GOD HAS HEARD (Cntrl S Series #2)(unedited)
Dawnvellichor · 54 chapters · 67,225 words
PROLOGUE
Disclaimer: this story fiction name, characters, business, events, places,incidents are produced by the author’s imagination or dreams, any resemblance to the actual persons or events are purely confidencial.
this story might contain mature scene, strong language that are not suitable to very young readers, please read this at your own risk.
This story are purely unedited and have lots of error please if you have encaounters typo’s language error please bear with me, will try my best to fix it in any moment.
AIDEN
“Mr. Castro andito na po ang mga Investors galing Japan” Untag sakin ng secretary ko.
I was staring outside my office’s window, viewing a fascinating dark lights coming from the sky, hands on my pockets of my slacks, when I heard her talk I didn’t bother to turn around I just rose my right hands.
“Will be waiting for you at the board room sir” I know he understand what I mean and heard him walk out of my office.
I continuously gaze at the window. I was patronizing the dark sky while thinking about the investors’ presentation that would happen later on.
My family’s business was reaching the highest pick here in the country; being known by a million of people gives us an easy access to get many investors and business partners. Last year I was assign to be the next CEO of this company unexpectedly. My dad has been through so much stress that leads him to have a weak heart so he decided to past his job to me as his only son I have no choice but to inherit what my family owns.
It’s also my job to protect it, before this come up I was just living a simple life after I graduated in collage I pursue my dream of owning a bar and managing it on own, and even now I’m still hands on to it I make sure that it won’t fall out even if I have bigger responsibility now.
I took a deep breath. Walk through the door straight to the board room, as expected five big names in the room coming from big different brands of business.
“The Great Castro blood nice meeting you” nakangiting pagbati ng isa sakanila.
I nodded and sat down at my swivel chair.
“Mr. Castro I didn’t know that you are so young and handsome” a flirty little chichats form a slut didn’t bother me. i gaze at my secretary, he quickly stand up and talk.
“Miss Ferrer if you mind Mr. Castro didn’t come here to have a little chichats were gathered here to talk about business do please be professional, let’s start” Gavin started the slides.
Well I didn’t mind him talking rude through our investors because this people are here, please us to accept them being part of this company because they all know that It’s a big catch for them. Gaya nga ng sinabi ko malaki na ang naipundar nitong pangalan ng company namin dito sa bansa kaya ang maging bahagi nito ay malaking opportunidad para maging successful ang isang business.
They need us and that’s the catch here.
“So I was saying being part of Xin Company will leads you to a better success, we are expecting a good business with you” Gavin proceed on discussing some of our motives and how the business goes. I was just relaxing and listening to their suggestions.
And a thing didn’t escape my gaze I saw Miss Ferrer continuously staring at me, like she’d want to rip my shirt off. I know this game I’ve been an MVP of this thing since high school.
So I know how it flows.
Flashback
“Ugh fuck Aiden this is fucking awesome ugh”
I roughly thrust her that makes her bang through the restroom’s wall. Public sex is giving me a high excitement that makes me go wilder.
“Ah ah ah” kitang kita ko kung gano siya natutuwa sa ginagawa ko sakanya.
At oo I’m having a wild sex here at the restroom ng isang club kung saan kami nag gig kanina. This hot chic comes to me and asks me for a healthy thing.
You know MAHALAGA ANG GULAY!
Talo na ang talong!!!
“Shit” I curse when I feel I’m about to explode, thrust her faster and take off my thing to cum in her tummy.
“oh gracious Aiden why on my tummy! It’s a mess!” maarteng sambit ni Hanna, Hanna ba pangalan niya? Nakalimutan ko.
Sinuot ko ng maayos ang aking pantalon habang busy siya sa paglinis ng kanyang sarili. I bite my lower lip while staring at her delicate skin but I already taste it kaya tapos na ako.
“That was hot Aiden when will we meet again”
I smirk and “Hindi na ako umuulit pag tapos konang gamitin eh sorry” I turn my back on her and confidently walk out of the bathroom where many girls are waiting outside.
I just smile at them and I know they are blushing cou’z they hear what happen inside.
“Hoy Gago saan ka nanaman galing!” Someone punches me at the back as I turn it’s my friend Tove.
“Gago nagkaaction scene lang ako sa Cr alam mona nagfarming dilig dilig” I joked and he just laugh at me and resume walking through our table.
“Buti nalang konti lang ang fans natin dito makakapaginom pa tayo at isa pa wala yaong klase bukas” masiglang untag ni tove habang umakbay kay Tagan.
“Tama ka tara Taga—–” I was cut off by call on my phone.
Nangkuhanin ko ito agad akong napakunot ng noo when an unregistered number is calling. Baka isa nanaman ito sa mga babae ni Dad tangina!
I turn it off and I was about to put it on my pocket when it rings again.
“Sino yan?” Tove ask they were both looking at me.
“hindi ko nga alam unregistered number oh”
“Sagutin mo baka impotante dickhead” untag ni Tagan.
I have no choice but to answer it. “Hey if your one of my dad’s slut don’t ever call again you fucking understand m––” I was cut off when the other line shout.
“Fuck you Castro hindi ako kabit ng tatay mo, I’m your partner on our research and guess what you didn’t even know me because your busy on a FUCKING business!!!” she totally emphasize the word fucking eh.
That makes me smirk.
“Sorry Miss kala ko babae nanaman ng tatay ko eh, about the FUCKING Business do you wanna invest something I’m widely open”
“TANGA KA BA, BAKA IKAW ANG MAY GUSTONG I-INVEST SA RESEARCH NATIN OH HAYAAN NALANG KITANG BUMAGSAK!!!” wow this girl is so rowdy and fucking loud.
I chuckled and look at Tagan and Tove who’s curiously looking at me. I wink at them and resume talking on the phone. “Pwedi naman akong maginvest both if you want by the way absent kasi ako kahapon kaya hindi ko alam kung sino kagrupo ko, ikaw pala haha ano bang kailangan?”
“I need you!” I stop when I hear those word’s .
And smirk again “In what position?” I devilishly ask.
“Alam tangina ka! Wala akong oras sa kahalayan mo kung ayaw mong makisama gumawa ka ng sarili mong research!” I can hear her frowning to hard on the other line.
I feel happy teasing her. “Wag naman ganon I’ll cooperate don’t worry by the way what’s your name?”
“Cali, Calista River” so she’s the deans daughter, I know her by name but in person I never see her and isa pa hindi ko alam na magkaklase pa kami.
“Cali” I urge her name.
“Mr. Castro we are counting on Xin Company and expecting a great success after a few months” I came back on my senses when Mr. Cruz talks to me.
I didn’t make it uneasy so he won’t notice that I wasn’t even listening. “Yeah that would happen” ayon nalang ang nasabi ko.
Nauna akong tumayo sakanila at agad lumabas ng board room I went straight to my office and sat on my swivel chair rested my head and wide my hands on my face.
“Fuck Cali still running on my mind!” I curse and lightly punch my table.
“Where the fuck are you?”
Author: WELCOME TO MY SECOND Cntrl S Series.
GHH
CALISTA
AIDEN
CHAPTER 1
Everybody seems to enjoy the song, head banging with the beat, swinging hips like they wear the lyrics of every song. Wild music’s make us let go of unknown sides. Music filches our souls bringing us to another world. Every lyric contains deeper feeling. Music can also beseem unexpected things.
“Ugh Aiden!” Small moans.
Hard thrusts were given, two peoples who are filled with lust creating a hot scene on Mystical Club’s restroom.
“Aiden you’re the best gosh agh” she moan.
“fuck yes” deep curse.
She was hot and so genius on this thing making me wanting her badly. Every move of her hips turns me on big time.
“I’m cumming baby!” I said after feeling the explosion that about to come.
After a few hard thrust I finally load my orgasm in her wetness, but I’m always sure about safe sex so I use condoms.
She started fixing herself and wears her underwear.
“That was hot” I commented after gazing at her, she gave me a light seducing smile before living me inside the restroom.
“Success Castro three point shoot tayo don” I walk out of the restroom at saktong pagsalubong ko sakaaking matalik na kaibigan.
“Where the hell have you been!” the frowning king has come.
“Tagan nag dilig lang ako sa Cr may halaman pala doon” I joked making him flinch his arms from irritation.
“FUCK you gardening thing Castro ang sabihin mo naglandi ka nanaman sa Cr” napatingin ako sa kakadating na si Tove.
I smirk.
“Tanga kasi nga mahalaga ang pagdidilig healthy for the people hahaha”
“asshole” untag ni Tagan at naiinis na iniwan kami.
“Alam yang kaibigan mong yan kung hindi ko kilala yan simula bata pa tayo baka isipin kong babae yan lagging may regla.” I stated, Tove laugh at me and grabs my head leading us out of the club.
“May gig tayo bukas wasg kang malalate sa rehearsal gago” Tagan said while fixing his car.
“Oo naman ako pa ba always present” i winked at him. Sumakay na sila ni Tove sa sasakyan niya at ako naman ay naiwang nakatayo sa gilid nila.
“Kita nalang tayo bukas” Tove said before they leave.
Sumakay na rin ako sa Jeep Wrangler ko, drive my way home.
“Aiden anong oras na?” my mom said after I step inside the house, she’s standing in front of the door crossing her arms in front of her chest and giving me a deathly glare.
I slightly rub my neck and chuckle. “Ma ano late na tayo yong gig hehehe” i lied.
“Don’t fool me alam kong natapos ang gig nyo ng nine and anong oras na ngayon it’s almost 4 am in the morning!!!” that shout almost crush my ear drums.
“Nagenjoy lang naman ng konti ma––OUCH!” I was immediately cut off when mom grabs my ears and pinch it so hard. Sinimulan nila akong hilain papunta sa isang pinto malapit sa hagdanan whish is my dad’s office.
“ARAY NA DAHAN DAHAN NAMAN..OUCH”
“anong dahan dahan manahimik kang bata ka!!” still fulling me.
Nang mabuksan niya ang pinto ng silid nakita ko si dad na kampanteng nakaupo sa swivel chair niya. He smiled at me while my mom’s still holding my ears.
“What is happen this time?” he asks.
“DISCIPLINE YOUR BLOOD!” sigaw ni mama kay dad at padabog kaming iniwan dito sa loob.
I was holding my ears when my dad talks. “Ano nanamang ginawa mo Xin?” he was laughing at me now.
“hahaha wala dad I just attended my gig and just drink a little with Tove and Tagan.” umupo ako sa side chair sa harap ng table ni dad.
He laughs again and continues typing something on his laptop.
“Next time kasi agahan mo umuwi alam mo naman ang mama mo, she’s just worry”
“Dad naman 21 na ako and 4th year collage na kaya kona sarili ko you guys don’t have to worry about me.”
“tell that to your mom” he smirk.
“jokeeee dad naman hahaha sige na dad akyat na ako sa taas tulog lang ako” he nodded at me. nang makalabas ako ng silid na iyon agad akong tumakbo ng makita si mama na palabas galing sa kusina.
I run fast as I can hanggang makarating ako sa kwarto ko.
I’m already 21 years old and still living on my parent’s roof, well that’s not a big deal to me mas tipid and convient dahil may naghahanda pa ng pagkain ko and my mom won’t let me have a condo.
By the way the name is AIDEN XIN CASTRO, coming from the XIN blood I’m half Chinese because of my Mom.
Right now I’m studying at Mondrian University as a college student, BSBA Major in Business Administration 4th year. And I have a band named Cntrl S with my friends Tove and Tagan. I have a sustainable life style as for my dad is working hard for our company, yes we owns the Xin Company that was inherit by my grandparents and now my dad is handling it on his own.
Xin Company is one of the incoming richest businesses here in the country so my Dad can obviously gave as a good life. Also I have a great parents my mom is a protective one and I have the coolest dad ever. Kahit na busy siya sa trabaho he still support and approach be about my agenda in life.
I have a happy life that’s why I’m living the life to the fullest.
I take a shower before lying on my bed and take a nap.
I was on the pick of my dreams when I heard my phone ringing too loud. I reach it on my side table and didn’t bother to check whose calling I just answer it directly.
“hello?” my voice is a little bit off because I’m still a half sleep.
“Hi Aiden it’s Jen remember?” Jen who?
“No don’t remember anything” I boredly said.
“gosh Aiden we just shared a hot scene at the school gym yesterday tapos kinalimutan mona agad ako!!!” she sounded so irritated.
“so what? I have a weak memorization “
“ok, bumawi kanalang sakin let’s meet this morning” she demanded.
“No sorry I don’t do second time hook ups pagtapos na tikman past na agad”
“WHAT WAIT AIDE—” I turn of the phone and go back to sleep.
I don’t do second time harvest HAHAHAHHA….
THAT’S AN AIDEN XIN THING.
CHAPTER 2
“good evening everyone we have our own special guest for tonight are you excited!?” untag ng manager dito sa Crotic Club kung saan ang nakasched naming gig ngayon.
“OK LET’S ALL WELCOME CNTRL S BAND FROM MONDIAN UNIVERSITY” our band name is usually announced with our University name to promote it and given pride as brings its name. We are the official band of Mondrian.
We step out the stage and settle our things as the crowd started to cheer our names.
After settling our things, I seated at the drum set and started the beat.
“1, 2, 3, let’s go”
(THE BEGINNING english Version – One Ok Rock )
“Just give me a reason To keep my heart beating Don’t worry it’s safe right here in my arms As the world falls apart around us All we can do is hold on hold on
Take my hand And bring me back
I’ll risk everything if it’s for you A whisper into the night Telling me it’s not my time And don’t give up I’ve never stood up before This time, I can’t give up I can’t let go of the hand I hold“
It wilder the crowd as we create this undefinable music, everyone is feeling every beat of the song. My drum’s stick started to move faster as I was getting in to the beats.
(Trivia: This song is Tagan’s favorite and ito rin yon album na binili ni Celine para sakanya, try to listen to this song and vibe with the beat)
“So stand up stand up Just gotta keep it I wanna wake up wake up Just tell I can Never give up It’s painfully crazy
Just tell me why baby They might call me crazy For saying I’ll fight until there is no more There’ s a sad look in your eyes It reflects our urgency right?? Blinded I can’t see the end So where do I begin“
We all admit it that Tove’s voice are incredible and so firm to any song kaya patuloy lumalago ang fans namin dahil sa ganda na rin ng boses niya.
Also Tagan’s guitar’s skills were the biggest part in our band.
“Say not a world I can hear you The silence between us Just reflects like there was nothing I’ll take this chance and I’ll make it mine I can’t hide it Pretending to be decorated
So stand up stand up Just gotta keep it I wanna wake up wake up Just tell I can Never give up It’s painfully crazy
Just tell me why baby They might call me crazy For saying I’ll fight until there is no more There’ s a sad look in your eyes It reflects our urgency right?? Blinded I can’t see the end So where do I begin“
Halos lahat ng tao dito sa loob ay sinasabayan ang pagsayaw ng tugtog at dinadama ang bawat beat ng kanta. This is the reason why I love playing drum’s that make’s the beat of the music. Ito ang nagbibigay buhay sa isang kanta. Drum is one of the most important instruments to this kind of genre.
Making the beats brings me so much energy, seeing people loving the beats keeps me feel alive in the middle of the stage.
We were playing as a group since high school at magkababata kaming tatlo. At the young age we were bound to music. hindi gaya ng ibang bata na naglalaro ng basketball ang hobbie pagmagkakasama well kaming tatlo ay ang pagtugtog ang inaatupag simula bata kami at hindi naman iyon hinadlangan ng aming mga magulang.
Which is the opposite thing happens they supported us and sustain our needs when it comes to music.
“WOW THAT WAS A WONDERFUL MUSIC CNTRL S YOU NEVER FAILED TO HYPE UP OUR CROWD TALAGA WE HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN NEXT WEEK!” masiglang sambit ng Manager ng club na ito.
Matapos naming tumugtog ay agad kaming bumaba ng stage at nagmadaling naglakad palabas ng club dahil dinudumog na kami ng mga tao. Fans were getting desperate to us kaya minsan hindi na kami nagkakachance na i-entertain sila para iwas hassle nadin.
Medyo mahirap lumabas pero nagawa din naman namin, we went to the parking lot straight to our cars para hindi na mahabol.
We drive and go to other bar pala mag chill, this is our thing after having some gig’s magiinom muna kami saglit bago umuwi.
“Gan do you know this band may balita kasi na may sumisikat na isang band galing sa ibang University and there gaining a lot of fans in social media at lalo na sa personal. They were even get a haired driver and a luxury Van para lang sa mga assigned gigs nila.” Tove said.
“wow ang yaman naman ng university nila anong Univ. ba yan?” I ask.
Tagan look at him intensely like his curious too. Tove bring out his phone to search for that band.
Tamang hintay lang kami ni Tagan dito.
“Ito oh kaso ang labo ng pic lagi ng singer pero babae” Tove showed us his phone with an article.
UNIV. BANDS NEW: Nefarious Band from ETHEREAL UNIVERSITY are gaining a hundreds of fans after debuting last year and now they are catching the level of CNTRL S band.
“Ethereal University?” sound’s familiar tho.
Taimtim na pinagmamasdan ni Tagan ang larawan dito pero hindi talaga makita ng malinaw ang singer.
“Mukhang magiging challenging ang dadating na Battle of the bands ah” I find it exciting competing to a band who has the same level like us.
“Oo nga mukhang exciting what do you thing Gan?” Tove said.
“Not that exciting tsk” gaya ng nakasanayan wala talagang interest sa kahit ano itong lalakeng ito.
We both just laugh at him and drink our beers.
“Tanga pare yong lastest music ng One ok rock sobra angas–– “ I was cut off from talking ng may tumayong babae sa harap ng table namin.
“Hi Aiden remember me?” she flirty said. she look’s kinda familiar pero hindi ko matandaan ang pangalan ko.
“Yes?” I ask.
“I’m Jam the one you make love last Monday”
“OHOOOOOO” Tove and Tagan were teasing me right now.
Pero pinagpatuloy ko lang ang pagiisip about this Monday girl. So she’s that girl hahaha.
“make love?” I said like I was disgusted by that word.
I never do love making baka SEX oo.
“Yes diba we did that it was my first Aiden you were my first so that means you my boyfriend right” that makes me laugh.
“Oh no baby i’’m not your boyfriend I don’t do that kind of thing at isa pa one time big time lang ang nangyari satin nong Monday don’t expect anything from me”
Bakas ang pagkagulat sa mukha niya like she was about to cry, I stand up hands on my pockets and devilishly smile at her.
“but you took my virginity” wala sa sariling sambit niya.
“That’s my job baby but not my commitment to attend”
Tears came out of her eyes and aggressively slap me in the face which is normal to me.
I just bite my lips and smirk at her.
“HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME!” she burst out of crying too much that makes us catch some attention inside the bar.
I lick my lower lip and went past her and grab some stranger and kiss it in front of her. Mukha namang nagustuhan ng babaeng hinalikan ko ang ginawa ko dahil pinalupot nito ang kamay sa aking leeg.
I heard that jam gasp and run away. I stop kissing this girl and go back to my seat. Where my fucking asshole friends were enjoying the scene a while ago.
“Happy kayo?” I ask with sarcasm.
“How dare you after we make love” Tove mock what jam’s said making me chuckle.
“Gago”
That’s my thing TAKING INNOCENCE WITHOUT COMMITMENT, I do sex with no string attachments.
Author: Errors and typos are expected i’m not that smart guys please to understand.
CHAPTER 3
We resumed our drinks and small talks with each other, we talk’s about our incoming gigs some great music’s and news about our favorite bands.
“How bout the album that Celine gave to you Tagan sinayang mo lang yon dati” Tove said.
I nodded “gago pare tinapon niya lang iyon noh’” I agreed at tove.
Tagan look at us and smirk “Who said I throw it?” pilosopong sambit niya.
“Diba tinapon mo iyon?” I ask.
“No it’s in my condo” he casually said and lean on the couch.
Nagkatinginan kami ni Tove with the same expression “Oho so may feelings ka pala kay Celine?” I tease him but he just glared at me and continue drinking.
Nagtawanan nalang kami at uminom. When I turn my head to the crowd I saw a hot chic in the crowd whose intensely staring at me. that makes me realize her reason.
“I’ll just go to the restroom pare” I tap Tove’s shoulder before leaving them there and went straight ahead to a healthy vegetable.
“hello there” I said as I encircle my arms around her thin waist.
“hi I’m Hanna” she said.
“Hi Hanna” I smirk at her.
She lean forward in to my ears and whisper something “Let’s go somewhere private” she’s to close that her lips touches my earlobe.
Making my bulge stand up immediately. I lead her to way to the restroom.
And as soon we entered the restroom she quickly clung her arms to my neck pulled me for a torrid kiss and her other hands where unbuttoning my dresser shirt.
I just let her do her thing and just enjoy her service. She voluntarily undress herself in front of me and stare at me with so much lust and desire.
Hinayaan ko lang siya sa gusto niyang gawin and just gave back the service.
Well at my stage I let girl’s please me and sustain my needs.
My hands roam around her naked body and reach for her wetness.
“agh Aiden don’t touch me there my gosh” she moan.
That gives me more excitement so I quickly inserted my finger inside and thrust her.
“Oh shit!” humahalinghing na siya sa bilis ang aking pagkilos and that really turns me on.
I feel her hands went down to my pants and started to unbuckled my leather belt and pull down my pants revealing my bulge underneath my boxers.
“Agh Aiden I want you inside of me” she groan.
“Please me baby”
“agh gosh please fucking please Aiden fuck me now!” that gives me the hint and let out my thing out and without hesitation I quickly inserted it inside.
“AGHHHH THAT’S IT” she shouted so I covered her mouth and push her more to the wall and started a deep thrust.
“Ugh fuck Aiden this is fucking awesome ugh”
I roughly thrust her that makes her bang through the restroom’s wall. Public sex is giving me a high excitement that makes me go wilder.
Thrust her deeper and deeper with my thing.
“Ah ah ah” kitang kita ko kung gano siya natutuwa sa ginagawa ko sakanya.
“Shit” I curse when I feel I’m about to explode, thrust her faster and take off my thing to cum in her tummy.
“oh gracious Aiden why on my tummy! It’s a mess!” maarteng sambit ni Hanna, Hanna ba pangalan niya? Nakalimutan ko.
Sinuot ko ng maayos ang aking pantalon habang busy siya sa paglinis ng kanyang sarili. I bite my lower lip while staring at her delicate skin but I already taste it kaya tapos na ako.
“That was hot Aiden when will we meet again”
I smirk and “Hindi na ako umuulit pag tapos konang gamitin eh sorry” I turn my back on her and confidently walk out of the restroom where many girls are waiting outside.
I just smile at them and I know they are blushing cou’z they hear what happen inside.
“Hoy Gago saan ka nanaman galing!” Someone punches me at the back as I turn it’s Tove.
“Gago nagkaaction scene lang ako sa Cr alam mona nagfarming dilig dilig” I joked and he just laugh at me and resume walking through our table.
“Buti nalang konti lang ang fans natin dito makakapaginom pa tayo at isa pa wala yaong klase bukas” masiglang untag ni Tove habang umakbay kay Tagan.
“Tama ka tara Taga—–” I was cut off by call on my phone.
Nangkuhanin ko ito agad akong napakunot ng noo when an unregistered number is calling. Baka isa nanaman ito sa mga babae ni Dad tangina!
I turn it off and I was about to put it on my pocket when it rings again.
“Sino yan?” Tove ask they were both looking at me.
“hindi ko nga alam unregistered number oh”
“Sagutin mo baka impotante dickhead” untag ni Tagan.
I think this is one of the slut’s whose calling me lately and telling me she’s my dad’s mistress which is I don’t believe my dad is a fine man. Kahit na madaming tumatawag sakin at sinasabing babae sila ni dad I never believe it because I know my dad.
I have no choice but to answer it. “Hey if your one of my dad’s slut don’t ever call again you fucking understand m––” I was cut off when the other line shout.
“Fuck you Castro hindi ako kabit ng tatay mo, I’m your partner on our research and guess what you didn’t even know me because your busy on a FUCKING business!!!” she totally emphasize the word fucking eh.
That makes me smirk.
“Sorry Miss kala ko babae nanaman ng tatay ko eh, about the FUCKING Business do you wanna invest something I’m widely open”
“TANGA KA BA, BAKA IKAW ANG MAY GUSTONG I-INVEST SA RESEARCH NATIN OH HAYAAN NALANG KITANG BUMAGSAK!!!” wow this girl is so rowdy and fucking loud.
I chuckled and look at Tagan and Tove who’s curiously looking at me. I wink at them and resume talking on the phone. “Pwedi naman akong maginvest both if you want by the way absent kasi ako kahapon kaya hindi ko alam kung sino kagrupo ko, ikaw pala haha ano bang kailangan?”
“I need you!” I stop when I hear those words.
And smirk again “In what position?” I devilishly ask.
“Alam tangina ka! Wala akong oras sa kahalayan mo kung ayaw mong makisama gumawa ka ng sarili mong research!” I can hear her frowning too hard on the other line.
I feel happy teasing her. “Wag naman ganon I’ll cooperate don’t worry by the way what’s your name?”
“Cali, Calista River” so she’s the deans daughter, I know her by name but in person I never see her and isa pa hindi ko alam na magkaklase pa kami.
“Cali” I urge her name.
“Kung gusto mong makapasa meet me tomorrow morning 7 am on the gymnasium.” She demanded.
I saw Tove gesture a tost kaya naisipan ko nang tapusnin ang tawag “copy that bye” I turn it off and run to our table grab my drinks and “Cheers!”
“Who’s that Ai?” Tove ask.
“Kagrupo ko daw sa reseach, gago kayo hindi nyo man lang ako sinabihan”
“Mas gago ka tanga pare pareho tayong absent kahapon dahil sa gig!” Tagan said.
“Ay oo nga pala hahahha”
“So babae kagrupo mo?” Tove.
“Yup” I confidently said.
“Sino?” they both ask.
“Some girl named Cali, may kaklase pala tayong Cali?” I said out of curiosity and try to remember each and every one of our class mates.
“You mean Calista Rivera?” Tove’s expression were shock.
Bakit ano meron?
“Yeah Calista nga bakit?” tanong ko.
“SHE THE DAUGHTER OF DEAN CARDINAL RIVERA” untag ni Tove. “She’s the so called no face daughter dahil madalang lang ang may kilala dito at hindi rin niya masyadong pinapakilala ang sarili niya kaya hindi alam kung anong itsura niya sa school pero sikat siya by name, ang sabi nila ang nakakakilala lang daw sakanya ay ang pamilya niya and the prof’s in the university. All student know’s that she’s studying at the university pero hindi alam kung alin siya doon.” He explained.
My eyes widened.
So she’s the no face daughter of our dean. Well sa ngayon ay makikita na kita CALISTA RIVERA.
Author: “Ai” i pronounce as “A” hindi po “I” that’s Aiden’s nickname by Tove.
CHAPTER 4
Cali’s Point of View
“Calista wake up it’s already 6 am in the morning”
I slowly open my eyes, seeing my dad standing in front of my door. I quickly seat on the bed as wipe my face for some morning monster. Mabilis akong tumayo mula sa kama ko at dumiretso sa bathroom, not minding my dad’s presence. As I enter the bathroom I heard him close the door.
I take a deep breath before stepping inside the shower. My dad’s always do waking me up this early kahit na mamaya pang 8 ang pasok ko dahil his use to it dahil siya lang naman ang Dean ng Collage of Accountancy and Business Management ng Mondrian University and the most respected Dean in our school. His strict one but his nice he just want things in the right place always.
Dahil doon pati kaming mga anak niya are use to his perception in life, wake up early so your body and brain would process nicely, Be discipline and learn to do the right thing before anyone would say it to you, Brain is the most important thing in Business.
I was raise by my dad since my mother died when she give birth to me And guess what that’s the main reason why my brother…
“Fuck Cali bilisan mo na dyan your so slow!!!” Loud shout from the back of the bathroom’s door.
“I just went inside!”
“THE FUCK I CARE I’M LEAVING YOU, WALK YOUR WAY TO THE UNIVERSITY IDIOT!!” napapikit ako sa lakas ng pagkalabog ng pinto, I guess he kick it.
Yeah that’s my brother he hate’s me so much and always put fight’s between us. His blaming me for our mom’s lost that why and I’m fucking use to it.
I went out of the bathroom and didn’t rush cou’z my class is 8 am and it’s just 6:30 am. Wala rin naman akong sasabayan na kapatid kaya umupo muna ako sa mini sofa dito sa kwarto ko were it was facing the big glass window.
Our house is surrounded by many three’s so all you can see is green. This is the only thing I like about here.
I wear my specs and read some mythology book pampalipas oras.
I stop reading when my alarm rings and it’s already 7:30 am. I fix my things for my class today and also my research idea’s where it’s printed over a short capon band. I went to my closet, find something to wear.
I just wear an oversize tee paired with blue jean and a black cup also my converse shoe. I let my straight hair down underneath my cup; I wear my specs and just put some lip tint on my lips. This is my usual state. I inhale a large amount of air before exhaling and went out of my room.
Bumababa ako ng hagdan at walang ibang tao sa baba. Umalis na si Dad and kuya kaya ako nalang ang naiwan tss.
“Manang Daisy?” I called our helper here.
“Cali iha ito pala ang tinapay mo oh?” she handed me two slice of vegetable sandwich, I quickly put it in my bag and smile at her.
She smile but a sad one “Maglalakad ka nanaman ba ngayon? Hindi kaba malalate?” she ask.
“No Nay daisy I won’t walk…. Dahil tatakbo ako malalate na ako bye” I run out of the house leaving her inside.
Well Mondrian is just a two street ahead from our subdivision kaya medyo malapit lang. this is like a daily routine to me dahil lagi akong iniiwan ni kuya and let me walk. Though it’s fine with me ayaw ko din naman na sumabay sakanya dahil siguradong aawayin niya lang ako.
I run to fast hanggang sa makarating na ako sa University and to my class building, gladly Filipino time ang mga kaklase ko at wal apa sila dito kahit na 7:55 am na. kaya hindi ako nalalate sa klase lagi dahil sa kakaibang set up time dito.
I seated on the back part of the room kung saan katabi ng bintana at hindi masyadong napapansin ng ibang tao. I don’t like attentions.
Mga ilang sandal lang unti unti ng nagsidatingan ang mga kaklase ko at kasama na doon si Karsyn ang bestfriend ko.
“Cal kanina ka pa?” she ask.
“No kakarating ko lang din” she seated beside me and silently read her research Idea. I lean forward para basahin iyon. “Who’s your partner?” I ask.
“Si Calmette bakit?” nagtatakang tanong niya at binibigyan ako ng isang malaking question mark galing sa mukha niya.
“You’re lucky matalino ang kagrupo mo.” I cross my arm and rested it on my table.
“Bakit sino ba sayo?” kinuha niya ang folder sa desk ko kung saan nakalagay ang research idea ko.
“Oh my si Castro ang kapartner mo? Pano yon sikat yon at busy sa tingin mob a tutulong siya? And one more thing I’m 100% sure na hindi tayo kilala non” she’s totally right. Naalala ko tuloy ang pagtawag ko sakanya nong nakaraang araw and ask him for meeting but he didn’t showed up.
His nothing but a horny Asshole napakahalay ng mga salita tapos sasabihin na pupunta tapos hindi naman pala! and I’m also sure na wala siyang maitutulong sa research na ito I think I better work on my own.
“Yeah right I’ll just do this on my own” I said.
“What are you going to do on your own miss?” napalingon kami ni Karsyn ng may magsalita sa likod namin.
It’s
“Miss Santos” I said, she’s our prof on research.
“Are you pertaining about my research miss? Well proximately I assigned you guys by pairings not individually so YOU HAVE TO WORK WITH YOUR PARTNER UNDERSTAND? GOOD MORNING CLASS” she walks passes through us and went in front.
I sigh and lean on my chair I guess wala talaga akong choice but to cooperate with that slut.
“Cal saan ka pupunta?” Karsyn held my hands.
“Pupuntahan ko lang yong kapartner ko I heard his in the Audio room” she nodded at me and let me go. Mabilis akong naglakad patungo sa kinaroroonan ng lalakeng yon. While walking I remember how I waited for him an hour yesterday and he didn’t even dear to come fuck him!
I knock hard so they can hear it inside. Mga ilang sandali lang ay bumukas ito at may sumalubong saking matangkad na lalake.
“Hello what can I help you?” he look nice I think his the man called Apollo ata.
“Where’s Castro?” I said full of authority.
“Ai someone’s here for you might better face it bro” umalis na siya sa harapan ko at nakita ko namang papalapit na sakin si Castro.
“Hey there what can I serve you, sweets or me?” he flirted.
I rolled my eyes at him, but he just smirk widely.
“Fuck off Castro!! You didn’t come yesterday baka nakakalimutan mo I’m your partner sa research and that research is your key for graduating ayaw mo atang makapagtapos!”
“wowowohhh easy ikaw pala si Calista Rivera the great River blood satingin ko matalino ka din gaya ng dad mo yes naman swerto ko sa partner ko!” he almost shout.
“SO WHAT?”
“I’ll help syempre, may Idea kana ba?” he lean close to me but I stand firm at hindi pinakita sakanya na naapektuhan ako sa katarandaduhan niya.
“what if about sa population growth tapos gawa tayo example, let’s make a bab—–” I cut him off by steping hard on his right feet.
“Tangina!!!” inda niya sa sakit he almost jump high dahil sa pagtapak ko. I know surely know that it hurts.
Sa kapal ba naman ng swelas ng sapatos ko.
“Why not making a brain ang concept ng research natin tapos gawa tayo para sayo mukha kasing wala ka non!” sarcasm in it.
Apollo and the other man inside here laugh at what I’ve said and watch their friend suffering by a feet pain.
“It was just a joke fuck ang sakit”
“Hindi kasi lahat ng babae sasakay sa kahalayan mo asshole! Just attend our research class tomorrow and wear your brain so you can help, wag puro mukha ang gamit it’s useless tho” I turn my back at him at iniwan sila doon sa loob.
I heard them laugh at him so hard.
Serve him right.
CHAPTER 5
I was staring at the plate for so long when I heard someone’s foot step on the stair case.
It’s dad.
“Why are you late Calista it’s already 10pm uwi ba ng matinong babae yan?”
“Dad I went to Karsyn’s house just bond with her” I said and continue eating.
“Is it always a coinsident that your always late every Wednesday and Thursday Cali and always at Karsyn’s house bakit ano bang ginagawa niyo?” his full of authority right now.
And I hate it!
“like I said were just bonding watching movies eating what’s wrong with that?!”
“Hey DON’T RAISE YOUR VOICE LIKE THAT LADY!!” I just sigh and stand up leaving him there standing pagod na ako sa palaging tama.
I just sleep on my bed and try to dream about good things.
“Good morning everyone I’ll just assigned you guys to do your research and I’ll leave you now give me some outputs after the class ok bye” Miss Santos left and our classmate started to stand and talk.
“Cal punta lang ako kay Calmette” paalam ni Karsyn sakin bago umalis.
I open my bag to get my things when someone seated on my table.
“Hi there Miss Rivera” it’s a fucking bustard.
“get out of my table please”
“So pano idea ng research natin” mas lalo lang siyang umupo ng maayos sa table ko like his very comfortable with it.
So I put my hand underneath the table at buong lakas kong tinulak iyon pataas para matulog siya.
“Ouch ang hard mo naman sakin” tumayo siya at umupo sa tabi ko while massaging his butt.
“but it’s alright I like it hard naman eh” it has a double meaning though pero hindi ko nalang siya pinansin at pinagpatuloy ang pagaayos ng mga gagamitin namin.
His just smiling at me the whole time kaya inis kong nilabas ang loptop ko at ganon din siya.
You need to be professional Cali it’s for your grades.
“So this is my idea for our research about the significant difference of gender equality in terms of buying curtain products. We’ll focus on the difference and the appreciation of LGBTQ freedom of choice so we can enhance gender equality on business industry what do you think?” pagpapaliwanag ko when I look at him mukha namang nakikinig siya.
“Yeah it’s a great idea but may I ask what’s your motives about them?” I was shock when his including his self to the topic.
“Well my basis are if there’s a difference decision making if you are a straight man and a gay and as for the other gender. The goal of this research if we have to find out if there’s a different on their buying choices.” I let him see what I’ve done.
“Ok naman na pala this is a great topic let’s work on it already then” I was shock when he started working on his laptop at mukhang seryoso nga siya.
I smirk “I guess you’ve wear your brain this time” I stated.
“Hindi lang iyon ang dala ko wanna know more” it has a double meaning again.
I just raise my middle finger at him and resumed researching for LGBTQ info’s.
Well we work silently and it’s unbelievable that his working. At tama at magaganda ang iniincode niyang ideas at part ng research, I can also say that he has the brain in business.
His good.
“Oh wag mo akong tignan kinikilig ako baka buntisin kita ng wala sa or––” hindi niya natapos ang sasabihin niya ng hampasin ko siya ng folder sa mukha.
“Ang sama mo sakin are you my number 1 hater?”
“Absolutely” I confidently answer and he act like his hurt and crying tss.
“Ikaw siguro yong nagcocoment sa mga post ko and your bashing me” he joked pero hindi ko nalang siya ulit pinansin.
I continue working at siya naman ay mabilis na tapos ang part na pinagawa ko kaya wala siyang ibang ginawa kung hindi bulungan ako ng kahalayan niya.
We fight and fight hanggang sa matapos ako.
“sobrang harsh talaga hindi ka ba nadadala sa kamandag ko ah hmm hmm” nilalapit niya ang mukha niya sakin pero I just slap him out in front of me.
“Don’t be full of yourself Castro I won’t never fall for some like you I don’t like playboys” paglilinaw ko. He chuckled making me shock.
“Be careful madami nang scam ngayon sa mundo baka isa ka don” he tease. I was about to punch him when his phone rings.
He takes it out of his pocket at sinagot ang tawag.
“Yo what’s up” he casually said.
Dahil busy siya sa kausap niya nagkaroon ako ng time na maobserbahan ang itsura niya.
His a tall guy, his eyes were thin ang alam ko kasi his half Chinese kaya ganon singkit ng konti also his fail white skin is so fresh para siyang vampire na healthy ganon. His lips were thin at the upper part and it forms to a heart shape whenever he smiles. I admit it that his handsome kaya nga siya pinagkakabaliwan ng mga babae but his big NO for me.
I see him as a total jackass, playboy, dirty womanizer, and a freaking slut.
“Oh sige bro see you” he turn of the call and look at me which is I avoided quickly dahil ayaw kong mahuli niya na tinititigan ko siya.
“ano Rivera I think ok na muna itong part na nagawa natin may gig pa kasi ako bukas nalang ah bye wag mo akong mamimiss mo ko hahahaha” he run kahit hindi pa ako nakakasagot sa paalam niya.
What a mess, ang akala ko pa naman matatapos namin ang chapter 1 to 3 ngayon. Pero ok narin ito umabot naman kami ng chapter 2.
I starded to fix my thing’s ng mapansin ko ang laptop niya he left it.
I was about to call him when I receive a text massage from him.
From Idiot Playboy,
I’ll get my laptop tom.
That’s It! Binigyan pa ako ng dagdagpasanin hate him!!!
The pass few day’s we spend time doing our project we started to have a good deeds with each other madyo nababawasan na ang kahalayan niya at pati narin ang pagaaway namin. Dahil onti-onti na rin akong naglalailo sa pagkainis ko sakanya since may silbi naman pala siya.
I mean his doing great on our research, mukha siyang chill guys but I can say his smart when it comes to business.
“How bout we include some business advertisement that are using LGBTQ theme. That may also affect consumers choice right” see may silbi siya.
“Yeah that’s better we can elaborate more about it on chapter 4” I said.
“diba sabi sayo eh, hey look where working together as a great team sa tingin ko atin ang mapipili as best thesis project on batch 2020-2021” his to exsage about it.
Napailing iling nalang ako sakanya.
“Why not we add some of this article loo––” I was cut of when someone called again. It’s his band call time kaya inayos kona ang gamit ko.
“Hey why are fixing your things” nakita ko natapos na siya sa telepono kaya kinauspa niya ako.
“diba aalis kana? Gig?” I said.
“Hahahaha wala akong gig ngayon tara na gawin na natin yong baby… este yong research pala hahah”
What a jerk! Smile
Author: Sorry ito muna po sa ngayon tinapos ko po kasi muna yong buong plot ng story bago magsulat kaya dalawang chapter muna po.
Errors and typo are expected in here please do bear with me love you….
CHAPTER 6
Author: Caiden ♥
“oh ito na laptop mo ginawa mo pa akong taga buhat nito pagkabigat bigat” I handed him his laptop while were walking off the hallway.
Kakatapos lang ng klase and the usual hindi siya umattend ng class, he just waited outside dahil kakagaling niya lang daw sa rehearsal thing nila.
“Sus kunwari pa baka nga niyakap mo pa ito sa pagtulog mo hahahha” I automatically glare at him. “really?” I said in sarcastic tone.
“HAHAHA joke hahaha wait anong oras na ba?” he gaze in his wrist watch before smiling at me.
“Pwedi ka naman sigurong gabihin umuwi no’?” he ask.
“Bakit?” we stop walking and wait for him to talk.
“Sama ka sakin nuod ka ng gig naming libre ko foods mo” my brow frowned and stare at him unusual.
“bakit naman ako manunuod ng ganong bagay? It’s not my thing tho”
“it’s not my thing tho nye nye nye” he mock me. hahampasin kona sana siya ng masalag niya ito.
He grabs my wrist and pulls me for a walk. “Sumama ka nalang wag puro aral tatanda ka niyan agad” wala naman na akong magawa dahil hila hila niya na ako. We both ride his car hanggang sa makarating kami sa isang malapit na bar dito sa university mga 3 street away from Mondrian.
“tara” again he grabs my hand and went inside.
Sobrang daming tao sa loob and may tumutugtog na sa stage na ibang banda, dinala naman ako ni Aiden sa isang VIP room kung saan andon yong mga kabanda niya. They both stare at me like I was a different creature.
“Tove Gan si Cali kapartner ko sa reseach” Aiden stated.
“Kailan pa naging library ang bar para dito kayo gumawa ng reseach?” tanong ni Tagan.
“Baliw sinama ko siya para ma nuod ng gig natin hindi para gumawa ng research tanga” they both laugh at him and just smiled at me. I nodded and just seat at the coach with Aiden.
“Maya maya lang tutugtog na kami don kanalang sa table malapit sa stage para mapanuod mo ako hahaha” he said. “As if gusto naman kitang mapanuod remember you just drag me here!”
“Sus nagpahila ka naman gusto mo rin naman “ he lean closer kaya agad akong tumayo para malayo sakanya.
“Fuck off”
“Maya na ang fuck baby trabaho muna ako hahha” he stands and grab my hands at sabay kaming apat lumabas ng VIP room. Gaya ng sabi niya he let me seat on a table in front of the stage kung saan mas maganda ng access na mapanuod sila, he even gave me orange juice.
They were fixing their self in the stage at wala pa man silang ginagawa nagsisitilian na ang mga babae dito. I frown on just drink my juice nakakinis naman ang ingay nila. Nababaliw sila para sa tatlong lalakeng yan lang ghad there so many things to get crazy off.
“Good evening guys our song for tonight is something special” Tove talk’s that make the crowd go silent.
Lahat sila seryosong hinihintay ang sasabihin ni Tove. Why is it special?
Tumayo at lumapit si Aiden kay Tove and get the mic from him. Girls gasp and shout when Aiden’s in front, What’s so good about him? His a playboy at alam ng buong school yon pero look at this there’s still hundreds of woman go crazy about this asshole.
“tss tasteless girls” I whisper.
“Hi guys our song for tonight is dedicated to that girl who’s drinking an orange juice” I almost slit the juice inside my mouth when he pointed at me.
My eyes widened and everyone is looking at me, some of them are smiling and half of it are glaring at me.
“Cali this is for you” tinignan ko si Aiden at halatang nang aasar lang siya kaya niya to ginagawa! i know this jerk, he wants me to suffer from his fan girl’s glare the whole time. Fuck him!
Bumalik na siya sa drum set niya at nanatili parin ang mapangasar niyang ngiti sakin.
“mamatay kana Castro!” I whisper.
They started to play.
(Flame - Zayn Malik)
“Well, well You better run from me You better hit the road You better up and leave Don’t get too close ’Cause I’m a rolling stone And I keep rolling on You better run from me
Before I take your soul If I go, let me go And don’t you follow me, let me go I will let you down, let me go Even if your heart can’t take it
Light me up in flames Light me up in Light me up Light me up Light me up“
I can say that they have the talents.
“You better run from me You better say goodbye And even if I plead Don’t waste your time ’Cause I’m a broken home You’re better off alone You better run from me
Before I take your soul If I go, let me go And don’t you follow me, let me go I will let you down, let me go Even if your heart can’t take it“
Aiden is cool while playing his drum, it really fits his personality maangas siya tignan lalo.
“Light me up in flames Light me up in Light me up Light me up Light me up Light me up in flames Light me up Light me up Light me up Light me up in flames”
Pagkatapos nilang tumugtog here gestured at me, pointing the VIP room, he wanted me to go there first dahil dinumog na sila ng mga fans pababa pa lang ng stage.
Sinunod ko ang sinabi niya at pumasok na doon mga ilang minute lang ay dumating nadin sila. “Let’s have a drink” Tagan said.
“Sorry Gan pass ako ngayon Cali time eh” sabi ni Aiden habang inaabot isa-isa ang mga gamit ko.
“Cali Time?!” I ask. They all smiled at me and waited for Aiden’s answer.
“Cali time mean reseach time bakit ano sa tingin mo?” He said.
I rolled my eyes and mouthed a curse at him and I make sure na nnaintindihan niya iyon and at the same time hindi ito nakita nila Tagan at Tove.
He laugh and pull my hands. “ Una na kami text nalang“ both of them nodded at us hanggang sa makalabas na kami doon sa bar. We went on the parking pero my humarang saming tatlong lalake.
“Kamusta Castro masarap ba na kinababaliwan ka ng girlfriend namin ah!!!” one of them stated.
Aiden simply handed me his car keys and hide me at his back. “yeah I don’t mind” he casually said like wala lang sakanya ito.
“Aba gago ka talaga ah itong sayo” one of them was about to punch him pero agad nakailag si Aiden and his the one who punch the man. Medyo lumayo ako para hindi ako madamay.
Nagsimula na rin tumulong yong dalawa, tatlo sila and isa lang ni Aiden that’s unfair.
“Gago ka iniwan ako ng girlfriend ko para lang magpakabaliw sayo ah” I immediately close my eyes when they punch him in his face.
They were exchanging punches and I can see blood on their faces pati na rin sa labi ni Aiden.
“Tangina kasalanan ko ba yon ah” Aiden punch back.
I just close my eyes cou’z there’s too many blood. Naimulat ko nalang ang mata ko ng may narinig kaming pito galing sa guard at bouncer sa Bar na ito. Inawat nila ang tatlo sa pagbugbog kay Aiden.
When they get them off him agad akong tumakbo at lumapit sakanya kahit nananginginig ang kamay ko I manage to help him stand.
“Are you ok?”
“Yeah I’m fine” he said but he held my hands at alam kong naramdaman niyang nanginginig ako ngayon. “How bout you are you fine why are you shanking too much?” he said.
“Wala” I avoid his gaze.
“Weh di nga ano nga?” he tightens his grip on my hands making it stop from shaking.
“I’m afraid of bloods” I whisper.
“ay sorry” he wipe the side of his lips kung saan may dugo.
“kuya kayo nang bahala sa mga yan nakapuntos oh” he said and pointed on his lips pertaining his bruises. The bouncers and guard nodded at him at nagsorry and dinala nila yong tatlo palayo samin.
“Tara na hatid na kita” he said.
“Kaya moba?” I ask kasi napansin kong may pasa siya sa braso niya at may mga sugat siya sa mukha.
“Oo naman ako pa ba tara na gabi na oh baka hinahanap kana sainyo” he said and open his car for me.
Nangmakasakay na kami I gaze at him while starting the engine parang walang nagyari he still manage to smile and smirk kahit na kakagaling niya lang sa suntukan.
“Bakit kasi inagaw mo girlfriend nila” I said.
“Baliw hindi ko inagaw, they voluntarily serve them self to me and leave their trashy boyfriends ahead wala eh gwapo eh” I make face because I feel cringe on the last word he said.
“ikaw gwapo saan banda?”
“Sa lahat ng banda” I cover my mouth because of his confidence, grabe lakas.
“oh my talaga ba parang hindi naman I see nothing but an asshole here”
He chuckle “You talk too much lady, be careful you might eat it someday” I don’t understand what he said but I just glared at him.
I remain silent until we are in front of my house “laki ng bahay nyo ah” he said.
“Yeah” I said in a lazy tone and try to take off my seatbelt pero inunahan niya ako he lean in front of me para matanggal ang seatbelt ko.
I held my breath hanggang sa maalis siya sa harapan ko.
I feel my heart beats so fast.
“Sige na kita nalang tayo bukas don’t worry Cali time parin bukas hahaha” I manage to avoid my focus to my heart and roll my eyes on him.
I have to remain my cool.
“Cali time mo mukha mo” I said and went out of his car.
He open the window to see me and smile at me. “Don’t worry kahit madaming babaeng nanghehengi ng time ko Cali time parin pipiliin ko muah” he even gestured a flying kiss and I’m too stupid to act like avoiding it.
He laugh ng umiwas ako kunwari doon.
“Goodnight Cali” he said and drives his way home.
I held my chest and feel my heart bakit ang bilis ng tibok? May sakit ba ako? Is it my phodia of blood attacking again?
I went inside the house and not minding my crazy heart does.
What did you do Aiden?
CHAPTER 7
I’ve been waiting here for an hour already at hanggang ngayon wala paring Aiden na nagpapakita. It’s 10 am already ang usapan 8:30 am ng umaga kami magkikita para sa research tapos ngayon wala prin siya.
I walk through the field para malibang habang hinihintay siya and there he is walking with a girl kaya naman pala late naglandi muna.
I waited for him hanggang sa makalapit na siya sa pwesto ko dito sa bench. “sorry na tagalan hehehe” he said after seating in front of me.
I just rolled my eyes “sana sinabi mo muna na mangbabae ka muna para naman nagpalate ako hindi yong naghintay ako dito nang excat 8:30 am tapos 10 ka pa pala dadating” I put so much sarcasm para mas dama niya ang iritasyon ko sa ginawa niya.
“sorry na nalate ako gumising tyaka hindi ako nangbabae no’ tumigil na ako”
“talk to the hand bro I won’t believe you” tinaas ko ang kamay ko sa harap ng mukha niya para iyon ang kausapin niya.
Like duh sinong maniniwala sa isang Aiden Castro natumigil na daw sa pangbabae?
That won’t happen.
“luh ayaw maniwala tumigil na nga ako ilang araw na nga akong hindi umaaksyon”
I just make face at him and open my loptop. Madami pa siyang sinabi pero hindi ko na lang siya pinansin I feel irritated at him.
I don’t know why.
“Oh diba na tapos kona ang chapter 5 bilib ka noh” I face him as he handed me his work. Tama siya tapos niya na agad yong chpter five and after reading it I must say it’s realistic opinion and very organize yong mag file ng mga objectives.
He look at me with so much confidence.
“Ok na ito pwedi kana umalis we can polish it tomorrow” I said.
“Uwi agad kain muna tayo sa labas tara my treat” he said.
“Libre mo?”
“Oo tara na” he grab my wrist and pull our things off.
Nagpatianod nalang ako sakanya at hinayaan nalang siya sa gusto niya. He even brag me to the nearest restaurant here in the university. Konti lang ang costumers dahil hapon na pero pagupo namin sa table. Agad siyang nilapitan ng ilang mga babae.
I don’t know if it is a fan or his flings. Well I don’t care I’m just irritated dahil ang ingay nila.
“Aiden wanna join me at the bar tonight my treat” sabi nong isang babae na halos lumuwa na ang dibdib sa kakapapansin kay Aiden.
“Aiden sakin ka nalang sumama I’ll accompany you tonight let’s have some fun” the other one said, shock feeling ko ako ang nahihiya para sakanila they are woman and though sila ang nagsasalita ng ganyan sa isang lalake.
“Aiden can we eat you.. I mean can we eat with you” they were about to grab their chairs para pumwestoo dito sa table namin ng biglang tumayo si Aiden.
That made them stop.
“Sorry girl pero hindi niyo ba nakikita may kasama ako ngayon”
All of them look at me and smirk “We can agree to group date Aiden basta ikaw” muntikan ko nang Madura yong tubig nainiinom ko sa sinasabi nila my ghad too desperate.
“Sorry girls hindi na ako tumatanggap ng mga ganyang bagay I’m with my girl right now so please respect our privacy” he said.
“WHAT!” sabay sabay silang nagsitilian at bakas ang pagkagulat sakanilang mga mukha, well pati rin naman ako nabigla sa sinabi niya pero i choose to act normal.
“Please were about to eat can you leave now” magalang na sambit ni Aiden at kahit labag sa loob ng mga babae na iyon they left us but leave a death glare on me.
I throw a piece of fries on Aiden. “ang gago mo bat mo sinabi iyon gusto mob a akong mamatay ng maaga nakita mob a yong tingin nila parang gusto nila ako ilibing ng buhay.”
He laugh “Ok lang yan mukha lang silang harmful pero hindi naman nila gagawin yon hahaha”
“bakit kasi tinanggihan mo sila if I know kating kati kana kanina when you see their sexy body” I stated.
“I’m not that low para pumatol sakanila sabay sabay no’ hahah tyaka sabi ko nga sayo tumigil na ako sa pagaction dahil may gusto akong trabahuhin”
“And what was that?” I ask and lean on the table para magmukhang interesado ako sa dahilan niya.
“You”
“what me bakit ako?” I ask.
Kumuha siya nang isang fries at kinain iyon habang nanatili ang tingin sakin. “I want to prove to you na hindi ako ganong kalalang lalake na puro babae ang iniisip”
“Bakit hindi ba?”
“Hindi nga nakita mo naman tinanggihan ko sila sa harap mo” he sounded like he really want to prove something.
“baka naman dahil andito lang ako pero pag wala ako baka kanina pa kayo sa hotel” I don’t know but I find it challenging to tease him like this.
He wanted to prove something and I want him to lose it.
“Hindi nga ako maakit sa babae ngayon dahil I’m on the stage of changing para naman maging bagay ako sayo” he smiles.
“Seriously Aiden you’re saying that? Oh As if!”
He look amused by my reaction and he also manage to smirk while I’m underestimating his ability.
“I’ll prove it to you” he said, I was about to tease him again ng dumating na ang iba pangpagkain na inorder niya.
Dahil don hinayaan ko nalang siya at kumain na kami, we’ve talk about some things about business, music, band that we both likes and his lame jokes. I find it fun being with this kind of Aiden parang sobrang pure lang at hindi ako naiinis sakanya.
I can see this side as an admirable man and if his continuously show this to I might like him for some reason.
But still his Aiden Castro the great playboy might not trust him fully baka madisapoint lang ako someday.
“So hindi mo gusto ang gaya ko dahil play boy ako ganon?” he ask.
“Definitely yes”
“like I said I’ll prove it to you I’ll stop being a playboy para magustuhan mo ako”
“Why would you do that? Ganon na ba kalalim ang pagkagusto mo sakin at your whiling to change that much”
He nodded “I find you different and I like it it’s the first time that I wanted to prove something so someone and I guess it you”
I stare at him and I see sincerity all over his face “Well we can start as a friend and if you really prove your self to me lets see what happen next” after saying that he smiled at me.
I don’t know pero alam kong parang ang bilis ng lahat at hindi kapanipaniwala na gusto niya ako agad, he might up to something but my got feel tell’s me to give it a chance.
I feel good about this and I feel something at him.
I want to find that out.
“Ok let’s be friend’s first until I prove myself “ he said and smile, biglang tumibok ang mabilis ang puso ko at hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ito nagkakaganito .
Is this means something?
CHAPTER 8
After that day Aiden an di get close to each other at laki niya na akong sinasama sa mga gig niya, but he didn’t lose time on making our research. Lagi ko na siyang kasamang kumain dahil iyon ang gusto niya he always wanted us to eat together.
Minsan sinasama niya ako sa lunch nila ng banda and the rumors about us starting to spread but I remain a mysterious girl dahil pinipilit ni Aiden na harangan ang mga post about sa personality ko. I don’t want to get expose.
We are in the good term already, were friend’s but he seems like his courting me already and he didn’t stop flirting with me.
“Hey kamay mo!” suway ko sakanya ng maramdaman kong pumalupot ito sa bewang ko. Right now we are on a mass gathering here at the auditorium dahil sa announcement about sa school campaign and this guys make his way para makatabi ako. He even left his band para dito umupo.
“my bad” he smirk.
“alam mo mas maganda kung babalik kana lang don sa upuan niyo nila Tagan kesa andito ka at naglalandi” I irritatedly push him lightly.
“I’m here to flirt with you at wala naman masama doon unless it’s you diba, gusto moba iba nalang landiin ko?” tinignan niya ako like hinahamon niya ako.
I feel mad thinking him flirting with other girls well the fact that he stop flirting with other girl’s was true. Tinigil niya nga ito at nakikita ko na totoo nga.
“Akala ko ba prove yourself?” I said.
“haha I just said that to stop you from pushing me away”he said and lean his head into my shoulders.
I feel some butterflies in my tummy because of his sweetness. Hindi ko na alam kung bakit ako nadadala sa mga salita niya although I’m still doubting that his still a play boy and any time pwedi niyang kalimutan ang mga sinabi niya.
Kaya I’m protecting myself.
“let’s eat somewhere” napalingon ako kay Aiden ng magsalita siya habang palabas kami ng auditorium. “Eh diba kakakain lang natin kanina?” I ask.
“Gutom ako ulit ihh tara na” hindi niya na ako binigyan ng tyansang magsalita at hinila na ako papunta ng foodcourt dito sa University.
“Take out nalang tayo” I said. dahil mamaya pag nag dine in kami doon makita kami ng mga fangirls nila ayaw ko pang mamatay ng maaga.
“Sige mauna kana sa bench sunod ako” he said at iniwan na ako.
I just let him go and went to the bench that we are supposed to seat, by the way polishing nalang kami sa research namin and after that pag aaralan nalang naming ito para sa defense.
While waiting for him I just read some articles about gender equality that might help our research.
Mga ilang minute lang ay dumating na din si Aiden. “I order some cheese cake para naman tumamis ng konti ang feeling smo para sakin” he said and I just stare at him like I don’t care about his lame jokes.
We started eating and “Here” tinignan ko siya ng itapat niya sa harap ko ang isang piraso ng fries na dala niya. “Say ah”
Kukunin ko sana ito sa kanya pero agad niyang nilayo ito “ah ah ah ako na” dahil don I just roll my eyes and open my mouth.
He put the half of it on my mouth and when I bite it I was shock when he bites the other part. Dahil don ilang sentimetro nalang ang layo ng labi namin. My eyes literally widened, he smirk at me while we are I this state.
Nang mabalik na ako sa senses ko agad ko siyang tinulak at binato sakanya yong fries na kinain ko “Ikaw ang gago mo talaga noh!!!” I shout.
He just laughs at me. “saying hindi pa nagdikit hahaha”
I glared at him “you perverted jerk!”
“why are you blushing then?” agad kong tinakpan ang mukha ko sa sinabi niya “It’s just mainit noh!”
“ohh it’s just mainit” he mock me.
“Bahala ka nga dyan oh gawin ko yan” I put paper’s in front of him para gawin niya ito at ilipat sa ibang topic ang atensyon namin.
“Eh diba tapos ko na ito?” he said while scanning the papers that he did.
“Ulitin mo ulit para hindi puro kalandian ang alam mo” I said.
“Sus ayaw ko nga” tinabi niya yong mga papers na binigay ko sakanya at kinain nalang yong fries na hawak niya. And he even plays on his phone.
Hinayaan ko nalang din siya at kumain nang cheese cake na dala niya. While eating I glance at him his so busy on playing COD on his phone. Dahil don nagkaron ako ng access na matitigan siya ng mabuti his neat and wavy hair were flowing because of the wind, his pouty lips where so pink and it looks so soft. His white skin is shining because of the light from the sun sa tingin ko nga mas maputi pa siya sakin. Well I guess he get that from his Chinese blood.
I admit it it na gwapo talaga siya and I’m starting to appreciate it now dahil mas nakikita kona ito at nakakasama kona siya. His a nice person and sweet.
“Baka matunaw naman ako nyan” after he said that agad kong tiuon ang atensyon ko sa loptop ko. “Kapal mo hindi kita tinititigan nagbabasa ako dito” I said and scroll on my laptop.
“Talaga hindi ko alam na nakakapagbasa ka pala ng Thailand writings hahaha” his chuckling while gazing on my laptop screen.
Nang tignan ko ito, parang gusto kong sapakin ang sarili ko ngayon. Panong napunta sa Thailand article itong binabasa ko kanina.
Gosh Cali!!!
“HAHAHA” lalo tuloy akong nairita ng mas lumakas ang tawa niya.
“Fuck off walang pakielamanan” I tried to save my dignity pero wala ang lakas parin ng tawa ni loko.
“hoy mamatay ka kakatawa dyan!” I said.
“HAHAHAHA your blushing too much Cali halatang halata ka na” I avoid his gaze.
Nakakainis!
“duh as if naman sobrang gwapo mo para mag blush ako sayo mainit lang talaga no’” I really try to save my pride this time.
He stops laughing and stare at me intensely bakit biglang nagbago ang mood nito?
Dahil don nagkalakas ako ng loob labanan ang tingin niya “Oh bakit problema mo!?”
Nagulat ako ng bila siyang lumapit sakin , as in sobrang lapit “hey!” I panic.
“I’m I not really attractive to you?” why is he so serious right now.
“Lumayo ka nga sobrang lapit mo” I tried to push his chest away pero hinuli niya lang ang kamay ko at hinila ako.
Dahil doon napayakap ako sakanya, his other hands wrap around my waist that makes me stiff.
“I’ll make you fall Cali” he whisper.
And what he did next was so….
“Aiden!”
CHAPTER 9
“Aiden!!”
I was literally shock when my butt hit the floor, cou’z he fucking push me!
“Diba sabi ko sayo mafafall ka kaso hindi sakin hahaha sa floor” he was laughing so hard.
“Alam mo ito ka oh” I give him my glorious middle finger but it just harden his laugh.
Unti-unti ako tumayo mula sa pagkakaupo sa sahig at kahit medyo masakit ang balakang ko I tried to grab one of my books.
“HAHAHAHA—” I cut him off whne I put the book on his mouth. “Yan bagay sayo gumawa ka ng research mag-isa mo!” after sayong those words iniwan ko na siya doon.
At mas nakakinis dahil kahit palayo na ako naririnig ko parin ang pagtawa niya.
Jerk!
I went ot the restroom near our building para maghugas ng kamay and I need to pee. Dahil sa naiinis parin ako kay Aiden padabog kong binuksan ang isang cubicle dito sa restroom at bigla akong nagulat nagng pagbukas non may tao sa loob at hindi lang isa dalawa.
They were making out inside the restroom, dahil sa sobrang gulat ko agad akong napataligod “Sorry” I said and run out of that restroom.
I was running so fast and bump into someone. “Ouch!” inda ko ulit ng mapaupo ako sa sahig.
“Bakit ka tumatakbo?” I rose my head when I recognize that voice.
“NOTHING!” I panic and stand up quickly, pinagpag ko pa ang palda ko para matanggal ang dumi.
His lstaring at me intensely “Miss Rivera better watch where you’re going don’t be so careless!” madiin ang pagkakabigkas niya ng bawat salita and I know that he mean it and his also mad.
I shook my head and nodded at him, I son’t have strength to be stubborn in front of him now lalo na nasa university ako.
“Yes Dean” I said. nang makita kong umalis na siya sa harapan ko doon lang ako nakahinga ng maayos.
Sa lahat naman ng makakasalubong ko bakit ang daddy ko pa!
I started walking and went back to the bench kung saan andon parin ang mga gamit ko pati narin si Aiden.
“Saan ka galing?” he ask while biting his lips halatang nagpipigil parin ng tawa.
“I went to hell pinalista ko doon pangalan mo para sunduin kana mamaya lang mamatay kana kakatwa mo” I make it sound worst para naman matigil na siya sa trip niya pero ang gago parang walang pake , he still grinning.
“hahahaha grabe naman galit mo sakin tara na nga dito, umupo kana dito” he get my hands and guided me to seat beside him.
“Kantahan nalang kita” he said and smile.
“Ikaw kumakainta? Hindi ba drummer ka?”
“Oo drummer ako peri kaya ko din namang kumanta, minsan nga ako kumakanta sa mga gig namin, di moba alam ako dapat vocalist ng banda pero mas magaling lang ng 10% sakin si Tove kaya siya nalang.” I don’t feel like believing him dahil sa klase ng ngiti niya ngayon.
Natawa ako sakanya kaya kumunot ang noo niya “I’m serious” he stated.
I find him cute when his like debating what he said. para siyang bata na inaaway hhahaha.
“Ok sample sample” I said.
Kahit parang may gusto pa siyang sabihin, he just sigh and ready his self to sing.
(Entertainer - Zayn Malik)
“you thought you had me, didn’t you? When you lied to my face, I could see the truth Every step with the way I know How you fooled me boo”
I stiff when his voice filled my ears, how come na maganda ang boses niya?
My heart beat so fast…
“guess you didn’t know that you were my Favorite entertainer, I watch you, I laugh with, and fuck with you Don’t you take me for a fool, In this game, I own the rules
You were my favorite entertainer I watch you, I laugh with, and fuck with you Don’t you take me for a fool, I’ma show you a thing or two“
I hit him in his shoulder that stop him, and his smirking kaya alam kong sinadya niya ito “Hoy akala moba hindi ko naintindihan yang kanta mo you pervert!” He laughs again.
Akala niya hindi ko mapapansin yong lyrics niya!
“hahaha ganda kaya haahaha”
I was about to hit him again “Ok ok iba nalang hahaha” binaba niya ang kamay ko at kinalma ang sarili.
(Let me- Zayn Malik)
“sweet baby, our sex has meaning”
Hahampasin kona sana ulit pero pinigilan niya ako at nginitian, he smile sweetly.
“know this time you’ll stay ti’l the morning Duvet days and vanilla ice cream More than just one night together exclusively
Baby, let me be your man So I can love you And if you let me be your man Then I’ll take care of you For the rest of my life For the rest of yours For the rest of my life For the rest of yours For the rest of ours“
Hindi ko alam pero feeling ko limipilad ako dahil sa boses niya, his songs means something and that something makes me smile and happy.
Sinasabayan pa ni Aiden ng konting pagsayaw ang pagkanta niya kaya hindi ko na mapigilan na tawanan siya.
“Give me your body And let me love you like I do Come a little closer and Let me do those things to you This feeling will last forever baby, That’s the truth Let me be your man so I can love,
Baby let me be your man So I can love And if you let me be your man Then I’ll take care of you For the rest of my life For the rest of yours For the rest of my life For the rest of yours For the rest of ours“
He held my hands “Ganda ng boses ko diba”
I nodded while smiling at him. “Yeah maganda nga pero puro about sa sex talaga alam mong kanta eh no sabagay dyan ka magaling”
“Hep pano mo nalaman?” he smirk at me like his teasing me now dahil sa sinabi ko.
“Eh diba playboy ka malamang gawain mo yan araw araw” i said and fix our things.
“Hoy hindi naman araw araw”
I just make face at him as if naman hindi ako maniniwala na hindi niya inaaraw araw dati iyon.
“tara na hapon na umuwi na tayo bukas nalang natin to tapusin” sabi ko nang mailagay kona ang mga gamit ko saloob ng bag ko at ganon din ang ginawa niya tapos tinapon niya ang mga pinagkainan namin sa isang malapit na basurahan.
“hatid na kita” he said.
Naglakad kami papuntang parking lot at sumakay sa Nissan Patrol na dala niya. Hinatid niya nga ako sa bahay at sa buong byahe ay banat lang siya ng banat ng mga kacornihan niya.
“Sige bukas nalang” binuksan kona nag pinto at lalabas na sana ng hawakan niya ang kamay ko.
“Cali I’m serious with my song a while ago” napatitig ako sakanya dahil sa sinabi niya and try to remember the lyrics of the song.
“let me be your man” he said.
Kitang kita ko ang sincerity sa mukha niya and my brain is telling me not to believe cou’z his a play boy back then but my hearts saying the opposite way.
“Court me then” bahala na si batman.
He smile “Talaga?”
Tumango ako bilang sagot hinila niya ako kaya napalean forward ako sakanya at niyakap niya ako.
I can’t help but to smile, I don’t know I feel happy and at the same time I feel idiot dahil days ago I so hate him but now look at me letting him hug me this tight.
But what can I do this is my heart said.
CHAPTER 10
ring
I stop walking in the hallway ng marinig kong tumunog ang phone ko.
It’s Aiden his calling.
Pervert Castro Calling..
Sinagot koi to at inayos ang pagkakabuhat ko sa bag ko “yes?”
“Asan kana andito ako sa parking”
“I’m on my way already” I start walking binilisan ko ng konti ang paglalakad ko para maabutan ko ang elevator pababa ng building.
“Sige dito ako sa loob ng patrol ko hindi ako makalabas dami fans sa paligid sakay ka nalang dito” he said.
I nodded and hang up the call. Nang makalabas ako sa elevator naglakad ako ng konti papuntang parking at agad kong hinanap ang patrol ni Aiden.
Nakita ko ito sa bandang dulo at tama nga siya medyong madaming babae dito sa parking and halatang mga fans nila ito dahil may mga suot na hair band na may nakasulat na CNTRL S.
I slowly walk at pinilit na hindi makakuha ng pansin at dahan dahang pumasok sa patrol ni Aiden.
“Para kang spy don ah hahaha” he teases, I just roll my eyes at him ang fix my bag on my lap.
While laughing he started the engine. Drive our way through the bar where his gig was scheduled.
I slip my phone on the bag para hindi ito makaabala sa bulsa ng ripped jeans ko. I also saw Aiden glance at my thighs kaya tinignan ko siya ng masama at agnon din ang ginawa niya.
“problema mo?!” I ask dahil ang sama din ng tingin niya sakin.
Tinabi niya din ang kakasyan sa gilid ng kalsada and he put it on a hazard mode.
“bakit nga pala naka ripped jeans ka ngayon?” he seriously ask.
“Bakit bawal ba?”
He groan and get something at the back seat, may binato siya saking four pocket pants na panglalake “Oh anong gagawin ko dito?”
“Wear it”
My eyes widened and scan what he gave seryoso ba siya panglalake ito eh “seryoso ka?”
Binigyan niya lang ako ng seryosong tingin.
“Ayaw ko nga panglalake ito tyaka maluwag ito sa bewang ko” I said.
His hands went down to his belt and take it off, and handed it to me “Wear it or else uuwi kanalang wag kana sumama sakin sa gig”
“what! Seryoso ka talaga?” I can’t believe him.
He smirk at me “Choose?”
Dahil alam kong wala akong laban sakanya lumipat ako sa back seat “wag kang titingin!” I said tumango naman siya at timingin sa bintana.
Padabog kong hinubad ang jeans ko and I’m comfortable naman dahil alam kong hard tinted ang patrol ni Aiden no one could see me here.
Sinuot ko ang four pocket pants na binigay niya pati na rin ang belt na inabot niya. I tank in my white shirt underneath this pants. And I look like a e-girls dahil sa laki ng pants na ito.
Habang inaayos ko ang sarili ko nakita kong nakatingin si Aiden sa mirror sa harapan “HOY! ANG MANYAK MO TALAGA!”
I know it his watching me the whole time, his chuckling now “Don’t worry I didn’t see anything ngayon lang ako nakatingin when I knoe that you already change”
Bumalik ako sa shotgun seat at inayos ang buhok ko.
“See you look great on my clothes” he commented and starts driving.
“BAKIT MO BA AKO PINASUOT NITO?” iritang sambit ko.
“Para walang makakita ng balat mo, yong ripped jeans mo kasi masyadong malaki ang mga sira”
“lame excuse, your acting like a possessive boyfriend tho” I cross my arm in front my chest dahil hindi parin ako natutuwa sa pinasuot niy as akin.
“I’m willing to be possessive unless it’s you” I saw his jaw clenched and his serious eyes glance at me.
Nanahimik nalang ako at pinilit pakalmahin ang mabiis na pagtibok ng puso ko. Why is he so straight forward bout things like this?
Nang makarating na kami sa bar pinasuot niya rin ako ng amry green na cup which matches the pants I’m wearing. Paglabas namin ng sasakyan may mga sumalubong saming ilang fans kaya niyakap ako ni AIdne para hindi makita ng mga tao.
Until we reach the VIP room doon niya lang ako pinakawalan, we enter the room and Aiden and Tove wasn’t here yet.
“wala pa sila?” i ask him.
“andon na yon sa back stage dinala lang kita dito hindi ka makita ng mga fans, so ganito mauna na akong lalabas dito tapos sumunod ka nalang pag alam mong wala ng fans sa paligid punta ka doon sa table sa harap ng stage nakaresearved na iyon.“after he said that he kiss me on my forehead and leave the room.
Gaya ng sinabi niya I first make sure na wala ng fans sa labas ng VIP room saka ako pumunta sa table na sinabi niya. Naabutan ko silang magsisimula nang kumanta.
I saw Aiden stare at me first before playing the drum.
Tagan started strumming his guitar.
(Attention – Charlie Puth)
“woah-oah hm-hmm you’ve been runnin round, runnin round, runnin round, throwin that dirt all on my name cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I’d call you up
you’ve been going round, going round, going round Every party in LA cause you know that I, knew that I, knew that I’d be at one,
I know that dress is karma perfume regret you got me thinking bout when you were mine, ooh and now I’m all up on ya, what you expect but you’re not coming home with me tonight
you just want attention, you don’t want my heart maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new yeah, you just want attention I knew from the start You’re just making sure I’m never Getting’ over you“
Halos lahat ng tao dito ay sumasabay sa pagtugtog nila at pagkanta, they were making the crowd go crazy and my eyes are all lock on him. Sobrang iba siya pag tumutugtog nan g drums every beat was so spectacular because of him.
And lalo siyang nagiging hot tignan dahil sa tugtog, I know many girls here are drowling over him.
Also Tove’s voice I can’t help but to admire it sobrang ganda…
“you’ve been runnin round, runnin round, runnin round, throwin that dirt all on my name cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I’d call you up
baby,now that were, now that were, now that were right here standin face to face you already know read know ready know that you won, oh
I know that dress is karma (dress is karma) perfume regret, yeah you got me thinking bout when you were mine, ooh (you got me thinking bout when you were mine) and now I’m all up on ya,(all up on ya) what you expect (oh, baby) but you’re not coming home with me tonight
you just want attention, you don’t want my heart maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new (someone new) yeah, you just want attention I knew from the start (the start) You’re just making sure I’m never Getting’ over you (over you) oh“
God the way Tagan and Aiden put second voice around Tove’s voice sobrang ganda, how can they have all the talents. Sobrang pinagpala itong tatlong ito.
I saw Aiden glance at me and smile, sinuklian ko rin siya ng isang simpleng ngiti at bumalik din siya sa pagfocus sa pagtugtog. My heart was flattering so much because of him.
Lalo na ngayon naalala ko kung pano nga siya umiiwas sa mga babe dahil gusto niya akong seryosohin, yes I admit it I’m starting to fall for him.
And I’m happy being with him, lahat ng pagdududa ko sakanya ay pilit niyang binubura gamit ang mga malalambing niyang action at ang mga salita niya.
I admit it I’m falling for this playboy.
CHAPTER 11
“Gutom kana ba?” tanong ni Aiden pagkasakay namin ng patrol niya.
Pagkatapos nila tumugog agad nag aya ng uwian sila Tagan dahil papasok daw sila bukas kaya ito kami ni Aiden uuwi na rin.
“bakit mo natanong?” I ask him back.
“kain muna tayo bago kita ihatid sa bahay niyo” he said, tumango nalang ako dahil gutom narin naman ako.
We headed to the nearest restaurant to our subdivision para malapit nalang mamaya paguuwi na ako.
“Table for two Sir?” malambing na tanong ng waitress kay Aiden ng makita niya kaming pumasok.
“Ahm yes miss” he answered and held my hands patungo sa table na uupuan namin. I saw how the waitress rolled her eyes on me.
Problema nito?
Nang makaupo na kami sa table namin Aiden quickly check the menu, at habang busy siya sa pagtingin ng menu napasulyap ako sa waitress sa harap namin.
Oh my she’s day dreaming while staring at Aiden, ganon na ba talaga kalakas sa babae itong lalakeng ito para paglawayan ng ganito ng ibang babae.
“Cali I will order bake mac for us and lasagna and four seasons juice nalang” Aiden said and glance at the waitress para kunin nito ang sinasabi niyang order.
I was waiting for him to make a move don sa waitress pero binabaliwala niya lang ito at patuloy na umuorder ng pagkain kahit nagpapapansin na yong waitress sakanya ng sobra.
“Tapos isang fries miss yon lang order namin thanks” he said without looking at the waitress sakin siya nakatingin ngayon.
Nanatili ang tingin ko sa waitress, she walk away ng nakabusangot ang mukha dahil hindi siya pinansin ni Aiden.
“Hoy anong tinitignan mo?” he asks me and wave his hands in front of me.
“hindi ka ba nagagandahan don sa waitress?” i lean on the table para mangalumbaba.
“Huh? Anong waitress? Yong kumuha ng order natin?” naguguluhang tanong niya.
“Yup? Ganda niya diba”
“Hindi ko napansin” casual na sagot niya at nangalumbaba din gaya ko.
“Hindi mo napansin o iniiwasan mo lang wag pansinin dahil kasama mo ako” I suspiciously said.
He chuckled “Why would I do that? Kasama na kita kaya wala na akong tinitignan na ibang babae no’”
“Wehhhh?”
“Promise cross my heart hope to die ikaw lang ang nakikita ko” aba bumanat pa nga.
“Ganyan talaga linyahan ng mga playboy noh”
He reach for my hend and gave me a sincire look “Sersoyo ako sayo Cali, I like you kaya nga kita nililigawan diba I never did this to anyone sayo lang kaya I know that I’m serious when it comes to you, I really wann pursue you”
What he said make’s my heart flatters so hard, I know what he said is true I can see it in his eyes.
I just can’t believe that this playboy change because of me.
“kung ganon hand aka bang maghintay ng matagal sakin?” panghahamon ko.
“kahit gano katagal pa yan basta ikaw” he smile so handsomely.
“Ma’am Sir here’s your order” natigil ang pagtitigan namin ng dumating na ang order namin.
We started eating and just talk about music and his lame pick-up lines na inaamin kong bumebenta sakin.
“may joke ako” he said while having a big bites on his bake mac.
“ano?”
“anong tawag sa matabang bubuyog?”
“what?”
“Edi CHUB-BEE zzz zzzz” I smile at his failed joke pero siya tawa ng tawa mukhang siya ang nageenjoy sa mga jokes niya kanina pa siya eh.
“Alam mo kumain ka nalang dyan para makauwi na tayo” he laugh and continue eating at ganon din ako.
After we east he pay the bills at hinatid ako sa bahay.
“See you tomorrow” I said ng dumungaw siya sa bintana ng sasakyan niya.
“Yup, hey sleep early wag kang magpupuyat ok” he said I nodded like a child.
“I’ll go I head bye muah” he gestured a flying kiss and this time I didn’t I avoid it I just smile at him as he drive away.
Nang mawala na siya sa paningin ko pumasok na ako ng gate ng bahay, as I enter the house sumalubong sakin ang kakalabas lang na si Dad galing kusina.
“did you eat already?” dad ask.
“Yeah” sagot ko at diretsong naglakad papunta sa hagdanan ng hawakan niya ang braso ko and that stop me.
“after you graduated you have to work to your aunties company abroad do you understand Calista?” maotoridad niyang sambit.
“but dad i––”
“I don’t accept but’s Calista you know that” hindi na ako nakasagot saknya at yumuko nalang, I pull my arms back at tumakbo paakyat ng kwarto ko.
“I hate you lagi nalang gusto mo ang nasusunod! What about my decisions in life!!” lahat ng inis ko ay binigay ko sa pag sapak ng unan sa kama ko.
“I hate you, I hate my life!!” I shouted underneath the pillow in my face. I can’t shout freely dahil alam kong maririnig yon ni dad.
Habang nakahiga ako sa kama ko at hinihintay ko na mawala ng tuluyan ang inis ko nakalinig ako ng nabasag sa labas, agad akong napaupo at pinakinggan ng maigi ang ingay sa labas.
“Fuck it dad bakit kailangan kong hiwalayan si Savannah?!!!” I heard my kuya shouted.
They were arguing about something, kaya tumayo ako at lumapit sa pinto.
“SHE’S NO GOOD FOR YOU CALIXTO!!” dad shouted too.
“AND HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU SAY THAT YOU DIDN’T EVEN KNOW HER YET!!” alam kong galit na si kuya Calix dahil sa tono ng boses niya.
“YOU’RE IN MY HOUSE YOUNG MAN MY HOUSE MY RULES KUNG KAYA MO NA ANG SARILI MO LUMAYAS KANA, AND BE SURE THAT YOU SECURE THAT SCHOLARSHIP OF YOUR GIRL COU’Z YOU BADLY KNOW HOW I PLAY DIRTY WHEN IT COMES TO MY RULES!” here comes my dad signature threat.
Tama siya we know how dad make his rules, at ayaw niyang hindi siya nasusunod.
“FUCK THIS LIFE!” rinig kong pumasok si kuya sa kwarto niya at pabalibag na sinara ang pinto.
I heavly sigh and seat on the window here in my room. I grab my phone and texted Karsyn.
To Karsyn Kar are you sleeping already?
Agad naman siyang nagreply.
From Karsyn Not yet I’m watching movies, what’s the problem?
To Karsyn Dad did it again, he wanted kuya to break up with his girl do you think that so cruel?
From Karsyn Pangialng girlfriend nani kuya mo yan ay kawawa naman si kuya Calix he have to sacrifice her girl dahil sa kagustuha n ng dad mo.
To Karsyn Do you think it would happen to me?
From Karsyn Bakit kayo na ba ni Aiden?
To Karsyn Know not yet he’d say he’ll wait
From Karsyn That’s good to here, and cali I’m really impress talaga usap usapan sa school ang pagbabago ni Aiden ah dahil daw sa mysterious girl niyawhich is ikaw naman hahaha I must say ang lakas ng gayuma mo sakanya ah. Thegreatest playboy fall for you
That made me smile a little and remember Aiden’s face.
To Karsyn Kar his making me happy
From Karsyn Well maybe your falling too
To Karsyn Do you think it’s bad?
From Karsyn No as long as your happy it’s not bad Cali.
To Karsyn Thank you Kar because you’re always at my side, I love you
From Karsyn I love you too, matulog kana wag mona isipin ang dad mo .
To Karsyn Yup thanks goodnight
From Karsyn Nighty night
Binitawan kona nag phone ko sa side table at humiga na rin sa kama ko, mabigat parin ang loob ko dahil sa ginawa ni dad pero nabawasan na dahil kay Karsyn.
I hope my kuya’s fine.
I close my eyes and I was about to sleep when my phone rings.
I didn’t bother to check who’s the caller cou’z I know that it’s Karsyn.
“hello”
“sabi ko wag magpupuyat eh bakit gising ka pa?” I open my eyes when I hear his voice.
Malambing ang pagkakasabi niya.
“I was about to sleep pero I don’t feel better”
“Why? Do you have problems?”
“wala naman I just feel so down right now, my period is coming I guess” pagpapalusot ko.
“Do you want me to sing for you? Maybe it will help you sleep” malambing na sambit niya. I smiled.
“please then” I said.
I heard him chuckled before he start singing.
(ADORE YOU- Harry styles)
Walk in your rainbow paradise Strawberry lipstick state of mind I get so lost inside your eyes Would you believe it?
You don’t have to say you love me You don’t have to say nothing You don’t have to say your mine Honey, walk through fire for you Just let me adore you Honey, walk through fire for you Just let me adore you Like it’s the only thing I’ll ever do
I close my eyes and rested my phone in my ears while listening to him.
Parang gumagaan ang pakiramdam ko dahil sa boses niya it’s so calming.
“you don’t have to say you love me I just wanna tell you something Lately you’ve been on my mind Honey, walk through fire for you Just let me adore you I’d walk through fire for you Just let me adore you Like it’s the only thing I’ll ever do Like it’s the only thing I’ll ever do”
I feel sleepy already and later on I fell on asleep..
“Goodnight Cali sweet dream” Aiden.
CHAPTER 12
Kinabukasan maaga akong nagayos para pumasok sa school at hindi na hinintay si kuya at dad para magpaalam. I went straight to my classroom at hinintay si Karsyn doon.
While waiting tumunog ang phone ko, I received a text massage from Aiden.
From Pervert Castor May lunch kami with the fam gusto mo bang sumama?
Napaisip ako.
To Pervert Castro No I’ll have lunch with karsyn ngayon sige na you go to your family lunch and let’s just meet up this afternoon
From Pervert Castro You sure?
To Pervert Castro Yup, enjoy your lunch nalang
From Pervert Castro Sige pala see you this afternoon, wag mo akong mamiss masyado ah, and don’t worry hindi ako titingin sa ibang babae I’ll be a good boy
To Pervert Castro Better be
After that he just sends me his selfie photo. Sakto naman dumating na si Karsyn.
“Oh aga mo ah, napaghahalataang ayaw mong magtagal sa bahay nyo” she seated beside me.
“Yeah sinabi mo pa, I feel so suffocated in that house parang puno ng bad vibes ang bawat parte non kaya umalis ako agad ayaw kong masira ang araw ko.”
“mukha naman buo na ang araw mo eh oh” at nakatingin siya sa phone ko ngayon kung saan nakaflash sa screen nito ang picture na sinned ni Aiden.
“He sends that”
“wow naman ang sweet” nakakingiting sambit niya at inayos na ang laptop niya sa desk niya.
“Nga pala Karsyn sabay tayo magluch ngayon ah”
“yeah sure”
Mga ilang minute lang ay dumating na ang prof namin. At nabuno ang five hours namin ng puro quiz dahil sunod sunod ng bigay ang mga prof namin.
It was so tiring to the point na nagmadali kaming pumunta ni Karsyn sa canteen para maglunch nagutom kami sa quizzes.
“ano order mo?’ she ask me ng nasa tapat na kami ng counter.
“chicken teriyaki and I cup of rice akin” I said at naglakad na para maghanap ng mauupuan namin.
Tatakbo na sana ako ng may makita akong isang available na table ng may nakabangga ako.
“Ay! Sorry miss” I apologize at agad inabot ang wallet na nahulog niya dahil sakin.
When I reach it I accidently saw the picture inside of it, it’s my kuya calix and this girl.
Nang tignan ko siya she’s smiling at me pero halatang kakagaling lang nito sa pagiyak.
“Are you ok?” I ask?
“Yes thank you” inabot niya na ang wallet niya, at naglakad na palagpas sakin I follow her with a stare and nabasa ko ang suot niyang jersey its say 21 Savannah. She’s a cheerleader.
Siya ba yong girlfriend ni kuya?
Pinagpatuloy ko ang tingin ko sa kanya ng makita kong makakasalubong niya si Kuya ko sa hallway, they stop for a seconds pero nilagpasan din nila ang isat-isa.
Did kuya really break up with her? I saw her wipe her tears ng malagpasan niya na si kuya.
I feel sorry for the both of them, they look like they love each other pero kailangan nilang maghiwalay dahil sa walang kwentang rules ni dad!
I really hate him.
“Hey asan na yong table natin?” nagulat ako ng tapikin ako ni Karsyn. At don ko lang naalala yong table na kailangan namin.
Buti nalang wala pang umuupo don. “Ayon oh tara na”
We both headed there and eat our lunch at nagkwentuhan lang ng kung ano ano.
After our lunch pumasok na kami sa huling subject namin which is statistics. It takes us two hours on that class kaya 3 na kami nakalabas ng klase. Nagpaalam na si Karsyn sakin dahil magmimeet sila ng kapartner niya sa reseach kaya ako pumunta nalang ako ng field at doon umupo.
Mga ilang minute na akong nakaupo doon ng may naglapag ng paper bag sa lap ko, when I rose my head I saw Aiden smiling at me.
“pinapabigay ni mama cookies daw binake niya” he jolly said, seated beside me.
“wow your mom is so sweet” I said habang tinitignan ang nasa loob ng paper bag. Madaming cookies at mukhang masarap ito.
“mas sweet yong nag abot syempre” nang sabihin niya iyon he also act cute kaya natawa ako at kinurot ang mga pisngi niya.
“Yeah tama ang cute cute nga oh mukhang playboy” I said while pinching his cheeks.
“sus crush mo nga ako eh” he tease.
“duh ako kaya ang crush mo” laban ko sakanya.
He laughs and reach for my waist to tickle me. “hoy hahaha Aiden tigilan mo yan ano ba!hahah!” pilit kong hinuhuli ang mga kamay niya para tumigil sa pagkiliti sakin.
“hahaha ano ba Aiden isa!hhaahaha” patuloy parin siya sa pagkiliti sakin.
“CALI!!!” we stop when someone shouted my name.
Nanlaki ang mata ko ng makita si Kuya sa likod namin. His madly staring at us.
Hindi ako makapagsalita dahil sa gulat at hindi ko rin alam gagawin ko, I feel Aiden tap my back para maramdaman kong nasa tabi ko lang siya.
“Kuya” I manage to talk.
Nagbabaga ang kanyang mga mata ngayon ng lumapit siya samin at agad akong hinila. “ah!” napadaing ako ng sapilitan niya akong hinila palayo kay Aiden.
Kinalaladkad niya na ako palayo at mahigpit ang pagkakahawak niya sa braso ko, pakiramdam ko nagkapasa na agad iyon dahil sa higpit ng pagkakahawak niya.
“hey wait dahan dahan naman ang paghila mo sakanya” Aiden said while following us.
“wala kang pakielem!” kuya said at mas lalo akong hinila kaya nadapa ako at tumigil kami.
Aiden run to me and held my hand gentle para maitayo ako, ng makatayo ako muling hinawakan ni kuya ang braso ko kaya napapikit ako sa higpit ng pagkakahawak niya.
“wait bro she’s hurting because of your grip” puna ni Aiden kay kuya.
“Sinabing wala kang pakielam eh” kuya went to him and punch Aiden so hard. “KUYA!!!” I shouted.
Natumba si Aiden dahil sa lakas non, I was about to run to him ng itulak ako ni kuya nannaging dahilan ng pagbagsak ko sa sahig and tumama ako sa pader. “ouch!” my elbow hit the wall so hard.
Nakita kong umigting ang panga ni Aiden sa nakita niya kaya agad siyang tumayo at pinapak ang kuya ko, they both fight and give hard punch to each other. Buti nalang my mga soccer player na nakita sila mula sa field at agad tumakbo para awatin sila.
One of them help me stand. “Ok ka lang miss?”
I nodded at him
“WALA KANG KARAPATANG SAKTAN SI CALI NG GANON KAHIT KAPATID MO SIYA!!” Aiden shouted habang inaawat siya ng mga soccer player, nagpupumiglas siya at ganon din si kuya.
“THE FUCK YOU CARE!!!” parehong basag ang kanilang mukha at may mga dugo sila kaya tumalikod ako sakanila, I don’t wanna see blood.
I started to tremble bacause of my fear.
“Tara miss dalhin na kita sa clinic your elbow is swollen too much” tumango ako at hinayaan dalhin sa clinic.
I also felt dizzy dahil siguro sa pagkakabagsak ko kanina, I’m sure that I wasn’t in the good stage because of that.
“Cali” I heard Aiden said ng naglalakad na ako paalis, tumigil ako para linginin siya. His walking towards me pero biglang naglabo ang aking mga paningin at unti-unti akong nahihilo.
And everything went black…
CHAPTER 13
Aiden’s Point of View
After Cali painted agad ko siyang dinala sa Clinic, my eyes darken when I saw her elbow whose treating by the nurse here in the clinic. Namaga ito dahil sa hindi maganda ang pagkakatama sa pader kanina ng itulak siya ng kuya niya.
I tighten my grip on her hands while watching the nurse do her job.
“kailangan niyang mag suot ng Arm sling shoulder brace slip because of the high impact of her elbow on the wall nagkaroon ng minor fracture inside and it will be treated if hindi niya muna masyadong igagalaw ang kanyang mga braso.” Nurse said while putting the shoulder brace slip on her arms.
Hanggang ngayon wala parin siyang malay.
“how long will it take for her arms heel?” I ask.
“Well it will just take a weeks and then gagaling din naman yan agad” malumanay na pagpapaliwanag ng nurse. Tumango tango nalang ako habang pinagmamasdan si Cali.
“how bout you? Hindi mob a ipapagamot yang sugat mo sa mukha?” I face her “no I’m fine miss”
I continue staring at Cali when the door opens.
“Castro pinapatawag ka sa dean’s office ngayon na daw, kay Mr.Rivera” sambit ng isang studyanteng pumasok dito sa clinic.
I glance at Cali and face the nurse “Kayo muna pong bahala sakanya babalik ako mamaya” I said and sumama doon sa tumawag sakin.
I know what’s gonna happen after this, masama man o hindi pakiramdam ko hindi ko magugustuhan ang kalalabasan ng pagpasok ko sa dean’s office.
I fearlessly enter the room and face Mr. Rivera, Cali’s father.
Nakatalikod ang upuan niya mula sa aakin kaya hindi ko alam kung anong reacksyon niya ngayon. “Good afternoon sir” I don’t know kung afternoon pa ba or evening na dahil pababa na ang araw sa labas.
His chair turns and faces me with his Dominant face.
Mr. Rivera’s appearance has always been this powerful, pagtinignan mo siya it’s like his already commanding you to respect him kaya ganon nalang ang taas ng tingin sakanya ng mga istudyante dito sa Business Building.
“Mr. Castro have a seat” sinunod ko agad ang kanyang sinabi at umupo sa harapan niya.
I’m trying to find his anger in his face but it seems like his really good at handling his emotion dahil ni katiting na emosyon ay wala akong mabasa sa mukha niya.
“I’ve heard what happen and I’m here to fix it, my daughter is your research partner right?”
“yes si—” he cut me off.
“and what you did with her brother is not unusual right?” matalim ang mga tingin na binibigay ni Mr. Rivera sakin pero anatili paring kalmado ang kanyang mukha.
I nodded as an answer.
“and this building has rules right alam mo yon, at kasama na doon ang offense na ginawa nyo ni Calix”
I nodded again and face the floor.
“Hindi ako papayag na mapapalagpas lang ang ginawa niyong gulo, both of you will received a punishment Calix will be held by the student council and as for you…” binitin niya ang kanyang sasabihin nannaging dahilan ang pagangat ng tingin ko sakanya.
“I’ll be handling yours, as for your punishment i will consider your band here.” What does he mean?
“I want you to disband”
My eyes widened and literally got me stiff in my seat after what he said.
“No sir please don’t do that” mabilis kong pagmamakaawa.
Hindi pweding madamay ang banda ko, we’ve work hard for it at hindi pweding sa isang iglap ay mawawala na ito.
“why wouldn’t I do that Mr. Castro? I’m your dean and you are under my rules you have to follow it” he look so consistent on what he said and that got me terrified hindi pweding madamay sila Tove at Tagan dito.
“Sir I’m so sorry for what I’ve done please wag niyo naman pong idamay ang banda ko”
“Well give me a good deal so I won’t consider your band as a punishment”
Hindi ko alam kung anong pwedi kong sabihin sakanya ngayon.but I tried thinking.
“How bout this one Mr. Castro I’ll give you second chance if you win this incoming Battle of the Band and give the prize to our building custody I’ll let your band pass”
Nagkaron ako ng pagasa sa sinabi niya, that will do!
“Yes sir I agree with that we will do our best to win it”
“You better do Mr. Castro dahil alam mo ang kapalit ng pagkatalo nyo” I fear his words but I have to stay positive and save my band.
“Yes sir, and again please accept my apologies it wasn’t really my intention to have a fight with your son it just that I saw him push Cali so ha––”
“That’s enough Mr. Castro I don’t need your story telling about what happen I want you to focus on our deal unless you want your band to disappear” maotoridan na sambit ni Mr. Rivera.
I shook my head and nodded at him.
“You may leave” he command, I stand in front of him and bow before I leave his office.
Pagkalabas ko ng office someone jump into me and hug me so tight.
It was Cali “What did he say?” she whisper into my ears.
I took a glips on her face before we walk out of that area. Napunta kami sa rooftop kung saan makikita mo ng mabuti ang sunset.
We both seated on the floor and she faced me while holding my hands.
“What did my dad said?” seryosong tanong niya na parang alam niya na hindi maganda ang kinalabasan ng paguusap namin ng tatay niya.
“wala naman kinamusta lang ako ni dean” I tried to joke around pero seryoso niya lang akong tinitiganan and alam niyang hindi ako nagsasabi ng totoo.
“tell me” She pleasingly said.
I let out a heavy sigh first before facing her again.
“he wanted our band to disband because of what I did”
“WHAT!” medyo tumaas ang boses niya dahil sa pagkagulat. Kaya nginitian ko siya to make her feel that I’m ok with it.
“THAT’S NOT FAIR HOW COULD HE DO THAT IT WAS MY BROTHERS FAULT BAKIT NADAMAY KA PA!!! I’LL TALK TO HIM” nagmamadali siyang tumayo at mabilis ko din siyang hinila pabalik.
I made her seat on my lap and hug her waist “hey calm down it’s fine we had a deal” tumigil siya sa pagpupumiglas dahil sa sinabi ko.
“What deal?”
“We have to win this incoming battle of the band para hindi kami tuluyang ipadisband and we have to give the prize to our buildings custody” I explained to her.
Bakas sa mukha niya ang lungkot kaya I pinch her cheeks lightly “Hey don’t worry we will win that battle and I’m sure maiintindihan nila Tove at Tagan ito.”
“This is all my fault” she quickly had a teary eyes kaya agad ko siyang ningitian at hiyakap.
“Hey walang may kasalanan, hindi naman sinasadya ang lahat ng nangyari normal misunderstanding lang ang lahat, hindi mo dapat sisihin ang sarili mo” gusto kong higpitan ang yakap ko sakanya pero alam kong matatamaan ang braso niya na nakashoulder brace kaya I make sure I move carefully.
“I’m sorry” she whisper and rested her chin on my shoulder.
Kung kanina I was so divastated because of that deal, pero parang ngayon I so confident that I will win it dahil andito sa tabi ko si Cali. I know it to myself that this girl really does change me into someone that I don’t know but I like me better because of her.
I just rub her beck and feel her embrace.
“My dad got some fight with my brother last night and I think that’s the reason why my brother burst out like that when he sees us. Maybe his just hurt because dad’s pursue him to break up with her girlfriend last night. Although my brother is always mad at me, he never did hurt me physically ngayon lang kaya I understand him ako nalang ang hehengi ng sorry para sakanya.” What she have said made me smile genuinely.
Why do she need to me this pure, it makes ma fall harder.
“I understand and I’m not mad at him, i was just scared when I saw you hurting kaya ako lumalaban sakanya, I’m sorry too”
“My dad is always that superior to us lahat ng gusto niya ay kailangan sundin and that gives me hell Aiden. I hate the way he roles our life with his hands and words. I want to live a life with my own decisions.” I let her bring out her madness and just listen to her.
“I wish my mom was still here so that I have a companion in life” I held her chin and made her face me.
I gave her a securing smile before kissing her forehead. “I can be your companion in life and anything that you want Calista I’m here for you”
Sha was just staring at me after what I did kaya natawa ako ng konti at niyakap siya ulit “We will win this battle promise”
“Thank you Aiden”
CHAPTER 14
“This will not be easy Aiden” sambit ni Tagan, andito kami ngayon sa audio room para pagusapan ang deal namin ni dean.
They were both calm about it but still worried about our band.
I shook my head “I’m sorry bor hindi ko naman talaga sinasadya ang nangyari at hindi ko din inaakala na idadamay ni dean ang banda” I feel so guilty about it.
Tove tap my shoulder and smile “Hey don’t worry we will win that battle no matter what”
“But we have strong competitors for this year Apollo” sabat ni Tagan. may punto naman si Tagan malalakas nga ang mga makakharap namin ngayon taon.
“hey Gan wala ka bang tiwala sa talents natin last year we won first place hindi malayong maipapanalo natin ito ngayong year” Tove’s is trying his hard to cheer us up.
“Tsss” Tagan just groan and continue strumming his guitar.
“Sorry talaga Tove” paghengi ko ulit ng tawad.
“Ano kaba we will win this battle kaya wala kayong dapat ikabahala” I still feel bad about it.
“Kung totoo ngayong mananalo tayo bakit hindi pa tayo magpractise para mapatunayan nyo yang sinasabi nyo” seryosong sambit ni tagan and still not giving us a glance.
That made us smile “Tama tara na practice na tayo para sure win” Tove’s said and went to get his mic at ganon din ang ginawa ko.
I have to be focus on this and we have to win this for the sake of our band.
Nagreready na kami para sa practice ng tumunog ang phone ko. It’s a text message from Cali.
Agad ko itong binasa.
From Calista Be bound of your talents and do your best to win I’ll watch you tomorrow at the battle
Dahil sa mga sinabi ni Cali mas lalo akong naniwala na mananalo kami. Ginanahan ako lalong tumugtog.
“Hey lover boy let’s start now mamaya nayan” puna ni Tagan sakin kaya agad kong tinabi ang cellphone ko sa isang tabi at nagsimula na kaming magensayo para bukas.
Cali
“Karsyn asan kana ba?” mariing sambit ko sa sarili ko habang nakatayo ako dito sa tapat ng Ethereal University.
We will watch the Battle of the Band, at hanggang ngayon wala paring Karsyn na dumadating kanina pa ako naghihintay dito sa labas ng gate ng Ethereal University.
“Miss manunuod ka sa loob?” some student ask me, I nodded. “Bakit hindi ka pa pumapasok mauubusan ka ng upuan”
“I’m waiting for my friend thank you” tumango siya at pumasok na sa loob tama siyadumadami na ang taong manunuod baka nga maubusan kami ng upuan nito.
Asan kana ba kasi Karsyn?
“CALI!” nakahing ako ng maayos ng makita siyang tumatakbo papunta sakin. She’s wearin the same shirt as mine.
We both wear the Mondrian Unity shirt. “Sorry traffic eh tara na dali” walang sabi sabi na hinila niya na ako sa loob at pumunta sa field. Naglalakd na kami papunta doon ng may makita kaming madaming taong nagtatakbuhan sa parking papaunta sa isang building dito.
“What’s happening there?’ I consciously ask.
“Baka mga fans yan hinahabol mga idol nila alam mo naman ang buhay famous lagging hinahabol ng mga fans” tumango tango nalang ako at naglakad kasama siya.
Nang makarating kami sa field kung saan gaganapin ang contest nakahanap agad kami ng bakanteng upuan buti nalang meron pa.
We seated near at the back dahil doon nalang ang may available. Mga ilang minute din kami naghintay bago magsimula ang contest; Magagaling abawat banda pero may isang band na tumigil dahil umalis yong vocalist nila. She seems had aproblem pero sobrang ganda niya I think sila yong representative ng Ethereal.
After them sumonod na din sila Aiden tumugtog, it went great dahil sobrang ganda ng performance nila at halos lahat ng crowd ay sumabay sakanila.
I think sila yong representative ng Ethereal.
After them sumonod na din sila Aiden tumugtog, it went great dahil sobrang ganda ng performance nila at halos lahat ng crowd ay sumabay sakanila.
I think sila yong representative ng Ethereal.
After them sumonod na din sila Aiden tumugtog, it went great dahil sobrang ganda ng performance nila at halos lahat ng crowd ay sumabay sakanila.
While there performance I can see so much dedication on their faces kaya sigurado kaming mananalo sila.
“Cal sa tingin ko nahuli ng CNTRL S ang taste ng mga judges, I hope they win” sambit ni Karsyn while crossing her fingers like she was praying for it.
Ganon din naman ako I’m still paying inside that they will win this contest and may god give it to us. I don’t want them to disband.
“OK GUYS THAT WAS AN INTENSE FIGHT BETWEEN OUR BANDS, SINO KAYA ANG NAKAKUHA NG PANLASA NG ATING MGA JUDGES?” nagsalita na ang MC at kinuha narin nila ang result ng laban mula sa table ng mga judges.
Sinimulan na akong akyatin ng kaba dahil sa posibleng kalalabasan nito. Please lord let them win they deserved it.
“OK WE HAVE THE RESULTS ALREADY WHO’S YOUR CHOICE” tinapat ng MC ang mic niya sa crowd.
“CNTRL S!!!!” Karsyn and I shouted. Iba iba ang sambit ng mga tao kanya kanyang banda pero nanatili parin akong naniniwala na sila Aiden ang mananalo.
“THE WINNER FOR THIS BATTLE OF THE BAND IS NO OTHER THAN….” I close my eyes so hard.
Please lord let us win please, please…
“CNTRL S FROM MONDIRAN UNIVERSITY!!!” i open my eyes at hindi makapaniwalang pinanuod sila Aiden na tanggapin ang trophy at prize nila sa stage.
While Karsyn is already jumping beside me. I remain seating and staring at them.
Napunod ang tenga ko ng sigawan at tilian ng mga tao pero isa lang ang nakikita ng mga mata ko.
Aiden was looking at the crowd right now and when our eyes met he smiled at me and raise the trophy and mouthed me “we did it”
I don’t know but tears escape from my eyes and happiness filled my heart so much.
Nawala na lahat ng guilt sa sarili ko, their band are safe for now.
Thank you lord.
“SO GUYS WHERE TO YOU DEDICATE THIS TROPHY?” rge MC ask them. Inabot ni Tove ang mic at binigay kay Aiden.
“This is for our band and our university and also for someone out there this is for you” I saw how Tove and Tagan smirk at him but he just smile at them.
“WOW SINO KAYA ANG SOMEONE NA IYON?” mabusising sambit ng MC.
“oiiiii your blushing” hinampas ni Karsyn ang balikat ko kaya medyo napainda ako sa sakit.
“OUCH!”
“oh sorry I forgot haha sorry” hinila na ako ni Karsyn papunta sa back stage after that.
Hinintay naming sa labas non sila Aiden and when I see him out the door I run into him and hug him so tight not minding my injured arms.
“You did it!” I said.
“yes I did it for you” he stare at me and give me a peck on my forehead.
“Thank you Aiden”
“I love you Cali” I stiff but still manage to smile at him.
Why did you give me this man lord his too precious to handle.
CHAPTER 15
After that day tinupad ni Dad at ni Aiden ang usapan nila about sa contest, Dad didn’t disband their group and Aiden gave the prize to the building custody. Naging ok na ang lahat my Brother didn’t go to school this past few days dahil pinapunta siya ni Dad sa Cebu for some reasons.
Siguro para malayo na din kay Savannah, speaking of Savannah after they broke up lagi akong pumupunta sa gym para makita siya and yet I always saw her staring at the sky outside the gym. Sometimes she’s crying and that shows me how she loves my brother at alam kong ganon din si kuya.
And about naman samin ni Aiden were not in a official relationship yet but we are good without label, siguro hindi pa ito ang tamang panahon para doon pero ok na kami kung ano ang meron kami ngayon at handa kaming maghintay sa tamang panahon.
Right now we are just enjoying each other’s company and feelings.
“Hey what are you thinking? Parang ang lalim?” I face him as he sat down right in front of me.
Andito kami ngayon sa isang fast food near Mondrian dahil lunch time.
“Nothing naisip ko lang si Kuya at si Savannah I wish they will get back together”
Aiden reaches for my hands and gently rubbing it with his fingers, making me feel secure and calm.
“Don’t worry if they were for each other they will meet again and continue their love story” he said in a very soft voice.
Those words made me feel good about it and just focus on him.
“Your right, alam mo every day that comes, you are getting better and better in fairness” I tease him while intertwined our hands.
He smirks confidently like his proud of himself.
I chuckle on his reaction “showing of too much Mr.Castro” I said.
Aiden laugh at what I’ve said “sayo lang naman”
His getting sweeter and sweeter as the time goes by and I admit it that I hardly fallen for him. He also prove himself too much that his not a playboy anymore.
“ma’am sir here’s your order” the waiter put down our orders in our table while glancing at me for unknown reasons.
After he left I saw how Aiden’s jaw clenched. “Hey what’s the problem?” I ask while fixing the straws in our drinks.
“That guy his hitting on you!”
“Baliw hindi naman ikaw ang OA mo” I tried joking around dahil ang sama ng tingin nito sa waiter.
“I’m not OA I’m Aiden” hindi ko alam kung seryoso ba siya sa sinasabi niya or it’s his joke pero bumenta sakin.
“That’s a good joke hahaha”
“I’m not joking Calista I don’t want men drawl over you” here comes his possessive side.
I grab the ice cream that I ordered and scoop a small amount of ice cream and give it to him, kahit nakabusangot siya ay sinubo niya parin ito kaya lalo akong natutuwa sakanya.
“Tell them that I’m reserved already Castro’s property” that made him change his emotion into a pervert side.
“My property that’s a great thing to calm me down good job Miss Rivera” ngayon ok na siya ulit, his really something that makes my day go crazy and at the same time happy.
“Hahaha tama nga yan kumain na tayo at may klase pa tayo ng 1:30 remember?” I said and start eating.
“yes ma’am”
I smiled at Aiden’s reaction and watch him eat his meal. Back then I had so many reasons to hate him but the life suddenly turn around and right at this moment I can’t find any reasons to hate him. I just see him perfect for me.
And maybe this is love.
Aiden
“See you tomorrow” I hugged her so tight, and now we are right in front of their house.
“Yup sige na umalis kana goodnight” she said and let go of our hug but I wanted more so I didn’t let her go.
She chuckled “Hey tama na hahaha sige na”
I pouted at her to let her know that I still want to hug her pero nginitian niya lang ako.
“Sige na Aiden bukas nalang go” she pushes me back to my Patrol but I turn around and grab her face and kiss he forehead.
“I love you Cali goodnight” I whisper.
She smile and the second thing she did wasn’t really expectable.
My eyes widened and I stiff on my place.
She kissed me on the lips.
It was a peck of kiss but it feels like forever already. My heart is beating so fast that I can feel my ears burning already.
“Goodnight Castro” she said and enters their house leaving me here damn founded.
Wala sa sariling sumakay ako ng patrol ko, it took me a several times bago ako bumalik sa katinuan ko. And a big smile flash in to my face.
My heart is filled with angels flying around in me.
Cali just kissed me…
Masaya kong nilisan ang bahay nila and drive my way home. When I’m near at our subdivision my phone rings and Tove’s calling.
I answered it by a car Bluetooth speaker kaya rinig sa buong patrol ko ang boses niya.
“What’s up?” I ask.
“Ai Lincon Bar ASAP” that made me stop the car and u-turn it.
“bakit ano problema?”
“Tagan need it you know heartbroken” I nodded and hang up the call already. I drive fast to what bar he said.
After I few minutes I saw them inside the second floor of the bar, Tagan was drunk.
“Problema?” tanong ko sabay upo sa tabi nila.
“Celine already know about his plan and she got into a car accident, Tagan is accusing his self because of it.” Tumango tango at bilang pagintindi at lumipat ang tingin ko kay Tagan who’s continuously drinking.
I took my phone off my pocket and texted Cali, to let her know where am I right now.
To Cali Cali I’m at the Lincon Bar right now, Tagan got a problem don’t worry I’m not drinking too much.
Maya maya lang ay nagreply na siya.
From Cali Ok text me if you’re already at home ok.
To Cali Yes Ma’am.
Kinausap lang naming si Tagan about sa nararamdaman niya kay Celine, his just new to this kaya ganito nalang ang reaction niya pero we all know na matagal niya nang gusto si Celine hindi niya lang maintindihan ang sarili niya noong high school kami.
We tried to give him advices and what will he do next for Celine to forgive him.
“Cr lang ako” paalam ko ng maramdaman ko ang pantog ko, I badly need to pee.
Bumaba ako mula sa second floor dahil andito sa baba ang restroom.
After I use the restroom umalis na rin ako doon para umakyat ulit sa taas ng mapalingon ako sa dance floor. There were so many people dancing in it. I glance went to the Dj’s spot.
His wearing a big black hoodie that almost cover his whole face tanging labi nalang nito ang makikita mo. I get curious about his face kaya nagstay ako saglit sa hagdan at patuloy na pinanuod ang bawat galaw niya.
His type of playing the beat was so lit, I can say that his good, I mean great and a monster on this thing.
Nang mapansin kong masyado na akong matagal don I desided to move and go upstairs but I literally stop when the DJ jump with the crowd that make the hoodie fall out.
And I was so shock when a gray ash hair flow down that hoodie and reveal a beautiful lady underneath that hoodie. I wasn’t expecting that she’s a girl I though it’s a man.
She dances with the beat and I don’t know but I feel something inside of me when I stared at her.
She had a long ash gray hair, wearing a strong amount of eye shadow and a black lips stick which matches her style really well.
Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko pero something inside of me wants to see her more.
And my heart is beating so fast too.
What is this Aiden?
After she play and went down of the stage, my feet suddenly move on his own make my way to her.
“ahm miss excuse me” I tap her shoulder that made her face me.
She was so stunning and hot lalo na sa malapitan dagdag mo pa ang medyo malaking headphone na nakasukbit sa leeg niya that makes her more amusing.
Mas bumilis ang pagtibok ng puso ko ngayon magkalapit na kami, I don’t understand. “yes?” she ask.
“May I know your name?” Fuck Aiden why are you asking for her name are you out of your mind.
She smirks and “hay I’m Brianna” it sound like music to my ears. Same thing I feel when i hear Cali’s name.
“Did we meet already so look familiar?” I think I saw her somewhere already ng matitigan ko lalo ang mukha niya.
“I don’t think so it’s my first time here” she said and she was about to leave but this stupid me stop her again. What the fuck Aiden.
“when will you play here again?” I’m fuck up!
“I’d usually play when I just feel like playing, by the way I have to go ciao” mabilis siyang nawala saharapan ko at naiwan akong nakatulala dito.
What did just happen Aiden, did you just ask for other girls name? what the fuck you have Cali already!!!
But I don’t know I feel something about that Brianna, she made my heart beats fast just like what Cali did.
What’s happening I don’t understand???
CHAPTER 16
“Saan ka na naman galing sabi mo restroom lang bat umabot ka ng 30 minutes?” salubong ni Tove sakin pag balik ko sa table namin.
“Wala nanuod lang ako sa baba”
“Ang sabihin mo nangbabae ka, I though Cali’s the one?” bigla akong napaisip sa sinabi niya.
I know Cali’s the one but that Brianna didn’t went out of my mind.
“Baliw hindi” I deny it and have a glass of beer.
I need to loosen up I’m getting crazy!
After we drink and hinatid ko sila sa condo nila I went home.
“Oh Aiden late na ah” when I enter the house my mom went out of the kitchen already wearin her pajamas.
She holding a glass of water. “we just drink a little ma broken kasi si Tagan”
She nodded “Go to your room and rest bukas na kita papagalitan” i smile to what she said.
Mom walks to their room here in the first floor kaya umakyat na din ako sa kwarto ko.
I head straight to the bathroom para magshower after that I just wear my pajamas and remain topless. I lay down on my bed and grab my phone.
I saw Cali’s text massage so I open it.
From Cali I’ll sleep now but still text me when you get home already ok goodnight Ai Sended 9:45 pm
I look at the wall clock and it’s already 12:03 am, I took a deep sigh and put my phone on the side table.
“What’s happening to you Aiden?” I ask myself.
I close my eyes and see Cali’s face..
And at the same time Brianna pop up too.
Mabilis kong buniksan ang aking mga mata dahil doon. “what the fuck!”
Umupo ako sa kama ko dahil sa hindi malamang dahilan. Why is she also in my mind dapat si Cali lang ang naiisip ko ngayon.
No one else!
Sapilitan kong pinatulog ang sarili ko hanggang sa gumising ako ng umaga I still feel strange.
“Aiden don’t ever come home here late just like last night pasalamat ka wala na ako sa mood na pagalitan ka kagabi!” gaya nga ng sinabi ni Mama kagabi tinuloy niya nga ngayon ang pagsaway sakin kaya I just laugh at her and eat my breakfast.
“Sorry na ma” I hugged her and that made her stop nagging around.
“Pasalamat ka talaga mahal kitang bata ka!” he hazes.
I laugh harder this time “malamang ma anak mo ako eh”
“yon na nga eh anak kita pero hindi ka nagmana sakin!”
After that breakfast I didn’t attended my classes I just went in the audio room and play drums there the whole day. Pagdating nang hapon ang ensayo kami ulit nila Tove at Tagan para sa mga incoming gig at contest namin.
Dahil kahit na tupad ko ang deal nasa panganip parin ang banda ko dahil sa sinabi ni dean after the contest.
“Great job Mr. Castro but still this deal won’t stop there, you still have to maintain winning to every contest dahil if you lose one you’ll lose all”
“but dean that wasn’t what we deal for” sambit ko.
“I do add something when it’s my rule Mr. Castro” tama nga ang sinabi ni Cali her dad so play dirty sometimes.
Wala akong nagawa kundi tanggapin iyon dahil siya ang dean namin.
Hindi ko na ito sasabihin pa kay Cali dahil ayaw kong mag-alala siya.
“By the way Aiden, Cali ask for you hindi niya ba alam na andito ka?” Tove said and fix his mic back to it’s bag.
“I forgot to text her” I said and grab my phone.
I received many text from her. Lahat iyon ay tanong kung asan ako, kung kumain na ba ako…
“Fuck” agad kong kinuha ang bag ko palabas.
Hindi ko siya nasamahan kumain ng lunch and it’s already 5pm did she eat lunch?
Mabilis akong tumakbo sa field and I stop when I saw her busy with her phone at the bench. I was about to step when I received another text from her.
From Cali I miss you
Dahil doon mabilis akong tumakbo papunta sakanya and when she see me, she quickly stand up and smile at me.
I hugged her so tight “sorry sorry hindi ko namalayan ang oras and i forget about this” i feel so guilty right now.
I can I be so stupid to forget about this because of that worthless thought.
“it’s fine aleast andito kana ngayon tara kain tayo sa labas?” she cheerfully said.
I still feel guilty but I smile at her too and kiss her forehead. “I’m sorry Cali I love you” I whisper.
“I love you too” mas lalo akong nagalit sa sarili ko dahil sa sinabi niya. How can I do this to her, I love her and yet I forget about her.
Fuck you Jackass!!
I make sure na makabawi kay Cali, we eat outside and play at the part kahit pagabi na and after that hinatid ko siya sa bahay nila. I was so happy and delightful dahil sakanya, she made my day every time she smile.
After ko siyang hinatid i was about to go home when my feet brings me to Lincon’s Bar again.
I don’t know but something inside of me wanting to see someone in here.
Pagpasok ko sa loob agad napunta ang tingin ko sa Dj’s spot pero lalake ang tumutugtog ngayon. She’s not here.
I waited pero hindi siya sumulpot.
After that night I feel crazy and went every night to that bar hoping to see her again.
There something in me that wants to see her again and talk to her, stare at her.
And that’s weird because that the same way I feel for Cali and that never change.
“Hey boss tanong ko lang kailan ulit tutogtog dito si Brianna?” I can’t help but to ask the bouncer here at the bar because I’m getting crazy just to see her again.
Don’t make wrong I love Cali so much I just want to see Brianna so this craziness will stop.
“si Bri ba kamo? Nako madalang lang sa patak ng ulan kung pumunta dito iyon swerte mo nalang kung makita mo pa siya ulit” sambit ng bouncer.
That made me took a heavy breath and went out of that bar.
Sumakay ako sa patrol ko pero hindi ko muna ito pinaandar, I shook my head on the steering wheel.
“What the fuck is happening to you Aiden? Chasing over some other girl while you already have Cali!”
I don’t know I love Cali and it’s true but I’m still finding Brianna?
I want to know her badly!
Author: Oh no!
CHAPTER 17
“ok 1..2..3…”
(Wrong- Zayn Malik ft. Kehlani)
“This ain’t a fair fight, yeah What a shared love, only so dry I get her wetter than ever Four letters is never the question
She likes when I’m messy And I like when she’s undressing You’re looking in the wrong place for my love Don’t think because you’re with me this is real You’re looking in the wrong place for my love Don’t stop what you’re doing cause I like that too“
Brianna? Why can’t you get out of my mind, I’m going crazy!!!
It’s been three days and I keep on waiting at that bar every night just to see her but I ain’t had a chance. Hindi na siya bumalik doon at hindi kona alam ang nangyayari sakin I keep on waiting for her. There’s something in me wanting to see her again.
“I don’t, I don’t really know I don’t, I don’t really care Maybe keep it on the low With stories I don’t wanna share
You’re looking in the wrong place for my love Don’t think because you’re with me this is real You’re looking in the wrong place for my love Don’t stop what you’re doing cause I like that too You’re looking in the wrong place for my love Don’t think because you’re with me this is real You’re looking in the wrong place for my love Don’t stop what you’re doing cause I like that too“
“Aiden what’s happening? Wala sa tamang beat yong drum or ikaw?” natigil ako sa pagiisip ko ng makusapin ako ni Tove. I look at them and both of them are meaningful staring at me.
“Huh?” i ask hindi ko kasi naintindihan ang una niyang sinabi.
“Ang sabi ko wala ka sa tyempo!” pag-uulit niya. Napakamot ako ng ulo ko dahil don at tumawa.
“Ganon ba parang hindi naman hahaha gutom lang yan tara kain na tayo kanina pa tayo practice ng practice” I stand up and run to both of them. Inakbyan ko silang dalawa ni Tagan.
“Tss” Tagan haze kaya tumawa nalang ako kahit walang nakakatawa.
I don’t feel good at this thing! Hindi ako ito.
Pagtapos namin kumain sa labas ay agad din kaming bumalik sa Audio room dahil kailangan ulit namin mag ensayo para sa gig namin mamayang gabi at isang contest bukas.
“Break muna inom lang ako” I said, agad akong tumayo at kumuha ng tubig sa bag ko.
While drinking I saw my phone ring and light up, I reach for it and check it.
From Cali Did you eat lunch already? Tapos na ba ang practice niyo? Ako kakatapos ko lang kumain with Karsyn.
I smile when I saw her text, bigla ko siyang namiss.
To Cali Yup, hindi pa kami patapos eh just water break.
From Cali I’ll go to my next class now, I’ll see you later ok.
To Cali Later? I have gig.
From Cali Ohh.. ok I’ll watch then saan ba?
From Cali But I can wait for you sabay sabay kaming pupunta doon nila Tove.
From Cali Don’t worry I’ll go with Karsyn, gave me the location.
To Cali Mystical Club, see yah.
From Cali Noted
I get excited dahil makikita ko siya mamaya, I suddenly feel missing her so much.
Masyado akong nalulunod sa kakaisip ng kung ano anong bagay and I forgot my happy peel. It’s Cali.
Nakangiti akong bumalik sa Drum set ko at nagsimula ulit kaming tumugtog.
Well now I feel so much energy not like a while ago.
Cali
“Sandali lang naman Cal, nakaheels kaya ako” I turn at Karsyn ng magreklamo siya habang hila-hila ko siya papasok sa Mystical Club kung saan tutugtog sila Aiden.
“Sino ba kasi sayo magsabi na magheels ka?” I ask sarcastically and raise my brow on her.
“Arghhh” she groans and just walks inside.
Pagpasok namin sa loob gaya ng inaasahan maraming tao at malilikot na ilaw ang sumalubong samin. We walk in the middle of the crowd and tried to find some available spot.
When I glance at the stage wala pa sila, I think hindi pa sila tumutugtog.
“There” Karsyn pointed a available table kaya mabilis kaming naglakad papunta doon.
“At last nakaupo din, my legs hurt shit” she’s now massaging her thighs and legs.
“Ma’am drinks?” may nag alok samin ng beer and I was about to say no but this girl that had legs aches ay agad tumayo na parang walang masakit sakanya at agad kumuha ng dalawang beer.
I stare at her. “Sabado naman bukas” she gave me teasing smile. Napailing nalang ako sakanya at hinayaan siya.
Bumalik ang tingin ko sa stage ng may umakyat ng babae doon na may hawak na mic.
“Hello people we have a guest now and I guess you already know them” nagtilian ang mga tao dito.
“Ok Ok I’ll give you the Cntrl S!!!!” she introduce them and I saw them there stepping up on the stage. Aiden is wearing a matte black dresser shirt, three buttons off paired is with gray loose jacket. His lower wear is a ripped black jean and his black boots. Making him look so hot and fiercer.
I slightly pouted when I heard some girls talking about him around me.
Still has this strong appeal with girls Castro.
“HELLO EVERYONE WILL PLAY THIS SONG AND WE’D LIKE YOU TO DANCE WITH US LETS GO PARTY” masiglang pageenergize ni Tove sa crown na naging dahilan ng malakas na sigaw dito sa loob.
Karsyn handed me a glass of drinks and out of thinking I drink it and watch them start playing.
(Familiar –Liam Payne, J Balvin)
“it’s simple, you dip low Your hips roll You do the Calypso An into is all that I need, oh, yeah
Y empiezo primero Tu sabes lo que me refiero De cero, sabes que estoy pa ti Ooh, ooh I just wanted to get your name But if it’s cool, I waana get inside your brain
Can we get Famili-famili-famili-familiar, yeah I’m feelin’, I’m feelin’, I’m feelin’,I’m feelin’ hey What’s on your mind for lately tonight? Let me be the one to fill it up
Can we get Famili-famili-famili-familiar, yeah I’m feelin’, I’m feelin’, I’m feelin’,I’m feelin’ hey What’s on your mind for lately tonight? Let me be the one to fill it up Can we get“
Nagsasayawan na ang mga tao sa dance floor when they sing this kind of song, I watch how Tove sing the latin lyrics like it’s his language walang duda talaga ang talento niya. I mean silang tatlo any genre of song can fits them so great.
“Let’s dance Cali saying yong moment oh” bigla nalang akong hinila ni Karsyn sa dance floor dala ang dalawang baso ng beer at inabot sakin ang isa.
“Let’s enjoy” she cheered and started to dance.
I remain standing beside her at napansin kong medyo malapit kami sa stage and I had a better view of Aiden.
I gaze met so I smile at him but his ecpression darkens and I think it’s not I good idea that were on the dance floor kaya hinila ko na lang ulit sa table namin si Karsyn.
“uy ano ba!” Karsyn said.
“Dito ka nalang sumayaw” I said and sat on the coach.
After they play two songs bumaba na din sila and meet there fan girls, do some piture taking and signing. We waited for them at the parking dahil alam kong wala namang chance na makausap sila dito sa loob.
“Shet I feel dizzy” i whisper and tap my head lightly.
“Kasalanan mo to eh” I punch this drunk girl beside me.
“Anorrngg arko hindi kayaaa” slasing na siya talaga. “Pilit mo akong pinainom eh!!” inis na sambit ko sakanya bahang tinutulungan siyang tumayo ng maayos.
“Uminom ka?”
Shit!
I slowly turn and face him with his band mates. “konti lang naman” mahinang sambit ko.
Lumapit siya sakin at kinuha mula sakin ang braso ni Karsyn and face Tove and Tagan. “Can you guys take care of her?” he ask, and Tove and Tagan nodded at him lumapit si Tove para kunin si Karsyn sa kanya.
Gusto ko sanang tumanggi ng biglang hilain ako ni Aiden sa patrol niya.
“Why did you drink lady?” he ask while staring the engine.
“Karsyn wanted me to drink so I take it” I casually said and put my seatbelts on.
He just let out a heavy sigh. sign of defeat.
I saw him glance at me and reach for my hands “I miss you” he whisper kaya napatingin ako sakanya. He look so space out at maraming iniisip.
“I miss you too” I smiled at him while intertwined our hands.
We just remain that way until we reach my house. Siya na rin ang nagtanggal ng seat belt ko and just do some small kisses on my head and forehead.
I was so gentle and fragile.
Pero tuwing titignan ko siya sa kanyang mga mata alam kong maybumabagabag sakanya and I want him to share it to me.
“May problema ka ba?”
Medyo nagulat siya sa tanong ko pero agad din siyang ngumiti but it looks so fake “Wala I’m just tired hehe pakiss naman para lumakas ako”
I kiss his cheeks and hug him. Para kasing may mali eh pero I wish maging ok siya.
Whatever that keeps bothering him I wish it’s not a bad thing.
“Sige na pumasok kana sa loob ng bahay niyo medyo late nadin” he said and lead me in front of our main gate.
“ok drive safely ok, goodnight I’ll see you tomorrow” he just nodded and let me go inside our house until he drive home.
His ok on approaching me but there something seems off in him.
What is that?
CHAPTER 18
Aiden’s Point of View
“Boss andyan ba ngayon si Brianna?”
“ikaw nanaman gabi gabi kana andito ah mukhang ang lakas ng tama m okay Bri” biro ng bouncer dito sa bar.
Hindi ko nasagot sang biro niya pero I just smile at him and wait for him to answer my question.
“swerte mo after so many attempts may schedule siya ngayon pero mamaya pang 11:30 pm maghintay ka pa ng mga 2 hours” agad akong tumango sakanya at pumasok sa loob. I find a spot to stay while waiting.
Atlast makikita na din kita ulit Brianna after so many attempts. Halos apat na linggo na akong nag-aabang kanya dito gabi gabi.
Dahil sa hindi maintindihang kagustuhan kong makita siya ulit.
“sir drinks?” some waitress offers me drinks and I just get one while waiting.
After 2 hours the Dj in front step out of his place and black hoodie girl went up and start to play with the beat. I was so caught off with her and wait till she removes her hood so I can see her face clearly.
Nang kalagitnaan na ng tugtog niya maslalong lumakas ang sigawan at sayaw dito sa loob. My heart is unexplainable right now.
It’s beating too fast and I was really mesmerized by her ash gray hair and her strong aura.
Hinintay kong matapos siyang tumugtog and when she step out of the DJ’s spot agad ako lumapit sakanya and catch her attention.
She looks confuse seeing me but it’s the opposite that I’m feeling right now. Parang sasabog ang buong kalaman ko sa hindi malamang dahilan at pakiramdam.
I’m not familiar with this feelings pero isa lang ang naiintindihan ko yon ay ang pagkagusto kong mapalapit sakanya ng sobra.
“Do I know you?” her voice just like Cali’s vibe pero mas malakas ang dating ng pananalita niya.
I don’t know but my heart is growling over her.
“you seems do not remember me but I remember you” I said.
She smirks and lean closer to me. “Really?” she asks.
“Yes” wala sa sariling sambit ko dahil nalulunod ako sa mga titig niya.
I feel something and that makes me remember something I see before.
“I don’t remember” after she said that, she walk away kaya mabilis ko siyang hinabol hanggang sa mapunta kami sa smoking area dito sa bar.
And she smock. “You smock?”
“isn’t it too obvious?” she mock.
Lumapit ako sakanya at pinanuod siya habang busy siya sa pagsindi ng sigarilyo niya. She’s too different.
“you want me?” diretsong sambit niya na nagpalaki ng aking mga mata.
I don’t know what to say but something in me wanted to agree so bad.
Fuck Aiden!
“You’re the guys last time right” she said and still not glancing at me.
“y-yes”
Tumango tango siya habang nasabibig niya parin a ng sigarilyo niya. I feel awkward watching her smock but I still find her hot and beautiful while doing that.
We stayed silent until my phone vibrates on my pocket check it quickly and it’s a text message from Tove. At the same time nakita ko din na nagtext sakin kanina pa si Cali.
I was about to open it when Brianna talks. “Tell me what you want from me?” seryosong sambit niya and now she’s facing me.
“I don’t know either, I just want to see you” I said.
She smirks with that “Then let’s take it quickly so you would know” she stated and grabs my nip pulling me close to her.
I stiff. Considering that our distance was too short, that I can already feel her breath into my bear skin.
“Kiss me” she said.
Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari sakin pero sinunod ko ang sinabi niya, i was blank that time and just think about her delicate lips.
I kissed her!
She stops “Meet me on Wednesday” she said and leave.
What the fuck Aiden!!!
From Cali Aiden it’s been two days already bakit hindi ka sumipot sa klase natin kay miss Santos kahapon? Are you busy?
I was reading her text while walking at the hallway and I feel so fucking guilty right now!!
I love Cali so much but I fucking sucks that I’m guilty but I’m not regretting kissing Brianna that night.
“Hey” nagulat ako ng umakbay sakin ang bigla nalang sumulpot na si Tove.
“Saan ka galing?” I slip my phone on my pocket because he comes.
“Cali’s finding you yesterday” he said I just nodded at him and smile.
Nagtungo kami sa Audio room at doon nalang kumain, we just talk and play some music and just kill sometime there until it’s already 5pm.
Nagpaalam na akong uuwi at naunang umalis sakanila.
“Ai!” I stop walking ng margining ko ang boses na iyon.
My heart beats so fast and when I face her mas lalong lumakas iyon ng makita ko ang kanyang mga maamong mukha.
“Cali” I whisper. She smile and run into me, she jump and hug me so tight at ganon din ang ginawa ko.
I love this embrace.
“Namiss kita” she said, kinatok ako ng konsensya dahil sa sinabi niya kaya hindi ko magawang sumagot pero mas hinigpitan ko nalang ang yakap ko.
“Kahapon pa kita hinahanap hindi ka man lang nagparamdam” she’s pouting while saying that kaya hindi ko napigilang yakapin siya ulit.
My heart is pounding to fast I just wish na hindi niya ito marining ng sobra.
We just stay like that for a minute before she face me. “Kain tayo sa labas?” she jolly said.
I don’t know what to say. Shit!
“I have errands for tonight with my family Cali” I said and simply avoid her gaze.
Napandin kong tumango tango siya at ngumiti pero halatang hindi siya masaya. I feel so fucking bad about it.
“Sige pala next time nalang” she said.
“Ihahatid nalang kita” I reach for her hands and walk her into the parking lot.
Nang maihatid ko siya agad narin akong nagpaalam dahil hindi ko rin kayang tagalan na makita ang malungkot niyang mukha, and my fucking conscience are eating me big time!
Pero kahit naa ganon ay dinala parin ako ng paa ko sa Bar at naghintay kay Brianna.
“Agh!” she groans when I suck her lips using my lips while pushing her hands up beside her head in the wall.
I’m out of my mind.
We were kissing so rough but I keep it gentle as I can. I don’t know how me and Brianna end up making out here in the smoking area but i can’t stop myself right now.
I keep on wanting her presence.
She was fighting with my kisses using her lips as I deepen our kisses, while my other hands is feeling her waist.
I can’t lie but I’m loving her kisses..
And I feel dumb because I’m loving two woman’s at the same time and I’m so fuck up!!
I love Cali and yet I’m cheating with her by Brianna.
At the same time I’m wanting for this girl so bad!
Ano itong pinasok mo Aiden?
Author: errors and typo’s are expected again I’m not a professional writer I’m still exploring this world so please do bear with me.
What will you do if you are in the same situation like Aiden? The one that you Love or the one that you wanting for?
CHAPTER 19
“Hey asan kana magstart na kami?” medyo nilayo ko ang cellphone ko sa tenge ko dahil sa lakas ng boses ni Tove.
“Malapit na andito na ako sa parking” sagot ko at mabilis na nilock ang patrol ko.I also slid my phone in my pocket.
I was walking fast through the hallway but I quickly stop when I saw Cali walking out of her class, I hide behind the wall para hindi niya makita. I can’t face her right now after what I’ve did last night with Brianna.
Simulip ako ng konti para makita kung saan siya pupunta, she’s with her friend Karsyn. They were talking about something that makes them laugh and I also see when Cali gets her phone in her bag and top it fast.
Maya maya lang ay nagvibrate ang phone ko sa bulsa. I know it her, I check it.
From Cali Karsyn and I will eat outside hope you eat your lunch too.
I took a heavy sigh and rested my head against the wall.
This is so frustrating! Fuck!
Hinintay kong makaalis sila sa hallway bago ako nagsimulang maglakad papunta sa Audio room. When I enter the room agad akong napayuko ng makatanggap ako ng batok mula kay Tove at Tagan.
“Hey jerk! We’ve been waiting for you!!” Tagan haze.
“Sorry traffic sa hallway hehe” I joked.
“That’s a lame excuse Ai” tove said like his really astonish about it.
Nginitian ko nalang sila at pumunta sa tapat ng drum set. And again let out a heavy sigh.
My heart and brain wasn’t concurring with each other.
Umupo sa tabi ko si Tove gamit ang dala niyang upuan. “What’s the thing Ai?” he ask, makes Tagan went near us also sat beside me.
“huh?” I tried to deny it though I can already say that you can see it through my face that I’m in big trouble.
“You’re not good at hiding Ai tell us what is it?” sambit ni Tove.
I take a deep breath first before looking at them. “Well here’s the thing, I love Cali”
“Yeah we know that” pagsangayon ni Tagan sa sinabi ko and Tove nodded with him.
“But I have this girl running on my whole system all the time. Hindi ko magawang alisin siya sa isip ko and it freaks me out because they were both running into my mind so hard.” Wala sa sariling sambit ko habang tinitignan ang drum set na nasa harapan ko.
“you mean you’re seeing someone while your with Cali?” Tagan curiously ask.
“yes”
“What are dumb?!!” his voice was high this time.
I just shook my head because I’m so guilty about it.
“who’s this girl?” I rose my gaze when Tove calmly ask me about Brianna.
“Her name is Brianna I met her at the bar she’s a Dj”
“Dj? That’s uncertain” Tagan stated.
“what’s her catch?’ Again Tove ask. Napaisip ako sa tanong niya and only to find out that I don’t really know what’s my catch with her.
“I don’t know either but I keep on wanting for her but I love Cali and that’s clear with me. magulo! Sobrang gulo hindi kona alam!” naiiritang napahawak ako sa ulo ko dahil mismomg ako ay walang iintidihan sa nagyayari sakin.
I have the same feeling with two different people!
“That’s not fair Ai you have to choose hindi tama na dalawa sila”
I stop and try my best to think, but my brain wasn’t cooperating with me.
My brain and are nebulous right now, sobrang labo!
“I don’t know”
“What do you mean you don’t know?”
“Hindi ko alam kung sino pipiliin ko I love Cali at totoo iyon ayaw ko siyang saktan pero Brianna keeps on hunting my inner core I don’t know but it felt so good when I’m with her.” Tried my very best para ipaliwanag ito kahit hindi ko naman talaga maintindihan ang sarili ko.
Sobran gulo!
“You have to choose Ai Cali or that girl named Brianna” seryosong sambit ni Tagan at alam kong iba ang dating nito.
Pumasok sa isispan ko si Brianna and how her lips touches mine it was so different to the other girls I kissed before there were something in it and I really feels precious about it. Something that satisfy my whole system.
But I really Love Cali and I know it’s to deep to ignore it now, she’s my happiness and my energy, I can’t bear a day without seeing her and I know that we love each other already and I’m not that dumb to drop it easy. I’ve work hard for her and I truly mean of loving her.
Mas mahal ko si Cali siya ang sinasabi ng puso ko maybe Brianna is just something but in times like this I will choose the woman I love pover a strange girl who just jump in my life para guluhin ang buong sistema ko.
“i love Cali” I whisper but I know they hear it.
“And then were clear, hindi namen kailangan mag advise sayo you’re too old to do the right thing tinulungan ka lang namin linisin yang magulo mong isip,but one thing Ai if you love her talk to that girl and clean your mess” Nakangiting sambit ni Tove habang papunta sa pwesto ng mic.
I remain staring at him while letting my brain sink what happen. They didn’t advice a word but they make me realize what’s happening in me.
I’ve been bothered this fast few days because of thinking my mistake well in fact I should have work this thing out sa simula pa lang edi sana wala akong pinoproblema ngayon at hindi ko iniiwasan si Cali.
Tama I have to talk to Brianna para matigil na ang kahibangan na ito.
“hey jerk think of that later, right now we need to practice out next song we can’t lose any gigs” malamig na sambit ni Tagan kaya nagsimula na rin kami agad magensayo ng tugtog.
I better think straight now after talking to Brianna, I run into Cali and confess what I ddi I just hope that she will forgive me and accept me again.
Pull yourself together Aiden! You got this.
Wait for me Cali.
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CHAPTER 20
Pagtapos ng araw na iyon agad akong umuwi ng bahay para magpalit at ngayong gabing ito ay kakausapin ko si Brianna. I want to clear this mess I’ve made and focus on Cali.
I don’t want to no cent other people at lalong lalo na si Cali.
“Saan ka nanaman pupunta ng ganitong Oras Aiden!” I stop walking when I heard my mom’s voice behind my back.
I thought they were sleeping already.
“Ma may gig kami” I excuse.
“really?” halatang naghihinala si Mama kaya napakamot ako ng ulo ko.
Buti nalang lumabas si Dad mula sa kwarto at kinausap si Mama, I grab those chances and run away.
“AIDENNNNNNNNNN!!!” I heard my mom shouted kaya mas binilisan kong imaniobra ang sasakyan ko sa parking and drive fast wasy from home.
While driving my phone vbrite and I received a death threat from my Mom.
From Mama Don’t you dare come home tonight Xin I already lock the gates!
That made me laugh and at the same time napaisip ako kung saan ako tutuloy pagkatapos kausapin si Brianna.
Nagvibrate ulit ang phone ko pero this time it’s Cali.
From Cali How’s your day hindi tayo nagkita ngayon are you busy? I miss you.
Kahit nagdadalawang isip ako kong kakausapin kona ba siya I still can’t help but to miss her too.
To Cali I miss you too
Mabilis siyang sumagot pagkareply ko.
From Cali At last you texted, I’ve waiting like forever akala ko kinalimutan mona ako
Medyo nalungkot ako sa sinabi niya, it’s my fault!
To Cali I’m sorry
From Cali It’s ok I understand let see each other tomorrow ok
To Cali Sure
From Cali See yah goodnight
Halata sa message niya na masaya siya, I know her too well. Tama ang desisson ko I still Choose Cali over anyone else.
Nang nasatapat na ako ng bar agad akong naghanap ng pagpaparkingan para makapsaok na sa loob. I know Brianna has a shot today cou’z she told me so.
I step out of my car and went inside.
“Oh andito ka ulit?” salubong ng bouncer sakin pagpasok ko sa loob. I arched a smile at him.
“Si Brianna ba sadya mo mamaya pa siya eh” sabmit nito.
“I’ll wait” I said and find some available table to seat in. luckily meron agad akong nakita sa second floor.
“Sir drinks?” the waitress ask me so I just nodded. I think I just drink a little habaang hinihintay siya just to kills some time.
Nakalipas na ang dalawang oras wala parin siya it’s almost quarter to 12am, still the crowd are still alive and hyping up.
I already feel dizzy because I think I drink too much while waiting.
I reach for my phone to text Tove so that he can pick me up. I think Brianna will not go this time I’ll just try again tomo––
“What are you doing here?” napalingon ako agad ng makita siya sa likuran ko.
She’s wearing a black slick tube top with high waist jeans who’s revealing her shaped body so much. Now she’s staring straight at me and I can’t avoid it
My heart skip beat and as she walks to me my body shaken. She seated casually beside me not cutting our gaze.
“Hey I’m asking you” she whispers in my ears as she leans over my chest.
“I-I wa-want to talk to you about something” fuck I was shuttering, parang natutuyuan ako ng lalamunan dahil sa sobrang lapit niya.
I tried to push her lightly through her waist but it’s a wrong move cou’z it makes me feel her bear skin in her stomach.
I feel nervous about it but there something in me wanting to touch it more! Your drunk already Aiden for god sake pull yourself together! Pilit kong inaayos ang aking pagiisip pero ng mas lalo siyang lumapit para akong mababaliw.
“Let’s talk somewhere private then” kinuha niya ang kamay kong nasa bewang niya at hinila ako patayo.
We went out the bar and lead us in front of my patrol.
“So what is it?” she face me and ask.
I stop for a moment before talking to her “I just want to say sorry about what happen last time between us can we just forget about it?” buong lakas kong sambit kahit feeling ko nahihilo na ako sa kinatatyuan ko.
I was shock when her face show sadnesws and hindi ko alam bigla kong nakita si Cali she’s crying.
No I’m doing this for you Cali don’t cry.
“Is that so?” mahinang sambit ni Brianna.
“Yes again I’m sorry” I tried to take a step close to her pero bigla akong tinamaan ng alak. Nawalang ako ng balanse at napasandall sakanya, She also catch me.
“are you okay?” she said pero hindi ko alam bakit si Cali ang nakikita ko ngayon.
I see Cali and fuck I miss her so much.
I rose my head and see Cali holding me. I stand and stare at her lips.
“Cali I’m sorry baby I miss you so much” I whisper as I reach for her delicate lips.
I feel her push me and say something “Cali?” parang patanong niyang sambit pero hindi koi to pinansin at hinalikan siya ulit.
Brianna
I push him again “Aiden your Drunkyou shoul—hmf” he cut me off and kissed me harder until my waist hit his car.
His kisses making me weak and drown if he still insists this I might not have the strength to stop him.
“Cali” she keeps calling me names.
“I’m bri—” I tried to talk between our kisses but he just bite my lower lips making me groan lightly.
His hands were roaming around my hips down to my thighs.
“Aiden” I moan his name as he suck my bear skin underneath my jaws.
His kisses went down to my neck and suck every part of it.
“Dude it’s your treat then” my eyes widened when I remember that we are in a public place kaya buong lakas ko siyang tinulak palayo sakin he fell on the floor because of it and lose his conscience.
“Hey Aiden are you ok?” dinaluhan ko siya pero his already sleeping.
Saktong may dumaan na dalawang lalake sa harap namin. “Can you help me bring him inside?” they both nodded and give Aiden a lift at dinala siya sa loob ng sasakyan.
“Thank you”
“You’re welcome miss” they said and leave. I get his car keys and drive him to the nearest hotel.
I don’t know where he live’s so I might just lend him at the hotel.
“Hay careful!” I said, buti nalang nagkaron siya ng malay ng makarating kami sa hotel but his still drunk kaya inaalalayan ko siya papasok sa room na chinech in ko para sakanya.
I push him to the bed and watch him rest there.
“Here’s your phone and wallet also your keys I’ll leave you here” I stated as I find my way out.
But I just see my self flying to the bed as he pull and push me in it.
My eyes literally widened when my back touches the soft silk comforter. “Aiden!” I gasp when he unbutton his dress shirt in front of me.
I know his half sleeping pero bakit ganito parin siya. His too drunk so I panic and seat on the bed and tried to puch him away.
But he chases both of my hands and pushes me through the bet and now his above me.
“Aiden—” he cut me off with his wet kisses.
Aiden gripped my thighs and his kisses went roughly, Aiden delved his tongue deeper.
“Aiden” I called his name when I started to surrender myself to him.
CHAPTER 21
“Oh god,” I moan as he davour every inch of my neck.
He started undressing by not cutting our kisses. The way he kisses me sends me so much love.
And I’m getting really drawn to it.
I pull his nape harder to deepen the kiss and he explores his tongue inside my mouth. “agh” he groans when he didn’t easily remove my top because it has a zipper behind kaya wala sa sariling tinulungan ko siya and I completely undress myself in front of him.
He didn’t bother staring at my body, he just quickly suck my mound and play with the other one. Tha makes me feel crazy hindi kona alam kung saan ihaharap ang mukha ko dahil sa ginagawa niyang pagpapaligaya sa buong sistema ko.
As he stop nakita ko na punong puno ng pagnanasa ang kanyang mga mata.
Ang isang kamay niya ay napinta sa gitna ng jeans ko.
With just a blink he already take it off in me and this time his staring in my bare skin with my under war.
I don’t know what to feel, I’m only wearing panties in front of him.
I got shocked when he pull me at the edge of the bed, ngayon nakababa na ang aking mga paa sa sahig habang nanatiling nakahiga ako sa dulo ng kama.
I can’t move I just watch him what he’ll do next.
Now his undressing literally until I meet his bulge who’s hiding behind does calm pants. I was my first time seeing those and I just wish that I drink some alcohol a while ago so that have the stresght for this.
But it’s too late
Mabilis siyang bumamaba sa tapat ng aking mga hita. I tried to close my thigh but his reflexes where so fast and his already holding both of my knees and pushing it wider so he have a big access to my core.
His lip touches my core kahit na may suot pa akong underwear I already feel the warm of his mouth and lips.
“what the fuck—” I groan but mas lalo akong nawala sa sarili ng abutin ng isang kamay niya ang dibdib ko habang patuloy ang ginagawa niya sa masaelan kong parte.
I feel really nervous when his hands gripped on the garter of my underwear a sign of him taking it off already.
His other hand his playing with my mound alternately. Making me lose control and think of him so much.
When he succeeds on getting me naked in front of him he didn’t waste time and play with my clit.
I don’t know where to face any more the more I feel his warm the more I get crazy about him.
Aiden grip on my thighs makes him deep between my legs.
“Agh Aiden!” I shouted but its sounds like a moan, I feel embarrass in myself but at the same time I feel pleasure all over my world.
Aiden move his hands to my ass griping it harder and as his tongue goes deep and hitting something inside.
He keeps on hitting that something, sinimulan kong magpumiglas dahil sa kakaibang bagay nanararamdaman ko pero dahil hawak niya ang balakang ko hindi ko magawamg takas an ang kakaibang bagay na pinapalasap niya sakin.
I feel like peeing already!
“Aiden stop pleaseplease”
Nababaliw na ako habang papalapit ng papalapit ang kakaibang bagay sa loob ko I feel like any moment now ay sasabog nako.
“Aiden!”
But Aiden didn’t listen to me, Mas binilisan niya pa ang paggalaw sa gitna ko.
“ Aiden! Oh! Aiden! Agh Aidennnn!“ I feel so weak when I exploded something.
Nakita ko nalang si Aiden na umakyat sa ibabaw ko at hinila ako pataas sa kama. His eyes were so sleepy yet he still can do this kind of thing.
I rested myself in the bed and just fight his stares.
Hanggang sa lumapit siya sakin at binigyan ako ng malalamot na mga halik. That went down to my jaw, my neck and to my breast he sucks it like he wanted something from it.
Like a new born baby expecting for a milk to come out my breast.
Pinikit ko nalang ang aking mga mata at pinakiramdaman ang bawat galaw niya sa ibabaw ko.
Nagugustuhan ko na ang bawat ginagawa niya sakin at para na akong nalalasing ng dahil sa labi niya. I stiff for a moment when I feel something bulging my thighs.
I don’t want to look at it but I surely know what is it.
It’s Aiden’s thing!
Umakyat muli ang kanyang mga labi sa saking mga labi and binigyan ko ng napakasarap na uri ng halik it was so sweet, soft and loved.
Pero nong tumagal naging mapusok ito at mapanlinlang.
Aiden started to rub his thing between my thighs while getting me busy with his kisses.
“Fuck I can take it anymore” kakaibang musika ang dala ng boses niya ngayon it was so tempting and seductive.
“Put it in” kahit kinakabahan ako I manage to give him a permission to do it.
He kiss me harder as he passion himself above me and that thing down there meet my core and gently enter me.
I cried so hard while feeling the pain in it. Parang nabibiyak ako sa dalawa and it’s so painful!
“I’m sorry” i open my eyes when he whispers that between our lips.
“I won’t stop anymore” after he said that he gave me a deep hard thrust and his whole thing is already in side my hole.
“AGH!!” I cried even harder.
“I’m sorry” as he said those words her gave me soft kisses all over my face, he also kiss my tears.
He started thrusting at kahit na sobrang sakit pinilit koi tong tiisin. “Fcuk so tight!” he groan.
Maya maya lang mas binilisan niya pa ang pagkilos habang ako ay nananatiling iniinda ang bawat galaw niya.
It was so painful but this is the kind of pain I will always want to feel.
“agh!”
“Aiden!”
Napuno ng ungol naming dalawa ang silid.
Nang maramdaman kong medyo nawala na ang sakit at unti-unti na itong napapalitan ng nakakabaliw na sarap, nagsimula na ring sumabay ang bewang ko sa bawat galaw niya.
“Agh Aiden faster!” I don’t even recognize my own voice right now.
“Fuck”
Mas bumilis ng bumilis ang kilos naming dalwa hanggang sa maramdaman ko nanaman ulit ang kakaibang bagay sa loob ko.
“fucking shit! I’m cumming” Aiden moan loud.
Is that what I’m also feeling, something that is about to explode inside of me?
“Ah! Ah! Ah! Aiden” nababaliw na hiyaw ko.
“Fuck I’m near … I love you” he said. makes me open my eyes and look at him.
He said I love you?
“I love you to—”
“I love you Cali fuck I love you baby” he shout an dload his orgasm inside my mound. I did the same way too but I’m still focus on what he called me.
Cali?
He rested above me. “Aiden I’m Bria—“I was cut off when I heard him sleeping already.
“Brianna” pagpapatuloy ko at dahan dahan siyang inalis sa ibabaw ko.
Pinilit kong tumayo kahit nakakamatay ang sakit ng katawan ko lalo na ang gitnag bahagi nito.
I walk awkwardly and get my clothes on. Nang makapagbihis na ako pinagmasdan ko siya.
“Cali?”
I said before leaving that room.
CHAPTER 22
Aiden’s Point of View
I wake up when I feel warm thing touches my face and as I open my eyes it was the sun light coming from the window of my room.
Wait my room doesn’t had a window above my bed. Agad akong napaupo ng marealize ko ang bagay na iyon. My head aches as I seat but I manage to look around.
Am I at the Hotel?
I look around and it was so messy pull of clothes around.
My eyes widened when I familiarize those clothes that I’m pertaining too. It was mine!
Tinignan ko ang sarili ko and fuck I’m naked underneath this comforter.
Biglang nagfalsh saking isipan ang ginawa ko kagabi.
I did something with Brianna!
“FUCKING SHIT!” I shouted and throw hard the pillow beside me.
I feel so depressed remembering it because all along I thought it was a dream and I’m doing it with Cali! All I see last night was her and it fucking feels like her.
But it’s not Aiden its Brianna for god sake what have you done?!
“Fuck you dumb ass” I tired punching my self but it’s no use I already did this big mistake.
And surely this will fucking hurt Cali!
Ang sabi ko titigilan kona ang meron samin ni Brianna pero bakit ganito ang kinalabasan. Mas lalo lang ako nakagawa ng bagay na magpapalayo sakin kay Cali.
I don’t want to hurt her!
“Stupid ass moron! Tangina Aidne!!!” I frustratedly shout and shook my heads down.
“I’m sorry Cali” I whisper and paulit ulit koi tong sinambit.
Mga ilang oras din akong nagtagal sa loob ng kwartong iyon bago ako mag decide na umalis pero mas lalo lang akong nasiraan ng ulo ng makita ko ang bakas ng dugo sa bed sheet.
Brianna is fucking Virgin!
And I take advantage of her.
I just did tow sin in one night what the fuck Aiden.
I dirve my way home, sinalubong ako ni mama ng sermon pero hindi ko nalang ito pinansin at nagpatuloy sa akong silid.
I weakly rested at the bed and close my eyes. Tear feel out my eyes when I feel so dumb and frustrated for what I’ve did.
“How can I face you now Cali?” I whisper as my tears flow into my cheeks.
I feel so hurt and frustrated right now I don’t know what to do..
But there only one thing running in my mind, Iyon ay ang layuan si Cali.
Bacuase if I remain by her side malalman niya ang ginawa ko with Brianna and that will hurt her so bad.
“I’m so sorry Cali.. I love you baby” I whisper.
Her smiling face flash into my mind and seeing that makes me want to run to her and hug her so tight.
But I have to let her go before I hurt her with what I did.
She doesn’t deserved someone like me I’m to worthless for a priceless like her. She’s to dense and innocent for a demon like me. I will just hurt her if I stand by her side.
I have to avoid her.
ring my phone rings beside me and feel cold when I see her name on the caller.
It’s Cali!
It took me seconds before answering it.
“Hello Aiden I’m at the University lounge where are you? you said were going to see each other today? I’m so exicited to sse you” masiglang sambit nito.
Pero sakabila ng saya ng boses niya ramdam ko rin ang lungkot sa likod nito. That makes me feel that I shouldn’t be one of that sadness.
“hey are you there?’ she ask.
I let out a heavy sigh before talking “I’m not going I’m busy” I coldly said and quicly turn of the call.
Sobrang hirap nito para sakin pero ito ang tamang gawin!
I received a text message from her.
From Cali Sorry if your not in the mood and busy I’ll just wait for you later this afternoon okay?
Ito na nag ba ang kiantatakutan ko you can’t be this gentle on me Cali hindi mo alam kung gano ka gago ang minamahal mo ngayon.
To Cali Don’t bother I’m not going
Pinatay kona ang phone ko after that and just close my eyes and sleep.
It’s been a week and I didn’t attended some of my class but I never skip our gigs.
And it’s been a hell week for avoiding Cali. She’s always making her way to talk to me but I really tried my very best to avoid her. Everytime I see her I just want to kill my self.
Sobra akong nalulungkot tuwing nakikita ko kung pano siya tumingin sakin tuwing tinatanggihan ko siayat nilalayuan.
But still she’s smile everytime I avoid her and try to understand me.
How did I end up hurting the girl I loved?
You suck Aiden!
“Where are you going?’ I turn my back and face Tove and Tagan.
I know they notice my sudden change but they still choose to let me be and keep silent about it and I really appriiate that.
“I need to clear somethings up” I said.
Tagan smirk at me and nodded same goes to Tove. I enter my patrol and drive my way to that bar.
I want talk to Brianna about that night, I wanna say sorry and ask for her forgiveness.
I want to clean my conscience so that I can face Cali.
I enter the bar an dfirst thing I did is to look at the Dj’s spot but she’s not there.
“Oh sinong hinahanap mo si Brianna ba?’ napalingon ako bigla ng may magsalita sa likod ko.
It was the bouncer I certainly ask when I’m finding Brianna.
“Yes”
“wala na siya nagquit na siya sa pagiging Dj dito at umalis ng walang paalam” what he said makes my eyes widened.
“what?!”
No I need to talk to her!
“wala eh umalis na siya sabi ng may ari nitong bar, pero may iniwan siyang sualt sa locker ko at hula ko para sayo ito” may nilabas siyang papel mula sa bulsa niya.
“wag kang mag-alala hindi ko binasa yan” he handed it to me.
Inabot ko ito at nagpasalamat sakanya.
“sige mauna na ako” he said and leave.
I open it and read what’s inside.
Isang sentence lang ang nakasulat dito.
Did you regret it?
Nagsisisi nga ba ako sa nangyari?
Pinakiramdaman ko ang aking sarili.
Why I’m not feeling any regret from it?
CHAPTER 23
It’s been two weeks and still avoiding Cali, nanatili din akong wala sa sarili sa loob ng dalawang linggong iyon. Hindi ko alam kung anong iisipin ko.
Sobrang daming tumatakbo sa isip ko at iba-ibang emosyon din ang dinaranas ko. Sakit, galit, konsensya, lungkot at matinding depression.
This is the first time that I get so much frustrated in life!
Sakit dahil hindi ko magawang lapitan ang babaeng mahal ko dahil sa kasalanang ginawa ko.
Galit sa sarili ko dahil ang tanga tanga ko hindi ko magawang pagsisihan ang nangyari samin ni Brianna sakabila nuntong mahal ko si Cali.
Gusto kong magsisi pero hindi ko talaga magawa.
Konsensya dahil tuwing papasok ako pilit kong iniiwasan si Cali, tuwing ginagawa ko iyon kitang kita ko kung gano siya kalungkot dahil doon. Tuwing tinatalikruran ko siya parang gusto kong bumalik at yakapin nalang siya pero hindi ko magawa.
Lungkot dahil kahit andyan lang ang babaeng mahal ko hindi ko man lang ito magawang lapitan.Miss na miss kona siya.
And now I’ve been in serious depression, I started to lose my appetite every morning and night. Kumakain nalang ako pagtanghali dahil kasama ko sila Tove at Tagan. Ihindi na rin ako lumalabas masyado dahil mas pinipili kong magkulong sa kwarto ko at isipin ang kasalanang ginawa ko.
Alam kong madami na akong nakasamang babae pero itong kay Cali at Brianna ay sobrang gulo.
Hindi ko maintindihan kahit katiting na impormasyon kung bakit hindi ko magawang pumili sa kanilang dalawa ngayon.
Mahal na mahal ko talaga si Cali kahit sa maikling panahon naming nagkasama alam kong siya lang ang babaeng nagpatino sakin.
Pero dumating si Brianna.
Gumulo ng sobra ang daan na ginagawa ko para samin ni Cali.
Hindi kona alam ang nagyayari sakin. Pakiramdam ko nababaliw na ako dahil dito.
Pano pa ako makakaalis sa kabaliwan na ito kung ayaw ko silang b itawan dalawa.
Pull yourself together Aiden!
Napatigiol ako sa pag-iisp ng makarinig ako ng katok mula sa aking pintuan.
Hindi na nito hinitay ang sagot ko at dahan dahan ng bumukas iyon.
Sumilip si Mama mula doon at binigyan ako ng isang simpleng ngiti.
“Andyan na sila Tove at Tagan sa baba Xin” agad akong tumayo at kinuha ang bag ko para bumaba.
“Sige ma alis lang kami” I said but she stop me from walking when she grab my arms and stare at me.
“Anak kung ano man ang gumugulo sayo, ayusin mona iyon hindi na maganda ang nagiging epekto nito sayo.” Tinignan ko siya at nginitian.
“Ma what will I do if I want two things at the same time but I will just break both when I grip into them?”
Mom roam her hands in my arms and lightly rubbing it and smile at me “then let go son, if you’ll only hurt both you should just let go.” That really hits me so bad.
Should I let go? Both of them?
Nanatili akong nakatingin sa sahig dahil sa sinabi ni Mama pero bumalik ako ng tingin sakanya ng tapikin niya ang balikat ko at niyakap ako.
“Anak paghindi tama wag mo nang pilitin it’s better to get hurt that to hurt someone” she whisper at naglakad papasok sa isang silid sito sa taas.
Iniwan akong tulala. May punto si Mama at alam kong tama yon’ pero sobrang hirap isipin na mawawala si Cali.
And Brianna?
Nagsimula akong maglakad pababa, we went to the University para sa defense ng research namin ngayon ito gaganapin at alam kong magiging mahirap ito dahil makakasama ko si Cali at wala akong pweding idahilan para makalayo.
We need to defend our research together.
I take a deep breath, this will be the last!
Do the right thing Aiden, Hurt yourself but don’t hurt her.
“That would be all ma’am, sir” Cali said beside me.
“That was a great research aspect Miss Rivera and Mr.Castro.” napatingin ako kay Cali ng ngumiti siya dahil sa sinabing papuri ni Miss Santos samin.
Kakatapos lang namin i-depend ang Research papers namin and I can say that it went well dahil nagustuhan ito ni Miss Santos at iba pang prof na nakinig samin.
Pagkatapos namin sa loob ay agad kaming lumabas at nagtungo sa segnated classroom kung saan pwedi kami maghintay.
We remain silent until we get there.
Pagkapasok sa loob agad kong kinuha ang bag ko para makaalis na.
“Aiden” I stop when she called my name but I didn’t bother to look back.
“Pwedi ba tayong mag usap?” pagkatapos niyang sabihin iyon nauna siya sakin maglakad, sinundan ko nalang siya hanggang sa makarating kami sa rooftop.
Patagal ng patagal ay mas lalong sumisikpi ang dibdib ko. Nahihirapan akong huminga pero hindi koi to pinakita sakanya.
Sobrang kinakabahan ako at nanlalamig sa harapan niya ni hindi ko magawang tignan siya ng diretso.
She rested both of her hands on the railings and stare at the view up here.
Ganon din ang ginawa ko. Mataas itong building ng Business Ad. kaya kitang kita mo mula dito ang buong campus.
“We did it” napatingin ako sakanya ng magsalita siya pero hindi parin siya tumitingin sakin.
“Yeah” iyon nalang sa nasagot ko.
Cali
“Yeah” gaya ng inaasahan his cold voice surrounds my ears and make my heart aches.
Tapos na namin ang research defense namin at mukhang mapipili pa iyon ng mga prof namin, pero bakit ganon I don’t feel happy at all.
I feel like a crease paper that canot be straighten.
I know something is wrong between the both of us but I still want and hope that were fine his just stress.
“Kain tayo sa labas?” pagaaya ko.
“Sorry I have plans” pagkasabi niya non tumalikod na siya at nagsimulang mag lakad.
“Your avoiding me!” lakas loob kong sambit, and that made him stop.
Hindi siya umimik kaya nagsalita ulit ako “Why Ai?”
Pain concur my whole system now that I’m feeling his coldness for me.
I want to disown that idea but his already slapping it to me.
“What’s the proble––” he cut me off with a very unexpectable words.
“Let’s end this” para akong nawalan ng hangin sa katawan ng sabihin niya iyon and I cannot compose any word about it.
“Let’s cut this thing off Cali” pag-uulit niya.
“W-why?” nahihirapan kong sambit. Tears were knocking my eyes already and pain innate my whole body.
“I don’t want it any more”
“kaya ba iniiwasan mo ako simula last week dahil hinahanda mona ang sarili mo sa araw na ito Aiden? Kaya ba hindi mo na ako kinakausap ng maayos dahil dito? You don’t want me anymore bakit? Dahil nagsasawa kana sa isa lang?” I burst out and cry in front of him.
Pero nanatili siyang nakatalikod sakin kaya hindi niya nakikita ang reaksyon ko ngayon.
I started snubbing behind him.
“you made me fall Ai tapos ngayon bigla kang aayaw?” nanghihina ako sa mga sinasabi ko dahil tamang tama ito sakin.
“But I will not this end here Ai, we can still fix it kung wala ka lang sa mood kung hindi ako ang taste of the month mo I’m ready to wait till next month hanggang sa ako na ulit ang maging taste mo” I know I’m too desperate at this moment pero ang magagwa ko. I already fall for him so deep that I can’t let go that easily.
I love him already.
“Ai I lov—” hindi ko natapos ang sasabihin k ng harapin niya ako at tinignan ng deretso sa aking mga mata.
“I’ve had sex with someone else last 2 weeks Cali I cheated and break my words for you!” dirediretso niyang sambit.
Hindi ako nakarespond sa mga sinabi niya dahil hanggang ngayon I’m still thinking of it.
“Do you regret what you did?” I ask and close my eyes and hope.
Matagal bago siya sumagot kaya mas bumilis ang pagdaloy ng luha sa aking pisngi.
I ’m shaking already.
“No” I gasp through what he said.
And rose my head, our gaze met but he quickly avoid it and walk away from me.
Bago siya pumasok sa loob he stop and “I’m sorry” apologized.
“Aiden” I whisper and cry.
CHAPTER 24
Aiden’s Point of View
“Hey stop it already!” napatingin ako kay Tagan ng hampasin nito ang aking mga kamay, when I was about to reach the glass of liquor.
Kahit nanlalabo na ang paningin ko I still tried to drink more.
Gusto kong magpakalasing ngayon ng sobra para matanggal na tong sakit sa dibdib ko.
I fucking want to out! This pain kills me.
Cali’s face pop up again in my mind; how her tears flow from her eyes that moment make me turn into pieces.
I just make her cry because I’m a big trash and useless.
Wala na akong ibang nagawa kundi manakit ng ibang tao. Manakit ng puso ng napakaraming babae and right now I also hurt the person that I want to cherish for my whole life.
“give me that” Tove get the glass that I suppose to reach and move it away from me.
“Tama Ai sobra na ang nainom mo” he said. si Tagan naman ay tinulak ako kaya napasandal nalang ako sa couch.
I rested my head on the boarders and close my eyes.
I feel so dumb. I want to hug her but I can’t, I want to run with her and leave this fucking situation but I can’t.
I just can’t tdo right things.
Lahat ng ginagawa ko ay mali ang kinalalabasan.
“I love her” I whisper but I know both of them hear it.
“But I hurt her, and I’ve been hunting the girl that got me crazy. Baliw na ba ako? I’m loving and wanting two girls at the same time, same days and same heart, tama pa ba ito?” naguguluhang sambit ko.
I heard Tagan exhale before talking. “Actually I don’t know what to advice Ai but here’s the thing and the only thing that I know you can’t love them at the same time Ai”
I look at Tove when he fakes a cup.
“You’re not crazy Ai you just can’t find the right answers for your problem. You should take time and rest then think again, Mahal mo si Cali at alam naming totoo iyon pero hangga’t naguguluhan ka pa mas magandang iwasan mo muna siya. Clear this mess you’ve made and face her at the right time.”
“I don’t know what to do” I said.
“Just rest and let time heal this problem” he said.
Hindi na ako nagsalita muli at nagpahinga nalang muna hanggang sa hindi ko namalayan ay nakatulog na ako.
Kinabukasan gumising ako sa kwarto ko hinatiran ako ng pagkain ni Mama. That day I just stayed at my room for the whole day and rest. Gusto ko lang munang magpahinga dahil pagod na akong sisihin ng sisihin ang aking sarili.
Hindi ko rin naman magawan ng sulosyon itong pinasok ko.
I’m so useless and worthless!
Naging sunod sunod ang araw ng pagpapahinga ko umabot iyon ng isang linggo, buti nalang meron kaming one week break after we defense our researches. Mas madali iyon dahil hindi ko kailangan pahirapan ang sarili kong iwasan si Cali.
Pero god knows how I miss her so bad.
My phone rings so I reach for my phone and receive a text message from Tove.
From Tove. Rehearsal bro where are you?
To Tove I’m coming
Cali
“Cali ano ba nababaliw kana ba inayawan kana nga eh bat pa tayo pupunta doon?” IRITANG SAMBIT NI Karsyn habang hinihila ko siya papasok ng Ethereal University.
May contest ulit sila Aiden dito and I know this will be the finals.
I want to watch kahit hindi na ayaw na sakin ni Aiden, I still want to support him.
“I want to support him Kar”
“Support bakit tank kaba sa ML at kailangan mo siyang supportahan, Cali ayaw na nga sayo nong tao eh” kahit pilit pinapamukha sakin ni Karsyn na ayaw na sakin ni Aiden.
There still something in me hopes for him back.
“Sige na Karsyn just be a good friend this time and let me watch him”
She groans of irritation but she nodded kaya muli ko siyang hinila papasok. We reach the venue which is the field sobrang daming tao pero may mga bakante pang upuan.
Nang makaupo kami I hopingly look around pero hinampas lang ni Karsyn ang hita ko, so I stop.
Nagstart ang contest pero hindi ko narinig ang Banda nila Aiden sa list, baka nalagpasan lang I guess.
I know they won’t ditch this contest dahil kapalit nito ang banda nila.
We waited for them to be called at the stage and tama ako nalagpasan lang sila they step out of the stage and fix there things up quickly and paly there piece.
(WITHOUT YOU - AJ Rafael)
“Bucket full of tears Babe, you know I’m here I’m here waiting Close your precious eyes and Just realize I’m still fighting For you to be with me And sit under this tress And we can watch the sun rise.
We can watch the sunrise.“
I feel nervous and my hands were shaking while watching him. Nanlalamig din ang buong katawan ko habang pinagmamasdan siyang tumutogtog.
“Wake up, feel the air That I’m breathing I can’t explain this Feeling that I’m feeling I won’t go another day Without you”
Halata na hindi nila binibigay ang best nila and I don’t know why? Lahat sila Aiden, Tagan and Tove. I’ve seen better than this so I know that this is not there best shot.
Pwedi silang matalo sa ginagawa niya. Tears started to escape form my eyes right now.
No they can’t lose this.
They awarded the winners but like what I predicted they didn’t win this time, Ethereal ang nanalo.
And in the awarding Aiden and Tove was the only one to attend to get there award, they win 1st runner up.
Does this mean they’ll lose there band?
Agad akong tumayo ng bumaba sila ng stage, I run through him kahit na pinapalibutan sila ng mga fans nila.
I waited for a chance to talk to him. I pull his arms and run away in that palce.
Natigil kami sa likod ng isang building dito. I let go of his hands ng makita kong tinititigan niya ito. “Sorry”
Hindi niya iyon sinagot, he just look around like I was nothing to him.
Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko na yakapin siya. “Aiden” I whisper while snobbing so hard.
Hindi niya sinuklian ng yakap ko he just let me do what I’m doing.
“Aiden be with me again please”
“I’m sorry Cali please let go” he tried to remove my embrace kaya mas lalong lumakas ang iyak ko.
“No no no please Ai” I’m so desperate right now.
Ramdam ko ang lungkot niya, siguro dahil sa pagkatalo nila kaya I want to be with him again . ayaw kong harapin niya ang pagkawala ng band nila mag-isa, I want to be with him badly.
“Aiden please be with me again”
“Please, please, I’m begging you love me agai—–“I wasn’t able to finish my words.
“CALISTA!” I saw my brother’s flaming eyes behind us.
“WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS CALISTA!!!”
CHAPTER 25
“WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS CALISTA?!” Kuya shouted so I panic and move away from Aiden.
Kuya fearlessly went to our place and angerly grip on my wrist. Natakot ako kasi baka maulit nanaman ang nagnyari nong nakaraan. I don’t want Aiden to get hit by my brother again.
“K-kuya” I was shuttering so hard.
Walang sabi sabing hinila ako ni kuya palayo kay Aiden and I was expecting for Aiden’s grip but it didn’t happen. Tinignan ko siya pero hindi niya man lang ako tinapunan ng tingin habang palayo sa kanya in fact he just put both of his hands in his pocket and calmly walk in the opposite way.
Mas lalong dumaloy ang luha saaking pisngi habang pinagmamasdan siyang palayo sakin.
Walang sasariling nagpadala nalang ako sa hila ni kuya.
I feel so weak about it.
Is this truly the end of us?
Pabalibag akong pinasok ni kuya sa office ni dad, and I barely fall on the floor because of that.
Nakita ko ang pagtayo ni dad dahil sa pagsulpot namin dito. “What’s happening!”
I just shook my head and let out my feeling concur my whole system.
“I SAW HER WITH THAT JERK AGAIN DAD!” kuya shouted.
Mas lalo lang akong naiyak sa pagsigaw niya. I know this won’t end up well my dad don’t want me around Aiden.
“They were in a relationship dad!” again my brother stated.
I heard my dad’s sigh before his foot step. Naramdaman ko nalang ang kamay niyang humawak sa aking mga braho at tinulungan akong tumayo mula sa sahig.
He made me seat on the chair in front of his table at ganon din ang inutos niya kay kuya.
“Let’s talk properly and practically Calista, you know what you did is against my rules right” kalmado pero mapanganib na sambit ni Dad.
I slowly nod through what he said as my answer.
“I’ll drop that Castro here in my building!” that made me rose my head and face him with so much fear.
“No Dad please!” I beg.
I saw him smirk and I fucking know his gonna play dirty about this!
“He won’t be able to attend your graduation because I’ll drop him out Cali” paglilinaw niya lalo sa kanyang sinabi.
And so much fear eats my whole system. I won’t let that happen!
“Dad don’t do that!” buong tapang kong sambit. I saw how my brother control his anger nang marinig niya ang pagtaas ng boses ko but I remain tilt here.
Nangalumba asi dad at taimtim akong tinignan. “And you won’t be also attending your graduation Calista!” that made my eyes widened.
“you didn’t follow your father’s rule is just a simple rule Calista DON’T GO NEAR THAT MAN AGAIN but you didn’t listen so you have to face the consequences too”
“But I’m your daughter” wala sa sarili kong sambit, dahil hanggang ngayon everything wasn’t sinking in my mind.
“I don’t care if your my daughter or not, the point here is you didn’t follow a simple rule!” napapikit ako ng hampasin ni Dad ang lamesa niya gamit ang kanyang kaliwang kamay.
“I want to graduate dad” I whisper and burst harder.
“you want to graduate but you never listen to me.”
“dad please forgive me” I need to beg this time I don’t want everything to turn this way.
“I’ll give you a chance Calista but in one condition” napatingin ako kanya and glance at my brother before hearing him out.
“That Castro will able to graduate same as you do but you have to avoid him and don’t ever come near him! Cut all of your connections!” I don’t know what to feel at this moment.
Pakiramdam ko pinipilit ako sa isang bagay na imposible kong gawin. I can’t avoid the person I love how is that possible?
“And you will stick to your brother every time” mas lalo akong hindi nakagalaw dahil sa sinabi ni Dad.
“Hindi ako papaya na suwayin mo ako ulit, sasama ka sa kuya mo sa lahat ng oras and he won’t let you go near that man again. Better think wisely Calista or you’ll lose a better future same as that man goes.” Mapagbantang sambit ni dad and I clearly now that he truly mean what he said.
“Yes dad” wala na akong magagawa laban dito. I don’t want to ruin Aiden’s life.
At isa pa he doesn’t want me anymore maybe I should let go of him and let him be happy.
Fuck Cali trying hard to pull yourself.
“You may go” he said. kaya nanghihinang tumayo ako mula sa pagkakaupo at ganon din si kuya sabay kaming lumabas doon.
“Think smartly Calista, better lose someone precious that breaking them because of your own sake” he whisper and walk away a head of me.
I feel something deep behind those words but it really pains me.
I have to let go of Aiden.
“I love you” I whisper before I walk and follow my brother.
Aiden
“Hello guys this will be our last song and our goodbye” Aiden said and make everyone here show there sad reaction.
Sadly we will disband and this will be our last play.
“Please enjoy our last song, and thank for all your suppot.”
(NAKED - James Arthur)
Hey, you there Can we take it to the next level, baby, do you dare? Don’t be scared
’Cause if you can say the words, I don’t know why I should care ‘Cause here I am, I’m givin’ all I can But all you ever do is mess it up Yeah, I’m right here, I’m tryin’ to make it clear
That getting half of you just ain’t enough I’m not going to wait until you’re done Pretending you don’t need anyone I’m standing here naked (naked, naked) I’m standing here naked (naked, naked) I’m not gonna try ’til you decide You’re ready to swallow all your pride I’m standing here naked (naked, naked) I’m standing here naked (naked, naked)
Tears started to knock my eyes but i know our disband wasn’t the main reason.
Every lyrics hits my cure.
Cali is the reason behind this tears. Letting her go is much painful than this disband.
Hey, get out I’ve got nothin’ left to give for you give me nothin’ now Read my mouth If you ever want me back, then your walls need breakin’ down
‘Cause here I am, I’m givin’ all I can But all you ever do is mess it up (all you ever do is mess it up) Yeah, I’m right here, I’m tryin’ to make it clear getting half of you just ain’t enough I’m not going to wait until you’re done Pretending you don’t need anyone I’m standing here naked (naked, naked) I’m standing here naked (naked, naked) I’m not gonna try ’til you decide You’re ready to swallow all your pride I’m standing here naked (naked, naked) I’m standing here naked (naked, naked)
I wanna give you everything I wanna give you everything I wanna give you everything I wanna give you everything
I’m not going to wait until you’re done ’Cause you pretended you don’t need anyone ’Cause you see that I’m naked (naked, naked) Oh, you see that I’m naked (naked, naked) I’m not going to try ’til you decide You’re ready to swallow all your pride I’m standing here naked (naked, naked) I’m standing here naked (I’m standing) (naked, naked) I’m standing I’m standing here
I feel so lost.
And I fucking want to end this thing!
I’m so dumb to hurt her.
“I’m sorry Cali”
Author: sobrang ganda ng kantang Naked, try to listen to it while reading the this part.
CHAPTER 26
Cali’s Point of View
It’s been one week after that day happen and my dad really did what he said, my brother never leave my side lagi siyang kasama kahit saan ako pumunta. I never got the chance to be alone.
Kahit kasama ko si Karyn nakasunod lagi sakin si kuya. Also pagmay pupuntahan siya lagi niya din ako sinasama.
And one week narin ang nakalipas simula ng magdisband ang Cntrl S. we never see them play again, nanahimik na din ang mga fans nila at wala na akong narinig pa na balita tungkol sa kanila.
I barely see Tagan and Tove on campus but I never see Aiden.
One week narin akong patuloy na lumuluha tuwing naalala siya, his always in my dreams, he never stop running on my mind sobrang miss na miss kona siya I wanna hug him so tight but I can’t.
I’m always thinking if his ok, kumain na kaya siya, does he miss me as I miss him?
Maybe hindi na because he already said that he doesn’t want me anymore.
“Cali andyan na si kuya mo sa labas” I came back to my senses when Karyn tap my shoulder and pointed at the door where my brother’s currently standing.
I take a heavy sigh before fixing mg text books on my bag and smile at her as my goodbye.
Naglakad na ako patungo kay kuya, he stand straight and started to walk ng makita niya ako sa harap niya and just like our routine sumunod na ako sakanya.
“I’ll meet my friend first before we go home” he said and not giving me a glance, I just nodded and resume following him.
Hanggang sa makarating kami sa isang coffee shop dito sa loob ng Campus. Near the architecture building.
Pagpasok naming sa loob he pull me on a curtain table kung saan may nakaupong isang lalake.
“Bro Tagal mo ah” the guy imposed as we seated in front of him.
Base on his appearance his an architecture student, he got a tan skin but it doesn’t affect his masculine face. Gwapo siya and he look so nice.
Pero hindi ko pinahalata na inooberbahan koi to bagkus ay nilabas ko nalang ang aking ipad at nagbasa ng novel doon, while they were busy ordering our food and having a small chitchats.
“Siya ba yong kabatid mo bro?” I stop reading but still not facing him.
“Yeah she’s Cali 4th year collage already” sambit ni kuya.
“Wow graduating na pala siya BSBA siya right?” he continue asking my brother like I wasn’t there.
“Yeah”
“Buti pa sila 4 years lang sa collage tayo 5 hahahaha hirap talaga maging architecture student sana pala ng business ad. nalang din ako” this guys is so talkative parang hindi siya nauubusan ng sasabihin.
His loudness really pissed me off!
I grab my ear pads and place it on my ear, I played a very loud music so I won’t be able to hear them talking.
I continue reading and I just stop when I notice that our food is serving already by the crew.
Tinanggal ko ang aking ear pads and rose my head so I can see the food but I met his gaze, he smirk at me and there’s something on his stare that made me feel uncomfortable.
“Here’s your food” my brother handed me my food so I get it and avoid his friend gaze.
We started and they still talk about some architecture terms and I don’t even understand one.
“By the way hindi mo pa ako pinapakilala sa kapatid mo bro” I glance at him when he said that and his smiling at me.
It’s really uncomfortable seeing him gaze at me, parang iba talaga!
“Yeah I forgot Cali his Rage my friend, he’ll be with us everytime we eat” walang ganang sambit ni kuya at patuloy sa pagkain.
Kaya nalipat ulit ang tingin ko dito sa Rage na ito. “Nice to meet you” nakangiting sambit nito at inabot saking ang kanyang kanang kamay para makipagkamay.
I hesitate to accept it at first but in the end tinaggap ko rin ito at nakipagkamay sakanya, I don’t want to be rude.
“Nice too meet you” I said and I was about ot get my hands back but he tighten his grip on my hands kaya hindi koi to magawang mabawi, tinignan ko siya ng may pagtataka saking mukha pero nanatili lang siyang naktingin sakin suot ang kanyang kakaibang ngiti.
“Let go” I whisper. Pilit ko nang hinihila ang aking kamay pero hindi niya parin ito binititawan.
Nagsimula na ko ng mainis sakanya kaya I kick his feet under the table that made him let go of my hands.
“Ouch!” he frowned.
“What happen?’ my brother ask, pero hindi niya ito pinansin his eyes where still lock on mine.
“fighter I like it” he pervertly said kaya lalo ko siyang sinamaan ng tingin.
nagpatuloy kami sa pagkain at kahit nagkwekwentuhan na sila ni kuya he never stop glancing. Mabuti nalang mabilis kaming tapos at nagpaalam para umuwi.
“We’ll get going bro see you tomorrow” my brother said.
“Sige bro see you,” he turn his gaze on me. “See you tomorrow Cali” mahalay na sambit nito kaya hinila ko na ang kuya ko papalayo sakanya.
I heard him laugh kaya mas lalo akong nainis sakanya.!
Nakalipas na ang tatlong araw parang naging impyerno ang bawat araw ko dahil lagi naming kasama ang Rage na iyon. Kahit saan kami pumunta ni kuya kasama na naming siya he even stay at our house one time and never stop bugging me with his flirty lines and shits.
I feel uncomfortable at him, I feel like it’s not good to be with him lalo na his always taking advantage of being my brothers friend kaya malakas ang loob niyang lapit lapitan ako.
Gaya ngayon his following me!
“Cali saan k aba pupunta tara na sa loob kain tayo” he said while still following me here at the hallway.
My brother just buy our drinks and leave me with him kaya I decided to leave pero he just follow me.
“Can you stop following me your pissing me off big time!” I shouted.
“hey I just want you”what he said made me stop and ominous stare at him.
“what I mean I want you to eat with me hahaha”
“fuck off!” I said and run to the girl’s restroom.
His freaking me off to much, I don’t like the way he talk to me and he stare at me.
My phone rings kaya agad koi tong kinuha, my brother is calling.
Kuya Calling..
I answered it “Where are you?” bungadnito sakin.
“Nagrestroom lang kuya, hintayin mo nalang ako sa parking saglit lang ako” I said.
Naghintay ako doon sa loob ng restroom for a minute bago magdecide lumabas and buti nalang wala na doon si Rage.
I went to the parking lot and ride my brother’s car and we went home.
CHAPTER 27
“Cali tapos mona itong requirement’s natin for Miss Cruz?” I stop writing on my notes when Karsyn whisper at me.
“Yes why?” I whisper back, hindi kami pweding magusap ng makalas dahil andito pa ang prof naming si Sir Valdez, our statistic professor.
“wala lang kala ko hindi mo patapos ako din tapos kona, tara kain tayo sa labad pagtapos ng klase?” I smiled through what he said and nodded lightly and resume taking notes.
Malapit na ang graduation namin, I can’t believe that time goes so fast and now I’m graduating already.
Parang kailan lang I feel so stress because of thinking that I’d fail m research subject because I have the most worst partner. A playboy so doesn’t really care about his study.
Pero bumaligtad ang lahat ang taong inaakala kong hihila sakin pababa ay an lalakeng magpapatibok pa pala ng puso ko. He made me feel so free for that short time. because when I’m with him I feel like my dad wasn’t holding my neck I feel free around him and he made me feel so special.
I that happy days didn’t last long; we end up here avoiding each other and pretend that we didn’t know each other.
One time I saw him with his friend and passed through them but he didn’t even give me a glance.
That pain’s me a lot but I have to accept that we would end up this way.
But god knows how I fucking miss him…
Miss na miss na kita Ai.
“That’s all for today I’ll see at the next meeting” I rose my head as our prof take his away out of this room.
“Tara na Cal?” Karsyn said.
I nodded and fix my things on my bag and sabay kaming lumabas ng room, it’s already 6:00 pm and where going out to eat dinner and snacks.
Habang naglalakad sa hallway my phone ring and I received a text massage from my brother.
From Kuya Calista see me right now, I’ll gave you the location, ASAP.
I stop walking and same as Karsyn. “What’s thata?” she ask.
“Karsyn bukas nalang tayo kumain sa labas kuya want me to go with him, and I think it’s important” I said, she just smiled at me and nodded.
“Sige magingat ka” pagkatapos niyang sabihin iyon tumakbo na ako pababa ng building na iyon.
Maggagabi na kaya wala nang masyadong studyante dito sa campus, I was running through the last floor here in our building nag makita ko sa dadaanan ko ang naglalakd na si Aiden.
His alone.
I stop running and just walk. Magkakasalubong kami? What will I do? I miss him.
Kumatok ang kirot saaking dibdib habang papalapit kami ng papalapit sa isa’t-isa. Nagsimula naring mag landas ang maliliit na luha saaking mga mata.
Pakiramdam ko nawawalan ang hangin sa paligid habang papaliit ng papaliit ang distansya namin sa isa’t-isa.
Our eyes met but he quicly avoid it and walk pass through me. Paglagpas naming sa isa’t-isa parang hindi ako nakahinga at that point and I just want to break down on the floor but I choose to continue walking and let my tear flow at my face.
I miss you Ai, I really do…
I tried to turn my back and hope that his going to do the same thing.
Please Aiden turn your back and face me promise I’ll run to you. I silently prayed.
But he didn’t until he fades in my gaze.
He didn’t look back.
Napahawak ako sa aking dibdib at nagpatuloy sa pagluha…
I think this is really the end.
I weakly seat on the floor and cry my hearts out, ilang linggo ko nang tinatago ang lahat ng sakit na ito, his the only thing I want now but I think he isn’t really for me.
“Aiden” I call his name while crying harder.
I turn my back and walk…
Sobrang sakit!
I stop crying when I reach the parking lot and find my car and drive my way out of the university.
I’m still snobbing while driving so I stop on a caffee shop para umorder ng maiinom at gumamit ng restroom. I fix calm and fix myself dahil alam kong pagnakita ako ni kuyang ganito ay mayayri nanaman ako.
My brother knows me so well kahit na lagi niy akong inaaway. His good at observing people.
“Ma’am your four season drinks po, thank you for coming ma’am” inabot sakin nang waiter ang take out ko, after that I left the place and drive.
My brother still didn’t send me the location kaya I waited for his text.
While waiting Aiden flash on my mind again, how he met my gaze was heart breaking and he quickly avoid it.
He really want me out of his life kaya ganonnalang kung pano niya ako iturungna ibang tao. Pano niya nagawang ganon nalang kabilis mag move on habang ako hirap na hirap parin siyang kalimutan at layuan.
You’re so unfair Aiden, I hate you but I love you!!!
I shook my head on the stirring wheel and rested there while waiting for my brother’s text.
Ilang saglit lang ay tinext niya na saking ang lugar kung saan ko siya pupuntahan.
From Kuya See me here at Lander Condominium, room 1108
I started the engine and check my ways for the exact location, after that I drive my way there.
Why is he on a condominium?
It took me 15 minutes of driving to this place dahil sa traffic. Ngayon andito na ako sa tapat ng condominium na sainabi niya, it’s a big condominium I can say.
I ask the front desk para sa floor ng room na sinabi ni kuya.
“Excuse me can I ask what floor is room 1108?”
“16th floor po ma’am” I nodded and thank her before lead my way to that floor.
As I step out of the elevator I search for that room number and It take me to the last door bago koi to na hanap. Nasa pinakadulo pa kainino kaya itong unit na ito and why is my brother ask me here?
I knock at it but i notice that It wasn’t lock kaya binuksan koi to ng dahan dahan.
I step in the unit, it’s surrounded by dim colors and you will already know that it’s a male’s unit.
Kay kuya ba ito? How come he could afford this unit if control ni Dad ang account namin?
I look around the unit pero walang tao dito but the AC and light were on, kaya I guess my tao dito baka nasa kwarto lang.
I walk through the room na nakasarado kasi baka andon si kuya.
I already hold the door knob when I heard someone talk in my back.
“Hi Cali”
I turn my back and my eyes literally widened as I recognize this person inside this unit.
“Rage?!”
CHAPTER 28
“Rage?!” I said.
He smiled at me and stares at me with his strange gaze. Kaya napastraight ako ng tayo dahil doon.
“Where’s my brother?” I ask.
“ah lumabas lang saglit” he answer and walk near me, inabot nito ang aking kamay at hinila akopapunta sa dining area kung saan may mga pagkain na nakahanda.
“Kain tayo ako nagluto nyan” pinaupo niya ako dito at pinaghandaan ng pagkain.
Naguguluhan ako sa ginagawa niya dahil mukhang pangdecent date ang pagkakaayos ng pagkain dito. Even him his wearing a formal wears.
“matagal pa ba si kuya? Bakit niya ako pinapunta dito?” I ask.
“AH ito oh shrimp fillet masarap ito” his avoiding my question!
Kaya tumayo ako at aalis n asana pero he grab my wrist and let me seat again. “Kain ka muna babalik din ang kuya mo maghintay ka lang” he imposed and seat infront of me.
“Ako nagluto ng lahat ng ito” he stated. I just stare at the food he serve me kaya he awkwardly smile at me.
“Ayaw mo bang itry?” he said na parang nalulungkot siya but it didn’t work for me.
“busog pa ako” I said and lie.
“Sige na kain kana saying naman paghihirap ko” pagkokonsensya niya, well I know it’s not easy to cook five dishes but I feel so uncomfortable when his around kya hindi ko alam kung kakainin ko ba ito or not.
“Sige na oh please” he said.
“Sige hindi ka aalis dito hanggat hindi mo inuubos yang hinanda ko” I exhale a big amount of air bago tumango sakanya at galawin ang pagkain na hinainniya sakin.
Bakit ganito I feel different and nanlalamig ako?
I started eating at ganon din siya he story tell non-stop.
I admit na masarap ang mga pagkain na hinanda niya. Pero ilang minutes na wala parin ang kuya ko, but I ddin’t let him notice na hinihintay ko ang kuya ko I don’t want ot offend him.
Pero sa totoo lang gusto ko nang umalis dito.
I really feel strange around him.
“What took my brother so long?” I said.
“ahm hear juice four season yan kasi I notice na iyonpalagi ang iniinom mo” pinagsalinniya ako ng juice at parang hindi akonarinig sa tanoong ko about sa aking kuya.
Pinanuod ko lang siyangmagsalin ng juice hanggang sa matapos siya, he continue talking about certain things.
Habang busy siya sa pagsasalita I slightly glance at my phone underneath the table and check what time is it already.
8:00 pm na pero asan na si kuya? He said na may pinuntahan lang saglit ang kuya ko.
I decided to text him
To Kuya Kuya where are you? I’m waiting here with Rage.
I started to get nervous now dahil sabi nila saglit lang si kuya, did something happen to him kaya wala pa siya dito?
“Try mo na inumin yang juice Cali dali” he talks kaya madali kong tinago ang phone ko.
“ah yeah” I said and reach for the juice.
I take a sip on it and it taste good.
We continue eating hanggang sa malapit nang maubos ang pagkain ko, I already drink the whole glass of fourseason kaya ubos na ito.
“Alam mob a yong story about obsession Cali yong naging movie?” he asks so I look up to him pero bigla akong nahilo at nanlabo ang aking paningin.
Nagblurr ang aking paningin and I feel strange and sleepy.
“Rage” I call his name and try to bring back my clear site pero mas lalo lang lumalala ang paglabo nito.
“Did you know that lust are included to obsession Calista?” he continue talking pero hindi kona ito maintindihan ng mabuti sumasakit na ang ulo ko at inaantok na ako.
“R-rage I f-feel d-dizzy” nagsisimula nang bumigat ang talukap ng mga mata ko kaya I tried to stand up but I just fell on the floor.
Narinig ko ang pagtayo ni Rag para tulungan ako.
“Cali” he said and helps me stand up dinantay niya ako sakanya and start to walk.
“Lust is a certain feelings coming from a one person’s hormones” he heard him talking but I couldn’t even take it because I’m so dizzy.
I hear a door opens.
Andyan na si kuya?
I close my eyes dahil wala narin nman akong nakikita dahilsa panlalabo ang aking paningin.
“and in my case my hormones where calling for you Cali” I don’t understand what his saying , I just feel a soft thing touches my back.
Is this a bed?
Hindi kona talaga kaya unti-unti na akong hinihilak ng antok….
I just feel something heavy weight above me before I let myself sleep….
Aiden
“I plan to propose to her after our graduation” masayang sambit ni Tagan habang nakangiting pinagmamasdan ang sing sing na binili niya.
Right now where here at my condo unit, pinaguusapan ang tungkol sa balak ni Tagan na gawin para kay Celine.
They been through a rough time and now they end up happy with each other while me still facing my fucking conscience.
I still can’t find the right solution for my problem.
Miss na miss kona si Cali but I can’t face her.
I already end up what we had and she also started to avoid me. I’ve been internalizing for a weeks para lang maintindihan ko ang napakagulong damdamin ko.
On how I end up falling for two different person at the same time.
And still finding for Brianna, I need to talk to her after what happen to us I don’t know if she’s fine or what.
“you really are sure on loving Celine Tagan?” Tove ask him.
I gaze on Tagan and see so much love on his face. I which I could be his happy like him.
“Yes I’m very sure, kung dati hindi ako sigurado sa lahat ng nararamdaman ko, ngayon siguradong sigurado na ako. Celine is the only woman that made me feel this so much happy and I can’t afford to lose her. I hurt her many times and this time I won’t let her get hurt again. I’ll love her with all my heart” bakas sa mukha niya na totoo lahat ng kanyang sinasabi.
I envi him dahil siya sigurado sa lahat ng kanyang nararamdaman samantalang ako walang kasiguraduhan sa lahat.
I’m still drown by two woman that made me go crazy!
I think I’m really that stupid to understand this or I’m just ill or something!
Should I see a psychologist? Bacause I’m going crazy!!!
CHAPTER 29
Cali’s Point of View
I feel a sudden heat on my face as I slightly open my eyes, kahit sobrang bigat ng talukap ng aking mga mata ay pinilit ko paring gumising at imulat ito dahil pakiramdam ko kailangan ko nang gumising.
As I open my eyes sinalubong ako ng matinding sikat ng araw mula sa malaking bintana sa tapat ng kama na aking kinaroroonan, I tried to move but my whole body feel numb and a certain pain knocks on my whole body.
Halos hindi ako makagalaw dahil sa bawat pagsubok kong igalaw ang aking katawan sumasakit ang bawat parte nito pati na rin ang akong ulo.
I roam around and observe the room but when my eyes met my body a big amount of fear wraps my whole system.
Why am I naked?
Bigla akong kinain ng kaba at takot ng pumasok sa isip ko ang nangyari kagabi. I eat with Rage and I felt dizzy after drinking the juice he served me.
After that I just felt his arms embracing my body and carry me through a soft bed that touches my back and last thing that I remember is his above me.
Para akong tinakasan ng aking kaluluwa ng maalala ko ang lahat ng iyon at ang sitwasyon ko ngayon. Please tell me my gats are wrong, please lord…
But my prayers and hope disappear as my eyes landed to my clothes on the floor with Rage clothes too..
Tears escape my eyes and sadness filled my heart, pakiramdam ko gumuho ang aking mundo…
I crumble in the bed and cover myself with the comforter and cry my heart out.. bakit nangyari sakin ito? Rage took advantage of me.
Mas lumakas ang aking pagiyak ng bumukas ang pinto ng silid na ito at lumabas mula doon ang aking kuya na halatang tumakbo.
“Kuyaaaaaaaaaaa” nanghihinang tawag ko sakanya at agad niya akong dinaluhan at niyakap ng sobrang higpit.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry” as he whisper that it just made me burst out more, my whole body is shaking and trembling, I don’t know what to feel anymore.
“I will fucking kill him!” puno ng galit na sambit ni kuya and tighten the hug.
Halo halo na at hindi ko namaintindihan ang dapat kong maramdaman basta ang alam ko nalang ay sobrang sakit nito….
My heart and dignity is turning into pieces…
All this pain is indelible and cannot be healed by a simple hug.
Calixto
She’s just staring at the window while I drive our way home, matapos ko siyang maabutang umiiyak sa unit na iyon pakiramdam ko sobrang wala kong kwentang tao I even trusted Rage lastnight because I know that he won’t do nothing but I was wrong.
Now I’m witnessing my sister’s weakest point.
I can’t believe that I protected her so much from that Castro but I just let her be raped by my own friend!
Alam ko hindi maganda ang pinapakita ko sa kanya ugali, but it’s the only way I can make myself strong for her because the truth is I’m just hiding underneath my father’s shadow.
Hindi ko kayang ipaglaban ang sarili kong kagustuhan and same goes my sister’s safety.
I’m damn useless.
Mas binilisan ko ang pagpapatakbo ng aking sasakyan pauwi at hanggang sa makarating kami sa tapat ng bahay. Wala sa sariling bumaba si Cali mula sa sasakyan ko at nanginginig na naglakad papasok ng bahay.
Agad ko siyang sinundan sa loob ng bahay hanggang sa makasalubong namin si Dad na pababa ng hagdan.
I saw how Cali stop from walking and stare at my father for a seconds.
“What happen?” Dad ask her, but Cali shook her head and I saw her starting to move her shoulder. She’s crying again.
Bakas ang pagkagulat sa mukha ni dad kaya nalipat saakin ang kanyang tingin.
I was about to talk but Cali suddenly run to Dad and hug him so tight.
Dad just let her hug him until she calm herself, It took her minutes before she stop and just hug Dad.
But another minute passed by my dad held her arms and call me. “Calix!” Cali painted in his arms.
Agad ko siyang dinaluhan at kinuha si Cali mula sakanya. I carry her through her room and let her sleep.
I also wipe dry tears on her face before leaving her room. Dad is waiting here outside Cali’s room and stares at me.
His seating in our mini guest area so I seated in front of him.
“She’s in too much pain Dad” I stated and shook my head. I know how painful Cali’s facing right now but I wish she could make herself stronger.
“She gets through this” Dad said.
Cali
ring ring
I wake up when I heard my phone ring’s non-stop so I reach for it and answer the call without checking who the caller is.
“hello?” I weakly said.
I hear a sigh in the other line that made me feel nervous and scared.
No don’t tell me.
“Hay Cali still sore?” nanginig ako ng tuluyan kong marinig ang mga boses na yon.
Takot, sakit, at galit ang bumalot saking buong katawan ng marinig muli ang mga boses na iyon, how could he call me after what he done!
“you! How dare you call me after you raped me!” I shouted.
I heard him laugh in the other line and not minding my anger.
“really? Rape Cali? Sigurado ka bang hindi mo ginusto ang nangyari, you even please me last night” I gasp through what he said at hindi makapaniwala sa mga sinabi niya.
Hindi ko alam ang aking sasabihin dahil wala akong maalala sa mga sinasabi niya.
Did I really do that?
I don’t remember anything.
“you even undress yourself for me Cali, hindi mo ako masisise I’m just a man I have need and your serving yourself to me” I can feel his smirking in the other line dahil alam niyang wala akong laban sa mga sinasabi niya cou’z I don’t even remember anything.
Tears run through my face and my hands were already trembling so bad.
“Hindi totoo yan” I feel so weak.
“You also beg to me Cali hindi mob a naalala you the one whose––” I cut him.
“NOOOOO THAT’S NOT TRUE! AHHHHHHHH” I shouted.
I throw my phone on the wall and cry louder I grab my hear at sumiksik sa dulo ng aking kama!
My room’s door open and my brother and Father where there. Kuya run through me and hug me while I’m shaking too much.
“Kuya that’s not true kuyaaaa” I shutter’s while saying those. I started to feel numb again.
“Shhh I believe you Cali I believe you” nanghihinang umuyak ako sa kanyang braso,
“Shhh I believe you”
CHAPTER 30
“I already fix everything hindi na makakalapit sayo ang lalakeng iyon at patuloy ko parin siyang ipapahanap he’ll be in jail if he let me see him again!” Dad firmly said while seating in his office here in our house.
It’s been five days after that nightmare happen and I’m still trying to be strong and face it. I know na hindi ko na mababalik sa dati ang lahat kaya tatanggapin ko nalang ito at buong tapang kong haharapin ang buhay.
I have my brother and father whose at my side so I know I can do this.
My dad tried his best para walang makaalam ng nagyari at pati narin si kuya. No one knows what happen to me kahit na si Karsyn she don’t know about it.
Mas ok na rin na wala siyang alam dahil ayaw kong mag-alala siya sakin . I know how important I’am for her and alam kong masasaktan din siya pagnalaman niya ito.
I just want to forget about it and live a new life.
Masakit pero kailangan kong bumangon hindi ako masisira ng isang pagkakamali. Ginusto ko man iyon o hindi ang mahalaga handa na akong kalimutan iyon.
“Calista I want you to forget all this pain so I decided that you’re going with your brother in Europe” natigil ako sa pag-iisip ng marinig ko ang sinabi ni dad.
“What?!” I shouted and glance at my brother who’s seating in front of me.
“sasama ka sa kuya mo sa pagpunta niya ng ibang bansa next month Calista.” Pag uulit ni Dad.
“No dad!” I disagree, ayaw kong pumunta ng ibang bansa.
I still want to be with Aiden.
“but you have so much pain here Calista you need a new life start there in Europe” pagkukuminsi ni Dad.
“No dad I can start new life here no need to go to Europe!” I look at my brother who’s just staring at the floor. Alam kong labang ito sa kagustuhan niya.
“Kuya why are you agreeing to this? pano si Savannah?” I know he loves her so much.
Alam kong mahal ni kuya si Savannah, alam kong napipilitan lang siya dahil kay dad.
“is Dad ppushing you to this again kuya!?!” I fearlessly ask him kahit nasa harap namin si Dad.
“No Cali I want this” I saw him sigh before he raise his head and face me.
Bakas ang sincerity sa mukha ni kuya. Is he real? Akala ko ba mahal niya si Savannah? Bakit siya papaya na umali?
“no kuya si kuya napapayag mo ako hindi I will not go there! Gragraduate ako dito at dito mamumuhay!” I firmly said and leave them but when I’m at the door my dad talk again.
“If that’s what you want Calista I w=let you just make sure that it’s right” hindi ko na siya hinarap pa at tuluyan ng umalis doon.
Three week passed by
My dad is true to hi swords hindi niya na ako ginulo pa sa pagpunta sa Europe he let me on what I want and I feel good about it. I also started to move on and face life.
Nagpatuloy ako sapagpasok sa University na parang walang nangyari and after a long wait this is the Day that we are going to graduate collage.
Si kuya hindi niya na tinuloy ang pag-aaral dahil aalis na rin naman siya next week, he’ll fly to Europe and he said that his good with it.
Pero alam ko paring nasasaktan siya lalo na’t malalayo na siya kay Savannah.
“Cali tara na” napatingin ako kay Karsyn ng sumilit ito mula sa pinto ng aking silid wearing her pink dress underneath her black Toga.
This is the day.
“wait” I said while putting my earing and getting my bag on the bed.
Nang makalapit na ako sakanya agad niya akong hinila palabas ng bahay. My brother is already waiting for us outside siya ang maghahatid samin sa University.
“Congrats” he said and pat my head same as he did to Karsyn.
I smiled at him bago sumakay ng sasakyan and he drive our way to the University.
I feel happy right now but at the same time I feel sad dahil hindi namin itong magkasamang icecelabrate ng lalakeng mahal ko.
Pagdating namin sa University agad kaming tinawag ni Miss Santos at pinaupo sa segnated seat’s namin.
The graduation started smoothly and properly.
“Once again let’s give a round of applause for our graduate student’s congratulations everyone.” Nalakas na sambit ni Mr. Ramos ang head MC for the graduation.
Lahat ng studyante ay nagpalakpakan at masayang hinagis ang kanya kanya cap.
“congrats satin Cal” Karsyn hugged me so tight as she say those words.
Ganon din ako I hugged her and feel the happiness inside of me. After many years we finally graduated and were going to face the real word outside th University.
“at last” I whisper at her.
We both smile at each other, after that we take some photo’s with her family and with some of our classmates.
“Congrats Cali” napatingin ako sa iba naming kakilala na nagcongrats sakin.
“Sainyo din congrats” I said and face Karsyn again who’s so busy on taking some pictures.
Dahil busy pa siya sa ginagawa niya I just took a walk around the field and feel the wind. This will be our last day here as a student, so many happy moments, so many challenges and so many memories with Aiden.
Lahat ng ito ay nangyari sa University na ito, pakiramdam ko tuloy ang hirap bitawan ng lahat ng iyon ngayon. I still want to cherish everything about him but I guess this is the end.
I stop walking when I saw him there standing with Tove and Tagan, his smiling as if his so happy right now.
They were talking and laugh at each other, sa tingin ko sobrang saya nila ngayon kitang kita iyon sa kanilang mga mata.
His smiling so genuinely, how is wish I was with him right now siguro mas doble ang saya kung nasa tabi ko parin siya ngayon at sabay kaming nagdiriwang ng special na araw na ito.
Pero hindi Cali! Hindi na kayo magsasama pa he don’t want you anymore and now his happy with his life so stop draming of him.
Siguro nga hanggang dito na lang ako I will just gaze at him and smile from afar.
Nagsimula nanaman magunahan ang luha sa aking pisngi habang pinagmamasdan siya.
I miss you so much Aiden, sobrang miss na miss.
I been through tough times without you, sobrang hirap pero kinaya ko sana nakikita mo iyon pero hindi.
Hindi ko na pinagpatuloy ang lalakad ko I turn my back and walk away from him.
Umuwi ako ng lumuluha sa araw ng aking graduation.
“Aiden”
I love you so much! I’m happy that you’re happy without me.
CHAPTER 31
“Cali wake up andyan sa labas si Karsyn” I urge on opening my eyes when I heard my brother’s voice.
Hirap na bumangon ako mula sa kama ko at binigyan ng nagtatanong na tingin ang aking kuya.
“Kuya ang aga naman ni Karsyn” inaantok na aking sambit.
“What early? It’s already pass 12 pm Cali!” naiiritang sambit nito, my eyes widened as he said that.
What seryoso ba? Bakit sobrang late na ako gumising, natulog naman ako ng maaga kagabi? And now I still feel very sleepy.
“5 minutes” I said and go lay again on my bed.
“Stand up already Calista!” mapagbantang sambit ni kuya, kaya kahit ayaw pa ng buong sistema ko ay napilitan akong tumayo at naligo.
May usapan kami ngayon ni Karsyn na pupunta sa isang showing na movie sa sinehan. We been going out lately dahil sinusulit na namin ang last days bago kami mamulat sa totoong buhay ng pagtratrabaho.
One week na rin ang nakalipas simula ng ganapin ang graduation namin at one week na rin akong walang balita kay Aiden. I only know that Tagan and Celine Amora are engaged already. Nagpropose daw si Tagan after our graduation, how lucky they are nakakamit na nila ang happy ending nila.
Samantalang ako hindi man lang sigurado sa buhay nahaharapin ko para bukas. I’m like a lose bird in the middle of a heavy rain, I can’t move, I’m surrounded by the cold wind and filled with fear.
Hindi kona alam kung pano pa ako haharap sa buhay, I can’t find ways to reach for the man I love ang alam ko lang ay mahal ko siya at hindi niya na ako mahal.
I went outside of my bathroom and wear some comfortable clothes, I just wear a peach floral dress and a flat doll shoes and I just bring my body bag for my phone and wallet.
Feeling ko kasi pag nagjeans ako mahihirapan lang ako kumilos lalo na ngayon I’ve notice that I’m gaining weight already siguro dahil hindi na ako nageexercise at nagstress eating din ako nitong nagdaan na linggo.
I went down on the stair case and saw Karsyn talking with our maid. “Hey” I called for her attention, agad naman siyang ngumiti sakin at nagpaalam sa maid na kausap niya.
“KANINA PA AKO DITO ANO BANG PINAGPUYATAN MO AT GANITONG ORAS KANA GUMISING!?!!“she nag’s at me and punch my arms lightly.
I rub my arms like I was really hurt and smile at her.
“Sorry inaantok pa kasi ako talaga but I sleep early last night promise” I said and walk with her out of our house.
Hindi kona kailangan magpaalam dahil alam naman ni dad na aalis kami ngayon ni Karsyn and I’m sure nasa University yon ngayon.
And my brother is also busy fixing his things dahil flight niya na sa Friday and it’s already Wednesday that mean’s he only have 2 days left here.
I wish magkita muna sila ni Savannah bago siya tuluyang umalis.
Karsyn and I went to the nearest mall, and quickly buy some tickets for the movie we want to watch. We also buy foods before watching the movie cou’z I feel hungry siguro dahil hindi ako kumain ng tanghalian. Dumiretso agad kami dito and it’s already quarter to 1 pm.
“Hoy hinay hinay ka naman Cal nakakawala ng poise yang ginagawa mo!” mahinang suway sakin ni Karsyn habang nanunuod kami dito sa loob ng sinehan.
“Bakit kumakain lang naman ako ng burger eh!” sabat ko sakanya at tinignan siya ng masama. Kanina niya pa kasi ako pinagbabawalang kumain ng madami.
“Wala namang masama kung kumakain ka ng normal na burger pero spicy burger na may ice cream? Sure ka ba?” she irritatedly said while glearing at my food.
What’s wrong with it? Masarap naman ah.
“bakit masarap kaya tikman mo” inabot ko sakanya ito pero tinaboy niya lang ang aking kamay at nagpatuloy na sa panunuod ng movie.
Ganon nalang din ang ginawa ko, after the movie 5pm na kaya naisipan naming pumunta sa isang coffee shop dito sa mall para doon magpalipas ng oras.
At the coffee shop that we stayed my mga books na pwedi mong heramin kaya maganda talagang pampalipas ng oras. Nagbasa muna kami ng mga libro habang umiinom ng frappe.
snobs
“hoyy bakit ka umiiyak?” napalingon ako kay Karsyn ng paluin niya ako ng libro.
I wipe my tears and talk “nakakiyak kasi itong story na binabasa ko oh tignan mo” I said and handed her the book that I’m currently reading.
Tinanggap niya naman ito at binasa, nakita ko ang pagkunot ng noo niya habang binabasa ito. I know it nasasaktan na din siya sa eksena na iyon.
“Crazy!” she haze and throw the book to me. agad ko naman itong sinalo at tinignan siya.
“Bakit?” I ask.
“Are you Crazy! Panong nakakiyak yan eh horror yang binabasa mo more like cannibalism panong nakakinyak yan sobrang kadiri!” halata nga nag pandidiri sa buong mukha niya habang sinasabi iyon.
But I just look at the book; I don’t know I find it very sad and hurting!
“I don’t know I feel emotional about it” I consciously said and resume reading it.
“you know what you seem’s so strange this fast few weeks and also your gaining weight samantalang simula highschool tayo hind ka tumataba dahil mabilis ang metabolism mo, how come you gain big amount of weight this time?” I don’t know either. I mean may point siye this is the first time I gain weight.
And I feel happy about it dahil matagal konang gusting tumaba and now it’s happening.
“I don’t know baka pinagbigyan lang ako ni lord ngayon dahil matagal koang hinihiling ito sakanya”
“really? Cou’z if we don’t know each other iisipin ko talaga na your some kind of pregnant. But I know that won’t happen” she said and resume reading her book.
What she said made me stiff and nervous.
This fast few days I’ve been sleeping too much and one time I throw up in the morning ang akala ko hindi lang maganda ang kinain ko that night pero my brother didn’t felt the same way eh parehas lang naman kami ng kinain. Also I become sensitive when it comes to my room’s scent I even change it to a mean’s perfume dahil hindi ko gusto ang amoy ng lemon.
What if?
Nakaramdam ako ng pagbilis ng pagtibok ng aking puso ng maalala ko ang lahat ng iyon, that’s not normal too me.
Pano kung…..
Pano kung …. I’m pregnant?
Tears started to run into my face and I suddenly remember Rage did!
“Hey why are you crying again tigilan mo na nga yang kabaliwan mo ah horror yang binabasa mo hindi naman nakakiyak yan abnormal lang tala––” I cut her off and just hug her so tight.
“Oh bakit?!” nagulat niyang sambit.
“I think I’ll go with kuya to Europe” I whisper and tighten the hug more.
I need to go with my brother, If napatunayan kong tama ang hinala ko this will be a big problem to our family’s name and I don’t want that to happen.
“Sige na I’ll just text you if I’m home already” Karsyn said while she’s inside of her car at ako ay nakatayo na dito sa tapat n gaming bahay.
“yes” I smiled at her and watch her leave my sight.
Pumasok na ako sa loob ng bahay at nakasalubong si Dad sa tapat ng kanyang opisina. “What happen to you? You look so pale?” he asks.
Nakaramdam ako ng panghihina dahil sa tanong niya and everything went black.
I wake up when I heard my brother’s voice. “I’m gonna kill that man dad!” I open my eyes and that catches there attention.
Mabilis akong dinaluhan ni kuya at dad. “How are you feeling Cal?” nagaalalang tanong ni kuya.
“I’m fine kuya why?” I tried to seat so they help me. nangmakaupo na ako ng maayos I gaze on my dad who’s seriously staring at me.
“your pregnant Calista” he said, parang may certain anger sa kanyang mga mata pero his trying to control it.
But what he said made my heart pound so fast.
“p-pardon?” I shutter as I ask again.
“Your pregnant Cali that demon Rage got you pregnant! Fuck him! I’m gonna kill him” nagaalab na sambit ni kuya.
I also feel a sudden madness but it cover by excitement siguro dahil sa nalaman kong may angel na nabubuhay sa loob ko.
My mom said that every life is a blessing, kaya kahit na kay Rage ito. I still feel a small amount of happiness inside me.
But at the same time I feel pain because I think this is really the end of my fairytale love story with Aiden.
“You’re going with your brother to Europe raise your child there!” dad firmly said.
I stare at him for seconds before nodding at him.
I guess it’s better to start a new life there with this angel and forget all about here.
Forget about Aiden…
I’ll have a new start and I wish you too Aiden find your happiness and live a happy life my love.
This is goodbye I guess.
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CHAPTER 32
“Let’s have a cheers for Tagan” Tove raise his glass same as we do.
Now it’s been two weeks since we graduated and Tagan got engaged by Celine. It was a wonderful moment though. I’ve been happy for what happening to my friends now but still stock on my rumbled mind.
I’ve been thinking of her after we graduated. Miss na miss kona si Cali.
The last time I saw her is in our graduation, I’d really wanted to hug her and celebrate with her that time pero hindi ko ginagawa.
I still feel weak when it comes to her knowing that I cannot give her the right answer for my true feelings.
Because until now, I’m still trying to find the answer to this damn fuck up situation.
“I’ll not drink too much Tove pupuntahan ko pa si Celine mamaya sa gig niya” nagkatinginan kami ni Tove dahil sa sinabi ni Tagan.
We both tease him though. “Ohooo iba na si Lover boy hahahaha” I said and laugh with Tove.
“look who’s talking the Mr.drown to two different girls” the strike back that made me lose my smile.
Tove laugh and tap my shoulder same as Tagan smirk.
They both know that hit’s me so bad. Yes I admit it but I’m really trying to pull up everything.
“Oh hindi na naimik hahahaha”Tove tease again, I just push him lightly and try to pull jokes in my mind but I can’t find any.
Nangmapansin nilang hindi na talaga bumalik ang mood ko nagseryoso na rin ang kanilang mukha.
“still thinking?” Tove ask.
I nodded and heads on the floor. I feel so embarrass because I’m a shit who don’t know what to do until now.
“Ai until now still thinking?” Tagan ask too.
“I don’t really know bro, I’m still engross by my mistakes. Hanggang ngayon hindi ko parin magawang pagsisihan ang ginawa ko with Brianna hindi ko talaga magawa kahit anong pilit ko and same goes to Cali gusto ko siyang nasatabi ko pero pakiramdam ko sobrang laki ng kasalanan ko sakanya dahil hindi ko pinagsisihan ang gabing iyon. Tove there’s something inside me saying that,what happen that night with Brianna is the right thing.” They look at me like they were still trying to understand what I said.
Alam ko ganon din naman ako hindi ko alam kung ano talaga ang gusto kong sabihin at nararamdaman.
Gulong gulo parin ako. Pakiramdam ko tama ang lahat ng nangyayari, meeting Brianna makes me feel something so secure and safe and that’s weird because I feel that same feeling with Cali.
Napapaisip tuloy ako kung maari ba talagang magmahal ka ng pantay sa dalawang magkaibang tao?
“where’s that Brianna?” napatingin ako kay Tagan nag seryoso niya akong tanungin tungkol kay Brianna.
Hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko. “I don’t know, she nowhere to found” I said.
“Then let go of her and chase Cali, she’s the only one who’s existing now. I think you should focus on what’s in front of you than finding things from the pass” his saying those words while taking a sip on his wine.
“His right if you let yourself drown to that fact and incriminate things that makes you feel harder. You’ll just be stock there and will not be able to move on. Gaya ng sabi mo hindi mona makita si Brianna then let go and focus on Cali, we all know that she still loves you and you love her too, siya nalang ang isipin mo and forget your mistake, accept yourself so you would be able to face Cali with all your heart.” Tove said.
“But I still can’t forgive myself. Mas lalo ko lang naiisip ang kasalanang ginawa ko pagnakikita ko si Cali, I don’t want to hurt her.” Hindi ko maintindihan ang lahat, parang lahat ng pweding idea para maayos ito ay may kapalit.
Parang sinasampal nito sakin ang katotoohanan na kahit anong gawin ko, pagbali-baligtarin ko man ang sitwasyon ay mali parin ang nararamdaman at ginawa ko.
“You know what’s the problem here?!“I rose my head and face Tagan when he haze and irritated said those.
“It’s you! You keep on blaming yourself, kasalanan ko ito, hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, hindi ako mapapatawad ni Cali after what I did, FUCK THAT ANG SABIHIN MO DUWAG KANG HARAPIN SILA DAHIL IKAW ANG TAKOT MASAKTAN AT MAIWAN! We been living our life for almost 23 years and half of that is you leaving girls around you because you’re the one who is scared to be left. Kaya ka naging play boy dati dahil takot kang iwan takot kang masktan kaya ikaw yong nananakit. And now your only making yourself believe na ayaw mong saktan si Cali well the fact here is your just afraid that you’ll get hurt when she’s leaves you” I was shock with his sudden burst out, this is the first time Tagan talks that long and what he said hit my core and turn my heart into pieces because is fucking right.
Siguro nga kaya hindi ko magawang sulusyonan itong sitwasyon na ito dahil ako mismo ay ayaw itong harapin. All I want is to get done with this without hurting myself.
“Calm down Gan” Tove said and drink his glass of wine.
“No he needs to man up already, hindi tama na magbulagbulagan nalang siya sa ginagawa niya. You know what making this problem last longer will just make you lose something important to you. I’m might not good as what my word is but I’m telling the truth Ai don’t wait your fear lose your hope. We don’t know what may happen tomorrow.” Mas kumalma na si Tagan after saying those.
Your fear might lose your hope.
As those word’s bring up in my mind bigla kong naisip ang paglakad palayo sakin ni Cali. What if I lose her?
No please that won’t happen, she’s the one I love…
“Ai man up already your mistake won’t last forever but your love does” Tove said.
Tama sila nauna kong minahal si Cali, she’s the one who made my heart pound and she loves me.
Stop making yourself believe na magulo ang lahat well in fact alam mo na sa simula palang kung kainino ka tagala Aiden. Brianna might just be a distraction but Cali is the one you love most.
May conscience really makes me wake up. I stand up and face them both.
“I love Cali she the one I need!” sambit ko sa harapan nila.
“Then what are you waiting for?” Tagan coldly ask like what he always does.
Napangiti ako sakanila and iniwan silang dalawa doon, mabilis kong pinaandar ang patrol ko papunta sa bahay nila Cali.
All the worries and thinking fade away like a wind, lahat ng dough ko sa nararamdman ko ay biglang luminaw at si Cali nalang ang sinisigaw nito.
“wait for me Cali” I whisper habang mabilis na tinutungo ang daan papunta sakanya.
I’m sorry Brianna…
After 15 minutes andito na ako sa tapat ng bahay nila. I quickly knock on their gate and excitingly wait for it to open.
It took me three knock before it finally open.
“Good evening po sir what do you need?” a maid confer me.
I smiled at her and “Is Cali still awake?” I ask.
“ahm si ma’am Calista po…” she stop and look at the houses second floor window.
Nakapatay ang ilaw sa silid na tinatanaw nito kaya pumasok sa isipan ko nab aka tulog na si Cali but unexpected answer is what I get.
“Wala na po si Ma’am Calista sir kahapon pa umalis na ho, sumama kay si Calixto sa ibang bansa” my eyes widened.
“S-saang b-bansa po” I don’t know but I feel nervous and my hands trembled.
“Wala pong nakakaalam kung saang bansa sir, hindi ho sinabi ni Mr. Rivera.” Parang bigla akong naghina sa sinabi niya at napaatras.
What is this?
“sige ho sir pasok na ho ako sa loob” she said and close the gate through my face.
As I hear the loud sound of the gate closes same time that what she said hit me. she left.
I started to feel numb with a baseless pain in my heart.
Pakiramdam ko namamatay ako ng unti-unti.
“You might lose your hope because of your fear” I whisper what Tagan said a while ago.
Ito na ba iyon?
Am I late already Cali?
Tears started to run in my cheeks and Cali’s face flashes on the dark sky.
Napangiti ako ng marealize kong huli na nga ako.
I’m late! Too fucking late!
Stupid!
“CALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!”
CHAPTER 33
9 Years passed by, “Mr. Castro andito na po ang mga Investors galing Japan” Untag sakin ng secretary ko.
I was staring outside my office’s window, viewing a fascinating dark lights coming from the sky, hands on the pockets of my slacks, when I heard him talk I didn’t bother to turn around I just rose my right hands.
“Will be waiting for you at the board room sir” I know he understand what I mean and heard him walk out of my office.
I continuously gaze at the window. I was patronizing the dark sky while thinking about the investors’ presentation that would happen later on.
My family’s business was reaching the highest pick here in the country; being known by a million of people gives us an easy access to get many investors and business partners. Last year I was assign to be the next CEO of this company unexpectedly. My dad has been through so much stress that leads him to have a weak heart so he decided to past his job to me as his only son I have no choice but to inherit what my family owns.
It’s also my job to protect it, before this come up I was just living a simple life after I graduated in collage I pursue my dream of owning a bar and managing it on own, and even now I’m still hands on to it I make sure that it won’t fall out even if I have bigger responsibility now.
I took a deep breath. Walk through the door straight to the board room, as expected five big names in the room coming from big different brands of business.
“The Great Castro blood nice meeting you” nakangiting pagbati ng isa sakanila.
I nodded and sat down at my swivel chair.
“Mr. Castro I didn’t know that you are so young and handsome” a flirty little chichats from a slut didn’t bother me. i gaze at my secretary, he quickly stand up and talk.
“Miss Ferrer if you mind Mr. Castro didn’t come here to have a little chichats were gathered here to talk about business so please be professional, let’s start” Gavin started the slides.
Well I didn’t mind him talking rude through our investors because this people are here, please us to accept them being part of this company because they all know that It’s a big catch for them. Gaya nga ng sinabi ko malaki na ang naipundar nitong pangalan ng company namin dito sa bansa kaya ang maging bahagi nito ay malaking opportunidad para maging successful ang isang business.
They need us and that’s the catch here.
“So I was saying being part of Xin Company will leads you to a better success, we are expecting a good business with you” Gavin proceed on discussing some of our motives and how the business goes. I was just relaxing and listening to their suggestions.
And a thing didn’t escape my gaze I saw Miss Ferrer continuously staring at me, like she’d want to rip my shirt off. I know this game I’ve been an MVP of this thing since high school.
So I know how it flows.
I just ignored it, they start proposing there proposal but I didn’t give any interest to it I just sat there and think something. Umabot kami ng isang oras bago matapos ang kanilang mga proposals.
“Mr. Castro we are counting on Xin Company and expecting a great success after a few months” Mr. Cruz said and faces me.
I didn’t make it uneasy so he won’t notice that I wasn’t even listening. “Yeah that would happen” ayon nalang ang nasabi ko.
Nauna akong tumayo sakanila at agad lumabas ng board room I went straight to my office and sat on my swivel chair rested my head and wide my hands on my face.
I feel sudden irritation because I know where will this end up!
“Fuck Cali still running on my mind!” I curse and lightly punch my table. 9 years! 9 years na akong naghahanap at umaasa na makita siya muli but I don’t get any hits kung asan siya.
After I realize everything back then and ready to get her, saka naman siya nawala. What Tagan said really happens and until now it still haunts me.
Mayde this is my Karma.
“Where the fuck are you?” I whisper and rested my head on my table. Every time she enters my mind I became like this fuck up and still sucks.
I rose my head when someone open the door here at my office. “Hey stress?” it’s Tove and Tagan.
I rested on my swivel chair as they seated in front of my table.
“Nah just tired” I answer.
“Any hints?” Tagan seriously said.
I made a tired sigh bago umiling iling sa tanong niya. No fucking hints!
“bilib ako sayo until now still not giving up”amuse na sambit ni Tove habang tinitignan ako.
Hindi ko alam pero my heart still finding for her kahit 9 years na ang lumipas siya lang ang tumatakbo lagi sa aking isipan.
She never leave my mind and heart, she’s the reason why I’m pursuing things that un-effectively done by me.
“by the way this Saturday cancel all your schedule alright” sabat ni Tagan.
Kumunot ang noo ko sa sinabi nya at nagtatakang siyang tinignan.“anong meron?” I ask.
But he just glared at me, Tove laugh at his reaction and gaze on me. “oho nakalimutan ni Mr. CEO ang birthday ng anak mo Gan” he teases but also made me remember the date.
It’s Nyla’s birthday!
I forgot.
I laugh “Yeah now I remember it’s Nyla’s birthday I’m sorry, sure clear sched on Saturday” I said and try to avoid Tagan’s glare.
Nyla is Tagan and Celine’s first born and she’s more like our daughter too.
“Gotta buy her expensive gift bro mukhang may galit ang tatay oh” Tove tease more kaya lalong sumama ang timpla ng mukha ni Tagan.
“Yeah sure” I said.
“Better be Mr. CEO or else!” mapanganib na sambit ni Tagan kaya nginitian ko na lang siya.
“Saturday Ai, see you we’ll go now” sambit ni Tove at nagsimula na silang lisanin ang silid na ito.
I grab my intercom and called Gavin, “yes sir?”
“Cancel all my schedule this Saturday” I said.
“But sir your meeting with Galves Corporation is on Saturday I think you nee—” I cut him off.
“I said CANCEL.” And turn of the call.
I rested on my chair and take a nap I really need it now.
“Cali” I whisper.
CHAPTER 34
“hey Aiden where are you going?” I stop from walking when mom called me and ask.
I face her and fix my dresser shirt. “It’s Nyla’s birthday mom” I said. she nodded and I know she quickly understand it now.
“Ok just tell Tagan na ipapadala ko nalang ang rigalo ko kay Nyla” she won’t be able to attend the party because she’s going out with day later.
“Yeah sure, I’ll go now” I said.
“Drive safely ok” I heard her shout inside the house.
Napangiti nalang ako at sumakay na sa aking BMW, I drive my way to Tagan’s mansion where Nyla’s birthday celebrated.
Tagan is already the Owner of Ramirez Airlane, big time already and Celine is a famous singer here in our country with her band, pinagpatuloy nila ang kanilang banda and now they are one of the most top selling bands here in the Philippines
Tagan is already stable in life and I really envy him for having a great choice in life back then and now his happy with his family while I fuck up with my decisions back then.
Mabilis akong nakarating sa bahay niya at dumiretso sa pool areawhere the venue is. Nakasalubong ko si Celine sa hall ng bahay nila before the pool.
“Ai andito kana pala kanina ka pa hinahanap ni Nyla, andon siya kasama ni Tove at Tagan” she pointed at the pool area and leave to pick up some of there guest.
I make my way to them, nagmakita ako ni Nyla agad siyang bumaba sa buhat ni Tagan at tumakbo sakin. She jump in me and made me carry her.
She’s already 8 years old now, and I can say that her weight wasn’t a joke, she’s heavy now.
“Daddy Xin I miss you” she hugged me so tight.
Yes she called us daddy too because she tought that Tagan, Tove and I were siblings. Pinaliwanag naman na naming sakanya but she still want to call us daddy and that’s not a problem with us.
Parang anak narin naman ang turing naming sakanya.
“I miss you too baby Ny” sambit ko at sinuklian ang kanyang mahigpit na yakap.
“I’m not a baby anymore daddy Xin, I’m 8 years old already” she said while showing me her fingers.
“Yeah but still my baby” I gave her a kiss on her forehead before walking to Tagan and Tove.
They were both toasting a glass of wine, kaya binitawan ko na si Nyla and nagpaalam siya na maglalaro muna kasama ang pinsan niya.
“your 5 minutes late Castro you made my angel wait” inis na sambit ni Tagan.
“hahaha sorry I had a small talk with mom kaya nalate” pagpapalusot ko but he just haze at me.
Tove gesture a threating act at me and try to tease me but I just ignored him and look around the venue. So many kids running around and happy family eating.
“nga pala Ai kamusta ang Bar?” Tove open up a conversation.
“Running fine and great”I confidently said.
“Great I have new wine’s out might check It out” I quckly agree with him. I need new wines in my bar for this season.
Tove I owning a Wine Company and he did it on his own but like me he also had responsibility to his family’s business so his also the one who’s handling there 3 high class condominiums around here in manila.
It was an ease to our parents that we are the one who’s handling their hard works, and I know that they were all proud of us.
“Hello everyone may I get all your attention for a moment because Nyla is about ot blow her Cake, so let’s sing her a happy birthday song” Agaw atensyon ni Celine sa mga bisita. Lahat kami ay pinanuod na kung pano buhatin ni Tagan si Nyla para maabot nito ang 5 layer rainbow cake nito.
Nyla seems so excited about it she almost blow it already kahit hindi pa kumakanta ang mga bisita para sakanya. Buti nalang naagapan ito agad ni Celine.
Celine is a super hand on mon to Nyla kahit na sobrang busy siya sa gigs and concerts nila she never lose time to Nyla. And I know that’s one of the reasons why Tagan is still inlove to her like a highs school guy.
“Tagan is a damn lucky guy” I whisper to Tove. We are both watching him with his own family.
“Yeah very lucky” he agreed.
Nakangiti namin silang pinagmasdan hanggang sa bumalik na dito si Tagan sa tabi namin nakipagkwentuhan.
We talk about business matters and some political things that affect our businesses. Kung dati puro kanta ang pinaguusapan namin ngayon puro about sales and profit.
Well this is our new life now.
“Hey Gan your face showed too much happiness right now” Tove’s teases him.
He smirks, “what can I say I’m really happy right now” Tagan stated.
Napangiti ako dahil totoo nga ang sinasabi nito his really happy now.
“I have my wife in my side and my angel what can I ask fore more?” sambit nito.
“wow sanaol” Tove said. natawa nalang ako sa sinabi nito at hinintay ang susunod na sasabihin ni Tagan.
“Kayo ba kailan nyo ba balak bumuo ng pamilya? Where not getting any younger now”
Tagan got the point and I also dream wanting that but I can seem to find my future wife.
Tove just laugh at him and drink his wine.
“well I have a good news then” napatingin ako kay Tagan nag magsalita muli ito.
“What is it?” I ask.
“Celine I pregnant again were having our second child” masayang sambit nito.
“WOW kaya pala blooming nanaman si Celine” Tove stated.
The word pregnant made me remember something.
Something that I been avoiding for nine years already.
What if i got her pregnant? I mean I’m her first and it’s possible na magbunga iyong gabing yon.
What if she’s carrying my flesh now?
Are you nuts Aiden if you got her pregnant sana matagal na siyang nagparamdam sayo pero wala.
I never heard a thing about Brianna.
“Brianna”
CHAPTER 35
Brianna’s Point of View
“Ma’am Bri here’ are the papers you wanted to be scanned, I already check it out and it’s all legal” I turn my swivel chair as my assistant Zora spoke in front of my desk.
“Just leave it here Zora,” I stated while staring at her.
“Yes ma’am” she did what I said and leave the room quickly.
As the door closes, silence surrounds the whole office. Cold air from the AC wraps some of my exposed skin. My eyes roam around the whole white office and memories flash in my mind.
How I end up here, this kind of sustainable life that I have now is not that easy to reach, lahat ng paghihirap ko ay naalala ko habang tinitignan ko ang silid na ito.
I was just a written idea in my mind back then but now I already have it.
My eyes landed on the signage here inside my office. “BEAU COSTMO” I gently ready it.
Beau Costmo the most well-known brand here in the country, best-selling Cosmetics on 2020. Best Make-up Brand Award, Outstanding Brand on 2019. Best-selling palette of the year. Malayo na ang narating ng pangalan na ito.
And I can’t believe at it’s mine.
Ito na ba talaga ang pinaghirapan ko ng siyam na taon? Is it real?
I stop thinking when the intercom rings. I received a call from Zora.
“Ma’am Bri, Mr. Scott is already on the board room ma’am”
I glance on the wall clock inside my office before answering her. “Tell him I’ll be there in five minutes.”
After hanging up the call, I quickly stand up on and grab my matte maroon coat before going out this room. I take a deep breath first and went straight to the board room, while Zora is walking behind my back following.
When we are already in front of the board room door, I made her stop “Stay here Zora, If I won’t be able to get out of here with in 10 minutes call the guards already ok”
“Noted miss” she said.
I fearlessly enter the room and my gaze went to Mr. Scott who’s seating on one of the chair inside this board room.
I didn’t bother seating; I just remain standing while greeting him politely. “Mr. Scott what a pleasant surprise why are you here? I remember that I already bailed your proposals.” I calmly ask, cross my arms below my chest.
I saw how his eyes landed on my chest, and that really disgust me but I remain professional.
I stand firmly while waiting for his answer.
“Well I just wanna give it a try again Brianna” that’s it, I knew it he won’t be here if it isn’t for his personal matters.
Curtain anger started to form in my eyes as he stand up and take his step through my place.
I remain firm and confidently stare at him.
He smirk as his already infornt of me.“You know what I want Brianna. You knew it well darling” his hand reaches my left arm and gently slid it down to my hands.
Mr. Scott held my hands gently and kiss it without cutting our stare’s.
“well I’m sorry Mr. Scott I don’t like what you want and I’m not really interested to eat.” The last time he went here was the reason why I bailed his proposal because he tried to get under my skirt.
And I won’t let that happen again. Not any more asshole!
i turn my back and walk to the door when he held my shoulder and tried to pulled me back, my flexes were so fast so I grab his hands on my shoulder and quickly put it on his back, push him to the board table while locking both of his hands.
I fucking know that this would happen.
“FUCK, BRIANNA! LET GO” he shouted.
“Not this time Mr. Scott I know how you play dirty when it comes to woman, do you remember Mr. Jerry Yap’s secretary the one you’ve rape? I badly know how you get through it and now you’re playing your lame tricks on me? tsk tsk tsk poor you. I’m a legend to this game though” I saw how he stiff when I mention Mr. Yap’s secretary.
I know this would work. After what he did to me last time I immediately study his background.
And now I think I would win his games.
“I didn’t do it!” he tried to escape but I won’t let that happen.
“Denying thing that you really did is wrong Mr.Scott” I make it sound teasing para lalo siyang mainis.
Nagpumiglas na siya and I’m starting to lose my grip pero bago pa siya makawala ay malakas na bumukas ang pinto and guards run into my spot and grab him.
Also some olice enter the board room.
“At last be got you Mr. Scott! You’re arrested because of a rape case” the police stated and get him from my guards.
“Ma’am Bri are you ok?” Zora look so worried so I smiled at her.
“I help them with the case, where my reward?” I joke and walk pass through her.
This is the new me, strong, bolder and fiercer I won’t let anyone pull me down.
I went straight to my office and grab my channel bag. “Zora I’m leaving already you take care of here ok” she quickly nodded.
“Goodbye ma’am Bri” I nodded and went out of the office.
I drive my way home as fast as I can cou’z I badly want to rest, I have a very tiring day so I need a peaceful sleep.
As I enter the garage and went out of the car. Someone run into me.
“Mommy!!!”
There he is my rest peel and also my happy peel.
He hug my thighs so tight, naparang naggigigil ito. “Mommy!” he called me again.
“yes baby?” I ask him, normally he would wait for me inside the house but surprisingly he went out and run into me.
I know his up to something.
“hey are you hiding something inside that’s why you’re here little one?” i suspiciously stare at him and he avoided my gaze so I know his up to something.
He let go of my thigh and started to run inside the house. “COHEN BEAU I SAID NO RUNNING RIGHT YOU MIGHT SLIP!!” suway ko sakanya and follow him inside the house.
But I stop when his not in the leaving room, I went up stairs in our room but his not there also.
“Beau where are you?” I shouted. And try to find him around the house.
When I’m near to our kitchen I heard his chuckle to I smile.
His hiding inside, I prefer myself so I can make him shock but when I enter the kitchen it was unexpected.
“SURPRISE!!!” they all shouted and throw balloons in me.
“You’re here” hindi makapaniwalang sambit ko and stared at them.
“Absolutely yes” he said.
How come I did not know this!
I’m still in the state of shock so I still didn’t speak. I feel Beau held my hands and pull me near them.
“BRIANNA CALISTA RIVERA AREN’T YOU MISS ME DAUGTHER?” dad said, I hugged him because I missed him so much.
Same goes to my Kuya Calix his here also.
What a family reunion.
I miss them so much.
Author: hey guys any error will be fix if i’m already done with the story.
So please bare with my mistake i’ll fix it promise.
CHAPTER 36
“Calista you never listen to me! Where are you going again!!!” I walk pass through him and run to my car.
“Calista comeback here!” hindi kona pinakinggan pa ang mga susunod na sasabihin ni Dad.
Right now I just want to go away and let out my anger!
Dad is always been ruling my decision’s in life! Ang gusto kong kunin sa collage is fine arts but her enrolled me to his building which is fucking business ad.
I’m already going to college and hanggang ngayon siya parin ang nasusunod.
I hate this life.
Mabilis akong nagdrive papunta sa bahay ni Karsyn.
“hey” she said as she opens their gate. Walang sabi-sabi akongpumasok at nauna sa loob ng bahay nila.
Her mom Tita Rose greeted me and same as I do, I didn’t hesitate to go to her room kasi lagi ko naman iyong ginagawa.
“What’s the problem again?!!?” she said when she follow’s me inside.
“I hate dad pinilit niya ako sa Business Ad.!!” irritang sambit ko at humiga sa kama niya.
She seated at the edge of the bed and stare at me.
“Edi Business Ad. nalang din pala ang kukunin kong course para magkasama tayo” she winked at me like it’s not a big deal to her.
“I though you like fine arts too?” I ask.
We both want and choose fine arts back then but my dad ruins it!
“I like it better when I’m without hahahha” she teases me with some music lyrics so I throw her a small pillow.
Karsyn just laugh at me. “So anong balak mo ngayon? Party?” smile form into my lips as she gave me idea to loosen this stress.
“sure yes!” I agreed.
Ngumiti na saya at sabay kaming pumunta sa closet niya. Well I also have my clothes here cou’z I often sleep here when I’m mad with my father.
This is my high school life and I’m seeking for freedom.
“Let’s get ready” she cheered.
I smirk and grab my style, well normally I just wear a simple shirt and jeans but when I started to learn partying I want to become a different person so I’d wear a gray ash wig and big hoodie, four pockets pants that really change my personality I even wear hard make up’s for this.
“WOW parang hindi na ikaw si Cali nyan Cal, you really look different no Cali’s spotted” Karsyn stated while glancing at my right now features.
“I know right”
Simula ng mag senior highschool kami ni Karsyn natuto kaming pumunta sa mga bar and club, we even trick people that were already at the legal age by using her sister’s Id’s.
This was our escape zone, My different life malayo sa mapagdiktang buhay ko with my father.
“Dj Bri you’re here kanina ka pa namin hinihintay” I stop walking when the maneger of this bar called my attention.
They Called me Dj cou’z sometimes I usually play here. Natuto ako mag dj when I saw elementary one of my classmate teach me and now I’m mastering it.
Every time I turn myself to Brianna, I forget who’s Calista and live a life to the fullest.
“I’ll play now” I stated and jump into the stage and claim that position for the meantime.
The beat started to surround the place and my system; I let out my inner music. Playing music with different beats and creating lit sounds makes me feel that I’m free. And welcome to my own world.
This Brianna is a hell out of different to Calista they know.
Crowds were dancing so loud as the beat increase its hype. I started jumping and feel the music while continue combining beats and sound also music.
This is the life!
With this personality I learn to flirt with men and make out, I find it exciting every time I did it with someone. Ito ang ginawa kong paraan ng pagrerebelde mula kay dad but still wala akong magawa tuwing nakapagdesisyon na siya.
His a freaking ruler!
After playing I went down out of the stage and seated at the table that is occupied by Karsyn.
“your getting better and better Cal” pagpuri nito sa aking ginawa,
“It’s Brianna not Cal!” pagtatama ko sa kanyang sinabi.
“Yeah right I forgot”
After that we enjoy the place and drink light drinks and watch the crowd we even talk about something related to arts.
“yeah right I though it’s was Michael Angelo was the creator of Da––” Karsyn was cut from talking when someone throw a piece of cloth in her face.
Agad ko namang inikot ang aking paningin kung saan nanggaling ito. It’s coming from the other table, tumayo ako para tignan ito but my eye’s widened when I witness something there!
“Gross!” I whsipers.
Their making out in public what a shame. “Bri” napatingin ako kay Karsyn ng pinakita nito sakin ang cloth na hinagis dito.
I gasp and forcedly glance at that table, my eyes landed through where the man’s hands located and it’s inside the girl’s skirt.
“eww” Karsyn throw the undies to me.
Nandidiri ko itong nasalo at tinignan. Lace black underwear!
Binato koi to pabalik sa table na iyon and it landed exactly to the man’s face, that made them stop what they’re doing and look around.
Napatigil ako ng mapagmasdan ko ang mukha ng lalakeng iyon, his small eyes where so captivating and alluring. I suddenly feel nervous when his site was about to go in my spot. Mabilis pa sa alsakwatro akong umupo at nagtago mula doon.
My heart was rising so fast. And my hands were trembling too hard.
Napatingin ako kay Karsyn ng patuloy niyang pianpanuod ang nasakabilang table.
Nakaramdam ako ng panlalamig habang hinihintay ang pweding mangyari, I just wish that nothing would happen.
Nakitang kong sumensyas si Karsyn na umalis na sila sign kaya nakahinga na ako ng maayos. I also seat properly.
“That was close” I stated and drink a cup of water, sa sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko pakiramdam ko nauhaw ako ng sobra.
“Wait I think I know that guys” Karsyn stated.
Lumingon na ako at hinanap ng aking mga mata ang lalakeng iyon, and there he is going out with that girl.
“Finding a room check” sarcasm come out on my voice. Why is that?!
“I think that’s Aiden Xin Castro yong sikat na drummer ng Cntrl S” what karsyn said made me look at her with disbelief.
“Really!”
She nodded.
After that night I become interested to the band called Cntrl S, my collage day’s also started and it’s fucking exhausted when you’re studying the subjects that you’re not really interested with.
And it’s weird because I started to get information about that band and that Aiden guy.
Something in me wants to know him more. It took me three years on stalking his online accounts hanggang sa maging classmate ko siya sa reacher subject ko this 4th year.
But he often attends that class so I don’t get a chance to know him personally. Pero dumating ang araw ng pagpairing ng partner sa research papers kay Miss Santos and luckily I’m paired with him.
But I find him irritating when he didn’t even attend the partner’s meeting. Kaya that night I have to call him for our research paper.
I acted like I really hate him, but the fact is I’m feeling butterflies in my stomach when I’m with him.
Pero tinatak ko sa sarili ko na his a playboy and a heart breaker so I have to put walls between us.
But that wall weakens when he tried to do things that make me feel special, he teases me and treat me lunches and I admit that soften my impression in him.
Everything went so fast and we fell for each other. But one day he met Brianna.
I don’t know what do to that time but idea pop up in my mind that day.
Naisip ko na dahil playboy siya I should test him with myself and I flirted with him using my Brianna’s personality.
And it works.
He even make love with me…
CHAPTER 37
We went out of the Bar because it’s so loud inside, but unexpected thing happens.
He kisses me.
I push him “Aiden your Drunkyou shoul—hmf” he cut me off and kissed me harder until my waist hit his car.
His kisses making me weak and drown if he still insists this I might not have the strength to stop him.
“Cali” she keeps calling my other name.
“I’m bri—” I tried to talk between our kisses but he just bite my lower lips making me groan lightly.
His hands were roaming around my hips down to my thighs.
“Aiden” I moan his name as he suck my bear skin underneath my jaws.
His kisses went down to my neck and suck every part of it.
“Dude it’s your treat then” my eyes widened when I remember that we are in a public place kaya buong lakas ko siyang tinulak palayo sakin he fell on the floor because of it and lose his conscience.
“Hey Aiden are you ok?” dinaluhan ko siya pero his already sleeping.
Saktong may dumaan na dalawang lalake sa harap namin. “Can you help me bring him inside?” they both nodded and give Aiden a lift at dinala siya sa loob ng sasakyan.
“Thank you”
“You’re welcome miss” they said and leave. I get his car keys and drive him to the nearest hotel.
I don’t know where he lives’ so I might just lend him at the hotel.
“Hay careful!” I said, buti nalang nagkaron siya ng malay ng makarating kami sa hotel but his still drunk kaya inaalalayan ko siya papasok sa room na chinech in ko para sakanya.
I push him to the bed and watch him rest there.
His so handsome no matter what situation.
“Here’s your phone and wallet also your keys I’ll leave you here” I stated as I find my way out.
But I just see myself flying to the bed as he pull and push me in it.
My eyes literally widened when my back touches the soft silk comforter. “Aiden!” I gasp when he unbutton his dress shirt in front of me.
I know his half sleeping pero bakit ganito parin siya. His too drunk so I panic and seat on the bed and tried to push him away.
But he chases both of my hands and pushes me through the bed and now his above me.
“Aiden—” he cut me off with his wet kisses.
Aiden gripped my thighs and his kisses went roughly, Aiden delved his tongue deeper.
“Aiden” I called his name when I started to surrender myself to him.
“oh god” I moan as he savour every inch of my neck .
He started undressing himself by not cutting our kisses. The way he kisses me sends me so much love.
And I’m getting really drown to it.
I pull his nape harder to deepen the kiss and he explore his tongue inside my mouth. “agh” he groan when he didn’t easily remove my top because it has a zipper behind kaya wala sa sariling tinulungan ko siya and i completely undress myself in front of him.
He didn’t bother staring at my body, he just quickly suck my mound and play with the other one. Tha makes me feel crazy hindi kona alam kung saan ihaharap ang mukha ko dahil sa ginagawa niyang pagpapaligaya sa buong sistema ko.
As he stop nakita ko na punong puno ng pagnanasa ang kanyang mga mata.
Ang isang kamay niya ay napinta sa gitna ng jeans ko.
With just a blink he already take it off in me and this time his staring in my bare skin with my under war.
I don’t know what to feel, I’m only wearing panties in front of him.
I got shocked when he pull me at the edge of the bed, ngayon nakababa na ang aking mga paa sa sahig habang nanatiling nakahiga ako sa dulo ng kama.
I can’t move I just watch him what he’ll do next.
Now his undressing literally until I meet his bulge who’s hiding behind does calm pants. I was my first time seeing those and I just wish that I drink some alcohol a while ago so that have the stresght for this.
But it’s too late
Mabilis siyang bumamaba sa tapat ng aking mga hita. I tried to close my thigh but his reflexes where so fast and his already holding both of my knees and pushing it wider so he have a big access to my core.
His lip touches my core kahit na may suot pa akong underwear I already feel the warm of his mouth and lips.
“what the fuck—” I groan but mas lalo akong nawala sa sarili ng abutin ng isang kamay niya ang dibdib ko habang patuloy ang ginagawa niya sa masaelan kong parte.
I feel really nervous when his hands gripped on the garter of my underwear a sign of him taking it off already.
His other hand his playing with my mound alternately. Making me lose control and think of him so much.
When he succeeds on getting me naked in front of him he didn’t waste time and play with my clit.
I don’t know where to face any more the more I feel his warm the more I get crazy about him.
Aiden grip on my thighs makes him deep between my legs.
“Agh Aiden!” I shouted but its sounds like a moan, I feel embarrass in myself but at the same time I feel pleasure all over my world.
Aiden move his hands to my ass griping it harder and as his tongue goes deep and hitting something inside.
He keeps on hitting that something, sinimulan kong magpumiglas dahil sa kakaibang bagay nanararamdaman ko pero dahil hawak niya ang balakang ko hindi ko magawamg takas an ang kakaibang bagay na pinapalasap niya sakin.
I feel like peeing already!
“Aiden stop pleaseplease”
Nababaliw na ako habang papalapit ng papalapit ang kakaibang bagay sa loob ko I feel like any moment now ay sasabog nako.
“Aiden!”
But Aiden didn’t listen to me, Mas binilisan niya pa ang paggalaw sa gitna ko.
“ Aiden! Oh! Aiden! Agh Aidennnn!“ I feel so weak when I exploded something.
Nakita ko nalang si Aiden na umakyat sa ibabaw ko at hinila ako pataas sa kama. His eyes were so sleepy yet he still can do this kind of thing.
I rested myself in the bed and just fight his stares.
Pinikit ko nalang ang aking mga mata at pinakiramdaman ang bawat galaw niya sa ibabaw ko.
Umakyat muli ang kanyang mga labi sa saking mga labi and binigyan ko ng napakasarap na uri ng halik it was so sweet, soft and loved.
Pero nong tumagal naging mapusok ito at mapanlinlang.
Aiden started to rub his thing between my thighs while getting me busy with his kisses.
“Fuck I can take it anymore” kakaibang musika ang dala ng boses niya ngayon it was so tempting and seductive.
“Put it in” this will be my first and I want it with him the man I loved.
He kisses me harder as he passion himself above me and that thing down there meet my core and gently enter me.
I cried so hard while feeling the pain in it.
“I’m sorry” i open my eyes when he whispers that between our lips.
“I won’t stop anymore” after he said that he gave me a deep hard thrust and his whole thing is already in side my hole.
“AGH!!” I cried even harder.
“I’m sorry” as he said those words her gave me soft kisses all over my face, he also kiss my tears.
He started thrusting at kahit na sobrang sakit pinilit koi tong tiisin. “Fuck so tight!” he groan.
It was so painful but this is the kind of pain I will always want to feel.
“agh!”
“Aiden!”
“Agh Aiden faster!” I don’t even recognize my own voice right now.
“Fuck”
“Fucking shit! I’m cumming” Aiden moan loud.
“Ah! Ah! Ah! Aiden” nababaliw na hiyaw ko.
“Fuck I’m near … I love you” he said. Makes me open my eyes and look at him.
He said I love you?
My heart pounded so fast.
“I love you to—”
“I love you Cali fuck I love you baby” he shout and load his orgasm inside my mound. I did the same way too but I’m still focus on what he called me.
Mas lalong bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko dahil no matter what name he would said it only defines of me and that makes me really happy.
He rested above me. “Aiden I’m Bria—“I was cut off when I heard him sleeping already.
“Brianna Calista Rivera” pagpapatuloy ko at dahan dahan siyang inalis sa ibabaw ko.
Pinilit kong tumayo kahit nakakamaty ang sakit ng katawan ko lalo na ang gitnnag bahagi nito.
I walk awkwardly and get my clothes on. Nang makapagbihis na ako pinagmasdahn ko siya.
“Cali?” did he know it already that I’m Cali?
I will leave this room because this is not the right time to tell him this secret someday Aiden my love.
CHAPTER 38
Hindi ko pinagsisihan ang gabing iyon pero everything changes after that night Aiden started to distance his self to me.
He avoided me step by step until he really doesn’t even talk to me. After our research defense I was about to tell him the truth but he end up leaving me with the word that he sleft with other girl. But I surely know that his pertaining about me also.
I wanted to talk to him and explain that I’m Brianna but I didn’t have a chance he also said that he doesn’t even want me anymore so keep the secret inside of me and just accept his decision.
Everything as was hard for me because I love him so much and I gave everything to him already but things got harder when I got raped by that Rage.
A got pregnant by him and end up moving to Europe and start a new life.
“KUYAAAAAA THE BABY IS COMINGGGG!” I shouted so loud and my brother run to me, he carry me to the car and quickly drive to the hospital.
“AGHHHH KUYA FASTER IT HURTS!!!!”
“wait Cali were near” kinakamabang sambit ni kuya, gaya ng sabi niya mabilis kaming nakarating sa Hospital and bring me to the delivery room.
“Push mommy” the doctor order.
“AGHHHHHHH!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!”
“a little more mommy”
“ahhhhhhhhh.. ahhhhhhh aghhhhh” I gather all my strength and try my best to push again even though it’s breaking me into two.
“Last push mommy”
“ho ho ho… AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!” the last push makes me so weak, I wanted to painted already but I control it because I know it’s dangerous for me.
*crying baby sounds“
I rose my head to he him, his now carried by the nurse while they cleaning him.after that they gently handed him to me.
Kahit sobrang bigat na ng talukap ng aking mata ay pilit koi tong nilalabanan at ng mahawakan ko na siya he stop crying and land his right hand on my lips.
That made me smile and kiss it.
His so little but heavy.
My baby.
At first I’m so scared because I don’t know if I can handle this but when the baby come out everything fade away.
As I hold him in my arms my eyes brighten up but I notice something.
He looks like Aiden and not Rage.
Would it be possible that it’s Aiden’s flesh?
“Tell me the truth Brianna Calista!” I close my eyes as my dad voice increase while were inside the hospital room.
“Did something happen between you Cali?” napatingin ako kay kuya when he calmly ask me.
I nodded; I don’t feel any fear in me.
“I knew it!!” galit na sambit ni Dad. He even punches the hospital wall.
That time they were mad at me, cou’z at first we all know that it was Rage but it turns out that it’s Aiden’s child. Sobrang saya ko lalo dahil sa nalaman ko I have his child and this angel would be my companion in life.
My dad and brother was angry at me but still forgive me because they know that they cannot do anything about it anymore.
Pumasok sa aking isipan na kausapin si Aiden about this but it’s almost a years passed by baka masaya na siya sa buhay niya and this might ruin it so I choose not to.
“What would be this little boy’s name Cal?” kuya ask while playing my baby’s hands.
“It will be Cohen Beau Rivera” I stare at that little angel.
Inabot siya saakin ni kuy, “I’ll just buy food outside would you be fine here?”
I nodded at iniwan muna ako ni kuya dito sa kwarto, with my child.
“Hi baby I’m your mommy” I whisper to his tiny ears.
I saw him open his eyes and act like he sees me already so I smile at him and kiss him gently at his forehead.
“You are my life now my angel” I said and hug him.
Years passed by kuya have to come back to the Philippines to handle my dad’s other business so I have to leave alone here in Europe.
It was so hard because I’m alone and I don’t know what to do when Beau was sick, sobrang natatakot ako that time whenerever beau is not feeling well.
But I find ways to slove it and face it. I become a fearless to anything when it comes to my son.
I also worked hard dahil ayaw kong umaasa lang kay dad at kuya.
I find a good nanny for my child and work hard until I owned my own cosmetic brand.
Which is Beau Costmo sa ina iilan lang ang tumatangkilik nito but I still trid exploring until my it boom to people’s taste.
Naging maganda at tuloy tuloy ang pagsikat nito hanggang sa magkaron na ako ng mag investors, franchises at mga business partner by other big names business.
Nanalo ito ng madaming award through the years and with that I’d able to sustain what my son needs. Lahat ng gusto ni Beau ay nabibili ko gamit ang sarili kong pera and that made me so complete.
I become professional in the industry because of so many expirense and I thank my dad too because he pushes me to business and now I can truly say that It’s very useful.
I already achieve many awards but the biggest award that I got is when I step inside my house and this one call me.
“Mommy!”
My son my biggest blessing’s in life.
“How’s your day son?” I ask and carry him.
“It was great mommy I even perfect my science quiz at school a while ago” amuse was all over my face because of what he said.
“Mommy is so proud of you baby” I said and squish him with a hug.
He giggles and hugs me back.
“Bacause you did great on school you will receive your award later”
“WHAT AWARD MOMMY!?” excited na sambit nito.
“Your favorite ice cream” masiglang sambit ko, his face where so happy dahil sa sinabi ko and he hugged me again and this time he double the tightness.
“Thank you mommy you’re the best”
“BRIANNA CALISTA RIVERA AREN’T YOU MISS ME DAUGTHER?” dad said, I hugged him because I missed him so much.
“afcourse dad I miss you too”
“Group hug” Kuya stated so Beau hug my thighs too and kuya hugged us.
I miss them so much.
“We’ll be complete on my birthday” masayang sambit ni Baeu.
“Yes baby we are” binuhat ko siya and smile.
This is the new life of Brianna Calista Rivera.
CHAPTER 39
We had a great dinner, hindi ko ineexpect na dadalawin nila kami dito sa Europe dahil alam kong busy si dad sa University at si kuya naman sa family business namin sa pinas.
I was really unexpected; I didn’t even have great meal to serve dahil hindi pa nakakapaggroceries.
But their fines at least were together in one table.
Ngayon tapos na akong magligpit ng pinagkainan kaya umakyat na ako sa kwarto namin ni Beau, while dad and Kuya stayed at the guest room.
“mommy” I glance at my son when he called for my attention.
His seating on his study table here inside our room.
Well sa totoo lang may kwarto naman si Beau pero mas pinipili kong dito nalang siya sa tabi ko dahil tuwing gabi lang din siya nakakausap dahil sa trabaho.
“What is it?” I ask and went near him.
He showed me his drawing and it’s a house with people.“Wow it’s good Beau baby mommy like it” I said and carry him.
“Mommy my friends had there daddy, where’s mine?” I stiff to his question but I just smiled at him.
“His working far from here son” hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko kaya ito nalang ang dinahilan ko.
“Does he not love me? I never see him mommy since I was a baby” the way he pouted his lips I know his about to cry so I tickle him and lay him at the bed.
“He love’s you his just busy” I said habang patuloy ko siyang kinikiliti.
“HAHAHHAHAHAHA RE-REALLY MOMMY HAHAHA” nagawa niya pang magtanong kahit tawa na siya ng tawa.
“Yes Beau” tinigil kona din ang pagkiliti sakanya dahil baka mapagod siya ng husto.
He rested on the bed and smile at the ceiling like his thinking something good.
Humiga ako sa tabi niya at tumingin din saceiling kung saan may mga nakadikit na neon light shaped like stars. Ako ang nagdikit nyan dahil nong baby siya guto ko may nakikita siya sa ceiling tuwing nakahiga siya dito kasama ko like were really star gazing every night.
“What are you thinking Beau?” I whisper by not glancing at him.
I remain staring at the ceiling and wait for his answers.
I heard him giggle before he talk. “Mommy one day I’ll see my Daddy and I’ll make him buy me so many toys” he dreamingly said with his big smile.
Napatawa naman ako sa sinabi niya “Why didn’t mommy buy you many toys already?” I acted sad.
“No mommy I also want toys from my daddy” that hit my heart so hard because we all know that we won’t be able to meet his daddy.
Maybe Aiden already has his own Family in the Philippines and I can’t take the fact that my son will suffer by sharing his father. Mas pipiliin ko nalang na ako ang tumayo bilang nanay at tatay ng anak ko kesa sa mahirapan siyang intindihin ang sitwasyon namin ng tatay niya.
I don’t want my Beau get hurt, I will protect him in any other ways.
“Ah ah ah! Let’s stop here and get you ready for sleep” hinila ko ang paa niya papunta sa edge ng kama kaya tumawa ulit siya.
I carry him until we reach the bathroom and let him take a shower on his own. Ayaw niya nang pinapaliguan siya dahil malaki na daw siya.
I leaning on the door while waiting for him.
Something pop up in my mind that made me think.
What if Aiden didn’t leave me back then will we be happy with our son?
Masaya kaya ang buhay namin kung kami talaga ang nagkatuluyan?
Will he be a great father to our son?
Stop it Cali that won’t happen!
“Mommy towel please”bumalik ako sa katinuan ng kumatok mula sa loob si Beau asking for his towel that I’m holding right now.
I slightly open the door and handed it to him. “Thank you mommy” he said.
After he his done he quickly layed on the bed and turn on the T.v., habang ako naman ay nagpalit narin ng damit para makapagpaihnga na. I take a shower and do my night routine.
Paglabas ko ng kwarto naabutan ko si Beau na nakatulugan na ang Tv. I turn off the tv and wrap him with the comforter.
I fix some of his hair before I went outside the room para kumuha ng tubig sa kitchen.
All the lights were off already so I assume that everyone is already sleeping but my sit ecatches some light from the pool area.
Naglakad ako papunta doon para tignan ito, I was right there’s someone outside the glass door were both open lightly.
Tahimik akong lumapit doon, I saw dad and kuya were drinking beer outside and their talking.
I was about to open the door when I heard what they said. “Why did you do that dad!?!” nakita ko ang pagtagis ng panga ni kuya at galit sakanyang mukha ng sinabi iyon kay dad gamit ang nagpipigil niyang boses.
Dad was just so calm and his gaze was at the dark sky.
He take a sip on the can beer before he speak.
“I need it” he said.
What are they talking about?
“That fucking lame excuse dad! How can you do this to Cali!!!” bakas ang pagpipigil kay kuya, I know his mad already but what are they trying to say.
Anong ginawa ni dad?
“I don’t want her for that man so I make a way to get her away from him!” this time dad face kuya.
“You’re fucking insane!!! For how many years pinaniwala mo kami na naraped talaga si Cali well the truth is you fucking planned all of it anong klaseng ama ka!” I gasp and quicly cover my mouth through what I hear.
No…!
“I did that because I don’t want her to ruin her life with that man!!”
“Fuck it! You’re the one who ruin her life dad! You’re the one who ruin our life. How can you do that!!!”
Ibig bang sabihin nito dad plan all of it for me to distance myself to Aiden.
I don’t understand my heart is in a hard pain. Pakiramdam ko hindi ako makahinga ng maayos. I grab some strength on the wall because ei feel like I’m about to fall anytime.
“kinasabwat mo si Rage para palabasin na ginahasa siya sinong matinong ama ang gagawa non sa sarili niyang anak!!! Tangina dad you’re a demon!i just wish that I can kill you for my sister!” kuya walk away but he saw me in front of the door so he stop and gopt shocked.
Nakita ko din ang pagkagulat sa mukha ni dad. Nang makita koi yon bumugso lahat ng galit saakin at sinugod siya.
I push him and let my tears out.
“ALL THIS TIME PINAGLALARUAN MO LANG PALA DAD ANG BUHAY KO HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO ME!!! WHAT DID YOU ORDERED RAGE THAT NIGHT TELL ME!!!” I was full of anger and I just can’t respect him right now.
Kuya is at my back and try to calm me down.
“I ordered him to make you believe that you got rape but he just fed you some peels that will make you feel weak and body pain. I did that because I know that you’re going to ruin you future with that Castro!”
“FUCK IT!!! NAPAKASAMA MONG AMA HINDI KITA MAPAPATAWAD LUMAYAS KA SA PAMAMAHAY KO I DON’T WANNA SEE YOUR FACE HERE WALA KANG KWENTANG AMA NAPAKASAMA MO! ANG SAMA SAMA MO” I push him with all my might and he just let me do it.
“I did that for you Calista!”
“NO YOU DID THAT FOR YOUR SELF WALA KANANG GINAWA KUNG HINDI ISIPIN ANG SARILI MONG KAPAKANAN AND RULE OUR LIVES DEMONYO LANG ANG MAKAKAGAWA NG GANONG BAGAY SA SARILI NYANG ANAK YOU FOOLED US UMALIS KANA!”
“you also fooled me Calista! I fucking know that the moment you give birth to your son I fucking know that it’s that Castro’s child nilabag mo ako noon!”
“I DON’T CAREEEEEEEE GETTT OUT!!!” hindi na ako makapagisip ng matino buti nalang hinila na ni kuya si dad paalis dito sa pamamahay ko.
I was left here at the pool area, so weak and dumb hindi ko magawang tanggapin na ang sarili kong ama ang gagawa ng lahat ng ito.
He planned everything!
Sobrang sakit!
I cry my heart out and let all the pain out.
I was living a life that is full of lie!
CHAPTER 40
Aiden’s Point of View
I was in the middle of a board meeting when Gavin handed me my phone.
“Sir may emergency call po from Mr. Ramirez,” he stated.
I politely ask for an excuse and went out of the boardroom.
I answer his call.
“Hey Gan I’m in the middle of an important meeting you sho––“I was cut off by him.
“Tove got into a car accident in Europe. His in a coma right now!” my eyes widened through what he said and quickly got nervous about it.
“We’ll be flying to Europe right now,” he said.
I pull myself together and calmly answered him. “wait for me at the airport” I firmly said and turn off the call.
Saktong pagbaba ko ng tawag ay ang paglabas ni Gavin sa board office. “Sir tawag na daw po kayo sa loob they were discussing about the sharehol—”
“Adjured the meeting I’m leaving cancel all my appointment for a week and book me a ticket to Europe right now ASAP!” he nodded and went inside.
I quickly commanded and run into my office.
I grab all my important things and drive my way to the airport.
It took me 30 minutesto get there and I quickly walk to were Tagan’s waiting. I saw him carrying Nyle who’s peacefully sleeping on his arms and Celine seating by his side.
“Tagan what time is our flight?” I ask.
“Any minute now” he answered.
I didn’t bother to ask him right now, because the important thing right now is we have to see Tove.
What ever happens to him, I just wish that his already fine right now.
Naghintay lang kami ng ilang minute bago tinawag ang flight namin Gavin book my ticket quickly kaya magkakasabay kaming nakaalis nila Tagan.
In the flight Tagan never stop playing with Nyla while Celine just read some of her books.
While I just do some works that can be done in the internet.
Nang makarating kami sa Europe agad kaming dumiretso sa hospital kung saan nakaconfine si Tove.
Naabutan namin siya with a girl named Fayre. She tell us all what happen to Tove and his situation right now.
Nakaramdam ako ng matinding lungkot at awa sa dinaranas ni Tove ngayon but we all have to be strong for him right now because what’s his facing right now is life or death.
But I surely know that he’ll get through this.
His a strong man.
We stayed there all night bago namin napagdisyonan na magcheck in na sa malapit na hotel.
We rested for a little time but early in the morning pumunta rin kami ulit sa Hopital.
We won’t let Tove fight this on his own, were all at his back.
“Daddy Tove, wake up already I miss you” lahat kami ang napatingin kay Nyla when she talks to the unconscious Tove.
While hugging her doll. She was about to cry so Celine get her and they go outside the room.
Naiwan kaming dalawa ni Tagan dito sa loob kasama si Fayre.
Nalaman namin na she was Tove’s first love.
She never leaves his side, parang hindi na panga ito natutulog simula ng maaksidente si Tove.
“Do you think he will quickly heal?” I ask Tagan.
“I don’t know either but I wish he’d wake up already” I said while staring at Tove.
Natigil kami sa pagusap ng margining namin ang pag-iyak ni Nyla and they both entered the room.
Buhat buhat siya ni Celine pero nagpupumiglas siya kaya agad tumayo si Tagan para kunin siya ta maiwasan na mahulog ito.
“why is she crying?” I ask Celine.
“She wanted to go somewhere but I already told her that Tove needs us pero nagpupumilit siya” she looked like she’d give up to Nyla already.
Nalipat ang tingin k okay Nyla and Tagan was trying to calm her down but it didn’t work.
“Baby Daddy and mommy can’t leave Daddy Tove right now because were fixing something’s for him” Tagan explained but Nyla never listen and continue crying.
“I’ll just bring her to the mall instead” pagpriprisinta ko and that made her stop crying.
“are you sure Ai?” Celine ask me.
I nodded and stand up, kinuha ko si Nyla mula kay Tagan at masigla naman itong sumama sakin.
She surely knows how she’d get what she wants.
“I think it’s better to stay here nalang Nyla were just having an attitude attack” Celine said and glared at her daughter who’s hugging me so tight.
“It’s fine total andyan naman si Fayre and you too are needed here ako nalang ang maglalabas kay Nyla while I’m doing nothing” I said and made them feel safe about my words.
“Ok keep an eye on her Aiden don’t let my daughter get hurt!” mapagbantang sambit ni Tagan sakin.
I smiled at him and nodded.
“Alright we’ll just follow you in the mall after we fix Tove’s papers ok” Celine said.
“yes I’ll just text you guys” I started walking with Nyla and let her say goodbye to her parents.
Bakas ang excitement sa mukha ni Nyla kaya I smiled at her also.
“Aiden keep in touch ok your phone always check it!” paalala ni Celine kahit medyo malayo na kami sakanila.
“Are you excited Nyla were going to buy many toys at the mall”
She brightens up here face and nodded jollily to me. “Thank you Daddy Ai”
I book an Uber and make our way to the nearest mall.
Calista
I feel so exhausted when I wake up in the morning, I’m still hurt and in pain because on what I know last night.
Halos lahat ng iyon ay parang pinapatay ako ng unti –unti but I need to be strong for my son.
“Hello Zora cancel all my meeting for today I won’t be able to attend work right now”
“Ok ma’am bri noted” I hang up the phone call and went down at the dining where my son’s already eating his breakfast.
I smiled at him and forget everything.
“Hey Mr. Beau do you want to go the mall?” mabilis niya akong nilingon at ngumiti ng pagkalaki-laki.
“But you have work mommy” he said.
“No I don’t have so it’s going to be Beau and mommy time all day let’s go to the mall after this ok”
Dahil sa sinabi ko mabilis niyang nilantakan ang pagkain niya at inubos ito.
I smiled and feel happy seeing him happy.
Kahit na masakit lahat ng aking mga nalaman kagabi nawawala iyon dahil sa angel ko.
His the only thing I need right now.
My strength
My happiness
And my life….
Author: unting pasilip sa Cntrl S series #3 natin hihihi
Again errors and typos are expected and promise i’ll fix it…
I just want to thank K_raine for always there reading my stories and supporting me here’s a simple special mention for my readers…♥
CHAPTER 41
“Mommy let’s go let’s go!” Beau is pulling me out of our room already even though I’m still not done with fixing my dress.
“wait Beau I’m still fixing my clothes” I stop walking but he still continue on pushing me.
His already wearing his Black cute dresser shirt paired with his grey pants and his air force shoes. His too excited to go that’s why his pushing me already. His always like this everytime he’d hear that I would buy him toys.
It’s his only desire, well I don’t really spoiled my son for buying him everything he wants, I just think that he desrve it because his always doing great on school.
Lagi siyang honor student, his so active when it comes to sports his also learning taekwondo and he’d win once on kids edition here in Europe. So I really think that he deserve it.
Ito lang naman ang hinehengi niya sakin and nothing else, hindi siya maselan sa ibang bagay his so understanding and kind.
At his young age he can already understand our situation.
“Beau Let mommy fix my dress first then will go ok” suway ko sakanya kaya agad naman siyang tumayo ng aayos sa harapan ko at masinsin akong pinanuod matapos.
“Mommy you look beautiful” he said and hug my thighs.
I smiled at him and grab my bag at the sofa, “your handsome too Beau now let’s go” inabot ko ang kamay niya at sabay kaming naglakad palabas ng bahay at sumakay saking sasakyan.
“After we’d buy your toys let’s eat ice cream” I said and made him smile even more.
When Beau made that genuine smile I always see Aiden’s face on him, I can truly say that he is a carbon copy of his father. Walang duda labi, mata, hubog ng mukha ay nakuha niya kay Aiden and that don’t bother me because it just make him more lovable in me.
Tuwing niyayakap ko siya parang niyayakap ko na din si Aiden. Well I already accept that we might never meet because I know he already had his own family now. But I admit that my love for him never fades.
Kahit ilang taon na ang lumipas siya at siya parin ang lalakeng nagpapatibok ng puso ko. Sabi ko noon pagalis ko ng bansa ay kakalimutan ko na siya at magsisimula ng panibagong buhay kasama ang anak ko.
But when I gave birth to Beau and see Aiden’s face in him, which made me realize that my love for him is already imprinted in my heart no matter what I do.
I just hope that his happy now and living a good life with his family.
My phone’s ring kaya inabot koi to gamit ang kanang kamay ko I Bluetooth it on the car so I can hear it clearly.
It’s Karsyn who’s calling. It’s a Video Call.
“Hey?” I said when I see her face on the screen.
“Hellooooo how are you guys??? Beau I miss you baby” Malakas na sambit ni Karsyn mula sa kabilang linya.
Beau leans over so he can clearly see Karsyn on the phone. “I’m not baby anymore tita” nakapout na sambit nito.
He doesn’t even want to be called baby because his already 8 years old.
“ow I’m sorry I forgot by the way how are you there?going to somewhere?”
“Yeah where on our way to the mall” I answered and still focus on the streets.
“Mommy’s going to buy me some toys tita” masiglang pagbabalita nito sa kanyang tita.
“How are you no shoots?” I said and glance quickly at the screen and saw Karsyn’s wearing her pajamas.
I forgot gabi na nga pala sa pinas ngayon.
“No I don’t have but I’ll be shooting my new series on Wednesday” Karsyn’s already an actress on the Philippines that’s why we seldom talk and see each other.
So times she’d go here for her travel shoots.
She already reaches her dreams and I’m very proud of her, but until now she’s still single I don’t know why?
“How bout you no work’s today?” she ask, and that made me remember the reason why I’m not in the mood for work.
Smile fade away in my face and I no wthat she saw that. “What happen?” she ask.
“I’ll tell you later ok right now we need to go to the mall, you go do your beauty sleep now” nakangiting biro ko sakanya and she also smile and say bay to Beau.
“Bye Beau I miss you”
“I miss you too tita bye bye” after the call Beau remain busy on the window doing his sight seeing at the streets, until we reach the mall.
I parked my car and quickly went out with my son.
Tumatakbo siya papasok sa loob while pulling me. agad niya akong dinala sa paborito niyang store dito at namili ng mga gusto nitong laruan.
I just followed him where ever he goes until his done buying one.
I paid for his toys and we’d go to the Ice cream parlor to have some snacks. Nagkwentuhan lang kami ng about sa mga toys niya, what he did in schools and what hid dream about.
This kind of moment really remove problems in my mind, even pain’s I feel so free and happy when I’m with my sons, I feel secure just like what I feel when I’m with Aiden back then.
“Mommy can I play on your phone please” he said while eating his chocolate ice cream.
I handed him my phone and let him play, then I resume eating this banana slip that I ordered.
I was busy looking at the people outside this stall when my eyes catch someone that is very familiar.
My heart pounded so fast and I startded to lose some air, parang biglang nanglamig ang buo kong katawan. My hands were shaking already.
This can’t be happening.
Is that Aiden?
He was walking here in the mall, in Europe? Kahit nagbago ang features nito sigurado akong siya iyon dahil tanging siya lang at prisensya niya lang ang nakakapagparamdam ng ganito katinding kaba saking buong sistema.
His body is broader now, his skin become so light and his wearing a sky blue dresser polo shirt and white pants that made him look really matured.
I can’t even move a muscle right now.
I watch his every move but my eyes landed on his hands.
I gasp.
His holding a cute and lovely little girl and they were so happy walking with each other. May kirot na kumatok saaking puso when I remember that he might already have his own family now.
And I think that it was his daughter.
My whole body where trembling so much.
I see how that little girl called him, and as my observation on the movement on her lips she say the word “DADDY” to Aiden.
They both look at my direction kaya parang tinakasakan ako ng kaluluwa. But I was just an assuming bitch because they were both looking at a certain girl walking through their way..
Nakatalikod ang babae saking kaya hindi ko makita ang mukha nito but I’m sure that it’s the little girl’s mommy because she run into her and shouting the word mommy.
I was hit by the fact that he already had his own family now.
While I’m still stock on my miserable life, the only light in my life right now is this boy seating beside m—–
When I glance at Beau her ein my side, parang kinain ako ng takot ng makita siyang wala sa tabi ko my phone were here but not my son.
I panic and look everywhere to find him.
“BEAU?!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!”
Aiden
“Mommyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!” Nyla’s voice where so loud when she saw Celine walking through us.
She quickly run to her mom and let go of my hands easily.
Lumapit na rin ako sa kanila while putting both of my hands to my pocket and still remain the paper bags on my wrist.
“your early” I said to Celine.
“Maagang natapos yong papers kaya dumiretso na kami dito” when she said the word Kami biglang lumitaw si Tagan sa likod niya at dahang dahang kinuha si Nyla mula kay Celine.
“We want to enjoy kahit ngayon lang” Celine said.
I glance at tagan, I was about to ask him kung sinong kasama ni Tove sa hospital pero agad niya nang nasagot. “Don’t worry Fayre are still there”
I nodded. “well then you get this” I handed him all the toys I buy for Nyla.
“you guys enjoy and bond and I’ll just roam around here for a moment before I’d go back to the hospital” I said.
“Sige babalik din kami mamayang gabi doon”Celine said, Tagan nodded at me and make there way out of my sight.
I started to walk around here and just sight seeing some stalls. But I suddenly think of her Cali, what if we didn’t parted our ways I guess we already have our own family right now just like Tagan and Celine.
But until now I can’t fucking find where she is.
“Hey!” I stop from walking when someone blocks my way.
I look down. “Mister can you buy me that Iron Man toy figure” I eyes follwe her his hands were pointing and it’s an Iron Man toy figure standing inside a Marvel store.
His kinda bossy but I don’t know I find it funny.
“Ok little boy” I said.
His wearing the same dresser shirt like my polo but different color his like my style back then.
“It’s Cohen not little boy I’m old now” he said.
“ok ok” I said and we both went inside the Marvel store.
I don’t hesitate to buy him that Iron man figure even if it’s a little pricey because I find him cool.
“Here” I handed him the figure but I don’t think that he can handle it because unti nalang saking laki niya na ito.
“Thank you Mister” he said and tried his very best to carry the figure.
I laugh in a sudden and about to help him carry when…..
“BEAUUUUU!!!” sabay kamingnapalingon sa sumigaw.
I stiff at the moment.
She’s here.
CHAPTER 42
She runs to this boy in front of me and hugged him so tight while crying.
I can’t even move right now my eyes widened and my feet were both ice freeze.
She’s in front of me right now. She was hugging this boy like she didn’t even care about the people around her.
“WHY DID YOU LEAVE MY SIDE!!!’ bimitiw siya sa pagkakayap sa bata at hinawakan ng magkabilang pisngi nito.
The boy were still shocked at the moment I can say it by his facial expression.
“I see this mommy it’s an Iron Man figure so I went out to check it” he answered.
It’s her son?
I was just watching them talk and still trembling so hard and my heart were pounding so fast.
I’ve been looking everywhere for you and now you’re in front of me.
“That’s not an acceptable excuse young man you should have tell me your leaving I was so scared” her voice where cracking as she said that.
“Stop crying now mom I’m fine and you’re here already, look this guy’s buy me this Iron man figure I want mommy” masiglang sambit nito at tinuro ako sa likod ng mommy niya.
“what!!!?!” she got shock by what this little boy said and quickly turn her back at me and stand,
“I’m so sorry for my so––” she stop when our eyes met.
At last Cali.
Calista
“I’m so sorry for my so––” I was cut from talking when I saw those alluring eyes that haunts me since I leave the Philippines.
The man in my dreams every night, the man that I’ve been thinking for almost nine years, the man that I love were standing in front of me.
Kinain ako ng matinding kaba at manlalamig ng makita siya ngayon.
Akala ko tapos na kanina after I saw him with his family and right now he already encounter my son.
He remain staring at me like his hypnotizing me with those dark stares.
Nabalik ako sa katinuan ko ng maramdaman kong hawakan ni Beau ang kamay ko.
I look at him and fear eats me so fast and I don’t know what to do now.
“T-thank you sir but my son don’t need it” inabot ko ang laruan na hawak ni Beau at mabilis na binigay ito sakanya.
I pulled my son out of that area so fast, hanggang sa makarating kami sa sasakyan ko.
I made him went inside first and quickly turn the engine on. But I stop when I heard little snobs.
I face Beau and his about to start crying.
Agad ko siyang dinaluhan kaya tulyan na siyang lumuha. “Mommy I want that figure” mahinang sambit nito.
Narakamdam ako ng lungkot sa boses niya kaya nakonsensya ako ng sobra. I should have buy him that buy not this time I can’t face Aiden there.
“Don’t worry will be back tomorrow and we’ll buy that” I said and kiss his forehead.
I know he would understand. He nodded politely and let me start driving.
Kahit kinakabahan parin ako hindi ko hinayaan na maapektuhan nito ang pagmamaneho ko I don’t want to put my son’s life in danger.
In the middle of the ride I glance ta my son and saw him sleeping already. I still feel pity for him he really wants that figure.
“I’m so sorry Beau” I whisper and continue driving.
Pagdating ko sa tapat ng bahay, I saw Beau Costmo truck in front of my house so I went outside of the car at ganon din ang ginawa ni Zora mula sa truck.
“Sorry to disturb you Ma’am Bri but I really need you sign here so we would be able to ship this to the cargo vessels” mahinhinna sambit ni Zora sakin and showing me the papers I need ot sign.
I nodded “Ok let’s do that inside the house” she nodded and wait for me to park my car at the garage and get Beau out of the car. Zora also help me with the toys and bring it inside the house.
I let Beau sleep on t our room and attend Zora at the living room.
“Give it to me Zora” I said and started signing.
Aiden
After she handed me the Iron man figure agad niyang hinila papalayo ang bata, I saw how the little boy glances at me and his toy that I buy.
May pamilya na ba si Cali? It’s her son, he called her mommy.
Am I late again Cali?
I was thinking for a seconds but I got a better idea so I run fast and follow her until they reach the parking lot.
If she had her own family already I have to find it out and see who’s that fucking lucky guy!!
I stop a uber driver that heading my way . “Can I borrow your car here I’ll pay you fifty boxes” I made the driver agree and landed me his car.
I grip on the stirring wheel and wait for her to start her car. I followed her until where inside a subdivision.
She stop on a big modern house, there were a truck in front of it also.
I read the logo of the truck and it say’s BEAU COSTMO.
Lumapit ako ng konti so I could see them clearly. Cali went out of her car at may babae ding lumabas mula sa Truck wearing a corporate attire, she’s also holding a bunches of paper.
“Sorry to disturb you Ma’am Bri but I really need you sign here so we would be able to ship this to the cargo vessels” I heard her approaches Cali.
“Ok let’s do that inside the house” Cali’s answer at bumalik siya sa loob ng sasakyan niya at pinasok sa loob ng gate iyon.
Hindi kona nakita kung anong ginawa nila sa loob dahil nagsara na ang gate.
So this is your house, dito ka lang pala nagtatago Cali for nine year I’ve been finding you dito ka lang pala sa Europe matatagpuan.
i drive way clos eto her house and nadaanan ko ang truck sa harap nito kaya I get the chance to see the logo closer.
It says BEAU COSTMO the loveliest brand here in the country.
Is she the owner of this Brand?
Well gotta find that out. I bring out my phone and call Gavin.
“Yes sir?” he immediately answer.
“I want you to appoint a proposal to Beau Costmo Europe will be negotinating with them and give them a big proposal so they won’t say no”
“copy that sir” I turn off the call and glance again to Cali’s house.
At last I finally found you.
Smirk flashes in my lips.
CHAPTER 43
“What did you get Gavin?”
“Sir ayon po sa mga nakalap kong information about sa CEO ng Beau Costmo na si Miss Rivera ay siya po ay isang single mom, wala pong nakalagay or impormasyon kung sino ang ama ng kanyang anak pero ang tanging sinabi niya lang po sa Presscon last year ay iniwan na daw siya ng ama ng anak niya tangin iyon lang po, wala po akong nakalap na idea kung sino iyon, I think miss Rivera keep it very well. At about naman ho sa anak niya his name is Cohen Beau Rivera his 8 years old already grade 3 level base sa paper about sa school nito ay matalino raw ho ito at sa murang idad ay black belter na sa taekwondo. Miss Rivera builds Beau Costmo when she give birth to his son and name it to him. Base pa sa ilang impormasyon ay magaling raw ho itong business woman she’s very strict but at the same time mabait daw ho sa mga employee niya. She’s also one of the lead para mahuli si Mr. Bret Scott na owner ng Brandi Company nahuli ho ito sa kasong rape at pangungurakot ng pera galing sa ibang business partners niya. Mr. Scott also attempted to harass Miss Rivera but Miss Rivera didn’t let it through. Iyan po ang mga nakalap kong impormasyon about kay Miss Rivera” I seated on the bed here at the hotel and viewed the dark lights from the window.
I take a sip on my beer before talking “What about Beau Costmo what are their weaknesses?” I need to know that foe me to play fair and square.
“Sir Beau Costmo contains many beauty products and conducting a big charity works on a home for the agents in Europe malaking stock holder po nila ang Rivera wines dahil kapatid po ni Miss Rivera si Calix Rivera, meron pa po silang isang makaling stock Holder at walang iba kundi si Mr. Jorge Kramer owner of Vista Mall which is one of our Business Partner in our branch in Europe sir.” Isang mapaglarong ngiti ang bumuhay saking labi ng malaman ko ang impormasyon na iyon.
I already know how to roll the dice here.
“Then Call Mr. Kramer tell him that I’m meeting him right now”
“Right now po sir? Edi ba po gabi na dyan sa Europe ngayon?” halatang nagaalangan siya sa utos ko but I don’t care I need to talk to him.
“Tell him that I’m going to his house right now give me the location or else we will pull every stocks that we share with him and also all our investments”
“Copy that sir” pinatay kona ang tawag at uminom ulit ng beer bago tumayo at nag bathroom.
I quickly take a shower while waiting for the location.
I didn’t expect na ganito kadali laruin ang idea ko.i’m planning to buy a big stock on Beau Costmo para mapalapit kay Cali. Knowing that she’s a single mom gives me hope on owning her.
I’m whiling to accept her child and all I have to do now is to seduce her. Ayaw ko nang patagalin ang lahat were not getting any younger now so I might play this in my way.
If she doesn’t love me now well she better me dahil hindi ako papayag sa mabuting usapan, dadaanin ko nalang sa santong paspasan.
Your mine Cali.
“Sir Visco subdivision Block 31 Lot 13 po ang address ng bahay ni Mr. Kramer and his already waiting for you there” magalang na sambit ni Gavin sakin.
I nodded. “Ok I’m on my way thank you Gavin”
“Your welcome sir” agad ko nang binaba ang telepono at agarang umalis ng suit ko. Nakasalubong ko si Tagan napapasok sa katabing kwarto already wearing his pajamas on.
“Where are you going in the middle of the night Ai?” nagtatakang tanong nito at tinignan ng buong suot ko.
“I already found her and I’m making my way to get her” mapaglarong sambit ko at binigyan siya ng masayang ngiti.
Yes that’s what I really feel right now happiness.
“What?! Where? When?!” naguguluhan niyang tanong sakin.
“I’ll tell you tomorrow right now I have an important meeting first”
“Important meeting in the middle of the night sinong gagong business sman ang makikipag meeting ng kalagitnaan ng gabi?” his voice where full of sarcasm.
“Ako” I smirk and leave him there.
Agad akong ng book ng taxi para makapunta doon at hindi naman ako inabot ng 30 minutes bago nakarating sa bahay ni Mr. Kramer dahil malapit lang ito sa hotel.
Just 20 miles away I guess.
Right now I’m already in front of his mansion and as the guards see me they quickly approaches me inside.
“Mr. Xin Castro what a pleasant surprise that you’re here at Europe come, come have a seat” inalok niya sakin ang upuan sa harap niya and handed me some drinks.
“I won’t go any farther now Mr. Kramer I’m here to buy all your stocks to Beau Costmo” I saw how he got shock through what I said but he immediately respond after he got back to his senses.
“Are you sure Mr. Xin, why suddenly got interest on that company?”
“Well I just have personal reason, so what can you say are you willing to sell it or not?”
“But I need to concult to Ms. Rivera fisrt before I do some actions about it.”
“don’t bother Mr. Kramer I can talk to her after I buy your shares I can handle her all you have to do is sell it to me now or else I’ll pull all of my investments to your mall and all you stock holder and business partner will pull out what do you think? Great Idea huh.” Baksa ang kaba sa mukha niya dahil sa mga sinabi ko. I surely knew that he know that I can do what I say in just on flinch.
“Alright my share’s to Beau Coatmo is all yours Mr. Xin, Alice can you get all of my paper for Beau Coatmo right now quickly” mabilis niyang inutos sa isa sa mga kasambahay niya dito.
I smirk playfully I I get all the papers that prove your shares to Beau Costmo and Mr. Kramer’s sign that he already sell his stock to me.
Madali naman palang kausap itong matandang ito.
“Thank you for your kindness Mr. Kramer I’ll go now”
“You’re welcome Mr. Xin “ I leave his house with the papers and contract of Beau Costmo.
Nice game Aiden, nice game…
Kinabukasan nagpaalam ako kila Tagan at Celine na hapon pa ako makakapunta ng Hospital, cou’z I got things to do this morning.
I went straight ahead to Beau Costmo Building.
“Yes sir what can I help you?” her Secritary ask me. kasalukuyan kasing nasa tapat na ako ng opisina ng CEO ng Beau Costmo.
“I’m here for some important discussion with Miss Rivera it’s about Mr. Kramer’s shares”
“But sir you’re not here on her appointment list for today” she’s now scanning all her schedule notes while saying those.
“well I guess Miss Rivera had an appointment for Mr. Kramer this morning right?” I said and she nodded.
“I’ll get that time because Mr.Kramer won’t be able to attend here anymore” halatang hindi siya naniniwala sa mga sinasabi ko.
“But sir I nee——” she was cut when her telephone rings so loud.
Sinagot niya agad ito at tnignan ako.
“Beau Costmo speaking what can I help you—–oh Mr. Kramer” innate my mind I was already smiling because ei know what their talking about.
“Yes sir I understand.. yes sir thank you sir” she bring down the telephone and gaze at me with embarrassment.
“Mr. Xin Castro I’m very sorry for the inconvenience please do enter the office Miss Rivera is inside” she politely said and pointed out the door.
I nodded with a smirk and make my way inside that door.
Cali
“Mr. Kramer what are we going to talk about all of a sudden——” as I rose my head out of my laptop I saw who’s the one standing in front of my office door.
“Hey” he heavenly greet.
“Aiden” I don’t have anything to say right now except his name.
Why is he here?
CHAPTER 44
“Aiden.”
I don’t know what to feel first, sa sobrang nakakbigla ang paglitaw niya dito sa harapan ko ay hindi kona alam kung ano ang una kong mararamdaman. Shockness, nervousness, panic, sad, happy, hurt I don’t know.
I was cough off guard right now.
Why is he here?
“Long time no see Cali” he playfully speak, naglakad siya papalapit sa table ko at akala ko ay ganon lang iyon but I stiff when he leans on my table using both of his hands and destroy the eord distance between us.
Hindi na ako nakalayo pa sa kanya dahil hindi ako makagalaw and I can’t clearly breathe now.
“Miss me?” he said and made me feel his mint breath.
Napapikit ako sa pagihip niya sa mukha ko, how is he so confident about his breath?
I tried to pull myself up and be professional at this moment.
Tumayo ako at lumayo sakanya, I cross my arms belos my chest and stare at him fearlessly. “What are you doing here Mr. Castro?” I act like his one of my colleagues.
He smile evilly and put his hands on his pants packets.
Right now he is so real in front of me, so I can clearly see every detail on his face and body. His face become matured and so manly right now, his body is broader, his muscle is so pellucid even though his wearing a full formal attire.
How come he become this so much hotter.. Hey what are you thinking Cali!!! Stop alluring him.
“I’m here to inform you that I’m your newest stock holder” what does he say?
Stock holder?
“How come mister?” papanghamon kong sambit.
I don’t remember any new stock holder for his month, cou’z the last business man who buy stocks on Beau Costmo is Mr. Raider and no one else.
He widened his smirk so I can clearly see it.
“here read this” may nilapag siyang mga papales sa table ko kaya inabo tko ito at binasa.
It’s says that Mr. Xin Castro already bought the entire stock share by Mr. Kramer. And its legal nakapirma dito si Mr. Kramer and he also had their agreement.
“Why did Mr. Kramer sell his stock without me know he should have consult to me first” I feel a little irritated about this.
He should have told me first before he decided to sell it to someone.
“well that’s not the issue now, what’s important is I’m your new BIG STOCK HOLDER” he really did emphasize the word Big stock dahil alam niyang wala akong laban para doon.
Mr. Kramer’s own the 30 percent stock of Beau Costmo, how can I bailed this one.
“ok let’s be professional here Mr. Xin Castro––” I was cut when her went over the table and pull my waist to him.
“Call me Aiden” his husky voice where so tempting even though my mind was loathing about it.
No Cali be ensnare with his tricks.
Don’t make him think that you been wanting for him for a long time.
His so close that I can already feel his warm body all around my body.
Lumapit ang kanyang mga labi sa aking tenga at pinaramdam sakin ang init na hatid ng kanyang paghinga. I feel that my ears were already red right now.
“I was finding you for almost nine fucking years Cali!” bakas ang puot sa sinabi niya kaya agad akong kinain ng kaba.
“But it’s fine now because your already in my arms now” sinubukan kong lumayo sakanya at tinulak siya palayo pero hinila niya ulit ako pabalik at madyo malakas ito kaya nabigla akong bumalik sa kanya at sa hindi inaasahang paraan pa.
My lip touches his, dahil sa sobrang lakas ng paghila niya nawalan ako ng tamang balanse at nagland ang aking labi sa labi niya.
I was about to pull out when he started sucking my lower lip, my eyes widened so I push him but he just tighten his embrace to my waist.
I was completely locked on his arms.
Hindi ko alam ang kakagawin ko he continue on kissing and sucking my lips and I truly admit it that it’s hard to resist it.
This was the touch that my body keeps on haunting with.
Hindi nagtagal ay naging mahina ako at nagpadala sa kanyang matatamis na halik.
I started to concede the fact that I’ve been wanting this too for a long time. Unti-unti kong sinuklian ang kanyang mga halik at humingi ng suporta sakanya gamit ang pagkapit ko sakanyang mga balikat.
Mas pinalalim ni Aiden ang kanyang paghalik, and my knees were already shanking and weakens because of his kisses.
He move his feet and walk and still continue kissing me, he brag me to my table and let me seat there by not cutting the distance of our lips.
I felt a little relive when I seated on the table dahil alam kong sa sarili ko at if I remain standing I might fall down dahil sa sobrang panghihina at panginginig ng aking mga tuhod.
He palce his self between my legs and he parted it widely. I first I feel embarrass about it but his kiss is making me forgot things.
His hands were roaming around my waist and thighs and that gives shivers on my whole system. Mas lalo akong nawawala sa sarili dahil sakanyang mga ginagawa.
His kisses went down to my jaw, and neck sucking my bare skin, I remain my eyes close and just feel his hypnotizing touch.
His hands reach my right breast underneath my corporate attire. Sa kabila ng telang aking suot ramdam ko parin ang init na dala ng kanyang mga palad.
“hmm” I little moan escape on my mouth kaya gad koi tong tinakpan.
I’m I crazy already!!! Wake up Cali you’re at the office right now.
Dahil doon tinulak ko siya ng dahan dahan palayo sakin at bumaba sa lamesa muntikan pa nga akong matumba dahil nanginginig parin hanggang ngayon ang aking mga tuhod.
Buti nalang ay nasalo agad ako ni Aiden.
Nang magkatinginan kami ay agad akong nahiya saking sarili. Bakit ba ganito ako karupok!!!
I just make out with him here at my fucking office and it’s just our second meet after nine years. Sinong baliw na babae ang makikipag make out sa lalake na nine years niyang hindi nakita.
Ako lang naman!!! Fuck!
“W-why did you d-do that” fucking shit why am I shuttering.
“why not?” my mouth parted through what he just said. what does he mean WHY NOT!!?!
He already has his own Family now. And what we did is cheating!
“What do you mean why not!” I exaggeratedly said. “You have your own family now, may asawa kang tao and then you’re doing this!!”
“What are you saying? I’m not married to anyone” he looks so confused.
Now his denying it huh.
“I saw you yesterday at the mall right your with your daughter and wife!!” I feel pain when saying those.
“Nyla?” he looks like his thinking it.
Nagulat ako ng tumawa siya and it’s so lovely napatitig ako sakanya at pinanuod siyang tumawa. When was the last time I saw him laugh, yeah right it was nine years ago.
“Nyla is Tagan’s daughter and yesterday that was Celine, Tagan’s wife”
Parang gusto ko nalang magpalamon sa lupa ngayon na, this is so shaming!!!
Nakakahiya I look like a jealous freak right now!
“Why would I bother finding you for nine years if I already have my own family now” I don’t know either.
“I was finding my future wife for the past nine years and now she’s in front of me”
“W-what?”
CHAPTER 45
This chapter may contain matured scenes so please be guided that if you’re below 18, try to skip that part. Thank you.
“Ma’am Bri, Mr. Xin Castro is already waiting in the lobby. Where would you like to hold your meeting Ma’am?” I rose my head and glance at the window while I was holding the intercom in my right hand.
I take a deep breath before I answer her. “Zora bring him to the Costmo room so I can show him our latest products”
“Noted ma’am” I hang up the call and lean on my swivel chair.
I don’t know if I could still handle him after what happened yesterday. I should have been thinking more professional. Hindi dapat ako nagpadala sa aking damdamin.
And now everything is mess up.
“I was finding my future wife for the past nine years and now she’s in fort of me”
“W-what?” hindi ko alam kung anong sinabi niya, parang nabingi ako bigla dahil doon at hindi na ako makapagisip ng maayos.
He chuckle and offer his hands in front of me. “Well it’s nice to be a BIG PART OF BEAU COSTMO Miss Rivera I’m looking forward to an exciting partnership between us two, I’ll be back tomorrow for the checking of this company’s product. If you excuse me” I was just watching his movements until he already left the room.
My hands were so cold and I’m still standing straight here beside my table. I can’t even move a muscle.
Is this real Aiden Xin Castro is one of the big stock holders in my company in just a snap.
“I’m doom”
I take a deep breath bago ako tumayo mula saking swivel chair at buong tapang na nagtungo sa Costmo room.
I need to face him, if this is our faith I have to be brave and face it with no fear inside of me.
“Lord guide me” I whisper before opening the room.
Naabutan ko siyang nakatayo sa tapat ng mga trophy’s na natanggap ng kompanya. He was reading some of it. But his gaze was putted in mine as I enter the room.
“Mr.Xin Castro have a seat” dumiretso ako sa table ko dito sa costmo room at magalang na inalok sakanya ang upuan sa harapan nito.
He didn’t give a word but he followed what I’ve said he seated casually on the chair ahead my table.
His stares were so neutral and his appearance was so natty.
I feel weird because his not saying any words but he remain on staring at me.
Focus Cali!
“So about our new and latest it would be release on last week of July and it’s a glazing contour with moisturize texture, then the other on is a new set of beau matte lipsticks and we resassured you that it will boom in the consumers choice.” Pagpapaliwanag ko sakanya ng mga bagong product but he seems not interested to it dahil parang may iba siyang iniintindi.
I feel nausea by it!!!
“Are you listening Mr. Castro?” I ask him.
He just nodded and stands up. “I wanna see the product in actual do you have any?” medyo hindi ko inaasahan ang sinabi niya pero agad din akong tumayo.
“Sure follow me” I said and lead him to a one door here inside the Costmo room.
That door consist of our little stock room kung saan nilalagay ang mga hindi pa nailalabas na product. Madaming bagong products kaya medyo maliit na ang espasyo ng dadaanan sa loob.
Pumasok kami dito and I pointed out some of the product that I discuss a while ago. “Here is the Matte lipsticks as you can see it has good quality of packaging and it’s clearly approved by make-up professionals” pinakita ko sakanya ang isang set ng lipstick and he grad of it.
Pinanuod ko lang siyang buksan ito and he smell it. “Smell’s like chocolate?” I smile to that. Dahil yan ang secret ng latest lipsticks namin.
“Yes that’s the main asset of the product bukod sa high end lipstick siya it’s still health friendly and catchie sa mga panlasa ng tao. We add some flavors to our new set and it will give new excitement to the consumer’s dahil they will have lipsticks that also can be eaten. Which is very unique right.” I find it very confident while explaining that to him dahil I was my idea.
“Really?” he ask, still scanning the lipstick.
“Yes kahit tikman mo pa” parang gumaan na ang loob ko dahil nagiging casual na ang ambiance saming dalawa. Were both being professionals now.
“Well then” pagkatapos niyang sabihin iyon ay akala ko titikman niya na ang lipstick but I was wrong binuksan niya ito at hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi ko gamit ang isang kamay.
He uses his thumb to remove the lipstick that I’m wearing now.
My eyes were just widened and I stiff by his touch.
He put the lipstick on my lips, hindi ko alam pero hindi man lang ako nanlaban sa ginagawa niya at pinanuod ko lang siya hanggang sa matapos niyang kulayan ang aking labi gamit ang lipstick na hawak niya.
“I like the shade, now I wonder what it taste like?” hindi pa ako nakakareact sa sinabi niya ng bigla ko nalang maramdaman ang mga labi niya saking labi.
His sucking my lower lip right now, tasting the lipstick that he put in my lips.
Hindi ako nakagalaw pa sa kanyang ginawa nanatili akong gulat sa pangyayari. Hanggang sa makita ko nalang siya sa harapan ko, his licking his lower lip and amusingly staring at me.
“It taste so good, I wanna have some more” dahil sa sinabi niya ay agad ko siyang tinulak at umalis doon.
“come on Cali let’s be true to our self you still love me right.” I don’t know but it seems like an statement and not a question to me.
Hinarap ko siya dito sa tapat ng pintuan ng stock room pero bago pa ako magsalita ay nakita ko nalang siya sa harapan ko at sinarado ng pintuan ng stock room.
He leans over and destroys the distance between us. His lips are touching my cheeks already, “I’ve been waiting for you for nine fucking years Cali and now let’s just get in to the point here I still love you” my heart beats so fast after what he said.
Sobrang bilis nito at halos marinig ko na ito ngayon.my feeling were exploding inside of me. nagkakagulo ng buong system ko.
They were all fighting by these instances.
Pilit kong pinipigilan ang pagbugso ng aking damdamin pero ….
“I love you Cali” what he said kills the wall that I’m trying to build at this moment.
Nabura lahat ng pagpipigil sa aking buong katawan at kusa nalang akong bumigay sa taong matagal na ring hinahanap ng puso ko.
I grab his face using both of my hands and kiss him without hesitation. I just let all my emotions to this kiss that I’ve been waiting for a long years.
Aiden put his hands on my waist and pulled me close to him as he deepens our kisses.
Lahat ng pagngungulila ay lumabas ngayon sakin, ang pakiramdam ng pagkamiss ko sakanya ay bumubugso , all I want now is be with him.
Sa paglalim ng aming mg a halik ay ang pagkaagresibo ng mga galaw ni Aiden. He pushes me into one of the stall here in the stock room and carries me.
I encircle my legs into his waist so I won’t fall and but my arms around his neck.
It was pleasuring and at the same time it was full of need to each other.
His kisses went down to my neck sucking and licking mg delicate skin. Aiden’s hands gently lifting my tank in blouse and slowly reaching for my chest.
“Hmm” it was a small moan that escapes from my mouth as he started massaging my breast, he alternately doing it and it makes me go crazy.
Aiden up lift my blouse and expose my breast in front of him. That pleasurable lip touches my nipple so I immediately react and call his name. “AGH AIDE—” hindi ko natapos ang aking sasabihin ng takpan niya ang aking bibig gamit ang kanyang kaliwang kamay.
“Shhhh” he whisper between is kisses in my breast. Sucking and licking like his waiting for something to come out of my breast.
Hindi kona alam kung saan ko ihaharap ang aking mukha sa sobrang nakakabaliw na pleasure na binibigay niya sakin ngayon.
I feel his right hands were under my skirt and pulling my stockings and undies. When Aiden finally remove my underwear he stops kissing my breast and raise my panties between us.
Playful smirk flashes in his face as he put that panty on his pocket and resumes kissing my neck.
His right hands were already playing my wetness. “HMMMF” I groan underneath his hands.
I feel him unbuckling his belt and I know what will happen next.
“AGHHHH—MMMMF” mas diniinan ni Aiden ang pagtakip saking bibig, because I cannot help but to shout when he inserted his bulge inside of me.
I feel pain in it like it was the first time again. “So tight!” he groan but it was a whisper cou’z his afraid that someone outside might hear us.
“I might not be your first and last but I’ll make sure that I’m the best you’d ever had” he whispers in my ears.
He started thrusting gently and when he feels that I’ve already adjusted to his length he gives a hard and rough thrust on me and It brings me so much pleasure right now.
Naririnig kona ang pagtunog ng stall na sinasandalan ko dahil sumasabay na ito sa paggalaw namin ni Aiden.
“hmmm” I moan under his hands.
He became faster and faster until we reach our climax.
“aghhh” he groan as he let his orgasm shoot inside of me.
“Aiden” whisper his name and feel weakens.
CHAPTER 46
After that intimate encounter when casually went out of the stock room and lead him inside my main office.
I don’t know what to act right now; we just have sex inside my stock room for god sake!
Pagpasok ko sa office ay sumonod siya I seated on my swivel chair dahil hanggang ngayon ay nanginginig at nanghihina parin ang aking mga tuhod.
Also a small pain between my legs is still aching.
I watch him roam around my office and check every picture frames in some of the shelf inside.
“Let’s start again” he said and face my direction with his serious expression.
“I’ll accept your son and let’s be a happy family Cali” natigilan ako sa mga sinabi niya. Kung alam mo lang Aiden kung sino ang ama ng anak ko, tatanggapin mo parin kaya ako at gugustuhing bumuo ng familya kasama ako?
I didn’t respond to him and just stare at him.
But he waits “I don’t think that’s a good idea” I whisper but I know that he heard it.
“Why not?” sambit niya at nagpatuloy s apag tingin ng mga laran dito sa paligid ng aking opisina.
Hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot ko. I don’t know where to start!
“Masyadong mabilis ang lahat Aiden kakakita lang natin after nine years hindi ko alam kung tama ban a ganito tay—–” hindi ko natapos ang sasabihin ko ng makita ko siyang nakatitig sa isang larawan sa shelf.
And that picture is…..
No!
Shock and question is showed all over his face as he looks at my direction again.
Puno ng katangungan ang kanyang mukha at nakita ko ang mabilis at sunod sunod niyang paglunok.
“Why your son is related to B-Brianna?” he was shuttering.
Umakyat ang matinding kaba saking buong katawan at napatayo ako ng dahil sa kanyang katanungan. The picture that he saw is my picture when Beau’s first birthday I’d wear my Brianna style there because it’s a cosplay theme.
“ah-ahm” I don’t know what to say.
“Tell me!” mapanganib niyang sambit.
“A-aiden”
“Tell me Cali! Why do you have a picture of Brianna and your son here in your office!! WHO THE FUCK IS BRIANNA!!!” his now raising his voice.
I started shaking and I don’t know how to tell him the truth.
Tears runs into my cheeks already and feel nervous about everything.
“TELL ME CALISTA!!!!”
“I’m Brianna”
Nakita ko ang matinding pagkagulat sakanyang mukha ng sabihin ko iyon and this is what I’m afraid of.
“I’m Brianna Calista Vida Rivera! Ako at si Brianna ay iisa” I close my eyes when I said the truth.
“fuck” he curses.
“I’m sorry” I shook my head and just cry.
“WHAT THE FUCK CALI!!! YOU MAKE ME FOOL FOR SO LONG WHY DIDN’T I FUCKING NOTICE THAT YOU HAVE THE SAME EYES!!! HALOS MABALI WAKO NOON SA KAGULUHAN NG AKING NARARAMDAMAN DAHIL TUWING KAMSA KITA AT SI BRIANNA AY IISA LANG ANG NARARAMDAMAN KO! HALOS HINDI KONA MAINTINDIHAN ANG SARILI KO NOON NILAYUAN KITA DAHIL SA KONSENSYANG GINAWA KO KASAMA SI BRIANNA AND THE FUCK IISA LANG PALA KAYO PINAGMUKHA MO AKONG TANGA AT WALANG UTAK!!! MUNTIKAN NA AKONG MAGPATINGIN SA PSYCHOLOGIST THAT TIME DAHIL AKALA KO MY FEELING WEREN’T NORMAL ANYMORE I FALL IN LOVE TO DIFFERENT WOMAN AT THE SAME TIME BUT ALL ALONG IT WAS ONLY YOU!!! HWO CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!” puno ng galit ang puot ang kanyang mga binitawang salita and I admit that it’s my entire fault.
Kasalanan ko ang lahat ng ito!
“I’m so sorry” ito nalang ang tangi kong mabitawang salita ngayon.
“WHY DO YOU HAV ETO DO THAT CALI! BAKIT PINANIWALA MO AKO NA IBANG TAO SI BRIANNA WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME EVERYTHING!!!! NAGMUKHA ANG TANGA CALI!!! NAKONSENSYA AKO SA KASALANANG HINDI NAMAN PALA DAPAT ITURING NA KASALANAN! ALL ALONG IT THOUGHT THAT I’D CHEATED ON YOU WITH BRIANNA BUT IT WAS ONLY YOU AND YOU CALI!!!! PINAHIRAPAN MO AKO NG TODO BAKIT HUH CALI BAKIT MO GINAWA IYON!!!”
“I didn’t mean it Aiden, Brianna is part of my life. Hindi pa tayo magkakilala may Brianna ng nabubuhay sa ibang mundo ko I have her as my strong side, I have herjust to feel free from my dad rules. Wala ka pa may Brianna na! hindi ko ginusto na magkita kayo ni Brianna because I want you to love the real me Calista Rivera the innocent and perfect Calista Rivera but you end up getting stock into Brianna. Hinayaan ko iyon dahil I feel free to express my true feeling when your with Brianna and I didn’t regret it. I’m sorry that I was too late to tell the truth to you. But believe me I tried to tell it to you but…”
“BUT WHAT!”
“But you already leave me as Cali!”
“Because you fucking made me do that, ginulo mo ako gamit si Brianna kaya kinaylangan kong iwan si Cali!!!1 you played me Cali!”
“No I didn’t Aiden hindi ko ginusto ang nangyari pinilit ko naman ayusin ang lahat pero tuluyan kanang lumayo you leave Cali and Brianna at the same time. gaya ng sabay na pagmahal mo sakanila ganon kadali mo ring silang iniwan. Iniwan mo ako Aiden” I burst out of crying even more.
I feel hard to breathe right now! And my heart is pounding in too much pain.
“Iniwan mo ako! And you know what happen to me after you leave, I was raped by my brothers friend and I have to leave the country because it may ruin my father’s name. I leave with a aching heart Aiden but all along I thought I was impregnate by that man but It’s not I give birth to you child Aiden. Oo anak mo si Beau, sige magalit kana sakin pero I’m not regretting that I let you meet Brianna because without her Beau wasn’t made!”
“It’s my son?”
“Yes dahil hindi naman talaga ako ni rape back then my father just trick and planned that so I can leave you and forget about you here in Europe”
I’m still mad at you!“ after he said those words he leaves me inside this cold room that is pull of my snobs.
I weakly seat on my chair again and cry my hearts out.
Kinabukasan ay hindi ako pumasok sa opisina dahil sa sobrang pahihina ko sa sunod sunod na nangyayari sa buhay ko. First my father’s plan second my sudden meet with Aiden and now he already know’s about Brianna and our son.
This is too much to handle for me pakiramdam ko any time ay bibigay nalang ako at susuko sa lahat.
“Mommy why are still lying on the bed it’s time for breakfast already” Beau ask while jumping in the bed.
I smile at him and reach for him, lumapit naman siya sakin at humiga sa tabi ko, I hugged him so tight and kiss his forehead.
“I love you Beau you make mommy feel energize again” I whisper at him.
“I love you too mommy” he hugged me back.
“You’ll meet your dad soon Baeu” agad siyang kumalas sa yakap ko at tinignan ako na puno ng excitement sa kanyang mukha.
“Really mommy?”
I nodded, “yehey I’ll meet my daddy soon, I’m going to tell it to yaya mommy” tumalon siya mula sa kamay at mabilis na nilisan ang silid.
I rested more in the bed and just close my eyes.
I feel so sick about everything…all I want right now is to rest the whole day and lay on my bed.
I open my eyes when my phone received a massage and it rings.
I reach for it and check it.
From Unknown Number I wanna see my son
Kahit hindi na ito magpakilala alam ko na agad kung sino ito.
I took a deep breath and type my answer.
To Unknown Number Where would I take him? Give me the address.
From Unknown Number I’ll just go to your house now
To Unknown Number Ok here the address *********
hindi na siya nag reply kaya binitawan ko nalang ulit ito at natulog ulit.
Nagisingna lang ako ng makarinig ako ng katok mula sa labang ng aking kwarto.
“Ma’am Cali, someone in the leaving room” Beau’s nanny said behind the door.
Bumababa ako at hindi na nagabalang magayos pa. I called Beau to attend with me and face Aiden who’s seating in the leaving room.
I kneel and level myself to Beau and smile at him. Bakas ang tanong sa kanyang mukha kaya kiniss ko muna siya sa kanyang noo.
“Beau his your Daddy” I whisper.
Agad niya itong naintindihan at mabilis na tumakbo sa lugar ni Aiden. “DADDYYYYYYY!!!” Aiden carry him and hugged him.
I was heartfelt seeing them reunites as father and son.
“Maiwan ko muna kayo” iyon nalang ang sinabi ko at bumalik na sa aking silid.
Wala parin akong lakas ngayon, gusto ko nalang matulog muna at magpahinga sa lahat ng ito.
CHAPTER 47
Bumalik ako sa pagtulog pag dating ko sa kwarto.
Nagising ako madilim na sa labas, so it means I sleep the whole day? Sinubukan kong tumayo pero hindi agad ako nakatayo, feel my body weakens. Nakaramdam din ako ng pagkahilo ng pilitin kong tumayo.
“yaaaaa!!!” I tried to call for maids but my voice was too weak.
I barely know that they might not here my call.
Pero ang pangalawang subok ko ay naputol ng bumukas ang pinto and Aiden entered the room.
I feel a sudden embarrassment when I realize that I just wake up and my face might look tragic. Naglakad siya papalapit sa kama kaya tinakluban ko ang aking sarili.
“Are you feeling well?” malamig na sambit nito.
“Yeah I’m fine” bakit hindi pa siya umaalis gabi na ah.
“Beau wanted me to stay here for the night” mabilit kong inalis ang kumot saking katawan at pilit na umupo para harapin siya.
“What?!”
“I’m staying here for the night” blanko ang kanyang mukha habang sinasabi iyon.
Narealize ko na wala pala akong karapatang tumanggi dahil malaki ang kasalanan ko sakanya.
“ah yeah it’s ok you can stay in Beau’s room so you guys could bond more” I avoid his gaze while saying those.
“But Bea wante—” he was cut when Beau enters the room and run to the bed he hugged me.
“Goodmornight mommy were going to sleep here with daddy!” he proclaim as if it was a command that cannot be bail.
Kahit na gulat ako sa kanyang mga sinabi hindi ko hinayaan na mapansin niya ito. “Beau I think that’s not a good idea daddy might want to sleep with you at your room so you two can play and bond more there” nagaalanganin kong sambit. Sana gumana.
“But we already play all day there mommy”
What do I do?
“ok baby you two can sleep here.” I said and watch him jump because oof happiness.
I didn’t bother to look at Aiden dahil hindi ko rin naman alam kung anong pweding dahilan para tignan siya.
“Sige magready na kayo dito I’ll go downs stairs para kumain. I haven’t eaten anything yet” I smiled at him and stand out of the bed kahit naghihina ang katawan ko pinilit kong maglakad pa labas ng silid.
Iniwan ko sila doon sa loob, and my plan is to stay here outside until they fell asleep and then don ako matutulog sa guestroom.
Kumain ako ng vegetable salad sa kitchen at habang kumakain ako nagpaalam na ang mg amaid na matutulog na sila kaya ako na ang nagprisinta na iligpit ang pinagkainan ko.
After that I could still here them up stairs playing kaya nagpunta muna ako sa garden and star gazing there.
Uminom din ako ng gamot dahil may sinat pala ako kaya pala medyo hindi maganda ang pakiramdam ko. I remain there silently watching the dark sky hanggang sa wala na akong marinig na boses at ingay sa taas.
I look at the wall clock inside the house and it’s already 12 midnight ganon ba ako katagal nag stay dito sa garden? Napagdisisyon nan ko nang umakyat sa taas at tumuloy sa guest room, I bring a bottle of water with me so I could drink before I sleep again.
I was about to open the guest room ng bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto namin ni Beau. Aiden went outside and our eyes met.
“A-ah dito nalang ako matutulog you better stay at Beau side, his the type of kid that quickly wakes up if he feel that his alone” nahihiya ako ngayon na harapin siya dahil sa mga nagawa ko sakanya at bukod pa doon ay ang walang emosyon niyang mukha.
Pakiramdam ko hindi niya na ako mapapatawad pa kahit kailan.
Hindi siya nag salita at naglakad lang papunta sakin, his hand rose through the level of my face kaya agad akong pumikit at handing tanggapin ang sampal niya.
But I didn’t receive any slap, dahil naramdaman ko ang kamay niya sa aking noo.
“you’re sick” he said and stare at me.
I tried hard to avoid his gaze because my heart is already pounding too fast by that.
“sinat lang ito sige matutulog na ako goodnight” papasok n asana ako sa loob ng guest room ng hawakan niya ang aking mga kamay.
Hinila niya ako papasok sa kwarto namin ni Beau, ngayon ko lang napansin na his still wearing his dresser shirt and pants. Matutulog ba siya ng ganyan lang?
I saw my son sleeping peacefully at the center of the bed and his hugging an iron man pillow. Maybe Aiden bought that for him.
Pinaupo ako ni Aiden sa edge ng kama. “Beau wanted us both to sleep with him let’s just give it to him” seryoso niyang sambit kaya tumango nalang ako at tumayo par asana pumunta ng walk in closet pero hinarangan ako agad ni Aiden.
“Where are you going?”
“Kukuha lang ako ng damit” I pointed the walk in closet door beside the bathroom door.
Tumango siya at hinayaan ako pumunta doon. Kumuha ako ng shorts na panlalaki sa loob at isang white plain t-shirt for man. Mahilig kasi ako bumili ng malalaking t-shirt panglalake dahil minsan ginagamit koi tong pantulog and this shorts are from my brother but he didn’t even use it yet.
Lumabas ako doon at inabot sakanya ang mga damit na iyon. He look at me like his asking why do I have those kaya sinagot kona kahit hindi pa siya nagtatanong.
“I like buying man’s clothes I sometimes use it for sleeping” he nodded and went inside the bathroom.
Tumabi na ako sa kabilang bahagi ni Beau at niyakap siya ng dahan dahan.
I don’t bother kung magkasama kami ditong matutulog ni Aiden, I mean his mad at me and I’m sure his not gonna bother for my presence to kaya I have to do the same thing.
I close my eyes and feel my embrace to my son.
Minulat ko nalang ito ng marinig ang pagbukas ng pinto ng bathroom Aiden showed already wearing those shirts I gave. And I can say that it fits him well.
Umupo siya sa kabilang bahagi ng kama at humiga na din.
I just remain silent and just tried to sleep but I cannot. Kung kanina akala lko magiging ok lang ang pakiramdam ko pagmakasama kami sa iisang kama pero mali ako.
Pakiramdam ko sobra akong nininyerbos lalo na’t ang pagitan lang namin ay ang anak namin.
His mad at you Cali remember that he will not approach you!!!!
Tama
I remain staring at the ceiling and wait for him to sleep. Saka ako lilipat ng kabilang kwarto.
Nag mga ilang minute na ang lumipas at naramdaman kona ang pagbigat ng kanyang paghinga dahan dahan na akong bumangon sa kama.
Pero bago pa ako makaalis ng kama someone grab my wrist and made me seat back. Pagharap ko dito at gising pa pala si Aiden.
“Why can’t you just stay by my side Cali!” madiin niyang sambit at diretsong nakatingin sakin.
Nakatitig lang ako sakanya ngayon at sinusubukang tanggapin ng utak ko ang sinabi niya.
“Why can’t I fucking stay mad at you!! I can’t even resist you baby” after he said that he pulled me and our lips touches.
CHAPTER 48
Pagbitiw ng aming mga labi ay mapungay niyang mata ang sumalubong sakin.
“Just go to sleep Cali,” what he said was like a spell that made me immediately follow.
Agad akong humiga at natulog, nakatulog ako ng may magulong isipan at mabilis na pagtibok ng puso. Hindi kona hinintay ang kung ano pangsusunod niyang sasabihin basta natulog na ako ng tuluyan after what he said.
Kinabukasan nauna akong nagising sa kanilang dalawa, I wake up with Aiden’s arms around our waist me and beau is in his arms. Dahan dahan ko iyong tinaggal at tuluyang lumabas ng kwarto.
Right now I’m feeling better and wala na akong sinat. Bumababa ako sa kusina at ang prisintang ako ang maghahanda ng umagahan.
His kiss last night made me realize one thing .
I realize that I love him so much and his the only my I would lay my eyes on. I need to get his forgiveness, gusto kong bumawi at humingi ng tawad sakanya.
Gusto kong mahal niya ako ulit at magsimula kami ng panibagong buhay ng magkasama.
I want him by my side.
Nagluto ako ng marami maring breakfast at siniguro kong magugustuhan niya ito. I will start asking for his forgiveness by this kind of action.
Habang naghahanda ako ng lamesa ay nakita ko ang pagbaba ni Beau mula sa hagdanan and he went to me and give me his morning kiss.
“Morning mommy” pumupungas pungas pa siya habang sinasabi yon halatang medyo inaantok pa ito.
I kiss him and whisper “Is your dad awake already?”
Umiling iling siya so I guess tulog pa si Aiden sa taas. “Ok baby let just wait for him before we have our breakfast ok” I whisper and carry him to the chair.
Maya maya lang ay bumaba na rin ang bagong gising na si Aiden. “Goodmorning” pagbati ko sakanya. He just glance at me and smile at our son.
“Godmorning daddy” Beau greeted him. “Goodmorning too son” bakit si Beau sinagot niya ako hindi, after he kiss me last night balik ulit sa cold treatment akala ko ba hindi niya ako matiis.
What was that?!!
“ah have a seat” pagalok ko sakanya at hinapagan ng plato ang pwesto niya.
Hindi man lang siya nagsalita at hinayaan lang ako sa aking ginagawa, his just smiling at our son and do a little shitchats na parang wala lang ako sa paligid.
Nagsimula na silang kumain at nanatili akong tahimik sa tabi ni Beau habang sila ay enjoy na enjoy sa pagkwekwentuhan.
I feel out of space right now. Galit parin siya sakin, pero nakit niya sinabi ang mga iyon kagabi kung ganito parin pala ang nararamdaman niya para sakin.
Sana hindi niya nalang sinabi iyon kagabi kung hindi naman pala totoo, dahil binigyan niya lang ako ng rason para umasa sa wala.
After eating breakfast agad siyang niyaya ni Beau sa salas at iniwan akong magisa dito.
Wala akong ibang ginawa kung hindi iligpit ang mg atirang pagkain dahil kokonti lang din naman ang kinain nilang mag-ama. “ya sainyo nalang poi to hindi naman nap o ako kakain” inabot ko sa mga maid ang mga hindi nagalaw na pagakain at hinayaan silang kumain.
Umakyat nalang muli ako sa taas at naligo.
Nagbabad ako ng konti sa bathtub bago ako natapos at paglabas ko ng bathroom ay nakaupo sa kama si Beau playing his iron man pillow.
“Beau why are you here?”
“Dad needs to go to the hospital because tito Apollo is sick he said he’ll just comeback later” so he already left.
Tss hindi man lang nagpaaalam, as if Cali that won’t do so!
Habang nagbibihis ako ay nakaisip ako ng isang ideya para humingi ng sorry sakanya.
But first I need my son’s cooperation first.
“Beau can you help mommy later?”
“For what mommy?” I smiled at him and tell him what my plan is.
“Is everything’s ready?” I ask the maids.
“Yes ma’am all set” I nodded and go up stares to get dress already, pagpasok ko sa loob busy din ang anak kong inaayos ang kanyang cute na damit.
Beau is wearing a little Americano suit and his hair is all fix. The plan is he would look like a little waiter but he end up to be a cute boss.
“Mommy am I handsome like daddy?” he ask while making a pogi pose.
I chuckled a little and nodded at him, sinuot kona din ang balck satin dress ko, the length of it us above my knees and it’s a long backless type. I just let my long hair down so it can cover my back and put some light make up.
Habang nagaayos kami nakarinig ako ng busina sa labas ng gate kaya alam kong si Aiden na iyon. Mabilsi kaming bumababa ni Beau at angtago sa garded.
All the lights were off.
Nakita ko mula sa dito ang pagbukas ng main door at ang pagpasok ni Aiden. “Beau” he called for my sons name while walking inside our dark house.
“Cali??” at last he called my name again.
Binuksan ko ang mga candle dito sa garden and I know that he would notice the light coming from here so any moment now he’ll be here.
At tama nga ako lumitaw na siya sa tapat ng galss door dito sa Garden. His facial expression say that his shock right now.
“Surprise” awkward kong sambit.
He sterted walking until his in front of the dinner that I prepare for him.
“What is this all about” he ask.
“I’m here to ask for your forgiveness” I smiled kahit na pakiramdam ko iiyak na ako any moment now.
“Alam kong hindi medaling mapatawad ang katulad ko, after what I did to you but I’m still here trying to seek for your forgiveness” tears started to run in my cheeks.
“I don’t really know how to ask for your forgiveness so I just came out to this plan. Hindi ko alam kong pano aayusin ang lahat Aiden but I want us to start a new one kung saan wala ng sickreto at mga bagay na pumipigil satin. Aiden your all I ever layed eyes on ikaw lang ang lalakeng hinahanap ng puso ko at sana mapatawad mo ko sa lahat ng aking mga nagawa sayo, handa akong maghintay kahit gano katagal bast amapatawad mo lang ako please Aiden I’m sorry please forgive me mahal na mahal kita” I cover my face using my hands dahil pakiramdma ko sobrang lakas nan g pag iyak ko.
I heard him sigh before I remove my hands that covers my face and made me look at him.
“you don’t have to wait Cali” he said.
“What?”
“You don’t have to wait because I already forgive you before you could ever ask, I love you so bad to resist you, I can’t fucking do that baby” pagkatapos non ay hinila niya na ako upang mayakap.
Mas lalo akong naiyak ng makulong ako sa mga braso niya, this is what I dream for.
“I love you” I whisper.
“I love you most” he asnwerd back and hugged me even tighter.
“Eham excuse me ma’am sir here’s your milk” isang maliit na boses mula kay Beau ang pumutol saming pagkakayapan.
His acting like a waiter and giving us a glass of milk.
Pareho kaming napangiti ni Aiden sakanya. I get the milk from him and Aiden carry him.
“Thank you little boy” he said and kiss our son.
After that we just eat the dinner that I made and just enjoy the night.
“goodnight mommy goodnight daddy” he both smile at him ng ihiga namanin siya sa kama.
Pimipikit pikit na nag mga mata nito habang sinasabi iyon.
“Goodnight too baby” sabay naming sambit ni Aiden.
Beau smile and already feel a sleep.
Nag makatulog na ito naramdaman ko ang kamay ni Aiden saking bewang he hugged me from the back. “I would like to spend my whole night with you right now” he sexily whisper in my ears and gave me small kisses on my nip.
Mabilis na anghatid iyon ng matinding kilti saking buong katawan kaya hinarap ko siya. “But our son is here”I whisper and but my hands around his neck.
I feel like where just teenagers again, because of the way he smile at me, same old playboy that I know.
“Them let just do it somewhere” pagkatapos niyang sabihin iyon ay agad niya akong hinila sa walk in closet dito sa loob ng kwarto.
And we did unexpected thing inside that closet.
It was full of intimate scene and full of love.
Kinabukasan nagising nalang ako ng may malambot na bagay na dumadampi saking labi. As I open my eyes it was Aiden, his kissing me using his sweet lips.
“Morning gorgeous” he whisper between our kisses.
I just smile at him and look around trying to find our son around but his not here.
“Where’s Beau?”
“his already down stairs eating his breakfast” sagot niya at patuloy parin ang pagbibigay ng matatamis na halik sakin.
I chuckled because it tickles my neck.
“Cali let’s get married” he whisper kaya lalo akong natawa dahil sa joke niya.
“I’m serious Cali marry me” doon lang ako natigil dahil sincire ang pagkasabi niya.
“Ngayon na?”
“Yes why not?”
“Now Cali will you marry me?” seryoso niyang tanong.
I smiled at him and kiss him on his lips “Yes I’ll marry you” he kiss me back and after the kiss he stand up quickly.
“Ok then get dress Cali”
Umupo ako at nagtatakang tinignan siya “Why?”
Nilabas niya ang phone niya at may tinawagan “Ready everything any moment now we’ll be there” he hang up the call and stare at me.
Nanatili parin ang tanong skaing mukha. Where are we going?
“Where are we going?” I ask.
“Were getting married”
“WHAT!!!”
Ngayon na agad agad???
Author: ok two more chapters and tapos na po tayo dito sa GHH i wish na nagustuhan niyo ito at susunod na babasahin ang story ni Tove.
CHAPTER 49
“Are you ready?” napatingin ako sa salamin ng makita doon sa repleksyon si Karsyn, she wearing a peach long gown which made her look like a goddess.
I smiled at her and nodded.
This would be my best day ever.
“I still can’t believe that we are here at the stage of your life that everything is all right, seeing you wearing this white beautiful gown, makes me remember our high school life. This was only our dream back then and now you’re really going to marry the man of your dreams. Isispin mo nga naman ang kabaitan ng diyos sayo he give you Beau so that you won’t forget your love for Aiden and after nine long years pinagtagpo niya ulit kayo at bunuo ang love story nyo” Kahit ako ay hindi mapigilang ngumiti dahil sa mga sinasabi ni Karsyn.
She was right god is so kind.
He made me realize that no matter how hard your life would be if he already build your own story you will have a happy ending in the right time all you have to do is to believe him.
“I feel like I’m going to cry already! But still I’m still mad at you a little” she frowned and roll her eyes on me.
Natawa naman ako dahil doon. “bakit naman?” I ask.
“Tinanong mo pa hmf! Hindi parin ako natutuwa na hindi mo pinaalam sakin na kinasal na pala kayo ni Aiden sa west doon sa Europe!!!”
“Hahaha kahit naman ako hindi ko alam iyon bigla nalang akong dinala doon ni Aiden and we got married that day, hayaan mona atleast andito kana sa church wedding namin and you’re the best and beautiful bridesmaid” pambobola ko sakanya.
Hindi parin kasi siya makamove on sa fact na nalaman niya nalang kasal na ako kay Aiden nong bumalik na kami dito sa pinas.
She feel mad at first pero ngayon tampo nalang naman.
Even I, I can’t still believe nag anon kabilis ang lahat ng nangyari that day, nakita kona nalang ang sarili kong kasal na kay Aiden.
Aiden truly did what he said that day, after we eat our breakfast dinala niya kaagad kaming dalawa ni Beau sa Europe municipal and we got married at the west.
“By the power blessed in me I pronounce you as Husband and wife, you may kiss your bride” everything was so fast like I just wake up this morning with him and now were already married.
He leans on and kisses me.
Aiden did what he said, nong time na sumagot ako sa sinabi niya ay agad niya akong pinagbihis ng white dress and did not bother to waste time.
Agad kaming ang punta dito sa Europe municipal and nag pakasal agad agad.
Hindi naman na ako tumangi pero gulat parin ako sa sobrang bilis ng pangyayari, he just forgive me last night and now were officially a married couple.
After the kiss he gave me his sweetest smile and hugged me tight.
Sa sobrang bilis ng desisyon ni Aiden si Beau, Tagan, Celine and Nyla lang ang nakawitness ng biglaang kasalan na ito.
“This might not be your dream wedding but I promise you this is my dream moment, Mrs.Brianna Calista Rivera Castro.” Why does it’s sound like a music to my ear when he pronounce my new name.
Parang sobrang perpekto nito.
I smiled at him and kiss him again “I love you” it doesn’t matter if this wasn’t my dream wedding but I’m sure his my dream Husband and god has given him to me.
“Yehey mommy daddy” lumayo kami sa isat-isa ng lumapit na samin si Beau he was carried by Aiden.
“Congratiolation Ai” pagbati ni Tagan kay Aiden at sakin. Celine went here to hug me and smiled.
“Congrats, this was probably Aiden’s best day ever.” Masiglang pagbati nito, I just smiled at her and thank them both for being here.
Aiden wrapped his arms around my waist while carrying Beau at his left arms. “Let’s go back to the Philippines and let’s get married at the church” he whispers at my ears.
“How bout my company here?” I ask.
“I’ll handle that” with that he just kissed me again and hugged us both.
knock knock
Napalingon kami ni Karsyn sa pinto ng dumungaw si Celine. “Is the bride ready? Everyone is waiting for you” nakangiting sambit nito.
“yes she’s ready” tunulungan ako ni Karsyn tumayo mula sa upuan ko at inayos ang aking gown.
Nagsimula na akong maglakad palabas ng silid na iyon at nagtungo kami sa sasakyan na nakahanda sa tapat ng bahay.
When I open the door of the car someone surprise me. “Mommy” Beau is already seating there wearing his Navy blue tuxedo. He looks so handsome with it.
“Are you ready mommy?” he asks when I seated beside me.
“Yes baby” I whisper and kiss his forehead.
Nagsimula ng umandar ang sasakyan, bawat segundong lumilipas ay kapalit ng mabilis na pagtibok ng aking puso. Papalapit ng papalapit sa simbahan ay siya ring pagsakot ng nyerbos saking buong sistema.
My heart is pounding so fast and I’m filled with different feeling.
Pagtapat namin sa simbahan naramdaman kong hinawakan ni Beau ang aking mga kamay at tinignan ako ng may kasamang malaking ngiti. It was the most genuine smile that my son ever showed.
“Let’s go mom” he said and lead me outside the car.
Nakaramdam ako ng matinding kaba ng makita ko na ng tuluyan ang pintuan ng simbahan kung saan naghihinaty ang lalakeng minahal at mamahalin ko habang ako’y nabubuhay.
“Cali tara na” I gazed at Karsyn and Celine as they lead the way to the entrance of the church.
“OK LET’S ALL WLECOME THE GRAND ENTRANCE OF OUR BRIDE!” narinig kong sambit ng MC sa loob ng simbahan.
They started playing the wonderful music, and open the main door for me. pagbukas na pagbukas ng pinto ay mata agad ni Aiden ang sumalubong sakin.
(Beauty and the beast -Arianna Grande and John Legend)
“Tale as old as time True as it can be Barely even friends Then somebody bends Unexpectedly
Just a little change Small to say the least Both a little scared Neither one prepared Beauty and the Beast“
Seeing him waiting at the end of the isle was the greatest moment in my life. I never thought that this day would come.
“Ever just the same Ever a surprise Ever as before And ever just as sure As the sun will rise, woah
Ever just the same, oh And ever a surprise, yeah Ever as before And ever just as sure As the sun will rise Oh-oh-ooh“
“Can i?” napalingon ako sa nagsalita saking tabi.
Its dad, after everything I just realize that he just love us so much and he wanted the best for us, he was just scared that we would leave him early just like my mom did. Sa kabila ng lahat ng ginagawa ni Dad nagawa ko parin siyang mapatawad at dahil din ito sa tulong ni Aiden. He helps me realize things between my famii ly and forgive my dad.
I smiled and nodded at him, inalok ni dad ang kanyang braso sakin at sabay kaming tatlo nila Beau na naglakad sa isle.
“Tale as old as time, a-a-ay Tune as old as song, oh Bitter-sweet and strange Finding you can change Learning you were wrong, woah”
Tears started to knock my eyes but I’d tried to control it. Napupuno ako ng sobrang kasayahan ngayon it was a dream come true.
“Certain as the sun Certain as the sun Rising in the east Tale as old as time Song as old as rhyme Beauty and the Beast”
I stare at him at habang papalapit ako sakanya ay ang pagflash lahat ng ala-ala saking isipan. How I unexpectedly meet this bastard playboy he was just the opposite man of my dreams but he end up the man that I want for my whole life.
Siya lang ang lalakeng nagparamdam saking ng totoong kalayaan at pag-ibig, he was the one who change to prove his self for me, his the man that sing sexy song for me, he was the man that made my two personality fall for him.
“Tale as old as time Song as old as rhyme Beauty and the Beast Woah a-a-ay Beauty and Beauty and the Beast”
He was the dream that I’d never ever let go.
now his standing in front of me, staring and giving me the most wonderful smile in the world. He reaches for my hand and bow his head to my dad and son.
“Can I have her?” he ask my dad and our son.
“All yours daddy” Beau.
“Take care of her with all you heart Castro” With what my dad said made me release all those controlled tears.
His was the ruler of my life that made me meet this man, dad is all the story maker of my life and I thank him with that, his the kindest enemy in my story and I will still love him no matter what.
I hugged my dad “Thank you for everything Daddy”
Nag bumitaw siya saking mga yakap, nakita ko ang pagpunas niya sa mga luhang lumandas sakanyang pisngi, he handed me to Aiden and leave us here in front of the altar.
Aiden guided me in front of the priest and the wedding ceremony started.
“You may give your vows tone another” the priest said.
Aiden held my hands and smile. “It was a gloomy night when you first called my number and ask for my cooperation to our research project, and it was the night that you made me fell for that nag. You were the first woman that made me feel that unbearable feelings. You showed as a two different person that made my world go round and round. You made me seek for the true meaning of love and no matter what happen that love remain anonymous until I realize that you’re the true meaning of love for me. Brianna and Calista was the love that I was seeking for all these year. You were the love that I want to spend my whole life with. I may not promise a perfect life for you but I’ll do my best to be the perfect man for you, please do accept me”
hindi ko alam kung gano ako kasaya ngayon pero isa lang ang alam ko his the happiness that with in me.
“Aiden Xin Castro the man that i unexpectedly loved, you were the only one that I’d fight for and I have no dough that my love for you was true. Thank you for your forgiveness and I promise that I remain by your side no matter what, I’ll cherish every moment with you and love your till my last breath”
“You may kiss the bride” as the priest announces Aiden slowly lift up my belo and give me the sweetness kiss we’d ever shared.
Everyone clap and smiled at us.
At this moment this will be the NEW START FOR A NEW CHAPTER IN OUR LIFE.
AIDEN IS THE SUN THAT ALWAYS RISES IN THE EAST AND MADE MY LIFE LIGHTEN. HE WAS THE LOVE AND HAPPINESS THAT I WAS SEEKING FOR.
“I love you Cali” he whisper.
“I love you more Aiden”
EPILOGUE
“AIDENNNNNNNNNNNNN THE BABY IS COMING!!!!!!!”
“WHAT!!!” He runs to me and panicky pick all my things.
“Faster Ai!!!” I tried to step out of the room when Beau showed up and quickly help me from walking.
“Faster dad!” nagmamadaling kinuha lahat ni Aiden ang mga gamit ko at tumakbo papababa ng hagdanan.
Beau carries me down stairs and guided me outside the house. “Stay calm mom” he tried to calm me down but I’m already in pain dahil pumutok na ang panubigan ko.
“ok let’s go” sumakay na si Aiden sa kotse at mabilis itong pinaandar.
Beau stayed by my side and helping me to breathe more while controlling the incoming birth of the baby.
Yes I’m pregnant with our second child alreay and it’s been seven years already and Beau is already 16 years old and our new baby is coming.
“You can do it mommy where near to the hospital just a little longer.” His trying to cheer me up.
Pero hindi kona magawang sumagot pa saknya dahil nararamdaman kona talaga ang baby.
Nakarating kami sa hospital agad at mabilis nila akong dinala sa delivery room.
Pagpasok ko sa loob nakadama ulit ako ng kaba saking buong katawan gaya ng una kong naramdaman when I was giving birth to Beau. Pero agad din naman iyong nawalan ng maramdaman ko ang kamay ni Aiden saking tabi his beside me.
“You can do it baby I’m right here for you” and with that nagkaron ako ng kalas ng loob na harapin ito ng walang takot.
“Ok mommy give me a big push”
“AHHHHHHH!!” I hardly close my eyes and tried my very hard to push.
“Ok one more time”
Aiden tighten his grip and kiss my fore head.
“AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!”
“Ok I already see the baby’s head one more push mommy” the doctor said.
“AIDEEEEEEEEENNNNNNN” with the lass push I called his name and give my very very best.
“Ok stop pushing mommy the baby I already here” naramdaman ko ang pagayos ng doctor sa paglabas ng baby mula sakin and as she lift up a very small person, that small one started to cry loud.
My eyes widened as I saw here, she crying so loud and so lovely. The doctor cleaned her up an dhanded to me, they let her lay on my chest, kahit sobrang pagod na ang aking nararamdaman pinanatili ko paring lumalaban sa antok at haplosin ang kanyang mga mukha.
She stops crying as she grabs my picky finger. Aiden were just staring at this little one and smiled.
I can hear her snobs and her heart beat.
“She’s very lovely” Aiden whisper in my ears at he touches her hands.
“yeah she is” I agreed to him. She was the most beautiful person that I see in my whole life.
My angel.
“Welcome to the world baby” I whisper to her, and with that she tried to open he little eyes.
Mga ilang minute rin siyang hinayaan sakin ng doctor and after that they move us to our room. Paglipat sa kabilang kwarto I remain conscious and ignore the tiredness that I’m feeling mas gugustohin ko munang hawakan siya at titigan.
She like a little angel sent from above.
“Mom” bumukas ang pinto at lumitaw doon si Beau agad siyang lumapit sakin at tinitigan ng mabuti ang angel na hawak ko.
He look so amuse right now. Tinaas niya ang kanyang kamay at hinawakan ang maliit na kamay ng baby.
“She’s beautiful” sambit nito kaya tumango ako.
“She’s your baby sister Beau” Aiden stated kaya napatingin sakanya si Beau.
“I have a very beautiful sister dad” he said.
Aiden chuckled but he also agreed with him.
Maya maya lang ay bumukas ulit ang pinto and this time it was really wide open dahil pumasok ang parents ni Aiden and also dad and kuya are here already.
“Let me see that angel” Aiden’s mom gently reaches for our baby and carry her with loved. Lahat sila ay tinignan ito at masayang pinagmasdan.
“She’s a goddess” dad stated.
“Yeah you right her beauty is already showed” Aidne’s dad said.
Masaya nila siyang pinapanuod habang tahimik itong natutulog.
“good job mom” napalingon ako kay Beau ng sabihin niya nag mga katagang iyon.
I hugged him because of that. “Thank you son” I said, it was heart felt when your own son is proud of you.
Sobrang saya sa pakiramdam nanakikita kong nabubuo na ang familyang pinangarap namin ni Aiden and now with our new angel.
They stayed here for hours kaya nakapagpahinga muna ako kahit andyan sila. I sleep for almost 5 hours bago gumising and gabi na paggising ko Beau is already sleeping at the side bed here inside.
Saktong paggising ko ay ang pagiyak ng baby, Aiden carry her to me and let her have her breast feed.
She’s hungry, medyo masakit ito saking dibdib pero ok lang basta para sa baby.
“Does it hurts?” napatingin ako kay Aiden ng tanungin ako nito at masinsin na pinapanuod ang baby namin.
“I can handle it” I said and watch the baby.
It took her 30 minutes bago siya patapos at nakatulog, Aiden gently put her to the crib beside me and attended me after.
He kisses me and it’s so gentle filled with love and sincerity.
“I love you very much” he whispers between our lips.
“I love you more Ai”
“You are the greatest blessing in my life Cali”
“so do I”
Nagpatuloy siya sa pagbigay saking ng matatamis na halik hanggang sa matapso ito he smiled at me.
“what will you named her?” I ask him.
Naisip ko kasi na hindi siya nagkaron ng chance dati ng ipanganak ko si Beau, because he wasn’t there yet.
And right now I want him to decide for our new baby just to be fair with him.
“Are you sure you want me to named her?” mukhang nagaalangan pa siya dito kaya nginitian ko siya at hinawakan ang kanyang mga kamay.
“yes Ai give her the best name that you could ever think”
“I love you Cali” sambit niya ulit bago sinabi ang pangalan ng aming bagong anghel.
“Her name would be ANNIKA XYLE RIVERA XIN CASTRO our new angel”
Author: at last nairaos din haha, thank you for reaching the ending. I hope you’ll read The Cntrl S Series #3 and witness the story of our loviest singer Apollo Tove Salazar.
GHH PLAYLIST
♥The Beginning by One Ok Rock
♥Flame by Zayn Malik
♥Entertainer by Zayn Malik
♥Let Me be by Zayn Malik
♥Attention by Charlie Puth
♥Adore you by Harry Styles
♥Wrong by Zayn Malik ft. Kehlani
♥Familiar by Liam Payne, J.Balvin
♥Beauty and the Beast by Arianna & John Legend
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Hello,
New Readers and Old Babidawns, I’m here to sincerely apologize for ruining your expectation for this story, alam kong sobrang daming errors, typos, grammatical errors, wrong spellings sa story na ito. Hindi po kasi inaasahan na madaming magbabasa nito ngayon kaya hindi ko muna inabala ang pageedit ng mga stories ko. Alam kong mahirap magbasa ng mga story na maraming error, please just let me finish my on-going story and I promise to fix all of my errors to all my story. Please don’t expect too much, I’m just starting to grow in this flatform. Please bear with me and I’m really sorry.
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