful face first thing after waking up.” biro ni Zeus na mahinang tinampal ni Cornelius.

“Dad. Look. Over there?” turo ni Sett sa ama sa direksyon ng mga kuya.

Nang makita ni Zeus ang nakatayong pigura ni Kari na nanginginig sa pagpipigil ng luha at ang mistulang nagtatagong si Logi ay naluha ang ama.

“Simon…” tumingin si Zeus sa asawa na nagtatanong  “Love is that… our Little Gio? Siya na ba yung second born natin?”

Napapikit si Logi. Nahimigan niya ang pagpiyok ng ama ng tawagin siyang ‘Little Gio’. Dama niya ang lungkot at pangungulila nito.

“Simon… Gio… Payakap naman. Kahit ngayon lang mga anak… Miss na kayo ni Daddy”

Ngunit imbis na lumapit si Logi ay tumakbo ito palabas. Patungo sa isa pang bakanteng silid ng hospital at doon dumukdok at umiyak.

Di maintindihan ni Logi ang nararamdaman. Pakiramdam niya sumaya siya ng marinig mula kay Zeus na tawagin ang sariling ‘Daddy’ nila. Kaunting galit at tampo. Ngunit nangibabaw ang sakit. Dahil kahit pa pilitin niya ang sarili, di niya magawang lapitan ang ama. Lungkot na makita ang lagay ng ama.

Halo halong emosyon na tanging pagiyak lang ang napiling reaksyon ng kanyang katawan.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry Dad. I’m sorry.

Chapter 20

Matapos umiyak ni Logi ay di na siya bumalik muna sa silid ng ama.

Naglalakad siya palabas ng hospital ng makita siya ni Alice na nakabreak pala ng oras na yun “Girl… Nasagap ko na ang chika mula sa Papa mo… I mean kay Tito Ty kaya di na ako nagulat na makita ka dito. How are you holding up?”

“Okay lang. Pasensya na kung di ko kayo nabalikan dun sa debut celebration ah.”

“Gaga wala yun. Family first ika nga. Tsaka, wag nga ako lokohin mo. Anong okay eh namamaga pa ang mata mo.” marahang tulak pa sa kanya ni Alice

“Yung totoo? Medyo confused pa. Maraming emosyon na naglalaro sa isip at puso ko. And in the end, di ko kinayang lapitan ang… dad ko na humihiling ng yakap. Alam ko nasaktan siya sa ginawa ko. Pero wala akong choice eh. Para akong nag-autopilot.”

Alice sighed beside him “Okay lang yun. Very normal lang naman na reaction yun lalo na sa situation mo. At iba iba ang tao sa pagdedeal ng sari-sariling problema. I’m not a psych pero alam ko na it’s in human nature to run away from something you don’t fully understand just as much as you fear them.”

“Dinudugo ang utak ko sa pinagsasabi mo. Tama na nga.” Logi sighed in defeat “Bukas. Ita-try ko. Para matapos na. Ayoko na magkaroon ng mabigat na feeling sa dibdib ko. Yun naman ang tama di’ba?”

Tumango si Alice “Oo. But you shouldn’t force yourself to do so. Mas makakabigat yun sa dalahin mo kung in the end, tatakbo ka ulit kasi di ka pala talaga ready.”

Nagpaalam na si Logi sa kaibigan at lumabas na ng hospital nang magulat ito sa pagparada ng sasakyan ni Frost sa harapan niya.

“Hey. Guess I’m just on time? I was wondering if I could ask you to join me going somewhere?” casual na tanong ni Frost mula sa loob ng sasakyan

“Saan muna? Baka kasi hilahin niyo na naman ako kung saan saan eh last time na may lakad tayo, sa Korea tayo napadpad.” biro ni Logi

“No. Nothing of that sort. We’re just going to a place I’m planning to buy. I don’t want to go there by myself so I’m hoping you could join me?” di man halata sa hitsura ni Frost ngunit nakikita niyang parang nahihiya ito sa tanong

“Okay.” sumakay sa shotgun seat si Logi. “Pero saan nga?”

“You’ll know when we get there.”

_

Nakatulala si Logi habang nakatayo sa lugar na pinagdalhan sa kanya ng binata.

“Boss. Di nga tayo nag Korea. Pero bakit parang tayo lang ang nandito?” tanong ni Logi habang iniikot ang paningin sa isang isla. Nakarating sila rito sakay ang chopper nito.

The moment Logi learned they’ll ride a chopper, he knew Frost will bring him somewhere out of ordinary.

Well this is ordinary. ORDINARY FOR HIM!

“Well, I did say it’s nothing sort of out of the country. We’re still in the Philippines.” casual na sagot ni Frost na dahilan ng pamemewang niya

“Yes but to bring me to a secluded island? Mayayaman nga naman oh. Pabili bili lang ng isla. Pero in fairness, maganda.” Logi may had found this outrageous, but he could still appreciate the scenery.

“Glad you liked it” cause we’re spending our time in here in the future.

“Bakit nga pala input ko ang tinatanong mo? Di ba dapat ikaw ang makaka-appreciate ng lugar na bibilhin mo. This is going to be your private property.”

“Cause I’m planning to invest to stuffs that me and my future partner will own.” tuwid na tingin sa kanya ni Frost

“Oh tapos? So bakit nga input ko kung para pala to sa future partner mo?”

Logi felt a bit bitter hearing that reason from Frost. Eh dapat wala akong pake.

“Nah. Don’t think about it too much. Well guess because you like it, I’ll have to buy it.”

“Gago! Dapat gusto mo. Anong ‘because you like it’. Ako ba ang magmamayari nito? Huh?” sigaw ni Logi sa kanya

Frost hid his smirk. Yes. Soon.

“Ewan ko sa yo. Balakajan. Rich kid’s problems nga naman hays!” nagwalk out si Logi at pinuntahan ang bahay na natanaw niyang nakatirik sa may kalayuan mula sa dalampasigan.

The house is a two-storey beach house. Very homey ang vibes sa labas pa lang. Pagpasok ay puno ito ng furnitures na mukhang simple but Logi knows better, mamahalin ang lahat ng ito na tipong mahihiya ka na lang na gamitin.

“In fair, maganda. Parang sobrang comfortable tirhan… Ng mga mayayaman. Dios mio, parang nahihiya akong tumapak o kahit huminga sa lugar na to.”

Natawa si Frost sa narinig “I don’t know. This is just what I envisioned about where I want me and my partner to settle down… At least for vacations. I also have a house getting built but I’ll ask for your opinion about it after it’s done.”

Nilingon ni Logi ang binata ng taas ang kilay “Ako na naman? Alam mo, ipakita mo na lang yang bahay na pinatatayo mo sa jowa mo. Ano namang malay ko sa magugustuhan niya?”

Frost grinned “Well I’m pretty sure you and that person would think alike. And as far as I remembered, I already confessed my feelings towards you. So there’s a big chance that this is the place we’re settling in if you accept me.”

“Kapal ng apog mo boy. Babaan natin ang confidence ng kaunti.

Lumapit si Frost kay Logi ng dahan dahan and spoke in his low voice, as if seducing him “I have to. Because me having you for myself is all I ever think about. Like right about now. It’s just YOU. AND. ME.”

Napaatras si Logi habang lumalapit naman si Frost sa kanya “Tumigil ka baka may magawa akong di kaaya-aya. Sige subukan mo?”

“And what is that you would do? Care to tell me?”

Sa kaatras ay di na napansin ni Logi na nasa may high chair siya sa dining area. Napaupo siya doon at si Frost naman ay dumantay ang dalawang braso sa countertop na nasa likod niya.

“You don’t know how much I wished for this moment to happen. You and me, this close to each other.” nanlaki ang mata ni Logi ng lumapit ang mukha ni Frost sa kanya “just a few inches and I could just lock our lips together. You don’t know how much I wondered how your lips… No. How YOU taste like?”

Kakaiba ang pakiramdam na nararamdaman ni Logi ngayon. Iba sa nararamdaman niya noon kay Hellion. His heart beats quicken for Hellion before when he did this yes. But when it’s Frost…

It’s like my heart is trying to escape from my chest. My heartbeat is too loud I can hear it on my ears.

While Frost continues to go closer to Logi, the latter unconsciously closed his eyes like he’s anticipating something.

Frost watched Logi’s expression. So beautiful I’m afraid I can’t stop myself.

I’m only trying to tease him. But seeing how he closed his eyes for me…

Oh fuck me…

Frost did locked his lips on Logi’s. He gave him just a light kisses at first. But he never expected for Logi’s lips to move.

And so he gave Logi what he wants, which also let’s himself lose to the sensation.

Their kiss deepened. They feel their tongue dancing on a nonexistent romantic rhythm. Logi unconsciously wrapped his arms around Frost’s neck. And since he is sitting on a high chair, he got to lock his legs around Frost which the latter touched with one hand, the other on Logi’s neck.

Their bodies are so close to each other as if letting them feel the heat their bodies are radiating.

But the magic disappeared when Logi heard himself moan. His eyes flew open in shock.

What did I just do? Did I just fucking moan?

His eyes then met Frost’s. His eyes looked at Logi full of want and need. The latter’s face is so red, and his breathing labored. His expression made him look like his head is being driven by lust.

Which he is.

Which made Logi blush.

He pushed Frost away and coughed awkwardly… “I—”

Frost looked at him pleadingly “Don’t. Dont you ever say that word. That would sound that you regretted it. Because I definitely didn’t.”

“Okay” bulong ni Logi at umiwas ng tingin.

_

Gabi na nang makauwi si Logi. Wala silang kibuan ni Frost the whole time na pauwi na sila. At ngayong nasa tapat na siya ng bahay ay may kung anong pumipigil sa kanyang lumabas ng kotse.

Not that Frost minds. He actually wanted to spend as much time as possible with Logi.

It’s not that he doesn’t want to talk to Frost because of what they did. Neither is he mad at him for it.

In fact, he couldn’t get why he likes it.

But the fact that he did after telling Frost not to court him because of everything that is going on in his life made it awkward for Logi.

After forbidding him to court you, magpapahalik ka? Tapos gaganti ka na parang gustong gusto mo?

Well yes may part na ginusto ko pero that’s the point.

“Ahh… Labas na ako. Boss. G’night.” Logi said awkwardly but didn’t move an inch. He just waits for Frost’s reply.

“Hmm. Goodnight.” Frost also didn’t move.

“Oh oo nga pala boss. Yung kanina… Sabi mo wag akong magsasabi ng word, you mean ‘Sorry’ right? “

Tumango si Frost intentionally trying not to look over Logi’s direction.

“I won’t. Uhmm… Because to be honest, I actually liked it. Not saying I wanted to do it again… Anytime soon. Or anytime at all. I don’t know what I’m saying…” Logi just stumbles on his words

“I understand. As I said, I don’t regret kissing you in fact if given a chance I’d do it again. But I respect you enough not to kiss you like that and just ask for one next time. If you’re okay with it.”

Logi hid the smile threatening to show on his face. He actually found Frost cute.

Why is he acting so shy right now?

“Confident ah. Anong next time sinasabi mo diyan. Ligawan mo muna ako no.” nanlaki ang mata niya sa sinabi niya na bigla na lang lumabas sa bibig niya.

“I mean not right now kasi magu–”

“Yes. I’ll do it the moment you tell me you’re ready. So promise me you would. Cause I don’t want to wait for nothing.”

Parang natural lang na sabihin yon ni Frost dahil sa expression niya. Pero kahit na ang mukha niya ay parang nakikipagdeal lang sa business partners niya, he could see him pleading with his eyes like that’s the only thing he would wish from Logi.

“Okay.” napatikhim pa saglit si Logi, mabilis na humalik sa pisngi ni Frost sabay takbo palabas ng sasakyan at papasok ng bahay.

Matapos non ay parang batong nakatigil lang si Frost sa kinauupuan. But he couldn’t stop the blush and his grin creeping on his face.

Daig pang nanalo sa lottong nagmaneho pauwi si Frost ng gabing yun. Parang baliw itong nakangiti all throughout his way home.

_

“PESTE! TANGINA! LECHE! MGA BOBO! INUTIL!” sigaw ng babaeng hindi tumitigil sa pagpapaputok ng baril sa kanyang private firing range. “The opportunity was right there! Pero kayong mga bobo kayo di niyo pa magawa ng maayos ang pinagtatrabaho ko!”

“Sorry Madame. Pero may kagalingan pong humawak ng armas ang target eh. Pati na rin yung kasama niyang binata. Di po namin inaasahang mauubos nila ang mga tao ko eh!”

“Kasi nga bobo kayo! Dadalawang tao ang pinapapapatay ko ng gabing yun, pero ang napatay niyo di pa importante. Driver lang” nanggagalaiting pagharap ng babae sa kausap.

“Sorry po, Madame. Next time po sisiguraduhin ko na pong matatapos po ng maayos ang trabaho.”

“Siguraduhin mo! Dahil oras na maulit itong kabobohan mo ikaw ang paglalamayan, kasama ng buong pamilya mo. Layas!”

Nang di agad nakaalis ang lalaki sa panginginig ay nagpaputok ang babae malapit sa pwesto ng kausap kaya napatalon ito sa takot.

“AHHHHH!” pagwawala ng babaeng galit galit.

“Oras lang na magkamali kayo sa pagtago, sisiguraduhin kong pahihirapan ko muna kayo bago ko kayo tatapusin. But it’s better to kill off you children before I end you, Cornelius you bitch. So you better wish I won’t find them”

“Mom. You have to chill.” dinig ng babae mula sa bagong dating na gwapong anak nito

“Oh dear I couldn’t just chill. As long as they breathe, di ako makakapagchill.”

“Please, Mom. Come on. Not now that I found my potential bride.”

“Potential what you say?” takang tanong ng babae

“Bride, Mom. I finally found someone who could hold such beauty comparable to you.” sabay abot ng isang litrato sa ina

“Oh son. I don’t know if I should be happy for you or be insulted. A man, even more beautiful than me?” the woman scoffed in disbelief

“Yes. Don’t you see. He’s so beautiful no one could compare to him. And he’s the most kindest person I ever met. He’s the one I want to be my wife.”

“Oh son. Whatever you want, I guess. Should I help you get him? alok ng ginang

“No mom. I don’t want to scare him or he’ll runaway from me. Not that it would change anything because I’d catch him if he did. I plan to woo him just as any ‘loving husband’ would do.”

Napailing ang ginang. He’s really into this guy so much he’s becoming delusional.

“Then sure. Do whatever you want, Creed.”

Chapter 21

“Simon…” dinig ni Kari na tawag sa kanya ng amang si Zeus. Nilingon nito at binigyan ng nagtatanong na tingin

“You look like you’re beating yourself up about something.” sambit nito sa mababang boses.

“Sorry. It’s just that… I know that it’s me that made Logi this resentful to you. Kaya ka niya tinakbuhan yesterday. I am telling you, he isn’t usually like that. He is a kindhearted person. Most out of everyone I know… And because of me…”

“Anak. Di ko naman masisisi kung ano man ang nagawa o nasabi mo sa kapatid mo. That is just how you saw the situation as a young kid. I’m not blaming you for anything. Kami ang may pagkukulang at pagkakamali. Please anak, don’t think much about it. I know… Someday he’ll come around.”

Zeus put his hand on Kari’s head and glide it backwards. Just like how Kari remembered his dad doing before.

That never failed to calm his heart in sorrow.

_

“Anak. Sure ka na bang ready ka na?” Tanong ni Viktor sa anak na lulan ng kaniyang Taxi. Hinatid nito ang anak papuntang hospital.

“Opo. Sabi ko po sa sarili ko na, its just fair to at least hear them out. Sa tanda kong to, gusto kong maging bigger person na di tatakbuhan ang problema. Ayoko nang mabuhay ng may sama ng loob. Nakakabawas ng ganda.”

Tinapik ni Viktor ang anak sa balikat habang tumatawa “Kahit kailan ka talaga anak. Basta kahit anong mangyari, nandito lamang kami ni Papa Tyrone mo para sayo. Para sa inyo ng Kuya Kari mo.”

“Siyempre. Kayo pa rin ang Tataylabs ko. Di ho yun mababago. Tay, sigurado po ba kayong ayaw niyo ko samahan?”

Umiling si Viktor at tinignan sa mata ang anak “Moment ninyong mag ama yun anak. Gusto ko na pagbigyan sila na makausap at makasama ang anak nilang matagal na nawalay sa kanila.

Gusto kong maging madamot. Ipagdamot kayo ng kuya mo pero sino ba naman kami?“

Alam ni Logi na nagpipigil ang ama sa pagiyak “Tay. Mahal na mahal po namin kayo. Di yun mababago ng kahit na ano. Lumaki kami ng maayos ni Kuya ng dahil sa pagmamahal niyo.  I promise you Tay, di ko kayo iiwan. Ako pa rin ang pangalawang anak niyo.”

Yumakap ng mahigpit si Viktor sa anak. “Sige na anak. Pumasok ka na doon. Kausapin mo na ang Dad mo para malinawan ka na.”

Ngumuso si Logi habang lumalabas ng sasakyan “Kasi Tay sabi ni Papa, pinaliwanag na nila sa inyo bakit di pa kayo ang magexplain sakin”

“Sige na. Deserve mo makuha ang mga sagot sa kanila. Di sa amin. Sige na anak. I love you!”

“I love you too Tatay!”

_

Habang naglalakad sa loob ng hospital ay nagulat siya na makita si Nikki at palagay niya ay si Triton na naka-disguise sa hallway “Hoy. Bakit kayo nandito?”

Lumingon sa kaniya si Triton “Kuya Logi! Ano kasi… Nagcollapse po kasi si Dion. Kaya dinala namin siya dito para ipa-check up.”

Sasagot pa sana siya ng lumabas ang doctor na tumitingin kay Dion “You don’t have to worry about anything. The patient just collapsed because of overfatigue. Kailangan niya lang bumawi ng pahinga and he will be good as new.”

Kumunot ang noo ni Logi at lumingon kay Nikki “Anong overfatigue? Di’ba mine- make sure natin na sapat ang pahinga nila?”

“Di ko rin alam, Logi. Ang alam ko kasi sumusunod sila sa schedule na ginagawa natin. No matter how many shows they go for promotions, gumagawa ako ng time for them to have enough rest.”

Triton interjected “Kuya. Ate Nikki, ang totoo kasi niyan nakikita ko si Dion na nagpa-practice pa din kahit time na ng pahinga. And then sometimes bigla na lang siyang nawawala kaya di rin naman lagi nakikita ang ginagawa niya sa free time niya.”

Napasapo siya ng noo “Kung sino pa ang pinakamatanda sa inyo, siya pa ang pinakapasaway. Sige na, Nikki iwan ko muna sila sayo. May importante lang akong pupuntahan.”

“Oo of course. Di ko na natanong kung bakit ka nandito. Pero mukhang personal kaya sige na. Ako nang bahala sa kanila.”

_

Huminga ng malalim si Logi at itinaas ang kamay para kumatok. Pero ilang beses na niya itong ginawa, di pa rin niya matuloy.

Napatingin siya sa cellphone niya na magping ito.

New message

From: Boss Galing North Pole

Good Morning. Whatever you’re doing today, I wish for a good luck for you.

Call me if you need anything.

“Kailan ba kami naging close at may pa-text na ganito si Boss?” napapangiting tinabi ang cellphone.

Tuluyan nang kumatok si Logi at matapos lang ang ilang segundo ay pinagbuksan siya ni Settreigh “Kuya”

“Pwede ba akong pumasok?”

“O-of course. Tara na. Dad, may bisita ka!”

Pagpasok ni Logi ay agad na nasalubong niya ang mata ni Zeus na muli ay nagbabadya na namang lumuha.

Ngunit imbis na ayain itong yumakap sa kanya tulad ng totong nais nitong gawin, tinapik na lamang nito ang upuan sa tabi niya. “Maupo ka, anak.”

Dahan-dahang lumapit si Logi. Napaigtad siya ng hawakan ni Kari ang balikat niya. Nilingon lang niya ito saglit at naupo na sa upuang tinuro ng ama.

“Salamat Anak sa pagpunta. Di ko na lalakasan ang loob ko na humiling ng yakap sa’yo dahil baka tumakbo ka naman. Kaya hanggang dito na lang muna.”

Nakonsensya si Logi muli sa sinabi ni Zeus. Mukhang nasaktan nga ito sa ginawa niya. “Sorry po.”

“No. I didn’t say that to make you feel bad. Baka lang kasi natakot kita. Don’t say sorry, you didn’t do anything wrong.”

Buong tapang na tinignan ni Logi si Zeus. “Ngayon po ready na ako. Bare it all to me. Gusto kong malaman ang totoo and don’t leave any single detail behind.”

“Of course we won’t” dinig ni Logi na wika ni Cornelius na tumabi sa kanan niya na katabi din ni Zeus. “We wouldn’t leave you in the dark for any longer”.

_

Nang matapos magkwento ang dalawang ama ay nakapikit ng mariin si Logi. Ina-absorb ang impormasyon na nakuha niya.

To summarize, their family was in danger. His papa Cornelius left them somewhere to keep them safe but someone took them so when Cornelius came back for them their gone.

But Cornelius only left them to make sure no harm would come for them. He didn’t want to abandon them.

But something doesn’t sit well with Logi. Who in the world would want to harm their family? Bakit gusto nilang patayin kami. His parents seems to be good people. He can feel it.

Pero for someone who would go all this way to kill them?

But one thing is for sure…

His parents never intended to abandon them. They only did what they had to do out of love.

At lalong sumakit ang dibdib niya knowing he resented them for something they didn’t want to do but they had to.

Napahawak si Logi sa dibdib at humagulgol.

“Anak. Please don’t cry.”

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry po. Di ko po alam. I resented you without knowing what you had to do to protect us. I’m sorry”.

Di na napigilan ni Zeus na hatakin ang anak sa braso at akapin ang nanginginig na katawan ng anak. Napaigik ito ng kaunti ngunit di na niya pinansin ang sakit. Ang mahalaga ay maiparamdam niya sa anak na wala itong ginawang mali.

“Please. My Little Gio, stop crying. Di kaya ni Daddy na makita kang umiiyak. Tama na anak. Wala kang ginawang mali. Tahan na anak ko.” Zeus rubbed Logi’s back with one hand and his son’s head on the other habang pinatatahan ang anak.

And as Cornelius watched the two, naalala niya ang memorya nung musmos pa lang si Logi.

Cornelius always tears up whenever their baby cries. Minsan kahit naging ama na siya sa kay Simon, di pa rin niya alam ang gagawin tuwing umiiyak ang sanggol na anak.

Zeus arrived and immediately go towards his husband. He then took their crying son to his arms and put its head gently on his shoulder.

He rubs Gio’s back gently and hushed.

And like magic, Gio stopped crying. The only thing they could hear from the child is his sobs but he’s already sleeping.

Sa naalala ay napatakip ng bibig si Cornelius. His baby really is back.

Tumabi na din si Kari kay Cornelius at  dinaluhan ito.

Akala niya ay tatagal pa ang pagiwas sa kanila ng anak. Pero laking pasasalamat niya na mukhang tinatanggap na sila ng mga ito.

Pakiramdam niya buo na silang muli. At sisiguraduhin niyang di na sila maghahahiwalay pa.

_

Nagpaalam muna saglit si Logi sa pamilya at binalikan sina Nikki. Papasok na sana siya ng kwarto ni Dion nang may mahagip ang peripheral vision niya na animo’y tao na sinusundan siya

Lalapitan niya sana ang direksyong yun ng marinig niyang tinawag siya ni Nikki

“Logi! Nandito ka na pala. Tapos na yung pinunta mo dito?”

Sandali pang tumingin si Logi sa pillar kung saan niya napansin ang pigura at bumaling din siya kay Nikki “Ahh nagpaalam lang ako saglit. Iche-check ko lang naman kung okay na ba si Dion.”

“Okay na siya. Papadala na lang si Edzon ng sasakyan para ihatid si Dion. Actually gising na siya. Gusto mo ba siyang kausapin?” aya sa kanya ng dalaga

“Okay.” bumalik ang paningin niya sa pillar na nakita kanina ngunit umiling siya’t sumunod kay Nikki.

Nang makapasok si Logi ay lumabas sa pinagtataguan ang misteryosong sumusunod dito.

“Hmm. Oh the twisted fate. My son is actually infatuated with HIM. The son of my old treacherous friend…”

Naalala niya ang paglabas ni Logi sa silid ni Zeus. She knew that only family members could enter the said room unless someone else brought them.

But he couldn’t be just a friend of the family. The guy looks awfully similar to Cornelius.

Naglakad palabas ng hospital at pumasok ang babae sa kanyang kotse. Habang pauwi ay tinitigan niya ang larawan ni Logi.

“Una, buhay ka pa pala talaga. At pangalawa nagawa mo pang maakit ang anak ko. It’s funny thinking that your father managed to caught me on his love trap and now you caught my son onto yours. Magama nga kayo.”

This changes everything. She couldn’t possibly kill the guy his son loves. She can’t have his son hating her.

After a few minutes of thinking, she gets into conclusion…

“I’ll let my son marry you, as you watch your family die. Isn’t it a fun way to torture you? AND knowing you’ll drown in pain, Cornelius will surely suffer as he die knowing his son will live through the pain of their deaths.”

Not the best plan, but it’s enough to hurt them nonetheless.

_

Binatukan ni Logi ang nakangusong si Dion.

“Kailan ko sinabing magpakapagod ka? I only ask you to work hard, not kill yourself with it!”

Nagpapaawang tumingin si Dion kay Logi. “Sorry na. I’m just thinking if I do perfectly, mas lalo maggo-grow ang fan base namin pag na-recognize na ng fans ang hardwork namin.”

“Eh naabot mo nga yung fame, nadeado ka naman sa overfatigue. Edi wala din! Mindset ba mindset.” tinuktokan niya ulit si Dion. “Wag mo nang ulitin yon. Okay?”

“Sorry na PO. I promise di na ako magpapakapagod. Sorry for worrying you.”

Natigilan kaunti si Logi ng nahimigan niya ang sinserong boses ni Dion. At ang seryoso nitong pagtitig sa mukha.

“Good. Dapat lang dahil pag di ka sumunod at ma-hospital ka ulit, sisiguraduhin kong di kita dadalawin. Bahala ka sa buhay mo.” pananakot ni Logi.

“That won’t do. Para mo na ring sinabing di na ako favorite niyo.” nakapout na sabi ni Dion na tinaasan niya ng kilay

“At kailan ko sinabing favorite kita aber?”

Pasaway.

_

Paglabas ni Logi ay muli siyang umakyat sa silid ng ama ng makita niya sa isang sulok ang pigura ni Alice na parang nakikipagsagutan sa kung sino. Di niya makita kung sino dahil nahaharangan ito ng isang haligi.

Lalapitan sana niya ito nang makitang magwowalk out ang kaibigan.

Pero pinigilan ito ng isang braso at hinigit si Alice palapit sa kausap nitong lalaki. He could only assume dahil parang braso ng lalaki ang humila sa kaibigan.

Okay. This is getting screaming ‘romantic drama’ scene. Pero sino yung guy?

Tinulak ni Alice ang kausap. Ngunit muli siyang kinabig ng lalaki at hinagkan ang labi ng kaibigan.

Oh shit. Oh shit. Should I continue watching this? Pero mukhang nagaaway sila so dapat ba awatin ko? Pero gagi ang awkward kung bigla akong susulpot habang nagkakainan sila ng bibig.

Ay bahala na.

Pasugod na sumigaw si Logi para sawayin ang dalawa “HOY! ANONG GINAGAWA MO SA KAIBI—” Natigilan si Logi at napanganga.

There’s no way Alice is becoming a third party on a relationship. Dahil I know this guy has a girlfriend. On and off nga lang pero I’m sure sila pa rin ngayon!

“Logi. Logi let me explain…” dinig niyang sabi ng kaibigan

“Talaga! Halika nga!” hinila niya ang kaibigan at marahas na bumaling sa lalaking humalik dito “At wag kang susunod o uupakan kitang TWO TIMER ka!”

Nang makalayo sila at makarating sa sa comfort room at tinitigan niya ang kaibigan na tulirong nakatingin din sa kanya “Logi, I swear walang kami.”

“By the looks of it, parang meron! At least to some extent to the point na hahalikan ka nang gagong yun! You do know may long time girlfriend na si Storm diba?!”

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Chapter 22

Nanatiling nakatitig si Logi kay Alice, looking at his friend with disappointed expression. “Alice naman.”

“I’m telling you walang kami… Pero ano…”

“Pero ano? Tell me what’s going on?”

Alam ni Alice kung gaano kasensitive kay Logi ang cheating. He saw how Logi hurted when Hellion cheated on him. Kaya lalo siyang natakot magsabi  sa kaibigan.

The situation was only known by Vee. He couldn’t bring himself to tell Logi. But now it seems he doesn’t have a choice.

“It only happened one time. Just one. Ang totoo gusto ko nang magresign after mangyari yun. Dahil di ko kayang humarap pa sa kanila lalo na sa nagawa naming pagkakamali.” at tumulo ang isang patak ng luha sa mata ng kaibigan

“Pero di mo kaya umalis? Bakit?”

Saglit na nanahimik si Alice “You know that Dad would be disappointed kung di ko tatapusin ang residency ko dito. For some reason he wanted me to finish it here. Kaya kahit hirap na hirap na ako na umiwas sa kanya, tinatagan ko na lang para kay Dad.

Kahit na nagi-guilty ako sa tuwing binibisita ni Zyra si Storm. Sa tuwing ngingitian niya ako. Dahil everytime she did, nareremind ako sa kung gaano ko siya masasaktan pag nalaman niya ang nangyari sa min.

But Storm… in some twisted reason ayaw niya ako tigilan. The scene you witnessed kanina? Sinasabihan ko lang siyang layuan na ako and we should just treat each other like before. Before he even know I existed. Pero…“

Di na kailangan pang tapusin ni Alice dahil alam na ni Logi. Pero pinigilan niya ang sarili dahil mas kailangan siya ni Alice ngayon.

_

Nagdesisyon ang nagasawang si Zeus at Cornelius na umuwi na lang ng bahay. Di sana sila papayagan ni Storm ngunit they insisted na pwede naman silang i-observe sa sariling tahanan at tatawag na lang sa hospital kung may mapansing kakaiba.

Storm sighed and nodded. Bago ito lumabas ang nahuli niya ang masamang tingin ni Logi sa kanya.

“Logi. May problema ba? Bakit ang sama ng mukha mo doon sa doctor?” tanong ni Kari nang mapansin ang expression ni Logi

“Di ko pwede i-share. Issue ito ng kaibigan ko kaya bawal.”

“Sinong kaibigan? Si Harvey?” Tanong ng kuya niya na nakapagpangisi kay Logi

“Concerned? Yiee may tumatalab na ba sa’yo ang pagpapacute ni Vee?”

“Sige asarin mo pa ako. Buti nga di kita kinukulit dun sa sinabi nung Amethyst na ‘Mga manliligaw’ mo?”

Bumaliktad ang sitwasyon. Kung kanina ay si Logi ang nakangisi, ngayon ay si Kari naman dahil narinig ng buong pamilya ang pinag-uusapan nilang magkapatid.

“Gio? May manliligaw ka?” tanong ni Cornelius.

“I heard Simon said ‘Mga’. So multiple? Care to explain that, my little Gio?” usisa naman ni Zeus

Namula si Logi at tinignan ng matalim ang kuya “Wala yun. Ma-issue lang yun si Ms Amethyst.”

Tumikhim si Kari sa naisip na ipambubuyo sa kapatid “Ah. Naalala ko na. Dumadalaw pala sa bahay natin si Hellion. Yung ex mo? Atsaka sino ulit yun? Yung naghatid sayo last time na na-aksidente ka? Sir Frost ba ang tawag mo don?”

Sett’s brows furrowed in curiosity “Hellion? Frost? Aren’t those two both Beaumonts?”

Cornelius’ face lit in recognition “Tama. Frost is Max and Mira’s first born. And if I’m not mistaken, Hellion Magnus is their second. Omg love! Isn’t it destined?”

“Pa. Don’t jump into conclusion. Ex ko lang si Hellion and were just friends now. Si Sir Frost ano…” naalala bigla ni Logi ang halikan nila ni Frost sa isla “Boss slash friend ko. Yun lang yon”

Nabasa ni Zeus ang mukha ni Logi. “Well. Good thing I have an appointment for Beau Entertainment scheduled supposedly today. But since I can’t right now, I think I have to rearrange it tomorrow.” tumingin si Zeus kay Logi  na may pilyong ngiti “Sett, invite Frost Matthieu Beaumont to our house for that meeting tomorrow. I don think we have so much to talk about.”

“No. Dad please…”

Zeus chuckled “Don’t be too anxious, dear Gio. We’re just gonna talk business.”

Somehow, Logi doubted that. He doesn’t trust Zeus’ look he’s giving him.

_

Secretary Johanne walked into Frost’s office as Frost reviewed the papers he missed after a few days of his absence.

“Mr. Beaumont. I have a report for your appointments tomorrow and I’m asking if you’ll approve of the revision.”

Frost fixed his glasses and looked at his secretary “Go on.”

“Since you don’t have anything planned, I assumed its okay to set the meeting with Mr. Zeus Vermilion tomorrow. It was postponed due to unforeseen circumstances that happened to Mr. Vermilion. I am asking for your confirmation.”

Napaisip si Frost. Vermilion.

That was the surname of the people Louise came for in my brothers hospital a few days ago. And the reason he’s on leave.

And if he’s not mistaken, assumingly these are Louise’s real family. If he overheard them correctly.

“Okay. Just tell me about the details later.”

Vermilions, as far as he remembered, are his parent’s closest friends. They are very influential in the business world. Despite the couple’s lack of support from their respective families, the two built their own fortune by themselves.

But years ago, they vanished. He hadn’t heard anything from them for such a long time. And when he did, it’s when he received an invitation to a gathering in Korea.

He found out the couple lost their children. Which he felt a bit sorry for them.

But turns out, one of those children is Louise.

Such small world. But then he remembered what his mom said before (which he thought is just a joke)

They are willing to marry off their children, only if they’re willing.

Well now that I know Louise is their child, maybe I would agree to marry him.

Or better yet, I’ll propose the idea.

Napailing si Frost. Such childish train of thought.

Tinapos na ni Frost ang mga nirereview at lumabas na ng office niya kinahapunan. He decided to go home early dahil ilang araw na din siyang walang pahinga. He always choose to rest alone.

Pagdating sa bahay ay agad siyang naupo sa sofa niya at isinandal ang ulo. The first thing… Or person he envisioned in his head after closing his eyes is Louise.

Am I really that down horrendous that I couldn’t take his face out of my head?

Parang di pa naman matagal simula ng di sila magkita ni Logi ay namimiss na niya ito. He doesn’t even have enough moments spent with him pero attached na attached siya dito.

Sa kaiisip kay Logi, di na napansin ni Frost na nakaidlip siya.

_

Frost found himself sitting on a single sofa, naked with a person… A man… On his lap. The guy’s face is on his neck while Frost rubbed the guy’s waist.

“Do you still have the capacity to continue? Cause you could feel how hard I am still inside you?” He found himself grinning

The answer he got from the guy made Frost chuckle. He looked so tired and out of it, but the guy nodded at Frost and then ground his hips. Frost felt his dick harden even more.

“Damn. Are you sure? Cause I’m sure as hell I can still pound you for a few hours more.” he then stood up carrying the guy and then dropped him on the bed. He wore another condom and then puts the guy’s legs up high and into his shoulders as he mounted him again.

Frost eyes goes up. And his eyes met the lewd expression of his lover’s beautiful face.

Looked so hot and sexy. All ravished.

And all his.

_

Frost’s eyes slowly opened.

He finally recognized the face of the guy he slept with all those years ago…

“Louise.”

_

Napanganga si Logi habang papasok ang sinasakyang sasakyan sa isang malaking gate na awtomatikong bumukas para sa kanila.

Gate pa lang napaka intricate na ng pagkakadisenyo. Napabulong siya sa sarili ‘Parang sa movies ko pa lang to nakikita. Di ko alam na mayron palang ganito sa Pilipinas’.

At lalong napanganga siya ng makita ang malaking mansyon na maari nang tawaging isang kastilyo.

Very Victorian.

“Di naman po kayo lowkey no? Buti walang nakakadiscover sa lugar na to.”

Natawa si Sett sa narinig mula sa kuya “Kung papayag ka na dito tumira, dapat masanay ka na kuya.”

Natahimik si Logi. Nagaalangan siya dahil ayaw naman niyang iwan ang mga kinalakihang magulang. Sigurado malulungkot ang mga iyon kung sasama siya sa totoong pamilya.

Nabasa naman ni Zeus ang pag-aalinlangan ni Logi at ngumiti “Anak. Mayroon akong sorpresa sa inyo ni Kuya Simon mo.”

Nagkatinginan si Logi at si Kari sa tinuran ng ama. Naguguluhan man ay tumango ang dalawa.

Pagbaba ng sasakyan ay inabsorb pa muna nina  Logi at Kari ang paligid.

Napakaganda ng aesthetic ng buong mansyon. Lights illuminated the very sophisticated designs of the walls na parang nakakahiyang hawakan.

Parang gusto kong i-vandalize. Masyadong perfect tignan.

Pagpasok ay sumalubong sa kanila ang mga staff ng bahay na nakahilera para batiin ang pagbabalik ng kanilang mga amo.

Pero nagulat siya dahil sa expression nila.

“Welcome back MGA BOSSING!” Sabay sabay na sigaw ng mga ito na para bang tropa lang nila ang binati.

Tumawa si Zeus sa iginawi ng mga ito. “Please, behave yourselves. Wag niyo muna ilabas ang attitude niyo ngayon at baka maoverwhelm ang mga anak ko.”

Natahimik agad ang mga ito nang mapansin nga sina Logi at Kari.

Nagsalita ang babaeng mukhang ang mayor doma ng pamilya “Sila na po ba ang mga alaga ko Señor? Ay diosmio, kay gagwapo naman ho. Manang mana kay Señor Corey”

Napahawak sa dibdib si Zeus sa narinig “How dare you, Manang Salve. It’s pretty obvious they took after me!”

“Sorry Señor. Pero tama po si Nanay. Lalo na ho itong isa.” Tinuro ng isa pang katulong si Logi “Parang nakuha nito ang bawat sulok ng mukha ni Señor Corey.”

Naghighfive si Sett sa katulong “Tama. You have such a good eye, Ate Lucy.”

Ngumisi si Cornelius. “Tama na yan. Stop stating the obvious at may surprise pa tayong ire-reveal sa mga baby ko.”

Napanguso si Zeus sa asawa “Talagang pinagtutulungan niyo pa ako.”

Umakbay si Kari sa ama na mukhang nagtatampo “Wag kang magalala dad. Im on your side. Kamukhang kamukha ko kayo. Pareho tayong pogi.”

Pagkarating sa dining area ay nakita nila ang ilang pang katulong na nagaayos ng mesa. Bumati agad ang mga ito sa kanila.

“Where are they?” takang tanong ni Cornelius na mukhang may hinahanap

Natigilan si Logi at si Kari ng marinig ang pamilyar na mga nagbabangayan na boses

“Ako na kasi. Matatapon pa ito eh.”

“Hawak ko na kasi bakit mo pa inagaw!”

“Tama na. Para kayong mga sira. Ito kunin mo di yung nagaagawan kayo sa iisang putahe. Bilis at paparating na ang mga kapatid niyo”

Napatakbo si Logi sa direkyon ng mga boses at napatakip ng bibig nang makita ang mga ito.

“Tatay! Papa! Gymir! Jord!”

Agad na sinalubong siya ni Tyrone ng mahigpit na yakap. “Bakit kayo nandito Pa?”

“Napagdesisyunan namin na… Imbitahan sila na dito manirahan.” dinig niyang paliwanag ni Cornelius habang akbay ito ni Zeus.

“Alam naming malulungkot kayo pag di niyo sila kasama. Kaya naman kinausap namin sila. They are very reluctant. But we asked them thoroughly for your sakes.” ngiting wika ni Zeus

“Kaya naman nagpakaselfish na kami ng Tatay mo. Gusto pa namin kayong makasama kaya kinapalan na namin ang mukha at sumama na.” pabiro ngunit umiiyak na sabi ni Tyrone na agad namang pinatahan ni Logi

Napangiti ang magasawa. Zeus and Cornelius are so happy to just see the smiles of their children. Mukhang tama ang desisyon nilang imbitahin sa tahanan ang kinalakihang pamilya nina Logi at Kari.

Matapos maghapunan ay napagkasunduan muna na pagpahingahin muna nila si Zeus dahil kagagaling lamang nito sa hospital.

“I feel like I’m afraid to fall asleep. Baka kasi paggising ko wala na naman kayo” mababang boses na sabi ni Zeus. Dinaluhan agad siya ng asawa.

“Di ka nananaginip, Love. Dahil kung oo ay pareho tayo ng napapanaginipan.”

Sumampa sa kama si Logi at tumabi kay Zeus “Gusto niyo bang tabihan ka pa namin para paggising niyo, nandito pa rin kami?”

“Kung maaari lang. Sige na anak, magpapahinga na ako.” matapos ay nakakalokong tumingin kay Logi ang ama “May kakausapin pa akong isang manliligaw ng anak ko kaya dapat ready na ako.”

“Dad!”

“Tara na Logi. Let him rest. Bumawi ka na lang kay Dad bukas.” Hila ni Kari sa kapatid

Habang palabas ng silid ay napaisip si Logi. Di naman talaga nila i-interrogate si boss no? If ever, please naman wag na sana. Nakakahiya.

Trust. Business meeting yun. Business meeting yun… Right?

Chapter 23

A/N: Nababagalan ba kayo? Kasi ako parang sa sobrang slow ng phase ng kwento, feeling ko nawawalan na ako ng direksyon.

So yun lang. Share ko lang yung thoughts ko. Sorry na agad huhubells.

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Kinabukasan, gumising si Logi sa isang napakalambot na kama.

Erase. Di tayo nagdedescribe ulit ng kung gaano karangya ang mga gamit sa bahay ng mga Vermilion. Basta gets niyo na yung typical ‘Mayayaman’ feels sa TV at Novels.

Nagunat unat siya at ginawa ang mga tipikal na ginagawa niya uma-umaga.

Magayos ng kama. Maghilamos (o kaya naman maligo depende kung may pasok). Magsipilyo. Magayos ng sarili.

Lumabas na siya ng silid para bumaba sa dining area. Pero parang ilang minuto na di pa rin siya nakakarating.

Sa laki ba naman ng mansyong to, para akong naglalakad ng ilang minuto mula sa silid ko marating lang ang kasunod na kwarto.

Damang dama na niya ang gutom na marating ang dining area at naabutan niya si Kari na kumakain mag-isa.

“G’morning Kuya. Nasaan sila?”

Simangot na tumingin sa kanya si Kari “Sa sobrang tagal daw nating gumising, di na natin naabutang umalis para pumasok sina Gymir at Jord. Si Papa at si Tatay, nagpumilit pumasok sa trabaho.

Si Dad at si ‘Pops’, nasa meeting room dahil may urgent na paguusapan sa business nila. Si Sett, di ko alam. Di nagsabi. Nasagot ko na ba ang tanong mo?“ taas na kilay na litanya ni Kari

Pops na ang tawag nila ni Kari kay Cornelius. Para daw di na sila malito pa ni Kari kung ano ang itatawag dito at kay Tyrone.

Ito na rin naman ang tinatawag ni Sett kay Cornelius, kaya ito na lang din ang pinagkasunduan nilang itawag sa ama.

“Ang taray mo ngayon?” pabagsak na pagupo ni Logi

“Nagka-characterize lang ako. Para feel ko na ang pagiging terror mong kuya pag dumating na yung Frost na yun.”

Napamaang si Logi sa narinig “Kuya. Business meeting ang ipupunta ni Boss dito, okay? Yun ang sabi ni Dad…”

Ngumisi si Kari sa kapatid “Naniwala ka naman? Consider this meeting his ‘Meet the Family’ phase para sa kanya. Ekis na dito si Hellion dahil nakuwento ko na sa kanila ang ginawa niya sayo… Which gives him negative points to him by the way… So baka yung Thunder na lang ang iimbitahin namin next time.”

“Kuya!”

“ALSO! Plus points na pala si Frost kina Dad. Nakita nila yung ginawa niya dun sa hospital last time. He got the ‘Maalaga’ box checked. So…”

Nasapo ni Logi ang noo. “Kuya. May I remind you na di ako babae para bakuran niyo nina Dad at Pops… “

“At nina Papa at si Tatay…” singit ni Kari

“You’re our Princess kaya dapat protektahan ka namin, Kuya.” nabigla siya sa pagsasalita ni Sett sa likod niya

“Ahhh! Bahala kayo sa buhay niyo. Ate Salve akin na yan sa taas na ako kakain!” inagaw na ni Logi ang mga pinggang dala ni Aling Salve at nagdabog na lumabas ng dining area. Na siyang ikinatawa ng mga kapatid.

_

Frost arrived at the Vermilion Mansion earlier than expected. He was expected to come by 6 PM. Zeus himself told him he would like to have him over dinner too.

But somehow, he also feel nervous about this particular appointment. He never felt anything close to nervousness all his life. Not even when his parents would scold him when he was young. He always has a cool head.

But everytime he’d remind himself this is Logi’s dad he’s talking to, even though he knew it’s for business… He can’t help but feel antsy.

He drew a deep breath before he step out of his car. He forced himself to look composed.

As he was walking up the stairs leading to the giant ornate door when he saw Settreigh standing right outside as if waiting for his arrival.

He suddenly remembered his last interaction with the guy.

If I only knew he’s Louise’s brother.

“ Good evening, Mr. Settreigh Vermilion.“

Settreigh remained his blank expression but nodded “Good evening, Mr. Frost Beaumont. Welcome to Vermilion Mansion.” Tumingin ito sa dalawang lalaking pormal ang tindig at sinenyasan ito na buksan ang malaking pinto.

“Come on in.”

Sinundan ni Frost si Settreigh papasok. If their family mansion in Korea where he first met Settreigh is luxurious, this one looks so regal. Like it’s owned by a long line of royal lineage.

He saw a lot of paintings he knew was painted by a lot of talented artist and Antique ornaments.

But what took his attention more are a lot of perfectly carved statues of Norse Gods and Goddesses.

This is such a display of how rich and powerful this family is.

And Frost felt like he’s just someone small stepping into the lair of someone big enough to crush him.

Natigilan siya ng marinig mula sa di kalayuan ang pamilyar na tawanan.

“Oh dear… How time flies! But your beauty really is timeless.!”

“Hush. Don’t flatter me. YOU are the one who looked like who didn’t aged at all!”

“Cornelius, I could feel the weight of my wife’s head getting heavier because of what you said…”

Nasundan ito ng tawanan na napatigil sa pagpasok niya sa hardin ng mga Vermilion.

“Finally!” Pinanood niyang lumapit sa kanya ang ina niya at kumapit sa kanyang braso. “Zeus, Cornelius, this is my eldest son. Frost Matthieu.”

Naguguluhan man ay lumipat ang tingin nito mula sa ina papunta sa ama. Tapos ay tumingin naman siya sa nakatayong pigura ng dalawang lalaking seryoso siyang tinitignan.

“I heard so much about you, Frost. Nice to meet you. I’m Zeus Giordano Vermilion. And this is my husband, Cornelius.”

Nakipagkamay siya muna kay Cornelius na tipid na ngumiti sa kanya. At saka ito nakipagkamay kay Zeus na naramdaman niyang mahigpit na hawak nito.

Too tight I feel like he’s crushing my hand…

“Nice meeting you too, Mr and Mr Vermilion.”

Kumaway si Cornelius “Oh dear just call us Titos. Just like how you did when you are little.”

Gumaan ng kaunti ang pakiramdam niya sa pagngiti ni Cornelius sa kanya.

“I thought we’re discussing about business… Tito. I didn’t know my parents are coming too.” He looked straight to Zeus eyes as he said it in curiosity.

“I intentionally did invited them here. Is there something wrong about it?”

Napalunok ng palihim si Frost. “Nothing.”

“Good. All is set then.” lumingon si Zeus sa mga magulang ni Frost “Too Bad your other children couldn’t come. I heard so much about them too… Especially that Hellion fellow.”

“You do? I’m hoping only good things…”

Pinutol ni Zeus ang kaibigan “Oh Max… If only you knew. As a father, I can’t imagine how I am feeling about that second son of yours.”

Nahimigan ni Maximilian ang tono ni Zeus. This tone is something he could only hear if his friend feels an intense anger.

Oh what did you do, Hellion?

“Settreigh. Where are your brothers?”

That caught Frost’s attention. Louise is here?

“Kuya Simon said he’ll meet us in the dining room. I already asked Ate Salve to summon Kuya Logi too.” seryosong sagot ni Settreigh

“Logi? That name sounds familiar…” dinig niyang bulong ni Miranda

“Come on. Let’s continue this chat over dinner. Shall we?” Cornelius said with a warm smile.

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“Sandali lang naman Ate Salve. Bakit naman kasi kailangan pormal ang suot ko? Para naman akong aattend ng Prom nito eh.” reklamo ni Logi kay Salve

“Ser…”

“Logi.” suway ni Logi

“…Logi, ibinilin ito ng Daddy niyo. Di ko nga rin maintindihan kung bakit kailangan pang pormal na pormal ang suot niyo eh.”

Logi just sighed in disbelief. As far as I know, business meeting between my boss and my dad ang magaganap. Bakit kailangan nandoon ako, na naka-Suit and tie?

“Kainis. Di pa naman bagay yung buhok ko sa suot ko. Ay bahala na nga!”

Nakangusong bumaba si Logi papuntang dining room. Di niya alam na naroroon na ang mga bisita kaya naman nagdadabog pa siya papunta sa dining area.

“DAD! Ano ba naman kasing trip niyo at…” napahinto si Logi pagpasok sa silid kasabay ng pagtahimik ng mga tao na nakaupo sa long table.

“Just in time! Come on sit, my little Gio.”

Namumulang sumunod si Logi. First of all, nakakahiya na ang entrance ko, pangalawa mas nakakahiya na tawagin niyo kong ‘my little Gio’ sa harap ng boss ko!

Pagkaupo niya ay saglit na nagwagi ang katahimikan.

Binasag ito ng impit na pagtili ng ina ni Frost “Oh my gosh. Did fate really drew your boy to meet our family?” Tumingin ito kay Logi “You really are their son, are you?”

“I see. So you already met?” Zeus asked

“Yes. And what’s crazy is that bomb they brought us! He got three of my sons’ attention. Damn my shipper heart is going rampant at that time.”

Napayuko si Logi sa nakakaasar na ngisi ni Kari sa kanyang tabi sabay palihim na pagsipa sa hita nito “Aw!”

“Simon? Are you okay?” pagaalalang tanong ni Cornelius na tinanguan lang ni Kari.

“Three? So this ‘Three suitors’ your niece is talking about back in the hospital are your sons? Are they?” seryosong bumaling ang mata ni Zeus kay Logi.

But Logi knew better. On hindsight it did look serious. But he could see that mischief look on his father’s eyes.

Bakit ba sakin nakasentro ang usapang to? Akala ko ba business meeting?

“Dad. Wala pong ganoon.” Bumaling si Logi sa mag asawang Beaumont “Hellion is a friend. He may be… My ex but we’re just friends now. Thunder is just teasing me but I knew better. And Sir Frost…”

“I am planning to.” putol ni Frost kay Logi na nakapagpamula sa pisngi ni Logi. Bumaling ang mata ni Frost kay Zeus na parang nanghihingi ng permiso “But he told me he isn’t ready for that yet. So I’m assuming he would let me if he’s ready.”

Nakataas ang kilay na tinignan siya ni Logi. Pinagsasabi nito?

May amnesia ba ako para ma miss yung ‘conversation’ na yun? Bakit wala akong matandaan?

“Ahh! I knew it! Zeus, Cornelius! Let him please! Alam niyo naman yung promise natin before right?!”

Kinakabahang ngumiti si Cornelius. Im sure Logi would go bananas hearing about that.

“Let’s set that conversation aside for now. If I remember correctly, we agreed that it’s up to them and not ours. My children’s happiness are still my priority.“sagot ni Zeus at tumingin kay Frost “I’ll give you an answer some other time. For now let’s eat.”

Nakakunot na noong luminga linga si Logi. What are they talking about?

_

Matapos kumain ay inaya muna ni Zeus si Frost na magusap ng silang dalawa lamang.

“I really can’t believe how small this world is. And I could say I really thought for a second that Logi here is your child. And now I could say ‘I called it’.” di pa rin makapaniwalang sabi ni Miranda

Maximilian who was silent all this time finally spoke “I really do thought so. Your son do look a lot like you, Cornelius.”

“Thank you. I at least wished one of my child took after my looks. Just look at how Simon and Settreigh looks like. “ wika naman ni Cornelius

“You couldn’t really prevent that really. I heard that in Carrier pregnancies, almost a 100%  of their children takes after their Non-carrier Fathers.”

“You’re right. But look! My Logi turns out to be so perfect.”

Pops. Di naman kayo masyadong proud niyan?

“Right! Let’s go back to THAT conversation. Logi…” tumingin si Miranda kay Logi na parang may seryosonh itatanong

“Yes po?”

“How would you feel if… This is a hypothetical question by the way… If your Pops and I tell you ‘You’re marrying one of my children’?”

Nasamid si Logi sa sinabi ng ginang “Po?”

“Well you wouldn’t have to say Yes if you don’t feel like it. We still respect your decision… But your parent’s and us two… My husband and I… Did a Marriage pact. Involving a child of ours and your parent’s.” dahan dahan pang eksplanasyon ni Miranda na hinawakan sa braso ni Maximilian para animo’y pigilan

“But of course we would never push through that plan. It’s just an immature pact anyway. Buuuuut… If we really pushed through that, how would you feel?”

Kunwari ka pa Pops eh halatang want na want mo din naman. Pareho kayo ng shine ng mata ni Ms. Miranda eh.

Tumikhim muna si Logi at sumagot, with face void of emotion “I’ll feel betrayed.” Nabigla ang lahat ng nasa silid. Kahit si Settreigh ay natigilan sa hitsura ni Logi.

Nagpatuloy si Logi “I don’t really like the concept of ‘Arranged marriages’. It’s unethical and unfair for the children involved. The parents should feel ashamed for being heartless to seal off the fates of their children by forcing them to marry each other.”

Matapos ay ngumiti na parang walang nangyari si Logi “But you said you wouldn’t do that to me right, Pops? Cause if you do, I’ll be reaaaaally sad.” tinapo nito ang sinabi na parang batang ngumuso sa ama.

Kinakabahang tumawa si Cornelius at tumango “Of course. I’m sorry for bringing that up. Again… That’s just some immature pact anyway.”

Tumango naman si Miranda “But my son said he would court you. Basically telling us he do likes you. I’m not putting you on a tight spot but how fo you feel about that?”

Malalim namang napaisip doon si Logi. Frost did confessed to him about his feelings few nights ago. And he seems to respect Logi’s decision to not respond to him because of the circumstances.

Pero kung ready na ba siya, would he give Frost a chance?

He still has doubts. Marahil deep inside may takot siyang magmahal muli after what Hellion did to him. He’s not clumping the two brothers together. They’re both different.

Frost seems to be an honest and straight forward kind of person. He even told him how he feels without beating around the bush. Very respectable and kind… despite his cold exterior than he couldn’t even see nowadays. The contrast between his exterior and his warmth towards him is unbelievable sometimes.

He COULD see himself falling for him. For sure.

But could he ever trust someone with his heart after the level of betrayal his past lover did to him? That’s something he wants to know immediately if he ever wants to give Frost a chance.

Because he doesn’t know when will Frost’s feelings change…

… Or would it?

Chapter 24

Matapos ang usapan nila ay halos buong oras ay tahimik si Logi. Nakaupo lang ito kasama ang mga kapatid sa round table sa hardin habang ang ama at kanilang bisita ay nasa gilid ng fountain di kalayuan sa kanila.

Si Sett ay abala sa kung ano sa laptop nito habang si Kari ay nakaupo sa tabi ni Logi.

Napansin ni Kari ang pananahimik ng kapatid “May problema ba? Parang di ka umiimik kanina pa?”

“Wala Kuya. May… Iniisip lang. About sa work. Tama. Matagal tagal na rin akong di napasok baka namimiss na ako ng mga alaga ko.”

Di na ito inusisa ni Kari kahit alam niyang nagsisinungaling ang kapatid. Baka mawala lang ito sa mood.

_

Minutes into the discussion ay nagkapirmahan na ng kontrata si Frost at si Zeus para sa lupa na titirikan ng bagong building ng Beau Entertainment. The meeting is actually about the property Frost is aiming to get that is actually the most sought after land right now. Which turns out to be owned by Zeus.

After the contract signing did they shook each other’s hands. “Nice doing business with you, Mr. Beaumont.”

Tumango si Frost “The pleasure is all mine, Sir.”

Saglit na tinitigan ni Zeus si Frost. He crossed his arms and spoke “Now then let’s talk about something else entirely. Are you serious about dating my son Louise? Cause if you aren’t, it is best to stop now. Ayoko nang masasaktan ang anak ko.”

Tumuwid ng upo si Frost “I am serious, Sir. I would be honest with you, yes I only met Louise recently. Not even half a year but I know that he’s the one for me.

Louise has that effect on me that no one else made me feel. I always want to see him. My day would be dark and hollow without seeing him even for a second. Whenever I see him, I feel like I want to be near him. Like I’m a moth drawn to a flame and I’m not afraid to get burned.

I want to see him smile. My heart bleeds whenever I see him cry. I want to do everything to satisfy him. I want to give him everything the world has to offer. I’m willing to do anything if he ask me to.

That’s why when he asked me not to court him yet, I agreed. I wouldn’t want him to push me away if I insist to do so. If I have to wait for him forever, I would.

And if you’re worried that I would hurt him…“ napatigil si Frost ng sandali at napaisip.

But then Zeus saw Frost’s resolve “I’m afraid that I would hurt him. I’m not that perfect. I couldn’t promise you I wont because there could be a time that I might hurt his feelings unintentionally. But I assure you that if I had a choice, I wouldn’t hurt him. As I said, my heart bleeds if he cries. And me being the cause of his tears would be the death of me.”

Zeus stared at Frost for a moment. He admired Frost’s sincerity. That he couldn’t disregard the fact that he could hurt his son.

Cause that’s the reality. There are no perfect relationships. There’s no such thing as relationship that’s just all happiness. Sunshines and rainbows.

But what’s important to Zeus is the kind of love that perseveres. The kind of love that is full of commitment. The kind of love that is sincere.

Zeus nodded “It’s nice to see you baring yourself to me. I like the kind of guy that isn’t afraid to admit they’re not perfect and gives no false promises. Frost Matthieu…

… I’m rooting for you.“

Frost couldn’t understand how he feel after hearing that. He’s… rooting for me? Does that mean he gave me his approval?

“I wouldn’t give a word to my son about anything that’ll force himself to date you. I’d respect my son’s choice for that matter. But I’m giving you my blessing to court him, if he does too.” Muli ay nakipagkamay si Zeus kay Frost na tinanggap naman ng binata.

Ngunit nabigla siya ng hilahin siya ni Zeus. Narinig niyang bumulong ito “I’m expecting a nice wedding, you understand?”

_

Nakatayo sa labas ang pamilya ni Logi para ihatid sa labas ang sina Frost at ang magulang nito.

Napansin ni Logi ang unusual na level ng katahimikan ni Frost. Para itong wala sa sarili at panaka-nakang pamumula ng pisngi.

“Ayos ka lang boss? Pasensya ka na. Na-hotseat ka kanina.” sabi ni Logi habang papunta sila sa sasakyan ni Frost

“It’s okay. Besides, I want to build a good relationship with your family so I have to endure it. And show that I’m being honest and sincere. So I’ll have a… What do they call it again? Good shot’?”

Napatawa si Logi sa sinabing termino nito “Effort na Effort ka naman. Halatang kinakabahan ka kanina eh”

Tinignan maiigi ni Frost si Logi. For him, Logi seems to be one of the few people who could read him.

“Yeah. But for you, I’ll do anything. Even if I have to face the side of your family that is very unpleasant.”

Hinampas ni Logi si Frost “Sira. Tarantado. Sige na. Goodnight.”

Agad na hinila ni Frost si Logi payakap sa kanya “Goodnight. Cause I sure am I do.”

“Ehem”

Napalingon sila kay Settreigh na nakakrus ang braso. “Tama na yan. You can leave.”

Ang lakas maka-Kuya nito.

Agad humiwalay ang dalawa. Logi awkwardly raised his hand “Bye”

Frost sighed and nodded “Ain’t a ‘Goodbye’. See you around.” Then he waved before turning away to ride his car.

Few moments after the Beaumonts left and Logi still stood there mindlessly. Parang siyang ginising nang marinig niya ang pagtikhim ni Zeus. “Let’s go in. Madyado nang malamig, baka magkasakit ka anak.”

“Masyado pa kasing nagde-daydream.” dinig niyang pasaring ni Kari habang papasok sa bahay kaya hinabol niya ito “Sinong nagde-daydream?”

_

Frost was driving with a smile on his face when his phone rang. It was his brother, Thunder.

“Hello. Why—”

“Found a clue about the ‘Vermilion Ambushing’ incident. I couldn’t find the culprit exactly yet. But I sure did found a lead pointing to who it might be.” dinig niyang seryosong turan ni Thunder

Thunder may be the most carefree and flirty on hindsight. But he’s actually one of the best PI out there. His skills lies on ‘Spy’ stuffs.

Gumuhit ang seryosong ekspresyon sa mukha ni Frost “Spill”

“The hitmen may have hidden themselves successfully despite being dumb enough to leave slugs that gave the cops a ‘small’ lead. But…

Our security isn’t that easy to escape to especially when I did put my personal touches on the woods around the mansion.

Footprints they thought they wouldn’t leave behind? Check. Actual photos of them escaping the woods and fleeing? Check. Blood splatters they thought they could hide? Check.

And most of all, the threads I personally put on the ground where it could ‘cut’ without them actually noticing. Check. All those gave me hints of who the hitmen are.“

Frost sighed. He couldn’t really waste time listening to all this stuff he’s hearing from his brother. “Go straight about it”

“Fine. They hired a lot of men based on the samples I got and the faces I detect on the photos. But all of these people came from two different groups that specializes assassination. What’s interesting is that one of them doesn’t have a record from the database of neither groups. And what’s MORE interesting is that somehow he has a DNA connecting our subject to us.”

Frost pulled over and mulled about what Thunder just said “So you mean, one of ‘us’ took part on that ambush?”

Thunder immediately answered “Yes. The more reason it could be an inside job. Literally. One of our family members inside the house let those bastards in our property. And THEY participated in the assassination themselves.

But what makes me confused is that even if our subject’s DNA matches to our family, it couldn’t pinpoint who exactly it is from. Or who it is directly connected to. Like who is its ‘Beaumont’ parent. All it says is it is a Beaumont.“

Frost sighed “Anyway. At least we do have a huge part of one of our culprits identity.”

“Yes. I’ll look more into it. So I guess it is a no-brainer move to hide this fact to the rest of the family.”

“Obviously. I hate to say this but it could even be our parents.” Frost tapped his fingers on the steering wheel

“Yes. Sadly. But don’t worry. We’ll unmask them soon enough. Talk to you more about this if I find something. See ya around”

“Okay. By the way, about Louise… “

Thunder chuckled “Suuuuure. I won’t play around with him anymore. At least for you. Maybe I’d do it to annoy the hell out of Hellion instead. Ciao.”

Frost heard his brother dropped the call and he shook his head. Thunder is still as annoying as he is.

But his expression turned grim. So one of his family members wants the Vermilion dead. But why?

_

Kinabukasan ay nagpaalam nang papasok sa trabaho si Logi. Zeus and Cornelius actually wanted Logi to stop working and offered him to start his own business but Logi refused.

Mas gusto niya yung magtrabaho… For now. Siyempre di naman siya hipokrito para sabihing di niya pinangarap magkaroon ng sariling negosyo.

Pero gusto niya pa ang trabaho niya especially since he’s attached to his group. They are a family to him too.

Pagpasok sa practice room ay maggu-goodmorning sana siya ng salubungin siya ng yakap nina Kira at Nikki “BAKLA! SAAN KA NANGGALING?!/ MISS NA MISS KA NA NAMIN!”

“Kalma ako lang ito.” birong saad ni Logi

“Kuya Logi. Alam niyo? Sa sobrang miss sa inyo ni Xavier, nagsusulat na siya ng kanta about you.” biro ni Hugo na umani ng ‘Hoy! Di ah’ at namumulang sagot ni Xavier

“Long time no see po, Boss!” saludong sabi naman ng leader nilang si Triton na ginantihan niya ng salute.

Nabigla naman siya sa biglang pagyakap sa kanya ni Dion mula sa likod “Bakit ang tagal niyo, hmm? Wala tuloy nagpapatahimik sa dalawang baluga. Di naman yan kaya ni Triton eh.”

Kumalas sa yakap si Logi “Well now that I’m here, lahat kayo ngayon magbehave o wala kayong pasalubong sa’kin.”

Parang batang sumunod ang lahat kahit sina Nikki, Kira at si Edzon na siyang nagpatawa kay Logi.

_

Normal na lumipas ang mga araw kay Logi.

Well kinda.

Ganoon pa rin naman kakukulit ang mga boys niya. Halos araw araw din silang nagkikita ni Frost na paminsan minsa’y hinahatiran sila ng lunch. Which is very weird sa grupo dahil di naman ito gawain ng CEO nila.

Minsan din ay dumadalaw di lang si Hellion kundi pati na rin si Thunder na nararamdaman niyang iniinis lang si Hellion.

Pero ang higit sa lahat, ang pinaka-nakakapagpanibago kay Logi…

At ang nakakakilabot…

Ay paminsan minsan, nakakaramdam si Logi na parang may nagmamatiyag sa kaniya. He couldn’t shake off the feeling but he also couldn’t raise his concern dahil baka guni-guni niya lang yun dahil wala naman siyang makitang sumusunod sa kanya.

Tulad na lang ngayong naglalakad siya outside the building para sana ay hintayin sina Vee at Alice. May lakad kasi silang magkakaibigan dahil tila di na sila nagha-hangout ika nga ni Vee.

Please. Baka naman nagi-ilusyon lang ako. Please sana nagi-ilusyon lang talaga ako.

Nang may humawak sa balikat niya na nagpabalikwas kay Logi. He spin around and assumed a fighting stance habang nakapikit at sumigaw “Please wala akong pera, di rin ako healthy kaya wag niyo kong dukutin para harvest-in ang organs ko!”

“Kuya Logi! It’s just me! Anong Harvest-in ang organs mo?”

Dumilat si Logi ng isang mata.

Oh. It’s just him.

“Masyado ka naman kasing sneaky. Bakit ka naman nang-gugulat Dion?”

Napakamot ng batok si Dion “Wala. Nakita lang kasi kitang naglalakad mag-isa. So I wondered kung kailangan mo ng kasama?”

Umiling si Logi. “No. May hinihintay din kasi ako. You can go ahead.”

Logi saw a glint of something in Dion’s eye for a second but it was immediate hidden by his smiling expression. “Sino? Friend mo?”.

Logi thought that he must’ve imagined it. “OO. Biglaan nga eh. Tsaka diba dapat kasama mo sins Triton? Nasaan sila?”

“They’re on the way to the dorms. Nagpaalam na din naman ako na uuwi muna ako sa amin for today.”

Logi ‘oh’-ed and smiled. Kakausapin niya pa sana si Dion ng dumating na ang sasakyang ni Vee. “Edi go. Baka hinihintay ka na rin ng family mo. Andito na rin naman yung hinihintay ko kaya mauuna na ako. Ingat ka ah. Baka kung saan saan ka pa magsuot. Bye!” Pagmamadaling turan ni Logi sabay pasok sa sasakyan ni Vee

Ilang minuto na nang makaalis si Logi nang may pumaradang magarang sasakyan sa harap ni Dion. “Got rejected huh?”

“Shut it. I’ll let him be for now. He should enjoy this little excursions while he can. Because I don’t think I could let him be if we got married soon” Dion said with a serious expression while sitting down beside his mother.

That sounded more possessive than I actually intended. Hmph. Whatever.

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Note: Sorry kung na-late yung update. I was out on a vacay and decided I’ll focus on my “me-time” muna dahil busy na naman ako after ng long weekend.

Di ko rin mapa-promise na makikeep ko ang usual na “daily” updates ko. So pagpasensyahan niyo na. What I could promise is that I’ll update. (Kahit again, wala pa rin akong confidence kung may pinatutunguhan pa ba ang kwento.)

I appreciate those who kept on reading and waiting. I love you people. I felt so appreciated.

Love, imfreedlaurent

Chapter 25

Logi was walking towards the practice room when Anita, one of their receptionist approached him.

“Huy. Louise. May nagpapabigay. Walang nakalagay na sender pero sa’yo nakapangalan eh.” inabot ni Anita sa kanya ang isang maliit na paper bag.

Naguguluhan man ay tinanggap niya ito. Posibleng kay Hellion na naman ito galing kaya nakakahiya man, tinanggap niya pa din. “Salamat”

Dala-dala ang paper bag ay diretso siyang pumunta sa elevator. Di pa man niya napipindot ang button ay nagulat siya sa pagsulpot ni Hellion sa tabi niya. “Good Morning, Logi. Cupcakes?” sabay abot sa kaniya ng isang box ng cupcakes na binili nito sa favorite bakeshop niya sa labas ng building.

Wait. Kung ngayon pa lang may ibibigay si Hellion, kanino ’to galing? Logi thought sabay tingin sa paper bag na hawak niya.

Napansin naman agad iyon ni Hellion. “What’s that? Why do you look so puzzled?”

“Di ba sa’yo to galing? Ibabalik ko sana sa’yo to eh.”

Kunot-noong umiling si Hellion “Nope. Maybe it’s from that bastard Thunder again”

Logi internally shook his head. It can’t be. I made it clear to Thunder he shouldn’t give me anything if his goal was to annoy his brothers. And he agreed.

Lalong di ito manggagaling kay Frost. Frost may have a habit of giving Logi stuff but he does it mostly in person. And if he does made it delivered, he’s making sure he has a name on it.

Dahil sa pagkalito ay kinilabutan siya. Biglang pumasok sa isip niya yung nararamdaman niyang sumusunod sa kanya ng mga nakaraang araw.

He didn’t wanna assume he has a stalker. Sino lang naman siya para i-stalk hindi ba? Pero sa nangyayari, parang gusto na niya idagdag ito sa equation.

“Are you okay?”

Nagitla si Logi sa pagiisip nang magsalita si Hellion sa tabi niya. Bumukas na pala kasi ang elevator at hindi pa rin siya pumapasok.

He walked in the elevator and smiled at Hellion “Yep. Okay lang. May… iniisip lang.”

Hellion slowly nodded. He knew Logi enough to know something is bothering him. Lagi kasing pareho ang ekspresyon ng mukha nito tuwing may gumugulo sa isip nito noong nagde-date pa sila noon.

“Don’t lie to me, please. At least for now. I guess you are okay but I do think something is bothering you.”

Napatingin si Logi kay Hellion. And he considered maybe he should tell this to Hellion.

Ayaw man niya ishare pero of all people, Logi thought it’s fine if it’s Hellion. “Ano kasi… Di sa nagiging praning ako… Pero parang ganoon na nga. I feel like someone is watching me. This past few days, I always feel like that.

And now… Ito. Nakatanggap ako nito from an unknown sender. I thought it was from you pero…“

Patuloy na nakinig si Hellion sa pagsasalita ni Logi. Now he figured out why Logi is kinda jumpy everytime he visits.

He’s anxious.

And he doesn’t like it.

“Don’t you worry. I’ll look into it. And as much as I don’t like the idea, I’ll give a word to Frost too. Since this is his building, he should look if  something is wrong in here. Lalo na at nakakaaffect na to sa empleyado niya. Most especially it’s you.”

Inagaw ni Hellion ang paperbag kay Logi “And I’ll help you find whoever sent this to you.”

“How?” takang tanong ni Logi sabay labas nila sa elevator.

“Trust me. I know someone who could help us.”

_

Thunder taps on his computer as he continued looking for the culprit who tried to kill someone in their property.

He doesn’t give a shit on whoever their targets are. What mattered to him is they did it in their family’s vicinity.

“How dare they?”

Abala siya sa pagtipa sa keyboard niya ng biglang pumasok ang dalawang kuya niya sa opisina niya. “Care to least knock? That’s like common decency.”

Hellion dropped something on his table. “Can you track whoever sent this thing to Logi?”

Thunder looked at Hellion “Can’t you see? I’m kinda busy with something. You tell him, Frost! You’re the one who’s pushing me to do this!”

“Don’t give me that crap. Besides, I don’t even have to ask you to do that. I only did because I found out they targeted Louise’s family and that they could put a mark on him too.”

That took Hellion’s attention.

Right. He still doesn’t know Louise is a Vermilion.

“What did you just say? Who’s targeting who now?”

“The night someone tried to kill the Vermilion’s inside our property. You could put the pieces together from that idea.” Thunder spoke while Frost just shrugged.

Hellion did figured out what’s happening in a few seconds.

“Wait. I have a feeling the sender of this package IS connected to those people who tried to kill the Vermilions.”

Frost is not dumb not to think about that possibility. Someone must’ve figured out Louise’s real connection to the Vermilions and this person is trying to tail on him.

Frost and Hellion both understood the weight of the situation.

Thunder sighed. “Since that is indeed a possibility. I’ll take this one as a clue. If I do find out that the sender is indeed related to our culprits, this one would be a huge help on leading us to our subject.”

Binuksan ni Thunder ang paper bag. All of them look in curiosity of what the content is dahil di ito tinignan nina Frost at Hellion.

A ring.

“Hmm. This is interesting. This one is a Vivid Pink Type Ila Diamond. One if not the most expensive type of diamond in the world because of its rarity. So our sender is LOADED.” Thunder looked at the two with a grin “And very serious about this thing with Louise”

Both men huffed in annoyance

“As I said… This is a very rare diamond. Only a few people had a record of purchasing this jewel. Mostly auctioned.”

Thunder momentarily stopped as he typed something on his computer “No one interesting in the records in these auction houses…

But someone with our family name had a record of purchasing one from a black market in Tanzania. But only with its initials, which is unfamiliar… C.T.F Beaumont. No one from our family is named with a ‘C’ right?“.

A moment of silence came. But it was broken by Frost “But if we considered all the characters from that initials, the ‘F’ might be a Middle Initial, am I correct?”

Thunder and Hellion looked at Frost after the realization of what their brother is implicating “It can’t be. Aunt Gertrude’s initials are G.F.B. And we know for a fact that she doesn’t had any child with Uncle Miguel after her miscarriage.”

Frost’s frown deepened. He couldn’t shake off that bad feeling. He always have a feeling of distrust towards his Aunt even from his childhood. Even if their Aunt always shows them her aura of a generous and loving royal.

Frost always sees her differently through her eyes.

“I don’t know about you. But I would put her on my suspect lists. I wouldn’t normally jump into conclusions right away but…”

“Yeah. I understand. We also couldn’t just ignore any possible signs.” Thunder agreed then looked at Hellion “Guess, Hellion is also into this investigation now huh?”

“Of course. Now that I learned about this whole mambo jumbo… It’s just right that I should join your band of misfits.”

The three agreed. The more help the merrier.

_

Logi sighed as he dropped himself on the sofa. Narinig naman ito agad ni Tyrone na siya namang nagpipinta sa di kalayuang upuan kasama si Cornelius “Ang lalim naman ng buntong hininga na yun, Anak. May problema?”

“Wala ’Pa… Napaparanoid lang siguro ako”

Cornelius turned his head towards Logi hearing what his son just said “What do you mean ‘napaparanoid’?”

Logi turned his body towards their direction “Kasi… nowadays nakakaramdam ako lagi nang di maganda. Like someone is watching me. Pero pag tina-try ko namang hanapin, wala naman akong makita.

At ito pa! May nagpadala sakin ng package kanina from an anonymous sender. Sayang lang di ko sinilip. Binigay ko na lang kay Hellion kasi…“

“And why did you gave it to that Hellion” Settreigh interjected.

“Kasi sabi niya tutulungan niya ako hanapin yung nagbigay sa’kin non. Di naman niya sinabi paano. Ang sabi niya lang may kilala siyang makakatulong sa’kin.”

Settreigh’s forehead creased. Hellion could be a suspect.

But what if he’s involved in that other party investigating our asassination case?

Speaking of… I should look into that one. If they prove themselves an ally, I could also collaborate with them to find our culprits.

“Kuya… Can you give me his contacts? I want to ask him myself about that ‘person’ he’s asking for help.”

Lumipad ang tingin ni Sett kay Cornelius na nakatingin din sa kanya. Tumango ito at nagpatuloy sa pagpipinta.

Matapos makuha ang contact information ni Hellion ay agad na umakyat sa kwarto si Settreigh. Let’s see who might you be, ‘éclair’.

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Kanina pa pagulong gulong si Logi sa higaan niya. His anxiety really is worsening lalo na’t pakiramdam niya tamang may nagmamatyag sa kaniya.

Binaon niya ang mukha sa kaniyang unan. Sa kakaisip, lalo lamang siyang kinakabahan.

Napabalukwas siya nang marinig niyang nagring ang phone niya. Sinilip niya kung sino ang tumatawag sa kanya ng disoras ng gabi

Si boss lang pala.

“Well congrats. Buti di pa ako tulog kundi masasapak kita kung sakali.”

Logi heard Frost chuckle lightly “Now I’m more concerned why you aren’t. I was actually hoping you wouldn’t pick up and know you’re actually sleeping.”

“Oh siya. Bakit ka naman napatawag bossing?”

“I just wanna apologize. If you feel unsafe nowadays inside my building. I assure you, you’re going to be safe. Can you trust me?”

Logi sighed “Di mo naman kailangan mag-apologize. Kung may nagso-stalk nga sa’kin, mapalabas o mapaloob ng company mamamatyagan niya ko. Di ka naman responsible sa’kin 24/7.”

“You could still feel yourself being watched while inside my building. That said, it’s safe to say my security’s getting sloppy and in need of improvement. That itself is my responsibility even if you say you aren’t mine at all times.”

Seryoso silang naguusap, seryoso ang topic. Pero bakit ako kinilig ng slight sa mention ng word na ‘mine’.

“Edi okay. Apology accepted. Baka humaba lang ang usapan natin pag kinontra pa kita.” Namumula pa ding sagot ni Logi

“You haven’t answered my question  yet. I asked you ‘Can you trust me’?”

Nahimigan ni Logi ang slight na pagmamakaawa sa boses ni Frost.

Sino ba naman ako para humindi?

“Yeah. I’ll trust you. Salamat. Alam ko namang you’ll keep… Not just me… But all of your employees safe. So wag mo namang pagtunuging special ako.” biro ni Logi

“You are to me. So if you feel like I’m making you feel special, that means I’m succeeding.” nakangiting sagot ni Frost kahit alam niyang di ito makikita ni Logi

Lalong namula si Logi. “Ganyan ka ba sa mga taong nagugustuhan mo? Bigla bigla ka na lang nagpapakilig. Amacana Accla.”

“What does that even mean?” naguguluhan man ay nakangiti pa ring wika ni Frost

“Wala. Sabi ko ang gwapo mo. Goodnight!” nagmamadaling sabi ni Logi sabay baba ng telepono sa sobrang hiya.

Frost shook his head while chuckling. “Am I that old not to know what ‘Amacana Accla’ means?”

_

Logi gasped in air as a mysterious figure pulled his head out of the water “Oh dear. Look at you. You still look so pretty drenched in water. What should I do to ruin that face of yours?”

Logi felt himself getting weaker. Pakiramdam niya ay ilang oras na siyang pinahihirapan ng mga taong di niya mamukhaan.

“Ano… Ano bang kasalanan namin sa inyo?”

“Poor soul. Siguro ikaw wala. But your parents… They do. They owe me BIG time. Tough luck dahil naging anak ka nila so damay ka. Wait… I think you’ll like my present for you. Look over there…”

Sinundan ni Logi ang direksyon ng tinuturo ng bumihag sa kanya.

And his eyes widened. Both in fear for the person’s life and in pain for seeing the person’s state.

Lalaki ito na nakayuko. Mabagal ang paghinga at duguan. Mukhang nakaranas ito ng matinding pambubugbog at hagupit ng latigo base sa latay nito sa iba’t ibang bahagi ng katawan. Nakatali ang dalawang braso sa magkabilang poste.

“No… Hoy! Gising! —— Gumising ka! Anong ginawa niyo sa kanya mga hayop! —— Open your eyes! Please!”

“Awww. Sadly mukhang di na siya tatagal. Kung di lang niya dinawit ang sarili niya sa gulong ito edi sana wala siya dito ngayon. Blame that to your parents too, my dear.” his captor then pushed him to the bloodied person’s direction

Di niya pinakinggan ang panguuyam sa kaniya nito at nanghihinang gumapang papunta sa kalunos lunos na katawan ng lalaki.

Logi cupped the man’s face “Gising. Don’t leave me behind. Please. Wake up.”

“Too bad. Di na niya kailangan pang gumising dahil pagsasamahin ko na kayo sa kabilang buhay”

At narinig niya ang malakas na putok ng baril.

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Pabalikwas na bumangon si Logi. Habol ang hininga at lumuluha.

That dream… It felt too real.

Bumalik ang takot sa kaniya. Is it another warning for him. Konektado ba ito sa taong nagso-stalk sa kanya? But why him?

Chapter 26

Logi was so out of it the whole morning. Napansin agad ito ni Tyrone dahil kilala niya ang anak.

Even if Logi tried to mask his worries, Tyrone would always read his son like a book. Like how Logi occasionally taps his spoon once on his plate. Ginagawa lamang ito ni Logi kung may dinaramdam itong kaba.

“Logi ano bang problema?”

Napatingin si Cornelius at si Zeus ng magsalita si Tyrone. Saka lang din nila napansin ang saglit na pagkabalisa ni Logi na agad nitong itinago gamit ang pagngiti.

“Wag mong sabihing wala. Ako pa ba ang pagtataguan mo, Anak?” nagaalalang wika ni Tyrone

“Wala talaga ito Pa. Nanaginip lang ako ng masama. Di lang mawala sa isip ko tulad ng usual.”

“Baka naaapektuhan ka lang ng concerns mo. Don’t fret too much. I’ll ask my men to investigate. Di ko rin naman kaya i-disregard ang worries mo.” mahinahong saad ni Zeus.

Zeus knew it. Malalaman din ng mga taong may galit sa kanila ang tungkol kay Logi one way or another.

Di man siya sure kung iyon nga ang nararamdaman ni Logi na nagmamatyag sa kanya ngunit di rin malayo na involved ito sa mga iyon lalo na’t it’s too coincidental na ngayon lang ito naranasan ng anak.

_

Pagdating ni Logi sa Beau Entertainment building ay nagulat siya ng salubungin siya ni Frost na may hawak na paper bag from a pastry shop.

“Good Morning, Louise. For you.” sabay abot sa kanya ng bag na naglalaman ng red velvet cake. Sumabay ito sa kanya habang naglalakad papasok ng building

“Thank you. Pero para saan naman ito? At paano mo nalamang favorite ko to?” tanong ni Logi sabay lingon sa mga nagtitinginang mga empleyado

“Nothing. I just want to treat you with this cake from one of my favorite shops.”

Tinaasan niya ito ng kilay “Kung wala lang pala oh eto iyo na. Di ako natanggap ng regalo ng walang dahilan.”

“Fine. An apology. For the worries I’ve partially caused because of lack of security.”

Logi sighed as they stopped in front of the elevator “Boss naman. Ang sabi ko okay lang.”

“That’s not fine.” Logi heard Frost scoffed “Especially earlier. The bastard sent something again. But you wouldn’t have to think about that. I have thrown it away.”

Lumingon si Logi kay Frost “Bakit mo tinapon? Sa’yo ba yon para idispose mo?”

Kunot noong tinignan siya pabalik ni Frost “Why? You want to receive that bastard’s gift?”. Bumukas ang elevator at pumasok sila ng sabay.

“No. I mean I should. Para naman di ganon kabastos. That person gave it to me, so it should be me who should decide what to do with it.”

Umiiling si Frost “That’s quite nice, but kinda weird logic. But still I don’t want you to get anything from that fucker. Actually I don’t appreciate you receiving any kind of gifts from any guy.”

“So di mo naa-appreciate na tinanggap ko ito?” sabay taas ng paper bag na bigay ni Frost

“No. That’s an exception. Heck I AM an exception. Take anything I give to you, throw everything anyone else’s.”

“So tatapon ko din yung gifts na matatanggap ko from my fathers?” Logi asked sarcastically

“No–”

“Or my brothers’?”

“No… You know what sure. Take everything you want. You deserve everything in the world anyway.”

Napangiwi si Logi sa sinabi ni Frost. “Boss. Last na yan huh? Ang cringe. Di bagay sa’yo. Ano tawag doon? You got zero rizz”

The elevator dinged and opened. Logi then walked away quickly from Frost

“Now what the hell is a rizz and how can I get them? Hey!”

Pinanood na lang ni Frost ang palalayong humahagikhik na pigura ni Logi.

_

“Coffee?” napalingon mula sa pagsusulat sa memo si Logi papunta kay Dion na inaabutan siya ng kape

“Thank you. Gara! May pa-treat ka ngayon ah? Anong meron?” sabi ni Logi sabay simsim sa kape

“Nothing. I just felt like it. Tsaka mukhang kailangan niyo. You look tired.” Dion said looking at Logi’s face

“Medyo. Di lang ako gaano nakatulog kagabi. Pero okay lang naman ako.”

Nadako ang tingin ni Dion sa cake na nasa tabi ni Logi. “I heard that FMB gave you that cake. What’s with the gesture?”

“Bakit ang nosy mo? Marites yarn? Charis. May utang kasi sa’kin yun, pambayad utang niya yan.” pagsisinungaling ni Logi

There’s a glint of annoyance crossed on Dion’s face that Logi missed but he immediately erased it “Ahh. Akala ko nanliligaw si Big Boss eh.”

Nasamid si Logi sa narinig at tarantang umiling “Di ah. Nako. Delikado ka magka-love life. Medyo overthinker ka pala.”

“Ganoon ba yun? Siguro dahil medyo possessive lang ako.”

Logi raised his brows “Aminado ka pa niyan? In fairness, di halata sa’yo. Mukhang wala sa personality mo ang pagiging possessive.”

“That’s why there’s the overused saying ‘Don’t judge the book by its cover’. And ‘There’s more to it than what meets the eye’.”

Logi felt chills when Dion said that. Parang may gustong ipahiwatig. Pero nang lingunin niya si Dion ay malawak na ngiti ang sumalubong sa kanya “I’m more than just Sunshine Boy y’know?”

Umiling si Logi dahil sa sumagi sa isip niya “OO nga. Kakahiya tuloy. Lumalabas pa na di ko pa kayo masyadong kilala”

“There’s nothing wrong with that. You have ALL the time in the world to get to know me… Or us.”

Mabagal na tango ang sinagot ni Logi. “Right. Sige na balik ka na doon. Magsastart na kayo ng practice.”

Nagpaalam na si Dion at tumalikod. Habang si Logi ay malalim na napaisip tungkol sa saglit nilang paguusap.

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Late na lumabas ng building si Logi. Marami rami rin siyang appointment na binalikan tulad ng ilang show invites para sa DarkFource, ilang brand deals and sponsorships, collabs and invitations sa events.

Kapagod, yes. Pero he’s proud na maraming nagrireach out. Meaning their name is officially on the scene na talaga.

Hinihintay niyang dumating yung driver na in-assign ni Zeus para sa kanya nang may biglang may tumigil na sasakyan sa harapan niya.

He doesn’t know why but… his gut feeling is telling him to run. But his body won’t listen and just shook in fear.

At tama ang kutob niya.

Men covered in black gets out of the vehicle and rushed out to him. Nakalayo pa siya ng ilang metro sa kinatatayuan niya ngunit naabutan siya nito.

Security was a bit late but they did gave their effort to help Logi. But not even a second and he already heard gunshots which caused a huge panic around the building.

Nanginginig man ay sinusubukan pa rin ni Logi ang tumakas. Nagpumiglas siya, nagtatadyak. But to no avail. Malalaking tao ang may hawak sa kanya kaya wala rito ang lakas niya.

The men pushed him inside the van as they drove off. He still tried his best to fight off his kidnappers pero bigla siya nitong sinikmuraan dahilan para manghina siya.

Unti unti ay nawawalan ng pagasa si Logi.

Please someone. Anyone. Help me.

---

Frost decided to end his day. He had to deal with so many things from work. Bukod pa ang pamomroblema nito sa krisis na kinahaharap ng pamilya ni Logi na sinumpa niyang tutulungan niya.

Palabas pa lang siya ng elavator nang makarinig siya ng commotion mula sa labas. He wouldn’t have listened to them because all he thought about is going home now and rest… And also think about Louise.

But then he heard panicked voices from his employees.

’ Girl! Wag ka munang lumabas!’

‘Bakit anong meron?’

‘May mga masasamang loob! Mukhang kidnappers!’

‘Nakatawag na kaya pulis? Paparating na daw ba?’

‘Hopefully! Sana di pa mahuli ang mga pulis or else baka magsucceed sila!’

‘Sino ba kasi yung target nila? Nakita mo ba?’

‘Oo girl! Yung pretty boy na manager nung DarkFource! Ano namang kaya kasa—’

Frost couldn’t even let the woman to finish her words. He didn’t think twice before running off and dialed something on his phone.

“Track those fuckers who just came in front my building right now!” sigaw ni Frost kay Thunder sa kabilang linya. Paglabas niya ay nakita niya ang nakabulagtang katawan ng security niya at ang papalayong sasakyan na marahil may tangay kay Louise.

“DAMN IT!”

“Don’t worry, I’m already on it. I’ll call my own men to chase them down and save Louise. Calm down.” Thunder spoke quickly as Frost heard him tapping on his keyboard on the background.

“How am I supposed to calm down!” Frost saw a motorcycle near him. Probably owned by a delivery rider. He immediately rode it and drove off.

“Tell me the direction. I’ll chase them myself.”

“And what are you planning to do then? Do you have any idea how you could save him, unarmed? Are you that dumb?” Thunder sneered, irritated

They suddenly heard static noises. And a voice spoke from their line.

It seemed that the person hacked into the call to join them.

“Tell me exactly the coordinates. Our men are on the way.”

“Who the fuck are you and how dare you connect yourself on my private server, you bastard!” sigaw ni Thunder na nakagitla kay Frost.

“I’m the abducted’s brother. So I don’t care about that trivial question and JUST GIVE ME THE FUCKING COORDINATES!”

Napangiwi man ay mukhang totoo ang sinasabi ng nasa kabilang linya. It indeed sounds like Settreigh.

Thunder then told them the exact way the van is moving to, the way from where Frost is to the van and the speed of the vehicle.

“Frost. Let my men do their job on seizing those bastards movement. Don’t do anything unnecessary. Unless you saw an opportunity to go to my brother, I’m trusting you to save him from them. But make sure you come back safe, preferably with my brother with you. I don’t want my brother to blame himself if something happens to you. Got it?”

Weirded out because Sett didn’t exactly stopped him from saving Louise, but he agreed on what he said.

He wouldn’t have worry if anything happens to him as long as he get to save Louise. But if something did happen to him, Louise surely would drown in guilt.

Frost couldn’t afford to let Louise get hurt because of him.

“You have to move quicker. Those dipshits are on their way out of the city.”

“Well thanks for the warning, ‘Éclair’. But my men are actually on their direction. They would engage the target any seconds now”

Thunder’s forehead creased “How the fuck do you know…”

“Im actually in your private server, just in case you have forgotten. Obviously I would know who’s the owner of it. I just couldn’t believe it’s one of the Beaumonts himself.”

“Arrogant bastard” Thunder said, seething

“Chill. I’m only interested in you because you’re involving yourself in my family’s case’s investigation. I’m trying to see if this ‘Éclair’ could be trusted. But then again this talk should be for some other time. My brother needs our help.”

Frost already saw the abductors’ vehicle stopped kilometers away from the city. He could see the kidnappers frantically running away from the vehicle because they couldn’t see their attackers.

All they knew is that someone shot their tire forcing them to stop. And then their driver getting shot in the head as if the tinted windows and windshield aren’t really tinted.

Terrified because they couldn’t even counter attack, they attempt to run away.

Frost saw one of them running deeper into the woods with a weak but still concious Louise in tow.

Frost grits his teeth and sneakily catches behind them. He tries his best not to get caught or else Louise might be in more danger.

He waited for the perfect opportunity. As he tailed behind them, he spotted a sniper aiming on the man holding Louise.

And then he looked back to their direction and locked eyes with Louise himself. He saw hope but with a glint of fear in them.

Then suddenly bodies dropped like flies the same time Logi screamed in horror as blood splattered on his face. They couldn’t hear a gunshot, but all of the masked men dropped to the ground.

Without even thinking, Frost rushed to Louise’s shaking figure.

“It’s fine now. You’re fine. I’m with you.”

Hearing Frost’s voice trying to calm him down made Logi broke in tears. He planted his face on Frost’s neck and cried.

Frost held Logi’s shaking hand that’s gripping on his shirt “I’m by your side now. You’re safe with me. Hush now, Love. It’s alright now.”

Hearing Frost’s voice calming him down partnered with the man’s beating heart lulled Logi’s weak and tired body to sleep.

While Logi sleeped peacefully, Frost mind races in anger. How dare they put Louise through this? They should make sure they hide themselves well or Frost would kill them himself once he finds them.

Chapter 27

Kasalukuyang lulan si Frost kasama ang walang malay na si Logi sa sasakyang pinadala ni Settreigh para sunduin sila. They chose to bring Logi back home.

Frost called Storm to go to the Vermilion Mansion so that he could personally look over Logi. That’s just for physical condition. The Vermilion said they would invite psychiatrists if deemed necessary if they found out Logi was traumatized about what happened. Which they wouldn’t be surprised if he did.

Nang makarating sila sa mansyon ay siya na mismo ang bumuhat kay Logi papasok ng bahay. Sinalubong sila ng pamilya ni Logi na pinangunahan ng emosyonal na amang si Cornelius.

“Oh god. Tell me, Frost. He’s okay right? Of course he’s not but at least he’s not wounded. Please tell me he’s not wounded.”

Frost answered grimly while continuing walking towards the mansion “I don’t see any blood anywhere. But I can’t assure you he wasn’t harmed since he’s weakened the moment I got to him”

Napayakap si Cornelius kay Zeus. Zeus spoke calmly “Thank you. Go on. Let my servant lead you to Gio’s room.”

He nodded “On that note sir. My brother, Storm is coming here to do an examination on Louise. I hope you let him in and do his job.”

“Of course. I trust your brother enough like how my husband trusted him of my life back in your family’s hospital.” sagot ni Zeus habang kinakalma si Cornelius

Frost only nodded and walked after the servant leading him to Logi’s room.

When he arrived, the family’s servants immediately made their way to clean Logi up. Frost walked outside as he waited for Storm to arrive.

As he stood there in the doorway, Settreigh noticed how eerily quiet Frost is. Sure the man always has been quiet. But Frost exudes dangerous aura even Settreigh felt he should approach him carefully.

“Thank you.” Frost turned towards Settreigh as he spoke “For being there for my Kuya. It must be scary for him.”

“I didn’t do anything. Your men do all the killing. I… I’m just there watching those bastards drag Louise. I only arrive to catch him while he fell.”

Settreigh tapped his shoulder “That’s more than enough. If you hadn’t been there, Kuya would go into spiral for sure. Like how anyone would if they saw those bastards’ dead bodies.”

Di na kumibo si Frost. He still felt useless there. The look of Louise being dragged while looking at him would surely haunt him.

If only he did enough to protect Louise from those bastards.

_

Storm arrived soon after and checked on Logi. He concluded he only suffered from a blow on his abdomen and possibly a broken arm based on the bruising but everything seemed fine.

Everyone in the room felt relieved hearing Logi didn’t get harmed that much but still felt horrible knowing Logi still had suffered.

And even though Frost wanted to stay and watch over Logi, the family convinced him to go home for a while. He’s already watching Logi the whole night and it wouldn’t be healthy for him to stay longer.

Besides Frost decided he would go to Thunder to gather information his brother got so far.

“They really thought they’re sleek.” Thunder smirked while looking at his monitor.

“What did you find so far?” asked Frost as he sat across his brother

“No one brought any cellular phones with them. But one of ’em wore a device that recieves frequencies and delivers messages. You know, earpiece and stuffs…” and he shows a picture of the dead kidnapper wearing an earpiece on his ears.

“This one specifically was the one holding Louise. So he’s obviously the one recieving the orders on when, how and where they’ll be bringing Louise to whoever ordered them this abduction.”

“Can you track the frequencies? That’ll be huge lead to our target.” Said Frost

Thunder nodded “Yes. The waves came from an island literally in between the Philippines and Malaysia. Interesting choice of base, I could say that much.”

They heard a buzzing sound coming from their speakers. Thunder shook his head and whispered ‘again?’

“I translated the recorded exchange of words from the whole operation. They did tried to bring Kuya on a port  and then boarding to a ship going to the island you just mentioned. But what makes me confused is that there are three detected voices. One from the abdutor and the other two are from the other end of the line” said Settreigh who sounded a bit frustrated.

“Two voices? There are two of them plotting this?” Frost asked in confusion

“Yes. I still couldn’t analyze the voices yet because of the voice changer they used. With the sound of their voices modified, there has difficulties analyzing who the voices are. But I can say I could recover their original sound for a few days.”

Thunder raised his brows hearing that “Can you?” which gets a mocking response from Settreigh “You can’t?”

“Enough. That’s a huge help for us, thanks Settreigh.” said Frost which also gets a scoffing sound from the orher line

“Don’t thank me. I’m not even doing this for your benefit. I’m doing this for my family. I’ll get back at you after I get the results.”

The line from Settreigh went dead.

“Is Louise’s brother always this condescending? That little piece of shit.” Thunder said in frustration as he drank his liquor sitting on his table.

“Well, yeah. It’s probably my fault for acting like an ass before.” Frost answered with his head shaking

“Why act the same to me? In fact, I SHOULD be the one acting condescending towards him! He invaded my private server!”

Frost waved his hands towards his brother “It is not my problem anymore. I gotta go. See ya around”

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Kari watched his brother sleeping. He asked his parents to leave and take a rest because they have been watching over Logi the whole night.

He couldn’t watch them with those worried sick eyes.

“Logi. Don’t worry us too much. Gising na. Strong ka di’ba?” wika ni Kari “But even if you’re strong, you can always rely on us. Kaya paggising mo, isumbong mo lahat sa’min yung ginawa nila sa’yo. Reresbakan ka namin.” he ended chuckling.

Napatigil siya ng makitang kumunot ang noo nito at ang pagpatak ng isang butil ng luha sa mata nito.

“Logi, it’s fine. Panaginip lang yan. Kuya is here for you.” 

Pagkatapos magsalita ni Kari ay saktong dahan dahang pagdilat ni Logi. “Kuya…”

The moment Logi sobbed, Kari immediately hugged Logi and hushed him “Okay na. Ligtas ka na. Wala nang mananakit sa’yo”

Bumukas ang pinto ngunit di iyon pinansin ng magkapatid. Nagpatuloy sa paghagulgol si Logi habang inaalo siya ni Kari.

Frost heart broke seeing Louise in such state. Like the warm sun getting covered by the dark clouds. Tila nawala ang liwanag mula kay Logi at napalitan ng malungkot na pagbuhas ng ulan.

“Akala ko… Akala ko di na ako makakabalik. Pakiramdam ko wala na akong pagasa. Natatakot ako Kuya. Nakakatakot na ulit magisa.”

Frost walked out of the room, not because he doesn’t want to comfort Logi. He wants to comfort Louise himself so bad but he let’s his older brother first.

The reason why is that he couldn’t take it anymore and if he continued watching, he’d end up pushing Kari away and hug Louise himself. Protecting him from the world. That would be extremely rude for Louise’s brother.

Hearing Louise’s terrified sobs made Frost heartbroken and extremely infuriated. Angry at those people who tried to harm his beloved. Angry at the world for letting this happen to Louise and angry at himself for not doing enough for Louise.

Frost’s expression is dark, seething until a hand touched his shoulder “Frost, calm yourself down.”

Nilingon ni Frost ang boses “I’m sorry, sir.”

Zeus shook his head, smiling “You shouldn’t be. It’s normal to get mad. Im happy you are for the sake of my son. But you should remember to control yourself. It’s dangerous if you let yourself get clouded with that level of anger.”

Frost couldn’t find a right word to talk back and just nodded. “He’s… already awake sir.”

Zeus nodded appreciatively “Then I’m coming in. Join me.”

“No. I’ll stay here. I’ll leave you and you’re family with him for now.”

“Remember you’re always welcome here. Giovanne will appreciate it if you come.” Zeus tapped his shoulders “Understood, son?”

Frost smiled and nodded “Yes.”

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Ilang minuto din bago kumalma si Logi. Bigat na bigat pa rin ang pakiramdam niya ngunit kinumbinsi niya ang sarili na magpakatatag.

Dahil nakita niya ang lungkot sa mukha ng pamilya niya habang nakikita siya lumuluha.

Settreigh sighed “Kuya… I’m sorry we hadn’t done enough… If we did you wouldn’t have to experience that…”

“Please wag. Huwag niyong sisihin ang sarili niyo.” saad ni Logi sa nababang boses “Wala akong sinisisi sa inyo kaya please don’t feel burdened. I’ll just feel worse.”

Sett apologized under his breath considering Logi’s words. But that doesn’t stop the thoughts that danced in his head.

“I won’t ask if you’re okay. I know you aren’t even if you try to act tough now. All I’m asking for you now is to take all the rest you need. We’re always behind you.” Pigil na luhang wika ni Cornelius habang hinahawakan ng mahigpit ang kamay ni Logi

“Thank you. But trust me… I’ll recover from this quick. Ako pa ba.”

Zeus nodded. “As much as I want to take all the time I want to spend with you, di ako magdadamot sa bisita mo.”

Logi looked at his father puzzled. His father only smiled and nodded at everyone in the room, telling them to leave Logi for a while.

Nakita ni Logi na may kinausap si Zeus sa hamba ng pinto at pinapasok ito sa kwarto ni Logi. His eyes widened when he saw Frost coming in after thanking Zeus.

Nang masara ang pinto ay animo’y lakad-takbong sinugod ni Frost si Logi ng yakap.

Hindi man magsalita si Frost ay dama ni Logi ang emosyong pilit itinatago ng binata.

“Pati ba naman ikaw, boss. Don’t feel too bad, okay na ako.”

Di sumagot si Frost at lalong hinigpitan ang pagyakap kay Logi.

Ilang minuto ang lumipas ay si Logi na mismo ang kumalas sa yakap at tumingala kay Frost.

“Thank you. For being there. Nung nakita kita that night… kahit na takot na takot ako para sa buhay ko, there’s a second that I felt reassured na okay na ang lahat. Kasi nandoon ka. Alam ko na di ako nagiisa. Kasi alam ko maliligtas ako kasi naroon ka.

It’s crazy how I unconsciously gave all my trust in you. Kahit na may hint of fear ako para sa kaligtasan mo, I feel like ‘Okay na. Dahil no matter what, nandito si Boss para sa’kin’.“

Frost cupped Logi’s cheeks “And I’ll akways be there for you. I just… felt useless that time…”

“Don’t. Sabi ko nga nung nakita lang kita doon, enough na yun. Ayoko din naman isacrifice mo ang sarili mo doon by doing something reckless. Hep! hep!” tinaas ni Logi ang hintuturo sa labi ni Frost “Wag kang magsabi ng anything cliche na wala kang pakielam sa mangyayari sa’yo basta mailigtas mo ko! I won’t forgive you if you did.”

Frost sighed “Fine. I won’t. But that doesn’t stop me from feeling like I would. Even if you end up hating me, I think I would if given a chance. That’s just how much I love you.”

Nanlaki muli ang mata ni Logi sa sinabi ni Frost. It’s crazy for him to hear Frost saying those three words so naturally.

And he feels like he mean it.

Tinago ni Logi ang namumulang mukha kay Frost dahil sa naisip “OO na, Boss. Wala na akong sinabi.”

Frost gently removed Logi’s hands from his face and made Logi look at him “I want to request something from you.”

“A-ano yun?” nauutal na sabi ni Logi dahil sa sobrang lapit ng mukha nila ng binatang kaharap

“I always hear you calling me ‘Boss’ even outside of work. I never recalled you calling me by my name… Can you please call me by my given name for once? Just once?”

Napaisip si Logi sa sinabi ng binata. Ay weh?

Tumingin si Logi sa mga mata ni Frost.

Bakit mukhang big deal yun sa expression niya. Parang nagmamakaawa.

Pagbigyan nga mukhang iiyak na eh. Charis.

“F–Frost? Ah wait kulang kasi sabi ko given name, eh di lang ‘Frost’ given name mo… Frost Matthie—”

Di na natuloy ni Logi ang sasabihin ng sinunggaban siya ng malalim na halik ni Frost.

Sa sobrang lalim at tagal ay di napigilan ni Logi ang mapaungol…

Wait… Did I just moaned?

Nang marinig ni Frost ang ungol mula kay Logi ay humiwalay ito. “I’m… Sorry. I—”

“Okay lang, Bo—”

“I felt like all my blood went south so I had to move away.”

Natigilan si Logi sa sinabi ni Frost at bumaba ang tingin ni Logi mula sa mukha ng binata pababa sa leeg, dibdib, sa tiyan papuntang…

Am I seeing this correctly? Anong meron sa loob ng pantalon nito, Anaconda?

“TMI! PERVERT! BASTOS! MALIBOG! LABAS LABAS!” pinagbabato ni Logi ng unan si Frost na namumulang sumunod sa utos ni Logi.

He’s blushing because of the way Logi looked at him from his face down to his bulge.

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Chapter 28

It’s been a week and Logi still could leave the house…

Not that he wants to anyway. Natatakot pa rin siya na lumabas thinking there’s someone out there wanting to take him.

Logi sat in their fountain alone when Vee suddenly emerged from the door connecting the garden to the house “Hola Bestiengyawa! Sorry at ngayon lang kita nabisita.”

Logi chuckled as he hugged his friend “Okay lang. Di mo naman obligation na bisitahin ako. Welcome ka naman anytime.”

“Sorry pa din. Lalo na nung nabalitaan ko kay Tito yung nangyari. I can’t blame you for not going outside nowadays. Kaya dito na lang tayo magbonding.”

Tinignan maigi ni Logi ang kaibigan “You… I feel like something changed about you…”. Di natuloy ang sasabihin niya ng may makita siyang mapula sa collarbone ni Vee

“Hoy. Mayroon ka bang gustong ishare sa’kin? Kanino galing yang love bite na yan?”

Agad na tinago ni Vee ang marka at umiwas ng tingin “W-wala. Ano… alam mo na. Bar hopping. Landian with strangers churva churva. Wag mo na pansinin yan.”

“Don’t fool me. Ako pa lolokohin mo. Oo mukha kang haharot sa kung sino sino pero never ka nagpapahalik. Lalo na nagpapamark! Umamin ka, kanino galing yan…” nanlaki ang mata niya ng maalalang nag-bar din ang kuya niya a day ago dahil daw nagkayayaan sa trabaho.

“Don’t tell me kay Kuy—”

“No!” agad na hirit ni Vee. “If your going to say ‘Kuya Kari’, you’re wrong. Ni di ko pa nga siya nakikita  like… For weeks na.”

“Eh kanino nga?” tuloy na paguusig ni Logi sa kaibigan

“Just… someone I rather not name. Dala lang yun ng kalasingan. Nothing more.”

Base sa tono ng kaibigan at sa kinikilos nito, mukhang kilala niya ang tinutukoy pero ayaw niyang pangalanan sa di malamang dahilan.

At di na niya ipipilit kung ayaw ni Vee.

“Sige na nga. Kung ayaw mo, edi don’t”

Buong umaga sila nagkamustahan at natigil lang ito nang marinig si Settreigh. Tumango ito bilang pagbati kay Vee at lumingon kay Logi “Kuya, may mga bisita ka. Dad already brought them to the dining so we could all eat together.”

Kumunot ang noo ni Logi dahil mukhang wala sa mood si Settreigh.

Sumunod sila ni Vee papuntang dining area at nagtaka siya ng tumigil si Vee nang may marinig na boses.

“Vee? Something wrong?”

Pilit na ngiti ang ginanti ni Vee at akmang magpapaalam na “Ah. May lunch date pala ako kasama si Daddy, alis muna ako.”

Dahil ang ama nito ang idinahilan ni Vee ay di na niya pinigilan ang kaibigan kahit na mukhang nagsisinungaling ito “Sige. Ingat ka.”

Hinatid muna ni Logi si Vee palabas bago sumunod sa dining area. Doon ay nakaupo ang pamilya niya kasama ang mga bisita nila.

Why are the whole Beaumont family’s in here?

“Oh Anak! Nasaan si Harvey? Akala ko kasama mo siya pupunta dito?” tanong ni Zeus na mukhang naputol ang pakikipagusap kay Maximilian.

“Ah. May lunch date pala daw sila ni Tito Kimson. Di ko nga alam bakit nagmamadali umalis eh.”

Di napansin ni Logi ang pagiwas ng tingin ni Hellion na siyang napansin ni Frost.

“Oh. Well then. Come on join us, nak. But…” bumaling ang mata ni Zeus sa natatanging bakanteng upuan at sa mukha ni Frost sabay napangisi “It looks like the only spot left is beside Frost.”

Agad na nahuli ng pandinig ni Logi ang impit na tili ng ina ni Frost na niyuyugyog pa ang braso ni Maximilian. Di naman niya napansin ang pagngiti ni Cornelius behind his glass of water.

I feel like there is something weird in this set up. Hmm

Dahil totoo namang wala na siyang choice ay tumabi na siya kay Frost. Lumingon si Frost sa kanya at ngumiting bumulong “Hello there, Love.”

Tinaasan niya ng kilay si Frost at bumulong “Bakit ‘Love’ huh bossing? Tayo ba? Ang fast mo naman. Baka akala mo nakalimutan ko na yung ‘Ka-L’-an mo last time?”

Frost chuckled and looked at Logi endearingly “I told you I’m sorry. I just wanna be honest that time so I said what I said.”

Umismid na lang si Logi at di na kinibo si Frost na ngingiti-ngiti sa tabi niya. Napansin niya ang kakaibang ekspresyon ni Hellion ngunit tinanguan niya na lang ang binata.

“I’m happy you visited us today, with your whole family this time!” Cornelius said in glee and Zeus agreed “Me too. The last time I consider having a meal with your ‘whole family’, you two only had Frost and Hellion.”

Tumango si Maximilian sa tinuran ni Zeus. “Oh right. They are both small children back then and my wife still hasn’t conceived our twins then. That was so long ago.”

“Yeah. It couldn’t be helped though. Considering… You know.” di itinuloy ni Miranda ang sasabihin sa idea na her mentioning their tragic incident would make it awkward.

“It’s fine. But now look how our family grown. Your children looked all grown up and handsome.” Cornelius smiled

“Are they? You too though.” at tumingin si Miranda sa nahihiyang pigura ni Tyrone na katabi ni Kari “You too. You’re sons looks like someone out of fairytale.”

Tumango si Tyrone at tipid na napangiti “Salamat. Pero dahan dahan sa pagpuri at baka lumaki ang ulo.”

Napasimangot sina Jord at Gymir sa sinabi ng ama.

Frost looked at Logi who silently watching their exchange “Louise. How are you?”

Logi smiled at Frost “Okay lang bossing. Sabi ko sa’yong strong ako.”

Sumeryoso ang tingin ni Frost kay Logi na nagpabagsak sa balikat ni Logi “The truth. Please.”

Bumaba ang tingin ni Logi “Okay lang talaga. There are nightmares sure. Pero the first two nights lang. Everyone helps me get through with it.” then Logi looked up and straight through Frost’s worried eyes “Lalo ka na. Those late night calls helped. Sabi ko sa’yo di mo na kailangan magabala dahil alam kong busy ka din at napapagod ka.”

Nagulat si Logi sa sunod na sinabi ni Frost. Di dahil kinilig siya (well yes he did) pero dahil di ito usual na ginagawa ni Frost…

“Ikaw at ang boses mo ang pahinga ko. Sapat na yun para sa’kin.”

Nang makabawi sa pagkabigla ay malakas na napatawa si Logi na ikinatigil ng mga nasa mesa “Hahaha! Boss! Ang weird ng accent mo. Wag ka na magtagalog. Please!”

Sumimangot si Frost sa narinig “Is it? But I’m thinking of trying to speak more tagalog for you.”

“No! Stop. Ayoko!” At patuloy na tumawa si Logi

Cornelius held Zeus’ hand while looking at their son, laughing at something Frost did. And he whispered “Ngayon ko lang nakitang tumawa nang ganiyan ang anak ko. Isn’t he so adorable?”

“He is. And I’m so happy he’s laughing freely now. I’m so afraid he couldn’t,  considering how he suffered from last week.” Zeus held Cornelius’ hand back. “And it looked like Frost helps a lot”

“Psst.” the two looked at Miranda who looked at them conspiringly. “Doesn’t they look good together. Oh my god. My heart.”

Hellion looked a bit dejected. And gets a painful realization…

Guess I really don’t stand a chance now. I never made you laugh like how Frost did.

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Matapos kumain ay nagpunta naman ng hardin sina ang mga magulang nila. Si Gymir, Jord at si Kari ay nagdesisyong lumabas para kumpuniin ang motorsiklo ni Gymir.

Si Storm ay naupo sa malayo na parang may tinatawagan. Si Settreigh ay tinawag sina Frost at Thunder at pinasunod sa kanya sa kung saan.

Naiwan si Logi kasama si Hellion na tahimik lamang sa tabi niya. Di na lamang din umimik si Logi dahil di rin naman niya alam kung ano ang pwede nilang pagusapan.

Tumikhim si Hellion sa tabi niya na ikinagitla ni Logi “I’m glad you look like you’re doing okay now. I’m hoping you really are.”

“Thank you. To be honest… the fear is still there. But I think I can manage.” ngiting wika ni Logi

“So… it looks like you and Frost… is getting closer huh?”

Logi sighed detecting Hellion’s resignation “Di ko ide-deny na it’s true. That I’m getting there. But I’m not sure if I’m ready yet so… Friends. Yun lang ang label namin.”

Hellion sadly smiled and shook his head “It sucks… hearing you say that. Because to be honest I was actually planning to make you fall for me again.” napalingon si Logi sa sinabi ng binata

“But seeing how you and Frost getting closer each time I see you two together… parang ako na mismo ang bumibitaw sa pag-asa kong maibabalik ko pa yung dating tayo.

I don’t have anyone to blame for what happened between us but myself. And for that indecisiveness you’re feeling right now towards Frost. I’m really sorry for that. All those regrets, makes me realize how slim my chances really is.

That’s why… I’m really setting you free now. Not that I have a hold of you anyways. I’m just letting go of you now.“

Logi looked at Hellion sadly. Tinaas niya ang kamay niya para punasan ang luhang di napansin ni Hellion na tumulo mula sa mata niya.

“Thank you for being honest with your feelings. Kakagulat ka naman. Bigla kang may pa confession. We can still be friends naman, right?”

Hellion humorlessly chuckles “Grabe. Eto pala yung pakiramdam na mafriendzone.” he jokingly clutched his chest and whispred ‘ouch’

Hinampas ni Logi ang balikat ni Hellion matapos ay hinigit si Hellion para yakapin. “Tahan na. Una di ka naman iyakin. Pangalawa, nakakapanibago na nagtatagalog ka.”

Humiwalay si Hellion kay Logi “I always been speaking tagalog, what do you mean?”

Umirap si Logi sa binata “Oo na. Mas bagay nga sa’yo magtagalog. Tunog laking BGC.”

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Frost crossed his arms as Settreigh typed something on his computer “So… I think what I found might interest you. Like. Really. Interesting.”

Umismid si Thunder sa narinig “Just get to the point.”

“So I finally fixed the audio. And I really think you are familiar with our person’s voice.” Settreigh then clicked the play button.

‘Target secured now. Ready na po kaming dalhin ang isang to sa bangka papunta sa private island ninyo.’

‘Make sure that he wouldn’t be too hurt. Or I will kill you myself’

‘Oh son, calm down. He’s not going to break your bride. He knows what’s going to happen if that happens…’

Nanlaki ang mga mata ng magkapatid. They know who exactly is the owner of that voice.

But first of all, why? She doesn’t seem to be the type to actually scheme. And second… Sh

e doesn’t have a son? Her child was supposedly dead. She said she had miscarriage.

Nilingon ni Thunder si Frost, looking confused. “It couldn’t be… She couldn’t do this right? She’s like… the least person who I could imagine would do crime.”

“Yes… She might just sound the same.” Frost also said in denial.

“But she’s still our leading suspect. Considering we are ambushed inside your family’s property…”

“And the name of the sender of that gift for Louise.” Putol ni Thunder sa sinabi ni Settreigh. “Then the other guy speaking in the audio is our ‘C.T.F Beumont’. This really checks out. The ‘F’ maybe stands for ‘Fuentes’.”

Frost then muttered “Then it might be Aunt Gertrude Fuentes-Beaumont. Uncle Miguel’s wife.”

Chapter 29

“So… we don’t much evidence but it looks like we all have the same person in mind” Settreigh spun around on his swivel chair

“Since we don’t have enough evidence that points everything to Aunt Gertrude, we must have to find some. At the same time, we must look for the other guy in the line” Frost spoke thinking back to how dangerous it is.

Now that he confirms that there is someone trying to abduct Louise specifically because of that ‘bride’ thing. The bastard must be an obsessed psychopath.

“Based on the conversation, they are mother and son. Unless they are talking figuratively. So unless we find that guy, and then confirms that it is related to Aunt Gertrude…” Thunder said concluding their current goal

“That would point out that your Aunt indeed is the mastermind. If I find out she is I swear I’ll end her myself alongside her son of a bitch of a son” Settreigh almost didn’t changed his cool expression but they knew more than enough that he’s actually seething in anger.

Thunder nodded and turned “Leave the tracking on that mystery guy to me. I know you’ll think I’ll be biased if I go for our Aunt. I’ll let you look onto her, Settreigh.”

“That goes without saying. Good thing you have such a bright head on your shoulders.” Settreigh mocked him that got him a middle finger from Thunder

“Tell me if you need anything. I’ll provide you with anything I have.” Frost said

“Well I’m confident our family have what you have in disposal. So I don’t think I would ask anything from you in particular… Oh… Well I guess being Kuya’s bodyguard should be enough. I think you want that too so I’ll leave it to you.” Settreigh then turned his back on Frost.

Frost shook his head in amusement. Settreigh acts as if he’s the boss of this ops. But he understand the message.

“Got it.”

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Habang pababa ng hagdan si Frost ay nakita niya si Thunder na nakakrus ang braso habang may pinanonood.

“Aww. Look at those two. Guess they’re getting along really fine now.”

Frost then looked at where Thunder is looking at. He saw Louise talking with Hellion about something. The former then swats the latters arm and then Frost fists clenched when Louise dragged Hellion into a hug.

“Time for you to go on the scene, big brother. Or Hellion would get points ahead of you.” Thunder teases him even more.

Frost kept his cool but marches towards Louise and Hellion. Napansin naman agad ito ng dalawa kaya napatigil sila sa pag uusap.

“Oh bossing. Tapos na kayo nina Sett?” Logi looked at Frost with his pretty orbs that took that hint of jealousy away

“Yeah. Can I have a moment with you? I want to bring you somewhere.”  inabot pa ni Frost ang palad niya kay Logi

“Saan? Kung sa labas ng mansyon, magpaalam ka muna sa parents ko ah. Medyo strict sila.” biro ni Logi pero alam ni Frost na kinakabahan pa rin itong lumabas ng tahanan nila

“Can you trust me? We’ll be fine. Besides it’s just nearby.”

Logi read that certainty on Frost eyes and again, Logi puts his trust on him. Kaya inabot niya ang nakaabang na kamay ni Frost at tumango.

“Pag may nangyari sa’kin sagot mo ko ah.” biro ulit ni Logi na ikinailing na lang ni Frost

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“Marunong ka ba talaga mag-motor boss?” Logi asked looking at Frost in suspicion while Frost is putting a helmet on Logi’s head

“I told you to trust me, didn’t I? Guess you don’t trust me then.” wika ni Frost na parang nagmamataktol

“Boss napaka OoC mo na talaga. Tigilan mo yan. Pero ano nga?”

“This is something I’m proud of. But back in States when I studied abroad, I… kinda joined those fellas called Bikers. You know the…”

Logi gasped and pointed at Frost “Yung mga gangster na naka-leather sa initan habang nagmomotor sa kahabaan ng highway? Wait… Ganun yung aethetic minsan ni Ruru o ni Coco. Hala! Di nga?”

Frost scratched his nape in embarrassment “Yeah. As I said, I’m not proud of it.”

“Dinadalihan mo ko ng ‘It’s just a phase’ ah. Pero na curious tuloy ako. Iniimagine ko kasi yung hitsura mo as a biker kasi… Wala sa vibe mo eh.”

Frost wore his helmet and straddled the motorcycle he borrowed from Zeus (na ikinabigla ni Logi dahil hilig din ng ama niya ang pagmomotor katulad ng Kuya Kari niya).

Frost tapped the seat behind him “Come on. Before we lose the sunlight.”

Napatulala si Logi sa nakita. Frost wore his usual attire, the business suit and all. But the way he turned his body to tap the seat behind him while straddling a motor turned something inside Logi.

Lalo tuloy akong nacurious. Ano ka hitsura niya kung naka leather jacket siya? O naka sleeveless denim…

Naramdaman ni Logi na may dumampi sa gilid ng kanyang labi “What are you thinking about that you’re spacing out like this… And drooling? Are you…” Frost said teasingly

“Wala. Nagugutom ako. OO. Natatakam lang ako sa pagkain na nasa isip ko bigla.” nagpapanic na sagot niya

“You’re hungry? The we should go back and eat first before…”

Pinutol na ni Logi ang sasabihin ni Frost at sumakay na sa motor “Wala. Nasa isip ko lang yun. Patay gutom talaga kasi ako. Pero okay na. Tara na choo choo!”

Frost chuckled and shook his head. Then he grabbed both Logi’s hands, wrapping it around his own waist “That’s for trains, but okay. Hang on tight”

Okay sabi mo eh. Libre pakapa muna si Mayor.

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Nakasakay na naman ng motorsiklo si Logi. Ngunit iba ang pakiramdam niya ngayong nakasakay siya na si Frost ang nagmamaneho.

Gagi. Bakit feeling ko nasa music video ako. Baliw

Kahit kampante siya sa pag mamaneho ni Frost ay mahigpit ang kapit ni Logi sa beywang ni Frost.

Di ako nananyansing. Para lang safe.

Kalaunan ay tumigil na ang binata sa gitna ng kakahuyan.

“Boss. Sinabi ko namang nagtitiwala ako sa’yo. Pero nung sinabi mong may pupuntahan tayo, di ko naman inaasahang sa gitna ng gubat? Anong gagawin natin dito?” Nakapamewang na tanong ni Logi

“Calm down okay. It’s just that the motor couldn’t make it to our destination so we’re leaving it here. Just a little more of a walk and we’re already there.”

Napatango na lang si Logi sa binata. “Siguraduhin mo lang na worth it yang pupuntahan natin o talagang mababangasan kita.”

Hinatak na siya ng binata papasok ng kagubatan. At tama nga si Frost. The path they’re taking is in between rocky and slippery. Kung nakamotor sila, di malabong sumemplang sila.

Dalawang minuto lang ang nakalipas ay nakarating na sila sa lugar na gustong ipakita ni Frost kay Logi.

“Woah. Boss. Ang ganda. Paano mo nahanap to?”

Frost brought him into a waterfall hidden deep into the woods. It looks majestic with the lighting made by dusk. The rays of the sun while it sets, hitting the water cascading from the waterfall made Logi’s mouth open in awe.

“You obviously couldn’t remember it because you’re still an infant back then… But I remember your dad bringing me and my family here when I’m still a kid. He also brought you and your older brother. Maybe it’s around the time before you brother’s birthday.

I remembered how beautiful this place is that I promised myself I’ll come back here if I got a chance… Now here I am.“

Logi looked at Frost still awestruck “Talas ng memory mo ah. Naalala mo yung way papunta dito? Tsaka buti ka pa alam mo to eh ako tong anak ng may ari, ngayon ko lang nalamang nageexist ito.”

Frost just chuckled and held Logi’s hand “Would you like to… Swim?”

Logi beamed at Frost and smiled “Kahit di mo ako ayain.”

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“Boss… Parang ayoko na ituloy.”

Frost laughed at Logi’s pouting face “Come on. Just a little more. We’re almost there.”

“Eh boss di naman ako nagrereklamo sa layo nung tuktok eh dahil di naman talaga malayo. Natatakot ako sa taas ng bagsak natin pagtumalon tayo.”

“It’s fine. I’m here. I got you.”

Logi glared at Frost and said “Di mo ko madadala sa pa ‘I gotchu’ mo, masasapak kita.”

“Jeez. How violent. I promise you it’ll be worth it. Trust me.”

“Che. Ito na. Alangan naman bumalik pa ako sa baba, eh malapit na tayo.” padabog na pagpatuloy sa pagakyat si Logi

Frost smiled watching Logi move faster while pouting. Such a cutie.

Nang makarating sa tuktok ay inabot ni Logi ang kamay kay Frost “Oh. Nandito na tayo. Pero dapat bago tumalon nakahawak ka sa kamay ko. Ayoko tumalon magisa.”

“I’ll never let you go alone, of course. You won’t have to act so cute about it.”

Kinilig naman si Logi sa simpling remark ni Frost “Hoy. Natural to no. I’m not acting cute, I AM cute. Period.”

Hinawakan na ni Frost ang kamay ni Logi “But do you know, your dad has a superstition about this waterfall.”

“You’re not the type to actually believe superstitions are you? Pero sige, spill” nakataas na kilay na saad ni Logi

“Your dad believes that whoever jumps in this waterfall while holding someone else’s hands declares their everlasting love to the person they’re holding.”

Hinigit ni Logi ang kamay niya sa pagkakahawak kay Frost “You’re making that up! Di naman to tourist attraction so bakit may paganyang superstition si Dad aber! Pinapaniwala ka lang non”

Frost smirked and grabbed Logi’s hand again “And you said I AM the one who doesn’t believe in superstitions. And even if I do made that up, why are you taking your hand back?”

“Wala. Bakit may angal?” taas kilay na panghahamon ni Frost na ikinatawa lang ni Frost while saying ‘No’ repeatedly

Nang tumigil sa pagtawa si Frost ay tumingin siya ng seryoso sa mata ni Logi “But here I am, holding your hand and about to jump this waterfall. You know what that means for me, right?”

Napalunok ng laway si Logi sa makahulugang winika ni Frost habang nakatitig sa mga mata nito.

“OO na alam ko. Pero ikaw ang humawak sa kamay ko. So ikaw yung nagdedeclare. Di ako.” Logi pouted but held Frost’s hands tighter.

Frost understood (or assumed, if anything) what that gesture means and smirked “Sure. Whatever you say, sweetheart.”

Lumapit pa sila sa dulo ng bato na pagtatalunan nila. Naramdaman ni Frost ang panginginig ni Logi lalo na ang lalong paghigpit ng kapit nito sa kanya “Calm down, sweetheart. Trust me. I’m always here for you. I’ll never let you go.”

Agad namang bumuga ng malalim na paghinga si Logi “let’s do this.”

Nagumpisa nang bumilang si Logi. Sinadya niyang bagalan ang pagbilang dahil hinahanda rin niya ang sarili sa pagtalon

“Isa”

“Dalawa”

“Tatlo!”

At sabay na tumalon ang dalawa habang hawak ang kamay ng isa’t isa. Madiin ang pagkakapit ng mata ni Logi hanggang sa maramdaman niya ang paghampas ng tubig sa balat nila.

Makaraan ang ilang segundo ay dumilat si Logi ng mga mata habang nasa ilalim sila ng tubig. At agad niyang nakita ang tiim na pagtingin sa kanya ni Frost…

Full of love, adoration and admiration.

Dapat lang may admiration. Sa hitsura kong to, swerte niya nakita niya ang underwater look ko no.

Pero habang tumatagal ay lalong nadadarang si Logi sa mga tingin ni Frost. He felt some invisible force dragging him towards Frost…

And he let that force drew him in. Like a moth to a flame.

Di na hinintay pa ni Frost ang mabagal na paglapit ng mga mukha nila at agad niyang hinawakan sa likod ng ulo si Logi para halikan ito ng mariin.

Ito pala ang feeling pag may kahalikan underwater. Parang may magic.

Not long after and they resurfaced back to gasp some air. But the air around them felt somehow different.

Kahit nasa tubig, feeling ko ang init init.

Logi looked at Frost’s eyes locked on his own. And then he heard Frost whisper “I want to kiss you again. Can I?”

Ang gentleman.

Di na lang sumagot si Logi at siya na mismo ang humila kay Frost para halikan ito ng mariin.

Ah bahala na. Ako pa ba ang tatanggi sa gwapong taong yelo na to. Di ko na rin naman matiis.

Ang sarap kasi humalik ni Boss so susulit ko na. Magmumukbang muna ako ng snowman ngayon.

Chapter 30

Explicit Content Warning!

The following scene is unadvisable for readers under 18.

You’ve been warned

(Loo?)

Note: This is my first time actually writing explicit scenes. So please bear with me. (･ิω･ิ)ノ

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Nagpatuloy ay malalim na halikan ni Frost at ni Logi habang nasa tubig. Di alintana ang lamig ng tubig sa init na bumabalot sa kanilang dalawa.

Gumapang ang isang kamay ni Logi mula sa pagkakayakap sa batok ni Frost papunta sa matipuno nitong dibdib. Naramdaman niya ang malakas na kabog ng puso ni Frost sa mga palad niyang nakalapat sa dibdib ng binata.

Si Frost naman ay marahang hinahaplos ang buhok ni Logi at ang isang braso ay humigpit ang kapit sa beywang.

I’m getting so turned on I’m getting dizzy.

Parang wala sila sa sarili na umahon sa tubig. Hinila ni Logi si Frost papunta sa madamong parte sa lilim ng malaking puno. Dahan dahang siyang inihiga ni Frost at kinubabawan.

“Tell me to stop, sweetheart. Right now or else I won’t be able to stop if we go any further.” saad ni Frost habang hinahaplos ang pisngi ni Logi

Parang nahihipnotismo si Logi habang nakatingin sa imahe ni Frost sa ibabaw niya. Parang nagmamakaawa ang mukha nitong tiim na nakatingin sa mga mata niya.

I know how men with a wet look in this position looks hot. But Boss’ image looks indescribable

Muling gumapang ang kamay ni Logi sa likod ng ulo ni Frost at dahan dahang inilapit ang mukha nito sa kanya “Would it be bad for me not to?”

Logi wrapped his legs around Frost’s hips and continued “Would it be wrong for me to ask you to go on? Cause right now, I want you… Frost.” at muli ay lumapat ang mga labi nila sa isa’t isa.

I feel like I’m bewitched. But I don’t care.

I want to be with him. To feel everything from him. Cause right now, I feel like everything is on it’s rightful place.

Ilang minutong nagtagal ay bumaba ang halik ni Frost mula sa labi ni Logi papuntang leeg niya. Logi hears him either his breaths panting, whispering sweet nothings or swear under his breath.

His kisses goes lower to Logi’s  exposed chest and alternately licked, sucked and gently bitten his nipples that earned Logi’s moans.

It turned him on even more. Logi knew by the way Frost’s bulge grinding on his own.

Bumaba muli ang mga halik ni Frost…

This is it. Hahayaan ko na bang isuko ang bataan?

Logi’s clouded gaze turned towards Frost’s admiring yet pleading ones “Love… Can I? I want to see you. I want to taste you? I wan—”

“Please. Do everything you want with me. Cause I too, want to do everything to please you.”

Frost’s heart almost burst hearing those words from Logi.

God. I love him.

Frost licked his lips unconsciously and gently tugged on Logi’s underwear, exposing him completely.

“Fuck… You’re so sexy, sweetheart.”  Frost said, hand grabbing one of his leg and the other gently touching Logi’s hardening length.

“Bos—”

“Hush… Call me by my name, sweetheart. Please” Logi’s eyes squeezed shut when Frost licked his length “Right now, I’m Frost and you’re my Louise. And I’m all yours  my love. “

He shivered feeling Frost’s breath on him “Hmm… Yes. Frost Please…”

Frost smirked and then whispered “Everything for you.” Frost then opened his mouth and sucked Logi.

He bobbed his head eagerly and then goes to licking him from the tip to his balls. And then back to the top and sucked him again.

Kakaiba ang nararamdaman ni Logi. Sa gitna ng sarap ay may iba siyang nararamdaman sa kaibuturan niya.

This felt new and somehow familiar at the same time, it’s completely bizarre thing to feel.

But even in conflicting thoughts it didn’t stop his desire to do more with Frost. His mind, body and soul is surrendering to the man giving him indescribable pleasure.

Nagtaka si Logi ng sandaling tumigil si Frost. Bumaba ang nagtatanong na mata ni Logi nang mapalitan ito ng gulat. Dahil inilagay ni Frost ang dalawang kamay nito sa likod ng tuhod ni Logi at itinaas, presenting his hole towards the man.

“Sa-sandali! Frost! That’s—” agad na pagtutol ni Logi na pinigilan ni Frost

“Love… Let me. Please trust me. I want to do this for you.”

Isang tingin lang niya kahit di na siya mag ‘please’ o-oo na ako.

Logi slowly nodded making Frost smile. At walang pasabing inilapat ang dila nito sa butas ni Logi.

Buti na lang medyo mitikoloso din ako sa paglinis ng katawan. Pero kahit na…

His thoughts was interrupted with the feeling of Frost’s tongue lapping on his hole. He’s really eating me out.

Logi’s moans is like music to Frost’s ears. The expression he’s making. The way he unconsciously gripping anything his hands gets a hold into (even Frost’s hair)

He couldn’t even know how Logi could make him feel even hotter and hotter.

Matapos ng ilang minuto ay nakaramdam si Logi ng kakaiba. At biglang walang pasabing nilabasan siya sa naramdamang kakaibang sarap mula sa ginagawa ni Frost. His essence spurted all over his stomach and his chest.

Logi covered his face in embarrassment. Did I just… came from being eaten out from behind?

Naramdaman niyang gumalaw si Frost mula sa ibabaw niya at dinilaan ang mga inilabas ni Logi. Kaya agad na sinubukan nitong ilayo ang ulo ni Frost “Please don’t. That—”

“Tastes good? Yes. Love. And damn that was so hot.” and then Logi watched him licking his lips.

Lalong namula si Logi sa nakita.

“You’re so damn cute…” Umayos ng pwesto sa ibabaw ni Logi si Frost “But Love we’re not done yet…”

Logi understood what he’s saying. They’re really going to do it.

Thoughts clouded on Logi’s mind. But everything gets blank when Frost pulled his own underwear down.

No way is that going to fit.

Frost immediately saw the uncertainty on Logi’s eyes. And his immediate reaction is to kiss him.

And fuck it did distracted Logi.

Both their thoughts again are erased. They just continued making out again.  At ang kaninang takot na naramdaman ni Logi ay napalitan ng kakaibang excitement ng maramdaman ang paggalaw ng kahabaan ni Frost sa bandang upuan niya.

Logi’s blush deepened when Frost unconsciously tapped the tip of his length on Logi’s entrance.

But because of the intensity, Logi doesn’t care anymore and nodded. So Frost straightened up and spits on his hand to lube up his dick.

Their eyes met. And then Frost couldn’t stop himself from saying “I love you, Louise.” before pushing inside Logi.

Fuck why hadn’t I bring lube.

Wala pa sa kalahati ay narinig niya ang hikbi mula kay Logi, kaya natigilan si Frost at tarantang nagtanong “Are you… No, of course. Should I stop? I’ll—”

“Don’t pull out. I will be okay.” agad na sabi ni Logi. “Please go on.”

“Are you sure?” Frost asked, uncertain if they should still continue

“Please” Logi pulled down Frost’s head to kiss him. Then his legs hugged Frost’s waist tighter making his hips go forward, sliding his dick deeper. “I’m fine. I’m going to be fine”

Frost chuckled “I’m the one who should reassure you. Fuck, you’re so brave sweetheart.” His lips moved to kiss his cheek and behind of his ears “Then don’t mind if I do…”

Both groaned in pleasure when they felt Frost completely sheathed inside Logi. Logi’s eyed rolled and he felt himself exploded.

“Fuck…” Both of them moaned in unison. But out of bliss, Frost couldn’t control himself and moved, grinding himself on Logi. Making the latter feel overstimulated.

Frost continued his slow thrusts on Logi’s stuffed hole and groaned “Sorry love. But I couldn’t help myself. I—”

When he looked at Logi’s face, he suddenly gets even turned on if that’s even possible.

Logi, looks so out of it watching the place where they are connected. Watching Frost’s dick disappear and reappear again. And then his eyes turned to Frost’s “Please, faster. Make love to me harder. You’re making me feel so good, Frost… So full…”

Those perverted words coming from Logi and his moans, accompanied by his moans, just switched something deep inside Frost.

And he gave Logi a powerful thrust that made him roll his eyes “Yes. Everything for you.”

His hips thrusted in a quick pace. The sounds of their skin slapping mixed in the sound of the wind, the trees and the water from the waterfall.

Both of their moans became a song only they can hear. The feeling of them making love made them lost to their own world.

Naramdaman ni Frost na lalabasan na siya. His thrusts gets erratic. So he kissed Logi and whispered “I’m cumming… Baby I’m pul—”

“Don’t… Don’t pull out. Let me feel you. Please Frost. Don’t. Please. Please…”

Frost looked at Logi… And who is he to deny him that if his baby begged him like this.

“Okay. I won’t. Let’s cum together love, shall we?”

Logi nodded his head, lost in his mind. He didn’t knew what he’s asking for but his mouth just babbled “Please” and “Yes”.

Frost put both Logi’s ankled on his shoulders and thrust even quickly and deeply “I’m… cumming love. I— Oohh.”

They both feel their own climax as Logi spurted his cum all over them again. But he felt even more overstimulated and spasmed when he felt Frost shuddered and filled him with his hot essence to the brim.

Both of them panted and then they shared a deep kiss. They groaned when Frost finally pulled out and his release drips out of Logi’s hole.

Logi shuddered and then smiled at Frost before he passed out.  Frost made their foreheads touch and whispered “I love you. Louise. So much.”

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Malalim na ang gabi nang muling bumangon si Frost. Naalala niya na baka nagaalala na ang pamilya ni Logi kaya naman naisipan niyang iuwi na ito.

“Sweetheart, I’m bringing you home now.”

Logi only groaned and swatted his arm “Ayoko pa.”

Frost chuckled. “If you don’t wanna move then I’ll just carry you back home.” The only answer he got from Logi is a ‘whatever’ with a pout.

‘So cute’

Fuck how would I explain this bruises. I didn’t even realize I put these on him.

Matapos malinisan at bihisan si Logi ay agad din siyang nagbihis at binuhat ang tulog na si Logi pabalik motor at dahan dahang isinakay ngunit ng maupo si Logi ay napaigik ito.

“Fuck you, Bossing. Ang sakit hayop ka!” sabay mahinang pinag hahampas ang braso ni Frost

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Please endure it for a while just until we get home.”

“Anong ‘Until we get home’? Siraulo ka ba? Mawawala ba tong sakit pag nakauwi na ako? Malamang hindi! Tanginang titi naman kasi yang meron ka?!” Sigaw ni Logi sa kanya na ikinatawa niya

“Im sorry. But please stop being so vulgar.”

“At bakit? Ano gusto mo itawag ko diyan? Talong? Batuta? Birdy? Titi yan! O baka gusto mo in English? Penis na lang!”

Napatampal na lang ng noo si Frost sa biglang inaasta ni Logi.

He’s really such an amazingly cutie. Fuck I love him.

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Paguwi ay agad silang sinalubong ng pamilya ni Logi at ng mga magulang ni Frost na hindi pa pala umuuwi  dahil sabay nilang hinihintay ang pagbabalik ng dalawa.

At nagtaka sila na karga karga ni Frost si Logi na nakasimangot.

“What happened? Bakit buhat mo si Kuya?” takang tanong ni Settreigh

Napansin naman ni Miranda ang pamumula ni Logi at ang pagiwas nito ng tingin. She looked at Frost, conspiratorially.

And she felt her suspicions confirmed when her son evaded her gaze. Kaya impit na tumili ito.

Cornelius looked at her weirdly “What? Why?”

“Nothing. Don’t mind me.”

With that mischievous look, Cornelius AND even Tyrone knew what Miranda was thinking.

Their other dads should never learn about this. Or Frost will be dead meat.

Heck even if Kari and Settreigh finds out, he’s dead as fuck.

Zeus and Viktor watched as Frost bring Logi to his room in suspicion and then looked at Maximilian who looked at them shrugging.

Yes. Dead as fuck.

Chapter 31

“Why is someone as beautiful as you crying alone in a place like this?”

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“Ugh! Relax sweetheart. Hush. “It’s going to be alright. Just breathe.”

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“Ooh… Good…. S’good for me”

Logi’s tired eyes opened and saw a blurry figure of a man on top of him.

Just like most of his dream… The man’s face on top of him is still blurry. But somehow something clicks on him after hearing his voice…

The more he think about it, the clearer the view he gets of the man staring at him…

And when he finally get to see the man’s face, his mind suddenly went blank.

Frost…

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Napadilat ng mata si Logi. Madaling araw pa lamang at nagtatago pa ang araw ay gising na gising na ang kanyang diwa.

Imposible… Or is it? What are the odds na si Frost nga yung naka one night stand niya noong gabing yun? Kung nangyari man yun, bakit walang sinasabi ito sa kanya about sa nangyari? Unless wala din siyang maalala nung gabing yun at di din nito alam na siya ang naka sex niya noon?

Napahilamos ng mukha si Logi dahil sa realization. Di niya alam kung paano haharapin si Frost.

Though if he thinks about it… If Frost really is the man he had sex years ago, meaning pangalawang beses na niyang pinauubaya ang katawan niya sa boss niya?

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Ilang oras ang nakalipas, Logi just decided not to move from laying down his bed.

Or it’s because he couldn’t.

Nakakaramdam siya ng matinding pangangalay sa kanyang balakang at sa mga hita kaya di niya maigalaw ng maayos ang mga ito. At kahit pa subukan niyang maupo ay bumabalik lamang siya sa paghiga dahil sa pagkirot ng kaniyang pang-upo.

Next time, di ka na makakaulit. Tanginang anaconda yan.

Wait… Bakit ko pa ba kinoconsider kung magkakanext time pa? Tama na ang dalawang beses! Erase erase!

Napalingon ang mata niya sa pinto nang may kumatok rito.

“Anak. Anong oras na bakit di ka pa nabangon? Masama ba pakiramdam mo?” Dinig niyang tawag ni Tyrone mula sa labas

Di naman niya masabi kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman niya. Dahil kung sakali, baka malaman agad nito ang ginawa nila ni Frost.

Di pa siya ready na malaman nila yun. Noon ngang nalaman nito yung nangyari sa kanya years ago, abot langit na paguusisa ang inabot niya mula rito na wala naman siyang maibigay na sagot.

Pero ngayon di niya alam kung paano siya makakaiwas sa tanong kung totoo nang may alam siya. Baka i-spill niya din lahat sa ama ang nangyari.

Di maari.

“O-opo pa. Dalhan niyo na lang ako ng pagkain. Thank you!”

Di man magsabi ang anak ay alam ni Tyrone ang totoo. By the looks of it from last night at sa kasalukuyang lagay ng anak, mukhang totoo nga ang suspetsa niyang may nangyari nga sa anak niya at kay Frost.

I should interrogate that guy.

Di kagaya ni Miranda at ni Cornelius, Tyrone still feel uncomfortable about the idea of Logi committing into a relationship. Di dahil wala siyang tiwala sa anak kundi dahil wala siyang tiwala sa mga nagpaparamdam sa anak niya. At ngayon kulang pa ang tiwala niya kay Frost.

Ayaw lang niyang masaktan muli ang anak tulad ng sakit na pinadama ng huling nakarelasyon nito.

But at the end of the day, who is he to destroy his son’s happiness?

Sa ngayon focus na muna siya sa anak niya. He has to deal with the cards he’s been dealt with. Saka na niya poproblemahin pa ang ibang bagay.

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“So what’s the plan? Should we just barge into her doorsteps and ask the golden question or should we act like those people on spy movies?” pabirong tanong ni Thunder

“We should tread carefully. The moment she finds out we’re into something, she would either deny or hide.” Frost answered, his hands on his chin

“Second option it is. You’re in luck because I already planted bugs around her house. Just in case you’re curious, I actually planted it just for fun. I couldn’t believe we would actually use  it.” Thunder then typed on his keyboard quickly and then multiple windows appeared on the screen. Some are footages inside the house and others are in audio.

Frost shook his head in disbelief. He couldn’t believe he’d actually be grateful about his brother’s crazy antics. Turns out it became useful bto them.

Biglang sumeryoso ang mukha ni Thunder nang makitang pumasok ang iniimbestigahang ginang.

Nakita nila itong animo’y normal lang ang kilos. Umupo sa sofa at nagbasa ng magazine. Uminom ng tsaang inutos nito sa kanyang katulong. At kinuha ang mga folder na nasa mesa. Nang i-zoom in ni Thunder ang camera ay nakita nilang business reports lang ang laman ng folder, making him yawn.

“This is getting boring by the minute. Guess she doesn’t have any plans to do anything than her routines…”

“Shush!” Frost silenced his brother after his eye catches on something. “Zoom further in”

Sinunod naman ito ni Thunder. There he confirmed what he read.

“That paper is a coded message. Aunt Gertrude has nothing to do with the Eisenwald University. The paper she’s specifically reading has the words ‘Fjord’, ‘Siblings’ and ’Studies and close enough to those words is the name ‘Salazar’, all suspiciously highlighted. And the writer… The initials again CTFB…”

Frost continued “These are codes. And I’d assume that the sender of this code is C.T.F Beaumont. The highlited words loosely connected to Louise who they recently targeted. ‘Fjord’ must mean ‘Jord Frel Salazar’, Louise’s adoptive ‘Sibling’.”

Thunder looked at Frost and then continued his conclusion “who ‘studies’ in ‘Eisenwald University’.”

They heard the buzzing sound, sign that Sett breached them again “I guess you’re correct.”

“How could you say that? Did you find anything.” Frost asked Settreigh

“Well… One of my men who’s assigned to secretly guard Jord in his campus saw suspicious individual lurking around. He was taken down and taken in our custody.”

Frost stood up, a bit hyped up “That’s a huge thing. Then…”

“Don’t put your hopes up.” Settreigh cuts Frost off. “On the way, our guy somehow sneaked a poison and killed himself. He’s basically useless now. Good news is, my men kept the connectivity of his device to their original server. Turns out  in this device, they both use voice changers in communicating. And they seem to have no clue that the guy was caught. So…”

Thunder spoke, smirking “Are you saying what I think you’re saying?”

They heard Settreigh chuckles menacingly “Yes. I’d use this to penetrate into our targets.”

Thunder’s face soured “Ugh that word sounds gross out of context. But I caught the drift”

“Fuck you! I’ll reach back again if I have anything to work with.”

After the line went dead, Frost stood up and walked to the door “Then I’m leaving. Call me if you need more resources. Update me if you also find something.”

“Where are you going then? Dude don’t tell me…”

His brother puts his hands on his pockets “I have to go back to my baby. I’m pretty sure he’s on his bed right now and I have to take care of him.”

After Frost left the door, Thunder shook his head and smiled “Gross.”

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Nakarating si Frost sa bahay ng mga Vermilion nang hapong iyon na may dalang Red Velvelt cake na paborito ni Logi. Bumati siya kay Zeus at si Viktor na naabutan niya sa sala. “Good afternoon. I’m here to visit Louise. May I know where he is?”

May tumikhim sa likod niya kaya nilingon niya ito ngunit natigilan siya sa seryosong mukha ni Tyrone “He’s in his room. Mukhang masama ang pakiramdam. I wonder why?”

Bumaba ang mata ni Frost sa pagkakatitig ni Tyrone at yumuko “Can I see him? I also brought him a cake…”

“He’s upstairs. Di ko lang sure kung papapasukin ka niya. Wala pa siyang pinapapasok sa kwarto niya since this morning.”

Is he still in pain from that? But why won’t he let anyone in the room?

“I’d want to try to talk to him. Please, excuse me.”

Sandaling nakipagtitigan si Tyrone kay Frost na para bang hinaharangan niya talaga ito. Ngunit di rin nagtagal ay pinadaan na niya ang binata.

But before he pass through narinig niyang bumulong si Tyrone “You better take care of him after what you did. Or I’ll amputate you myself.”

Napalunok si Frost sa narinig. Tyrone is so protective that he’d be this extreme?

Tumango na lang si Frost dahil pakiramdam niya isang maling sagot niya ay mapapasama siya dito.

Agad niyang pinuntahan si Logi sa kwarto nito at nang nasa tapat siya ng pinto ay kumatok siya.

“Please, gusto ko muna mag-isa. Kung may ibibigay kayo, leave it by the door!” dinig niyang sigaw ni Logi sa loob

“It’s me, Louise. Please let me in.”

Dinig niyang parang may kumakaluskos sa loob at may katagalan bago pa bumukas ang pinto. “At ano namang ginagawa mo dito? Can’t you see why I’m hiding? Kasalanan mo at ng sawa mo diyan sa pagitan ng hita mo!”

Ngiwing ngumiti si Frost at tinaas ang dalang box ng cake “Peace offering? Sorry about—”

“Red Velvet! Salamat! Sige boss pasok. Ikaw naman di ka naman nagsasabing bibisita ka.” biglang aliwalas na wika ni Logi at hinila pa papasok si Frost.

Di pa sila nakakalayo sa pinto ay nabuwal si Logi na agad namang inalalayan ng binata “Careful”

Logi glared at him “Sorry ah. Masakit lang kasi ang lower body ko. Siguro naman alam nating pareho bakit?”

“I didn’t say anything! And I said I’m sorry. I just couldn’t help it if I’m blessed that way.”

Narinig niyang bumulong si Logi na nakanguso “At nagyabang pa ang siraulo.” sabay irap nito.

“Di bale masarap naman…” agad na tinignan ni Logi ang mukha ni Frost dahil baka ma-misinterpret nito ang sinabi. At ganun nga ang nangyari dahil sa laki ng ngisi ni Frost. “…nitong peace offering mo. Utak mo, malumot.”

Frost raised his hands as if surrendering and chuckled “Yeah sure. But I know for a fact that it felt good. By the sound of those moans…”

Di na natuloy ni Frost ang sasabihin ng batukan siya ni Logi “Pati bibig mo, malumot din. Hugasan mong maigi hanggang mawala.”

Pinanood ni Frost na buksan ni Logi ang kahon ng cake at ang pagliwanag ng mukha niya nang makita ang laman.

He’s like a child. So cute.

Di na nagabala si Logi kumuha ng plato at kumuha ng kutsara para kumain. Para bang kaya nitong ubusin ang cake nang di nagsusugar rush.

“Why are you looking at me like that? Gusto mo?” wika ni Logi na puno ang bibig at akmang susubuan si Frost.

Frost smirked and grabbed Logi’s hand. He ate the piece Logi gave him while looking at Logi’s eyes seductively.

Why do he look so hot oh my fucking hell.

Namula si Logi sa naisip. “Doon ka nga tumingin sa malayo. Naiilang ako sa pagmumukha mo.”

Di ito sinunod ni Frost at pinanood na lang si Logi na ubusin ang cake habang nakangalumbaba.

“Grabe. Parang gusto ko pa pero baka magkadiabetes na talaga ako. Thank you sa Pa-cake mo boss ah.”

“Anything for you. How are you feeling?” asked Frost

Tinignan siya ng masama ni Logi “Bakit kailangan mo pa itanong? Obviously nasasaktan. Kailangan ko pa idetalye?”

“I heard you asked nothing but food. So I assume you haven’t applied ointment there yet” wika ni Frost, eyeing Logi’s behind. Logi gasped and smacked his arm

“Bastos… Pero oo eh. Nakakahiya kasi… Paano ko sasabihing need ko ng ointment dahil wasak yung ano ko?” nakangusong sabi ni Logi.

“Then I’ll bring you one. Can you wait for me?” Frost paused “I would even apply it to you myself”

Hinampas ni Logi si Frost gamit ang unan “Buwisit ka! Bastos! Kumuha ka na dali at lumayas ka na sa harap ko!”

Frost shook his head and head out to get an ointment. Logi scoffed in annoyance still flushed about what Frost said.

Mahihiga na sana siya ulit nang makita niyang lumiwanag ang telepono ni Frost. Naiwan pala ng binata ang cellphone nito.

Dinampot ni Logi ang cellphone at tinignan ang notification.

Problema ng mga tsimoso talaga eh.

Logi read the notification. It’s a message from someone registered as “Amy”

Amy:

Here to remind you about my upcoming birthday celebration. I needed a date and you promised. So you better…

Putol ang mensahe at di na mabasa ni Logi ng buo. Wala nang pakielam pa si Logi tungkol sa anong karugtong.

Date pala ah.

Chapter 32

A week has passed and Frost is getting  crazier bit by bit every passing day.

Not in a good way.

Because since the day he visited Logi, the guy seemed to act indifferent towards him. He doesn’t even know why or what he did to deserve such treatment.

He ransacked his brain for any reason but he couldn’t came up with any. And even when he asked Logi directly, the guy will either brush him off/leave him on ‘seen’, or straight up sass and lash on him.

He heard his phone rang and he immediately answered “The fuck do you want?”

“Geez what’s with the attitude, Frosty. I was just calling you to ask about you know… My date. Come on. My birthday is tomorrow for goodness sake and I don’t know if I have one or not!”

Ahh yes. Amethyst.

“For crying out loud, I actually tried asking and he never gave me a fucking answer. He just said he’d consider it. Be thankful I even tried, you ungrateful bitch!” Frost then dropped the call before Amethyst could even gasp

His phone rang again “What?!”

“Okay fine! What’s with you honestly? You almost never actually give me such sassy attitude. Actually… Yes you never. You just usually brush me off. But now you’re totally screaming at me. What the hell is wrong with you?” Amethyst asked in concern… Sorta kinda.

“None of your shitty business so if you could, just leave me the fuck alone…”

“Is it something like trouble in paradise sorta situation?”

Natahimik si Frost sa sinabi ng pinsan. Sometimes it’s annoying how Amethyst could be so spot on without even actually knowing anything.

Like kind of a superpower.

“… Yeah. Well I’m not obligated to share anything with you so I’m…”

Di pa natatapos si Frost ay sumabad na naman agad si Amethyst “Oh dear couz. Is it Louse? About what now? Did you wake up and realize he’s actually into Hellion and you don’t stand a chance?”

“I knew I’d regret considering entertaining your gossipmonger tendencies so have a fucking good day you bitch.” and he immediately dropped the call

He then recieved a message from her (after rejecting her calls for nth time) that read:

Amy:

‘Okay I’m sorry. I’m going to be serious now so you won’t have to bottle all that up. I know you wouldn’t confide to your parents much less your brothers (that is actually sorta kinda your competitor for Louise’s ❤ lol). So please indulge me.’

Frost answered Amethyst’s call when she did attempted to call again. “He’s acting indifferent towards me. Yes he’s typically snarky. But nowadays I could sense he’s actually mad at me. I don’t even know why the fuck is the problem and I’m literally on my last fucking nerve. I think I’ll go bananas at this point.”

“Okay back it up. When was the last time you thought he’s okay with you around?” Amethyst asked putting on her detective hat

“Uhh last week? When I visited him. We’re fine not until I left to get an ointment for his aching…” Frost hesitated cause he thought he’d overshare

“Aching what?” Amethyst asked curiously

“Body. I offered to apply it to him when I came back to his room but then he acted cold and distant. And then he kinda snapped”

Amethyst didn’t buy what Frost answered about the ‘aching’ part but she let it go.

She’ll come back for that but now’s not the time.

“Let’s see… It doesn’t seem like he’d be mad if you help him apply some ointment anywhere in his body. Unless it’s his privates…” napataas ang kilay ni Amethyst ng marining niyang parang nasamid ang nasa kabilang linya

Gotcha

“Does anyone came to his room after you leave him alone that time?” Amethyst feigned ignorance on her conclusion and continue on her ‘investigation’

“No”

“Did you took so long to come back?”

“I came back short after I left”

“Did you leave your phone in his room when you left?”

That’s when Frost stopped to think for a moment. He realized he did left his phone in Logi’s room. But what’s the reason why he’d be mad just because he left his phone there?

“I did. I remember leaving it on his bed. Why?”

“Check your phone. Maybe someone called you? Or text? I don’t know. Anything that you think he’d be upset about.” Amethyst instructed him

He did what his cousin asked of him. The recieved calls on his call logs were clear around the time he left Logi’s room. Then he checked his messages…

“Amethyst. I think I knew why? And I know just who to blame.”

Amethyst felt herself shivered. Why does it feel like it’s me?

“W-who?”

“It’s you and your bitchass request! You sent me that fucking reminded to find you a goddamn date!” Frost exclaimed

“But I also specifically asked for you to invite Settreigh on that message. Exactly the reason why I actually called you today? For you to talk to Settreigh! Why would Louise get mad at you about that?” tarantang tanong ni Amethyst nang marinig ang inis sa boses ni Frost

“He must’ve read it on lock screen. He wouldn’t read the message in full if that’s so, you dumbass!”

“Okay okay! It’s my fault! Then I’d talk to him about that! I’ll explain myself so geez stop getting mad at me you psycho.” Amethyst almost cried. Frost doesn’t fail to scare her when he’s actually serious

“No need. I’ll have to do it myself. I don’t trust you anyway. By the way, Amethyst?”

“Ye-yes?” nanginginig na tanong ni Amethyst

“Kiss your dream birthday date, goodbye.”

The line beeped. Amethyst’s brain lagged for a second and when it finally sink in, Amethyst screamed it annoyance.

---

Logi stood in the by his room’s door crossing his arms while staring at Frost.

What is he even doing here?

“Oh. Napadalaw ka? May ididiscuss ka pa ba kina Dad? Daaa––”

“No. I actually came for you. Maybe the reason why you’re so irritated at me is because of some misunderstanding.”

Nagtaas ng kilay si Logi at tumalikod. He walked towards the staircase para pumunta sa kusina thus Frost following him behind “At ano naman ang namisunderstand ko? Wala akong alam sa pinagsasabi mo.”

“The text message I received a week ago? Had you read it and got mad about it?” Frost asked eagerly

Logi stopped and leaned over a stone pillar “Sinasabi mo bang tsismoso ako at nagbabasa ng text ng may text? At kung binasa ko nga, eh ano ngayon? Ano naman ang ikagagalit ko don? You have a date? Then go? Wala akong pakielam. Bakit naman ako magagalit? Bakit kita pipigilan? Tayo ba? May karapatan ba ako? Doon ka na—”

Logi stopped his mumbling when he noticed Frost smiling. He raised an eyebrow and his voice “At anong ngini-ngiti mo diyan? May nakakatawa?”

Lumapit si Frost ng dahan dahan kay Logi while looking at the latter with a hint of amusement and seductiveness “So you did… And got jealous of it?”

Logi gasped incredolously as he stepped back as Frost moves closer to him “Bakit ako magiging ‘Jealous’? Sino ka ba sa’kin para pagselosan kita? Feelingerong to.”

“Uhuh?” Frost continued to ask prompting an answer from Logi

Logi gulped “Di nga. Ano ba? Tumigil ka o babasagin ko yang jewels mo sinasabi ko sa’yo!”

“Really? Would you? It would be a waste if suddenly I couldn’t produce something because of you hurting my balls” Frost teased him earning a scandalized look from Logi

“Bastos ka talagang hayop ka! Sir— Ahhh!” napatili si Logi nang di mapansin na nasa hadan na pala siya. Pero bago pa siya mahulog ay nahagip siya ni Frost, who wrapped an arm around his waist.

“Gotcha. You’re fine, love. I’m here.”

Ilang segundong natigilan si Logi dahil sa kaba. Matapos ay natigilan siyang muli nang matitigan si Frost sa kanyang mga mata.

Teka. Ano nga ulit ang nangyayari?

Umayos ng tayo si Logi at nang masigurong di na siya mahuhulog sa hagdan ay tinulak niya palayo si Frost sabay dali daling bumaba “Che. Lumayas ka na nga. Wala akong time para sa’yo. Busy ako sa…. Basta busy. Shoo!”

“Come on. Love listen to me first. It’s true that Amy is looking for a date… “

“At nandiyan ka? Ano pa bang ineexplain mo eh wala nga akong pake?” giit ni Logi passing the living room

“Amy is my cousin! She’s just asking me to find her a date!”

Tumigil si Logi at padabog na humarap kay Frost, making his long hair slap Frost because of how close they are. “Cousin? May pinsan kang ‘Amy’?”

“Yes. Amethyst. Remember? She’s only asking me to find her a date. But she actually specifically asking for someone. Obviously not me.”

Oh. Figured. Amy is short for Amethyst. Malay ko ba?

Tsaka ano naman ngayon?

“Oh. Edi okay.”

Nagulat si Frost sa sudden mood shift ni Logi dahil from ‘cold, distant and sassy’, he turned into ’childish brat having a tantrum.

“And since we’re already talking about date, I’m in need of one too. So… Could you be my date for her birthday? She would want you to be there too?” Frost flashed him his charming smile, he almost never showed to anyone.

Logi pouted childishly and feigned an thinking expression “Okay.”

Yayakapin sana ni Frost si Logi nang may tumukhim sa kung saan. The two turned to the direction of the sound and they saw Cornelius and Tyrone drinking tea on the coffee table while Settreigh is working on something om his laptop beside Zeus. All of them looked Frost with a knowing look.

“Ahh… You’re all right there?”

Tyrone huffed in annoyance “Obviously. Masyado lang kayong focused sa isa’t-isa na di niyo kami napapansing nanonood sa kung ano mang meron sa pagitan niyo”

“I’m sorry, Sir./Pa” Sabay na sabi nina Logi at Frost.

“And to verify his claim, Frost is asking for me to be Amethyst’s date for her birthday tomorrow. I was actually thinking about it.” Settreigh said eyes turning in his laptop

“You don’t have to anymore, Settreigh. You can decline if you want.” Frost said out of pettiness. Which earned an ‘hmm’ from Settreigh

“Frost” he heard Zeus calling him. Frost turned his outmost attention to Zeus “Yes sir?”

“If you’re bringing Gio to that party, can I trust you on protecting him? Last time I checked, we are ambushed on your family’s estate. What’s stopping them from targeting my son on anything organized by your family?” Zeus asked him, eyes stern

“With my life, Sir. I’ll protect him even if it costs my own life. I swear.” Frost looked at Zeus in determination

The latter sighed “Then I’ll be entrusting him to you. But don’t mind if I send my men to watch over him.”

“I’ll let you coordinate with my brother about that, Sir.”

Zeus nodded and turned to Settreigh “ And you’ll be attending that party, Settreigh.“

“Without question, Dad.” Settreigh answered and turned his eye on Frost “Make it a surprise for Amethyst.”

Frost nodded and held Logi’s hand “So. Will you coming with me as my date, my love?”

Umirap si Logi “Ano pa bang magagawa ko? Eh in-entrust na ako sa’yo ni Dad.” Inagaw niya ang sariling kamay at nagmartsa sa kusina “Nagugutom na ako. Anong meron? Ate Lucy, Ate Salve!”

Nang mawala na sa living room sina Logi at Frost ay lumingon si Zeus kay Settreigh “Settreigh, can you make sure you and your brother will be safe tomorrow. You told me your main suspect is Maximilian’s sister in law. So I’m pretty sure she’ll be there at that party.”

“I’m sure Dad. And this could be a huge opportunity to look for a proof if  she’s really the culprit…” Settreigh paused “I don’t like the sound of Kuya being a bait. But this could be our only chance.”

“Me too. And I’m sorry that Im sending you too. This is dangerous.”

Settreigh cut his dad off and confidently said “Don’t be sorry Dad. I’m doing this for our family. Trust me. I’ll be keeping Kuya and myself safe.”

Zeus really doesn’t like the idea. But they don’t have a choice.

He’s only hoping they aren’t being led on. Cause if so, he’ll be only sending his sons on a death trap.

Chapter 33

“Pops, Please. Di ko kailangan magpaayos ng buhok. Nakatux naman ako so weird tignan pag pangdyosa ang hairstyle ko.” nakangusong wika ni Logi matapos isuggest ni Cornelius na ayusan siya nito ng buhok.

He’s attending Amethyst’s birthday. He’s going to attend either way kahit di siya imbitahan ni Frost bilang date nito dahil an hour matapos siya imbitahan ni Frost ay tinawagan siya ni Amethyst para sa birthday nito.

How she knew about his phone number, that he doesn’t know.

Pero kahit kailan di niya tatanggihan ang imbitasyon ni Amethyst. He’s a fan of the woman that’s why it seemed to be a dream come true to him.

“Sige na nga. Tama ka naman eh. Either way, sobrang ganda mo tignan anak.”

Logi smirked in the mirror and confidently said “Siyempre. Ako na to oh?”

Pagtayo ni Logi mula sa pagkakaupo sa harap ng vanity mirror ay bigla siyang niyakap ng ama “Are you sure you’re already fine now going outside? Alam kong may takot ka pa. Pwede ka namang di—”

“No pops. Kaya ko na. Di rin naman pwede na magkulong lang ako dito forever. Besides hello? Pupunta ako sa party ng nagiisang Amethyst Del Valle? Di ko pwede mamiss ang opportunity!”

Sinuklay ng ama niya ang buhok, hinawi ang ligaw na hibla sa mukha nito at hinagkan ang noo ng anak “You can’t blame me. I’m worried about you.”

Logi sighed and hugged Cornelius tightly “I’m sure, poprotektahan ako ni Settreigh. Nandoon din si Bossing. Nagtitiwala ako sa kanila. Saka I’m sure heavily guarded ang venue. Everything is going to be fine.”

If only you knew anak. Cornelius faked a smile and grabbed his son’s arm “Sige na. Nandiyan na ang sundo mo kanina ka pa hinihintay. Nakonsensya naman ako bigla na hinold kita dito.”

Tumawa na lang si Logi. Ngunit pinagiisipan niya ang kakaibang ekspresyon sa mukha ni Cornelius.

---

“Here. Take this.” Frost took a communication device from Settreigh. “You know the drill. Tap it whenever you feel like talking about something and we’re always on the line. Connected din yan sa server ni Thunder so for sure kung magdadala siya ng same na device, he’ll also recieve the messages.”

Frost nodded and put the device on his ear. It is small enough not to be noticed by anyone on plain sight.

“And if anything happens which we hope would never happen, I planted a tracking device on one of Kuya’s cufflinks. The moment he was being dragged away, we’ll immediately able to track him down.” Settreigh continued

Zeus interjected “And always be careful. Ikaw din Sett. We never know if how many of those people is connected to our enemy. So we never know when or where they’ll strike. Or… Who will be their target this time if they do something. Magiingat ka at ingatan mo din ang Kuya mo.”

“Bakit parang napakaseryoso niyo naman diyan?”

Napalingon ang lahat nang pababa na ng hagdan sina Logi kasama si Cornelius. Frost just looked at Logi as if he’s the only important person in the world.

“Alam ko namang pormadong pormado ako today boss, wag mo naman pahalatang head over heels ka diyan.” Wika ni Logi sabay tampal sa braso ni Frost

Frost chuckled “Well I don’t really mind telling everyone that I am indeed head over heels for you. You’re so goddamn beautiful I even regret asking you to go with me to this party.”

“At bakit? Anong ‘regret regret’ yang pinagsasabi mo?” taas kilay na tanong ni Logi

“Because I know everyone will ogle at you the moment we arrive. And I so hate that thought.”

Pigil na ngiti ang pinakita ni Logi sa sinagot ni Frost. “Now that you mentioned it, para tuloy akong nakoconscious.  Ay ewan. Tara na nga. Excited na ako!”

Frost just let Logi drag him out but he didn’t missed the knowing look Settreigh gave him. He nodded back at Logi’s brother and left.

He’ll watch over Logi and keep him safe. No matter the cost.

---

“Akala ko naman talaga napakabongga magpaparty si Amethyst. Wala yata sa personality niya ang ganito.”

Logi looked around at how ‘Intimate’ the vibe of the party. It is held in Amethyst’s own mansion.

The decorations aren’t as extravagant as he had expected. In fact she chose to keep it as simple as possible.

But that doesn’t mean the visitors are.

Dahil kahit saan mapalingon, mukhang mayayaman at matataas na tao ang dumalo. From idols to actors. Businessmen to politicians.

“Yes. Despite her personality, Amethyst is in fact very humble. Her celebrity persona is totally different from her real one. Though she could still be… A brat sometimes.”

“And I would totally be one tonight, you arse!”

Napalingon sila nang magsalita si Amethyst sa likod nila habang nakasimangot. Binati siya ni Logi na agad namang pinasalamatan ni Amethyst sabay tingin nito ng matalim kay Frost.

“I literally helped you figure out why Louise is so mad at you and what did you pay me?” Nagpapadyak na wika ni Amethyst

“You helped me on something you started in the first place.” Frost answered casually na lalong nagpasimangot sa dalaga

“I didn’t know! You promised me and I’m just reminding you! Now my night is—”

“Happy Birthday, Amethyst.”

Natutop ng dalaga ang bibig nang marinig ang pamilyar na tinig mula sa likod niya. Dahan dahan siyang lumingon para tignan kung tama ang kutob niya “Oh em gee! Settreigh!”

Napaigik si Settreigh nang biglang dambahin siya ng yakap ng dalaga. He looked at Frost for help but the guy only shrugged and led Logi to their seat.

“Ganoon pala kalala ang infatuation ni Amethyst kay Sett, no.” nakangalumbabang sabi ni Logi habang pinapanood ang pagsasaya ni Amethyst habang hawak ang braso ng kapatid niya.

“Yeah. Poor Settreigh. I’m sure she wouldn’t leave him alone for quite a while.”

“Oh Frost! Here you are!”

Frost immediately stiffened. He would never mistaken that voice. He looked at the woman standing in front of him coldly.

“Aunt Gertrude.”

“Yeah. You’re always busy so we couldn’t catch up a lot. Well, all of us are so I couldn’t blame you.” his Aunt then turned to look at Logi and Frost didn’t missed a glint from his Aunt’s eyes.

It turned darker for a second.

“And oh look at you dear. I would never mistake you for someone else. Im sure you’re Cornelius and Zeus’ son. You look so much like Cornelius.”

Logi smiled awkwardly at Gertrude. Cause even if she appears to be kind, Logi could feel some sort of indifference from the woman.

I hope I’m just mistaking it. I’m just overthinking it, right?

The woman gently touched his cheek “So beautiful just like him… No wonder Zeus fell for him. You must have so many suitors huh. I remembered your father having both women and men prying for his attention. But alas, he ended up choosing Zeus. I’m… Happy for them.”

Why is she talking so much about my parents.

“Oh I’m sorry. Don’t misunderstand, I’m actually friends with your parents. You know… I’m just sort of jealous of him back in the day but I promise I moved on. Tell them I said hi, okay.” Then she pats his head and glided his hands down to the tip of his hair. “See you, around.”

Nang mawala na ang ginang ay nagpakawala ng malalim na hininga si Logi. “Ganoon ba talaga ang Tita mo. Pala-share pero di naman marunong mag self intro. Di pa nga ako nagpapakilala umexit na.”

“Just let her be. Don’t ever mind her.”

Napataas ang kilay ni Logi sa sinabi ni Frost at natigilan dahil nang lingunin niya ito ay nakita niyang madilim ang mukha nito.

“May problema ba?”

Agad na umaliwalas ang mukha nito nang bumaling ang binata kay Logi “Yes. But you dont have to worry so much about it. Just promise me you won’t interact with her as much as possible?”

Logi only nodded earning a smile from Frost.

Pinaniniwala siya ni Frost na wala siyang dapat ikabahala pero di siya kumbinsido. The mere fact that he mentioned that makes him worried as it is.

Though it seems like he really should not involved himself with the woman. Dahil nararamdaman din ni Logi na may mali sa babaeng yun.

Sana nagooverthink lang talaga ako.

---

“Grabe. Lowkey yung vibe ng party pero ang foodang? In fair… Masarap. Lalo na yung… ano to? Bitche Talyolini?”

Frost chuckled at Logi’s heavy pronunciation. “It’s Bice Tagliolini.”

Umingos si Logi “Yun nga. Ano ba kaibahan nun eh pareho lang namang lamang tiyan. Pero as I was saying, ang sarap. Pero mukhang mahal. May lobster and truffles pa. Magkano kaya to?”

Frost looked at Logi and answered casually “Last time I checked it’s about 2 grand.”

“Two!” Malakas na pagkakabigkas ni Logi na nakakuha ng atensyon ng ilan sa nasa paligid niya. He apologized and then turned back to Frost “Wait… For how many servings ang Two thousand… In dollars! Na ito?”

Frost looked at him confused “Just one? Why?”

Logi appeared speechless “2k for a serving na ganito lang karami? Mayayaman talaga. Forget what I said na lowkey ang party na to. Kung sa pasta lang ang mahal na di ko pa maimagine yung presyo nung appetizer kanina.”

Frost shooked his head in amusement “Don’t worry. I can say the desert is far cheaper than this.”

“Bakit? Pag yan sinabi mong one grand na dadagdagan mo ng lang masasapak kita?” nakataas na kilay na tanong ni Logi

“No. I heard it’s just a graham ball…” Logi sighed in relief pero agad na nawala nang nilapag na sa mesa ang tinutukoy ni Frost “made with gold chocolate. Just ten thousand pesos per piece”

Logi looked at him in disbelief “Masasangla ko ba yan?”

“Kuya Logi!” dinig nilang tawag ng pamilyar na boses. Si Xavier pala ito kasama ang mga kagrupo nito. Nandito din pala ang mga alaga niya.

He missed them if he’s being honest. Parang ang tagal na din na di niya ito nakikita.

Logi greeted them with a hug. Para kay Logi wala lang ito. Pero kay Frost…

He’s getting pissed off.

He knew it’s not just jealousy. There’s something more to it. Lalo na sa pagkakayakap ng isa sa kanila.

And the glint of something from that guy when he looked at Frost for a split second.

Who the fuck did he think he is?

“Poganda natin ngayon ah?” Biro ni Hugo kay Logi

“Parang nakakasakit yung sinabi mo kesa nakakatuwa. Ngayon lang? Di ba ako poganda like… since birth?”

Dion jokingly slapped Hugo in the back “Yeah? Kuya Logi has always been beautiful. He wouldn’t even have to try anything to look beautiful!”

“Kaya paborito ko to eh. Tama yan. Di natin sila bati.” tapos ay sabay na dumila si Logi at si Dion

Triton then interjected “It feels like it was such a long time since we saw you. Are you fine now? We heard about…” he couldn’t even finish the sentence since he think it’s a sensitive topic.

Logi waved his hand “Yeah I’m fine. Ako pa ba? Medyo ano lang… parents ko lang ang may ayaw na pumasok ako. But I promise you I’ll be back.”

Xavier thought he should break the awkward air when he teased Logi “Uy. Akala mo di ko sisitahin? Kuya Logi! Ano ang ginagawa mo kasama si FMB? Close na talaga kayo ah? Parang amoy something?”

Binatukan ni Logi si Xavier at umingos “Sariling amoy mo lang yun. Palitan mo yung pabango mo, ang baho.”  Napanguso si Xavier at pasimpleng inamoy ang sarili na kinatawa ng lahat.

Frost just continued watching Logi and the way Dion sat beside him. Dion positioned himself, leaning dangerously close to Logi.

And he didn’t like the way Dion look at him. It’s just subtle but he do see it

He suddenly heard a buzz on his ear piece and then Thunder’s voice “We saw a suspicious figure in southeastern part of the mansion. I already warned my men but I’m asking you to keep on guard.”

So they are on the move huh?

Chapter 34

Napahikab si Logi habang pinapanood ang nagaganap sa paligid.

Ngunit di dahil sa pagkaantok. Dahil ito sa boredom.

Nadagdagan pa ito ng panaka-nakang animo’y pagkausap sa sarili ni Frost sa tabi niya na di naman niya maintindihan. Nababaliw na ba to?

Sa sobrang buryong niya ay tumayo siya sa kinauupuan at napagdesisyunang maglibot libot. “Lakad lakad lang ako. Nabobore na ako eh.”

Di siya napansin ni Frost dahil mukhang busy talaga ito. Nakikita niya pa ang pagkalukot ng mukha nito.

Bahala ka na nga diyan.

Sa paglalakad ay nakasalubong niya ang serbidor na may hawak na mga kopita. Kukuha sana siya ng isang kopita ng alak ng may magsalita sa likod niya “You’re here.”

Napasinghap siya sa nakita sa kanyang likuran “Hellion! Nan— ah oo nga. Pinsan ka nga pala so obviously invited ka. Gwapo natin ngayon ah?”

“Ngayon lang? Last time I checked, na-in love ka sa mukhang to kaya nga naging tayo. In fact baliw na baliw ka dito oh” pangaasar nito na may pagngisi pa.

“Ahh. So pupunta tayo sa route na yan? Gusto mo talagang may sabihin ako about sa ‘tayo’ na sinasabi mo?” Pabirong sabi ni Logi habang palipat lipat ang hintuturo sa kanila ni Hellion.

“Wag na. Balak mo na namang manakit eh. Fragile pa naman ang puso ko lalo na pagdating sayo” Hellion said clutching his chest but his brows are moving up and down

Napanguso si Logi sa narinig at umirap “Sa’yo pa nanggaling yan? Kapal.”

“So… I assume kasama mo si Frost tonight?”

“Oo. Kaso parang nababaliw na ang isang yun kakakausap sa sarili. Ayoko mahawa kaya nilayasan ko na.” sagot ni Logi habang nakahalukipkip

Must be important “Just let him be. Habit din niya yun minsan. Dapat makasanayan mo na.”

Naglakad si Logi papuntang hardin kaya sinundan naman siya ni Hellion “Bakit ko naman dapat makasanayan aber? Ang creepy kaya.”

Hellion looked at him teasingly “Kung kayo ang endgame, araw araw mong ie-endure ang pagseself-talk ng isang yun. Kung ako kasi pinili mo edi—”

Nahampas siya ng malakas ni Logi dahilan para mapaigik siya sa sakit “Tumigil ka. Anong end game, end game? Avengers yarn?”

“But it seems like everything is leaning to that direction. I overheard my mom saying Frost is visiting you more frequently now. She heard it from your dad by the way. And it seems like your family is giving their blessing to him.” Hellion drawls

“Oh eh ano naman? Nothing is set in stone naman. Marami pang pwedeng magbago. Who knows? Baka makahanap pa siya ng iba. Yung maganda, sexy. Higit sa lahat yung makakapagbigay sa kanya ng anak. Hello? Lalaki pa din ako at the end of the day. Di ko siya mabibigyan ng pamilya.”

Iinumin sana ni Logi ang dalang alak ng di niya nagustuhan ang amoy. Kaya bigla niyang nilapag ang kopita sa isang tabi.

Hellion sighed “If Frost really loves you, those trivial stuff wont matter. Maganda? Look at you! You look even better than most women I met. Sexy?” Hellion looked at Logi suggestively, making the latter slap his arm again with his face looking like he’s cringing.

After chuckling at Logi’s reaction, Hellion continued talking “And most of all, he wouldn’t care about having a child with you or not. Bet he’d consider adoption or surrogacy if YOU want a child. But child or not, he’d stay with you if he loves you so much. At least believe in him for that.”

“Parang ang hirap naman paniwalaan niya. Sino ba namang ayaw magkaroon ng pamilya o ng sariling anak di’ba?”

Hellion looked at Logi’s gloomy expression. “Believe in him. The way you did for me before. But I promise you he won’t fail you the way I did.”

“Oh bakit parang ang lalim ng pinanghugutan mo? Diba dapat ako ang humuhugot sa ating dalawa?”

Hellion raised his brows “And why? I also felt heartbroken! Yeah I’m at fault but I still have the right to make ‘Hugot’. Oh! I would actually sing a song later. Titled ‘Kung alam mo lang’. Iaalay ko yun sa’yo. Gusto mo preview?”

Logi was curious so he indulged him. Anong kanta yun?

Hellion cleared his throat and started singing with an imaginary mic “Kung alam mo lang na mahal pa kita, kaso di na pwede dahil mayron ka nang iba… “

“Huy. Birthday ito ng pinsan mo tapos kakanta ka ng sad boy song? Tumigil ka na diyan… Pero in fairness maganda yung song. Aw!”

Napatigil si Hellion nang marinig ang pag-igik ni Logi at ang pagdapo ng palad nito sa bandang batok nito “Why? What happened?”

“W-wala. Parang may kumagat lang. Ano ba yan? Ang gara gara ng bahay, may lamok? Walang pang fogging para sa pest control? “

Hellion looked worried but he also felt something sting on his neck “Kung gusto mo, pumasok muna tayo sa loob? I think there are mosquitoes here.”

Logi nodded but as he walked towards the house, he suddenly felt dizzy. Aalalayan sana siya ni Hellion nang bigla din itong nabuwal sa pagkahilo at napasalampak sa lupa.

Nanghihina at napapapikit si Hellion na pinanood ang pagbagsak din ni Logi sa lupa. But before he completely gets unconscious, his blurring eyes saw a familiar figure… A woman.

“Poor Hellion. Don’t you worry. It’s just some small dart containing sleeping drug. Nothing deadly.” The woman caresses his hair “Now let us take care of this boy.”

He then heard a voice, a male one. “Oh I will mom. My dear Logi will be taken care of while he’s with me. And he’ll stay that way.”

He called her ‘mom’? No. That’s not important. They’re planning to take away Logi. No…

And before he succumb to darkness, Hellion managed to claw his way closer to Logi. But he lost consciousness right before his hand reached him.

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Huli na nang makita ni Frost na wala sa tabi niya si Logi. He’s so into the conversation dahil nalaman niyang mukha di lang isa o dalawa ang umaaligid sa lugar. At nalaman nilang unti unting nababawasan ang mga inutusan nilang magbantay sa paligid na siyang lalong ikinabahala niya.

This is getting even more dangerous and out of our control. I need to bring Louise back.

Agad na hinagilap ng mata niya si Logi ngunit di niya ito makita.

“Amethyst. Have you seen Louise around?” agad niyang tanong sa pinsan nang makalapit siya

“No. I haven’t seen him since we talked earlier. Why?”

Settreigh immediately closed their gap and whispered “You lost him?”

“Obviously. I was just talking to you and Thunder and then I realized his gone. I need to bring him back home as soon as possible”

Settreigh’s breath got a bit ragged. He’s starting to panic a bit knowing about the situation. Something’s already going on.

“Thunder, start checking every surveillance cams around the mansion.”

“On it.” Thunder answered the moment Frost conmanded him. “Fuck! I saw someone moving out from the west side of the mansion carrying a body but I can’t see whoever it is because of the darkness. The body’s probably Louise!”

“Damn it!” Settreigh cursed making Amethyst jump in surprise

“What’s going on?” Amethyst started to get anxious now that she sees Frost and Settreigh’s expression

“Amethyst, we don’t want to cause a panic amongst the guests so we want you to carry on the celebration. Let us coordinate with your security team. This is an urgent situation.”

Amethyst nodded without asking any further and ran, dialing on her phone. Frost and Settreigh ran to the place Thunder mentioned

“Shit. Frost! Hellion’s down. He’s in the same spot where Louise was carried from”

At ganoon nga ang naabutan nila pagdating sa hardin sa kanlurang bahagi ng mansyon. Nakadapang walang malay ang kapatid. Nagpatuloy sa pagtakbo si Settreigh habang nilapitan agad ni Frost ang kapatid.

“Hell! Hellion! Wake up, damn it!” Frost shook his brother making him stir

“F-frost—”

“What happened here? Have you seen them? Those who took Louise?” Frost started to sound shaken

Nanghihinang sumagot si Hellion “Were only talking. Then we felt something stung here…” Frost saw some sort of a blister on Hellion’s neck.

“Two. There’s two of em… I’m pretty sure it’s Aunt Gertrude. I didn’t see her clearly… But I knew her voice…”

“And the other one?” Frost urged. His voice darker the moment he heard his Aunt’s involvement

“I didn’t see him clearly. But he’s wearing something blue. Must be a tie. He called Auntie his ‘Mom’. That’s what I only know, I’m sorry”

“Can you stand?” Despite his anger, Frost still managed to ask his brother out of concern

“Honestly, no. I feel kinda numb almost everywhere. Extremely dizzy too. I’m sure as fuck Logi must have feel the same.”

The mention of Logi feeling the same made Frost even more agitated.

He then heard Thunder on the line with Settreigh’s barrage of curses “Bad news. Dead bodies of security personnels and some of our men are on one side of the perimeter. When I look at the cameras, there was a van parked there minutes earlier… They’re gone. I’m sorry.”

“There must be a way. Someone could tail them? Or track the vehicle? Anything?”

“With this much trees, I can’t track the direction they run to…”

Settreigh’s voice cut through Thunder’s explanation “His cufflinks. There’s a tracker inside. Check them.”

They heard the sound of keyboard clucking… And then silence.

“Why? What’s wrong?” Settreigh asked grim. He doesn’t like what’s he’s feeling

“I’m sorry. But the cufflinks… Must have been disposed near Hellion and Frost’s location.” Thunder answered

“That’s fucking absurd! If they disposed it the moment they got hold of Kuya, that means they knew there’s a tracking device there! How would they…”

Thunder cuts him off “I don’t think you’d like my answer to that, Settreigh. I’m sorry to say this but there must be someone planted in your house telling our enemy our every move, don’t you think?”

Settreigh’s breaths got even more labored out of panic and anger. He lost his brother and now he’s also thinking of someone stabbing their backs this whole time.

“The moment I find out whoever that traitor is, I’ll kill them myself.”

“Before that we should go figure out how could we break this news to your family. They have to know immediately.” Thunder said on the line

“I’ll come with you, Settreigh. I’ll face your father. It’s only right I do after I let those sick fucks take Louise.”

Hellion, still numb and dizzy  mumbled “Don’t beat yourself too much, brother. I’m also at fault so I’ll take the blame too.”

“You have to go and get admitted. You didn’t do anything wrong. I’ll call Storm and let him bring you to the hospital.” Frost said emotionless

“No. Please…” Hellion begged but Frost wouldn’t take a no for an answer

“Louise wouldn’t like it if I let you do what you want in that state. Listen to me for once, Hell.”

Frost, even with emotionless expression, sounded so concerned about him. Hellion didn’t hear him like this once in his life.

Hellion sobbed feeling disappointed at himself and mad because of hin failing Logi again “I’m sorry. I’m really, really sorry I didn’t know…”

“It’s fine. We’ll bring him back. Take your own advice and rest.”

Hellion nodded as he cried himself to sleep. Storm arrived soon after rushing towards them “I’ll take care of everything from here. Do anything you have to do now. Promise me you’ll fill me in about everything happened later.”

Frost nodded and walked away with Settreigh. They already called home about what happened.

And he’s about to face Zeus again. This time probably a father’s anger of losing his child again.

Chapter 35

Nagising si Logi dahil sa sinag ng araw mula sa bintana ng isang di pamilyar na silid.

“N-nasaan ako?”

Dahan dahang bumangon si Logi sa isang napakalambot na kama. Wala pang gaanong rumerehistro sa utak niya kaya naglakad siya papalapit sa bintana ngunit nagtaka siya sa nakita.

“Dagat? As far as I know, wala namang kahit anong body of water sa mansion ni Amethyst aside sa pool.”

Hahakbang pa sana siya nang nakaramdam siya ng malamig sa paa niya kasabay ng kalansing ng bakal. Agad ay takot ang naramdaman niya.

Why is my foot chained?

Sumalampak siya sa sahig para agad na subukang tanggalin ang kadena sa paa niya. Naghanap ng susi, hinila, at  hinampas niya ng kung ano mang makita niya sa silid ngunit walang nangyari. Ni di man lang nagasgasan.

Logi was about to smash it again when she suddenly howled in pain because of a jolt of electricity coming from the chain on his foot.

“Well, well… Look who’s awake now. Quite a long slumber honey? I’m shocked it took you that long for such a small dose.”

Nanghihinang tiningala niya ang pinanggalingan ng tinig “Miss… Ge-Gertude…”

“And such a good memory. Yes it’s me, Louise.” Nakangiting saad nito ngunit agad ding nabura at napairap ng mapansin ang hitsura ni Logi. “Ugh looking at you annoys me realizing how unfair life is.”

“Why am I here? Chained? Please answer me.”

“Shush shush. Di mo na kailangan magmamaawa para humingi ng sagot.” Umupo sa harap niya ang ginang at biglang hinila ang buhok ni Logi

“Remember when I told you I’m happy for your parents… Y’know… Getting together. And that I moved on… Well I lied. Who would be when everything I ever wanted was taken away from me. All because of Zeus chose Cornelius OVER ME!” bulyaw ni Gertrude sabay marahas na binitawan ang buhok ni Logi

“Yes. I’m that kind. Some crazy bitch who couldn’t manage to move on from her old crush. Someone who couldn’t accept the fact that I’m betrayed by my friend, screwed and married the only man I ever loved and got to live a happy life together. I even found out he’s a fucking carrier. Such disgusting creature!”

Napahiyaw si Logi ng biglang batuhin ng ginang ang isang mamahaling vase malapit sa kanya.

“Oh right. Happy life. They kinda didn’t for quite some time. A family… Broken by tragic incident. Losing their children and had to go on a hiding. How unfortunate… But surprise surprise it was me who planned it.”

“You… Did?” fuck I’m being that ‘dumb’ trope right now.

“Yeah duh? They supposed to kill you and your brother… And then maybe take away Zeus and let Cornelius suffer from the loss of his family. But hey! You got lucky my men are such dumbos.”

Gertrude cupped Logi’s chin “They didn’t get to kill you, or abduct Zeus. All those efforts, almost all for nothing. But then I found out they lost their kids. That’s sort of a win for me. I made your parents miserable.”

“But they found me”

Biglang humigpit ang pagkakawak ni Gertrude sa mukha ni Logi “That they did! And so… They thought they could be happy? Not a chance. If all those… Attacks, attempted kidnapping, and suspicious gifts made you all paranoid? Then maybe my plans aren’t a total failure after all.

And look at you now? In my clutches. Finally! I succeed. I can only imagine how distraught Cornelius is right now. And you know what would make him even more distraught?“ Gertrude grabbed a knife placed on the nearby table and waved it in front of Logi’s face “A bloody gift with your name on it? Isn’t it a good present!”

Logi shook and shed a tear as he watched Gertrude laugh hysterically. The woman then grabbed his hand, which made Logi wail. “No! Please po! Wag po!”

When the woman raised the knife about to chop off his hand when the door burst open and a voice so familiar to Logi boomed.

“I told you! YOU WOULD NEVER HURT LOGI!”

Logi couldn’t believe what he’s seeing. He refused to believe it.

“Such a bummer. I’m just scaring him. You’re ruining my fun, son.”

“S-son?”

No…

The man knelt in front of Logi and hugged him tightly, shielding him away from his mother, his eyes sending daggers towards her.

Dion…

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Nasa loob ng study room ng mga Vermilion si Zeus, Frost, si Settreigh at si Thunder. Dito napagdesisyunan nilang magusap ayon na rin sa hiling ni Settreigh dahil sound-proofed ang nasabing silid.

“How could you all lost sight of your brother, Settreigh! I told you to keep watch and this is the news that I’ll get! “

Napayuko si Settreigh. It is true that he’s at fault cause in the first place, the only reason he’s in that party was to keep watch of Logi.

No matter how much fuss Amethyst does. Or how much distraction he gets juggling on communicating with their security, Thunder and Frost AND watching his brother.

But just a moment and he lost his older brother.

“I’m also at fault sir. It’s not all Settre—”

“Oh yes Frost! I never excluded you on this blame train! He’s sitting… Right. Beside. You. And you lost him? How distracted are you for you to manage to do that?!” Galit na galit na sigaw ni Zeus.

He’s definitely being his the same as his namesake the way his voice boom in the whole mansion the way he’s shouting at them.

“Im sorry, Sir.”

“I know this will only make you even angrier but Dad… Those people might’ve had some help from inside our house?” Settreigh interjected.

Kumunot ang noo ni Zeus sa narinig “What did you say?”

“I don’t want to believe it myself. But remember the tracking device we put on Logi. The cufflinks. Kuya’s abductors knew about it that’s why they threw it away.”

“They might’ve just been careful…”

“No dad. If so then they should’ve thrown everything Kuya wore. There’s so many things we could put on him but the only thing they disposed are the cufflinks. That means someone had warned them about the tracking device.” Settreigh finished explaining

“Then if so, we’ll start looking for them among the people inside our house. We’ll keep it as discreet at possible. From now on we’ll talk about our plans right here and everything we would talk about outside will all be a bluff. Understood?”

The men inside the room all nodded. But the Beaumont brothers shoooked when they noticed Zeus looking at them “But I won’t rule the two of you out, you here me? My trust in you wanes the moment you failed to protect Louise. Who knows? Maybe one of you is the person who told those bastards about thr device.”

“I assure you, Sir. We would never do that.” Thunder looked at his brother who drew no emotions on his face. But he knew his brother better. “Especially Frost. He’d never intentionally put Louise in danger. He might even be planning the deaths of those people who Louise right now.”

“Even if they’re family?”

“Even if they are, Sir.” Frost answered looking straight on Zeus’ eyes.

Zeus wouldn’t mistake it. Frost’s voice sounds cold and deadly. His eyes screams danger.

It reminded Zeus of Frost’s grandfather, Maximilian Beaumont II. A very ruthless man.

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Isang pigura ang nanginginig na hawak hawak ang telepono ang nagtatago sa isang madilim na bahagi ng hardin ng mga Vermilion.

“Ayoko na po ’nay. Gusto ko na pong umalis. Nakokonsensya na po ako sa tuwing nakikita ko po sila. Mababait po sila sa’kin. Nagsisisi po ako na ginawa ko ito sa kanila ’nay.”

“Pero anak… Natatakot ako. Wala pang sinasabi sa’yo si Madam tungkol sa pagalis mo. Baka pag umalis ka ay may kung anong mangyari sa’yo anak.”

“Pero nay… Sa tuwing nakikita ko po sila, naiisip ko po kung gaano nila ako pinagkakatiwalaan. At nasasaktan po ako dahil sa lahat ng tiwala, pagtatraydor ang igaganti ko sa kanila. Si Sir Logi po… di ko po maisip kung ano po ang ginagawa nila sa kaniya ngayon. Nay, di po deserve ni Sir Logi ito nay. “

“Kaunting tiis na lang anak. Please. Kahit para na lang sa kaligtasan mo. Kahit di na kami anak.”

“Nay—” Naputol ang sasabihin nito ng biglang lumipad ang cellphone nito dahil sa tumamang kung ano sa kamay niya.

Paglingon niya ay napaupo sa sa sahig sa takot. Dahil madilim na mukha ni Kari ang nakita niya na nilalaro ang isang bato sa kamay niya. “Sana mali ang nadinig ko, Ate Lucy. Dahil kung tama ang lahat ng nadinig ko…”

Lumapit ito kay Lucy at tinapakan ang nalaglag na cellphone nito “Di lang cellphone mo ang sisirain ko. Kuha mo?”

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“Di ka naman masyadong nasaktan di’ba? She clearly didn’t listen to me when I told her not to hurt you.”

Nakatulala lang si Logi sa mukha ng lalaki sa harap niya.

“Hello?” Kumaway ito sa mukha ni Logi “Huy. I’m asking you kung nasaktan ka ba?”

“This is a nightmare… Right, Dion? There’s no way you’re in this.”

Hinawakan ni Dion ang mga kamay ni Logi at pinagsaklop ito “I… Hate to admit this to you but this is not a nightmare. I just wanna have you that’s why you’re here, Logi.”

“Bakit? Tsaka ano yun? Tinawag kang ‘Son’ ni Ms Gertrude. Anak ka niya? Paano?”

“I know you’re confused right now. But don’t fret. I’ll explain everything to you.” Dion cupped Logi’s face and gently caressed it

“I… My name is not Dion, Logi. My name is Creed Timothee Beaumont. Gertrude’s only child. But you know the reason why no one knows about me? It’s because my mother wants no scandal until she gets what she wants. “

Scandal? Why would it be a scandal? If he’s a legitimate child why…

“I can see you’re confused. Logi… I’m not her child with her husband. But I AM a Beaumont… Just wrong Beaumont I guess.” Dion… Or Creed puts his forehead on Logi’s shoulder

“Wrong Beaumont? What does that mean?” mababang boses na tanong ni Logi

“I’m… The result of my biological father, Maximilian Beaumont II, sexually assaulting my mother. Funny right? My Mother’s Father in Law?

She couldn’t face her husband because of that and she couldn’t let them know she got pregnant because of that bastard“

Napaigik si Logi dahil sa biglang paghigpit ng kapit ni Creed sa kanya na agad ihiningi nito ng pasensya

“So she planned to abort me. But since I’m here that means she couldn’t do it. So she carried and gave birth to me in secret. And voila! The secret Beaumont is here. Don’t you like it? I’m a Beaumont too!”

“What do you mean?” Naguguluhang tanong ni Logi.

Actually he felt like he knows it already. But he’s denying it.

“You… Have a history of being romantically involved with a Beaumont. Hellion? Frost? Why don’t you give me a chance? I’m a Beaumont too. An illegitimate, but still…”

“So you brought me here, chained in this bed… Because you like me?” diretsahang tanong ni Logi

“Partly yes. That’s my motive on bringing you here. Making you mine. It just so happened that it conveniently aligned to what my mother wants. Making your family suffer. I couldn’t understand her though. Cause she doesn’t have a plan against my father and his family and just plotting against yours. My father has something to pay for her too, right? But I guess using and leeching off their money and resources are enough for her.”

Unti unti ay lumilinaw na para kay Logi ang lahat. Ngunit ngayon ay kailangan niyang mag-isip kung paano siya makakasurvive sa mga kamay ng dalawang baliw na ito.

He’s just a gay. Abducted and Trapped by two Possessive and Obsessive Psychopaths.

Chapter 36

Two weeks since Logi’s disappearance. At sa buong duration na yun ay walang tigil sa paghahanap ang pamilya niya.

Even Frost and his family helps on tracking Logi down. After that night, their father, Maximilian immediately found out about what happened. Because of his sister, Morrigan, who’s husband was a former Army General who still has a connection to the police force, was alarmed about what happened through her daughter.

Amethyst was said to have been so distraught the night of her birthday that made her mother worried. And then she heard it’s because one of her friends was said to be abducted right while they’re celebrating and she’s blaming herself for the lack of security.

But Morrigan and Maximilian knew better. Because after Frost talked about their suspicion about their Aunt, it made sense to them that it might be true because of her sudden disappearance too.

“You still couldn’t contact her, Miguel?” tanong ni Maximilian sa kapatid. Agad namang umiling ito “No, Max. I still couldn’t reach her. Damn I still couldn’t believe she could do this. You know her, brother. She looks like she couldn’t do it…”

“‘Looks’ being the operative word, Migs. I as well was fooled by that fake persona. Just make sure she wouldn’t show her face or I’ll make her pay for what she did on my daughter.” Morrigan said downing her wine. Her husband right beside her.

“I’m sorry, Frost. But right now, We still got not clue about Mr. Vermilion’s whereabouts.” hingi ng patawad ng asawa ni Morrigan na si Alexei.

“You don’t have to apologize, Uncle.  You’re help is much appreciated.” Frost said drinking his vodka.

“Stop drinking son. You being wasted won’t make you find him. Louise wouldn’t want you to look like some depressed alcoholic.” wika ng ina niya na pilit inaagaw ang bote sa anak.

“Well Mom… I am Depressed and now, Alcoholic. What can I do? I still couldn’t find him. I am mad, worried sick, and sad because I miss him. God I’m going crazy!” anas ni Frost.

This is new to the family. Frost almost never lost his composure. He always kept his cool no matter the circumstances. He overcame a lot from his childhood to building his own company in adulthood.

But looking at the man who’s obviously a train wreck right now, they didn’t know Frost would show this much… Vulnerability.

Naagaw ang atensyon nila ng biglang pumasok si Hellion at si Thunder, eyes looking for Frost. “Bro. Settreigh found something!”

Agad na tumayo si Frost matapos ay pinunasan ang mukha “What is it?”

Thunder spoke calmly “He recieved tips about some suspicious figures around the area of Palawan. They were immediately captured because of suspicion of smuggling. Turns out…”

Hellion continued “They’re delivering stuff through a boat to an island not far enough from Palawan. And they found this on one of the contents of the boat.”

Frost looked at the photos sent by Settreigh. He saw a photo of boxes with initials ‘CTFB’. “This is…”

“Yes. This might be stuff that was supposed to be delivered to our mystery guy. Good thing they made sure that the authorities wouldn’t spill anything to the media or anyone about the encounter. We could use this to locate the exact location of our target!” Thunder concluded

“Then let me coordinate with my people. Thunder if you may, please connect me to that Settreigh fellow. I’ll let him make use my connection on the Armed Force if he has to.” Alexei said which Thunder nodded

“No. We shouldn’t involve the Armed Force, Uncle.” Frost interjected which made Maximilian nod in agreement

“Considering Gertrude may have already foresaw that you’ll be helping us in this, she might’ve already put a mole inside the force. If you involve them, Gertrude would be suspicious if a huge scale of Police would be involved in a small ‘Smuggling’ incident”

“Then what are we supposed to do?” Hellion asked frustrated

“We have no choice but to trust in the Vermilion’s to save Louise. Specifically with Settreigh’s men.” Frost said grimly because he couldn’t think of anything to help in the situation.

He already heard about Settreigh’s secret group. Separate from the family’s own, The ‘House of Fire’ is a group of mercenaries, each member being hired by Settreigh personally. He founded the House of Fire originally to help locate Logi and Kari before.

And it seems like Settreigh would need their help again.

“Don’t worry, we’ll find him. We’re taking him back.” Frost said to Hellion that made Hellion’s face crumpled

“Was it supposed to be my line? You look much more of a mess that I am, you fucking dumpster looking ass. Fix yourself, Dude.”

Napairap ngunit nakangisi si Frost sa kapatid. He may have been viewing his brother as a rival, but he’s still his brother. And he’s thankful that Hellion wasn’t a total jackass to him now.

Still a jackass. But not totally.

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“How is it going, Settreigh? Sigurado na ba tayo sa lead niyo?” Tanong ni Zeus sa anak

“Yes Dad. From all the clues we got prior to Kuya’s abduction and all of those points to a specific person and its accomplice, Yes it’s positive.”

“And after what we got from Ate Lucy, the odds are in favor of this lead.” Kari spoke grimly. He still mad about Lucy’s betrayal.

Kari remembered Lucy as one of their old maid’s daughters. Noong bata pa siya ay madalas ito ang kasama niya dahil sa pakiusap ni Cornelius na kaibiganin ang mga anak ng mga katulong nila sa bahay. Dahil naniniwala ang mga magulang niya na mas magiging maganda ang pakikisama ng mga empleyado nila kung ituturing nilang pamilya ang mga ito.

Given the circumstances, he understood why Lucy had to do it. But that doesn’t mean he wasn’t given the right to be mad about it.

“Speaking of, have you already taken custody of Lucy’s family? We have to make sure they are safe so that bitch wouldn’t have any hold against Lucy anymore.” their Dad asked them as he read reports from their businesses

“Yes. They’re already together inside the compound.”

Cornelius tapped Kari’s head. “I am also mad at everything’s going on. And it’s given that I also felt betrayed by Lucy. But please be more understanding, Anak. Put yourself in her shoes. Di niya ginusto ang lahat ng ito.”

“I do. Swear to god I do. But I can’t bring myself to forgive her. Cause right now, Logi is still out there. Alone. In danger. Probably scared. Out of all people, kilala ko ang kapatid ko. He’s brave and strong, sure. But there’s a limit on how much he could endure. I don’t wanna think about it but what if those people does something to him?” Nanlulumong wika ni Kari na inakap ang ama.

Cornelius hugged Kari tighter and shed a tear. Of course he also thinks the same. He cried all these nights thinking of it. But he wanted to be strong for his children.

“All set Dad.” dinig nilang wika ni Sett at tumayo “I’m going to join my men on rescuing Kuya.”

“I’m coming too” Kari said as he wiped his tears but Cornelius held his arm “Please let me go”

“Anak. It’s dangerous. Ayoko.” Cornelius pleaded “Baka may mangyari sa’yo. Di ko kakayanin anak.”

“But why are you letting Settreigh—”

“I don’t want to let him go too.” wika ni Zeus na ikinatigil ni Kari “But between you and him? He has an experience. He trained himself professionally for this. Di kita minamaliit, Simon. But I don’t want you to put yourself in danger without prior professional training.”

“Pero Dad…”

“Please anak. With Gio out there and letting Settreigh come with this rescue, my heart already couldn’t take it anymore as is. I will die worrying if I also let you go. Ayoko Anak please!” Cornelius held his son tighter na lubos na nakapanghina kay Kari.

Napaupo na lang si Kari at yumakap na lamang muli sa ama. “Okay. Tahan na Pops. Di na. Settreigh…” his brother looked at him “Bring you and Logi’s asses back here safely. Dahil pag may nangyari sa inyo, tatamaan ka sa’kin”

“Why so violent Kuya. If I die, you couldn’t do anything to me anymore don’t you think?” Settreigh Jokingly said that earned him a hard smack from Zeus

“No one’s dying you dipshit. If you do I’ll bring you back from wherever part of hell you are and beat you up myself.” Zeus said that also made him recieve a glare from his husband

“No one’s dying. Period. Please, Sett. Paulit-ulit kong sasabihin sa’yo. Keep safe.” Cornelius pleadingly said to his youngest child

“Of course Pops. I couldn’t promise you ‘Not even a scratch’ but I’ll be back safe.”

At tuluyan nang lumabas ng pinto si Settreigh. But even with Settreigh’s promise, Cornelius still felt unsettled. May kaba sa dibdib niya na di niya maikalma.

Please. God watch over my sons.

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“Why aren’t you eating, Logi? Don’t you like the food?” Dion… Or Creed… spoke sitting beside Logi, urging him to eat.

Pero di talaga kaya kumain ni Logi. Not because he’s really doesn’t want to. Alam kasi niya na unwise decision kung makikipagmatigasan siya kay Creed at kay Gertrude sa mga oras na ito dahil anumang oras baka saktan siya nito.

May mga sayad pa naman mahirap na.

Pero ayaw talaga niya ng inihaing pagkain sa kanya. Makita lamang niya ang manok sa plato ay bumabaliktad na ang sikmura niya.

“Sorry pero ayoko. Ang baho eh.” Logi said acting as if he’s really okay with Creed.

“Mabaho?” Creed sniffed the food but he found nothing wrong about it. “No it doesn’t? It’s also perfectly cooked, I personally made sure of that. Or that chef would lose his hands if they didn’t do his job properly. Come on eat.”

Kita mo na. Nadamay pa yung inosenteng tagaluto.

Thinking the guy would harm the poor chef who prepared the food, Logi begrudgingly took a bite of the food. But the moment his tongue caught the flavor, made Logi want to vomit his stomach out. So he did in the windowpane because the chains still restricted him from moving too far from the bed.

“Hey. What’s wrong?” agad na pagdalo sa kanya ni Creed. Logi only shook his head “N-nothing. I just suddenly feel sick kaya ako nasuka. It’s not about the food”

It’s all about the food! It smells AND tastes bad. Ayoko lang magsalita dahil baka mawalang ng kamay yung nagluto.

“Let me get you checked then. Cause clearly there is something wrong.” inalalayan siya nito pabalik sa kama matapos ay nagpatawag ito ng manggagamot.

Ilang minuto lamang ang nakalipas ay dumating na ang pinatawag ni Creed kasama si Gertrude “Oh come on. Baka nagiinarte lang sa pagkain yan anak. He’s overreacting, get over it!”

“No mom! He’s sick! He needs to get checked. Just shut it!”

Tama naman ang nanay mong may saltik sa part na overreacting. Pero god forbid masasampal ko to. Sinong nagiinarte?

Joke lang. Baka ipadampot niya na lang ako sa amiga niyang si Ursula palalim sa dagat pag sinampal ko tong mukha pusit na to.

After a few minutes of the doctor checking his body and asking him about weird questions such as ‘Kailan ka huling niregla’ which is weird dahil wala naman siyang female genital, ay humarap ito sa mag-ina.

“After some tests the patient has undergone, given we couldn’t do more to get a hundred percent certainty. I conclude that the patient might be pregnant.”

Natahimik ang buong silid sa sinabi ng doctor.

Ano kamo? Pregnant?

“How? Logi is clearly a guy! How could he be pregnant? That’s absurd!” Creed raised his voice making the doctor scared

Tama! Paano ako mabubuntis eh wala naman akong key-pie. Siraulo ba to?

“Oh dear. There’s only one answer to that. He’s a carrier just like his father!” Gertrude said and then he smashed the glass of liquor she’s drinking.

Wait… Carrier? Ako? Like Pops and Papa T?

“Y-yes, Sir. We aren’t one hundred sure that he is. But there’s no other reason why he’s showing signs of pregnancy. Given that his family has history of having carriers, it isn’t impossible for him to be one, thus him being pregnant.”

Logi couldn’t wrapped the idea of him being a carrier. At lalong di matanggap ni Creed ang naririnig. Logi being a carrier, much else pregnant? He would’ve been so happy if he’s the father. But they never slept together so it’s impossible that it’s his.

Logi’s pregnant with other man’s child.

That won’t do!

“No! It can’t be. I won’t accept it! Never!” Creed hysterically screamed making the doctor leave the room cowering

“Then there’s one thing we could do if you really couldn’t accept it, Son.” wika ng ina niya habang nakatingin kay Logi na nakangisi.

Logi looked at the woman and he shivered in fear. No. I don’t like that look.

“Make him abort the child. That’s the easiest solution!” Gertrude said as she looked down on Logi.

No the fuck you won’t!

Chapter 37

A whole day passed by and Logi was left alone by everyone. No one came to his room, not even Creed who always visits him especially at night… Which is creepy.

And for that whole day, Logi’s been shaky in nervousness. It’s not as if he’s not scared this whole time. But he could focus on not panicking then because he doesn’t have anything else to worry much about. He’s just by himself and he’s confident that someone would come looking for him.

Like his family… Or Frost, hopefully.

But not it’s different. Something came into the equation, changing everything for Logi.

I have a child to protect now. It’s not just me anymore. And to hell if I let them harm my kid.

There’s a surge of foolish bravery rising inside him. But it’s being overpowered by his fear of something that’ll hurt the life inside him.

“My head still couldn’t completely wrap around the idea that I’m pregnant. But I won’t let them hurt you.” bulong ni Logi. “Never”

He looked at the door when it slowly opened. Then he saw Creed walking in.

“Why do you look so scared, Logi?” Tanong ni Creed sa kanya habang dahan dahang lumalapit kay Logi. The latter slowly backs away, farther into the bed. “Ahh you’re probably thinking about my mother’s suggestion, don’t you?”

“Who wouldn’t be? Any parent who are in their right mind would.” Sagot ni Logi habang matalim na nakatingin sa lalaking ngayon ay umupo sa kama.

“Then don’t be. I’m not planning on complying to anything she would suggest. Anything that would harm you.”  Creed caressed Logi’s cheek but then eyes turned coldly to his stomach “And if killing off that damned child would hurt you, then I’ll do anything for it not to happen. I just wanna know…

Who’s the bastard who got you pregnant?“

Frost’s face flashed on Logi’s mind. “I’m sorry. But I don’t think I’d like to answer that. But I guess you have someone in mind already, knowing you’re my ‘stalker’, right?”

He heard Creed tsked in annoyance “Well damn of course I am. And fuck if I don’t have an idea but I wanna hear the name coming from you. But nevermind.”

Creed then stood up and walked around the room “Let’s have a deal. I’ll be willing to take responsibility for your child. IF he’s a boy. But if she’s a girl, then I guess I’ll let you at least send her to Frost… What do you think?”

Such childishness. And to hell if I let you raise my child. I wouldn’t even let myself be stuck with a psycho like you forever…

But I don’t have a choice, then it would be better if my child would be sent to Frost. At least they would be safe…

“It’s not as if I have a choice…”

Creed chuckled “Yes. You’d prefer choosing to deal with me than have to deal with what my Mom wants right?”

Sabay silang napagitla nang marinig nila ang alingawngaw ng alarm sa labas.

“Fuck. Mom just so happend to hire idiots for security.” Creed turned to him “Don’t worry. You’ll be safe as long as you stay here. Guess I’ll have to deal with those fuckers myself.”

Nang makalabas si Creed ay sumilay ang ngiti sa mukha ni Logi. “Someone’s coming to save me. We’ll be rescued, anak. Kapit lang.”

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“Oh god of course they have this pesky stuffs” galit na wika ni Settreigh  habang nagtatago mula sa mga nagtatakbuhang mga tauhan nina Gertrude.

Someone from his team activated the security alarm after running into a hidden slab under the sands.

Who would have expected of such a thing to be planted right on the edge of the island?

Nang nakasigurong wala nang ibang taong makakakita sa kanila ay sinenyasan niya ang mga kasama na galugarin ang lugar kung saan maaring dinala si Logi.

Settreigh expertly evaded all the guards as he blended into the shadows. Ilang minuto lang ay nagawa na niya makapasok sa loob ng malaking bahay sa pamamagitan ng pinto sa likod kung saan naroroon ang maid’s quarters.

Bago pa man makahingi ng tulong ang isa sa mga katulong na nataong papasok din sa quarters ay napatulog na agad ito ni Settreigh sa pamamagitan ng tranquilizer.

Dahan dahang naglakad si Settreigh at isa isang tinignan ang mga silid. Ngunit bigo siyang makita ang kapatid sa kahit anong silid sa ground floor.

“They obviously wouldn’t keep your brother there, dumbo. Unless your looking on either a basement or higher part of the house, you would.”

Settreigh hissed hearing Thunder’s voice “Shut up.”

“Come on. Without you and your computer, who would help you in this one? It’s just me!”

Settreigh scoffed “I don’t trust you with that. As far as I remember, the very reason I’m here is because YOU lost my brother even just by watching him behind that very computer.”

“Okay geez. Im sorry. Let me make it up you. I’m looking onto the security cams to look for where they could’ve possibly taken Louise.”

“Sure. Whatever. Just…” napatigil sa pagsasalita si Settreigh nang biglang napaiwas siya dahilan para makaiwas siya sa tama ng bala na bumaon sa pader sa likod niya.

“What the fuck was that? Settreigh! Answer me!”

“I fucking know you. You’re one of those guys in that boy group Kuya is managing, right? Ahh Dion is it?”

Sinadya niyang iparinig kay Thunder sa kabilang linya ang sinabi niya. Now you have a fucking name to look into.

“Didn’t expect to meet the brother of my beloved Logi in this kind of situation. Well, hello there brother in law”

Settreigh cringed at what he heard from the guy “Gross. Didn’t know a face like that could belong to some sort of obsessive psychopath.” Settreigh then immediately hid himself on a wall when Creed fired another shot. “Most definitely a lost point for firing at me. Is that a way of greeting your ‘brother in law’, you sick fuck.”

“Well to be honest, I wouldn’t have to. But since obviously you’re here to take my love from me, it’s just a  necessary measure.”

“Is that so?” Settreigh then unclipped and made a smoke grenade bounce on a wall to where Creed stood. “That’s too bad” he then said, putting on a mask.

Because of the smoke, Creed couldn’t see anything as he wheezed, firing aimlessly. But then he felt himself got stabbed in the back and kicked behind his knee making him dropped to the ground kneeling. He turned and fired but he still missed after Settreigh hid successfully.

“That’s it? I almost thought you’re going to be a challenge?” Creed heard Settreigh mocking him as he clutched on his bleeding back.

“Shut up!” he fired again. But with his mind blank from anger, he just aimlessly fired hitting some men who would’ve backed him up after hearing the gunshots on his location.

“Welp. You killed your own men, that sucks even for you.”

Then in a second Creed felt himself being disarmed and forced to the ground. His hands forced behind him and a knife on behind his neck “Now tell me exactly where you held my brother or I might spare you, brother in law?”

Creed hysterically laughed “Well I guess I could tell you. He’s on the farthest room on the top floor.”

The tip of the knife dipped into his name making him bleed a little “Are you sure?” Settreigh felt uneasy with the way this guy just tells him where Logi is, he thinks he’s lying.

He heard Thunder spoke again “It could be true. The room he’s referring needs a passcode though. You probably needed to bring him there yourself.”

He’s right. I couldn’t force the code out of him at this rate. Settreigh thought to himself.

“I’m not lying. But guess you’re so paranoid you think I’m playing mind games with you.”

Settreigh then forcefully pulled Creed up and stabbed him on his leg “Then I’ll have you bring me there yourself.”

As they walked forward he still has a feeling of unease. If only he doesn’t need this guy, he would’ve killed the bastard right away.

When they reached the door, he forcefully pushed him onto the wall “The code.”

Creed chuckled and input the code, then the door opens.

As soon as he saw Logi inside, he dropped Creed’s bleeding form on the ground and ran to Logi. “Kuya… Are you alright?”

Tumango si Logi habang lumuluha “Oo naman. Ako pa ba?” tinuro ni Logi ang kadenang nakakabit sa paa niya. “I need you to remove this though.”

Dali dali ay sinubukang tanggalin ni Settreigh ang pagkakatanikala kay Logi nang biglang bumukas ang pinto na nakapagpapigil sa kanya.

“Hands up, boy. Kung ayaw mong dumanak ang dugo mo dito o ng kapatid mo.” wika ni Gertrude na nakatutok ang shotgun sa kanila.

Settreigh would’ve risked it if only Logi wouldn’t be caught up in it. Kaya wala siyang nagawa kundi itaas ang kamay.

“I would’ve praise you for being such a good boy. But turns out you fucking hurt my son you fucking bastard. But alas… I wouldn’t kill you. I wouldn’t miss such an opportunity to have a hold on not one but two of Cornelius’ precious children.”

“Let him go. Please. Ako na lang.” Logi tried to beg but Gertrude shushed him

“Oh please. It would be so naive of you if you truly believed I would let your brother go. As I said, there’s two of you right here! Imagine how hurt your father would be finding out I now have two of their children.” she then knelt down to her now unconscious son “Good thing you left this idiot alive. Or I wouldn’t have hesitate to kill you and send your corpse to your loving parents.”

Nagpasukan ang ilang nga tauhan ng ginang at kinuha ang walang malay na si Creed. May ilan namang lumapit kay Settreigh para igapos ito. “But who would stop me from actually torturing you?”

Settreigh looked at her in disgust “How predictable. I knew you would come for that”

“And why wouldn’t I? And for someone who’s going to be tortured, you looked so brave. I suddenly remembered Zeus because of such foolishness.”  She raised a finger tracing it on Settreigh’s face “Now that I think about it, you do look so much alike.”

“Please. I’m not into MILFs. Go away, old hag.” Settreigh coldly said.

Gertrude laughs and then hits him hard with the butt of her shotgun making Logi scream “Stop, you fucking psycho!”

“How crude.” she then looked at the men who holds Settreigh “Bring him on the basement. Bring that one too. This time I won’t be as lenient” Lumapit si Gertrude at hinila ang buhok ni Logi “Dear Logi, it should be the right time for you to see how right you are when you call me a psycho.”

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Logi couldn’t help but watch as multiple people took turns on beating up Settreigh. They tied him up with his arms spread as some of them punched and kicked him. They even took turns on hitting his back with a whip.

“Please. Tama na. Maawa na kayo sa kapatid ko. Please. Kahit ako na lang. Let him go.” iyak ni Logi na ikinatuwa ni Gertrude

“Oh dear this is just the beginning. Mahaba pa ang gabi oh. Don’t worry, pagpapahingahin ko naman sila sa umaga. But for now, kailangan mo munang ienjoy ang palabas… Pero mukhang naiinitan ka? Need water?”

Sumenyas si Gertrude at may pumasok na lalaki tulak ang isang baldeng tubig “Here. Have some.” sabay lublob sa ulo niya sa balde.

His eye stung a bit kaya di niya maidilat ang mata. Nalasahan niya din na medyo maalat ang tubig.

“Oh. Forgot to mention that it’s salt water. Mukhang di mo nagustuhan? Oh well.”

Ilang saglit lang ay narinig niya ang malakas na sigaw ni Settreigh. Binuhos dito ang tubig na siyang nagpahapdi sa mga naging galos mula sa paglatigo sa kanya.

“Such symphony. Ang iyak at ang hiyaw niyong dalawa brings such joy to me. More! Give me more!” sabay parang nababaliw na pagtawa ni Gertrude

Ilang oras pa ang nakalipas ng tumigil na rin ang pagpapahirap sa magkapatid. Pagod na pagod na sa kaiiyak si Logi ngunit di niya magawang hayaan ang sariling mawalan ng malay.

I need to watch over him. Kahit masakit. Basta masiguro kong buhay pa ang kapatid ko. Please lord kahit ito na lang. Ibalato niyo na sa’kin.

Mabagal ang kilos na lumapit si Logi sa kapatid. This scene is awfully familiar to him. Pero di na niya inisip pa iyon.

Ang mahalaga ay makitang humihinga pa si Settreigh.

Please lord.

“S-Sett. Please. Wake up.” Niyugyog niya ang kapatid ngunit di ito sumasagot. Pinakiramdaman niya ang pulso at ang paghinga nito.

They’re slowing down.

“Stay strong. Don’t leave me alone, huh? Makakaalis tayo dito. Tayong dalawa. Di kita iiwan dito kaya please wag mo din ako iwan. Sett!”

Logi noticed a glint on his brothers ear. He realized it is a communication device from when Settreigh once showed him his stuffs.

He tried putting it on. Umaasa na gagana pa ito kahit pa mukhang basang basa ito.

He heard static sounds and then a voice…

“Settreigh! Come on! Give me something! Answer me! Sett—”

“Please… Please help Sett. Please kahit siya na lang…”

Thunder stopped as soon as he heard Logi’s shaky voice “Louise… What happened? Are you okay? Is Settreigh okay?”

Nang marinig ni Frost na tinawag ng kapatid ang pangalan ni Logi ay agad siyang lumapit dito “Louise. Please tell me you’re fine. You’re being brought back by your brother right? You’re coming back home?”

“F-Frost please. Si Settreigh… Please save my brother. Someone please….”

Frost felt his heart shattered and a tear slipped from his eye. Hearing Logi’s broken pleas felt like a stab to his chest “Come on, sweetheart. Don’t cry. We’ll try our best to come for you.  As soon as possible. Please…”

“Frost pl— No! Let me go! Kailangan pa ako ng kapatid ko! Ano ba! P-please let me—”

“Louise? Louise! Fuck!” Frost threw the mic and anything his hands took hold of.

Matapos ang ilang sandaling di pagsasalita ay narinig ni Thunder na magsalita si Frost.

“Give me their location.” napalingon si Thunder sa sinabi ng nakatatandang kapatid “I’ll bring Louise back myself.”

Chapter 38

Sa loob muli ng orihinal na silid kung saan sa unang dinala ay nakalugmok si Logi. Walang tigil sa pagiyak sa pagaalala para sa kapatid.

The image of his brother has been in his head. Even after closing his eyes he could see how so much in a horrible state Settreigh is.

May pumasok sa silid na may dalang pagkain para kay Logi. Di niya ito binigyan ng pansin at patuloy na umiiyak.

Naramdaman niya na lamang na nay humawak sa braso niya. Isa itong babae na palagay niya ay nasa dose hanggang kinse anyos.

“Kuya, di ko man po maintindihan kung paano pero buntis po kayo. Makakasama po sa lagay niyo kung patuloy po kayong iiyak.”

Umiiling si Logi “I can’t stop. I’m trying. Lalo na ngayon di ko alam kung anong nangyayari sa kapatid ko. At nandito ako… walang magawa.”

Malungkot na yumuko ang dalagita. Nung gabing yun ay naririnig din niya ang malakas na pagiyak at hiyawan na gawa ng pagpapahirap sa magkapatid.

At di mapigilan nito ang maawa.

“Ganito na lang po… Susubukan ko pong tignan ang lagay niya… Ako pong bahala sa kanya. Basta promise niyo pong aalagaan niyo ang sarili niyo.”

“Pero paano ka? Pag nahuli ka nila baka parusahan ka nila?” garalgal na tanong ni Logi

“Gagawin ko po ito ng palihim. Promise po. Di ko na rin po kasi kaya dito.” napayuko ang dalaga nang may maalala. “Di ko din po kasi kaya na makita ang kuya kong gumawa ng mga bagay na di niya din po gustong gawin. At ang alam ko po, tinatakot din nila ang Ate ko para sundin ang gusto nila. Gusto ko ding pong matapos na po ito.”

Napatulala si Logi sa biglang pagbago ng emosyon ng dalagita. Mula sa malungkot na may kaunting takot ay naging determinado ito.

Para sa pamilya. Iba talaga ang nagagawa ng pagmamahal.

“Kaya po wag niyo pong isiping gagawin ko ito para lang sa inyo. Para din po ito sa amin. Kaya kumain na po kayo.”

Ngumiti ng tipid si Logi. Naisip niyang sa murang edad, bihira na may katulad ng dalaga na may matatagal na mentalidad.

Naalala ni Logi ang nakuha niya mula sa kapatid. “Ano ang pangalan mo ulit?”

“Lea po.”

“Okay… Lea lapit ka sa’kin” Paglapit ng dalaga ay kinabit ni Logi ang communication device sa tenga nito “Wag mong ipapahalata na mayroon kang bug sa tenga, okay?”

Masiglang ngumiti si Lea “Opo. Nakakaexcite po. Parang sa spy movies”

Natuwa si Logi kahit paano. At least kahit paano ay nagagawa pa ng dalaga na magbiro at nagawa nitong patawanin siya sa sitwasyon nila.

“Sige na. Iwan mo na muna ako dito. Don’t worry about me. Please pakibantayan ang kapatid ko. For me.”

Tumango ang dalagita kay Logi. “Lakasan niyo po ang loob niyo para kay baby. Sure po ako, maraming magmamahal sa kanya.”

Paglabas ng dalagita ay napahawak siya sa tiyan niya. Tama. Marami ang magmamahal sa’yo. I know I will. Kaya dapat lumaban tayo.

Di pa nga alam ng tatay mong nag-eexist ka. Di pwede yun. Dapat panagutan niya tayo.

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“Don’t be ridiculous, Frost! If Settreigh who’s trained to fight and stuff failed and got captured, what makes you think you would succeed?” Thunder said as he walked behind his brother

“If Settreigh couldn’t, who could?! We don’t have anyone else to depend on! If you wouldn’t help me, I’m sure as hell gonna ask for god knows who!”

“And do you think you could save Louise on that state? You look too desperate you’re bound to make mistake! And once you did, who knows what’s gonna happen to you?”

Narinig ni Storm ang mataas na boses na pagtatalo ng mga kapatid kaya agad niyang sinundan ang mga ito “What’s happening?”

Thunder looked at his twin, exasperated “This lunatic’s going to ‘save’ Louise himself.” then he turned his eyes to Frost “This guy’s losing it!”

“MAYBE I AM!” Frost shouted, making his brothers flinch “Yes! I’m a lunatic! I’m losing it! I’m desperate! Call me anything, I don’t fucking care! I’d die doing nothing! God knows I’m dying inside day by day knowing Louise is out there, definitely getting hurt. Knowing they could do anything to him!”

Di makapagsalita si Thunder. This is it. His brother finally snapped. He never saw his brother raised his voice as he shook in tears.

Frost closed the gap between him and his brother and continued menacingly “So yeah! Whether you help me or not? Whether you tell me where they are or not? I’m going to find a way to search for them. I’d rather die trying than do nothing!”

“Then we’ll do it together.”

Napalingon ang magkakapatid sa boses ni Hellion, his hands on his pockets. “We’ll save Logi. No matter what it takes. I’ll stand by you, Frost.”

Matapos ang saglit na pananahimik ay napahilamos si Thunder “Oh fucking hell, Fine!”

“I’ll only agree if we do this carefully. We need a plan rather than…” Storm looked at Frost and smirked “Dive in, guns blazing. I’m not as crazy as y’all. First of, we need to go somewhere more private. I don’t want to discuss shit in the open”.

Hellion tapped Frost’s back and nod. Frost felt reassured for a bit. At least his brother’s has his back after all.

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“The reason Settreigh failed is because he infiltrated the place blindly. Aside from the location, he doesn’t have any information about the island.” Storm spoke after hearing what happened from Thunder

Thunder tsked “Unfortunately. Even we couldn’t have anticipated the traps that were set on the sands. If he or we did, Settreigh and his team wouldn’t have alarmed anyone and made a commotion. This probably gave time for them to decide what move they would do to counteract.”

“There’s no way for us to actually find any more info though. The only thing we got are the exact info Sett got as he moved along the way. Who knows what else are there.” Hellion spoke grimly

Their discussion halted when they heard static noises “Hello? May nakakarinig po ba sa’kin?”

Thunder tapped his keyboard and then answered “Yes. Who’s this?”

“Ako po si Lea. Pinakiusapan po ako ni Kuya Logi na tulungan daw po kayo.”

Thunder had a bit of doubt but pushed through “How can we know you’re not fooling us?”

“Si Kuya Logi po mismo ang nagbigay nito sa akin para kausapin kayo. Ahh…” saglit na natahimik ang nasa kabilang linya bago may nagsalita “Do trust her.”

Thunder grabbed the mic tightly “Settreigh! Are you okay? You fool! “

“For fuck’s sake stop screaming! Unfortunately I couldn’t do anything. I’m still technically captured, chained and all. There’s only so much a young girl could do. But as I said, trust her.”

“Okay…” Thunder shook as his calm himself “I’m coming for you, got that? I’ll make sure you’ll know how dumbass you are for letting yourself captured like a rat.”

Di na niya narinig pang sumagot si Settreigh “Pwede niyo po akong tanungin o utusan ng kahit ano.”

“Okay, little girl.” Storm said as he took Thunder’s place “How much do you know about traps in the island”

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Lulan ang magkakapatid ng isang speed boat. Sa likod nila ay ilan pa na may sakay na special forces na loyal sa kanilang Uncle Alexei.

Hellion tapped Frost that grabbed his attention.

“Clear your head, Frost” Hellion spoke who sat beside him. “It’s obvious you’re still haven’t calmed yet. It’s dangerous if you’re too occupied with whatever thoughts in your head.”

Hellion was answered with silence for a minute. But he heard Frost sighed soon after “I couldn’t help it. But I’m trying. Cause I know Louise needs me.”

“That’s true. But he needs you safe. And you wouldn’t be if something happens to you while you’re distracted, doing this… Rescue mission.”

Frost turned to his brother, realizing something “You’re too… Cool about this. It’s unsettling.”

“I’m only trying, brother. We couldn’t have the two of us having in the same state as you or we’re both dying.”

Frost stared at Hellion’s eyes “Thanks.”

Hellion felt like Frost meant something more than just him helping him. But he nodded as he smirked “Yeah. Thank god you only spoke that one word. I almost thought you’d be more sappy.”

“There’s already someone else.”

Hellion’s smirked dropped. “What do you mean?”

“You know what I mean. I feel like you still love Louise… But not as much anymore. Am I right?”

“Drop it. Just be thankful I’m letting Louise go for you. Don’t make me take it back.” Hellion evaded Frost’s eyes and then trained his eyes forward.

“Even if you do, Louise would choose me anyway.”

“Bastard”

Yes. Hellion still loves Louise. He doesn’t think he could ever stop loving Louise. But what Frost said made him realize something.

Maybe there already is someone else.

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Tahimik na pumasok si Lea sa silid ni Logi na may dalang pagkain.

Sa totoo lang, inip na inip na si Logi na bumalik ito. Gusto na niyang marinig kung ano ang lagay ni Settreigh.

“Kuya. Kain po kayo ng marami.” Maang na sabi ni Lea habang kunwa’y susubuan si Logi. Nang makalapit ay bumulong ito “Sinubukan ko pong gamutin yung mga sugat ng kapatid niyo po pero mukhang matatagalang gumaling yun dahil sa lala ng latay sa katawan niya. Pero wag kayong magalala, babantayan ko po siya palagi. Sa ngayon po wala pong ginagawa ang mga tauhan ni Maam Gertrude kundi ang bantayan din siya.”

“As if namang makakatakas pa yung kapatid ko sa tindi ng ginawa nila.” Ngitngit na wika ni Logi habang ngumunguya

“Opo. Tsaka nga po pala. May nakausap po ako sa binigay niyong device. Tinanong po nila ako tungkol sa alam niyo na. Palagay ko po ay nagpaplano sila para sagipin kayo… Sana po ay nagtagumpay sila.” wika ni Lea na may ngiti sa labi

“Tama. Sana magtagumpay sila. At pag nangyari yun, gusto ko kasama ka.”

Lea smiled hopefully “Opo. Nga po pala. May pinapasabi po pala sa inyo yung isa sa kausap ko kanina”

“Sino?”

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“Thank you for your cooperation, Lea. Don’t worry. We’ll also help you as our sign of gratitude for helping us.” Storm said to the girl from the other line. Siya na ang nakipagusap sa dalaga dahil naging busy si Thunder sa pagtitipa sa kanyang keyboard niya.

“Wala po yun sir.”

Storm hummed “Okay. And continue to watch over Louise and Settreigh, please. Bye for—”

“Wait.” Lea heard someone interrupting the guy named Storm. “Please… Tell Louise I love him so much and to wait for me. I’m going to come save him, I promise.”

Napakunot ang noo ni Lea. Di niya kasi alam kung sino ang nagsasalita. “Pwede ko po bang malaman ang pangalan niyo, Sir?”

“It’s Frost. His Frost.”

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Di alam ni Logi kung dahil lang ba buntis siya kaya emosyonal siya pero di niya mapigilan ang maluha nang nakangiti.

“Nagki-cringe ako. Ano siya? My knight in shining armor? At ano daw?” sinigurado ni Logi na gayahin ang tunog ni Frost “It’s Frost. His Frost”

Napahagikhik si Lea sa inasta ni Logi at pinunasan ang luha nito “Ang sweet sweet nga po eh. Ang swerte niyo naman po sa asawa niyo, Kuya Logi. Mukhang mahal na mahal kayo.”

“A-asawa? Luh girl? Assuming? Mukha bang may singsing ako? Ni di pa nga kami non officially eh.” Sabi ni Logi na may patakip pa nang bibig

Luh oo nga? Di pa pala kami official?

“Ahh di pa po ba? Pero…” Dahan dahang tumingin si Lea sa tiyan ni Logi “Pero siya po ang tatay ng baby niyo diba? Pero di pa po kayo? Hala!” Umastang batang naeskandalo si Lea na dahilan kaya nakurot ito ni Logi

Oo nga anak. Di pa nga pala ‘kami’ ng daddy mo. Pero don’t worry. Ime-make sure kong di ka ipapanganak na child out of wedlock. Kahit ako na ang magpropose sa kanya sabay pregnancy reveal!

Pikot yarn?

Chapter 39

“We’re finally here…” Hellion sighed as he took his diving gear.

They’re in a cave not too far from the shore. They chose to dive underwater when they’re boat arrived a few kilometers from the coast. Base sa sinabi ni Leah ay nagkaroon ng mga watcher around the shoreline dala ng pagpasok ng grupo ni Settreigh. Kaya di na sila pwede pang dumiretso sa dalampasigan.

“Wear these” dinig nilang wika ni Thunder kasabay ng pagbato sa kanila ng drawstring bags. “We already know the locations of the traps. But we need to disrupt the sensors underneath. Those shoes has disruptors.”

Frost silently did as told. He can’t lose focus now.

I’m coming. Just a little more.

“Frost, you’re with me. Hellion, stay close with Storm.” Thunder continued to instruct them. “We have backup. But we still need to watch each other’s backs. Don’t split up with your respective partners. No matter what, you hear?”

Frost nodded. “We need to move. I don’t think staying still would be wise.”

Nagsimula na silang kumilos. Tahimik silang nakarating sa may kakahuyan na kumokonekta mula sa dalampasigan at sa malaking pader na bumabakod sa buong papasok sa malaking mansyon.

Nang makapasok na ang magkakapatid ay sinenyasan ni Storm si Hellion sumunod sa kanya. Thunder does the same pointing at the opposite direction. Napagkasunduan nilang maghiwalay para magkaroon ng coverage.

Hellion and Storm proceed to the back entrance. Balak nilang patumbahin ang mga bantay roon para tahimik na makapasok ang ilang kasama nilang tauhan ng kanilang Tiyo.

Frost and Thunder then silently walked into the property. But Frost’s forehead creased noticing they’re coming to some sort of greenhouse.

“Why are we here? I thought we’re…”

Thunder shushed him “We’re… Freeing someone first.”

“Settreigh” Frost mumbled “He’s being kept there, is he?”

Thunder nodded “There’s an entryway from the greenhouse into the basement. Leah’s waiting for us there.”

Frost remembered why Leah’s there. She’s going to distract the men watching Settreigh before they silence them.

Nang makapasok sila sa Greenhouse ay agad silang nakita ng isang dalaga na nakatayo sa isang wooden cabinet.

“Sumunod po kayo sa’kin.” tahimik na wika ni Leah habang binubuksan ang cabinet. Sa loob ay may butas na nakaconnect papasok sa tunnel papuntang basement. “Hintay lang po muna kayo.”

“Sure. Lure them here and then leave them to me.” utos ni Thunder sa dalaga na agad tumango. Thunder’s eyes wandered as far as his vision lets him within the gaps and when he saw what he’s looking for, his breath hitched.

“Why? Are you okay?” Frost immediately reached for his brother’s quivering figure

“Yeah. Settreigh though? Not so much.” Thunder spoke under his breath. Frost noticed how Thunder’s fist clenched

“Calm down. We’re here to rescue him and Louise. Not to end up needing to be rescued ourselves.”

Thunder tsked “Coming from you? I should be offended but you’re right.”

Agad silang nanahimik nang marinig ang papalapit na mga yapak “Di-dito mga Kuya. Dala ko dito yung mga kinupit kong mga alahas mula sa loob ng mansyon. Dito ko po tinago…”

Nang makalapit ay agad na lumabas sina Frost at Thunder kasabay ng sabay na pagdisarma at pagturok ng pampatulog sa mga ito. Agad nila itong tinabi sa pinagtaguan nila nang mawalan na ito ng mga malay.

“Settreigh! Come on. Wake up.”

Frost looked at his brother who immediately came to Settreigh’s side and started to wake him.

“T-thunder? What the fuck are you doing here?” Settreigh asked with a tired voice

“What do you think we are here for, doofus? Ungrateful bitch. Of course to save you dumbass.”

Nang makawala ang isang kamay ni Settreigh ay agad na dumapo ito sa batok ni Thunder “Call me names one more time or I’ll slit your throat myself, fucking asshole.”

“Can you move faster? Louise still needs me?”

“Can your ass wait? I’m still freeing someone here?” Thunder hissed back at Frost who crossed his arms

Noticing that it still silent, Settreigh looked at them inquiring “How? I don’t hear any commotions yet?”

“Because unlike you, we made plans smarter. We got here undetected. We got to thank you for that though…” Frost spoke and then turned to Leah who’s anxiously watching on the stairway “And that young lady”

“I couldn’t be of any help though. That’s why you shouldn’t have come for me first.” Settreigh said as Thunder helped him up

“No. If we did, they’ll get you to use against us once they find out we’re here to save Louise. We need to move you out of here first before we proceed to save Louise.” Frost said calmly as they pulled Settreigh away back to the greenhouse.

Nang makarating sa greenhouse ay agad na sinalubong sila ng ilang mga backups nila. Thunder talked to them as he passed Settreigh to them.

“Please… Save Kuya.” Settreigh plead to Frost that earned a determined nod. Then he turned to Thunder “Be safe.”

Thunder nodded and gave him a fist bump “You too. See you at the other side.”

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Logi paced in his room for quite a while. Simula ng magpaalam si Leah ay kinakabahan na siya sa mga mangyayari.

What if it all goes wrong. I’m not just endangering Frost. But his brothers too. Even Leah.

Napatigil siya ng may magbukas ng pinto…

“Oh Louise. Missed me?”

How the fuck does this bastard recover so fast just to spite me?

“Obviously not. Sa lagay mong yan kahit ako makokonsensya kung bakit nandito ka? You’re supposed to be on bedrest idiot.” Logi managed to speak on a straight face kahit pa gusto na niyang sugurin ito.

“Aww… You clearly are worried about me. Soft hearted as always.” Creed smiles but in a split second he changed his expression “Heard what happened after I blacked out.”

Logi crossed his arms “And? Para namang may magbabago sa sitwasyon ko whether you find out about it or not.”

“Oh! There will be changes my love. I clearly told the witch to never hurt you.” Creed’s face winced as he walked inside the room closer to Logi “I’ll make her pay for that”

“Really? Sa lagay mong yan ano pa ba magagawa mo?”

“Dear you should know better than to underestimate me. I know for a fact that I’m a psycho. And for you? I could be a monster my mother would hate so much.” Creed held Logi and tugged him forward “Come with me”

Logi hesitated “Where?”

“To the place where we could snuff a life out of a despicable witch”

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Frost and Thunder followed Leah inside the mansion. So far wala pang nagsususpetsa sa presensya nila.

Good thing they are so stereotypical. Wearing masks and all.

“Sandali lang po.” Leah whispered as she led them to an alcove “Si… Sir Creed po!”

Frost followed Leah’s line of sight and then his heart stopped for a second…

Louise

“Anong plano mo namang gawin sa nanay mo aber? We’re marching down to wherever the hell she is and what? Babarilin? Sasaksakin? Anong plano?”

Even with how ridiculous the situation is, Frost still managed to chuckled with Logi’s tone. Still sassy and sarcastic.

“Trouble within themselves huh?” Thunder whispered “Based sa sinabi ni Louise, it looks like they’re confronting that bastard’s mother”

Frost shushed him. And then he heard something that made his world stol for a second.

“Anything to make her pay for hurting you. And for endangering that child of yours.”

Child… Child of yours? What does he mean by that?

“Frost! Come on!” Thunder tugged him making him refocused “Think of whatever that is later. For now we have to follow them.”

He nodded but as they moved forward, someone stopped them “Hoy! Sino kayo?! Teka…”

“Kuya! Kuya! Please kilala ko sila!” Awat ni Leah sa lalaki “Sila yung…”

Nabasa ng lalaki ang gustong ipahiwatig ng kapatid “Nababaliw ka na ba? Paano pag nahuli sila? Pag nalaman nilang tumutulong ka sa kanila?”

Sasagot na sana si Leah nang biglang umalingawngaw ang tunog ng baril, kasunod ay tunog ng mga yabag na nagtatakbuhan…

“Fuck it! Frost come on!” Sigaw ni Thunder. Frost looked at Leah’s brother.

The man hesitated… And then nodded “Samahan ko na kayo.”

“Kuya Lloyd! Maiwan na ako! Magtatawag ako ng backup para sa inyo.” at bigla na lang itong tumakbo bago pa ito mapigilan ng kapatid.

Wala nang nagawa ang lalaki at nagpauna “Dito po.”

Frost and Thunder nodded. Sa gitna ng gulo ay umakto silang mga tauhan na sasama sa paglabas kina Gertrude.

Pagpasok nila ng silid ay nakita nilang nasa gitna pa ng pagaaway ang mag-inang Gertrude at Creed.

“For fucks sake! Talagang uunahin mo pa yang baklang yan kesa sa pagtakas natin? You value that damned bitch’s life over mine? Your mother? Over your own!” sigaw ng tiya nila habang hawak ang isang baril na nakatutok sa direksyon ng anak at ni Logi

“Walang aalis! Not until I make you regret messing with Logi!” the man… No Frost knows the man. He’s Dion!

“Kung alam ko lang na magiging sagabal yang baklang yan, sana pinatay ko na yan!”

“You witch!” Nagpaputok ng baril si Creed sa kisame at tinutok sa ina “Take that back!”

Frost looked at Logi’s trembling figure beside Creed who gripped his arm tightly.

Frost couldn’t stopped himself anymore but still managed to choose his move carefully “Ma’am, Sir. Napapaligiran na po tayo. Kailangan na po nating tumakas bago po kayo mahuli.”

Frost caught how Logi turned his head towards him with eyes wide in recognition.

Fuck that accent! Sabing wag nang magtatagalog eh!

Both Creed and Gertrude’s faces creased. Then Creed tsked “Fine! Let’s go!” Then tugged harshly on Logi, still stunned

Nang palabas na sila ng pinto ay saglit na nagkatinginan sa mata sina Frost at Logi.

And at that moment, Frost only knew two contradicting emotions. Bravery and Fear.

Lloyd led them to the safest route possible. Mula sa palapag ng silid ni Gertrude papuntang elevator na nakakonekta sa underground level na siya namang may ruta papuntang dalampasigan kung saan nagaabang ang speedboat na gagamitin paalis.

Ngunit napaghandaan na ito nina Frost. Ayon na rin kay Leah ay mayroon ngang underground area kung saan naroroon ang armas ng mga tauhan ni Gertrude. At madali na lamang sa kahit na sinong isipin na doon ang pinakaunang pupuntahan ng magina kung sakaling maisipang tumakas.

Kaya oras na paglabas nila at magsara ang elevator ay naroon nagaabang si Hellion kasama ang ilang mga pinadalang armadong tauhan ng kanilang tiyo.

“Surprise Auntie and my estranged cousin!”

Agad na tinutok ni Gertrude ang baril kay Logi “Guess everyone just forgot that I am holding this little bitch with me. How dare you point that gun on me, Hellion.”

Hellion’s eyes twitched for a second. Yeah this is really dumb. Why did I do this again? For fucking theatrics?

“Well… You must not value your life then?” Hellion coldly spat on his Aunt and on que, red dots appears on Gertrude and Creed’s bodies.

“Put that gun down, mom!” Creed shouted at Gertrude while he tried to shield Logi from the red dots.

“Why would I?! I know they wouldn’t shoot. Cause the moment they did, I could pull this damn trigger, even by accident, shoot that bitch and we’re both going down to hell. They wouldn’t risk getting him killed” Gertrude mockingly turned to Hellion “I could stay standing here for days but that wouldn’t change the fact that one wrong move and both me, my son and Louise would die here.”

Frost who’s standing quite close behind Gertrude and Creed couldn’t move a muscle. But he still calculates his possible move.

All he could do is to cluck his tongue as low as possible, making Hellion know his current position. Hellion’s eyes widened.

“Now, Hell… My dear nephew… What’s it gonna be? You letting us go and no one would die? Or you shoot and risk Louise dying… with YOU bearing the guilt?” Gertrude ends with wicked laugh

Hellion hesitated. The wrong choice would mean the death of not just Louise but with his brothers right behind Gertrude and Creed.

He suddenly heard Storm’s voice in their earpieces “No one shoots. Trust me with my next move. Frost, Thunder keep yourselves tailed behind them and then be wise about when you’re taking Louise from these psychos.”

Right after Storm said it and thick smoke spews from the ceiling covering everything. Thinking it is a move from their side, Gertrude and Creed ran dragging Logi with them.

And as instructed, Frost and Thunder accompanied them.

“We almost died!” Gigil na bulyaw ni Creed ng makalayo na sila.

“Be thankful we’re alive. And now we’re almost there making our escape you ungrateful child!” Galit na sagot ni Gertrude

Nang makarating na sila sa dalampasigan kung saan nakalaot ang gagamiting speed boat ay nagtataka silang walang ni isang taong nagaabang sa kanila.

“Those useless imbeciles! You drive us away!” Baling ni Gertrude kay Lloyd “Dalian mo! Baka abutan tayo malilintikan ka sa’kin!”

Nagpatiuna si Lloyd at si Thunder. Nang makaakyat ay nagmamadaling sumunod si Gertrude.

“Ikaw na mauna, Logi. Come on.” Creed was about to bring Logi up when Thunder immediately disarmed and pinned Gertrude down, catching her off guard.

Aalma pa sana si Creed ng may humatak kay Logi at ng lingunin niya kung sino ito ay sinalubong siya ng baril na nakatutok sa mukha niya. “Get back, bastard.”

Logi’s eyed watered. I’m in his arms. I’m saved. We’re saved now, anak.

“Bitawan mo ko! Pagbabayaran mo to kung sino ka mang…” Gertrude stilled when she turned and saw Thunder “Fucking… Argh!”

Frost stood back, putting distance between Creed and himself, Logi in his arms.

“Give Logi back to me! He’s mine! Mine!” Creed hysterically screamed reaching for Logi but Frost fired on his leg.

“Stop! Stop, Frost please.” Logi cried but stilled when he saw something behind Frost.

And then all they heard are gunshot. Then Frost and Logi fell down. And then it all turned black.

Chapter 40

Frost felt like everything stopped. After he heard gunshots and the sudden turn of his body, he felt like everything around him is blurred.

Except the image of Logi’s face in front of him, with blood spilling from the side of his mouth.

“No… Louise! Louise!” Frost screamed as he fell into his knees trying to catch Logi.

“Why’d you do that?! No…” Frost looked at his bloodied hands “You… Why?”

He couldn’t care less if he heard more gunshots. Or the body of the bastard who shot Logi dropped dead not to far from them. All he cared to do is to try stopping Logi’s bleeding.

“Come on… Please…”  

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Hellion and Storm then arrived to help Frost bring Logi in the nearest and safest spot to give him first aid. Good thing the medical supplies arrived quick and Storm immediately did his job to try temporarily patching up Logi’s open wounds

“We’re still fortunate that some of the bullet wounds aren’t that fatal. All I could do for now is to extract some of the bullets out and close the wound. But we still need to bring him back to the mainland. He’s still not out in the woods just yet especially with this much blood loss.” Storm said as he work around Logi’s wounds.

Frost nodded mindlessly. Eyes not leaving Logi.

Why’d you do that, love? You don’t have to do that? I came to save you and you still end up saving me. How fucking useless I am?

His vision suddenly get blocked by a hand and then he got pulled into a hug “He’s going to be fine, brother. Help’s on the way. And Storm is with us. He’s in good hands now. He will be saved. Trust.”

With that, Frost burst into tears. Hellion just tried to calm his older brother until the help arrived. And they’re brought into the hospital soon after.

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“Settreigh! Logi!” Frost turned to look at Kari’s distraught form looking for his brothers, parents close behind him.  Hellion came to calm Kari down as Cornelius came straight to him.

“Frost… What happened? What happened to my son?” Cornelius asked kneeling in front of Frost

“He… I’m sorry, sir. Louise… saved me. He saw someone trying to shoot me but he… I’m sorry. I came to save him but he still ended up saving me. It’s because of my carelessness… I’m—”

Cornelius hushed him as he hugged Frost “Don’t apologize. I’m sure if given a million chance, my son would do the same for you over and over again. Don’t blame yourself. You coming for him is enough for me. Thank you for… trying to save him too.”

Frost couldn’t help but cry harder. He couldn’t stop blaming himself but Logi’s parents still chose to console him.

“I didn’t deserve—”

“Stop it, Frost. Once you say that, you might as well disrespect my son’s effort on saving you.” Zeus spoke with his eyes glaring at him. “He saved you for a reason. Now it’s your job to stay strong for him, am I clear?”

He’s about to answer back when someone came out of the operating room. Dr. Montero who spearheaded the surgery.

“Who are the patient’s family?”

Cornelius rushed to answer “How is he? Is my son okay?”

Dr. Montero, nodded “Yes. The patient lost a lot of blood but thanks to Dr. Beaumont he didn’t lost a fatal amount. It will be expected for the patient to stay unconscious for a while but they’re safe now. We will monitor their progress so you don’t have to worry.”

Cornelius sighed in relief as he grabbed onto his husband. “Thank you.”

But Kari looked at Dr. Montero, confused “They? Anong ibig sabihin niyong ‘they’?”

Dr. Montero looked at them surprised “Oh… I suppose you don’t know? The patient appears to be pregnant. I just assume you do? Well if so, congratulations are in order.”

Everyone’s silent moments after the bomb dropped on them. Until Cornelius broke the silence.

“My baby… Zeus… Our son’s a carrier? And he’s pregnant?”

Zeus was still silent for a few more seconds but then his knuckles clenched “I don’t want to think about the worst scenario… But what if…”

“No. Zeus. We will find out the truth once Louise wakes up. Calm down for now. Because I also don’t want to think about ‘that’ worst scenario.” Cornelius grabbing his husband to sit down.

Frost who still couldn’t wrap around the fact that Logi’s pregnant suddenly got reminded of what he overheard back in the island.

“Anything to make her pay for hurting you. And for endangering that child of yours.”

So that’s what Creed meant? But he sounded like he’s sure it’s not his…

Then it must be…

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Logi felt like his been asleep for a while now. His eyes felt blurry but everything his eyes saw is white.

Pero di ulap so definitely di ’to langit. Thank you lord di pa ako ganoong kabait sa eyes niyo para inyong sunduin.

His eyes tried to look around.

Sosyala ang hospital na ’to. Parang pang Kdrama. Sad lang magisa lang ako dito.

Ineexpect ko pa namang nandito sa tabi ko ang tatay mo pag-gising ko, anak. Para saan pang niligtas ko yung taong yelong yun?

Parang batang nagmamaktol na napanguso si Logi sa naisip.

Then he heard the door open. And he saw his brother, Kari entering still not realizing Logi’s awake.

“Nageexpect pa naman akong si Frost ang papasok pero oh well.”

Napatigil si Kari nang marinig ang tinig ng kapatid. At dali daling nilapitan ang kama nito “Logi? Gising ka na ba talaga? Di ba ako nananaginip?’

Logi raised his brow and smirked “OO nananaginip ka Kuya. Sayang lang at di ko pa gaanong kayang gumalaw. Kung hindi ako mismo gigising sa diwa mo.”

Logi heard his brother sniffed and then hugged him tightly which made Logi groan in pain “Ano ba? Kaunting consideration naman oh?”

“Okay. Sorry. Teka lang. Tawagin ko lang sila. They are all waiting for you to wake up. Dad! Pops! Tatay at Papa! Gising na si Logi!”

“Pisting yawa. Ang ingay mong kurimaw ka!”

Di rin nagtagal ay napuno din ang kwarto niya. Sa tabi niya ay sina Cornelius at Tyrone na parehong tahimik lang na nakaupo sa kama niya. Si Zeus at Viktor na nasa likod ng kanilang mga asawa. Si Jord at Gymir na nagaalitan kung sino ang dapat na magbigay ng dalang mga prutas sa kanya.

Mga bata.

Si Kari naman ay nakayukyok lang habang hawak ang kanyang kamay.

Overdramatic. Para namang di nito hobby ang bullyhin ako.

Saka lamang niya napansing may kulang…

“Nasaan si Settreigh?” Biglang tanong ni Logi

Cornelius sighed and combed his hair “Nasa kabilang room lang anak. I insisted na magpahinga siya. He deserved it dahil…”

Zeus tapped his husband’s back and chuckled “Tama na. Okay na si Settreigh. He recovered pretty well. He actually almost gone berserk when your Pops said he couldn’t come here. He wants to see you so bad pero makulit ang Pops mo.” Lumapit pa si Zeus na pabirong bumulong “Your Pops really is that paranoid”

Hinampas siya ni Cornelius at tinitigan ng madiin “You can’t blame me. Have you seen his wounds?”

Naalala agad ni Logi ang sinapit ni Settreigh “Yeah. I understand. Tama kayo. Deserve ni Sett ang magpahinga after what he had gone through para lang iligtas ako.”

Tyrone flicked his forehead na agad nakaagaw ng atensyon ni Logi “Sisisihin mo ba ang sarili mo sa nangyari sa kapatid mo? Hindi pwede.”

“Pero…”

“Gusto ni Settreigh na iligtas ka. Choice niya yun at handa siya sa kahit ano mang mangyari. At di mo pwedeng sisihin ang sarili mo dahil una di mo naman ginustong madukot. At lalong di mo choice na saktan siya. Besides, Settreigh wouldn’t like it if he finds out you’re blaming yourself.” wika ni Tyrone sabay halik sa noo niya

Di maiwasan ni Logi na sisihin ang sarili. Ngunit tama ang ama nya. Kailangan niyang mabuhay ng walang pagsisisi bilang sukli sa sakripisyo ng mga taong nagligtas sa kanya.

“Pero anak… I know this is not the right time to ask… Pero we found out about uhh” tumingin si Zeus kay Cornelius na parang humihingi ng tulong “about… your pregnancy?”

Napatigil si Logi. Tama. Di pa nga pala nila alam. Well alam na nila pero di pa nila naririnig mula mismo sa akin.

“Ahh. Opo. Nalaman ko lang din po sa isla. Nagulat din po ako. I didn’t even know I’m a carrier. But surprise l  surprise!”

Naramdaman niyang humigpit ang kapit ni Kari sa kamay niya “How many weeks daw? We just have to know dahil… Ginalaw ka ba nung hayop na yun?”

He could see the panic and anger on his brother’s eyes. Not only him but his father’s too.

Logi smiled and shook his head “No. Thank god di ako ginalaw ni… Creed. And uhh… I think I’m 5 or 6 weeks pregnant?”

Zeus looked at him, confused “Then… Something happened a week before you’re kidnapped? That’s…”

Cornelius looked at him straight in the eye “Then who’s is it? Be honest with me.”

They’re deep in conversation that they didn’t notice someone coming in. The person stopped on his tracks when he heard Logi speak

“Uhh… Well remember when… I had gone somewhere in the woods with uhh… Frost? So you know… things happened and…”

Kari couldn’t bear to listen to Logi’s rumblings “So kay Frost? Si Frost ang ama niyan?”

“Well ama din naman ako ng anak ko. Pero kung gusto mo ispell out ko pa sa iyo, sige. Oo si Frost ang ama ng anak ko. Oka—”

Logi stopped when he heard something— or someone— dropped in the doorway. And they saw Frost slumped in the floor with his eyes wide looking at Logi’s direction

Logi raised his brows “Oh? Anong reaction yan? Ano ka boss, pa-girl? Let me remind you, ako ang bun—”

He got interrupted when Frost didn’t waste any second to hug him tightly “I love you. Please, Marry me?”

What’s with him and interrupting me? Tsaka ang anti-climactic ng proposal. Di ako kinikilig.

Okay siguro slight lang.

“A-aray. Masakit. Boss may sugat ako di’ba? Dahan dahan naman?”

Napabalikwas si Frost sa narinig at agad na chineck ang lagay ni Logi “I’m sorry. Where does it hurt? Is it bad? Tell me?”

“Ang OA. Kalma. Ako lang to.”

“Ehem”

Frost stilled and turned to Zeus who’s holding Cornelius. Turns out Frost mindlessly ‘shoved’ Cornelius away to hug Logi and Zeus came immediately to catch his husband. “If you’re done, I think you owe my husband at least an apology for moving him aside quite harshly.”

Hinila ni Logi ang buhok ni Frost “OO nga. How dare you? Magsorry ka.”

Frost immediately bowed his head and apologized “I’m sorry. My mind was blank back then I didn’t notice my actions. I’m sorry.”

“Dahil diyan, rejected ang proposal mo. Zero Stars. Not recommended.” Biro ni Logi na agad nakaagaw sa  pansin ni Frost na agad ay mistulang naglalambing.

People around Logi and Frost suddenly blurred and their focused are just to each other as they banter. Making everyone thought they should give them time together.

Paglabas ng pinto ng buong pamilya ay napatawa ng marahan si Cornelius. “It’s shocking, even to me, that Frost could act so out of his character around my baby.”

“Baby na magkakababy na” bulong ni Kari na dahilan para pingutin siya ni Tyrone “Kahit pa ilang anak pa ang ipanganak ni Logi, baby pa rin namin siya.”

“Psh… Favoritism” ngusong wika ni Kari

“Overprotective” Zeus teased his eldest son that gathered a raised eyebrow from Kari “At kayo hindi? Bahala na nga kayo diyan.”

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“How are you? Really? ’Cause love, you gave me a fucking scare.” makaraan ay wika ni Frost habang nakasaklob ang kamay ni Logi sa mga palad niya. He held his hand so tight but Logi didn’t mind.

“Medyo masakit ang likod pero okay naman. Uncomfortable pero bearable.”

“And you’re pregnant. God I hope it doesn’t happen again but if it does, love promise me to never risk your life for me. I’m scared. I’m so scared to lose you. You and our child.”

Dama ni Logi ang panginginig ni Frost kaya naman inalo niya ito “Di ko naman yun mapa-promise. Gagawin ko din naman yun para sa kahit na kanino…”

“And risk you and our child? No. Promise. Me. Not. To. Cause god forbid, I’d die if I lose you.” Frost asked him.

At paano naman ako makakahinde. Mukhang iiyak na ang mokong.

“Fine. Akala mo ba di ako natatakot. Akala ko nga mamamatay na ako that time. Feeling ko nagpapanic ako kasi pa’no pala kung mapahamak si baby dahil ka kabayanihan ko? I’m… Sorry. For giving both of us a scare?” wika ni Logi sabay hila kay Frost para tumabi ito sa kanya sa kama.

“I’d say you don’t have to apologize but yeah I think you should. My heart almost stopped watching you bleed.” Frost said teasingly which earned him a slap on his shoulder

“Kapal. Nagugutom na ako. Bumili ka ng Chocolate. Yung maanghang.” biglang utos ni Logi sabay higa sa kama. Frost looked at him weirdly.

“Love, I know it exist but really? You don’t even want something like… I don’t know… Something healthier?”

“Bakit naangal ka? Ikaw ba kakain? Yun ang gusto ng anak mo eh. Dali magpakatatay ka naman.” sigaw ni Logi at tinulak ng malakas si Frost dahilan  para malaglag ito sa kama.

“Okay. Okay. But promise me you’ll eat something else first before the chocolate. I don’t want our child to be diabetic.” and Frost was on the doorway but before he completely goes out he smiled towards Logi “Love you, Louise. I’ll be right back.”

Logi smiled back. “Grabe ’Nak. Very out of character na talaga ang tatay mo. Bet mo yun? Ah inaantok na ko bahala na siya…” napahikab na si Logi at nakangiting pumikit

“… Love you too. Frost.”

Chapter 41

“Both of them will stay in prison for a long while.”

Nagising si Logi sa boses ng kanyang amang si Cornelius.

“We could make sure they’ll stay there for a lifetime. They have so much to be accounted for. We’ll make sure those two wouldn’t get to threaten our lives anymore.” Zeus said as he held his husband’s hands.

“Love really is scary huh?” Logi heard  Settreigh spoke. Mukhang maayos na ang lagay nito kesa nung huli niya itong makita. “It could make people do unimaginable things. It can also turn people into a monster.”

Cornelius held his son’s hand “It may be true. But I hope you don’t get discouraged. Love… is also beautiful as it is scary. You just have to find the right person and make the right choices.”

“Nasusuka ako sa pinaguusapan niyo. Why are you all sounded so sappy?” ungot ni Logi na agad nakakuha ng attention ng kapatid at ng mga magulang.

“Cringe all you want but it is what it is… I’m glad you’re safe now Kuya.” Settreigh said as he hugged Logi’s arm.

“Sus. I’m glad YOU’RE safe. If we’re doing math on it, mas malala naman ang nangyari sa’yo.” Logi smiled fondly on his brother.

“Sa susunod wala na dapat masasaktan sa inyo, period.” Dinig nilang wika ni Kari mula sa pintuan. “Di natin alam ang mangyayari in the future pero I wish wala nang mangyaring tulad nito.”.

The spent their few moments bantering until Logi asked “Kamusta na pala sina… Creed?”

Kari’s face darkened a bit “Ayun. Nakakulong. That’s a bit of a good news. Bad news is, mukhang magkakaroon ng  reconsideration sa ihinahain na sentence sa kanila.”

Cornelius gripped his husband’s hand “But why? Isn’t their crimes heavy enough to warrant a life imprisonment?”

Kari sighed, fist clenching “They plead for insanity plea. It’ll reduce their moral culpability thus reducing their sentence.”

Natahimik ang lahat sa silid. Naputol ito ng magsalita si Settreigh “I could say it is true that Creed do have a loose screw. I… Actually saw him kill the guy who shot you in the island.”

“Ano?” Logi asked incredulously

“Don’t act so shocked about it.” Sett continued “Base na rin sa pinapakita niyang signs, he’s really obsessed with you. And shown signs of overprotectiveness, ayon na rin sa narinig naming kwento kay Leah. When he saw you got shot, he managed to escape from his clutches, grabbed a gun and shot the guy multiple times as he tearfully screams in anger. Yes, scary.”

“That acted as a sign of insanity. Which unfortunately is helping his case.” Kari sighed. “His mom’s undergoing assessment too. I heard she’s schizophrenic AND has Bipolar disorder. Literal na nababaliw.”

“I wish I could’ve symphatize with her. But after what she did, I couldn’t find myself to do so. I lost huge amount of time we could’ve spent with you. She almost killed our family, multiple times.” Cornelius leaned over his husband as Zeus wrapped his arms around him.

“But I’ll make sure they won’t come near us ever again. If I have to do something unimaginable, I would just so I could keep you safe from them.” Zeus said.

Ilang minuto ulit silang natahimik nang may maalala si Settreigh “Oh! Kuya may iniwan palang food si Frost. He said you should eat a decent meal first before I give you your chocolate.”

“Which is correct.” Pumasok sa silid si Storm. Naalala ni Logi na doktor nga pala ito bukod sa pagiging Medical Director ng hospital na pagmamay-ari din ng pamilya Beaumont. “And keep in mind that you should eat those in moderation. Too much caffeine and calories are kinda bad for your pregnancy.”

“Right? Why did Frost even bought you chocolates anyway? I should give a wo—” Napatigil si Zeus nang hawakan siya ni Logi

“Dad ako ang nanghingi sa kanya niyan. I really, really wanna eat those spicy chocolate. Promise, di ako kakain ng madami.”

Zeus sighed and fixed his hair “Fine.”

Iniwan muna sila ng pamilya niya para ma-check siya ni Storm. Logi is basking on comfortable silence until Storm spoke “Looks like you and your baby are fine, Brother in Law. You’re still blessed you’ve been saved.”

“Grabe naman sa brother in law” ngiting wika ni Logi. And then he paused “Don’t ever think that you’ll earn some points from me just because you’re taking care of me. Masama pa rin ang loob ko sa ginagawa mo.”

Storm understood what Logi is implying “I know. I’m doing this for my brother… But I’m sorry. For messing around…”

“Forget it. It’s not as if sa’kin ka may kasalanan. Thank you pa din. For saving me.”

Storm nodded “Yeah. It’s nothing. Just part of my job.”

Napalingon si Logi sa pinto ng bumukas ito at pumasok si Frost at si Hellion. Hellion rushed to his bedside, making Frost frown slightly “Hey, Logi. How are you? I didn’t get to see you after what happened in the island… For you?” wika ni Hellion sabay abot ng dala nitong Cake.

“Thanks, Hell. Pero baka di ko makain. I was told to limit myself from chocolates, doctor’s orders.” Logi said as he took the cake from Hellion.

Sayang. Mukhang masarap pa naman.

“It’s not as if the cake really came from him. It’s mom’s. She immediately baked one for you when she heard that you wished for spicy chocolate, hence the ingredient used for the frosting.” Wika ni Frost na nakakrus ang malalaking braso.

“Nakanguso ka diyan? Feeling mo naman bagay sa’yo. Fix your face, nakakaasiwa.” Irap ni Logi na agad na ikinasama ng mukha lalo ni Frost. Frost’s frown deepened when Hellion also laughed at him

“Mas bagay kasi sa’kin. Tama?” pangaasar ni Hellion. And Frost’s eyes widened when Logi nodded

Kaya naman dinakma ni Frost ang batok ng kapatid at hinila palayo “You! Get out! Out!”

“What the— Hey! Fuck! It hurts!” Hellion said as he struggles to escape Frost. Napailing na lang si Logi sa inasta ng lalaki.

“Kids.” Storm whispered as he finished checking on him “If I were you, I’d kick them both out and limit yourself from being with them. Those two? Would be your source of stress.”

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Isang linggo ang nakalipas ay nakauwi na rin si Logi na labis na ikinatuwa ng lahat pati ng kanilang mga katuwang sa bahay.

Nalaman ni Logi ang tungkol kay Lucy. Ngunit di naman niya masisi ito sa ginawang magtatraydor. Kung sa kanya man mangyari yun ay pipiliin niya rin ang sariling pamilya kesa ibang tao.

Kaya naman pinayagan niyang makabalik ito sa kanilang bahay, kahit pa tutol dito ang kanyang kuya. Ngunit ng malamang kapatid pala nito si Leah at si Lloyd na siyang tumulong kay Logi at Frost ay pumayag na rin ito.

“Sir Logi, ito po. Prutas. Mas mabuti na po ang mangga kesa sa tsokolate.” sambit ni Leah sa kanyang tabi. Natuwa si Logi na nakaligtas ito. Labis siyang nagalala ng malamang nasaktan ito nung gabing iyon.

“Sus. Ang sabihin mo gusto mo yung chocolates ko, akala mo ba di ko nakikita yang nasa ngipin mo?” Napakapa naman si Leah sa kanyang ngipin na ikinatawa ni Logi “Oh! Sabi na eh! Guilty!”

“Sorry po. Masarap eh. Pero di naman po ito yung inyo. Binigyan din po ako ni Sir Frost kanina… Bakit ang sama ng tingin niyo sa’kin, Sir Logi?” takang tanong ni Leah

“Nagseselos lang yan si Bessy.” dinig ni Logi na wika ng kaibigang si Vee kaya sinugod niya  ito ng yakap. Parang ang tagal niyang di nakita ang kaibigan “Ingat naman. Yung inaanak ko, maaalog.”

Biglang nasa likuran naman ni Vee ang isa pang matalik na kaibigang si Alice “As if namang gagawin ka niyang ninang. Takot lang nj Logi na matulad ang anak niya sa’yo.”

“Ano naman kung matulad siya sa’king kasing ganda ni Anne Hathaway?” Tanong ni Vee na ikinaismid ni Alice

“Na parang may allergy sa sobrang kati? No way”

“Coming from you? Sino ba sa’tin ang nakipagchukchakan sa may jowa na. Echoserang to.” Walang prenong sabi ni Vee na ikinatahimik ni Alice. Kaya naman natapik ito ni Logi “Sorry.”

“No. It’s fine. Totoo naman… Glad you’re okay, Logi.”

Pilit na binago ni Vee ang topic matapos niyang ilang beses na magsorry kay Alice. “So… Sinong Maid of Honor?”

Logi was taken aback by the out of the blue question “Huh?”

Alice sliced some mangoes for Logi “Advance lang magisip ang gaga. Ang tanong, kailan niyo balak magpakasal ni Frost. Pag nanganak ka na o bago ka manganak?”

Logi shook his head “Nako. Ni wala nga kaming label eh.”

“Ay gaga. So nagpunlaan at nakabuo na kayo, wala pa din kayong ‘In a relationship’ status sa facebook? Sa bagal niyo, baka makabuo na kayo ng basketball team on your ligawan stage.”

Logi took a second of silence “But he… Never brought it up.”

Vee looked at him sympatheticly but raised a brow after “Why don’t you? Masyado ka nang pagirl porque buntis ka.”

Logi’s eyes widened. That’s right? With that emotionally constipated man? I might be croaking before he propose something.

Besides I promised you, anak. Di ka ipapanganak na bastardo o bastarda.

Logi looked at his friends determined “Kung ganoon, I need your help.”

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Even though Frost always finds time for Logi, he’s always busy. While he left his job to his trusted COO and his Secretary. He then gets to be busy on his fight against Creed and Gertrude. To ensure they’re stayinh in jail.

Then buying stuff for Logi. When Logi stopped craving for Spicy Chocolates, he then asked for Macaronis. But Logi always refused to eat them unless he saw Frost preparing it himself which sucks cause he and the kitchen doesn’t work well together.

But when Logi suggested that Hellion should do it instead, TO HELL would Frost not do it.

Oddly enough, Logi always eats his food. Even if Kari and Settreigh looked like they’re close to throwing up when they tasted it the first time. (And they refuse to do so ever again).

He heard Thunder clapping in his face “Earth to our dear older brother. Jeez you need a freaking rest man. You’re spacing out too frequently, it’s unsettling.”

“Sorry. Just thought of something. What is it again?”

Thunder tsked “Yeah. As I said, the court ruled for Creed and Gertrude to be moved to a mental facility for some time for more evaluation. If they prove to be mentally unstable, they’ll be moved to a facility capable of holding down cases like them. Worry not, Uncle suggested for them to be moved in the facility that we can facilitate ourselves.”

Frost nodded “That sounded illegal but if it works, sure. As long as we can ensure they could never hurt anyone again.”

Hellion leaned backwards and looked at Frost “That settles it. We’re as close as a pinch to closing that chapter of our lives. What’s the update on your own, Frost? Any plans for Logi?”

Frost hummed “Yes. I’m planning on asking his parents for his hand in marriage as soon as possible. It is ideal for me to ask Louise first, but I think it’s better for me to fix things with his parents first before everything. Especially after…”

“Impregnating him. Right under their noses. Without even being official. That surely put you on their wrong side for sure.” Thunder teased him making Frost look pointed at him

“I know.”

Hellion sipped on his whiskey and looked seriously at him “Better move fast. Cause knowing Logi, he would never approve of his own child to be born with its parents being unwed. That’s just how romantic Logi is.”

Frost always found himself annoyed at Hellion everytime he’s like this. Like he knows Louise more than he do.

Which is true. Cause here comes where he gets jealous. Because they’d been together so of course he does know Logi more than he do.

Frost was about to say something when his phone rang. And saw Harvey Uy on his screen.

“Hello, Mr. Harvey Uy. How can—”

“Stop calling me Harvey, that’s fucking gross.” Vee shouted at him angrily but then seconds later he sounded panicking “Please. We need your help. Logi needs your help.”

Frost stood up “What happened?”

“Nagising kasi bigla si Logi kanina. Parang wala sa sarili. Tapos bigla siyang nagwala. The next thing we knew bigla na lang siyang nagtatakbo. Now we can’t find him.”

“Okay. Okay. I’m coming. Wait for me there, I’ll help you find him.” Frost immediately dropped the call and rushed to the doorway when Hellion stopped him.

“What did Vee told you? Did something happened to hi— to them?”

Frost ignored the way Hellion fumbled on his words and answered “They lost Logi. I don’t have time talking to you about this but I need to go.”

Susunod na sana kapatid nang mag notify ang phone ni Hellion. Hellion sighed and then looked at Frost “I’ll come with.”

Frost could’ve thought more about Hellion and his sudden shift of emotion but as it is, he doesn’t have much time.

Wait for me, love. I’ll find you.

Chapter 42

Frost drove to the Vermillion estate like a madman on a mission. In fact, Hellion held on for his dear life.

He really said ’Fuck the speed limit“.

“I swear to god If I die on a car crash I’ll haunt you down to whatever part of hell you go. Slow down!” hiyaw ni Hellion habang mahigpit ang kapit grab handle ng kotse.

Pero parang walang narinig ang lalaki at patuloy lang na nagmaneho.

Hellion just wished he would arrive in the estate alive.

This should be fucking worth it. Cause I’ll make the hell freeze with this human refrigerator if it doesn’t.

…..

Hellion looked like someone who got hit by a tornado who miraculously came back alive.

Good thing they didn’t hit any witch when they arrived.

But looking at Frost, it look like they did.

“We’ll find him, brother. Just calm the fuck down. Haven’t you got sick from driving that fast amd now you’re like some sort of a top spinning around everywhere” Hellion sighed heavily as he pretended to help him finding Logi

“You don’t understand. My love is missing… with our unborn child! What if something unexpected happened to him? To our baby? Or both? Would you take responsibility for me finding them too late? Would you—” Frost rambles that made Hellion roll his eyes

“Okay geez. Don’t lose your cool, Ice boy. Fine! I promised I’ll help and I will.”

Since they started their search from the foot of the hill where the giant gates of the Vermillion’s estate stood, they had to walk for an hour to arrive halfway to the mansion.

Frost felt more agitated. Hellion, more like exhausted.

Napatigil lang sila ng mag-ring ang phone ni Hellion “Hello? Harv—”

“I’ll cut your fucking tongue, doofus! Act like your role! Ehem… Nakita niyo na ba siya? Oh my god where is my bestie!” Mabilis na wika ni Vee sa kabilang linya

Labag man sa loob ay sumunod siya dito “Nope. No luck. Sure ba kayong di pa siya nakakalabas?”

Frost came closer and asked to have it on speaker. Nagpatuloy sa pagsasalita si Vee “Oo. Sabi ng mga tauhan ni Tito Zeus, walang Logi na lumalabas. Shems! I’m in panic and my brain cells aren’t working!”

Hinayaan muna ni Hellion na kunwa’y pareho silang nagiisip bago muling magsalita “Do you know of something he would like to do whenever he feels like he wants to be alone? Or SOMEWHERE?”

Frost thought deeply, he felt so ashamed he still doesn’t know enough about Louise. Surely he wouldn’t drink like when they first met back at the lousy karaoke bar years ago. Now that he’s pregnant, surely he wouldn’t.

He knew that Louise likes to go somewhere he could shout whenever he felt conflicted.

Like he did when they first met at his own building.

“Have you tried on any high point in the mansion? Like a balcony or the rooftop?” Frost asked on the other line

“No trace of him there.” someone else spoke. “I’m Logi’s BEST friend, Alice—”

“Sandro Dimaguiba— Ouch! Why’d you hit me, you wench!” Dinig nilang angil ni Vee ng batukan ito ni Alice.

“Again… No trace of him literally everywhere inside the mansion. Sa dami ng tao nila dito malamang nahanap na siya kanina pa kung narito lang siya. Must be somewhere outside the mansion. May alam ba kayong mataas na lugar around the estate grounds?” wika ni Alice na nakapagpaisip pang muli kay Frost

There’s only one place he thought of when Alice asked the last line.

A high place ariund the estate grounds… Like a top of the waterfall where they…

No there’s no time to think of THAT right now.

“I think I know a place. Thank you, you two. Update us if you find anything.” mabilis na wika ni Frost at mabilis na lumakad sa madilim na kagubatan. Agad naman siyang sinundan ni Hellion na agad ibinaba ang tawag.

“The place shouldn’t be far from here…”

“It’s impressive you could tell. Napakadilim dito, Frost. I literally tripped over countless of times kahit pa may flashlight ang phone ko.” Hellion grumbled that made Frost look at him pointedly “Shut up. Stop complaining like a bitch.”

“Ouch. No need to be so feisty like a whore playing hard to get— okay okay I’ll stop!” agad na pagtaas ng kamay ni Hellion ng biglang tumigil sa paglalakad si Frost. “Frost?”

Frost then kneeled as if he found something on the bush… A blood stained cloth. And when he took a sniff, he knew right away it smelled like Logi’s perfume.

“Fuck no… Louise! Love! Can you hear me? Answer me!”

Frost received no answer aside from his own voice that echoes around the woods. Frost started to feel more anxious.

Hellion… though he knew it’s all planned out, he can’t stop feeling worried too. Cause he only knew that all of this was staged, but never knew how. For all he knew, Logi might’ve been hurt (even for a bit) in the process.

And he still cares deeply towards Logi. He’s his real first love after all.

Minutes passed and finally they arrived at the said waterfall. Only lit by Hellion’s phone and the majestic look of waters lit by the moonlight.

But something’s strange. Frost’s heart still beats heavily inside his chest but not from anxiety.

Somehow he felt… Warm. Reassured… Something that tells him everything is alright.

Maybe it’s the moonlight against the water works it’s magic. But the fact that I still couldn’t see Logi—

His heart stopped when he heard a sound of a piano and then a fiddle and guitar…

[The song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDbdIbc3pnA

And then a voice startes singing…

“Boy, you stole my heart and changed it

Took all of my plans and rearranged them

Now I finally know what amazing grace is

When I look into your eyes

Baby, I see my whole life~“

Then flashlights came one after another illuminating the place…

But no light, not even the moonlight, can make the place even more beautiful and magical the look of Logi all dressed up, emerging from behind the very same tree they made love for the first time in years…

Fuck and I still couldn’t bring up to him the real first time we did it.

But fuck all that. Look at my love dressed like he’s taking someone to a wedding, singing as he looks into my eyes—

Fuck what’s happening again?

Logi smiled at him as if singing the song to him…

“What you say we put us down some roots?

Find a house up on a hill

Travel ’round the world

Put some pictures on the shelf

Hold you close and keep the faith

Raise some kids with our last name

Well, come on baby what you say we do?

I feel like growing old with you

I’m growing old with you~“

Frost’s heart beats faster than anytime it did in his entire time. Too fast he couldn’t help but to clutch on his chest.

’ What is he doing to me? Oh damn why am I becoming so emotional?’ Frost thought as he felt his eyes sting.

Then again, who else could bring the man to tears than his beloved.

Logi stopped a few steps in front of Frost holding a boquet of flowers. And continued bearing his heart to Frost

“Every day I’ll love you better than the day before

Watching sunsets fading from the front porch

We’ll build this home together, weather any storm

And as the years keep rolling on

You’ll be right where I belong“

Frost didn’t notice the people who held the flashlight around them.

Logi’s entire family and friends. And his own that he couldn’t figure out when did they appear.

But he could care less about them. All he cared about is the beautiful man now holding his hand, looking into him like reading him.

And the only thing he wants is to steal him away from everyone and hold him forever. Like they’re the only people that matters.

THEY ARE. He and Logi. And their love growing inside the most incredible man he’d ever met.

“What you say we put us down some roots?

Find a house up on a hill

Travel ’round the world

Put some pictures on the shelf

Hold you close and keep the faith

Raise some kids with our last name

Well, come on baby what you say we do?

I feel like growing old with you

I’m growing old with you“

Logi really is crying right now, but he kept his voice steady. To prevent himself from sounding shaky. To send the message to Frost…

The man that despite the coldest exterior, is the person who could make him feel the warmest.

No other man had made him feel so drawn to. Just as much as Frost Matthieu Beaumont is drawn to him.

Frost wiped the tears flowing from Logi’s eyes and sung along with him…

“What you say we put us down some roots?

Find a house up on a hill

Travel ’round this world

Put some pictures on the shelf“

Logi’s eyes widened for a bit, shocked that Frost joined him. And then Frost made him stop, singing the last words to him.

“Maybe one day our babies go

And have some babies of their own

And you’ll get all my time ’til all my time is through

I feel like growing old with you

Growing old with you

I feel like growing old with you“

Logi pouted “Anong babies? Plural? Bakit madaming baby ba ang plano mo para sa’tin?”

Frost chuckled at the silly question “You chose the song my love, I only sung the words to you. But to answer that, it’s all up to you.”

“Paano pag sinabi kong isa lang?” taas kilay na tanong ni Logi

“Then so be it. I’ll love you and our child the same. As much as I want to have lots of em with you, I know how hard it is for a mother to carry and deliver a child to this world. I don’t want to make things hard for you. I love you that much.”

“Grabe sa ‘lots of em’! Pero… I don’t think I mind kung magkaroon tayo ng tatlo? O lima?” Kunwa’y nagiisip na wika ni Logi bago magpatuloy “Anyway bago pa yun sagutin mo muna yung magic question! Will you—”

“Shush love. Not to be stereotypical, but I want it to be me who would ask the question… Even though you’re the one who arranged this…” Frost momentarily looked around to emphasize the point

Frost then dropped to his knees and fished out a something inside his pocket “Louise Giovanne Salazar - Vermilion. Will you marry me and add my last name to that ridiculously long name of yours. Make me the luckiest man alive?”

Padabog na pinunasan ni Logi ang mga luha “Gusto ko ako eh! Ako nagplano nito oh! Ka—”

“Love?” Frost interrupted him, looking at him lovingly

Tangina naman. Sino ba ako para hindian to?

“Yes! A million yes.”

Frost smiled and stood. Then wore the ring to Logi himself. He heard Logi spoke…

“So about diyan sa singsing? Saan yan nanggaling?”

“I always carry it with me. I intentionally took it out of the box so it wouldn’t bulge out. But yes, it’s always been with me, just in case I would let my invasive thoughts win and ask you out of the blue.”

Logi’s forehead creased but kissed him deeply “That would be very unromantic. Pero ano pa bang aasahan ko sa taong yelong katulad mo?”

“I feel like I should be offended, but I choose not to because it’s you who said it…” Frost then become serious

“I love you, Louise. So damn much I would be lost without you. So please don’t do that prank again. Even if you meant for it to be like this. Please don’t scare me again.”

Logi smiled “Okay. Pero fun fact! I did got lost trying to find this place again. Sumabit pa nga ako somewhere eh kaya nagasgasan ako ng slight pero—”

“So that’s where this piece of cloth came from?” Pinakita ni Frost ang nahanap na tela pero nangunot ang noo ni Logi

“Frost… That’s not mine. As I said, it’s just a scratch, literally. Wala akong sugat enough para magkastain ng ganyan sa tela. That cloth’s not even mine.”

That confuses the both of them. Then whose is it?

Chapter 43

“Baks! Engaged ka na! Kailangan na nating planuhin ang kasal… No! The Bachelorette Party!” Excited na wika ni Vee habang inaalog ang braso ni Logi

Nakaupo ang magkakaibigan sa sala. Nagkaroon sila ng munting selebrasyon para sa engagement ni Logi at Frost.

Nasa dining ang pamilya nila. Si Frost ay narinig niyang kasama si Zeus, ang isa pang tumayong ama ni Logi na si Viktor, at ang ama ni Frost na si Maximilian sa hardin.

“We both know Logi’s not into that. So I guess the next best thing is just… A congratulatory party for the two of you. Sa personality ni Frost, mukhang di rin naman siya magpapa-Bachelors party.” saad naman ni Alice habang pinagmamasdan ang engagement ring ni Logi “It’s beautiful. Bagay sa’yo, Logi.”

“Thank you. Saka knowing you, Over the top ka na naman sa pinaplano mo so wag na.” Logi sighed and then his forehead creased remembering what Frost said back in the woods.

“Oh. Eh bakit ganiyan ang mukha mo? Para kang namomroblema sa bayaring bills na sabay sabay ang due date?” takang tanong ni Vee na sumisimsim sa iisang basong whiskey na kanina pa niya hawak hawak.

Logi grinned at Vee “As if namang nakakarelate ka sa usaping bills, Little Miss Rich Kid… Kinukutuban lang ako. About sa pinakita sa’kin ni Frost na blood stained cloth. Pa’no kung…”

Alice interrupted him “It’s mine.” Pinakita niya ang natamong sugat sa braso “Sumabit ako somewhere. I just wiped it with a piece of my handkerchief kanina and I mindlessly threw it away dahil nga short na tayo sa oras sa preparations sa proposal mo. Sorry kung napraning ka dahil doon.”

“Napagamot mo na ba yan? Tatanga tanga din naman kasi minsan eh…Hey!”  Iinom na naman sana siya nang may umagaw sa baso niya. When they looked up, it’s Hellion who immediately drank the whiskey

“Enough. Mahiya ka naman sa buntis.” Hellion said as Vee rolled his eyes mocking him with ‘nye nye nye’

“Kamusta ka naman Hell? Mukhang sumakay ka sa Rollercoaster sa hitsura mo kanina?” Logi teased that had Hellion taking his turn to roll his eyes

“Am still handsome for sure. But damn straight I do felt like riding a rollercoaster. And that’s your fault for scaring that Iceberg of a man.” pekeng gigil na wika ni Hellion na ikinatawa ni Logi

“Sorry. Not my idea. But glad it worked. Thanks by the way. For… Playing along.”

Hellion walked closer to Logi and messed his hair “No worries. Anything for you, babe.” The endearment made both Logi and Vee cringe simultaneously.

Biglang tumayo si Alice, making the three looked at him “Ah. Sorry. Got to go. Kailangan ako sa hospital… Emergency. Congrats again Logi! Tell my regards to Frost na din.” Nagmamadaling wika nito sabay diretso sa pinto palabas.

Vee and Logi looked at each other, confused. But then when they saw someone, who’s about enter the living room, they knew right away why their friend was rushing out.

“Heard about the situation. You don’t have to hide it away from me.” Hellion sat beside Logi, kung saan nakaupo si Alice. “Messy. But guess that makes him a Beaumont huh?”

“An asshole? Yeah right—” Natigilan si Vee nang makitang masama siyang tinitignan ni Logi “Sorry Logi but Frost has a reputation too. Baka nakalimutan mo na yung ginawa niya sa mina-manage mong group. Right before you two met each other?”

Logi pouted “Para kasing sinasabi mong katulad siya ni Hellion at Thunder na womanizer eh”

“Hey! That hurts. I’m a changed man. Don’t lump me with T anymore!” Hellion said with his hand clutching his chest playfully. Di nito napansin ang pagirap ni Vee

“Di ko gusto yung situation ni Alice.” makaraa’y wika nito. “I-arrange ko kaya siya ng date kay Dwayne?”

Si Dwayne ay pinsan ni Vee na kilala ding Doctor na nagtatrabaho sa hospital sa United Kingdom. Mabait din ito ngunit di palasalita kaya di ito malapitan ni Logi nung mapauwi ito sa Pilipinas noon. Naging crush din naman ito ni Logi pero never niyang inamin kay Vee.

Maybe I do have a certain type after all.

Logi shooked his head at the thought “Let him be. Wag na tayong makigulo sa situation niya. Nasaan na ba si Frost…”

“Looking for me, love?” wika ni Frost na biglang sumulpot sa likod niya. Hinalikan siya nito bago umupo sa pagitan niya at ni Hellion.

“Medyo inaantok na ako. Dito ka muna.” Naglalambing na wika ni Logi kay Frost na ikinagulat ng binata.

This suddenly feels new to Frost. Marahil ay lagi kasing nagtataray si Logi sa kanya ng mga nakaraang araw.

“Want me to bring you to your room now?” Frost whispered to Logi that made the latter basically purr at him like a cat

Vee couldn’t take the scene any longer and stood “Makalayas na. Nandidiri ako sa nakikita ko. Congrats Baks! Aa iyo din, Frost.” wika nito. Hinalikan nito si Logi at nagpaalam na.

“Yeah. No. I don’t wanna be left behind feeling more single than ever with you two. Enjoy this… Whatever this is. Congratulations brother, Logi”  Paalam na din ni Hellion

Ilang sandali matapos makaalis ni Hellion ay hinawakan ni Frost ang kamay ni Logi “Heard you moved a lot today to prepare the proposal? You sshould take a rest.”

“Mhm. Pabuhat na lang ako. Please?”

Frost chuckled at Logi’s childish request “If I could I would always carry you around. So sure.”

Pagkarating sa silid ay ihiniga ni Frost si Logi sa kama nito. Ngunit bago pa siya makaayos ng pagkakatayo ay hinila siya ni Logi dahilan para mapaupo ito.

“Boss, dito ka na matulog.”

Frost caressed Logi’s hair and kissed his forehead “Yeah. But I need to fix some things first. I’ll wipe you down and then I’ll clean up before joining you.”

“Bukas na. Please.”

Frost nodded in defeat but with a smile etched on his face “Fine. If you insist.”

Pagkahiga niya sa tabi ni Logi ay agad na pumulupot ang braso nito sa matipunong katawan ng binata. And then he heard a low satisfied moan from Logi.

“Love. Stop that.”

“Stop what?”

“You making that sound. It’s making things hard for me”

Logi raised his brow in confusion. But then a mischievous smile appeared on his face “Things hard or your thing hard?”

Frost shifted his body so that he’d face Logi and wrapped his arms around his fiance “Both. You’re moans’ making me hot and bothered. And it’s hard for me to hold back from actually making love with you. You don’t need that for now even if I do. So please love?”

Inirapan ni Logi ang binata “Well sorry. Involuntary yun no. Malay ko bang ganoong kalakas ang tama mo sa’kin.”

“Yeah yeah. I’m literally head over heels, way too deeply in love with you. Fuck, no words can describe how much I love you.”

“Tapos you’re supposed to be the silent type. Mali pala ang nasasagap na tsismis.”

Logi and Frost felt like they’re in their own little world. Paying no mind on how long they had a conversation while hugging each other. They didn’t even knew when they had fallen asleep but they knew it is one of the best sleep they ever had.

---

“Logi, are you damned serious? How can we supposed to prepare your wedding for a fucking month?” Kari exasperatedly asked Logi who sat relaxed in front of him on a massage chair Frost bought for him.

“Di ko alam. Basta ang gusto ko next month! Ayoko ikasal na para kong inubos ang pagkain sa eat all you can na buffet.” Kalmadong wika ni Logi habang minamasahe ni Sett and paa ng kuya niya.

Settreigh sighed “Well, kaya naman natin kuya na i-manage. You didn’t know how long did we prepare the banquet Dad held in Korea months ago. The one you had gone with Frost?”

Kari rolled his eyes “Don’t encourage him, Setteigh!”

“Please Kuya? Ayoko manganak ng di pa kami kasal ni Frost. This is our only chance kasi baka magtagal, lumobo na tiyan ko. Tapos di na ako makakalakad sa altar kasi delikado na ang strenuous activities! Paano pag nalagay sa panganib yung buhay ng anak ko? Paano ako? Paan—”

“Fine!” pigil ni Kari sa paglilitanya ni Logi “I’ll ask help from Dad and Pops. Just take a rest.”

Logi mouthed a ‘thank you’. Sett was about to protest and offer his help but Kari stopped him “Rest. Baka akala mo di ko napapansin na iniinda mo pa din yung mga sugat mo?”

“Okay. Sorry. Thanks Kuya.”

Iniwan na nga silang tuluyan ni Kari para kausapin ang mga magulang.

“Sett. Sorry ulit. Kung di mo kinailangan na iligtas ako, di ka magkakaganiyan.” Logi said smiling weakly at his brother

“Okay lang. I’m your brother. Kung mangyari man ulit ito ng ilang ulit…” Sett knocked on a wood “I will risk my life to save you, again and again. I don’t wanna lose you again. I don’t want our parents to lose you again.”

“And I DON’T want to lose YOU. Sett. Kaya sana di na natin kailanganin na iligtas ako o kahit sino sa atin. Let’s live a safe life. Hmm?”

Ilan minuto pa na nagusap ang magkapatid bago dumating ang mga kaibigan niyang sina Vee at Alice na nagbabangayan na naman. Kari is behind them.

“Ako nga kasi ang maid of honor!” Vee exclaimed. His blood boiled when Alice just shrugged “Ako nga!”

“Sa ingay niyo ako na magsasuggest kay Logi na humanap ng ibang maid of honor.” Kari spoke behind them making Vee shut his mouth

“Okay. I’ll shut up na. I’m sure naman kasi ako ang mapipili.” Vee said playfully smacking Kari’s arm

OO

nga pala. Crush nga pala ng gaga si Kuya

“Sorry. Pero may napili na akong Maid of honor.” alanganing ngiti ni Logi sa mga kaibigan na umagaw ng atensyon ng mga ito

“Baks!” eksaheradang iyak ni Vee “Sino! Sinong ipinalit mo sa’kin? How dare you che—”

Pinasakan ni Logi ng tissue ang bibig ni Vee “Si Amethyst. She asked me if she could be my Maid of honor. Didn’t even know the news would reach her that fast. Pero mukhang tama naman ang decision ko kung ganiyang nagaaway kayo dahil doon.”

Alice pouted but then nodded in agreement “Knowing she’s your idol before you even know she’s your soon to be husband’s cousin, sige na nga. I’ll let your dream come true. Okay naman talaga sa’kin basta kasama ako sa entourage mo.”

“And by the way…” Vee interjected “Alam kong medyo advanced pero tanggapin mo. For your ‘Something new’.”

Kunot-noong tinanggap ni Logi ang inabot sa kaniya ni Vee. At nanlaki ang mata niya nang makita kung ano ito “Harvey Uy! Di ko matatanggap to! Ano ka ba?!” Pinaghahampas ni Logi ang braso ng kaibigan

“Alam ko namang afford yan ng fiance mo. Pero I want it to be coming from me as my gift. Tanggapin mo na. Malulungkot si Daddy pag tinanggihan mo yan.”

Logi looked at Vee incredulously. I really forgot how ‘Ridiculously’ generous ang tatay ni Vee. How could he casually gift a car just for his child’s friend?

“There’s no way your dad is ‘gifting’ a Bugatti La Voiture Noir! Kuya if you don’t want it, let me have it!”

“Tumigil ka Sett. Akin to. My ‘Something New’ nga diba.” irap ni Logi and then mouthed a ‘Thank you’ to Vee.

Matagal pang nagplano sina Logi para sa nalalapit na kasal nila ni Frost. Pero buong araw ding wala ang fiance na ikinalungkot niya. Gabi na rin itong dumating sa bahay nila.

So when Frost walked inside Logi’s room, agad niyang napansin ang lungkot sa mukha nito.

“Hey. Love, I’m sorry.” he kissed Logi’s forehead, then his lips and knelt in front of him. “I didn’t tell you where I came from to avoid stressing you out. But I just had to go see how they’re doing about… Gertrude and Creed. After that scare I felt last night with that cloth thing.”

Nagbago ang guhit ng mukha ni Logi at nagaalangan nagtanong “How… Are they?”

Frost sighed and smiled “They wouldn’t do any harm from now on. I made sure they are being contained and could never escape. We’re safe now.”

Idinantay ni Logi ang noo nito sa balikat ni Frost “Thank god. And thank you. For being this considerate. For being here with me.”

Niyakap ni Frost ang beywang ni Logi ng marahan “Always. And to be honest I did this for my own peace of mind. That night I felt like those two are threatening us again, I feel so scared. Like you being taken all over again. I felt like there’s danger looming over us and I’d lose you again. I don’t wanna have that same nightmaric days ever again.”

Humigpit ang yakap ni Logi sa nanginginig na binata “Never again. I promise. Come on. I’ll catch you up about sa wedding preparation.”

Frost sighed and nodded with small smile on his lips. That night Frost felt the most relieved. This is what he needs. Just Logi beside him. And he will do anything to keep it.

Finale

“Baks. Huy Baks!” Naalimpungatan si Logi nang marinig ang boses ni Vee na tila ginigising siya

“Hmmm?”

“Bakla ka ng taon! Nagawa mo pang matulog? Girly? Katatapos lang ng pagaayos sa’yo. Few minutes lalakad ka na sa isle, umiidlip ka pa diyan?” wika ni Vee na tila stress na stress sa kanya

Tama. Kasal ko nga pala ngayon. Golly! Bakit pa kasi ako nagpuyat eh!

“Sorry. Medyo inantok lang.” Logi sighed making Alice shook his head

“Buti at kami na lang ni Vee ang nandito at nauna na sina Tito Cor at si Tito Tyrone. Alam mo namang mas excited pa yung makasal ka kesa sa mismong ikakasal.” Pabirong wika ni Alice habang inaayos ang belo ni Logi.

Logi’s look is kind of unconventional. Pinili kasi niya na magsuot pa din ng suit just like usual groom does. Ang kaibahan lang ay pinili niyang magsuot ng belo tulad ng mga napapanood niya na mga bride na kinakasal.

Gusto kasi niyang maranasan yung moment na itinataas ng groom ang belo ng bride. Gusto niyang maranasan at iparanas din kay Frost ang excitement lalo na pag in-announce na ang katagang ‘You may now kiss the bride’. Or sa kaso nila, ‘Groom’.

Yun pa rin ba ang sasabihin ng officiant? Siguro. Parang pareho kaming ina-address kasi pareho kaming groom.

“Don’t worry about Titos. Worry about Ms. Miranda. That woman is a mess. Parang siya ang nanay ng bride na ayaw basta ibigay ang anak sa groom. I love her though. I feel her din kasi… Hello? Ineexpect ko na ako ang mauuna pero tignan mo. Sa sobrang ganda ni Logi, naunahan akong mabundat.” Vee said teasingly

Nung nakaraang linggo, nalaman din nila na isa ding ‘Late bloomer’ (in Vee’s words) si Vee. Nung araw na nalaman nila, akala nila ay nagdadrama lamang ito nang magsisigaw na dinatnan daw siya.

Turns out it’s true.

“Kaya for the Nth time, mag-ingat ka na sa mga… Escapades mo. Before pinag-iingat lang kita dahil baka kung anong sakit ang makuha mo. Pero ngayon…” Alice said seriously na sinang-ayunan ni Logi

“Tama. As much as possible, iwasan ang landi. At kung di mapigilan, dahil kami nga di ka mapigilan, use protection.” Logi finished tapping Vee’s arm

“Bakit ako ang binibigyan ng advice? Kasal ko ba ngayon? At wag kang magmalinis, our Queen! ‘Use protection’ daw pero isang beses lang naulanan ng walang kapote, lumobo ka na agad. Wag nga ko, Logi.” Kunwa’y pagtataray ni Vee. Logi only mouthed ‘Sorry’.

Nagaasaran pa ang magkakaibigan ng biglang kumatok si Amethyst. “Guys, it’s time. Lou! I’m excited for you.”

Lumapit ang dalaga sa kanya at may inipit sa bulsa ng suit niya “I heard your bestfriend already gave you ‘Something new’. This time as your Maid of honor, I’ll give you ‘something blue’.”

May ngiting tinignan ni Logi ang bagay na iyon at pinamulahan siya nang makita ang laman.

“Use it well.” Amethyst winked and then hooked her arm with Logi’s.

I don’t think I would. For my baby’s sake, at least… Not for now.

---

They chose to hold an intimate garden wedding. With only friends and family are invited.

They chose this kind of wedding for them to feel closer to nature. With greens and flowers around them.

Kasama sa inimbitahan nila ang mga naging kaibigan ni Logi sa company na sina Nikki at Kira na mga co-managers niya. Si Edzon na choreographer at si Orville na producer ng grupo na minamanage noon ni Logi.

Kasama na din ang grupo ang tatlong members ng DarkFource na sina Triton, Hugo at si Xavier.

Nalaman niya na piniling magpatuloy ng tatlo na wala si Dion matapos ang nangyari. Di sila makapaniwala at muntik nang magdisband. Ngunit nang malaman ito ni Logi ay pinilit ni Logi ang tatlo na ituloy na lang under their new name ‘Fortress’. Which Frost gave a green light dahil alam niyang mabubuti at masisipag ang tatlong inaalagan ni Logi.

How could he even deny Logi’s wishes anyway.

Balik sa kasalukuyan. Frost stood in an hedge arch with his parents beside him. On hindsight, Frost is like the epitome of the word ‘nonchalance’. He appeared to be calm and collected. Cool like his name.

But his hands are sweating bullets. He feels nervous inside.

And as his mother, Miranda could see through him right away.

“Anak. Everything is going to be fine.” Miranda held her son’s hands. Frost nodded at his mother and uttered his ‘thank you’.

“Son…” Maximilian started right beside him “We we’re asked to give you something for your wedding. Aside from our actual gifts.”

Frost looked at his father in curiosity as his father continued “Louise may already recieved his something new and blue. This time let us give you your ‘something old’.”

Frost took it from his father and then when he saw what it is, he looked at his parents in disbelief “Its…”

“Your Grandmother’s pendant. She gave it to me when I married your mother. And now you’re mother and I entrust this to you. And to Louise.” Maximilian wiped a tear that escaped from Miranda who sniffling right beside Frost.

Frost looked at the pendant again. Its a snowflake shaped pendant with flame-red crystal in the middle of it.

“It’s just ironic, Anak. Your Grandmom loved the heat in frosty night back when she stayed in Switzerland. Yun ang kwento ng dad mo.” Miranda spoke as she clasps her hand around Frost’s hand that holds the pendant. “The inspiration for this pendant itself is that imagery. And funny enough, it is now in possession of my son who’s as cold as ice sometimes… But has the capacity to give the warmest love.”

“I don’t believe in those, mom. But then you’ll realize I’m marrying Logi. ‘Norse god of Fire’.” Frost chuckled in his own ridiculous excuse of a joke. “Thanks mom, dad. And to grandma. For now this pendant is going to be the symbol of my love that embraces my beloved.”

“Naku, Max kurutin mo nga ako. Ang anak nating panganay, gumagawa na ng analogy.”

“Hey! What’s with this commotion about?” Hellion spoke behind them.

“Nothing! Just… giving your brother something. Frost, I’ll leave muna. Doon na ako sa pwesto ko.” paalam ni Miranda at naupo na sa tabi nina Cornelius na umiiyak din katabi ni Tyrone

“Bro. Looking good. Be thankful you’re the groom or I would’ve made an effort to outshine you here.” pabirong wika ni Hellion na di man lang nakapagpakibo kay Frost.

Okay that’s normal. Still Frosty.

“I’m guessing Mom and Dad gave you their something old just now. So maybe it’s time I give you my ‘something borrowed’.”

Tinignan ni Frost ng masama ang kapatid.

For fuck’s sake! Handcuffs?

“Come on. Just ‘borrowed’ stuff. You can always give it back to me. If you’re not into that kind of thing?” pabulong na wika ni Hellion na may pagtaas baba ng kilay

“Shut up.” Frost uttered but hid the cuffs away. “Youre fine now. Like really fine now.”

“I’m always fine. What do you mean?”

Frost looked at Hellion sideways “We have this same conversation not long ago. But then I’m not so sure still if it is true. Now… You seem like you’re genuinely happy. About me and Louise.”

Hellion was silent for a second but then tsked “Of course I am happy. Believe it or not, I… moved on already. I accepted the fact that Logi and I are over. We are nothing but friends now. And that he loves you. More than he ever loved me. That would’ve hurt me if I was me from before.

But for me… As long as he is happy, I am already contented. My love for him will always be there, he’s my REAL first love after all. But I know that he deserves the love that would never hurt him the way I did. And I can confidently say that I know you trult love him, so much more than I do. And that’s the kind of love that Logi deserves.“

But promise me you’ll never hurt him. Or I’ll definitely wouldn’t hold back on beating your shit up. The way I imagined I would’ve done to myself.“

Frost nodded to Hellion. And then trapped his brother in a hug that surprised Hellion.

“I also wish for your happiness, Hell. Thank you. For bringing Louise into my life.” Frost patted his brother’s back. He heard Hellion chuckled

“Do you realize how fucked up that sounds? Jeez.”

“But it’s true.” Frost would’ve said more. He could’ve told Hellion about the night he and Logi broke up. Which led to that night with Louise and himself in a bed.

But he decided ‘No. Maybe some other time.’

Then he felt his father beside him, straightening his stance. And then he whispered “Louise is here.”

Frost stood straight and still. As everyone quiet down…

And then the band started playing, with Amethyst singing…

[Song: Make you feel my love - Adele]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l83md2sMAA4

When the rain is blowing in your face

And the whole world is on your case

I could offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love

Frost is trying hard to calm his nerves as he watch the first few people walk down the isle. 

But nothing else matters as long as he knew Logi is coming. The one he’s finally marrying.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear

And there is no one there to dry your tears

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love

Then Storm came alongside his so called girlfriend, Zyra. Then behind them are Ali Sandro or Alice with a guy he heard is Vee’s cousin, Dwayne.

It’s not the time for me to think about my brothers mess, this is my day damn it.

What shocked him is that right after Alice are Vee in between Kari and Hellion. Logi’s brother looked like he’s making fun of Vee who wore a long dress. Hellion walked beside Vee with a poker face.

I know you haven’t made your mind up yet

But I would never do you wrong

I’ve known it from the moment that we met

No doubt in my mind where you belong

The next person who walked behind is Settreigh who brought the ring. And then Thunder who’s smiling widely as he toss around flowers.

Yes. Logi wished for Sett to be the Ringbearer and Thunder to be their ‘Flower Man’.

I’d go hungry, I’d go black and blue

I’d go crawling down the avenue

Know there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do

To make you feel my love

But now the jokes are over. Cause finally it’s time for Logi to come in.

Frost saw Logi walking from the end of the isle. Smiling at Amethyst and then to Zeus and Cornelius who’s sobbing as they took him from Amethyst.

And then his heart skipped a bit when Logi, like a romance movie, slowly looked at him.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea

And on the highway of regret

The winds of change are blowing wild and free

You ain’t seen nothing like me yet

Frost is never an emotional man. That’s why people see him as a cold person to begin with. But he just can’t stop himself from feeling so emotional when it comes to Logi.

No one else made him feel vulnerable and invulnerable it doesn’t make sense to him.

And the way Logi smiles at him as they walk closer to him… How could he still smile as if to comfort me? Like he knew I need him to be my anchor .

As if on cue ay nagpause ang pagkanta ni Amethyst ngunit patuloy pa rin ang pagtugtog ng banda, tila inaanticipate ang moment na magaganap.

Finally, Logi reaches him. Cornelius shook his hand and smiled “Please… Take care of him, Frost. It’s not that long since we reunited and now I’m letting him go again. But I know he’ll be happy because he’s with you.”

“Pops. Di naman ako mawawala sa inyo. Ikakasal lang ako. Kung gusto mo dun pa kami tumira sa bahay eh.” Pabiro ngunit lumuluha na ding wika ni Logi sa ama. Umiiling na lang si Cornelius at bumulong ng ‘It’s fine’.

Zeus shooked Frost’s hand and then pulled him into a hug “Take care of my precious second born, Frost. And remember that once you ever hurt him, I’m not the only one who’s ready to off you. My other sons are watching you.”

Frost only nodded. And then Zeus reached Logi’s hand towards Frost.

“Baka bigla kang mag-runaway groom sa takot huh? Naku ako mismo ang puputol sa paa mo.” Logi jokingly teased Frost. Alam kasi niyang kahit paano ay tinablan siya sa sinabi ni Zeus kahit pa kampante siya sa sarili.

“Never.”

Logi nodded at Amethyst and let her continue singing. But Frost didn’t expect for Logi to sing along, looking at his eyes.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true

Nothing that I wouldn’t do

Go to the ends of the earth for you

To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love

They looked at each other lovingly and then turned to the officiant. Ready to take their vows.

“Frost Matthieu Beaumont. Do you take Louise Giovanne Salazar-Vermillion to be your lovingly wedded husband? To have and to hold. In sickness and in health. In richer or for poorer. ’Till death do you part?”

Frost didn’t waste a second and answered “I do.”

“Louise Giovanne Salazar-Vermillion, Do you take Frost Matthieu Beaumont to be your lovingly wedded husband?To have and to hold. In sickness and in health. In richer and for poorer. ’Till death do you part?”

“A Million lifetimes worth of ‘I do’.”

“You may now give each other your rings to signify the eternity of your union and tell each other your wedding vows.”

Frost was about to speak when Logi told him to stop. “Ako muna. Feeling ko baka di ako makapagsalita pag pinauna kita…

You are my boss na ginusto kong bugbogin on day 1…“ Logi said teasingly “Who became my friend. My protector. My confidant. It sucks that we didn’t get to call ourselves ‘Boyfriends’ kasi nga diba? ‘Speeeeed!’. Now here we are! Ikinakasal na.”

And I could say I didn’t expect this but I would never say I regret this. So here I am, in front of everyone here. Telling you that I vow to give my everything into proving how much I love you. To live a life looking forward to everyday that I get to spend with you. I love you… Boss.“

Logi looked up to him after putting on Frost’s ring. Frost smiled at Logi and then wiped Logi’s tears.

“Louise… Logi… Love… The first time I saw you, I felt like everything changed. Made me feel things I haven’t felt before. Made me experience to love and be loved. I thank you for allowing me to stand here with you, taking me as your other half.

I half lied to your father just moements ago. When he asked me never to hurt you.“ Frost looked at Zeus who only watched him intently and then he looked back at Logi “Because I know there might be a time that I might unintentionally do. Because I know that perfect marriages doesn’t exist. But all I could promise you is that I will try to be the husband you deserve.”

The one that will definitely make you the happiest person in the world. The one that will stood by you no matter what. The one who shares everything with you. The one that can promise you that I will endure everything with you. And I promise that I prioritize you and our growing family, over myself. Because I’ll die if I ever lose you.“

Frost slid the ring on Logi’s finger and put his forehead against Logi’s “I entrust my entirety to you. I love you, Louise Giovanne. My frozen heart will always be yours to melt.”

After the long pause the officiant took it as a cue to say the final words. “And with the power vested in me. I now announce you two as lawfully wedded husbands. You may now seal it with a kiss.”

Frost didn’t even wasted any moment to remove the veil from Logi’s face and kissed his husband’s lips deeply. Logi smiling as they do.

“Grabe di ko na-enjoy yung moment.” Tinanggal ni Logi ng tuluyan mula sa buhok ang belo at kunwa’y padabog na itinapon ito.

“I’m sorry, love. I’m just so excited to finally kiss you, my beautiful husband.”

Logi pouted “Ang unfair. Wag ka nga ngumiti nang ganyan. Masyado kang gwapo. Fine, you’re forgiven…” Hinawakan niya ang magkabilang pisngi ni Frost at hinalikan muli ang asawa

“Pero wag masyadong abusado. Maya maya abusuhin mo yung power mo over me.”

Frost chuckled “YOU don’t get to tell me that because you don’t know how much power you have over me… Fuck I just wanna get outta here and have you for myself.”

“After reception. I’m all yours, Boss. You can do anything you want with me but till then, magtiis ka muna. And besides… I have this.”

Pinakita ni Logi ang binigay sa kanya ni Amethyst. It’s a pair of Blue lace panties.

Namula si Frost ngunit pabirong umirap. Nakangiti itong tumingin kay Logi  “What else can I do but to obey… Master.”

Ibinaon ni Logi ang mukha sa matipunong dibdib ni Frost at pabirong hinampas ito.

“Enough of that please! Araw niyo nga ito pero di ito lisensya para ibalandra ang kinks niyo!” Sigaw ni Thunder sa di kalayuan. Saka lang nila napansing dinig pala ng lahat ang pinaguusapan nila dahil sa reaction ng mga bisita nila. Lalo na ang mga magulang nila.

Geez. I really just wanna have my beloved Logi for myself.

Frost looked at Logi and put their foreheads together “To our forever and a lifetime?”

“Yes. Forever and lifetime.”

The

end

Message

Sa wakas natapos ko din. Pakiramdam ko di ko talaga siya matatapos pero yun na nga.

Thank you po sa mga nagbigay ng panahon para  basahin ang kwento nina Frost at Logi. Malaki po ang appreciation ko sa inyo na nagbigay ng panahon para basahin ito.

As a beginner sa pagsusulat, malaking bagay po sa’kin na malaman na kahit paano ay may naaksaya akong oras ng iba sa pamamagitan ng mga nilikha ng non existent braincells ko. Charought.

If interested kayo puwede kayo magiwan ng mensahe, suggestions, violent reactions at kung gusto niyo magku- Q&A din ako. (LUH feeling sikat?)

And lastly gusto ko bigyan ng appreciation ang mga authors din na naging inspirasyon ko para sumubok na magsulat. Lalo na sa’yo BB. Ang totoo kaya ako nagsulat dahil ang tagal mo mag Update. Charis. Love you and your works. And you’re my greatest inspiration. (A/N Pwede magpakilig pero wag maging cckblck. Panagutan mo ang kilig naming supporters mo).

Again, maraming salamat sa pagbabasa. Sa ngayon pagiisipan ko kung sino sa Beaumont Brothers ang isusunod ko o kung bibigyan ko ba sila ng happy ending. Feeling ko kasi ayoko HAHAHA.

Marami akong nababasang book na may portrayer ang characters. Comment kayo kung may naisip kayong portrayers ni Logi at ni Snowman.

Edit: Published na ang synopsis ng “Possession : Oliver Storm Beaumont”. So I guess it’s Storm in Wonderland muna eme.

With Love,

imfreedlaurent

Special

“FROST MATTHIEU!”

Dinig ni Frost ang malakas pag paghiyaw ni Logi mula sa loob ng beach house nila. Kaya agad agad ay napatakbo siya papasok para alamin kong bakit siya tinatawag ng asawa.

Nang makarating ay napatigil siya sa madilim na ekspresyon ng mukha ni Logi

Fuck. What did I do?

Logi sighed and looked at his husband “Ipaliwanag mo nga kung paano ’to napunta sa anak mo?”

Frost’s mouth opened and shut, can’t think of an excuse so he just picked up his clueless daughter “Honey, where did you find this… thing?”

Scarlette Flare, one of their twin looked at him without a clue of why her dad seems to be in trouble “On your pillow, daddy. I just thought it’s so cute and pretty so I tried putting it around my wrists.”

“Ooh! So fluffy!” Silver Snow, her twin brother suddenly spoke as he reached for the object in question.

Logi raised it so that his son wouldn’t reach it. He looks at Frost with a raised eyebrow.

“Oh… Well guess i forgot to hide it. Sorry love.” Frost tried to smile but Logi’s expression didn’t changed. He turned to his daughter “Honey, that isn’t a toy. Or an accessory. It’s… For adults to use.”

“But if it wasn’t a toy or accessory, what is it? Is there for kids too? I want one!” Flare said smiling

Logi secretly rolled his eyes “Babe, this thing…” Logi dangles the fuzzy cuffs “… Was never meant for kids. It’s a stuff I use when… Daddy is bad.”

Frost’s cheeks reddened at a thought “Y-yeah. But it’s adult stuff. It’s never for kids.”

Flare looked at him, more curious than ever “Then it’s not for nice people? Like… To punish bad guys?”

Snow jumped and screamed “Like the police thingy!”

Logi looked away “Yeah… For bad guys… Police thingy… Right” He looked at Frost pointedly.

“You know what, Honey why don’t you ran and play outside. Your granny’s sad she couldn’t play with you.”

Snow jumped and rushed to the door then turned to Flare “Come on! You don’t wanna keep Granny sad?”

“She’ll get wrinkles! Let’s go Snow!” Flare and Snow ran outside leaving Frost with an upset looking husband.

“Paulit ulit kong sinasabi sa’yo na itabi mo ito! Keep this out of our children’s reach. Or sight! Napaka—” Frost cuts him off by kissing him deeply

“I’m sorry. I forgot about it, really. I thought I hid it after we…” he smiled conspiringly making Logi slap his arm

“Shush! Sinasabi ko sa’yo Frost pag naulit to, itatapon ko na lahat ng gamit mo na… Katulad niyan.” Tumalikod si Logi para asikasuhin ang lulutuing karne.

Niyakap ni Frost ang asawa sa likod “No please. We both know we need those… Sometimes.”

Namula ang mukha ni Logi pero di na nito pinansin ang sinabi ng asawa “Mention it one more time o kahit isang round, wala kang makukuha sa’kin for a month.”

Frost buried his face on his husband’s neck “Okay, Okay. I’ll stop now.”

…

Logi currently feeding his children with Amethyst’s help. “Lou, Anong ibig sabihin nung tsinismis ni Flare sa’kin? Ano nga ulit yun, bebs?” tanong nito kay Flare na masayang kumakain

“Papa is punishing Dad with his police thingy.”

“Fluffy police thingy!” Snow happily seconded

Napalunok si Logi at tinignan ng masama si Amethyst “Wag mo nang ipaalala sa mga kids, Amy! Besides… Sa’yo galing yun. Kung ano anong idea ang binibigay mo kay Frost eh.”

Amethyst chuckles “Ayaw mo nun? You’re evening activities got so much spicier.”

“Kung ganyan ka sa jowa mo, wag mo impluwensiyahan si Frost.” Irap nito

“Like it’s something bad. For all I know, baka ine-enjoy mo yung ginagawa sa’yo ng asawa mo.”

Napailing na lang si Logi. Di niya alam kung bakit di naaasiwa ang dalawa sa pinagsasabi kahit na pinsan pa nito ang involved.

I can’t even talk like this with my brother, much less my friends.

Bigla ko tuloy naalala si Alice at si Vee.

Ilang taon na din kasi ng huli niyang makontak si Alice. Di man lang ito nagparamdam kahit pa inimbitahan niya ito sa binyag ng mga anak niya. Si Vee naman ay paminsan minsang dumadalaw sa kanila. Pero di naman niya ito kaya pang istorbohin sa buhay lalo na’t may pinagdadaanan din ito.

Kahit pa gusto niyang damayan, alam niyang makakadagdag lang siya sa dinadamdam ng kaibigan.

“By the way… May balak pa ba kayo ni Frost na…” lumapit ito sa tenga ni Logi at bumulong “sundan itong kambal? Alam mo na, more kids more fun in the family.”

“Kung gusto mo ng bata, mag-asawa ka na din. Di yung usisera ka. Charis… “ Logi’s smile faded “Gusto ko sana. I liked the idea na maraming kapatid. Like me and my brothers. Or Frost with his. Pero si Frost ang… may ayaw.”

Amethyst sets the kids down and let them go to their grandmother and looked at him, concerned “Bakit? Ano daw ba ang problema?”

“Di niya sinasabi eh. But I already have a feeling about what it is. Ilang beses ko nang brining up sa kanya to. But he kept on ignoring it and changes the subject most of the time…”

Amethyst sat closer, curious “So anong hula mo?”

Logi fidgets on his hands “Siguro natakot siya. You knew what happened to me when I delivered the twins, right? He was there beside me, while I give birth to the kids. Kahit di niya sabihin sa’kin nararamdaman kong natakot siya after nun.”

Logi still remembers that day…

5 years ago

Frost drove his car carefully with Logi beside him. Namumula at pawis na pawis ito, bakas sa mukha ang sakit na nararamdaman.

“Don’t worry love, we’re almost there. Hang in there for a second.”

He’s panicking. From when he saw Logi slumped on the floor, he couldn’t stay calm. Lalo na’t iniisip niya na nagumpisang mahirapan si Logi ng wala siya sa tabi nito.

Logi nodded to him and breathed heavily. His eyes started to blur a bit because of the pain but he kept focus. “I-ikaw ang wag mag worry. You’re… Shaking…”

“I’m sorry. It’s just the nerves. Im… Excited to see the kids.”

Logi kept on looking at his husband. He knew it’s not just excitement. He’s scared.

Bwisit na Storm kasi yun eh. Tinakot pa si Frost about how dangerous the carrier’s pregnancies are. Kung may problema siya wag siyang mandamay.

Logi held his husband’s arm, which got Frost’s attention “I’m… Fine. Kaya ko to. Don’t you trust me?”

“I do. A hundred percent. I believe in you.” Frost’s lips trembled, holding his own tears.

Iba rin pala magalala ang taong yelo. Natutunaw.

Makarating sa hospital ay agad akong inalalayan ni Frost sa nakaabang na stretcher. He already asked Storm to prepare for their arrival.

Lahat na yata tinawagan ni Frost habang nasa biyahe, kahit mga santo. Except kay San Pedro.

“Please let me with him… I’ll watch over him.” pakiusap ni Frost

Storm looked at Frost, quite concerned “I advise not to. Not on that state. Baka makasagabal ka lang. Just wait here outside and try to calm yourself.”

“How the fuck can I calm down! My husband needs me. My kids needs me!”

Storm held his shoulder and shook him “More than anyone, yes. They do need you. I understand that. But they also needed you with a clear head. Listen to me, for once! Brother!”

“F-Frost…” dinig nilang tawag ni Logi, he looked in a daze…

“Y-yes? Love? Im here…” wika ni Frost habang hawak ang kamay ng asawa

“Please… Dito ka lang…”

Storm looked away, but seconds later sighed “Fine. Just promise me you will never do anything but hold his hand.”

Frost nods, hands tightly clasped around Logi’s.

Buong duration na labor ni Logi ay nakaantabay si Frost. Whispering sweet nothings. Both of them their anchors to each other. Hanggang sa matapos ang pagle-labor ni Logi sa kambal ay di pa rin ito bumibitaw kay Logi.

Cause he’s scared to let go. Because the whole time he saw how pained Logi is. The amount of blood around him.

He felt scarred about it.

But for a moment he forgotten everything lalo na nang ibigay na sa kanila ang mga anak.

“Love… Look.”

Logi looked at him with hooded eyes “Yeah… Our kids. Ang cute. Galing ba… Talaga sila sa loob ko?”

Frost smiles as he cries “Yes. I’m so, so proud of you my love. Thank you.”

Logi smiles back and kissed him, then their children, and then everything turned black.

….

Logi thought it’s just normal for any husband to feel that way.

Kahit naman siguro ako, matatakot.

But now he realized why Frost refused to acknowledge the idea of having more kids. Nagaalala lamang ito sa kanya.

“Sana mapagusapan niyong mabuti. You don’t have to feel pressured sa pagkakaroon ng maraming anak ah. Baka sabihin mo…” Amethyst teased him

“It’s fine. But I guess if he doesn’t want to, tatanggapin ko.”

…

Kinagabihan ay tinabihan ni Logi ang mga anak habang natutulog ang mga ito. It’s been his routine. Watching the kids as they sleep waiting for Frost lalo na pag ginagabi ito sa paguwi.

Well madalas din namang hindi. Matagal lang siya sa evening ritual niya bago matulog.

Di niya namalayan ang pagdating nito, not until Frost kissed the top of his head “hey love.”

“Hey to you too” Logi whispers back

Ilang segundo pa silang binalot ng katahimikan bago magsalita muli si Frost “I heard about… your conversation with Amy. You really want to… have more children?”

Logi nodded and looked up to him “Yes. But it’s fine. If god would let us have another or not, it’s okay.”

Frost rested his chin on Logi’s head “I’m sorry. If you felt like I didn’t want to have another child. Believe me, I do. It’s just…”

“Frost” Logi turned to him and smile “Okay lang. You don’t have to explain. Naiintindihan ko. Besides between the two of us dapat nga ako pa ang opposed diba?”

Frost didn’t even smile with Logi’s attempt to joke around “Love. Listen. Yes I’m scared. Watching you as you writhe in pain. How many times you almost lose conciousness. The way you fought for our children. It’s a very scary experience for me. Even if I am so proud of your strength, I’m still scared that I might lose you. I don’t want to see you in pain at all. Never in my life that I would wish for you to get hurt…

But you looking so gloomy because of my cowardice? That’s something I could never forgive myself even more. I promised that I’d make you happy. To fulfill your every desire… So if having another child would make you happy I’d happily give you one.“

“Frost you don’t have to…”

“No. I’m not saying this just cause I want you to be happy. It is a big factor, yes. But… believe me or not I do want more. Heck if we could have lots of em, I’d do it. But I’m considering your happiness and your well being. So please understand…”

Logi nodded. It sounded like Frost is giving him mixed signals, but Logi understood. And he agrees.

“So… Maybe just one more?”

“Or two.” Frost smiles as he hugs him.

“Okay. Thank you, Frost. For being thoughtful. And for being such a brave husband for me.”

“Only for you. I’m beating this fear of mine, just for you.”

Logi stood and put his arm around Frost’s nape and kissed him.

Frost may not be as perfect as everyone believed he was. But Logi loves him the same. With all his flaws… And his kinks.

“So we’re starting to try… Right now? “ Frost looked at him seductively

Logi nodded “Yes. We can use the toys if you want?”

“Toys? You have toys, Dad? Papa?”

The two jumped in surprise hearing Snow’s sleepy voice.

“Oh… Well yes. Daddy has a lot back in Granny’s house. We can bring his toys for you if you want?” Logi smiled at their child.

“Yes. ‘Daddy’ has a lot.” Frost looked at Logi when he said ‘Daddy’ earning a loud smack on his back making him groan.

“Is Daddy being bad again, Papa? You hit him again?” Flare groggily said

“Yes. He’s being bad. So don’t talk to him.”

Frost playfully pouted “Ouch”

Tinabihan nilang magasawa ang mga anak. “Yeah. Now sleep tight. Dad and Papa will be here for you tonight” Logi looked at Frost and mouthed ‘Sorry’. Their children joyfully snuggled close to them.

Frost smiled. This is his ideal night time. With his husband and children together with him, happy. And he’s willing to do anything to keep it.