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Both of the main characters are over 20 years old!!!

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THIS IS NOT A SLOW BURN. It’s very fast paced!!!

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PART I

It was early afternoon when my parents called me downstairs to the living room to talk about something. I was home over the weekend, enjoying my comfy bed since the one I had in my dorm weren’t as much comfortable as mine at home. Being a junior in college looked great from the outside. It looked like my life was together at twenty-one years old, but it wasn’t. I was such a big mess, and that was reflected in my grades. I knew what kind of talk I would be having in a few seconds.

Slowly, I descended the long stairs while holding onto the railing. I looked down and saw my father and mother sitting on our white couch with crossed legs. That’s not a good sign.

I took the last step and took a seat far away from them. “So? I’m all ears,” I said, and quietly laughed.

My father, James, is an old-fashioned person. When it comes to education, it’s the most important thing for him. Well, it’s more like the most important thing for me to have. He wants me to become a doctor because he is a cardiologist.

My mother, Linda, is a bit softer than my father; however, for her, college is a priority as well. You can imagine what kind of expectations they have. My mother is a lawyer, and my father is a doctor.

And I’m failing them horribly; I’m aware of that, but I’m not the kind of girl who loves to spend hours reading dozens of books about chemicals or law.

My father took off his glasses and placed them on the white Marvel table. “Me and Linda think you don’t try hard enough with your studies. We gave you enough time to adjust and be better in school, but your grades are catastrophical, Dove.” Father complained.

“Honey, I know you’re going through hard times, but that’s life. You can’t throw away your whole future because of a few bad moments.” Mother added.

I tore my sight away from them and focused on the wooden floor.

They never took my mental health seriously. For them, it’s just another excuse for me to not study harder.

“What are you trying to say?” I asked and raised my head.

“Is that we will take this into our own hands from now on, and you will do as we say.” My father declared.

I wanted to laugh, but that would make him even angrier. I’m not sixteen anymore. They cannot control me just because I’m living under their roof.

“What’s your plan with me?” I asked, looking straight into my father’s eyes.

“Tutoring, Dove.” My father calmly said, “From now on, you will remain home until we see you studying. Two times a week, you will attend a private lesson with the tutor we hired for you. You aren’t allowed to have any objections because we both gave you your own chance to fix what you’ve messed up.”

I was left speechless. I pushed away tears that wanted to escape my eyes. I couldn’t let them see how weak I really was. How lonely and sad I was. I have only one friend I can speak to. My parents are like strangers to me.

What kind of life do I fucking have?

Even now that I’m home for the weekend, we don’t see each other at all. If we didn’t have this talk going on, I would probably only see them, when passing the living room as they watch TV, but that’s happening occasionally.

They can’t get through me, and I can’t get through them. The mirror is between us. We can see us well, but only our reflections.

“Alright, is that all?” I asked, standing up.

They both looked disappointed in me, but I’m used to seeing that.

Mother nodded, and Father didn’t say anything in reply. I walked up the stairs back into my room, where the cinnamon scent was lingering in the air from the candle I lit before I went downstairs. I inhaled the calming, sugary scent and sat on my king-sized bed.

I grabbed my phone that was lying beside my fluffy pillow and found my roommate’s name in my messages.

“Hey, listen, I will stay at home for quite some time because of my parents…”

I clicked on the send button and tossed my phone away.

Alice has been my friend since the first day of college. She’s the opposite of my character. Really outgoing and extroverted. I should be thankful to her for speaking to me on my first day of college. Because if she didn’t, I would probably end up being completely alone. She knows about my situation with my parents. She’s the only one who can truly understand my problems.

The phone screen turned on, and I quickly read her message.

“Hey! I hope you’re doing alright. If you need someone to talk to, I’m here. Will miss you (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠).”

I laughed at the emoji she sent. That made my mood a bit brighter.

Before I knew it, my eyelids had become heavy, and as I slowly closed my eyes, I couldn’t resist the urge to just let myself sleep.

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The next day, I traveled to my dorm and packed some of my stuff. Thankfully, Alice wasn’t there; that would have made it a little bit emotional for me.

Father helped me with a few boxes, which I carried outside. I’m sure he had this planned for a while. My mom would never come up with such a plan. She tries to be tough because of my father, yet I can always see in her eyes how much she hates being so strict with me. It’s very ironic since she’s a lawyer.

I decided not to go to school on Monday but instead to unpack all the boxes I brought into my tidy room. Weirdly, my parents agreed.

When the clock struck exactly three in the afternoon, a doorbell alarmed me as I was reading a book, that I found in one of the boxes I brought.

I simply ignored it because I knew one of my parents would open the door for whoever was standing outside.

We don’t expect guests at our doorstep often. It’s usually my grandma or my aunt. But even they don’t visit a lot.

I suddenly got curious to see who rang the doorbell, so I quietly opened my door and went down on my knees to crawl until reaching the beginning of the staircase. I was perfectly hidden behind the thick balcony staircase wall.

The front door opened, and my mom’s voice could be heard as she was greeting the person who came inside.

“Thank you for coming. We appreciate your help.” My mom said.

“There is no need to thank me, Ms. Campbell. I’m glad I can be helpful.” A beautifully soft, but settled voice spoke to my mother.

“Please, take a seat,”

my mother said.

“Dove! Come downstairs, please.” She yelled, and I cursed under my breath. With panic, I almost crashed down the stairs. I carefully peeked through the stair railing to see if my mom was sitting on the couch, and she thankfully was. I slowly stood up and walked down the stairs.

I strolled into the living room and saw, sitting on the white couch amongst the beige pillows, a mesmerizing woman dressed in a white shirt and black slack pants. A thin leather belt hugged her waist perfectly. Her hair was slightly wavy in the icy blond color.

I immediately felt embarrassed as I was in my shorts and oversized brown sweatshirt. I looked like a mess, hence my situation.

The woman looked to be in her mid or late twenties. When our eyes locked, I had to look away. I was dressed too casually to greet a guest. Especially such a beautiful woman.

I looked like a bag of potatoes compared to her. I folded my arms under my chest and cleared my throat. “Hello,” I said.

For a split second, I thought I’d seen her smirk, but that must have been just in my head.

“Nice to meet you, Dove.” She stood up and extended her hand to me.

I blinked multiple times and hurried to take her hand to shake it. “Nice to meet you as well, Miss…?”

“Ms. Moore.” She filled in.

I nodded with a smile and let go of her hand. Her gaze, though, stayed on me until I sat down next to my mother.

My mother clasped her hands together and said, “Well, now that you’re acquainted, we should clarify the schedule for you.” She said to me.

I frowned, not understanding what she was talking about. “Schedule?” I asked and glanced at Ms. Moore.

Don’t tell me she’s my tutor , I thought.

“Yes, she’s your tutor that we were talking about. Since we don’t want to waste time, Dad and I thought you should start with your lessons right away, sweetie.”

Yeah, she and Dad thought, but what about me? Does my opinion not matter to them at all? She didn’t even mention to me that it would be a female tutor. I’m always not acknowledged for what’s going on in my life because they’re ruling it.

I swallowed the lump in my throat and acted like everything was great. “Oh yes, I know. Thank you for taking your time with me, Ms. Moore.” I said with a big smile on my face.

She chuckled and pierced her light blue eyes through mine. “Thank me at our last lesson, when you’ll know everything I taught you.” The corner of her mouth lifted.

My heartbeat suddenly changed its pulse, and it beat far faster than normal. I tore my eyes away from her and bore my eyes to the ground.

“So, Ms. Moore will be tutoring you two times a week, always from three to six in the afternoon. Am I right?” Mother shifted her gaze to Ms. Moore.

“You’re correct. If something goes wrong in my schedule, I will text your daughter to let her know she doesn’t need to expect me, but I will send her the materials she can further study without me.” Ms. Moore explained.

“Perfect.” Mother exclaimed. “I have to take my leave now, Ms. Moore. Work won’t wait for me any longer. If you need something, though, contact my personal assistant. Dove has her number.” Mother stated and swiftly stood up.

I stood up as well, as did Ms. Moore. She was much taller when she stood. I couldn’t help but notice her perfect figure. Her slim waist and wider hips. The slack pants perfectly hugged her thighs.

Before I knew it, my mother grabbed her stuff and waved her hand at me as she shut the door. She said something to Ms. Moore, but I was too distracted. Ms. Moore was too distracting, to be precise.

She turned to me and studied my face for a moment. “Should we move to your bedroom?” She asked and stared into my panicked eyes.

“M-My bedroom?”

“Wouldn’t it be more comfortable to study there?” She chuckled and grabbed her dark brown satchel.

I didn’t reply to her because I didn’t want to face her. My cheeks were burning from embarrassment. I hurried to the staircase and slowly walked up. I could feel her eyes on my back like she was aiming an arrow at me.

I opened the door to my bedroom wide and let her in first.

“Thank you, darling.” She winked at me, and my legs melted into the floor.

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Guess who’s backkkk. Lol I know it took a long time.

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I closed the door behind me and watched her as she examined my room. Thankfully, my room was perfectly clean, so I had no mess there as per usual. She placed her satchel on the glass table that was in the center of the room. Around it was placed a white, curved sofa. Under it was a gray, fluffy rug.

“Take a seat,” I said as I walked closer to her.

She sat down, opened her satchel, and pulled out stacks of papers and books. I marched to my desk with all my stuff from college and grabbed my laptop, where I had all my notes saved. I sat down on the sofa but left a great distance between us.

I felt how intensely she was staring at me, but I chose to ignore it, and instead, I searched through my folders. Do I have to say, what a big mess I had in my laptop?

“Your mother told me you’re failing at history. Let’s start with that, and with mine materials.” Ms. Moore said. I focused my attention on her and tossed the laptop beside me.

She was completely turned to me, and I could not overlook that all the buttons on her shirt were buttoned. Her clothes had no wrinkles or stains. The length of her nails was, surprisingly, extremely short. But I noticed she had clear nail gel on top of them.

As she kept staring at some papers, I secretly analyzed her face. She had minimal make-up on. She didn’t need anything at all, truthfully. Her skin was glowing without it. I noticed the thick coat of mascara and the dark shade of matte rose lipstick smashed across her mouth. The tone of her green eyes focused all my attention on them. Their forest green shade. So gorgeous.

The shape of her eyebrows was arched, and it complimented the shape of her eyes. The last thing I focused on were her plump lips. They were so full, carved in a heart shape.

“I finally found it.” She shook me out of my trance, and I cleared my throat. I can’t stare at her like this all the time. It’s not like I’m seeing a woman for the first time. However, she’s a bit different. She smells and looks like heaven .

“History of Ancient Rome, Miss Campbell.” She softly said and looked up into my eyes.

Electricity wired through my body, and I stopped myself from flinching at the sound of my heartbeat. Thump. Thump. Thump.

“Around the ninth or tenth century B.C., Rome was just a small town on the Tiber River in what’s now central. One of the myths says that the town was founded by two brothers—Romulus and Remus—who were raised by a wolf. For about 500 years, the area was ruled by a series of kings as it grew in strength and power—”

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Only an hour passed, and the only thing I could focus on was Ms. Moore. While she was talking about ancient Rome, my head was in the clouds. I was too focused on the tightness of her shirt around her breasts.

What would it feel like to tear that shirt off her body?

“Knowing this, Caesar marched his loyal army into Rome. It was an illegal act that started a civil war, which Caesar would eventually win.” She suddenly stopped talking and stared straight into my eyes.

I took a quick breath. A knot settled in my stomach. I didn’t like what I was feeling.

“For an hour, I’ve been teaching you about ancient Rome’s history, and you’re daydreaming. Am I right, Miss Campbell?” She said, and she leaned closer to me.

My eyes widened, and my heart stopped beating for a second. Unconsciously, my eyes dropped to her lips. It was impossible to ignore them.

“Where are you looking at, Miss Campbell?” She asked, and her face was inches away from mine.

I felt my face flush as I quickly looked away. I stammered, trying to come up with an excuse, but words failed me. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down, and realized that I was in big trouble.

I’m attracted to my tutor.

“Look into my eyes.” She demanded.

I slowly tilted my head upward to her green eyes. Her eyebrow was slightly arched, and a small smirk dominated her features.

“You seem tense around me. Are you feeling uncomfortable?”

“N-No, of course n-not.” I stammered.

Suddenly, my phone chimed. I grabbed it and saw a text message from Alice again. She frequently updates me about what’s going on at college. I know of every new gossip about people I don’t even know personally, but I’m grateful she thinks of me enough to even send it to me.

“Doveeee, that bitch Lisa Parker is pregnant! Karma really works. After what she has done to me, she deserves this. LoL. How’s your new tutor? Sexy? With muscles?”

“Fuck, sorry. It might be ‘she’. Either way, are they hot? I hope so. Ily.”

I sighed and turned the phone off. I will reply to her later in the evening and tell her everything about Ms. Moore.

Alice knows I have no preference for dating, even though my dating life is dead. I haven’t dated anyone or gone on a date in my whole life. I’m simply a loser. She’s the only person who knows I’ll date both men and women. When I told her about my sexuality, she simply smiled and said she was happy for me.

“Is everything okay?” Ms. Moore asked.

I put on a fake smile and replied, “Yes, I apologize. I turned my phone off.”

“It’s fine. I’m not that strict when it comes to that.” She lightly smiled and looked through her satchel. “Should we change it to math? Since you look very bored.”

“Sure.”

Ms. Moore shifted right next to me and placed a paper with a pen in front of me. Then she opened up her small laptop, where linear algebra examples were displayed.

She leaned her weight against her left hand, which was placed behind my back. Her right hand was resting against her spread legs.

“Firstly, I want to see what is causing the problem for you. So, try to solve it on your own. Even if the result won’t be correct, it’s alright.”

“Okay,” I quietly replied.

After about seven minutes, I finished the example. Ms. Moore did not move her hand from behind my back; she just leaned her whole body against mine. She was incredibly close to me; I could feel her warmth radiating off her body.

“Ms. Campbell. You solved it correctly.” She announced, and I lightly smiled.

I was always good at mathematics. But as my depression worsened, I stopped studying. The same goes for every other subject I’m almost failing at. I was once excellent at them.

My spark, as well as my good grades, vanished.

I felt as sweat started to drip down my forehead. I had to get up and walk to the window.

“It’s quite hot in here, isn’t it?” I awkwardly laughed and opened the window. A cold breeze welcomed me, and my face was slowly cooling down. I heard as Ms. Moore stood up and walked slowly behind me.

“The example I gave you was pretty difficult, yet you managed to solve it under a couple of minutes. Was it just pure luck, or you’re failing on purpose?” She asked, and I immediately turned around. Her eyebrow was raised, and a slight smile was carved into her face.

“No! I’m most definitely not failing on purpose. I wouldn’t disappoint my parents like that.” I burst out.

She slipped her hands inside her pants pocket and took a large step forward.

“Perhaps I can help you in some way. If you’re this good at every subject, then there’s no need for a tutor. There must be something that’s troubling you, am I right?” She wondered, and she stared deeply into my brown eyes.

That’s when I broke down.

No one has asked me this question, except for Alice. Not even my parents care for my health. They’re only interested in my grades, especially my father. He badly wants me to be his flawless clone. He doesn’t want to admit to himself that I’m not like him. I’m everything he hoped I wouldn’t be. He wanted a son but instead got a broken daughter.

Before I knew it, I was curled around Ms. Moore’s arms. Tears silently trailed down my cheeks. It’s saltines tingling my skin.

Her hands held me tight to her chest, and her chin was resting on top of my head. I cried all the tears, I was holding on for what felt like an eternity.

“It’s okay, Dove. Just let it all out, darling.” She whispered.

I sobbed like a little kid. I was so embarrassed to have my arms hung around a total stranger, but I didn’t care what it looked like to her. I needed someone to hug me. I desperately needed someone’s warmth, and she couldn’t be more perfect for it.

I pushed myself away to look into her eyes, and no one in my life looked at me with such gentleness. There was no judgment behind her eyes. Just kindness.

My gaze leisurely moved to her lips, and the tears stopped flowing.

Maybe that’s what I needed from the beginning .

She stared at me in confusion with her round, green eyes. I gave her no time to think before I smashed my thirsty lips against hers. I cupped my palms against her cheeks, and she stumbled backward.

No one was home except for the two of us.

She broke our kiss for a second and, with shaky breaths, eyed my figure. In an instant, she hoisted me, and I wrapped my legs around her waist. Her hands held me in place so I wouldn’t fall off.

She moved us to the desk next to us. With one hand, she swept some books and pens to the ground and dropped me on top of the desk.

I supported my weight with my hands nailed behind me and just stared at Ms. Moore. She rolled up her sleeves and quickly tied her hair in a low, messy bun.

Her hands parted my legs widely, and I gasped at that. She stood right between my crotch. I couldn’t ignore the burning sensation in my lower stomach. I just wanted to extinguish it already. This throbbing, tingling feeling in my pussy.

“Your thighs,” she began, and she dragged her fingertip across my inner thigh. “They are too distracting in these shorts.”

She slowly started to lower herself until she was on her knees. I looked down at her with such heat in my cheeks and my heart pulsing out of my chest.

What we were doing was simply wrong. At that moment, I didn’t care. I didn’t know what was right or wrong because when her lips and tongue traveled up my inner thigh, all I was thinking about was how her mouth would feel between my legs.

She was sucking and biting on my thighs like she was the hungriest wolf, taking me slowly apart.

She stopped for a second to look at me. I didn’t want to imagine what my face looked like to her. “Next time, don’t even bother wearing shorts because I’ll simply tear them from your legs.” She grinned at me and stood up. Once she straightened her posture, she gripped my waist and pulled me to her.

“Ms. Moore—”

“Ember, to you, darling.” She softly stated and kissed me under my neck. Slowly, with passion. Unconsciously, I locked my legs around her waist and started to unbutton her shirt when, all of a sudden, her phone started to ring.

It didn’t matter that we wouldn’t continue further because I’d meet her again in two days. And I want to enjoy every lesson I get with her to the fullest until all the sadness in me is erased by her touch.

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After she was done with her call outside my room, she came back and buttoned her shirt back. That means we were done for today with kissing. What a shame.

I was sitting on the sofa, looking at my phone screen, acting like I was texting somebody. Ember sat down next to me, and we were quiet for some time. Once the tempting mood slightly vanished, I started to feel embarrassed.

I just kissed her, Jesus Christ.

I turned to her, ready to speak, when my tongue froze. She looked at me with a rose brow, and before I knew it, she shifted closer to me. My heartbeat was in my ears, ringing.

“I’m so sorry for how I attacked you and kissed you without your permission. It wasn’t my intention-”

Her finger landed on my lips before I could finish the sentence. She stared so intently into my eyes that I became hypnotized.

“Do you regret it?” She asked, and she cocked her head.

GOD NO! I wanted to scream, but I kept it to myself. I’ve never felt more turned on than I did right then. When her tongue licked me slowly-

No. I have to stop thinking about that. She must think of me as a weirdo for crying in her arms, and then kissing her.

“Answer.” She demanded.

“No, I don’t. Even the slightest,” I said in a lower voice.

She smirked and crossed her legs. She observed me like she was trying to read me but couldn’t. I’m a puzzle she tried to solve but couldn’t. I was her fascination.

“I told you, I can help you in some way.” She eyed my body like she wanted to take a taste again. “Use me then, Dove. Let me help you in a way; you’ll forget everything that’s troubling you. Be selfish, and tell me exactly what’s on your mind right now.” She smiled.

I felt my cheeks flush from all those naughty thoughts I had about her, but I wasn’t sorry for thinking about them. She, too, liked what she was doing to me.

I leisurely dragged myself across the sofa until my bare knee brushed against hers. She shut her eyes and chuckled. She turned her head to me, and her gaze dropped to my lips. I’m sure they were still red from how she devoured me.

“Do you have any idea what you’re signing up for, Miss Campbell?” She whispered, her eyes darkened, and her hand slipped to my waist.

I nodded slowly and whispered back, “I want you to do whatever you want with me. I want to cross the line and don’t think about the consequences.”

Her nose was inches from mine, and her breath hit my face. It smelled like mint.

“So, let me get this straight. You want me to cross every line and take you however I please?” She asked, piercing through my eyes.

“Yes,” I quickly replied.

“But,” She raised a finger. “Under one condition.”

I nodded and waited for the condition. My palms began to sweat, and my throat became dry.

“I’ll agree to this under the condition that you will still study with me all the materials I have prepared for you. Your mother’s money can’t go to waste, and I still need to figure out why your grades got so bad.” Ember said.

I drew away from her, and the reality smacked me hard. I liked to be in my little fantasy moment, to think someone wanted me, and my life was perfect. I guess that’s over for now.

Ember quickly caught my shoulder, and I was not able to move further. I gaped at her, and she laughed at my reaction.

“Stop laughing at me!” I pouted.

She gently grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers, and I just hoped she didn’t feel my sweat.

“If you were able to kiss me after knowing me for such a short amount of time, you are able to tell me what’s going on with you. Perhaps you should confide in me.” She said, and seriousness overtook her features as she waited for my answer.

Yeah, kissing someone is far easier than talking about my life , I thought.

I took a deep breath and decided to open up about my life and my family. I needed everything out of my head to have a clean slate.

“As you must’ve noticed, both of my parents have an amazing job, and we have an amazing house. So, I should feel incredibly good about my life. I’m in college, soon graduating, well after I fix my grades.” I laughed, and so did Ember.

“But, despite all these pros, there are cons that have nothing to do with our wealthiness. My parents ignore my mental health. They only care about my school, and why are my grades so bad. I even went to the doctor to be sure; I’m not making it up in my head. I’ve been experiencing this melancholy for quite some time.” I felt how the tears wanted to break free, but I stopped them in time. I couldn’t let her see my crying again. I looked too pathetic.

Ember wrapped her arms around my body, and I needed it more than anything else. Her fingers brushed through my hair, and it sent my goosebumps to life.

Her head rested on top of mine, and hearing her gentle tone of voice calmed me down. “It’s okay to feel that way, despite how rich your family is. Money doesn’t bring happiness, Dove. And I’m so sorry your parents don’t take your health seriously.”

I looked up to see her face, and she sweetly smiled at me. “So, what should I do for you to feel better?” Ember raised an eyebrow.

“Have a little fun, if you’re in for it,” I said, and I deeply stared into her eyes.

“First studying, then fun, darling.” She drew closer to me and kissed my cheek. Then she removed her arms from me and began tutoring me as if she hadn’t just kissed me.

I smiled to myself and focused all my attention on her words, not her chest. It was hard as hell to concentrate, but the reward was awaiting me, and the desire to have it now was pumping me to pay attention to every word that came out of her delicious lips.

I truly didn’t care that it was wild to agree to such a thing with a person who is tutoring me because I for once chose to be selfish and chose something I needed.

I had enough of this sorrow that completely took over my mind like a parasite. I gave it too much power, and it was time for me to take it back, even in this forbidden way.

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4

I woke up early in the noon. The rays of sunshine shone right into my face, and I groaned. I hid my face with a pillow and tried to fall asleep when two knocks at the door alarmed me. In a flash, I threw the pillow across my room and got up, throwing a robe around me.

I opened the door to find my mother standing in the doorway with a smile on her face. She handed me a delicious-looking breakfast and said, “I have to leave, sweetie, so please don’t forget about your tutor. Your father is gone as well. If you needed something—”

“I will call your assistant; I know Mom.” I faked a smile, as I was still annoyed that I woke up too early. It was Saturday, and no normal person would wake up sooner than two in the afternoon. Well, at least that’s how my sleep schedule is. If I don’t get my beauty sleep, I will truly look like a zombie.

“Sorry, I didn’t ask before, but how was Ms. Moore? Do you like her?” She asked, still standing in the doorway.

Of course, when was the last time you thought about me in other ways that weren’t connected to my studies or my social life ? That is, in fact, nonexistent.

“She teaches wonderfully,” I replied to her.

She only nodded and took a step back. “I’m glad to hear that, Dove. I’m sure she will help you improve your grades.”

“Yes, mom.” My smile slowly faded.

“See you in the evening.” She waved goodbye to me, and I reciprocated it.

I watched her as she walked down the stairs, and when I heard the door shut, I closed my door. I placed the tray of food on top of the table and sat down on the couch. I took a deep breath and began to enjoy my breakfast, savoring the warm aroma of freshly brewed coffee and the taste of the buttery croissant. It was the perfect start to my day.

But as I recalled what happened three days ago, I

had to calm my racing heart. I couldn’t help but think about her and the way she kissed and licked me. I wanted more of her. I knew that if I held back, I would regret it.

The last time, her phone interrupted us, but today, there will be no one and nothing to take away my pleasure. I want to cross the line. I crave her to the point of madness. And I don’t care how insane I sound. I always had to obey the rules that my parents set. When I had the chance to talk to some guy, I had to think about how my father would reject him. No one will ever be good for him until he’s a doctor or a businessman. When I wanted to go on a date with a girl I met in high school, I realized I couldn’t because my parents still didn’t know I was open to dating both genders.

My mother knows about it, and she’s fine with it, but I was still too scared to tell my father. He always wanted me to marry a rich man.

As I ate breakfast, my phone began to buzz. I picked it up from the table and saw Alice calling me.

“Hey, girl! How are we doing today?” Alice asked.

“Hey, Alice. I missed your voice. I’m doing fine; I just woke up too early.” I mumbled as I yawned.

“Yeah, you never wake up this early on Saturday. Is it because of Ember? Did you have nice dreams about her?” She laughed, and I rolled my eyes.

That day, she only focused on tutoring me, and we acted like nothing happened between us. Then she left home while I was losing my mind. That night, I called Alice and told her everything that had happened. Of course, I spared some details just for myself. She didn’t have to know everything.

“Your silence is an answer, Dove!” She shouted.

I sighed loudly. “ She will come today, and we will be completely alone for the time she stays here, which is like three hours,“ I told her and got up from the couch, nervously walking back and forth.

“Perfect! Do whatever your heart desires. In three hours, you can do a lot of stuff.” She teased me.

I began to laugh, and that swept away my stress. I needed to be confident.

After we ended our little chat, I cleaned the room and lit a new lavender candle. My room was a huge mess to clean, but after an hour and a half, I was finished.

I ordered a cheese pizza, which was like a reward after the cleaning. If my parents saw me eating this, I would be six feet under. Since all our staff had a vocation for a day, I never felt so scared to be in this house alone.

When two o’clock struck, I prepared for my tutor. I curled my chestnut-long hair into soft waves and put on light makeup. Then, I opened my large closet and threw half of the clothes on the floor. Nothing was good enough.

But then, I remembered the dress Alice gave me for my birthday last year that I had no chance to wear yet. I dug through all of the boxes in my closet until I found the pretty pink one. I grabbed it and placed it on the floor.

I opened the box and stared at those gorgeous white dresses with ruffle straps. They were cute summer dresses that I was totally in love with, and they were perfect for today’s situation. Maybe they were too much for tutoring, but I didn’t care. I wanted to feel pretty once in a while.

I dressed up and put on my golden jewelry. Before I could check the time, the doorbell rang. With panic, I sprayed my vanilla perfume all over my body, even to the places it shouldn’t go, and ran down the stairs.

Before I opened the door, I took a deep breath and slowly opened the front door. Ember greeted me with her sweet smile and green, piercing eyes.

She came inside, and I immediately greeted her, “Hey!”

“Hello, Miss Campbell.” Her eyes examined the hall, like she was expecting to see more people.

My smile slowly faded away, and I felt a pang in my heart. I thought that after what happened between us, she wouldn’t turn so cold to me. But I suppose she wants to keep this somehow professional.

I beckoned to the stairs, and she started to walk upstairs. I loved her outfit—so simple yet so stylish. White pants with a striped black shirt.

Once we came into my bedroom and I shut the door, Ember turned to me abruptly. I took a sharp breath and slammed myself against the door accidentally.

She had a simplistic silver necklace hung around her neck, with matching earrings. A black hair tie was attached to her wrist.

“Are we completely alone?” She asked softly.

I nodded multiple times and realized my confidence had vanished.

“Are you thirsty? I just made some lemonade.” I pointed to the jug on the table. I had no idea what kind of conversation I should go on with.

She bowed her head and chuckled. I could see her perfectly white teeth. She slipped her hands inside the pants pockets and took slow steps towards me until all the oxygen in my lungs disappeared.

“The only thing I’m thirsty for right now is you.” She said, staring at my lips. “And this dress—” She grabbed the hem of them. “Makes me want to do to you forbidden things.” She finally looked into my eyes through her eyebrows, and my heart was on the verge of bursting from its insane speed.

“I-I thought studying came first before fun…” I whispered because that was all I was capable of at that moment.

She unbuttoned the first four buttons on her shirt, and I could see her full cleavage. “Well, you were clearly wrong, darling.”

I swallowed hard and clenched the dress in my hands. I had no idea what I should do next. I stood there like a scared puppy with its tail curled inside.

She made a low, messy bun and took a step forward toward me, our noses almost touching. “Tell me you want whatever will happen next. I need to hear it from your mouth.” She said.

I stared into her green eyes and replied, “Yes, I want everything.”

“Then—” she said, slipping the right strap of my dress down.

With my shaky hand, I slipped the other strap down leisurely, but her hand caught my wrist.

“I will do it myself.” She chuckled in her lower tone and unclipped my bralette in a blink of an eye.

She leaned into my ear. “Bed.” She whispered.

I immediately darted in front of my powder pink queen-size bed. I don’t understand how I was able to walk such a distance without falling to my knees from the nervousness, but I managed.

She smirked at me before she unzipped my dress in the back and let it fall onto the fluffy carpet.

I had the urge to cover myself, as this was the first time someone had seen me this naked.

She observed my body up and down like I was some sculpture. Although I always liked my curves and thicker thighs.

After her careful observation, she slid the bralette that was barely hanging on my shoulders off. I wanted to move backward when my legs were stopped by my bed, so I abruptly sat down on top of it.

Ember crawled on top of me like a serpent, until my back was swallowed by the bed. Both of her hands were placed at the sides of my head.

She let out a long sigh after she stared at my breasts, and something within me broke. This painful, continuing feeling of lust spread in my veins.

She grabbed both of my wrists above my head and dipped her head into my chest. It took one lick of her tongue over my hard nipple, and I had to let out a soft moan.

“Don’t hide your voice from me, honey.” She said with breathiness and licked my other nipple.

My insides were on fire, and there was no way in hell something could stop it. I only wanted it to get worse. Until my whole being was ignited.

She released my wrists and focused on my face. She smiled at me and pressed her lips on mine. She tasted like strawberry, and I wanted to never stop kissing her flavored mouth.

It didn’t last long before she moved on to kiss my stomach, and I groaned at the pleasurable feeling that was blooming in my belly. The excitement was building gradually.

When her lips reached my lower stomach, I thought she would move back up, but no. Instead, she slid off my panties, spread my legs apart, and lifted my knees.

“What are you—”

Most people say that food or music are the most pleasurable things to experience and taste. Most of those people never had a tongue shoved in their pussy. I was one of those people just a second ago.

Her tongue roamed through my clit, with her lips kissing me. I couldn’t stop the aching feeling between my legs. My back slightly arched when her tongue hit the sweet spot. I thought she was eating me for hours, but it all lasted for a few minutes.

She gripped me below my thighs, and I started to insanely moan.

I never wanted it to stop. I needed more. I had to feel her deeper.

“I love the way you taste.” She whispered.

I was on the verge of bursting. I clutched the sheets in my hands as hard as I could. Tears rolled down my cheeks, and the excitement kept building.

Her tongue still explored me, and my body quivered and shook as I struggled to catch my breath. A frustrated noise escaped my mouth. She laughed between my legs, and my cheeks were burning with embarrassment.

I felt my body tense up as I felt myself about to reach my climax. I squeezed my eyes shut and let out a long, drawn-out moan of pleasure. My body shuddered with pleasure as my orgasm wash over me.

She finally released me, and I was breathing heavily. I slowly opened my eyes, and I saw her standing over me, a satisfied smile on her face. She had a triumphant look in her eyes. “Now you know how it feels to get pleasured by a woman.”

Then she cleaned me up and helped me get back into my dress. The only thing my mind could be focused on was her uncovered chest. I was only able to kiss her. Nothing more. I know I have no experience, but a part of me wanted to pleasure her too.

We lay on my bed, Ember lying sideways, playing with a strand of my hair. I was staring at the ceiling, replaying what happened a couple of minutes ago.

I finally spoke after a long silence. “You were my first.” I turned my face to meet hers.

“Your first woman?” She chuckled, curling the strand around her index finger.

I looked back at the ceiling. “No, this is my first time. I didn’t have—you know, sex before.” I confessed.

She let go of my hair and exclaimed, “Oh god, Dove. I thought you had that experience before. I was sure, though you’ve never been with a woman.”

I shyly smiled. I never wanted to ruin my first time by getting into bed with some random person because everyone else had done it. But I guess I fall into that category now.

“If I knew about it, I would’ve taken this more easy,” she said with concern in her tone.

I sat up, and so did she. When our eyes locked, I’d never been so sure in my life that I had made the right decision about my first time.

She was everything and beyond what I imagined.

I wanted to take her into my arms and touch her everywhere without any lines, but I was a coward.

“I wouldn’t mind if we continued…” I mumbled, staring at the floor.

She placed her hand on my thigh and leaned toward my face.

“Miss Campbell, let’s start with your math lesson now.” She whispered against my lips, and kisses me.

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This was so hard to write haha. I tried my very best! I’m very new to 18+ content. Hope you liked it <3

5

The spring break has started, and despite it only being March, the weather in this town has always been hell. Not even the Devil himself could handle this absurd heat.

Alice was calling me nonstop to keep up with current gossip. She said she missed me and our talks at two in the morning. Yes, we are both very messed-up people. I assured her that after spring break, I’d be coming back to the dorms.

Being at home felt like I was in prison. All I was doing these past two weeks was studying and nothing more. Alice was always there to annoy me with her text messages, and I highly appreciated it.

I begged my parents, especially my father, to go back to the dorms. He said my grades hadn’t improved yet, but he would give me a chance after the first exam. If I fail it, I won’t ever go back, and I’ll leave Alice completely alone. I told him that the tutoring lessons had already helped me and that I wouldn’t mess up my grades any further.

My father isn’t a man who gives second chances, so I knew I really had to study hard to prove myself to him.

I haven’t seen Ember since that day…

She couldn’t come because she had something important to attend to. Her text message said, “ I apologize, Ms. Campbell, for my upcoming absence, but I have something important to attend. I’m attaching two files from history and math, and when I come back next week, I shall give you a small test about it, if you studied it.“

I couldn’t stop wondering, what was that something important? But I knew nothing about her. I didn’t even know if she was only a tutor or a teacher, or how old she was. We got so lost in our lust that we had no time for intimate conversation.

Is she having a good time with everyone else that she’s tutoring, or is it just me? I thought and kept biting my nails. I do this when I’m nervous.

I splashed my hands against the water out of frustration. I hated the warm weather but loved swimming in our fifty-foot pool. I’m the one who’s using it the most since my parents are too busy to relax.

I’ve been inside the pool for God knows how long; I didn’t even bring my phone with me. I took a few laps and then laid down on the lounge chair next to the pool. I had the best view of our entry backyard. Everywhere my eyes went, there were planted flowers of all kinds. I had to appreciate the gardener’s skill.

I grabbed the book next to me and continued to read where I left off. A couple of minutes passed by when a shadow was cast on my book, and I didn’t understand where it came from since there were no clouds in the sky. I tilted my head back and almost got a heart attack.

“Is this how you’re studying the files I’ve sent you?” Ember stood with her hands inside the beige cargo shorts pockets behind me, staring into my eyes. She wore a simple white T-shirt, and her hair was styled in a low bun.

She snatched the book out of my hands and flipped it to the back. “What is this about? Romance?” She asked, and I jumped out of the chair and tried to take it back from her.

“Hmm, this is interesting, I must admit. Can I borrow it?” She smirked as she looked at me.

I stopped walking, put my hand on my hip, and glared at her. “Give it back, you thief!” I stretched my hand toward her.

She chuckled, and slowly placed it in my hand. As I gripped the book in my hand, I noticed how her eyes lingered up and down my body. I was wearing a red one-piece swimming suit, so my whole body was exposed.

I hid my breasts behind the book and felt the blood rush to my cheeks. “W-What are you doing here? We are supposed to have a lesson tomorrow, or am I wrong?” I asked with a slight tremor in my voice.

Her eyes finally connected to mine, and I was so happy about that because I couldn’t stand her eyes undressing me.

“I texted you if I could come today since we lost two lessons due to a personal matter, so when you didn’t text me back, I called your mother and asked her if I could come today. But as it seems—” She eyed me again. “I ruined your afternoon.”

I swallow hard, avoiding her eye contact. She looked around and took a step closer to me. I pushed the book against my breasts harder.

“I wonder what kind of scenes are in this book. Maybe we could reenact it together.” She whispered next to my ear.

I took a sharp breath and met her eyes. “I don’t think so, since you’re not a vampire like the woman in this book.” A huge smile plastered on my face.

She grasped my arm, and I flinched. Her touch was too fatal on me, and my parents were both home today. It’s not like I only want her to fuck me and then leave, but I can hardly suppress the urge to taste her lips. She looked too hot not to stare at her in a seductive way.

Her hand slid to my waist, and I gasped. “Don’t look at me this way, darling, or I’ll fuck you right on this chair.” She quietly said.

So do it.

“Ms. Moore.”

We both immediately pulled away from each other and tried to act like we weren’t just thinking about something naughty when my mother showed up in the backyard with a jug of orange juice.

“I see you found Dove. I brought you something to drink since it’s so hot. It would be better if you moved inside, though.” She looked at both of us.

But if I moved inside, I couldn’t have the time alone with Ember.

“Alright—”

“No! Uhm, I think we should rather stay outside. It will motivate me more to study since it’s so pretty here.” I cut Ember off and pointed to the flowers.

She stared at me with confusion, and a slight smirk carved into my face.

“If you wish so, I will leave you then to study, and if you need anything, just call for Livia.” I nodded, and she went back inside. Livia is our housekeeper, but we all take her as a good friend. She took care of me when I was born, and I adore her. She’s like a second mother to me.

Then, we moved to the sitting area that was placed just a few feet from the pool, with a black block cover that cast a cool shade on us. I sat down on the comfortable round couch, and so did Ember, right beside me. She could’ve taken a seat opposite me, but instead, she chose to be close to me.

I was a bit embarrassed because she was mostly covered, and I was just sitting there in a bikini. But I was glad I wasn’t wearing clothes because the heat was unbearable.

Ember pulled out of her satchel, her smaller laptop, and her notes. She handed the notes to me, and I already knew everything because she sent me those notes almost a week ago. Despite my head being in the clouds, I still studied hard.

“Alright,—” She clasped her hands. “Let’s start with history because I know you find it boring.” She looked at me with a grin. I rolled my eyes.

“Ask me anything, and I’ll answer it right, Ms. Moore.” I teased and leaned my body back.

She let out a long sigh and focused on her laptop. “When was the Yalta Conference?” She asked and then glanced at me, or more like my body.

I cleared my throat and answered confidently, “February 1945, before World War Two had ended.”

She gave me a nod of approval, and I proudly smiled. She stroked with another question. “Who went to the Yalta Conference?”

Easy . I replied instantly, “The Big Three. Roosevelt, Churchill, and Stalin.”

She turned her head at me with narrow eyes. “You have been really studying without me,” she said, then set the laptop on the table. “Want me to praise you?” She asked with a raised brow.

My eyes widened, and I had to straighten my posture. I started to play with my ponytail out of frustration and kept looking at the grass.

Her hand suddenly slipped on my knee. I snapped my head at her with warning eyes. My parents could’ve come outside any minute, or our staff. We were playing a dangerous game.

Ember leaned her body against mine. I felt my nipples harden just from her closeness. I needed her to touch me. I wanted her hand up my thigh. I’ve been waiting for her touch since last week, and I was losing my mind at her absence of warmth on my skin.

“Oh no, are you feeling well, Ms. Campbell?” Her hand moved higher up my thigh, and I arched my back. “Are you thirsty, perhaps?” Her fingers began to rub my thigh, and I had to suppress the urge to let out a moan. Yes, I’m thirsting for you.

She stretched her fingers wide on my thigh, and with the tip of them, she dragged a straight line to my knee. I wanted her to touch me between my legs, but then we wouldn’t talk at all, and she would go back home. I didn’t want that.

“Ember, how old are you?” I asked out of the blue when I composed myself.

She kept her hand on my thigh but focused her attention just on my face. She cocked her head and smirked. “Twenty-seven, why are you asking?”

“Just because—I wanted to get to know you better. Can’t I ask questions?” I folded my arms under my breasts. She glanced at them before focusing on my face again.

“Ask whatever you want to know, darling.” She said softly and placed her free hand on top of the couch.

I rearranged myself to sit comfortably and turned my body in her direction. “What is your favorite color?”

“Hmm, probably black.” She chuckled and squeezed my thigh. “What about yours?”

“Mine is purple and white. Next question!” I rested my hand on top of hers, and she didn’t seem to mind. “What made you like tutoring people?”

She looked into the sky for a second before answering. “I think most people are capable of learning about anything they want; they simply do not know how to study it. In highschool, I always wrote the best notes, and everyone wanted them since the way I simplified them made studying easier. That’s when I realized I should do this for a living. I like to help people study the right way so they’ll achieve their goals. To see the smile on their faces when they realize that now they can understand the thing they didn’t before, is the best reward.”

I stared into her eyes with adoration. She was perfect in every way I could’ve imagined.

“So, um, you tutor other people the same way as me?” I carefully asked.

Her eyebrows rose, and a smile slowly curled on her lips. “Are you jealous, Dove? Because I can assure you—” Her hand traveled to the back of my neck, and a shiver ran down my spine. “You’re the only one I’ve ever done this with. I actually stopped tutoring months ago, but your mother was so persistent since she specifically wanted me to tutor you. I couldn’t refuse her, and I was eager to see what kind of woman you are that needed my help.” She said.

“Really? You were curious about me?” I raised my brow.

She squeezed her eyes. “Yes, and I still am.” Her hand ran up and down my thigh.

Oh, god, I won’t be able to hold myself still if she doesn’t stop .

In small circles, her fingers moved, and I really wanted them between my legs. I shut my eyes and imagined them inside me with their circular movements. There was no way I could deny myself the tingling sensation my imagination created, but I wanted it to be real.

I was too lost in my imagination to notice her lips on my throat. Her soft lips gently traced a path along my throat, and it made all the hair on my arms rose. She ignited a fire in me.

My heart raced as her breath tickled my skin. I closed my eyes and savored the moment, feeling the warmth of her lips on my skin. I opened my eyes and looked into her deep green eyes, my heart pounding in my chest.

“It’s hard to focus when your skin is so exposed.” She quietly said. “If only you knew how much I crave to strip you and make you moan my name until you come.”

My heart raced like a wild horses. I swallowed the lump in my throat and focused on my shaky breaths to regulate my breathing.

I was falling dangerously deep for Ms. Moore.

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6

Alice wouldn’t stop asking me about Ember, so she suggested we meet up for a coffee at our favorite coffee shop that we always visit after classes to have a chat. I had to beg my parents to let me go, but since I was constantly studying, they said I deserved to go out for a bit.

I was really a prisoner.

The spring break was about to end, and while others were sad they’d have to return to college, I was beyond happy. I spent almost a whole month at home without ever going somewhere. My parents set it as a punishment, and I had to endure it, whether I wanted to or not.

Last week, Ember visited me three times, and she said it was the last time because she’s starting to work at school. We didn’t kiss; we didn’t touch; we only studied. It was a funny twist since our time by the pool, where she almost fucked me. Last week, it looked like we never crossed the line, like we were strangers. We never laughed or joked. We didn’t ask personal questions.

She was so cold to me that I almost cried when she left without saying anything more to me. That’s when I realized she was playing with me. She said she never had such a relationship with the people she tutored, but she was lying. She used me and threw me away like I was garbage. Nothing more.

My mother tried to convince her to continue tutoring me for one more month, but she said she couldn’t. And I was glad I didn’t have to see her face again.

Until today.

As we walked to the coffee shop and found seats, ahead of us sat Ember with a woman with dark, long curls and an amazing face, dressed in a red flower dress.

“Maybe we should go to a different coffee shop,” I whispered to Alice.

She raised an eyebrow at me. “Girl, why? We always go here, and they make the best coffee.”

I grabbed her arms and pulled her to me. “Ember is here,” I whispered urgently in her ear.

She gasped and immediately covered her mouth. “Now we definitely need to stay here.” She grabbed my arm and pushed me to sit, then she took the seat across from me.

I had the best view of Ember, and so did she. I hated it. I didn’t want to meet her or speak to her. I was still offended by her behavior toward me. She could’ve been a lot kinder to me. I gave her my body, and she simply took it without returning it. She never allowed me to touch her as she touched me.

I grabbed the coffee menu and hid my face behind it. I even heard her fucking voice. Could it get any worse?

Alice pushed down the coffee menu, and I met her judging brown eyes. “Don’t act like a child! The woman is six years older, so you have to act like you don’t care that you see her. Simply pretend she doesn’t exist.” She quietly said and looked through the menu.

I took a deep breath and focused solely on Alice and her pixie cut that was bleached from her brown hair to a white blond. She loves to change her hair a lot.

“I love your hair. It suits you.” I said and smiled.

“Thank you, Dove. You know I can’t stay with one hairstyle for too long.” She roamed through her short hair and laughed. “I feel so free. You should try it one day.”

I chuckled, just imagining myself with such a short length. I would cry for my long hair. I haven’t cut them since last year, and they do need a trim.

The waitress finally came to take our order, and as Alice ordered her favorite Americano and me my cinnamon coffee, Ember glanced our way. My heart stopped for a second. I had to take a very deep breath into my lungs.

Alice’s hand reached for mine and squeezed it. “Just act normal, Dove. You can’t look hurt.”

And she was right. Even though she was my first everything, I acted like we were a couple, which we were not. We were just having fun, and that’s about it.

So why does my heart pang when I see her talking to a different woman?

Minutes later, the waitress placed our coffees in front of us, and we simultaneously thanked her. Alice kept talking about the people in college, and that my classmate Andrew asked her about me. Which was strange since we talked only a few times. 

“And you won’t believe what name Lisa chose for her child.” She tried to suppress her laughter.

“Tell me!”

She blinked a few times as tears wanted to come to the surface. She was as red as a tomato as she giggled. “She will name her fucking Lasagna. Poor girl, her life is already ruined, and she’s not even born.” Alice cackled.

I burst out laughing, and my mood suddenly improved. Who would name that child like that? Some people take it too far.

As my constant laugh escaped my throat, I felt someone’s eyes on me. I didn’t want to shift my eyes to her, and found her staring at me. I would shatter into a million pieces, and my tears would fail me. I acted like a teenage girl, and I wished I could act normal near her. Like she never existed.

I sipped on my coffee and continued our conversation. I told Alice the great news of me coming back to the dorms when I will pass my exam, and she almost flipped the table. She took my hands in hers and yapped about how we would spend more time together. I dearly missed my friend, and I have no clue what I would do without her.

My phone beeped, and I quickly grabbed it to see who texted me. Alice went back to her coffee, being giddy, and my smile slowly faded to a thin line as I read the text message.

Ember: “Having a good time, Ms. Campbell?”

I glanced in her direction and went back to my phone display. I ignored her message and went back to chatting with Alice. However, a few minutes later, another message came.

Ember: “Don’t ignore me, darling.”

I swallowed hard and ignored it again. I didn’t look her way. I didn’t need to. I felt her intense stare across the room. I was slowly losing my mind, and even Alice couldn’t help me.

“Dove, are you okay?”

“Huh?” I was awaken from my thoughts.

“Dove, is something wrong?” I shook my head and nervously sipped on my coffee. I almost spilled it as my hand trembled.

Another message came. 

Ember: 

“Restroom. Now.”

My eyes widened, and when I looked at Ember, she was peering at me. Her date was preoccupied with staring at her laptop. I sighed silently and moved the chair.

“I’m going to the toilet. Will be right back.” I slightly smiled at Alice and hurried to the restroom.

As I walked through the door and stopped in the hall, the door shut loudly, and I was swayed and pinned against the wall. I felt my heart pound in my chest as I looked into the eyes of the woman who made me cry and is now standing in front of me. Her eyes darkened as she leaned in closer, her breath hot on my skin. I froze in shock, unable to move.

Her lips crashed against mine, and my body shuddered in response. I closed my eyes and let her have her way with me, unable to resist. She slowly ran her hands up the length of my body, sending a chill down my spine. I let out a gasp as she trailed her lips across my neck. My breathing quickened as I felt my body come alive. I melted into her. She devoured me like never before. It was an angry kiss, full of passion.

I felt myself getting lost in the moment, unable to control myself. I let out a moan as she slipped her hand between my legs, and I opened my eyes to find her staring at me with a mischievous glint in her eyes.

As she wanted to attach her lips to mine again, I pushed her away, shaking my head. I had to catch my breath before I spoke.

“Don’t do this to me, Ember. You were pretty clear about us last week. I was just a toy that you wanted to play with, and now you found a brand new one.” I stated, glaring at her.

Her hand then smashed the free space next to my head, and I flinched. I searched her eyes with anger. She kept her gaze fixated on the ground.

“No, Dove. That’s not true at all.” She said it sternly. “Just hear me out, and I will explain everything to you.” Her eyes rose to mine, and her hand caressed my cheek.

I yanked it away and moved away from her while staring at her. “No one offended me more than you last week when you acted like nothing happened between us. I will not be toyed with anymore, Ms. Moore. Thank you for your tutoring lessons, but I’m done.”

I spun and swung the door open. I marched towards our table and swiftly grabbed my purse. “Let’s go, Alice.”

Alice hasn’t said a word since she noticed Ember coming out of the restroom. I walked out of the coffee shop first and told Alice to pay for me. I went into my car, and tears broke down my cheeks.

Ember Moore ruined me completely.

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PART II

EMBER’S POV

I was left stunned as Dove shoved all these accusations down my throat. I wanted her to hear me out and explain why I acted so coldly towards her last week, but she didn’t give me a choice. She raced outside in a hurry because she didn’t want to hear me, and I was almost running after her when the woman she came with stopped me.

She wore a short jean skirt with a pink tank top, and her hair was cut to a blond buzz cut. Her peering, intimidating brown eyes had no effect on me. I’m much worse with my gaze.

“Let her be alone for now. She needs to cool down. But I swear to God, if you only played with her, I’ll fight with you.” She seethed and turned on her hill outside.

Megan immediately ran to me, asking what happened, but I was too furious to even utter a word. I hate it when someone tells me what to do.

After a few minutes, I paid for the coffee, and we headed to the parking lot. I began to drive to the college campus when Megan started to talk.

“Who was that girl?”

I gripped the steering wheel tighter and glanced at her. I had no mood for chit-chats, let alone talking about Dove.

“Gosh, Ember, talk to me. How long do we know each other?” She demanded an answer.

I sighed and reluctantly replied, “Ten years.”

“Exactly, so why are you now trying to keep that girl a secret from me?”

I honked at the car before me and heard how Megan sighed. I’m not the type of person who can easily open up to people, but Megan has been there for me since we were seventeen. She knows me too well for my liking.

“Spill it out, Moore. I know you want to.” She nudged my shoulder, and my lips turned into a thin line. She does this every time I’m driving.

“Alright, alright, but can you stop touching me? I don’t want to cause an accident.” I turned to her with a fake smile and quickly dropped it.

We came to a traffic light, and while I waited for it to turn green, I thought about the best way to admit to my friend that I had something with my student. All the emotions flooded through me, and I had no clue if what I did was wrong.

“I agreed to my last tutoring session and met this woman, whom I found so interesting for the first time that my eyes landed on her. I never felt attracted to one of my students, and I never thought I would, especially since it was my last tutoring.” I said, and the light turned green. I stepped on the accelerator and turned left.

“Did something happen between you two?” Megan asked.

I cleared my throat and said, “Yes, something happened between us, and I fucked it up entirely.” I confessed.

“Then tell me what happened. How did you fucked it up?”

“Well, a week ago, we met for the last three times, and I really wanted to continue to get to know each other, but right before our last meeting, I did some research on my future students and realized Dove would be one of them.” I rubbed my forehead.

The week before that, I had to attend interviews about the free position as a history professor. I was happy; I finally found a good job, and I could once and for all stop tutoring and be a real professor.

But when I did a quick search about my class and saw Dove’s name, I shattered. I slept with my future student, and that could ruin me if someone found out about it. That’s why I was so distant with Dove last week. I haven’t known her for too long to know who she will tell. We slept together, and I know it’s my fault because of my unprofessionalism, but I truly couldn’t resist her.

Megan’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts.

“Oh, Ember, that’s a very serious matter. What will happen when she finds out that you’re her new professor, and because she’s mad at you now, she will take her revenge on you?” Megan worried.

I parked in the free space in the campus parking lot and took a deep breath. My career could be ruined, but she was worth the taste.

I shook my head and recalled how angry she was with me. She won’t let me touch her again, and her presence will eat me alive if I don’t do something about it.

“Megan, I’m aware of that, but Dove isn’t such a person. I will talk to her after our first lecture since she doesn’t want to hear me out now.” I said.

“You know, when you said something happened between you two, I was surprised. Isn’t this your second relationship?” Megan suddenly changed the topic.

And she was right. I only dated one girl back in college, but we weren’t together for too long. She moved away after we graduated, and we went on different paths.

After that, I was scared to be with someone else. The fear of losing the one you love is my greatest fear. So, I stayed single and focused on my career. And everything has gone well so far until now.

“I was surprised myself, Megan. I never had the desire to truly date someone. I went on a few dates, you know that, but I never felt such a strong connection or attraction.” I said, staring into nowhere.

“So, what’re you going to do now? Let her go, or try to be with her, even though next week she’s going to be your student.” Megan asked, and I turned my gaze at her.

Her brow was arched, and a mischievous smirk appeared on her face.

I rolled my eyes and gently smacked her against the shoulder.

“Aren’t I too old for her? I’m turning twenty-eight in a few months.” I said quietly, just thinking about my age. I don’t feel old, but for some people, I am.

“Ember!” Megan smacked me so hard that I hit the steering wheel. “I’m twenty-nine. Are you saying I’m old?” Her eyebrows hit her hairline, and I began to laugh.

“Of course not. You haven’t looked better than now.” I grinned at her and opened the door.

When we both came out of the car and I locked it, we parted ways. Megan began to work at the same college as me, so we had more time to meet up for coffee.

I moved to live near the campus, as it only took me five minutes to get there. The closer the work, the better.

I unlocked the door to my apartment and hopped right into the shower. I was all sweaty and hot. I hated warm seasons; I mostly preferred wearing hoodies or sweatshirts, but I can’t wear that in this hot weather, can I?

As the cold water ran down my body, I deeply thought about Megan’s words.

“So, what’re you going to do now? Let her go, or try to be with her, even though next week she’s going to be your student.”

I know what she was trying to hint at, but she didn’t say it out loud. That I shouldn’t continue with this relationship.

But the thing is, my thirst and desire for Dove only intensified, and I had no plan of letting her go so easily, especially after I saw her laugh with someone else. Someone who wasn’t me.

I need to taste her again, to feel her nipples against my lips, to feel her quiver under my touch.

I smashed my hands against the wall tiles and took a deep breath. The image of her naked body kept replaying in my head, and I got turned on.

The sooner I talk to her, the sooner I will have her again.

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I’ve never put more concealer under my eyes, but it was needed. I looked truly horrible; even our staff stared weirdly at me.

The spring break was over, and school began.

Two weeks ago, I’d jump all day from happiness to meet Alice and be somewhere else rather than home, but because of Ember, my mood was dreadful.

After our encounter at the coffee shop, I had an hour of crying lesson with Alice in my car. She tried to cheer me up and say that everything would be sorted out, but I wasn’t hopeful at all.

At night, I began to worry if the woman she drank coffee with was my temporary replacement, as she doesn’t stay with one person for too long.

I was so enraged. I wanted to smack someone in the face and break some of their bones.

I began to have a better mood, my days were brighter, and I finally studied. But now? I don’t even want to return to school.

However, I promised Alice I’d return to the dorms, when I fix my grades in history and math, I’ll be back as her roommate.

I stared at myself in the mirror, finishing the last steps of my make-up routine. I straightened my long hair and styled it into a half-updo with a couple of free strands framing my face.

I chose a pleated aquamarine skirt with a v-neck-shaped tank top in powder white and sandals. Lastly, I grabbed my bag with my laptop and car keys and headed to the college.

The drive there took me about twenty minutes, and thankfully I was still able to find a free spot for parking. By this time, the parking lot is usually full.

I locked my car and made my way to the school campus, where I waited for Alice. Numerous people passed by me, all with smiles on their faces, or just my head wanted me to believe so, that my life was worse than theirs, but I know some people have nothing to eat, and I’m depressed because of an Ember.

I sighed frustratedly, and then Alice showed up, waving at me.

“Good morning! Rise and shine! I have some good news to deliver.” Alice exclaimed, and I was in awe of her good mood.

I wished I could feel like her.

“Good morning, Alice. What happened?” I asked, and together we walked inside the school building.

“I heard a rumor that our old history professor got replaced by someone young and new. Nobody knows who it is, but I guess we’re about to find out.” She explained.

Mr. Myers was really a horrible professor. His classes were the most boring ones, and if you didn’t remember when exactly all the people who are no longer alive took a piss, you failed. That’s what happened to me, unfortunately.

As we walked inside the hallway, I immediately recognized the icy-blond hair and that incredible figure.

I grabbed Alice by her arm and tugged her to me.

“We have to wait a bit.” I quietly said.

Alice arched an eyebrow and glanced behind her shoulder. “Oh god, what is she doing here?”

That’s a very good question , I thought.

“I have no idea, but I really don’t want to pass by her.” History was our first class, and I truly didn’t want to be late when I was failing that class, but I didn’t want her to see me.

Alice rubbed her chin as she was lost in thoughts, and the time was ticking. Then she readjusted her bucket hat and suddenly froze.

“I have an idea!” She exclaimed loudly, and I had to shush her.

“Well, then spill it, or we will be late!” I whisper-shout.

Alice smirked at me, took her hat off, and placed it on my head.

“She won’t recognize you with this thing on, and—I’ll hide you. Let’s go!”

The next second, I was dragged behind her, telling her she would in fact recognize me because of my hair, but she insisted she wouldn’t. And to my surprise, she was right. We swiftly passed by her in the hall as she was talking to that woman from the coffee shop. We slipped inside the lecture hall and found the last free seats. I kept the hat on for some reason and pulled out my laptop from my bag.

“Now we will finally see the hottie, who everyone was talking about,” Alice murmured.

I chuckled and shook my head. We never had a hot professor at our college, so I doubt this one will be different. Alice always wanted to date a professor. She said no one could turn her more than an older man in suits, teaching.

The smile I had on my face washed off my face in the split second when the professor’s office shut, and that attractive, tall woman, who I didn’t want to see, appeared on the podium.

Before I could draw a breath, her gaze found me immediately.

EMBER’S POV

I woke up earlier than I’m used to, and it was not because I would be late to my first class, but because I was so anxious to meet Dove. At night, I prepared a whole ass speech about my feelings and why I was so harsh to her. I barely slept, but I wasn’t tired. Those three cups of coffee truly helped me stay alive.

It felt like an eternity since the last time I was interested in someone, and with Dove, it felt like electricity wired through us, like we were meant to meet.

The first day we met, when she wrapped herself around me, I just knew the feeling too well. She must have cried after a very long time, and I was the only one who could comfort her without any judgment. A total stranger.

“Earth to Ember!” Megan’s hands waved in front of my face.

I blinked a few times, realizing I was standing in the middle of a school hall, and I had no idea how I got there.

“Oh, sorry. I didn’t see you.” I smiled and exhaled.

“How are we feeling? Excited for your first class?” Megan’s wide smile made me smile even more. I totally forgot that I’d teach in a couple of minutes. I was so focused on Dove, I really could’ve been late to my first class.

I cleared my throat and adjusted my light blue shirt. “A little bit nervous, but mostly thrilled,” I said.

Megan touched my shoulder and proudly looked at me as if I were her daughter. “Do your best, Ember. Good luck.”

We parted ways, and I hurried to my office. I grabbed all the necessities I needed for the class, and then I hurried back to the second floor. Thanks to my constant workout, I had no problem with all of those stairs to the second floor.

I took a deep breath and walked inside the lecture hall confidently. I felt everyone’s eyes on me, but I ignored it and focused on the table in front of me. I slowly walked to it and laid down my things.

I turned to all the students and cleared my throat. “Good morning, everyone. Some of you may be aware that your old history professor resigned due to personal reasons, and from now on, I will teach this class. I’m Ms. Moore, and I hope we will all get along well.”

My eyes slowly examined all the students, but I was searching only for one student in particular. When my gaze stopped at her and I noticed a boy talking to her, my jaw twitched.

I know we weren’t dating, but I still couldn’t stand that her eyes were set on someone else when I was in the room talking. Her attention should be solely on me.

“Excuse me, the girl in the bucket hat,” I said louder, and everyone’s head snapped to Dove.

At first, she didn’t want to look at me, but then her eyes slowly lifted to my face. Despite us being so far apart from each other, I sensed the wired tension between us.

I folded my arms under my chest. “Am I interrupting you two in your little chit-chat?” My eyebrows rose.

The guy cleared his throat. “No, of course not. We apologize, Professor.”

Dove quickly looked away when I stared at her, and I huffed. She cannot be serious right now .

I focused my attention back on the students, as I didn’t want to raise any suspicions about my sudden interest in her. We immediately started with a new topic, and I began to teach. But my head was in the clouds the entire time.

Every time my eyes darted in her direction, my blood began to boil. The guy was sitting too close to her. She didn’t look uncomfortable, but she also didn’t look pleased.

All I wanted to do was run up those stairs and take her away from him. I sound so unprofessional and so childish to be so overprotective, even though we only had a bit of fun. It started as fun, but she was stuck in my mind for weeks, and I wished for nothing more than to be near her again. To feel her. To claim her.

I want more than fun. I want to call her mine. I want her to call me her girlfriend, and vice versa. But I just got my dream job, and if something goes wrong, my life is over. They could call me all kinds of names, and I could not withstand it if that happened.

I gave every part of me to get myself into this position. They could’ve taken someone more experienced, but they chose me, and I only have one chance to prove to them that I’m right for this position.

My gaze every now and then during the lecture was searching her amongst the students. I was wondering what was going through her mind when our eyes met. Did she hate me because I began to teach at her school? Or is she rather glad to see me again?

“For the next lecture, we will go through some of the important topics one more time, and I will ask you about your opinion about them. So please, look through your notes.” I said. “You’re dismissed.”

I watched with my arms folded as Dove started to pack her stuff, and the guy kept talking to her. Her friend said something to him, and when he didn’t want to listen, she dragged him away by his arm. I like her friend. She just got rid of him when I was about to step in.

“Ms. Campbell, you stay,” I said louder, and cleared my throat.

She stopped in her steps and only bowed her head down. Then she slowly walked down the stairs to the podium. In the meantime, I turned off the projector and took off my eyeglasses.

We had free lecture hall for the next hour, and I was about to make sure she would hear out my every word in that time, even if I had to chain her up.

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Andrew wouldn’t stop talking to me. There was one free seat next to me, and when Andrew saw us take seats, he moved to sit next to me. We never talked a lot, and truthfully, I had no desire to be his sudden college friend. So, when he suddenly showed his interest in me and asked about me, I began to question his true goals.

Even Alice didn’t like him. She often says that there’s something off about him. But I never paid too much attention to him.

When the lecture ended and I packed my stuff, Alice dragged Andrew away from me, telling him that she had something to say to him. I wasn’t sure why she did that, but Ember’s voice resonated throughout the lecture hall, and I had to stop my legs from moving.

“Ms. Campbell, you stay,” Ember said.

I sighed, and I slowly walked down the stairs. Ember returned to her desk, and I observed her ass and thighs. She looked like a true goddess . Her blue shirt complimented her skin and hair, and I never saw her wear a better color.

I stopped before the desk because I wanted to keep a distance between us. When she spun to me, she eyed my figure like she always does, and I never hated it until now. She then leaned against the edge of the desk and folded her arms under her chest.

As quickly as her eyes found mine, I focused my gaze rather on the ground. She chuckled in a taunting way, and I immediately frowned at her.

“Was that guy your boyfriend?” She asked in a low, irritated tone.

“No, I barely know him.” I quickly responded and sighed. “Was this the reason you called me here? Because if that’s all, I have to leave for my second class.”

Ember’s hand slammed the table, and it startled me.

“You won’t leave this room until you hear everything I have to say, Dove.” Her eyes narrowed.

I swallowed hard and nodded. I moved closer to her, but not too close. When I studied her face, she looked so in pain. And I didn’t understand how she could be when she dumped me out of nowhere, not the other way around.

Mother is still asking whether we had a disagreement or something, and I constantly tell her that we didn’t. When she asked about her, it was difficult for me not to cry.

“You’re making untrue assumptions about me. If you’d listened to me last week, you would know why I was acting this way toward you.” She said.

My eyebrow rose. “Go on, then, explain it to me.” I folded my arms.

She took a deep breath and started speaking. “I know that the way I behaved toward you last week was unacceptable. I was definitely too harsh, and I gave you no explanation for my behavior. But when I learned that the job I had been seeking since the day I ended college was given to me and you were going to be one of my students, I simply panicked.”

Ember leaned off the table and headed towards me. “I got scared that if someone was about to find out what kind of relationship we two had, I would be fired, and no one would ever hire me again as a professor.” Her hands slipped inside her pants pockets, as she stopped two meters from me.

I knew this was her biggest dream. She always loved to help people, and now she wanted to be something more than just a tutor. Had a real career.

I hugged myself and turned my eyes away. “You could’ve explained this to me last week instead of telling me nothing at all,” I whispered, and a tear rolled down my cheek.

As I glanced at her a lopsided smile appeared on her face, and her hand reached for my falling tear. “Oh, Dove, I’m so incredibly sorry I made you feel like some toy to me. I know we agreed to have fun, but I never treated you like a prostitute or anything close to that. I actually began to like you the more time we spent together, and I really wanted to get to know you better. I’m such a fool.”

Ember pulled me against her chest, and her arms wrapped around my body. I was trapped in her embrace. It felt too incredibly good to be in her arms again.

Her chin was positioned on top of my head. “Will you forgive me, please? I don’t know what I would do if you said no.” Ember’s voice lowered, and the tone of her voice calmed me.

I hugged her tighter and inhaled her masculine lavender perfume. She always smelled amazing.

“Hmm, I should think about it first.” I joked.

“Hey! Don’t say that. I need to know it now, or I’ll go crazy.” Ember said, pushing me away to have a better look at me.

My gaze dropped to her lips, and a tingling feeling bloomed in my stomach. I truly missed her.

“Kiss me, and maybe I’ll change my mind.” I winked at her.

She shook her head and smashed her lips against mine. Her right hand supported the back of my head, and her left hand held my waist.

Her tongue entered my mouth, and our tongues collided. Her hand traveled from my waist under my skirt. She squeezed my butt, and I let out a soft gasp.

“Someone might see us,” I replied, panting.

“I want you right now, Dove.” She spoke against my lips and connected our mouths again. She was so rough with my mouth, I had to jump onto her hips, and she moved us to her desk. When my ass dropped on top of the desk, her hand pushed up the shirt I had on. Then she released my breast from my bra and gently licked it.

I couldn’t suppress the loud moan that echoed in the room. Her tongue felt too good against my nipple.

“You know what?” I said, breathing heavily.

“Hmm?” She kissed my neck.

“It’s kind of a turn-on doing this with you here, professor,” I smirked at her when her eyes met mine.

She laughed and placed her hand on my thigh. “Hope you’ll be turned on by what I’m about to do next to you.” She whispered and kissed me under my jaw.

Her hand leisurely moved higher up my thigh until she reached the end. After she gently squeezed it, her soft fingers snaked through my panties. When her fingers found my wet pussy, I couldn’t help but shiver. My body was in urgent need of her.

“Oh, darling. You’re so tight.” Ember softly said against my ear, and my walls clenched around her fingers.

I was breathing rapidly, trying to savor every second of her touching me. Exploring me with her delicate fingers.

I moved my hands behind me to have better support over my body, as I was in no state to be stable.

“Oh god, Ember. Go faster.” I moaned, and her fingers immediately moved faster and harsher in me.

When my eyes shifted to her face, my heart skipped a beat. I’ve never seen her more aroused and flushed. I’ve never wanted to taste her more then now.

“Please, Ember.” My head tilted backward, and I felt myself reach my climax. Her fingers never slowed down between my legs. They were so needy of my pussy.

I widened my legs and let her finger me until I came.

Ember’s eyes focused on mine revealed breasts and a soft moan escaped her mouth. When my ears heard that, I was sent to the heavens, and I immediately came on her fingers.

My body quivered, especially my legs. My whole being was on the verge of destruction. And it was only caused by her touch.

Ember slipped her fingers out of me, and I instantly missed their warmth.

Then her darkened eyes locked to mine, and her hand moved to her mouth until her tongue could reach her fingers covered in my come.

Oh. God.

I so badly needed her tongue between my legs again.

“Ember,” I whispered, staring at her.

It took her a while before she stopped being in some sort of trance. She quickly grabbed some wet wipes from her satchel and cleaned me up. But with her slow movements over my clit, I began to lose it again, so I grabbed her wrist and finished it myself.

She took steps back, her face still as red as a tomato. Then she walked around the desk and sat down on the chair. When I saw how flustered she was, I hopped down from the desk and headed toward her.

“Please, don’t let me touch you again, or I won’t be able to stop myself.” She said, staring at the wooden floor, with her face buried in her hands.

I ignored her begging and got closer to her. The few loose strands around her face, I tucked behind her ear, which apparently was sensitive because she immediately drew away.

“I know how ridiculous I look right now. Don’t laugh at me. I just cannot strain myself away from you.” She said in a husky voice.

I smiled and crashed down into her lap, which took her by a great surprise. Her eyes widened, and my laughter filled the air.

She tried so hard to not appear shy and be the tough Ember I met for the first time. But all of us have that sweet, shy spot hidden inside of us.

“Does it—does it mean you forgave me?” She raised an eyebrow as she looked into my eyes.

My smile turned into a thin line. I smashed my lips against her, tasting her like never before. I gently bit on her lower lip and drew away.

I gently caressed her cheek. “Have a great day, Ms. Moore,” I said, and I abruptly got up from her lap. In a hurry, I left the podium and heard Ember calling for me to give her an answer, but I thought it’d be too easy.

I despise when people forgive others without making an effort to make up for their mistakes. She should make up for my pointlessly fallen tears and puffy eyes.

If she’d really want me to forgive her, she’d do anything under the sun.

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I’ve been studying for several hours now. My eyes hurt from the unstoppable closure. I can barely feel my body since it has tensed from sitting in the chair all afternoon. My history exam is tomorrow, and I have been preparing for it. Even if Ember is my professor and may let me pass if I mess up, I don’t want to pass in such an unfair way. I want to make myself proud, not my parents.

I never liked history, but the prospect of making myself and Ember proud changed my perspective on the subject. There were numerous interesting pieces of information that piqued my curiosity after several hours of reading. Or was it because Ember taught me about it? In any case, I don’t want to screw this up.

It was early afternoon, and a knock on my bedroom door startled me.

“Come in!” I yelled and closed my laptop.

Livia, our housekeeper, opened the door, holding a bucket of white roses. I immediately got off the bed to take a closer look at them.

“These are for you, Dove. However, there was no note left. You must have a secret admirer.” She giggled and handed me the roses.

I brought them closer to my face to smell them. They looked so beautiful and smelled like heaven. I didn’t need a note to know who sent them.

“Thank you, Livia,” I said to her.

She smiled and asked, “Should I bring a vase for them?”

“Oh yes! What would I do without you? If you hadn’t mentioned the vase, they’d probably have died the next day.” I slapped my forehead, and Livia merely laughed.

“It’s okay, my dear. That’s why I’m here.” Livia then left downstairs to fetch the vase. Meanwhile, I couldn’t stop staring at the roses. They were snow-white.

I know the reason behind the roses. She only sent them because I didn’t say the word ‘forgive’ to her. Because I want her to fight for me. To earn me.

I know better than to settle for anyone unworthy. I’m not like my mother, who married someone she had no feelings for just because he had money.

I want to be wanted and desired.

Roses are a very nice gesture, but I need more from her than just that. I don’t want to be merely a fling to her.

Suddenly, the heavy drops of rain that splashed against the window tore my whole attention toward it. I walked to the open window to close it, and once I did, I noticed someone standing in the middle of the road without an umbrella.

They stared at my window with their arms folded, wearing a black hoodie and dark jeans. It took me a while to recognize who the crazy person was. It was right when she lifted her head, and I noticed the white-blond hair.

My buzzing phone chimed in, and I quickly picked it up as I saw Ember’s name on the display.

“How did you like the roses?” She asked, and rain was heard in the background.

I stared at her without blinking.

“You prefer them in a different color?” She asked again but with a hesitant voice.

I swallowed hard and gripped the phone tighter in my hand. “They are—perfect,” I answered softly.

She chuckled, and it tickled my ear. “I’m so happy to hear that. See you then tomorrow—”

“Ember!” I exclaimed.

“Yes, darling?”

“See you soon,” I murmured.

A smile formed on her face, and then she hung up. We stared at each other like crazy people for a couple of minutes. Ember then tucked her hands in her pockets and slowly walked away. I stopped watching her after she was no longer in my sight.

“Sorry it took so long, but I couldn’t find a single vase in this house. Thankfully, we had one hidden in the kitchen cabinet.” Livia’s voice made me snap my head at her.

“Oh, dear, did I startle you?” She asked, and I shook my head. I took a slow breath in, and that made my heartbeat calm down.

Livia placed the roses inside the vase, and I couldn’t stop worrying about Ember being out there in such heavy rain.

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When I walked inside the lecture hall, Alice was already sitting in her seat, waving at me. We sat closer to the podium this time, and I didn’t know if I liked or disliked it. I’d be closer to Ember, but at the same time, I wouldn’t be able to focus because her presence up close is so lethal.

I quickly hurried to the seat next to Alice, and I was glad to see Andrew wasn’t near me but on the opposite side of the room. Alice must’ve said something nasty to him, but I don’t bring it out anymore.

As Ember walked inside to her desk, I noticed how flushed her cheeks were and how unwell she looked. She must’ve gotten sick because of yesterday. However, she can’t stay home. She only started to work here, so I doubt she has vocations allowed.

Her eyes looked red even from afar, and her posture wasn’t straight but slightly bent because she held her weight against the table as she stood.

I watched her with a pain in my chest. I couldn’t take it, as she looked too exhausted to be here. The good news was that she didn’t have to teach because an exam was awaiting us.

“Good morning, everyone. As you all know, today you’re writing an exam for which you have two hours. I hope you all studied and are well prepared for it.” Ember said and then coughed. My eyebrows furrowed, and I badly wanted to tell her to leave and take good care of herself.

Once the exam started, I pushed the worried thoughts about Ember aside and focused all my attention on the questions. I couldn’t fail. I have to succeed.

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The exam was surprisingly easy, or I just fucked it up completely. After the exam was over, Ember quickly left the lecture hall, and I couldn’t find her afterward. With Alice, we moved to her next class and talked, and I filled her in of what happened yesterday.

“You should definitely call her when you get home. She looked like a zombie.” Alice said, and I rolled my eyes.

“Thanks for your kind words. Now I’m not anxious about it at all.” I scoffed, and Alice laughed at me.

“But seriously, she sent you roses and waited for your reaction to them in a pouring rain, just to see if you liked them. That woman is something else.” Alice pointed it out.

Yeah, Ember is ‘something else’ in different matters as well. I sighed and rubbed my temples. Why are relationships so hard to manage?

Alice slapped her forehead. “By the way, I forgot to tell you that the chick Ember was talking to before is actually teaching here, and even me! I have the next lecture with her.”

“What? I had no idea she’s teaching here.” My eyebrows furrowed.

It never clicked in my head that maybe the reason why Ember was with her at the coffee shop was because they were discussing school-related stuff.

“That’s because she is also new here. It seems that the two of them are friends.” She assumed.

I grabbed her by her arm and tugged her closer. “I need to speak with her, Alice. Like right now.”

“You get scary real quick,” Alice whispered, and I quietly laughed.

Together we headed inside the lecture hall, and when I saw Ms. Clark, I realized I’m not even a bit close to her beauty. She looked so elegant, and put together, while I looked like a total mess, dressed in basic jeans, and white T-shirt. I should’ve dressed differently. But i guess that’s the life of a college student.

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I hurried out of the school, quickly waiting for the cars to pass at the crosswalk just to get to the other side of the street.

Alice helped me talk to Ms. Clark before the lesson started, and I was taken aback by her kindness.

“I apologize for my rudeness. I know you have a class now, and I shouldn’t be taking your time, but it is about Ms. Moore.” I whispered her name so no one would hear it in the hall.

“It’s totally okay. You don’t need to apologize, and I know who you are.” Ms. Clark smirked at me. “My dear friend told me about you. You managed to turn her head into chaos, and she’s one of the only people I know who doesn’t get so easily off her track.

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I cleared my throat and felt the blood rushing to my cheeks. “Oh, I had no idea she told you about me.”

She whispered, “Oh, she did. She never talked about anyone the way she did about you. She truly likes you, and I thought she would end up alone for the rest of her life.” She giggled.

“I’ll be happy to help you.” Ms. Clark added.

I looked around to see that no one was listening to our conversation. “I have to talk to her, but in person, and I have no idea where she lives, so I was wondering if you could tell me her address,” I asked, hesitant.

She simply smiled at me and revealed to me that Ember lives right across the college, on the first floor of flat 213. I thanked her at least a million times, and before I left, she gently squeezed my shoulder.

“I have to thank you. I’ve never seen Ember so happy. Full of life. Before, she was so alone, and every time I set up a date for her, it never worked out. But you…you’re perfect for her.” She smiled at me, and I did as well.

“You’re too kind to me. Ember doesn’t seem to know this, but she saved me. So, hearing this makes my heart full. Thank you again.” I said.

I walked down the street to her place. I showed up in front of her door and waited until my pulse calmed down to knock at the door.

I was ready for her to slam the door right in front of my face or curse at me. Anything but her yearning eyes as they landed on mine when she opened the door swiftly. She must have seen me because of the peephole.

“Dove…what-what are you doing here?” She asked, and her brows drew together. My eyes dropped to her outfit, and she was wearing a simple, oversized white T-shirt and gray sweatpants. She had no bra underneath it, so I perfectly saw her hardened nipples.

I took a deep breath and barged through the door, shutting them after. I quickly took steps into the living room and stopped in the middle of the room. I could feel Ember’s eyes stabbing into my back, but I chose not to face her.

“Do you have a fever? Did you take some medication?” I asked.

“Why are you—”

“Ember, I know you’re sick, and it’s only my fault,” I said and turned around.

Her cheeks were red like a tomato, and sweat dripped off her forehead. She looked extremely exhausted and weary.

I immediately hurried to her and grabbed her by the wrist.

“Where is your bedroom?” My eyebrow arched.

She blinked multiple times and stammered, “That way.” She pointed to the door to the right.

I dragged her to her room and laid her down on the bed. Her bedroom was pretty simple. White walls, minimalistic dark wood furniture, and a bed in the corner of it.

I tossed my bag to the floor and tucked the comforter around her body.

“Stay here. Don’t try to go anywhere, or you’ll face the consequences.” I pointed at her with my index finger. She, with her scared eyes, only nodded, and I headed to the kitchen.

When I opened the fridge, I didn’t find many groceries in there. But I still could’ve made something of it to eat.

I searched through the kitchen cabinets to find some tea, and luckily I found it right away. As I walked with the tea into the bedroom, Ember was sitting on the edge of it. I frowned, and quickly placed it on the nightstand.

“Why did you move?” Do you want to get worse?“ I shouted at her.

“I’m not that sick. I can take care of myself just fine.” Ember argued.

I huffed and turned on my heel back to the kitchen. With rage, I prepared the cooked pasta for the plate. When warm hands locked around my stomach, I sucked a breath, steadying my hand with the plate so it wouldn’t fall off.

“What are you doing? You scared me to death!” I was panting.

Her hands sneaked under my T-shirt, and their soft movements tickled me. But I couldn’t ignore how hot they felt. She was burning, and there was no time to think about naughty things. I put the plate back on the counter.

I spun and forgot about our height difference. She was towering over me, peering at me with no facial expression.

“Let’s get you back into bed. Don’t forget you have a high fever.” I grabbed her arms to remove them from my waist, but she just wouldn’t let me go.

I sighed loudly, turned around, and went back to the pasta. She held onto me like a tick. While I prepared her food, she explored my skin. With each gentle movement, a jolt of pulsing pleasure wired through my body.

“Ember!” I said louder and turned around. “Your fingers are too distracting when I’m preparing a meal for you. Please, just go back to bed.”

After a few seconds, Ember removed her hands from my waist and strolled to the bedroom. When I brought her the pasta, she was leaning against the wall as she sat on the bed. Ember looked at the pasta and then at me. Then she leaned off the wall and moved closer to me.

“Feed me.” She softly said and smirked at me.

I rolled my eyes and brought the pasta to her mouth. It took her five minutes to eat it all, and after that, she closed her eyes. I helped her lay down and tucked her in with the comforter.

I stared at her messy hair and beautifully structured face and thought, How lucky I am to be in her presence. To breathe the same air as her. She was even more attractive dressed like this.

I quietly crawled behind her and placed my arm under her chest. I nuzzled my face into her neck and breathed in her scent.

I noticed how her breathing changed; her chest was falling up and down too fast. I drew away from her neck, and when I was about to move my hand that rested under her chest, she immediately took hold of it.

Her hand against mine was like ice and fire.

At first, I had no clue what she was about to do. But then she moved my hand under the comforter and slipped it under her panties.

She never gave me a chance to pleasure her. I never asked why she preferred to dominate me, even though I didn’t mind it. However, I took the chance she willingly gave me and shifted my fingers over her clit. Her thighs smashed together, trapping my fingers in her.

I wanted to ask what I should do. What does she like? But she chose to remain silent the whole time, and I didn’t want to ruin this moment between us.

Her hand again landed on top of my mind, and I moved my fingers deeper inside her. I stayed close to her neck, and every time my breath hit her skin, she quivered.

I attached myself to the back of her body and slowly pushed my two fingers inside of her. She was wet and tight. And I badly wanted to see what kind of face she was making. So, I pushed myself up by my forearm and leaned my face over hers.

Her eyebrows were drawn together. Her cheeks were reddened, and her lips stayed parted. Soft, exaggerated moans escaped from them.

“The drawer.” She breathed suddenly.

I looked at the nightstand and pulled my fingers out of her. I reached out my hand to the drawer and opened it. What I found was a toy in pink color. I glanced at Ember, and her cheeks were blood red, so as mine.

I grabbed it and turned it on. I slipped it under her panties, and the vibration caused Ember to slightly shiver.

I’ve never seen her more aroused. She wanted it so badly. I wanted to make her come until the night. Over and over again.

I played with her clit with the toy, and she seemed to like it. When her breaths became more quick, I knew she was about to reach her climax.

I leaned into her ear. “If you could only see yourself now. I wish I could make you feel like this every time you take a breath,” I whispered, and she moaned.

I switched the vibration to a higher level and pushed it inside of her. Ember quivered in response.

I kissed her neck, feeling her body shudder in pleasure. Her breathing became deeper and faster. I could feel my heart racing as I realized how good I was making her feel.

“Fuck.” She groaned and came all at once. I got wet just from making her come. Just from feeling how she quivered.

I swallowed hard, and took a deep breath. My fingers trembled as I switched it off. I pulled it out and placed it on the nightstand. As my arm was stretched over her face, our eyes met.

The droplets of rain splashed against the window suddenly. Dark clouds stole all the light inside the room, and I barely saw anything. Jolts of lightning struck every other moment.

Without a warning, Ember spun me around. She laid down on top of me and instantly targeted my mouth.

She smashed her lips against mine, sucking on my bottom lip. Then she devoured me with her needy tongue.

I moved my hands up her back, pulling her close, and she pushed her knee between my legs. I moaned into her mouth, and felt how her body trembled against mine.

She was still having a fever, and I wasn’t sure if what we were doing was right in this situation. It could’ve made her feel worse.

As she was eating my lips, I reluctantly pushed her shoulders. I truly didn’t want to break our kiss.

When she met my eyes, I almost didn’t recognize her. She was like a hungry wolf. Her eyes darkened, and she had this empty look on her face. She didn’t even register my voice as I called her name.

She attacked my throat next, and I was defeated.

“E-Ember, please,” I whispered, and I cupped her face. She then bit me, and I squeaked.

Ember immediately raised her head as if she had snapped out of some trance, and I took the opportunity to get off the bed.

Once I was in the middle of the room, I caught my breath.

“Did I hurt you?” Ember asked and slowly got out of bed.

“No, I’m good,” I said, and she gently touched my throat.

But then she moved too quickly to the side, and I caught her right before she fell to the floor.

I moved her to the bed and touched her cheek. The fever didn’t seem to go down. I looked around the nightstand for some pills, but I found nothing.

I called Alice and told her to buy some pills against the fever and a thermometer.

She came as quickly as possible, and I couldn’t be more grateful for her.

When Ember took the medicine, I placed a lukewarm towel on her forehead. Several hours had passed before her temperature dropped.

She must’ve experienced some sort of hallucination when she was kissing me. Just as I was replaying the moments in my head, Ember opened her eyes.

I was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding her hand.

“What happened?” She asked quietly.

I caressed her hand and gently spoke, “Nothing at all. Go back to sleep.” I smiled.

Ember, without a second thought, fell asleep, and I did with her.

When the morning came, I was lying in her bed, covered with a blanket. Her room looked cleaned up, and a delicious smell lingered in the air.

I jumped off the bed and headed to the kitchen. There, I found Ember cooking eggs.

I crept toward her from behind and quickly wrapped my arms around her. She got a bit startled when I touched her.

She smelled so amazing. Like a lemon and a mint, when I inhaled her scent.

“Aren’t you supposed to be in bed?” I asked.

“I was in bed for many hours. I don’t like lying there all day long.” She said, and turned around.

As she looked down at me, I realized how bad I must’ve looked. Makeup from yesterday, not showered, and definitely sweaty.

She placed her hand behind my neck and stared into my eyes.

“You’re so gorgeous, darling.” Ember softly said.

I blushed and lowered my gaze. How could one sentence from her make me suddenly so soft?

“Now, let’s eat. You must be hungry.” She added.

I nodded and sat down at the small black circle table. Ember sat down opposite me, and together we ate breakfast.

“I didn’t know you could cook,” I marvelled.

“There is so much to discover then,” Ember smirked, and I laughed.

When we finished breakfast, I took a shower and changed into Ember’s clothes. She turned the TV on, on some historical channel.

I sat on her lap, covered in a huge beige blanket. My arms were locked around her neck.

“Thank you for taking care of me. I don’t know what I would do without you.” Ember suddenly said.

I looked at her and said, “You shouldn’t do anything without me.” I joked, and she laughed. “But seriously, don’t thank me. You would do the same for me.”

Ember nodded and kissed my cheek. She was looking so cute.

“To be honest with you, I should be thankful to you. If it weren’t for you, I would still be depressed and caged with my parents. You brought so much light into my life that I don’t remember how it looked before.” I confessed to her.

“Oh, Dove. Don’t say that.”

“Please, it’s the truth. Without you, I would be so lost.” I felt the tear running down my cheek.

She wiped it off and cupped my cheek. “You have no idea; you turned my life upside down. And I’m so sincerely sorry; I acted like a bitch. I know you want more than flowers as an apology, and I will give it to you until the day you forgive me. But as of now, Dove. Please, be my girlfriend. Let me have you, baby.”

I gasped, and nodded a million times. I couldn’t utter a single word. I was so overwhelmed. I kissed Ember all over her face, and she did as well.

This must’ve been the happiest day of my life.

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12

As cliché as it might sound, love truly cured my depression. For the first time in a long time, I cared so much about someone that I had no time to think about my sorrows. Ember took up all the space in my head. I no longer saw the world in gray colors, because when I saw her smile, everything around me vanished, and I was solely focused on how breath taking she looked.

Since I agreed to be Ember’s girlfriend, many things have changed. Firstly, I announced it to Alice, and she wanted to throw a party because of that. Then I told my mother. She was shocked at first, but after a few days, she said she’s happy for me. I think she then understood why Ember no longer wanted to be my tutor. When it comes to my father, I wish to keep it a secret for the time being.

Secondly, I chose to move out of my parents house. Ember asked me if I wanted to live with her, and I of course agreed. It took a lot of convincing for my mother to agree, but when Ember spoke to her in person, she allowed it.

I think she secretly likes Ember too much. She liked her from the day we first met. But it will take quite some time for her to be totally comfortable revealing her feelings toward Ember. I’m just happy she supported me.

I told my father that I was moving in with Alice to try to be independent. He thinks I won’t last long outside of home, and I want to prove him wrong. I will still get a job and work, even though I’ll be living with Ember.

It’s only for the remaining semester and summer. When I’m a senior, I’m going back to dorms, as I promised Alice. I’m not that kind of friend who forgets about her friend because I’m no longer single.

I want to change my life. Be more responsible, and live it properly. Not always sulking and being unhappy. I spend too much time doing so. I can’t waste my life drowning in sorrow.

While my father was at work, Ember came to pick me up with my stuff to move into her place. For some, this may seem too soon, but for us, it means we will get to know each other more. Be more connected.

“Is this the last box?” Ember asked.

“Yes.” I handed her the last box with my stuff, and she placed it in the trunk. While she was rearranging the boxes, my eyes got distracted by her body. She wore black slacks and a white shirt with its sleeves rolled up. Her hair was tied into a low, very messy bun. A few strands of hair framed her face.

Just the sight of her turned me on. Maybe I need to visit my therapist soon. But would she be willing to listen to me talk about my high libido? Probably not.

“Is this everything?” My mother suddenly came outside.

“Yeah, this is all. I didn’t take everything, though. I want to have some of my stuff home.” I said to her.

She nodded and pulled me into a hug, which I wasn’t expecting. We barely hugged all my life.

“If you need something, call me.” She whispered.

After that, we got into the car, and Ember drove to her place.

“Ember?”

“Yes?”

“Maybe we should keep our relationship private at school,” I said.

She glanced at me and then focused on the road again. “Why is that?”

“Well, I don’t want them to start rumors about you, and then they would fire you. I know how much this job means to you.” I explained.

Ember’s hand landed on top of my thigh. I slowly turned my face toward her. She gave it a gentle squeeze and then caressed it.

“Since you only have one year left, perhaps we should reconsider it. It would seem unfair to the other students that you’re dating me. That would mean I’m making you pass history just because you’re my girlfriend.” Ember cautioned.

I placed my hand on top of hers. “Yes, I agree. Keeping this a secret seems fun, though. It’s more exciting.” I smirked. Ember laughed and intertwined our fingers.

As we stopped before her flat, I became nervous, and I had no clue why. Maybe it was the fact that I’d be with her every single day alone. Or that I’d live somewhere else rather than my home or dorms.

We got out of the car and took the most important stuff outside the trunk. The remaining ones were for tomorrow. We carried them inside, and I immediately unpacked them. Ember, meanwhile, took a shower.

Meanwhile, I texted Alice.

Dove: Alice, I’m so nervous.

I had to text her. She’s always there for me when I need her, and vice versa.

Alice: For what? You’ve already done the deed with her, so why are you now nervous about spending more than a few hours with her? Just take a deep breath, Dove. Kiss her or make out. You will feel better, lol.

I rolled my eyes and replied.

Dove: Thanks a lot :).

Alice: I know, I have the best ideas.

I put the phone down and sensed Ember standing behind me. I spun around and found her with only a white towel wrapped around her wet body.

“You can go now,” she said.

I tore my eyes from her body and stummered, “Go? Go where?”

“To take a shower, silly.” She laughed, and my heartbeat was pulsing in my ears. I took a deep breath, listening to Alice’s advice, and stood up.

“Oh, right.” I rubbed my neck and hurried to the bathroom.

I shut the door behind me and quickly undressed, my heart pounding in my chest. I took a quick look in the mirror, feeling a wave of nervousness wash over me. I took a deep breath and stepped into the shower.

I slowly let the hot water run over my body, trying to calm my nerves. I closed my eyes and imagined myself floating on a large fluffy cloud.

The water was too loud, and I was completely lost in my imagination to hear the shower door open. It was when I sensed something in front of me that I opened my eyes.

Ember stood there naked, and entirely hypnotized by my body. I even had the urge to cover myself. It always feels so vulnerable because you see the other person fully, and I was still not used to it.

I could feel the blood rushing to my cheeks and my heart racing out of my chest. I took a deep breath and looked away, trying to regain my composure. Ember was still staring at me, and I could feel her gaze lingering on me.

She suddenly got down on her knees and grabbed me by my hips. I jerked towards her, water still running down our bodies. She looked up into my eyes with just a yearning; my heart skipped a beat.

Her head moved forward between my legs, and with lust, she kissed me there. I grabbed onto her hair and pushed her head further into me. Her lips were soft and warm, and her tongue traced circles around the clit. I groaned, my body trembling with pleasure. I felt myself getting wet; my breathing heavy.

I was in total ecstasy. All the nervousness dropped off my shoulders, and nothing else mattered other than Ember and me at this moment.

Soft whimpers escaped my throat, and Ember’s hands gripped my skin tighter. One of her hands slapped my butt cheek.

“Oh, god!” I exclaimed and pulled on Ember’s hair as her tongue got deeper inside me.

She pulled away to quickly say, “You like this very much, don’t you, baby? My tongue inside you.” And then she again buried her head between my legs.

“Y-Yes.” I stammered.

I felt myself getting closer and closer to the edge, until finally the sweet release overwhelmed my entire being, that I had to lean my hand against the shower wall to stay stable.

Ember licked her lips as she stood up, and smashed her against mine. She was more hungry than any other time, we spend together.

She broke our kiss, and whispered against my lips, “If this is what we will do all summer, I’ll go crazy.”

I wrapped my hands around her neck, and give her a soft peck on the cheek. “Then be crazy, Ms. Moore.” I smirked.

After our shower lesson ended, Ember hoisted me into her arms and brought me directly to her bed, where we spent the entire time talking. We still didn’t know each other fully. Both of us wanted to know everything about the other. The good and the bad.

Her fingers got lost in my hair, and even though her eyes were focused on me, her attention was somewhere else. She had this dreamy look on her face. She was lost in her thoughts.

“I love you, Ember.” I burst out, and her attention snapped back to me.

She cupped my cheek and rubbed my lower lip. “I love you more, darling.” She then passionately kissed me. And that kiss led to my throat and pretty purple hickeys.

As we were coiled in each other’s embrace, I finally had everything I was dreaming about. Someone who loved me and wanted me. Someone who was willing to fight for me.

What I needed was Ember. My alluring tutor, and teacher.

Ember got closer to my ear, and whispered, “Ready for a round two?”

“That soon? Are you sure?” I asked, surprised.

“It felt like it happened a life time ago. It will never be often enough for me.” She stated, and attacked my neck with her gentle kisses.

“This will become fatal, Ember.” I quietly said.

She hovered over me, and kissed my nose. “That’s exactly what I want. No sleep for tonight, baby.” She smirked, and connected our lips, sneaking her hand under my tank top.

And that’s how our fatal attraction continued.

THE END

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Bonus

Alice has been bugging me all summer to try something else rather than having a picnic or going for coffee. But I still couldn’t understand what was wrong with our usual hangout places. They weren’t crowded places, and I preferred it to stay this way, but Alice wouldn’t stop yapping about going to a club.

She said it’s a part of the college experience, and we have to go at least once. Except for the music, I didn’t see anything exciting about it. Sweaty bodies and lots of wasted people in one place, smashed like marshmallows together, rubbing their butts on random people’s crotches.

Well, that’s where we headed.

Alice gave me one of her mini-red dresses to borrow. I simply couldn’t accept wearing something so short, but she kept convincing me the whole night until I agreed.

While she was preparing herself, I put some makeup on and straightened my long hair. I quickly texted Ember that I’d be staying over at Alice for a bit longer. I couldn’t tell her that I’d go clubbing. She said I can only go if it’s with her, but I don’t want to make Alice a third wheel. I’m not such an awful friend.

“Hey, maybe I’ll find someone hot there and have a one-night stand.” Alice suddenly broke the silence.

My eyes widened. “You want a one-night stand?”

“Why not?” Alice argued. “Or are you judging me?” She shrieked.

I frowned and stopped applying mascara to my lashes to face her. “I’m the last person to judge, Alice. I’m just surprised that you’d try something like that. Weren’t you a relationship person?” I questioned.

“I’m tired of that. I guess it’s time to try something new and exciting. You know, I started to read very spicy books, and oh gosh—”

“Wait!” I cut her off. “You bought such books without borrowing me one? You’re a bad friend.” I rolled my eyes. I need to try new stuff with Ember, and books may give me inspiration. The ones I’m reading are too fluffy and innocent.

She laughed and came closer to me while I continued to do my makeup. “I swear, once I finish the one I’m reading, I’ll give it to you.”

“Deal.” I laughed.

“Anyways, I think I should give it a try tonight. So, I might not go back home with you.” She smirked, and I shook my head.

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While we were in a cab, almost close to our destination, my phone buzzed.

Ember: Are you going somewhere?

How she figured that out, I have no clue.

Dove: Of course not. We just started to watch a movie, and you know how Alice is. We have to finish it today.

Ember: I’ll come pick you up right after.

Why is she complicating my plan?

Dove: I might spend the night here…

After some seconds, she began to type again.

Ember: You know I can’t fall asleep without you in my arms. I’ll pick you up. Have fun <3

I felt bad lying to her, but I couldn’t reveal the truth to her; otherwise, she’d immediately come to get me, and I didn’t want to ruin our night by fighting.

I noticed that Ember is a lot more possessive lately. I have no idea why, though. We spend most of the time together in her apartment. Cooking, watching TV, or staying in bed. I’ve never once given the impression that I had a celebrity crush or that I found someone else attractive other than her.

The cab stopped before the club, and I exhaled nervously. We got out and entered the club, which was packed with millions of people. There was hardly any space left for dancing. Exactly what I was afraid of.

Alice wrapped her hand around my arm. “Let’s buy a drink first.” She shouted over the loud music.

I nodded and we headed toward the bar. Alice ordered something, and I truly didn’t care what would go down my throat. I just needed this night to be over. At least they were playing some good old 2000’s songs.

When we got ourselves into a mood, we hit the dancefloor. The bodies pressed against us, the air filled with the scent of sweat and alcohol. Alice and I moved together, letting the music take over our bodies and forget our surroundings. Her smile widened, a sign that the alcohol was working its magic, making us less tense. I smiled as well, forgetting I wanted to leave just a while ago.

Then all of a sudden, Alice left my sight, and I had to leave the crowd of people. I looked all around the dance floor, but I couldn’t find her. Even if she found someone she wanted to have this one-night stand with, I had to make sure she’d be okay first.

I quickly pulled out my phone from my purse to see it was midnight, and Ember left me numerous text messages.

We’ve been here for so long???

I didn’t read any of them, though. I moved around the club to find Alice first.

I fought my way through the crowd, looking for Alice but not finding her anywhere. The blinking lights made it hard to see clearly. I could barely walk straight, but I had to endure the influence of alcohol for the sake of finding Alice.

Every face I saw was a stranger’s; no sign of her anywhere. Frustration and worry clawed at me.

“Have you seen a girl, with pixie blonde hair, my height?” I shouted at a guy who danced near me, but he just shook his head and continued dancing.

I sighed and backed to the wall. I immediately called Alice, and after many tries, she still didn’t answer me. I even sent her a text.

I walked back to the bar and ordered a drink. I was too drunk to go back home to Ember. How would I explain what happened? And I couldn’t leave Alice with some random guy.

My phone buzzed, and I gawked at the screen.

Alice: Sry, I’m making out. Try to enjoy the dancefloor. Love ya, bitch.

I rolled my heavy eyes and ordered another drink. Then I tried to get onto my feet, and like a wave, I stumbled backward until someone grabbed my shoulders from behind.

“Oh, sorry—”

I was pushed and dragged to the back of the club where no one was because there was no music and alcohol. Just a few old couches. Before I could look behind me to identify the person who dragged me here, their fingers wrapped around my throat.

My breath came in short gasps, and fear gripped my chest. Whoever was behind me pressed their lips against my ear, their breath hot and heavy, sending shivers down my spine.

“You thought you could party and leave me alone, huh?” The voice was hoarse and familiar.

“Ember,” I gasped as her hand tightened around my throat. Her nails dug into my skin, and I could feel her anger radiating from behind me.

“H-How did you find me?” I stuttered.

“Phone location, darling.” She whispered softly.

Silence ruled over us for some moments before Ember’s hands slid to my waist, and I was pressed against her chest. Her nose nuzzled into the sensitive skin of my neck, sending a wave of tingles through me.

“I badly want to punish you for coming here without telling me, but seeing you dressed like this made me think of other things, “ she whispered, her lips brushing my ear, “there’s something else I want to do to you now.”

Her hands moved restlessly over my body, mapping every curve, every contour, as if carving them to memory. My pulse fastened, and my thighs pressed tightly against each other.

“You have no idea what you do to me, do you?” She murmured. My body trembled, every nerve ending alive with sensation. I could feel her desire, her need, radiating off her in invisible waves. It was intoxicating, overwhelming.

I tilted my head backward to look into her face, and my heart hammered in my chest. She had a hood over her head, dressed in a black oversized hoodie. A couple of strands of hair framed her face. The hood cast shadows over her face, emphasizing the angle of her jaw and the sharp cut of her cheekbones.

A grin tugged at the corners of her mouth, and her hands wandered lower, gripping my hips firmly, possessively.

“Look at you, all dolled up and looking like sin,” she said, her voice a low rumble. “But only my eyes should see you like this.”

I became sober right away. It only took Ember to be this close to me. To utter such things to me, and the funny mood disappeared, and my spine straightened.

“I-I won’t do this again. I promise you.” I murmured, staring into her eyes.

Her brow rose, and she chuckled. But then her eyes looked up and down my body, and I knew that look of hers too well. She needed to touch me, to feel me. And I yearned for it as well. I wanted her fingers up my pussy.

She looked so raw without any makeup or styled hair, and it turned me on like never before. After all, I didn’t need to borrow any books from Alice. We created our own spicy scenario.

“Beg me for it.” She smirked, and I looked away, blood rushing to my cheeks. She knew exactly what I wanted from her.

I was too aware of her hands, her chest against my back. I needed her to satisfy me immediately or I’d burst.

I parted my lips, but no words came out. Ember chuckled softly, her breath hot on my neck, further igniting my desire.

“I’m waiting,” she whispered. Her fingers traced a path up my thigh, teasing me.

I shuddered, my body reacting to her touch like a magnet to metal. I was at her mercy, and she knew it. I bit my lip, trying to hold back a moan.

“Come on, love,” Ember said, her voice low and commanding. “You know what I want to hear.” I squirmed in her grasp, my body yearning for her touch. Her fingers continued to trace lazy circles on my bare skin, sending shivers down my spine.

“I-” I started, but the words caught in my throat. It was difficult to think, difficult to speak. I could only feel her fingers on my skin. Her hot breath against my neck.

“Please,” I finally managed to gasp out.

Ember’s fingers then sneaked under my panties, and grazed my opening. With circled movements, she toyed with my clit. My back arched, and a soft moan escaped my throat.

“You’re so wet,” she whispered seductively. “like never before.”

You have no idea.

“You like this, don’t you?” She spread her fingers through my folds. “It excites you to be somewhere else rather than our home. To be dressed like this in front of me. For me to take you right here.”

“Y-Yes, Ms. Moore,” I said and smirked.

She laughed into my ear and slipped her fingers inside me. My walls immediately clenched around them, not because it was uncomfortable but because I never wanted them to leave. Slowly, she pushed them in and out of me. I began to tremble, my feet becoming weak.

“Oh, god.” I moaned.

I leaned my head against her shoulder, and her hold of me tightened. My breath became rapid, and slowly I was losing my mind. My senses. And the only thing I sensed were her fingers inside me. Nothing else.

Their movement quickened, and the pleasure coursed through my whole body.

“Don’t…stop,” I said, catching my breath.

And she didn’t.

Her hand on my waist became painful. Her fingers dug into my exposed skin, and I felt her arousal radiating off her. She couldn’t stop, even if she wanted to.

She loved to hear me moan. To be so desperate for her. And I couldn’t stop wanting her no matter how wild this situation was.

As I was closer to finishing, her teeth bore into my exposed neck, and I whined. My breath came in gasps, and I was balancing on the brink of ecstasy. Her fingers moved faster, and faster, pushing me closer to the edge.

“I know you love my fingers fucking you.” She growled. “Come, darling. All over my fingers.” She commanded and licked my neck.

Without a second thought, I came all over her fingers, my body shattering after the release, feeling it drip down my inner thigh.

Her fingers stayed inside me, and I was glad to enjoy their warmth a bit longer.

“Good girl.” Ember kissed me behind my ear.

Some seconds passed before I could catch my breath, and when I did, I tilted my head to look at Ember’s face. My heart thumped wildly in my chest when I caught sight of her darkened, lustful eyes.

I will never get tired of her.

Gently, she pulled her fingers out of me and brought them to her mouth. My lips parted as she licked them until there was nothing left.

Without a warning, she grabbed my face into her palms and attacked my mouth. Her lips were soft and warm as they moved against mine, her tongue gently tracing the outline of my lips, seeking entry. I couldn’t resist her. I let her in, allowing our tongues to meet. My hands moved without thought, tracing the shape of her jaw, the slope of her neck. Every touch, every sensation intensified my need for her.

Ember’s hand sneaked to my ass, and she clutched it. She broke our lips apart, leaving me breathless. It looked like she didn’t want to end this, but she forced herself.

“Get into my car.” She handed me her car keys. “Lock it, and don’t dare to leave. I will fetch Alice meanwhile.”

Like that, she rushed away, looking for Alice, and for a moment, I thought I was dreaming. How could she be so okay, after doing that to me?

But I did as she told me and waited for them inside her car, which was locked. I cleaned myself with some tissues and tied my messed-up hair. My lipstick was smeared across my chin, and my cheeks heated, remembering how good she made me feel, and how much I need it to happen again.

When five minutes passed, Ember showed up with Alice and a strange guy. I unlocked the car, and Ember helped Alice get inside the backseat. She wasn’t too drunk, but she looked exactly like me. Mascara under her eyes and lipstick all over her face.

The strange guy sat right next to her, and I didn’t dare to ask what exactly happened between the two of them. Ember got into the driver’s seat and turned on the car.

“That was one hell of a ride!” Alice announced suddenly, and hugged the guy, who looked like had no idea what was going on.

I couldn’t help myself but crack a laugh. This was definitely one of the craziest nights of my life, and even though I didn’t want to come, I was so happy that I did.

I glanced at Ember, and she was focused on the road. One hand on the wheel, and the other resting against the frame of the open window.

And a sly smirk carved into her face. 

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