Night Nurse (ManxMan)

Summary

(Picture of Aubry——>)

Aubry St. John is a shy young thing, always shying away from any form of negative confrontations. He is a brilliant Critical Care Nurse, always compassionate, always caring to his patients. He was a real team player always giving a helping hand to other staff members on colleagues. Everyone but a select few who envied his talent and good looks smothered and protected the young man. He was just coasting through his life though avoiding the people that disliked him for no good reason. He was unhappy and felt like he was drifting, that is until the arrogant Cardiac Intensive Specialist, Dr. Brad Malone came onto the scene as the new Director of Critical Care Services. He took command of everyone and everything in the department, including Aubry. See how this commanding man anchored the gentle young man and gave him roots and discipline to find his happiness in life.

Warning, this is an 18+ story containing graphic male in male sex, course language, some BDSM and generally mature content, please do not read if this genre is not for you. Thank you*

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Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Aubry’s POV…

(Sexy Aubry———––>)

 Furiously scrambling with the syringes in the intubation box, I tuned out the bleating alarms of the Code Blue speakers as it alerted the entire hospital of where the emergency was located. I kicked the pedal on the patient’s bed instantly dropping the eighty-two year old Mrs. Weiss prone in the bed, to prepare her for the Respiratory staff to begin CPR to try to resuscitate her failing heart. Calling out the name and amount of the drug I was pushing into the distressed woman’s I.V. I knew another one of my co-workers was carefully recording everything being done to the poor woman, as her family wailed in the corner, huddled together in a moment of panicked uncertainty. I focused on the instructions being barked out by the Intensive Care Specialist Dr. Rowe, I quickly drew up syringe after syringe, while Martin and Jenna, the Respiratory Therapists took turns rhythmically pumping on the woman’s chest, trying in vain to get the patient’s heart pumping again into a normal rhythm.

  The synchronized dance of the blue alert team continued for an agonizing forty-five minutes. Dr. Rowe called for us to pause and my hand immediately went to a pulse point on the woman’s wrist. I felt nothing, so my hand moved to her throat, still nothing. He called for the defibrillator pads, and Connie, the Charge Nurse on duty automatically placed them on the proper places of Mrs. Weiss’ chest. Charging the equipment I hollered out clear for the safety of everyone in the room so that they didn’t accidently get shocked by the electricity used to stimulate the dying woman’s heart. We all watched as the woman’s body received a jolt of electricity causing her to buck up clear off the mattress, I popped my head up and studied her heart’s pace on the monitor and the sluggish peaks and waves didn’t look promising at all.

 Dr. Rowe called for us to resume CPR and for more medication to be pumped into the intravenous line, of which I had on hand and called out so that they could be recorded on the treatment record. The Doctor stepped out and glided over to the family. I knew exactly what he was explaining to the distraught relatives. He was painting the picture vividly for them to understand that despite our best efforts, Mrs. Weiss was not responding to our endeavors to keep her on this earthly plain. I watched as her family as they huddled even closer together and I saw the resignation in their eyes as they glanced into the room and scanned us all working furiously over their loved one.

 They cringed with every downward thrust on her sternum, pumping her heart for her since it was failing to do so by itself. I continued to crack open vials and prefilled syringes and called out what I had and how much in detail. Another minute or two passed, but for the medical staff working in the room, it felt like hours, staff rotated all performing the shoulder numbing CPR compressions, except for me. I was the medication lead, my job was to push what was ordered and keep focused on task so changing around for the person in charge of the medicine was not allowed, and medication administration dispensing errors were prevented this way.

 Dr. Rowe stepped back into the room after his conversation with her loved ones. He called a halt to everything and studied the monitor. We all watched as the beat got slower and slower, and her blood pressure readings start to blink, indicating that it was now too low to be read by the sensors and the machine. The family stepped up and we cleared out to give them some space, Connie and I stayed discreetly to the side as the family hovered over their loved one in her last moments of life. We quickly disposed of the needles and vials in the sharps containers and medicine boxes. Someone had hauled the crash cart out of the room and into the hall out of the way. Dr. Rowe stayed just inside the door frame. I glanced at him from under my lashes and noted the pallor of his skin. I walked over to him and discreetly asked if he was alright.

 He just nodded his head as he watched the line on the monitor go flat indicating the patient’s heart had gone asystole and was no longer beating. Mrs. Weiss was gone and her kids wailed. Dr. Rowe stepped up and used his stethoscope to listen for any cardiac functions or breathing sounds. He took the prongs out of his ears and offered his condolences to the weeping people. I watched him with concern as his chest heaved a little bit too hard and he breathed heavily through his mouth instead of his nose. I tried to catch Connie’s attention but I didn’t know if she was purposely ignoring me now the job was done or she was actually that concerned with pulling of her protective gloves. She for some reason has never really cared for me and I never knew why and I didn’t want to know. I just performed my job to the best of my ability and tried to make myself as unobtrusive as possible.

 I was concerned about Dr. Rowe though. I knew we woke him up from a dead sleep with the Code Blue. He has been on shift for going on almost forty-eight hours. I continued to observe him as he seemed to lean heavily on the desk as he dictated his notes onto the computer and into the patient’s medical records. He stood up shortly after and rubbed his left shoulder and that did it for me. He had all the signs and symptoms of having chest pain. I scurried down the hall calling for Rosetta another Nurse on staff and one of the friendlier ones to me.

 “Please stop Dr. Rowe from leaving the unit. Come up with something. I need to get the wheelchair to take him down to the Emergency Room, he is having chest pains and I for one don’t want to code him later on, not on my shift.” I said and watched her eyes go wide. She nodded her at me and took off down the hallway. I knew Connie would complain that I left her to deal with my patient and her grieving family but she was Charge so all the patients where technically her responsibility, one of our staff needed the attention now, even if he wasn’t going to graciously accept, Doctors are notorious for being the worst patients and it’s true.

 I scurried back down the hall with what we called the double wide wheelchair. It was extra broad to fit all body types of patients. Dr. Rowe was currently trying to politely side step Rose when I wheeled the chair up right behind him knocking the seat into his knees and he fell back with an ungracious huff. He spluttered for a moment and I leaned over and his shoulder and whispered in his ear so that he could only hear me. “Let’s not make it a show Dr. Rowe, you are having chest pains, I know I have been a Nurse for a while now, we need to get you to the ER and get you checked out. I can’t in all honesty ignore the situation.” I stated and his shoulders just slumped and he just nodded his head in agreement and reached up to remove his stethoscope from around his neck.

 Glancing behind me I told Rose to cover for me until I returned. I rolled the good Doctor down the hall to the back of elevators. We got a few concerned glances as we passed through the hallways, but I just waved them off.  I wanted this to be a dignified as possible, I knew they were concerned but until he was safely handed over to the ER staff, he was my patient therefore making me his advocate. I took my job and my responsibilities very seriously. We went through the back employee entrance to the Emergency Room, Harry one of the Paramedics saw us and rushed over. I quickly explained to him that Dr. Rowe is having chest pains and he helped me get him out of the chair and onto a stretcher. He left to get one of the ER Doctors. I stayed with him until Mary the ER Charge Nurse and DR. Kaplan came rushing around the privacy curtain. I was busy hooking Dr. Rowe up to the cardiac monitor and the blood pressure cuff.

 I explained to Dr. Kaplan what happened and Mary took over from me with monitoring Dr. Rowe’s vital signs. I was about to leave when a hand shot out and Dr. Rowe pulled me over to his bedside. He was still breathing heavily and Mary was starting an I.V. “Thank you.” He said and I smiled and told him that he was going to be alright and not to worry. I patted his hand and went back to my duties upstairs. I was doing alright except for the fact that Connie harped at me for almost an hour about leaving the unit to suck up to the Director of Critical Care ass. I just kept my head down and continued on, she harped until Rose told her to shut the hell up and what he she expect me to do, what if it had been her that I noticed was sick and did nothing about it. She just huffed and went about her duties finally leaving me alone.

 Evan, the Nurse Assistant on shift tonight helped me as we worked to prepare Mrs. Weiss so that she could be taken to the morgue for the family’s funeral home of choice to pick her up once arrangements were made. I closed the door and thanked Evan for his help and went to check on my other ICU patient. I was about five in the morning so I might as well draw Mr. Cochran’s blood and send it for his morning lab work. He had to go for a procedure later this morning so I wanted to have all my ducks in a row when I gave report to whoever was taking him over on the morning shift.

 I helped Mr. Cochran bathe and I tried to soothe his frayed nerves about his upcoming Bronchoscopy. I explained, yet again, that it would help him breathe much better because too much fluid has collected in his ailing lungs and it needed to be removed. I managed to calm him down and I was placing the last label on a vial of his blood I had just taken from his arm when I heard the Code Clue alert. I popped my head out of my patient’s room and listened to intercom. The alert was not on my floor but in the Cardiac Cath hallway.

 That was normal seeing the Cath Lab had rescue cases brought in at all hours, never did it cross my mind I later learned that it was Dr. Rowe. Despite having caught him having chest pains, it must have been going on all night because I was told that he suddenly collapsed and suffered a massive Myocardial Infarction, his heart just stopped in his chest and despite the drugs and the specialists, he died on the gurney on the way to Cardiac Cath. I bowed my head when Cynthia told me later on that morning. All I could remember was me holding his hand telling him that he was going to be ok. He was not just my boss, but he was a husband and a father to two teenage kids. My mood took a nosedive and I just wanted to get out of here, to go home to my lonely apartment and curl up into a ball and sleep for the next ten years.

 Everyone was very subdued as they came in and heard the news of Dr. Rowe’s passing. People came up to me and patted me on the back and told me that I did what I could have. How could they say that, the man still died? I knew I was being irrational and that things like this happened all the time, but that was just how I felt at the moment. I smiled my way through it and gave report on my remaining patient to Tina. I quickly scurried off to the staff lounge and my locker. I turned the combination on the lock and opened it, I grabbed my messenger bag and threw my nursing gear into the bag and closed and locked my locker. I threw the strap over my head. I put the earphones from my iPod in my ears and kept my gaze on my feet as I scurried through the doors and down the hallway. I opted for the stairs since everyone always took the elevators, too tired to trudge down six flights of gray concrete.

 I didn’t breathe freely until I was around the corner and down the block from the hospital. I trudged the three blocks to my apartment half heartedly waving at Mrs. Copeland who pranced her little brown and black Terrier up and down the little grassy area next to the sidewalk. I climbed the stairs to my second floor unit and unlocked the two heavy locks and entered my sanctuary. I dropped my messenger bag on one of the dining room chairs and my iPod on the table along with my keys. I toed off my shoes and carried them to the hall closet and placed them there. I made a beeline for the bathroom, emptying my pockets in the designated glass bowl, change, pens, rubber bands, little unopened bottles of saline, and such; the normal contents after finishing a shift.

 I let the hot water wash over my tired body and I scrubbed the hospital environment off my skin with dial antibacterial soap. I usually went for my stuff from Bath and Body, but not when I worked, I needed the extra for any germs I may or may have picked up, one can’t be too careful when you worked with the sick of sick in Intensive Care.

 Stepping out of the shower I dried off and threw the towel in the hamper. I thanked the good Lord that I was off the next four days. I had some house work to do and laundry. So stimulating, I groused and I padded to the kitchen. I made myself half of a bagel and some chamomile tea. I ate my breakfast in silence and I washed the mug I used and went back down the hall to my bedroom. Lifting the covers I gratefully crawled under them and stubbornly refused to think about last night or should I say early this morning events.

  Sleep refused to come to me and I flopped first one way and then the other. I punched the pillow into shape and changed positions again. I was restless and I couldn’t seem to come to terms with anything I wanted something but I didn’t know what. I groaned and trudged to the bathroom. Opening the cabinet, I shuffled the contents until I found what I was looking for. Melatonin, yes this non habit forming supplement Rose had gotten for me to help me sleep, it actually worked at the times my mind and by body wouldn’t just settle and let me sleep. So I shook two pills from the bottle and down it with some water from the tap. Getting back into bed I grabbed my Kindle and turned it on, I opened the story I was currently reading. I read and read my eyes started to get droopy as the supplement began to work. I powered off the Kindle and placed it back on the nightstand. Yes, finally the oblivion of sleep was my last thought before I drifted off.

Chapter 2

Chapter 2

Aubry’s POV…

(Yummy Dr. Malone———>)

 Eight o’ Clock in the morning and not a soul in sight, I thought that it would be at least more people in here than little ole me. I walked over to the line of sleek treadmills in the employee fitness center, the sign had indicated that it open, so I had gone into the locker and changed out my uniform and into my shorts and tank. I found that running in the morning was a great way to work off the remaining energy from my shift to be able to get a restful sleep. It was getting a too cold out now for me to run comfortably with so many layers of clothes to keep warm.

 I turned on the machine and set it to a brisk walk to warm up first, I plugged mi earphones and hit shuffle on my iPod, I was up and running at a steady pace before a few more people trickled in and took up more of the equipment.  I peeled off my drenched tank and welcomed the cool air of my heated skin. I kept my eyes down and concentrated on my pace. I let the aggravation and the stress of my last twelve hours just melted away. I was seriously considering looking for something else, I didn’t know if was sexual orientation or was it the fact that I knew more about Critical Care nursing why that bitch Connie felt it was necessary to ride my ass at any given moment about everything. Her and her followers of lazy ass nurses that just sit and judge and call it team nursing, right.

 I was brought out of musing by a tap on my shoulder. I jumped just a little and I looked up to see the Director of Nursing, Mr. Hahn standing there smiling at me. I pulled my earphones out and stopped the machine. Mr. Hahn handed me the towel I had draped over the rail.

 “Ah Aubry, sorry to interrupt your fitness regime, but since I was showing your new Director around I had to take the opportunity to introduce since you are here.” He said and motioned towards someone standing next to him was the sexiest god damned specimen of a man I had ever laid eyes on, Damn Mr. Hahn to hell for doing this to me. Here I am all sweaty and disheveled when this Sex God was standing there in all his perfection. He looked like he stepped off of someone’s runway in that tailored a suit and Italian shoes. I had to crane my neck just a little to look at his gorgeousness. He was at least six three with wider than wide shoulders. His hair was a salt and Pepper mix, mostly Pepper and his goat tee was flawless. His eyes were icy blue and currently they were staring back at me with no emotion what so ever.

 I tore my eyes away from him and directed my attention back Mr. Hahn who was babbling on the entire time and I was so intent on the man that I didn’t hear a word he said. I cleared my throat and apologized to Mr. Hahn and asked to please repeat what he said, I made up some silly excuse to why I didn’t hear him the first time and put on the most sincere smile on my face. I could have sworn I heard the Sex God chuckle next to me, wait when did he get closer. I started to fidget at his proximity as Mr. Hahn went on to tell me that the Sex God was Dr. Bradley Malone and the he took over Dr. Rowe’s position.

 He in turned introduced me as one of his elite ICU nurses and that I worked night shift and such, I managed to paste a smile on my face and quickly wiped my hand on my towel to shake his hand. It was a miracle of nature that I didn’t fall over on the spot when his big hand closed around my much smaller one. I had to raise my eyes to his when he didn’t immediately let go of my hand. My hazel gaze locked with his mischievous blue one and just like that I was lost. I was more than relieved when Mr. Hahn clapped Dr. Malone on the back and off they went to continue the tour of the facilities. I made tracks to the locker room.

 Damn, how was I going to be able to work with that man? I couldn’t even form a sentence in his presence, and after my stellar performance out there being tongue tied and all he must think I am complete idiot.  I turned the faucets on and stepped under the warm spray of water and wondered what was the deal with the whole hand holding and such? Was the good doctor gay? I snickered, even if he was he was way out of league and he made me nervous anyway. I finished showering and I trotted back out to the lockers to get dressed. I was wired enough now even after my interrupted run to attempt to go home and sleep. I was off for the next few days so I can go home and catch up with the housework and such, anything to keep my thoughts away from Dr. Sexy.

Dr. Malone’s POV…

 Just when I thought that this morning was going to be a complete bore. This was the part I hated most about my job, the networking and the whole public figure deal. First, I was introduced to the board, then the administrators. Now I was being hauled all over the facility by an overzealous Director of Nursing. It was too early in the morning for this kind of energy I though watched him flap his hands a mile a minute right along with his mouth. It wasn’t until he was showing me the facilities employee gym that something caught my interests.

 He had been explaining something when he glanced towards the row of treadmills. He smiled and then motioned me to follow him. He led me over to where a simply delicious young man was running full stride. He was an absolute beauty. Sweat was running rampant down his chest to his prominent abdominals, his muscles weren’t cut and defined but he was fit and adorably pretty, and when those golden eyes locked onto mine, he had immediately lowered his gaze, that was very interesting and the Dom in me took immediate notice.

 Mr. Hahn had made himself useful and introduced us, I was disappointed to know he would be working for me, but elated none the less that I got the opportunity to touch him and I was not disappointed, his hand was soft and smooth. It trembled slightly in my hand and I couldn’t help but smirk at his unconscious reaction to me. I would love to explore it more but sadly he was going to be under my employ.

 I had continued the tour around the facility and thanked my lucky stars it was brief. Now the rest of the day was mine. I still had my house to sort out since everything was delivered yesterday, but knowing Marie, she had probably sorted through the chaos and everything was firmly in place. I was making my way out of the parking garage and when I reached the first level I noticed someone walking across the entrance. I got a closer look and it was the boy from the gym. Before I knew it my hand was on the horn and I touched it catching his attention.

 He turned and set those beautiful peepers on my face and I almost smiled watching the pretty blush spread across his cheeks. He shyly made his way to my driver’s window. I smiled at him for I couldn’t help myself he was absolutely beautiful.  “Hey, Aubry was it? Can you point me to the nearest coffee spot? I am totally new to this area.” I asked him hoping he would take the bait and fall into my trap.

 He rubbed his cute nose and seemed to think for a minute. The even bundled up as he was you was simply delicious, I can still remember all the pale skin on display when he was just wearing his shorts in the gym. I bet it would be mouthwatering as it flushed red and welted from my whip. I had to shake my head from that train of thinking, that could never happen but at least I can get to know the young man I will soon be working with.

 He told me about some café not too far from here. I took the opportunity then to invite him for a cup, he looked like he was going to decline and I couldn’t have that, so I simply put the car in park and got out. I reached out and took him by the shoulders and walked him to the passenger side, opening the door I made sure he was comfortable and secured safely with his seat belt, I looked up and caught this flushed face and I couldn’t help but wink at him which caused him to blush even brighter. Hmm…So delectable.

 Getting back behind the wheel I proceeded to go where directed. It wasn’t too far and away and I must say it was quite quaint. A true coffee shop appeal but with a comfy living room décor. I watched as he picked his fingers and nervously ordered his drink. I wanted to see it was really me setting off his reactions like that so I invaded his space and pressed my chest to his back as I looked over his shoulder at the menu on the counter. I could feel his whole body shudder underneath mine and I almost moaned in delight. My dick stood up and took notice and that’s when I backed off.

 He immediately stepped to the side, his face was furiously red. He kept his gaze on everything but me. I let it go as the barista called out our order number; I stepped up and quickly paid for the items before he could. He scowled at me but I just led the way to a table in the far corner away from the crowd.

I watched him take a sip of the frothy coffee drink and his little tongue swiped across his bottom lip and I felt myself go instantly hard, shit, this was not good but I stubbornly refused to leave this intriguing young man’s side for the moment.

 I asked him about the staff and listened as he described in great detail about his responsibilities. His eyes practically lit up with joy in what he does. I smiled at that rarely you found people so completely happy in their choice of career.

 When I asked him about his co-workers I watched his expression of joy slip from his face and I wondered if he was a victim of the nurse’s clique. There were always a few wherever I have worked, always a group of women and some men that gave the younger brighter ones a hard time. I wondered if this was happening to him. I filed that away for when I called my first staff meeting.  I peppered him with a few more questions, we finished our coffee and I ordered another round.

 He stuttered and fidgeted throughout most of the conversation unless he was talking about his work or his past. He was really an intelligent and interesting young man, if not soft spoken. I dearly wished I had met him under different circumstances. I would have so loved to take him and make him mine. He was so innocently sweet.

 My phone chirped and I excused myself to check my message. Damn, I didn’t realize it was this late. We had spent over three hours talking. I sent a quick reply to Marie and looked up in time to see him once gaze drop his gaze from mine, and a ripple of desire ignited in my veins. I ignored it though as I offered him a ride home. He accepted because I really didn’t give him a choice. I followed his directions to a quaint little apartment complex not too far from the hospital.

 He stumbled over a thank you and that he looked forward to working with me, then he blushed again and disappeared as quick as he could into the building. I smiled and took note of the location and left to see what my housekeeper had in store for me now, why she summoned me home like a wayward child.

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

 

Dr. Malone’s POV…

(Aubry’s Rose––>)

 Shrugging into my new white lab coat with the intricate dark blue embroidery that identified me as the New Director of Critical Care services, I straightened the sleeves over my dress shirt and picked up my coffee cup. I needed tons of caffeine today because I had to come in to make my debut to both the night shift staff and the day shift staff, so holding the meet and greet at 8 a.m. had seemed like the perfect time, but try telling my body that after years of working the graveyard shift in the Trauma Unit of my previous job. Staff that was not scheduled today was informed by my Nurse Manager that this was a mandatory meeting so they were coming in as well, which was a good thing because I hate to repeat myself, I will give concessions to only the staff overseeing the patients on the unit because I cannot leave the patients unattended.

 I made my way through the maze of hallways to the conference room on the fourth floor down the hall from the Critical Care Unit that is now my domain. I always wondered what was going through the head of the contractors and hospital administration when they planned the layout for hospitals. Did they just sit there and say “Hmm, let’s see how we can confuse the fuck out of people by making the hallways as difficult as possible to find where they wanted to go?” I always thought about that, and security must have a field day watching people on the cameras with that, “I am totally lost and confused expression on their faces.”

 The closer I got to the conference rooms, I noticed people milling about outside. One of them was Mr. Hahn; here to do the formal introduction, hopefully it will be a quick and painless one. I was a little nervous but that came from being in a New City and meeting people that I am going to have to prove myself and my abilities to, but I am confident I was going to do that, I was confident in my education and  skills as a Doctor. Now, it was just a matter of getting to know my staff and getting to know what their competency levels were and their ability to perform their job.

 I got to the door and Mr. Hahn vigorously shook my hand and urged me into the room. I was nicely surprised to see the amount of people here; I must stay that at least staffing issues should not be a problem. I scanned all the faces looking back at me with open curiosity. I just came out and outright admitted it to myself that I was looking for him, Aubry. I have not laid eyes on him since that day we had coffee and I have been puttering around and getting familiar with the policies and procedures as well as many other things here on the hospital for the last week and not one glimpse, and to my perverse sense of wrong and right, I even took to stalking the employee gym at godforsaken hours of the morning in hopes of running into him. I did manage to draw the line though at stalking the curb in front of his apartment.

 I stamped down on my train of thought, I have never obsessed about a person like this before and I found it a little unnerving, but I couldn’t help but wonder where he was because he was not here. I knew he wasn’t on shift because yes, I did check his employee file to find out a little more about the shy young man. He worked the night shift and he had stellar reviews and his education and competency as a Nurse were impeccable. Mr. Hahn held up his hands to quiet the low murmurs going on around the room. That’s when I saw him slipping in quietly through the back entrance of the conference room. I didn’t even realize I was holding my breath until it whooshed out when his gorgeous liquid amber eyes briefly locked onto mine before he lowered his gaze. Simply, mouthwatering how he did that, so sweetly submissive.

 He was simply stunning to me; he was wearing a nice pair of dark slacks and a gray button down dress shirt, in my mind’s eye I could still see his sexy slender body dripping with sweat as his muscles flexed when he was on that treadmill in the gym, my cock twitched remembering the enticing view as well. He looked just as sexy, but neat and well put together. I was jerked back into the reality of where I was and what I was supposed to be doing by the applause going on around the room. I gathered my scattered thoughts and smiled as I stepped forward to speak to my new staff.

 I had everyone introduce themselves and how long they have worked for the facility, and to tell me a little about themselves. This helped me put a face to a name and gauge their experience and some their personalities. It concerned me though except for a pretty Asian woman and a few other guys and another African American woman, Aubry was sort of off to the side and not within the group of his peers. I did take notice of a group of older women in the middle of the room queening it up, some of them outright batting their eyes at me or looking on with superiority.

 One woman in particular introduced herself as Connie, a night shift Charge Nurse. She had a sneering attitude that shrouded her in an ugly light. Hmm…I was going to have to take a look at her file. I noticed when she introduced herself a lot of the staff rolled their eyes and Aubry seemed to shrink even further into his chair and for some reason that pissed me off, was this one of the so called clique leaders. With the introductions complete, I went on to give some information about myself, my education, my work experience, and my vision of where and what I wanted to see this Critical Care Unit accomplish. I made them aware that I would be doing walking rounds on both shifts and I would even be taking shifts myself and being fully involved with the bedside care of the patients. I informed them that over the next few months I would be having one and one meetings with everyone and if they had any concerns or ideas to please feel free and come to me and share them.

 I thanked them for their time and took another few moments to answer any questions they may have. I was not surprised to be asked if I was single. What did surprise me was that when I affirmed I was, a lot of the ladies sat up and took interest and I for one found it funny, they were going to be so disappointed that I batted for the other team. I steadfastly kept my wondering gaze from the back of the room. That sweet little one threw me off kilter every time I looked into his beautiful face. Those delicious pink lips haunted the shit out of me at night, wondering if they were as soft and sweet as they looked. Then I would berate myself because he is off limits.

 I turned my thoughts off again and smiled and concluded the meeting. Mr. Hahn escorted me down the hall and we parted ways parted ways at the elevator. I glimpsed Aubry and a few of his colleagues that he had sat with having a conversation in the hallway. I so wanted to go over there and ask him to lunch or something, but that would be way inappropriate, so I got onto the elevator to head to Human Resources. I needed to check on a few things.

Aubry’s POV…

 “OMG. Did you see that hunkin’ piece of man meat? I may have to sign up for extra shifts if I get to work with him on a regular.” Rosetta gushed as we made into the hallway and away from Nurse Ratchet and her cronies. I didn’t need her shit today. I was barely holding it together in my own skin. My nerves were hyperaware since that day in the coffee shop and today when those luscious ice blue eyes landed on me, everything in me ceased, my nervous energy and my rampant thoughts, everything. I felt even my breath hitch in my throat with just a simple gaze from the man. It felt almost peaceful and damn if I didn’t want to feel that again. It seems like my every waking moment I am always in overdrive. When I was a kid the therapists my parents had spent a fortune on told me it was because my mind was constantly seeking new information and therefore I was hyper, they had wanted to put me on medication but my mother, bless her, had refused to do it.

 Rosetta kept on and on about his sexiness and I must say I agreed with her totally but I wasn’t going to admit it out loud, not to anyone. We made our way to the banks of elevators and she told me that she had to stop by Employee Health for her Tuberculosis shot and that I should come with her then grab some breakfast or coffee afterwards. I had nothing planned this morning and I was off tonight so I agreed. We made it to the first floor and to the back entrance of Human Resources. When we got to the Health Office I waited outside while she took care the necessary paperwork and waited her turn.

 I was sitting there looking around when I happened to see Dr. Sexy in the outer office. He was so handsome; I thought as I sat there and unabashedly stared at him. I took in his every feature. Those broad strong shoulders, they way the corners of his eyes crinkled when he laughed like he was doing now at the desk clerk. I watched as she handed him some files and he nodded at her. He glanced up and caught my heated unprepared gaze and I flushed and immediately ducked my head.

 I was surprised when I saw a pair of expensive Italian loafers come to a stop in my line of sight where I was gazing at the floor while willing my blush to go away. My eyes traveled up the length of strong powerful legs up to an even stronger core and finally to the face of the Sex God that has me so flustered I couldn’t even form an adequate greeting.

 “Hey there Aubry, How are you?” He greeted me with that delicious baritone of his.

 I lowered my gaze from those mesmerizing blue eyes and managed to mutter out a simple. “Fine.”

 “So, what did you think of our first staff meeting? Did I come off okay or was I a complete idiot?” He asked as he took a seat beside me. His knee gently brushing mine and I fought the urge not to fidget from that simple contact.

 “Yo…you w…were okay.” I stuttered out and cursed myself for my lack of articulation around this man. He made me so…I couldn’t even find the words to describe what he made me feel. I was just lost at this point and I closed my eyes and flushed with mortification. I was saved from further embarrassment when Rose came bouncing out of the Nurse’s office holding a piece of gauze to her injection site on her arm.

 “Hey Dr. Malone, it was nice meeting you. We look forward to working with you.” She stated as she took the seat on the other side of me.

 “Rosetta, right? I am happy to meet you too, and looking forward to it. Well you kids have a nice day. Lots to do and so little time to so it.” He said as he rose to his feet. I could feel him looking at my bowed head and he said something else that I didn’t catch and he was off.

 “Oh boy, you have a crush Aubry, my boy and don’t even bother to deny it. Do you think he swings for your team?” She whispered as she leaned over all in my personal space.

 I looked at her and opened my mouth getting ready to deny her statement, but who was I kidding. I was so enamored with the man I couldn’t form words much less thoughts. I just shrugged my shoulders and got to my feet. “I don’t know Rose, and even if, nothing would come of me being attracted to him, he is our boss and I am way out of league with that man.” I dejectedly stated as we made our way out to the parking garage to her car.

 “Come on, Aubry, it’s not going to be hard to find out if he is gay and you don’t give yourself enough credit. You are gorgeous, if you were straight I would be throwing my panties at you or at least inject you with something to have my wicked way with you in the supply room.” She said as she pointed the key fob at her little Mini Cooper and opened the doors.

 I just shook my head at her and got into the car. She was always trying to get me to build my confidence but she didn’t understand. I have never had any kind of relationship, sexual or otherwise with anyone. I was always too shy to approach or be approached and when others from school or even work saw nothing wrong with meaningless sex or trying to snag a Doctor, I didn’t want that I wanted….hell I didn’t even know what I wanted until now. Until that enigmatic man walked into the gym that morning and knocked my socks off. God, I wanted that man.

Rose’s POV….

  Seeing that Aubry wasn’t going to take the bait and talk freely about his attraction to Dr. Sexy McDreamy, I let the subject drop for now and steered the conversation away to neutral topics. He may not know it but I knew it that he was simply craving the man and being in the lifestyle of BDSM, I recognized the Dominant in Dr. Malone, it’s just there in his aura, the way he talked, and the way he carried himself and especially the way he looked at Aubry in the Employee Health Office, and poor innocent little lamb, Aubry, was a total submissive.

 His sweetly submissive nature and his beauty would call out to any Dom or Domme like a beacon and if my gaydar is correct like it usually is. Aubry was like a lighthouse calling Dr. Malone’s ship home to port through the fog. This was going to interesting to watch. I wondered if he would be shocked out of his system if I tried to introduce him to the lifestyle, he didn’t know it, but he was just simply calling out to be taken in hand.

 The Domme in me could see it and if he was straight I would have no qualms and taking him, but alas, this sweet boy needed a man’s touch. I was just going to have to figure out a way to get these two together. I wasn’t unheard of; Nurse’s marrying Doctors or getting together with one. It’s just the mean spirited back biting and the gossip mill if the relationship didn’t work out. The key was to be discreet and in the lifestyle we knew how to be damned discreet. Like I said, this is going to be interesting.

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Aubry’s POV…

(An ICU patient’s room—>) 

A/N special thanks goes out to my fan “unlimitedtakes”, thank you so much for taking the time to show your love for this story by designing several covers for this book, I chose the one I liked best and I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart, xoxo

 I picked up my bag from the kitchen counter and added bottled water to the contents and made my way to the front door. My first shift tonight this week and I was nervous about it because it will be the first shift I will work with Dr. Malone as the resident Critical Care Doctor on shift. It was definitely going to be a test of my will power. The man has been haunting my very erotic dreams and most of my waking hours for weeks now, but I   was glad for Rosa, she was my rock and my support system through all of this. I am so happy that she was going to be working tonight. I was praying that Connie wasn’t going to be in charge tonight but I knew I wouldn’t be so lucky. No matter how I scheduled my shifts opposite of hers I always managed to get moved around until I worked with her at least once out of my three scheduled shifts a week.

 I turned the corner and a gust of wind had me turning up the collar of my light fall coat. Winter would soon arrive to the city and coat it in white powder like snow. I loved the winter although it made it hard for us pedestrians to move around. I stepped through the entrance gates of the hospital and shuffled through the guest parking lot to the main doors. I waved at Sheldon, the security guard as I passed heading towards the banks of the elevators. As I waited I studied the remodeled lobby. They had really done a good job. The lobby was now expanded and it housed a café and the gift shops that catered to the staff as well as the visitors. We often stocked up on gourmet coffee and snacks during our shift.

 The elevator dinged and the doors swooshed open, a small group of people stepped off and I shyly waved hello to those that I knew. I pressed the button for the third floor and funny enough I was the only one in the lift. It dinged and stopped on the second floor. I stepped back and the doors opened and I felt my heart pick up its pace when none other than my wet dream stepped on the elevator with a smile on his face when he saw me. Even in scrubs he looked absolutely mouth watering. The crisp navy blue of his uniform scrubs accentuated his brilliant sapphire eyes. His hair curled, still a little damp as if he was fresh from the shower and he smelled divine. I mentally groaned but firmly placed a polite smile on my face anyway.

 “Aubry, hello, how are you this evening?” He asked as his gaze raked over my face. I fought every molecule in my body not to blush.

 “I am fine Dr. Malone, thank you for asking. How are you?” I politely inquired.

 “Hmm…ask me later when I can better decide how I am holding up after working a night shift after a long stretch I had of working only the day shift. I  just started to get used to the transition from years of working the graveyard shift to working the day shift, and now I am going to be juggling between the two shifts.” He chuckled, shaking his head, and the sound washed over my already tingling nerve endings. This man messed with my nervous system. I looked at his hands that were holding his lab coat in one and his stethoscope in the other. He had elegant long fingered hands. They were large but they looked strong and capable. I so wanted to know what they would feel like on my skin, on my body, and then I realized the train of my thoughts and I blushed and looked away from his perfection. This was going to be a long shift indeed.

 He smiled at me and nodded his head for me to precede him off the lift when the doors opened on the correct floor. He went towards the unit and I went to the time clock to punch in. My hand shook a little with my nervousness when I swiped my I.D. badge in the time clock machine on the wall. I stood for a few minutes to take deep breaths before facing my shift. I gathered my courage and made my way down the hall to the unit doors and flashed my badge again gaining me entrance to the locked unit. I scurried past the desk and into the Nurse’s lounge praying that Rosa had already arrived, and to my relief she was standing at her locker putting her things away.

 “Hey.” I mumbled as I spun the combination to the lock on my own locker.

 “Hey sweet stuff, ready to work with Dr. Delicious?” She whispered and chuckled when a blush colored my cheeks.

 “As ready as I can be.” I responded as I hung my stethoscope around my neck and closed my locker and turned to her.

 “You have nothing to worry about. I checked the assignments and you have one patient on a ventilator and an open bed. Meanwhile I have a patient waiting for a regular floor bed and a chest pain patient on an IV drip to correct his heart rate.” She stated explain her assignment.

 “I hate starting out with an empty bed. You never know what kind of train wreck you will get from the Emergency Room or even Surgery.” I couldn’t complain it was work and I just shrugged my shoulders. The lounge began to fill up with night shifters and everyone greeted everyone else. Connie came in followed by the day shift Charge Nurse. We held a pre-meeting before each shift to explain the politics and updates of the unit for the last twelve hours. Dr. Malone was going to be on shift for the next week we were informed and forewarned. I listened intently to the census report and such and then the meeting was called to a close and we made our way out to the station to get shift report on the patients.

 I listened to Monica, the day shift Nurse, as she told me about my patient. I carefully made notes on my report sheet noting the important bits. I asked a few questions about the IV drips and lines and a little about the patients family. There was one more round of visiting allowed before the unit locked down for the night. She signed off report and I wished her a safe trip home. Gathering my report sheet I logged onto the computer and checked the patient’s record. I printed a copy of the medication record and read the patients most recent blood works and radiology test results. Once I had my ducks in a row I gathered my saline flushes for my IV lines and other supplies that I might need and went into the patient’s room.

 My patient was an elderly lady that had a long history of renal failure and diabetes; I introduced myself and told her everything that I was doing even though she was heavily sedated due to being on the breathing machine. I still believed and had prior knowledge from previous patients to know that she could still hear me. Many patients have come off the breathing machine and can tell you everything they heard while they were out of it. I performed my tasks like they were second nature. I checked the patient over to make sure she was clean and dry, and I checked the IV and the lines to make sure that they were clean and up to date. I performed a blood sugar test to make sure she didn’t need insulin and I noted everything on her chart on the bedside computer.

 I was entering my first notes on the patient for the night when Connie came in followed by Dr. Malone; it was time for him to make his first rounds for the night on the existing ICU patients. Connie smirked at me during the whole thing asking questions and trying to trip me up on the knowledge and results of my patients blood work and vital signs, and even though his presence and proximity made me nervous I kept my professionalism and answered his pointed questions and ignored her attempts to trip me up. She finally huffed and kept her peace as I related pertinent information to Dr. Malone. He smiled when I was finished and stepped up to the patient bedside. He surprised me by doing a head to toe evaluation of the patient himself and agreed with my assessments. I knew right there that he was a dedicated Doctor. Most of them took your word and ran for the hills sorry to say.

 But he didn’t, he took his time with each and every one of the patients. Performed his own assessments and changed what needed to be changed and generally pissed Connie off because he took his time, time that she usually used to gossip or disappear to get her sugary pastries and milk laden specialty coffee. I smiled at her obvious discomfort when Dr. Malone turned his frigid gaze to her after noticing her annoyance at the length of time he was taking with his rounds. She planted a sugar sweet smile on her face and continued to trail after him from room to room.

 I decided that I didn’t mind having only one patient so far. I stayed on my room to avoid the pissed off Connie and her cronies, now disgruntled and complaining at the desk about Dr. Malone and his methods of examining the patients like he was undermining their word or something. They were just pissed that he had caught them on a few things like the dosages on their medication and even the patient’s medical history. He had to correct them a few times to their embarrassment and they hated that, so they grumbled even more bitterly when he finally left the unit. So I did the best thing I could and stayed in my room and charted my notes. The only time I left was to go on a short break to eat my sliced fruit with some granola and drink my water. Rosa was covering my patient and I sat in the chair in the far corner out of the way. I didn’t want to confront the miserable bunch tonight. My nerves were already shot and I still had a little over eight hours to go.

 I finished my snack and washed my container, dried it, and placed it back into my lunch bag. I went back outside and in passing the desk I heard Connie and her cronies announce that they were going downstairs to the café. They didn’t even bother to ask any of us if we wanted anything, not that we did, but the offer would have been nice. I just kept going to my room and thanked Rosa on the way for keeping an eye out for me. The Respiratory Therapist was in the room checking the equipment and settings. His name was Steven, he was a nice guy and I smiled and nodded my head in greeting. He finished up and told me he would see me later for his next rounds. I checked my notes and my patient yet again and went to sit on the chair in front of the computer screen to check her chart for anything new Dr. Malone may have ordered but other than his thorough notes there was nothing.

 I had just pulled my phone from my pocket when I caught a scent of rich coffee. I looked up and standing just inside the door was none other than the delicious Doctor himself. My hands shook in reaction and I quickly put my phone away to hide the tell tale sign of my nervousness. He smirked as if telling me that he saw it anyway and to surprise me yet again he handed me the warm cup of fragrant coffee.

 “Its caramel latte, I remembered you ordering it in the coffee shop that day, and don’t worry about appearances I got everyone some and there are croissants in the lounge too.” He said as he advanced into the room a little further under the pretence of checking the patient but he was looking directly at me and I could feel my heart picking up speed in my chest. I had no words at this point; I couldn’t even think to formulate any as his piercing gaze held me captivated to the spot. I didn’t know how long we just stared at each other but I almost groaned in relief when Rosa came into the room to tell me that put a pastry away for me. She skidded to a halt when she spied Dr. Malone. She pursed her lips after giving a brief hello and rushed back out again.

There was an awkward moment of silence before Dr. Malone excused himself and I slumped back into my chair. I cursed my traitorous body for heating up from only his glance alone. I felt every one of them a moment ago like they were a physical caress over my heated flesh. Even now my cock was semi hard and I sighed and took a sip of the coffee he had so generously provided. I checked the clock, and it was almost midnight. I prayed for this shift to come to an end soon.

Dr. Malone’s POV…

 I rolled over on the mattress on the bed in the Doctor’s sleep room and dearly wished I was at home and in my own warm comfortable bed. It was not the lumpy mattress that was causing me such discomfort; it was the innocent young man just a few feet down the hall from where I was lying at the moment. The minute I saw his beautiful face and those innocent wide eyes on the elevator this evening I was instantly hard. The reaction had shocked me for a minute. I have had years of controlling my body’s responses to others but he just pulled them from me effortlessly. I wanted him; I wanted to know how he would feel underneath me. I wanted to know what those soft pink lips tasted like and most of all I wanted to see those blushes fan across his creamy skin.

 I groaned again has my blood pulsed to my cock making it painfully hard. I released the tie on my scrubs pants and shoved it and my underwear down to my thighs as my mind raced over the images of Aubry. I fantasized about having him on his knees in front of me. Those sweet lips stretched around my width of my dick as I fucked his face with his hands tied behind his back. My back arched and I twisted my fist on the upstroke as my cock leaked precum from the slit at the mental picture. The erotic descriptions I kept imagining added fuel to my fire and my hips bucked as I jacked myself. My balls drew up and quivered against my body as I continued to stroke my rod. My steel covered shaft and bulbous head totally rigid.

 I felt my nuts explode and I barely had time to lean to the side as line after line of milky fluid shot all over the floor at the side of the bed. I had my bottom lip in a death grip between my teeth as I swallowed the grunt of pleasure at my completion. I dropped back onto the bed flat on my back, breathing hard and thought to myself that I was so screwed. I didn’t know how to fight this attraction anymore and it was becoming increasingly clear that I couldn’t. With lethargic limbs I straightened my clothes and got up to clean the mess that I made. I washed my hands and when I was done I decided to make another round check then I was going to attempt to take a nap. This shift was testing my reserves; and I don’t care if it killed me tonight, I was not giving him any admissions. I can’t work that closely with him over a new patient tonight especially with all my fantasies fresh in my head. I need time to regain my rigid control.

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Aubry’s POV…

(The Private Party Mansion—>)

 

 Putting the last of my clean laundry away and sighed in satisfaction at my spotless bedroom, my house cleaning chores done, now I can enjoy the rest of my days off. I had managed to make through three nights of working with Dr. Malone; I just barely survived the ordeal of seeing him night after night, worshipping him from afar. I owed it all to my poise and training, especially when he made rounds; and every night he worked he treated the staff to coffee and pastries. He is very efficient and he is like a walking talking medical encyclopedia, he is really knowledgeable in his field. Trust me when I say if anything, God Forbid, happened to me, I would hope and pray that he was on shift and the one person to oversee my medical care.

  Sitting on the couch I reached for the remote and switched on the TV, I rarely watched it, I preferred to read most times on my days off or take a walk to the mall and people watch, but it was getting really cold out now and waiting for a cab and fighting the traffic in this city was the pits, so I chose to stay in and sip hot chocolate and watch TV. Rosa had invited me to some private house party some friends of hers where throwing later tonight and she was determined that I go, but I was never a party person so to speak. I am too shy and I never enjoyed them. The little gay boy who is afraid to talk to strangers, nope, I always felt out of my element.

 I was right in the middle of one of my favorite movies, “Steel Magnolias” when I heard the doorbell chime. I paused the movie and got up to see who could it possibly be and when I opened the door Rosa pushed her way inside. Her hair was loose and hung in loose waves around her pretty face and down past her shoulders and she was wearing a black evening coat and leather heeled black boots. I couldn’t see the rest of her outfit because of the coat.

“Alright chop, chop, I knew you would try and evade this party so here I am to drag you kicking and screaming if I have to, go get ready and come on.” She stated clapping her hands and shooing me towards my bedroom. When I stood there gaping at her like a fish, she took my arm and literally dragged me to my bedroom and over to my closet. “Aubry, I am not playing and I am not taking no for an answer, now put on some clothes before I chose them for you and dress you myself.” She asserted and glared at me. I could tell that I wasn’t going to win any kind of argument with her so I complied by slipping into my closet to pick out something.

 After asking her input on what I should wear, I chose a pair of straight leg low rise black jeans, a wife beater and nice dark green chucky knit cardigan sweater. I paired them with black Doc Martens seeing she told me it was going to be a casual scene. Once I was dressed I went into the bathroom and swept some gel through my dark brown hair with my fingers giving it a messy look. I sprayed on some cologne and pronounced myself ready. Rosa gave me a good once over and whistled. “You are too cute for words, now grab a jacket pretty boy and let’s go.” She said as she led me back out into the living room. I turned off my electronics and made sure I had everything, wallet, keys, and my cell phone. I shrugged into one of my newer coats a black sailor like one with a double row of buttons, and I wrapped my scarf around my neck.

 I locked the door and we took the elevator to the lobby and walked out to the street. She had managed to get a decent parking space a little further up from the entrance and we trotted to the car. I quickly got in after she unlocked the doors and put on my seatbelt as she started the car and adjusted the heating vents. I always liked her car. A cute little Mini Cooper, black with red racing stripes, very “Austin Powers” I always thought of it. We drove for a bit and then she got on the highway heading out of the city. I just sat back and enjoyed the ride; we were driving in companionable silence for about fifteen minutes before she spoke up.

 “Aubry, I know you are uncomfortable around new people and in new situations but I wanted to you to come tonight because I want you to have new experiences and see other things you wouldn’t normally let yourself see and do. We are going to a party where you will see people who live and practice an alternate lifestyle from what you know about. I wanted you to see it because I think that you are a natural if you choose to get to know and live this lifestyle too.” She explained and I looked at her in confusion. She turned her head and glanced at me seeing it written plain on my face before turning her attention back to the road.

 “What do you mean by alternate lifestyle and why would I be a natural at it?” I asked for I wanted to know what the hell she was talking about. My curiosity was surely peaked and Rosa has always been so nice and extremely protective of me. I trusted her like no other.

 She sighed and said. “The BDSM lifestyle, bondage, dominance, sadism, and masochism. It is a lifestyle choice where there is a Dominant and a Submissive. The Dominant provides for his or her submissive, he or she takes their submissive to the heights of pleasure through different ways dropping them into a mental euphoric state called subspace, this can be achieved both mentally and physically, the Dominant can also fly high and usually does but his or her mental state is called top space.

 The terms of the relationship or what we call play depending on the nature of the relationship is negotiated before hand and there are no surprises, there is total honesty and total trust between all involved parties, if there isn’t, the whole set up is not going to work. This party tonight is going to involve people doing some of these things and I say you are perfect for this lifestyle because I think that you are or will make a perfect submissive.” She explained as she pulled up to a huge set of gates, I was completely speechless and in total shock as I watched her hand some kind of invitation to the burly man at the guard house, he handed her paper to place on her dash board and waved her through the opening gates.

 I finally found my voice when she pulled up and stopped in front a massive house; cars were parked in a neat line along the driveway. It looked like a car show with all the expensive vehicles lined up neatly in a row. A uniformed valet rushed over and opened her door as I opened my own and stepped out cautiously onto the cobbled pavement. “I don’t know about this Rosa, I have never….” I stopped because I felt so out of my element. I mean Dominants and Submissives, I have never even given any thought about these things, God, I have never even had regular sex much less alternate sex or kinky anything for that matter. I am not stupid even though I haven’t given it any thought doesn’t mean I don’t know something about it, but my thoughts on this subject were always of whips and chains and people getting led around like pets on a leash.

 “I know Aubry, and I will not leave your side not for a minute. I just want you to keep an open mind because I am going to be honest with you. I know you are attracted to Dr. Malone, oh you don’t make it obvious, but I know you so I know the changes in your expressions and you whole manner when he is around you. I don’t want to burst your bubble but Dr. Malone is a Dominant and he is feeling you too, but I don’t know if he will or can ever approach you one, because of the job and two, because of his lifestyle choice that you know nothing about. I do, so I am going to teach you about it, if you don’t like what you see and learn then that is okay. I am not here to judge you or anyone else and we ask the same of you.” She said looking at me seriously. This is the most serious I have ever seen her and she had this aura about her as she stepped through the very ornate front doors. It hit me then that my little Rosa was a Dominant herself, don’t ask me how I knew but I did, she was too take charge to let someone tell her what to do, but hell, I am a complete novice to this .

 She looked at me meaningfully waiting for my response and I thought why the hell not, it’s not like my regular lifestyle was working out for me and I won’t lie, if Dr. Malone was like she said into this kind of thing and by some miracle of God he liked me and also like she said and there was a possibility that he would approach me I should have some knowledge of what he is about, they say knowledge is power. So I nodded my head and removed my coat to give it to the woman at the door who was hanging them in a closet and handing us tickets for us to be able to retrieve them later.

 My eyes adjusted to the dim lights and they almost fell out of my head once they did adjust and I took in the people mingling about in the large room we entered. People were dressed in all manners of clothing or lack thereof. They were men and women in casual clothes like myself, some dressed in leather with collars and chains, some in just their underwear, hell I even saw one woman with strategically placed tassels being led around by a rhinestone collar as she followed a man dressed in slacks and a button down silk shirt. I knew I was gaping and I quickly snapped my jaws shut but my wide eyes continued to bounce around the room and I didn’t know what to feel.

 We barely took a few steps into the room when a lean tall man appeared and shocked me by kneeling at Rosa’s feet with his head bowed and his hands crossed behind his back. I turned to her and watched as a pleased smile spread across her face. “Hello my pet, have you been waiting long for me?” She asked the kneeling man and I watched in awe as he addressed her head still bowed kneeling at her feet.  She reached out and caressed his dark brown hair. “You may look at me, pet, and be a good boy and get me a drink and one for my friend as well, nothing alcoholic.” She instructed and I watched him smile adoringly at her before scampering off to do what she said. She turned to me and took in my shocked features.

 She smiled. “That is Zachary and as you can see, he is my sub, he is also my boyfriend and yes there is a difference. We have not only a lifestyle arrangement but a true relationship too. Now I can see the wheels turning in your head, but let’s get one thing straight. It is the submissive that holds all the power in this lifestyle, they decide what their Dominant can and cannot do to them during a scene, it is their choice to choose their Dominant, and they are not mindless drones to do whatever he or she is told to do. They provide total trust and loyalty, they put their lives and concerns their everything into their Dominants hands and trust he or she to take care of him or her, and for that trust the Dominant rewards their sub with undying devotion, care, and pleasure beyond anything else in this world, think about that, someone shouldering all your cares and concerns, taking over and making those hard decisions for you, shouldering you and supporting you and pleasing your mind and body to unimaginable heights. That’s what people in this lifestyle do; it is more than the kink and whips, collars and chains.”

 I really thought about what she said and it dawned on me about having someone shouldering my burdens and supporting me, that really made an impression because I thought about all the times I am unsure about everything, all the times that I wish I had someone to tell me how to handle a certain situation, all the times I just wanted to be hugged after a bad day. As the night wore on I watched and listened to her interaction with Zachary. True to her word she never left my side. We meandered our way through the party and we came to a closed set of double doors. She turned to me. “Are you ready to witness some scenes or will it be too much?” She asked and I looked at her once again confused. She smiled patiently at me. “Behind these doors are people in play or scenes, it will be very open with some sexual acts, caning, spanking, bondage, and other forms of play. It might be a little overwhelming and its okay if you don’t want to go in, we are fine mingling and talking with you.” She explained and Zachary smiled at me in agreement with her, but like the old saying goes, “Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought him back.” I wanted to satisfy my curiosity so I reached out and opened the door and I stepped into a completely different world.

 The drink in my hand shook just a little as my head whipped from side to side as my brain tried to register everything that I was seeing. There were both men and women in different states of dress from partially too full out nude, they were tied up , chained, or cuffed; some were being spanked, others being whipped with everything from bushy like whip to a full out single tail long one. Some were in the midst of oral sex while others were literally being fucked, some by more than one person in every available orifice. I could stand here and say that I was horrified but that would be a lie, I was transfixed and completely turned on, the blood had rushed so quickly to my cock that I almost felt faint.

 Zachary must have had an inkling of how I felt because he came to stand next to me placing a casual hand under my elbow making it look like he was leading me into the room rather than holding me up. I took a few sips of my fruity drink and dearly wished for a beer, but Rosa had cautioned me to stay sober and alert whenever I am in a situation like this, like any other situation involving a crowd this was more dangerous if not sober, even with rigid rules there were those who took advantage of others and it was sound advice but right now….words could not describe the feelings running through my veins. The moans and grunts, the sound of leather against skin, the sight of well built men and straining muscles as they are pleasured by their subs. I wondered what it would feel like, if I would ever have the nerve to do something like this.

Just as that thought popped into my head we came upon another play area and there was a man and another man on the raised dais, in here there were seats and there were a number of people sitting and watching as the man on stage was inserting something that looked like metal rods into the other man’s prick as he laid splayed out naked on a table. I motioned for Rosa and Zack to take the last two remaining seats in the back and I stood behind their seats trying to look casual as I leaned against the wall and watched the man work over his sub. I was hot and flushed and so sexually turned on I couldn’t think straight. I was more than happy that the lights were so dim in here.

I was doing a good job of trying to rein my body in check when I felt someone invade my personal space. The person all but pressed themselves against my back. I went to straighten up and move away but a large warm hand shot out and snaked around my waist bringing me up against a very hard muscular chest. Gasping I turned slightly and almost dropped my glass when I looked into the glittering blue eyes of none other than Dr. Malone, and yep all the blood rushed to my now throbbing cock making me light headed all over again. I even forgot to step away from him as the heat radiated off of his broad chest onto my back. He turned me slowly around to face him and his heated gaze.

 “I am more than shocked to see you here Aubry, I would have never guessed that you were into this lifestyle.” He purred into my ear and his warm minty breath coasted over the skin of my neck causing me to shiver in his arms and for the life of me I couldn’t get my brain to form any words to answer him. He chuckled and leaned forward and ran his nose along the side of my neck before raising his head again to whisper in my ear some more. “I have been fighting so hard to stay away from you, not only because of work but because I feared you wouldn’t understand me and what I like, but seeing you here is like an omen of some kind.” He explained and I struggled with my scattered thoughts.

 “I don’t know anything about this lifestyle or the scene or whatever. I came with Rosa and she has been explaining it to me. I had no idea you are into this stuff and definitely I had no clue you would be here.” I rushed out in almost one breath. I watched his expression go from heated lust to profound disappointment. I took a deep breath and thought it was either now or never. “But that doesn’t mean I don’t like what I have learned do far or what I have seen.” I said as I felt myself blush right to the roots of my hair. Rosa chose that moment to turn around and check on me and I heard her little squeak when she saw who it was that I was pressed up against and not complaining none at all about it either.

The disappointment faded from his gaze and was replaced by a mischievous glint. Never taking his brilliant blue gaze from mine, he greeted Rosa and nodded in her direction. My heart rate picked up and spiked to an all time high when he told her that he was going to show me around some more and that if it okay with her he would see me home. She didn’t see me make any move other than to stare wide eyed back at this gorgeous mountain of muscle in front of me so she agreed and told me she would call me later to make sure I got home, I just nodded at her totally enraptured in the man in front of me and that is how I wound up in the company of Dr. McDreamy at a kink party for the remainder of the night.

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Dr. Malone’s POV…

 (Dr. Malone’s Backyard––>)  not fully edited yet but I will fix it tomorrow

 I must say finding sweet little Aubry here at this party surprised me to no end, also the fact that sweet little Rosetta was a Domme also caused my eyebrows to meet my hairline. I couldn’t let this opportunity pass; it was like fate or something. I wasn’t planning on coming here tonight but something in me made me get up and get dressed and make my way here. I had arrived and I was barely here for little under an hour wondering through the different play rooms and seeing some friends from the club scene and politely engaged in conversations here and there. I checked out some of the tempting subs scattered throughout the party and contemplated approaching one to pass the evening with when I entered the room with a Dom doing a sounding on his sub. I had made my way to the back of the seated crowd and leaned against the wall to observe the proceedings when Rosa walks in, her sub heeling behind her and Aubry trailing tentatively behind them looking a like a fish out of water.

 He was so captivated with what he witnessed going on the raised dais that he didn’t even register my presence behind him for a full minute. I had the opportunity to inhale his sweet scent and my mouth watered.  I just wanted to taste him, to lick him from head to toe and have that lusciously lean body of his writhing underneath me. My dick agreed with me and stood to immediate attention as if pointing directly at him as if telling me that no other would do.

 He had stared at me with wide eyed innocence when I greeted him and his friends. He had barely managed to utter a word as I promised Rosa that I would see him safely home; and the knowing glint in her eye when she agreed let me know that she knew what I was all about when it came to this sweet boy. I made a mental note to talk to little Rosa later on and get to know her better thus, getting to know this beautiful boy in front of me a little better as well.

 We drifted through the different rooms taking in the different scenes of play going on in each one. I couldn’t help but notice how drawn he was to the flogging scene. Hmm…interesting, I glided closer to his side and covertly watched his reactions. His breathing accelerated with each lash of the whip against the subs flesh. I wondered what was going on his mind. He turned his beautiful eyes to me and they were fully blown and his sweet lips were slightly parted. I just wanted to lean forward and capture them to see if they were as soft as they looked. I felt a little naughty so I leaned over and watched as his eyes widened but he didn’t retreat from me either.

 “Do you see something that strikes your fancy?” I whispered with my lips mere inches from his. My cock jumped when he released the sexiest little whimper I have ever heard.

 “Come on, let’s get out of here grab some food or something, I need to talk to you.” I said and took his small hand in my much larger one and led him from the room. We made it back to the foyer and I handed our coat tickets over to the woman and she returned without jackets. I helped him into his then I shrugged into my own. I watched as he blushed gain so adorably by the simple act. If I get my way he was going to have to get used to me taking care of him in every way.

 The valet was quick to bring the car around and I handed Aubry into the passenger side. It seemed that he was going to be permanently blushing in my presence and I found it so cute. It made my heart swell in my chest. I made my way around the hood and got in behind the wheel and we were off. “So where would like to go, are you hungry?” I asked him looking at him every now again out the corner of my eye.

 “I am not really hungry, but I could use a good cup of coffee.” He quietly informed me.

 “I am known to make a mean cup of coffee due to an obscenely expensive coffee machine my housekeeper coerced me into purchasing a while ago. I mean that is if you don’t mind coming to my home for a little while and if not that is okay we can always go to Starbucks or even that little café we went to if they are still open.” I informed him silently praying that he would choose my house.

 He was quiet for a minute like he was thinking it over his head weighing all of the pros and cons before he answered. “I would like to see where you live, they say you can tell a lot about a person by their home.” He smiled shyly at me and I couldn’t help but grin back at him. Those beautiful golden eyes if his still not meeting my gaze where trained on my chest. I so wanted to claim him right then and there but I mentally shook myself and concentrated on the road towards my house. It wasn’t long before we arrived.

 It was just a little after 11 p.m. so I knew he wasn’t going to staying long no matter how I wished otherwise. It was a serious test on my restraint to have him so close, in my house and for me to remain a total gentleman when all I wanted to do was to fling him on the nearest piece of furniture and ravish him, and to make him scream my name. I watched as he stepped into the foyer and look around while I closed and locked the front door.

 I was about to open my mouth but Marie came barreling down the hallway. “I didn’t expect you back so early…oh I am sorry, I didn’t know you had a guest.” She said as she came to abrupt halt as she spotted Aubry standing shyly off to the side of the center table.

 “Aubry, this is Marie, my right hand, she keeps me organized and fed. Marie, this is my friend Aubry.” I made the introductions and watched Marie as she studied Aubry for a minute before giving him a breathtaking smile and shaking his hand. He was so cute as he blushed and mumbled a quiet, “Nice to meet you.” Damn, am I ever going to stop calling him cute?

 “Well don’t just have this adorable little thing stand here in the middle of the entranceway take him on a tour or something while I get you something to drink. Will it be coffee, tea, or something stronger?” She asked and I checked with Aubry before telling her coffee.

 I motioned for him to follow me and I led him down the hallway to my study. It was my favorite room with the panoramic view of the backyard and fire pit and infinity edge pool, really the true reason I purchased this house. If I ever decided to entertain, it would provide the perfect spot once the weather decided to cooperate. I watched as he scurried over to the glass and practically pressed his face against it. “That is so pretty.” He murmured with a little awe in his voice. I came to a stop next to him and took in the view myself. I decided to give him even a further thrill and I walked over to the control panel on the wall and turned on the lights of the pool and lit the fire pits.

 “Wow, you would never get me out of the backyard if this were my house.” He said as he turned those animated golden eyes on me and I immediately felt my pulse spike. I stamped down on my libido and reigned in my desire for this young man. I watched him as he slowly made his way around the room studying everything from the different titles on the books in the bookcase to the copies of all my degrees on the wall behind my desk.  He was just so beautiful, his innocence was so refreshing and he didn’t even know it. He was absolutely stunning and I didn’t know if I was going to be able to keep my objective around him for much longer. He had shown a definite interest to my lifestyle and I wondered what he would think of my playroom. Would it shock him too much if I took him there? On second thought, no it would just tempt me even more if I got him onto that room.

 Marie came in rolling cart with the aromatic coffee and pastries into the room. I indicated for him to take a seat on one of the decorative love seats in the room and I thanked Marie and dismissed her for the remainder of the night. That woman was up at the crack of dawn most days and she needed her rest. I prepared his coffee after he instructed me on how he liked it and I took a seat next to him. I made sure I didn’t invade her personal space as much as I wanted to, but I didn’t. Damn, I was so conflicted about this sweet boy.

 “So Aubry, honestly, what did you think about the things you saw at the party?” I asked him and watched the delicious flush spread across his beautifully sculpted cheekbones.

 He cleared his throat and took a sip of coffee before responding. “I…I am not sure what to think about it.” He stated keeping his eyes steadfastly in his mug.

 I decided to push a little. “Come on, you must know if it would be something that interests you or if you were totally repulsed by it.” I prodded him.

 He continued to study the creamy liquid in the cup he was holding with both hands like it would give him the answers to the universe. His eyes shot to mine when I leaned forward and took the mug out of his hands and placed it on the coffee table right next to my own. I brought my hand up and captured his chin so he had no choice but to raise those beautiful amber eyes to my own shimmering blue ones. “Tell me little one, you can be totally honest with me, I want to know if the things you saw caused your heart rate to pick up. Did you imagine yourself in the scene? did you feel the sting of the flogger or the bite of the cane? Did every lash send all the blood pumping to your cock; making you hard enough to cut steel? Tell me I need to know.” I whispered now mere inches from his parted lips.

 His gaze fixated on my and his eyes flickered to my mouth and he released a sexy little whimper and that did it for me. I closed the remaining inches and my lips crashed over his and…oh my god…they were so soft and sweet. I used the tip of my tongue and ran it over that perfectly pouty bottom lip and he opened his mouth and granted me entrance. His small hands slid around my waist and up my back fisting themselves on my shirt and I hauled him fully against me. I could feel my blood pooling in my rock hard cock and the fire of lust kick my heart into overdrive. He was mewling so sweetly as his tongue tangled with mine and that turned me on like nothing else ever in this world.

 I wanted to devour him, I wanted to strip him naked and rub my body over every square inch of his sexy one. I wanted to bury myself so far inside his heat that he would know where he began and I ended. He more he submitted to my kisses the more my control frayed and I literally had to force myself away him. I leaned back to break the kiss and nearly lost it again when he made the cutest sound of protest and leaned forward to attempt to recapture my lips.

 “Ssh…I got you baby. We need to stop or else I can’t be responsible for my actions.” I said and he clamped his eyes closed and flushed tomato red. I pulled him against my chest and kissed the top of his head. “Don’t be embarrassed, that is just the effect you have on me. I want you but I need you to get to know me and I need to get to know you. You know what I am into, it’s my way of life, so for right now, just let me hold you and we can go from there.” I explained and he nodded his head under my chin.

 I leaned back against the cushions; he was still firmly snuggled against my chest. I meant it when I said I wanted him. I couldn’t remember wanting anyone more than I wanted this innocent little creature in my arms. I felt it the moment he drifted off, his body went completely lax and his breathing had slowed down to little puffs of air brushing against the sensitive skin of my throat. I shifted is even more and laid down flat on the sofa, his warm little body on top of mine.

 If I was going to go ahead and do this, Aubry was going to have to be able to tell me what he wanted and expected. This wasn’t going to be easy seeing that I was his boss, although there is no written rule against us being able to date. The other problem was his shyness, it was almost crippling for him and he was going to need a lot of reassurance, but I was totally prepared to give it to him. I think the routine and structure of my lifestyle would be perfect for him and his confidence levels, but I have to ascertain if he even he was even interested in trying, he would be a perfect submissive, I was sure of it. That was the last thought in my head as my eyes grew heavy and the rhythm of Aubry’s breathing further lulled me into the peaceful oblivion of sleep.

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

 

Aubry’s POV…

 

(Brad’s Bedroom—––>)

I have never remembered being so comfortable and so warm in all my life and I snuggled  further into the heated firmness underneath me, I was wondering when my bed had gotten so comfortable when my pillow suddenly rose upwards and fell moving my head to follow along with the movement sounding suspiciously like a deeply indrawn breath. My eyes popped open and I quickly assessed my position as the events of the previous evening drifted into my sluggish sleep muddled brain. The wide chest under my cheek continued to rise up and down at a steady pace, and I carefully lifted my head and studied the gorgeous face inches from my own. If he was to wake up right now I would be totally mortified at being caught staring at him like some creeper, but I couldn’t help myself as I studied his perfection.

His sculpted lips were slightly parted as he breathed through his mouth. His curly salt and pepper hair was disheveled and some of it fell across his forehead and my fingers inched to brush it back but I was too scared to move and possibly wake him up. My body began to get heated and I felt myself blush to the roots of my hair as I became very aware of every inch of my body that made contact with his firm muscular one, and a shiver of curiosity racked my hands that were now itching to touch his face, to rub my fingers through his goatee and over the stubble on his cheeks. I wondered what it would feel like? I continued to commit his features to memory and my eyes fell to his lips, would they be firm or would they be soft; I found myself flushing again as to where my thoughts were leading my body’s reactions to this man and our close proximity.

My wicked curiosity got the better of me and before I knew it my hand reached up and forward towards his handsome face. I used my pointer finger and as gently as I could I traced the plumpness of his bottom lip. Oh my gosh, his mouth was so soft and so smooth, last night when he kissed me they were firm and demanding. A sudden gasp escaped me when his tongue flicked out and licked the pad of my finger and my shocked gaze flew up to see his deep indigo gaze was trained on me. He used his teeth to grip my wayward finger and he scraped them over the digit and felt felt the erotic pull all the way to my toes, and to my utter shame a little mewl escaped my lips and I flushed even more.

“You don’t play with a sleeping tiger little one, you will get ravished.” He stated, his voice rough from lack of use and I almost came all over myself at the sound of it.

My gaze still trapped firmly by his intense cerulean one. I was like a deer caught in the headlights. I couldn’t look away. A knock sounded on the study door and I broke his gaze and quickly scrambled up into a sitting position trying desperately to situate my rumpled clothes as I settled into the other end of the sofa.

“Come in.” He called as he sat up and ran hand over his face.

The door opened and his housekeeper, Marie, stuck her head in through the opening. “Good, you guys are awake, when you are ready breakfast is ready.” She said and ducked back out again closing the door behind her.

I sat there in total mortification at my actions, my gaze firmly fixed on my twisting fingers. I suddenly felt his finger under my chin as he raised my flushed face so that I had to recourse but to look up at him. “Don’t be embarrassed, never feel that way when it comes to me or your desire to touch me, I am more than fine with it. Now come, let’s freshen up and enjoy some of Marie’s excellent cooking.” He said as he got up and held his hand out to me and I found myself  complying willingly, I didn’t even feel so embarrassed anymore. This perfectly delicious man said he didn’t mind me touching him as a matter of fact, he wanted me to; and I found myself blushing again for reasons other than embarrassment.

He led me down a long hallway to what must have been his bedroom. I gawked as I looked at the size of his bed. It was a huge four poster affair and the mattress was almost as tall as me, I mean, I even spied stepping stools along the base it was so high. It looked like it could easily fit a half dozen people on it.

With my hand engulfed in his much larger one, he tugged me along behind him as my swiveled from side to side as I took in his personal space. He led me into an equally elegant bathroom, the room was pristine in shades of cream and gold to match the color scheme of his bedroom. He let go of much smaller in hand only to bend over and rummage under the counter and he came back up holding a new wrapped toothbrush.

“Here you are, my good Sir.” He stated with a horrible impersonation of a British accent.

I giggled as I took the toothbrush from him and opened it, we stood side by side and brushed our teeth like an old married couple. It felt nice and I liked the feeling way too much. I was more than happy to find out that the layout of the bathroom actually included a whole other room with a door where the toilet was, and I was even amazed that sitting beside the porcelain throne was also a bidet. Interesting and again my curiosity was peaked as to what would it feel like to actually use one, and a not so pure image popped into my head and I quickly thought about something else as I finished relieving my bladder and flushed. I washed my hands and dried them on a fluffy hand towel.

It was my turn to wait as he traded places with me and while he took care of his own morning needs I wondered around his room. I wasn’t being nosy I was just occupying my brain, but I must say dangerous is an idle mind. I was busy admiring the intricate carving on one of the wooden four posters on the footboard of the bed when I noticed at the very base there were metal loops drilled deep into the solid wood there. I felt my pulse kick up a notch and my breathing increased a bit as I imagined what they were for, especially after the party last night and the eye opening things that I witnessed.

I was lost in my own world as images after images of me lying spread out in the middle of the bed helplessly exposed and tied to the stout columns of wood, and I felt myself get painfully hard at the mere thought. I shivered as the images of last night play scenes played through my mind like a movie, I jumped and released a  little squeak of surprise when Brad’s hand waved in front of my face, effectively bringing me out of my musings. I raised my wide eyed gaze to his face and was instantly caught by his mesmerizing eyes.

He caressed the side of my face and I found myself leaning into his touch,  nuzzling into his hand.

“You are so absolutely stunning.” He whispered as he ran his thumb over my bottom lip, his gaze flickering from my eyes to my mouth. I so wanted him to lean forward and kiss me. I was almost panting for it. I eased forward just a little and once again raising my hazel eyes to his blue ones, I noticed that his pupils were fully blown and I wouldn’t have been able to tell you what caused it, but all of a sudden I was flipped onto the bed on my back with my arms pinned in one of his large hands over my head.

His muscular body spread over the full length of my much smaller frame and he used his knees to part my thighs and keep them open. He settled his pelvis into the cradle of my hips and I whimpered when his rock hard cock bumped against my own pulsing erection.  

I couldn’t move an inch, neither my arms or my legs if I wanted. He had me completely pinned under his chiseled muscular frame, I wasn’t able to move a muscle unless he allowed it and I found that being restrained like this totally at his mercy turned me on to the point that my cock pumped out precum with each decadent rush of heated blood to my groin.

Brad used his potent gaze to ensnare me even further, I found myself mimicking his every move with the only part of my body that I could, my head. If he turned his head to the right I followed, if he leaned in so did I, his lips would barely graze mine and I would follow every move like he orchestrated it. Over and over again when his mouth made contact with my own, I tried to capture his to deepen the kiss, but he always flitted away and I groaned in protest.

“I can’t begin to tell you how much I want you.” He growled in my ear, his lips brushing against the sensitive shell causing me to shiver underneath him.

He leaned his forehead against mine and closed his eyes. I followed suit and tried to will my body to calm down, but it was hard still being pinned as I was under him, his warmth seeping into everywhere our bodies touched.

“I..I want you too.” I managed to quietly sutter out.

Brad rewarded my bravery at admitting that with a toe curling smouldering kiss. When he lifted his head he smiled at me then heaved himself up and off of my body and the bed. “Come little one, we will take it one day at a time. Let’s eat breakfast and if you are free I would very much like to spend the day with you.”

I just nodded my head before I let him pull me up and tuck me under his arm as he led me from the room. I just fit myself into his side and let him lead me back down the hall to the kitchen. It felt nice to let go and let him take over for a minute. Marie had cooked a virtual feast, there was a little bit of everything. What amazed me but also made me feel cherished was the fact that before he made his own plate, he made mine for me. He asked me about every platter that was set out, if I wanted this or that or both. He all but fed me and even if he had wanted to I would have let him. I watched him covertly through my lashes and “Oh my.” Those lips wrapped around a juicy piece of cantaloupe and I had to stop myself from jumping into his lap and lick the juices off those luscious lips myself, and as if on cue I blushed at the train of my thoughts.

Brad just raised an eyebrow at me, like he knew what was running through my head and, of course, it made me blush even harder. He leaned forward to my delight and pecked me on my lips. “You are such a delight.” He whispered and I boldly stuck out my tongue and swiped his bottom lip and his breath hissed through his teeth.

“I am going to have to teach one of these days not to play with the sleeping tiger, little one.” He purred mere inches from my face then smirked at my dazed expression.

This man either made me feel completely at ease, comfortable even in his presence or he has me on a razor sharp edge of desire and lust, and the constant ping ponging in between the two is working on my nerves. I haven’t blushed this much in all my life, but its like I am permanently lit up from the inside. Constantly going off in furious flushes like some teenage girl with a crush. Damn his sexy ass to hell and back. I almost pouted but I didn’t want to give him anymore fuel to unleash on my fire.

After we finished breakfast he decided that he was going to shower then if I wanted he would take me back to my place to pick up a change of clothes. I agreed with that and I was more than happy to wait in his study for him, so when he took my hand and led me back to his bedroom, I was a little apprehensive. I was already having a hard time controlling my wayward thoughts and if he asked me to join him in the shower to watch as water cascade in rivulets over the planes of his muscles was going to do me in I know it, but the perverse side of me wouldn’t refuse if he asked me join him. How sick is that?

But to my joy on one side of the coin and my disappointment on the other, he just told me to make myself comfortable and turned on the TV before disappearing into his closet. He didn’t come back out so I figured he had a door leading from his wardrobe to his bathroom so I just picked up the remote and started flipping channels, and then my pocket started to vibrate.

Fumbling around in my pocket I finally managed to  pull it out before it stopped ringing. “Hello.”

“Why haven’t you called me, you were supposed to call me when you got home last night.” Rose promptly demanded.

“Um…I am not home yet and I kinda sorta forgot to call you.” I mumbled into the phone and I heard her draw a quick indrawn breath before she let out an ear piercing squeal. I cringed and held the phone away from my ear.

“Oh my Gawd, you spent the night with Dr. Delicious, you lucky dog, did you get into a scene?” She excitedly chirped. I could practically envision her bouncing in her seat.

I face palmed myself before responding. “No, it was nothing like that Rose, we just talked for a little and then I fell asleep.” I explained and purposely left out the part about sleeping on his chest.

“Okay then, pooh, you could have at least cop a feel or something exciting” She whined and i found myself giggling. Rosa knew full well that I would never do something like that, given especially that he is a total Dominant from what I could see.

“Yeah Rose, right, me feeling up a Dom, and by the way we have much to talk about my dear.” I said, in all the time that I have known her she has never shared that part of her life with me until last night and I have so many questions for her, at least I can talk to her about it without send my face into thermonuclear activity, I would just die of nerves to discuss it with Brad.

“Okay, okay, I get it, we will talk soon go back to that hunk of yours and create a situation to talk about at least to entertain me please.” She chuckled and I just rolled my eyes and pressed the end button effectively cutting off her cackling.

I threw the phone on the mattress in front of me and looked up and I swear I almost swallowed my tongue, damn, he is doing on purpose. “He is trying to kill me.” I thought as my eyes scanned the colossal expanse of his smooth tanned well defined chest, his towel was hanging sinfully low on his hips, exposing that luscious V indentation; and my mouth watered. He was still dripping water and God, I wish I was brave enough to go over there and lick him dry.

He  pushed off the wall and winked at me, the wicked Devil and strutted into his closet, my eyes following him the whole way. I released a deep sigh out of my chest, this day was going to be a long one, but I was where I wanted to be. I just wish I had more confidence to do the things I wanted to, to say what was on my mind without dying of mortification, but Brad seemed to understand my needs just fine so far, so I will just let him steer our day together and see what happens.

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

 

Brad’s POV…

(Brad’s Bathroom––––>)

 

Standing at the Nurse’s Station I was finishing my rounds to sign off to Dr. Harris, the night shift Doctor on duty tonight. It was my turn to do day shift rounds and I hated it. I was running myself ragged at  both ends. First, as the Unit Doctor and second,  as Administrator and Director of the Unit and all the paperwork and politics involved with that. It was like I was being pulled in five different directions all at once. I was truly considering taking to the night shift when I have to do my rotations on the floor and assign the other physicians on staff to day shift with minimal rotation. Some of them would prefer the day shift anyway seeing they were constantly in my office complaining about their schedules. It was something to contemplate for the next staff meeting with them.

 I closed the chart and handed it to the secretary that I was really trying to ignore as she tried in vain to catch my attention. I have never seen tighter scrubs than the ones I have encountered here on the ladies  in the past few weeks. I was seriously beginning to worry if they were going to bust out of them as they bent down to empty a foley bag or something, another thing I was going to have to address during a staff meeting.

 I made my way towards the exit door, rolling my neck from side to side trying to relieve the tense muscles knotted up there. I still had a few minutes before Dr. Harris arrived, he usually showed up bleary eyed and sucking on a large of cup of coffee. The doors swished open and as I was going out just someone was coming in and we bumped right into each other. I immediately held out my hands to steady whomever it was I bumped into and I looked down into the prettiest set of hazel green eyes, the same eyes that’s been wandering through the most erotic dreams I seem to have every time I close my eyes to sleep now a days.

“Hey, I need to talk to you for a minute, did you clock in yet?” I asked my angel and I smiled when he nodded and so I steered him back down the hall to my office. It has been a few days since we spent the day together and other than a few phone calls we haven’t had the time to reconnect.

I peeked at him out the corner of my eye and his skin was slightly flushed and I couldn’t help the smirk that graced my face. He always reacted to beautifully to  me and it was my hope that one day I could watch as all that creamy pale skin get stunningly pink under my hand. Using the key on the back of my badge I opened my office door. He stepped inside and his fresh scent of Irish spring soap and Axe body spray hit me like a wrecking ball and I was ashamed to say I lost it and let my pent up desire for this gorgeous young man take complete reign over my emotions at that precise moment.

I slammed the door with one hand and dragged him towards me with the other. I spun the both of us around and slammed him into the wall. His messenger and lunch bag hit the floor and I took full advantage of his shocked gasp to crash my hungry lips over his, my tongue immediately dived into the cavern of his delicious mouth. A groan of deep satisfaction escaped from my throat when his hands latched onto my shoulders and he pressed his beautiful little body further against my overheated one.

My scrubs did little to restrain my rock hard erection, and with my angel rubbing his hot little body against me like he was surely was sending what little control I had left further over the edge. I loved how bold he was getting with  me on one hand, but on the other, he was tempting me to do something that I didn’t want to rush him into. I growled when he started to suck on my bottom lip, then he used his teeth to drag the sensitive flesh into his mouth to nibble on it. I reached deep inside for the little bit of  restraint I had left and I used it to pull away from him, resting my forehead against his, chests heaving as we both panted for air. He looked so freakin hot pressed up against the wall with his hands pinned above his head by my own. His face flushed and heated and his luscious kiss swollen lips were parted slightly and wet; they were just inviting me back  to them, just  to dip my head and drink from them again; but I had to let him get to work.

“I have tomorrow off, please spend the day with me, even if its just for the both of us to rest and sleep the day away. I can pick you up in the morning after shift. I miss you.” I whispered to him, not embarrassed at all to admit the truth to him.

He looked up at me with a dazed expression and a puff of pride speared through my chest with the knowledge that I made him that way, that he reacts to me that way, and I felt my cock jump and I eased my pelvis away from him. My throbbing organ was leaking like a faucet and I could feel it leaving a wet spot in my shorts, and I didn’t want to make the both of us wet. These scrubs were made of very thin material. He finally nodded his assent and I couldn’t help but to peck him softly on the lips before I released him.

He straightened his uniform and ran a hand through his hair and I bent over to retrieve his bags from where he had dropped them on the floor. He smiled so sweetly at me when I handed them to him his things that I was seriously thinking about kidnapping him, dragging him off to my house, and to my bed to have my wicked way with him. But, common sense prevailed and I let  him go and wished him a good night with instructions to call me in the morning when he was ready. He threw me one more shy smile over his shoulder before exiting my office.

 I stood there for a few minutes after he left slowly breathing in and out through my nose, calming my body and getting back into the proper mind space before going to the unit to give report to Dr. Harris. It took a few more minutes than it usually did when dealing with the after effects of Aubry on my nervous system; but I was finally calm, I opened the door to close off my shift for the evening.

 

Aubry’s POV…

I couldn’t help it the silly grin that I was sporting all the way back down the hall to the unit. I had to bite my lips to control it when the Unit doors swished open and I walked through heading straight for the lounge to put my stuff away. I barely made it through the door when Rosa pounced on me almost knocking me off my feet. For someone so small she carried quite a hit when she tackled you. I blushed as my thoughts ran hitting and I thought of canes and whips, and I wondered if she wielded them on her sub.

“We are so going to have a chat tonight baby boy, you are actually glowing and if I am not mistaken, your lips look a little swollen. Did someone get some lovin’ before shift? “She sing songed under her breath so no one else but me could hear her. I just glared and she chuckled as he took my lunch bag from me and carried it over to put in the fridge. I put my stuff away and followed her back to the station to get patient report from the outgoing Nurse. When I sat down next to Karla I saw Brad standing at the opposite side of the counter talking to Dr. Harris in hushed tones. I closed my eyes from the tempting sight he made and turned around opening them again to give Karla my full attention. Even from across the room that man commanded everything from me, and I just wanted to go to him, to be with him, and it was scary and exhilarating at the same time.

I almost choked on my words when I just happened to glance over at Rosa and she was wagging her eyebrows at me  insanely while nodding her head in Brad’s direction. I fought against the flush that was threatening to spread across my face and I steadfastly kept my eyes off of her too. I managed to get through report and I was on my way to my first patient’s bedside, when I felt Brad brush by me in the hallway. I looked up and my heart fluttered when he winked at me before removing himself from the unit with a Devilish smirk on his lips; and again I found myself just barely being able to contain the silly grin again from spreading across my face.

 

The shift was going by at a steady pace, Rosa transferred one of her patients that no longer required Intensive Care to a regular Medical floor. As usual, I stayed in  my patients rooms, Connie may not be on duty tonight but most of her cronies were; and even though they were not in the Charge position they still tried to make my shift hell by getting all in my patients business and trying to tell me what to do. So,  I was sitting in the corner of the room in front of the computer with Rosa finally sharing with me about how she gotten into the lifestyle and how her main vice was control and bondage with CBT.

I got most of what she was saying made sense to me but I didn’t understand what CBT was and I asked her. I wound up going completely pale when she explained that is was cock and ball torture. I couldn’t help but cross my legs and cringe at the thought of what she was explaining the different methods used, from cock cages, to weights, even open palm slaps, and even the use of crops and canes on such a sensitive area of the male anatomy. I tried to wrap my head around the idea of pain actually transforming into something that would feel out of this world good, something strong enough to take you so deep into your psyche, a place called subspace.

She went on to explain just like Brad did about the power exchange, now that was the part that had me totally intrigued. The thought of giving myself, my burdens, my stress, and my awkwardness over to someone else and they would take complete control over that, and over me. The idea of someone taking care of me seemed like utter bliss, and I so wanted to try it with Brad if he was interested. I was just waiting for him t o make a move. No way was I brave enough to suggest it to him.

If someone had told me a few weeks ago that I would be contemplating playing with a Dom, I would have either have had a seizure or ran away from them thinking that they needed some kind of psychiatric help. I jogged myself out of my own head when Rosa stood and said that it was time to check on her patient. I nodded and checked my charts to make sure that my patients didn’t have medications due. I found myself excited for the shift to be over. I wanted to see Brad so bad I started doing the very thing you shouldn’t when you work nights. I started to watch the clock, and of course it seemed like it stopped moving.

So I did the best I could and kept myself busy with my patients and conversing with Rosa. I thanked God for her and her patience in answering my questions, otherwise I would have to approach Brad with them and I flushed bright red thinking about the things that I we have managed to quietly whisper about in the corner of the darkened room.

Rosa even suggested that I should go to one of the clubs with her and witness for myself the more hardcore and different methods of scenes and to see if was something I wanted to try. She even suggested that it would be hotter if I could get Brad to take me and like if it was on cue my face lit up bright red. She chuckled and patted me on the shoulder before final rounds. Morning was finally here. I fluffed and puffed my patients and finished my notes. I sent a quick text to Brad that I was going to be ready on time and he sent back a confirmation that he would meet me outside at the main entrance.

I barely managed not to rush through report in my anxiousness to get to Brad. I signed off the computer and I went to gather my things, I spared Rosa a kiss on the cheek before throwing on my Jacket barely buttoning it up as I made my way down the hall. Of course the elevator was slow as hell having to stop on every floor to pick up off going personnel. The car finally dinged and I squeezed myself into the crush of bodies and the doors closed and the loaded elevator jerked and groaned it’s way to the lobby.

Getting off I went left to the main doors while almost everyone else went right to follow the long hallway towards the parking garage.

When I stepped outside I immediately spotted Brad sleek Mercedes idling on the curb a few feet away. I let the goofy smile that I have been suppressing all night free and sprinted towards the car. He got out before I could take another step, he was bundled up against the frigid wind with his wool overcoat and scarf wrapped around his had to protect his ears and to keep him warm. He opened my door and took my bags from me as he handed me into the car like a was made of spun glass or something. He never ceased to make me feel cherished when he did little things like that for me.

I watched as he walked back around the hood and got back onto the driver side. He pulled the scarf off his face and gave me one of those heart warming smiles and I in return just sat there and beamed at him. He adjusted the air vents so that I was blasted with warm air and then he pulled off to join the morning traffic. The trip was slow going due to all the streets clogged with taxi’s, buses, and private vehicles. Most people walked where they had to go or hopped the bus until it got cold, no one wanted to wait the the almost sub zero weather for a bus or fight over a cab, so they drove and let me tell you they didn’t drive particularly well seeing it was not the norm for most of them.

We made it through what should have been a half an hour trip on forty-five minutes, not too bad. Brad drove straight into his garage, pressing the button on his visor to close the door behind us. He made sure that I stayed put until he was able to hold the door open for me, I learned that lesson from the last time we were together. He ushered me into the house and I took the time to stop and strip out of my winter gear and handed it to him to hang up in the closet.

I so wanted a to take a bath before I did anything else, it was a ritual for me to wash off the hospital before I did anything else and I guess Brad sensed this because he led me straight through the house to his bedroom. He stopped me by the end of the  bed and I looked at him trying to see what it was that he wanted.

“I want to do something special for you, but I don’t want you to feel like I am being too forward.” He said as his fingers played with the hem of my scrub top.

“Um…what did you have in mind?” I asked my curiosity was surely peaked to see where this was going, it even outweighed my usual shyness and apprehension.

He flashed me a tentative smile which made me even  more curious. “Follow me.” he said as he wrapped his long fingers around my much smaller hand and guided me to his en-suite bathroom. My eyes almost popped out of my head and rolled across the floor at the sight that greeted me when I stepped over the threshold and into the dim room, my nerves kicked into overdrive at this point too overriding my curiosity, but I tried to stamp it down to really appreciate the scene that he obviously took his time to arrange for me.

Brad had candles everywhere, lining the lip of the large roman style tub, on the counters and even on the steps leading to the tub. The fragrant scent of soothing lavender permeated the room as it wafted up from the steam rising off the water in the tub. Blood red rose petals shimmered across the surface of the water.

“Take a bath with me, I want to feel your beautiful skin under my palms, and that sweet little body pressed against mine with no barriers between us. I promise not to take it any farther than washing and touching your gorgeous skin and delectable body.” He purred as he used his nose to nuzzle my cheek.

My mind went  numb, I didn’t know what to do, I felt my blood surge through my veins and it heated and it pumped its way through my body, it’s target was my groin where it gathered and made me unbearably hard, but I was shaking with self doubt, will I do okay, what do I do, how do I react?

He gathered me into his arms and I felt those big hands softly rub all over my back gentling me with his touch. I made the bold decision to step back and I lifted the hem of my scrub top along with the long sleeved body glove white shirt underneath it up and over my head despite the lump of anxiety forming in my throat. I risked a shy glance up into Brad’s face and his nostrils flared and his pupils were blown wide. It was the hottest expression I have ever seen him bestow upon me, a look that promised sinful delights and I shivered despite the warmth of the room.

I stood there and watched transfixed as he removed his clothes piece by piece deliberately exposing more and more of his toned tanned skin to me with every item removed. I couldn’t help it that when he finally got to his boxers I was panting with anticipation laced the anxiety. I wanted to see it, but I didn’t at the same time. I have felt it pressed against me before,  all that impressive length and girth but I wanted to see it, and yet I didn’t.  He granted part of my silent plea and dropped the scrap of blue cotton to his feet and kicked it aside. His steel rod so hard it was almost purple, the head glistened with a pearlescent drop of precum. I was almost hyperventilating by now, ragged breaths tried squeeze through my tight throat and it caused me to feel dizzy. He took a step toward me and I swear the room dipped and swayed, and when I felt his warm hands slide just under  the waistband of my pants I swore all I heard his surprised exclamation of, “Oh Shit!” Right before the everything in the room spun in a circle and my world went completely black.

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Aubry’s POV…

(Aubry’s Bedroom––>)

 Words could not express the level of embarrassment that I was feeling when I opened one eye and peeked around the room praying that I was back in my own apartment and in my own bed. I was sorely disappointed when I saw the elegant bedroom furnishings of Brad’s room, which meant that my faux pas this morning was indeed real and I was horrified. I mean, who does that? I fainted away like some virginal Victorian Maiden, overwhelmed by the sight of a big dick. I so wanted to groan and disappear right now but with the even breathing behind me and the two large arms wrapped loosely around my waist prevented me from moving even a fraction of an inch in fear of waking him up. I didn’t want to wake him up.

 I could feel my face go thermonuclear hot at just the memory of it. God, what he must think of me; a grown man face planting it after hyperventilating over a few caresses. I don’t know what happened, one minute was into the moment I mean really into it. I wanted to see that delicious body so bad and then my head took over. I started thinking about all of my flaws and if he would like what he saw. I mean he is a Dominant and fully immersed in the lifestyle, what did he see in a shy, clueless virgin like me?

 I sniffed back the tears that where threatening to choke me. All of my awkwardness had reared its ugly head and I let it get the best of me. This is why I should always keep to myself. Relationships of any kind were beyond anything that I can cope with and this stunt just proved it. I was never going to be enough for a man such as this. I don’t know why I even tried. I shifted and I managed to get out of his arms. Sliding off the bed, I quickly gathered my clothes and my bags. Tears of mortification and failure swamped me and I just wanted to go home to my own environment and hide in a corner and lick my wounds.

 I dressed, and as quickly and as quietly as I possibly could and I rummaged through my bags to find my cell phone. It was still early but I needed to get home. I needed to get away from him before he realized what a total head case I was. Taking one last look at his utter beauty, I let my eyes linger on his gorgeous face. What was I ever thinking that someone so perfect would want with someone who is afraid of his own shadow on most days? I had no people skills; I couldn’t be smooth and polished enough to carry on intelligent conversations. I fainted at the first glimpse of his body and I am a Nurse, I have seen my share of nude men, but I must admit never anyone like him and absolutely not in a sexual context. I was so out of my league here and I turned and quietly left the room.

I prayed the cab I texted would be at the gate when I got there. I grabbed my coat from where he hung it up and I prayed that I didn’t trigger any alarms or anything when I opened the door but I was too desperate to leave to really care about it. I wrenched open the front door and took my mad dash down the driveway and thank God the green cab was sitting at the gate. I squeezed through the gap not knowing how to open the heavy wrought iron panels and I jumped into the back of the cab. I ignored he cabbie’s weird look and gave him my address and told him to step on it. I kept to myself and I tried in vain to keep the wretched sobs of disappointment contained until I was in the privacy of my own home.

 The cab pulled up to the curb and I dug in my wallet and threw a couple bills at the cabbie and sprinted inside. I could have given him a few hundred dollar bills but I didn’t care. I made quick work of opening the locks on my door and I opened it and slammed it behind me throwing the locks home. I dropped my bags on the floor next to my sofa and plopped down and finally let the acid churning in my chest free. I was inadequate, I was a failure, and I always stood in the background and let people walk all over me. I didn’t know how to please a man like Brad. Who would want me male or female? Maybe this was my punishment for liking men? I curled up into a ball and let my grief take me deep inside my head. I cried and cried until my face was swollen and my throat was dry.

 When I was sure that I had no fluid left in my depleted body it was then that I dragged my aching body off the sofa and shuffled into my bedroom. I emptied my pockets and I looked at my cell phone, 23 missed calls and 15 voice messages. I just switched it off and stripped out of my clothes. The hot water in my shower did nothing to revive my spirits but I finished my bath anyway and dried myself off. I threw on a ratty pair of sweats with some thick socks and padded my way into the kitchen. I put the water on to boil and I was taking a mug down from the cabinet when a loud banging on my door caused me to jump and drop the mug. I fumbled for a second finally catching it before it fell and shattered on the tile floor.

 “Aubry…open this door. I know you are in there. My security cameras picked up you leaving this morning. Open this door.” Brad demanded.

 My hands shook and the commanding tone of his voice had me taking small tentative steps towards the door. The bite in them compelling to me to what he said against my better judgment. I dithered in front of the door, my anxiety practically strangling me, twisting my fingers and biting my lips as my nerves worked me over.

 “Open. The. Door. Now. Aubry.” The no nonsense tone of his voice had me reaching out with a shaking hands. I fumbled with the locks before getting them to open and finally I turned the knob, only to have the door wrenched out of my hands and a stoic looking mountain of disheveled muscle standing there glaring down at my down turned head. I couldn’t find it within myself to meet his eyes. I scurried back across the room and would have made it to my room but his bark of, “Stop!” Had me freezing in my tracks.

 I jumped as the door slammed with enough force to shake the walls as my pictures rattled. I listened to him reengaging my locks. With my body trembling uncontrollably I mange to turn back around. If anyone had asked me why I was reacting the way I was, I would have to say I was scared and the controlled command in his voice told me to. I didn’t want to disobey him. He was already displeased with me and I didn’t want him to get anymore upset. I was still staring at the floor when I felt him more than I heard him stalk slowly towards me. His dominating aura magnified in my tiny apartment and the slow menacing steps towards me kicked my heart into overdrive and I found myself backing up until I had nowhere else to go when my back hit the wall. I gasped and kept my eyes firmly on the ground. I saw his sneakers come into my line of vision as he totally invaded my personal space.

 His large hands planted themselves on the wall at either side of my head and he leaned down to bring his face almost to my level. “Look at me.” He whispered and I felt the command shiver over my skin.

 I slowly raised my head but it took me a moment to get the courage to look into his eyes and when I did, I almost whimpered at the burning intensity of those dark blue orbs staring into me like he could see my very soul.

 His glance burned its way all over my face as he studied my wide eyed features. I could do nothing but stare at his stern features like a deer trapped in headlights. “Tell me why you ran away from me.” His minty breath washed over my face and the whimper I was holding back stuttered out of my chest and through my parted lips. I watched amazed as his pupils dilated right in from of my eyes and his eyes dipped to my lips. “Answer me, little one.” He purred and I could feel myself leaning towards him totally mesmerized by his presence.

 “I…I was embarrassed…I…” I stuttered and didn’t know how to finish my sentence, my mind shut down completely as he ran a long finger over my cheek.

 “There was nothing that happened in my house for you to be embarrassed about. You were just overwhelmed. Never run out like that again. We will talk about anything and I mean anything even the uncomfortable bits. Do you understand?” He said as he continued to caress my face. My breath hitched when his thumb ran across my bottom lip over and over again causing delicious little tingles to shoot all over my body. I mutely nodded my head at him and my knees almost buckled when his head swooped down and he captured my bottom lip between his teeth and gave it a sexily little pull before sucking it into his mouth.

 I groaned as he pinned me against the wall and ravished my mouth. His tongue thrusting strongly in between my lips and took full command of my body. My hands flew to his strong shoulders and I held on for dear life as I dry humped his powerful thigh that was wedged firmly between my legs. The contact of that toned rock hard muscle against my leaking cock gave me enough friction to lose my ever loving mind. I mewled and panted into his mouth like a wanton whore, but I didn’t care. I reveled in the sensation of his rock hard dick pressed against my hip and the knowledge that he was hard for me, he wanted me, and that it was me pulling these emotions out of him.

 His hands went under my arm pits and I felt him lift me completely off the floor, my legs automatically wrapped themselves around his waist and I felt him move, his lips never leaving mine as he carried me down the hall to my bedroom. I didn’t have time to second guess anything or to let my anxiety and doubt step forward because as soon as he entered my room he went straight to the bed. He ripped my shirt off before throwing me down onto my back. The air whooshed out of my lungs and he unceremoniously dragged my ratty sweatpants and socks off my body. I laid there naked, my chest heaving as I watched his nearly black gaze roam over every inch of my body.

 “God, you are so beautiful.” He whispered before he straddled my body and pinned my both my wrists to the bed with one of his large hands. He keened forward and bit me on my neck and I arched my back like a cat and groaned at the sting and then the soothing sensation of his tongue and lips suckling on the sensitive skin. I writhed underneath him as his talented mouth traveled the length of my neck to my chest. He let go of my wrist and I immediately brought them to his hair but he shook them off and sat up with a wicked gleam in his eyes.

 “No touching, that is your punishment for running out and not talking to me.” His husky voice rasped and before I could open my mouth to utter a word of complaint he snapped something cold and heavy onto one wrist. Shocked I looked up and saw the handcuffs he had pulled from somewhere on his person. He scooted me up to the head of the bed and looped the chain through the wrought iron head board and snapped it to my other wrist. My hands were now totally useless and it turned me on to no end.

 Brad sexily smirked at me as he pushed himself off the bed. He stood in front of me and watched my cock jump as he took off his sweater and dropped it on the floor. My heart stuttered and then picked up an erratic beat as he pulled his shirt over his head bearing the muscled expanse of his powerfully corded chest. He climbed back onto the bed and his tongue made contact with my left calf, it circled there for a minute before he licked a hot trail up to my inner thigh and my legs fell open in blatant invitation. I threw my head back and clenched my eyes closed, I couldn’t watch, it would send me right over the edge if I did. So I just let myself feel, and oh my God, nothing had ever felt as good as this.

 Brad’s wicked tongue got closer to my groin and my hips bucked as they silently begged for him to hurry up. I heard him groan as he lapped at my scrotum with that wet muscle and I screamed on top of my lungs as he sucked first one and then the other into his mouth. My hands pulled at the cuffs and I thrust my hips upwards, my legs were spread wide open and he fitted those wide shoulders in between them and settled in to drive me out of my mind.

 He licked and suckled my balls, his large hands snaked up my writhing body to tweak and rub my over sensitized nipples. I was incoherent and muttering utter foolishness by this point and my cock was throbbing painfully as bursts of pre-cum was smeared all over my abdomen. That naughty tongue found the underside of my shaft and he gave me one wet lascivious lick from root to tip and I groaned long and hard. Brad’s lips wrapped around the weeping tip of the mushroomed head and I bucked driving myself deep into his searing mouth. He sucked me like he meant it. He took me deep into his throat and swallowed along the turgid flesh and I whined and moaned calling his name like it was some kind of prayer.

 He groaned sending luscious vibrations against my length, and he really took off sucking me faster and deeper into his throat. I could feel my balls draw up into my body and the first spine tingling wave of my orgasm crash over me. It burned through my gut and exploded almost painfully through the head of my cock and I cried out to high heavens as burst after burst of hot semen shot down his throat and he swallowed it all. My body bucked and trembled as he continued to gently suck on my sensitive flesh and I collapsed into a heap of sweat and exhaustion by the time his mouth popped off my member. He climbed over my depleted body and leaned down to kiss me gently on the lips.

 I could taste myself on his lips and tongue and it was so hot. He balanced his weight on his massive arms. “There is no one to compare to you little one, you are absolutely perfect in my eyes and you respond beautifully to me. Never feel inadequate around me because you are far from it.” He purred then he reached up and released my wrists. I immediately turned to him and wrapped my body around his strong form and buried my flushed face in his neck and held on. This man was too much; whatever I did to deserve him I was glad.

 He rubbed my back and let me float down from my sexual high constantly telling me how perfect I was, how beautiful and one of a kind I am, and I let his words soothe my exhausted body and mind right to sleep snuggled firmly against him in the middle of my bed, totally sated and awed by him.

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Brad’s POV…

(Brad’s bathtub——>)

 I was more than happy when I led my beautiful boy back into the foyer of my house. He was so adorable; he hasn’t stopped blushing since he woke up over an hour ago. I was more than pleased on how he reacted to our little intimate moment in his bedroom earlier this morning. I squeezed his hand and led him right back to where we started when I first brought him home from his shift at the hospital, my bedroom. He shuffled around for a little bit, unsure of what he wanted to do. So I stepped forward and took his bag from him and pecked him those sweet lips before taking it to put inside of the walk-in closet.

I made sure that he had packed a few days worth of clothes because I wanted to spend some time with him. I wanted him to be completely comfortable in my presence. I refuse to have him bolt on me again, my heart had shuddered and almost came to a complete stop this morning when I woke up and I found him gone. It almost sent me into a panic until I had the wherewithal to check my security footage and my emotions went from distressed concern to white hot fury as I watched him run away from me in fear.

In the time it took for me to get dressed to go after him, I had worked my way through several ranges of emotions. I went from being concerned to being angry, and I wanted to punish him for not having the courage to stay and talk to me about whatever it was that had caused that level of anxiety in him, hence, my bright idea to quickly grab a pair of cuffs and stick them in the back pocket of my jeans; and then I ricochet back to being extremely concerned because once I got to his apartment and I saw the state he had managed to work himself into, my all of my anger went away and my heart ached for him. He looked so distressed and embarrassed that I just had to something to make him feel better, I had to touch him, and let him know that just one glance from those beautiful hazel eyes of his was enough for my heart to beat a little faster and my blood to heat and surge like molten lava through my body. It was enough to make me want do nothing but make him to feel like he was loved and cherished,  and I needed him to understand that, I wanted him to be mine.

When I walked back into the room I saw Aubry sitting on the edge of my bed and he has his cute little face buried in one of my shirts. It boosted my ego a little bit to know that my little one likes the way that I smell. I couldn’t help it and the words popped out of my mouth before I could stop them. “You know, baby, I would gladly lay down and let you sniff anywhere on my body you wanted to,” and yep, sure enough his head shot up and his startled gaze met mine and his face lit up once again for me, and my cock twitched in response.

His looked a little sheepish when he mumbled that he liked my cologne. I sauntered over to him and sat down next to him. I took his hand and motioned for him to stand and when he did, I guided him to turn and sit back down straddling my lap. Once I had him where I wanted him, I waited until the all of his tension leaked out of his shoulders and he settled against my chest to ask him what he wanted to do for the remainder of the day. He looked stumped and his little nose scrunched up so adorably before it relaxed completely and his shy gaze met mine, and he proceeded to shock to the hell out of me when he quietly asked me to show him more about Dominance and submission.

I thought about his request for a minute because I didn’t think it was a good idea to get too deep into it yet. I needed to get a handle on why he seemed so interested in it, and I wanted to know what was triggering his belief that he wanted to submit. Not that I was complaining, it made my mouth water at just the thought of this beautiful young man submitting to himself to me. There was no question about the fact that he was naturally submissive, but he was also so shy that is was almost to the point of being debilitating.

 Psychologically, I wanted to make sure that he was alright before I could feel comfortable to begin his training. So, I told him that it would be my pleasure to teach him some more, and I  wanted to get to know more about him, and for him to get to know more about me too before we further explored the world of BDSM, and he agreed with me, to my utmost relief.

I pulled him up and spun him around while playfully nuzzling his neck and listened to him as he giggled and tried to squirm out of my embrace, but I refused to let him go, and all his wiggling was rubbing me in all the right places and my body tingled, it felt like thousands of tiny little electrical impulses skating deliciously across the surface of my skin. It felt so delightful just to have him here. I led him by the hand to the den, after stopping by the kitchen to ask Maria if she could please serve their dinner in the den.

Now, I watched him as he flipped through my DVD collection, I had to admit that I never had the time or the will to go to the movies so I always waited until the ones I wanted to see were released on DVD and I bought them. Aubry chose “Transformers, Revenge of the Fallen,” and I just smiled and indulged him with whatever he wanted. I scooted over on the sofa and patted the seat next to me after he loaded the movie into the blu ray player. He sat down and I smiled as he immediately cuddled into my side as I wrapped my arms securely around him.

We sat there throughout the entire movie and we talked and talked, he was completely relaxed against me, the only time that he grew tense or showed any signs of anxiety is when he spoke of his teenage years, it was no surprise the smaller quiet young man was bullied in school. Aubry was brilliant, he was pretty and soft spoken; so that must have made him a target to the “it” crowd and unfortunately kids can be so cruel to one another.

Aubrey had learned to hide in plain sight so to speak, and he grew up doing what he knew best to do, and that was to be invisible at all times. In his mind he firmly believed that not being noticed at all was much better than getting negative attention. It was now crystal clear to me of why he reacted that way this morning, he didn’t fear me per say. He feared what I was going to think of his reactions to me.

 Maria had brought dinner and we wound up feeding each other, my heart felt a little lighter as I watched him continue to open up to me, and after we finished eating we watched another movie where I answered all of his tentative questions. I knew from day one that Aubry was smart, but listening to him talk about a wide range of topics, everything from music, books, to even the recent state of the economy, and I have come to the conclusion that this beautiful man that I was so privileged to meet was absolutely brilliant.

 Finally, I geared the topic of our conversation towards his interest in the lifestyle. I explained in length that although the Dominants are quote on quote in charge, it is the submissive that steered the relationship or the scenes if both parties are not a couple. I stressed the fact that it takes a strong and courageous person to be that open, honest, and trusting to let someone have access to their body and their mind on that kind of level. I also made sure to point out that the submissive in the lifestyle are the most precious of things, without them there wouldn’t be a lifestyle.

 I watched his face throughout my entire explanation and the open yearning I saw there almost floored me, it wasn’t until he opened that sweet little mouth and shocked me yet again, telling me he wanted to try and experience what I explained. I must admit that my sweet boy has thrown me for a loop several times today, and it was surely keeping me on my toes.

 Aubry pushed me over and I let him until I as lying on my back on the sofa and he climbed on top of me and stretched out over my chest. His face mere inches from my own, and he quietly told me while looking into my eyes that he was interested in the lifestyle because he liked the honesty of the D/s relationship. He wasn’t sure about the different methods of pain play or even flogging, he would have to experience it, he totally got the concept of sub space, but what he wanted most was to belong to someone that will take absolute care of him but he didn’t want to belong to just anyone, he wanted to belong to me.

 My heart pounded in my chest at his open and honest statement, a bold statement from him indeed, and I knew it took a lot for him to so openly admit that because his face was so red, I was almost concerned for him. Before I could utter a single word he went on to tell me how tired and unsure it made him to make the simplest of decisions in his life, that he had always had to shoulder everything on his own, go through everything on his own, and he was tired; so when Rosa had explained to him about the roles of D/s he was intrigued and meeting me just solidified his need to get immersed and he wanted me as his Dominant.

I had to chuckle, because when he was done dropping his little bomb shell he buried his face in my neck and I could feel the heat of his blush against my skin. I brought my hands up and I smoothed them over his back rubbing soothing circles over the tense muscles there. Once I felt him relaxing, I told him what I wanted, to ease into it and build a relationship first, and if he wanted to agree to it or take the time to think about it, because I wanted everything to be up front and clear for him. That was what it is all about open honesty, there is no time for those dating games and reading in between the lines trying to figure out what the other person wanted or needed from you. In my lifestyle it was up front and center, usually in writing or spoken word, and if there was something to be added or taken away that was negotiated too.

 I really wanted this with him and he seemed more than willing to at least try and learn to see if it was something he would be into. My mind was running a mile a minute and the more he snuggled against me, it was the more my blood heated and pumped. I wondered whether or not should I take the risk to show him my play room, but I nixed that idea as suddenly as the thought popped up, he wasn’t ready yet, but I wanted to be a little more intimate. I wanted what we started this morning but never got to finish.

 “Come on baby, up you go.” I said as I roused him from his cuddled position on my chest.

 He snuggled in deeper.

 “No, too comfy.” He mumbled and I couldn’t help but chuckle, his level of cuteness was going to do me in.

  Leaning in I nuzzled his cheek with my nose and then I pecked him on the tip of his nose. “Let’s try our bath again precious. I really have a need to glide my hands all over your beautiful skin, baby.”

 I felt him shudder against me and I guessed he liked the idea of that because he shot to his feet and pulled me up with him. I smiled at his eagerness; at least this was a better reaction than this morning’s fainting spell. My little Aubry literally dragged me to my bedroom and straight through to my bathroom. I stood there passive letting him run the show to see what he was going to do. I didn’t have to wait long as I watched his him glance up at me from under his lashes before he stepped up and ran his little hands up the front of my shirt until his fingers reached the top button of my shirt and one by one he released them from their holes. Standing completely still I remained passive and just watched every emotion that flickered across his expressive face.

 Damn, I had to grind my teeth and recite the names of the bones in the human body in order not to slam him against the counter and bend him over to drive seep into that sweet ass of his.

He finally worked my shirt free and he leaned in to brush it off my shoulders. I could feel his warm breath as it whispered over my pebbled nipple and I had to bite back a groan. His hands traveled languidly, reverently, like he was committing every line, every contour to memory. My muscles twitched and I felt feverish as his hands continued to work their magic on my body. I tried to stay focused but he was just so mesmerizing to me.

 Aubry’s fingers reached my waistband of my jeans and he stalled for a minute, and if I wasn’t watching him as closely as I was; I wouldn’t have noticed the slight tremors in his hands. “Baby, let me turn on the taps while you get undressed, there is a robe on the back of the door if you want to wear it until the tub fills up. I will take care of the rest.” I told him, not wanting him to feel like he had to go any further that what he was comfortable with. I knew he was testing his boundaries but I didn’t want to push him too far.

 The tub was finally filled with warm water and fragrant bubbles from the sea salts and soap I had added to the water. Aubry had undressed in the closet and was now fidgeting at my side with a towel around his waist. I told him to get in while I stepped out of the room giving him a moment to gather himself. I undressed and sauntered back into the bathroom stark naked, he saw me this morning and I wanted him get used to my body, other than our delightful little bit of naughtiness earlier, I wasn’t planning on pushing him any further. I just wanted the intimacy of skin to skin contact. His skin was smooth and creamy, utter unblemished perfection from head to toe, and this morning just gave me a taste of it and I craved more.

 Climbing into the tub, I settled in and kept a calm demeanor although my pulse was racing. My fingers were tingling to just reach out and rub him like a magic lamp wishing for a miraculous Jeanie to pop out and grant my wish of having this gorgeous young man as mine forever. I wasn’t scared of these feelings of possessiveness towards him. I welcomed it, I was always a person who knew what I wanted and right now I wanted Aubry more than anything, not just for sex or the possibility of seeing him kneeling in front of me one day, or watching his delicious skin welt with glowing angry pink stripes from my whip. No, I wanted everything that makes him unique, his intelligence, his innocence, and his shy devotion, maybe one day I will even be lucky enough to earn his heart; but for right now I will settle for this.

 I was more than content to have him settle his back against my chest as I pulled him close. His skin felt just as perfect as I thought it would, heated and slick against my own. Damn, I just closed my eyes and reveled in feeling him melt into me. His legs tangled with mine and his hands settled over my own where they rest around his torso and on top of his abdomen. He leaned his head back against my shoulder and closed his eyes just as content to be exactly where he was and I just laid back and let the warm fragrant water lull our bodies into total relaxation. Wow, right now I was on top of the world and Aubry was right there with me.

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

 To Jessie, Happy Birthday when it comes on Friday, xoxo ladydianna <3

Aubry’s POV…

(Aubry’s Sexy Jock Strap––>)

 

 Dumbfounded and in total awe, I stood in the middle of the store and just stared with my mouth gaping open like a Guppy fish. Rosa just giggled and grabbed my hand and dragged my shocked form further into the store and down an aisle. My eyes got wider and wider as she began to randomly pick up things from off of the shelves. There were multiple selections of different size life like vibrators, in every color and type, some even rotated and some had studs on the tip. There were also wands and plugs for your butt, and some kind of large cup with suction things on the inside for, um…suction purposes.

 She nudged me into another aisle and this one had cock rings from leather studded ones to simple slip on rings, some were fancy with studs and thick leather bands and some were simple and sleek, one even looked like a child’s hair ribbon that you could tie in your hair. While my head was swinging from side to side trying to contemplate all the toys that can be used in sexual play and thinking of  how was it was possible for some of them to even fit inside your body much less to be pleasurable in doing so, Rosa was busy throwing things into her shopping cart.

 “Come on, Aubry; choose something that strikes your interest, something you can persuade Dr. Delish to use on your sexy ass.” She teased and went off into a full musical fit of giggles as I turned red to the tips of my ears.

 “Um…I wouldn’t even know where to begin?” I mumbled miserably as I scanned the stocked shelves once again.

 “Alright pretty boy, it’s going to be Sex Ed 101 then for you.” She said as she sashayed her way over to me and took me the arm and led me down the aisle.

 Rosa, to my embarrassment painstakingly went on to explain about all the different toys and what they were used for and what they were supposed to achieve either on your own or with a partner. Even though my face remained somewhere near thermonuclear radioactive, I must admit that I was more than a little intrigued with some of the things she picked up. She had chosen a flexible wand; the head of it was shaped like a large head of a penis, and it was life like and the material made it feel life like. It was meant to be lubed and it could be used to stimulate the anus and if inserted, the prostate on men, on women you know where it could go, either place on them.

 She saw my apparent interest and despite my protests she put it in the cart with an evil smirk and a wink. I just shrugged my shoulders and went the flow. We came to the clothing section of the kink shop and I put my foot down when she picked up a pair jock straps and held them up to me the test the colors against my skin tone.

 “No way,” I pouted and crossed my arms over my chest shaking my head vigorously at her.

 “Aubry, stop being stubborn you; asked me for my help in understanding the lifestyle and I understand you are too shy to ask Brad about it, and I am telling you that if he has had a submissive or  boy toy in the past, I am sure they have worn more shocking attire than this. That is even if he let them wear clothes at all. I am not saying this to make you feel jealous or pressured to try something you are not ready for; it’s just the reality of the lifestyle and the scenes we perform for our mutual satisfactions.” She explained as she rubbed the rigidness out of my shoulders with her little hand.

 She went to put back the sky blue jock back in the rack when I stopped her. “Tell me how this little scrap of material is supposed to increase my pleasure?” I asked not even delving into the level of mortification I should be feeling, but oddly I wasn’t, not so much anymore. I think all of my heated blushes short circuited something in my brain.

I knew nothing good was going to come out of her mouth when that evil smirk of hers returned moments before she replied. “It accentuates your package making it look even more delectable than it usually does and your sexy ass will be free and unobstructed for your Doctor to probe it in any way he sees fit without restrictions.” And yep, my face lit up like a nuclear reactor proving that they were new levels of mortification yet to be reached.

 I just shook my head and walked away from her. “Come on let’s go we are supposed to meet Brad for lunch.” I mumbled as I shuffled towards the cashier at the front of the store. I went to hand the sales girl my card to pay for the stuff when Rosa slapped my hand out of the way.

 “Consider it a gift.” She said before I could utter a word the girl swiped Rosa’s card and bagged the items. Rosa had her separate my things in a separate and discreet shopping bag and we left the store.

 I couldn’t help but smile as she linked her arm through mine and we practically skipped down 38th Street. We caught a cab on the corner and I gave the cabbie the name and address of the Bistro we were supposed to meet up with Brad. It was still surreal for me having someone like him in my life; someone so charismatic, so polished, and so experienced in life and a Dominant on top of it all. But instead of that being a turn off it was more like a beacon that attracted me to him even more. It was almost uncanny that every time the man even so much as glances my way I go up in flames, my body and my mind screaming for his touch.

 The cab stopped and I was brought out of musings and thank God for small favors, there was no way I could go inside that eatery with a hard on just thinking about that commanding sexy man. I tried my best not to blush and give myself away as we made sure we had all our stuff before sliding out the back of the cab. We went inside and Brad was already there and seated and the hostess led us straight away to his table, and I had to bite my tongue when I caught sight of the man.

 He was breathtaking as usual wearing black dress slacks and a button up crisp white shirt with a few buttons opened and the sleeves rolled up, and in wearing like that, it showed off his powerful forearms and his lightly furred chest in such a mouthwatering display of raw sensual maleness. He stood up like the gentleman that he was as we got closer to the table and he greeted Rosa with a kiss on the cheek, and to my surprise he big hands found my waist and he drew me up against his tall muscular frame and lightly pecked me on the lips in front of Rosa and everyone else in the restaurant. I blushed and hid my face in his chest as he chuckled and rubbed my back before releasing me and he held out Rosa’s chair and then my own for us to sit.

 I mentally rolled my eyes, I was a guy for crying out loud, but that other part of me, that giddy part almost swooned at his thoughtful sweetness. Lunch went beautifully even though they lost me sometimes in their conversations about different aspects of BDSM and the different practices. It was really interesting to listen as these to two confident people spoke about their mutual love and respect for the lifestyle. I was flabbergasted to hear how important the role of the submissive was to their Dominants. I was even a bit turned on when they described some of the techniques they used to achieve taking their subs into the mental happy place called subspace, and the dedication it took to do it. Not any average Joe or Jill can walk in off the street and say they are a Dom or Domme. They trained extensively for it.

 Their conversation really made me sit back and think for a little bit. I found that I craved what they described. In the back of mind in some form I thought that it would make me weak, weaker than already thought that I was to do something like that. I mean, kneeling at someone’s feet and giving them complete reign over me and my body, and even my mind. But that was not the case, if I did this; this was something that could make me feel empowered, something to make me feel stronger and more assured in knowing that I was strong enough to give that level of trust to someone that their sole purpose and focus was on me.

 I was so overwhelmed by that realization that I couldn’t contain the wave of emotions that suddenly crashed over me and swept me away. All these years of me trying to remain in the shadows to avoid all forms of conflicts and most of them found me anyway, and all the people telling me I wasn’t good enough, and the difficult and sometimes painful terms of recognizing and dealing with my sexuality in an intolerant world. And just everything hit right then and the thought of finally having someone there for me had me shooting up out of my chair and had me rushing off to the bathroom before I could embarrass myself with the earth shattering sobs that were threatening to erupt from the depths of my soul. I left behind Rosa’s shocked gasp as I slapped the bathroom door and tumbled through it into the pristine tiled room. Thank God no one was in here and I leaned against the door and let it all out.

 I was wallowing when I felt the bump of someone trying to open the door. I quickly leaned away and scuttled my way across the room and stood with my back facing the door. I sniffled and tried to pull myself together. But when I heard the click of the lock on the door I turned and my face crumpled and the tears continued to pour out of me like acid as I spied the person standing there. Brad was at my side in an instant and he wrapped me securely in those big arms and pulled me into his broad cheat.

 “Baby, you have been holding in so much inside of you and it has festered to the point of almost eating you alive. You are not alone anymore; you don’t have to bear it all by yourself. I want to be there for you, I am here for you. Trust and Believe that, let it all out, purge it and be free to start again, baby.” He whispered in my ear as he nuzzled my hair. He rocked me slowly from side to side while I ruined the front of his shirt. He just held me and provided me with the secure comfort of his gentle embrace. After awhile my sobs turned into little hiccups and Brad walked me over to the sink. He gently washed my face all the while cooing soothing words in my ear and offering me nothing but gentle caresses and reassurance.

 “Let’s go love; Rosa must be out her mind by now.” He said as he held my hand firmly in his and led me out of the bathroom. I was emotionally and physically exhausted but I realized that I felt lighter. I rubbed my nose and smiled a little at the warmth radiating from his big palm holding firmly onto my much smaller hand. If this man wanted me to be his then I was going to give myself to him, he would be my rock, my strength, the buffer between me and the world. He wanted to be that for me and I was going to let him.

 Rosa jumped up when we got to the table and fluttered over me fussing with my hair and rubbing my cheeks making sure I was alright. I just sat down and nodded at her to let her know that I was fine and I found it was ironic after that storm of roiling emotions, I was totally fine and I looked adoringly over at the man that held me throughout my little moment. I squeezed his hard thigh under the table in gratitude and he smiled and winked one of those devastatingly blue eyes at me.

 We stayed there for a little longer and I felt myself even out and I even ask them some questions about the lifestyle and managed not to blush too much through the discussion. But my eyes kept wondering back to the man seated next to me and my mind wandered to the little shopping bag sitting in the ground at my feet, and Rosa’s words rang in my ears about him probing my uncovered ass in anyway he wanted to and a Cheshire Cat grin spread across my face. At that precise moment Brad looked over at me and caught the grin on my face and I could help it as I blushed to the roots of my hair at my own lascivious thoughts. He arched a brow at me and I just smiled, little did my handsome man know that he had something coming his way. I just had to make sure to keep my wits about me on order to be brave enough to go through with my plans.

 We dropped Rosa off at her house and I waved goodbye after she crushed the stuffing out of me. I got back into the car and Brad expertly maneuvered the expensive vehicle back into the early evening traffic heading towards his house. My fingers nervously tapped out a rhythm on my thigh and I kept checking to make sure my bag was at my feet.

 “Aubrey, why are you so nervous?” He quietly asked me and I dared to peek over at him from under my lashes.

 “I am fi…fine.” I replied and almost groaned at how squeaky my voice sounded even to my own ears.

 “I know it was a little intense back there, but I am glad you finally reached that point where you let go.” He softly stated as he took my fidgeting fingers into his hand and gave me a gentle squeeze. I had nothing to say to that so I just nodded and remained quiet.

 It took no time at all for us to reach his amazing house and he turned into driveway and headed straight for the garage. That in itself told me that he was in for the remainder of the night unless I wanted to go somewhere, otherwise he would have parked in the driveway. I exhaled a nervous breath and grabbed my bag and tightly gripped the handle and we stepped through the connecting door and into the kitchen.

 We said hello to Maria and he shuffled me down the hall and into his bedroom. I gulped as he closed and locked the door behind us. I still had a death grip on the shopping bag and the almost feral look in his to die for eyes when he trained those brilliant blues on me had he instantly hard behind the zipper of my jeans. I swallowed the whimper of need that bubbled up in my throat. I watched him stalk towards me like the powerful beast he was and I was his prey. I backed up until I had nowhere left to go when I bumped into the wall. He came to a stop directly in front of me and I had to crane my neck to look up into his gorgeous face and my knees wobbled as his delicious scent surrounded me.

 He caged me in with his palms resting on the wall at either side if my head. Oh My Sweet Jesus. My cock was practically dribbling in my pants. He leaned his head to the side and his gaze slid down to the bag I was holding like a shield against my chest. “Hmm…you seem really nervous and preoccupied, baby. Tell me, are the contents of that bag causing you to be this way?” He purred in what I will come to know as his sexy ass Dom voice. You couldn’t help but to respond to it.

 I just stood there wide eyed and speechless, my entire body quivering with raw need. I just wanted to climb this man like a tree and taste those heavenly lips. I wanted to rub myself over every square inch of his delicious body. My head was spinning with anticipation and I would be Damned if I let myself faint, again. He wanted to know what was in the bag and I was going to show him and let this man rock my damn world.

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Brad’s POV…

(Aubry’s Toy—–>)

 

 I watched the growing determination spark in those pretty eyes of his and I felt a sense pride puff up in my chest. He wasn’t shying away or looking like he was going to pass out, that alone made me feel like I wanted to do back flips across the room. He was right here in the moment with me and I was dying to know what my little Aubry had in that bag he was holding onto to tightly. I leaned forward because I had to get a taste of those luscious lips. He tasted so good and damn, they were so soft.

 Shivers of desire shimmered down my spine as my pretty boy practically wrapped his beautiful body around mine and released the sexiest little whimper into my mouth. His hips grinded against mine and I could feel how hard he was in his jeans and Oh God, my cock throbbed in anticipation. But I had to slow this down; I wanted him to be sure of what he wanted. Otherwise I was going to fuck him through this wall.

 “Baby, Aubry…tell me what you want. I don’t’ want to push you into an uncomfortable situation.” I stated as I rubbed my hands over his delicious body. I couldn’t seem to stop touching him and from the way he was literally purring in response to my caresses, it seemed like he didn’t want me to stop either.

 He just pushed his sexy little body closer to mine. “I want you.” He whispered in my ear and Fuck, I had to clamp all my muscles in place otherwise I would throw him to the ground and strip him naked and bury myself so deep inside of him he wouldn’t know where he began or where I ended.

 He leaned back and wiggled himself out of my arms. He shyly pecked me on the lips. “I am going to shower; there is something I want to try.” He quietly stated I could see a furious blush spread up is neck all the way to the tips of his ears.

 I stepped forward and gathered him into my arms and gently held him to my chest. “Anything you want baby, I will wait right here.” I whispered in his ear before giving the sweet little bit of flesh a gentle flick with the tip of my tongue. I smiled when he gasped and his body shuddered against mine.

 I released him and watched him scamper away and into my en-suite bathroom with his little bag I might add. As soon as the lock clicked on the door, I hauled ass down the hallway to my playroom. First thing first, I jumped into the shower in there and quickly washed myself from head to toe. Once I was out I fried off and pulled on a pair of loose fitting sweat pants. I hurried and gathered the simple items I wanted and hightailed back to my room praying that he wasn’t finished and out the bathroom before I got back.

 When I walked back into the room the shower was still running and I breathed a sigh of relief. I walked across the carpet to the bedside table and deposited my stuff in the drawer. I was pulling the blankets off the bed when the bathroom door opened and I turned around to watch the fragrant steam billow into the room.

 Aubry was slowly made his way into the room. He was covered from chin to ankle in my oversized bathrobe. He looked kind of nervous, but shy and sweetly determined at the same time. I drew a deep breath to calm raging body. My mind was furiously churning wondering what he had on underneath that robe, or if dear God in Heaven, was he naked. My knees wobbled and I had to sit down before I fell down.

 My baby came to a stop a few feet away from me and I raised an expectant eyebrow and he blushed to the roots of his hair. I continued to sit there being as passive as I could under the circumstances, when all I wanted to do was rip the robe off of his delectable body to see what my sweet boy had in store for me. I would order him to do it, but I didn’t want to Dom him at the moment. I wanted him to be completely at ease.

 Aubry leaned over and pecked me on the lips then quickly straightened up and stepped back out of my reach before I could get my hands on him. He shyly smirked at me and I panted as his hands went to the belt of the robe. I clenched my fists in order to keep control over myself. He was killing me, torturing me as he slowly unbelted the material and with one shrug it pooled at his feet. And all the air in my body whooshed out of my mouth.

 My vision blurred as the blood rushed straight to my groin making my cock painfully hard, so hard that it throbbed in my pants. My eyes traveled from the top of his still wet hair down his naked chest. They lingered over the light treasure trail of hair leading into the waistband of those barely there jocks. Fuck me, I had tried to be patient and give him time I really did, but God damn. I had to clench my fists and lock my every muscle in my body to prevent myself from slamming his delicious body against the wall and topping the hell out of him.

  He tempted his fate even more by taking a few tentative steps in my direction, he faltered for just a second his nerves were evident but I just watched with half lidded eyes as he bent a retrieved the robe before closing the distance between us. My breathing hitched when he stopped in front of me. He threw the robe on the bed behind me and then placed both of his hands on my shoulders and went up on his tip toes.

 The tip of his hot little tongue ran along the bottom along my bottom lip and a shudder shook my entire body. Heat flooded my system and that was all it took for the hold that I had on my body snapped. There was just so much temptation a man can take; I had to call on all my training as a Dominant to take control of this situation. My sweet boy had no idea that he was playing with fire and I much as I wanted to unleash the dull force of my flames on him, he wasn’t ready to be fucked raw like every cell in my body was screaming for me to do. He needed to be made love to; he needed a gentle introduction and God damn, it was going to take everything in me to give it to him dressed as he was. I closed my eyes and I took a deep breath and took control of myself.

 Placing a firm hand behind his neck and another on his hip I opened my eyes and captured his beautiful glazed over gaze. “Sweetness, you are gorgeous, tempting beyond words.” I whispered mere inches from his trembling lips. He released a little whimper of need and I smirked loving his reaction.

 I brought his trembling form closer to me and still holding his gaze. “I want you to be sure baby, because once we start, nothing but death is going to stop me from taking you. Do you understand? Is this what you want?” I asked him as he shivered anew against me.

 He looked at me and just nodded his head. I spun him around in one swift move and brought his back up flush against my chest and let my hands run the length of his luscious body. His soft sweet skin felt like silk underneath my palms. My mouth latched onto his sensitive flesh right under his ear and his body jerked and he released the sexiest little moan I have ever heard. I could feel my blood pumping faster through my veins and my mind shut out everything except from for him, and the sweet little noises he made in response to my touch.

 I worshipped him with my hands, my mouth, my entire body and my very soul. He writhed against me, my cock rubbing into his sweet exposed ass as he rolled his hips against me, his fingers digging into my thighs, and when he began to pant was when I guided him towards the bed. I spun him around and gave him a firm push. He landed in the middle of the mattress with his arms and legs splayed wide like some pagan offering.

 I leaned over and opened the drawer where I placed the items from my playroom. I withdrew the soft cuffs and turned my attention back to my boy. When I turned back to the bed, my sweet boy surprised me yet again, because in his little hands was a very interesting piece of equipment in the form of a nice sized blue vibrator almost the exact shade of his delicious assless jocks.

 I advanced towards the bed and watched his face getter hotter and hotter as his gaze zeroed in on what I was holding in my hands. My baby wanted to play with toys and I was going to so show him how to play the game. So I placed the cuffs between my teeth and climbed onto the bed on my hands on knees until I hovered right over his hot little body. I spit the cuffs out of my mouth and they landed next to his head. His hands were still clutching the toy to his chest as his bright amber eyes stared up at me wide eyed and innocent. I loved it, as I watched him nervously lick those sweet lips.

 “You want to play with this baby?” I purred to him as I took the toy from him and used my knees to spread his legs wider so that I could settle in between those soft thighs. My sweet boy just mewled as I rocked my hips against him bringing our erections into intimate contact with each other. “I want to blow your mind baby, I want to do whatever you will allow me to do this sweet body.” I continued to seduce him with words. I kissed along the line of his jaw as I turned the vibrator on and brought it close to his ear so the he could hear the sound of it, for him to anticipate what I am going to use it to do him, where I am going to put it and when.

 I felt his dick surge against mine with each nip and lick I took of his warm skin, and as much as I loved the sexier than hell underwear. I nudged the waistband of his jocks, and my baby responded beautifully by sliding his trembling fingers into the waistband and pulling them down and off,  his shy gaze never quite meeting mine as he kicked them off onto the floor. Shit, he was stunning. I settled myself back between his legs, and I let the silk of my pants slide over his sensitized flesh and reclaimed his lips in a toe curling kiss.

 I began slowly mouthing my way down his body stopping only to tease and nip one pebbled nipple, then sucking the protruding pink flesh into my mouth before giving the other one the same treatment. Aubry’s hips bucked off the bed and I reveled in the feeling of his dripping cock running along the ridges of my abdomen.

 Continuing my pleasurable exploration of his body, I slid myself down even further, dipping my tongue into his navel and nipping his skin just underneath it. I could smell his arousal and I could feel the heat radiating off his groin. My chin was almost touching the red mushroomed head of his cock. I had to taste him, so I settled myself, vibrator in hand and opened my mouth and licked the head of his rigid cock, tasting the salty evidence of his desire.

 Aubry’s spine curved off the bed and his fists curled up in the sheets as I drew his shaft all the way into my mouth, swallowing him whole. I reversed my direction, slowly withdrawing from his delicious dick until only the head was left in between my lips. And I suckled him for a few moments before I took him deep again. He writhed and moaned as I repeated this a few more times before settling into and awe inspiring rhythm of deep throating his cock, swallowing around the head as it was buried deep inside of my throat.

 I switched the device to a higher vibrating speed and while I sucked him off. I brought the device down and tickled his balls with it for a minute or so when suddenly he started begging for more, and I gave it to him. I sucked him like he was my last meal as I pulled the vibrator from under his balls and I lubed it up really well. Once that was completed I turned my full attention back to the writhing body underneath me.

 I was now sitting in between his spread thighs, everything was on glorious display for me and my own cock throbbed and pulsed like it had its own heart beat. I used my slicked up free hand to caress that pretty erection. My fingers teased over his balls and pressed along his taint and continued on to his sweet puckered entrance. It quivered under my exploring fingers and I circled it increasing the pressure against it with every pass of my circling digit.

 He was incoherent by this point, and I used my thumb to insert it gently into his burning hot chute. His sphincter tightly gripped my finger and I continued to massage his insides. It was only a few minutes before I introduced the vibrator, and with my thumb still inside his burning channel, I inserted it inch by delicious inch. I watched his face for any signs of discomfort as my own cock throbbed and pumped pre-ejaculate. Nothing was better than this right here as I watched the toy disappear into his luscious body. 

 He started grinding his hips and I couldn’t help but to follow every sinuous move with my own hips as he fucked himself on the vibrator. I turned the dial to increase the vibration and he brought his legs up and his heels dug into the mattress. He was panting as my chest was heaving just watching him. I wrapped my free hand around his cock and pumped him in time to the thrusts of the toy in his ass. I twisted the toy almost three hundred and sixty degrees inside of him and Aubry nearly flew off the bed as he opened his mouth and screamed my name.

 My eyes went wide as his cock jerked in my hand right before it exploded, and white thick fluid spurted all over my hand and his chest and abdomen. Holy Hell, the sight, the smell, and feel of him finding his release set me off like nothing else. And I couldn’t stop or control my own release and it burned down my spine and churned in my balls. I grunt of pure unadulterated pleasure escaped my lips as I palmed my pulsing cock as it pumped out my own thick batch of cream. My vision blurred but I refused to close my eyes on the beautiful sight splayed out in front of me.

 Sweaty and still shuddering with the after effects of his orgasm, Aubry slumped back onto the mattress and it took a coordinated effort to turn off the vibrator and gently ease it from his body. I threw it on the ground by the bed to be taken care of later as I crawled up his sprawled form and settled next to him on the bed and gathered him close. My hands brushed against the cuffs that I never even gotten to use. But that was okay because I sincerely had round two planned for once we managed to catch our breath. So I just laid there with my love as our heart rates and breathing settled, sated, sweaty and satisfied for now.

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Aubry’s POV…

(The Hospital——>)

It’s has been two days since the amazing night I had spent in Brad’s bed. God only knows how the skin hasn’t burned off of my neck and my face with the amount of heat that I have generated with all the blushing that comes from just recalling the events of that evening and then later on into that night. That man was too much, too much on my senses, and on my nerves. He was like some potent high end drug that I am now severely addicted to, and I find that when I am away from him I craved him, that I needed him more than I needed air to breathe.

Sighing heavily, I made sure I had everything that I needed for work tonight. And I slung my satchel over my shoulder and grabbed my coat from the peg by the door. This was going to be a challenging shift because this would be the first shift I have to work with Brad since we have become intimate. I just hoped and prayed that I didn’t give myself away to my co-workers by just looking at Brad’s utter deliciousness and flushing like a schoolgirl.

I locked my door and shrugged into my coat. I made my way to the lobby of my building and peered through the glass to see if the cab that I had ordered was out there yet. It was too cold to walk and I didn’t like to drive on my own, so I never thought it was prudent for me to buy my own car. I peered through the gloom and the lightly swirling snow and I had to do a double take. Brad’s sleek car was waiting on the curb and he had actually parked and opened the door, bundled in his winter coat he made his way to the entrance and my frozen form.

He opened the door and a gust of frigid air mixed with his mouth watering cologne hit me directly in the face. And oh my, I just wanted to wrap myself around the man and never let go.

“Hey Baby, you ready to go?” He smirked at me after he pulled his scarf down from over his nose.

I stood there blinking at him like an owl. “What are you doing here?” I muttered. My brain was on complete meltdown at this point.

“I wanted to surprise you, and I wanted to see you before our shift starts so here I am. We can ride in together.” He stated as he made his way over to me and made sure that I was bundled into my coat. He even went as far as pulling my hat and my gloves from my limp fingers. He pulled the cap over my hair and lifted each of my hands and gloved them. He took off his own scarf and wrapped it around my neck and brought it up over my nose and I could do nothing but close my eyes and inhale his heavenly scent that clung to the fabric.

I was on cloud nine as he wrapped those big burly arms around me and hustled me through the door to the car. I didn’t even feel the cold temperatures gusting through the streets, because Brad used his larger frame to shield me from most of it while he handed me into the warm vehicle like the most precious thing he owned. I felt so cared for and so special as he leaned over and buckled me into the car. When he was done he leaned up and ran his gloved finger over my cheek before straightening up and closing the car door.

It wasn’t until he rounded the hood and got back behind the steering wheel before my mind cleared enough for me to worry about arriving at the hospital at the same time and getting out of the same car. I went to open my mouth but he had already anticipated my concern. “Doctor’s private parking; no one will see you exiting my car. And even if they do, I don’t care.” He said and I puffed out my cheeks and kept silent because I had nothing to say to that.

It didn’t take long even with the declining weather conditions to reach the hospital. Brad pulled into the parking garage and turned into a section I hadn’t even seen before. He rolled down the window and waved his badge in front of some sort scanner and the security gates opened and he pulled into a private parking area. It was like a car show under there as my eyes scanned the high end luxury cars parked here of which I assumed belonged to some of the other physicians on staff here.

Huh, this was how the other half lived. Even there elevator was climate controlled. Brad led me across the lobby and showed me where to go once we reached the Doctor’s Lounge. We parted ways and I quickly made my way to the elevators and up to the ICU. And I knew my night was going to be shot to hell, because the first person I was unfortunate enough to run into was Connie, with her permanent scowl on her face. I didn’t even bother to acknowledge her as I continued on my way past her and into the employee lounge.

“Hey baby boy? How were your days off?” Rosa asked as she took my bags from me and helped me unwrap myself. She was about to take my scarf but I just rearranged it so that it was still around my neck but tucked into my shirt. I wanted to keep Brad’s scent close to me. And Rosie seemed to figure it out because she smirked at me with a raised eyebrow before helping me hang up my things and put my lunch away. We always kept our things together just in case one of Connie’s minions decided to be helpful and clean the fridge and for some reason my food is always the one mistakenly thrown away.

I knew Rosa wanted the details of Brad’s reaction to my little experiment with toys and sexy underwear, but I definitely didn’t want to start blushing, not here so I just shook my head and she went to ramble on instead about her very vanilla outing with her sub/boyfriend. We were chatting when we were rudely interrupted by Marlene, another of Connie’s gal pals as she brushed by me and purposely breathed out “fag” loud enough for me to hear. I just shook my head and ignored her; Marlene would be drop dead gorgeous if her attitude wasn’t so ugly. And where I was determined to ignore the comment. Rosa had no such idea.

“Are you asking for a cigarette Marlene, I hope not smoking is such a bad habit.” Rosa purred and glared at the buxom blond daring her to repeat the derogatory term out loud for everyone in the lounge to hear.

Marlene just rolled her eyes and flung her bleached blond tresses over the shoulder of her too tight scrub top and marched out of the lounge.

“Effin Barbie wanna be, I should pop all that silicone in her chest with an epidural needle and see if she will deflate and blow away like a cartoon character.” He muttered and I couldn’t help the bark of laughter that burst from my lips at the image she painted. God, leave it to Rosie. I grabbed her arm and dragged her still mumbling about plastic body parts to the desk so we can get report.

I didn’t complain when I spied my assignment. Connie thought that she was punishing me when she gave me the one to one patients, because tonight she gave me a busy multi-organ failure patient on a continuous dialysis machine to filter toxins from his blood. She obviously thought that I hated having patients like this because I haven’t made her the wiser. I loved it because I got to stay in my patient’s room the entire night and not have to deal with her at all, but I just sat there passively while everyone got report from the off going staff. I was almost bouncing in my set because with such a sickly patient I was going to see a lot more of Brad seeing that he was the Critical Care Doctor on tonight.

After verbal report Jessica and I went to the patient’s bedside and we went over all the medication and the settings on the Dialysis machine. I wished her a goodnight and pulled a chair over after checking on my patient. I felt really bad when someone so young had so many health problems. I just hope that my patient would have a turn for the better as the days go by. I checked the ventilator settings and orders and the medications against the most current orders. He then checked his patient to make sure that he was clean and dry. Jessica had told him that the family had left for the day and he was fine with that.

The evening activity waned and the rhythmic beeps and swishes of the life saving equipment became the only music on the floor after a while and the hallway lights dimmed and the unit settled into the night shift routine. It was quarter to nine and the Intensivist Doctor’s rounds where due to make rounds soon, namely Brad. He had to use the restroom so he pulled out his phone and texted Rosie to see where she was and if she was free for a minute.

Coming back, I kissed her on her cheek to thank her just as a heard a deep baritone behind me that sent an instant thrill of excitement racing through my blood. I was glad that is was Rosie in front of me because I could feel my face light up like a nuclear power plant. She winked at me and made her way out of the room and brushed past Brad and Connie without another word.

I did my best to try to calm myself before I turned around and greeted him. He made his way to the patient’s bedside and looked over the patient, doing his own physical exam and checked the readings of the equipment himself before announcing that he will be back to discuss the patient’s plan of care after rounds. Connie made a brief noise of disapproval but Brad cut her short by telling her she would not be needed when he returned to speak to me.

She glared daggers at me before sweetly responding to Brad and they moved on the next patient. I fanned my face and took a sip from my water bottle in attempts to cool off. God, how that man gets to me, with just his mere presence alone. I went back to my charting and calculating getting totally submersed in my patients care. So much so that I didn’t hear Brad when he returned. Nor did I hear the heavy glass doors slide closed or the curtain being pulled, not until the lightning charged from the now closed curtain, sis I turn around and a little gasp released from my lips as I looked up into Brad’s smoldering blue eyes.

“Hey beautiful, how is your night going so far?” he asked me as he made his way to my side.

“Okay.” I said and I motioned for him to be quiet. I went over to the intercom and pulled the control pin so that the bed alarm would trigger silent at the desk, therefore rendering the intercom useless if someone was trying to listen to what’s going in the room.

I went to sit back down but Brad had other ideas as he grabbed me and pulled me close to his body. He leaned down and nuzzled his nose along the side of neck and I shivered in his arms. I felt his lips as the boldly made their way across the curve of my cheek until he found my lips and quietly started to drive me insane. I couldn’t do anything else other than cling to his muscular form and let him devour me right where I stood.

I was painfully hard, and said erection throbbed to its own beat between my trembling thighs. I prayed that Brad’s wandering hands wouldn’t come into contact with my engorged flesh or else I would have to send Rosie to hunt me down some fresh scrubs.

I was about to wrap my fingers in his hair but he abruptly stepped back and I scrambled around the other side of the bed and turned to face the Dialysis equipment to hide my burning cheeks. Not even a second later the door slid opened and the curtain was rudely thrown aside to reveal Marlene. She puffed out her incredibly false chest and with her voice dripping with honey she addressed Brad and completely ignored me. No excuses me, no pardon for throwing the curtain open like it nothing. That was until Brad snapped her into place. Her mouth opened and closed like a fish while he continued to reprimand her for the way she entered the patient’s room and disrupting the patient’s privacy, sedated or not.

She huffed and her chest deflated just a little with the lack of attention, and I was sure the complete opposite reaction of what she was hoping to gain from Brad. She went off to mumble something or the other about her patient, and Brad cut her off by snapping out some quick questions then he told her he will be there to see the patient for himself. She waited for a minute and when it was more than obvious that he wasn’t going to leave with her she glared at me again before stomping off.

“I think you were supposed to go chasing after her.” I teased from where I was standing.

“I am with my man, right where I want to be, she may not know it but I do.” He stated and my heart almost came to a complete stop in my chest.

He glanced over to me and he rushed to my side because I guessed I looked like I was going to fall over at any moment. “Hey, are you okay?” He asked and I had to inhale deeply and after few desperate breaths later I was able to think about what he said.

“Do you mean that or is it just a term.” I squeaked out the question and Brad’s gaze surveyed my face before he broke into a gentle grin.

“You are very much mine and I am yours, but we will talk about this later. I break around 2 a. m. See if you can skip out then, I will tell you where to meet me.” He said, and I just nodded in stunned silence and watched as he made is way out of the room and down the hall.

Shaking myself I went back to caring for my patient. I was happy to stay in my room and chart and do everything that I needed to do. That meant that I was going to be caught up when morning came, and I could get the hell out of here on time. I was supposed to be off for the next two days and then the weekend was mine to work, and that was fine with me.

Time passed quickly enough and Brad was involved in an emergency somewhere in the hospital so he texted me to go ahead and eat without him. So I was a little disappointed as Rosie relieved me for lunch. At least it was her, I really didn’t trust Connie or any of her friends to oversee or fill in for me with my patients. That’s why no matter what I always mimicked Rosa’s schedule or she mimicked mine. She was really and truly my best friend. More like a protective big sister.

I quickly put my sandwich together and I cut it in four squares and rewrapped it in a napkin and grabbed my bottled water. It was frowned upon, eating in the patient’s rooms. But I was going to finish my calculations and just eat in the corner of my room while I chart. I had no desire to be caught and cornered in the lounge by Connie and her drones, it was a daunting prospect. And I made my way back to my room and completely ignored Rosie’s raised brow as I shuffled back into my corner next to my computer.

The rest of the night went by without a hitch. I sent my patient’s blood work off to the lab and I fluffed and puffed and made sure that he was nice and clean. I spotted Brad a few times before shift end, and every time our gazes met, I could feel the heat and the desire radiating off of him. God, I wanted that man. It felt like I had fever burning under my skin, like someone had put me in an oven and set be on slow bake.

I gave report to the oncoming Nurse and finally signed off my chart and I followed Brad’s instructions and exited the hospital entrance after grabbing my things… His car was purring silently on the curb waiting, and I quickly slid into the welcoming warmth of the vehicle. He smiled at me when I settled in and all I could think of was how those beautiful lips tasted, and how they felt when they slid over my heated flesh, tasting me like I was the most succulent of things that he has ever savored. I sat there and quietly worked myself into such a heated state I was sure if he so much as laid a finger on me, I would have shot off like a rocket.

Brad went straight to his house. I knew he was on shift again tonight where I was off so I had good intentions of letting him get to bed. That was until he had dragged me through the house and cornered me in his massive en-suite bathroom.

He pinned me against the counter and he methodically began to peel me out of my clothes. He kept telling me that I belonged solely to him and he to me; he reinforced his words with little sinful kisses over every inch of skin he managed to reveal to his gaze and to his mouth.

I was shivering with pent up anticipation and lust by the time he drew his muscular frame away from me. I stood there naked as he his intense eyes held me captive as he stripped off his own clothes. His impressive cock sprung up and outwards as soon as it was free of its confines. And it pointed straight at me as if telling the both of us what it wanted, and for once I was more than okay with that now. I wanted it so bad my ass clenched tight and my rigid cock wept.

Brad watched every nuance of my reaction as he adjusted the water in tub one handed. When he was satisfied he slowly but surely made his way over to me. He grabbed me by the hips and picked me up, my butt landed on the counter and he situated himself in between my parted thighs. His steel enforced erection made heated contact with mine and he rolled his hips giving me some mind blowing friction. My hands flew to his shoulders as I tilted my head back and moaned for I couldn’t help myself.

I felt his wicked tongue make contact with my Adam’s apple and he licked it before locking his lips firmly around the protrusion and sucked, and Jesus, who knew that area was so sensitive. He continued to lick and suck on different spots on my neck and shoulder until I was writhing underneath him. I so badly wanted to feel him burying himself deep inside of me. I wanted to watch his face as he took me. But how was I supposed to work up the nerve to tell him something like that.

But, it turned out I didn’t have to muster up the words to voice my desires to him, because Brad was reading my body language, and I guess that was a skill he picked up as both a Dominant and a Doctor.  “Baby, before we get into that tub, I want you tell me what you want. Your body and your eyes are speaking loud and clear, but I need to hear it. I want to hear the words coming from those pretty pink lips.” He whispered as I continued to undulate with need along the length of his to die for frame.

I raised my eyes and looked directly into his half lidded gaze and licked my lips. I watched as his eyes flicked to them before they snapped back to stare so intensely back at me. “I want to feel you inside of me. I want you to make love to me.” I barely managed a strangled whisper, but Brad had heard what I said and the next thing I knew, I was being swept off of the counter, and he all but plopped into the hot fragrant water and seated the both of us.

I wound up being held firmly in place on his lap, and his mouth attacked mine while his hands roamed every inch of available skin that he could reach. And the more aggressive and possessive he became was the more I wondered if I woke up the sleeping Dominant, because he was ravishing me, there was no other word for what he was doing to me. And I couldn’t find not one word of complaint as I clung to him and quivered from head to toe, needy, and turned on beyond belief.

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

Aubry ’s POV…

(Sexy Brad—––>) Warning Nosebleeds may occur.

Words could not express what I was feeling, I couldn’t breathe, and I couldn’t think. I didn’t have the capability to reason or even contemplate all the emotions I was feeling at the moment logically. Everything disappeared for me, the tub and the warm water lapping at my skin. The only thing that remained was him, Brad, and what he was doing to me. And what he was making me feel,  and dear God, I didn’t want him to ever stop.

His soap slicked big hands kneaded the mounds of my ass before sliding up my back and down to my ass again as I writhed and wriggled straddling his lap. The feel of his impressive erection rubbing so deliciously under my balls and into the junction of my thighs had me moaning and panting like a wanton whore. We were chest to chest and his tongue was buried deep in my throat. He learned every crevice and corner as he sipped and licked at my lips and the roof of mouth. He swallowed every little sound that I made and made a few of his own. And the deep rumbles he emitted went straight to my aching cock.

I was beyond incoherent, I felt like I was on fire, everything in me ignited bright and hot. I couldn’t sit still and I couldn’t bear to even be an inch away from him. I was being swept away in a storm of passion and he was not only the cause but also my anchor. My fingers dug into the taut skin covering his massive shoulders. My balls drew up and I felt the rush of heat as it cascaded over my spine.

“Pleasepleaseplease…I…I…am…going to…” I stuttered just barely dragging my lips away from his in order to mutter out the warning.

But Brad just growled and recaptured my lips in a searing kiss. I felt his finger skim over my entrance while the other found my aching cock and squeezed the very base of it and my eyes rolled into the back of my head. Whatever he was doing stopped the maddening rush of my orgasm in its tracks and I could have cried.

“Shh, baby. I want to inside of you when you come. I want to feel this delicious ass of yours grip and milk my dick when it’s buried deep inside of your delectable body. I got you baby, don’t worry.” He whispered and I clung to him like second skin, trembling from head to toe with anticipation and need. In one swift move he stood straight up and the water streamed down our slippery bodies. He stepped onto the rug beside the tub, his lips still sipping at mine and murmuring words of encouragement

“I know what you need baby and I am going to give it to you, but I am going to take my time in pleasuring you. I want you begging, needing me like no other that is what will please me. Do you want to please me, little one? He purred the question between nibbling little nips to my kiss swollen bottom lip. I could only nod my head in answer by now; no way would I be able to find my voice. I wanted him to be so fucking pleased with me; it was unreal how bad I wanted it.

“Good boy.” He praised and I couldn’t help the shiver of delight that raced over my skin leaving goose bumps in their wake with the whispered endearment.

Brad made quick work of drying us off. I didn’t even think that my feet had hit the floor for more than a few seconds before he quickly rubbed me down with the soft towel, then finding myself once again encased snug in his arms. We made it back to his enormous bed and he gently placed me in the middle of the mattress. I went to scoot backwards but he grabbed my ankles and with a little yelp from me, he flipped me over onto my stomach.

My body heated up even more as he climbed over me, and Brad settled his larger frame over mine. He used those tree trunk thighs to part my thighs, and his hands captured mine and spread them to the opposite ends of the bed. He had he spread eagled, restrained, and opened to his satisfaction. I gasped as he nuzzled my sweet spot directly beneath my ear. His entire naked muscled body undulated in one slow sensual wave against mine and I shuddered my reaction. His huge cock impaled itself between my ass cheeks and I squeezed them against his girth. Brad gave me a low hissed response, so I did it again, loving his reaction.

He felt so firm and thick lodged as he was in my crease, so much so, that my mouth began to water. I wanted him, any other time I would have been scandalized into mortification by my actions, but right now I was too turned on to care. My hips started rocking against the bed and I sighed at the delicious friction against my straining dick, but Brad pressed his weight into me even more sinking my groin further into the mattress and rendering my pelvis immobile.

“No, sweet baby, your release belongs to me, and I say you will not come yet.” He chastised me and I wanted to scream out my frustration, but I refrained and settled for dropping my head onto the mattress. My cock throbbed painfully underneath me and my balls churned with the pent up semen that was boiling there, ready to explode out of me at any given moment.

“Breath baby, focus on me, I want and need all of your attention.” He purred before his warm wet tongue licked a path up my neck and over my jaw, where he nipped it then soothed it with a kiss. I tried my best to do what he said, and after a few minutes of concentrating on the rapid beat of his heart against my back, the impending surge of my orgasm lessoned and I grew pliant underneath him.

“There’s my good boy, you will see that when you do come you will appreciate waiting for it. Trust me, I will not give or take more than what you can endure beautiful.” He said and lifted off of me to trace the length of my spine with warm wet tongue. I didn’t know how much more I can take, I felt like I was floating outside of myself, watching as he caressed, licked, and loved on my body relentlessly. When he leaned back and reached for the condom and lube in the nightstand I barely registered the action.

I felt the burn of his slicked up finger as he penetrated my entrance. His other hand holding my butt cheek open for his visual pleasure. I found myself but arching back into his hand physically begging for more. Brad complied and slipped another thick digit into my spasming hole, and the burn sent me even further into the stratosphere. He leaned over and kissed my shoulders and licked my neck whispering and praising me, telling me what a good boy I was and how tight my ass felt. And how he couldn’t wait to sink balls deep into me.

Brad’s entire focus was centered on me and my body trembled with delight and anticipation. It was hungry and pleading, needy, and begging for anything that he wanted to give it, it wasn’t until the loss of his intrusive fingers that I whimpered my complaint. But he soothed me by spreading his warm toned body over mine once again. His hot flesh causing another flash burn on desire to add to the already raging inferno rushing through my blood. He began rolling his hips, and with every undulation, his long, thick cock slid further and further into the crease of my ass.

He restrained me once again by capturing both my hands in his and spread me wide and pinned me with his thighs. I moaned long and loud when I felt the spongy head of his shaft punch through the tight ring of nerves around my entrance.

“Relax and take me, let me in.” He whispered and then lasciviously licked the shell of my ear. “Come on, baby. You can do it.” He continued to encourage and soothe me into relaxing for him. I gasped when the bulbous crown slid past the quivering ring of muscle and into my clenching chute. He stretched me to the point that I lost what the little senses I had left, except for my sense of touch. I felt him filling me, and slowly but surely the burn had me holding my breath. He rocked his hips back and then surged them forward in one sure stroke that buried him to the hilt inside of me. The head slammed right into my prostate and I screamed on top of my lungs.

My release shot forward to the forefront and my body violently shuddered and my balls drew up so tight that I thought they disappeared into my abdominal cavity. Brad continued to roll his hips. His body crashing and bowing like one giant wave of muscle and heat. He rode me like an expert jockey. By this point I was begging and pleading and clawing the mattress. I wanted to come, I needed to come, but something he said about not coming refused to let me. I whimpered and cried and he tilted up, his big hands went to my waist and brought me up and back up on to my knees.

And it was then I saw stars, he picked up his pace and thrust in and out of me with his whole body behind each power stroke. His hand wrapped around my painfully throbbing shaft and he pumped me in time with his thrusts. I wasn’t even capable of sound as my mouth opened in a silent scream. I vaguely heard him growl and telling me, “to come and to come now.“ And I threw my head back as my cock exploded, the force behind it made my vision blur around the edges, it felt so good but at the same time it cut like a knife as it slashed through my abdomen and balls before burning the length of my shaft and jetting forcefully from the head. I heard Brad grunt behind me and he gave one more mighty shove and went completely still as he poured his release into the condom buried deep inside my spasming channel.

I went completely limp and collapsed on top of the soiled sheets and tried desperately to catch my breath. Brad followed me down but at the last minute he tilted to the side and lay down next to me. His hand ran the length of my back, concentrating on the muscles at the small of my back rubbing out any discomfort I may have there. Words were not needed between us as we came back to our senses.  This was the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. I turned my watery awe struck eyes to his stunning blue ones. Brad’s gaze was soft, sated, and full of tenderness as he looked at me.

“You were amazing baby, so much more than I could ever imagine.” Brad purred and I felt my chest swell with pride. He kissed the tip of my nose. “Come on, little one, let’s clean up and go to bed.” He said and he slid off the bed and swung me into his arms like he didn’t just screw me into euphoria a few minutes ago. We took a quick shower where I was pampered and coddled the whole time through it until my limbs were the consistency of pudding. I didn’t recall when the shower was turned off or when I was dried and put to bed. I was well into dreamland when Brad curled his glorious body around mine and pulled the covers over us. I was right where I wanted to be, snuggled deeply in the arms of my man.

 

 

 

Brad’s POV…

My eyes fluttered open to my darkened bedroom, and I open my mouth to yawn and stretch but I couldn’t. I looked down and smiled at the sight of Aubry snuggled so deeply into my side that he was practically laying underneath me. I eased over intending to turn onto my side to cuddle him in my arms, but he mewled and his lips pushed out in and an enticing pout formed on his kiss swollen pink lips as he shuffled over too. He mimicked my movements as if he didn’t want to lose the skin to skin contact with me. And my heart melted with the knowledge that even in his sleep he still sought to be close me. To say I was pleased was understating my feelings of contentment and satisfaction. The feelings of possession towards him almost made me dizzy.

Temporarily giving up on trying getting him into my arms, I checked the clock on my bedside table instead. Smiling I realized we had plenty of time before we were both due back on shift this evening. Aubry chose that exact moment to fling a slender thigh over mine and an arm over my abdomen and wiggled his warm little body closer against mine to find his sweet spot. And damn, if that little move didn’t wake up my cock too. It pointed straight up in the air full on hard as if it was looking for the source of its pleasure.

But I released a deep sigh and willed it to go down. My baby has got to be sore after our morning’s vigorous exploits, and right on cue my shaft tried to fill again as it twitched, fully appreciating the flashback to this morning excursions. Aubry once again bent his knee and that was it for me. I quickly turned onto my side purposely jostling the bed as much as I could. And his pretty eyes popped opened and he stared at me with a disoriented gaze.

“Hey there beautiful, good morning.” I whispered to him, mere inches from his lips.

He blinked adorably at me before a shy smile spread across his face and he ducked his flushed face into the crook of my neck. My shy boy, I rubbed his back and kissed him on top of his head. There was nothing better for me than to have him like this in my arms and loving on him.

“Good morning.” He mumbled from under my neck.

“Come on; let’s get a shower and some food. We have a couple of hours before work tonight.” I said as I slid off the bed and hauled him up off the bed. We walked to the bathroom and I made sure that he was in front of me so that I could ogle his ass. And what a fine ass it was. Tonight’s shift was going to be very interesting and a true test to my will power. Now that I had a full taste and feel of my sexy man, I don’t think that I will be satisfied with keeping him at an arms length.

I watched as he started the shower and turn to blush and give me a stunning smile. Nope, I will definitely not be satisfied without being able to touch him for long periods of time.

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Brad’s POV…

(Sweet Aubry———>)

This has got to be one of the worst shifts I have ever had since I began working here. Every patient that I was called to evaluate by the Emergency Room physician was extremely ill, and most of them required to be admitted to the Intensive Care Unit. It seemed that the flu bug was really knocking people down this season, especially the elderly ones. There so many patients with the same illness and symptoms, that they all began to blur into one for me. And on top of all that, I had the patients already on the floor to contend with, and the charge nurse up there, Connie was giving me mad attitude because with the numerous influx of  new patients; she had to get up off her ass and take a patient or two herself instead of harassing her staff. I was definitely going to have to have a chat with her at some point in the future.

I was making my way back upstairs to the unit after seeing what I hoped to be the last consult for at least a few hours. That last patient didn’t require my services so I suggested the patient go to a monitored telemetry floor for overnight observation.  My exhausted brain and tense shoulders began to throb, and I could feel the pounding of a tension headache coming on. I checked the time and it was well past the time for me to eat something, but I still had rounds to finish and catch up on my notes.

Stepping onto the unit, I expected to hear the constant beeping of the heart monitors and swishing of those patients on breathing machines. But instead I heard Connie screeching at someone in one of the rooms. It was loud and it was inappropriate and with my head starting to pound even more vigorously, the nasally pitch of her voice was annoying as hell. I watched the other Nurses nervously glance towards the room in question, and I quickened my step heading straight to the source of the disruption.

“What the hell are you doing, you twink? I didn’t ask for your help; move aside my patient is fine.” Connie stood behind Aubry as he removed the blood pressure cuff from the patient’s arm as well as the intravenous line.

“You can’t have the BP cuff on this arm, or the IV line on this arm, the patient has a dialysis access catheter here, and the tech can’t begin treatment, Connie.” He quietly stated and she huffed and tried to push him out of the way, which caused him to jerk the needle under the patient’s skin and the gentleman in the bed reacted with painful grimaces. Aubry quickly apologized to the man and shot Connie a glare before treating the patient and applying a sterile pressure dressing to the bleeding site. Connie was getting ready to open her vile mouth again, and I decided that I had enough. Even the newest graduate nurse knew not to make such an amateurish mistake with dialysis catheters and IV lines in such close proximity to each other.

“Enough, Connie reassign this patient to Aubry and take one of the others, I will speak with you after the shift, now leave.” I said and I watched her flounce off after shooting Aubry the evil eye.

I walked over to the bed and introduced myself to the patient and apologized profusely for Connie’s unprofessional behavior. I went on to encourage the patient that Aubry was more than capable of taking care of his needs, of which the man fully agreed with me, and I gave Aubry a nod of approval before I moved on to check on my other patients.

 I struggled to remain calm and cool on the outside, but on the inside I was frigging livid. That stupid cow, how dare she call someone a twink and in front of a patient, and on top of her horrendous mistake that Aubry was just trying to correct. I had a good mind to fire her on the spot. Everyone but her similarly mean spirited cronies complained about her all the time, but they never write her up. It’s just the grousing I hear from the staff as I moved about the unit.

 I guess I wasn’t hiding my anger well enough because every one of my staff was being skittish. They answered my rapid fire questions as quickly as possible, like they couldn’t wait to get away from me and my foul mood. But I didn’t give a shit, my head ached and my stomach was touching my spine. I was about to snap at another one of Connie’s minions when Rosa tapped me on my arm and sweetly asked me to come check her patient first. I snapped my jaws shut and stomped off down the hall. I was almost to the patient’s room when I felt two little hands firmly grab my elbow and propel me through the open door of the lounge area.

Shocked, I looked to see who had dragged me into the lounge and was surprised to see Rosa closing the door and turning to look back at me. I mean for someone so small she sure was strong. “You keep going on like this; one of us is going to inject you with something to make you go to sleep or worse.” She said as she pushed off the door and walked over to the coffee machine. “Sit.” She barked and I raised an eyebrow at her and she just crossed her arms and raised a brow of her own. I had to smile, I could see the Domme in her right then, and I decided to be reasonable and I sat at the table and made myself comfortable.

Rosa turned and poured a large cup of coffee and brought it and a few creamers and sugar packets to me. Then, she went to the fridge and pulled out Aubry’s lunch bag. She pulled out a container of fruit and sandwich and resealed his bag and put it back before bringing the items over. “He brought enough for the both of you.” She explained as she laid the stuff out in front of me and handed me a napkin.

I had to smile at that because I had wondered what had taken him so long in the kitchen this evening when he was talking to Marie. Now, I know that he was making us lunch and my heart melted a little of his thoughtfulness. Aubry was something truly special, and I was proud to call him mine. I couldn’t help the goofy smile that graced my face the entire time I ate my sandwich and finished off my meal with the fruit salad. Rosa helped me clear away my trash and washed the containers.

I hated to ask her but I had to get a reliable opinion on Connie’s performance as a Nurse and Charge Nurse on the floor, because I was not impressed at all. I was trying to remain objective and not let my feelings for Aubry and her rudeness towards him influence my perception of the woman. I leaned against the counter as Rosa dried the Tupperware containers with a paper towel. “Rosa, tell me in all honesty, what do you think of Connie’s management skills?” I asked and watched her as she rolled her eyes and snorted with disgust. That in itself told me what I needed to know but I needed to hear her voiced opinions.

She replaced the clean containers back in Aubry’s bag and placed the bag back on the top shelf in the refrigerator. Before turning to me with her arms crossed over her chest. “To be honest, that woman is a mess, she is spiteful, completely lacking in people skills, and she is so lazy. She not on top of her bedside skills because she is so busy delegating her work on others. She rides those, like Aubry who knows his stuff and then finds ways to ridicule their work. I don’t put it past her to lie to cover herself or her friends, and she is a bigot.” Rosa finished straight faced and I had to say that I was little stunned to say the least.

“Well if you feel like that, then why has her behavior not been reported, all her competencies are on point as well as her reviews.” I stated as I counted out the facts to her with my fingers.

“Because my dear, the previous director was her fuck buddy before he kicked the bucket. Everyone knew that and that’s why she has rave reviews. I think you should just sit back and observe her highness and her court of ladies and see for yourself. You won’t need to put people on the spot to say what they feel it will make some of them uncomfortable, especially Aubry, who hates confrontation of any kind. He would rather withdraw and hide than say something bad about someone. Bless his little heart.” Rosa informed me and I couldn’t help but to agree with her on her assessment of the situation and of Aubry. So for now, I am going to take her advice. I am going to watch and see before I make any decisions. I thanked Rosa and made my way back onto the floor feeling much better now that I had something to eat and a cup of coffee.

My rounds progressed a little smoother and I thanked God that the ER seemed to have lost my number for the time being. I made it a point to seek out Aubry and check on him, he had been on his feet since the beginning of the shift, but that was the nature of Intensive Care Unit when it got busy. I found him seated in front of the computer in one of his patient’s rooms typing his notes into the patient’s record. I stepped into the ventilated and sedated patient’s room and closed the door and pulled the curtain. He turned those beautiful amber eyes on me and I felt my heart stutter a little at how gorgeous he was, he looked tired, the poor thing. I couldn’t wait for this shift to be over so I could take him home and pamper him a bit. I had to be satisfied with walking up to him and placing my hand on the back of his neck giving him a firm rub to the tense muscles there.

“When are you going to take a break babe, you look like you really need one.” I said and he shrugged his slender shoulders and rolled his head back into my hand, groaning at little at the firm pressure I applied to his stiff muscles.

“After, I finish charting and Rosa comes back from her break and can cover for me.” He murmured and I brought my other hand up to knead the stubborn muscles of his shoulders.

“I want to thank you baby for my lunch, it was good. Rosa got tired of my grumpiness and made me eat.” I chuckled and continued to massage him.

“Hmm…” Was all that he managed as I felt the tension release from his frame and he let out a contented sigh as he went plaint under my hands. I leaned over and kissed him on top of his head and told him that I would see him later. He nodded and went back to his typing. I glanced over and checked the patient before I left the room and made my way back to my office and my employee files. It was time to do some research on my staff, namely those in charge. I may have some house cleaning to do in the near future.

I constantly checked my phone to make sure it was working as I continued to scan the files in front of me. It was almost time for me to get up and make my rounds again. I try to actually be on the floor every two hours when I had such unstable patients. The shift was almost over, another two hours before the day shift staff would begin to arrive. Thank Jesus, my three night shifts were over and so was Aubry’s, maybe I could swing a quick weekend trip away with my beautiful boy. I wanted to slowly introduce him to bondage; my boy would look absolutely stunning bound and gagged waiting for me in the middle of my bed. The images that my brain conjured had me instantly hard. But the sudden blaring alarm and the droning voice of the night shift PBX operator declaring, “code blue, ICU!” deflated my erection faster than a bucket of ice cold water being thrown over my head.

Snatching up my phone I answered the shrill ring as I dashed out my office door and down the hall to the Unit entrance and quickly swiped my employee identification badge to get the locked doors to open for me. I had barely set foot into the unit when the desk clerk waved me off, mouthing false alarm as she picked up the phone to notify the operator in PBX to make the announcement to cancel the code. I still made my way to the room where all the activity was centered. It was the same male patient from earlier with the dialysis line. I watched as Aubry soothed his patient as he fluttered around the man checking his vitals and his reactions to his questions. I noticed how red and pinched his features were and it took all that I had not to ask him if he was alright. I instead asked him about his patient and he softly answered my questions.

I approached the bed and the anxious man and took my stethoscope off my neck and positioned them so that I could listen to his heart and breath sounds. His heart rate was a slightly elevated and out of the corner of my eye I watched Connie and another Nurse conversing in the hallway. Something about them didn’t seem quite right and my eyes flashed back to Aubry and his stiff posture and his flushed features gave away his displeasure, but he was trying his best to compose himself in front of his patient.  Something definitely wasn’t right here, but I didn’t want to put him on the spot in front of his colleagues but I was most assuredly going to find out what the hell was going on.

It seemed like forever before the patient was calmed down and his dialysis treatment was resumed. I made my last rounds and I was signing off my charts to the oncoming doctor, when my cell phone vibrated on my hip.

“I have finished report and I am going home. I will call you later when I wake up. Don’t worry about me walking in the cold, Rosa is taking me.”

I read the text from Aubry and a frown of displeasure took over my features. I had to assure my fellow physician that everything was alright when he asked if I was okay. I quickly finished with my own hand off and grabbed my coat and my keys. Aubry knew we had plans together after work and this sudden change in his part didn’t sit well with me at all. I didn’t bother to return his text as I made my way to my car, because I will be damned if he shut me out of whatever it was that had upset him on the floor.

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

  Aubry’s POV…

   (Delicious Brad———–>)

My shoulders slumped as I slapped my hand down on the shower’s faucet turning off the warm spray of water. I grabbed my towel hanging from the rack by the stall’s sliding glass door. I stepped out onto the bath mat and dried my body off. Some days I wondered if the added stress was worth it working in ICU at the hospital. Maybe I should find some nice Doctor’s office and work Monday through Friday 9 to 5 and call it a day. Those spiteful evil bitches made my life a living hell and for what? My sexual preference or the fact that my nursing skill surpasses theirs?

 I padded back into my room and pulled out a pair of pajama pants from the dresser drawer and an old sweatshirt and a pair of thick socks. I quickly got dressed and made my way down the hallway and into my small kitchen. I was still so shocked and pissed off, and I had no clue about what to do or if I should even say anything about the fact that Melissa, I am sure who acted under Connie’s influence had purposely changed the infusion rate of my patients blood pressure intravenous medication on the dispensing IV pump. She had almost tripled the patient’s infusion rate. The poor unsuspecting man could have had a stroke. When I caught her she fumbled and lied about the pump beeping and she was only fixing it, but I had shoved her out of the way fast enough to catch what she did. I am sure an argument would have ensued if Brad hadn’t chosen that moment to pop up. The evil witches, I was able to snap a quick picture and make a copy of the doctor’s order later for the correct dosing of the medication to show the error but I had no way to prove that they did it with malicious intent.

 To formally accuse them of purposely attempting to harm a patient would bring a shit storm I didn’t want to deal with. It would be my word against theirs, and I was still the newbie whereas they have been working for the hospital since before the invention of penicillin. But this was someone’s life they had neglectfully put in danger because of the bigotry. I took an oath and I was going to have to report them. I should have done it before leaving the facility. My shoulders slumped even more and I gazed at my phone sitting on the table by the door. I needed to call our Nurse Manager and I need to call Brad too and let him know.

 It was irresponsible for me to just run out like that. This was not about me after all, it’s about my patient. I took a vow to be my patient’s advocate and if I let this go I would be failing the unsuspecting man and I would be just as guilty if not more so in doing nothing about it. I just shook my head and went about preparing a cup of tea. I poured the hot water on the tea bag in my mug when there was a frantic pounding noise coming from the other side of my front door. I immediately knew who it was. I was sort of hoping and praying he would have just taken my word for it that I was alright, but I knew deep down that he would come for me as soon as he finished his patient’s hand off reports to his day shift colleague. Even with knowing that fact, it still didn’t stop my gut from twisting up in knots because I knew he was definitely not pleased with me changing our plans like that.

 I silently trudged to the door with heavy feet. I peeked through the peephole to see my man standing on the other side. His arms were braced on the door frame and he looked like he was barely holding back his temper. Letting out an audible sigh, I turned the locks and opened the door. Brad’s head snapped up and his sapphire blue eyes zeroed in on my face and he held my gaze as he stepped into my tiny apartment. I closed the door and turned around only to release a surprised yelp as he pinned me up against the door. His taller more muscular frame towered over me and my mouth went completely dry.

 His indigo eyes raked my face and traveled the length of my body before coming back to my capture my gaze with pinpoint precision. I stood there with my back pressed against the door with my arms pinned at my sides. My cock instantly perked up and I had to swallow the whimper that was threatening to bubble up out of my throat. I shivered when he leaned forward. I thought he was going to give me a punishing kiss, but instead he whispered in my ear. “What caused you to run?” I stood there frozen in shock. How the hell did he know that I was running from something?

 “You my sweet boy have become my sole focus of attention. I study you more than I studied medicine. So that is how I know you are extremely upset about something, and true to your gentler non confrontational nature, you ran away from the problem instead of dealing with it. And you know full well that won’t fly with me.” He growled out the answer to my silent question. He took me by the hand and he led me over the couch and he plopped down and dragged me down to sit on his lap.

 He opened his coat and shrugged out of it. He was still in his scrubs and I felt guilty. He had to have been freezing coming outside in those thin scrubs in almost subzero weather to chase after me. But before I could hang my head in shame, he put a finger under my chin and held my gaze. It was like he was reading my mind when he replied. “I would run through the fires of hell naked and anointed with gasoline for you.” He whispered and that was all it took. I took a deep ragged breath and I started blubbering like it was nobody’s business, and it wasn’t attractive at all. My skin got blotchy; my nose was red and running. My hands were flapping like a demented bird in the air as I tried to tell him what happened and the stress of the situation was just choking me causing my words to be jumbled and unrecognizable.

 It was almost comical the look on Brad’s face as I went from meekly apologetic to full on basket case right there in front of him. Then he gathered himself and he proceeded to rock me back and forth on his lap while murmuring soothing words to me. He rubbed my back and continuously brushed his lips all over my wet hot face as he encouraged me to calm down. It worked up until I was reduced to nothing but hiccupping mess. Brad picked me up and carried me to the kitchen where he sat me on the counter next to the fridge. He opened the fridge and reached for the juice and poured a half glass full and he urged me to drink it by taking slow sips.

 My diaphragm eventually stopped trying to jump out of my abdomen with the help of the drink and a few deep breaths. Brad was leaning against the fridge with his hands behind his back. He was just calmly waiting for me to explain what brought all of this on. Even I had barely understood the words that came spewing out of my mouth earlier, and they were my words coming from my own mouth. So, I straightened my spine and I started from the beginning. I explained to him about getting the job there at the hospital in the first place. How everyone seemed a little wary but fine and somewhat welcoming at first until one of Connie’s nieces who worked in another department started hitting on me. How Connie was as sweet as sugar to me and annoying as hell she was with trying to hook me up with the pushy woman. And how one day she and her niece cornered me and were pushing for me to take the outspoken woman on a date. That was when Rosa stepped in and dragged me off under the guise of an emergency with my patient. Rosa had immediately picked up on why I was repeatedly refusing the woman from the first time we met, but they didn’t get it.

 It wasn’t until one day that the niece had literally cornered me in the supply closet and tried to feel up my junk and in a panic I told her that I was gay. I had tried to mollify her obvious disappointment by telling her that she was pretty and I was flattered, but she wasn’t hearing it. She called me a cocksucker and told me I was going to burn in hell, and that I didn’t know what I was missing especially with her. She had immediately gone to Connie to tell her I was a fag and I refused to date her. And my life as I knew turned to hell on the Unit. It got better when Rosa threatened to report them for their homophobic prejudices, but they still managed to still get there digs in. That brought my take up to the dangerously shocking and disturbing circumstances of last night’s shift.

 I ducked my head and quietly told him what happened and what he had walked into when my patient had almost gone into distress. I told him about Melissa and the IV medication and my suspicion of Connie’s influencing her to tamper with it, seeing that she was right there too acting as some sort of look out for Melissa. I hopped off the counter and retrieved my phone from the table by the door. I brought up the time stamped and dated pictures of the IV pump with the incorrect medication settings, and the one of Connie and Melissa silently arguing in the background when everyone else’s attention was on the patient. I reminded him of his order for the medication and I showed him a picture of it too. Although I was sure he remembered since he was the one to give the order in the first place.

 Brad’s nostrils flared and his jaws were tightly clenched by the time I finished my story. I felt the crushing weight of regret and disappointment in my shoulders and it only got worse when he asked. “You have been dealing with this level of discrimination and harassment for this long and you didn’t say anything to me? Have you said anything to anyone?” He asked and I felt like a heel.

 “I reported to the Nurse Manager at the time her name was Marcy, but she was a friend of Connie’s too and since Connie was having an affair with the Director before you it didn’t make sense to go to him either. I just kept my head down and did my job.” I explained and almost started crying again when he pulled me into his chest and wrapped his big arms around me.

 “Baby, you should have come to me, even if you just wanted to get it off your chest. When I am at work I am your boss, and if you are being harassed and especially if my patients are in danger, I need to know. Outside of work and most importantly, I am your man and hopefully your Dominant, so therefore if something is bothering you and interrupting your happiness, I need to know. It is my role always to take care of you physically and mentally. Do you understand that?” He whispered against my neck and I did start to cry.

 What have I ever done to deserve a man such as this one? I couldn’t speak past the lump in my throat so I just nodded my head at him. He used his thumbs to wipe the tears from my eyes and he picked up my phone and forwarded the pictures to his cell phone. He sat me back up in the counter and he made me a fresh cup of tea and some more toast. He told me to type up a letter revealing everything I just told him and send to his work email. He told me that he was going to have to suspend them and open an investigation and from this point on nothing else was going to be said about the situation outside of work.

 When I finished my tea he told me to compose and send the email.  He explained that he had to go back to the hospital to set some things in motion so he needed it right away. Then he kissed me after handing me my laptop. I told him I wasn’t planning on going in tonight and he told me I may need to for staffing issues depending on what happened when he got back to his office. He told me he would call me and let me know, and with one last kiss he was gone.

 I felt like an enormous weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I couldn’t find any sympathy in my heart for Connie and Melissa. And I am sure glad as hell that Brad knew what the hell to do. It looked like I was going to have to get inventive for my man yet again. He had been thrilled with the jock strap, and maybe I could get a little more daring this time around. Maybe something a little bit more into the lifestyle and for that I was going to need my little Rosa.

 I smiled to myself and got down to mentally preparing what I needed to say in the email Brad wanted me to write. I shook all thoughts of my boyfriend out of my head and I composed the email, double checked it, and sent it off to him. I closed my laptop and placed it on the floor. It saddened me that they were so bitter and selfish that they would have done something like that at the possible expense of a human life. I just hope for their sakes that Brad calmed down before he laid eyes on them. He was beyond pissed, he was livid, and I was remorseful that he was right. As a boss and as a boyfriend, either way I should have said something to him about the degrading treatment I received from some of my coworkers.

 But at least I can try to make it up to him. He wanted nothing more than to be both my man, which he is, and my Dom. I had accepted that part of him already, but was a strong enough to ask for a scene. Again I needed Rosa’s opinion on that, so I sent her a quick text message telling her I wanted to talk to her later on when I got up. She texted her reply and I settled into my pillows and prayed my mind would turn off enough to let me get some rest.

Chapter 17

Chapter 17

  Aubry’s POV…

   (The dinnertable settings———>)

  

I was so nervous I felt like puking; I barely paid any attention to Rosa as she shuffled around Brad’s playroom making last minute adjustments to the display area she had arranged in the middle of the floor. Zachary was giving me last minute pointers on my present position. He also reminded me to keep my spine straight and my eyes down at all times when in the presence of my Dom unless otherwise instructed differently. Zachary also stressed the fact to always remember to ask permission to speak instead of just blurting out my nervous chatter. I kept nodding my head at him although my entire body was literally trembling with nerves.

 Ever since that day in my apartment two weeks ago after that disastrous night shift, Connie and her group of cronies, four Nurses in all  have been suspended pending further inquiry into their performance.

 The grapevine at the hospital said when Brad and the Director of Nursing had called Connie into Human Resources and suspended her; she went ballistic and tried to blame everything on me. But little did she know that some of her followers had already dumped everything in her lap when their Nursing License and livelihoods were placed on the line, and thank God for my diligence in wiring detailed notes on my patients or else I would have probably suspended too based on what Connie’s counter allegations against me.

 They would be suspended until a thorough investigation and chart inquiries were made and completed by the legal department. Brad had given them no sympathy whatsoever, he fully recommended termination immediately if all parties were found guilty. He wanted them brought up before the medical board because he felt that their license to practice should be taken away from them, and that they should be charged with neglect and endangerment of their patients. To him they had all broken the vows they had taken when they became Nurses and they should be punished severely for it. And the fact that they terrorized and bullied their co workers into submission of their wishes and created a hostile and stressful work environment.  I knew he threw that part in there because of me.

 I had asked Rosa to help me with setting up a scene with Brad because I knew he was patiently waiting on me to make up my mind whether or not I wanted to be his submissive as well as his boyfriend. I wanted to surprise him with a scene for being so good to me, and I wanted to finally give him the answer he has been so patiently waiting for. I just hoped that he didn’t have any rules against another Domme showing me some of the basics, a lot of which Rosa’s sub Zachary helped me learn too.

 He had explained the lifestyle to me from a submissive’s point of view, and I found myself enraptured and enlightened about my own feelings towards my need of Brad and his guidance and presence in my life. I had come to understand myself and my needs even more and I found myself wanting this. I wanted Brad to be my Dominant, the one to pull me out of my head, shake me up, and put be back together again. I wanted to give him everything that was me. I wanted him to be so God damned pleased with me that nothing or no one could ever take his attentions away from me.

 I was nervous only because I have been working with Zachary and Rosa behind his back at every given opportunity I had away from him. Rosa had mentioned that some Doms were very particular in regards to training their subs. But she explained that she was teaching me the basics and the set up for a simple spanking scene. I was wary about the level of pain that I would have to endure from the scene. But Zachary had made it seem so appealing, that even now I couldn’t help but blush when he described the act and the feelings it generated in graphic detail.

 Rosa declared that the room was perfect and she grabbed my wrist and hauled me off down the hallway towards the Master suite.

 “Okay baby boy, time to get cleaned up.” She proclaimed and set a small shopping bag I never noticed before on the marble counter next to the sink.

 I fidgeted a little as my anxiety once again made its presence known. I knew this was all my idea, but in just a few hours Brad was actually going to be home from work and I was doing this elaborate dinner and then a spanking scene in acceptance of being his boy. Rosa raised an inquiring brow at me and pointed at my clothes and my hands immediately went to my shirt and I started undoing the buttons. By the time I made it to my underwear she had already pulled out and prepped an enema kit and I felt my stomach plummet to my knees and my face go thermonuclear. “Um… Rosa…”

 “Get over it baby boy, completely clean inside and out to be prepared for anything and everything tonight, and yes I am going to help you. I am trained for this after all and I got best friend privileges so live with it.” She cut off my feeble protests and I just shuffled over to the sink and subjugated myself to whatever it was that was necessary to make this night special for my awesome boyfriend.

  Between Rosa and Zachary I was bathed, buffed, puffed, plucked, shaved, tweezed, and moisturized to within an inch of my life. I was then stuffed into the sexiest pair of undies that I have ever laid my eyes on and they were black leather to boot, but they felt like silk. The thong part was a bit tricky at first but I got the hang of it by the time I put the robe on to cover Brad’s little visual stimulation the evening.

 Marie popped her head into the room to tell me that dinner was ready and that she was leaving for the evening. I shouted my thanks and wished her a good night. Rosa and Zachary were next to pack up and give me last minute pep talks before they too left me to my own devices until Brad came home. Hopefully he would be on time and there was nothing happening that would keep him at the hospital any later than necessary.

 I was lighting the candles in the dining room then I heard the beep of the alarm as Brad opened the door connecting the kitchen to the garage. I quickly blew out the match and gave the pristine table a quick once over. Brad called out my name and I had to clear the nervous ball in my throat before I answered him; telling him that I was in the dining room. He came around the corner pulling on his tie and he stopped mid stride in the middle of the doorway when he saw the elaborately laid out dinner on the table. His eyes flicked over the candles and the rest of the room before coming back to me. Those cerulean orbs were ablaze as they slid over me from the top of my head to the bottom of my bare feet. You could practically see his thoughts as he wondered what the hell I had on underneath the silky black bathrobe I was buried in.

 Gathering my courage, I gave him a shy smile and walked over to take his hand and lead him to the table. I pulled his forgotten tie out from under his collar and neatly rolled it up and placed it in his jacket pocket. Then I eased the expensive garment off of his broad shoulders and hung it on the back of the chair next to us. I indicated for him to take a seat and he did. His smoldering gaze never leaving my face as I spread the white linen napkin on his lap.

 “This looks beautiful baby. What did I do to earn this special treatment?” He all but purred and I felt the first twinges of desire skitter down my spine.

 “You were just being yourself.” I whispered as I served him a little bit of everything that Marie had prepared. I had asked her for all his favorites tonight and she had giggled like a schoolgirl when I had first approached her with my plan. She was the go to person in this house when you wanted something done without Brad knowing about it. “I wanted to show you that you are very special to me and that I love the way you take care of me and all the little things you do for me to make me feel safe and secure.” I continued as I worked up the nerve to give that last piece of myself to him without any reservations. Brad had picked up his fork and cut into the succulent slice of steak on his plate when I took the seat to his right and enjoyed a much lighter plate of food. I didn’t want to longer over dinner and Brad must have picked up my vibe because he finished his meal but didn’t go back for seconds. Now it was on to phase two of the night.

 I led him by the hand back to the bedroom and took him straight through to the bathroom. I told him to shower while I cleared the dishes away and I asked him to please put on the robe I left hanging by the glass doors of the shower. He just nodded his head and let me have my way. He began to undress and as much I wanted to stay and watch him get naked, I turned away and scurried my way back to the dining room.

It took me no time at all to clear the dishes and pack the leftovers away. I started the dishwasher, blew out the candles, and hurried to the playroom to make sure everything was still ready in there. I closed the door and took a deep breath in through my nose and blew it out of my mouth in efforts to calm my racing pulse.

 Brad standing next to the bed and he was tying the sash on the robe around his trim waist when I walked back into the room. “So, do I get to see what is under that robe now? Please, oh please say yes. I am going out of my mind wondering if you are even dressed under there.” He said as he made his way over to me. I put up my hand to stop him in his tracks. If he got his hands on me now and realized just how little I was wearing the night would be over before it even had a chance to begin.

 “Nope, not yet. “ I said and again I took him by the hand and led him down the hallway. I stopped in front of the playroom and turned to look at what his reaction was going to be. He lost the playful smirk around his luscious lips and his sapphire eyes got serious as he looked down at me.

 “Are you absolutely sure? Because going into that room is very significant, it means that you are ready to submit to me. Is that what you are trying to tell me, sweet boy?” He asked, his voice had dropped several octaves and I found myself reacting fully to the smooth cadence of it. My skin prickled and my cock stood at immediate attention.

 I nodded because I couldn’t find my voice and I opened the door and walked into the middle of the room. Brad stepped through the door and took in the play area Rosa had created. I watched his features as he observed the plush silk covered rug along with the numerous pillows scattered across the space. The tray that held a chilled bucket of bottled water and Gatorade, and another tray that held condoms, lube, and soothing aloe cream. Not a muscle twitched in his face as his heated gaze found mine. He held me mesmerized as he made his way over to me. My breathing hitched and my heart rate spiked as I watched him stalk towards me. I wanted to step back but I held my ground and Brad stopped mere inches from where I stood.

 He lifted his hand and raised my chin effectively bringing my shy gaze up to his bold smoldering one. “Did you do this all by yourself my sweet?” He purred right in my face and his warm minty breath brushed over my lips and I wanted to just lean in and lick him. He smelt so good.

 “N…no, Rosa and Zachary helped me, Sir.” I deliberately added onto the end of my stuttered sentenced and I was more than pleased when his nostrils flared and he closed his eyes for a moment in reaction to my words.

 “You have to tell me straight baby, what do you want? A onetime scene or are you making a statement?” He whispered and I knew full well exactly what he was asking.

 “If it pleases you Sir, I want to be yours in every way. I wanted to thank you for being you and let you know what I want by trying a spanking scene then we can begin my training as your submissive. I asked Rosa to help me with the basics so that I could surprise you.” I explained and prayed that he was pleased with my initiative.

  Brad stepped away and locked his hands behind his back before he spun around on his heel to once again face me. “Remove the robe.” He instructed and the tone of his voice was calm but was authoritative and it told me he meant business.

 My nerves came back tenfold and my hands shook as I untied the silky belt from my waist. I opened the robe, my eyes firmly on the floor and I may not have seen his reaction to my barely their underwear, but I heard the indrawn breath and then the hiss if its release through his lips. I shrugged and let the satiny material float down the length of my body to silently pool at my feet. I immediately dropped to my knees and presented my boy for his viewing pleasure.

 “Damn baby, but you are a work of art. So exquisite and so beautiful.” He praised as he stepped up to me and ran his hand through my hair, and instinctively I followed his hand to nuzzle into it. “You are a natural boy, now you mentioned a spanking. You didn’t pick an instrument of play so I take you want the sting of my hand warming that delicious ass of yours. Am I right pet?” He knelt down to my level and whispered in my ear. My cock pulsed and leaked like a dripping faucet. “You are allowed to answer the question love.” He prompted and I had to work extra hard just to form the necessary words in order to answer him.

 “Yo…your hand, Sir.” I managed to squeak the answer out through the tight muscles of my throat. The palm of his large hand appeared in front of my face, and I placed my less than steady palm in his and he guided me to my feet. He stepped carefully onto the silk covered rug and he made himself comfortable by sitting with his legs extended out in front of him and adjusted the cushions behind his back.

 “Come forward love.” He instructed and waved me towards him. I came close enough for him to rub the palms of his hands up and down my calves and my thighs. His warm hands traveled all the way up my thighs to my waist.  My blood heated and spiked with the heat of desire as his fingers played the rim of my underwear. And my rigid dick happily twitched right there in his face and he smirked with wicked intent.

  Oh my, when his fingers hitched under the sexy garment and he tugged on them, slowly pulling them down my legs. My cock popped out and bobbed up and down in his face. He leaned forward and used his wicked tongue to lap at the wet mushroomed head of my member and I released the pent of whimper that bubbled up in the back of my throat. Brad wasted no more time as he sucked my shaft deep into the back of his throat. My knees wobbled and threatened to give out altogether. Throwing my head back I moaned and my fingers wove themselves into his thick hair.

 “Perfect, pet. Give me more; let me hear your sweet sounds.” He taunted and promptly swallowed my shaft right down to the root. He began to swallow over and over again, the strong muscles of his throat working my length and had me babbling nonsense. My balls drew up into my body and everything in me felt like it was on a flash burn. But I needed something more; I could feel my release building and then I almost cried when he spit me out of his mouth. I was barely holding myself up as I quivered from head to toe.

“Kneel.” Brad commanded and directed me to exactly where he wanted me. He draped my boy over his legs. My ass was on full display for his viewing pleasure. My cock throbbed and begged for release but I knew that wasn’t happening until Brad was good and ready to let me come. My ass quivered and tingled with awareness as he ran his hand over the firm mounds of my butt cheeks.

 “You ready baby?” He asked as he continued to rub circles into my skin with his palms.

 “Yes Sir.” I whispered and buried my face in my arms. I didn’t know what to expect and I could hear Rosa’s voice in my head telling me to keep calm and just to feel and take pleasure from my man.

 “No my sweet, don’t hide. I need to see your gorgeous face and gauge if I am hurting you or not. Did Rosa discuss safe words with you? Brad inquired of me and again I nodded my head.

 “I kept it simple with Red to stop and Yellow to slow down, Sir.” I said and fairly glowed with pride when he smiled and ran a tender finger across my cheek.

“Alright boy, let’s begin.” He said a second before the palm of his hand came down on my right butt cheek with a resounding snap. And at first I didn’t feel anything then all of a sudden my ass stung like a million bees stung me all at the same time and my breath hissed through my teeth. He repeated the motion on my other cheek and I groaned long and hard. Brad continued alternating his slaps to my abused ass cheeks.  It didn’t take long to the sting to fade away only to be replaced by warmth, it generated and spread across my skin and shot straight to my rigid staff that was buried in between the junction of Brad’s muscular thighs. His cock was pressed nicely against my side and with each pop on my butt I would grind my leaking shaft against his thigh even more trying to work up some kind of friction against my aching cock.

 I didn’t even realize that the needy mewls and whimpers that filled the room were coming from me. I mindlessly humped against him. I didn’t even hear the snap of lube bottle opening, but I surely felt it when he buried his fingers deep into my shuttering hole and prepared me for his generous member. I ground my well warmed ass onto his hand and literally begged to be fucked like a wanton whore. Brad growled and the next thing I knew I was flat on my back with both my feet thrown over his wide shoulders. He aligned the wide head of his long and thick cock with my hole, and plunged into me sinking himself to the root with one powerful thrust. Then he went absolutely still.

 “Your ass feels amazing, all hot and tight after a spanking, God you are going to make me finish even before I start.” He purred and rotated his hips just a little and the head if his shaft brushed against my gland. My eyes rolled into the back of my head and my thighs started to tremble with the overwhelming sensations he created inside of me.

 “Please, please move…Sir.” I barely managed to tack onto the end and Brad pulled out only leaving the wide bulbous head embedded just inside the ring of muscles. He leaned down and captured my lips with his, his tongue plunged into my mouth at the same time he plunged his cock deep into my bowels and I sobbed with delighted relief.  Brad didn’t let up on me, his hips pistoned into me and he pounded into me so hard that I started to slide across the silk beneath me. He reared up and firmly gripped my shoulders in his big hands and held me in place.

  I was practically bent in half and he thrust into me over and over again. I was completely lost as I watched him from under my hooded lashes. His head was thrown back and his bottom lip was held captive in between his teeth as every muscle in his body strained as he fucked me senseless. I could only hold and be at ease with the fact that it may be days before I walked again and I was fine with it.

 Brad rolled his hips and he pushed straight into my prostate over and over again, he picked up the pace as my mewls and whimpers got louder and closer together. His breathing got choppy and his hands tightened on my shoulders. We were drenched in sweat. He snapped his hips back and thrust into my gland with force of a battering ram. I barked out a noise as my dick just erupted like a violent volcano. My release so powerful my cum shot straight over my head and splattered over my chest and my chin. Tears poured from my eyes as I was swept away on a turbulent sea of ecstasy.

My vision blurred and my Brad cursed violently before he went completely still and his balls emptied themselves. His shaft pulsed deep inside of me as he found his own release. Words could not describe what I was feeling. I was there in the moment but it felt like I was floating on cloud of euphoria outside of my body and looking at what was going on between myself and Brad. I felt him as he shifted and eased his member out of my body. He gathered me into his arms and rubbed life into my arms and my back.

 He reached over for the wipes and he pulled a few from the container and gently cleansed my skin before gathering me back into his comforting embrace. The last things I remembered was him telling me that I belonged to him and that he belonged to me. He told me how much I pleased him and I felt a great sense of pride. If I had the energy I would have done a happy dance. Then he almost made me cry when he whispered a heartfelt, “thank you.” A smile graced my face and my eyes fluttered closed as exhaustion won out. I was exactly where and with the one person I wanted to be with.

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

Brad POV…

(The private playroom at Cuffs——>)

Warning…nuff said

I checked my watch as I walked out of the hospital towards the cold concrete parking garage, making a beeline to my car. I was running a little late after the meeting I had with both the hospital’s Medical Committee and the Legal Department. Finally, after weeks of procrastination and back and forth arguing on their end, I received the okay to offer Connie and the two other implicated nurses the chance for them to either resign with their benefits, or to have their employment terminated and lose their accumulated benefits. They were also going to have to stand before the Board of Nursing and answer for what they did, and they could face the possibility losing their nursing licenses to work in the medical field.  

 In his opinion, it would serve them right, it was human lives they were dealing with. And Connie and her insipid friends had  callously almost murdered a patient out of sheer spite and petty jealousy towards a co-worker. Even if Aubry meant absolutely nothing to him personally, if he was just another of his employees,  he would still seek the maximum punishment for those involved in this tragic situation. It was on a happier note, that Aubry had been cleared of any involvement in misdeeds that occurred with the patient involved, and my poor baby had went almost limp with relief when I told him. We had plans tonight to take in a scene at a local club that Rosa had introduced me to as a way to celebrate. But right now after the tensions of my day, all I wanted to do is curl up and relax with my boy.

 Over the past couple of weeks, I have been training him in the lifestyle and showing him what the true meaning of submission really was about, and my boy has been performing beautifully. Aubry was able to flow seamlessly between being my sub as well as my boyfriend. I am so proud of him. And God, he couldn’t be more perfect when I warmed his supple little ass or flogged lovely pink welts across his gorgeous skin. Just thinking about it had me palming my awakening dick with my free hand as I navigated the evening traffic. Staying in tonight was looking better and better to me.

 Aubry’s been keeping a personal journal, I asked him to write down any questions he have about the lifestyle, his feelings about the things that I ask him to do, and anything that made him feel uncomfortable, and about absolutely anything in regards to his submission,  whether it was good or bad. And I meant anything at all about his introduction and continued education and possible scenes I may ask his participation in the future. I told him we would go over what he wrote on a weekly basis. I had assured him that there is nothing to ever be embarrassed about. I was his other half and he was mine. I wanted to know his mind, body, and his soul inside out, and I wanted him to know all about me in just the same way.

 Yesterday was the first time we went over his journal together, and as a practiced and seasoned Dominant, I read in between the lines that of what Aubry wrote, he was okay with what we have done so far, but he wanted more. He needed to be pushed, and he wanted me to test his pain limits. And thinking back to how beautifully he responded to his morning discipline routines. I think it might be just the time to turn the intensity up on our playtime just a little to see how he would handle it. My boy needed, and it was my duty to fulfill those needs.

  And despite my wanting to stay home tonight. I had plans in place for my pet. It’s time I take him out of his comfort zone, and privacy of my playroom walls. I still intended for our play to remain between the two of us at all times. Aubry was by no means an exhibionsist. I think the mere thought of doing a scene in public would melt the poor boy’s brain. But I still had something planned that required the booked private room I had on hand at the club we were visiting tonight. I had made it a point to check the place out on Rosa’s recommendation weeks ago. Because as it seemed, you needed to be a member in order to even pass through the front doors of the establishment. I was very impressed, I had belonged to other private BDSM clubs before, but the level of security, cleanliness, and privacy offered by Cuffs was outstanding, I had submitted an application for both myself and Aubry, and of course we passed their in depth vetting processes.

 Pulling into the driveway, I didn’t bother to park in the garage, seeing that we were going right back out again in just a few hours. I stepped out of the car and let the alarm lock the doors for me. It felt good to be home, I pushed the front door open and immediately my nose was assaulted with the smell of Marie’s roast beef, and my stomach growled loud enough to be heard in foyer.

 “I take it someone most likely didn’t make time to eat lunch today.” The quiet voice whispered and I turned to see the prettiest sight to greet me all day long.

 Aubry helped me out of my coat and hung it in the hall closet before turning back to me and giving me one of his gorgeous shy smiles. I couldn’t help but to step forward and gather my precious boy into my arms and kiss those cherry red lips. He released a contented sigh as he snuggled up into my chest where he fit perfectly. God, with him in my arms and in my house, my life couldn’t be any better than it was now without me swearing that I had died and gone to heaven. He took me by the hand and led me towards the dining room. Marie was just laying out dinner and she smiled indulgently at us before ducking back into the kitchen.

 Dinner was very good and it was even better watching Aubry eat, everytime he slid his fork out of his mouth, my dick twitched in appreciation. I swear everything about this young man made my pulse race just a little faster. I knew I have completely fallen under his spell. There were even times in my playroom during a scene with him where I was supposed to be in complete control, and I found myself having to close my eyes and step back for a moment, because I am so consumed by intensity of my feelings for my boy. Sometimes he had me feeling like a fresh face teenager, all too eager to get just a smidgen of his attention, much or  less a sweet smile from him.  We finished dinner with me managing not to cum in pants, which was an all out miracle. I don’t know if it was the anticipation of playing out a scene in a club or the simple fact that I just wanted to slam Aubry up against the nearest hard surface and fuck him until we were both crippled that had me so fucking on edge this evening.

 I literally had to shake myself in order to refocus on the here and now when Aubry gathered my plate, and he had this little smirk on her face like he already knew what was running through my mind, the little vixen. But I just smiled sweetly at him because later on that sweet bubble butt was mine to do with as I please. I went to chose our outfits for the evening while he finished clearing away our meal. I had all but moved him in over the past couple of weeks and if I get my way, he will be in my bed and my life as a permanent fixture soon enough.

 Rosa and her sub as well has my long time friend, Patrick and both of his submissives were already seated when Aubry and I arrived. And my boy did me proud when he waited until I was seated before gracefully kneeling on the plush cushion at my feet. I rewarded him by running my hands through his soft locks, and placing a heartfelt kiss on his forehead. Rosa caught my eye and she was practically beaming with approval at us. Zachary gave Aubry a brief little wave as a greeting before he again lowered his gaze. I could see that he was indeed the one to show Aubry his presentation positions, for his stance was absolutely stunning.

 During the course of the evening, I made sure that Aubry didn’t want for anything. He dainty sipped from the bottled water that I was holding for him. I could see his gaze discreetly dart around the room as he took in the atmosphere of the club. I really wanted to know what was running through his mind at this moment. But I would have to save my questions for later. What I really wanted to do was carry him off the private room I had already commandeered and have my wicked way with him for the remainder of the night. But Patrick had specifically asked for me to watch his performance in order to critique it later on. He would be flogging and then fucking his sub on stage, as to which one of his submissives he would be performing with tonight, I had no idea. Patrick was bisexual and he didn’t limit his experience to males or females only, he was fortunate enough to have and care for both his boy and his girl.

 The floor lights dimmed and the stage lights flicked on, effectively illuminating the polished St. Andrews Cross that stood in the center, and I leaned down to better see Aubry’s beautiful face. “Alright baby, the show is about to begin, pay attention.” I instructed and he nodded at me and gave me one of his darling smiles, I had to peck those pretty lips for  couldn’t help myself.

 If anyone had asked me what I thought of the show, I would be hard pressed to tell them anything about it because my sole focus was entirely taken up by Aubry’s reaction to the sight of Patrick flogging his boy, with his pet ball gagged and kneeling not far from where their Master had his toys set up. Aubry was so focused on the show that with every lash Patrick rained down on his sub, Aubry’s entire body flinched as if he was the one feeling the stinging burn of the whip himself. He had even whimpered at one point and the sound had shot straight to my ramrod stiff cock.  He watched the entire show, from the moment Patrick placed his boy on the St. Andrews Cross, to when the Dom had dropped the flogger and fucked his boy raw, only pull out to have his pet finish him by sucking him off while his boy watched.  

 I had to catch Aubry attention by leaning down and whispering in his ear, reminding him that at no time was he to cum tonight unless otherwise instructed by me to do so. He had released another distressed noise, and he actually had to close his eyes and focused on controlling his body. After a few minutes, he released a stuttered breath and opened those gorgeous hazel eyes and blinked up at me with desire blazing in their depths like living fire. And that was all I could take. I needed to be inside of him and I needed it more than I need anything else in my life.

 I excused myself from the table, and I nodded politely to everyone as Aubry sinuously rose to his feet. I tried not to let my impatience show as I led him to the private area of the club. I collected the key card from the security desk and I continued to the room I had prepared for the evening. Aubry’s eyes went wide as he entered the room, and I closed the door behind me. The room a lit by blue panel lighting. The king size bed covered in black satin sheets and lush multicolored pillows dominated the center of the room, but what caught his attention was the huge St. Andrews Cross off the one side of the room, and the feature I wanted to use tonight, the full body suspension swing on the other side of the bed.

 I let him wander around and touch what interested him as I checked the security phone line and the panic buttons located around the room. I made sure the door was locked and secured before turning around to track his movements across the room. Aubry came to a stop next to a set of shelves containing a variety of toys. He studied the contents for a minute or two before once again training his attention on me. “Strip.” I ordered quietly but firmly, and I watched him take a deep breath before complying by unbuttoning his shirt.

 I waited until he was completely naked, and all that creamy glorious skin was bared to me before slowly stalking towards him. Goosebumps spread across his flushed flesh, and he shivered with what I hoped was anticipation. The room was at a comfortable temperature so I knew he wasn’t cold. I was now close enough to feel the heat radiating off of his luscious body, and I didn’t stop until I was pressed against his naked back. His breathing picked up and his slender cock pulsed against his abdomen, fully erect and leaking.

 “You are perfect.” I growled in his ear as I leaned down and ran the tip of my nose down the side of neck, sending another round of shivers through his body. I brought my hands around and slowly ran them over his chest, using my thumbs and forefingers to tweak his tanned nipples and they beaded beautifully for me. I continued to whisper and praise him as I licked, sucked, and caressed his body until he was practically vibrating against me. And when I stepped away from him, he verbally groaned but he remained where he was and my chest puffed up with pride.

 I could feel his eyes boring into my back as I peeled my sweater over my head and revealed my upper torso to his heated gaze. I kept my movements slow and sensuous as I popped the top buttons on my jeans and let him see that I was going commando underneath them. He could see the wiry hairs and only the base of my rigid length but it was enough to entice him even further. His gaze tracked me as I adjusted the sling and I beckoned him over to me. I quietly explained to him what I wanted him to do. He looked at the swing for a minute before he turned and sank into the seat while I held it securely for him. It only took me a few minutes to strap him into it, and I made sure that he was comfortable and nothing was pinching him anywhere.  I felt my pulse race a little faster as I admired him in the device. Next came the blindfold, and Aubry shivered yet again as I cut of his sense of sight, but he never lost his erection. We went over his safe words, “Stat” for stop and, “Routine.” For slow down.

 I let him dangle there completely weightless as I removed the remainder of my clothes. I laid the lube and a condom on the table close by that contained the other item I planned on using on him this evening. “Are you ready, boy?” I asked as I generously lubed my fingers and ran them over his throbbing cock making my way over his taint, continuing on until my fingers found his pretty pink puckered entrance. He groaned as I ran my slicked up finger over the clenched muscle. I teased the striated star until it relaxed and allowed me slide my slippery digit into his velvet heat.

 Aubry let out a deep groan that fueled my cock to pump out even more pre-ejaculate from the already wet tip. God, he was tight and I couldn’t wait to bury myself balls deep inside of him. Aubry began writhing under my ministrations, his energetic movements caused the swing to rock back and forth. He was using the momentum of the device to literally fuck himself on my fingers as I added another finger into his spasming chute to add some intensity to his sensations. With my free hand I picked up the wand from the table and flipped the on switch. I watched the waves of electricity crackle inside the glass orb before bringing the device closer to Aubry’s skin. I barely made contact with  the sensitive flesh of his inner thigh, and I watched him jump as he received the slight shock from the wand. Yes, that was perfect.

 “I need to….Oh God.” He panted as I withdrew my fingers and reached for the condom. I flipped the off switch on the wand and nearly missed the table as I threw it in that general direction in my rush to get the prophylactic onto my aching cock.

 “Fuck.” I mentally cursed as my hands shook as I rolled the thin sheath onto my member. I added some more lube and I wedged myself in between Aubry’s trembling thighs, and without a sliver of warning, I aligned the blunt tip to his entrance and shoved all the way into him with one powerful thrust. I nearly lost it all together with how hot and tight he felt along the length of my shaft. I had to grind my teeth and will myself to cum too quick, I had to make it last, he felt too damn good for it to end so soon. I chanted  the command in my head over and over again in order not to come, but Aubry was rolling his hips and pleading with me to move, to fuck him, to do something other than stand there and savor the way his channel shuddered against the length of  my cock. Damn it all, I was in heaven. I let go of the swing and let the back and forth momentum of the swing allowed him impale himself over and over again on my cock.

 With every forward movement , I thrust my hips so that he bounced off my abs and my pelvis only to be tossed backwards onto my shaft, and hot damn, the feeling of his chanel caused my vision blur and I was surprised I didn’t snap my jaw off with the force I had it clenched. Heat swirled through my veins and pooled in my groin. I took hold of the swing with both hands to steady it,  and I pistoned in and out of his hole, burying myself as deep as I could go with every plunge into his heat. “Stroke yourself and cum for me, I want to watch you fall apart.” I barked as I continued to fuck him for all that I was worth. I watched as he wrapped his fist around that turgid purple cock, and he began to stroke himself as I continued to pound into him again and again.

 Aubry went completely still, he arched his back, and screamed on the top of his lungs as his cock erupted. I watched wide eyed, with my nostrils flared inhaling the scent of sweat and hard sex mixed with his own intoxicating fragrance. He shot line after thick line of cum straight into the air, and his chute mercilessly clamped down on my straining cock. The milking action sucked my orgasm right out of me. And I threw my head back and bellowed as my balls churned out and emptied my release into the condom buried deep inside my boy. I held onto the swing and sucked air into my depleted lungs as my knees wobbled for a few seconds.

 Aubry opened those gorgeous feline eyes and looked up at me like I was the most wondrous thing he has ever seen. I leaned  down and captured his sweet lips and whispered my thanks and devotion against his mouth. I continued to nuzzle his sweaty cheek with the tip of my nose as I slid out of his body and he hissed in response.

I knew he was going to be extremely sore tomorrow, but I was going to spend the entire day pampering him to make sure that he wasn’t too uncomfortable. But right now as I cleaned the lube and sweat from his skin after  methodically unstrapping him from the swing, I carried him to the bed where he settled under the blanket. I went back into the adjoining restroom to clean myself up. It wouldn’t hurt to take a nap before going home. So, I sprawled out next to him and let my sated muscles turn into the consistency of jelly as Aubry cuddled against my chest. The last thought in my had before I drifted off was that my boy was absolutely perfect.

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Aubry’s POV…

 A/N- Well my babies, another story is ready to come to an end, this is the last chapter  before the Epilogue and then we say goodbye to Aubry and Brad. Thanks again to all of my awesome fans who supports all of my stories, you guys rock. And I appreciate all you from the bottom of my heart. xoxo

  Nothing could have prepared me for the phone call I received from the Director of Nursing at the Hospital. I had just handed Marie my breakfast plate, when I received the call. On a whim,  I had applied for the Nurse Manager position on one of the Telemetry floors.  I never expected that they would even consider me for the opening, but Brad had repeatedly informed me that with my nursing experience, and my multiple degrees, I would be a shoe in for the spot. I don’t know who else may have applied for the vacant spot, but I got it. The phone call confirmed it.

And with this change in my career comes a better salary, and I get off the twelve hour night shifts three times a week  and go to five eight hour shifts with no weekends. I had agreed to meet with Director in the Human Resources Department at one  o’clock today. Marie just shook her head at me when I danced around the kitchen before grabbing her by the waist and twirling her around the center counter. The only thing that could have made it better  was being able to share the news  with Brad, but my lover and my master had to do a day shift today due to meetings and such.

I contemplated calling  Brad and telling him all about my promotion, but I decided to stop by his office and see if he was free after my meeting. I quickly showered, shaved, and styled my hair. But I had to pause for a moment when I saw my reflection. The difference in my appearance really struck me. I stood taller, and I was holding my head high. I had even cut my hair; no longer was I hiding behind my bangs when I spoke to people or they spoke to me. I wasn’t living with that all consuming, almost crippling fear anymore. And I knew I had  my Sir to thank for that. I gave myself one last once over  before dashing out of the bathroom to get dressed. I picked a smart slate gray suit, and I paired it with a crisp white shirt. My tie was slightly a darker gray than my suit, and my dress shoes were black.

Once I was dressed, I went out to the foyer after telling Marie that I was leaving. The cab I called for earlier was right on time and the trip to the hospital didn’t take long at all. The weather was mild and spring was in full bloom. It’s been just a matter of months, almost a year to be exact since Brad came into my life and everything has changed  for the better. Connie was long gone, choosing to retire instead of being fired, and her loyal cronies had all resigned choosing to go and terrorize the poor unsuspecting staff at other facilities in the city. Rosa was now a night shift  supervisor, and here I am, A Nurse Manager. I almost wanted to pinch myself, I was so ridiculously happy.

The whole process went off without a hitch, the new Director of Nursing was a really nice lady. She had replaced Mr. Hans, seeing he was terminated too after the whole Connie scandal. He had turned one blind eye too many tin regards staffs complaints against her, reports that nothing was done about seeing that Mr. Hans had covered for Connie because they  were college buddies. It was sad when you really thought about it, but I refused to dwell in that place anymore. They were gone and replaced with ethical competent people and I was  moving on to the next level of my career.

The elevator dinged and I stepped off the lift onto the corridor. I made my way to Brad’s office and I hoped he was in there and not off on some meeting.  His door was closed but I knocked on it anyway and I couldn’t help the smile when I heard his deep baritone calling out for me to enter his office. I opened the door  and he was seated behind his desk, Brad looked up and his whole face transformed to one of surprise and extreme pleasure. It never ceased to amaze that this man could reduce me into a puddle of quivering jello with just one look. I stepped furthers into his executive space and closed the door behind me. And a naughty little thought popped into my head and I flicked the lock on the door before promptly making my way across the plush carpet, and I kept going until I was behind his huge desk and at his side.

As gracefully as I was taught, I sank to my knees at his side and immediately clasped my hands behind my back in my present position, and I was rewarded with a raspy gasp of surprise as his response. Brad swiveled around in his chair to face me and those thick muscular thighs were set wide apart  and my gaze zeroed right in on his impressive erection.  That long thick cock was hard  as a rock and every inch of it of imprinted under his slacks. My mouth watered but I kept my eyes demurely lowered as I waited patiently for his instructions. The longer he remained silent was the more my apprehension grew.  I began to wonder if I displeased him by bringing our lifestyle into the workplace, but when he reached forward and trace my bottom lip with his elegant hands, I almost collapsed with relief.

“Did you come all this way to tell me you are in need pet?” Brad asked me in that sinfully delicious voice of his. The one I have dubbed his Dommy voice caressed my senses and heated my blood. I could feel my throbbing shaft twitch.

He brought my face up and those stunning blue eyes had me totally mesmerized, “You may answer me love.”

“No Sir, I had a meeting. I got the promotion, and I wanted to tell you.” I whispered, just barely managing to form a coherent thought in my brain with him looking at me with those heated cerulean orbs.

 Brad’s bright smile illuminated the entire room. “I am so proud of you baby, see I told you would get it spot.” He stated as he shot to his feet and picked me up right off the floor. He turned and placed me to sit on top of his desk and wedged himself in between my thighs. I barely had time to take a breath before his lips slid over mine, and my entire body ignited when his tongue slipped into my mouth and chased my own. My hands grasped the back of his dress shirt and my legs wrapped around waist and pulled him even closer.  I was in  heaven when his cock slid across mine sending sparks shooting up my spine. My  hips took a life of their own as I humped him like a horny puppy. But, Lord in Heaven, he feels so good. “I think you need to be rewarded pet.” Brad purred as he used the tip of his nose to nuzzle my cheek.

 He stepped back and slipped out of my arms, I tried to hold onto him but he just held my hands and kissed them before helping from his desk. I knew the probability of getting punished for what I was about to do was high. but I wanted him with something firece. And I wanted him right here in his office, I wanted him to bend me over his massive desk and fuck me senseless. My cock was weeping with just thought of it alone. So, I dropped to my knees before he stop me, I had him unzipped and I reached into his shorts and pulled  that glorious dick free. I peeked up at his face for a brief moment just to gauge his reaction, and he went to open his mouth but I gently squeezed his rigid  shaft and gave him a firm stroke from root to tip. My mouth watered as a pearlescent drop of precome leaked from the slit of that blushing mushroomed cap. And I stuck my tongue out to greedily lapped it up. Brad groaned and his hips bucked sliding that luscious dick across my cheek and I chased it with my hungry mouth.

 I wrapped my lips around the purplish cap and sucked him deep into my throat. His long fingers fisted in my hair as my head bobbed up and down on his shaft. He tasted sweet yet salty. I buried my nose in his pubes feeling the prickly hairs tickle my face and I swallowed over and over again, letting the tightness of my throat massage his cock. I groaned sending vibrations along his length and he growled above me.

“You are being a naughty boy. I should tan your hide boy, but I love this side of you baby. You like it…It’s yours and I want you to take it.” He barked and his grip tightened in my hair and began to thrust his hips in earnest, thoroughly fucking my face and I breathed through my nose and relaxed my throat taking him deeper and deeper with each powerful thrust.

 His lusty words had me on the verge of coming, ot to mention the smell of and taste of his cock had my dick pulsing. I slid my hands down his long legs before reaching for my own zipper. My hands were shaking so bad, my fingers fumbled around for a second before I was able to free my own leaking shaft. And I knew it wouldn’t take much for me to pop off like a firecracker. My love was a picture to behold as he threw his head back, every muscle in that corded neck bulging, and his mouth was open and panting. I felt his shaft swell a second before he groaned long and hard as spurt after spurt of his release slid down my waiting throat. I furiously pumped my length and spread my knees even wider, my balls churned and drew up into a body right before I exploded, shooting my fluids clear across the carpet. I slipped my lips off his over sensitive cock head after I had taken everything that he had to give.

 Brad looked down at me and smirked before helping me to my feet, my knees were a little unsteady, but I smiled like the cat who got his fill of cream. And I almost chuckled at the analogy because it was literally true, I got my fill of my man’s cream. And I thought it ironic because a year ago I would never have had the courage or the audacity to even attempt something like what I had just done. He cleaned me up with a few tissues from his desk and I zipped him back up. I barely had my shirt tucked back into my pants when there was a knock on his door.

 My heart rate spiked and I Iooked over at Brad in sheer panic, the fact that the room reeked of our mutual relases, and I was sure that my lips looked like how they felt, angry and swollen. But Brad just winked at me and moved one of the chairs over the wet spot on the carpet and told me to sit. I had no choice but to sink into the chair as he went to open the door. I almost face palmed myself when the Director of Nursing herself stepped into the room along with two nurses that worked with me in the ICU, they were on the day shift. I wondered how he was going to explain thi?  My mind was working furiously when I realized I already had a valid excuse. I was informing my superior of my promotion and giving him my notice before leaving the Unit for good. Yeah, that was what I was going to stick with. So, I stood up and smiled at the women and turned to Brad. “So Dr. Malone, thank you for your time, and I will see on my next shift.” I stated hoping he would ge the message and follow along. But he just raised an eyebrow at me and walked over to and invaded my space. 

“A moment please ladies.” He spoke to the women standing wide eyed in the middle of his office as they watched his every move before turning his attention to focus solely on me. I gasped when he gathered me into his arms and brought my face up to his. “I’ll see you when I get home, baby.” He stated right before he claimed my lips with a chase but thourough kiss . I could feel my face go thermonuclear. I was sure as soon as the nurses went back to the unit, the word was going to spread like wildfire that Dr. Malone and I were an item. Oh gosh, my mind went into panic mode about what everyone was going to think, but then look of absolute joy on Brad’s face calmed my nerves better than any medication could have ever achieved and I let it go, damn everyone else, this man is the love of my life. “I have always wanted to publicly claim you. I want the world to know you belong to me. And now that you are no longer a member of my department, no one can say or do anything without me suing them with a discrimination .” He whispered against my ear before releasing me.

 My face was still red as a tomato when I took the chance to peek at the director and my colleagues. And all three shocked the hell out of me when in unison the squealed and started clapping their hands like teenage girls. I could only manage to blink at them in complete shock as they rushed me and cooed and fussed like true fangirls about how adorable we were, and what a cute couple we made. Then Sharon’s mood changed in the blink of an eye, she slapped me on my shoulder, and pouted at me. I looked at her. I was so confused  by the change in her demeanor as Brad stepped  up and held my hand.

“We have been chasing Dr. Malone for weeks and months. Do you know how uncomfortable wearing spanx everyday underneath your scrubs can be? And here it is, while we are busy doing everything and anything trying to catch his attentions, you come along with your quiet cute little self and snatched him right up. All the girls are going to be green with envy when they find out.” She bluntly stated as my eyes bugged out  and my jaw dropped open.  But trust Brad to just burst out laughing. Even the Director herself slapped her hand over her mouth to hide her own smile.

I quickly got over my shock and just shrugged my shoulders, and leaned into my man before leaving him to whatever business they originally sought him out for. You Damn right he is my man, mine, and at the end of the day, my man and my Master is coming to me. So they could all eat there hearts out. I thought as I held my head high and almost strutted my way through the halls of the one place where the people used to intimidate me to no end. I was just another night nurse to them, someone they could walk all over. But now, I am a Nurse Manager, and my boyfriend is one of the top Doctor’s in this entire region. And most of all, he loves me, and  he worships me. I smiled as I stepped outside and the sun shined down on me like a blessing. I was finally happy, and ridiculously so.

The End

Epilogue

Ok, here we go, another story has come to an end. Thank you again from the bottom of my heart, now we say goodbye to Aubry and his Dr. Delish. (please enjoy the the video and the song by Savage Garden, I knew I Loved you.) xoxo Dianna

 

Epilogue

warning, this chapter is a little hardcore, and nosebleeds will occur.

  3 years later…

Brad’s POV…

 

“That’s right sweet boy, scream for me. I want to hear you, let me know you like what I am doing to your luscious little body.” I breathed into his ear and smiled as my pet’s body shivered in response to my words. Aubry’s released another heady little whimper, and the sexy little sound went straight to my throbbing cock. It pulsed with a life of it’s own behind the zipper of my leather pants. I stepped right up to his splayed out form and pressed my body flush against his heated back, making sure my chest rubbed against those beautiful pink welts scattered across his creamy skin, a product of my flogger. I could feel his body quivering from head to toe, he was on the brink of the cliff, one more push and my baby would fall head first  into his sub space. And I was more than ready to take him there. I rolled my hips and ground my leather covered cock into the crease of his well spanked ass.

“Please, please SIr, I need…” Aubry hissed as his body strained against my restraints. I had him securely strapped to the St. Andrew’s Cross I had custom built specifically for him, it was a beautifully made piece ideal for his height and the contours of his body. He was currently facing away from me, his arms were just above  his head, and his feet were spread wide. And he was completely nude and open for me to do whatever I felt like to him. I ran my hands down his sides, soothing him as I ran my tongue over the shell of his ear. My boy always smelt so damn good, my mouth watered because I knew he would taste even better.

My fingers threaded down his sides and continued south until I felt the wiry hairs adorning his pubic area, and I gently tugged on them, causing him to moan for me yet again. And it had him thrusting that bubble butt even further into my groin, and my cock jerked in appreciation. “Yes baby, I know exactly what you need.” I purred against the crook of his neck where is intoxicating scent was concentrated. “And I am going to have the greatest pleasure in giving it to you. But my sweet. boy, you may not come until I tell you to. If you do, you will be punished.” Aubry whimpered and nodded his head in understanding, and bless his little submissive heart. He went completely still and waited for me to do whatever I wanted.

I leaned forward and took his pretty pink lips in a hot searing kiss. Stabbing my tongue into the warm wet cavern of his mouth, I chased and  sucked his tongue into my mouth, loving the way he writhed against me as I  sucked on the soft muscle. His body continued to buck against mine until I pushed into him, further immobilizing him against the padded surface of the cross. “Hmm…that’s it baby, feel me. “ I whispered and popped the button of my pants and zipped it down. I was anxious, I wanted to slide my cock into that tight hot channel and have him milk me dry. “Damn, the things you make me feel, you are so fucking beautiful.”

Aubry mewled in response to my words and I reached to the side table for the lube. He sighed as I popped the cap and I could feel him trying to roll his hips to rub his ass over my exposed hard as steel cock. I let him have his way for a second before I pulled back and slid my slicked up fingers into his crease. They zoned in right  away on the striated star of muscles located there. Yes, this is exactly where I wanted to be, and exactly where I wanted to slide my dick into as soon as I possibly could. Aubry threw his head back onto my shoulder as I slid my finger past his quivering entrance, slowly sliding the digit deeper into his heat. His spasming chute sucked me right in, and I began to pump it in and out of him. I made sure that I rubbed his gland over and over again with the tip of my finger, and my baby went wild. He rolled his head from side to side on my shoulder and his mouth was wide open as he struggled to catch his breath. Aubry was absolutely stunning and I slipped another finger inside if him and stretched him. I knew he loved  the burn as I scissored him open, prepping him to be able to take my cock balls deep.

The more I prodded and stretched him, was the louder he sounded off for me. Tose sexy sounds o his excited me to the point that I had to use my free hand to squeeze the base of my twitching cock to prevent keep myself from shooting my load all over those enticing round globes of his. He mewled in distress when I slipped my fingers from his channel and  he pushed his butt back on my hand as if he wanted to demand the return of my digits. I had to give him a sharp little warning slap on his thigh. Aubry instantly went quiet and I proceeded to reopen the lube bottle and squirt a generous amount into the palm of my hand. I leaned forward as I slicked the length of my angry shaft and nipped the soft flesh of his earlobe. “I am going to slide my cock to far and so deep inside of you my love. You wont’t be able to tell where we begin or end.

Aligning myself with his winking little hole. I applied just enough pressure and felt the mushroomed cap of my dick slip past that tight ring of nerves and into his blissfully hot channel. Sweat beaded all over my skin as I tried to prevent myself from impatiently ramming my entire length into my idea of heaven. Aubry’s head fell forward on his shoulders, and he groaned long and hard as I partially eased out of him and pushed back in even deeper. My hips rocked back and forth, pushing and pushing until my pelvis was flush against the cheeks of his ass. “God, this has got to be one of the true blessings in my life. To be balls deep inside you baby is a holy experience. Do you feel me  love?” I asked as I rolled my hips pulling back just a fraction of an inch before snapping my hips and driving myself even deeper into him. Aubry just mewled his answer and I continued to slowly rock back and forth, loving him with every glorious stroke. I knew he wanted me to go faster, to really drive into him, but I wanted to prolong my making love to him for as long as possible. I wanted to drive him wild.

I bent my knees and changed the angle of my shallow thrusts, the head of my dick aimed straight for his gland and I jabbed it over and over again until he he was muttering utter nonsense, sweat ran down the back of neck and I watched the droplets track down his spine. I was desperately trying to keep my focus off of my inpending orgasm. But it churned in my balls, and with Aubry making such sweet noises and his needy channel milking my cock to the point of driving me out of my ever living mind. I knew I wasn’t going to last much longer. My balls agreed with me as they drew up into my body. Aubrey shuddered and started begging for permission to come. It wasn’t until he breathed the one word guaranteed to make me give him anything his little heart desired, and as I heard the word Master stutter past his kiss swollen lips, something inside of me snapped.

I angled his hips with one hand and wrapped my fingers around his turgid shaft with my other hand. Pulling almost all the way out of him, I waited until he arched his back giving me the clear sign that he was ready for more, and I thrust powerfully into him burying myself deep in one go. I started pounding into him, sweat dripped off my face onto his back, and my hips pistoned in and out of him. The sight of my slick cock appearing and disappearing into his body was almost too much. Aubrey was moaning and whimpering, his fingers wrapped around the strap of his restraints, and he held for dear life as my full body thrusts violently rocked his much smaller frame back and forth. My blood burned through my veins and pooled in in my abdomen.  “FUCK! COME NOW!” I barked and Aubry screamed as his entire body shuddered and his thick milky ejaculate coated my pumping fist. And that triggered my own searing gut wrrenching orgasm. My cock erupted and I emptied myself deep into the love of my life. It felt like it was never ending as my body jerked and siezed, my heart pounded away in my ears.

My chest heaved as I tried to catch my breath and I slumped onto Aubry’s back, the only thing keeping us upright was Aubry’s restraints. I waited for a few more seconds, and even though I was shaking like a leaf in the wind, I eased off of him and quickly removed his restraints. His eyes were glazed over and  his expression indicated that he  was completely blissed out, floating happily in his sub space. I felt nothing but pride as I gathered myself long enough to have the strength to allow me to pick up his pliable body and carry him across the room the the king size bed nestled there. He sighed as I laid him on the cool sheets, it didn’t take long for me to make my way into the bathroom. I  washed up quickly before returning to his side carrying a warm washcloth. I thoroughly cleaned him and threw the washcloth back in the general area of the bathroom. I would pick it up later when I cleaned and sanitized the room.

Right now I had to provide after care to my boy. I climbed into the bed and pulled the covers over the both of us. And then I gathered my happy little sub into my arms. He cuddled into my side and buried his face under my chin. After all this time together he was still so adorable to me. Aubry was a little less shy and I loved it. When out with people and especially with Rosa and her husband and submissive, he was completelty at ease. As a matter of fact, Zach and Aubry usually did their best to earn themselves some much needed discipline when the two of them got  together. At work, his staff adored and respected him. He was always right there in the trenches with them caring for the patients. He spent more time on the floor giving them a helping hand, rather than holed up in his office and they loved him for it. I made sure to get the fangirls fluttering all over him by making sure to visit him on his floor at least twice a week. It amused me to no end that he still blushed whenever I showed him any PDA anywhere outside of his or my office.  And at home, he would effortlessly switch  from an enticing little vixen to the perfect submissive whenever the mood struck him. He surely kept me on my toes.

Aubry made a snuffling sound and I looked down surprised to see him sleeping, I couldn’t help the smile that curved my lips at how beautiful he looked. I reached up with my free arm and adjusted his platinum collar, positining it so the diamond encrusted lock  wasn’t pressing into his skin. I was wearing the key on a matching necklace around my neck. Aubrey threw an arm over my stomach and unconciously slapped me across my abs. I chuhckled and picked up his dainty little fingers and kissed his wedding ring. I settled into the plush bedding with my love, my sub, and my husband at my side. He is the most important person in my world and I couldn’t help but think that my life couldn’t possibly get any better than this as I slowly drifted off with a contented smile on my face.