Possessive Obsession

[EDITED 6/12/21]

“Your brother is here again.” I glance at Hyno and he was grinning at me. I showed him my middle finger.

“Fvck off, he’s not my brother.” I said before glancing at the guy he’s talking about. Malec García.

I’m at Hyno’s bar and every time I go here, I see him sitting in the corner, sipping alcohol on his glass while watching people around him. Iniwas ko ang tingin sakanya nang magtama ang mga mata namin. I shook my head.

“But your dear mother treat him like her real son, so basically, he’s your brother-” Inambahan ko ng suntok ang gago para matigil sa pang-aasar. “- chill! I’m just kidding.”

“I said fvck off or I’ll smack this bottle of tequila on your head, you dipshit.” Nilagok ko ang inuming nasa baso ko habang tinitingnan siya ng masama. Hyno just laughed and serve a customer who sat right next to me. I didn’t glance at the guy who sat next to me until he spoke.

“A glass of vodka please.” I almost jumped when I heard his deep baritone voice. His voice is so low and it gives me goosebumps. Hyno glanced at me before giving Malec a glass of tequila. Fvck. Why does he have to sit here now? Ngayon ko lang nakitang umalis siya sa pwesto niyang iyon. Why is he in the bar island?

Pinigilan ko ang sariling tumayo at lumabas ng bar na iyon para makalayo sa lalaking nasa tabi ko lamang. I hate him. I hate his presence, I can’t stand it. I hate his whole being. But I don’t even know if he knows me, and that makes me hate him more.

He took everything from me without him even realizing it. Fvck him to the depths of hell.

“Are you okay?” I whipped my head at him. He’s asking me? Does he perhaps know me after all? “You look angry, like you’re about to kill someone.” I can’t help but to stare at his blue green eyes. Malec is a drop-dead gorgeous hunk, tall, tanned skin and has a perfect face. He looks like a Demi God, and I hate it. Iniwas ko ang tingin ko sakanya. I sarcastically chuckled.

“Yeah, I really want someone to disappear, how I wish he never existed.” Parang gusto kong kaltokan ang sarili ko nang ma-realize ko ang sinabi ko. Why did I answered his question anyway? I shouldn’t be talking to him.

“Killing is a crime, Mr. Batalier.” Nawiwili nitong sagot. Muli ko siyang tiningnan. He knows me after all, huh? And why does he look so happy?

“Yeah, killing is a crime, dude. You’re talking to a police officer here. Wag mo naman ipahalatang kriminal ka.” Biro ni Hyno. I glared at him.

“You know me?” I didn’t know why I wanted to ask him how he knows me. My forehead wrinkled when he smiled at me and nodded.

“Of course, you’re the famous chef in my favorite restaurant.” Malaki ang ngiti niya saakin na parang siyang-siya na nakakausap ako. Napatango ako. I totally forgot he’s always at the restaurant I work to. Life is really odd, I want him to disappear yet he always appear in front of me. He’s even talking to me now.

“How about you, do you know me?” Gusto kong magsisigaw sa tanong niya. I want to scream at his face how I know him but I calmed myself and answer him.

“Not really, I just heard some ladies talking about you, I heard your name is Malec.” Kumunot ang noo nito sa sinabi ko. Did I say something wrong?

“Really?” I just shrugged. He stared at me for a while before smiling again. “You can call me Alek, I can call you Stav right?” Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay.

“I think I’m older than you, but yeah sure.” What the fvck. Why do I keep talking to him. I shouldn’t talk to him.

“Okay, then, can I drink with you, Stav?” The way he said the ‘Stav’ was almost like teasing. I sighed and nodded. Whatever. He doesn’t even know I knew him for a decade now. He doesn’t even know I loathe him so much. Natigilan ako.

I loathe him yet I just agreed drinking with him. I tsked.

I hope this will be the last time that he’ll approach me.

But how lucky I am to be fvcking wrong with that.

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Bachelors in Trouble

EDITED: 06/23/24

Men to men series. [ This was supposed to be a series but it’s on hold. ]

This story contains matured themes regarding language, behaviors and sexual content.

RATED 21+ READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

This was written when I was only sixteen years old, so you know what to expect^

You have been warned. I will not tolerate any hate.

#1

Chapter 1

[EDITED 06/28/21]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD

[ This was written when I was only sixteen years old, so you know what to expect^ ]

Note: (*He’s ‘fruity’ means he’s part of

LGBTQ

• or gay.)

Gustav’s

“THIS is the luckiest day of my life! NOT!” I gritted my teeth at nanggigigil na lumabas ng sasakyan na minamaneho ko sana papunta sa trabaho ko nang mapayapa nang biglang may bumangga na lang sa sasakyan ko.

My fvcking precious car!

“You fvcker! Why would you meddle in my way!” My mouth hanged open when the brat who’s driving the car that crashed into mine shouted nonsense at me. At mukhang ito pa ang galit saakin. Hindi makapaniwalang itunuro ko ang traffic light.

“Can’t you see it’s red?! Are you fvcking blind or are you stupid?!” What a dickhead! Pinagtitinginan na kami ng mga tao and we’re also causing traffic now but the hell I care! I will beat this punk into pulp!

“I’ll fvcking put you in jail you mad man!” I looked at him in disbelief.

“No I’ll put you in jail, you crazy punk!” Asar na kinuha ko ang selpon ko sa bulsa ng suot kong pantalon at tatawag sana sa police station ngunit mukhang hindi na kailangan. A few police officers reached us and this is really my fvcking lucky day to see Malec García, the guy I loathed the most is one of them. He look so gorgeous and sexy with his uniform and I hate it so much. I shook my head. Why am I finding him sexy? This is fvcking creeping me out.

Natigilan ako nang saakin ito kaagad lumapit at walang pasabi-sabing dinampian ng panyo ang noo ko.

“Are you okay, Stav? Your eyebrows are bleeding, did he do something to you?” I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. Stav? Why does that sound like we knew each other for so long already? Well, I do know him for so long now but I doubt he does. Why is he acting like a friend, did he really think we became friends after that drink last week at Hyno’s bar? He’s delusional.

“Y-Yeah, I’m okay. Just my car,” Here I am again speaking exactly the opposite of what inside of my head. I want to curse everyone right now, why am I so fvcking lucky. NOT.

“Yes, I’m going to make sure he’ll pay for what he did to you and to your car.” Tumalikod na ito saakin at hinarap ang lalaking nagsisisigaw pa rin at minumura na ang mga police. Fvck, is he under the influence of illegal drugs? Pero nawiwindang ako sa sinabi ni Malec. Ganoon ba ang sasabihin ng maayos na pulis lalo na at hindi niya pa kami tinatanong kung anong nangyari? But I couldn’t care less, I just want this day to end.

–

“HE’S high, he used illegal drugs and drove a stolen car that crashed into yours.” Paliwanag saakin ni Malec. I’m here in the precinct. The punk relatives will pay me money for the car and the danger that punk caused me. Naaresto din ang gago dahil sa pag gamit ng illegal na droga and many more that I didn’t really listened to.

My head is spinning because of the temperature and the incident. Fvck, I really hate summer.

“Good thing he didn’t attack you, you shouldn’t do that again, Stav. Hindi ka na dapat nakipag sigawan pa sakanya, paano kung may patalim iyon o baril?” My forehead wrinkled at his tone. Is he my mother? Are we close? He sounds like my parent. Fvcking annoying.

“I’m a guy, I can handle myself.” Hinilot ko ang noo ko. My migraine is acting up, the temperature triggered it. It’s so hot I feel like passing out.

“Kahit na, the guy is not in his right mind. Please always be careful, Stav.” I snap my eyes at him, confused. Is this for real? I’m really confused if I ever agreed being friends with him? Why is he acting like this? We’ve only talked once. Ganito ba ang mga pulis?

“Fine, fine. I just want to rest, goodbye.” I was about to exit when he walked beside me and show me his car keys.

“You still can’t drive your damaged car, I’ll drive you to your house.” The guy I hated the most driving me to my house? What is happening? Are we best friend now? When did I signed up for this? Nawiwindang man ay tumango na lang ako. My head is killing me right now and I don’t want to wait for a taxi.

Sumakay ako sa kotse niya and he maneuvered his car promptly. I wanted to laugh. Now I’m even sitting comfortably inside his very expensive looking car. Damn odd, why is this happening to me.

Kinuha ko ang selpon ko at tinawagan si Lovemir, ang may-ari ng pinagtatrabahuhan kong restaurant na kakauwi lang rin galing Italia. Agad naman nitong sinagot ang tawag ko.

“Where are you? You’re already two hours late.” Love said with his usual monotone voice.

“I can’t go to work now, Love. I got into an accident but I’m fine, I’ll talk to you later. My head is acting up.” Pinatay ko agad ang tawag at ipinikit ko ang mga mata. I really can’t stand headache.

“Your girlfriend?” I almost forgot I’m inside Malec’s car because of this stupid migraine.

“I’m single.” I answered. “And Lovemir is a guy,” I managed to murmured. I don’t want to talk anymore. My head is seriously killing me.

“That’s good.” Kumunot lalo ang noo ko. What does he mean by that?

“Are you okay? Is it your head? I’ll buy you med.” I managed to nod before I passed out.

–

“SO you’re saying you and Alek were in the same car together? And you two talk like how friends talk?” Natatawang ani ni Hyno. I nodded. What happened earlier this morning still confused me. I mean, I’m not overreacting or what but his actions are getting into me. He even bought me medicines for my headache earlier when I passed out at his car. At hindi ako nito ginising kahit na halos magkakalahating oras na pala kaming nasa labas ng bahay ko. He waited for me to wake up. And i still don’t know how he knows my house address.

I’m creeping out.

“Don’t do that Creeping

out-look on your face, man. You know everything about him too, well except his personality that is getting into you now-“

“It is not getting into me. I don’t care at all even if he’ll come to know we’re..” I paused. We are what? Related? “Ugh, we shouldn’t be friends. I didn’t hate him for years just for us to become friends.” Tinawanan ako ni Hyno.

“Well, he’s acting like you two are friends now, or you know,” Hyno looked straight into my hazelnut eyes. “Like, I think he’s fruity?” It didn’t registered at me first but my eyes widened when I get what he’s saying.

“WHAT?! Are you saying he likes me?!” Nawindang ata ako sa bagong walang kasiguraduhang impormasyon na ito. I know I always attract men because of my body and face. I’m not a twink but I have a fair skin, almost lean average build, red lips, a straight-edged nose like Angelina Jolie has, long thick eyelashes and let’s not talk about my waist, thighs and butt.

I actually hate it because everyone thought I’m a bottom boy when I don’t even swing that way. I’m not against it or anything, I just hate it when some men will sexualize me because of how I look. I support different sexualities, not to mention Hyno is bisexual and that’s why everyone thought I am too. But I can’t imagine the drop-dead gorgeous hunk Malec García will swing that way and even if he does, I don’t fvcking care.

“Yeah? Like do you see how he looks at you? Or did you got blinded by your stupid hatred?” Hyno talks like he’s so sure about it. I showed him my middle finger.

“My hatred towards him is not stupid and dude, just because you’re gay that doesn’t mean everyone swing that way too.” Hyno gasped at what I said. Humawak ito sa dibdib na parang sobrang nasaktan sa sinabi ko.

“Duh? I don’t think everyone is fruity. I’m just saying what I saw, you idiot. I saw Malec’s lustful stare everytime he looks at you, how he scan your face and how his eyes will stop and stare at your lips like he wants to devour it so bad. Man, don’t you know how your body and face arouses men?” Of course I know! I’ve been harassed by those horny bastards so many times because of this body of mine. But now he’s saying Malec García is one of those horny nuts? I hate that guy and all but I don’t think that will do him justice. Malec García can get anyone he wants by just one wink, so why would he want me? And why am I even entertaining this stupid hypothesis of Malec liking me?

“Oh fvck off! You talk too much. Bakit ba napunta dito ang usapan?” Hyno just rolled his eyes at me. Inilingan ko siya at nilagok ang alak na kanina pa nasa baso na hawak hawak ko. I sighed. I don’t want to think of that bastard anymore. Bakit ko nga ba iniisip ang lalaking ’yon? Sa tingin ko ay may naputol na ugat sa ulo ko dahil sa migraine ko kanina.

“Hey, chef.” Natigil ako sa pag-iisip ng marinig ang tawag na iyon ni Lovemir. My boss. Kanina ko pa talaga ito hinihintay dahil nag-aya ito kanina dito sa bar ni Hyno, kararating lang kasi nito galing Italia kahapon.

“You’re late, Love.” Hyno snorted. I just chuckled and motioned Love to sit right next to me.

“Well I’m sorry, a friend of mine almost killed me just now because of I don’t even know the reason is, that’s why I’m late.” He sounded pissed. Inabutan ito ni Hyno ng alak at baso.

“Maybe your friend finds your face annoying, because I do too.”

“Just say you’ve longed for my handsome face, Hynodale.” The two started bickering. I shook my head. I don’t even dare call Hyno in his full name because he will nag at me about it all day and that’s the last thing I want.

“Lovemir.” Pare-pareho kaming natigilan dahil sa malamig at matigas na boses na iyon na familiar na familiar saakin. I looked at the man who spoke at nagkasalubong ang mga mata naming dalawa. Malec.

“Alek.” Said Love. I looked at the two, confused.

“You two know each other?” Tanong ko. Lovemir nodded and stood up. Lumipat ito ng upuan na dalawang stool ang layo saakin. And then Alek was the one who sat right next to me.

Parang bumalik ang sakit ng ulo ko dahil sa hindi ko maintindihang ka-weirdohan ng dalawa especially Malec.

“He’s my friend, you two also know him?”

“Yeah, the three of us had a drink last week. Didn’t know he’s your friend.” Hyno was the one who answered Love. Hindi ko na inalis ang mga mata ko sa basong hawak hawak ko.

I can smell his musky scent and my light headache oddly disappeared.

“Sorry to interrupt, but I’m alone and lonely so can I join you guys for a drink?” Alek smoothly asked with his deep baritone voice that is dangerously low. His voice always makes me uncomfortable and uneasy. Maybe because I hate him?

“Of course you can join!” Hyno beamed.

“Can I, Stav?” He surprisingly asked me that made me stiffened. Nang matauhan ay mabilis akong sumulyap sakanya and I quickly nodded.

“Of course.” Fvck. Did I just got nervous? Because of him? Not so fvcking good.

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Chapter 2

[

EDITED

06/28/21

]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD

Gustav’s

I HAd to admit it. Malec is actually a good guy, he cares about those people around him. He’s a police officer after all. And that realization makes me hate him more.

It was already late and he offered to drive me home again. And me being a smooth talker, NOT. I couldn’t say no. So here I am again sitting inside his car. The atmosphere is very awkward because none of us is talking. He ain’t even turning on the radio so the atmosphere would be less awkward, what an insensitive bastard.

I leaned in the car window and massage my nose bridge. I’m tipsy because of the amount of light alcohol I drunk earlier and it’s making my head ache. I should’ve drink hard liquor and get wasted but I have work tomorrow so it’s a bummer.

“So,” I flinched when Alek spoke. Mukhang napansin niya iyon at natawa sa reaksyon ko. I mentally cursed myself. “Can I ask something?” He asked after his chuckles.

Ask something? Ano naman kaya ang tatanong ng lalaking ’to? And why the fvck am I feeling nervous again? Maybe I should go consult a doctor soon.

“Y-yeah, what’s up?” Fvck I stammered.

“I was just wondering why were you so quiet when I’m around, do I make you feel uneasy?” YES. I feel so uncomfortable around you. Your stares, voice and everytime you’ll make a good deed in front me made me uneasy and nervous. That’s how I hate you so much.

“Oh, don’t worry about it, I j-just have anxiety.” Anxiety my ass.

“Really? Then what do you feel when I’m around?” For real? Is he really sticking to this topic? Why does it matter anyway.

“I feel.. anxious?” Oh yeah of course I feel anxious because I have a fvcking anxiety. I’m such a genius, NOT. Alek chuckled of what I answered and that made me look at him. His deep chuckles can make any women quickly kneel down to praise him. I shook my head at the thought.

“Of course, anxious, yeah,” He continue his chuckles and I’m getting annoyed at it.

“Are you making fun of me?” I cocked an eyebrow. Alek waved his hand while still snorting.

“No, no. I just find you cute, you’re gorgeous by the way.” WHERE DID THAT COME FROM? Why the hell is he suddenly complimenting me? My brows furrowed. Is there a chance that what Hyno said is true? I mean, I’m not toxic but I won’t tell a dude he’s gorgeous and cute. Is he gay for real?

Well yeah self, that’s just toxic masculinity. Idiot.

“T-Thanks, I guess.” Thanks? I guess? Wow, I’m so proud of myself. Great.

“Are you really so nervous around me?” I choked. Well yes, dumbass. That’s what being anxious means. Ugh.

“No, why would I be nervous. I just don’t talk much, I’m not a good talker and I barely even know you. That’s why, yeah. I’m not nervous.” I am blabbing. Yep, I just proved to him I’m nervous as hell. Can’t I get any wiser than this?

“‘You barely even know me’. you know we can work on it and know each other. I mean, I really wanna get close to you.” He said that with a little smile on his lips. This is making my fvcking chest throb. What does he want? I’m sure he has something he wants that’s why he keeps approaching me.

“Why do you keep approaching me?” I face him to watch his reactions. He smiled and glance at me before answering.

“You finally asked,” Nakangiti nitong ani. I knitted my eyebrows. “I don’t want to scare you or what but, I just find you so attractive.”

Nahigit ko ata ang hininga ko. What the hell? Is this for real? Malec García? Finding me attractive? Napakurap-kurap ako sa kawalan.

I don’t know what to say. Dammit, Hyno was right. This feel so unreal. This feel so odd. I don’t know if I should believe him or what. I know I always attract men but I didn’t imagine Malec to find me attractive.

“So you’re gay..” I mumbled, still shock. Alek suddenly pulled his car to the side of the road. He stopped the car engine and face me. We stared at each other for a minute before he spoke.

“I’m not gay, well at least not gay for anyone but you.” He seriously said. That just makes me more speechless.

“I know this is weird but, I have always liked you since the day I saw you at Lovemir’s restaurant.” Napakurap muli ako. I didn’t ask for explanation. This makes me more anxious, the guy I hate the most likes me like that? Like me romantically? Is gay for me? This is fvcking cliche.

“So, will you let me like you?” Gusto kong matawa sa tanong niya pero seryosong-seryoso siya. I sighed and pulled myself together. C’mon Gustav, this is not the first time that a man confessed to you.

“I’m not gay.. I’m not new to this since many men always thought I am gay but,” What should I say next?! Shit. I don’t know what to say.

“I-I don’t know what to say,” I looked everywhere but him. “Just, just drive me home, please.” WOW. I pulled that off so smoothly, NOT. I heard him sigh.

“Is that a rejection?” I glanced at him and his face was dead serious. I gulped and shook my head.

“I don’t know.” I muttered because I really don’t know.

“I’m sorry, I think I scared you, but let me tell you this, Stav, I won’t stop liking you even if you tell me to.” What the fvck is this. I was not ready for this. “You must think I’m going so fast but I have liked you for months now, yes, I’m kind of a weirdo.” He chuckled and started the engine and drove me home.

I AM STILL SPEECHLESS.

———

TItig na titig ako sa sa selpon ko habang nakahiga sa kama. I was texting Hyno but he isn’t replying.

“What the hell is he doing that he isn’t replying to my texts?!” I bit my lips while reading what I texted to him.

TO:

Hynodale

“

Fvcker

! Malec the bastard just confessed to me that he finds me attractive!“

Kinagat-kagat ko ang kuko ko habang iniisip ang nangyari kanina. I can’t sleep because of that fvcking sudden confession and I can’t believe I was not able to say anything because of that. I was so dumb around him.

I deeply sighed and calmed myself. I shouldn’t be feeling excited to what Alek said, I should hate him. Hate him more. Fvck, hate him more!

Natigil ako sa pag-iisip nang sa wakas ay tumunog na ang selpon ko. Dali-dali kong kinuha ang selpon sa pag-aakalang si Hyno na iyon, but my forehead wrinkled when I saw an unknown number texted me. I opened the message.

FROM: 09*********

“Hey, this is Alek. Sorry for earlier, I think I really did shock you, but I hope we can still hang out?”

I was so ready to yeet my phone off but he sent a text again.

“Please don’t find me creepy I just really like you (^^)”

Is that a fvcking blushing emoji?! Why would he text me this?! How can I sleep with this! And where did he get my number? I quickly texted back.

TO:

O9

---

“ Where did you get my number?“

Hindi nagtagal at nag reply agad ito.

“I got it from Lovemir, sorry, I think I’m really kinda creepy (^^).”

I shut my eyes tight and thinned my lips. Lovemir you punk!

“ You’re not kinda creepy, you’re really creepy for a police officer.“ I replied. I was biting my nails while waiting for his reply.

“Yeah? Things I do for you, babe (^^).” I threw my phone off. Yep, this conversation is over. Fvck him for making my chest throb. Shit. I hope I won’t see him tomorrow.

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Chapter 3

[EDITED 06/28/21]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD

Gustav’s

“SO you didn’t reject him? I thought you loathe him.” Hyno looked at me confused. We’re here in his house. Pumunta muna ako rito bago pumasok sa trabaho dahil hindi niya nabasa ang text ko kagabi and I need someone to talk to about what happened yesterday. I still feel excited and I don’t know why. It’s confusing me.

“I didn’t accept his confession either, I just really don’t know what to say. It’s so sudden and I’m not so ready for it.” It’s true. But Hyno seems like he isn’t buying it.

“Nah, I think you just like it that he adores you, that’s why you didn’t reject him.” He snorted.

“What? No! Where did you get that,” I like it? That’s next to impossible. I bit the inside of my cheek. Am I fooling myself? I shook my head. This is just too sudden, too odd to be true.

“I mean duh? You could’ve just rejected him so easily if you don’t like him, that’s what you always do when some bi-curios men confessed to you,” Hyno cocked an eyebrow at me. He’s still lying in his bed and I am sitting in his sofa not far. Kakagising lang niya at mukhang ayaw pa tumayo.

“I don’t know what I want, really. I came here to seek answers, so tell me what should I do?” I felt like an idiot. Well, in terms of this, I really am a fool. Hyno looked at me seriously before sighing.

“My best advice is try it, try things with him.” I whipped my head to glance at him.

“What do you mean try things with him? I’m not even gay, Hyno.”

“Well as of now you’re still not, not to be rude but I think you are gay—” I cut him off.

“No I am not—”

“Fvcker, have you been attracted to women? No, right? So trying things with Alek will be your gay test, I mean, straight people will really not do gay test.” Hyno looked at me funny. I glared at him and think of what he said. It’s true that I haven’t been attracted to women, neither to men but to think of it, I didn’t reject Alek, why didn’t I reject him? I thinned my lips and sighed. My mind is going insane.

“Sure, let’s say I’m not straight, but seriously? Gay test with Alek? You know how I hate him—”

“Fvck off with the hate, I don’t really think it’s worth it. Yeah he did take everything from you, but does he want it? Does he knows it? No, kaya kilalanin mo muna yung tao, wether you will still hate him after knowing him or not will be your business na.” Hyno finally sat up. “You can also take advantage of this, you know. Use his adoration, take him for granted?” He wiggled his eyebrows at me. I showed him my middle finger.

“Wether he doesn’t want it or knows it, kinuha niya pa rin ang lahat saakin. And fvck off, revenge isn’t my thing, that’s a dark path, just plain pathetic.” I said but in the back of my head, I’m thinking of what he said. I don’t really know the guy, Alek. But I grow up believing I loathe him. Should I really try this? I bit the inside of my cheeks. Maybe I should go with the flow. I mean, I was so excited of his confession yesterday, maybe this is a thing. But I’ll make sure I won’t get hurt with this. I nodded at my own thought.

Natigil ako sa pag-iisip nang makitang tumayo na si Hyno at naglakad papunta sa bathroom. My eyebrows knitted. He looks like he has a limp, wala naman iyon kagabi. Maayos naman ang lakad nito kagabi.

“What happened to you? Where did you get that limp, yo?” I looked at him funny. He rolled his eyes.

“From a fvcking jerk, damn that punk he’s so huge. What does his mother feed him?” Hyno said, more like said to himself. My eyes widen when I realized what’s happening.

“You punk, did you got railed last night?” I laughed out loud when he showed me his middle finger.

“What the fvck, ew. I thought you’re the dominant one, can’t believe you’re a bottom boy!” I can’t stop laughing. Hyno ignored me and slam the door to the bathroom.

I was dying from laughter when suddenly, a big man with blue eyes and fully naked entered the room. The guy looks like an ancient Greek man but I can tell he’s fuming mad, both in the upper head and in the other head between his thighs. Must be Hyno’s man.

“Yo dude, get dress—” Natigil ako dahil tumuon ang masamang tingin nito saakin.

“Is it you? Did you took advantage of me?! I’m not gay!” I jumped and look at the guy confused when he started screaming while glaring at me.

What the fvck? Me?!

“I’m not gay either?” Naguguluhan kong ani. At mukhang mas lalo itong nagalit sa sinabi ko. He walk towards me and hardly grope my shoulders. I flinched.

“I found used condoms when I woke up. I am naked. I am in a man house and I remember entering a gay club last night. Tell me you aren’t a fvcking gay pervert!” I gasped in disbelief. How rude! I can’t believe this guy! I pushed him and glance at Hyno who just went out from the bathroom and frown at us.

“You two aren’t gay, I get it.” Hyno was now wearing just a piece of boxer and I almost rolled my eyes when I saw his body full of hickeys. He stared at us lazily. Mukhang natauhan ang lalaking galit na galit kanina at kumuha ito ng kumot at itinabing sa sarili niya. I snorted.

“You two should talk, I’ll go now, Hyno.” I said and exited the room. Naglakad ako palabas ng gate ng bahay ni Hyno at muling naglakad palabas ng village na kinatitirikan ng bahay niya. I blew a loud breath. If only my car is now fixed I am not walking so lonely here. I sighed again. Kinuha ko ang selpon ko nang tumunog iyon. I answered it when I saw Lovemir’s name.

“Yes? I’m on my way to the restaurant.” I heard Love hissed.

“Yeah, I just called to say I’ll be late. Maybe just for fifteen minutes, an emergency suddenly came up—” I heard him hissed again. “ I’m hanging up.”   He hung up. I looked at the phone confused. What’s wrong with him? I was about to call him again when a familiar car stopped beside me.

“Hey,” I held my breath when I saw Malec. He’s the one in the car. How can I forget that he lives in the same village with Hyno? I looked everywhere but him.

“H-hey,” I stammered. I heard him chuckled and opened the car door. Bumaba ito at tumayo sa harapan ko. I faked a cough and still look everywhere but him. Why do I have to be cornered so early in the morning? And why does he have to look so sexy with his uniform?

I wanted to slap myself for complimenting the jerk.

“You going to the restaurant? I’ll give you a ride.” Mabilis akong umiling. Nope, not going there again. I’m not going inside his car again, never.

“You don’t need to, I’ll just ride a taxi.” Nakayuko pa rin ako at hindi tumitingin sa lalaki that’s why I can’t see his reaction. I bit the inside of my cheeks and glance at him. But boy, I shouldn’t have done that. Parang gusto kong maupo sa sahig dito mismo sa kinatatayuan ko dahil sa sobrang seryoso ng mga titig niya. His stares are so intense that my knees almost buckled.

“What’s wrong? Why don’t you want me to give you a ride?” I had to let out a loud breath when he finally spoke. That stares just made me nervous as fvck. I looked at the watch in my wrist. I hissed. I’m already late!

“You know what, just give me a ride then.” Mabilis akong pumasok sa sasakyan niya. “Fvck, why can’t I say no to him.” It feels like he’s manipulating me into doing something he wants.

Pumasok na rin ito sa sasakyan. He smiled at me before maneuvering the car.

“Good morning, by the way.” He giggled. What the hell was that. Why is he giggling? I frowned.

“Yeah, mornin’.” What a good morning indeed. NOT. I sighed and thought about what Hyno said. Maybe I’ll just go with the flow for now.

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A/N: I had to cut.

Chapter 4

[EDITED 06/28/21]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD

Gustav’s

HINDI na ata uusad ang traffic at banas na banas na ako. Bakit ngayon pa na kasama ko sa iisang kotse ang pulis na ito? Napasulyap ako kay Malec na hindi ko inaasahang nakatingin saakin nang may ngiti sa labi. Naramdaman ko ang kabog ng dibdib ko dahil sa gulat. I awkwardly smiled. What a creep.

“Stavie, you look so good in the morning.” Napaubo ako sa biglaang sinabi niya. Pwede time out? Baka sinabi ko sakanya na may anxiety ako? Nakakaloko ang lalaking ’to.

“Ha Ha, I always look good.” Nagbiro na lang ako sa sobrang kaba na nararamdaman ko. Tumaas ang gilid ng labi niya na ikinatigil ko.

“I agree, you always look good in my eyes.” Gusto kong magwala sa sobrang hiya na nararamdaman ko. Hindi ko na alam kung hiya pa ba to o asar na. Ano ang isasagot ko sa sinabi niya? Thanks? Tapos ano? ’Yon lang? Nakakaasar. At mas lalong nakakaasar ang paghuhumirintado ng dibdib ko.

“I know, Ha Ha.” Ako mismo ang napangiwi sa sinagot ko. Naibaling ko sa labas ang tingin ko at pinagmulatan ng mga mata ang bintana. Gago ba ako! Nakalimutan ko ang sinabi niya at basta na lang ako sumagot ng kung ano! Napapikit ako ng marinig siyang tumawa.

“You know I always adore you?” Hindi ’yon, gago! I subconsciously bit the inside of my cheeks.

“No—no, I know I always look good in everyone’s eyes. Ha Ha, probably.” Sinabi ko iyon nang hindi tumitingin sakanya. Kahit ako ay hindi maintindihan ang mga isinasagot ko. I’m so anxious!

“Hmm,” He hummed and maneuver the car, bahagyang umusad ang traffic. Napabuntong hininga ako. Malamang ay nauna pa saakin si Lovemir ngayon sa restaurant. Hindi na ata kami papaalisin dito sa daan.

“Can I take you out for dinner tonight?” Nabibigla akong lumingon kay Malec nang muli siyang magsalita. Inaaya niya ako mag date? Date! Napalunok ako. Hindi ko alam kung pano o ano ang isasagot ko. “You can tell me if you don’t want to go out, I’ll just cook you dinner in my house, then.” He throatily laugh.

Gusto kong matulala na lang. Saan niya nakukuha ang kapal ng mukha? Saan niya nakukuha ang confidence gayong sinabi kong I don’t swing that way! Asar ko siyang nilingon.

“I can cook myself a.. dinner..” Halos bulong na lang ang huli kong sinabi dahil sa panghihina. He look so serious while eying me, my face. He looks like a predator right now, and I’m his prey. Napapalunok na umiwas ako ng tingin sakanya. He’s so good at making me uncomfortable with his stubbornly handsome face.

“You’ll go out with me, right? Or let’s just have dinner at my house?” His deep baritone voice made me close my eyes tight. Para bang sa paraan ng pagkakasabi niya ay wala akong choice kundi ang kumain kasama siya mamaya. He’s a manipulative jerk and I don’t know how to handle him.

“Okay, let’s have dinner.” Like what I said. I’ll go with the flow, I wanna know where this’ll lead me, where this will lead the both of us. I swallowed hard. Ang galing ko talaga tumama sa mga desisyon. NOT.

“At my house, then.” Hindi ko man siya lingunin ay batid kong nakangiti siya. Napangiwi ako nang maalala ang traffic na hindi pa rin umuusad. Punyeta!

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TAgaktak ang pawis ko nang hinubad ko ang unipurme ko sa pagluluto. Kanina pa ako punas nang punas pero mukhang naghuhumiyaw ata ang init ng araw at ayaw paawat. Napakainit. Kahit air-conditioned ang restaurant ay walang epek lalo na at nasa kusina ako maghapon. Dry na nga ang balat ko sa mukha, basang basa pa sa pawis ang buhok ko at katawan ko dahil sa suot kong unipurme kanina.

Mabilis akong lumabas nang matapos makapagpalit ng damit. I blew a loud breath when I saw how chaotic the restaurant in the ground floor. Lovemir’s restaurant have two floors. I work in both floors so I’m always exhausted, good thing I’m not in a night shift. That’ll be hell.

“Hey, Stav. You going?” Tumango ako kay Charlene, siya ang naka-toka sa gabi. He’s the head chef at night. Lumapit saakin si Lovemir na nakakunot noo.

“Stav, get out already. Alek is waiting for you outside.” Nanlaki ang mata ko. Tiningnan ko ang oras sa phone ko at 7:37 na! 7:00 pm ang usapan namin! Nagmamadali akong tumakbo sa labas at natigilan nang makita si Malec. He’s patiently waiting outside, his eyes on his phone while leaning on his expensive car. Naka-unipurme pa ito and he looks so hot as usual. I saw some women passing by stops to glance at him. Napangiwi ako.

“Baby,” Nanlaki ang mata ko nang magsalita siya habang nakatingin pa rin sa selpon niya. “Are you checking me out?” He finally look at me, he sexily smirk. I glared at him. Ang lakas ng loob ng animal.

“You wish,” I rolled my eyes at him. Ngumisi lang ito at lumapit saakin saka kinuha ang leather sling bag na dala ko. Kinunotan ko siya ng noo.

“You look exhausted, I’ll carry this for you.” Aniya at tinalikuran ako para buksan ang pinto ng kotse. “Let’s go?” Hindi na ako nagsalita at sumakay na lang.

“What do you want for dinner? I’ll cook.” Napatanga ako sa tanong niya. Hindi pa luto ang kakainin namin? Magluluto pa lang siya? Gutom na gutom na ako! At sa pagkakatanong niya ay parang nakatira kami sa iisang bahay at kakagaling lang namin pareho sa trabaho at dahil pagod ako ay siya na ang magluluto ng hapunan namin. I shook my head. I’m overreacting again.

“Anything but vegetables.” I blew a loud breath. Gutom na talaga ako. Kanina ay hindi ako nakakain dahil sobrang daming customer sa restaurant at wala na akong pahinga.

“Are you okay?” He glanced at me. I nod. His forehead wrinkled. I almost rolled my eyes.

“I’m just hungry, I thought you already prepared the food. Magluluto ka pa pala.” Parang nahiya ako bigla sa sinabi ko. I sound like I’m expecting something special for our dinner date. Napangiwi ako sa naisip. I looked at him when he throatily laugh.

“I know you’ll be hungry, I prepared finger snacks for you, eat it while I cook our dinner.” Nabibiglang tumango ako sakanya. I didn’t expect that. I don’t know how to react. I bit the inside of my cheeks. It’s a mannerism.

“Do you sing, baby?” I snapped my head at him. He keeps calling me with endearments.

“Don’t call me that,”

“Babe, then.” I hissed. He’s annoying.

“Call me by my name,” Gigil kong ani. I gritted my teeth when I saw his teasing smile. Mukhang nawiwili pa ito.

“Yes, Stavie darling.” Parehas kami nagulat nang mahampas ko siya sa braso. Fvck. He looked at me with wide eyes and wide open mouth. Gulat din akong napangiwi. I couldn’t control it, no one has ever call me Stavie nor darling. At inaasar niya pa ako. I bit my bottom lip and said nothing. Natatawang binalik niya ang tingin sa daan.

“You have a heavy hand, baby.” I gritted my teeth again. He’s like this because I accept his dinner date offer. I shouldn’t have. He’s a damn tease.

“Shut up, will you? If you don’t I won’t go out with you ever again.” I hissed. Tumawa ulit ito at nanggigigil na kinagat ang labi bago ako sinulyapan.

“You’re so tempting, please stop being sexy.“ That’s it! Muli ko siyang hinampas pero ako ang natigilan nang maglandas ang kamay ko sa tiyan niya. We both gasped. I’ve felt his packs! Madali kong binawi ang kamay ko.

“You like it?” I was about to glare at him when I saw his dark eyes. His jaw clenched and I couldn’t utter a single word. He looks so hot and scary at the same time.

“Answer me.” Umiwas ako ng tingin. I didn’t mean it! Hindi ko naman alam na lalanding doon ang kamay ko! I blew a frustrated breath. He can tease me and all but my hand touching his abdomen is a big deal for him? He’s a real jerk.  

“What do you want me to say? That you’re packed? What the hell is wrong with you!” I couldn’t help but pout like a damn lady. Natigilan ako nang marinig ko siyang tumawa. I shot him a death glare.

“I’m kidding, but I didn’t expect you’ll tell me I’m sexy.” Napatanga akong muli sa animal.

“When did I say that?!“

“I’m packed, huh.“ He have this annoying smirk on his face that made me gasped in disbelief.

“You’re something, you need to be checked.“ He’s not right in the head and I can tell. I hissed again. Asar na asar na ako.

“Didn’t you just checked me out, awhile ago?” I tried not to scream in annoyance. Mukhang napansin niya iyon at tumawa ito nang tumawa. Natigilan ako. I stared at him hanggang sa matapos siyang tumawa. This guy is surprisingly attractive. I mean not just his looks, his personality too. And I’m a guy, I know many women is attracted to him but for a guy who isn’t gay, I find him attractive. And I’m just realizing that right now. I mentally cursed myself. I shouldn’t turn soft to him just because he’s a good police officer and a funny flirty guy, well, maybe gay.

“I’ll stop now, I’ll stop.” He said while still chuckling. “I was just entertaining you.” He smiled at me. Tumingin ako sa labas ng iparada niya ang sasakyan. We’re already outside his house. Nakapasok na pala kami sa Fontro Village. Hindi ko man lang namalayan dahil sa sobrang inis ko sakanya.

We both got inside the house and he leads me to the small gazebo in his backyard. His house is neat and expensive looking as expected. Halos ata lahat ng wall na makikita ko mula dito sa backyard niya ay glass. Sa hindi kalayuan ay may bean shaped swimming pool na may pulang ilaw sa ilalim. The gazebo I’m in is surrounded with red flowers and ivys. Tiningnan ko ang naka-set na table sa loob ng gazebo.

It’s so cliche. May mga nakahanda ng dalawang plato for us, utensils and scented candles. The table is covered in white cloth. May malaking bote ng wine and two flute glass. Ang kulang na lang ay pagkain.

I bit the inside of my cheeks as I sat down. I saw Malec running towards me with a basket in his hand. Nakabihis na ito ng itim na button down shirt at faded cargo shorts. I wanna punch myself for secretly admiring how hot he is in everything.

“Eat this first while I cook our dinner.” He handed me the basket. I nodded and was about to open the basket when I felt his firm lips in my forehead. Bago pa man ako makareact ay tumakbo na siya papasok sa bahay niya. I saw him entered a room that I’m presuming the kitchen. The wall is glass so I can see him and the sofa set inside his house with his big TV but the kitchen isn’t glass wall so I have to stare at the blank wall for a second.

I blinked rapidly. Did he just kissed me in the forehead?! Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko na naghuhumiyaw ang tibok. What the hell. That’s a first. No one has ever kissed me, in fact, I have never been kissed anywhere in my body. I am a complete virgin and him kissing me in the forehead is making my cheeks burn! I know I’m totally crimson red right now.

Asar na binuksan ko ang basket na ibinigay niya. I saw a very delicious looking burger and a lot of french fries inside. I chew the inside of my cheeks. This is my favorites. How did he know? Mabilis kong kinuha ang burger at tinikman iyon. Parang nawala ang inis ko sa paghalik sa noo ko ni Malec ng walang paalam dahil sa sarap ng burger.

“Kung hindi ka lang talaga mabango at gwapo, nako.” Wala sa sarili kong ani habang dumudukot ng fries sa basket. Maya-maya ay naubos ko na ang pagkain pero gutom pa rin ako at hindi pa rin tapos magluto si Malec. I was about to go inside to look for him when I saw him left the kitchen. He walk towards the gazebo I’m in while holding a big basket.

I stared at him as he smiled widely at me. He looks so happy that even his eyes are showing it. I’m speechless. Masaya ba siya na nakapagluto siya o dahil kakain kaming dalawa? Natawa ako. Ang babaw ng kaligayan ng animal.

“What did you cook?“ I asked. He bit his bottom lips to hide his grin. I furrowed an eye at him. Inilabas niya ang niluto niya na nasa basket.

“Eh?” Hindi ko napigilan ang bibig ko. “PANCIT?”

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A/N: PANCIT GUISADO FOR DINNER EVERYONE! LOL!

Chapter 5

[EDITED 07/04/21]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD

Gustav’s

HINDI ko mapigilan ang halakhak ko. Malec eyebrows furrowed at me. Napahawak ako sa tiyan sa kakatawa. Ang lakas ng loob niyang magsabi na ipagluluto niya ako tapos pancit guisado ang ipapakain niya saking hapunan. I was expecting some steak or random meat! It’s dinner! May pa champagne flutes pa siya at ang gara ng mesa, tapos pancit guisado ang ihahain niya, ang oily pa tingnan ng pancit niya. This is hilarious, he’s amusing.

“You’re gorgeous while laughing but the way you laugh right now is pissing me off, please stop.” Lalo akong natawa. He sounds so grumpy! Tinapos ko ang pagtawa at kagat labing tiningnan siya.

“Nothing against pancit but, why pancit?” Pinigilan kong mapahalakhak ulit. He looked at me confused. Umupo siya sa harap ko at inilagay sa gitna ng table ang pancit guisado. I bit the inside of my cheeks, trying not to laugh again.

“It’s your favorite.” Ako naman ang napakunot noo sakanya. Pinagtaasan niya ako ng kilay.

“My favorite?” Itinuro ko ang sarili. He innocently nod.

“Lovemir said pancit guisado is your most favorite, you’ll happily eat it anytime and anywhere.” Napatanga ako. So nagtanong siya? Pero mali ang sinabi ni Lovemir.

“I’m allergic to shrimp,” Sinulyapan ko ang pancit guisado niya na sangkatutak ang shrimp. “Pancit guisado is Hynodale’s favorite, not mine.” Natatawa kong ani.

“What?“ He said harshly before glancing at his pancit. Tumalim ang mga mata niya. Pinigilan ko ulit matawa.

“Yes, Lovemir probably jumbled it up.” i chuckled. His face is priceless. Kung kanina ay masaya ito, ngayon ay hindi makapaniwala ang mukha niya.

“It was the first dish I cook, I’ll kill that son of a bitch.” He mumbled while looking at his pancit guisado. Nanlulumo siya. I suppress my laugh and bit my bottom lip. Kaya pala ang oily ng pancit niya.

“I’ll eat it, don’t worry. Aalisin ko na lang ang shrimp.” I tried to console him. He glance at me with his grumpy face.

“I was trying to impress you by cooking your favorite,” He crossed his arms in front of his chest. His biceps flexed. Doon natuon ang atensyon ko. “Forget it, I’ll just order us food.” Napangiwi ako sa sinabi niya.

“No, it’s okay. I’m impressed with the table setting, the gazebo. And I don’t really eat foods random people cook for me.” Nagsalin ako ng pancit sa plato ko at tinikman iyon. It’s surprisingly tasty but still too much oil.

“I’m a chef, I prefer my cooking than any others. You can’t really impress me with cooking, but thanks for trying.” Mukhang mas lalo itong nanlumo sa sinabi ko. I chuckled. I didn’t know he can be a big baby. Kulang na lang ay mag tantrum na ito ngayon.

“Fine, what’s your favorite dish then?” Nagsalin na din ito ng pagkain sa plato niya.

“Me?” Nag-isip ako. “My favorite dish is sinigang na baboy, with a lots of cabbages.” His face lits up.

“Same! That’s my favorite too, but I don’t know how to cook it.” So he sucks at cooking but so eager to cook me dinner earlier.

“Sinigang is my specialty.” Pagmamalaki ko. He nodded and smiled at me.

“Can you cook me sinigang in our next dinner then?” Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. May next dinner na agad? Abusado ang mamang pulis.

“Our next dinner, huh?” Natatawang sumubo ako ng pancit habang nakataas pa rin ang kilay sakanya. I saw him bit his bottom lip before nodding.

“What? You won’t have dinner with me again?” He faked a sad face. I snorted.

“Kung mamantikang pancit ulit ang kakainin ay wag na lang.” I joked. He gasp in disbelief. Humawak ito sa dibdib na parang nagdaramdam.

“It was so hard to cook this! It’s good!” Pagtatanggol niya sa pancit guisado niya. Parang bata. I rolled my eyes at him.

“I’ll be the one to cook next time.” Hindi ko pinag-isipan ang sinabi kong iyon. I saw him grin.

“I’m looking forward to that.” Ngiting tagumpay ang loko. Tumango na lang ako. I dig in to my food again. Natigilan ako nang inilapit niya ang sariling kutsara at tinidor sa plato ko. Kinuha niya ang mga shrimp na iginilid ko, pati ang mga nakahalo pa sa pancit ay kinuha niya at inilagay sa plato niya.

“Careful not to eat any shrimp.” He said and gets back at eating. Napakurap ako. He’s so comfortable around me. I’m a chef and I’m a bit of a clean freak when it comes to food. I don’t like someone poking their spoon in my own food. But funny that I find his actions not annoying, I’m actually cool with it. That’s a first.

Natapos kaming kumain. He poured a drink in my glass and his own. We started drinking and just talking casually. He keeps on asking and I keep on answering his never ending questions.

“So you’re twenty-five? You’re two years older than me.” I nod. I’m surprised he doesn’t know my age when he knows my phone number.

“Are you a virgin?” I snapped my eyes at him. Is he seriously asking me that? This is our first dinner, right? I seriously can’t keep up with him.

“Seriously?” I cock an eyebrow at him. He just sexily bit his bottom lip and nod.

“Bet no one have ever touch you before. That’s a turn on, baby.” I felt a knot in my stomach. I stared at his half hooded eyes that is staring straight to mine. Namumungay na ang mata niya. I heave in anticipation. The way he stared at me, it’s like he’s already thinking of how he’s gonna devour me.

“Are you drunk? With a wine?” I tried to clear the air he just ruined. God, he’s so unreadable. One minute he’s a big baby, and then back to his annoying flirty self.

“Drunk? In pleasure maybe.” I rolled my eyes at him. Wala pa nga ay pleasure na daw. It’s so clear that he wants me in his bed.

“Pleasure?” I gulped the wine in my glass while looking straight to his blue green eyes. He’s not the only naughty one here. “Where is that coming from?”

“Just by looking at you this defenseless around me, I’m already in pleasure baby.” His eyes drop to stare at my lips. The side of my lips tug up.

“Is that a kink?” He matched my smirking face. I felt nervous for a second.

“That’s nothing compared to my kink, babe.” I nod. Agreeing with him. Just looking at him, I can tell that he’s a kinky stud.

“Of course that’s nothing. You’re a horny dog, what do I expect.” I tried to sound disappointed because I really am. I don’t think he likes me, I think he just wants my body. Natigilan ako. Why am I disappointed of the thought of Malec just wanting my body?

I tried to meet his gaze but his eyes is still lock on my lips. I stared at him for a minute. There’s no glint of lust in him. I’m confused. I almost flinch when his eyes suddenly met mine.

“If I’m a horny dog, you’ll be in my bed right now, writhing underneath my sweating body.” Tumayo siya at lumapit saakin. He towered over me and I was gulping looking up at him. He’s fvcking dead serious while looking at me.

“You’re so sexy, baby. You don’t expect me to behave like a saint when you’re a walking temptation.” I flinch when he leaned in. His face was so close to me. Fvck, a very handsome guy is so close to my face. I almost shut my eyes when I smell his addicting musky scent.

“I’m a man, a very sexual man. And you’re the guy I like, what you should expect is; I want everything of you. Every bits of you.” I look at him bewildered. His voice is like a gasoline firing up the heat building inside my body. It’s so hot, he’s so hot. And his breath is not helping. It smell so good I have to swallow multiple times. Fvck this guy for arousing me like this. My head is in a mess. For a moment I was expecting, expecting him to kiss me and devour my lips, but what he did next disappointed my fvcking whole being.

“Get up, I’ll drive you home.” Nagmamadali itong tumalikod saakin at naglakad palayo. Pinakawalan ko ang hininga ko na kanina ko pa pala pinipigilan. Napapikit ako. What the hell just happened? Did I really just got aroused because of a guy? Because of Malec? I told him he’s the horny dog but now how can I explain the bulge in my pants. I was aroused just by his voice and his addicting breath. He didn’t even touch me! Napalunok ako. This is fvcking bad.

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“AND you’re not gay? Are you a clown then?” I glared at Hyno. Sabi na nga ba. Dapat hindi ko na sakanya sinabi ang nangyari kagabi. Tsk.

“Not you forcing sexuality on me, Hyno.” Hyno put his hands up. Pleading defeat.

“I was not forcing anything on you, I just want you to be clear with your sexuality. Besides, there’s so many sexuality, liking a guy doesn’t mean you’re a complete gay already. But you’re not straight, that I’m sure.” I shook my head. I know that already.

“Look, being gay or not is not the issue here. The issue is I just realized I also have the hots for Malec! TO MALEC! The guy who stole everything to me!” I massage my temple. I couldn’t sleep properly last night because of what happened. Good thing I don’t have work today. I heard Hyno snorted.

“Getting aroused is okay—” Pinutol ko ang sasabihin niya.

“I know—”

“—Bitch, listen to me. What the fvck?” We glared at each other. “Do you know how hot Malec is? If you’re a walking temptation, he is too. Probably every women, gay that I know wants a piece of him, and you having the hots for him is normal. It doesn’t mean you love him or what, stupid.”

“Are you saying I’m just horny for him? The fvck not, I know myself. This could lead to something else, I’ll be in trouble soon, Hyno.” He blew an annoyed breath. I tsked. I know what’s next, I am physically or damn sexualy attracted to Malec now, next thing I knew I’ll be head over heels to him. And I don’t want that, not to him. I hissed. I shouldn’t have let him near me in the first place.

“And so what? Is it illegal to like your enemy? Duh, it’s not like liking someone is a marriage. Liking someone is not a life long commitment, go get some fun!” Asar na sumubo si Hyno ng kinakain niyang pancit guisado. Pinigilan kong matawa nang maalala ang pancit kagabi ni Malec. I sighed. Maybe Hyno is right, I’m overreacting again.

“Whatever. I still can’t believe I wanted him to kiss me last night. Everything is going so fast.” Kumunot ang noo ni Hyno.

“I’ll be the same if I was in your shoes, who doesn’t want to kiss Malec Garcìa?” Naiinis kong ininom ang strawberry smoothie ko.

“Forget it, you’re a damn flirt so you think everyone is.” Hyno gasp at me.

“Excuse me? I’m not a flirt, I’m just honest.” I made face.

“Yeah, right.”

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Chapter 6

[EDITED 07/04/21]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD

Gustav’s

It’s already 12:00 midnight and I’m still up. Kanina pa ako paikot-ikot sa kinahihigaan ko, maraming pumapasok sa isip ko at isa na don si Malec at ang mga pinagsasabi niya saakin noong mag dinner kami sa bahay niya.

He said he can’t act like a saint when I’m around, and he wants every bits of me!

Ano naman ang ibig sabihin niya don? He wants to own me? Ganoon ba iyon?

Like pa ba ’yon? When you want to own someone, is it still a simple like or..

Natigilan ako sa naiisip ko. Napailing ako. Dapat ay hindi ko na ito iniisip, binabagabag niya ang isip ko at nalilito ako sa mga inaakto niya. Paano kasi ay sa tuwing may gagawin akong hindi niya nagugustohan katulad ng pagtanggi-tanggi ko sakanya sa mga alok niya ay bigla na lang siyang magseseryoso at gagawaran ako ng parang galit na tingin. Nakaka- intimidate at talaga naman mapapapayag ka na lang sa gusto niyang mangyari.

He’s manipulative, and I’m shocked it’s not bothering me, what’s really bothering me is I let him get near me and when he’s around, I always panick and I forget all my hatred towards him. I’m fvcking actually cool with him flirting with me! It’s unbelievable!

Kahit na nga mga inappropriate kadalasan ang mga tanong niya ay hindi ako masyadong na- ooffend! Katulad na lang noong tinanong niya ako kung virgin pa daw ba ako! Nagulat lang ako at nailang pero hindi ko naramdaman mainis o ma-offend. Naninibago ako sa nararamdaman ko, dati-rati ay nakikita ko pa lang siya sa malayo ay nagagalit na ako sakanya, pero nitong mga nakaraang araw ay parang nakalimutan ko bigla ang galit ko sakanya at nag-dinner pa kami sa mismong bahay niya.

Nalilitong napatingala ako sa kisame ng kwarto ko.

Dahil lang sa nag confess siya saaking gusto niya ako at talaga naman nakikita ko ang mga kabaitan niya ay parang nababago na ang pagkakakilala ko sakanya! Ano ba ’to! It’s not the first time a guy flirts with me but why am I acting like this? Is it because it’s Malec? Is it because I didn’t expect him to notice me and what’s more that he said he likes me? I turned soft towards him all of a sudden! Argh! May isa pa akong iniisip na sinabi niya saakin!

“If I’m a horny dog, you’ll be in my bed right now, writhing underneath my sweating body.”

Napapikit ako sa pagkailang kahit na nga naiisip ko na lang naman iyong sinabi niya saakin noong isang araw!

Pano niya naman gagawin ’yon?! How can he make me writh in pleasure underneath his sweating body?! E pareho kami lalaki!

Napatagilid ako sa pagkakahiga at talagang iniisip ko kung bakit niya nasabi ’yon at kung sakali ay pano niya maisasatuparan ’yon!

Hindi naman sa gusto ko iyong mangyari o umaasa akong mangyayari iyon pero curious talaga ako, I don’t know how does two men do sex! Hindi ko talaga alam! Hindi ko naman iyon naitatanong kay Hyno!

Napangiwi ako nang maisip na itanong iyon kay Hyno. Tsk. Panigurado ay pagtatawanan lang ako ’nun at tutuksoin! At ipagpipilitan niya nanaman na bakla ako!

Oo na nga! Oo na! Baka hindi nga ako straight pero hindi pa naman sure ’yun! Tss!

Dahil sa curious ay kinuha ko ang selpon ko at balak ko sanang tawagan si Hyno pero nagulat ako nang makita ang oras.

It’s already 3:00 am! Binitiwan ko ang selpon ko at mabilis na pumikit para matulog. Mabuti na lang at day off ko bukas! Hindi pa naman ako sanay magpuyat.

Mabilis akong nakatulog dahil na rin sa antok. Dahil puyat ay nagising ako nang mataas na ang tirik ng araw. I glanced at my wall clock inside my room and it’s already 11:00 am. Bumalikwas ako ng bangon at uminom ng tubig bago naligo.

Lumabas ako ng kwarto at bumaba deretso sa kusina para magluto dahil nagugutom na ako. While cooking I noticed that I don’t have much grocery stock anymore. Kaya pagkatapos kong kumain ay nagbihis ako para lumabas at mag grocery.

I wore a brown cargo short, I paired it with a white V neck shirt and slippers. Nilakad ko lang palabas ng Villa at dumeretso sa pinakamalapit na grocery store.

Habang namimili ay kanina pa vibrate ng vibrate ang selpon ko kaya tiningnan ko iyon. It was Lovemir and Hyno. It’s been three days since Malec and I had dinner together in his house and it’s surprising that he isn’t bothering me, not that I want to.

Nag text back lang ako sa dalawa at nagpatuloy na sa pamimili. Nalibang ako sa pamimili at nang i-punch in na ang lahat ng pinamili ko ay namroblema ako kung paano ko iyon bibitbitin. Wala pa ang kotse ko, at dalawang kahon at tatlong plastic ito. Kagat kagat ko ang loob ng pisnge ko habang namomroblemang nakatingin sa mga pinamili ko nang may biglang yumakap saakin mula sa likuran.

Napapatalon akong lumayo at gulat na napatingin sa lalaking yumakap saakin. He was grinning at lintek ang pakaganda-ganda ng ngiti niya naman talaga.

“Malec!“ Nagtataka kong ani. He isn’t wearing his uniform, naka-pantalon at t-shirt lamang siya but he still look so good. Gwapong-gwapo ito kahit na anong suotin. Pero anong ginagawa niya dito? Malayo ang Villa niya sa Villa ko. Don’t tell me..

“Hi, babe.” Nahigit ko ang hininga dahil sa malumanay niyang boses. He’s still smiling but his eyes bore into mine like he waited so long to see me and finally, I’m right here in front of him now. Nailang ako.

“What are you doing here?” I asked. Nagkibit-balikat siya.

“I was about to visit you at your house but then I saw you here.” Napatingin ako sa kotse sa likod niya. It’s his. Pinagtaasan ko siya ng kilay.

“And who gave you permission to visit me at my house?” His lips tugged up at my question.

“C’mon, you had the chance to visit my house, so I’m hoping I can visit yours too.” Humakbang siya palapit saakin at napaatras naman ako pero mabilis niya akong nahawakan sa bewang. ”And I missed you so much.” He said that while we’re staring at each other eyes. Napapalunok akong lumayo. He’s flirting with me again! Ang bango ng hininga niya at pati siya mismo!

“A-ah, I’m.. I was just buying groceries and now I don’t know how to g-go home.” Nasabi ko na lang dahil sa kawalan ng masabi. Sinulyapan ko ang mga pinamili ko at ganon rin siya.

“I’ll help you then, you still don’t have your car?” Tanong niya habang lumalapit sa mga pinamili ko at binuhat iyon para isakay sa kotse niya. Nahihiya man ay hindi ko na lang siya pinigilan dahil gusto ko na rin makauwi dahil sasakit nanaman ang ulo ko dahil sa init ng araw. Tinulungan ko na lang siya magbuhat ng mga pinamili ko.

“No, wala pa akong time para kunin ’yon, I’ll probably ask Love to get it for me.” Natigilan ako nang tumigil siya sa ginagawa niya at kunot noong tumingin saakin. “W-what?” Utal kong tanong.

“Stop calling him Love, it’s pissing me off.” Ani niya at tumalikod saakin at ipinasok ang mga natitirang pinamili ko sa kotse niya. Nagtataka ko naman siyang sinundan ng tingin. Eh? Ano naman ang ikinagagalit niya sa pangalan ni Lovemir? Muli akong natigilan nang lumapit siya saakin at kinuha ang hawak kong plastic na puno ng mga pinamili ko.

“You don’t even have an endearment for me but you call him Love, tsk.” Napanganga ako sa sinabi niya.

“Eh? That’s Lovemir’s nickname, that’s not an endearment and why should I have an endearment for you?” Taka kong tanong. Lalong kumunot ang noo niya at humaba ang nguso. Natawa naman ako sa itsura niya, parang bata.

“It still sounds like an endearment, call me Hon too.” Halos masamid ako sa sariling laway dahil sa sinabi niya. Ang landi niya talaga!

“H-hon?? Hell no, let’s go!“ Natatawa kong ani at nauna nang pumasok sa kotse niya. Mabilis naman siyang sumunod at sumakay na rin. He maneuvered the car and he started talking again.

“Have you had lunch?” Tanong niya habang tutok sa pagmamaneho ang mga mata.

“Yeah, how about you?” Umiling siya sa tanong ko. “Why? It’s already past 12 in the afternoon.”

“I want your sinigang,” Sumulyap siya saakin. “Cook for me? Please?” He plead. Naiiling na tumango na lang ako. Makaka-hindi pa man din ba ako e hindi pa daw kumakain at tanghaling tanghali na.

Mabilis kaming nakarating sa bahay at siya na rin ang pumasok ng mga pinamili ko, ayaw niya naman akong patulungin kaya hinanda ko na lang ang mga sangkap sa lulutuin ko na sinigang. Pinapasok ko siya sa kusina pagkatapos ng ginawa niya, I offered him drinks at nagluto na ako para makakain na siya.

He was watching me the whole time I’m cooking and it’s making me feel uneasy but I didn’t complain. Nang matapos ay hinainan ko na siya ng pagkain.

“Thanks, baby.” Tumango lang ako. Hindi ko na rin siya sinaway sa pagtawag-tawag niya saakin ng Babe o Baby, hindi naman siya magpapapigil.

“Akyat lang ako, magbibihis.” Tumango lang siya dahil ngumunguya na siya. Mabilis akong umakyat at nagbihis ng preskong damit. Nagsuot lang ako ng gray sando na medyo maluwang saakin at short. Pagkatapos ay bumaba na ako at tiningnan siya sa kusina.

“Thanks for the ride, Malec. How was my sinigang?” Nakangiti kong tanong. Inangat niya ang tingin saakin at pinagmasdan ako nang matagal. Nailang ako pero hindi ko iyon pinahalata.

“Delicious.” Natigilan ako hindi dahil sa sinabi niya kundi dahil sinabi niya iyon habang namumungay nanaman ang mga matang nakatingin sa dibdib ko. I glance at my chest and I bit the inside of my cheek when I saw my right nipple in full show. Nakalabas iyon sa gilid ng sando ko at doon nakatuon ang mga mata ni Malec. I swallowed. Nahihiyang inayos ko ang sando ko at tumikhim.

“It’s red.” Biglang sabi niya.

“A-ah?” Nabibigla at nagtatakang ani ko. Tumingin siya sa mga mata ko ng deretso kaya napalunok naman ako. He’s at it again with his intimidating stares!

“It’s red and sexy,” Ani niya at mabilis tinapos ang isang subo at muling tumingin saakin nang matapos niyang uminom ng tubig. “Bet it’ll look so good when swollen and bruised.“ He said with his sexy voice!

Naubo na talaga ako! Nagugulat ako sa mga sinasabi niya at ang mas nakakagulat ay naapektahon talaga ang katawan ko. I felt a knot in my stomach! Dammit.

“W-what do you mean bruised?” Maang ko. He smirks at me and lick his lower lip.

“When I rub and suck it so hard it’ll be swollen and bruised.” Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa sinabi niya! Nag init ang buong mukha ko lalo na ang tenga ko at naiilang na inilayo ko ang tingin ko sakanya. What the hell! Bakit nag react ang katawan ko sa sinabi niya! His voice sounds so sexy and it’s making me feel like I’m in daze and drunk! He’s seducing me! I heard him chuckled.

“Now your face is so red, baby. So cute.” Asar akong lumingon sakanya.

“S-stop flirting with me, and s-stop saying lewd things!” Nahihiya at naiinis kong saway. He just chuckled and stood up. Natigilan ako nang lumapit siya saakin. Hindi ako nakagalaw nang hawakan niya ako sa batok at dampian ng halik ang ilong ko, pagkatapos ay inilapit niya ang bibig niya sa tenga ko.

“Stop tempting me and I’ll stop saying lewd things, you’re so fvcking hot, Gustav baby.” My eyes widened when he nipped and licked my right ear! Hindi ako nakapagsalita!

“I’ll get going now, baby, before I do something inappropriate and lewd to you. Bye, see you.” He said and kissed my cheeks, kinindatan niya pa ako bago umalis at lumabas ng kusina. Hindi ko na siya naihatid sa labas dahil sa pagkabigla at hiya! And on top of it all,

I GOT HARD!

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A/N: WHEW! IT’S BEEN MONTHS AND I FINALLY HAD THE WILL TO CONTINUE THIS STORY!

PAKIRAMDAM

KO AY MAY

NAGBAGO

SA

PAGSUSULAT

KO

LOLS

!

SANA

AY MAY

MAGBASA

PA

NITO

HUHU

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Chapter 7

[EDITED 07/04/21]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD

/ MATURE CONTENT!

Gustav’s

MAbilis kong tinawagan si Hyno dahil hindi ako makatulog dahil sa kagagawan ni Malec kanina. Eto nanaman ako at nag-iisip!

“Hello?”  Sinagot ni Hyno ang tawag ko. I heard his husky voice, mukhang natutulog na ito at nagising lang sa tawag ko. I glanced at the wall clock, it’s just nine.

“You’re not at the bar?” Tanong ko.

“Nah, I’m sick kaya si Dino ang

naandon

, okay lang naman ang bar na wala ako.” Tunog may sakit nga siya.

“You have fever? It’s still my day off tommorow, I’ll go visit you.” I heard him hummed.

“I want pancit

guisado

tommorow, cook for me.” Hindi ko nanaman maiwasang maalala si Malec dahil sa pancit guisado. I chuckled.

“Okay, anything else?”

“Hmm, nuggets and lemon juice. How about you? Why’d you call? ”

“May itatanong at ikekwento sana ako sayo pero bukas na lang dahil pupunta rin naman ako jan.” Nag-usap pa kami konti at ibinaba ko na ang linya dahil pinatulog ko na siya para gumaling agad. Ano naman kaya ang pinag gagawa ’nun at nagka lagnat?

Hindi na ako nag-isip pa at pinilit ko nang matulog. I fell into a deep slumber with a thought that I didn’t expect to hunt me in my dreams.

———

“

Ahh

!

D-don’t

!” I screamed when Malec

continuesly

rubs my nipples with his rough hands.

Nakahiga

ako sa aking kama at nasa ibabaw ko siya habang

nilalaro

niya ang dalawang nipples ko. He’s staring at me intently while playing with my nipples.

Napapaigtad

naman ako sa sarap at

kiliti

na

dulot

ng ginagawa niya.

“A-ah.. s-stop, hon, Malec.” I moaned and I saw how Malec eyes darkened in lust at sinugod niya ang mga labi ko gamit ang mga mapupula at malambot niyang mga labi. We kissed roughly at hindi nagtagal ay ibinaba niya ang mga labi niya sa dibdib ko.

“Hmp! Ah! Hon!” Napaigtad at

napahiyaw

ako nang

isubo

niya ang nipple ko at

sinipsip

at kinagat-kagat iyon.

Napahawak

ako sa buhok niya at nasabunutan ko siya nang

pagsawaan

niya ang dibdib

ko . I can feel it swollen and already bruised but he didn’t stop until he was satisfied and I was crying in pleasure.

“ I was right, it looks sexy as hell when it’s so swollen and bruised.” Natigilan ako nang sabihin niya iyon habang

nakatingin

sa ginawa niya sa dibdib ko. I also looked at it. My chest is now full of hickeys and my nipples feels so swollen and it’s really bruised.

“H-hon..” I moaned and our eyes met. He looks at me with dark lust and said something that made me whimpered.

“I’ll fvcking fvck you until we’re out of strength and will just pass out in exhaustion, and I won’t stop at that, baby, when we wake up, I’ll fvck your beautiful mouth next until you’re gagging and can’t breath anymore,” He neared me and peck my lips. “And you’ll swallow every cum that gets out of my cóck.” He said dangerously like he was making sure of it. And I can’t help but whimpered.

NApabalikwas ako ng bangon at humihingal na nasapo ko ang dibdib ko. Inilibot ko ang paningin at nakahinga ako nang makitang nasa kwarto ko ako. Hindi ako makapaniwalang napatingala.

What was that! Ugh! Did I just had a wet dream?! At my age?! Oh my shit! It feels so true that I got a hard on so early in the morning!

Hindi ako makapaniwala sa panaginip ko. What the fvck! Why did I have to dream of that? And it’s Malec! My gosh!

Paulit-ulit kong naalala ang panaginip ko at hindi ko napigilang mapahiyaw.

“AAHH!! Nakakahiya ka, Gustav! What’s wrong with me!” Asar kong sigaw. Inis akong bumangon at pumasok sa banyo para maligo. Pero kahit anong isipin ko ay hindi mawala-wala sa isip ko ang panaginip ko kaya hindi humuhupa ang sakit sa puson ko dahil sa tigas na tigas kong alaga. I hissed. Dammit!

Hinawakan ko iyon. I need to release dahil maghapon akong mababadtrip kapag hindi ko ito nailabas!

I pumped my cock with my own hand while my head was filled with the thought of what happened in my dreams. Yes, I’m jerking off while thinking of Malec and I can’t help it!

“A-ah.. M-malec..“ I can’t help but moan. My head dropped back and my lips parted at the thought of Malec mouths in my cock, sucking it. Binilisan ko ang kamay ko at hindi ko talaga napigilan ang mga halinghing ko habang ginagawa iyon.

“Hmm! Ah!” Halinghing ko. I couldn’t help but to touch my nipples while jerking off, I pinched my own nipple and it feels good! Hindi nagtagal at nilabasan ako. Habol ang hininga ay sinulyapan ko ang sarili sa salamin na nasa loob ng banyo ko. Natitigilang napatitig ako sa sarili.

What the hell did I do?! Shit! I must be out of my mind! Paulit-ulit akong napamura.

“Maybe it’s because at my age I’m still a fvcking virgin and Malec is always seducing me! Ugh! This is all your fault!“ Inis kong ani at naligo na. Kailangan ko pang puntahan si Hyno.

———

NAkarating ako sa bahay ni Hyno at agad ko siyang pinagluto ng pagkain na gusto niya, medyo okay na rin naman daw ang pakiramdam niya kaya nanunuod na ito sa sala at naligo na.

Nang matapos kong magluto ay hinainan ko si Hyno at kumain siya habang nanunuod ng reality show.

“H-Hyno,” Utal kong tawag sa atensyon niya. Lumingon naman siya saakin.

“What?” Pinag-isipan ko kung mag-tatanong ba ako sakanya o hindi. Alam ko kasi ang kasunod ng tanong ay kailangan kong magkwento sakanya. I sighed.

“A-ahm, how, h-how does two g-guys have s-sex?” Iyon talaga ang bumabagabag sa isip ko. I’m so curious. Nakita kong matigilan si Hyno at kasunod ’nun ay tumawa siya. Napapikit ako sa hiya. Peste! 

“A-ano ba! Curious lang ako!” Asar na ani ko. Natatawa pa rin siyang tumingin saakin bago ibinaba ang kinakain niya at nagsalita.

“I thought you knew? You asked me before if I just got railed?“ Naalala ko iyon. Umiwas ako ng tingin.

“I heard you and Javi saying that, but I actually don’t know h-how a guy g-get r-railed.“ Sobrang ilang ang nararamdaman ko habang nagtatanong. Peste.

“It goes in the back.” He said monotoned.

“Ah? What?” Hindi ko naintindihan.

“The dick goes in the back, in the butthole. And I’m telling you it feels fvcking greaaat—”

“O-okay! Okay! Hindi ko naman i-ta-try! N-nagtatanong lang ako!” Depensa ko. Natawa ulit siya. “Pero seryoso? E di ang sikip at sakit ’non?” Gulat kong ani. May ideya nanaman ako ’don pero ganon pala talaga. Ang sakit ’non!

“Depends, if the one in giving position ain’t experienced and do not know what to do, it’ll hurt like hell, but we have a thing called prep.” Mahabang sabi niya.

“A-ano naman ’yun?” Taka kong tanong.

“The top will prepare your butthole so it won’t hurt like hell when he enters, and the top will also used lube so it won’t be dry since it’s dry in the back And you will also clean it thoroughly.” Nahihiyang napatango ako sa sinabi niya. Naiilang ako sa pinag-uusapan namin pero gusto ko talaga malaman!

“P-pano naman yung p-prep

? Pano naman gagawin ’yun?” He grinned at my question. Kinabahan ako bigla.

“You have to be finger-fvck for your hole to loosen up.” Nagulat ako at tinuro siya.

“H-ha?! Bakit a-ako?! I’m just asking but I won’t do that!” Depensa ko ulit. He just rolled his eyes at me.

“Okay. Why are you asking anyway?” Taas kilay niyang tanong. Napangiwi ako. Sabi na nga ba at kailangan ko magkwento sakanya kapag nagtanong ako.

“W-well, I’m just curious, I’m not that naive, I know Malec is seducing me so I got curious how two men do sex.” Nakanguso kong ani. I know very well that Malec wants me in his bed and I’m starting to consider it now! I just jack off because I had a wet dream of him! Argh!

“Hmm, are you seduced?” Tanong niya ulit. I bit the inside of my cheeks.

“M-medyo,” Nahihiya kong ani. Humalakhak naman siya at nagsalita ulit.

“I knew it!” Napapapitik niya pa na ani. Tinanguan ko lang siya sa hiya. “You know what? I actually have an idea!” Nilingon ko siya sa sinabi niyang iyon. Ano nanaman kayang kalokohan ang naiisip nito?

“What is it?”

“Do you want to have fun?” Seryoso niya biglang tanong. I wrinkled my forehead at him. “Do you want to turn the table around?” Tinaas-taas niya ang kilay niya sakin. Lalo akong nagulohan.

“What?”

“Ano ba! Do you want to have fun ba kako?! I mean, this is your gay test right? So why don’t you have fun while we’re at it?” Ngiting-ngiting ani niya. Napaisip naman ako. Sa tingin ko ay wala naman mawawala saakin kung papayag ako sa gusto ni Hyno na mangyari. He just wants me to make sure about my sexuality and I’m now convinced that I’m not that straight.

“Pano naman?” Taka kong tanong. Lumapit siya saakin at lintek naman talaga ang pagkalaki-laki ng ngiti niya.

”Provoke him, kapag bumigay at bumigay ka rin,” Pinitik niya ang daliri niya. “You’re damn gay, Gustav Batalier! Gay for that hot hunk!”

“H-hoy!“ Gulat kong sigaw sakanya! Amp! Hindi talaga to matino si Hyno! “Anong provoke him?! Don’t you know how scary that hot hunk you’re talking! He always make my knees buckled! Palagay ko ay gusto niya akong kainin nang buhay!” Nagugulat ko pa rin na ani. Natawa naman siya at napanguso ako.

“That’s normal because he’s oozing hot, pero gusto mo naman siya diba? I mean, you’re sexualy attracted to him, right?” Nagdalawang isip pa ako bago tumango. Nakakahiya pero I need to be honest to myself. Like what Hyno said, it’s not a life long commitment so I should give it a try.

“So do it! Provoke him when he’s seducing you, and see what will happen. But first, I need to tell you my knowledge about gay sex!” Halakhak niya at napapapikit na lang akong napatango. Bahala na! Ta-try ko lang naman!

Ganon nga ang nangyari, magdamag niya akong binigyan ng knowledge sa mga dapat ko daw malaman. Napaisip naman ako.

May alam rin ba si Malec sa ganitong bagay? Sa tingin ko naman ay meron dahil ang lakas lakas ng loob niyang magsalita patungkol dito.

Tsk, you want every bits of me pala, ah. Tingnan lang natin kung kayanin mo rin ako.

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Chapter 8

[EDITED 07/04/21]

WARNING:

ERRORS AHEAD

Gustav’s

NAKaidlip ako ng ilang oras sa bahay ni Hyno. Nagising ako dahil sa nagiingay na doorbell kanina pa. Inis kong tiningnan si Hyno at tulog din ito sa sala. Pareho kaming nasa sala kaya tumayo na ako para pagbuksan ang kung sino mang pindot nang pindot ng doorbell.

“Sandale!” Inis kong ani. Sisirain pa yata ang doorbell! Binuksan ko ang pinto at pareho kaming nagulat nang makita namin ang isat-isa. Ito iyong lalaki na nakita kong hubad noong bumisita ako kay Hyno.

“What are you doing here?” Biglang sabi niya habang nakakunot ang noo at salubong ang mga kilay. Napatanga ako sa tanong niya. Ako dapat ang nagtatanong niyan!

“Nah, what are you doing here?” Taas kilay kong ani. Ngumiti naman ito na parang naa-asar.

“I came for Hynodale, my boyfriend.” Natawa ako sa sinabi niya. Liar. Hyno don’t do boyfriends, allergic si Hyno sa commitment.

“Really? Your boyfriend is still resting!” I rolled my eyes at him. Inis niya naman akong kinunotan ng noo.

“Resting?”

“Yeah, resting because he had a fever.” Halatang nagulat siya sa sinabi ko. Tsk. Boyfriend pala, ah. Kaya pala hindi niya alam na nagkasakit si Hyno!

“Fever?” Ulit niya nanaman sa sinabi ko. Inis ko siyang tiningnan.

“Oo! Lagnat!” Tinalikuran ko siya pero iniwan kong bukas ang pinto para makapasok siya. “Pasok!”

Nilapitan ko si Hyno na natutulog pa rin sa sala kaya ginising ko.

“Hynodale, hey wake up, your man is here.” Dahan-dahan niyang minulat ang mga mata niya at kinunotan ako ng noo. “He said he’s your boyfriend.” Ani ko ulit at kinuha ang nag-iingay kong selpon.

Nagulat ako nang makita ang ilang missed calls at texts ni Malec. Shit! Sinulyapan ko si Hyno na bumangon na at naglakad para salubungin ata ang bisita niya bago ko binasa ang mga text ni Malec.

FROM

:

Malec^^

“Where are you? You’re not at your house.”

“Answer my calls.”

“Gustav what the hell?”

“WHERE ARE YOU? I’m still outside your house.”

“Come to me right now.”

Nakagat ko ang loob ng pisnge ko nang mabasa ang mga text niya. Para siyang boyfriend ko kung maka-text! Demanding! Natatawa akong nag-text back sakanya.

TO: Malec““

“I was sleeping at my friend house, why are you at my house? Are you still there?”

Nagulat ako nang ilang segundo lang ay may text na ulit agad siya.

FROM: Malec^^

“Yes, come here this instant.”

I laugh in disbelief. Ganito na ba kami ka-close para mag demand siya saakin ng ganito? Tsk. Unbelievable.

TO: Malec^^

“K, coming home in a minute.” Sagot ko at kinuha ang bag na dala ko at naglakad palabas ng pinto ng bahay ni Hyno. I saw him talking to the blue eyed guy and they were so close to each other. Tumikhim ako. Pareho silang lumingon saakin.

“I’ll get going now, I have a visitor in my house. I’ll text you later, Hyno.” Tinanguan lang ako ni Hyno dahil mabilis siyang hinila noong lalaki papunta sa taas. Sa kwarto siguro ni Hyno. Nailing ako at lumabas na ng bahay niya at naglakad palabas ng Villa. Pumara ako ng taxi at nagpahatid sa labas ng Villa ko.

Habang nasa byahe ay tinawagan ko si Lovemir na agad naman niyang sinagot.

“Yes?”

“Can you get my car at a repair shop just around your place? I’ll text you the exact place.”

“Are you not gonna ask if I’m busy or not?” Sarkastiko niyang ani. I chuckled.

“I know you’re not busy when it comes to me, get it for me, hm? Thanks!” Hindi ko na siya hinintay makasagot at ibinaba ko na ang linya. Sanay na saakin si Lovemir kaya’t wala naman iyon problema. Nakarating ako sa labas ng Village ko at naglakad na lang ulit ako papunta sa bahay.

Malayo pa lang ako ay kita ko na si Malec na nakatanaw saakin na nasa labas ng pinto ng bahay ko. Binilisan ko ang lakad ko at nang makarating ako sa harap niya ay nabigla ako nang yakapin at halikan niya ako sa pisnge. Mabilis rin siyang lumayo saakin habang nagugulat ko naman siyang tinuro!

“Y-you! Ang komportable mo naman saakin!  And you act like you’re my suitor! Tsk!” Asar akong tiningnan siya. He gave me a sweet smile at lalo akong nainis!

“Am I not?” He asked.

“What!” Inis kong sigaw. He chuckled.

“Am I not your suitor? Am I your boyfriend then?” I gasp in disbelief. May sira ata siya sa ulo! Naiinis ko siyang tinapunan ng tingin.

“You like me, I get it. But I didn’t gave you the permission to demand at hindi ko sinabi na manligaw ka sakin!” Hindi naman talaga ako naiinis. I just wanna know why he’s acting like we’re in a relationship and why is he so comfortable around me. Samantalang sinabi ko na sakanya noon na I don’t swing this way.

Napapikit ako sa hiya nang maalala na nagsarili lang naman ako kanina at siya ang laman ng imahinasyon ko! Bwesit!

“I want you to be mine, and I’ll do any way for that to happen. Just let me do my thing and I’ll bend you in no time.” Nagitla ako sa sinabi niya at nakita niya iyon. He’s so serious while saying that. Pinagmasdan ko ang kabuoan niya.

He’s so gorgeous wearing a cargo short paired with a plain black shirt. His arm and leg muscles are showing at nakakaakit din ang panga at namumulang adams apple niya na kitang-kita! Nakasapatos siya at lintek naman talaga ang bango ng lalaking ’to. His thick black eyebrows complemented his blue green eyes that’s staring intently at me. Napatitig ako sa mapupula niyang labi at naalala ko ang panaginip ko kanina.

In my dreams it’s soft and it taste good. Ganon din kaya ang totoong lasa niya? Shit! I want to confirm it! And I will do it today! Maybe later.

“Do I look gorgeous?” Natinag ako nang bigla siyang magsalita. Tumikhim ako at napanguso. Tsk, ang gwapo nga ng lintek.

“Is there a day you ain’t gorgeous? I don’t think so.” Gusto kong matawa nang halatang nabigla siya sa sinabi ko. I smirked. Operation ’provoke

him’ starts now. “Let’s get in and have a drink.” Ani ko at lumapit sa pinto at binuksan iyon para makapasok kami.

Pinaupo ko siya sa sala at pumasok ng kusina para kuhanan siya ng maiinom. Ibinigay ko iyon sakanya at nagpaalam na magbibihis lang.

Nang makapasok ako sa kwarto ko ay napaisip ako.

Ngayon ko na ba siya lalaban-labanan sa mga pang-aakit niya saakin? Tama ba itong gagawin ko?! Argh! Bahala na!

Nagbihis ako at sinadya ko talagang suotin iyong pinaka maluwang kong sando at nag cotton short lang ako. Tiningnan ko ang sarili ko sa salamin and I almost look like naked! Dahil maluwang ang sando ay kitang-kita ang ibang parte ng dibdib ko! Konting galaw ay sisilip at sisilip talaga ang nipples ko!

Okay lang naman siguro to. Bahala na lang ulet!

Pinalakas ko ang loob ko at naka-paa akong bumaba papuntang sala. Lumingon agad saakin si Malec at hindi niya na inalis ang mga tingin saakin hanggang sa makalapit ako sakanya. Tumikhim ako.

“W-why are you here by the way?” I asked.

“Where have you been?” Imbes na sagutin ako ay tinanong niya rin ako. I rolled my eyes. Him and his weird attitude.

“At Hyno’s, I visited him because he’s sick.” Pinagtaasan niya ako ng kilay kaya ginaya ko rin siya. Parang hindi pa siya naniwala sa sinabi ko. Tsk. Wag niya sabihin sakin na didiktahan niya na rin ako sa mga gala ko?

Iyon ang napapansin ko kay Malec. Dominante siya at diktador.

“Have you had lunch?” Tanong niya ulit. Iniiba Ang usapan. Tumango ako.

“You?” Tanong ko rin. Umiling siya. I wrinkled my forehead at him. It’s already two in the afternoon.

“Pumupunta ka ba dito para makikaen? Sarap na sarap ka naman yata sa luto ko?” Natatawa kong biro pero hindi siya tumawa o ngumiti man lang. Naialang tuloy ako. Tumitig muna siya saakin bago nagsalita.

“The one’s cooking it is delicious too. I came here to take a glimpse on you.” He said that and showed me his killer smile. Yes! Pamatay ang ngiting iginawad niya saakin! Parang sumikdo ata ang puso ko. Peste!

Hindi agad ako nakasagot dahil kinalma ko ang sarili ko bago magsalita.

“Really? How can you say I’m delicious when you never had the chance to taste me?” Mayabang kong sabi. Hindi agad siya nakasagot. “And what do you gain on taking glimpses on me?” Taas kilay kong ani.

I saw an unknown glint in his eyes. He clenched his jaw while still staring at me before speaking. Lintek. Nakakaakit naman talaga ang lalaki. Titig pa lang, luluhod ka na.

Gusto kong kaltokan ang sarili. Ano ba itong mga pinagsasasabi ko! Hibang!

“I know you’ll taste good just by looking at you, and I’m confirming it in no time.” Napalunok ako sa sagot niya. Shit. Nakakapaso ang mga titig niya at parang gas naman ang boses niya! Magliliyab na ata ako! Wooh! Ang inet bigla!

“And what do I gain on taking glimpses to the gorgeous guy I like? A hard on, of course.” Sinabi niya iyon nang pabiro kaya humalakhak siya habang siyang-siya ang mga tingin saakin. Napapalunok akong tumitig sakanya. Ang gwapo gwapo niya kapag seryoso siya pero napakasarap niya talagang titigan kapag tumatawa siya. I felt my chest throb. Napatikhim ako bago nakangusong inirapan siya.

“T-tss, horny dog. Do you really want me in bed that much?” Biro ko iyon pero gusto ko ay sagutin niya ng seryoso! Tss! Bakit ba big deal saakin kung gusto lang ako i-kama ni Malec? Bakit parang nanghihinayang ako sa isiping hanggang doon lang ang gusto niya saakin?

Argh! Bwesit! Peste! Lintek! Lintek siya!

“Stop overthinking, I want us in bed of course, but my affection for you doesn’t end on that.” Nagugulat akong napatitig sa mukha niya dahil sa sinabi niya. Bahagya siyang nakangiti saakin at talagang kumalabog ang dibdib ko dahil ’don! Shit!

If what he’s saying is true, I didn’t know that he feels so much for me. At may tuwa talaga akong naramdam dahil sa naisip. Amp. Assumingero na rin ba ako? Pesteng bibig mo yan Garcia! Ang bastos at ang tamis! Peste!

“Baby,” Nagitla ulit ako nang tawagin niya ako.

“W-what?” Ngumiti muna siya bago ngumuso at hinimas ang tiyan.

“Can you stop questioning my feelings for a second? I feel so hungry na.” Nakanguso niya iyong sinabi. Napapikit ako sa hiya at ilang! Bwesit talaga. Tumayo ako at inalok siya sa kusina.

“A-anong gusto mo kainin?” Tanong ko. Umupo naman siya sa isa sa mga kitchen stool sa kitchen island na kaharap ng paglulutoan ko.

“Anything.” He said. Tumango ako at hinanda ang mga gagamitin ko sa pagluto. Pinanuod niya ako hanggang sa matapos akong magluto ng kakainin niya.

“Here, it’s just Adobo para makakain ka na agad.” Hinainan ko rin siya ng rice at tsaka ko siya ginawan ng lemon juice. Ibinigay ko ’yun sakanya at ngiting-ngiti naman siya saakin.

“Why?” Taka kong tanong.

“You’ll make a good husband, I’m falling so deeply right now, catch me please.” Nakangiti niya pa ’rin iyong sinabi kaya pinandilatan ko siya ng mga mata.

“Kumain ka na, ang landi neto.” Tumawa siya sa sinabi ko at napangiti naman ako. Nahihibang na nga siguro ako dahil iniluluto ko pa ang lalaking kinagagalitan ko noon. And I know I still have that hatred in me, but I also know something changed. Nalilito ako.

Natigil ako sa pag-iisip nang biglang pumasok si Lovemir sa kusina. Gulat rin siyang tumingin saamin ni Malec. Napangiwi ako.

“Oh? Alek?” Pinag-kunotan lang siya ng noo ni Malec kaya saakin siya tumingin.

“D-did you g-got my car?” Utal akong nagtanong. Hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko sakanya kung bakit naandito si Malec! Shit talaga!

“Yeah, it’s in your garage now. Here’s the key.” Ibinato niya saakin ang susi. Sinalo ko iyon at lumapit sakanya pero nabigla ako nang angatin niya ang taas na bahagi ng suot kong sando.

“What are you wearing?” Seryoso niyang tanong. Napakamot naman ako sa batok. Bwesit! Anong sasabihin ko?

“A-ah, i-it’s hot, h-hindi ko matagalan ang i-init.” Utal-utal kong ani. Tinitigan niya pa ako bago tumango.

“You have a guest and you look almost naked.” Nagulat ako nang pabulong niya iyon sinabi saakin, lumapit pa siya sa tenga ko. Napasulyap ako kay Malec at natigilan ako dahil nakatingin na rin siya saamin.

He’s glaring at Lovemir’s lips that is so close to my ear. I gulp. He’s really scary. He looks mad.

“Not that close, Lovemir. You won’t like me when I’m in rage.” Malumanay ngunit nagbabanta iyong sinabi ni Malec. Pareho kaming natigilan ni Lovemir. Dahan-dahang lumayo saakin si Lovemir.

“Tsk, very possessive.” Lovemir said sarcastically and Malec didn’t gave him attention anymore. Humarap na ulit siya sa pagkain niya at kumain. Nagugulohan man sa inakto ni Malec ay muli akong tumingin kay Lovemir.

“Thanks for this,“ Inangat ko ang susi at nag ngitian kami. “Do you want something to drink?“ Alok ko pero umiling siya.

“Nah, I’m leaving now. And by the way, it’s Javi’s birthday tommorow. May party daw sa bahay, you going?” Tumango agad ako. Javi is Lovemir’s gay cousin at kaibigan din namin siya ni Hyno. “How about you, Alek?” Lovemir glance at Malec.

“If my baby is going, I’m in.” Ako ang nahiya sa itinawag niya saakin. Napatikhim na lang ako dahil sa ilang. Ang showy naman nito!

“Cool, I’ll get going now. See you.” Baling saakin ni Lovemir at tinanguan ko ulit siya.

“Thank you ulit!” Sabi ko. Hindi ko na siya hinatid sa labas at lumapit na lang ulit ako kay Malec na patapos na sa pagkain.

“You know Javi?” Curious kong tanong. He took a quick glance at me before nodding.

“Yeah, a young bachelor who own an Island in Palawan. He’s an acquaintance.” Namangha naman ako. Ang liit talaga ng mundo.

“Wala ka bang pasok?” Tanong ko ulit.

“Hindi ako pumasok. I wanna be with you.” Talagang nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. Baliw ba ’to?

“What?! You didn’t go to work just to be with me? Baliw ka ba?” Kunot noo kong ani. He chuckled and finished his last spoon of food before answering me.

“Crazy for you, yes.” Inis ko siyang tinarayan. Ang landi talaga.

Natapos siyang kumain at inaya ko siyang manuod. Hindi ako nakakalimot na kailangan ko matikman ang mga labi niya ngayong araw para makompirma ko kung tama ba iyong napanaginipan ko! Hehe!

But kidding aside, I really want to taste his lips. Everytime kasi na makikita ko siya ay talaga namang nang-aakit ang mga labi niya! It looks delectable. Dagdag pa ang manipis na bigote niya sa gitna ng upper lip at ilong niya! Ngayon lang ako nakakita ng lalaking nakakaakit talaga ang mga labi.

Umupo kami sa sala para manuod at ako naman ang pumili ng papanuorin namin. Pinili ko talaga iyong maraming kissing scene at sexy scenes na movie para maisatuparan ko ang plano ko!

Nanuod nga kami at hindi nagtagal ay nandoon na kami sa scene na naghahalikan ang dalawang bida. Hindi kami nagkakalayo ni Malec ng pwesto dahil dikit na dikit siya saakin. Halos naka-akbay na nga siya saakin kaya gumalaw ako at kunware ay naiilang ako sa scene ng pinapanuod namin.

“G-grabe, ang intense naman. S-sunggab talaga,” Comment ko kunware sa pinapanuod. Tumango naman siya habang tutok sa pinapanuod. Gumalaw ulit ako na kunware ay hindi mapakali. Pero hindi rin talaga ako mapakali dahil kinakabahan ako sa gagawin ko.

Tumingin ako sa nangyayari sa pinapanuod namin at talagang umawang ang mga labi ko dahil hindi na lang halikan ang ginagawa nila! Fvck. Parang hindi ko na kailangan magpanggap na naiilang at hindi mapakali dahil hindi na talaga ako mapakali.

Hindi naman ito ang first time na nakapanuod ako ng ganito, nanunuod pa nga ako ng porno dati pero ang ikinabibigla ko ngayon ay sa katawan ako ng lalaki nakamaang! Iyong katawan ng lalaki ang napansin ko!

“Ang ganda ng katawan ni Brian.” Naibulong ko iyon nang hindi namamalayan. Nakaawang pa rin ang mga labi ko habang nakatingin sa lalaking bida na ang pangalan ay Brian na pinagsasawaan ang babaeng bida sa kama.

“Ay!” Napahiyaw ako nang bigla niya akong itulak pahiga sa sofa na kinuupuan ko at mabilis niya akong kinubabawan. Nanlalaki ang mga matang napatitig ako sa namumungay niyang mga mata habang kunot ang noo niya na napatitig rin saakin.

“A-anong—!” Natigilan ako lalo nang hubarin niya ang shirts niya at ibinandera saakin ang malaki niyang katawan! Nagugulat akong napamaang sa katawan niya.

At isa lang ang mamasabi ko; Tangina!

Tangina sa ganda ang katawan niya! Walang gawa ang katawan ni Brian sa katawan niya!

Napapalunok akong napatitig sa mga mata niya. He’s still staring at me intently at parang nagpipigil siyang sunggaban ako. He’s eying me and I felt a knot in my stomach when his eyes dropped down to stare at my bare chest. Dahil maluwang nga ang sando ko ay labas na ngayon ang dalawa kong utong at nakataas hanggang sa may bewang ko ang laylayan ng suot kong sando dahil sa pwesto ko ngayon. Napalunok ulit ako.

“W-what are you d-doing?” Kinakabahan akong nagtanong. His lips tugged up at hinuli niya ang mga kamay ko at inilapat iyon sa hubad niyang dibdib! Siya ang gumiya sa mga kamay ko para damahin ang hubad niyang katawan! Hindi ako nakapagsalita sa gulat!

“I’m about 68kg, baby. I’m ripped and willing to be caress by your hands, you don’t need to stare at some random guy body.” Seryoso niya iyong sinabi habang ang mga mata ay nasa mga kamay ko na hawak niya at iginigiya para damahin ang lintek sa ganda niya naman talagang katawan! Hindi rumehistro saakin ang mga sinasabi niya dahil tutok ako damahin at titigan ang hubad na katawan niya. Half naked pa lang siya at ganito na ako. Lintek!

He’s guiding my hands to caress his chest down to his eight packs and all I can do is to swallow and stare in amazement at his ripped body. I heave when he guided my hands to caress his peaking V line. Nagtama ang mga mata namin.

I stared at his blue green eyes at hindi na talaga ako nakapagpigil. Inagaw ko ang mga kamay ko sakanya at mabilis iyong ipinulupot sa leeg niya! Hinila ko siya para kumubabaw ulit saakin at sinunggaban ko ang mga labi niya!

And I was right. He taste good and his lips are soft and firm.

I felt him stiffened pero mabilis lang iyon dahil mabilis niyang sinapo ang magkabilang panga ko at mapusok akong hinalikan. Hindi ko na naimulat pa ang mga mata ko at nilabanan ko ang mapupusok niyang halik.

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam ng katawan niya sa ibabaw ko. Magkadikit na ang katawan namin at ramdan ko ang init naming pareho.

“Hm!” Impit kong halinghing nang kagatin niya ang labi ko at ipasok niya ang dila niya sa bibig ko! Fvck! Sinubukan kong manlaban sa mga halik niya, hindi nagtagal ay naramdaman ko na ang mga kamay niyang humahaplos sa katawan ko at lintek ang paigtad-igtad ko sa tuwing dadaanan niya ng humahaplos niyang kamay ang utong ko!

It feels good! Shit!

Napakalaki niya compare saakin, hinawakan niya ang magkabilang binti ko at inangat iyon para ipatong ang dalawa kong binti sa bewang niya, because of what he did, my legs looks like it’s straddling his waist!

We french kissed and he was sucking and biting my lips and tounge so I tried to fight for dominance but his kiss and caress is so rough so in the end, I let him dominate me.

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Chapter 9

[EDITED 07/05/21]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD | MATURE

CONTENT!

Gustav’s

HIngal kaming pareho nang inilayo ni Malec saakin ang mga labi niya. I was heaving while my eyes are close. Hindi ko iminulat ang mga mata ko. His body is still pressed onto mine and I felt his lips in my neck. Wala akong nagawa at hinayaan ko lang siya sa ginagawa niya.

Why am I letting this happen? I don’t know. But I know I want this but I’m still hesitant. I can feel my own hard on against his. Napamura ako nang bigla niyang kagatin at sipsipin ang parte ng leeg ko.

“Fvck,” He’s putting hickeys on me! Rinig ko pa rin ang halinghing ng dalawang bida sa pinapanuod namin na nakalimutan na ata ni Malec.

Eto na ba ’yun? Bibigay na ba ako sakanya? Ang bilis naman yata!

“Hmp,” Nagulat ako nang ibalik niya ang labi niya sa bibig ko at mapusok ulit ang naging halikan namin. I felt his hands on my right chest and I whimpered when he pinched my right nipple.

“Your nipples are red and perky, so hot.” He said and left my lips to go down on my chest at parang apoy naman iyon na nakapagpadagdag sa init na nararamdaman ko!

“Can I suck on your nipples, babe?” Hindi ako nakapagsalita sa tanong niya. It’s the first time someone is touching me and kissed me and it’s just not someone, it’s a guy and it’s Malec Garcia! “Hm? Can I do that?” Tanong niya ulit at wala sa sariling mabilis akong tumango-tango.

Just fvcking do what you want!

He sexily smiled at me first before licking my taut nipple and finally bringing it inside his wet hot mouth.

“A-ah..” My mouth hang open because of the tingle sensation I’m currently feeling because of his wet mouth on my nipple! Napahawak ako sa batok niya nang bigla niyang sipsipin ang utong ko! “S-shit!” Halinghing ko.

Paulit-ulit niya iyong ginawa habang ang isa niyang kamay ay pinipisil-pisil ang isa ko pang utong. I didn’t know that something like this feels so good! Napapaangat ang katawan ko sa tuwing kakagat-kagatin niya ang utong ko.

Hindi pa siya nakontento, he sat and lifted me up to let me straddle on his lap! Hindi niya inalis ang bibig niya sa dibdib ko habang ginagawa iyon. At dahil nakaupo ako sa lap niya ay ramdam na ramdam ko ang katigasan niya sa may bandang pwet ko! I didn’t know what to react, basta masarap ang ginagawa niya kaya hinahayaan ko lang siya. Nagpapalit-palit ang bibig niya sa dalawang utong ko. Hindi ko mapigilan ang gumalaw at mapaigtad sa ginagawa niya. I’m also containing my moans but I can’t.

“M-Malec!” Ang sarap ng ginagawa ng bibig niya! Hindi na ako nakakapag-isip pa lalo na nang marinig ko siyang umungol.

“Hmm.. Stop moving baby, ahh, you’re grinding on my cock right now.” He groaned at talagang napakasarap ’nun sa pandinig. Parang nagpipigil at hingal niya iyong sinasabi kaya’t wala sa sariling mas iginalaw ko pa ang pang-upo ko. I started grinding at his hard cock and I saw his eyes darkened with lust because of what I’m doing. Mas pinanggigilan niya ang mga utong ko habang ang mga kamay niya ay nasa magkabilang bewang ko na at inaalalayan ang galaw ko.

I can feel his hard cock on my butt and I know it’s huge, dama ko pa lang ay alam ko na. I bit on my lips to stop myself from whimpering but I was stunned when his right hand thumb touch my lips.

Nagkatitigan kami habang marahang gumagalaw pa rin ako sa ibabaw niya. He parted my lips using his fingers and I was stunned when his two fingers entered my wet mouth. Bahagyang nakaawang ang bibig niya habang nakatingin sa dalawang daliri niya na nasa loob ng bibig ko. His eyes are full of lust and I know he’s stopping himself from devouring me right here and now.

And I’m thankful because I know I’m still not ready for that, but if he insist, I know I can’t and I won’t resist. He’s a fvcking temptation alright!

“You look so fvcking hot right now.” He hissed and withdraw his fingers to kiss me. Lalo akong gumalaw sa ibabaw ng lap niya habang naghahalikan kami. His hands are on my shorts band now at nakagat ko ang mga labi niya nang ipasok niya ang mga kamay niya sa suot kong cotton short!

“Ah! N-no..” I whimpered when he gripped my butt cheeks! Hindi siya nagpapigil at paulit-ulit niya iyon ginawa, he parted my butt cheeks away from each other and it somehow felt good. Napapapikit na lang ako at humawak sa magkabilang braso niya habang gumagalaw pa rin. Ang sunod niyang ginawa ang nakapagpatigil saakin!

Inilabas niya ang tigas na tigas at namumula kong alaga mula sa short ko! Nagugulat akong lumayo sa mukha niya.

“A-anong— Ah!” Naputol ang sasabihin ko nang mahigpit na hawakan ng kamay niya ang alaga ko. Inilapit niya ulit saakin ang bibig niya.

“Keep lap dancing on me, I’ll make you feel good.” He said before claiming my mouth again. Wala sa sariling sumunod ako sa gusto niyang mangyari. Naisiksik ko ang mukha ko sa leeg niya nang magsimula ang kamay niyang magtaas baba sa alaga ko habang gumagalaw pa rin ako sa ibabaw niya.

Fvck! I feel so hot and horny! What we’re both doing felt so good. Malalalim ang hiningang pinakakawalan niya at ganon rin ako. We both keep groaning at mas malakas ang saakin. His calloused hands felt so good.

“Fvck, that felt good..” Ungol ko. We continue pleasuring each other and he was also licking and nipping my earlobe so as a return, I started kissing his neck but I can’t focus because of the pleasure I’m feeling.

“Malec, ahh,” Hindi ko na pinigilan pa ang mga ungol ko. I gripped his arms at mas lalong isiniksik ang mukha ko sa mabango niyang leeg when I felt something building inside my stomach! I’m coming! “M-Malec! Ah! Cumming! Cumming!”

Mas lalo niyang binilisang ang pagtaas-baba saakin kaya hindi nagtagal ay nilabasan na ako.

“hng!” Pinigilan kong mapahiyaw kaya nanggigigil na kinagat ko ang leeg niya habang nanginginig ang buong sistema ko dahil sa orgasamo! I heard him groan so I let go of his neck and let out a whimper. “Ahh, fvck!” Hingal kong ani.

My exhausted body dropped at his masculine arms and chest. Habol ang hininga ay nakagat ko ang loob ng pisnge ko nang rumihestro saakin ang nangyari.

I must be out of my mind, but what he did took my sanity. I can’t believe I love our intimacy.

“Felt good?” Malec whispered into my ears. Nahihiya akong tumango. He chuckled and gave me kisses on my cheeks. Pinigilan ko ang mapangiti.

“Let’s put this back in before I snap and suck it senseless.” Biro niya habang ibinabalik ang lumambot ko nang alaga sa short ko. Biro niya iyon pero iba ang naging epekto sa katawan ko. I swallowed. Gahd! Why am I so horny for this hunk!

“Y-you, you want to s-suck me?” Hindi ko napigilang magtanong. He cupped my face and gave me a peck on my lips. Tinitigan niya muna ako bago siya nagsalita.

“Can I do that?” Paalam niya. Nahihiyang sinulyapan ko ang alaga ko na unti-unti na ulit nabubuhay. Who won’t get a hard on if Malec is offering me a blow! It’s Malec ‘gorgeous’ García!

“My baby is horny for me, huh?” Ngisi niya na ipinag-init ng mukha ko. I was about to look away when he suddenly flipped us over. Ako na ngayon ang nakaupo sa sofa habang nakaluhod siya sa lapag sa gitna ng mga binti ko! He’s on his knees between my slender creamy legs. Napapalunok akong tumitig sa mga mata niyang nakatingin na rin saakin.

I swear, he has the most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen.

Napasinghap ako nang i-angat niya ang pang-upo ko at hubarin ang suot kong short. I’m not wearing underwear so I’m now naked and he’s staring at my nakedness! Pakiramdam ko ay namula ang buong katawan ko sa mga titig niya.

He held my dick and jerk it up and down before his mouth neared it. Hindi niya muna iyon isinubo dahil tumingin muna siya nang deretso sa mga mata ko. Nakaawang na ang bibig ko habang nakatitig din sakanya.

“Watch me, you’ll be doing this with me too.” He said and that didn’t registered in my mind when he suddenly licked the tip of my shaft.

“A-ahh..” My private part is so sensitive! Napahawak ako sa buhok niya. He started licking and lapping at my shaft and all I can do was to moan. Ang sarap ng mainit niyang dila sa alaga ko.

“Fvck! Ahh..” I moaned when he finally took my whole cock inside his mouth! Shit. He’s so good! I closed my eyes when I felt his tounge swirls around my shaft. He keeps swirling his tounge and I jolted when he suddenly tickled my balls with his other free hand.

“Ahh.. that feels good..” Halinghing ko. He started bobbing his head up and down and I struggled to keep my eyes open to watch him and my mouth hangs open as I let my moan and whimper come out of my throat.

Ahh

shit!

He was sucking me whole and licking my shaft from the tip to the base and I can’t help but to arch my body. I started thrusting softly in his warm wet mouth. His mouth welcomed my intrusion, he even tightened his firm lips around my cock as I thrust!

“Ah, fvck! That feels good.” Ungol ko habang hindi ko na mapigilan ang mga galaw ng balakang ko. I started fvcking his mouth and he just let me. I opened my eyes and our gaze met. Mas lalo ata akong nahibang sa sarap dahil sa itsura niya ngayon!

Ugh! He look so sexy with my cock thrusting inside his warm wet mouth! His hair is now messy and wet because of sweat and his blue green eyes are lustily glaring at me. Shit!

Hindi ko napigilang ang sarili kong bilisan ang pag bayo sa bibig niya and he just let me.

“Malec! Ahh, shit, shit your mouth feel so good! Ahh..” I keep mumbling while I thrust in his mouth. Fvck! Fvck! I’m close!

“C-cumming—!” I was interrupted by Malec’s sudden movement. Inilayo niya ang bibig niya sa pagkalalaki ko at lumulunok na tumingin saakin. I look at him bewildered but he just gripped my shaft again and gave it little kisses while still staring at my bewildered yet lusty eyes.

“Tell me, is this your first time? Am I the first person who got to suck your sensitive cock?” He said that groaning and still licking and kissing the tip of my shaft. I bit my lips at how sexy he looks right now. Ah tangina! Babaliwin niya yata ako.

“Y-yeah, you’re my first kiss, my first suck and my first lap dance.” I desperately said. “Now suck the hell out of me before I go crazy!” Hindi ko na siya hinintay na makasagot pa at ipinasok ko na ang tigas na tigas kong pagkalalaki sa bibig niya. His eyes showed me an unknown glint before he started sucking me again.

This time, he was deepthroating me and I’m about to snap! I desperately thrust in his mouth until I was shouting and shooting a load in his throat.

“Aahh! Fvck! Fvck.. Ahhh.” I moaned in contentment and dropped my whole body on the sofa. It’s fvcking heaven, his mouth is heaven. I glance at Malec and I saw him swallowing my load while still staring at me. Nahiya ako bigla sa mga pinag-gagawa at pinagsasabi ko. But it’s too late for that. It’s already done.

I just fvcked Malec García’s mouth! Shit!

€

AN:

PIGA

NA

UTAK

KO.

YAN

MUNA

HEHE.

Chapter 10

[EDITED 07/05/21]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD

Gustav’s

“REally? Twinkies?” Natatawa akong sumulyap kay Hyno na tuwang-tuwa sa pinaggagawa niya. He’s the one who’s organizing Javi’s birthday party. At tambak naman talaga ang mga baklang inarkilahan niya.

“What? Javi will like it! He’ll like this twinks!” Halakhak niya. I rolled my eyes. Kalokohan talaga ni Hyno hindi maubos-ubos. Tinalikuran ko siya at umakyat sa kwarto ni Lovemir. We’re here at his house since dito gaganapin ang birthday party ni Javi. Pero wala pa ito, mamaya pa siguro dadating.

Nang makapasok ako sa kwarto ni Lovemir ay wala siya doon. Pero naririnig ko ang buhos ng tubig sa bathroom niya. Humiga ako sa kama niya at napakagat labi nang maalala ko ang ginawa namin kahapon ni Malec.

Shiiiit

! I’m not even regretting what happened! To be honest, I want it to happen again. Shit talaga! This is fvcking bad.

Napabuntong hininga ako at napapikit sa inis. Kahapon pagkatapos nang ginawa namin ay nag panic ako at pinaalis ko siya agad! Bwesit!

Iyon ata iyong tinatawag na gay panic !

Kanina nga ay hindi ako makapag focus sa ginagawa ko sa trabaho. Arghh!

Naimulat ko ang mga mata ko nang lumabas si Love sa bathroom. Hindi ko siya sinulyapan at tumulala lang ako sa kisame.

“Oh? Are you okay? You look pale.” Si Lovemir. Inangat ko ang ulo ko at nagtatakang sinulyapan siya.

“Me? Pale?” Taka kong tanong. Tumango siya. Nakatapis lang siya ng tuwalya. Nagtataka akong tumayo at pumasok sa banyo niya para tingnan ang sarili ko sa salamin.

Maputla nga ako. Tsk. Hindi kasi ako nakatulog kagabi kakaisip sa nangyari saamin ni Malec.

Mula dito sa banyo ay may narinig akong pumasok sa kwarto ni Lovemir. Lumabas ako ng banyo at nagkatinginan kami ng isang maputi at matangkad na lalaki. He look smug. Gwapo ito pero mukhang mayabang. Nakaharap siya kay Lovemir na nagbibihis na pero ang mga mata niya ay nasa akin. Ngayon ko lang siya nakita. Sino naman kaya ’to?

“Oh, are you Lovemir’s lover?” Biglang tanong nung lalaki. My face scrunched up.

“No.” Sagot ko agad. Ngumiti naman ito at lumapit saakin.

“Get out, Mike.” Biglang ani ni Love. Hindi siya pinansin ng lalaking tinawag niyang Mike at tuluyang lumapit saakin. Nagtataka ko lang siyang tiningnan.

“I’m Mike Colson, Lovemir’s cousin.” Malaki ang ngiti nitong inabot saakin ang kamay. Sumulyap ako kay Lovemir na nakakunot noo’ng nakatingin saamin.

“Gustav Batalier.” Naiilang kong inabot ang kamay niya at nag shake hands kami. Tumango-tango ito at hindi binitawan ang kamay ko. Pilit ko iyong inaagaw pero hindi niya binibitawan. Pinagkunotan ko siya ng noo.

Anong problema nito? Tsk.

“Stop it or I’ll kick your ass.” Ani ni Lovemir na ang kinakausap ay iyong Mike. Natatawa naman nitong binitawan ang kamay ko. Inis ko siyang tiningnan at lumabas ng kwartong iyon. Tinatawag niya pa ako pero hindi ko na siya pinansin. Tsk. Papansin naman ’nun.

“Stavie! Come here, I want to show you something.“ Si Hyno na nasa ibabaw ng sofa na maraming palamuti. Siya rin lang ang nagpalamuti ’nun. Tumabi ako sakanya at ipinakita niya naman saakin ang iPad niya. Nakunot naman ang noo ko sa ipinakita niya saakin.

Ano naman ’to?

“What’s that?” Taka kong tanong habang nakasulyap pa rin sa pictures na nasa iPad niya. Pictures iyon ng mga gwapong lalaki. Hunks.

“Boylet! Duh?!” Sabi niya at pasiring na inilayo ang iPad niya saakin. Nagtataka ko naman siyang tiningnan. Alam ko!

“Ano naman nga? Bakit mo pinapakita sakin ’yan?” Singhal ko sakanya. Lumawak naman ulit ang ngiti niya na nauwi sa halakhak. Baliw na! May sapak!

“Wala kasi akong maisip na regalo kay Javi kaya reregaluhan ko na lang siya ng boy! Para naman may love life na siya diba?” Humalakhak nanaman siya at napailing na lang ako. Baliw talaga. Sinulyapan ko ang maliit na box na nasa mesa sa gitna ng mga sofa. It’s my gift to Javi. It’s a Rolex watch. Wala naman kasi akong maisip na iregalo sakanya dahil mayaman naman ’yon, may sariling isla nga ’e.

“Pupunta din ba dito iyong mamang pulis na nanliligaw sayo?” Nagulat ako sa tanong ni Hyno. I glance at him at seryoso pa rin siyang nakabaling sa iPad niya. Napapalunok na iniwas ko ang tingin ko sa mukha niya.

Kumalabog ang dibdib ko dahil sa pag banggit niya kay Malec! Hindi niya naman pinangalan pero iba pa rin yung dating saakin. Bwesit! Ano ba tong nangyayari saakin?

“Hoy? Natulala ka jan? Hindi mo siya isasama?” Tanong ulit ni Hyno. Napapikit ako sa inis. Namumula na ako panigurado! Tsh! This is so lame! Bakit ako nagkakaganito? Bweseeet!

“K-kilala niya si Javi, p-pupunta ’yon.” Utal kong ani. Tumango naman si Hyno at ibinaba ang iPad niya at nanguuyam na tumingin saakin. “B-bakit?” Kabado kong tanong.

“What happened between the two of you—”

“O-oy! Walang nangyari samin no! W-wala ’a!” Nanlalaki ang mga matang singhal ko. Tinawanan niya naman ako kaya napanguso akong iniwas ang tingin sakanya. Eto na naman! I’m gay panicking again!

“Ulol! Ang ibig kong sabihin, ano na? Wala ka man lang ginawa sa mga tinuro ko sayo? Ang hina mo naman.” Pinanlakihan ko siya ng mata. Tsk! Meron nga akong ginawa ’e! Kaso sa huli si Malec ang nasunod at siya ang may ginawa sakin— and I let it happened!

Because I also want it. . .

Aiiish!

“W-wala! Sakin na lang ’yon!” Inis kong singhal. Mabilis akong tumayo para hindi na siya mangulit.

“Saan ka?! Nag-uusap pa tayo hoy!” Hindi ko siya pinansin at lumabas ako sa backyard ng bahay ni Lovemir. May malaking pool doon na nilagyan ng mga bola ni Hyno. Ayos na rin ang backyard at marami ng nakalatag na mesa at upuan. Sa mesa ay may mga inumin na at may malaking speaker sa bukana ng pinto papasok sa mismong bahay ni Lovemir.

Umupo ako sa isa sa mga upuan doon at kinuha ang selpon ko na kanina pa vibrate nang vibrate. Maraming text messages. Lahat iyon ay text ni Malec at hindi ko mabuksan dahil sa kaba!

Mabuti na lang at hindi niya ako tinatawagan dahil hindi ko alam kung sasagutin ko o hindi.

“Hoy!” Inis kong sinulyapan si Hyno na kunot na kunot ang noo’ng nakatingin saakin. Tsh. Sumunod pa talaga!

“What?” Asar talaga ako. Ang gulo-gulo na ng isip ko. Hindi ko alam kung tama ba ang mga pinaggagawa ko. Bigla ay parang hindi ko na kayang mag desisyon para sa sarili ko. Nakakainis!

“What’s your problem? That’s the first time you walked out while we’re still talking.” Seryoso si Hyno kaya nailang ako. Iniwas ko ang tingin ko sakanya habang siya ay umupo sa tapat ko. I heard him sighed.

“Okay, I’m sorry. I won’t annoy you again but please, tell me what’s wrong?” Napabuntong hininga ako. Ano nga ba kasi ang mali? Hindi ko maintindihan pero sa tuwing hindi ko na kasama si Malec ay ang dami-daming pumapasok sa isip ko at naguguluhan talaga ako. Pero kapag nandyan na siya ay nabubura lahat ’yon at nawawala ang bigat sa dibdib ko. Hindi ko maintindihan. At hindi ko alam kung alin ang dapat kong intindihin.

“I-it just that, w-what I feel about Malec feels so right, but I know it’s wrong.” Naisatinig ko. I heard him sighed again. Nakayuko lang ako at nakatingin sa sapatos na suot ko.

“What do you mean wrong? Why is it wrong?” Natigilan ako sa tanong saakin ni Hyno. Kumunot ang noo ko dahil wala akong maisagot sa tanong niya.

Ano nga ba ang mali? Napasinghal ako sa frustration.

“I don’t know! I s-should hate him! But look, I feel so comfortable around him now. I-it’s just. . I didn’t expect this to happen.” Pati ako ay hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko! Okay naman kahapon at kanina ’e. I’m overreacting again! Dammit.

“What did you expect to happen then?” Muling tanong ni Hyno. I glared at him. Pinipiga niya ang utak ko. Tsk.

“I expect the both of us to stay away from each other because thats what’s right! Pero tangina, lagi ko na nga ini-expect ang presensya niya araw-araw! This is unbelievable!” Singhal ko at natawa naman siya. I rolled my eyes at him. Pagtawanan ba naman ako.

“How was it right? Stav, the guy didn’t do anything wrong to you, not to anyone. Kita mo naman diba? Mabait ’yung tao at mukhang sincere naman siya sayo.” Inis na nakamot ko ang buhok ko sa ulo. Yun na nga! Wala man lang akong mahanap na mali doon sa tao samantalang kay tagal ko siyang kinamuhian! Ay ewan!

“I just feel like we should stay away from each other and I think that’s right, no reason. I just feel like that’s what right!” Singhal ko at naihilamos ko ang mga palad sa sariling mukha. “Hyno, sure he’s a kind person, I think he really likes me but, are we really for each other? Should I also really entertain him just because I’m also attracted to him? And don’t give me the ’Liking

someone is not a life long commitment’, because, where would this lead us? Fooling around, hands on each other, where would this lead us? This is frustrating me!”

“H-hey, I didn’t know you think this much.” Si Hyno na nagugulat ang tingin saakin.

“What?!” Singhal ko sakanya. Tumawa nanaman siya at inilingan ako.

“Pinangungunahan mo kasi ang lahat, duh? Hindi ako manghuhula at sure akong hindi ka rin manghuhula kaya hindi natin malalaman kung saan kayo dadalhin ng tadhana o kung ano man yang meron kayo,” Seryoso niyang ani. “Malalaman mo lang ang sagot sa tanong mo kung ipagpapatuloy mo ang kung ano man ang meron kayo, see the end of it. Alamin mo kung saan nga ba kayo dadalhin niyan, at wag ka nga’ng excited? Maghintay ka sa mangyayari at wag mong pangunahan dahil hindi ikaw ang lider ng kulto ng mga bakla!”

“A-ano?! Gago!” Asar ngunit natatawa akong napasinghal sa huli niyang sinabi. Pero in fairness, nakuha ko ang gusto niyang iparating. He’s right. Masyado kong pinangungunahan ang lahat. I really want to see the end of this, I want to see our endgame.

“But the real question here is; do you like what the two of you have? Do you like whatever is going on between the two of you?“ Hindi agad ako nakasagot sa tanong niya kaya nagsalita ulit siya. “If I’m the one you’ll ask, you like him, you like what he’s making you feel. At alam kong gusto mo na ipagpatuloy ninyo ang sainyong dalawa, you like him.” Nailang ako sa mga sinabi niya. May kung ano rin sa tinig niya na ikinakakaba ko.

“I-I’m not gonna say I don’t like him, because I sure do.” Halos bulong ko na lang na ani. He chuckled kaya napanguso naman ako dahil sa hiya.

“So what’s wrooong?! Wag kang isip nang isip! Hayaan mo ang oras ang magsabi sayo kung ano ang mga mangyayari! And don’t reject him, don’t let go of him hanggang sa may nararamdaman pa siya sayo,” Hindi ko naintindihan ang huli niyang sinabi.

“What?”

“Don’t let him feel like he’s the only one who likes this set up, this thing between the two of you. Because I’m sure, you’ll regret not seeing his worth when he finally gets over you. If he can thought.” Kinabahan ako sa sinabi niya pero nalito din ako! Ano daw?! Ang lalim naman ng pinaghuhugotan niya! Hindi naman ako in love!

“ H-hindi naman ako in love,” Pinandilatan niya ako ng mga mata dahil sa sinabi ko.

“Hindi pa! Bwesit ka! Ang gusto ko lang naman sabihin ay e-enjoy mo ang isang Malec García! Nako naman! Ang hot kaya niya kaya samantalahin mo na! Gaga!” Napapikit ako sa pagsigaw-sigaw niya saka ako natatawang iminulat ang mga mata para tingnan ang kunot na kunot niyang noo.

“Hindi ko alam na romantic ka pala! Ang dami mong alam!” Asar ko sakanya at inirapan niya lang ako.

“Ewan ko sayo, mag-isa ka jan!” At iniwan niya nga ako mag-isa! Pikon! Natatawa kong kinuha ang selpon ko at nakangiti akong binasa ang mga text ni Malec.

“

Goodmorning

babe.”

“Where are you?”

“Are you mad? I’m sorry if I did something wrong :(”

“Baby text me back, mm?”

“I miss you :(”

“Don’t ignore me or I’ll go crazy, please?”

“I’m really sorry, but I don’t regret what happened yesterday. I love it.”

“Call me when you’re not mad anymore :*”

Ang dami niya pang text na paulit-ulit na tinatanong kung nasaan ako. Napangiti ako sa mga emoticon na ginagamit niya. Hindi ko maisip na ang napakalaking lalaki at napaka gwapong pulis ay gagamit ng mga ganong emoticon. Cute!

Natatawa akong i-dinial ang number niya. Hyno is right I should enjoy whatever’s happening. I should stop overthinking and just go with the flow. Hindi ako napipilitan, it’s shocking to me but I really want what’s happening between us.

“Baby?” Napasinghap ako sa baritonong boses na iyon ni Malec. “Hi baby.” Nakagat ko ang ibabang labi ko. Pati boses niya ay gwapo, tsk.

“Hi, I’m here at Lovemir’s house. It’s Javi’s birthday party, you remember?” Sinikap kong hindi mautal. Naririnig ko ang paghangos niya at hindi ko alam kung bakit parang nakikiliti ako!

“Hmm, I’m going. Can I ask you a

favor?”  Tumango ako kahit na wala siya sa harapan ko.

“Anything.” Hindi ko pinag-isipan ang sinabi kong iyon.

“ Don’t let anyone get near you while I’m not around, jealousy will be the death of me.” Hindi ako nakasagot sa sinabi niya dahil sa biglang lakas ng tibok sa dibdib ko. “I’m coming, wait for me.”  Saka lang ako nakahinga ng maayos nang ibaba niya ang tawag. Napasinghap ako.

Ganon siya kaseloso? Napapansin ko nga iyon.

Napangiti ako sa isipin at kagat labing pumasok sa loob ng bahay ni Hyno. Nagulat pa ako nang makitang marami-rami na ang tao sa loob. Nakipagtanguan lang ako sa iba dahil nagsimula na ang ingay at tumunog na ang speaker na nasa bukana palabas papunta sa pool. Ang lakas ’nun kaya mabilis akong umakyat sa kwarto ni Lovemir at nakita ko ulit doon iyong Mike at si Love kasama si Javi.

Nangingiting lumapit ako sakanila at sinalubong ng yakap si Javi na ngiting-ngiti rin saakin.

“Gustavie! I missed you!” Nagyakap kami at nag-beso.

“Me too. Happy Birthday, bud.” Bati ko at tinapik niya naman ako sa balikat.

“Wala ka pa rin kupas, ’a! Ang gwapo at sexy mo pa rin!” Inilingan ko siya sa papuri niya saakin. Javi has a small frame but kinda tall, he’s a twink. Gwapo siya at maputi, ang cute ng curly niyang itim na itim na buhok na bagay na bagay sa Hazel brown eyes niya. Mabait si Javi at maraming kaibigan kahit hindi siya masyadong nag-sstay sa syudad. Palagi itong nasa island resort na pag-aari niya.

“And you’re stunning as always,” Puri ko rin sakanya. Tumawa naman siya at sumulyap sa likod ko.

“Where’s Hynodale?” Tanong niya.

“Kukunin niya daw iyong cake na pinagawa niya for you.” Si Lovemir ang sumagot. Tumango kami at nagpaalam si Javi na pupunta na sa baba kaya umupo naman ako sa kama ni Lovemir. Nandoon kasi iyong Mike na ngiting-ngiti nanaman saakin sa couch sa kwarto ni Love. Ayoko tumabi sakanya dahil mukhang hindi matino ang isip, tsk.

Napailing ako. Hindi talaga ako friendly.

“Is Alek coming?” Biglang tanong nung Mike kaya nilingon ko siya at kay Love siya nakabaling. Kilala niya si Malec? Tsk.

“Mm, his baby is here that’s why he’s coming.” Nang-aasar na sumulyap saakin si Lovemir at pinagtaasan ko naman siya ng kilay. Bwesit na ’to.

“Who the hell? He’s bringing a woman?” Kumunot ang noo ko sa sinabi nung Mike. Nandito na nga ang baby niya! Bringing a woman, tsk stupid.

“Nah—” Hindi natapos ni Lovemir ang sasabihin niya dahil bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto. “Oh, here’s Alek.” Biglang naghurumintado sa lakas ng tibok ang dibdib ko nang magtama ang mga mata namin.

Agad siyang ngumiti saakin at saka seryosong sinulyapan si Love at Mike.

Nagpigil ako ng singhap. Ang gwapo niya sa suot niyang itim na button down shirt at fitted pants. His black fitted pants is outlining his muscle thighs and because he’s only wearing a button down shirt ay kitang kita ang pag flex ng biceps niya kapag gumagalaw siya. Napalunok ako. Ang gwapo tangina. Dagdag pa ang piercing niya sa may bandang taas ng kaliwang kilay niya! Shit. Ngayon ko lang siya nakitang suot iyon.

“Hi baby.” Naglakad siya palapit saakin at kinakabahan naman akong napasulyap kay Mike at Love na nakatingin saamin. Si Love ay blanko ang mukha samantalang nakamaang naman saamin iyong Mike. Tsk.

Oo, ako ’yung baby niya. Ha!

“Hey,“ Sinikap kong wag mautal at nakangiting tumayo ako para salubungin siya. Ang inaasahan ko ay hahalikan niya ako sa pisnge katulad ng palagi niyang ginagawa nung mga nakaraan pero nagulat ako nang sa labi niya ako hinalikan!

Mabilis niyang siniil ang pang-ibabang labi ko bago niya ako hinalikan ulit sa gilid ng labi ko saka siya ngumiti ng pagkatamis tamis saakin.

Natatawang inilingan ko siya. Abusero talaga. Nakakailan na siya ’a.

“Tsk, nasasanay ka ’a?” Tumawa siya sa sinabi ko at natigilan lang kami nang tumikhim si Lovemir.

“You two, go get a room.” He rolled his eyes at us kaya nahihiya naman akong yumuko. Amp. PDA ba kami? Sila lang naman dalawa ang nakakita pero nakakahiya!

I suddenly felt Malec arms in my waist.

“Yeah, I’ll go get a room. See ’ya!” Hinila ako ni Malec palabas ng kwartong iyon. I willingly followed him and I admit, I want to kiss him right now.

Or better, make out with him. Shit.

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Chapter 11

[EDITED 07/05/21]

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD / MATURED CONTENT!

Gustav’s

DInala niya ako sa likod sa may swimming pool. Marami na talaga ang tao at halos lahat ay mga lalaki, sinalubong kami ni Hyno na kasama si Javi. Hawak-hawak pa rin ako ni Malec sa bewang at nakakaagaw kami ng atensyon pero wala akong hiya na maramdaman. That’s new.

“Malec! I didn’t expect to see you here!” Sigaw ni Javi dahil malakas ang tugtogan. Pareho na silang may hawak na colored plastic cups na sa tingin ko ay alak ang laman. Maraming pagkain at alak, nagkalat iyon sa loob at sa labas ng bahay ni Lovemir. May malikot na iba’t ibang kulay na ilaw na rin na ikinahihilo ko. Hindi ako sanay sa party, madalas ay mas gusto ko ang magkulong sa kwarto kaysa ang mag club kaya nahihilo talaga ako sa dami ng tao ngayon.

“Happy Birthday! I’m with my babe!” Itinuro ako ni Malec at nanlaki pareho ang mata namin ni Javi.

“Ah?! You’re gay, Stav?! Wow! You two look good together! Nice couple!” Javi beamed at hindi na ako nakakibo dahil ayaw kong sumigaw. Hindi ko tuloy siya maitama! Couple, amp! Siniko ko si Malec at tiningnan siya ng masama. He just winked at me and I rolled my eyes. Sly.

“C’mon you two! Enjoy the party and drink! Walang event event to! Inuman lang!” Si Hyno at inakay niya papalayo saamin si Javi. Sinundan ko sila ng tingin at paikot-ikot silang dalawa habang nakikipag-usap sa kung sino-sino. Napailing ako. Hindi ba sila nahihilo sa ginagawa nila?

“Baby, here.” Natigil ako ng bumulong saakin si Malec at may inabot siya saaking mangko ng tacos. “Hindi ka pa kumakain?” Tanong niya. Inalalayan niya akong makaupo sa isang single sofa na naandon katabi ng mga mesa at kung ano-ano. Tumabi siya saakin at dahil malaki siya ay hindi kami nagkasya.

“Kumain na ako kanina. Ikaw?” Pilit niyang sinisiksik ang sarili niya sa kinauupuan ko. I chuckled. “Hindi tayo kasya.”

“We’ll fit, tayo ka muna babe.” Bulong niya ulit saakin. Oo, bulong. Malapit na malapit ang mukha namin sa isat-isa dahil nagbubulongan kami para magkarinigan. I can even smell his minty breath and it’s addicting.

Tumayo ako at saka siya umupo at hinila niya ako bigla paupo sa lap niya!

“M-Malec!” Saway ko sakanya dahil maraming tao. May mga kakilala pa naman ako dito! Nginitian niya lang ako at hinawakan niya ang magkabilang bewang ko ng mga braso niya saka niya ipinatong ang baba niya sa balikat ko.

“I’m hungry, feed me those.” Itinuro niya ang tacos na hawak ko pa rin. I tsked. Hindi nanaman siguro siya kumain. Sinubuan ko nga siya ng tacos at kumain rin ako. Masarap iyon kaya nalibang ako sa pagkain habang sinusubuan siya. Nang maubos namin iyon ay tumayo ako at kumuha ng maiinom sa malapit na mesa.

Pabalik na sana ako nang biglang may humarang saakin. Kinunotan ko ng noo iyong Mike na pinsan ni Lovemir. Ano nanaman kaya ang kailangan nito?

“So you’re Malec’s lover, huh?” Nakataas ang kilay niya saakin. Hindi ko siya sinagot. “Careful, he’s a manwhore.” Inilapit niya ang bibig niya sa tenga ko at ibinulong iyon saka siya umalis sa harapan ko.

Sinundan ko siya ng tingin at nagtatakang ibinalik ko sa gawi ni Malec ang mga mata ko. Nagkatitigan kami at kunot na kunot din ang noo niya.

Nagtataka pa rin ay naglakad ako palapit sa upuan namin ni Malec. Ano naman ang eksena ’non? Tsk. Hindi ko na inintindi ang nangyari at nakangiting inabutan ko ng inumin si Malec na kunot pa rin ang noo.

Pinaupo niya ulit ako sa lap niya at saka siya nagtanong saakin.

“What did that bastard told you? I told you not to let anyone get near you.” Hindi agad ako nakasagot dahil habang sinasabi iyon ni Malec ay nasa leeg ko ang mga labi niya. He’s kissing my neck while mumbling words. Napapalunok na inayos ko ang pagkakaupo ko sa ibabaw niya. Ang touchy talaga niya.

“I-I didn’t know he’s getting near me, and he j-just said hi.” Pagsisinungaling ko. He hummed and gave my neck a kiss before pulling away. Sinilip niya ang mukha ko mula sa likod at ngumiti saakin. I smiled at him too. He’s really so gorgeous, ang bango bango niya rin. At gusto ko itong mga ginagawa niya saakin. Ang mga palapit lapit at paghalik halik niya saakin. I somehow like it. I’m starting to get used to him. At hindi iyon pilit.

“Let’s drink? I wanna have fun tonight.” Nakangiti niya pa rin iyong sinabi kaya nakangiti rin akong tumango. Tumayo kami at naglakad palapit kayla Hyno na nagkakasiyahan na kasama sila Lovemir at ng iba pa. Inalok nila kami ng alak at pareho kaming kumuha ni Malec.

We started drinking and having fun but I was just silent while roaming my eyes around. May mga sumasayaw at naliligo sa umiilaw na pool na may mga bola, ang alam ko ay may mga tao rin sa loob ng bahay ni Love.

May tama na si Javi at si Hyno at umiikot nanaman silang dalawa na parang nangangampanya, si Lovemir ay tahimik lang sa gilid habang nagmamasid at ganon rin ako, hindi rin ako masyadong umiinom samantalang parang tubig kung inumin ni Malec ang alak na inaabot sakanya ng kung sino-sino.

Wala na ’to, mamaya ay lasing na ’to. I tsked.

“Hmm, are you having fun?” Nagulat ako nang yinakap niya ako mula sa likod. I chuckled. Ito na nga, lasing na siya. Ngayon ko pa lang siya makikitang lasing. I heave when he started kissing my neck again. “Why do you smell so good? Do you want men to drool over your scent? Don’t smell this good when I’m not around, hm?”

I swallowed and I struggled to keep my eyes open because of his firm lips on my neck. Ano bang sinasabi niya?

“W-what? I. .” I swallowed again and tilted my head. “I always smell like this.” I pant. He just hummed again while still kissing and licking my neck. Pinilit kong makawala sa mga labi niya dahil marami ang nakakakita. Nakakahiya. Masyado kaming PDA.

“S-stop, there’s so many people.” Bulong ko. Tumigil naman siya agad at kumuha ulit ng plastic cups na puno ng alak. Ginawa niya iyon na ang isang kamay ay nasa bewang ko pa rin. He handed me a cup and urged me to drink it and so I did. Uminom din ulit siya at inalok ako ulit pero tumanggi na ako. Hinayaan ko lang siyang uminom nang uminom.

Maya-maya ay lumapit saakin si Javi at hinila ako.

“C’mon! Let’s daaance!” Nabitawan ako ni Malec at naiilang na nagpahila na lang ako kay Javi. Birthday niya naman, pagbigyan ko na. Hinila niya ako sa malapit sa pool at doon siya nagsasayaw kasama si Hyno na hinawakan ako sa bewang at niyakap.

“You’ll dance? I’ve never seen you dance.” Lasing na ani niya habang ginagalaw ako para magmukha kaming sumasayaw. I chuckled at him and shook my head.

“You know I don’t dance, you still okay?” Tanong ko kahit na pati ako ay nahihilo na rin dahil sa alak, sa ilaw at sa dami ng mga tao.

“I’m still aliiive!” Sigaw niya at nag-sway sway kami habang tumatawa. Hinayaan ko silang dalawa ni Javi na ugain ang katawan ko dahil ayaw kong sumayaw nang kusa. Ang totoo ay marunong naman ako sumayaw, kapag nasa bahay.

“Hands off, Hyno! Malec’s glares are going to kill you!” Tawa ni Javi na tinapik tapik pa ang kamay ni Hyno na nakapulupot sa bewang ko. Sumulyap naman ako kay Malec na kunot na kunot nanaman ang noo at mukhang galit na nakatingin kay Hyno. Natawa ako. Seloso talaga.

“Suus! Edi kunin niya kung ayaw niyang may dumidikit dikit dito!” Dinuro ako ni Hyno bago niya ako yakapin ulit nang mahigpit na mahigpit. Hinayaan ko lang siya dahil nahihilo na ako masyado sa gaslaw nila. Gusto ko nang maupo pero mukhang hindi na ako makakapaglakad ng maayos at bawas angas ’yun kung madadapa ako dito.

“Hyno, I’m now dizzy.” Reklamo ko kaya binitawan niya ako na maling galaw! Maling mali! Nahulog ako sa pool na nasa paanan na pala namin!

Hindi agad ako nakaahon dahil nahihilo nga ako at ang sakit sa ilong! Pumasok ang tubig sa ilong ko!

Nagpumilit akong umahon at may kamay naman na humawak sa mga braso ko kaya nakaahon ako agad.

Linteeek! Nawala ata ang kalasingan ko!

Nagtama ang mga mata namin ni Malec na nag-aalalang pinagmasdan ang kabuoan ko. Tiningnan ko naman ang sarili ko at napapikit ako sa hiya!

I’m wearing a V neck white shirt paired with a baggy pants at dahil nabasa ako ay nakikita na halos ang upper body ko dahil hapit na hapit na saakin iyong damit!

“Shit! Sorry bud!” Hindi na nakalapit pa saakin si Hyno dahil hinila na ako ni Malec papalayo doon. Nakaagaw rin kami ng atensyon kaya nahiya talaga ako!

Bweseet! Sayaw pa kasi Gustav!

Dinala ako ni Malec sa isa sa mga guest room ng bahay ni Lovemir at pinapasok niya ako sa bathroom.

“Clean yourself, I’ll go get a pair of shirts.” Ani niya na namumungay ang mga mata dahil lasing talaga ito. Tinalikuran niya ako kaya nangingiwi kong hinubad ang damit ko at pants, tinira ko iyong boxer at tsaka ako nag banlaw at kumuha ng robe. Nagmadali talaga ako dahil ayaw kong maabutan pa akong basa ni Malec. Mukhang galit siya.

Okay lang naman ako, kaso ay malamig na at wala talaga akong balak na maligo. Lumabas ako ng banyo at sakto naman na pumasok si Malec na may dalang T-shirt, short at underwear.

Nakagat ko ang labi ko at nagpigil ng ngiti dahil halatang pinipigilan niya ang sumuray dahil sa kalasingan.

“Are you okay?” Tanong niya at sinarado ang pinto ng kwartong kinaruruonan namin. Tumango ako at akmang aabutin ang damit na hawak niya pero binato niya iyon sa couch na nasa may bandang kanan namin.

Eh? Nagtataka ko siyang nilingon pero nakalapit na siya saakin at yumapos ang mga braso niya sa katawan ko.

Shit! Wala akong suot bukod sa robe!

“Tsk, I told you not to let anyone get near you.” Parang nagtatampong ani niya kaya natatawa ko namang ipinalibot ang mga kamay ko sa leeg niya. His head is buried deep in my neck.

“Hyno is my friend, he’s just drunk and it was an accident.” Ngiti ko sakanya pero hindi na siya kumibo. Pinakiramdaman ko siya ng ilang segundo. Tulog na ba ’to? Sa kalasingan?

I tried to glance at his face to see if he fell asleep but he suddenly move and push me into the bed. Nagugulat na napaupo ako sa kama habang nakatingala sakanya.

“Your natural scent is making me go crazy, can I kiss you now?” Hindi ako nakasagot dahil sinunggaban niya na agad ako. Sinapo niya ang magkabilang panga ko saka ako hinalikan ng mapusok. I can taste alcohol in his sweet mouth. Hinalikan ko siya pabalik and he groaned and grabbed my nape to deepen the kiss.

My head feel light and I suddenly felt so hot when his hands started untying my robe. I groaned. He’s undressing me. Is he gonna make love to me now? Because I’m ready. I’ve been preparing for this, since Hyno gave me knowledge about this department.

“It looks so sexy on you.” Inilayo niya ang mukha niya saakin at pinagmasdan niya ang dibdib ko. It’s full of hickeys from yesterday. He was the one who made those, he made me a mess.

“Are you gonna touch me now?” I blurted. Kanina pa ako nagpipigil! Hindi ko alam kung anong sumanib saakin pero hindi ako papayag na lumabas kami ng kwartong ito nang walang nangyayari. I want to be fvck right now. Maybe this is liquor making me so honest to myself but I don’t care, I really want him.

“Where do you want me to touch you?” He hovered his lips against mine. I looked straight to his eyes.

“Everywhere.” I murmured and started unbuckling his pants. He hissed and started devouring my lips again. He successfully untied my robe and I successfully unbuckled his pants but he suddenly stop. Namumungay ang mga matang nagtataka akong sinulyapan siya. He’s also staring at me. I swallowed.

“W-what?” I asked. He gave me sweet little kisses while answering my question.

“Let’s get out of here, sleep at my house, hm?” He said and gave me a deep kiss. Nang ihiwalay niya saakin ang mga labi niya ay nakapikit ko siyang sinagot.

“You don’t want to do it here?” He flicked my left nipple and so I whimpered.

“I wanna do you right here and now, but that can wait till we get at my house. I’ll tie you up and give you what you want.” I gulped at what he said. Tie me up? Sheesh. What am I getting so excited for? Fvck.

“O-okay.” I was the one who hovered my lips towards his for a deep long kiss before he lift me up to stand.

“Get dress, I’ll wait for you outside.” I nod at him. Lumabas nga siya at nagmadali akong nagbihis. It’s settled then, I’m going to do it with him tonight! Shit. I’m both scared and excited.

Natigil lang ako sa pagmamadali nang maalala na lasing nga pala si Malec! At ganon rin ako, sino ang mag da-drive? Napakamot ako sa batok at inayos ang sarili ko sa harap ng salamin. Ako na lang siguro.

Tiningnan ko muna ang oras bago lumabas ng kwarto. It’s already twelve midnight, ang bilis ng oras. Sinalubong ako ni Malec pagkalabas ko at sabay kaming lumapit kila Hyno at Javi at nagpaalam na uuwi na. Nagpilitan pa kami bago kami pinayagang makauwi, mga lasing na kasi lalo na si Javi.

Pinapasok ako ni Malec sa passenger seat ng kotse niya kaya sinulyapan ko ang sarili kong kotse na naandon din sa labas ng bahay ni Lovemir. Kakakuha lang ’nun at hindi ko nanaman nagagamit.

Nang makasakay si Malec sa driver seat ay tinanong ko siya.

“Ako na lang kaya ang mag-drive? I’m not that drunk,” I insist. He suddenly hold my hand and kissed the back of it. Nagkatitigan kami.

“I’m not drunk, I can manage.” He said and started maneuvering the car without letting go of my hand. Umiling ako. Hindi daw lasing, tsk. Pulis pa naman siya pero nagdadrive siya nang lasing. Hinayaan ko na lang siya dahil may tiwala naman ako sakanya na hindi niya kami ibabangga.

“Baby, I wanna devour you right here and now.” He mumbled that made my heart skipped and made a knot in my stomach. Nakagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi ko. He’s a tease.

“Please tell me you’re sure about this,” Biglang ani niya uli. I glance at him and he’s focused on the road.

I asked that myself so many times now. And my answers is,

“I’m more than ready for you to fill the fvck out of me.” Mahina ko iyong sinabi but I made sure for him to hear it. Nanggigigil niya naman kinagat ang labi niya bago sumulyap saakin.

“Fvck, you’re making me go crazy. I’ll make sure you’ll not regret it.” He said and speed up the car. Pinanlakihan ko siya ng mata kahit na hindi na siya nakatingin saakin.

“Hey! Slow down!” Saway ko. Pinisil niya lang ang kamay ko. I tsked. Nagmamadali na nga! I chuckled.

Nakarating kami sa Villa niya at mabilis kaming nakarating sa harap ng bahay niya. He parked his car at sabay kaming bumaba. Inalalayan niya ako papasok.

“Do you want something to drink first?” He said that but as soon as we got in his house his lips are on my neck already. I tilted my head to give him more access.

“Yeah, your juices.” Pareho kaming natawa sa sinabi ko. Nanggigigil niya akong hinalikan tsaka ako hinila pataas sa hagdan. Ngayon ko pa lang makikita ang kwarto niya. Nagulat pa ako nang mapagtanto na ang buong second floor ay kwarto niya.

It’s huge and I can’t see much because the only light we have is the lamp on his bedside table. He has a king size bed that sure is comfy.

“Mm!” Nagulat ako nang bigla niya akong hilahin palapit sa katawan niya saka niya sinunggaban ang mga labi ko. Napapikit na lang ako at nakipaghalikan sakanya. This is so addicting, baka masanay ako sa mga labi niya. Ang sarap niya humalik.

“I wanna rip your shirt right now babe, can I do that?” Pareho kaming hingal nang maghiwalay ang mga labi namin. Nalilitong inilingan ko siya saka ko hinubad ang shirt na suot ko.

“No ripping.” I said and he chuckled. Goddamn, so hot.

“I’m sure I’m gonna rip this tho.” Hi squeezed my butt cheeks and parted the two away from each other. I whimpered. His touch is my new addiction, kahit saan niya siguro ako hawakan ay hindi ako magrereklamo.

“I like the sounds you make,” He whispered while licking my earlobes. His hands is still on my butt cheeks, squeezing. Nakapikit ko siyang tinanguan at saka ko inilapit ang bibig ko sa tenga niya.

“Why don’t you make a mess of me right now then? Make me do sounds for you, hmm?” I teased and he gripped my butt hard before pushing me in his bed. I looked at him seductively. My lips parted, my eyes is full of lust and I’m caressing my own chest and neck while checking him out.

He’s still fully clothed yet I’m already drooling over him, what’s more if he’s already fully naked? Sheesh, I can’t wait.

“Undress for me.” I mumbled and he smirks at me.

“Undress me.” He commanded. Mabilis akong tumayo at lumapit sakanya. I unbuckled his pants again before taking his shirt off. I gasped when I finally see his upper body again. Dayum, hot.

Ibinaba ko ang pants niya at tinira ang boxer niya. Nanginginig pa ang mga kamay ko habang ginagawa iyon. Parehong malalim ang mga hangos namin. Itinaas ko ang tingin ko sakanya and I saw him watching me with his eyes full of admiration, he’s mirroring what’s also on my eyes. Fvck.

I was about to take off his boxer but he stopped me and pushed me again in his bed. Napaupo ako sa kama niya at sumunod naman siya. He kneeled in his bed in front me and I was gulping while looking at him. He’s really fvcking big. Walang wala ang tangkad at laki ko sakanya, he’s a giant.

“Take off your short.” He commanded again and I obliged. I was huffing while taking off my shorts and underwear. I swallowed when I finished, I sat in front of him fully naked. I was huffing because his stares are making me so hot. He gets near me and kissed me on the lips before mumbling sweet words to me.

“So sexy, you’re fvcking gorgeous, baby. And you’re all mine.” He said before pushing me to lay down on my back in his comfy bed. Napalunok ako nang kubabawan niya ako at halikan ako sa leeg pababa sa dibdib ko.

“Ahh..” He started playing with my nips again with his sly tounge and fingers. His own hard crotch are pressing against mine and I can feel it’s fvcking huge. I felt so hot while his hands caress my body and his tounge sucking my nipples. Ang sarap. Wala pa man ay ungol na ako nang ungol.

“Shit, stop teasing me and do me already.” Nagmamadali kong utos. He stopped licking my nipples and cupped my hard on with his big hand. Napaigtad ako. He started jerking it off while staring at me. I struggled to keep my eyes open because of the pleasure. “Please? Malec, hon?”

“Fvck,” He snapped and flipped me over. I squealed. “Go on all fours, ass in the air.” He commanded at nanghihina ko iyong sinunod. His commanding voice is making me melt away. Fvvvck.

I go on all fours and lifted my ass in the air. He’s behind me and I felt so exposed to him but I don’t mind. Liyong-liyo na ako sa kakahintay kung ano ang sunod niyang gagawin saakin. I want him

noow

!

“Malec, please, I want you now- ah!” I squealed when he slapped my butt cheeks. Fvck. That felt good. My ass ring keeps twitching, it wants attention. I heave.

Naramdaman kong umalis siya sa kama pero agad din bumalik sa likod ko. Napaigtad ako nang may ibuhos siyang kung anong malamig sa pwet ko. He then pressed a finger on my ass crack. I whimpered. He keep pressing on it, he’s spreading the - I assumed - lubricant on my ass crack before he slowly entered a finger on my hole. Napaungol ako. Shit.

“You’re so soft down here, it’s so stretchable.” He mumbled and kisses my butt left cheek while fingering my ass, he then added another finger making it two.

“Ahh.. more, Malec-” He bit my butt cheek and I squealed again. Fvck!

“Call me hon, you’re going to call me hon from now on, hm?” He said and licked the part he bit. I whimpered and nodded at him.

“Hon.. more please..” I whimpered and wriggled my ass to him. He added another finger again and stretched my assring again and again, making a mess of me.

“I’m gonna fvck this sexy ass of yours in a second, relax for me baby.” He said and withdraw his fingers on my hole. It felt empty for a second before I felt the tip of his cóck on my ass ring. Kagat ang labing hinintay kong ipasok niya na iyon lahat saakin. And he did, slowly but surely. The feeling of his veiny cóck slowly entering my hole feels so fvcking great.

“Fvvvck.. Ahh! H-hurts!” I screamed and he leaned down on my back to kiss my shoulder.

“Relax for me, baby. I’m going to fill you up now.” He whispered. Ibinaling ko sakanya ang ulo ko.

“What? You mean- Agh! Ah!” Napahiyaw ako nang sa isang ulos ay naipasok niya ang malaking malaking alaga niya saakin. Nanghina ako, nahigop ata lahat ng lakas ko! It fvcking hurts!

“Fvck, baby..” Nawala ang sakit na nararamdaman ko nang umungol siya sa mismong tenga ko. Fvck. He sound so hot. “You keep squeezing me, fvck I wanna move now.” Pinakiramdaman ko ang likod ko.

I feel so full but the sting already subsided. Tumango ako sakanya.

“You can move now.” I huff. He kissed my shoulder again and pressed his body against my back. I groaned. The way his body is pressing down on me feel so good. I feel secured.

“Here I go- ahh,” Napahiyaw ako nang magsimula siyang umulos.

“M-malec! Fvck!” Naibaba ko ang mukha ko sa unan sa harap ko dahil sa panghihina. Ang sarap ng ginagawa niya. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam ng malaki niyang kahabaan habang naglalabas masok sa butas ko. He keep hitting a spot inside me and that’s making me scream.

“Hon! Ahh! M-more!” I demanded and I heard him hissed. He lift up his body and knelt behind me. He gripped both side of my waist before thrusting in me again. This time, it was hard and rough it’s making me crazy.

“Shit, you feel so good baby.” He thrust and thrust and thrust. “So tight, so warm fvck!” Mas binilisan niya ang pag ulos saakin. I started moving my hips to welcome his thrusts and we both groaned because of my sudden movement.

This is making me insane..

We both move to satisfy each other. The room was filled with grunts, moan and groans. Wala halos akong marinig bukod sa ungol ko na palakas nang palakas dahil ganon rin ang ulos ni Malec.

My body jumped when Malec hand pinched one of my nipple and his other hand was on my hard twitching cock.

“N-noo.. if yo-ah- do t-that- Ahhh,” I want to keep talking but I’m already unable to form words and I keep stuttering because he’s fvcking me so hard! I’m going to cum so soon!

“What is it? You’re saying something babe?” He teased. I wasn’t able to respond because I just keep grunting and moaning. I’m also sobbing because of so much pleasure I’m feeling. Fvck, I didn’t know this feel so good and can make me breathless.

“H-hon! Ohh!” I screamed when I felt the pressure on my stomach and balls. I’m cumming! “I’m c-cumming! Fvck oh!” His thrust got more rough and fast. Thrust after thrust, grunts after grunts, he’s making my whole body shake. I was shaking so much! I’ve never felt this before.

“Go on,” Bumilis ang pag-ulos niya at pagtaas-baba niya sa kahabaan ko. Ganon rin ang paglalaro niya sa dibdib ko.

I screamed when my body shook and I was spent when my cum started spurting out.

“Ohh! Shit! Shit!” My body keeps shaking while I cum. I saw stars and blinding light on the back of my eyelids. I was in heaven and Malec persistently thrusting in me while I cum didn’t help!

“O-ohh! Fvck yes,” He growled and I felt him pull out and started spurting his juices in my butt cheeks. I groaned. This is so wholesome! “Fvck!”

Pareho kaming napahiga sa kama niya dahil sa pagod. My eyes were closed while I was laying on my stomach on his bed that smells like him. I felt him move and I suddenly felt his lips on my cheeks.

“Ready for more?” He whispered. I heard something got ripped and so I opened my eyes and he was opening another condom! Nanlaki ang mga mata ko.

More?!

“What-!” I was flipped so I was laying on my back and facing him. Malalaki ang mga matang napamaang ako sakanya. Umalis siya sandali sa kama at pagbalik niya ay may dala na siyang neck tie! “M-Malec-”

“It’s ‘Hon’, give me your hands, let’s tie you up and then I’m going to fill you up again with my hard big long rod and we’ll fvck until we pass out.” He grabbed both of my arms and started tying me. What the fvck! I was unable to talk because of shock.

“Let’s do that, hm?” He smiled at me sweetly and bit his lower lip while eyeing me hungrily.

Fvck, he is so going to devour me.

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Chapter 12

WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD / MATURED CONTENT!

Gustav’s

I lost count of how many times we did it. All I know is I’m already spent but he still keeps going and all I can do is to moan and moan and moan.

Umuga-uga ang katawan ko habang sinasalubong ang mga ulos ni Malec. My left hand are gripping the bedsheets while my other hand is gripping the pillow my head is on, kinakalagan niya pa lang ang mga kamay ko mula sa pagkakagapos kanina. Habang ang mga binti ko ay nakapatong sa mga balikat niya habang mahigpit niya iyong hinahawakan at patuloy na umuulos saakin. Namumungay ang mga matang pinapanuod ko siyang pagsawaan ang butas ko.

He keeps grunting and growling and it added up to the pleasure I’m feeling. He’s so hot while doing me. His muscle arms are flexing, he’s sweating and his face, fvck he look so gorgeous as his forehead wrinkled and his jaw tightened every time he thrust inside me. I can feel his long big rod playing hide and seek with my butthole and it keep hitting a sensitive spot. I feel so stretched because he’s so fvcking huge. Ang sarap. Ang sarap ng pinapalasap niya saakin. But I can’t keep up with him.

“H-hon.. n-no more— ohh!” I moaned when he picked his pace and thrust into me harder and faster. My body keeps shaking, I’m already at my limit. It’s not that I don’t like him doing me nonstop, but I can’t take it. It’s so good I’m losing my mind and it’s making my whole system exhausted! I’m spent!

I think I’m gonna past out.

“Babyy, ahh.” My body shook as I cum all over my stomach and chest. He didn’t even need to jerk my dick off, I came multiple times just from the intense stimulation at my prostrate. He’s so fvcking good.

“Hmmm..” I whimpered when I felt him pull out and take off his condom and spurted all his load all over my body. Yes, he likes showering me with his loads. Kanina ko pa iyon nahahalata, kahit may condom siyang suot ay hinuhugot niya ang alaga niya at saakin niya ipinuputok ang nilalabas niya.

I think it’s his kink.

Now my body is full of his cum and mine, and it’s somehow making me so horny. Just thinking about his cum all over my body, fvck, I love it.

We stared at each other before he leaned over to kiss my mouth. Akala ko ay tapos na siya dahil humiga na siya sa gilid ko at niyakap ako mula sa likod, ngunit nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang maramdamang inaangat niya ang isa sa mga binti ko.

“One more,” He whispered while kissing my cheeks and slowly entering me.

“Oohhh..“ Moan was my response. Umiling ako nang umiling sakanya pero nagtuloy pa rin siya! He’s a fvcking beast! I’m going to passed out at this rate! Fvck! I wanna cry!

———

NAgising ako dahil sa init. May mga kamay na nakapulupot sa bewang ko at may nakakakiliting buhok sa leeg ko kaya iminulat ko ang mga mata ko.

A wooden gray ceiling greeted me. Ibinaba ko ang tingin ko sa lalaking nakapulupot ang mga kamay saakin.

I smiled when I saw him nuzzling to me. Tsk. Pagkatapos niya akong pagurin kagabi to the point I already passed out, ganito siya kinaumagahan. Ang gwapo niyang mukha ay parang anghel, inosenteng inosente kapag natutulog. Tsk. He’s a beast. He fvcked me until I passed out, he didn’t stop until I passed out.

Natinag ako nang gumalaw siya at halikan ang balikat ko.

“You up, baby?“ He whispered while still kissing my shoulders. I ‘mm’ at him and he nuzzled at me closer. What a big baby.

“What time is it?” I asked and I was the one who roamed my eyes to find a clock and when I saw the clock wall my eyes bulged.

It’s already twelve in the afternoon!

“Shit, it’s already noon.” I said and he look up at me and caught my lips with his. He kissed my mouth and I kissed back. I love his dominance and all but all I can think about is the time and my rumbling stomach.

“I’m hungry.” I spoke when he finally let go of my mouth. He nodded and kissed me in the cheeks. Tsk. Adik sa halik.

“What do you wanna eat?” He asked. He lowered his lips and kiss me at my jaw down to my neck. I tsked at him. He’s horny, I can tell.

“Stop it, I wanna eat.” I said, no, more like whimpered. His tounge still working at my neck, he’s licking and nipping there.

“Tell me what do you wanna eat then.“ Ani niya ulit habang hindi pa rin tumitigil sa ginagawa niya saakin. I rolled my eyes and pushed his head.

“I should be asking that, you don’t know how to cook so I’ll cook. What do you wanna eat?“ He pouted at my question and nuzzled me again. Gawd! He’s so clingy.

“Anything you cook.” He said. Tumango ako at kumawala sakanya at tumayo. Ngunit agad nanginig ang mga hita ko at napaupo ako sa sahig dahil sa panghihina at sakit sa pang-upo ko.

Natulala ako ng ilang segundo.

What the fvck?!

“Babe? Are you okay?“ Mabilis na tumayo si Malec at lumuhod para alalayan ako pero tiningnan ko siya ng masama. We’re still both naked kaya sa mukha niya lang ako tumitingin.

“Okay?! My butt hurts and my knees are shaking! It’s all your fault you freaking beast!” I hissed and I was so annoyed when he just bit his lower lip like what he see amused him! Argh! Panigurado ay namumula na ako sa inis at hiya! Bwesit!

“I’m not gonna say I’m sorry because I’m not, let me help you baby.” Nakangiti niyang ani at binuhat ako para makaupo sa kama niya. I glared at him again and hissed. He just smiled at me and kiss me in the cheeks again. “Let’s clean up and go to the kitchen.“

Inalalayan niya ako papasok sa banyo. Halos kargahin niya na ako at halos maiyak naman ako sa sakit at hiya! Bwesit! Hindi sinabi saakin ni Hyno na posible akong magkaganito!

Sabagay, hindi niya naman alam na may lakas si Malec ng isang toro! And he didn’t even know he has a cóck of a horse! Dammit!

He showered me while I keep glaring at him. Hindi rin nakatakas saakin ang tigas na tigas niyang alaga. Napapalunok na iniwas ko ang tingin sakanya. Mamula-mula iyon lalo na ang dulo, malaki at maugat. And he has a heavy balls. Napapikit ako sa ilang. This is my first time seeing a cóck of another man and it’s huge! My dick is nothing compared to his, my six inch dick is nothing to that cóck horse like!

He finished cleaning the both of us, he dried me and put clothes on me and himself. Pinasuot niya lang ako ng t-shirt at boxer while he put on a black sando and a boxer also. Tsk, show off.

Bumaba kami sa kusina niya at siya na ang nagluto. Egg, hotdog, bacon at rice. I sighed. Ano to? Breakfast?! Tsk. Hindi siya maasahan sa kusina. Ang lakas lakas sa kama pero tiklop sa kusina!

But I can’t deny the happiness in my heart right now. Hindi ko alam kung saan nanggagaling iyon pero masaya ako ngayon and I hope we’re always like this. Nakagat ko ang labi ko. Tsk. Hindi pala kami mag-jowa.

Sa isiping ’yun ay inis kong tinuhog ang hotdog at kinain iyon habang naasar na nakatingin sakanya. He just winked at me and dig in his food. Inirapan ko siya at saka ako natigilan.

Bakit naman ako naiinis? Gusto ko ba siya maging jowa? Nag-init ang mukha ko dahil sa naisip. Tsk. Iba ka talaga Malec, nararamdaman ko ang mga hindi ko pa nararamdaman at hindi ko dapat maramdaman sayo. Napapikit ako sa inis.

Abnormal na siguro ako!

“Finish your food baby, let’s watch some movies after this.“ He suddenly said so I glance at him.

“Wala ka bang pasok?” I asked. Ngumunguyang tumingin siya saakin. Nilunok niya na muna ang kinakain niya bago sumagot.

“I have, but I can skip.“ Kibit balikat niya. Inilingan ko na lang siya. Bakit siya nag-skip? Dahil sakin o dahil pagod rin siya kagabi? Naipilig ko ang ulo. Pareho lang naman ’yun dahil sakin amp engot ko rin e. “How about you, you don’t have work today?“

“Mm, I’m on leave starting today.“ I said and he wrinkled his forehead at me, asking why. “May bibisitahin kasi ako,” Ani ko at tumaas ang kilay niya.

“Who?“ He demand an answer.

“M-my late y-younger brother grave.” I honestly said kahit na ayaw ko sana iyong ipaalam sakanya. Hindi niya naman ’yun kailangan malaman pero nasabi ko na. His face soften kaya natigilan ako.

“Oh, really.. sorry. Speaking of it, where’s your parents?“ Yumuko siya para magsimula ulit kumain kaya hindi niya nakita ang pagbabago sa mukha ko. My jaw tightened and I annoyingly sighed.

At your family’s house.. raising another child.

“Gone, I don’t wanna talk about it.“ Ani ko at minadali ko na ang pagkain. Mukhang nakuha niya naman ang gusto kong sabihin kaya iniba niya na ang topic.

“When are you going to visit your brother then? Lemme come.“ He insist and I nod.

“Maybe the day after tomorrow.” Kibit-balikat ko. Nawala ako sa mood, tsk.

Natapos kaming kumain at inalalayan niya ako papunta sa sala ng bahay niya. Maliwanag na maliwanag doon dahil puro glass na ang wall. Binuksan niya ang TV at pumili ng panunuorin namin. Napaisip naman ako.

Pano ako uuwi nito? Ni hindi nga ako makalakad ng mag-isa! Aiish!

“Pano ako uuwi, Malec?” Tanong ko sakanya. Lumapit naman siya saakin at niyakap ako mula sa gilid. He put his chin on my shoulder while still picking a movie we can watch.

“I’ll let you go home once you regain your strength to walk.“ Ani niya at hinalikan ako sa pisnge. Tumango na lang ako dahil hindi rin talaga ako makakauwi sa ganitong lagay. Kung makauwi man ay paniguradong para akong baldado nito sa bahay. Tumalim nanaman ang tingin ko kay Malec na nakabaling pa rin sa screen ng TV.

Kasalanan niya to lahat! Tsk. If only he stopped at one round! Apaka

kasi!

“Malec,” Tawag pansin ko sakanya nang sa wakas ay makapili na siya ng papanuorin namin. And It’s not a movie, it’s a series I’m familiar with. Palagi iyong pinapanuod ni Hyno noon and it’s a queer series with a lots of sex scene.

Queer as folk is the title. One of the MC is named Brian and he likes sex with men a lot.

“Malec—”

“Stop calling me by my name, it’s ‘Hon’ remember?“ Ani niya at lalong lumapit saakin. Pinandilatan ko siya ng mga mata. Abusero!

“I don’t wanna watch that series, I already watch that.” I said. He glance at me with a wide grin.

“Really? So did you like it?“ Sumikdo ata ang puso ko dahil sa ngiti niyang iyon. Ano baaa! Wag kang ganyan nang ganyan! Oo na! Gwapo ka na bwesit na to!

Iniwas ko sakanya ang tingin ko.

“K-kinda, it has a good p-plot.“ I stammered. He hummed and started licking my ear. I somehow sighed in contentment when I felt his tounge in my earlobe.

“Yeah? The plot?” Diin niya. Naliliyong tumango ako. Plot naman talaga!

“Hmm, so what about the plot?” Tanong niya habang nagsimulang bumaba ang mga labi niya sa leeg ko. I subconsciously tilted my head for him. Shit, ano bang ginagawa niya saakin?

“W-what about it?” I bit my lip when he suck a part of my neck. Paniguradong pupunoin niya nanaman ako ng hickeys.

“Is it really good?” His hands started pinching my swollen nipple outside my shirt and his tounge is now on my collar bone. Nakagat ko ang labi ko.

“Y-yeah, good.” Tango ko. He suddenly put his hands inside my shirt and pressed both of my swollen and probably bruised nipples because of his roughness last night. I whimpered and shook my head.

“S-stop, my body is still aching.“ I huffed but he cupped my hard on and claimed my mouth.

“But you’re already hard, want me to suck it?“ Alok niya na halos ikabaliw ko. Lintek! Pano ko siya nito tatanggihan? Alam ko kung ano ang kayang gawin ng bibig niya! He’s an expert.

Thinking about it, how does he know so much about this? He told me he’s not gay, not to anyone but me at least.

“Y-you, how do you know a lot about gay sex? You told me you ain’t gay for anyone but me.“ Nakanguso kong tanong. Did he lied?

“Doesn’t mean I don’t do it in the back, and I think I’m a natural cock sucker. Didn’t know I’m good at it too.“ He grins at me. Pinagtaasan ko naman siya ng kilay.

“What do you mean?”

“I like fooling around with women before, and I like fvcking them at the back. Thought thinking about it, it all paled in comparison to your bubble butt pulling me in, you’re the best baby.“ He said that and suddenly kneeled down in front of my crotch in between my thighs. Napalunok ako.

”Am I just one of those people you like fooling around?” Natigil siya sa pagbaba sa suot kong boxer dahil sa tanong ko. Inangat niya saakin ang seryoso niyang paningin.

“Don’t compare yourself to them, baby, they’re nothing compared to you because I like you romantically while I just used them to released, I’m not a good person, but I’m trying to be for my baby, for you.” He seriously said and pulled off my boxer. My hard on sprung free. “I didn’t even know I can like a person like this, I like you so much it’s making me insane.“ He said and my heart started beating so fast.

I can feel that he’s sincere in everything he said and it made my heart swell in happiness.

I never thought I’m going to also like you,

Malec

, I didn’t know my hate for you can turn into attraction. It’s mad crazy but I’m starting to love it.

“Watch me suck your cock and learn, baby. Because we’ll gonna put that sexy mouth of yours into good, good use,” He gripped my throbbing cock and licked the tip of it while staring straight into my eyes. A sudden throb of need rush through my whole system. “I’m gonna fill that mouth of yours with something you’ll choke on.“ Napamura ako sa sinabi niya.

Fvck! I want that now!

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A/N: I did some changes on Gustav’s dick size bcoz I was 16 when I wrote this chapter and the size I put wasn’t normal 💀

Chapter 13

ERRORS AHEAD / MATURED CONTENT!

Gustav’s

MALEC became so clingy and touchy after what happened to us last last day. Lumala din ang pagiging demanding at pagka seloso nito na hinahayaan ko na lang dahil nahihiya naman ako i-point out. Baka sabihin niya ay guni-guni ko lang ’yon at mapahiya pa ako.

We didn’t gave a label for our relationship but he acts like we’re a couple, wala naman akong problema doon dahil inaamin ko sa sarili ko na gusto ko halos lahat ng ginagawa niya saakin at gusto ko ang atensyon na ibinibigay niya saakin.

Thought there’s one problem, he’s very possessive and he even gets jealous to Hynodale and it’s not healthy.

“- Maybe he really likes you that much kaya ganon na lang kung mag selos siya.” Ani ni Hyno dahil nag open ako sakanya tungkol kay Malec. We’re here in my house and he’s helping me cook, kasama rin namin si Javi na nakikinig lang saamin habang nakatunghay sa niluluto ko. Nagluluto kami ng mga dadalhin ko mamaya kapag bumisita ako sa puntod ni Guston, ang kapatid kong pumanaw. It’s his 13th death anniversary today.

“That’s not it, it’s not healthy you know, he might become obsess and lock me up, or hurt a person because of that possessiveness.” I scoffed. I’m not overthinking, I know that. Nung nasa bahay kasi niya ako ay halos pati selpon ko ay ayaw niya saakin ipahawak, he’s always all over me. Kahit nga sa pangalan ni Lovemir ay nagagalit siya kapag binabanggit ko! Ayaw niya pa nga sana akong pauwiin kung wala lang akong plano ngayong araw. Sasama din siya saakin mamaya. It’s not that I don’t want his attention, it’s just weird that he adores me that much? Argh. Maybe I’m really overthinking. But I’ve been noticing his possessiveness since before, even his dominance and manipulative attitude. But it’s still under control, wag lang sana lumala.

“Maybe he’s anxious.” Kunot ang noo na sumulyap ako kay Hyno. Ano naman kinalaman ’non sa pagiging seloso ni Malec? “You know, hindi naman kayo mag-on, pwedeng-pwede mo siya palitan anytime-”

“What?! That’s ridiculous, you know relationship isn’t my thing, buti nga at nagugustohan ko itong mga ginagawa niya saakin at hindi ko siya itinataboy.” Replace him? With whom? Ni wala nga akong masyadong kaibigan dahil hindi ako basta-basta nagpapapasok ng tao sa buhay ko. Natigilan ako. Bakit nga ba pinapasok ko sa buhay ko si Malec? Tsk.

Malamang attracted na ako sakanya noon kaya hinayahayaan ko lang siya. Now I know I’m such an in denial before.

“That’s not my point, he’s anxious because you two barely know each other. Hindi naman alam nung tao na siya lang ang in-entertain mong manliligaw,” Hyno glanced at me with a smirking face. “You’re an eye candy, many men and women wants a piece of you, kaya naman naloloko ang Garcia na baka mapunta ka pa sa iba.” Tumawa siya at nagpatuloy sa paghiwa ng sangkap para sa gagawin kong sisig.

“Eh gano na nga ba kayo katagal magkakilala, Stavie? You two are fvck buddies?” Nasamid ata ako sa sarili kong laway dahil sa tanong na iyon ni Javi. Nakatunghay siya saakin habang nagpapapak ng niluto kong Beef Rendang. I scoffed and look at him funny.

“We’re not fvck buddies, okay? We’re,” Nahinto ako saglit. “He’s my suitor, and I’ve known him for a long time na, while he told me he likes me since the first time he saw me. D-Dalawang linggo pa lang siguro siya nanliligaw-”

“And you two already did the nasty?! My gosh you whore!” Napapikit ako sa hiya at inis sa sigaw ni Javi. Oo na! Ang dali niya na ako nakuha! Eh anong magagawa ko e ang bilis nung mga pangyayari at lintek sa gwapo ang Garcia! And I’m not a fan of slow progress. Hindi ko rin hilig ang mag deny pa kung alam at tanggap ko na ang isang bagay. I wanted to do it with him because I like him and he attracts me. I don’t even know the reason why he attracts me but I know he does.

“Duh? Tell me, Javier, if a guy as hot as Malec García knocked on your door and tell you he wants to devour you, what will you do?” Ani naman ni Hyno. Umakto naman na parang nag-iisip si Javi tsaka nangingiting pinitik ang mga daliri at tinuro si Hyno.

“We’ll probably fvck until we’re both exhausted as fvck.” Humalakhak silang dalawa at napairap naman ako. Malec told me I’m a walking temptation, but seriously I think he’s the one who’s a walking temptation here. Nainis ako sa hindi ko malaman na dahilan.

“Uh-huh, me too. Si Gustav lang naman ang pakipot at manhid, matagal na iyong nagpapahiwatig si Malec pero bulag ang Gustav at hindi mapansin-pansin, kung hindi pa isinubo ng papa mo Malec ay nganga ang love life ng gaga.” Natatawang ani ni Hyno. I glared at him at galit na hinalo ang karne na niluluto ko. Humalakhak naman ulit si Javi. Bwesit!

“Really? Malec is head over heels to you, then? Bakit hindi mo pa sagutin? E gusto mo naman kamo iyong lalaki, sa edad mong yan ay kailangan mo na talaga ng love life.” Napanguso naman ako. I’m only twenty five!

“Ang bilis naman ’no.” Rason ko. Pinandilatan niya naman ako.

“You two already did the nasty and you’re still going to say that?! Sa edad mong yan ay hindi na uso ang pagpapakipot at hindi na kailangan dahan dahanin ka pa ’no!” Baklang bakla niyang ani. I tsked. Nahahawa ako sa mga pagsasalita nila ng ganyan. But he has a point. Ayaw ko rin naman na dahan dahanin pa ako ni Malec. Now that I’ve experienced being in bed with him, hindi na ako makapaghintay pa na maulit iyon.

Nangingiting kinagat ko ang pang ibabang labi ko para pigilan ang ngisi ko. He’s so hot.

“Oo nga, pero I still want to know him more, gusto ko ay makilala niya rin ako, you know, I want us to know each other deeply.” Rason ko ulit. Aaminin ko, mabilis niyang nagalaw ang mundo ko, it’s scary but whenever I’m with him, it feels so right and I’m okay with him shaking my world.

But I don’t want to officially be with him, not until he knows me for real, because he might turn a one-eighty if he does.

“Why? He didn’t go deep in you?” Hyno retorted. I faced him with a grin.

“He actually did, so deep that I think his rod left a mark deep inside me.” I smirk at him and he gasp a laugh, ganon rin si Javi.

“Hah, you gay slut!” Hyno scoffed and I showed him my middle finger.

“But I have a serious question, Stav.” Biglang seryoso ni Javi kaya sumulyap naman ako sakanya at tinaasan siya ng kilay.

“What?”

“Was he trying to eat you?” He said still serious.

“Huh?” Taka kong ani. He then walk towards me and trailed his fingers on my neck.

“Your neck is full of hickeys, and it’s massive and already purple, it’s mad bruised. Bet you have these all over your bod-”

“J-Javi! Shut up!” Nahihiya kong sigaw at asar na pinagpatuloy ang paghalo sa niluluto ko. Bwesit naman kasi! Hindi na nga ulit ako ginalaw ni Malec noong mga araw na andoon ako sa bahay niya dahil masakit pa nga ang pang upo ko pero hindi naman matigil ang mga kamay at bibig niya na pagsawaan ang katawan ko! He’s all over me the whole time! Hindi ko na nabilang pa kung ilang beses akong nakaraos dahil sa mga pinaggagawa niya.

And I’m annoyed because he didn’t let me taste him! Napanguso ako. He told me he’ll put something on my mouth that I’ll choke on pero parang nagdadalawang isip pa siya! Ano naman kaya ang iniisip ’nun? Tsk. Now I’m feeling so needy.

Nainis ako lalo sa halakhak ng dalawa kaya tiningnan ko sila ng masama. Mga bwesit!

Nag-usap usap pa kami habang nagluluto at nang matapos ay pareho silang nakiligo dahil sasama din sila saakin. Pinauna ko na sila at inayos ko ang mga dadalhin na pagkain at dahil na rin panay ang tawag at text saakin ni Malec.

“Hello?” Nang muli siyang tumawag ay sinagot ko agad iyon. I froze when I heard his heavy breathing. What is he doing?

“Baby… I’m close.” Talaga namang naikot ko ang leeg ko sa sala para tingnan kung may tao sa paligid. Ano bang ginagawa niya?! Is he masturbating?! Damn.

“What are you doing?” Singhal ko pero dumaing lang ulit siya. Dammit.

“You know what I’m doing, and I’m doing it while thinking of you.” He said that growling and I felt something on my stomach. Shit. He sound so hot.

“What are you? A teenager? Kakaalis ko lang jan kanina sa bahay mo, you’re sexualizing me too much.” Reklamo ko sakanya pero I’m not really mad. I actually want to tell him to violate me more and that’s not fvcking normal! I’m becoming a fvcking pervert.

“Sorry, can’t help it, I’m new to this feeling too- Shit! Baby.. I wanna cum.” Nahigit ko ang hininga sa sinabi niya. Fvck. Fvck. Fvck! Pati ako ay naapektuhan sa mga pinaggagawa niya! He sounds so hot while saying that, he sounds like he’s at my mercy and if I don’t let him cum- he won’t.

“C-Cum, then. Let me hear you.” Halos bulong ko na iyon. Kagat ang labing pinakinggan ko ang mga nakakabaliw niyang daing at malalalim niyang paghinga. Napapalunok ako sa tuwing iuungol niya ang pangalan ko. Tangina. Pati ako ay lumalalim ang paghinga. I’m fvcking erect now.

“Oh

fvck

, Gustav. Here I goo,

aahh

..

fvck

!

Fvck

. Ah.. babe..“ Naibuga ko ang hiningang kanina ko pa pala pinipigilan nang marinig ko ang mga ungol niyang iyon na hudyat na nakaraos na siya. Muli akong napakagat sa labi at pinakinggan lang ang paghinga niya.

“Ah, shit. Wish I’ve shoot this load to your pretty face.” Bigla niyang ani na ikinalunok ko ng ilang beses. His words are making me go crazy! At parang lahat ng sinasabi niya ay sumasang ayon ang isip at katawan ko. I pictured what he said and it made me feel so hot. Fuck, now I’m horny.

“Y-You’re so kinky, tinawagan mo ba ako para ’don? Tsk.” Utal ko. I heard him chuckled.

“Hmm, thought you’ll like it.

Napansin

ko, babe, gusto mo kapag

umuungol

ako.“ Nag init ang mukha ko sa sinabi niya. Napansin niya iyon?

“H-Hmm,” Hindi ko na iyon dineny and I heard him chuckled again. Tsk. We became extremely comfortable around each other after what happened to us. We’re acting like a couple now. And being horny around each other is now normal, I think.

“What are you doing now? I’ll be there in your house later, maybe before lunch.”

“Okay, I’m going to shower now. Javi and Hyno are going with us, hinihintay ko lang sila matapos maligo. Maaga pa naman.” I said.

“Hmm, okay. I changed my mind, I’m going there now. Let’s shower together. See you, mwa.” Ibinaba niya ang linya at natulala ako saglit. Shower together?! Shit. Panigurado ay seryoso iyon sa sinasabi dahil hindi naman iyon nagbibiro kapag sa ganito!

Dagli akong tumakbo papunta sa kwarto ko at naabutan ko si Hyno na nakahiga sa kama ko habang rinig ko ang lagaslas ng tubig sa banyo. Napapikit ako. Hindi pa tapos si Javi at hindi pa nakakaligo si Hyno. Gusto ko na mauna at baka kainin ako mamaya ng buhay ni Malec kapag nagsabay kami mamaya! Knowing him, hindi siya papapigil kahit nandito sila Hyno.

“H-Hyno, ako na sunod maligo ’a?” Ani ko kay Hyno. Sumulyap siya saakin at kinunotan ako ng noo bago muling ibinalik sa selpon ang atensyon.

“Nah, I still have to fetch Dalton kaya kailangan ko na mauna. He’s coming with us, by the way.” Bumagsak ang mga balikat ko. Panigurado ay lalabas ako ng banyo mamaya na marami nanamang pantal sa leeg! He likes giving me hickeys and I can’t say no. Napanguso ako kay Hyno at tumabi sakanya sa kama.

“Sino naman si Dalton?” Taka ko. Wala siya saaking nababanggit na ganong pangalan. Ibinaba niya ang selpon at tinitigan ako. Nagtaka ako pero hindi ko na iyon pinansin at hinintay na lang siya na sagutin ako.

“The guy I think I like,” Seryoso niyang sabi habang nakatingin pa rin saakin. Nginitian ko siya ng awkward dahil iba ang titig niya saakin. Parang may inaalam siya sa klase ng pagtitig niya.

“Flavor of the month?” Biro ko pero kumunot lang ang noo niya kaya napanguso ako. Ano naman nangyari dito? Biglang seryoso.

“No, I think I really want him. I have a question, Gustav.” Seryoso pa rin siya kaya tinanguan ko lang siya at hinintay ang tanong niya. “A friend of mine likes two guys at the same time, is that possible?” Nagtaka ako sa tanong niya.

“Eh? Sino naman?” Gitla ko. He rolled his eyes at me.

“Just answer my question.” Pinanlakihan niya ako ng mga mata. Nag-isip naman ako.

“Dunno, siguro wala talaga siyang gusto sa dalawa, interest lang siguro sa bagay na meron ’yung dalawang taong ’yun or sa pinaparamdam ng mga ito sakanya pero hindi totally like or love, o kaya naman yung isa lang talaga ang gusto niya pero nalilito pa siya.” Ani ko at hindi siya sumagot kaya nagtanong ako. “What’s the situation ba? Pano ka naman nagkagusto sa dalawang tao?”

“I said it’s my friend who likes two dude, not me.” Irap niya sakin. I shrugged. Malay ko ba. Pakiramdam ko ay sakanyang problema ’yon at hindi sa kaibigan niya ’e.

“He knows he love this guy A since forever, while this guy B just suddenly pop out and he suddenly made my friend crave for him.” Sabi niya ulit. Tumango ako.

“Edi si guy B ang gusto niya, you won’t crave for him if you really love guy A , you won’t find someone interesting other than him if your love for him is genuine. Tsk, sabihin mo sa kaibigan mo wag siyang tanga at isa-isa lang dapat.” Biro ko pero hindi ulit siya sumagot at mukhang nag-iisip siya. I sighed. I know this ’ friend of

his’

is actually him. Lihim akong natawa. Now Hyno is experiencing love triangle, huh? Hindi siya nagsasabi. I shrugged. Kahit magkaibigan kami ay ako lang lagi ang nag-oopen ng mga problema at mga kaganapan sa buhay ko sakanya. He rarely opens up to me and I’m okay with it, hindi naman kasi ako magaling mag advice o mag comfort and he knows that kaya siguro hindi siya nag o-open saakin. Hindi rin ako magaling na tagapakinig.

“He loves guy A , it’s just that guy A can’t see that and their relationship is complicated.” He said that sighing. Pinagmasdan ko siya. He looks really confused. Minsan ko lang siya makitang ganito dahil kadalasan ay lagi niyang alam ang mga bagay bagay.

“Ewan ko, Hyno. I don’t really know anything about love.” Ngiti ko sakanya. I gave him a consoling smile because I don’t know what I should do. I already said it and I’m going to say it again, in terms of this, I’m stupid.

“Sino naman yan, Hyno? Sa sobrang harot mo ay dalawa na ngayon ang mahal mo? Aba, hindi makatao ’yan.” Bumukas ang pinto ng banyo at lumabas si Javi na nakabihis na.

“Hindi nga ako! Duh!” Singhal naman ni Hyno at nagpapapadyak siyang nagmartsa papasok sa banyo. Nagkatinginan kami ni Javi at natawa.

“Sus, siya ’yun ’e. Ang harot kasi ng gaga. Pero teka, hindi mo kilala si Dalton?” Tanong saakin ni Javi. I shook my head. Rinig pala kami hanggang sa banyo? Lakas naman ng pandinig ni Javi.

“Blue eyes, rude and looks like a demi-god. Ring a bell?” Napaisip ako at nanlaki ang mga matang tinuro ang pinto ng banyo kung saan pumasok si Hyno. Iyon ba iyong nakita kong hubad sa bahay ni Hyno? Hala! May gusto siya ’don? Ang sungit ’nun e. Tsaka mukhang bata pa.

“G-Gusto niya ’yon?” Gitla ko. “Sino naman pala ’yun?”

“A childhood friend of mine and Hyno,” Javi giggled. Napangiwi ako. Bakit hindi ko alam ’yun?

Natigil ako nang tumunog ang doorbell. Tumayo agad ako at lumabas ng kwarto at bumaba para buksan ang pinto. Panigurado ay si Malec na iyon.

Nang buksan ko ang pinto ay siya nga. I smiled at him when I saw his stunning face grinning at me. He’s wearing a simple plain black shirt paired with short and a pair of slippers. He’s gorgeous as always. May dala din siyang bag na damit siguro ang laman.

“Hi, baby.” He greeted me and was about to kiss me but he stopped and looked behind me. Lumingon rin ako sa likod ko at nakita ko si Javi na ngiting-ngiti saamin. Sumingangot ako sakanya pero lalo lang siya ngumiti saakin.

“Yo, Alek. Didn’t know you’re a romantic stud,” Tudyo ni Javi. Malec just chuckled and snake his arms around my hips and kissed me on my head.

“I didn’t know it too until I met this sexiest babe.” Malec said and kissed me on the head again. I looked at him and he winked at me. I just scoffed at him.

“Sweet, now go get a room.” Taboy bigla saamin ni Javi. I rolled my eyes at him.

“The foods are ready, I’ve packed it already, can you please carry it to my car?” I asked Javi. Tumango naman siya kaya inakay ko na si Malec papasok sa kwarto ko. Naliligo pa rin si Hyno kaya pinaupo ko muna siya sa kama ko dahil may mga gamit ni Javi at Hyno ang couch ko.

“Who’s in the bathroom?” Malec asked. He’s sitting on my bed while his arms are crossed on his chest, he’s watching me make a mess in my closet.

“Hynodale,” I glanced at him and I watched as his face scrunched up and glance at the bathroom with his forehead wrinkled.

Ayaw niya na talaga siguro kay Hyno. Pero hindi naman siya ganon kay Javi? Wala naman akong naalala na may ginawa sakanya si Hyno, pati na rin kay Lovemir na pati pangalan ay ikinagagalit niya kapag nababanggit ko. Speaking of Love, I think he’s coming with us too. Asan na kaya ’yon?

Madalas sila sumama saakin ni Hyno, kapag bibisita ako kay Guston tuwing death anniversary niya ay halos palagi silang kasamang dalawa, at ngayon ay nadagdagan kami.

Ipinatong ko ang damit na napili kong suotin sa ibabaw ng kama ko saka ako humarap kay Malec.

“That’s a big bag you got there, ano meron jan?” Tinuro ko ang dala niyang bag. He grinned and pulled me by the hand to sit on his lap. I tsked at him and adjust myself on his lap. Pinigilan ko ang singhot-singhutin siya dahil ang bango bango niya nanaman. I really like his natural musky scent mixed with his perfume. Hindi pa siya naliligo niyan ’a.

“I’m staying here tonight, can I?” He asked and I wrinkled my forehead at him. May balak ang lalaking ’to panigurado. At nagugustohan ko ang pumapasok sa isip ko na balak niya.

“Mkay- it’s up to you.” I shrugged. He showed me his perfect teeth and gave me kisses on my cheeks. “Stop, I’m full of sweat.” Saway ko sakanya pero isiniksik niya pa ang ulo niya sa leeg ko.

“I like how you smell,” He started kissing my neck and I tried pushing his head away. Hindi pa ako naliligo!

“Malec, later..” He finally stopped and gave me a peck on my lips. He rested his chin on my shoulder and glance at me. I looked down on him. “What?”

“You seem comfortable with me now, you’re not all anxious and indecisive around me anymore. What change?” He seriously asked. I was caught off guard and couldn’t answer him right away.

Ano nga ba ang nagbago?

“I.. I don’t know, well, we’ve slept together already, I guess there’s no need for me to be so anxious around you anymore..?” Hindi ko rin siguradong sagot. His right eyebrow lift up.

“Speaking of, why did you agreed to having sex with me? I know it was not the alcohol. Anything you wanna tell me, babe?” I was again caught off guard. I know the answer of his question but I don’t know if I should tell it to him now. Nag-isip muna ako bago nag iwas ng tingin sakanya.

“I-I think I l-like you to-” Hindi ko natuloy ang sasabihin ko nang biglang bumukas ang pinto ng banyo at lumabas si Hyno na nakatapis lang ng twalya. Napangiwi ako. Nakalimutan ko na nasa banyo pa siya!

“Oh, hey.” Hyno grinned at us and walked in to my walk-in closet. Kinuha niya muna ang bag niya bago pumasok roon. I shook my head and glance at Malec. He was already looking at me with a grin. Kinunotan ko siya ng noo. Himala at hindi siya nakabusangot pagkatapos makita si Hyno?

“Say it again.” Nakangiti niya pa rin ani. Nagtaka pa ako ng ilang minuto bago naalala ang naputol kong sasabihin bago lumabas si Hyno. Nag-init bigla ang buong mukha ko. Peste!

“M-Mamaya na! Ligo na tayo.” Tumayo ako at hinila siya papasok ng banyo. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around me from behind when we’re finally inside the bathroom. Sinarado niya ang pinto at ni-lock iyon. Napalunok ako.

“I’ll wait for you to say that again, but this-” He cupped my jaw from behind and claimed my lips. “- I probably can’t wait to fill you up again.” He murmured and claimed my lips again.

“Mm..” We started kissing, I turned around to face him and I started to undress him. He was also undressing me and caressing every part of my body his hands can reach.

Iginiya niya ako palapit sa shower nang boxer na lang ang mga natitirang suot namin. His lips started going down and so I opened the shower. Bumuhos saamin ang malamig na tubig ngunit pareho kaming hindi natinag.

“Ah..” I moaned when his mouth found my swollen nipples and he clasped his mouth around it. Nakagat ko ang labi ko nang paulit-ulit niya iyong sipsipin at dilaan.

Fvck. It really feels so good.

Napahawak ako sa buhok niya nang ibaba niya ang natitira kong saplot at saka siya lumayo ng bahagya saakin. I was biting my lips and looking at him so shy when he just stood in front of me and stared at my nakedness. I feel so shy and hot at the same time.

“You’re really so sexy for a man, I love it.” He groaned and neared me to claim my mouth again. Mga kamay ko naman ang ibinaba ko sa boxer niya at dahan dahan ko iyong ibinaba. He helped me get rid of his boxer so we’re both fully naked now.

I mimicked his movements and started going down on him. Ibinaba ko ang mga labi ko sa panga niya papunta sa dibdib niya. Thought kung hindi niya ibinababa ang ulo niya ay hindi ko maaabot ang mga labi niya. Hanggang leeg niya lang kasi ako. I bit my lips and held both side of his hips, I found his red brown nipple and I licked it and glance up at him. He was watching me and his face is full of admiration and lust. I really like how he admires my every movement. I bit my lips for a second and started licking his nipples again while maintaining our eye contact.

“Baby.. don’t tease me like that.” He held my head and leaned over to kiss me. Napanguso ako habang hinahalikan niya ako.

“Ayaw mo ba?” He stopped kissing me when I asked. He cupped my face with both of his hands and stared at me like he’s looking for something in my face.

“I like it, but I might snap and do things you won’t like.” His thumb suddenly caress my plump lips. He stared at it for a second before looking back straight to my pleading eyes. I really want to taste him. “I might fvck your mouth senseless, baby. And you’re not ready for that-”

“Says who? I want to taste you now,” Inilapit ko lalo ang katawan ko sakanya. His rock hard cock was poking my stomach and it made him hissed. Hinalik-halikan ko ang dibdib niya bago tumingala sakanya at nang magtama ang paningin namin ay saka ko sinipsip ang kanang utong niya.

I watched as his half hooded eyes closed, his forehead wrinkled and he muttered a curse. I smiled and continued nipping his nipple. He taste good.

My hands started roaming around his ripped body until I found his big rod. Mataba at mahaba talaga iyon. Hindi ako makapaniwalang nagawa niyang ipasok iyon sa butas ko.

“Baby, you can get down on me later, I wanna fvck you right now. Quick.” He said and was about to pull me up but I shook my head and dropped my knees on the bathroom tiles. Nakaharap ko ang naghuhumindig niyang tigas na tigas na alaga. I swallowed and glance up at him.

“Babe, don’t test me.” He growled but I just pouted at him and hold his long big rod.

“Hon, I want to taste you now. Teach me please?” Nahigit niya ang hininga at nanggigigil na hinawakan ang ulo ko. He gripped my hair and tilted my head to look up at him but his movements was not that rough. Halatang nagpipigil siya. Umawang ang mga labi ko habang nakatingala sakanya. “Please, hon?” Sobra sa lambing ko iyong sinabi. And he snapped.

He moved his hips to near my face. His big rod was on my cheeks now. Lalong napaawang ang mga labi ko. It feels so hot and it’s pulsing.

“Ay!” Nagulat ako at napahiyaw nang bigla niyang hawakan ang pagkalalaki niya at ginamit niya iyon para sampal sampalin ang kaliwa kong pisnge. I heard him chuckled and I playfully glared at him.

“You really want it? There’s no backing out if you say yes now.” Mabilis akong tumango sakanya. Binitawan niya ang ulo ko at kagat labing tinunghayan ako. He licked his lips and heave.

“Hold it, lick the base to the tip and engulf the head with your mouth.” He suddenly commanded. Natulala pa ako nang ilang segundo bago siya sinunod. I gripped his cock with my shaking hand before glancing up at him, I awkwardly and slowly gave his shaft a one strong full from root to tip. He groaned so I continued to jack him off.

Ilang segundo bago ko inilapit ang mga labi ko sa mainit at tigas na tigas niyang alaga. My lips was shaking as I get my tounge out and licked his shaft from base to tip before engulfing the head in my mouth.

We boath groaned. He taste so good as expected. I looked at him again and he was biting his lower lip so hard while looking down on me. I maintained our eye contact and I started sucking the head in my mouth making a dent on my cheeks.

“Ah.. baby..” He moaned and gripped my hair again. “That’s good, now lick my whole shaft again until it’s all wet from your saliva, and after that you’re going to suck it whole.” He commanded. Damn, his commanding voice is really hot.

Ginawa ko ang gusto niya. Dinilaan ko nang paulit-ulit ang alaga niya, I wet his shaft and I’m enjoying what I’m doing because of his taste. I can also feel myself hard and pulsing. Hinawakan ko ang sarili kong katigasan habang paunti-unti ko nang ipinasok ang malaking pagkalalaki ni Malec sa bibig ko. Ngunit nangangalahati pa lang ang naipapasok ko ay nabundol na nang ulo ng pagkalalaki niya ang ngala-ngala ko kaya agad ko iyong iniluwa. Nag-init ang gilid ng mga mata ko. I choked!

“Take it slow, adjust your throat. You want it right? Do it again.” I looked up at Malec and his face is now full of lust while glaring at me with lust in his eyes. I swallowed and nodded. I tried doing it again, this time I adjust my throat and when I felt the tip of his cock on it I glance at him and he was heaving. His eyes half hooded and his mouth is parted open.

I tried swallowing everything but I can’t, he’s so huge. Hinawakan ko na lang ang hindi kayang abutin ng bibig ko. I looked up at him again and waited for his instructions. He licked his lips before speaking with a heavy breathing.

“Now bob your head up and down, slowly at first, and then go faster if you get used to it already. Now, babe.” I obliged. I slowly bob my head up and down. I tried getting used to it before picking my pace. He was grunting and hissing and I was groaning too. I can taste his salty precum.

I can also feel myself leaking precum so I started to jack off myself too while giving Malec a head. Damn, just giving Malec a head is making me so hard. I feel so horny. I can hear the lewd sound that’s coming in my mouth filled with his pulsing cock. This is my first time doing this and I’m enjoying it because it’s him, thinking of it, Malec is my first time in everything at this department.

“Baby, ah.. do it faster.” I did what he said and we both started moaning but mine was muffled because of his cock. “Give me your free hand.” Bigla niyang utos. Binitawan ko ang pagkalalaki ko at inabot ko sakanya ang kanang kamay ko and he put something on it. I looked at it and he’s putting a lot of aloe vera moisturizer on my hand. It’s my moisturizer. Iniluwa ko ang pagkalalaki niya para sana magtanong.

“What- hng!” I was cut off when he put his cock inside my mouth again. I looked at him asking and glaring. My mouth is so stretched because of his fat cóck and my eyes are full of tears because he’s hitting my throat. He held the back of my head.

“I didn’t told you to let go of it, did I?” His voice was so dangerously low and my response was just a muffled moan. He’s now so horny. Fvck. It’s making me so horny too. “Strech your butthole, prep it for me. Finger fvck yourself while you suck me.” Parang nanghina ako sa tono niya lalo na sa utos niya.

Fvck. Why is he so hot while commanding me what to do? Dammit, in this situation I can’t seem to disobey him. I’m fvcking liking this.

I muffled a moan and put the moisturizer on my ass. I caress it and started pressing the crack with my lubed fingers while his cock is still in my mouth.

“You can’t seem to multitask, babe. I’m going to move my hips, can I do that? Can I fvck your mouth while you prepare yourself for me, baby?” Naipikit ko ang mga mata ko bago tumango at sumangayon sa gusto niya. Shit. He’s so good at talking dirty. Fvck he’s making me so horny. I muffled a moan again when my finger slid inside my butthole. Gustong gusto ko umungol ngunit gumalaw na ang balakang ni Malec.

I tightened my lips around his cock. He slowly thrust into my mouth while one of my fingers is inside me. I started moving my fingers and the pleasure I felt made me a groaning mess. Bumubuhos pa rin ang tubig mula sa shower sa mga katawan namin ngunit parang balewala iyon pareho saamin. We’re so focused on each other.

I tried not to gasp or to accidentally bit his shaft when I added another finger on my ass. My ass keeps twitching. Bumilis ang pag ulos ni Malec sa bibig ko, he was a moaning mess while fvcking my mouth and I’m all teared up.

“Goddamnit, babe. Ahh.. fvck so good.” He angled his shaft and started thrusting rough in my mouth. I looked at him with my pleasured and lusty eyes. He hissed and gripped my jaw and fvck my mouth again.

I payed attention to my butt and streched it like what Malec wants. When I felt like my ass is already stretched enough, I added another finger and started finger fvcking myself while I’m being fvcked down my throat. Shit. Feels so good.

“Hmm- hng!” I started shivering because of my fingers in my ass and Malec seems to be fvcking my mouth senseless now.

“Fvck, fvck. Your mouth is so hot baby, ahh.” He suddenly slowed down and caress my cheeks. “So gorgeous.” He complemented me and I just muffled a moan while staring at his pleasured face. He’s the gorgeous one.

Nailuwa ko bigla ang alaga niya nang may maabot na sensitibo ang mga daliri ko. I gasped and did it again and again.

“Ahh! Fvck! F-Feels good- oh!” I screamed even tho my throat was hurting because of Malec’s long cock violating it earlier. Tumingala ako sakanya habang ang mga daliri ko ay patuloy sa paglabas masok sa butas ko. I keep hitting my sensitive spot. “Ahh..” My mouth parted wide, my eyes were half hooded while I stare at him pleadingly.

I want him now.

Para namang narinig niya ang sinabi ko sa isip ko. He hissed and pulled me up, turned me around and pushed me on the bathroom wall. Napahawak ang magkabilang kamay ko sa pader.

“Give me that ass,” He commanded again. Bahagya akong tumuwad habang ang mga dibdib ko ay nakadikit sa pader ng banyo. My head is glancing at the side, taking a glimpse of him. He was clenching his jaw as he poked my butthole with his rod. Nakagat ko ang mga labi ko. I want him to fvck me now!

“Hon, please, pummel my insides now-” I gasped and let out a high pitched moan when he suddenly rammed his cock inside me. My head fell back with his sudden intrusion, my mouth opened wide. Tumirik ata ang mata ko sa ginawa niya.

“Ahh, you did great loosening yourself for me baby, I must also reward you for greatly taking my cock in your mouth.” He said before fvcking me senseless. His head dipped onto my neck and bit there while he thrust into me. Napahawak ako sa ulo niya habang ang isa kong kamay ay nasa dingding.

“H-Hon, oh! Fvck!” He adjust my chest and found my nipples and he played with it mercilessly again. Halos hindi ko maisatinig lahat ng ungol ko dahil sa sarap. I’m having a hard time forming a word and he’s making me fvcking breathless with his cock.

Dagli kong hinawakan ang sarili kong pagkalalaki nang maramdaman ang namumuong tensyon sa puson ko. I’m close!

I jack off myself while I let him violate my hole with his fat long cock. Ang sarap! Tangina.

Every inch of my body is shaking every time he thrust into me. Wala akong magawa kundi ang umungol. His lips on my neck and his hands on my chest is adding up to the deafening pleasure he’s giving me.

“Hon! I’m close! Close! Ahhh!” Iginalaw ko ang balakang ko para salubungin ang mga ulos niya. He was also a moaning mess and he keeps biting my neck. I know he’s getting there too.

“I want to cum on your face, babe.” He growled. Hindi ko na iyon narehistro sa utak ko. My ass tightened around his cock and my balls tensed as I spurted my cum all over the bathroom tiles.

“Ohh! Fvck! Hon!” Nanghina agad ako pagkatapos ko labasan. And I was shock when he suddenly pulled out, turned me around and let me sit on the floor. Agad akong tumingala sakanya at napahiyaw ako sa sunod niyang ginawa.

He spurted his cum all over my face!

“Ahh! Ohh, fvck babyy..” Ungol niya habang nakatingin sa hindi ko makapaniwalang mukha. My lips was wide open and my right eyes was close because a cum is on it while my left eye was looking at his still unloading cock. Ang dami niyang nilabas. At sa mukha ko talaga! I glared at him.

“Malec!”

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Chapter 14

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Gustav’s

Pumasok kami sa musoleyo ng puntod ni Guston. Mang Kili approached me when he saw us.

“Sir Gustav, nilinisan ko na po sa loob pati po iyong mesa.“ Si Mang Kili ang care taker ng musoleyo ng puntod ni Gustav. I smiled at him and nod.

“Thanks Mang Kili, I’ll pay you later. Kakain po kami mamaya, sumalo po kayo.“ Sinulyapan ko si Malec at Lovemir na nasa harapan ng mesa sa loob ng musoleyo, inaayos nila iyong mga pagkain na dala namin. Si Javi naman ay nakaluhod sa puntod ni Guston at nagsisindi ng kandila. Si Hyno ay sinundo iyong Dalton at susunod na lang daw.

“Sige ho, sir Gustav. Babalik na lang po ako mamaya.” Tinanguan ko si Mang Kili at pumasok ako sa loob ng musoleyo. Tumabi ako kay Javi na nakaluhod sa harap ng puntod ng kapatid ko. I smiled sadly looking at my younger brother grave. If only he’s still alive, he would be 20 years old now. I glance at Malec. Halos magka-edad lang sila ni Guston.

Kumuha ako ng kandila sa isang basket na dala namin. Sinindihan ko iyon at itinirik sa puntod ni Guston. I sighed.

Tinapik ako ni Javi bago siya tumayo at lumapit kay Lovemir. Si Malec naman ang lumapit saakin at tumabi, he sat on the floor and stared at my brothers grave. Pinagmasdan ko siya.

Kung buhay pa kaya si Guston? Makikilala ko pa kaya si Malec? Magiging ganito pa kaya ang sitwasyon namin?

“Is it still painful?“ Malec suddenly said and looked at me. “Losing someone, it must hurt a lot.“ He stared at me with a soft expression. He looks at me like he’s consoling me with his beautiful eyes. I chuckled bitterly and look away from his stares.

“The form of grief will change over time, but the void will always be felt.“ Nilunok ko ang sakit na bumuo sa lalamunan ko. I took a deep breath and glance at Malec who’s looking at me so serious. I smiled at him.

“I’m now okay, namimiss ko na lang siya paminsan-minsan.” Ngiti ko. He smiled at me too and leaned over for a hug. Niyakap niya ko kaya napangiti ako.

“May atraso ka pa sakin,“ I teased. He chuckled.

“Sorry, I told you I want it on your face.“ I tsked at him.

“You’re so kinky.“ Tumawa ulit siya sa sinabi ko. Kung ano-ano kasing ginagawa niya saakin. Kanina nga lang ay gulat na gulat ako sa ginawa niya, ikaw ba naman lagyan sa mukha ’ nun .

“That’s nothing baby, I think I still have more weird kinks when it comes to you.” Humiwalay ako ng yakap sakanya at hinarap siya. Pinagtaasan ko siya ng kilay.

“To me?“

“Yeah, just to you. I’m not that really kinky, you made me like this.“ He winked at me and I snorted.

“Tsk, yeah right. Let’s go eat.“ Alok ko sakanya. Lumapit kami sa mesa na puno ng pagkain at umupo sa silya na naandon. Mang Kili prepared this table and chairs because I told him to, and he already knows that today is Guston 13th death anniversary. Siya lagi ang naglilinis ng musoleyo ni Guston.

“Where’s Hyno?“ Si Lovemir.

“Here,“ Hynodale entered with the blue eyed guy beside him. “This is Dalton y’all, my.. childhood friend?“ He awkwardly said. I snorted.

“You mean your boyfriend?“ Sabay naming ani ni Javi. Nagkatinginan pa kami at natawa. Inirapan kami ni Hynodale at naupo siya sa tabi ko at sa isang gilid niya naman iyong Dalton.

Malec held my waist bago siya kumuha ng isang plato at nilagyan iyon ng mga pagkain na dala namin. I smiled at him when he gave me a spoon and pork. Ibinigay niya rin saakin iyong plato na nilagyan niya ng pagkain.

“Ang dami naman nito?“ I said and munch on my food.

“Yeah, feed me.“ Lumapit siya saakin at halos nakaakbay na siya sakin. I tsked and just nodded at him. Magpapa-subo pa nga. He’s literally a big baby, well, except in bed department.

———

“Javi is going back to his island.“ Malec suddenly said. He was watching me get my work done, inililigpit ko iyong mga hinugasan kong mga plato na ginamit namin kanina. Kakauwi lang namin galing sa sementeryo and all of them already left but Malec is staying for the night.

“That’s what I thought, he doesn’t really like staying in the city.“ I said not looking at him. Inayos ko ng mabuti iyong mga gamit bago ko siya hinarap. He was eyeing me like he’s thinking of something. Pinagtaasan ko siya ng kilay. Ano naman kaya ang iniisip nito?

“What is it?” I asked.

“I’m just thinking, don’t you want to go with him?“ Ani niya ulit habang papalapit saakin. Hinapit niya ako sa bewang kaya’t napasandal ako sa matipunong dibdib niya. Inilapat ko ang mga kamay ko roon.

“What are you saying?“ Naguguluhan kong ani. He shrugged while still looking at me.

“You know, vacation? At his island?“ Pinagkunotan ko siya ng noo.

“I’m not really thinking of vacation, and I’ve already visited Javi’s island and everything there is fvcking expensive, not my thing.“ Lumayo ako sakanya at naglakad papuntang sala. Umupo ako sa sofa at sumunod siya agad at tumabi saakin ng upo.

“It’s awesome there, the island is beautiful and breathtaking.“ He said and persistently lift me up for me to sat on his lap. I straddled on his lap in defeat because I don’t want to lose balance and fall. I knowingly look at him and he just winked at me. Inilingan ko siya. Ang clingy niya.

“Breathaking and expensive, why are you saying this to me anyway?“ Tanong ko. He gave me his killer smile and burried his head in the crook of my neck. He sniffed my neck and a chuckle left my lips. He’s tickling me.

“I want us to go there together,“ He mumbled and started kissing my neck. I bit my lip and frown.

“Together? Why?“ Is he asking me on a date? Hindi siya agad sumagot dahil ipinasok niya ang ulo niya sa loob ng suot kong T-shirt. Napasinghap ako nang maramdamang isinubo niya ang kaliwang utong ko. His hands on my waist is also squeezing my flesh there. He’s horny again, and he’s seducing me again.

“Malec.“ Saway ko but he just hummed. Nakagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi ko at napapikit nang kagat-kagatin niya ang utong ko pagkatapos ay didilaan niya iyon at isusubo nanaman.

Mahigpit akong napahawak sa mga braso niya nang sipsipin niya ang utong ko na parang gigil na gigil.

“H-Hey!“ I wanted to yell at him but what he’s doing is making me breathless. Nakahinga lang ako ng maayos nang bigyan niya ng marahang dila ang utong ko bago niya inilabas ang ulo niya mula sa T-shirt ko.

I glared at him and he just chuckled.

“Let’s go on a date, it’s my treat.“ He claimed my lips after he said that. Hindi na ako nakapag-isip pa nang ipasok niya ang dila niya sa bibig ko. He searched something inside my mouth and our tounge battled but of course he always win, he’s dominant as hell and I don’t know if I can ever win against him when it comes to this.

He started taking off my shirt and I know what’s happening next so my junior me got excited and I accidentally bit his lips, hard.

“Ah,“ Daing niya. Nailayo ko ang mukha ko sakanya. Fvck. This is so embarrassing. I got so excited I accidentally bit his lower lip! “That hurt, I like that.“ Napamaang ako sakanya.

“What?“ He smiled at me before taking off his own shirt. My eyes automatically wander over his beautiful upper body but I was cut off when he suddenly cupped my face.

“Can you do that again?“ Napalunok ako. Our face was so close to each other that our lips are brushing against each other when we talk.

“What?“ Natutuliro kong ani.

“Bite my lips, you can also bite my neck, my chest,“ He playfully brushed his lips against mine. “Bite me everywhere you want, I want you rough on me.“ I was heaving and my eyes were shut when he finished his sentence.

Fvck. He’s so good at dirty talking it always make me so horny.

“Malec,“ Sambit ko. I opened my eyes and our eyes met. He was looking at me with admiration in his eyes. I licked my lips. “Fvck me, I want it hard.“ He chuckled at my request.

“I will, if you officially go out with me,“ He grabbed my butt and settled it on his crotch. I felt it and it was already hard for me. “Let’s go on a date?“ Mabilis akong tumango.

“Yes, can we fvck now?“ He throatily laugh before gripping my butt and claiming my lips.

“You’re so adorable,“ He said between our kisses. “I want to devour you whole, fvck.“ I subconsciously nod at him. Fvck yes, I want him to devour me whole. I don’t know why but I’m so horny for him. Fvck.

“You want that?“ Ipinasok niya ang mga kamay niya sa loob ng short ko. He squeezed my butt cheeks and slapped it hard. I whimpered. “You’ll let me devour you?“ He said while his hands are caressing my butt cheeks that he just slapped. I groaned and nod at him furiously.

“Just fvcking devour me, I want it!“ I sound so demanding while saying that but I really want him now!

“I will, if you stand up and leaned over to that table there.“ Nawiwindang na nilingon ko ang tinuro niyang mesa. It’s my marble table that I love so much, it’s only a design and I don’t really use it. Kagat labing ibinalik ko ang tingin sakanya.

“Why? You don’t want it?“ I mentally cursed. He’s teasing me with his damn sexy voice. Tumayo ako at lumapit sa mesang itinuro niya. I was about to grip the edge of it when a hand pushed me and my whole upper body was pinned on the table.

Taranta kong nilingon si Malec. He’s now towering me behind. His right hand is pinning me on the table and his other hand is working on my short. Mabilis niyang natanggal ang suot kong short.

“M-Malec?“ Napapalunok kong sambit. He leaned in.

“One more Malec and this session is over.“ He threatened me and he sound so hot my dick twitched.

“W-What?“ Naisatinig ko.

“Call me hon.“ He said and suddenly plunged into me. Napahiyaw ako sa kirot at sarap na naramdaman. But the pain subsided quickly because my butt quickly adjusted to his length. “Fvck, you’re still so swollen from earlier, my dick slid in so easy.“ He groaned.

My legs started shaking because I can now feel his cock twitching inside me. Napaungol ako. This is so fvcking erotic.

Me, pinned on the table and Malec is behind me about to abuse my hole. Fvck, I didn’t know I’m kind of a masochist.

“H-Hon, you can move now.“ Utos ko and he surprisingly obliged. He started hammering his cock inside me and I was a moaning mess again.

Fvck, I think I won’t get tired of this. I’m now addicted to his touch.

€

Heluu

, I know bitin HAHA bawi ako next chap.

Malapit

ko na kasi i-drop iyong plot kaya nalilito ako kung anong

uunahin

kong scene,

nagulo

na sila sa isip ko kaya

pigang-piga

ako at now lng naka UD hshs.

Tnx

sa mga nagbabasa! :*

Chapter 15

Cut sleeve: An idiomatic term for homosexuality in Chinese. Gay.

Gustav’s

“C’mon, Palawan would be great.“ Kumbinsi saakin ni Hyno. I told him Malec invited me to go to Palawan with him but I’m still hesitant. I have work and he does too, I just took a leave and I’m not sure if how long we will stay in that island.

“You can go, don’t worry about the restaurant. We can handle.“ Si Lovemir na nakatutok ang mga mata sa selpon. We’re out for shopping since I’m actually considering going with Malec, I’ve already said yes to him anyway.

I wanted to buy new clothes at may bibilhin din daw si Hyno at Lovemir kaya kasama ko sila, Javi is with us too, he’s also convincing me to go with him. I sighed.

Gusto ko naman talaga, hindi lang ako sigurado dahil bukas na agad iyon. I bit the inside of my cheeks and blew a loud breath.

“Fine, I’ll go.“ Ani ko at dinampot iyong polo na kulay baby blue. Lumayo muna ako sakanila para maglibot pa sa boutique na pinasukan namin. Pumili ako ng mga damit na nagustohan ko.

My eyes shimmered when I saw a dirty white button down shirt. It got it’s sleeves rolled up on the mannequin elbow. I think of Malec and it’ll look great on him. I bit my lip. The night he stayed in my house was great, of course we keep touching each other but he was so sweet to me, he didn’t exhaust me so much because he said I need rest before we go to Javi’s island so he held me in his arms while we sleep. And we also get to know each other just a little bit, I get to know that his full name is Alexander Malec García, and that’s why he’s called Alek.

Nalaman ko rin ang mga gusto niyang bagay bagay, we’re also about to talk about his family but then he had to be so horny and make out with me before we got to sleep. Ang daldal niya kagabi sa bahay. Ang kulit niya rin.

Nangingiting kukuhain ko na sana iyong button down shirt na nagustohan ko para kay Malec but a hand got it first. I whipped my head at the owner of the hand.

“Gus? Wow,“ The guy grinned. Napakurapkurap ako sa mukha niya bago malawak na ngumiti.

“Dennis! Wow, long time no see.“ Tinapik ko siya and he chuckled. Dennis is Guston’s friend, siya iyong matalik na kaibigan ni Guston bago siya namatay. A childhood friend of my younger brother, his only friend.

“Yeah, I just got here in the Philippines, I was in England.“ He said and eyed me. I eyed him too and he’s now so big, dati ay ang liit niya lang, kinakarga ko pa sila noon ni Guston kapag nadadapa ang isa sakanila kapag naglalaro. He was a wuss back then, ngayon ay mas malaki na ang katawan niya saakin. Magka-edad lang sila ni Guston.

“You’ve changed a lot,“ He said to me. I nod at him.

“Not a lot like you did, you’re so big now!“ Ani ko. Sinulyapan ko iyong hawak niyang button down shirt. I bit the inside of my cheek. He got it first, but I really want it for Malec.

“You want it?“ Dennis suddenly hand it to me. Malawak ang naging ngiti ko at agad ko iyong inabot. “I just grabbed it to get your attention anyway.“ He said. Ngumiti ako sakanya.

Masaya ako na makita ulit siya. He was a good friend to Guston and I, he was our only friend back then since Guston and I aren’t that too friendly.

“Wow, it’s really nice seeing you again, Dennis.“ I genuinely said, he smirk and winked at me. Tinawanan ko lang siya.

“I’m so handsome na, right? You’re also still gorgeous like before, you still have your baby face and your feminine body.“ I snorted at what he said. Do I really have a feminine body? And a baby face huh? I’ve never been complimented as handsome, a lot of people will always say I’m gorgeous and I feel like it’s because I’m not that manly looking.

“Right, hindi na nga kita halos makilala but I saw your mole here.“ Itinuro ko ’yung maliit na nunal niya sa may bandang ibabang labi niya. Nagulat ako ng kaunti nang bigla niyang hawakan iyong kamay kong nakaturo sa nunal niya.

“Are you with someone? Wanna have coffee and talk?“ He said with a soft smile. I became awkward when I saw a glint in his eyes. Napatikhim ako. What was that? He’s still holding my hand and he’s deadass staring at my face like he’s looking for something.

“I-I’m with my friends, maybe next time?“ I smiled at him again and slowly pulled my hand on his grip. Nagliwanag ang mukha niya at nilabas niya ang selpon niya at inabot saakin.

“Give me your number, I’ll text you.“ He excitedly said. I did what he said and pat his head after. He grins at me.

“You still have this habit? I’m now twenty you know.“ Biro niya. I smiled at him softly and sighed, I stared at him for a bit. I always do this to him and Guston back then. Patting their heads was my habit.

If only Guston is alive, ganito na rin kaya siya kalaki? Sa mga ganitong oras ko siya nami-miss. At time like this, I can strongly feel the void that he left in me.

“Don’t stare at me like that, baby.“ He suddenly said. I choked at his words. Did he just call me baby? Gulat akong tumingin sakanya at natawa.

“You’re the baby here, Denn—”

“Gustav,“ Naputol ang sasabihin ko nang marinig ko ang boses ni Hyno sa likod. I glance at him and he was looking at Dennis with his one eyebrow raised like he’s examining the guy. Tinapik ko siya at tumingin ulit kay Dennis na nakangiti pa rin saamin.

“Hyno, this is Dennis, a childhood friend of mine and Guston.“ I said and Hyno just nodded. “Dennis, this is Hyno, my friend.“ Ngumiti si Dennis kay Hyno but he ignored him.

“Let’s go, all of us are already starving, let’s eat at your house.“ Alok saakin ni Hyno. Sumulyap muna ako kay Dennis at may ngiti pa rin siya sa mga labi niya. Para namang clown to.

“Next time, Den.“ Nagmamadali kong ani dahil inaakay na ako ni Hyno papaalis. “I gotta go, bye!“ Paalam ko at saka hinarap si Hyno at tinapik. Nagmamadali naman siya masyado?

“Ano ba? Para ka namang gutom na gutom, a?“ I hissed at him. He rolled his eyes at me and pointed something at my back. Nilingon ko ’yun and I saw a familiar guy talking to Javi with a frown. My mouth formed into an ‘O’ when I saw the face of the guy.

“Damn, is that Apollo Sylvestre?“ I ask and Hyno nodded at me. Apollo Sylvestre is a famous young business man, I always see him in magazines. He has a model face and a body of a Demi God, but Malec looks more attractive than him. I smiled at my thought.

Fvck, malala na ’to, ngumingiti na ako mag-isa. I shook my head.

Biglang lumapit saamin si Lovemir na may kasamang babae na kilalang kilala ko. It’s Javi’s step-sister.

“Why is he talking to my fiance?“ Javi’s sister, Annie, said. Lumingon ako sakanya at nakatingin siya kay Apollo at Javi na mukhang nag-aaway. Fiance?

“Who’s your fiance?“ Hynodale tone was mocking. He doesn’t really like Annie and so do I. Annie is a real bitch and I experienced it personally and God, I was so close to punching her if not to Javi’s mom.

“Apollo is my fiance, and I can tell my cut sleeve brother is making a move on him.“ Annie hissed and walk towards Apollo and Javi but she halted when Javi and Apollo both glared at her with annoyance. Asar na nilayasan sila ni Javi at lumapit saamin.

“Let’s go, fvck, I’m fvcking starving.“ Asar niyang ani at galit na nagmartsa palabas ng mall. Nagkatinginan kaming tatlo nila Lovemir at Hyno bago lumingon kay Apollo na nakatingin kay Javi habang nakapalupot naman sa mga braso niya ang mga kamay ni Annie. Natawa ako. Fvck, this is a good drama. A tea.

Lumakad na kami at hinabol si Javi. Sumakay kami lahat sa sasakyan ni Lovemir and he drove to my house.

———

I Was about to go to the bathroom to take a shower when my phone rang. Sinulyapan ko iyon and I saw Malec’s name. I grabbed it and answered the call.

“Hello?“ Bungad ko sakanya.

“Hey, can I come to your house?“ Sinulyapan ko ang selpon ko at kunot noong sinagot siya.

“Why?“ Ano nanaman kayang balak nito?

“Aalis tayo ng maaga bukas, it’ll be a hassle if we’re in a separate location, let me sleepover?“ Natawa ako sakanya. I know he’s just making excuses. He just want to be with me. I bit the inside of my cheeks. He’s really so clingy but I’m not getting annoyed at it.

“Sleep or fvck?” I teased him. I heard his deep chuckles and I can’t help but smile like a fool. Grabe na ’to, pati tawa niya iba na epekto saakin. Baliw na!

“Cuddle?“ Napangiti ako sa sinagot niya.

“Okay, I’ll unlock the door so you can come in, mag shower kasi ako.“ I said and he said yes kaya ibinaba ko na ang tawag at saka bumaba para i-unlock ang pinto bago ako pumasok sa banyo para maligo.

It didn’t take long for the door in my room to open. Narinig kong bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto ko kaya’t alam kong nandito na agad si Malec. Binilisan ko ang pag ligo at naka robe lang na lumabas.

Natigilan ako nang makita ko si Malec na prenteng nakaupo sa sofa ko na nasa gilid ng kwarto ko. His legs are open and his arms are lazily hanging beside his legs. His nape is on the sofa edge and his eyes are closed.

Pinagmasdan ko siya. He really look so good with his police uniform. He look so hot and big. Ang gwapo rin ng pagod niyang mukha. I stared at his Adams apple na namumula. Tsk, tisoy.

Lumapit ako sakanya and I leaned over his face. His mouth is slightly open and he’s breathing with his mouth so I smelled his minty breath, but I can smell a strong aroma of alcohol mixed with his minty breath. I sighed. He’s drunk.

“Ay!“ Napahiyaw ako nang bigla niya akong hinila paupo sa lap niya. Ipinulupot niya ang mga kamay niya sa bewang ko before he buried his face into the crook of my neck. He sniffed me and I shivered. “Malec,“

“Mn? Shouldn’t it be ‘Hon’?“ He said with his deep voice. Tinapik ko siya.

“Why are you drunk?“ Bakit naman kaya inom nang inom ’to?

“My colleague is leaving our precinct and we had a goodbye party for him, they made me drink so much but I ditched them early so I can be with you.“ Mahaba niyang litanya. I swallowed because he was starting to lick my neck. Pilit akong lumayo but his arms are strong and it’s holding me still.

“H-Hon, go wash yourself. Did you bring clothes?“ Tanong ko. He nodded and glance at my bed. Sumulyap din ako ’dun and I saw two big black bag. Ang dami at laki naman?

“I bought everything I need for our vacation together, baby.“ He sweetly said and claimed my lips. I moaned into the kiss. I can taste the alcohol in his mouth so I slowly withdraw from his kiss. He looked at me bewildered and I chuckled at his face. He looks like a confused baby. He’s so drunk.

“Wash yourself, I’ll ready your clothes and our bed.“ I gave him a peck and withdraw from his grip. Lumapit ako sa kama ko at kinuha iyong dalawang bag niya. I glance at him and he’s already walking towards me. He cupped my face and claimed my lips again but he let go of it quickly.

“ Our bed?“ Natigilan ako sa sinabi niya. Nag-init ang pisnge ko. Bakit ko nga ba sinabi ’yun? Hanep, hulog na hulog na ba ako? I shook my head and smiled at him.

“Hm, now go get a shower.“ I told him and he smiled at me widely before nodding and kissing me again. Pagkatapos niya ako halikan ay pumasok na siya sa banyo at nangingiting inayos ko naman ang damit niya at ang kama namin.

Pagkatapos ko ay nahiga ako at napatitig sa kisame.

Am I falling too deeply? Is this bad? Considering I still have something I’m hiding from him, why am I letting myself fall for him this bad? I’m getting confused again, but my heart feel so happy right now. I’m happy with him.

Natigil ang pag-iisip ko nang bumukas ang pinto ng banyo at lumabas si Malec na walang saplot. I squealed in shock.

“Malec! Why are you naked?“ I yelled at him and he just grinned at me before walking towards me. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Fvck, why is he doing this to me.

“Baby, dress me.“ Tumayo siya sa gilid ng kama ko at pulang pula naman akong sumunod sa gusto niya. Tumayo ako at kinuha ko ang damit niya. Lumapit ako sakanya at iuuna ko sanang suotin iyong boxer niya but he gripped my hands. “I’m hard, baby.“

Napalunok ako at napatitig sa naghuhumindig niyang alaga. He’s really fvcking hard. Tayong tayo ang alaga niya at nakatutok iyon saakin. I swallowed hard.

“You’re so fvcking horny.“ I muttered. He chuckled and lift up my face with his hand on my chin. I know I blushed. Fvck, I was deadass staring at his dick!

“I thought you were waiting for me, because you aren’t getting dressed.“ Sinulyapan niya ang suot kong robe. Lalong nag-init ang pisnge ko. Shit. Nakalimutan kong magbihis!

“I-I’m not! I just forgot.“ I said and stood straight. Tinapik ko ang kamay niya at itinuro ang mga damit niya.

“Get dressed and let’s sleep, maaga pa tayo buk—“ Napasinghap ako nang hawakan niya and kamay ko at ilapat iyon sa tigas na tigas niyang alaga.

“But it wants you, baby?“ He leaned over and whispered to my ear before licking my earlobe. I gulp. He’s a damn teased. He knows I want his touch so bad and he can get me just like this.

Napapalunok na lumuhod ako sa harapan niya. I looked up at him and he was staring at me with full of lust in his face but his eyes are shimmering with admiration. I smirked at him and held his cock. He hissed.

“You want me to praise you?“ He chuckled at me but I made a pull on his cock. He shivered.

“Fvck, great choice of word, baby.“ He said licking his lips. He looked down on me and urged me to get started. I smirked at him and tilted my head. Inilapit ko ang bibig ko sa alaga niya but I didn’t lick it.

“You really want your cóck inside my mouth?“ I licked my lips. My eyes never leaving his. “You have to ask for that, hon, nicely ask.“ I teased. His eyes darkened and his jaw clenched. I smiled triumphantly and gently stroke his twitching cóck.

He’s a dominant guy and I know this pisses him off, maybe a little? And I want him angry, I like to experience angry sex with him and I can get him to do that right now since he’s drunk.

“Baby, you don’t tease me like that.“ He softly gripped my hair and made me look up at him more. “Work it, you’re the one who kneeled down.” He demand. I bit my lip. I knew it, he won’t ask for it nicely since I already told him to. He can really be so dominant sometimes.

“I don’t want to,“ Tumayo ako. “You’re not the boss of me, you know.“ His dark eyes stared at me bewildered before he pulled me towards him. I was heaving.

“Don’t play with me, baby, you will not like it.“ He grumbled. I innocently look at him.

“I’m not playing, I just asked you to nicely ask me to suck your dick . But you don’t want to—”

“Gustav,“ Pinutol niya ang sasabihin ko. May pagbabanta sa tono niya. I bit the inside of my cheeks. So hot.

“What, Alexander Malec? You think I’ll be always submissive to yo—hm!“ He smashed his lips on mine and I flinched when he harshly bit my lower lip. Mabilis niyang nahubad ang robe ko at naramdaman ko agad ang alaga niya na nakatutok sa puson ko. I smiled between our kisses.

“Fvck me, I want it hard.“ I told him and he pushes me down on my bed.

“On your all fours, now.“ He commanded and I happily obliged. I get on all fours and he’s behind me already. I flinched when I felt a cold gel dripping on my butt crack. Where did he get that lubricant? And when? I shrugged it off.

He worked on my hole, scissoring my inside to loosen up for him but when I felt it was already ready he didn’t plunged his dick into me. Instead, he walk towards my couch and sat there in all his glory.

I looked at him bewildered and he was smirking at me.

“You want it? Then you have to sit on it, nicely. ” He teased and I felt my dick twitched. I thought he’s still drunk? Fvck, is he still drunk? Tumayo ako at lumapit sakanya.

“I won’t do that, if you don’t want it, then let’s go sleep now.“ Yes, I want him angry. Did he think I will back down easily? Nah-uh, I want angry sex and I will get it.

I watched as his eyes turned dangerously dark, his jaw clenching.

“Sit on it now or you’ll get fvcked so hard you’ll regret it.“ I felt my cock released pre cum because of how hot he sounded. I’m already heaving and tempted to just sit on his cock but I want him to dominate me tonight.

“Make me.“ Halos bulong ko na lang iyon. He pulled me harshly and made me sit on his lap. He was gripping my waist and groping my ass. His mouth clamped around my nipples and he’s already sucking it. I moaned in contentment. His touch is now so rough.

“You’re being so naughty tonight, baby, not good at all.“ He said before harshly thrusting his dick inside me.

“Fvck!“ We both groaned. Napasandal agad ako sakanya dahil sa panghihina. Fvck, just one thrust and his whole cóck is already inside me. I shivered. “Hon,“ I can’t help but keep flinching. He’s already hitting a spot inside me.

“You asked for this.“ He growled and started fvcking me hard. I grasped constantly, my eyes screwed tightly as I feel his cóck go in and out of me. I cried out in pleasure.

“Hon! Ah!“ He hit a spot in me and I went crazy. My hips started moving on it’s own and the next thing I knew; I was riding him fast and hard until we’re both cumming on each other.

But that didn’t end on that. He fvcked me on the floor, on my bed, and against the wall. He made me a mess and I know I’m all bruised up. And I love it.

Angry sex while he’s drunk was mind blowing.

€

Things are about to go

dooown

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Chapter 16

Gustav’s

PAlawan is really great. We’ve arrived in the island at noon and I’m already starving.

“Malec, I’m starving.” Ani ko kay Malec na abala sa pag-aayos ng mga gamit namin. We’re not at a hotel but a big and luxurious cabin.

“Let’s go eat outside?” Alok niya but I shook my head at humiga sa kama namin na sobrang lambot.

“My body is still aching because of what we did last night, I don’t think I can go outside for now. Maybe later?” Pagod kong ani. Kahit nga ang init ay naka sweatshirt ako at pantalon dahil punong puno ng marka ang halos buong katawan ko. Malec literally made a mess of me last night. We were fvcking like there’s no tommorow.

“Mn, I’ll ask the crew if I can make them deliver us food here.” Malec said and walk towards me to give me a kiss in the forehead before leaving the cabin. Pumikit ako nang ilang minuto para makapagpahinga dahil pagod na pagod talaga ako.

Malec took too long to came back and I fell into a deep slumber.

Nagising ako sa amoy ng pagkain at marahang himas sa balikat ko.

“Baby, wake up, the food is here.” I opened my eyes and my stomach instantly grumbled at the sight of the delicious food I’m familiar with.

“That looks delicious.” Agad akong tumayo at tinikman ang mga pagkain gamit ang tinidor na binigay saakin ni Malec. “Yummy,” Tumatango-tango kong ani and Malec smiled at me before joining me to eat.

Inubos namin ang mga pagkain at siya ulit ang nag-ayos ng mga kalat namin habang nagbihis naman ako ng short at T-shirt.

Nilapitan ko si Malec na abala pa rin sa mga kalat namin.

“Here, I bought this for you.” Inabot ko sakanya ang button down shirt na binili ko sakanya kahapon. Lumiwanag naman ang mukha niya at agad niya iyong kinuha saakin at sinuri. Nagulat ako nang hilahin niya ako palapit sakanya at yakapin.

“Thank you, baby.” He kissed me on the cheek. “I’ll wear it later.” I tsked at him and nod.

“Hmn, I want to rest, Hon.” Malambing kong ani. Agad naman iyong umobra sakanya at siniil ang mga labi ko bago ako hainayaang matulog.

It was already four pm when I woke up and Malec isn’t by my side. He’s nowhere to be found inside the cabin kaya’t naligo ako at nagbihis bago lumabas. I wore a dark maroon khaki short and a simple plain white shirt. I paired it with slippers since I’ll be walking on the beach sand.

The cold breeze slapped my face when I opened the cabin door. Hindi pa naman masyadong madilim at hindi pa tuluyang nakakaalis ang araw. Kinuha ko ang selpon ko at tinawagan si Malec and he answered quickly.

“Where are you?” Tanong ko agad sakanya.

“I’m coming to you, I just prepared something.” Iyon ang sagot niya. I frowned.

“What?”

“Wait for me, babe.” Ibinaba niya ang linya. I frowned at my phone and waited for him outside the cabin. Ano naman kaya ang hinanda ’nun habang tulog ako?

Maraming tao ang dumaraan sa harapan ko kaya nagtingin-tingin ako sa paligid. May mga katabi kaming cabin at nasa bandang gilid ng isla nakatirik ang mga cabin. Javi’s island is big, may malaking hotel building sa gitna ng isla at nagkalat ang mga pub sa paligid. Maraming kainan at bilihan. Sa pagkakaalam ko ay may mga floating cottage din na pinaaarkilahan dito at bangka para makapaglibot sa dagat, pwede rin mag snorkeling. Maraming ganap tuwing gabi dito kaya’t magandang natulog ako kanina para makapagpuyat ako at makapag libot kami ni Malec sa isla. I just hope he isn’t tired already. Natulog rin kaya siya?

“Baby,” Naputol ang pag-iisip ko nang may yumapos na mga kamay saakin mula sa likod. I smelled Malec’s scent. Nilingon ko siya at nag ngitian kami.

“Saan ka galing?” Tanong ko at pinagmasdan siya. He’s wearing the shirt I bought for him. He paired with it with a black short and slippers. Bukas ang tatlong butones nang suot niyang damit na binili ko kaya bahagyang sumisilip ang matipuno niyang dibdib. Hapit din sa biceps niya ang rolled up sleeves. I’m right, it looks good on him. Inangat ko ang tingin ko sa mukha niya and he winked at me and gave me a kiss on my cheek.

“I have a surprise for you.” He said and I frown at him.

“Surprise?” Pinagtaasan ko siya ng kilay. He grinned at me before pulling me towards the hotel building. Naglakad kami palapit sa building na iyon at nang papasok na kami ay sinalubong kami ni Javi na mukhang asar na asar.

“Hey, it’s all yours tonight. Damn you, it was so difficult for me to explain it to the tourists.” Salubong niya saamin. Naguluhan ako sa sinasabi niya kaya pinagkunotan ko siya ng noo. He just rolled his eyes at me.

“Thanks. I’ll pay you, don’t worry.” Malec said to him and Javi waved his hand at us, tinataboy na kami.

“Yeah, yeah, now get lost.” Taboy niya saamin kaya inakay na ako ni Malec papasok ng elevator. Nang makapasok kami ay pinindot niya ang rooftop button. Nilingon ko siya and he’s already looking at me.

“Dinner at the rooftop?” Tanong ko. He just grinned at me. I chuckled and shook my head at him.

“Damn, you’re so romantic.” Biro ko. He pulled me and embraced me tightly.

“I love spending time with you, my heart is swelling in happiness right now that you’re with me.” He suddenly said that made my heart went crazy. Napalunok ako at tinapik siya. He’s so honest with his feelings. I can feel that he’s genuine and that scared me. Because I’m keeping something to him, and I don’t know how will I or how can I say it to him without him being upset or angry at me. Napabuntong hinga ako at bahagyang lumayo sa pagkakayakap niya.

“I am happy too, I don’t know why you make me happy when we barely know each other but I am, and I hope we get to know each other deeply, I want us to get to know each other more.” I cupped his face and his eyes shut close at my touch. I stared at him with admiration. He’s really so handsome.

“Me too, baby.” I feel like he still want to say something but he’s saving it for later. Bumukas na rin ang elevator at bumungad saakin ang rooftop.

I wandered my eyes in awe at the sight. There’s a big pool at the center and a table just beside it. Maganda ang rooftop at may mini bar sa gilid pero walang tao roon. Kami lang dalawa ang nandito kaya tumakbo ako palapit sa rooftop railings at tiningnan ang ibaba.

Kita ang kabuoan ng isla mula rito, pati ang karagatan at nakamamangha ang mga ilaw sa baba lalo na ang papalubog ng araw. Hindi ko alam na may pool pala dito sa rooftop ng hotel building ng isla, hindi ko pa kasi ito narating noon.

Lumapit saakin si Malec. He embraced me from behind and we both watch the sunset. I really like watching sunrise and sunset, it calms me even more that I’m with the guy I came to really like.

“The sunset is beautiful,” I muttered and I felt his embrace tightened.

“Don’t say that.” Ani niya. His breath fanning my nape. I took a glance at him.

“Why?”

“I heard that if someone say “ The sunset is beautiful, isn’t it?”, it means; I love you but I’ll let you go.“ He said and my mouth form into an ‘O’.

“Really? I didn’t know that.” He shrugged and look at the sunset again. Pinanuod namin lumubog ang araw at dumilim ang paligid. When we both had enough staring at the sky and the breathtaking sea, he pulled me towards the table that’s set beside the pretty big pool.

“Let’s eat and talk about each other, you want that?” Ani niya habang ipinag-hihila ako ng upoan. I smiled and nodded at him before taking the seat. Umupo na rin siya kaya pinagmasdan ko ang pagkain na nakahanda sa mesa.

The table setting is pretty and there’s champaign and champaign flute glass again. I chuckled. This reminds me of our first dinner date. Nagsimula kaming kumain habang nag-uusap.

“I’m wondering baby, you said you aren’t gay before but you seemed unfazed when we do this.” He suddenly said. Nginuya ko muna ang karne na kinakain ko bago ako sumagot.

“What’s wrong with this? And I’m not against being gay even from the start, I just thought I was straight until you came.” Sagot ko at sumubo ulit. Sumubo rin siya at pagkatapos ay nagsalita ulit.

“Yeah, but you’re so submissive to me and you seem to like it when I’m being so romantic to you.” Ani niya ulit. “Don’t get me wrong, I like everything you do and everything to you, I’m just wondering.”

“I’ve never dated anyone before, I’m solely focus on my work and myself and I really like it when someone is giving me attention I want, and I want your attention so I like you being romantic to me” Pag amin ko sakanya. He seems satisfied at what I said and so do I. I’ve never been this honest to myself before. “But hey, I’m not that submissive kaya.” Tanggi ko. Tumango siya.

“So I’m your first at everything in this department?” He asked and I shamelessly nod. “That’s good to hear, I want to be your last too.” Natigilan ako sa sinabi niya.

“That’s a big word,” Ani ko. He just winked at me and continue eating.

“But you did easily submit to me baby, I love it, you submitting to me, damn that made me so happy.” I rolled my eyes at him.

“I didn’t, I’m just a little submissive since you’re so dominant, we can’t be both dominant so I chose to be submissive since I can’t win to you in that terms anyway.” Tuwang tuwa siya sa sinabi ko. Tsk. Dominante talaga siya masiyado. But his dominance over me is no harm so I honestly like it.

“I promise I’ll take care of you,” Ani niya bigla. Nilunok ko ang pagkain na nginunguya ko.

“I can take care of myself, and to remind you, we’re still not officially together.” I said to him and his shoulder fell. Natawa ako.

“Then why don’t we be officially together? Don’t you want it?” He seriously ask and I sighed at him.

“I told you we should know each other more before we do that, I want it, but not now.” I gave him an assuring smile and he pouted like a lady.

“Tsk, what do you want to know about me anyway?” Biro niya but I seriously answered.

“Everything, especially about your family.” He frowned at me and finished his food before talking.

“My family? There’s no special about my family. I have a mother, a father and a younger brother.” Napatigil ako sa pagnguya sa huli niyang sinabi.

“You have a younger brother?” I didn’t know he has a younger brother. I thought he’s an only child. Yun ang pagkakaalam ko.

“Yeah, he’s actually named Alexius Guston, same with your late brother.” Lalo akong natigilan sa sinabi niya. What the fvck? Kumalabog ang dibdib ko.

“Who named your brother?” My voice were quivering and Malec noticed it.

“Our mother?” I whipped my head at him. “Are you okay, baby?” She named someone after my brother? Natigil ako sa pagkain at galit na natawa. And what the fvck did he just call her?

“What’s your mother name?” Ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko habang inaantay siyang sumagot. My head is fuzzy and I feel like it’ll explode if Malec won’t answer.

“Gwen García?” Nabitiwan ko ang hawak kong kutsara tinidor. Napasandal ako sa kinauupuan ko at parang sumabog ang ulo ko sa sinagot niya. I don’t know what to react. Tangina. Ang dami-daming pumapasok sa isip ko ngayon. I took a glance at Malec. He was watching my reaction and he look confused.

“Are you okay? What’s wrong?” Nagtataka niyang tanong. I gulped and shook my head. Fvck this, hindi dapat ito nangyayari. This is impossible.

“Isn’t she supposed to be your step-mother?” I desperately ask. He can’t be his mother!

“What? Where did you get that? She’s my biological mother, baby.” Napahawak ako sa bibig ko at gulat na gulat na napatitig sakanya. “Do you know my mom?” Tanong niya pa ulit pero hindi ko siya pinansin.

This can’t be happening. No, fvck no. Why didn’t I think of this possibilities?

“Baby-?” Hindi natapos ni Malec ang sasabihin niya dahil dali-dali akong tumayo at lumapit sa nakita kong trash can para dumuwal. “Baby!” Mabilis na dumalo saakin si Malec.

Hindi ako makapaniwalang lumingon sakanya. He’s also looking at me full of confusion.

“Do you feel sick? Do you want us to go down now?” He looks worried but I can’t think of anything else. Ang naiisip ko lang ngayon ay ang nalaman ko. “Baby?”

If Malec biological mother is her-

Tumingin ako kay Malec na nakatingin rin saakin. Ang lakas ng kalabog ng dibdib ko.

He’s my brother.

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Whuuut

did he

saaaay

? Lol

. Btw Malec POV is coming! Sana may magbasa pa hehe!

Chapter 17

Gustav’s

I was ten and my younger brother was seven when Gwen Batalier, my biological mother, left us.

She cheated on Gustavo Adolfo Batalier, my father, she cheated with Marcus García. She left us for the García family, Malec’s family.

I was ten and couldn’t understand everything, all I understand was my own mother left us for another family.

Guston will always cry at night, asking where is she. Our family became lonely when she left but as the time passes, we moved on with our life, thought as I grow up, nakaramdam ako ng galit para sa ina ko. Inggit sa pamilya ni Malec dahil sila ang pinili ni Gwen.

Hindi kami pinabayaan ni Papa, kahit alam kong lubos siyang nasaktan at patuloy na nasasaktan noong mga panahon na iyon ay wala siyang ibang inisip kundi ang kapakanan namin ni Guston.

But life isn’t on our side, my father’s business got bankrupt, and we found out he has a lung cancer.

My younger brother was nine and I was twelve when Gustavo Adolfo Batalier died, my father died. Leaving us alone. Leaving me with Guston.

Twelve and dumb, I didn’t know what to do. Our relatives kept us but didn’t take care of us. Kinupkup lamang kami at hindi na inintindi pa, we’re on our own, my brother and I were on our own that time.

I’m twelve and a spoiled brat, I grew up with wealth kaya’t hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko nang bigla kaming mag hirap dahil sa pagkamatay ng Papa. Alam kong alam ni Gwen ang nangyari saamin noon ngunit wala akong narinig mula sakanya, wala siyang naging paramdam. She ignored us, me and Guston was so young when we first felt that nobody is on our side, not even our own mother.

Umapaw ang galit ko kay Gwen, lalo na sa pamilyang pinili niya sa mga panahong iyon. I was blinded with mourning and hatred that I didn’t noticed Guston being sick. He had a high fever and it was already too late when I noticed it.

Like a damn spoiled dumb brat that I am that time, I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to take him to the hospital but we didn’t have enough money and our relatives who kept us was just making him drink cheap medicines and that didn’t help.

I was twelve, and my brother was nine when he died. Dahil sa lagnat lamang, dahil walang pera, dahil wala akong alam. I am no God, I am no Doctor, wala pa ngang ilang buwan na pumanaw si Papa ay sumunod na si Guston. I failed at everything that time, I failed at taking care of my brother so I was left all alone.

Pulos paghihinagpis at galit ang naramdaman ko. Imagine my hatred towards the world? My hatred towards everyone? My hatred towards my mother? I loathed her the most, but when I finally saw her, I ran towards her like a crybaby that I am. I begged her to come back to us, come back to me because I’m so lonely and alone without father and Guston.

But she ignored me, she just deadass stared at me like she doesn’t even know me. That was the time I first saw Malec, he was calling Gwen by her name, he’s not even calling her ‘Mom’ but Gwen looked at him with full of love in her eyes. It was a heartbreaking view but that moment slapped me, that moment made me realized that Gwen, that woman ain’t my mother anymore, she’s a heartless woman and I hated her from the depths of hell.

And hearing Malec say that Gwen is his biological mother? Life must be playing with me. What the fvck did I do? Bakit hindi ko inisip na maari ngang kapatid ko siya?

We already did the nasty, we’re like a couple. We acted like a couple and I was even considering him as my lover. Bakit kailangan mangyari ito?

Was Gwen been cheating on my father since I was two? How did she even have Malec? Hindi ko maisip. Paaanong nangyari ito? Hindi kaya nalilito lang si Malec? Hindi niya ba alam ang katotohanan? I am hoping he’s wrong, because if he’s not wrong, I’m so doomed.

———

Malec’s

Gustav is not his usual self tonight. He keeps zoning out and staring at me from time to time.

We’re already inside our cabin and we’re sitting on our bed while watching TV. Ang dami ko sanang plano ngayong gabi para saamin ni Gustav but he suddenly felt sick so it was a bummer. Maybe we’ll just do it tomorrow.

I glance at him and I caught him staring at me again. I tried not to wrinkled my forehead. Naging ganito lang siya pagkatapos namin kumain kanina sa rooftop. I sighed and moved myself towards him. Lumapit ako at iniakbay ang kanang kamay ko sakanya. He flinched but I ignored it.

“What’s wrong, baby? Do you still feel sick? Gusto mo ba pumunta sa clinic? The island has it own mini hospital—” Natigilan ako nang bigla siyang kumawala sa akbay ko at natatarantang tumayo. I gaped at him. He also looked at me with wide eyes.

“N-No, I’m okay. I j-just need rest.“ He’s panicking and he is lying. I know when he lies, he starts to stammer and his eyes won’t look at mine when he’s lying. I’m actually getting worried right now. Why is he acting like this? We were okay just earlier.

“Then rest beside me,“ Tinapik ko ang side ng kama na inuukupa niya kanina bago siya tumayo. I stared at him and even when he’s awkwardly standing beside the bed he still looks adorable. I must be crazy because I always find whatever he’s doing adorable. I’m whipped and I’m not even complaining.

“Y-Yeah.“ He stammered before lying down next to me. Inabot ko ang remote at pinatay ang TV. I also switched the lamp into a dim light before pulling myself towards my baby who’s fidgeting. I felt him flinch again when I embraced him. Nakatalikod siya saakin kaya’t hindi ko makita ang mukha niya.

“Face me.“ Utos ko at ilang minuto siya nag alangan bago dahan-dahang humarap saakin. Wala talaga siya sa sarili. I wonder what is happening inside his head. I wanna know why he keeps flinching at my touch. It’s worrying me.

“Are you really okay? And I don’t wanna hear another lie, Gustav.“ I made myself clear and I used my dominant voice. I felt him froze. I sighed. Inangat ko ang kaliwang kamay ko at hinaplos ang malambot niyang buhok.

Gustav is a gorgeous man, he looks like a twink but he doesn’t even know it or accept it. He’s already twenty-five years old but he looks like twenty or younger. He’s not that manly looking since he has a slim body who I came to be obsessed with, but he talks and act like a straight guy. He’s smart. When I first saw him, I thought he was gay but when I stalked him and I get to know little details about him, I came to know that he’s very straight, well, not for me I guess.

“Forget about what I asked, do you wanna know something, baby?“ Marahan kong hinaplos haplos ang mabango at malalambot niyang buhok para kumalma siya. I don’t know why he keeps flinching, I also noticed he doesn’t want to talk about it since he’s giving me an alibi and I don’t want to annoy him so I won’t ask about him not being his usual self right now anymore. I think he’s being anxious around me again. He looked at me for a second before slowly nodding. Cute.

“This might be creepy but before approaching you at Hynodale’ bar, I was stalking you for three months.“ I said and Gustav whipped his head to face me and blinked multiple times at my face. I chuckled at his cuteness.

“You did what?“ He looked at me like I am a weird ass dude and I can’t help but throatily laugh.

“I know, I was creepy but you really always caught my attention everytime I see you. So I found myself stalking you, I was always taking glimpses of your beautiful face every night at Hyno’s bar since you always go there.“ Nag aalangan kong kwento. He might find me really creepy because of this but I want to share everything I did just for me to know about him.

“You’re a creep, s-so what did you found out about me when you were stalking me?“ Napangiti ako sa tanong niya. Sinundot ko ang tungki ng matangos niyang ilong. I swear, he has the most beautiful nose I ever saw. In fact, he’s the most beautiful being I ever saw.

“I found out that you live alone at your house, you’re a college graduate and a chef, and you happened to be my friend — Lovemir’s — employee.“ Ngumiti ako lalo sakanya nang makita kong titig na titig siya saakin. “I also found out that you aren’t that friendly, and I know you always get harassed by some weird horny jerks around you because of your sexy beautiful body. And to top it all, I came to know your work schedule, your number, your address, and your favorite smoothie.“ Mahaba kong litanya.

He was just staring at me with disbelief in his eyes and his mouth was lightly open. Ibinaba ko ang mga mata ko sa nakaawang niyang mapupulang labi. I’ve already tasted it numerous times and it had the best taste, I’m addicted to it.

“Can I sue you for that? What the hell, I can’t believe you’re a police officer but also an ultimate stalker of mine, what a serious creep. Seriously.“ Napangiwi ako sa sinabi niya.

“I know I was creepy, I’m sorry but I was in dazed and wanted to get close to you. I didn’t harm you though, right?“ I winked at him and he rolled his eyes at me.

“Yeah, you just fvcked me thoroughly.“ Pinigilan ko ang mapangiti sa sinabi niya.

“Baby, I did that with your permission. I did no crime.“ My lips tugged up and I grinned at him. He tsked.

“Tell me more about you.“ Malumanay niyang sabi bago dahan dahang lumapit at yumakap saakin. I smiled and snuggled close to him. His head is on my chest and my chin is on his head. Ang mga kamay ko ay nasa likod at ulo niya. We’re cuddling and I always find this heartwarming. I love him so much I don’t even know how to tell him.

“About me? Hmm,“ Nag isip ako. “I became a police officer because I thought that’s the easiest job for me, and a gateway to my father’s business. I don’t wanna inherit his business, I don’t wanna takeover.“ Hinahalik-halikan ko ang ulo niya habang nagsasalita. I sniffed his scent and I felt contented.

“Why?“ Tanong niya. “Hindi ba kayo nagkakasundo ng Papa mo?“ Umiling ako.

“We actually do, but I wanna live my own life. Without his money and help, gusto ko, kapag bumuo na ako ng pamilya ay sa sariling pera ko sila bubuhayin, at hindi sa pamana lang ni Papa.” Ginalaw niya ang ulo niya at tumingala saakin.

“Pero you can also do that kapag nagtrabaho ka sa kompanya ng Daddy mo.“ He cutely said while looking up at me. I gave him a warm smile and nod.

“Indeed, but I don’t wanna be a businessman, and taking over my father’s company is so easy. I want a slight thrill in my life, I’ve been living my life so bland. Good thing you came baby, you added spice into my life.“ I winked at him again and he snorted before leaning his head against my chest again.

“If I were you, I would be so glad that my family is always there for me.“ Nakinig ako sa sasabihin niya. “You know, I was a spoiled brat when I was a kid, I grew up with wealth, but that didn’t last long.“ Biglang lumungkot ang boses niya kaya’t hinigpitan ko ang yakap ko sakanya.

“My mother left us, she cheated on my father, she chose another family over us. After that, it didn’t take a while before my father died because of lung cancer, and my brother followed right after him. That all happened when I was a kid, a twelve years old kid.” I was shock at what he just said. I didn’t know about that. Ilap kasi siya mag kwento about sa family niya. Now I know why. He has a very sad childhood. Mas lalo kong hinigpitan ang yakap ko sakanya.

“I’m so proud of you for surviving that very sad childhood, baby. I’m glad you’re here in my arms right now, I hope you won’t feel so lonely again, no, I’ll make sure you won’t feel so lonely again.“ I sincerely said and firmly kissed his forehead. I heard him sighed in content and I did too.

“Malec?“

“Hmm?“

“If I,“ He paused. “If I ever feel that lonely again, will you be beside me? Will you make me feel warm? Even at my worst?“ Natigilan ako saglit sa tanong niya. He sounds so serious and he’s hopeful. I smiled.

“Baby, you don’t know how much I want to be by your side in every situation you’ll be in. If you let me, no, even if you don’t let me, I will always be by your side.“ I wanted to add the three words I’ve been dying to say but I know he still isn’t ready for it.

“That’s scary, but I would love that.“ We both chuckled at what he said.

I love you, Gustav. Kahit na alam kong may

itinatago

ka saakin. But I won’t let that ruin us.

I won’t let anyone or anything ruin us.

I sighed and tightened my embraced to him.

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It’s been a while.

Masyado

akong na-adik sa

soc

med at hindi makapag

sulat

kahit alam ko na ang mga

susulatin

ko.

Masyado

rin akong na-adik sa mobile legend hehe. I actually wanted to put this story on hold for a

while

but decided not to. Gusto ko na siya tapusin dahil school works is coming again! Grr! Sana may nagbabasa pa! ❤️

Chapter 18

I dunno if I explained everything or answered all of your questions about how/why Gustav loathed Malec / is related with Malec in the previous chapter, so if you have questions please comment down.

In-edit ko din siya ng konti kasi dami pa lng error.

Malec’s

I woke up without Gustav by my side. I glance at the wall clock and it’s already seven in the morning. I couldn’t find him inside the cabin so I quickly grab my phone and called Gustav’s number.

“Where are you?” Tanong ko agad nang sagutin niya ang tawag ko.

“Goodmorning, too. I’m here in front of the island hotel building, at a cafe called Javi’s.” Napangiti ako sa bati niya.

“Goodmorning baby, you should’ve woke me up so we could have breakfast together in that cafe.” I said smiling even tho he can’t see me. I stood up and walk towards the cabinet to go get a towel.

“You were sleeping peacefully, we could still have breakfast together, I haven’t eaten anything yet, just coffee.” I halted at my step towards the bathroom when I received a text. It’s from my younger brother.

“Alright, I’ll just take a shower and go there. Bye, baby.” Gustav hummed and ended the call. Agad kong binasa ang text saakin ng kapatid ko. I frowned at his message and I quickly dialed his number. It didn’t take long for him to answer my call.

“What do you mean by father wants me home?” Bungad ko agad sakanya.

“I dunno, he just said he wants you home. Where are you?” He said but it wasn’t clear, I think he’s chewing on something.

“I can’t go home, I’m pursuing someone and we’re on a date.” I said openly. Alexius is just fifteen years old but he’s already in college, he’s a genius and open to everything. We’re very close because we both not like our own mother, not like it’s a good thing thought.

“Where?”

“In an island, why?” I heard him giggled and I already know why.

“No, Alex, you can’t go here-” Naputol ang tawag. I frowned at my phone. I hope he won’t find out where exactly I am, it’ll be so annoying if he gets here.

Nagpatuloy ako sa gagawin at naligo. After I finished cleaning myself I quickly get dressed para pumunta sa cafe na sinasabi ni Gustav.

I arrived at the cafe he’s saying. I came in and quickly scan the inside to find him. I frowned when I saw him at the right corner with a guy. They’re both grinning at each other.

I felt the jealousy rage in my whole being but I calmed myself and walk towards them.

“Seriously, I can’t believe we’ll meet here again.” I heard Gustav said at the guy. The guy grinned at him again.

“Well, fate is on my side, I guess.” I mockingly chuckled at what he said when I finally got beside them. They both looked at me and I looked straight to Gustavs eyes who’s looking at me purely. I glance at his clothes and he’s wearing a baby blue button down shirt paired with khakis. The three buttons on his shirt are undone and it’s showing his chest. I can’t help but clench my jaw.

“Malec, you’re here.“ Gustav beamed and I nod and sat next to him. Sumandal ako sa sandalan at umakbay sakanya. I clicked my tounge before looking at the guy he’s talking to. I raised an eyebrow when I caught him staring at my arms around Gustavs shoulder. He glance at my face and then at Gustav who cleared his throat.

“Ah, Malec, this is Dennis my childhood friend. Dennis, this is Malec, m-my—”

“Boyfriend, his boyfriend.“ Naubo silang pareho sa sinabi ko. I shrugged my shoulder and looked at Gustav. I winked at him and called someone to get my order.

Natahimik silang dalawa kaya nag order na lang ako ng pagkain naming dalawa ni Gustav at pagkatapos ay saka ko sila hinarap ulit.

“Is there something wrong?“ I asked because the Dennis guy keep staring at me. He glance at Gustav before looking at me again. What a weirdo.

“Gustav Garcìa, your mother is Gwen Ba— G-García, right?” I raised my eyebrows at him again and nodded. I glance at Gustav when he cleared his throat.

“I didn’t know my Mom is famous,“ I said that while still looking at Gustav. His face hardened and he looked at my face and sighed before glancing at that Dennis guy again.

“Den, it’s really nice meeting you here again, let’s catch up some other time.“ Sinulyapan ko iyong Dennis at nakatitig pa rin siya kay Gustav. He’s looking at him like he’s saying something with his eyes and I didn’t like that.

“Bye, Dennis.“ Naiinis kong sabi. He finally glance at me and nod.

“Bye, Gus. Let’s talk some other time, then.” He finally bid goodbye to us and walk away. I tsked and face Gustav.

“I’m pissed,” I told him and he chuckled at me.

“You were rude, he’s just a friend.” Gustav smiled at me. I was about to say something again but our food finally arrived so we started eating while talking to each other.

Nang matapos kaming kumain ay inaya ko siyang lumangoy sa dagat. He excitedly said yes so we quickly go back to our cabin and changed our clothes to swim.

Malapit lang sa cabin namin kami pumwesto lumangoy. We both know how to swim so we enjoyed swimming together until noon.

“Baby, are you still not hungry?” I embraced Gustav from behind while our body is under the sea water. Halos hanggang balikat namin ang tubig kung saan kami magkayakapan ngayon. I kissed him on the cheek and sneaked my arms inside his shorts.

“I’m now hungry but I still want to swim— Hon, not here.” His voice change when I gripped his erection. I smiled.

“Does the sea turn you on, baby?” I teased him and he hissed at me. So cute.

“No, it’s because you keep touching me since earlier, don’t you play naiv— Malec! Don’t!“ His body arched when I started pumping his erection. Napakapit siya sa balikat at kamay kong nakahawak sa ari niya.

“Feels good?“ I started kissing his nape and earlobe. He whimpered and he keeps flinching at my touch. He’s really so sensitive. I love it.

“Hon, I’m cumming.” I picked my pace and rapidly work his erection until he ejaculated. Lumingon siya saakin at sinakop ang bibig ko. He let his moan out inside my mouth and I kissed him back while grinning.

“That was hot.” I murmured. He glared at me so I pinched his nipples.

“Malec! I’m now very hungry, stop it.“ I throatily laugh but I turned rock stone when I saw someone at the seaside looking at us shock and funny. Fvck.

“That was fvcking traumatizing, Alexander Malec.” Alexius said. Fvck fvck fvck.

“Oh my god.” Agad na yumakap saakin si Gustav at itinago ang mukha niya sa leeg ko. Napangiwi ako. “Fvck, someone just saw us, it’s all your fault, Malec!” Parang nagmamaktol na ani niya saakin.

I grabbed his shoulder and smiled at his face.

“It’s just my brother, don’t worry.“ His eyes widened and looked at my brother who’s still looking at us with his face grinning and mocking. Alexius and I both got startled when Gustav loudly squealed.

———

“I told him not to come here, I swear.” Paliwanag ko kay Gustav na pulang-pula pa rin ang mukha at leeg dahil sa hiya. He’s shy that my younger brother saw us doing something private. He look so cute being shy but I can tell he’s really embarrassed for what happened.

“You fvcker, I won’t do it with you again. That was really traumatizing—” I cupped his face and claimed his lips.

“Don’t say that, let’s go wash our body together. Alexius is waiting outside, let’s eat lunch together with him.“ He just glared at me and stomp his feet towards the bathroom. I chuckled and go after him.

We both got inside the bathroom and I locked the door. He glance at me and raise his brows. I just winked at him and start undressing myself. When I’m finally butt naked, I walk towards him and he’s blushing again. Lihim akong napangiti nang makitang titig na titig siya sa katawan ko.

Ahh, it feels good to see that my baby likes my body build.

Lalo akong napangiti nang hubarin niya rin ang suot niya at hubot hubad na lumapit saakin at naligo sa harapan ko.

I stayed still and watch as his hands caress his own body. I bit my lip and I can feel my cock twitch when his hands got down at his bubble butt. He caress it with a soap and my breathing hitched when his fingers caress his butt crack.

He looked at me and he had the audacity to sexily bit his lips and gave me the ‘fvck-me-look’ with his eyes.

I grinned. I leaned down and captured his sweet lips. We both groaned. Kinuha ko ang sabon na hawak niya and I started caressing his soft body with it. My movement was soft but teasing. Dinidiinan ko ang mga haplos ko sa tuwing madadaanan ko ang dibdib niya, our lips is still locked on each other and when he slightly opened his mouth to moan I took the chance and sneak in my tounge into his mouth. Napahawak siya sa ulo ko.

“Hmm,“ He moaned when I suck his tounge. Napangiti ako at tumigil sa ginagawa para tumitig sakanya. “What?“ He asked, his eyes is still in dazed.

“Can I have my lunch right here, baby?” He squint his eyes and frown at me.

“What?” He whined. I chuckled and moved his body to face me.

“I want you as my lunch, sounds good, right?” He scoffed at what I said. Napangiti ako lalo. He looks so horny right now.

“Just fvcking fvck me, Malec. No need for cringe words.” Napahalakhak ako sa sinabi niya. I cupped his face and neared his face with mine.

“Suck my tounge like you’re giving head.” I stick my tounge out after I said that. He swallowed before obeying me. He put my tounge inside his mouth, between his soft firm lips before sucking it senseless. I gripped his cheeks tight and let out a muffled moan.

He’s really good at everything he does. Napaigtad ako nang maramdaman ko ang mga kamay niya na nasa katigasan ko na. I smiled and claimed his lips. I lapped his lips rough while his hand gripped my hard on. He worked on it while we’re making out.

“Hon, fvck me now, your brother is waiting outside.“ He said while in dazed. I bit his lip one last time and move his body to face the bathroom wall. Agad siyang tumuwad kaya’t lalong nanigas ang alaga ko. I hissed and gripped my hard on. He’s so fvcking sexy.

“Get down on me first, baby. Prep yourself while sucking me, we don’t have lube.“ Agad siyang sumunod sa sinabi ko at lumuhod sa harapan ko. I moaned when he quickly licked my dick and engulfed it’s head with his tight and warm mouth.

He quickly sucked it whole. My breathing got heavier when he spit on his other hand and used it to prepare his butt for me.

“Fvck, that’s so hot.” I groaned and unconsciously moved my hips to slowly fvck his mouth while watching his fingers prep his ass for me. “Hmm, makes me want to fvck your ass so much, baby.” I cupped his cheeks and harshly thrust inside his mouth. He gagged and glared at me. I just smiled and bit my lip again. Fvck, feels so good.

He spitted on his fingers again before he finger-fvck himself for me. My mouth watered and I surely will fvck him hard today.

“That’s enough, hands on the wall baby. Let me fvck your ass.“ I said breathing heavily and he excitedly obeyed. Agad siyang tumuwad sa harapan ko. Lumapit ako lalo sa likuran niya at itinutuk ang katigasan ko sa butas niya. His ass keeps clenching and unclenching, I slapped it with my dick and when it finally calmed down, I thrust my whole thing inside.

We both moaned loudly, I didn’t wait any second and started thrusting inside him quickly. 

“Hon! Ahh… Ahh.. fvck! More!” He keeps yelling and I keep groaning. His inside feel so good and he’s squeezing me so much it makes me want to cum quickly but I want him to cum first.

“Ahh..” I moaned when he started grinding his ass towards my dick. Gumigiling na sinasalubong niya ang mga ulos ko. Napapamurang hinawakan ko ang balakang niya at malalakas ang pwersang umulos papasok sa butas niya. He was screaming in pleasure and it’s music to my ears.

Mas lalo niya akong binabaliw sa mga halinghing niya. We’re both cursing and moaning.

“Hon! Hon.. Ahhh.. ohh.. hmm!“ I pulled his whole body to lean on me and started pinching his swollen nipples. Mas lalong lumakas ang halinghing niya. Even tho I want him moaning my name so loud, my younger brother might hear him outside so I claimed his lips and thrusts harder inside him. Napakapit siya sa mga balikat ko at patuloy na tinatanggap ang mga ulos ko habang nakikipag sipsipan ng mga labi at dila saakin.

“More, I’ll cum soon.. ahh.. honeey..” I groaned at what he called me. Hinugot ko ang naghuhumindig kong alaga sa loob niya at umupo sa sahig ng bathroom. He looked at me bewildered.

“Ride me, make me cum baby.” Utos ko at agad siyang sumunod. He sat on my dick, his back facing me and he started grinding first before bouncing his whole body to ride me.

I gripped his waist to support him. Nanggigigil na kinagat kagat ko ang balikat at leeg niya habang patuloy niyang sinasakyan ang katigasan ko.

“Fvck, more baby, c’mon fvck me more. I’m cumming.“ He cried in pleasure and did what I said. Hinawakan ko ang naninigas niyang alaga, I worked on it while he rides me. I keep hissing. It feels so good and I’m really reaching my peak and when I was about to cum, Gustav squirted on top of me.

I watched as his body shook and his face scrunched into pain and pleasure. Fvck, that was the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.

“Aaahh.. Hoon.. ” My mouth was wide open as I cum inside him. I moved my face closer to his nape and buried my face there.

“Fuuuck, ahh..” I emptied myself inside him and he was whimpering.

Ilang minuto kaming naghabol ng hininga bago siya tumayo at nahugot ang alaga ko sa loob niya. We both groaned. Tumayo na rin ako at inalalayan siya dahil nanginginig pa rin siya. I grinned at him.

“You squirted, that was so hot—”

“Shut up,“ He glared at me and I smiled contentedly and claimed his lips. Can’t believe he just did that. Didn’t even know male can do that.

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Chapter 19

Malec’s

The three of us decided to have lunch inside the hotel. The hotel first floor is a restaurant and Javi said the food here is the best. My brother wanted to eat seafood but I remembered that Gustav is allergic to shrimp so I just ordered meat. Of course my brother had to annoy me about it.

“He’s just allergic to shrimps, not to the whole sea, Kuya.” He sassily said. I rolled my eyes at him and cut the steak into pieces for Gustav. Pinanuod niya akong gawin iyon ng may pandidiri sa mukha. “Iw, are you this romantic, Alexander?”

“Yes, Alexius. Shut the fvck up and eat your food.” Tinapik ako ni Gustav na kanina pa mukhang naiilang. Kanina ko pa din siya napapansin na titig na titig sa kapatid ko.

“You can order him some seafood, and no cussing at the table please.“ He smiled at us and I just stared at him for a second. He looks uncomfortable. Is he not okay about my brother joining us for lunch? I frowned. Gustav is not like that. I wonder what’s wrong.

I glance at Alexius and he’s just observing us.

“Go order what you want.“ I told him. He grinned and stood up to order his food. I glance at Gustav and his eyes are fix on Alexius.

“What’s wrong? Are you not comfortable around my brother?“ He whipped his head towards my direction and quickly shook his head.

“Not that, he just reminds me of Guston.” He said and faintly smiled before chewing on his food. He glance at me and put something on his fork before giving it to me. I looked at it and it’s a piece of steak. I opened my mouth and bite on it.

“The food is great. Bigla ko tuloy na-miss mag luto.” Napangiti ako sa sinabi niya.

“I miss your cooking skills too, cook for me when we get back to the city.” He just timidly nod at what I said and continue eating.

“This is the real food you should eat in an island, Kuya.” Si Alexius habang may dala-dalang isang plato ng ibat-ibang seafoods. It’s all steamed with corns, potatoes and sauce with it. It looks good. Lihim akong napangiti nang makitang nakatingin doon si Gustav. He looks like he wants it but he knows he shouldn’t. I saw him pout and bite on his steak. I chuckled.

“Where should we go after eating, Kuya?” I frowned at Alexius when he said that with his mouth full of food.

“Don’t talk while your mouth is full.” Nagkatinginan kami ni Gustav dahil sabay namin iyong sinabi. I chuckled.

“You’re not going with us, Alexius. You’re going back to the city.“ I told him and he raised his eyebrows to me.

“I’m not talking to you, I’m talking to him.“ Itinuro niya si Gustav na gulat na napalingon saamin. Nilunok niya ang kinakain bago nagsalita.

“How old are you?” Iyon ang unang tanong ni Gustav. He glance at me. “He looks underage, how can he travels alone?”

“I’m fifteen and a genius at that, Kuya— what’s your name again?” Naunahan ako ni Alexius sumagot. I glared at him and face Gustav who’s eyeing my brother. Alexius is doing the same.

“He’s fifteen but he’s in college, he’s a genius but also childish. He often follows me whenever I go out of town. He’s annoying.” I said that while glaring at Alexius who’s looking at me funny.

“Hmm, I’m Gustav Batalier, you can call me Kuya Stav or Gus. May I ask you a favor, Guston?“ Pareho kaming natigilan sa pangalang ginamit niya para tawagin si Alexius. No one calls him that except our mother. I know I told him his second name but he’s known as Alex or Alexius. I stared at Gustav face. Does he miss his brother so much?

“Yeah, what is it?” Mukhang nailang si Alex. I chuckled. It’s rare to find him awkward because his skull is thick.

“Can you start using ‘po’ and ‘opo’? You sound like you’re talking to someone your age, that’s not good.” Nakagat ko ang labi para pigilan matawa nang makitang namula ang mga tenga ni Alex dahil sa sinabi ni Gustav. He’s embarrassed. This is epic. Minsan lang makaramdam ng hiya ang kapatid ko and it’s amusing to see him all embarrassed because of my baby.

“O-Okay… po.” I throatily laugh at the way he said it. Tinapik ako ni Gustav at tiningnan naman ako ng masama ni Alexius.

“That’s more nicer to hear. We should go snorkeling later, if the two of you want to.” Alexius and I both yelled ‘Yes’ at what he said. We’re both excited. I glance at Gustav and I caught him staring at me. I grinned at him and winked before puckering my lips towards him. He rolled his eyes and we both chuckled.

———

Snorkeling is fun, I wanted to enjoy my time alone with my baby but Alexius is all over me.

“Can you get off? I swear I will drown you if you don’t get off me.” Naiinis kong banta sakanya but he just shook his head and stare at Gustav who’s away from us. Medyo malayo na ang pwesto niya saamin, magkasama kami kanina pero ang gaslaw ni Alexius sa tabi ko kaya siguro siya lumayo-layo. I sighed and glared at Alexius.

“Why are you staring at him so much? Can’t believe that I catch a big beautiful fish?” Umiling si Alexius sa sinabi ko. Nakatitig pa rin siya kay Gustav na mukhang wala sa sarili. I was about to call him but he dived into the sea water. 

“Kuya, he look so familiar, I swear I’ve seen him somewhere before.” Nilingon ko si Alexius nang sabihin niya iyon. Nakayuko ang ulo niya kaya alam kong may inaalala siya.

“Where?” I curiously asked.

“I dunno, can’t remember.” I rolled my eyes at what he said.

“Don’t fool me, I know you remember, you’re not called genius for nothing.” Why is he lying to me? He doesn’t often lie to me, he actually always tell me everything he knows. Gustav and Alexius is acting weird since earlier and it’s frustrating me. Kanina pa ako kinakabahan sa hindi ko malaman na dahilan. Wala naman masamang nangyari pero bakit nakakaramdam ako ng kaba? This is so weird.

“I can’t believe you swing that way, Kuya. Last time I saw you, you were playing carnal games with a lot of women.” I frowned at him. Iniba niya bigla ang usapan. I sighed and moved myself away from him.

“I’m not gay, I just love that guy.” Turo ko kay Gustav na umahon na. Tinapik ko si Alexius bago lumangoy palapit sa small yacht na naghatid saamin sa gitna ng dagat. Umahon na rin ako at hinubad ang mga suot kong snorkeling gear bago nilapitan si Gustav na nagpupunas ng twalya sa ulo.

I grabbed his hands with the towel at ako na ang nagpunas sa buhok niya. He looked at me when I finished drying his hair. Inabutan niya rin ako ng towel.

“Is everything okay?” Pasimpleng tanong ko. Gustav smiled at me and nod.

“Hmm, why did you leave your brother alone?” Sinulyapan niya si Alexius pero hindi na namin ito makita. He’s probably under the water.

“He’s an athlete, he can take care of himself don’t mind him.” I gave him a warm smile and embraced him. “Baby, I don’t feel so good.” Pag amin ko. He tried to look at me but I embraced him tightly.

“Why? Are you sick?” I shook my head at his question.

“Not really, I just feel nervous, I don’t know why.” Kumawala siya sa yakap ko at kinunutan ako ng noo.

“Maybe it’s the cold, should we go back to the cabin?” Umiling ako at lumingon sa langit. Malapit na lumubog ang araw.

“The sunset is coming, we can take a shower again, get dressed and watch the sunset together. You like sunrise and sunset, right?” Alok ko. Ngumiti siya at tumango.

Ganon nga ang ginawa namin. Naligo kami sa bathroom na mayroon ang small yacht na inarkilan namin at nag bihis. Pagkatapos ay sabay kaming umakyat sa bow deck para panuorin ang papalubog na araw.

Umahon na rin si Alexius sa dagat at mukhang mag babanlaw na. I ignored him and just followed Gustav who walk towards the deck railings.

I smiled and embraced him from behind. We waited for the sun to set with a smile. It feels peaceful for a moment.

“I usually compare people to a sunset,” Mahina ang boses na ani ni Gustav. I glance at his face and he has a small smile on his face. “A sunset is not a rare commodity, they come and go every night.” Nilingon niya ako.

“But when you came, I was hoping that you aren’t one of the sun sets that will come and go.” I couldn’t entirely understand what he’s trying to say but I assumed it that he doesn’t want me to go. I grinned at him and captured his lips before saying the words I badly wanted to tell him.

“Baby, I love you, I love you so much.” My heart is beating so fast I think I won’t hear it if he says something. Magkahalong kaba at excitement ang nararamdam ko sa magiging sagot niya. “I don’t know how to properly confessed my love for you, baby, I think I just said it so dry and lame but I really mean it.”

I gulped and waited for him to react to what I just said. I watched as he stared at my eyes for a second before faintly smiling. Gusto kong mapakunot ng noo dahil walang nagbago sa mga mata niya. The way he’s looking at me, parang inaasahan niya nang sasabihin ko iyon. He looked back at the sunset and took a deep sigh.

“The sunset is beautiful, isn’t it?” Mahinahon ang boses niyang sabi habang nakatingin pa rin sa papalubog na araw.

Natulala ako sa sinabi niya. My excitement died down and I felt nothing but confusion.

Where the hell did I fucking go wrong?

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feeling ko ang dry 😩

Chapter 20

Gustav’s

Nanghihina akong umupo sa kama namin ni Malec dito sa cabin na tinutuluyan namin dito sa isla.

Hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman ko pagkatapos ng sinabi ko kanina kay Malec. Tinatapos ko na ang kung ano mang namamagitan saamin ngayon. Hindi na dapat pa ito lumalim.

Nang makasama ko kanina ang kapatid ni Malec ay natauhan ako. Paano kung tama nga ang hinala ko na magkapatid kami ni Malec? Malakas ang kutob kong hindi kami magkadugo kaya kahit na naghihinala na ako at nalaman kong tunay niyang ina si Gwen na siya ring mama ko ay nagpatuloy ako sa pakikipag relasyon sakanya. Ilang beses pa nga may nangyari saamin bago ako natauhan ngayon.

Napabuntong hininga ako. Aaminin ko na nanghihinayang ako sapagkat wala pa mang opisyal na pangalan ang relasyon namin ni Malec ay kailangan ko na iyong tapusin. Sana lang ay mali ang hinala ko na magkadugo kami at kapatid ko silang dalawa ni Alexius. If ever my assumption is right, we’re all fvcking doomed.

Nanghihina pa rin ako dahil sa mukha kanina ni Malec habang sinasabi ko ang katagang nagtatapos sa relasyon namin. He looks confused and disappointed, he looks lost. Mukhang hindi nito mawari kung bakit ko iyon sinabi at kung bakit kailangan ko iyon sabihin. I sighed again before standing up and started packing my clothes and stuff.

I should go back to the city, hindi na dapat ako mag tagal dito dahil kilala ko si Malec, siguradong gagawa iyon ng paraan para makuha nito ang gusto at ako iyon, alam kong malaki ang posibilidad na mapa-payag niya ako sa mga gusto niya kaya kailangan ko lumayo.

I started packing all of my stuff and was about to leave the cabin when the door sprung free and Malec entered and his eyes darted on me. Seryosong-seryoso ang mukha at mga titig niya saakin na ikina-lunok ko.

“Where are you going?“ Iyon ang una nitong ani habang palapit saakin. Napaatras ako at umiwas ng tingin.

“Home.“ Iyon lang ang sagot ko dahil parang nanuyo ang lalamunan ko sa klase ng pagtitig niya saakin.

“Don’t leave, we should talk. Enlighten me, baby.” Napasinghap ako nang tuluyan siyang makalapit saakin at hawakan ako sa bewang. Hindi pa rin ako tumitingin sa mukha niya at mabilis akong lalayo sana pero mahigpit ang hawak niya saakin. “I need an explanation.”

“I just don’t want to be with you anymore. I’m done, I don’t want a relationship with you.” Halos hindi humihinga ko iyong sinabi. I heard him groaned. He suddenly pinched my chin and made me look at him. Napalunok ako nang magkatitigan kami. Galit at lungkot ang nakikita ko sa mga mata niya habang magkatinginan kami. Nanghihina ako sa mga titig niya na parang may hinahanap siyang sagot sa mukha ko kaya’t napakapit ako sa mga braso niya.

“I don’t believe you, I know you also want me baby, don’t fool me.” He said that with his deep voice. Pinilit kong umiwas ng tingin sakanya at inalis ang kamay niya sa baba ko. He’s right, I want him but I have fvcking problems that I can’t tell him.

“If I want you then I’ll be with you, but I’m telling you we should stop this, I don’t want any of this anymor— Ah!” Napahiyaw ako nang bigla niya akong itulak pahiga sa kama. Kinakabahan akong napatitig sa galit niyang mukha na ikinakabog ng dibdib ko.

“Just yesterday you told me that you want to know more about me, that we should go know about each other deeply before we put a label in our relationship, and then what? You don’t want any of this anymore?” Nanggigigil ang tono niya na lalo kong ikinakaba. This is it, eto ang dominanteng Malec na kilala ko. Kumabog ng sobra ang dibdib ko habang nakikipag titigan sakanya.

“Tangina, Gustav. I was willing do anything just to be with you but what? You’re just going to leave me now? Not fair, baby.”

“M-Malec!” Takot na hiyaw ko nang magsimula siyang mag hubad ng suot na damit. Umatras ako habang naka higa pa rin sa kama dahil sa pagkakatulak niya kanina saakin.

Sumampa siya sa kama at mabilis akong kinubabawan nang wala na siyang saplot na mabilis kong ikinapiglas pero dinakip niya ang dalawang kamay ko at itinaas iyon sa uluhan ko gamit lamang ang isang kamay. I whimpered. Sa hindi ko malamang dahilan ay bukod sa takot at kaba kong nararamdaman ay nag-iinit din ang katawan ko na ikinapula ng tenga ko. He’s being evil but I still think it’s hot, what the fuck I must be out of my mind.

“You don’t want any of this anymore?” Nang uuyam niyang ani sa tenga ko mismo na ikinanginig ko. “Doesn’t seem like it.” Nanlaki ang mata ko nang kapain niya ang buhay na buhay kong alaga na nakatago pa sa short ko.

“Malec please, d-don’t do this please, hm?” Pinalambot ko ang boses ko at nakikiusap na tumingin sa galit niyang mga mata. If I let him do me now while he’s really angry at me, I know he’ll go full strength on fvcking me and I’m a bit scared of that.

“I just don’t wanna lose you, baby. Fvck anyone, I will have you.”

“Ahh..” Napa ungol ako nang marahas niyang sapuin ang naninigas kong alaga, hindi rin nagtagal at inangkin niya ang mga labi ko na hindi ko napigilang tugunan dahil sa sarap ng pagkakahalik niya saakin. Napamura ako sa isip. I’m such a whore. A whore for him.

Napaigtad ako nang marahas niya ulit himasin ang pagkalalaki ko na kanina pa nagwawala dahil sa mga hawak niya saakin. Even tho he’s being mad and rough at me now, my body still respond to him and my whole being seems not to care about anything whenever he starts touching me. This is crazy.

“Ahhh! No-no! Ahh..” His kisses started going down my neck, collar bone down to my clothed chest. Napakagat ako sa labi nang kagat-kagatin at sipsipin niya ang utong ko na nasa loob pa ng suot kong shirt.

He didn’t waste time and started undressing me. Napahinga ako at hinayaan lang siya. Just one more time, one more time and I’m gonna go away from him.

“Ahh!” Marahas niyang hinubad ang mga saplot ko at pareho kaming napalunok, ako habang nakatitig sa gutom niyang mukha at siya habang nakatitig sa hubad kong katawan na ilang beses niya nang napagsawaan.

”What a beauty. You don’t understand how much I adore you, baby. I’m going crazy.” Mahina niya iyong sinabi bago yumuko at nilantakan ang mga labi at utong ko. Napakapit na lamang ako sa buhok niya habang patuloy siya sa pag sipsip sa dibdib ko. He will get it bruised and swollen again like how he always wants it.

Pinigilan ko ang mapaungol nang ibinaba niya ang ulo niya sa tapat ng naghuhumindig kong alaga. He grasp both of my legs and parted it while his head is in between. Titig na titig siya sa harapan ko at hindi ko napigilan mapaungol nang dilaan niya bigla ang ulo ng ari ko.

“You’re so wet.” He whispered before engulfing the head of my cock with his warm mouth. Napaigtad ako at napatingala sa sarap nang sipsipin niya iyon. Fvck.

Napakapit ako sa buhok ni Malec nang tuluyan niyang ipasok ng buo ang ari ko sa mainit niyang bibig. I moaned as he suck my cock, even his tounge is teasing the slit on top of my dick.

“Maleec.. Ahh.. H-Hon!” Mababaliw ata ako sa sarap na ibinibigay saakin ng bibig ni Malec ngayon. Hindi siya papigil. He keeps sucking my cock while his hands are grippinmg both of my thigh. He feels so strong, I don’t know why but I’m liking what he’s doing. Pushing me down so aggressively, not letting me resist it. Mahaba akong napaungol.

“Why did you say that, baby.” Ani ni Malec sa gitna ng ginagawa niya saakin. “You love me but you’re letting me go? Why?” He added.

“Hmp!” Tanging ungol ang naisagot ko sakanya. He was asking but he keeps sucking my cock. How can I answer him?

Hindi niya ako tinigilan. Pagkatapos ng ginawa niya sa gitna ko ay pinada niya ako at doon ako marahas na ninakawan ng lakas. He fvcked me roughly, different positions, all night long. He punished me aggressively, he even face fucked me until I couldn’t keep up anymore. It was fvcking hot.

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NAgising ako nang nakayakap pa rin saakin ang hubad na katawan ni Malec. Pareho kaming walang damit na suot at ramdam na ramdam ko ang sakit ng katawan dahil sa ginawa namin kagabi. Sumulyap ako sa orasan sa tabi ko at alas kwatro pa lang ng umaga.

Maingat akong tumayo at nagbihis. Kinuha ko ang mga gamit na naayos ko na kagabi at mabilis na lumabas ng cabin na iyon. I can’t keep doing this with Malec, kailangan ko lumayo sakanya dahil kapag ganitong malapit kami sa isat-isa ay laging sumasalungat ang mga galaw ko sa isip ko.

Nang makalabas ako sa cabin ay nagulat ako nang makita si Alexius na nakahiga sa hammock sa hindi kalayuan. Nakita niya rin ako at lumapit saakin.

“Are you okay?” Tanong saakin ni Alexius. Mukhang hinintay ako nitong lumabas para maitanong lang iyon. Nangunot ang noo ko pero sumagot pa rin.

“Yes, why?“ Nilihis ko ang tingin sakanya dahil may pagkakahawig siya kay Gwen. His eyes and Gwen’s are alike.

“Did kuya hurt you? He didn’t do anything inhumane, right?” Naguluhan ako sa tanong ni Alexius. Why is he asking like this?

“Why would he do something inhumane to me?” I curiously ask. Pinagmasdan muna ni Alexius ang kabuoan ko bago ako sinagot.

“He has anger issues, but it’s not that severe now. Glad he didn’t do anything to hurt you physically, he was so angry yesterday when he entered your cabin.” Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. I didn’t know that he has anger issues? Inalala ko ang mga araw na magkasama kami. I just noticed he’s possessive and a little manipulative but anger issues? Parang wala naman.

“Is that true? Well look like he’s already cured, I have to go, Alexius.“ Gusto ko pa sana magtanong tungkol kay Malec at sa sinabi ni Alexius pero hindi magiging maganda kung maabutan ako ni Malec dito.

“Anger can’t be cured, but sure, you can go. Be careful, kuya.” Hindi ko na pinansin si Alexius at mabilis na naglakad papunta sa hotel building kung nasaan si Javi. I need his help.

€

A/N: Bawi ako next chap. Btw may bago akong story! It’s also

bxb

, sana may mag basa din.

Chapter 21

Gustav’s

Three days. It’s been three days since I came back from that island. Tatlong araw na din ako hindi pumapasok at nandito lang ako sa bahay ni Hyno.

I just don’t feel like going to my work. I don’t know if I’m sad or what, I just feel empty. Magulo ang isip ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang next step na gagawin ko. Should I just go on with my life like nothing happened? Ayusin ko ba ang problema ko kay Gwen? Or should I just go with Malec and don’t think about anything?

Parang imposible lahat.

“You okay? Lovemir keeps asking about you, he also told me Malec is looking for you.” Inangat ko ang tingin kay Hyno. I sighed and frustratedly scoff.

“This is a mess, Hyno.” Sinabi ko na sakanya ang nangyari sa isla. “I don’t know what to do, kapag lumabas ako alam kong kukulitin ako ni Malec. I don’t want to tell him my assumptions without me confirming if it’s really true.” Naiinis kong bulong. Tumango si Hyno na parang naiintindihan ako.

“Then do something so you can know the truth, kung kapatid mo ba talaga yung dalawa o hindi.” Sumulyap ako sakanya.

“How?” I hopelessly asked.

“Ask Gwen, that’s the only-”

“No way, never. I don’t want to talk to that,” I paused and bit my lip. “Bitch.” Singhal ko sa hangin.

“Then forget about it, it’s not like it’s the end of the world. You know it’s all up to you, don’t make things complicated, Stav.” Tumango lang ako sa sinabi niya at lumapit sakanya para yakapin siya. Naramdaman kong nabigla siya pero isiniksik ko pa rin ang mukha ko sa leeg niya.

“I miss him.” Ani ko. He didn’t say anything kaya nagsalita ulit ako. “He keeps calling me so I blocked his number, ano na kaya ang iniisip niya saakin ngayon?”

“We don’t know, but he must be confused. Okay naman kayo pero bigla mo siyang iniwan, syempre malilito yung tao.” Ani ni Hyno. Napanguso ako at napatango. He’s right, ako lang ang may alam saamin kung bakit hindi ko kayang makipag relasyon sakanya sa ngayon. It’s because of my assumptions. Napabuntong hininga ako. Sana ay mali ang inaakala ko ngayon. Malaking kasalan ang nagawa ko kung tama man ang mga hinala ko. If ever my assumption is right, I just fvcking fvcked with my own brother. That’s very disturbing.

“Alam mo ba, yung Alexius, kamukhang-kamukha ni mama- ni Gwen.” Inalala ko ang mukha ni Alexius. “Lalo na yung mga mata niya, kung makatingin, parang si mama.” Mahina kong ani habang pinaglalaruan ang dibdib ni Hyno. I really need comfort right now, halo-halo na ang mga nararamdaman ko. Buti na lang at kaibigan ko si Hyno, he’s a great friend and a great listener. Siguro kung wala siya ay mababaliw ako dahil wala akong mapagsabihan ng mga bagay na gusto kong ilabas. I’m thankful that I have him.

“Do you miss your mom?” Tanong niya. Napaisip ako bago malungkot na ngumisi.

“Na-miss ko ang magkaroon ng magulang, Hyno. Pero kung sakaling bibigyan ako ng pagkakataong mamili ng ina, I won’t choose her.” Nag-init ang gilid ng mga mata ko. Totoo iyon, kung sakaling magkaroon man ako ng pagkakataong mamili, hindi siya ang pipiliin kong ina. Hindi siya mabuting ina, marami siyang pagkukulang at kamalian sa pamilya namin. Alam kong normal ang magkulang pero ang piliing iwan ang pamilya para sa ibang pamilya? Ibang usapan na iyon.

Ako, si Guston at si papa ang nag suffer dahil sa ginawa ni Gwen noon, hindi kinayanan ng dalawa na wala siya at naiwan akong mag-isa. I hate her so much but I’m also jealous of Malec’s family, my own mom chose them over us.

“You will never know her reasons why she chose to do that to your family if you won’t ask her, Gustav. Don’t you wanna know more? Bukod sa pinili niya ang ibang tao bukod sainyo, ayaw mo bang malaman kung bakit niya ’yun ginawa?” Napaisip ako sa tanong ni Hyno. “I’m sure she’s more than just an evil woman, after all, she’s your mother.”

“Kung may gugustuhin man akong malaman, siguro ay kung pano niya nakayanan na gawin ’yun.” I bitterly said and sighed again. Wala sa sariling hinalikan ko ang leeg ni Hyno. Inamoy-amoy ko pa siya at hinalik-halikan ulit. Natigil lang ako ng hawakan niya ang balikat ko at ilayo ang mukha ko sa leeg niya. Napanguso ako. I’m just tickling him.

Natigilan ako nang makita ang klase ng tingin niya saakin ngayon. He seems confused and- hindi ko natapos ang iniisip ko dahil inilapat niya ang mga labi niya sa labi ko. Napakurap-kurap ako at agad siyang naitulak.

“Hyno?” Naguguluhan kong tanong. Is he playing pranks with me? This is not funny.

“Sorry, I just want to confir-”

“Confirm if you still have feelings for him?” Pareho kaming nagulat nang may magsalitang ibang tao. Napalingon ako sa pinto ng kwarto ni Hyno at naroon si Dalton na galit na nakatingin kay Hyno. Napalunok ako. Shit. Nakita niya ba ang ginawa ni Hyno? Napamura ulit ako sa isip. Malamang away to.

“Dalton,” Iyon lang ang nasabi ni Hyno dahil rin siguro sa gulat. Tumayo ako at napakagat labi.

“It’s not what you think, he’s just playing pranks with me-” Natigil ako nang galit na nilingon ako ni Dalton. Natawa pa ito na parang naaasar.

“He likes you, matagal na, you haven’t noticed that?” Singhal niya saakin. Natigilan naman ako at lumingon kay Hyno. Are they playing pranks with me? Si Hyno? Magkakagusto saakin? We’re like brothers.

“Dalton, I’m sorry, it’s not-” Si Hyno na agad pinutol ni Dalton. Fvck. It looks like Hyno and Dalton are husbands and Hyno was caught having an affair with me. This is crazy.

“What, Hynodale? It’s not what I think when I saw you kissing him? Am I really just like my brother to you? Your phase? Is that it?” Naguluhan ako sa mga sinasabi nila ngayon. His brother? Phase?

“Don’t overreact, Dal, it’s nothing! I was just confirming if I-”

“I don’t wanna fvcking hear it.” Tumalikod saamin si Dalton at agad naman siyang hinabol ni Hyno. Natulala ako ng ilang segundo bago naguguluhang natawa. What the fvck just happened?

I registered what the two of them said in my head at hindi ko napigilang matawa. Hyno likes me? Well, it doesn’t seem like it anymore. Natatawang napailing ako. I just witnessed love quarrel.

Natigil ako sa pagngiti ng tumunog ang selpon ko. Kinuha ko iyon at binasa kung sino ang nagpadala ng text. It was Dennis. He’s asking if we can meet because he has something to say to me. Napakagat labi ako at pumayag na rin. Hindi naman pwedeng nandito na lang ako lagi sa bahay ni Hyno para iwasan lang si Malec.

---

“Thanks for coming, Gus. I really wanna tell you something, it’s been disturbing me since we accidentally met in that island.” Si Dennis bago sumimsim sa kape niya. Uminom din ako sa kape ko at tumango sakanya. Ano naman kaya ang sasabihin nito?

“What is it?” I curiously asked. Ngumiwi muna siya bago ako sinagot.

“It’s about Gwen, your mother.” Tumaas ang kilay ko sa sinabi niya. Ano nanaman kaya ito? At bakit parang bumabalik na ngayon sa buhay ko si Gwen?

“Ano iyon?” Tanong ko.

“I just heard it from my mother that Gwen, your mother has two family-” Pinutol ko ang sasabihin niya.

“I know that already.” Alam kong alam niya rin na pamilya ni Malec ang ipinalit saamin ni Gwen. Pero ang hindi ko alam ay kung paano nalaman iyon ng magulang niya.

“Hindi lang iyon, my mom also told me that before Gwen, your father had a different woman first.” Natigilan ako sa sinabi niya. This is what I don’t know.

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Nilagok ko ang bote ng alak na hawak-hawak ko. I’m in Hyno’s bar at naglalasing.

Nalilito ako sa sinabi saakin kanina ni Dennis. He also told me that my father didn’t marry my mom, Gwen. Ibang babae raw ang pinakasalan ng papa ko bago pumasok si Gwen sa storya. Napasinghal ako at inubos ang laman ng bote ng alak.

May nabubuo ng ideya sa isip ko pero ayaw ko iyong tanggapin. Napaka imposible, kung posible man ay napaka mapaglaro ng tadhana. Kung totoo ang naiisip ko ay puro pala kasinungalingan ang mga nalalaman ko. Naiinis na inilabas ko ang selpon ko at in-unblock ang number ni Malec. Lasing na tinawagan ko siya habang naglalakad palabas ng bar. Saktong pakalabas ko ng bar ay sinagot niya ang tawag ko. He quickly said something but I didn’t catch it. Lasing na ako.

“Fvck you and your family, hon. I hope you fvcking vanished, especially your fvcking family. Y’all are a menace to my life!” Singhal ko sa selpon. Ilang segundo siyang hindi nagsalita. He said something again but I also didn’t catch it again.

“What?! You fvcking jerk, you should’ve known better! You shouldn’t have approached me in the first place! I fvcking hate you!” Pinagmumura ko siya at pinatay ang tawag. Dumura ako at kumuha ng yosi sa bulsa ko at nagsindi. I don’t usually smoke pero ngayon ay parang gusto ko pa iyong gawing ulam. I’m fvcking stressed out.

Ilang beses pang tumunog ang selpon ko pero hindi ko iyon pinansin. Naupo lang ako sa labas ng bar ni Hyno at nag yosi. A lot of guys and girls are approaching me but I would just ignore them. May isang lalaki ang lumapit saakin at dahil sa sobrang inis ko ay pinagmumura ko siya. Mukhang nagalit ang gago at muntik na akong suntukin kung hindi lang inawat ng isang lalaki na hindi ko agad namukhaan.

“Are you out of your fvcking mind, Gustav? Paano kung binugbug ka ’non?! Come here!” Nagulat ako nang makilala ko siya. It’s Malec. He’s just wearing a black t-shirt and a faded jeans. Magulo ang buhok at halatang puyat pero gwapo pa din. Matalas ang tingin niya saakin. I also glared at him. Tinalikuran ko siya at nilayasan pero agad niya akong hinabol.

“I said come here! What’s wrong with you?!” Halatang nagtitimpi siya sa inaasal ko. Hindi ko siya pinansin at naglakad palayo sakanya pero mahigpit niyang nahawakan ang braso ko. “Gustav, baby, please. Talk to me, what’s wrong? I miss you.” Biglang lumambot ang tinig niya. I looked at him.

“It’s not just about me, it’s about the both of us!” Singhal ko. Halatang nagulat siya pero inilapit niya pa rin saakin ang katawan niya at humarap saakin.

“What is it?” Parang nagsusumamo niyang tanong. Napalunok ako at nag init ang mga mata ko. “Is it about my mother?” Nagulat ako sa tanong niya.

“H-How-” Pinutol niya ang sasabihin ko.

“I knew from the very beginning that my mother is related to you, baby. I just don’t give a fvck.” Mas lalo akong nagulat sa sinabi niya. Ano? Paano?

“What?” Naguguluhan kong ani. He cupped my face with his hands and stared straight to my eyes.

“I’m telling you I might know what’s bothering you, but honestly, I don’t care even if we’re siblings. I fvcking love you.” Nanlaki ang mata ko sa tinuran niya. What is he saying? He’s crazy.

“You’re crazy.” Ani ko. I still can’t wrap around my head whatever he’s saying. He knows and he doesn’t fvcking care? Why?

“I might be,” Tugon niya at siniil ako ng halik. Agad ko siyang tinulak at nagsimulang tumulo ang mga luha ko. Hindi ako makapaniwalang tumingin sakanya.

“You know and you don’t care? You love me? What if I’m really your brother?! You still don’t care?!” Hiyaw ko. “Halos mabaliw ako kakaisip kung paano ko sasabihin sayo ang mga nalalaman ko tapos malalaman ko lang na alam mo pero wala kang pakialam?! Are you fvcking crazy?!”

“I don’t know everything, I just know my mother had an affair with your father. I still don’t know if we’re really related.” Umiling-iling ako sa sinabi niya habang patuloy na umiiyak. I’m such a fvcking cry baby.

“No, my mother had an affair with your father. Alam mo ang kwento ng pamilya ko, Malec. Alam mo kung gaano ako naghirap dahil kay Gwen!” His face softened and neared me pero agad akong umatras. “Don’t come near me.”

“Baby, hindi ko rin alam ang lahat, hindi pareho ang nalalaman natin at isa lang ang makakapag palinaw nito, si Gwen.” Inilingan ko ulit siya.

“No, what I know is the truth. My mother cheated on my father and chose to be with your family, she left us! At ngayon eto ka! Gusto akong angkinin!” Dinuro ko siya. “You are obsessed, Malec.” Akusa ko.

“What if I am? I want you no matter what, Gustav. I keep saying this is not healthy but fvck being healthy! I want you and I will have you.” Lumapit siya saakin at mahigpit akong hinawakan sa mga braso ko. Nagpumiglas ako ngunit higit na mas malakas saakin si Malec.

“Bitawan mo ko! Don’t touch me!” Pagpupumiglas ko.

“Don’t make me mad, baby. Come with me, gusto mong malinawan sa lahat? Sumama ka saakin.” Kumabog ang dibdib ko sa sinabi niya. Am I really ready to know the truth? Naiiyak ako lalong nagpumiglas sa hawak niya. He’s now dragging me inside his car.

“Let go, Malec!” Hindi niya ako pinansin at pinasok ako sa kotse niya. Nang makapasok siya ay agad niya akong nilagyan ng seatbelt at marahas akong siniil ng halik. I tried pushing him away pero pinanggigilan niya ang mga labi ko ng ilang minuto bago niya nilayo ang mga labi saakin.

“Cooperate with me, I’m trying to be sane here. I’m trying so hard not to lock you up in a room and keep you just for myself, I’m telling you, I can do that.” Banta niya bago ako bigyan ng padamping halik sa labi at minaneho na ang kotse. I looked at him with disbelief.

“You’re really fvcking obsessed.” I murmured. Napaluha ako.

He’s obsessed but why the hell am I not bothered? Bakit parang gusto ko pa itong mga sinasabi niya? I’m fvcking crazy myself.

€

A/N:

Salamat

sa mga nag vote last chap,

ginanahan

akong mag

sulat

hehe.

Magkapatid

kaya talaga tong mga

’to

? Ang

lalandi

kahit nag

aaway

! HAHA

Chapter 22

Gustav’s

Hindi matigil ang luha ko habang papasok kami sa loob ng bahay nila Malec. Kung bakit ako umiiyak ay hindi ko rin alam. Pumipiglas pa rin sa hawak ni Malec, ipanilibot ko ang tingin sa pinasukan naming dalawa. Malaki ang bahay at talaga namang mansyon. I remember being outside this house, noon nang maiwan akong mag isa dahil sa pagkamatay ng papa at ni Guston ay lagi akong umiiyak sa labas ng mansyon na ito. Hinihintay na lumabas ang sarili kong ina na pinili kaming abandunahin. Ngunit ni isang tao mula sa loob ng bahay na ito ay walang lumabas, walang nakapansin saakin. I don’t know if they chose to ignore me or my cries wasn’t loud enough for them to notice.

“Please, baby, stop resisting. Cooperate with me so we can finally confront that woman.” Masuyong ani ni Malec habang mahigpit ang hawak sa braso ko. Kanina pa ako piglas nang piglas ngunit hindi niya ako pinapakawalan. Pilit niya akong pinapasok sa bahay nila at hinihila sa kung saan.

Nakita ko si Alexius at ilang kasambahay na naagaw namin ang atensyon.

“Kuya! What the hell?!” Si Alexius na nanlaki ang mga mata habang nakatingin saamin. I looked at him.

“Help me! I don’t want to be here!” I yelled. Sumulyap si Alexius sa kuya niya bago ulit tumingin saakin.

“Kuya, let go of him. What’s gotten into you? Is your anger issues acting up aga-”

“Shut up, Alexius. Where’s Gwenette?” Halatang inis si Malec sa pananalita niya. Umiling-iling ako at patuloy na pumiglas. Ngunit nagulat ako nang bitawan ni Malec ang braso ko at sapuin ang mukha ko. Siniil niya ulit ako nang nanggigigil na halik. Agad ko siyang tinulak ngunit malakas si Malec.

“Stop it, I just want you to know the truth.” Ani niya nang sa wakas ay pakawalan niya na ang mga labi ko. Ipinatong niya ang noo niya sa noo ko at hinaplos ang pisnge ko na may mga luha. He looked straight into my eyes.

“Please, baby, let’s do this together, hm? Don’t piss me off.” Pagsusumamo niya. Hindi ako nakaimik at napatitig lang sa mukha niya. Hindi ko alam kung handa ako sa mga malalaman ko ngayong araw. I’m indecisive and I feel like my head is going to explode.

“What’s happening?” Kumabog ang dibdib ko nang may marinig na malalim at maotoridad na boses. “What’s this, Alek?” Nilingon ko ang pinanggalingan ng boses. It’s Marcus García. Malec’s father.

Nabaling ang tingin nito saakin at halatang nagulat siya nang makita ako. I didn’t move. I just stared at him. He looks like he knows me.

“Adolfo?” Natigilan ako nang banggitin niya ang pangalan ng ama ko. Dahan-dahan akong humarap sakanya.

“That’s my father.” Wala sa sarili kong ani. Napatango naman siya at nilingon ang anak niya. Magsasalita sana siya nang magsalita ulit ako. “How did you know him?” Stupid. I know I’m stupid for asking that. Of course he must know my father, pero kung banggitin niya kasi ang second name ng papa ko ay parang kilalang-kilala niya si papa.

“Ah, he was my friend. May I ask why are you here, iho?” Napatiim bagang ako sa sinabi niya. So they were friends? I was about to say something again when someone walk out of I assumed, kitchen. Nagkatitigan kami saglit bago nanlaki ang mga mata niya. It was my evil mother.

“W-What? What the hell are you doing here?!” She yelled. Mabilis siyang lumapit saakin at hahawakan sana ako sa braso ngunit hinila ako ni Malec palapit sa katawan niya. Gulat na inilibot ni Gwen ang tingin niya sa sala ng mansyon nila.

Ako, si Malec, Alexius at si Marcus ay nakatingin sakanya habang parang gulat at naguguluhan siyang tumingin saakin.

“What’s happening? Is this kid bothering us?” Nanginginig na tanong niya kela Malec. Hindi sila kumibo kaya tumingin ulit saakin si Gwen. “What do you want? Money? I’m telling you, no one knows about-” Galit na pinutol ko siya.

“About what? About me? About your another family?” Tumulong muli ang mga luha ko habang pinagmamasdan ang mukha ni Gwen. Walang nagbago sa mukha niya. She still look healthy and neat. She’s still the sophisticated Gwen I knew. Naramdaman ko ang sakit at galit sa loob-loob ko.

“I knew it.” Si Alexius. Nilingon ko siya. Alam niya rin? “I saw kuya Stav pictures on mama’s cabinet.” Natawa ako sa sinabi ni Alexius. She kept pictures of me? Hah, what a joke.

“That’s not true!” Sigaw muli ni Gwen. Natatawang tumango-tango ako. Of course, she would deny me. Naiwan niya nga ang pamilya ko, i-deny pa kaya ako sa harap ng bago niyang pamilya? Of course she can also do that. Easy peasy.

“What’s not true?” Si Malec. Sinulyapan siya ni Gwen at umiling bago tumingin saakin.

“Let’s talk outsid-”

“I want it here.” Pinutol ni Marcus ang sasabihin ni Gwen. Napalingon si Gwen sa gawi niya at napalunok.

“N-No, please, let me talk to him in private.” Pakiusap ni Gwen.

“Why? Why can’t it be here? Who is he to you, mama? “ Madiing ani ni Malec. Hindi agad nakaimik si Gwen at lumunok bago tumingin saakin.

“I know him, but he’s nothing to me.” Inaasahan ko na sasabihin niya iyon ngunit hindi ko napigilang masaktan sa tinuran niya. I’m really nothing to her, huh?

“How do you know him, mom?” Si Alexius. Nasapo ni Gwen ang ulo at parang nagtitimpi sa galit na humangos.

“He’s th-” Walang emosyong pinutol ko ang sasabihin niya.

“I’m her son who she abandoned, I’m part of the family she left behind to be in this family. She’s the mother who abandoned me to be here.” Akusa ko. Nanlaki ang mga mata niya at dinuro ako.

“That’s not what happened!”

“Then what happened?!” Galit kong sigaw.

“What is he saying? Enlighten us, mom. Is he our brother?” Alexius glance at Malec and to his mom while saying that. Mukhang alam ko na ang nabubuo sa isip niya. Kung magkapatid nga kami ay nasaksihan niya lang naman ang dalawa niyang kapatid na nagtatalik.

“No! He’s not related to us! He’s no one!” Singhal ni Gwen. Kumunot ang noo ko. She’s not elaborating whatever she’s saying. Halatang nagpipigil siya sa mga gusto niyang sabihin.

“We all knew you cheated on my father, siya ba ang bunga ng kabaliwan mo-” Napaigtad ako nang malakas na sampalin ni Gwen si Malec. Napalunok at nag-aalala akong sumulyap kay Malec na nanguuyam ang tingin kay Gwen. Ganito ba sila mag tratuhan sa bahay na ito? They’re not giving Gwen any respect, kahit katiting. Ngayon lang ba ito o palagi? I bitterly laugh. I can’t understand why she chose this family over us.

“Tell the kids everything, Gwen.” Nagsalitang muli si Marcus. Wala ng emosyon ang mukha niya at ganon din ang magkapatid. Gwen shook her head and I almost bitterly laugh again when I heard her sob a cry.

“You knew everything, Marcus. Please, I don’t want Malec and Alexius to know about this mess. Let me talk to Gustav alone, he’s just confused.” Pakiusap ni Gwen. I swallowed the lump in my throat. I’m hurt of what she’s saying. Bakit kung makapag salita siya ay parang si Malec at Alexius lang ang mga anak niya. I don’t understand. Why does she have to say this? Napasinghay ako sa inis.

Maybe I should really know about everything, because just what like Hyno said, maybe she’s more than just an evil woman. And maybe what I know was all a lie.

“I wanna hear it.” Si Malec na hawak-hawak pa rin ang braso ko. Umiling ulit si Gwen.

“You don’t have to, I’ll tell the important details about it later to you and your younger brother. For now let me talk to Gustav, you don’t have to be involved with this boy-”

“I’m already involved, Gwen.” Nilingon ko si Malec sa tinuran niya. “And what? Important details about it ? That’s how you refer to what you did to Gustav? You ruined his family, his life. His childhood.” Inalis ni Malec ang kamay niya sa braso ko at inilipat iyon sa bewang ko. Hindi ako nakakibo. Hindi ako kumibo. Tinamaan akong masyado sa sinabi ni Malec na sa palagay ko ay kapag nagsalita ako ay maiiyak lang ako. I didn’t say any word. Bahagya akong yumuko at nilunok ang sakit sa lalamunan ko.

I didn’t know that this will hurt like this.

“I didn’t! Wala akong sinira! Kung meron mang nasira dito, ako iyon! I was just trying to help his father!” Nanginginig sa galit na sigaw ni Gwen. I looked up at her. What is she saying?

Nilingon niya ako at may galit sa mga mata niya. She’s also crying.

“I’m not your mother, you’re not related to me.” Madiin niyang ani. “So please, stop involving yourself to this family!”

“What are you saying?” Halos pumiyok pa ako habang tinatanong iyon. Lumunok akong muli. I really don’t understand, and I don’t want to understand.

“Can you fvcking elaborate it already? I’m tired of your bullshit, mom.” Walang modong singhay ni Malec. Hindi siya pinansin ni Gwen at tumitig lang sa mga nagtatanong kong mga mata. She laughed in disbelief.

“Did you hear that? My own son won’t even respect me because I let myself get involved in your family, to your father.” Pinunasan niya ang mga luha niya. “Your father was my best friend, my only friend when I was in college. And Marcus is the love of my life, after college I married the love of my life without knowing that my bestfriend was in love with me. It’s cliche.” Tumulo ang mga luha sa mga mata ko pero hindi napatid ang pagtitig ko sakanya.

Is she serious? Hindi ba talaga siya ang totoo kong ina? Am I really not her son? I don’t want to believe this.

“You were four and G-Guston was barely one when I came in to your father’s life, Malec was two when I left this family to be with your father. He needed me, and I..” She paused and bit her lips to cover her sobs. “I loved him too, at least that’s what I thought, but it was already too late because we’re both already married. Your real mother, Gigi, died that time.”

“Yes, I cheated on my own husband and left my family to be with your father, I thought it was the best decision because I only want to be with the guy I really love. But that’s not how it is, the love I have for your father was not romantically, I mistook it as that and mindlessly got crazy with him, I loved him as my best friend, as the man who always encourage me when I was in college, I loved him as the man who had always understand me despite my wrong doings.” Umiling ako sa sinasabi niya. I can’t believe this. Dahil lang dun? It’s all because she mistook her affection towards my father? Kung ganon, bakit kailangan pati ako at ang kapatid ko ay madamay sa mga kabaliwan nila?

Hindi ko lahat maisip ang mga sinasabi niya. Parang ayaw paniwalaan ng utak ko.

“Napaka tanga ko, oo. Pero nagbabayad naman na ako ngayon dahil sa katangahan na ginawa ko noon ah? My husband and I aren’t the same anymore after that, and Malec won’t even call me mom that often! I am paying for the mistake I did, Gustav! Ano pa ba ang gusto mo?!” Hindi ko napigilang matawa sa mga sinisigaw niya.

“You’re suffering because of your own mistake, Gwen.” I dryly said. My voice is not quivering because of sadness and nervousness anymore, nanginginig na ang boses ko ngayong dahil sa galit. Sobrang galit ang nararamdaman ko sakanya ngayon. Ni hindi ko nga alam na kaya kong makaramdan ng ganitong katinding galit.

“Buti ka nga at eto lang ang inabot mo ’e,” Lumayo ako kay Malec at bahagyang lumapit kay Gwen. She was just looking at me with her wet eyes. “How about my family? My father died, and I’m telling you, you are one of the reasons why he passed. But,” Ngumiti ako sakanya. “He did take part of your wrong doings, pareho kayong gumawa ng kamalian. Matatanggap ko pa iyong iniwan mo si papa kasi alam niyang may totoo kang asawa. Pero tangina, Gwen..” Naramdaman kong hindi na natigil sa pag tulo ang mga luha ko. Lumukob muli ang sakit na nararamdaman ko para sa sarili ko, para sa kapatid ko.

“Bakit kailangan mo kaming linlangin nang ganon? Really? You let me believe- you let me and my younger brother believed that you’re our real mother, you even acted like you’re really our mother. And we did believe that, with no doubt.” Napahikbi ako. Ang sakit lang isipin na naging mabuti din siyang ina saakin at kay Guston bago niya kami iwan.

“G-Gustav..” Was all Gwen can say. Lumapit siya saakin at tinangka akong hawakan sa mukha pero agad akong lumayo at umiling.

“All my life, naniwala akong inabanduna ako ng sarili kong ina, Gwen.” Halos magkanda samid-samid ako sa sarili kong laway dahil sa luha at hikbing pinipigilan ko habang sinasabi ko iyon sakanya. “Was it my fault? Kasalanan ko bang bago ka umalis hindi mo man lang sinabi saamin ng kapatid ko ang totoo? Ni hindi ka man lang bumalik para lang linawin ang mga ginulo mo, wala, umalis ka na parang may iniiwasang sakit mula saamin! Imagine what me and Guston felt when we thought our own mother abandoned us? Imagine our confusion? We thought the world of you, Gwen. Guston thought the world of you. It took everything from us when you left, it was painful.” Tuluyan akong humikbi na parang bata.

It hurts so much. Hindi ko alam na ganito pa pala ito kasakit. Akala ko tama na iyong mga araw na umiyak ako habang tinatanong kung bakit nakayanan ng sarili kong ina na iwan kami. Mas masakit pa pala na malamang wala naman siyang responsibilad saamin, pero iyon ang hinayaan niyang paniwalaan namin. It’s absurd. I feel so pathetic. Halos dekada ang ginugul kong galit sa pamilya ni Malec dahil ang buong akala ko ay pinili sila ng sarili kong ina kaysa saamin na totoo niyang pamilya. Pakiramdam ko ay lahat ng galit, lungkot at mga luha ko noon ay para lang sa wala.

“G-Gustav..” Tinangka niya ulit na lumapit saakin at wala akong naging lakas para lumayo. Lalong lumakas ang hikbi ko, mabilis ang naging buhos ng mga luha ko nang hawakan ako ni Gwen sa mga pisnge ko na basang-basa na. She cupped my face and I felt her warm hands that I didn’t know I longed for. She tried to look me in my eyes and I let her see how hurt I am.

“H-Hindi ko alam, akala ko ay nalaman mo na, akala ko sinabi na sayo ng papa m..” Bigla siyang tumigil at parang may naalala. “Oh my god, he did told me he won’t tell you until you two are already grown ups, but he didn’t get the chance to.” Humihikbi na rin siya. Hindi ako kumibo. Hindi ko alam kung paano mawawala ang galit at lungkot ko sa dibdib. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung may rason pa ba para maramdaman ko iyon.

“I’m sorry, hindi ako nag-isip nang gawin ko ang mga pagkakamaling iyon. I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.” Hindi pa rin ako kumibo. She sounds sincere but I felt nothing but anger and sadness. Hindi ko matanggap.

“Guston, he died knowing his own mother abandoned him. Nang mga panahong namatay si papa at si Guston, ni hindi kita naramdaman-” Natigilan ako at inis na natawa. “Right, I forgot, you don’t have any responsibility to us. We are nothing to you.” Tinanggal ko ang mga kamay niya sa mukha ko. “Thanks for the hellish experience, I guess.” Asar kong ani.

“Gustav-”

“And please, your son,” Sinulyapan ko si Malec na nakatingin na saakin. Nabigla pa ako nang makitang basa rin ang mga mata at pisnge niya. I looked away. “Your son, Malec, has been bothering me.” Bahagya akong lumayo sakanila. Hindi ako lumingon sa gawi ni Malec.

“At least take care of your own son, he said he wanted to own me. He’s obsessed,” It took me everything to emotionlessly look at Malec’ confused and hurt eyes.

“He needs attention, and I can’t give mine.” Lumunok ako at hirap na pinatuloy ang sasabihin. “I played with him to get back at you and he got obsessed, he thinks I really wanted him.” Nakita ko nang mamuo ang lungkot at galit sa mga mata niya nang sabihin ko iyon. Nilingon ko si Gwen na mukhang naguguluhan. “Your son is gay. He’s been fvcking me even knowing I’m involve to you or I might be his own brother.” Narinig ko ang singhal ng ama ni Malec dahil sa tinuran ko patungkol sa panganay niyang anak.

“Babe, what are you saying?” Malec was about to approach me when I shook my head and looked at him emotionlessly.

“We’re really done this time, Malec.”

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A/N: Di ako marunong

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Chapter 23

Malec’s

I watched my Gustav as he leave our house. He looks so hurt and I am too. Seeing the man that I dearly love get hurt by my own mother, it pains me. I didn’t actually know everything, I only found out that him and my mother knew each other and had some issues because of the way he acts whenever I mention mom or whenever he asks about my family. It took me time to actually realized, but with the help of Alexius who told me that he saw pictures of Gustav inside mom’s drawer, I had to investigate and there, I found out what was wrong. Napabuntong hininga ako. I swallowed multiple times to control myself not to follow him. He needs space and even tho I don’t want to leave him alone, I have to, because he might be right, I’m being too obsessed with him.

“What the hell is he saying, Alexander Malec?” Nagagalit na sigaw ni Gwen. Napabuntong hininga ako. Alam kong hindi gusto ni Gustav na sabihin ang mga huli niyang sinabi tungkol saakin, saamin. I know he’s just hurt. Well who wouldn’t be hurt if you found out that you believed a lie your whole life. What happened to him and his family hurt him so much. I just feel so sad that my mom had to do with everything that happened to him and to his family. It angers me too, but I know better than to be mad.

“Yes, I love him.” Tugon ko kay mama. Umiling siya.

“I can accept that you’re gay but I can’t accept that he’s the one you love. Malec, now that you know what happened to us, please, I know you will change your mind about loving him. Did you heard what he said? He just used you-” Pinutol ko ang mga sasabihin niya. Why is she so concern. It’s not that she knows me or Gustav, she just played mother to us but she was so bad at it.

“I didn’t ask for acceptance, and he was clearly blabbering about us because he was hurt. Congrats, mom, you just hurted the person I adore the most.” When will she stop hurting someone I love? First it was Dad and Alexius, and now my Gustav. I only have three important person in my life and she gets to hurt all of them. I despise her, but she’s still my mother of course. She’s still the woman who gave birth to me.

“Malec! Can you hear yourself! You’re in denial, he just used you! Please, not him.” Pinagkunotan ko siya ng noo.

“Why? Why do you not want me to be with him? It’s clearly not because of our gender, is it?” I can’t understand her. I want to cherish the person she hurted the most and she’s against it? I really don’t understand her at all. Earlier she was finally sorry for what she did to Gustav and now she doesn’t want me to take care of him the way I want him to be cherished. She’s crazy.

“He’s the son of the guy I cheated with! You should know better, don’t repeat any of my mistakes! He’s a Batalier, the son of the man who had an affair with me, he’s his blood.” Natawa ako sa mga sinasabi niya. What is she saying? She doesn’t make any sense.

“I’m your son, too, does that mean I also have a cheating woman blood in me? You know what? I actually don’t consider what you did as a mistake, it was your choice.” Pinanlakihan niya ako ng mga mata. Mukhang maiiyak na siya sa galit. Good. I want her to feel the anger I am feeling right now.

“Enough.” Dad interfered. As usual, his words are always short. I hate my father sometimes, he always act like he doesn’t have a say on anything even tho he’s involve. Kahit noong nagloko sakanya si Gwen, walang natanggap na masasakit na salita si Gwen mula sakanya. He’s a gentle and an always understanding man and I hate it sometimes. Understanding why mom cheated was unnecessary, accepting her again in our household after she ruined someone’s family and her own family was unnecessary.

“She doesn’t make any sense, Dad. Tell me, are you actually agreeing with what she’s saying?” Tanong ko. Bumuntong hininga si papa at seryosong tumingin saakin.

“I don’t have anything against your sexuality or the guy you love, he has nothing to do with his father’s choices or mistakes.” I smiled at my Dad’s smart words. This is one of the times I love how understanding he is.

“But, I don’t want you forcing yourself on anyone, Alek. He said you’re obsessed, why did he say that?” Dagdag niya.

“Are you two really going to have a conversation about this?! I don’t agree with this, Marcus!” Sabat ni mama. I bit my lip in annoyance.

“The moment you cheated on my father, that was the time you lost the right to have a say in this family, mother.” Pang uuyam ko. I really can’t stand her. I tried to respect her despite her cheating ass but she just always finds a way to annoy me and lose my respect for her.

“I am still your mother! Quit this madness this instant!” I rolled my eyes at her.

“Gwen, wala akong nakikitang mali sa pagmamahal na gustong ibigay ni Malec sa batang iyon. I’m actually in shock that our son here can love someone other than us, you know he’s a player.” Ngumiwi ako sa huling sinabi ni papa. But I’m happy that he can see that I genuinely love my man, and I’m happy to be with him. I need him. I don’t wanna lose him.

“I can’t believe this! I won’t accept any of this!” Sigaw ni Gwen at galit na tinalikuran kami. Napailing ng ulo si papa bago tumingin saakin.

“You have my support, but don’t hurt that boy, he already had enough of that. Don’t force him.” I nod at what he said.

“I know he loves me too, papa, it’s just complicated for him. I won’t hurt him like that, hell, I was going crazy earlier seeing him cry in pain because of someone that isn’t me.” Parehong napaungot si papa at si Alexius na kanina pa tahimik dahil sa sinabi ko.

“So you want him to only cry because of you? Are you out of your mind?” Si Alexius.

“It’s not like that, stupid.” Irap ko sakanya.

“Dad, he’s actually obsessed, should he get some help?” He ignored me and face papa to ask. I gaped at him. Fvcking unbelievable.

“Help him, he needs your intelligence.” I looked at my father with my shock eyes. I can’t believe this!

“Dad! I know what I’m doing, I have my feelings under control.” Depensa ko. I know I’m a little obsessed but I won’t put my baby in anything that would hurt him or something he doesn’t want. I am maybe a little manipulative but not in a very wrong way, I’m not abusive, I know my limits.

“As long as it’s not too much and your partner can handle it.” Kibit-balikat ni papa. I nod and smiled at my papa. I might not be lucky with my mother but at least I have my father and my brother.

Now all I have to do is to get Gustav back. He’s mine after all.

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Fvck it. Three days is enough. Tama na ang tatlong araw na ibinigay ko kay Gustav para mapag-isa siya. I can’t take this anymore, he wants space and he wants me out of his life but his state is like this? Hindi ako papayag.

I’ve been following him since the confrontation in my family house and he hasn’t been going out until now. Nasa isang convenience store siya ngayon at hindi maganda ang lagay niya.

He’s just wearing pajamas and his eyes are swollen and dark. Tulala siya habang nakapila sa counter, nakaupo pa siya na parang bata habang nakapila. Hawak-hawak niya ang ilang pinamili niya na parang mawawala iyon ano mang oras. He’s not with himself. Pinagtitinginan na rin siya ng ibang tao. I sighed.

It’s hard seeing him like this and not being able to approach him. I can if I want to, but Alexius told me to give him time. Three days is enough time, I will only be okay if he’s okay, but he’s not.

Nasa loob ako ng kotse ko habang pinapanuod si Gustav sa loob ng convenience store na nasa labas lang ng villa niya. Nang makabayad na siya sa mga pinamili ay mabagal siyang naglakad palabas roon. I was about to go out to finally approach him but I noticed a guy following him. Kumunot ang noo ko. Malaki ang lalaki at barbon, mukhang hindi mapag kakatiwalaan.

Napamura ako nang biglang hawakan ng lalaki si Gustav na mukhang nagulat rin. Nag init ang ulo ko nang makitang tuluyan siyang hinipuan ng lalaki. I clenched my jaw and tried to calm myself down. I fvcking want to shoot the guy right now but I know better. Huminga ako ng malalim at mabilis na lumabas sa kotse ko at naglakad palapit kay Gustav na halatang pumupiglas at galit sa lalaking humihipo sakanya.

“Fvck off!” Rinig kong sigaw ni Gustav at tinangkang suntokin ang lalaki pero dahil malaki ang lalaki ay walang hirap nito iyong nasalag.

“C’mon, it’s obvious that you’re gay, and look at you, you need someone to take care of you right now. I can do that.” Tuluyang nag init ang ulo ko nang marinig ko ang lalaki. Gusto kong tutukan ng baril ang lalaki ngayon pa lang pero magagamit niya iyon laban saakin kung makarating man kami sa korte.

“How about you leave him alone, you old horny geezer.” I finally neared them. Lumapit ako sa tabi ni Gustav na halatang nagulat sa presensya ko. Mukhang nagulat din ang lalaki dahil naka uniporme ako ngayon.

“S-Sorry, I was jus-” Hindi ko pinatapos ang lalaki sa sasabihin niya at agad ko siyang sinuntok sa sikmura at mukha. I can’t help it. I just saw him touched Gustav, I won’t let him go untouched when he just touched what’s mine.

“Pumili ka ng babastusin mo, sa susunod na makita kitang may binabastos na iba, you won’t like what I’ll do.” Banta ko sa lalaki saka ko hinawakan si Gustav sa braso at hinila siya palayo roon. Agad siyang nagpumiglas sa hawak ko.

“Let go, I told you, we’re done!” Hinayaan ko siyang makawala sa hawak ko. Agad siyang tumalikod saakin at nagsimulang maglakad. I followed him.

“Are we really done? I can’t accept that, baby.” I said while still following him. He didn’t say anything and just continue walking.

“Gustav, you know I love you, and you love me too, why can’t we be together?” Tanong ko habang nasa likod niya pa rin. I just keep following him pero hindi niya ako sinasagot o hindi man lang siya tumitigil sa paglalakad. Napahilamos ako sa mukha gamit ang sarili kong palad. This is frustrating me, he isn’t talking to me at all.

“Gustav, maybe it’s true, I’m obsessed and I might go crazy if you don’t listen to what I’m about to say right now.” Hindi pa rin siya tumigil sa paglalakad. Mas binilisan ko rin ang paglalakad para makalapit sa likod niya.

“I want you all by myself, I want you to only cry, smile, be hurt, be happy, be miserable and be able to feel pleasure because of me, only because of me. I want to be the center of your life, I want you to depend on me because right now, you’re also my strength, I want you so much, Gustav.” Sa sinabi kong iyon ay agad siyang tumigil at lumingon saakin. His eyes are now teary. He looked at me with disbelief.

“Can you hear yourself? Paano kita tatanggapin ulit sa mga sinasabi mong yan? You think I will like what you’re saying? You think that’s okay?” Humahangos pa siya habang sinasabi iyon saakin. Gusto kong lumapit sakanya but I kept my distance, I don’t wanna scare him.

“I know it’s not okay, but what can I do? I’m feeling something I haven’t felt before, you’re making me like this, baby.” I hopelessly said. Napayuko ako at napahilamos ulit sa mukha gamit ang mga palad ko. I feel like I’m going to burst, I feel like I’m going to explode any moment now. Sobra-sobra ang mga nararamdaman ko sa lalaking ito, sobra-sobra ang mga nararamdaman ko para kay Gustav. I don’t exactly know why and how I am feeling like this for him but I like it that I’m only feeling like this towards him. He’s an amazing person.

“You’re crazy,” Muli sanang tatalikod si Gustav pero agad ko siyang nilapitan at hinawakan sa mga kamay para maharap siya saakin. “Let go.” Utos niya. Deretso siyang nakatingin sa mga mata ko.

“Baby, I might said and feel the most toxic things for you but know that I also long for you, I’m always longing for your love- your affection, I long for your touch, your voice, your smile, your everything, Gustav.” I didn’t expect myself to cry but I felt a lone tear escaped from my eye. This feeling is so overwhelming.

“Do you hear me? I need you, I long for your recognition, love. I know I’m a toxic person but I find myself always trying to be better for you, baby. This is the first time that I’ve felt this towards someone and I know this will also be the last time, so please, don’t shut me too soon, aren’t we going to know each other more deeply? Didn’t we want each other to be part of our lives?” I know I sound so desperate right now but I can’t lose him. I don’t wanna lose him.

“Because I do, Gustav, I want you to be part of my life, I want you to be the only person who will know me more than myself. I want you so much it’s killing me seeing you in this state, baby. Please, give me one more chance.” He was just looking at me and his face expression is indifferent. Napalunok ako. Hindi niya na ba talaga ako gusto? Just asking that myself hurt me so much. Please no, I hope he still wants me.

Hindi siya nagsalita o gumalaw. Nakatingin lang siya saakin. Sumikip ang dibdib ko at napayuko ako.

“Ayaw mo na ba talaga sakin? Will I never be forgiven because of what my family did to you? I’m so sorry, I’m really sorry, baby.” Nilunok ko ang sakit na nasa lalamunan ko. Maybe he needs more time. Tama, siguro ay kailangan niya pa ng maraming oras, Malec. I should not force him. He’s trying to heal and maybe he doesn’t need me right now. I just hope he won’t lose his feelings for me right now, I just hope he will seek for my affection again. Maybe not now, but soon.

Tumalikod na ako dahil mukhang walang balak si Gustav na sagutin ang mga tanong ko. Mukhang ayaw niya talaga ng istorbo sa ngayon. He needs more time and space. Gusto kong matawa. I can’t believe that I can be like this. If this is the old me I won’t even care about his feelings and just force myself to him, but he’s Gustav, the only man I love, the only person who made me madly in love. He’s also the only person who can hurt me like this. Simula nang iwan kami ni Gwen noon ay hindi na ako nasaktan pa sa mga sinasabi o mga ginagawa saakin ng iba, iwan man ako ng kung sino ay alam kung hindi na ako masasaktan o hindi na ako magmamakaawa na wag maiwan, but for me to actually chase Gustav, he’s really fvcking different.

“You said that cringe words and all but you’re turning your back on me right now?” Natigilan ako at agad na humarap kay Gustav na sumunod pala saakin. I gulp looking at his crying face. Napaluha na rin ako nang lumapit siya saakin at hinampas ako sa dibdib. He sob. “I hate you, I hate you for saying all of that, parang sinabi mo na rin na hindi ka mabubuhay na wala ako. How can I leave you if you just said that?” Hinampas niya ulit ako sa dibdib. “Fvck you for not visiting me for three days, fvck you! You said you want to be by my side in every situation I’ll be in, you said you’ll do that even if I don’t let you, you’re a liar.” He glared at me with his eyes full of tears. Hinawakan ko ang mga kamay niya at hinarap siya.

“I’m sorry, I thought you need space and don’t wanna see me. I’m sorry, baby. I won’t do that again. I will always be by your side from now on.” He sob and finally looked at my face. I gave him a consoling smile.

“Malec, I also long for you, I also want to be part of your life, to know all of you, to be only yours.” I felt the happiness in my heart and the overwhelming feeling that made me chuckle and cry at the same time. Fvck, that is so good to hear.

“I love you so much, Alexander Malec. Let’s start again, this time, no more secrets.” Yinapos ko siya ng yakap at tumango.

“Fvck, I really thought you don’t want me anymore, baby. You scared me.” Humahangos ko pa iyong sinambit. Hinalik-halikan ko ang buhok niya.

“Fvcker, aminin mo, ginayuma mo ako ’no?” Umiiyak na tanong ni Gustav. I chuckled.

“I might have done that if you didn’t accept me again.” Biro ko bago hinarap ang mukha niya. Lumuluha siya pero masaya ang mga mata niya at may ngiti sa mga labi niya. God, I love this man so much.

“Gustav, I love you so much, baby.” I affectionately said and claimed his lips.

“Kailangan mo pa akong ligawan ulit, Malec. Bakit pahalik-halik ka na jan?” Bigla niyang sabi nang humiwalay ang mga labi namin sa isat-isa. I looked at his eyes at may nakikita akong kapilyuhan sa mga mata niya. I bit my lower lip. Fvck. Mukhang pahihirapan niya ako simula ngayon. But jokes on my adorable baby, I won’t ever back down especially when it comes to winning him back.

“This is how I pursue someone, baby, I shower them with my kisses.” I said and claimed his sweet lips again. I will never get tired of him.

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Chapter 24

Gustav’s

I’m trying so hard on focusing while chopping the ingredients I’ll use for my pasta but I’m failing. Malec keep staring at me and even tho I’m not looking I can feel it and whenever I look at him he would just wink at me.

Fvck courting me. He isn’t even courting me, umaakto na siyang magkasintahan kami at talagang nagdala na siya ng mga damit dito sa bahay ko dahil dito na siya natutulog simula nang mag aminan kami ng mga tunay naming nararamdaman sa isa’t-isa. It’s been two weeks and he’s also been sleeping here for two weeks already. He’s all over me again.

Do I not like it? No, I fvcking love it that his attention is only to me.

We have talk about our family past issues a little and we both don’t want what happened to our parents affect our relationship right now. We’re not forgetting about it, we just both simply don’t care about it right now. I have suffered a lot with what Gwen and my father did to me and Guston, to my family and I don’t want that to continue, kasiyahan ko naman ngayon ang pipiliin ko. And Malec is my happiness right now. I deserve him. I know I do. And he deserves me too, Malec is also a victim of his mother. I just don’t understand what was my father thinking back then, I still don’t wanna stress about it right now. I just want to be happy with Malec.

“Quit staring, Hon.” Saway ko. I’ve been calling him that endearment for days now because he will sulk whenever I call him by his name. He’s being so whiney and needy these days but I can still manage. I’m adjusting for him because lately, I’m also so jealous with everything and I’m often being a pain in the ass to him. I just can’t help it.

“Can’t.“ Mailkling tugon niya saakin. I rolled my eyes.

“Why? Is there something on my face?“ Tanong ko. He smiled and bit his lower lip to hide his sly smile.

“Pretty, you’re so pretty, babe.” May pilyong ngiti siya sa mga labi habang sinasabi iyon. Kinunutan ko siya ng noo.

“What’s with your smile?” Kunot noo ko. He shrugged and reached my hair with his left hand. Inabot niya ang ilang hibla ng buhok ko na nasa noo ko na at inayos iyon pabalik sa may gilid ng tenga ko. I’m standing in front of my kitchen island and he’s also beside me, sitting. I snorted at what he did.

“So touchy for a suitor.” Biro ko. Of course it’s a joke, we’ve been fvcking for two weeks now. Panliligaw pa ba iyon? Hindi na ata kailangan manligaw. Tsk, hindi niya alam kung pano manligaw. Parang mag boyfriend na nga kami e’.

“What’s that? I’m already your boyfriend.” Tinawanan ko siya.

“Okay, Mr. Self proclaimed my boyfriend, sir. I’ll cook our lunch now, please stop bothering me.” Irap ko sakanya at kinuha ko na ang mga sangkap na hiniwa ko para magsimula na mag luto ng pasta na request niya. He just chuckled and to my surprise, he did behave while I was cooking. Normally kasi ay lagi siyang nakapulupot saakin.

Napangiti ako habang nagluluto. Malec staying here in my house was a good thing, mas nakikilala namin ang isa’t-isa at mas nagiging familiar kami sa isa’t-isa. It’s all great.

Natapos akong magluto at tinulungan akong maghain ni Malec sa hapag at nagsalo kami sa niluto kong lunch.

“Baby, I want you to formally meet my father.” Nabigla ako nang bigla niya iyong sabihin habang sinusubuan ako ng pasta. Tiningnan ko siya at seryoso ang tingin niya saakin. Napalunok ako.

“M-Maaga pa naman, Hon. And we’re still not officially together, so,” I paused and bit my lip. Malalim na agad ang mga tingin niya saakin hindi pa man ako natatapos sa mga sasabihin ko. “I just think it’s too quick, shouldn’t we go slower for a bit? I want us to think everything through, ayaw kong magpadalos-dalos, Hon.” Rason ko. He sighed.

“Okay, but baby, you know I’m not playing, you’ll gonna be with me for the rest of your life so you have to meet my father, forget about Gwen, just my father and Alexius, they’re my family, and will be also your’s in the future.” Namula ako sa mga pinagsasasabi niya. Naubo pa ako. Tangina. Ang bilis-bilis niya naman! Wala pa nga kaming label? Parang kasal na kami kung makapag salita? Grabe. Hindi na lang ako nag komento dahil seryoso nga ang tono at mukha niya. Gusto ko rin naman na iniisip niya na kami talaga ang magkakasama for the rest of our lives. It’s kinda scary and exciting. I mean, alam kong marami pang pagsubok ang dadaan samin, but I trust Malec. Kaya lang naman hindi ko pa siya sinasagot dahil gusto ko maayos muna ang lahat tungkol sa nakaraan ng pamilya namin.

Pinakalma ko ang dibdib ko at nagsalita.

“Yes, too bad I don’t have a family member you can meet.” I was just blabbering but Malec forehead wrinkled.

“I already met your younger brother, Guston. Dinala mo ko sakanya noong death anniv. niya. Remember?“ Napangiti ako sa sinabi niya.

“Then I’ll bring you to my father’s grave too, soon. Let’s ask him why he did that choices back then—”

“Gustav, I told you not to dwell on the past.” I thinned my lips and nod. He doesn’t want me dwelling on what happened in the past because I’ll be just sad, and he said he doesn’t want me sad because of that. Ang loko, dapat daw ay siya lang ang rason sa lahat ng mga emosyon na nararamdaman ko. Baliw din ’e. Pero mas baliw ako at talagang tanggap ko na parang sinto-sinto itong si Malec. I’m such a freak. But I’m enjoying being crazy with him. I really do.

“I’m not, I just want to let something out to him and then I’m done with that stupid past.” Ani ko. Nagpakawala lang ulit siya ng hininga at sinubuan na ulit ako ng pagkain. Sumubo din siya ng kanya at inubos namin ang pagkaing niluto ko.

Siya na ang nag hugas ng mga pinagkainan namin habang nagtingin naman ako sa mga grocery stock ko sa kusina. Paubos na at kailangan ko na mamili.

“Hon, pwede mo ba ko samahan mag grocery pagkatapos mo niyang hugasin?” Tanong ko kay Malec.

“Sure, babe.” Pag payag niya. Ngumiti naman ako.

“I’ll go take a shower then, brush your teeth and changed your clothes so we can go after I’m done showering.” Mabilis kong sabi at tumakbo pataas ng kwarto namin ni Malec. Oo, namin na kasi parang dito naman na siya nakatira.

“Don’t run on the stairs, Gustav!” Saway pa ni Malec pero hindi ko na pinansin. Pumasok na ako sa banyo at mabilis na naligo. Paglabas ko ng kwarto ay nakabihis na rin si Malec.

Lumabas kami ng bahay at sa kotse kami ni Malec sumakay. I was riding shotgun while he’s driving and his right hand is on my thigh. Naka medyo maikling short lng kasi ako dahil pinares ko iyon sa plain brown shirt ko kaya malaya niyang nahahaplos ang maputi at makinis kong hita. I can’t help but to have a hard on because his rough hand just feels so good on my thigh. Napalunok ako pero pinigilan kong umungot.

Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang makarating na kami sa isang malaking grocery store. He just parked the car and we both got out of it at sabay kaming pumasok sa store. Nagsimula akong mamili habang nakasunod lang saakin si Malec dala-dala ang dalawang malaking cart na pinupuno ko ng mga kailangan namin sa bahay.

Syempre hindi nakatakas saakin ang ilang babaeng nadadaanan namin na pasimpleng sinusulyapan si Malec. Hindi ko alam pero bigla talaga akong naging seloso nitong mga nakaraang araw kaya agad akong nainis sa mga sumusulyap sakanya. Napanguso na lang ako at nagpatuloy sa pamimili.

Lumipat kami sa ibang aisle at namili ako ng mga kailangan namin sa katawan katulad ng sabon. Habang busy ako sa pamimili ay bigla akong nakarinig ng babaeng tumawag kay Malec.

“Oh my gosh, Alek?” Malanding ani ng boses ng babae. Lumingon ako sa gawi ni Malec na nasa likod ko lang at nakatingin lang siya sa babae na parang kinikilala niya pero hindi niya makilala. Kumunot ang noo ko. Maganda ang babae pero maliit, pandak.

“Do I know you?” Tanong ni Malec. Parang nabigla naman ang babae pero tumawa pa rin at hinampas pa siya sa balikat. Napasinghay ako. Aba’t!

“Ano ka ba, it’s me! Hanna!” Malanding sabi ulit ng babae. Kumunot lalo ang noo ni Malec at sumulyap saakin. Pinagtaasan ko naman siya ng kilay. Umiling siya at tumingin ulit sa babae.

“Sorry, I really don’t remember you.” Aalis na sana si Malec sa harap ng babae pero bigla itong lumapit sa mukha niya at inilagay ang mga labi sa tenga niya. I clicked my tounge as I watched the girl whisper in his ears. Medyo malakas pa ang boses ng babae kaya narinig ko ang ilang sinasabi niya.

“We have shared bed before, multiple times, it was always the best nights to us.” Nag-init ang ulo ko at lumapit na ako sakanilang dalawa. Nakatingin naman saakin si Malec at agad siyang lumayo sa babae na naagaw ko na ang atensyon.

“What is it, Hon?” Taas kilay ko kay Malec bago sumulyap sa babae na nakakunot na ang noo saken. Bitch. “And who is this?” Tukoy ko sa babae.

“I don’t know, really.” Agad na depensa ni Malec na ikinagulat ng babae. Tumingin ito saakin.

“Are you his younger brother? Oh, don’t mind me, I was just asking your brother for a coffee date,” Nakangiti siyang sumulyap sa naiinis ng si Malec. “Maybe?” Malandi pa nitong dagdag.

What the hell? Mukha ba akong kapatid ni Malec? Ang tanga.

“Are you saying you’re asking my lover to a coffee date? I might be against that.“ Pagtataray ko. Napanganga naman ang babae at ilang segundo pa bago ako tinawanan. I rolled my eyes.

“Excuse me? Are you saying he’s gay? He’s definitely not your lover, are you not right in the head?” Sumulyap ito kay Malec. “Is he for real, Alek? Is he your stalke—”

“Can you shut up? I don’t wanna deal with you, I don’t even know you. Don’t disrespect my baby like that,“ Napangisi ako dahil mukhang inis na inis na si Malec. Good. Hindi lang dapat ako ang nakakaramdam ng inis ngayon dahil sa pandak na babaeng ’to. Ang landi!

Tinawanan ko ang nagugulat na babae.

“I’m telling you he’s my lover, stop bothering him. He might snap and say things you won’t really like,” Lumapit ako sakanya at binulungan siya sa tenga. “You know, he has anger issues. He might slap your ugly face if you keep bothering him, no one will like that, right?“ Pang-iinis ko. Hindi naman agad nakasagot ang babae kaya inaya ko na si Malec na lumayo roon pero bago pa man kami tuluyang makalayo ay sumigaw pa ang babae.

“Fvcking faggot! Disgusting!” Agad akong lumingon kay Malec dahil agad itong humakbang papunta sa babae. Hinawakan ko siya dahil baka makapanakit nga siya. Tumigil naman siya at galit na nakatingin sa babae na nagpupuyos ang tingin saakin. May mga ibang tao na rin ang nakatingin saamin. I clicked my tounge and I was the one who approached her.

“You fvcking whore, just because you didn’t get my boyfriend’s dick doesn’t mean you have the right to make a scene here! Tanginamo, magpatangkad ka muna!” Sigaw ko din sakanya at mukhang nabigla siya pati na rin ang ibang nakarinig. May natawa pa sa sinabi ko pero hindi ko na iyon pinansin at inambahan ko ang babae para takutin at agad naman siyang umatras. I tsked.

“Go find someone you can fvck, don’t ruin my fvcking day with that ugly face.” Inambahan ko ulit siya bago inis na humarap kay Malec at nauna na akong lumakad papunta sa counter. Narinig ko pang tumili iyong babae pero hindi ko na iyon pinansin at tumuloy na ako sa counter. Sumunod naman si Malec at agad na inayos ang mga pinamili namin para ma-punch in na ng cashier na namumula din ang mukha habang sinusulyapan si Malec. Napasinghay ako ng malakas bago kumuha ng ilang box ng condom sa harap ko na nakakumpol sa counter. Ipinakita ko iyon sa nag aalalang nakatingin saakin na si Malec.

“Is this your size?” Tanong ko sakanya. Napakurap muna siya bago nakangiting tumango saakin. I snorted. “That’s what I thought.” Sumulyap naman ako sa cashier at halatang gulat ito sa ginawa at sinabi ko. Inis kong inilagay sa mga pinamili namin ang mga boxes of condom na iyon at naiinis ulit na tumingin kay Malec. Sobrang naiinis talaga ako sa babaeng iyon kanina, dumagdag pa itong cashier. Bakit ba ang daming malalandi ngayon?

“How about lube? Do we still have it?” Taas kilay ko sa nagpipigil ng ngiting si Malec.

“I have a lot, I even have it in my car outside and in my pocket right now. Why? Wanna fvck now?” Lumapit siya saakin at ibinulong niya lang iyong huling sinabi niya. Yinakap niya ako patagilid at hinalikan ako sa leeg ng ilang beses. I’m not a fan of PDA since we’re a gay couple and not everyone understands it pero sa ganitong mga sitwasyon, I just want everybody to know that this man is mine. I tsked at my own thoughts. Pulang-pula na ang cashier na nasa harap namin at hindi na makatingin saamin ng deretso. I rolled my eyes again.

“If that happens again, I’ll fvcking kill you, Malec.“ Banta ko kay Malec na agad na ngumuso.

“Sorry, I think that woman was one of my fvcks when I was playing and still haven’t met you. But I promise, I don’t even remember her. I’m sorry, baby. Don’t be mad?“ Pagsuyo niya pero hindi ko siya pinansin. Nangulit pa siya pero hindi na ako kumibo dahil sa sobrang selos. I’m imagining how he fvcks with women before! He said he was a fvcking man whore before he met me! I fvcking hate it.

Nang mabayaran niya lahat ng pinamili namin ay mabilis akong naglakad palabas ng store na iyon at agad akong lumakad palapit sa kotse niya. Sumakay ako roon at hinayaan ko siyang bitbitin lahat ng pinamili namin at ayusin iyon sa loob ng kotse. Tinulungan naman siya ng ibang staff sa store na iyon kaya hindi na ako lumabas pa. Nang makapasok siya sa kotse ay hindi niya na rin ako kinibo na mas ikinagalit ko. Pinaharurut niya agad ang kotse at mabilis kaming nakarating sa bahay.

Nakaparada na sa loob ng garahe ko ang kotse at lalabas na sana ako nang i-lock ni Malec ang pinto ng kotse. I glance at him.

“Open the door, Malec.” Pagtataray ko sakanya. He sighed and looked at me. Seryoso siya pero halatang nagpipigil na panggigilan ako dahil palagi na lang itong nangyayari. Everytime we go out, palagi kaming babalik na magkaaway dahil selos ako nang selos sa mga nakikita kong sumusulyap sakanya. Dumagdag pa yung pandak na babae kanina.

“Baby, you already know I can’t afford to lose you, why are you still so jealous of just a mere woman who I don’t even know? And those women that keeps glancing at me? I don’t even care about them, you’re all I want, hm?” Pagsuyo niya ulit pero hindi pa rin ako kumibo at iniwas ko ang tingin ko sakanya. I heard him clicked his tounge.

“What is it? Why are you being like this again? Tell me, please, babe?” Hindi pa rin ako nagsalita. I heard him frustratedly sighed. “You’re so jealous for a guy who still doesn’t want to give our relationship a label, baby. Don’t make me mad, tell me what is it that you’re acting like this again, Gustav.” Seryosong-seryoso na ang boses niya. Inis akong lumingon sakanya.

“Fine, let’s be together officially, but that means you can’t talk to any other women that’s been involved in your man whore past. I hate to think that you’ve satisfied them in bed before, I fvcking hate it!“ Naiinis kong sigaw sakanya. Agad naman siyang lumapit saakin pero tumagilid ako para hindi ko siya makaharap.

“Baby, don’t be like this, I’m sorry if I was a man whore before, but they were only my wild phase, that was like a blur to me. I don’t even want to remember or talk to them even if you didn’t told me. You’re all I want now, to them it was all about me, they need to satisfy me and I don’t care about their satisfaction at all, but to us, it’s the both of us, I was an asshole to them but I care about you, I’m gentle to you, am I not?” Mahaba niyang litanya. Napairap ako. Naiinis din naman ako sa sarili ko dahil iniisip ko pa talaga iyong mga nakaraan niya samantalang halata naman na patay na patay siya saakin ngayon. He doesn’t even swing this way before but he chose me since he truly loves me. Hindi ko lang talaga mapigilan ang selos ko. Daig ko pa ang buntis na pinaglilihian ang asawa. I tsked at my own thoughts.

Siya kasi ang una ko sa lahat, it’s unfair that I was not his first. But to think about it, I’m his first and will be the last man he’ll be with. I’ll make sure of that. May mga asungot nga lang na babae noon but I should not care about it anymore, he’s all mine now.

“Baby, I love you so much, I won’t ask you to stop being jealous because I’m a jealous man too, but please, know that I’m head over heels for you, hm?” Tuluyan na siyang lumapit saakin at napaigtad ako nang dilaan niya ang tenga ko.

“Hon,“ Naramdaman kong ngumiti siya habang dinidilaan ang tenga ko.

“That’s the sexy endearment I always want to hear, I love you.” Agad lumalim ang paghangos ko nang may pindutin siya sa upuan at agad na bumaba ang sandalan ng inuupuan ko. Lumawak din ang leg room sa ibaba ko. Napatili pa ako nang iangat niya ako at siya ang umupo sa kinauupuan ko at patalikod na naka-kandong na ako sakanya ngayon. Ramdam na ramdam ko na sa pang-upo ko ang tigas na tigas niyang pagkalalaki.

“Babe, can you give me a blow? Please? I miss it so much.” Napalunok ako sa pakiusap niya. He keeps licking my nape and ear and it’s making me so horny. His deep voice sounds so sexy too it’s making my erect so wet.

“Okay.” Tanging nasagot ko bago ipinagkasya ang sarili para lumuhod sa babang ilalim ng dashboard para mabigyang pansin ang pagkalalaki niya na nasa loob pa ng short niya. Hindi ko na pinatagal at nang nakaluhod ako ay agad kong binuksan ang zipper niya at bahagya kong binaba ang short at boxer niya bago ko inilabas ang malaki niyang sandata.

It’s hot and so hard in my hands. Pinisil ko iyon bago ko dinilaan ang dulo. Agad siyang napaungot sa ginawa ko kaya pinagbutihan ko ang pagdila sa kahabaan niya. He taste so good.

Napahawak siya sa buhok ko nang simulan kong isubo ang kalakihan niya. He’s so long so I can’t fully put it inside my mouth so I settled with the half of his cock inside my mouth. Hindi ako gumalaw kaya’t siya na ang gumalaw sa balakang niya. I let him fvck my mouth while I work my tounge and lips on his erect manhood. I keep sucking him while his cock go in and out of my warm mouth.

“Ohh, fvck, fvck!” Malec moans are so sexy. It never fails to make me so horny for him. Ginalingan ko ang ginagawa ko sa kahabaan niya at bumilis ang paglabas-masok niya sa bibig ko.

“Ahh, so hot, your mouth is so hot, babe. So good, fvck!” Nakasabunot na siya sa buhok ko habang desperadong naglalabas-masok sa bibig ko. His cock keeps hitting my throat but I didn’t mind it and prevent myself to gag.

“Hmm, augh, uh.” Was all the sound I can make while he was dominating my mouth. Nang maramdaman kong lalabasan na siya ay agad kong iniluwa ang kalakihan niya at agad akong patalikod na umupo sa kandungan niya. Nakuha niya agad ang gustong kong gawin kaya’t mabilis niyang ibinaba ang short ko at hinila palapit sakanya ang pang-upo ko. Napahawak ako sa dashboard.

Kumuha siya sa bulsa niya ng condom at lube. He put the condom on before adding lube on my hole and all over his big cock.

“No need to prep it for long, it’s still loose from our session last night, Hon.” Nagmamadali kong sabi. I can’t take it anymore. I want his enormous cock inside me now.

“So impatient, sit on it then. Help yourself.” Asar sakin ni Malec. Napasabunot pa ko sa sariling buhok bago ko iginiya ang kalakihan niya at itinutok ko iyon sa butas ko na kanina pa naghihintay sakanya. Ilang beses ko muna kiniskis ang ulo ng kahabaan niya sa entrada ko. We both moaned at what I did.

Dahan-dahan kong inupuan ang kalakihan niya at sabay ang bibig ko at entrada ko na napabuka dahil sa sarap at laki niya sa loob ko. Tangina. Wala pa iyon sa kalahati pero ang sarap na sa pakiramdam. Nabigla ako nang hawakan niya ang magkabilang bewang ko at paupuin ako ng tuluyan sa kahabaan niya.

“Hon! Oh fvck! Nooo!” Buong kalakihan at kahabaan niya ang nakapasok na sa loob ko ngayon. Rinig na rinig ko ang mabilis at malalim niyang hangos habang napapaungot dahil sa biglaang paglamon ng butas ko sa kahabaan niya. Humapdi ng konti ang entrada ko pero agad iyong napalitan ng sarap nang agad siyang umulos palabas at papasok sa butas ko. Napahawak na lang ako sa dashboard habang umuungol at sinasabayan ang pag ulos niya saakin. I was also moving my hips to meet his hard thrust.

“Fvck! Fvck! Shit! Ahhh!! Hon! Hon!” All I could do was moan as his enormous dick go in and out of me. Mahigpit ang hawak niya sa bewang ko at ang mga labi niya ay nasa likod ko. Kinakagat-kagat niya roon ang balat ko.

“Ohh, ohh, babe. Fvck!” Halos nakayakap na siya saakin habang pareho kaming desperadong gumagalaw para marating ang sukdulan. Ang sarap ng posisyon namin dahil ngayon lang namin ito ginawa sa loob ng kotse. Sumasabay sa pag galaw namin ang yugyug ng kotse pero pareho kaming walang pakialam. Patuloy lamang kami sa ginagawa.

“Hon! More, faster please, I want more! Ohh! I’m near!” Hindi ko na alintana ang ingay ko. He groaned and gave me more. Inilagay niya sa dibdib ko ang kamay niya at hinila ako pasandal sa matigas niyang dibdib. Pareho pa kaming may suot na shirt kaya’t ipinasok niya ang dalawang malaki niyang kamay sa loob ng damit ko at doon pinaglaruan ang dibdib ko. Both of his hands are pinching my nipples while fvcking me hard in my lower and I was a moaning mess on top of him again.

“Fvck! You’re so fvcking tight, babe. Ohh. I’m also near.” Nasa leeg ko na ngayon ang mga labi at dila niya. Doon na iyon naglalaro kasabay ng mga kamay at kalakihan niya. Halos mawalan ako ng boses kakaungol until I was spurting my seeds and cumming so hard inside his car.

“Aahhh!! Fvck! Fvck! Fvck!” Malakas kong ungol nang sa wakas ay narating ko ang nakakaadik na ruruk. Malakas na ulos at ungol rin ang ginawa niya bago niya kinagat ang parte ng leeg ko habang nilalabasan siya sa loob ko. Even with condom on, I can still feel his hot seeds spurting inside me and his enormous cock swelling up inside me. Sabay kaming napaungot nang matapos siyang labasan.

“Ohh, that was so good, baby.” Kumalas siya sa pagkakakagat sa leeg ko at ginalaw ang mukha ko para angkinin ang mga labi ko na natuyot ata kakaungol ko.

We did a full make out session while his cock is still inside me. It feels so fvcking good. It’s addicting. We’ll probably do it again everytime we have the chance to.

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A/N: I’m back,

nagkasakit

ako after magpa vaccine! But I’m ok now. Malec and Gustav is back! Siguro hanggang 35 or 30 chaps na lang sila and I’m done with their story. Kay Hynodale naman tayo.

Chapter 25

Gustav’s

“Can’t believe we’re really officiall now, baby. Kailangan mo lang pala magselos ng matindi.” Asar saakin ni Malec. Pinagtaasan ko siya ng kilay.

“Gusto mo bang bawiin ko? Magtigil ka, I’m not in the mood. My stomach hurts!” Reklamo ko. Bigla talagang sumakit ang tiyan ko dahil sa ginawa namin kanina sa kotse ni Malec. Ikaw ba naman pasukan ng ganon kalaki.

“Still hurts? Should we go to the hospital for a check up?” Seryoso niyang sabi. Tinawanan ko naman siya. Nakahiga kami ngayon pareho sa kama ko. Gabi na at patulog na rin kami dahil nakakain na rin kami ng hapunan.

“Ano naman sasabihin ko sa doctor? Na may ipinasok ka saken kaya nanakit ’to?” Tawa ko. Ngumiwi naman siya at inilapit ang katawan niya saakin. He’s hugging me with his strong arms.

“Why not? They’re professionals.” Rason niya pa. I chuckled and pinched his nose.

“No need, I can manage, and I’ve read somewhere that this is sometimes normal to gay couples especially if we’re sexually active, thought only the one who’s on the receiving end will suffer. It’s hard bottoming, you know.” Nguso ko. Ngumiwi ulit siya at hinalikan ako sa noo.

“I won’t say I won’t be hard on doing it with you again because we both know we like it hard and rough, but I’ll ask if you want me to bottom for you too?” Nagulat ako sa huli niyang sinabi. Napakurap ako at inimagine ang sinabi niya. Him? Being a bottom? His mascular body under my feminine body? Hindi bagay at hindi rin ako marunong mag top!

“Nah, I like how it is right now.” Ngiti ko. Ngumiti naman siya at hinalikan ako sa labi.

“Good, because I don’t think I can bottom too.” I snorted. That’s what I thought.

We both gave each other a kiss on the lips and cuddled until we fell asleep.

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Maaga akong pumasok sa trabaho at ganon din si Malec. The restaurant is so busy at talaga namang pagod na ako hindi pa man sumasapit ng hapon. Tanghali pa lang ay halos manginig na ang kamay ko sa pagod. Maraming tao sa baba at sa taas ng restaurant, and a lot of them are ordering foods that I specialize, so a lot of work is on me right now.

Napabuga ako ng malalim na hininga nang matapos kong maluto ang mexican foods na in-order ng grupo ng mga businessmen sa itaas ng restaurant. Ang dami noon at pati mga staffs ko ay napagod rin.

“Paulo, can you cook this pasta for me. I need a 15 minutes break.” Utos ko kay Paulo na hindi pa masyadong pagod. Pumayag naman siya kaya lumabas na ako sa kusina at pumunta sa office ni Lovemir. Nandoon siya at sinulyapan lang ako nang makapasok ako. Nagbabasa siya ng kung ano. Napangiwi ako at hinubad ko ang suot kong uniform.

“Today is so hassle, ano bang meron?” Reklamo ko sakanya. Ibinaba niya naman ang binabasa niya at lumapit saakin. Nakaupo na ako sa couch na narito sa office niya. Tumabi siya saakin at inabutan ako ng malamig na tubig.

“Ngayon kasi yung opening ng building jan sa tapat, dami ngang mga businessman ngayon dito.” I snorted. Bakit hindi na lang sila nagpa catering? But well, we can’t say no to money.

“Ahh! I’m so tired!” Nag-unat ako ng katawan.

“Kamusta kayo ni Hyno? Hindi ko na siya nakikita, he isn’t contacting me too.” Nilingon ko si Lovemir dahil sa sinabi niya.

“He texted me last week saying he’s in a vacation with his man, busy siya.” Ani ko at kinuha ang selpon ko para mag text kay Malec. I texted him not to skip his lunch and come pick me up later.

“Malec told me the two of you are already official?” Biglang sabi ni Lovemir. Binitawan ko naman ang selpon ko at tumango.

“Yeah, kahapon lang. May I ask you something, Love?” Ngiti ko sakanya. Kumunot naman ang noo niya at tumango.

“Ikaw lang ba ang kaibigan ni Malec?” I’m really curious about this for a very long time na. Si Lovemir lang kasi ang na-meet kong ka-close niyang kaibigan. May mga kakilala naman akong na-meet na pero si Lovemir ang pinaka close niya.

“Hmm, he’s actually not friendly and trusting, when his mother left him, he doesn’t trust and give love that easily anymore. I’m his only friend that he fully trust,” Nakagat ko ang labi ko sa sinabi niya. Of course Malec also got affected of what Gwen did back then, why did I only think of my sufferings? Napabuntong hininga ako. He doesn’t give love that easily but he’s always all over me ever since I met him. Seriously, ano bang nakita niya saakin? I’m just a sexy stubborn fragile ass. Thought I’m lucky he’s already my boyfriend now. He’s a love sick fool when it comes to me and I am too.

“Gustav, hindi ka na papakawalan ni Malec, I can see he truly loves and treasure you. Be ready You don’t know him when he’s in love..” Banta sakin ni Lovemir. Ngumisi naman ako.

“Dapat lang na hindi niya na ko pakawalan, I won’t let him go that easily too. He promised me we will stay together for a long time, I’ll sue him if he changes his mind.” Ngisi ko pero agad iyong nabura at mabilis kong binaling ang ulo ko kay Malec. I frowned at him.

“What do you mean I don’t know when he’s in love? May iba ba siyang ginanto noon? A past lover he truly loves? I thought he was just a man whore before?” Usisa ko habang nakataas ang isang kilay kay Lovemir. He rolled his eyes before answering me.

“Relax, wala siyang ginanto noon, I just know how will he be right now that he’s in love. I still can’t believe he’s with a guy, tho. Just imagine my shock when he told me he likes you? I was mad shock, but I instantly knew he truly likes you that moment, I mean, you bended him.” Nakataas pa rin ang kilay ko sakanya kahit tapos na siya sa litanya niya.

“Of course he loves me, I mean, nag-iisa lang ako, Lovemir. Hindi na siya makakahanap pa ng katulad ko.” Yabang ko sakanya at tumayo na para bumalik sa kusina. Inilingan niya lang ako at tumatangong ngumiti rin.

“Gotta go, busy day.” Paalam ko kay Lovemir at bumalik na sa kusina. Maghapon akong nagtrabaho at nang sumapit ang alas tres ay tapos na ang duty ko. Nag request talaga ako na maagang lumabas dahil may pupuntahan kami ni Malec.

I dialed his number and he immediately picked it up.

“Hi, baby.” Bungad niya saakin. Ngumiti ako kahit na hindi niya naman nakikita. Ang gwapo talaga ng boses kahit sa tawag.

“Hi to you, too. Are you done with your work? If you’re already done please come pick me up.” Pakiusap ko. Narinig ko naman siyang natawa.

“Of course, kanina pa nga ako naghihintay ng tawag mo. I’m coming, wait for me.” Narinig ko ang kotse niya. Mukhang nasa loob na siya ng kotse niya bago pa ako tumawag.

“Thank you, I’m waiting here outside the restaurant, in the parking lot. Be safe.” Tugon ko at ibinaba na ang tawag para makapag maneho siya ng maayos.

I waited patiently for Malec while I’m busy with my phone when someone grabbed me by my arms. Nagugulat kong nilingon ang humawak saakin at agad kumunot ang noo ko nang makita kung sino iyon. Muntik ko pa mabitawan ang selpon ko dahil sa gulat.

“Sylvestre?” Banggit ko sa apelido ni Apollo. Tumingin ako sa likod niya dahil parang tumakbo siya pero wala namang humahabol sakanya. Tiningnan ko siya ulit at naghahabol siya ng hininga habang nakatingin rin saakin. Pinagtaasan ko siya ng kilay. Hindi naman kami magkakilala? I just know his name because he’s a famous businessman, he just also might know me from Javi since I think they have a thing. Ano naman kaya ang kailngan niya saakin?

“What’s your name again?” Iyon ang unang lumabas sa bibig ni Apollo. Pinagtaasan ko ulit siya ng kilay at inagaw ko ang hawak-hawak niya pa ring braso ko.

“Oh, sorry, kanina pa kasi kita hinahanap, I was running kasi baka hindi na kita maabutan.” Ngiwi niya. May konting accent ang Tagalog niya. Mukhang hindi masyadong sanay. “I’m Apollo Sylvestre, can I ask you a question… what’s your name again?” Dagdag niya. Tiningnan ko muna ang kabuoan niya bago sumagot.

“My name is Gustav, is this about Javi or his stepsister?” Deretso kong tanong. Wala akong ibang alam na rason para hanapin niya ako. He’s known to ignore everyone around him if he’s not interested. I’m sure this is about Javi.

“Yeah, Gustav, this is about Javier. I wanna know if you know where is he.” Kumunot ang noo ko. He look desperate about something.

“I’m sure he’s in his island, why?” Inilingan niya ako.

“He left the island, probably because of me, and I can’t find him, can you help me? May alam ka bang pwede niya pang puntahan?” Nag-isip ako sa tanong niya. Maraming kaibigan si Javi dito sa syudad, pero dalawang tao lang ang alam kong pupuntahan niya kung sakaling gusto niya mag stay dito.

“I’ll tell you this since you look lost, dalawang tao lang ang alam kong maaring nakakaalam kung nasaan siya.” I paused and stare at his focused face. Inaabangan niya ang sasabihin ko. Gusto kong matawa. Mukhang tinamaan itong isang Sylvestre kay Javi, but he’s Javi’s stepsister fiance tho? Hmm. “Hyno is out of town so Javi won’t go to him, ask Lovemir, go inside that restaurant and ask for him. I’m sure he knows.” Tinuro ko ang pinto ng restaurant ni Lovemir. Sigurado akong nasa bahay ni Lovemir si Javi.

May sasabihin pa sana saakin si Apollo pero may kotseng tumigil sa harap namin. It’s Malec’s car. Agad siyang bumaba at kay Apollo na agad ang mga mata niya

“Who are you?” Nilingon ako ni Malec at lumapit sa tabi ko. “Who are you talking to?” I rolled my eyes. Selos nanaman to panigurado.

“He’s Javi’s acquaintance, he was just asking me about something. You should go now, Apollo, Lovemir will be out in a few minutes.” Taboy ko kay Apollo na agad namang tumalima. Nagpasalamat pa siya saakin bago kami tinalikuran. Humarap naman ako kay Malec na nakakunot noo na saakin.

“Don’t be jealous, I think he likes Javi,” I paused and bit my lips while looking at Malec’s whole look. Naka unipurme siya ng mga pulis at bagay na bagay iyon sa hubog ng katawan niya, samahan pa na matangkad siya at sobrang gwapo. I clicked my tongue when I felt a knot in my stomach just by eyeing my boyfriend. Damn, I’m so lucky to have him.

“Why are you eyeing me like that? Horny?” Asar sakin ni Malec. Itinaas ko naman ang tingin sakanya at ngumisi.

“Hmm, just the sight of you in that uniform made me so horny. I wonder how will it be when you rail me while you’re in your police uniform..” I teased. Namungay naman agad ang mga mata niya at lumapit saakin para hawakan ako sa bewang habang nasa mukha ko pa rin ang mga tingin niya. Tsk, ang bilis niya talaga kapag sa mga ganito.

“Baby, we can do it the car again. Now.” Alok niya. I chuckled at him and flicked his nose.

“No, you horny bastard. I told you we’re going somewhere.” Saway ko sakanya at nauna na naglakad palapit sa kotse niya. Narinig ko naman siyang umungot.

“So mean, why would you tease me like that. You know I’m a sucker for you, specially to this delectable ass.” Napahiyaw ako nang bigla niya akong hampasin sa pwet. Nagugulat akong lumingon sakanya at nakangisi na siya saakin.

“Malec! We’re outside!” Nagpalinga-linga pa ako ng tingin at buti na lang ay walang ibang tao dito sa parking lot. Pinandilatan ko si Malec na naka ngisi pa rin saakin..

“No sex for you tonight.” I said at agad namang nanlaki ang mga mata niya.

“Noo! Baby, I’m sorry, I won’t do it again, hm?” Agad siyang lumapit saakin at niyakap ako. Inambahan ko siya ng batok at kumawala sa yakap niya

“No, you’re being so naughty, no sex for you. I mean it.” Pinal kong sabi at nauna na pumasok sa kotse niya. Kita ko naman ang mukha niyang parang pinagbagsakan ng langit habang umiikot para pumasok sa driver seat. Nang makapasok siya ay sinuyo niya pa rin ako pero hindi ako nagpadala.

“Drive now or no sex for you for a week.” Banta ko sakanya. Agad naman siyang umayos ng upo at nagsimula na mag drive. I told him where we’re going and he was still hesitant at first but a little kissing made him do what I want. Napailing ako. Napaka talaga.

“Are you sure you really want to talk to her?” Tukoy niya kay Gwen. I thinned my lips and nod. I’ve been thinking about this since the day I met with Dennis before the confrontation that happened at Malecs house. Speaking of Dennis, he’s been texting me but I can’t respond because I know Malec will throw a fit.

“I just wanna ask her something, it’s been on my mind and I want answers.” Sagot ko kay Malec. Tumango naman siya at nag drive na papunta sa bahay nila. Nang makarating kami ay hindi na namin kinailangan pang pumasok dahil nakita namin si Gwen na naninigarilyo sa labas ng bahay nila. Natigil siya nang makita niya ang kotse namin. Tumigil ang kotse ni Malec at sabay kaming bumaba. Gwen just scoffed when she saw us. Lumapit ako sakanya.

“Why are you here? You’re still not done with your nonsense?” Bungad niya saakin nang makalapit ako. Nasa likod ko lang si Malec at walang kibo. He knows this is our issue so he’s silent. I sighed and thinned my lips before asking.

“I just wanna know who’s my real mother, I heard she died before I can even remember her, I haven’t met her and I don’t even know her name.” Deretsa kong tanong. Natahimik naman siya at napahithit sa yosi niya bago nagsalita.

“Her name is Gigi Batalier, she was cremated when she died because of her illness.” Mahinang sagot niya. Napalunok ako at tinatagan ang loob ko.

“Saan itinapon ang abo niya?” Tanong ko ulit. Sumulyap naman siya saakin at napabuntong hininga.

“Kung saan din itinapon ang abo ng Papa mo.” Nagulat ako sa sagot niya. Natulala ako nang ilang segundo kaya tinalikuran niya na ako at pumasok sa bahay nila. Lumapit naman saakin si Malec.

“What is it?” Tanong niya. Umiling ako at ngumiti sakanya.

“Nothing, pwede ba tayo dumalaw kay Papa?” Tanong ko. Ngumiti naman siya at tumango saakin.

“Of course.” Inakay niya ako pabalik sa kotse niya at itinuro ko sakanya kung saan kami pupunta. Pumunta kami sa likod ng isang College University. May malawak na ilog doon at maliit na park.

Naglakad kami papunta sa gilid ng ilog. Malinis ang ilog at malinis din ang maliit na park pero wala masyadong napapadpad na tao dahil sa likod nga ito ng College University at medyo tago. Dito nag-aral si mama at papa ng college, dito rin siguro sila unang nagkita. Inakbayan ako ni Malec habang nakatanaw ako sa ilog.

“Before my father died, he requested to be cremated and he wants his ashes to be thrown here.” Kwento ko kay Malec na lumingon agad saakin. Ngumiti ako at may tumulong butil ng luha sa pisngi ko. “After all what happened, my father still chose to be with my real mother at the end. Maybe he was just really lost when he did that mistake, but nonetheless, no one will know what really is their reason for doing that. We just need to accept it because it already happened and move on.” Lumingon ako kay Malec at tumingala sa mukha niya na taimtim ang titig saakin.

“No more dwelling on the past.” Ngiti ko sakanya. He also smiled and claimed my lips.

“Let’s make a lot of happy memories so you won’t remember any of those bad memories. Let’s do that together.” Sabi niya at muling inangkin ang mga labi ko. Napangiti ako at tumugon sa mga halik niya. I’m so lucky I have this man.

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A/N:

Maikli

muna at medyo boring.

Bawi

ako next chap!

Ilang chapters na lang ’to pero lalabas pa sila Malec at Gustav sa

kwento

ng ibang characters ko dito. Sana may

magbasa

din! And

basahin

niyo din iyong Arken Needs ko! Maganda iyon at medyo iba ang themed dito pero

m2m

pa rin! Thanks!

Chapter 26

Spoiler konti.

A/N: Yan ang suot ni Malec sa chapter na ’to mamaya. Pero hindi yan ang portrayer niya ah kaya I cut the face. Malec is not yet hairy, he’s only 23, even thought he’s a big muscled man, he still look sexy young. I’ll leave

Malec’s

face/looks in your imagination.

Errors ahead.

Malec’s

“Hon, do you think this look good?” Lumingon ako kay Gustav na ipinapakita saakin ang suot niyang cotton short at V-neck shirt. Tumango naman ako dahil bagay naman iyon sakanya. He looks good in everything anyway. Ibinalik ko ang mga mata ko sa ginagawa ko sa laptop.

“How about this?” Sumulyap ako ulit sakanya at ngayon ay nakasuot na siya ng cargo pants at crop top shirt. Tinitigan ko ang suot niya at bagay na bagay iyon sakanya. Where did he find that crop top for men? It looks good on him.

“Stunning.” Maikli kong tugon at ibinalik ulit ang atensyon sa ginagawa ko. Narinig ko naman siyang pumasok ulit sa walk-in closet niya at ilang minuto lang ay lumabas na ulit.

“Look at me, do I look like dumb in these clothes?” Kuha niya ulit sa atensyon ko. Sinulyapan ko siya at napangisi ako sa suot niya. Naka maikling baby blue cotton short na siya at white crop top. His slim waist is showing, also his creamy legs. I bit my lower lip and nod.

“Pretty.” Komento ko at ngumiti sakanya bago itinuloy ang ginagawa kong letter sa laptop. Narinig ko naman siyang napabuga ng hangin at lumapit saakin. Nagulat ako nang hampasin niya ako sa balikat.

“What are you so busy for? I’m here, you won’t give me enough attention. I hate you.” Napakagat ako sa labi nang inirapan niya ako at pinameywangan. I eyed his posture and he really look so sexy with his clothes right now. This is the first time he dressed like this. So girly.

Iginilid ko ang laptop ko at hinila ko siya paupo sa lap ko. Naka boxer short pa lang ako dahil kagigising ko lang kanina. Umupo naman siya sa lap ko pero nagtataray pa rin ang mukha. Nanggigigil ko siyang hinalikan sa pisnge.

“Stop it! Don’t kiss me.” Irap niya pa rin saakin. I chuckled. Ipinalibot ko ang mga braso ko sa tiyan niya.

“Sorry, I’m just writing a vacation leave application.” I reasoned and gave his cheeks little kisses. Tumaas naman ang kilay niya.

“Why do you want a vacation leave?” He asked. Pinaharap ko siya saakin. He straddled on my lap. Naka-alalay ako sa bewang niya para hindi siya mahulog. Nakaupo kasi ako sa gilid ng kama namin.

“So we can go to a vacation, probably at Javi’s island again?” I suggest. Kumunot naman ang noo niya.

“Why? Nagsasawa ka na ba dito na kasama ako sa bahay?” Nguso niya. Umiling naman ako.

“Of course not, but we didn’t completely enjoyed our last vacation in that island. We had issues that time so we should get back there again and fully enjoy it this time. Don’t you want that?” Ipinasok ko ang mga kamay ko sa suot niyang crop top at pinisil ko ang utong niya. Napakagat labi naman siya. I smiled and kiss his cheeks again. Ang bango-bango niya palagi. I won’t get tired of his scent.

“Let’s do that then, but in one condition.” My forehead wrinkled at what he said. Condition?

“What is it?” I curiously asked. He bit the inside of his cheek before answering me.

“I want to do roleplay with you.” Mas lalo akong na-curious sa sinabi niya. Roleplay? I know what he means but what roleplay does he want to act? Pinigilan kong mapangiti. My baby is so comfortable with me now. Asking me things like this.

“What do you wanna act?” I asked. He bit the inside of his cheek again and clicked his tongue.

“This will sound so weird, but,” He paused and looked straight to my eyes. “I want us to act like you’re a thirty year old man and I’m barely 20, you’re a bad police officer in your police uniform, fvcking me with these clothes I’m wearing right now. I’m your young sex slave, Mr. Bad Cop.” Tuloy-tuloy niya iyong sinabi habang magkatitigan kami. I swallowed and registered what he just said in my head. Fvck. Nabuhayan ang dugo ko at naramdam ko ang onti-onting pagkabuhay ng alaga ko. Agad yun dumunggol sa pang-upo niya. Pareho kaming napakagat labi.

“That’s one hell of a kink, baby.” Biro ko sakanya. Tumawa naman siya at ngumuso.

“Well, you really look so hot and matured in your uniform, a lot says I look very young. I really wanna try roleplay with you.” Pag amin niya. Kinagat ko ang ibabang labi ko bago ko siya siniil ng halik. Ninamnam ko ang mga labi niya at tumigil lang ako nang kailangan na naming pareho ng hangin.

“Should we do it tonight?” Alok ko. Nagliwanag naman ang mukha niya at tumango. I chuckled and claimed his lips again. He’s so sexy telling me honestly what he really likes. I love it.

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I’m checking my reflection on the mirror right now. I’m wearing my police uniform but it’s different from what I usually wear. I bit my lower lip and fixed my posture. Kumuha ako ng isang kaha ng yosi at ibinulsa iyon. Nasa bahay ko ako ngayon dahil nandito pa ang mga gamit ko at itong uniform na sinuot ko para sa gustong gawin ni Gustav mamaya.

I finally left the house when I’ve finished fixing myself. I drove my car to Gustav’s house and I can feel my blood pumping in excitement. I know Gustav got himself ready for me.

Mabilis lang akong nakarating sa bahay ni Gustav at hindi na ako kumatok. I have my own keys. Binuksan ko ang pinto at pumasok sa bahay. Bago ako umakyat sa kwarto namin ni Gustav ay kumuha muna ako ng isang yosi at sinindihan iyon. I started walking upstairs while smoking my cigarette. Wala akong marinig na ingay sa loob ng kwarto ni Gustav. Tumayo ako sa labas ng pinto niya at humithit sa yosi bago kumatok.

“Hon?” Binuga ko ang usok nang marinig ko ang maliit pero nang-aakit na boses niya. The roleplay starts now, I guess.

“It’s me, open the door.” I said but it’s quite muffled because of the cigarette between my lips. I heard him move and the door was quickly opened.

I clicked my tongue when I saw him still wearing the crop top and cotton short. Naka paa lang siya at namumula pa iyon. Tiningnan niya ako mula ulo hanggang paa bago siya napakagat labi. He likes what I’m wearing. Humithit ulit ako sa yosi ko bago ako humakbang papasok. Napaatras naman siya.

“H-How’s work?” Kinakabahan niyang tanong habang nakatingala pa rin saakin. He looks really young with his clothes right now. It suits him. Everything suits him.

“Really tiring,” Mabagal kong sagot habang malalim ang mga tingin sakanya. Nagbuga ako ng usok at humakbang palapit sakanya. He didn’t move this time. He stayed still and was just looking up at me innocently. Inangat ko ang kamay kong walang hawak na yosi at hinaplos ko ang gilid ng leeg niya. Napalunok naman siya.

“You want to rest?” Tanong niya. Umiling naman ako habang nakatitig pa rin sakanya at nasa gitna ng mga labi ko ang yosi ko na may sindi. Dahan-dahan kong ikinulong sa malaki kong kamay ang leeg niya. I look like I’m choking him right now. Ibinaba ko ang mga mata ko sa nakaawang niyang mapupulang labi.

“I think I want something else.” Kinuha ko ang yosi sa gitna ng mga labi ko. Naramdaman ko sa palad ko ang paglunok niya habang nakatingala saakin at ang isa kong kamay ay nasa leeg niya. Malapit na malapit ang mga katawan namin sa isa’t-isa. We can already feel each other’s body heat.

“What is it? I’ll do anything,” Ngumiti ako sa tinuran niya. Hinigpitan ko ng konti ang pagkakasakal ko sa leeg niya. He whimpered.

“Of course you’ll do anything,” I paused and gave his sweet lips a peck. “If not, you know I’ll cuff your hands and do things to you on my own, right?” I threatened him like a bad cop that he wants. Muli siyang lumunok at tumango.

“What do you want me to do?” Tanong niya. Binitawan ko ang leeg niya at tumalikod ako sakanya. Naglakad ako palapit sa sofa dito sa loob ng kwarto. Kinuha ko ang kaha ng yosi sa bulsa ko at itinapon iyon doon bago ako umupo. Prente akong umupo at sinandal ko ang likod ko sa sandalan at ibinuka ko ang ang dalawa kong binti. I looked at him and he was just gazing at me. Humithit ako sa yosi ko.

“Suck me,” Maikli kong utos pero agad siyang naglakad palapit saakin at lumuhod sa pagitan ng nakabuka kong mga binti. Ibinaba ko ang tingin ko sakanya sa pagitan ng binti ko habang siya naman ay hinihimas ang dalawa kong malaking legs na nakatago pa sa uniform pants ko. Ginagawa niya iyon habang ang mga mata ay nasa sinturon ko. Umangat ang tingin niya saakin. Ibinuga ko ang usok na nasa bibig ko.

“Work it now.” Hudyat ko sakanya. Agad naman siyang tumalima at agad na inabot ang sinturon ko. He started unbuckling my belt. Napahithit-buga ako sa yosi ko habang pinapanuod ang ginagawa niya. Wala pa man ay nagwawala na ang alaga ko sa loob ng pantalon ko. Nang tuluyan niyang mahubad ang sinturon ko ay sinunod niya ang zipper ko hanggang sa mailabas niya ang nangangalit kong batuta.

I licked my lips and swallowed when he gripped my cock with his small hands. Parehong nakaawang ang mga labi namin. Siya habang nakatitig sa galit na galit kong alaga at ako dahil sa init at higpit ng hawak niya.

“You really have a fucking big thing.” Namamangha niyang ani bago umangat ang tingin saakin at dilaan ang ulo ng alaga ko. I groaned. Fvck.

He started licking my whole shaft while our gaze is still on each other. Binasa niya ng laway niya ang buong alaga ko na nagsisimula na mamula dahil sa galit. Inubos ko ang yosi ko bago iyon pinatay at tinapon.

“Open your mouth.” Utos ko. Hinawakan ko ang pagkalalaki ko at itinutok iyon sa bibig niya. Agad siyang tumalima at ibinuka ang bibig. I reached for the back of his head. “Take it whole.” Utos ko.

He obeyed and took my whole cock inside his warm mouth.

“Ahh, fvck.” I hissed. He started gobbling my cock. The sounds he’s making while eating my shaft was so hot it’s making me feel so much heat. Sarap na sarap siya sa ginagawa niya.

Napapikit ako at napatingala nang magsimula siyang itaas-baba ang ulo niya sa alaga ko. He’s doing it slowly but deep enough to make me flinch everytime my cock head meet his palate. Ang init at sikip ng bibig niya.

“Ohhh..” Mahaba kong ungol nang sipsipin niya ang ulo ng katigasan ko. Fvck. He’s so good at doing this now. He was a little shy and hesitant of taking my cock before but he’s doing it like an expert now. Lumakas ang ungol ko nang bilisan niya ang ginagawa sa katigasan ko. I looked down at him and he’s clearly enjoying every second of what he’s doing.

“You like eating my cock like that?” Sumulyap ang mga mata niya saakin at tumango habang subo pa rin ang katigasan ko. Hinila ko ang buhok niya para mailuwa niya ang alaga ko. Nang mailuwa niya iyon ay maraming nagkalat na laway at paunang katas ko sa gilid ng labi niya. I licked my lips. He look so hot.

Inabot ko ang gilid ng labi niya at pinunasan iyon.

“So messy.” Inayos ko ang kalat sa bibig niya bago ko siniil ang mga labi niya. Agad naman siyang tumugon. Mabilis ko lang iyon ginawa bago ko ulit inilapit sa katigasan ko ang mukha niya. Nakuha niya agad ang gusto kong gawin. He took my whole cock inside his warm mouth and I started moving my hips to face-fvck him.

Napapikit ako sa sarap habang naglalabas-masok sa bibig niya. Nakahawak na ang magkabilang kamay niya sa magkabilang binti ko habang ang mga kamay ko ay nasa ulo niya.

“Ohh! Fuck. Fuck!” Maingay kong ungol. Ilang minuto ko iyon ginawa bago ako tumigil. He was coughing when I stopped. I let out a deep groan before standing up. Napapalunok na tumingala naman siya saakin.

“On the bed, baby.” I said and he immediately did what I told him to do. Agad siyang lumapit sa kama at umupo sa gilid. Naglakad ako palapit sakanya habang ang alaga ko ay nakalabas pa rin sa zipper ko. He’s looking at it the whole time like he wants it inside his mouth again. “Eyes up,” Utos ko ulit na agad niyang sinunod. Hinawakan ko ang baba niya.

“How do you want me to fuck your tight hole?” Taas kilay ko sakanya. Kumurap naman siya bago sumagot.

“I want you to dominate me like you always do, you can fuck my man pussy in any ways you have in mind.” Pang-aakit niya saakin. I bit my lower lip. He really knows how to turn me on so much.

“On your all fours then, I’ll fuck you from behind.” I excitedly said while still biting my lip. He immediately obeyed and his ass was on me in just a second. Pinalo ko iyon at impit siyang napaungol. Hindi ko pa man nahuhubad ang short niya ay nanggigigil na agad ako sa pang-upo niyang matambok. With his position right now on the bed, I can fuck him while just standing near the bed edge.

I slapped his ass cheek again and slowly took off his short. Naghintay lang siya sa gagawin ko. Sinalubong ako ng namumula niyang pang-upo dahil sa hampas ko. I gaze at his pink hole. It’s twitching in anticipation of my dick entering his tight man pussy. I gave his ass cheek a slap again.

“Uhh! Hon, please..” He whimpered. I licked my lips and spit on his hole. Napaigtad siya sa ginawa ko pero inulit ko iyon. Tatlong beses kong dinuraan ang butas niya bago ko iyon hinawakan pero napatigil ako dahil malagkit na iyon hindi lang dahil sa laway ko. Napangiti ako. He prepared for me.

“Did you put your fingers here to prepare for me?” Tanong ko. Napahawak naman siya sa bedsheet at tumango.

“Hm, I cleaned it thoroughly and I put a lot of lube in there, it’s all ready for you.” Napangisi ako lalo sa sinabi niya. Hinawakan ko ang magkabilang pisngi ng pang-upo niya at pilit iyon ihiniwalay para makita ko ang namamasa at namumula niyang butas na bumubuka’t-sara na para saakin. I bit my lip and spit on it again before entering my two fingers without a warning. Agad siyang gumalaw pero hinuli ko ng isang kamay ko ang bewang niya.

“Stay still,” I told him and started finger fucking his hole. Humigpit naman ang kapit niya sa bedsheet and he immediately started moaning and whimpering. My dick is also twitching in excitement. I’m getting light headed because of lust while watching my fingers go in and out of his tight hole. Dinuraan ko ulit ang butas niya bago ko isahang ipinasok ang alaga kong kanina pa siya gustong araruhin.

Napatingala ako sa sarap na lumukob sa sistema ko at napaungol nang malakas.

“Ahh! Oh! Fvck!” Sigaw ni Gustav sa sarap at sakit. Lalong humigpit ang mga hawak niya sa bedsheet. I groaned. His butthole keeps tightening. Nang maramdaman kong nag adjust na siya sa laki ko ay doon ako gumalaw nang walang humpay.

The room was filled with our groans and moans. Parehong malalakas ang mga ungol namin dahil sa sarap na timatamasa. Patuloy kong inaararo ang loob niya at hindi naman ako nabigo dahil mabilis siyang nilabasan habang ako ay malayo pa sa rurok.

Hinugot ko sandali ang alaga ko sakanya at itinihaya ko siya at kinubabawan. Nagtama ang mga mata namin. Nginisihan ko siya at hinalikan sa baba papunta sa leeg pababa sa dibdib niya. Sinipsip ko ang tayong-tayo niyang utong habang itinataas ko ang mga binti niya. Niromansa ko ang itaas bahagi ng katawan niya habang pasundot-sundot lang ang alaga ko sa naghihintay niyang butas.

“Malec, shit, stop teasing me and fuck me again.” He said impatiently. Ibinalik ko ang mukha ko kapantay ng kanya.

“So impatient, tell me who’s in control here exactly?” Taas kilay ko sakanya. Napakagat labi naman siya at bahagya akong itinulak papalayo sa mukha niya. Gamit ang mga paa niya ay inipit niya ang dalawang utong ko. I groaned and glared at him with lust. Kagat niya pa rin ang labi nang ipatong niya ang mga binti niya sa balikat ko. Itinaas niya pa ang kamay niya na parang nakagapos siya habang ang mga mata naming nag aalab ay nakatingin sa isa’t-isa.

“You’re always in control when it comes to bed, hon. Now fuck me like a fucking bad cop that you’re.” He seductively said that made me move. He’s so fucking sexy. Mukhang nakalimutan na namin ang roleplay. Well, I don’t mind, we can do this again and again until we can already do it perfectly.

Hinawakan ko ang magkabilang hita niya at marahas kong inulos nang buo ang alaga ko sa butas niyang basang-basa pa rin. Pareho ulit kaming napahiyaw sa sarap. Fuck it. Ibinaba ko ang katawan ko sakanya. I caught his hands and sealed it with mine. Nagsimula akong maglabas-masok sakanya habang magkatitigan kami. But he’s struggling not closing his eyes while my fat dick is going in and out of his tight hole.

“Good?” Hinihingal kong tanong. Hinahabol ang hiningang tumango-tango naman siya. Ang sarap pagmasdan ng katawan niya sa ilalim ko, umuuga-uga dahil sa lakas ng mga ulos ko. He’s struggling with his breathing because of my rough thrust. But I know he likes it, he likes me bullying him in bed. My baby got a hell of a kink.

Naisubsub ko ang mukha ko sa leeg niya nang maramdaman kong lumalapit na rin ako sa sukdulan. His hole is just so tight and keeps tightening more everytime I thrust. Ang sarap lalo na kapag nanginginig siya at lalong nasasakal ang alaga ko sa mainit niyang butas. Everytime I hit a certain spot, he would tighten so much it’s making me insane. Parang gusto ko na lang siyang kantutin magdamag.

“Ohh, baby, fuck!” Ungol ko at inangat ko ang sariling katawan. Hinawakan ko ang magkabilang bewang niya at doon buong pwersa ang mga naging ulos ko. Parang papanawan naman siya ng ulirat dahil sa ginagawa ko. Tumitirik na ang mga mata niya at hindi na siya mapakali. Pulang-pula na siya pati ang tayong-tayo niyang alaga na mukhang lalabasan nanaman. Hindi nga ako nagkamali at nilabasan siya nang wala man lang humahawak sa pagkalalaki niya. Tumalsik sa uniform ko ang mga dagta niya. Napaungot ako at lalong inangat ang pang-upo niya.

“Fuck. Ohh! Ahh! Ahh! Hon! Malec!” Liyong na liyo na kami pareho sa sarap. Mas lalo niya pa akong pinanggigil nang magsimula siyang gumiling habang umuulos ako sakanya. Napamura ako. I’m fucking near.

It didn’t take long for me to come. Ilang beses ko pang ipinasok ang alaga ko at sinagad habang nilalabasan. I came inside him and it’s the best feeling. Pareho kaming mahabang napaungol nang ilabas ko ang ari ko sa pulang-pula niyang butas.

“Hon, fuck, more.” Paungol niyang sabi. Kinagat ko ang labi ko at hinubaran siya ng damit. Kinarga ko siya papasok sa shower room. Natutuliro man ay wala siyang naging angal. Nang maibaba ko siya sa tiled floor ng bathroom ay ako naman ang nag hubad sa uniform ko.

“No, don’t take it off, it feels so good getting fuck by a bad cop.” He pouted. I chuckled and turn on the shower. I didn’t take off my uniform like he wants to kaya nabasa iyon na wala naman saamin pareho. Pinanuod niya lang akong lumapit sakanya habang pareho kaming nababasa ng tubig. My baby look so sexy while looking up at me. Hindi siya kumukurap kahit nababasa ng tubig ang maganda niyang mukha.

“Hon,” Tawag niya saakin. Nginisihan ko siya at tinulak patalikod saakin. Agad naman siyang napahawak sa bathroom wall at tumuwad saakin. Lumuhod naman ako para makapantay ng mukha ko ang butas niya. May lumalabas pa roon na dagta ko. I didn’t waste time and cleaned his hole. Ungol naman siya nang ungol habang ipinapasok ko ang daliri ko sakanya para linisan ang butas niya.

Nang wala na roon lumalabas na tamod at nahugasan na ng tubig na bumabagsak saamin ay inilapit ko ang bibig ko sa butas niya para dilaan iyon. Agad naman siyang napaigtad dahil sa ginawa ko. Ako naman ay napapikit at ninamnam ang kinakain ko.

I was eating his man pussy and he was moaning like there’s no tomorrow.

“Ahh! Ahh! Fuck! Yes, eat that, fuck!” Hindi matigil si Gustav sa kakaigtad at ungol habang kinakain ko ang butas niya. Hawak-hawak ko ang magkabilang pisnge ng pwet niya habang ang bibig ko ay nasa namumula niyang butas. Sarap na sarap nanaman kaming pareho sa bagong kaaadikan namin. Fuck. I’ll probably do this again and again. He taste so fucking good. Tigas na tigas na ang ari ko dahil sa ginagawa.

Nang magsawa ay saka lang ako tumayo at niyakap ang katawan niya mula sa likod bago ko isinalpak ang ari ko sa butas niyang kanina pa ako hinihintay.

“Ohhh..”

“Fuck! Ahh!” Pareho naming ungol nang muli kaming naging isa. Fuck. Parang gusto ko na agad labasan. Inararo kong muli ang butas niya nang paulit-ulit.

We fuck inside the shower multiple times. Halos hindi kami magsawa sa isa’t-isa. Inabot ata kami ng umaga bago natigil. At nang magising ay muli nanaman kaming nag-isa.

We always can’t get enough of each other.

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Chapter 27

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Gustav’s

“I told you I don’t wanna go home, Malec is fucking annoying.” Pang ilang beses ko na iyon sinsasabi kay Lovemir pero kanina niya pa ako kinukulit na umuwi sa bahay ko. Nag-away kasi kami ni Malec at ayaw kong umuwi.

“And I told you that you shouldn’t be here, Malec will fucking kill me, Stav. You know he’s a violent man when it comes to jealousy.” Lalo akong nainis. Totoo iyon at pinag-aawayan din namin iyon kanina. Pano’y may sinuntok siyang katrabaho ko, si Louis! Assistant ko sa kusina. Noong nakaraang araw pa iyon at ang pinag-aawayan naman namin ngayon ay ayaw niya na akong papasukin sa trabaho ko. He’s fucking annoying! He’s being so unreasonable these days. Halos isang taon na kaming nagsasama at ngayon lang siya nagpupumilit na wag na akong mag trabaho, dati naman ay pinapakinggan niya ang mga hinaing at rason ko. He’s always understanding and reasonable, but he’s fucking annoying me right now.

“He won’t hurt you, I told him if he hurts someone again I will fucking leave him.” Sumikip ang dibdib ko sa sinabi ko. Hindi ko naman siya kayang iwan, pero ayaw ko din naman na nagiging bayolente siya dahil lang sa selos. Tangina naman kasi ni Louis, sinabi ko na sakanya na may boyfriend na ako pero nilandi pa rin ako. Ayon nahuli ni Malec kaya nabangasan. Naiinis akong umupo sa sofa ni Lovemir na mukhang problemado din.

“Tsk, pag-usapan niyo yan, ano ba kasing pinag-aawayan niyo?” Tanong niya at umupo din sa kabilang sofa. Umirap ako at umiling. Ayaw ko mag share, lalo lang akong naiinis.

“You should call Hynodale-” Pinigilan ko ang sasabihin niya.

“He’s out of town, that bitch is always out of town these days. Tinawagan ko siya kanina pero out of reach, malamang nasa eroplano iyon.” Irap ko ulit. He sighed. Pareho kaming halos mapatalon sa kinauupuan namin nang may sumigaw sa labas ng pinto ng bahay ni Lovemir.

“Gustav, open the door! I told you to wait for me at home!” It’s Malec. Inis akong tumayo at pinagbuksan siya ng pinto.

“I won’t go home until you stop with your unreasonable suggestions, Malec. Don’t make a scene here.” Pagtataray ko sakanya. Huminga naman siya nang malalim. Naka police uniform pa siya at gulo-gulo ang buhok niya. Napaka gwapo pa din ng loko.

“I’m not being unreasonable, I have reasons, let’s go home and talk, hm, baby?” Akma siyang lalapit saakin pero umatras ako.

“No, kahit ano pang rason yan, I won’t quit my job, you can’t control everything, Malec, you shouldn’t control everything in my life!” Naiinis kong sigaw. Nakagat niya naman ang labi at sumeryoso ang mukha niya. Totoo naman na nagiging control freak na siya.

“Baby, let’s go home and talk, I’m asking you nicely, don’t force me to drag you.” I scoffed at what he said. As if. I know he won’t touch me when I’m mad. Kahit na paganto-ganto siya puro lang naman siya banta. He doesn’t force me and do shits, he’s still a fucking sucker for me.

“Try me.” Taas kilay ko sakanya. Napahilamos siya sa mukha. Humalukipkip lang ako sa harapan niya habang nakataas ang kilay sakanya.

“I’m sorry, but we’ll definitely not talk this out here.” Nagulat ako nang hablutin niya ang bewang ko at buhatin ako palabas ng bahay ni Lovemir.

“Malec! Put me down!” Pinaghahampas ko ang balikat niya at natigil lang ako nang hampasin niya ang pang-upo ko. Fuck! This jerk!

Galit na galit na ako nang ipasok niya ako sa kotse niya. Hindi na ako nagsalita nang lagyan niya ako ng seatbelt at sinara ang pinto bago siya umikot para pumasok sa driver seat. Nang makasakay na siya ay nagmaneho na siya agad papunta sa bahay. Hindi pa rin ako kumibo sa sobrang inis.

“Baby, don’t be mad, please? I told you I have reasons why I don’t want you to work anymore, let’s talk sa bahay, hm?” Suyo niya saakin habang nagmamaneho siya. Hindi pa rin ako kumibo. Halos maluha na ako habang galit na nakatitig sa labas ng bintana. I just can’t understand him. May rason daw siya pero ilang araw niya na hindi sinasabi saakin kung ano. Almost one week na kaming nag-aaway!

“Babe, don’t cry, I promise you will be happy when you get to know my reasons, I have two.” May ngiti sa labing sabi niya. Matalas ko siyang tiningnan.

“Fuck you and your reasons.” Inis kong singhal. Napangiwi naman siya.

“You can fuck me, but not my reasons.” Hindi ako makapaniwalang napatanga sakanya.

“You’re fucking joking? I’ll fucking slap that smile out of you, Malec. Stop fucking smiling!” Pag-iinarte ko. Nakita ko naman siyang nakagat ang pang ibabang labi niya. Pinipigilang mapangiti. Lalo akong nainis. Nakakabwesit siya!

Sa sobrang inis ay hindi ko na namalayan na nakalagpas na kami sa village ko. Lumingon ako kay Malec at nagmamaneho pa din siya.

“Saan mo ako dadalhin?” Taas kilay ko sakanya. Ngumiti naman siya at hinawakan ang hita ko. Kunot noo ko iyong sinulyapan. Mamanyakin pa ako ng loko sasagot lang sa tanong ko.

“Sa bahay.” Iyon lang ang sagot niya. Inirapan ko na lang siya at inalis ang kamay niya sa hita ko. Parang nag aadik naman siya sa mga ngiti niya. Hindi kaya may tinitirang pinagbabawal na gamot itong boyfriend ko? Napangiwi ako. Bwesit.

Lalong kumunot ang noo ko nang pumasok siya sa isang sikat na village dito saamin. Sinulyapan ko siya ulit.

“Wag mong sabihing bumili ka ng bagong bahay, Malec?” Naiinis ko na agad na ani sakanya. Ngumiti lang siya at ginulo ang buhok ko. Kunot noo ko lang siyang tiningnan at hinintay na tumigil ang kotse. Tumigil nga iyon sa tapat ng medyo may kalakihang bahay. Maganda iyon gate pa lang. Nagulat ako nang bumukas ang gate at pinasok ni Malec ang kotse niya. Hindi ako makapaniwalang sumulyap ulit sakanya. Ano bang ginagawa niya?

“Malec, what is this.” Matigas kong ani. Iginarahe niya ang kotse at tinanggal ang seatbelt niya at saakin. Lumabas siya at umikot para pagbuksan ako ng pinto. I sighed. Lumabas na din ako ng kotse at matalas pa rin ang tingin ko sakanya. Nginingitian niya lang ako.

“Come on, nasa loob yung dalawang rason ko.” Nakakaloko niyang sabi. Pinanlakihan ko siya ng mga mata. Ano bang pinagsasasabi niya?

“Kapag ito kalokohan, makakatikim ka talaga sakin.” Banta ko sakanya. Umiling lang siya at hinawakan ako sa bewang para alalayan papasok. Iginala ko ang tingin ko at may second floor ang bahay. Malaki talaga iyon. White and choco brown ang color theme ng bahay. Malinis tingnan at malawak.

Pumasok kami sa kulay choco brown na pinto at tumambad saakin ang malawak na sala. Kompleto ang mga gamit at nakita ko agad si Alexius na nakaupo sa couch na naroon sa medyo gilid. Pinagkunotan ko siya ng noo.

“Finally, kanina ko pa kayo hinihintay.” Salubong niya saamin. Sumulyap naman ako kay Malec.

“Where’s the two?” Tanong niya. Hindi ko naman siya naintindihan. Anong two?

“I’ll get them, nasa kusina, pinakain ko kasi, don’t worry they’re safe, just shy kaya iniwan ko muna sandali.” Lalo akong naguluhan. Tao ang pinag-uusapan nila? Lumingon ako kay Malec na nakatingin na saakin.

“What was that?” Tanong ko. Ngumiti naman siya saakin at inayos ang buhok ko sa gilid ng tenga ko bago sumagot.

“I told you I have two reasons why I don’t want you to work anymore, I know you love cooking, baby, and I promised not to be unreasonable before, right? So I brought two reasons with me.” Kunot na kunot ang noo ko sakanya at sa gulat ko ay may matitinis na boses ang tumili bigla sa likod ko.

“Dada!” Nilingon ko ang sumigaw at tumambad saakin ang dalawang batang lalaki. Natigilan ako nang tumakbo sila palapit kay Malec at yumakap ang dalawa sa magkabilang binti niya.

“Dada, we missed you! Don’t leave us again, please?” Tuwid na sabi nung isang bata. Gulat na tiningnan ko sila pareho. They’re twin. Magkamukha sila pero magkaiba ang kulay. Ang isa ay moreno at ang isa ay tisoy. What the fuck. Naguguluhan ako.

“Who are they and why the hell they’re calling you Dada?” Kinakabahan kong tanong kay Malec na nakangiti sa kambal. Napunta naman ang tingin saakin ng kambal. Nawala ang ngiti nila dahil sa pagtataray ko kaya napatikhim ako at napilitang ngumiti sakanila. Tumago naman iyong isa sa likod ni Malec at iyong isa ay ngumiti din saakin.

“Pretty.” Sabi noong tumago sa likod ni Malec. Natawa ako. He’s complementing me while trying to hide.

“Yes, Mami is pretty, right? Say hi to mami Stav, Arden and Arkel.” Nagugulat na itinaas ko ang tingin ko kay Malec. What?

“Hi mami, I’m Arden!” Agad na lumapit saakin iyong batang moreno. Napaupo naman ako kaagad dahil umamba siya saakin ng yakap. Yinakap ko naman siya at nilingon ko iyong batang tisoy. Dahan-dahan siyang lumabas sa likod ni Malec at lumapit saakin.

“I want hugs too, mami Stav.” Humawak siya sa damit ko at sinabi iyon pero hindi saakin ang tingin. He’s being shy. Napangiti ako at hinila din siya para sa yakap. Naguguluhan akong tumingala kay Malec na nakatingin saamin habang nakangisi.

“They’re your reasons?” Hindi ko makapaniwalang tanong sakanya. Umupo naman siya kapantay saamin at tumango.

“You love cooking, I want you to quit your job and just be a housewife or househusband, whatever, you can cook for me and our twin.” Ginulo niya ang buhok ng dalawang bata bago ako hinalikan sa noo. Pinag sink in ko sa utak ko ang mga sinasabi niya at halos maluha ako dahil sa sobrang saya.

“You adopted them?” Tanong ko. He nod. Fuck. So that’s why he’s been busy these days and keep suggesting that I should quit my job and just stay at home. Tumayo ako at yumakap naman sa binti ko ang kambal.

“You should’ve told me sooner, edi sana hindi na tayo nag-away.” Naluluha kong sabi sakanya. Natawa naman siya at lumapit saakin para punasan ang luha ko.

“It’s a surprise, I know you want to have a family, you keep telling me that, and I also don’t want you to keep working for other people, so I got the twin, they will tire you for sure.” Nangingiting naluha ako sakanya at sumulyap sa kambal na nagkukulitan na sa binti ko.

“They’re mine now? Our kids?” Ngiti ko kay Malec. Tumango ulit siya.

“Yep, legally. Boys, introduce yourself to your mami Stav.” Utos niya sa kambal. Nauna namang magsalita iyong moreno.

“I’m Arden Cody Batalier-García, I’m five years old po.” Bibong pakilala ni Arden. Hindi naman mawala ang ngiti ko sa labi.

“I’m Arkel Caden Batalier-García, five years old din po, you will be our mom right? And Dada Alek will be our dad?” Seryosong tanong ni Arkel. Tumango-tumango ako at sumulyap ulit kay Malec na nakatingin na saakin.

“They have our surnames?” Natutuwa kong tanong. Tumango siya at umupo ulit para makapantay ang dalawang bata.

“Yes, mami Stav will be your mom and I will be your dad, from now on, we will be family in this house, isn’t that amazing?” Ngiti ni Malec sa dalawa. Habang tinitingnan ko sila ay kaba, excitement at saya ang nararamdaman ko. Saya dahil may pamilya na ako na saakin, excitement para sa journey ng pagpapalaki ko sakanila, at kaba kung paano ko sakanila ipapaliwanag ang relasyon namin ng Dada nila. I’m not forgetting that we’re both male, paano kung maguluhan sila?

“Thank you po, Dada, for giving us a house, family and a pretty mom!” Nawala ang kaba ko sa sinabi ni Arden. Napangiti ako at umupo ulit para makapantay silang tatlo.

“The two of you are surely smart for a five years old. Can you give mami a kiss?” Hinarap ko sakanila ang pisnge ko at naunang humalik si Arkel doon bago si Arden. Parehas silang yumakap sa leeg ko. Tumingin naman ako kay Malec na tuwang-tuwa na nakatingin saamin.

“Ano pang hinihintay mo, kuya. Naduduwag ka pa ba?” Si Alexius na nasa likod pala namin. Nakalimutan ko na siya kanina pa.

“Ulol, hind-” Inis kong pinutol ang sasabihin ni Malec.

“Hon! Your words, we have toddlers!” Saway ko sakanya. Napangiwi naman siya.

“Yes, ma’am. Pero pwede ka ba muna tumayo, baby ko?” Napairap ako sa huli niyang tinawag saakin. Napaka korni. Tumayo ako habang hawak ang mga kamay ng dalawang bata sa magkabilaang kamay ko.

“Bakit?” Pagtataray ko sakanya. Ngumiti naman siya pero hindi pa rin tumatayo. Nakaupo pa rin siya habang nakatingala saakin.

“Well, we have a new house for our own family, we have a twin, I think we should tie the knot, baby.” Hindi agad ako nakaimik sa sinabi niya. Hanggang sa unti-onti na siyang lumuhod gamit ang isang tuhod at may inilabas galing sa bulsa ng uniform niya. Napatulala ako sakanya at kumalabog ang dibdib ko.

“Uhm, we’ve been together for one year, and I’ve been sure with you ever since I met you, I love you so much and I will surely love you until the end, so please, marry me, Gustav Batalier? My pretty babe?” Nakangiti niyang tanong saakin. His eyes are hopeful, he’s smiling but I can see the nervousness in his face. I tsked.

“Binigyan mo na ako ng dalawang bata ’e, syempre pakakasalan na kita. Talagang sinigurado mong hindi na ako makaka-hindi ’a?” Natatawa kong biro sakanya. Nasira naman agad ang mukha niya.

“Babe! That was so unromantic!” Reklamo niya. Tumawa naman ako at ganon din si Alexius. Ang kambal naman ay parang nalilito sa ginagawa namin. Binitawan ko ang kambal at lumapit kay Malec na nakaluhod pa din habang hawak ang velvet box ng singsing na inaalok niya saakin. Pinatayo ko siya at kinuha ko ang box ng singsing. Dalawa ang laman niyon. Simple lang ang design at pang lalaki talaga. Kinuha ko ang isa at isinuot ko iyon sa sarili kong daliri.

“I will marry you, Alexander Malec Garcia, because I love you so much and I can’t afford to lose you. Let’s build our own family together, hon.” Nakangiti at masuyo kong sagot sakanya. Nakita ko naman kung paano lumaki ang ngiti sa mga labi niya. Kinuha niya ang natirang singsing sa box na hawak ko at isinuot din iyon sakanya bago ako mabilisang hinalikan at lumingon sa kambal.

“Did you hear that boys? Mami can’t afford to lose Dada, he’s such a sweet talker, isn’t he?” Pagmamalaki niya sa dalawa. Umirap ako at natawa na lang.

I’m so happy I met him, siguro kung hindi ko binigyan ng chance noon si Malec ay punong-puno pa rin ng galit at puot ang puso ko. Ngayon kasi ay puro pagmamahal na lang para sakanya ang nararamdaman ko, at meron na kami ngayong kambal, paniguradong mahaba at magandang journey itong papasukin namin. I feel so happy and contented. I love this man so much for making my life so colorful.

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Sana nagustohan niyo haha biglaan din yung time skip. May kambal na si Babe at Hon. Hindi pa ito ang epilogue.

EPILOGUE

Malec’s

“Hmm.. fuck, do that again, babe.” Mahinang ungol ko nang gigil na iginiling ni Gustav ang bewang niya habang nasa loob niya ang tigas na tigas kong ari. He’s on top of me and we’re making out while my hard cock is inside his tight ass. It’s just 4 am and we’re already doing the nasty.

Ganitong oras na lang kasi kami nakaka-bwelo dahil tulog pa ang kambal namin. Kapag umaga kasi ay gising ang mga iyon at abala ang asawa ko sa dalawang makulit habang ako ay may pasok sa trabaho. Kapag gabi naman ay pagod na ang asawa ko kaya’t maagang nakakatulog kaya ganitong oras siya nagigising at sinisimulan akong trabahuhin. Fuck, I have the best partner, of course it’s my baby Gustav. Kahit pagod sa kambal ay hindi niya ako pinapabayaan.

“Ahh, oh! Hon, fuck me, please? I want it hard.” He desperately said and he was the one who pulled out my cock inside his ass and got on his all fours. I licked my tongue while looking at him. He’s really so fucking sexy and hot for a man. Kahit anong tagal naming magkasama ay hindi nawawala ang gigil ko sakanya, lalo pa iyong nadadagdagan araw-araw.

“My baby looks sexually frustrated?” Malambing kong komento habang lumuluhod sa likuran niya. Nakatuwad na siya saakin at kitang-kita ko ang entrada niya na naghihintay sa pag pasok ko. He’s heavily panting while trying to look back at me.

“I am, I miss you so much, fuck, I miss doing it rough and hard, hon.” Pag-amin niya. I miss it too, but we have to be careful because we already have kids. Ayaw naming nakikita o naririnig nila ang ginagawa namin, baka maapektuhan ang pananaw nila kapag lumaki. Worst, ma-trauma pa sila saamin. Sa loob ng halos pitong buwan na nasa saamin ang kambal, we’ve already explained to them what kind of relationship me and Gustav have, nung kasal namin ay nandon sila at marami silang tanong na matagumpay naman naming nasagot. Kahit matalino ang dalawa ay natatakot pa rin kaming dalawa ni Gustav na baka masira namin ang pananaw ng dalawa sa mga bagay-bagay kaya ingat na ingat kami sa mga galaw namin, lalo na ako dahil minsan ay hindi ko mapigilan ang mga kamay at bibig ko pagdating sa asawa ko. So far, I can say that we’re successful at taking care of the twin, we’re successful at being parents and we love the family we have now.

“We can do it rough right now, the twin are asleep, they won’t also hear us from here,” Nasa kabilang kwarto ang kambal.

“Yes, fuck, do me hard, hon. I want to feel sore down there later after you’re done pounding me.” Lalo akong nanggigil dahil sa mga sinasabi ni Gustav. Fuck, he really knows how to turn me on.

Inayos ko ang pagkakatuwad niya at hinawakan siya sa bewang bago itinutok ang sandata kong kanina pa handa sa naghihintay niyang butas. I observed him and I can see that he is anticipating a smooth enter but I surprised him when I hardly slammed my way into him.

“Ahh! Fuck! Fuck! Hon! Shit, that feels so good. Ahh..” Sunod-sunod ang naging mura niya pati ang ungol. Kahit ako ay lumalim ang paghangos dahil sa biglaang sensyasong lumukob saakin. He’s so fucking tight everytime we do it, kahit anong punla ko sakanya ay hindi siya lumuluwang, kahit anong gigil ang gawin ko ay kipot na kipot pa rin ang kinaadikan kong entrada niya. It always blows my mind how can my enormous cock fit inside his very tiny cute hole.

I pounded him rough while he’s on all fours for only a minute before I changed our position. Missionary. Nakasubsub ang mukha ko sa leeg niya habang nakapulupot naman ang mga kamay niya sa leeg ko. I started pounding him again and we were both out of breath while moaning.

“Ohhh, hon, hon, ohhh! More, please.. more—Ahh!” I grab both of his legs and pulled them together before pressing it on his chest. Ngayon ay bukang-buka na ang bukana niya saakin pero naiipit ang tigas na tigas niyang alaga sa tiyan niya.

“Hon, shit, I feel so bold in this position, I don’t want i— Ahh! Ah! Fuck! No, Ahh!” He was about to move to change our position but I stopped him and pounded him hard again. Lumuhod ako at sa ganoong posisyon ay inararo ko ang butas ng asawa kong napaka ganda tingnan habang sarap na sarap sa ginagawa namin.

“Ohh, fuck, babe, you always feel amazing—fuck, fuck, fuck!” I was also mumbling moans and curse after curse because of how good my partner felt. Mula noon hanggang ngayon, ni minsan hindi kami na-disappoint sa isa’t-isa pagdating sa kama. We both knew how we like it, we both knew what makes us mindless while fucking, and because of that we love every second of our intimacy.

Inangat ko ang katawan ni Gustav habang inupo ko ang pang-upo ko sa kama. I am sitting on the bed right now and he’s on my lap, my cock is still inside his tight hole and I pounded him rough and hard with our new position. Humigpit ang hawak niya saakin and he started groaning on my ears. He’s hugging me while my cock is going in and out of him.

“Ohh, oh! Fuck, shit, your cock feels so good, hon, more, I want it harder, fuck me harder—fuck!” He desperately moaned in my ears and it’s music to me. It’s always fueling my lust whenever I hear his sexy moans.

Dahil sa pakiusap niya ay tumayo ako kasama siya. I stood up while my cock is still inside him. I carried him and he was about to ask me where are we going but I smashed my lips with his plump lips and I pinned him on the wall while I am still carrying him.

“Hmm!” Impit niyang ungol dahil sa mga labi naming nagsasalo. I started pounding him again while he’s pinned on the wall. Doon ay ginawa ko ang hinihingi niya. I fucked him harder and rougher, and I know I was doing it right because his moans got louder and louder every time I pull and push.

“Ahh! Ahh! Fuck! Fuck! Faster!” I did what he asked. I mindlessly fuck him while standing and he’s on the wall. “Deeper!” Lalo kong binaon ang kada ulos ko sakanya. Buong-buo kong ipinapasok ang galit na galit kong alaga sa masarap niyang butas. Paulit-ulit, walang sawa hanggang sa pareho naming naabot ang rurok, but we didn’t stop there.

Ibinaba ko siya at pinatalikod saakin bago ko ulit ipinasok ang naninigas ko nanamang alaga. We fucked while standing, we fucked on the bed again, beside the bed, and inside the bathroom. We only stopped when we heard one of the twin knocked on our door.

“Fuck!” Mura ko. Buti na lang at pareho na kaming nilabasan ni Gustav sa round na ’to. Hingal na hingal na kinuha agad ni Gustav ang bathrobe at ika-ikang lumabas ng banyo para tingnan kung sino sa kambal ang kumatok. Sumilip ako sa labas ng banyo at tiningnan ang oras at bintana. It’s already nearing 7am, may liwanag na. We made love for three hours? Tiningnan ko ulit si Gustav na nahihirapang maglakad. I bit my lip. I think we did it too hard.

It’s a good thing I don’t have work today and tomorrow, I’ll have time for the kids and for my hardworking househusband.

“Arkel, little bun, what is it? Are you hungry?” Hindi binuksan nang maluwag ni Gustav ang pinto dahil naka bathrobe lang siya. Ganon siya kaingat sa dalawa na hindi malaman o makita ang mga ginagawa namin kahit na nga normal naman iyon dahil mag-asawa na kami. We got married last last month, in Australia.

I understand why Gustav is so careful, kahit na nga na wala naman kaming ginagawang masama kahit pareho kaming lalaki, dito sa Pilipinas ay marami pa ring mapanghusga. Ilang batikos na rin ang narinig namin sa iba dahil sa pag adopt namin sa kambal. A lot of them say that we’re only gonna confused the kids and they will grow up being like us too. I fucking disagree. We’re doing our best to explain to them what kind of relationship we have, and the two are smart enough to understand. What those nosy people don’t understand is being gay is not contagious. I know we won’t affect their sexuality, instead they’ll be open minded to things that are still not acceptable to most people here in our country. Me and Gustav are raising the kids smart and respectful. I’m just glad that we both don’t give a shit about those nosy people who can’t keep their mind in their own business. And if ever our sons ended up liking the same gender, I’ll support them with all my heart, they’re smart and they’ll know what they really want.

“Hmm,” Rinig kong tugon ni Arkel sa tanong ni Gustav. Napangiwi ako. Arkel is not expressive with words, pero expressive naman siya sa mga galaw niya. Sumulyap saakin si Gustav. Kininditan ko siya bago ako mabilis na naghugas ng katawan at nagpunas ng twalya. Lumabas ako nang may tapis sa ibabang katawan at kumuha ng jogger pants sa drawer. I went commando and shirtless bago ako lumapit kay Gustav na nakikipag-usap kay Arkel habang nakatago pa rin sa pintuan.

“Go wash your body and rest, baby, I’ll take care of the kids.” Ginulo ko ang basa pa ring buhok ni Gustav bago ako tuluyang lumabas sa kwarto at nakita ko si Arkel na nakasuot ng ternong pajamas habang nakatingala na saakin. Ngumiti ako sakanya at kinuha ko siya para kargahin. Agad namang pumulupot ang mga maliliit niyang braso sa leeg ko.

“Thanks, hon! He said he wants waffles!” Rinig kong sigaw ni Gustav mula sa loob ng kwarto.

“You want waffles, little bun? Where’s your brother?” Pumasok kaming dalawa sa kusina at pinaupo ko siya sa stool katabi ng kitchen island bago ko kinuha ang waffle mix sa drawer. Agad akong nagsimulang gawin ang gusto ni Arkel.

“Still sleeping,” Tipid na sagot ni Arkel. Tumango ako at ngumiti sakanya habang minimix ko ang lulutuin kong waffles.

“Dada, I have a question.” Nagulat ako nang biglang sinabi iyon ni Arkel. He actually talk when I didn’t even ask him? Kadalasan kasi ay sumasagot lang siya sa mga tanong namin. We got him checked because we thought something happened to him because he’s always silent and just observing, but they said it’s just his personality. Ugali niya talaga ang tumahimik lang, magkaiba sila ng kapatid niyang si Arden na ang daldal palagi.

“What is it, little bun?” Ngiti ko sa anak ko.

“Why is Mami always cautious around me and Cody whenever the two of you are together?” I was left speechless for a moment because of his question. Damn, is my kid a genius? He’s only almost six but he’s already asking like this and he’s actually aware of what is really happening around him. I clicked my tongue. So he also talks when he’s curious?

“Mami is just being cautious because he doesn’t want you and your brother to be confused or weirded out about us, but mami Stav loves the two of you, you know that, right?” Hinaplos ko ang pisnge niya at ginulo ko ang buhok niya bago ako sumalang ng waffle mix sa waffle maker.

“But I want him to be comfortable around me and Arden Cody, he doesn’t need to be cautious whenever the two of you are together in front of us, we both understand what kind of relationship the two of you have, there’s nothing wrong about it.” I was left speechless again. We need to fucking get our kids checked, I mean, their IQ. They need to take an effing test. I think they’re really smart for a five years old kids! Mag si-six pa lang sila next month.

I was about to answer him when I saw Gustav hurriedly walking towards Arkel and he hugged him tenderly.

“Little bun, mommy is comfortable with you and Sweet pea, it’s just that, there’s still things that the two of you shouldn’t see or know, I don’t want to make the two of you uncomfortable with how sweet your Dada and me in front of you and your brother. The two of you are still kids.” Masuyong sagot ni Gustav sa anak naming nakakunot noo pa rin.

“But Mami, I want the two of you to be comfortable around me and Cody, you don’t have to hide the love the two of you have for each other whenever you’re in front of us, we understand and we love that our parents love each other so much, we’re not uncomfortable or weirded out about your relationship, Mami and Dada, we also love the two of you, and it sadden us that you have to be cautious about being clingy or sweet to each other because we’re around. It make us feel like we’re a burden—”

“No, of course not, I’m sorry, little bun, Mami won’t make you feel like that again, hm?” Maagap na sagot ni Gustav habang nangingilid ang mga luha sa mata. I just gaped at them. Why am I the only one who’s fucking shocked of how smart my kid is?! It’s obvious that Gustav know that my kid is a genius, he didn’t tell me? Alam kong matalino ang kambal, pero hindi ko alam na ganito katalino si Arkel.

“Mommy won’t make you feel like a burden again, okay? I’ll be normal with how I act whenever your Dada is with us from now on, hmm? Don’t think too much about it again, little bunny, I love you, Dada and I loves the two of you.” Patuloy na suyo ni Gustav. I half chuckled and half scoffed at what I’m hearing.

“Babe, you didn’t told me our kid here is a genius and thinks too smart, I’m fucking shock—” Agad akong sinamaan ng tingin ni Gustav.

“Your words! They’re still toddlers even tho they’re both genius.” Ingos niya saakin. Hindi pa rin ako nakasagot. Did I work too hard that I didn’t notice this until now? Kilalang-kilala na ni Gustav ang dalawang bata samantalang nangangapa pa rin ako, maybe I did work too much and wasn’t paying much attention to the twin. I wanted to make more money so I can provide for them, now I’m lacking as a father. I should do better.

Hindi ko na sinabi kay Gustav ang iniisip ko dahil dagdag suyuin niya nanaman ako. I’ll just do better from now on.

“Yes, dada, don’t cuss, it burns in my head and I accidentally say it sometimes whenever I get startled.” Biglang pumasok ang isa ko pang anak na kagigising lang dahil namamaga pa ang mga mata habang nagpupungas-pungas at naglalakad papalapit saamin.

“Goodmorning to you too, sweet pea.” Hindi ko makapaniwalang bati kay Arden na malawak na ang ngiti saamin.

“You heard that, hon? Stop cussing, they’re learning from you!” Pagtataray saakin ni Gustav habang yakap pa rin ang ulo ni Arkel na tahimik nanaman.

“Mami, Caden is right, we don’t want our parents to be cautious around us, we understand everything, we’re a genius, aren’t we?” Ngisi ni Arden. They call each other by their second names.

“I didn’t know that we have genius kids, babe, I thought they were just a little smart, but not that smart smart. The orphanage I got them from didn’t also told me about it” Gulat ko pa ring sabi. Umirap nanaman si Gustav.

“Eh pano’y binababad mo ang sarili mo sa trabaho, I got their IQ checked and they’re both genius, book smart, honey, we have special kids.” Nakangiting sabi saakin ng asawa ko. I chuckled.

“From now on, tell me everything that happened to your day with our kids, babe, I also want to know them well. Right, sweet pea? Little bun?” Ginulo ko ang buhok nilang tatlo bago ko inilabas ang waffle na niluluto ko at sumalang ulit ng bago. Tumango naman si Gustav at inayos ang inilagay kong waffle sa plato ni Arkel. Nilagyan niya iyon ng syrup at kumuha siya ng fruits sa ref para may pares ang waffles na agahan ng dalawang bata.

Nang maluto na ulit ang isang waffles ay kay Arden — na daldal nang daldal— ko naman iyon binigay. Nagluto pa ako ng ilan bago kami sumalo sa agahan ng asawa ko. Gustav made me coffee and just like that my morning went perfect.

I’m so happy that I have to see and experience this almost everyday in my life. Gustav and the twins are now the center of my universe.

I know marami pang pagsubok ang dadaan saaming pamilya, but I won’t back down, I will always fight for this family, mahal na mahal ko ang pamilyang nabuo namin ni Gustav and I am happy na siya ang magiging katuwang ko sa buhay hangga’t humihinga pa kami.

Like what we both said in our vows, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish till death do us part. I will love them endlessly.

END

BACHELORS IN TROUBLE SERIES #1

Hello, thank you sa mga nagbasa this is my first story here sa wattpad and I’m glad na may nagbasa kahit

papaano

kahit matagal ako mag update.

As y’all know this is a series, I decided na tapusin na itong first story and just make a special chapters from time to time.

I’m writing this note to say thank you sa mga nagbasa at

naghintay

ng updates from me! Na appreciate ko talaga kayo

lalo na si assuming_me siya yung

pinakaunang

nag comment ng support sa story na ’to when I was about to drop this story noon. I love y’all!

About kay Arkel Caden at Arden Cody, I’ll make a story about them kaya ko sila talaga

isiningit

sa story ni Malec at Gustav, iisa lang ang book nila and I’m working on it now sana kapag

pinub

ko na siya

magustohan

niyo!

BASTA SALAMAT I FEEL SO OVERWHELMED NA

NAKATAPOS

AKO NG STORY AT MAY NAGBASA KAHIT NA MADAMING ERRORS ITONG STORY AND I KNOW I’M STILL LACKING SA

PAGSUSULAT

, I’M STILL LEARNING

HAHAHAHA

DASH OUT NA MUNA KAMI NILA MALEC AT GUSTAV!

SEE YOU SA MGA SPECIAL CHAPS! SOON!

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

DOUBLE TROUBLE: CARNAL GAMES

HELLO ! Long time no update here, sorry if I promised a special chaps pero wala talaga akong

mapiga

sa utak ko para

isulat

pa dito, BUT no worries, I present to you—

As you can see, this is Arden Cody and Arkel Caden’s story, syempre dahil anak sila ni Malec at Gustav ay nanjan rin ang mag-asawa.

This story is under the tag:

Threesome

. So alam niya na kung bakit i-isa lang ang

libro

ni Cody at Caden.

Imbes

na special chapters ay eto na lang ang

ibi-bigay

ko sainyo, sana

magustohan

niyo! ^^

Hindi ko pa siya

pinu-pub

dahil may mga

babaguhin

pa ako sa prologue niya, but I will drop their story very very soon! I’ll publish it together with Hans Gabriel’s (from Arken Needs) stand-alone story.

ALSO, I PUT

JAKE

&

JYCO

ON HOLD BECAUSE OF THIS, GUSTO KO MUNA MAG FOCUS SA BACHELORS IN TROUBLE SERIES, CARNAL GAMES & HANS STORY.

Hindi ko kasi kayang

ipagsabay

lahat-lahat dahil graduating din po ako ngayong S/Y, but Jake & Jyco will surely come back. Sana po maintindihan niyo and basahin niyo pa ang mga stories ko. Thank you! ❤️