Chapter One

“Hands up!” I pointed the shaky gun at the man before me as he stared at me with a stern face.

“Kiden, put down the gun, now.” He demanded, his blue eyes turning cold as ice as he glared at me. “You pussy, you won’t shoot me.”

I tightened my grip on the gun and started to debate if I really wanted to suffer the consequences of life in prison, my stomach curled and my forehead was having a little sweat form. Somehow, the gun started to shake once more and I was finding it hard to keep it pointed directly between his eyebrows, knowing it would be deadly shot. I flashed my eyes to my mom as she huddled in the corner with her left cheek swollen with an angry hand print on it, as well as her busted lip. She cupped her cheek while staring at me with a pitiful look on her face, I was confused about her disappointment, I was doing this for her. I looked to my step-dad as he glared at me and suddenly lunged toward me, I panicked as my heart jumped in my chest and my resting finger contracted, pushing on the trigger. A loud bang hung in the air as I felt blood rush to my head, followed by a large fist.

“Kiden Conner, found guilty with an  Attempted Murder in the First Degree  charge and Assault with a Deadly Weapon  charge by a jury.” The court bailiff read, making me look at him with my one good eye before turning to look back at the portly judge.

“Him?” The judge asked, raising an eyebrow, making me lower my eyebrows at his remark.

“Yes, Sir. Kiden Conner.” The court bailiff repeated, making me glance at him once more then look back at the judge.

“Very well, Mr. Conner.” I cocked my head as I stared at the man. “You were found guilty of Attempted Murder of your stepfather, Michael Crummit, I would like to give you a moment to give a last impression.”

I pursed my lips in thought. “I’m not a bad person, Judge.” I explained looking back at my stepfather with my timid, testifying mother beside him.

“I understand, Mr. Conner, is there a specific reason why?” The judge asked, making me quickly nod. “And what could that be?”

“He was beating my mother and I.” I said, cocking my head so he could see I was talking about the healing bruises and swollen eye on my face. “I did it for her.”

“I see… do you regret your decision?”

“Not at all,” I said, correcting my posture as I stared at the judge as if he suddenly grew twelve snake heads, “ even if it turned my own biological mother against me.“

“Very well… I’m sentencing you to thirty-eight years, as well as a chance for parole in thirty in North Acres County Prison because I’m feeling very gracious today.” The judge said, making me slowly nod as I stared at the table before me with just one eye.

Everything was completely shits but I accepted what was happening as my forearm was grabbed by a court officer and I was pulled to the door to the left of me, I guess realization hadn’t hit me yet because I was very calm with fluent steps as I was led toward my new home. I glanced behind me and looked at the picture that would be seen for the next years of my life and remembered, my mom stood beside her abusive boyfriend as he sneered very openly at me. I couldn’t do anything but shake my head, knowing I couldn’t protect her anymore now that I was away but maybe that was her fault, not mine. Exactly, it was her fault, she didn’t have to make it worse and testify against me that I wasn’t acting with self-defense for us both, instead she told the onlookers that I had provoked him and maybe I had, but it was with reason. I looked at the ground with one eye, my left eye was completely shut and was no good at the moment, I hissed as I put to my weight on my sprained ankle and attempted to shift my weight immediately afterward.

“You need to be more careful with that ankle, let it heal up some.” The officer explained, allowing me to sit down as I slowly nodded, knowing he was only looking out for me.

“Thank you.” I whispered, lowering my head in defeat as my spirit broke even more.

I tried my hardest to get my mother from that asshole, to release her and I out of his strict and abusive confinement, only to be put back in the system’s confinement for a long time, away from real society as life progressed without me. The thought made my stomach turn, my mother would probably become a whore on the street like the previous women he date and I wouldn’t be able to help her, I wanted to cry for her because that’s all she was going to do now. And to make it worse, ever since they took my baby sister to a foster home, there was no way in hell mom was going to get her now, and that made me feel better. I bit my lip nervously as I thought hard about this new life that was being forced onto me unwillingly, my plan was to see exactly how I could better myself out of prison incase I did make it out… why was I talking like this, I have to make it out. I have to find my infant sister when I get out and make sure she’s doing okay, and if she likes where she is, I’ll leave her there sadly but if it’s best for her, then it’s best for me.

“I know you’re intentions, Kid, but you have to understand this system to live in it.” The officer continued, correcting his belt and sighing heavily. “I met another kid that was once your age,” he paused and chuckled thoughtfully, “we’re married now.”

“Your wife was once in the system?” I asked.

“If that’s what you want to call him.” The officer shrugged, making me stare at him in awe that he was a gay officer, are those normal now? “He hates it though.” The officer chuckled once more.

I smiled lightly at what the court officer said as he stalked back and forth, he was patiently waiting for the last of the prison arrivals so he could board us onto the prison bus that was coming a quarter after four o’clock. To be honest, I wasn’t ready, and that thought made the tiny smile on my face immediately fall off my face while deciding what my first plan was, what was I going to do?… What could I do? I reached up and pushed my long brown hair out of my face as it brushed along my cheeks, making them feel rather warmer than usual, I heard a clearing of the throat and looked up with alertness to find the court officer handing me a clean handkerchief. I frowned in confusion to why I needed a handkerchief until he gestured to my face and it suddenly dawned on me that the warmth wasn’t from my hair, but from the tears slowly streaking down my face unknowingly. I graciously took it and thanked him with a small nod as I quickly moved to wipe the tears as I sniffed up my snot and tried to put a brave face on while sitting and patiently waiting also.

“Take it day by day, Kiddo.” He whispered, gently patting my shoulder as we both turned at the sound of the bus starting up. “You’re ride’s about to leave you, let’s get moving quickly.”

“Where is everyone else?” I asked, glancing around the empty back room as he pulled me up carefully and started to lead me out yet another door that led outside.

He didn’t even have to answer as I stared at the people standing in front of the running bus, they were already in a filed line and patiently waited with some having their hands cuffed behind their back and some having their hands cuffed in front of them. I stared at everyone as they seemed to only stare back at me, I averted my eyes immediately by looking at the concrete ground as the officer put me in line randomly and nodded to a different court officer, who nodded to the driver waiting on the bus. The doors to the bus opened and I shuffled behind the people before me as they slowly and carefully made their way up the steps, I sighed as I entered the bus next and took a seat closer to the middle of the bus as it was mostly quiet. I blinked a few times as a wave of tiredness hit me and I just wanted to curl up and cry in a room of darkness, but that wasn’t a choice anymore, I have to learn to cope on my own without shredding anymore tears. Someone plopped down beside me with an overly exaggerated sigh that made me glance at them before turning my attention back to the window and staring out at the small population around the courthouse. On my glance, I saw it wasn’t anymore to be worried about, just a lanky guy with tattoos running along his neck and holes in his cheeks. He was tall and skinny, like any lanky guy would be, his hair was a soft blue because it had been bleached before it was actually dyed, making it look even more of a bright cobalt blue. I stared out the window, just as the bus started to move and leave the courthouse, this was it, I was kissing my old life goodbye right this moment.

“Goodbye, old life!” Someone laughed, mockingly waving at the courthouse building with a large smile on their face… it was as if they read my mind; the difference is that they were happy about it, I wasn’t.

The ride toward my new home was long but mostly comfortable, other than small potholes that caused us to bounce around in our seats before laughter quickly would follow and then we’d be ordered to shut up by the prison standby officer. I had my head rested against the window the entire time, feeling the rumbling of the bus engine and even dared to close my eyes for a moment before fighting to open them, I was exhausted from today and wanted to sleep the rest of my life away immediately. I wonder… is it possible to sleep these years pass, sleep and eat these years pass and hopefully it’ll feel like I’ll be out in a breeze, maybe I’ll actually try that. I stared on in awe as we entered through the double barbed wire fences and into the prison territory, the trip was eight hours long, so it was pretty much midnight but that didn’t seem to stop a few prison stragglers that were under very supervised watch, I’m sure. I glanced around unsurely, this place was completely knew to me and I could easily get lost if I didn’t keep up with everyone else.

   

    

         

“Home, sweet home.” I flinched at the sound of the door slamming shut and felt my stomach twist in a very stern knot, I’m so dead.

I turned to look back at the guard as he stood by the cell door and watched me, it was past twelve and the cell lights were out, making it a very dark cell room and I was barely able to see. Thick bars kept most of the light from the sky out, I glanced back into the cell and was able to see the small toilet that had already had couple of toiletries on it, as well as a very tiny sink beside it. I could tell that I wasn’t going to be alone, I just hoped him and I got along just fine and these thirty or so years would go by very successfully without any trouble that wasn’t to serious and I could easily get out of.

“I advise you to not get to comfortable,” The voice called, making me turn to quickly look at the questionably, “you have a cellmate.”

The guard that led me toward my cell gave me a shy smile before locking my door and twirling his keys on his index finger before whistling on his exit, I watched him go as I felt a wave of nauseous washed over me. I moved closer to the cell door and stared out into the pod as people started to file back in, I watched as many people came by and tried to anticipate which one would be coming to my cell and would be my cellmate. It was hard to spot who was in my cell with me but I couldn’t help but hope the person was understanding and respectful, as well as not a nasty person. The cell looked mostly clean, other than little things here and there that needed to be picked up, I sighed as I picked up a Playboy magazine and frowned at the crusted white liquid on the corner that I managed to not to touch, which was pure luck. I threw it atop of the small metal table that I spotted from the light of the main pod, which turned on once more as the few inmates entered the pod super late. I was curious to know why they were coming back so late, but I knew I had to wait until I found someone comfortable and then I would ask that person, definitely if they were from the same pod as me. I sighed as I looked at the bunk beds to see the bottom bed made with thin white sheets and a thick pillow that looked like something from the outside world, the top one on the other hand was completely bare.

‘That’s mine.’ I sighed in my head while deciding that I didn’t feel like struggling my way up to the top bunk, but I didn’t have no choice… at least no one is around to witness it.

I grabbed the edge of the top bunk and with what little upper arm strength I had, I lifted myself with my feet dangling and swinging back and forth miserably. I swung my foot up and caught myself before grunting as I squirmed onto the top of the bunk, I took a heavy relieved breath as I collapsed onto the bunk and closed my eyes in exhaustion while yawning tiredly. I sighed as I reached up and wiped my face slowly, the exhaustion of today was setting in and it was getting harder and harder for me to open my with each blink. I finally gave up and curled up into myself as the cold air crushed each limb, and I could only hope to provide myself with body warmth until I was given covers to put on my bare prison mattress. Upon closing my eyes, my mind shut down with the fact that I had no idea how to survive in prison, and the fact I couldn’t find no bulky ass man that lifted weights all his life, I had to do whatever came my way.

Chapter Two

I flinched awake at the strong beam of the light that made me groan as I lifted my hand and shielded it from the rays of the light combined by the force of the sun rays outside, I looked at the wool blanket around me in confusion as I slowly lifted it and stared at the white tiger on it. I was curious to know how someone had managed to smuggle a blanket into prison but asked no questions as I felt the soft fabric with a face of pleasure at how soft it was. I was curious to know who was kind enough to throw a blanket over me while I was asleep but I didn’t question any further as I heard the sound of the bunk below me shifting around, well… the mattress was shifting around. I heard the sound of skin smacking as my eyes widened at the familiar sound of sex, not to mention the stench that was starting to suffocate the air as I laid still as possible, not wanting the participants to know I was awake and listening. The soft huffing was met with heavy grunts that came from none other than a man, perhaps my cellmate used his limbo to keep outside contact. The huffing stopped suddenly as a large bell rung somewhere on the campus of the prison, making me flinch before rolling onto my side and glancing as the sound of jingling filled the air and I spotted a prison guard uniform before quickly rolling away to make it seem like I was still asleep.

“Fuck, it’s a code red in the Green Unit.” I heard a feminine voice whine as the sound of quick steps made their way to the cell door that were made of solid metal bars. “I’ll be back, big daddy.”

I sat up as the cell gates shut heavily and the sound of squeaky shoes disappeared down the hall, I watched as the other participant rose to their feet and caught a glimpse at what the female guard was taking seconds before the bell went off. I was awe struck by the sight of the peter that was uncommonly long while more on the thin side, which it’s length made up for the smallness of the width. I closed my eyes and rubbed them tiredly, not too keen on the idea of waking up to a guard and my cellmate having sex right below me, but I decided that I should mind my business and stayed on the bare mattress. I curled up once more as I heard the sink turn on after a quick flush of the toilet, my cellmate cleared his throat to gain my attention as I frowned and turned over to finally look at who I would be sharing my cell with for the rest of my life if it came down to that. 

I was amazed at the tapering cornrows on his head that were slowly becoming untamed as the days went by, meaning the person that braided his hair wasn’t as handcrafted as they claimed. Dark brown eyes stared at me with bushy eyebrows hanging lustfully over them, his dark lips were slightly parted as his thin mustache made lust crawl upon me as he stared me up and down knowingly. It was at least six-three at the estimate I made, his handsome face was one of a kind and I was immediately drawn to his strong jaw as he scratched his chin then crossed his arms over his very beefy chest. His body was sculpted from the strongest muscle in the world, his skin pulled taut over his muscles as they flexed along his frame, some of them contracting and some of them relaxing. I quickly averted my eyes on realizing I was staring at my cellmate and I was sure it was a face of lust, I rubbed my eyes again as I slowly pushed the cover off my body and looked at the overlarge jumpsuit that I was adored in. Compared to his jumpsuit, I was swimming in my orange outfit and I was sure it was because of our size difference.

“Wassup…” He trailed, raising a suggestive eyebrow as his hand fell to his stiffened crotch.

I stared on in disbelief and a little of shock, it was beyond me that he had the guts to ask a man to finish him off but then again, this was prison and I probably wasn’t the first, and I surely knew I wouldn’t be the last at the rate he was going. I sucked on my bottom lip as my eyes dropped back down to his hard bulge that was begging to be touched, I nervously scratched the back of my neck as my soft curls tickled my fingers.

“Come on, you ain’t scared, are you?” He pressured easily, reaching up and grabbing my ankle to pull me toward the end of the bunk. “Look, looking at you, you need me and this the way I accept payment, so wassup? That cute little ass gonna be busted by the time the night is over with.”

I nibbled on my lip as I thought of his words, it was indeed true that I was going to need some protection and he was already offering to protect me just from the small act of getting him off, however part of me was scared that it was just a set up. I looked into the brown eyes ogling me lustfully as I released my lip with the decision now in my head, I grabbed the edge of my bunk and wiggled my ass downward as my cellmate stepped back and licked his lips eagerly as he watched me. I hesitated as my feet landed on his bunk and I glanced over at him nervously, I was scared because I hadn’t done anything sexual in my life, let alone to another man so this was very new to me… I couldn’t believe I was actually deciding to do this. 

“Shit, what you waiting on? I need to nut, man.” He said impatiently, making me quickly lower myself to my knees as I nervously looked up at him, praying this would go well.

I watched as he lowered the zipper on his jumpsuit and his length sprung out eagerly, almost smacking my chin as I leaned back at little, I was scared and could feel the butterflies as the man towering over me step closer. I took the chance to glance up at his masculine frame and eye the tattooed caramel skin, I wanted to drool at the sight of his amazing body with his six pack staring back at me. The freshly musky scent mixed with some sort of cologne stuck my nose and I could feel myself stiffen as I leaned closer to get a better smell with my eyes closed to imagine the ways this encounter to go. Upon leaning closer, the solid heat protruding from his body tapped my jaw and I eagerly opened my mouth without hesitation or a second thought to swallow him. I moaned around him as he hissed and I could imagine him throwing his head back as his hand came to rest upon the top of my head and slowly make me work my head back and forth.

“There you go…” He whispered as I matched the rhythm of his hand and started to suck ruthlessly. “Damn…” He hissed suddenly.

I licked along the shaft of him as I sucked him down three inches before resisting the urge to gag as I quickly tried to pull my head back for air, but he wouldn’t allow me and kept my head in place as he pushed his dick further into my mouth. I gagged heavily as the head of his dick banged against the back of my throat, causing me to involuntarily swallow and he gasped very loudly, making me look up at him in horror that I had hurt him. The look of pure pleasure relaxed me immediately as he grunted and threw his head back exaggeratingly, his knees attempted to buckle but he caught himself as I grabbed onto his thighs to steady myself from falling over also. I bobbed my head back and forth, knowing the multiple videos of gay porn had finally came in hand, and here I was… giving my cellmate head on the second day of my arrival for protection. I moaned around him as he shoved himself in my throat while his cock pulsed, making me reach up and grab him as he pumped himself, his hips gyrating forwards and backwards repeatedly as his breath heightened and his pants quickened. 

“Fuck, here it come, girl.” He grunted, grabbing a handful of the untamed hair atop of my head before holding my head in place. 

I didn’t get the chance to taste his nectar as he poured his seed deep inside my throat and I could just envision the white liquid piling up in my stomach as he held himself there for a good minute, completely stiff and unmoved. I couldn’t help but wonder when was the last time he had gotten off and it was obvious the guard woman wasn’t doing her job as a woman to make sure her partner was also getting off when it came to sex. I pulled my head back as I heavily panted to bring air until my lungs, I grabbed my stomach as I slowly rose to my feet and took a few steps back before moving to the small cranny on the side of the bunkbeds and the wall. I slid against the wall and took heavy breaths as my chest rose up and down fast, I reached up and wiped the drool and leftover seed from my mouth before looking at my cellmate as he stuffed himself away before looking over at me, catching me staring at him. He chuckled as I quickly averted my eyes, looking out at the window as I closed them before wrapping my arms around myself.

“You alright, man?” My cellmate asked.

“Kiden…” I whispered, finally meeting his gaze once more.

Truth was, I wasn’t alright as it dawned on me that I had given a complete stranger head without knowing a single thing about this person, what if he had a girlfriend or someone that loved him on the outside that he was suppose to be loyal to, what if he had a disease, and what if it was just to get his rocks off. I felt embarrassed most of all, it was only the second day of me being in my new home and I already was putting out the aura that I was a hoe, as I had dropped on my knees to eagerly to help my roommate release some tension. I sunk down as my knees buckled and I buried my face in my arms temporarily before lifting my head and looking at my cellmate.

“Kiden… that’s your name? Kiden.” My cellmate asked, raising an eyebrow with a tiny smirk on his face, he was a handsome man… one of a kind. “I’m Tony.” He said.

“Tony…” I whispered, looking up at him as he stared down at me with a look of astonishment, and what looked like curiosity.

“Shit, if you come out of the corner, I can actually get a good look at you.” Tony said, making me smile lightly as I found his sentence a little embarrassing and a little humorous… this hunk wanted to get a better look at little, timid, and pitiful me. 

“I ain’t nothing to look at…” I whispered, turning my head as I averted his eyes once more, because even I knew it was true. 

“Shit, could of fooled me.” Tony commented, and I wasn’t sure if that was a compliment or not. “You ain’t bad looking, and your ass is fat as fuck.”

I blushed at his remark, shaking my head as my cheeks reddened and his laughter filled the thick air as I glanced over at him before hiding my sheepish smile as I turned my eyes away from his once more.

“Come on, just one look at your ass… please.” Tony playfully pleaded, cheesing so openly at me as he sat down on his bunk and unzipped his jumpsuit halfway to allow the chill air of the prison to cool him off. “Look, I’ll give you a honey bun for it.”

I nibbled on my lip as I slowly rose to my feet and stared at Tony unsurely, I hadn’t ate yesterday so I was a little hungry but at the same time, I knew breakfast would be here soon and I would be able to eat without having to show my ass to Tony. 

“Look man, if you’re uncomfortable, then we can cut ties, my nigga.” He said, making my eyes widen in fear. “I figured you needed some protection but shit, you playing.” He grabbed his fluffy pillow and laid his head back on it while grabbing a Playboy magazine that was on the floor beside his bunk while still in his reach.

“W-Wait, okay… I’ll do whatever you want, I promise. Just please, please don’t let anyone hurt me.” I begged before I could stop myself from letting the last part slip, I quickly slapped my hand over my mouth with a audible gasp.

“Anything I want?” Tony asked.

“Y-Yes, anything.” I said, stupidly nodding like an idiot as I stared into his eager brown eyes pleadingly.

“ Anything …“ He drawled, raising an eyebrow and I didn’t hesitate as I stupidly nodded once more. “Cool, I’ve been wanting a willing girlfriend for a while now.”

Wait… girlfriend?

Chapter Three

“ Aww shit , who’s the cutie?“ I looked up nervously at the group of men as they crowded the table as Tony snarled at the person that spoke up.

There were at least ten people trying to sit around a four seater table, I was uncomfortable around such a crowded area but I knew I had no choice as Tony sat down and I refused to walk more than five steps away from him in public areas of the prison. I reached up and pushed a bang from my face as one of the ten men leaned closer to me but stopped at the sneer that played on Tony’s face. I nervously looked around the group as another guy loudly smacked on a piece of wheat bread while staring me down carelessly, it was nice to know they all wasn’t curious about me. 

The table had been bare upon Tony and I reaching it but immediately with him sitting in one seat and me sitting in the seat beside him, everyone started to appear. The first one to come up to us had almost shoulder-length black dreads with the tips dyed a golden brown color, his eyes were a dark, sharp, and emotionless as he eyed me closely with a blank face. He was caramel colored just like Tony but slightly lighter with pearly white teeth and thick lips that any man or woman would find kissable, tattoos covered his neck and chest, as well as a decorative tattoo sleeve on his left arm. The man was a mysterious one and mostly didn’t say anything to Tony or me until the person after him showed. The guy to join next had nice olive skin with oddly clear skin, his shady blonde hair was drastically styled over his head as he wore a mean mug with pearly white teeth sneering down at me. 

His cold blue eyes danced up and down my frame before they disappeared and I was very thankful for that, the guy crossed his arms over his chest while he leaned back in the chair and he patiently waited for something to be said, or something of the sort. After the blonde haired man, another dreadhead made an appearance with his dreads easily longer as they flawlessly draped across his tanned caramel shoulders while he walked shirtless and a plain white shirt in his hand. He took a double take upon noticing me amongst the group before looking at Tony questionably, I knew all them were curious about who I was and why I was sitting amongst them in what looked like what was turning into a meeting in the middle of the cafeteria. Upon the realization that three guys were already him, the rest of them flocked all over in a group and took their positions around the table.

“This Baby , my new girl.” Tony said, making all the dudes laugh or comment something to him.

I glanced over at Tony at the small nickname he had given me, it was nice that he hadn’t given them my real name but a cute little nickname, however… it was such a girly nickname that I was a little uncomfortable hearing it come from Tony’s thick kissable lips. I had meant to glance at Tony but it had ended up turning into a full-blown stare as I admired his sexy features up close and stared at his goatee that was undistractedly handsome. Tony’s lips moved with poise as he spoke every word and made it known that he meant every vowel with the deep baritone voice that harbored in his chest. My eyes trailed along his nose and down to his thick, kissable lips once more before the sound of something smacking against something else very loudly broke the trace he had on me. I quickly whirled my head around to see a guard attempting to restrain one of the inmate cooks behind the kitchen bar from swinging on another inmate, a large container of flour had been used to the inmate cook’s advantage and was covering the feminine male inmate, who stood in shock. Even I was in awe to witness what was going on as the inmate cook walked back and forth, snarky comments about how the other inmate of it’s rage was a whore and fucking every men in the prison erupting in the air from the enraged imprisoned chef.

“Damn, she threw the flour on her.” One of the people in the circle bust out laughing, slamming his hand on the table as I stared on in awe of the chaos unfolding.

“Fuck, Mautrice!” The longer dreadhead yelped in shock, rising to his feet and quickly hurrying toward the fight like his ass was on fire as the table cracked up laughing.

“Damn… that bitch is crazy.” The shorter dreadhead laughed, shaking his head as the others agreed while a light chuckle slipped from me as well, yeah, that bitch is crazy.

“Baby, this is Freddie.” Tony gestured to the shorter deadhead sitting beside him with his arms crossed on top of the surface of the table. “That dumb ass nigga that just ran off is Lloyd, and that’s his girl, Mautrice… with her crazy ass.” Tony muttered, shaking his head as he pinched the bridge of his nose.

I looked over at the chaos as the situation seemed to be under control now, I looked back at the group of men as they talked amongst one another about any and everything while I stayed tuned in on the argument that took place, listening to the gossip ringing from the next table. The cafeteria was a buzz with various guards in position incase something like what just happened minutes ago happen to break out again, they were here to stop fights from happening and people from getting hurt. I lowered my head to the table as I felt my stomach twist and I knew exactly what was wrong, I looked to the cafeteria line that was now paused from the guards having to stop the fight that broke out. I looked at Tony as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me tighter against him, I looked up into his face and pouted slightly as he chewed on gum.

“I’m hungry.” I whispered, looking back at the long line of inmates still waiting for food. 

“Ight.” Tony said, reaching into his left pocket and digging for something.

I frowned curiously as he pulled out a gold coin token before gesturing it to me, I held my hand out questionably as he sat the gold metal token into my palm and turned back to the chaos of the kitchen inmate throwing food in Lloyd’s directions while he tried to help the guards calm the situation. I glanced around the cafeteria without knowing exactly what to do with this gold coin, there were many metal alloy tables with at least four different vending machines I assume where for guards only. Tony suddenly pulled himself up and drug me along with him, making me stumble a little as he grabbed my hand and led me toward the vending machine area that wasn’t too crowded. 

The few people lingering around the vending machine acknowledged him as he barely shot them a glance, I came to a stop along side him as he pulled to a halt and gestured toward the machine. I reached forward and slid the gold coin into the coin slot and the vending machine released a soft bell that told me it had activated, the vending machine gave off a little warmth, like it was keeping a hotter cooking temperature. I wasn’t exactly sure why the vending machine was hot, not to mention the caution stickers attached to various areas of it, but it immediately became understandable as I looked at the different foods inside. I stared in awe as a light clicked on inside the machine to display the many items inside: small pizzas, single burritos, small pasta bowls, different burgers, and even various topping hotdogs. 

“What you want?” Tony asked in a gruntle voice, and I looked at him in awe as he allowed me to pick.

I immediately pointed to the pepperoni pizza that I could imagine my name written in sharpie on it, I eagerly tapped the warm glass repeatedly with a large grin on my face as Tony punched one of the buttons and I watched as the pizza fell to the vending machine door. I eagerly bent over to reach for it but Tony stopped me by grabbing my arm and pulling me snug against him, I looked at him in confusion while wondering why he wouldn’t let me get my small cheese pizza.

“Where my lovin’?” Tony asked, cocking his head with a large smirk on his face and a raised eyebrow.

I leaned forward and pecked his cheek before turning and leaning over once more to try and grab my cheese pizza but his large brown hand holding the door closed told me he wasn’t satisfied with the cheek peck. I looked back up at him and immediately understood what he wanted exactly, I got to my tippy toes and placed a chaste kiss on his lips and his hand moved as I smiled up at him. I then grabbed the pizza from the door, I could feel the heat warming my fingers as I cradled the pizza closely, I was happy that Tony allowed me to get something good instead of having to eat the crappy cafeteria food I saw someone eating. I waited patiently for Tony as my stomach turned and growled hungrily, aching for food as I watched him reach in his pocket and produce two more coins. He pushed the two coins into the machine and hit a button for a small supreme pizza first, he waited as his pizza fell to the door before grabbing it and then hitting another button for a beef burrito. 

He waited with me alongside him as his burrito fell to the door and he grabbed that next, I walked close to him, knowing no one would mess with me or try to punk me into taking my pizza with him near me. I glanced around the cafeteria to see a few people looking at me, I nervously averted my eyes as I spotted a female guard eyeing me with a large sneer, it must be the guard Tony was fucking before she got called into duty this morning. I looked toward the small group that were lounging around the vending machine to see them staring dangerously at me, almost as if they were watching my every move and making sure I wouldn’t do anything stupid. Perhaps they were alliances of Tony’s group of friends, maybe they think I’m someone that is planning on hurting him, or maybe they wanna hurt me to get back at him. I pushed the thoughts away and followed Tony to the next vending machine as he reached in his pocket and retrieved a ID card, I frowned as I tried to see what exactly it was as he slid the barcode along the scanner before the machine beamed to life. 

He shoved the ID card back into his pocket before looking at me with a raised eyebrow, I look at the machine to see what it contains before pointing at the Strawberry Fanta canned drink with one hand while my other cradled my pizza close. Tony ordered my drink before ordering his own and a six candy bars that I assume were for himself, I then watched as he grabbed the rest of the items and stacked my choice of soda on top of my warm pizza with three candy bars. I reminded myself to thank him later on when there aren’t a hundred and one eyes watching me closely, I followed Tony back to the table and felt slackened as I spotted someone sitting in the seat beside his original, empty one. Tony took his seat without a pause and sat his food down before grabbing my waist and openly making me take a seat on his lap, I sat my food beside his and opened my pizza while setting my candy bars and soda aside as the rest of the table seemed to grow hungry as well. I glanced up as Freddie suddenly reappeared and sat two chicken burritos on the table before him.

I opened my pizza and stared at the small, precut four slices before grabbing one and took a bite, I licked the sauce that dripped onto my lip as the table devoured their own food, some eating food from the vending machine and some eating the cafeteria food. I was curious to know why Tony had an ID card and gold tokens that allowed him to buy delicious, outside food from a vending machine. I figured it would be best to wait to ask him that question, instead of in front of people where I could just draw unnecessary attention. I ate my pizza slowly, glancing at Tony curiously as he only nibbled on his beef burrito, upon glancing at him, I caught his eye contact as he was staring at me. I smiled lightly in the hope to ease the tension of us meeting eye contact and all my worries dissipated when he leaned forward and sucked a little tomato sauce from the corner of my bottom lip, causing a moan to easily slip without me thinking about it.  

“Damn you ain’t lie,” One of the guys at the table spoke up,“ she’s willing.“

I averted my eyes back to my pizza at the way the guy had said it, as if it was humorous that I was willing to be Tony’s girlfriend and it made me feel useless inside because that’s all I was, just a girl. I was always a believer of love at first sight, and from the moment Tony smiled at me so handsomely and easily persuaded me to my knees and made me love every moment of sucking him off, I was in hot need and an abundance of lust. However, it wasn’t only libido that attacked me to him, his actions of today told me he cared that I was fed.

“Aye, Mickey…” Tony said, turning a cold stare onto the dude that spoke up.

Mickey was a portly guy that had a large beer gut and an untamed beard, he was at least five-eight if not an inch shorter with a bald head that glistened from the added oil to it, his dark brown skin was slightly wrinkly in the face that told me he was an aged man. It was obvious that Mickey didn’t fit in with everyone else, instead, Mickey was almost the rebellious type and the unlike everyone else at the table, I easily spotted that Mickey wasn’t sporting a certain tattoo. On Tony’s upper left arm, a large lion with an even larger mane growled, and between it’s baring fangs sat a specially detailed Desert Eagle Glock, and almost everyone at the table had that tattoo without the Glock, everyone except Mickey and I. Mickey’s dark brown eyes easily flashed in fear as Freddy appeared to lean across the table in a threatening away, upon Freddy leaning his arm out, I easily spotted the revolver sitting in his lion’s fangs, he’s second in charge, I assume. 

“Tune up for Lackey.” Tony said, and while I hide my confused expression, I was more curious of what that meant.

“Oh shit, right now?” Mickey asked, quickly rising to his fattened height and scurrying away to the direction of an ajar door that I assumed led to an inmate hallway of cells.

“Fat-ass bastard.” Freddie muttered before going back to eating his chicken burrito hungrily.

I gave Tony a appreciative glance as he went back to nibbling on his burrito as if he didn’t actually want it, I shivered at the feeling of Tony caressing my thigh knowingly and felt a sudden blood surge to my groin. I glanced at him knowingly as he licked his lips before leaning dangerously close to my ear and licking my lobe, I gasped in shock that he was doing this in front of all of his friends right now. 

“T-Tony–” I was cut off by him tightly gripping my thigh in an almost warning manner.

I bit my lip and it took everything in me to not release a moan as he nibbled on my lobe then gently kissed behind my ear, I looked at him and knew I couldn’t fight the lust showing in my face as he leaned back and smirked at me. I felt eyes on me as my face became a bright red and a shoved the crust of my piece into my mouth quickly, I sheepishly glanced at Tony as he picked with his burrito before pushing it aside carelessly. I assumed that meant he was going to either pitch it or save it for later. 

“Yo,” I looked up with everyone else as the guy with cold blue eyes returned and took Mickey’s seat, he sighed as he leaned back and took a tired huff of air, “Streets said they’re willing to make a deal, but you gotta be present.”

Tony nodded, tightening his hold on my waist as I uncomfortably shifted on his lap and not to mention something becoming stiff below my ass was causing me to become a little jumpy at the moment. I nibbled on my lip as Tony tapped my hip to get my attention, making me look at him questionably, I rose up from his lap slowly as he stood up as well, getting Freddie’s attention by tapping his shoulder. 

“Come on, we going to meet the Streets.” Tony said, grabbing my hand and leading me toward the hallway Mickey left out of.

Chapter Four

I stumbled along behind Tony as he walked fast down the hallway of other cells that were surprisingly empty, I was a little nervous to where exactly he was taking me since he didn’t tell me much other than he was about to be meeting with another gang. I always knew how these things go, it was rather odd that he seemed more than eager to go meet with the “Streets”, whoever they really were. I managed to catch my feet under me and walk for myself instead of Tony dragging me along with him, I walked fast enough to stay in pace with him as he circled his arm around me while pushing open a door. The sunlight blinded me momentarily before I lifted my hand to shield it, I already knew I was outside the prison building but to see the outside before me felt surreal. I admired the outside grounds as Tony lead me toward this group of people that were lingering around an array of benches that I presumed they marked their own territory for the taking. 

The group consisted of six men, three of them being stocky and two of them being rather on the skinny side, while the last was more between the two differences and impatiently standing with his arms crossed over his chest. He was about five-nine with his head completely shaven and I could see the swastika symbol on his bare, pale neck and I openly gulped as we came to a stop just before his marked territory. He wore the same color as us, his lips were thin and the sneaky smile on his face left me feeling very uncomfortable as I could easily feel his deep blue eyes staring me up and down from a distance. Tony stood in front with me standing close to him looking like I was almost trying to melt into his side and disappear from the rival gang’s stare, and Mike, Freddie, and Mickey came to a stop behind us. I was positive they were armed just incase a fight was to break out and they had to protect themselves, I was sure they walked around with little knacks to save themselves from any rivals. 

I was feeling suffocated by the complete silence that fell over everyone, it was as if the entire field outside was silent and waiting to see what would happen and I used my peripheral vision to look at a guard tower, it looked rather vacant. There weren’t many people outside, probably because most of them were still eating, but a few that walked the open track for exercise and conversation. The tension was very thick, everyone eyeing each other as I eyed the leader closely while he openly eyed Tony, his eyes fell on mine and I struggled to not avert mine from his disgusted smile. He was making so uncomfortable but I at least felt secured with Tony’s arm wrapped around my waste… my boyfriend was going to definitely protect me… I hope.

“Who’s that?” I whispered quietly to Tony, not taking my eyes off the leader as he opened his arms in a questioning manner, wondering what Tony was waiting on. “Tony?”

Tony ignored my question, making me sigh as I took the chance to glance at him and see his stoic expression, he looked rather scary with his strong features so blank, his eyes didn’t leave the leader before us as Tony finally released my hip. I only moved closer as Tony looked back at Freddie, who immediately nodded with reassurance from Tony’s silent stare, I was sure Tony was asking Freddie if he had a weapon on him just incase everything went left.

“Tony!” The leader said rather loud, smiling sneakily once more and it almost gave me the shivers if I didn’t push the feeling away so fast. “Come on, have a seat, my man.”

The leader moved in a full circle before moving to the bench tables and having a seat on the farther side, he then gestured to the seat opposite of him for Tony.

“Cart.” Tony replied before he started advancing forward to the bench tables.

I stayed by Tony’s side, walking at his pace as Tony eyed all the men closely before taking a seat and I took a seat beside him, pretty much announcing myself into the situation as Tony sat his large beefy arms over his chest, eyeing Cart closely. Upon a closer inspection of Cart, he had thick eyebrows over his blue eyes with a slightly crooked nose from it being broken, not to mention the large scar running down the side of his cheek. He openly rubbed the scar, looking at me as I quickly averted my eyes uncomfortably, it was as if he felt me staring at it. I looked back at Cart to see him cock his head at Tony before raising an eyebrow impatiently, a sneaky smile still managing to stay on his face.

“Well?” Cart asking, casually crossing his own arms over his chest again and waiting for Tony to speak first.

“I want your help.” Tony said, causing Cart to look at him in complete disbelief.

“You…” Cart said, chuckling a little. “Want… my help?” 

“Yes.” Tony said, completely unfazed as Cart openly laughed heavily, a few of his men chuckling as well.

I looked between Cart and Tony in confusion before averting my eyes as Tony glanced over at me, I was almost wondering if he was thinking I didn’t need to hear the conversation but I wasn’t going to leave if he told me so. He would have to get one of the boys to move my ass cause I wanted to know everything, but I knew questions would have to be addressed once we returned back to the cell. 

“Wait… you’re serious?” Cart asked, taking in Tony before squinting his eyes at him curiously. “With?”

“The Renegades.” Tony replied swiftly, cocking his head a little.

“My rivals.” Cart commented, his eyes falling to the bench table before us.

“Everybody’s rivals.” Freddie spoke up, drawing Cart’s attention, who casually shrugged.

“We both have something in common, and we can help each other out with the same problem.” Tony reasoned, setting his hands down before him and cupping them together in a business fashion.

“Two smart minds working together.” I added, cocking my head a little, I could feel Tony’s gaze on me momentarily and I was too afraid to look at him, Cart’s eyes were also on me since I did comment so openly.

“Smart…” Cart chuckled, almost looking rather persuaded by my comment. “She’s pretty outspoken.”

I frowned at the comment he returned to me, though it was actually directed to Tony but I knew I was at least gonna hear something from him about speaking so openly in the middle of their conversation. I nibbled on my lip while lowering my head to stare at the table before us, I focused on the cracks of the weighed wooden bench table as silence fell over all of us again and it, again… was uncomfortable. I was hoping that Cart would at least help Tony out, I wanted to him to succeed in whatever he was trying to do about whoever the Renegades had to be. Freddie’s comment let me know that Tony and Cart’s groups weren’t the only ones out for the Renegades, so they had to have a pretty high bad reputation with all the other gangs lingering around the prison.

“Well…” Cart said, being the first to finally speak up. “What we talking?” Cart asked.

“Coke drop, three quarters if the deed is done the way I need it.” Tony replied, to which Cart immediately perked up to as he smiled widely and leaned closer, obviously interested. 

“Well…” Cart said impatiently, making me triumphantly glance at Tony as I noticed the tiny smirk on his face. “Put this smart mind to use.” Cart said, tapping his temple with a smile.

“Mickey gave the Lackey’s ride a tune up, Lackey’s are gonna rig Red up.” Tony informed, and I made sure to remember this information to question him on later. “I want you to rig up Renegades, both cars. Remote.” 

Cart chuckled, lightly nodding his head as he evilly grinned at one of the brawny guys behind him before turning back to Tony and giving him an official nod.

“Deal?” Tony asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Hell yeah, deal.” Cart said, standing to his feet and dismissing himself without another word, his group right on his feet.

Tony rose to his feet and I followed suit as we headed back inside, we passed a few people heading out and Mickey tagged along with them as Tony walked pretty fast and I struggled a little to keep up with his long legs. Freddie dismissed himself to his cell as we pasted it and Mike entered a different person’s cell to talk to the person inside, who was sitting on a bunk and reading a book. Tony entered the cell and I followed behind him before suddenly being pushed up against the wall, Tony pushed his body flush against mine before his dark brown eyes glared down at me with anger bubbling in his eyes. I stared at him with a little fear as my Mom’s boyfriend’s eyes flashed in my vision momentarily and I quickly averted my eyes while closing them, ready to be struck.

“Don’t even speak up unless I say so, you hear me?” He said angrily, balling my shirt up in his fist around the collar. 

“Y-Yes.” I stammered, looking at him in disbelief as he purposely took the chance to slam me against the wall then release my shirt.

Part of me was a little hurt at his actions but I should of expected no less, I didn’t know this man at all and I knew better for trusting him, I knew better because I trusted my Mom’s boyfriend too and he used to always put his hands on me for the littlest things. I stayed flush against the wall, not moving as Tony stalked over to the sink and took deep breaths to calm himself, I was afraid to move a muscle incase he returned to punish me more. I was afraid of my own father, I was afraid of my mom’s boyfriend, and now I’m afraid of Tony because they were all so unpredictable. Unlike the outside world, I had nowhere to run to like my Mom did, she was able to up and leave behind my abusive father but here, I had nowhere to go because at the end of the day, I still had to come back to the cell and face Tony. 

I stayed put, not moving as Tony seemed to relax but I didn’t test it as I kept my eyes closed and worked on my own breathing to calm my racing heart. He wasn’t my boyfriend, he didn’t owe me any respect or loyalty. He was never my boyfriend, and he will never owe me respect and loyalty. I kept repeating to myself as I took breaths to calm the anxiety attack that was ready to take over, I felt weak as my legs went weak underneath me and I couldn’t stop from bawling up as if my Mom’s boyfriend was going to beat me again. I curled up tightly, tight enough that I felt like I would suffocate myself from the ball I was in, I felt a hand touch me and only balled up tighter as my Mom’s boyfriend tried to pull me from my formation to beat me more. I didn’t want to feel him smacking me, I didn’t wanna feel him punching me, I didn’t want to feel him beating me until I lost consciousness. 

“Kiden… Baby? Baby, can you hear me?” I heard Tony’s voice faintly.

He’s just like my Mom’s boyfriend, unpredictable. He’s just like my father, unpredictable. I can’t trust him, I can’t trust anyone, not even my own mother because that’s how I ended up here in the first place. 

“Baby? Fuck, you okay? Kiden?” Tony asked, gently shaking me as I peeked at him from within my tight cocoon. “Yo, you cool?” He asked, obviously uncomfortable and that didn’t help my situation at all.

“Y-Y-Yes.” I stammered abruptly, wanting to be left alone. “Please… l-l-l-lea…” I couldn’t speak, my anxiety was driving up the walls, causing me to bury myself once more.

I felt a beefy arm circle me and I was pulled into heavy warmth, I felt the warmth and it reminded me of the one thing I treasured most at home, my blanket that I would lay with twenty-four/seven and the one I would hide in when my father was looking for me. I easily broke my anxiety wall down as I snuggled into the warmth with my eyes closed, imagining hiding in my closet with my blanket securely wrapped around me as I clutched to Tony’s jumpsuit as he only tightened his hold on me comfortably. 

“Ihaveanxiety.” I told him so fast, I barely understood what I was saying.

“For real?” He asked, looking at me rather cluelessly, probably wondering why I told him that.

“My dad… he used to beat me.” I whispered, wanting to make sure he understood.

“Fuck, I’m sorry, Baby.” Tony said, knowing exactly what I was trying to tell him. “I’m so sorry. I triggered that shit, didn’t I? Fuck, I’m sorry.”

“I-It’s okay.” I whispered, no longer wanting to think about it but to curl up alongside Tony for his warmth. 

“Shit… fuck, I feel terrible. I’m so sorry, Baby, I’m sorry. You… you want a Twinke?” I shook my head. “Uh… uh… a Honeybun?” He asked, making me chuckle lightly.

Chapter Five

I rose up slowly while listening for any other sound in the dark cell, it was perfectly quiet other than the soft snoring below me that made me smile a little. I pushed my half-eaten Honeybun aside and slowly crawled toward the side edge of my bunk before lightly hopping down, I looked down at Tony as he snored with his head facing toward the wall but his body flat. I quietly wiggled in beside him as he simply threw his arm over my waist in the middle of his sleep before his snoring continued in my ear, I wasn’t sure if he thought I was someone else or if he had momentarily woke up and realized who I truly was. I reached up and lightly trailed my finger along his jawline, feeling the bumpy texture of his beard as he softly slept alongside me, even with my light touches. Tony was very handsome with his sexy face so relaxed and I couldn’t help but admire his manly features, I sighed as I closed my eyes and snuggled up into his side as his hand trailed lower to grab my ass. I chuckled lightly as I opened my eyes to see him now staring at me through the dark space, the only light was through the window from a close spotlight in the yard. I snuggled tightly against him and felt comfortable, I was enjoying his close energy and the heat rolling off his body and absorbing into mine. I curled my leg along his waist and laid there, allowing him to openly grope my ass as we laid still alongside each other, as if this was as normal as it gets.

“You gonna get us wrote up.” His horse voice whispered, it was so deep and groggy and caused me to shiver.

“I’m get back to my bunk.” I whispered back while not making any effort to pull away from him, which he chuckled to.

“I might can spare a third write up.” He whispered, his hand grazed my length that was hardening. “I don’t know if you can though.”

“I can.” I replied, curling up more into his side as he closed his eyes and I quickly followed him to sleep as I felt nothing but peace.

            

             

“Breakfast.” A guard huffed, clanking his flashlight against the bars of the cell door loudly.

I moaned as I slowly sat up and found myself on my own bunk, I looked around in confusion before figuring I had climbed into bed on my own. I heard Tony say something in reply but it was very inaudible, the guard only stepped away and continued on his route as Tony pulled himself up and stretched while I curled up on my side and watched. His masculine arms reached for the sky as he released a small yawn and scratched at his back while glancing to look in my direction briefly. I simply closed my eyes while hoping he didn’t catch me watching him stretch because that would of been so embarrassing, though I know he wouldn’t had cared if I was watching him, it probably would of boosted his ego. I slowly uncurled myself and took the time to do a cat stretch belly-side up as I felt Tony’s presence get closer, I looked over at him as he had moved close to the bunk and lifted himself up to my height. I smiled lightly at him to signal to him that I heard the guard as he stepped back down and I slowly pulled myself to a sitting position while scooting closer to the end of the bed sliding off the edge. I looked at Tony as he walked to the little table that we use to eat on when we’re on lockdown, I moved over to where he stood as he went through a small toolbox type box that I wasn’t sure anyone should trust him to have. He started to open the lid but glanced over at me as I assumed he finally noticed my presence beside him, I looked up at him before looking back at the toolbox mechanism as he lifted the box without further ado. My bubbling excited dissipated as I looked at the rolled logs of paper with a raised eyebrow, he lifted them out the box one by one as I watched until I noticed him grab a small metal tab at the bottom of the toolbox mechanism and lifted for me to see a secret compartment. 

“What’s that?” I asked in a whisper, which he smirked at me before lifting it. 

I peeked inside to see the stash of very much contraband items, I chuckled lightly at the sight of a golden wrapper that was known to well, I reached in and lifted up the Magnum wrapper as he snatched it away and threw it back in the secret compartment with a little wink. I blushed as I looked back inside and saw a small round tub, I moved closer to realize it had a small silver top, it was obviously lip gloss upon closer inspection. I looked back up at him curiously while silently pointing at it as he openly shrugged before scooting a few things around on the inside. I watched as he grabbed a brown old key and frowned in very much confusion while wondering what it goes to. 

He held the key up so I can see it. “Brown shed.” He whispered.

“What’s in there?” He asked.

“My birthday present.” He chuckled, making me look at him with a tiny smile because I truly wanted to laugh but I held it. 

I was amazed he trusted me with this stuff because truth was that I couldn’t wait to go through this secret compartment and see everything that’s inside when he wasn’t around to stop me but I knew I’d have to be careful. 

“What you need it for?” I asked, not really sure what his birthday present was.

“You’ll see, in my next race.” He said.

“Race?” I asked in confusion, cocking my head in confusion as he reached back in the compartment and pulled out another key, it was a car key this time.

“I have a race coming up, starting the first of February. I figured they would tell you more about this stuff when you arrive, but then again, I’m not surprised.” I looked at him with a glare that told him to explain what he meant by that, instead he only shrugged.

I shook my head as I turned around leaned back against the table that was plastered to the side of the wall and stared into the nothingness as so much started running through my head all at once. I glanced over at Tony as he glanced over at me before staring to put his things back in place so nothing looked suspicious, he then grabbed my hand and pulled me toward the open cell door. I walked past him and quietly shuffled down the steps and into the pod cafeteria as it was buzzing with so many people that were already grabbing their breakfast and taking seats, I came to the base of the steps and let Tony lead the way. I walked close to him so he was near enough for no one to mess with me, I nearly stumbled over myself but quickly regained balance as we got to his designated table. He took his seat and I automatically took my place on his lap as he wrapped his arm around my waist and held me there, I felt the tension in the air as Freddie came and plopped down on a seat with a grunt. 

“Wassup?” Tony asked, gesturing his head to Freddie, who glanced at me before looking past me to meet Tony’s gaze.

“Vipers… again.” Freddie huffed, shaking his head aggressively with his dreads rustling around from the action. “Some of ’em jumped on Pally’s homeboy.” 

Tony shuffled and forced my stomach against the table as he moved closer to Freddie, who paused and uneasily shifted a little under what I imagine is a uncomfortable gaze. Just imagining his scary gaze made me easily uncomfortable and I was on his lap, pinned stomach first into the table. I looked at Freddie while trying to hide my fear but his look told me he could even sense that I was terrified out of my mind right now, the sudden change in Tony’s posture had truly frightened me once more. 

“Stay out of it.” Tony hissed, he put his fist on the table as he leaned in even closer suddenly, pushing me more into the table and I couldn’t stop the grunt that escaped from between my lips. “I mean it, Freddi-”

“You know I can’t, I ow-” Freddie started, his eyes averting from us as I easily saw Tony ignore my pained grunt.

“Fuck what you owe, I don’t give a fuck about that.” Tony hissed a little louder, easily drawing attention from other tables that looked on at us. “If I find out you got in it, you will be punished.” A slightly louder pained grunt escaped me as he shoved me even more into the table, it felt like the metal was cutting my stomach in half easily, and it was so painful.

“Alright, Tony.” Freddie thankfully said. “Any closer, you’re girl is gonna be cut in half, man. Chill.” He put his hands up in a surrendering motion before rising to his feet and walking toward the vending machines.

Tony moved back and immediately my hand moved to rub at the sore portion of my belly as I knew I’d have a little redness from the impression of the table, his fell onto mine and he took over gently rubbing the area as he released a barely heard sigh.

“Sorry,” Tony whispered huskily in my ear, “he pisses me off sometimes.”

“It’s okay.” I managed to croak back as I glanced around, people were thankfully going back to their own conversations. “It’s alright.”

“Come on,” He pushed me gently up from his lap and I rose to my feet, “let’s get something to eat, pancakes?” 

I silently nodded as he rose to his feet and stood at his full height, easily over towering me and it made me feel bubbly as he placed his hand on my lower back and guided me toward the direction that Freddie went. I could feel the stares as everyone watched us go, I knew they were wondering who I was and why Tony had picked me, or they was wondering how to get at me, I could feel it in their gazes. I uneasily moved closer to Tony as if magically I could suck into his side and be unseen, but I only caught a glance from him that told me he was questioning my intentions and I quickly played it off. I reached for his groin and he released a throaty chuckle while I knew I had put myself only in a bad place, he would probably think I wanted him for more than oral pleasure, as I knew that time would soon come. He pulled his ID card out of his pocket, even though it had a clip so it could be worn on his shit, and swiped it before punching in his and I order. He got us both pancakes. 

“Orange or apple?” He asked, glancing over at me momentarily before punching himself an apple juice.

“Apple.” I replied, punching the button next and looking up at him while quickly averting my eyes as I felt the warmth on my cheeks, he was gonna make me blush at this rate. 

Our apple juices fell to the bottom of the vending machine and I grabbed both of them and carried them as he walked us back to the table, he sat a platter of pancakes in his original seat and then sat the other platter of pancakes at the seat beside him. I took my seat and he followed as he took his own before I handed him a juice and sat mine at the top of my platter, I paused while debating what I should do… should I kiss him? I grabbed his chin as he went to remove his platter lid and moved his face closer to mine as I met him halfway and pressed my lips against his eagerly. He smirked against my lips but didn’t pull away.

“Knock it off, you two.” A squinty voice said suddenly, making me pull away as I blushed and looked up at the guard standing close by. “Big Daddy.” She curled her lip lightly as she looked in my direction. 

“Baby Girl.” Tony replied, smirking lightly at the female guard as she smiled at him then looked at me with an almost amused smirk.

I felt my heart drop a little as I looked over at him before looking down at my platter of pancakes because even then I knew, she would be before me, she would be useful compared to me. I glanced up at her again as she inched closer to the table in three steps and braced bother her hands flat against it while looking down at me with disgust. 

“Let’s get one thing clear.” She said softly, making me glance over at Tony to see if he would stop her anytime soon, he simply sliced into his pancake and shoved it in his mouth. “I’ll always get first dibs… cause I’m Baby Girl . Get it.” She chuckled.

I looked over at Tony once again while hoping he’d speak up and tell her that the order was wrong, I would always get first dibs to him but when he simply shoved another piece of pancake in his mouth, I knew how he truly felt about me. There was no love in it for him, it was purely sex and something to pass time. I felt angry but most of all, I felt hurt that I truly thought he cared about me the way I cared about him, but I was stupid… it was just a blowjob. Anyone could of done that for him, I just did it because I was some willing slut. I was a disgusting, willing slut that didn’t deserve to be loved, not by my mom or not by my dad… and definitely not by Tony. I felt like a bug about to be squished under her hardened gaze of disgust, and I didn’t even try to act tougher because I knew my place from the way Tony acted… I was second. I was always gonna be second when it came to his Baby Girl .

Chapter Six

I felt thankful when Officer Baby Girl finally stepped back to her post after ogling Tony so openly and even reaching to grab his thick log as she circled the table back to her designated area to watch over the rest of the inmates. I no longer had an appetite as I sat silently with my head bowed to stare at my pancakes while feeling no hunger anymore, I was completely hurt and disgusted over everything that went down. I glanced over at Tony as he sipped his apple juice without even sparing me so much of a glance, and that only made the hurt settle. I turned my attention away from him and looked at the three white inmates that walked into the cafeteria in a small group to join into the line leading out the door for breakfast.

“I paid five dollars for that, you better eat it.” Tony huffed, still not looking over at me as his eyes watched everyone before us.

I spared him yet another glance in the hope to see him looking back at me but my hopes were unheard as he simply stared in front of him, I moved to unopen my platter and the aroma of the pancakes caused my stomach to turn, maybe I was hungry after all. I licked my lips as I dug into my plate and ate all three pancakes while not sparing Tony another glance because I was so focused on how good these pancakes were, they were delicious. I felt a hard gaze on me and looked to meet the eyes of a guard that was positioned by a pair of doors that I didn’t know what lead to, and I wasn’t curious enough to find out. His gaze made me uneasy as he stared openly at me and didn’t even bother to stop staring when I had caught him looking at me, perhaps it’s because he knew I was knew and he saw Tony sitting beside me. I averted my eyes and looked beside me as Mickey scurried closer and took the seat Freddie once occupied, I heard Tony’s groan and I would of laughed if I was in a good mood… but I wasn’t. 

“Streets wanna cut a deal, he said meet him in his cell whenever ya’ll get done.” Mickey said, scratching his chin before looking at Tony’s platter hungrily. “You gonna eat the rest of that, man?”

Tony shoved him the platter while rising to his feet as I rose to my feet as well and grabbed my trash, I followed him out and dumped my trash as we walked out, I followed closely behind Tony as he walked to our cell and I frowned. He entered the cell and I entered behind him as I came to a stop while he leaned against the table inside, I entwined my arms lowly against my stomach as I looked at him.

“I thought we were going to meet that one guy.” I spoke up, looking at him in confusion.

“ I’m going to meet that one guy.“ Tony replied. “You’re gonna go take a shower.” 

Tony grabbed a towel and some liquified body wash, making me look down at it in shock that he actually had this, and I was sure it might of actually been contraband but I didn’t really care that it was. I took the offered items and smiled lightly as I saw it was already used, meaning this is the soap he uses, maybe he wants me to smell like him. 

“You’re not coming?” I asked, looking at him hopefully while smiling lightly at him.

He took a heavy sigh and cracked his neck loudly. “It’s your third day, Baby, I can’t follow you everywhere you fucking need to go.” He snapped, making me take a warning step back as I clutched the towel and body wash to my chest nervously.

“O-Oh… o-okay.” I whispered, feeling hurt at his attitude and his rejection to spend time with me, was I that bad?

I didn’t dare to push the issue as I grabbed my spare uniform and added it to the belongings I clutched to my chest before glancing at him again as he didn’t move an inch. I then turned and slowly shuffled my way down the steps and along the corridor while passing many inmates that had no manners, bumping into me accidently and purposely. I clutched the items to my chest while wandering along the everlasting corridors that attached to each other at different corners. I finally managed to find the bathroom and thankfully it was mostly empty with open shower heads for anyone’s use, I entered and looked at the guard standing near as I walked toward the less populated area. I sat my belongings alongside and moved to the shower head while glancing around to make sure I was mostly alone, there was people on the dividing side of the wall that were rowdy but they didn’t bother me a bit with their loudness.

I stripped down quickly while continuing to glance around uncomfortably, I was far from comfortable with the thought of everyone seeing my body. There was nothing to hide me from anyone that decided to come to the side of the single dividing wall that reached from the shower floor to the ceiling, and the fact that someone could easily walk up to me terrified me. I sat my dirtied clothes aside and turned the shower head on, the pipes rattled loudly and caused me to flinch a little as my ears rung before water shot heavily right into my face. I flinched away and wiped my face clear while allowing the water to caress down my hair, I pushed my flat hair out of my face and looked around me again uneasily. I looked just in time as I spotted someone walk near the guard and the two appeared to shake hands, but thankfully I was looking closer as I saw the powdered baggie being exchanged as the guard accepted and disappeared out the swinging door I came in. 

I looked onward as a Mexican man entered with four men trailing him, I blinked while lowering my gaze in the hopes that they weren’t hear for me. I glanced up again as I saw one creepily smile at me before hitting the main Mexican’s shoulder and gesturing to me, I looked at the main Mexican as he smiled and started leading them in my direction. My stomach dropped as my heart raced faster, I hoped they didn’t want trouble because I definitely didn’t want any, no one was here to protect me. I quickly caught myself looking to the other side of the dividing wall and I moved to walk toward it when I came to a halt at the sight of another Mexican blocking it with a smirk on his face.

“Aye…” The main Mexican said, pursing his lips and wagging his finger at me. “You’re Tony’s bitch, aren’t you?”

Upon closer inspection, the leader of the Mexican group was no taller than five-nine with a buffy appearance that told me he hit the gym whenever he get the chance everyday, and he probably work out for hours. His face had a large black tattoo that resembled a dragon breathing fire and it fell along his neck before being hidden by his orange jumpsuit, his eyes were a crystal brown as he wore a large smirk that showed his rotten yellow teeth. His body was so built and his gaze so fearful, he made my heart drop lower as he took a closer step and I only backed away as the Mexican that came from the opposite side of the dividing wall came closer as well.

“Uah…” Was my feared reply as I backed away from him, I felt the cold tile of the shower against my bare ass and knew I was in deep trouble. 

“Ha… that’s what I thought.” The Mexican said, looking me in the eye once more as I shielded my groin with my hands. “Ah, don’t be shy, I just wanna talk to you.”

“I-I don’t know a-anything.” I said breathlessly, wishing Tony or someone from his gang would walk into the bathroom and save me right now. “I s-swear. I only got here three days ago, I don’t know a-anything a-a-a-at all! I-I swear, please… p-please don’t hurt me. I-I didn’t… I-I-”

“Shut the fuck up.” The Mexican snapped. “Damn, ya’ll bitches just can’t keep ya’ll mouth shut when ya stuck against the wall.” He whispered as he leaned in close to me, causing me to coward away so weakly, which he snorted to. “That’s what you like, ain’t it? You like being stuck against the wall?”

“N-No.” I immediately replied, knowing exactly what he was getting at.

“Ah, but you do.” He chuckled, to which his guys also chuckled to, making me very uncomfortable. 

“N-No…” I cried softly, flinching away as he reached forward and caressed my chin. “I-I…”

“Don’t tell me he ain’t opened that ass up yet… shit, you must be something special.” He laughed. “He must be special, ya’ll.” He mocked to his friends, which they agreed to.

“Very special.” One spoke up, eyeing me closely with his hungry eyes, making me feel so disgusted.

“P-Please, leave me a-alone.” I whimpered. “I-I just wanted to take a-a-a-a shower.” I whined, licking my dry lips.

“Mmmm, cute little tongue baby… let’s see what it can do.” The Mexican leader said, making me immediately shake my head. “If you don’t want that little ass busted open, get on your knees Sweetcake.”

“N-No!” I cried, shoving against him as he took the chance to grab a fistful of my hair and yank hard. 

I cried out as he shoved me on my knees and pain rocketed up my left one fast, meaning I had seriously hurt my leg from his shove, I started smacking at his hands as he unzipped the front of his jumpsuit and his length fell out. My eyes widened as realization hit me, I was really about to be forced to give a man head in this shower, I attempted to wiggle his grasp out of my hair but it was useless as his grip tightened with a chuckle.

“P-Please don’t!” I cried, feeling one of them slide behind me and grab my shoulders to pin my arms behind me, causing me to struggle even more. “PLEAS-”

His length entered my mouth and it felt like my breakfast was gonna come up as he went directly for my throat, groaning as he entered and started to throat fuck me roughly as I felt the wetness slowly racing down my face. I was sort of trapped under the showerhead so luckily for me, some of my pride was spared as I didn’t seem like a complete pussy by crying, this wasn’t fair! None of this was right! I struggled but it was futile as the guy behind me moved my shoulder in a painful hold that felt like I was tearing my arm off every time I moved. I cried out around the man’s dick, trying to wiggle my head away but the Mexican’s leader grip only tightened as he continued to thrust his head forward. None of this was enjoyable, none of this was fun like it was with Tony.

This shouldn’t of been happening, Tony should of been here with me so this wouldn’t happen. I had already fallen victim to another gang, and I wasn’t sure if it was because they knew I was vulnerable or because of me being his so-called girlfriend, it made no sense that I was a target. Tony was suppose to protect me so things like this wouldn’t happen, he was suppose to keep bad guys like the one taking advantage of me away, and he failed! He failed me so badly, more tears fell down my face as felt the man’s length jutting in and out of my throat so fast and painful as he put all his force into his thrusting, what a disgusting person. 

I sobbed loudly around his cock as the relentless thrusts continued until he shoved my nose into his pubes and released himself in my throat, I was vile and disgusted as the guy behind me released me. I fell forward onto the tiled flooring and coughed as I felt a little of the guy’s nut spit onto my tongue from sitting in my esophagus, I gagged as I felt my breakfast coming back up but quickly fought the urge. Tears flowed more freely, I held none back and didn’t fight them as the water sprayed over my back while I curled up and cried, so open and vulnerable for everyone to see.

“Oh.” My hair was grabbed so tightly it felt like a few strands were ripped right out of my head. “And name’s Poppi, pass the word, Sweetcake.”

I heard the laughing and the snickering of the Mexican clique as they high-fived and laughed at me while leaving, I sobbed louder as I sat up and buried my face in my arms as I sat balled up in a tight ball. I knew I had to get myself together, I had to hurry and get some clothes on or Tony would probably come looking for me… who am I kidding, he doesn’t care about me. No one cares about me.

Chapter Seven

I rose to my feet and cut the showerhead off before grabbing the towel Tony gave me and quickly dried off before walking toward a drier spot in the shower and putting on my uniform, I blinked a few times to rid the wetness buildup in my eyes before grabbing the dirtied towel and body wash that now tainted me. I smelled like him most definitely, his Dove Men cleansed through my pores and radiated off my locks of hair as I took a heavy breath and slid my slippers on to leave the bathroom. I licked my dry lips while feeling like they were stuck together, I wanted someone to talk to… I needed someone to talk to but I had no one here, not even my protector because I felt like there was nothing that he could do. Everything was set in stone from here on out, I took a heavy gulp while wishing I had something to wash this disgusting nut down my throat so the sperm could burn to death in my acidic stomach. I felt so used and broken inside but I knew very soon there was a deadly poison that was going to set over me and kill me slowly, depression . I exited the bathroom with the belongings clutching my chest once more, I wandered aimlessly as I passed a post board and stopped to look at everything posted on it. I was amazed as I looked at the many job openings in different job assignments, I snatched the small tickets off each one before continuing my wandering while hoping I was going in the right direction of Tony and I’s cell.

“You lost?” I heard someone say and simply glanced in that direction before quickly averting my eyes.

“No.” I whispered, not bothering to stop my wandering as the person continued down the corridor without another word.

I managed to get back to the pod and walked up the stairs in a dragging sort of motion, I paused at the top of the stairs before taking a deep breath while praying Tony wasn’t inside the cell when I walked in. I then pushed myself forward and gladly took a heavy breath to relax myself at the sight of the empty cell that was completely untouched, I entered and sat down Tony’s body wash before turning and throwing my dirtied clothes onto my bunk with the towel mingled inside. I then crawled up into the bed, pausing to pull my pants completely off and neatly folding them to lay on the other side of my bunk at my feet, I then curled up under the covers and laid quiet while silently praying sleep find me as soon as possible. 

I didn’t wanna be awake when Tony came into the cell because truth be told, I didn’t want him to find out about the situation that happened in the shower. I didn’t want him to know that he failed to protect me because I was too busy wanting to protect his ego, I felt sick about myself, Love wasn’t that fucking important. What was love anyway? I didn’t have a clue what it truly was but I knew what I had for Tony was true, he shouldn’t be able to give me bubbles and make my heart jump the way it did whenever he made me sat on his lap whenever we ate. He shouldn’t be able to make me blush whenever he nibble on my earlobe, he shouldn’t turn me on period, he was a guy that would never be mine, and I knew that. I knew that… did I?

I gasped as his hands gently caressed my thighs while he trailed his kisses along my lower stomach until growing super close to my groin, I was confused as he pushed my legs further toward my head and openly kissed my rosebud. I immediately became shock as his tongue danced across and sent waves of pleasure of my spine so sharply that I couldn’t stop myself from arching off the bed. My fingers dug into his thick cornrows as he slurped and nibbled on my cheeks while tenderly stroking my thighs with his thumbs so slightly, he was so powerful as his tongue drove deep into my hole that was ready to be penetrated. 

“Please, Daddy, I need it.” I moaned beggingly. “I need it so bad, Tony.”

I moaned openly as I massaged his shoulders while softly beckoning him to not stop, I arched my wide ass up into his mouth as smirked and pulled away while moving to get on top of me. I smashed my lips against his while moaning at the feeling of his large cock pushing up against my puckering hole, I was so impatient and I wanted him to hurry and put it inside me. Another gasp slipped from my lips as he put his head in first, taking it slow as I clutched tightly to him and squeezed my eyes shut involuntarily because the pain was so great. 

“Oh god…” I whined as he slid into me slowly, he definitely wasn’t little by any means and my hole definitely signaled me that as it stretched so much.

I bit my lip hard while pushing my hole against him, only causing him to slide in more and a groan released from him, but I knew something wasn’t right. I pulled my eyes open and gasped as I looked into the crystal eyes above me with the dark tattoo baring down at me as well, I immediately started to shove against him while trying to wiggle from under the Mexican leader that refused to release me.

“Stop struggling

, Baby , it’ll stop hurting soon.“ He pulled me tighter, causing my stomach to turn as I shook my head quickly. “Ha, that’s what he calls you, ain’t it. Baby …” He mocked.

“P-Please, don’t!” I sobbed, pushing at his chest as one of his buddies pinned my hands flat against the tile flooring of the showers. “No.” I cried, hiccupping.

“Shhh,” He chuckled. “You tell anyone, I’m gonna stick more than just m-”

“Gawd!” My eyes snapped open as I lightly flinched from the sudden shout that made my heart flop around in my chest, nearly trying to give me a heart attack.

I was slightly dazed by my sudden change of events in my dream but easily caught on to the breathless grunting from below me as quickened breaths followed the light shaking of the bunk that would of lullabied me to sleep if I didn’t know what was happening at the moment. My heart dropped to my chest as I thought back on my dream, I had a dream that Tony was starting to fuck me and now I should be trying to make it a reality, but something was stopping me. I immediately assumed that Tony was taking the time to check out more girls in his Playboy magazine to get off, making me smile lightly because at least I could get him off with my mouth. The thought of getting on his bunk and swallowing him up put a fuse in me somehow, even after having my mouth assaulted right this morning, there was still a fuse for him deep down inside me. I felt a flow of hotness go straight down to my cock as nervousness bubbled into my lower stomach at the thought of jacking off to him masturbating below me, I could do it but I was so afraid he’d find out I’m awake. 

I wasn’t sure exactly what had me scared, I had sucked his dick willingly for crying out loud but I now I was afraid to jerk off in front of him with him knowing, I’m such an idiot. It was as if a bucket of ice water was thrown on me at the sound of a feminine moan break the air and the breathless groaning continued, making me realize that it wasn’t Tony who was making the noise, it was her. It felt as if all my excitement and nervousness left me with nothing but coldness and emptiness, loneliness filled me immediately as I curled up on my bunk while wondering when she snuck in the bunk exactly. I had to had been asleep but was it before lights in the bunks were cut off or more toward the middle of the night, I looked at he blurry wall before me as unfallen tears made it hard for me to look at the cracks in the wall. I immediately wished that a blackhole, or even sleep, would consume me right here and right now so that I didn’t have to listen any longer at the loud slurping sound. I heard a loud grunt and the mixed slurping sound told me exactly what Tony was doing to her, and the thought made me want to puke. I wonder how many times he’s done that to her then come and kiss me, perhaps that’s why she smirked in my face when he didn’t say anything to stop her from berating me and letting me know I had no placement compared to her. 

The smacking and slurping sounds stopped and it fell silent for a moment as I closed my eyes tightly and felt the warm liquid drip off my face as I bit my lip to make sure to not make a sound. I squeezed my eyes painful as my tooth dug into my lip in a particular spot and I felt nothing but pain in the area, I questioned what exactly was the problem and assumed perhaps my lip was busted. I wasn’t going to get up and check it out right now because that was only going to draw attention and probably stop them, but I didn’t want to stop them, not because I wanted to hear them but because I knew this was what I needed. This was reality check to me so that I wouldn’t step over boundaries with him again, I wasn’t someone that he could just use and abuse when he wasn’t even protecting me the way he should be. The sound of hard sucking filled the air and Tony released a heavy groan that I definitely knew was from him, it was deep from within this throat and that type of groan told me she had did something right this time around.

“Put it in.” I heard her soft whisper, to which he replied with a audible grunt. 

“Where you want it this time, Baby Girl?” He asked her, making me feel even more put down, cause she had more than just two holes… of course she was better than me.

“Wherever you wanna put it, Daddy.” She replied eagerly.

“On your knees.” He ordered dominantly, and if he wasn’t dominating that stupid cunt, I would of been so turned on by that.

“Yes, Daddy.” She moaned eagerly. “Please, Daddy. Fuck me hard.” She pushed on.

I heard her mewling sound and knew he had pushed himself inside of her, I wasn’t sure which hole he had picked exactly, but from her low grunted cry I could assume he had went for her asshole, since it seems she’s into that too. I laid completely still and dared to not make a move so the mattress wouldn’t creak and let them know that I was awake and listening to them have sex right below me, they’d probably think I was turned on and jerking myself off to them. The bunk shook at a slow pace at first, a gentle rock that would of lullabied me to sleep if it wasn’t from the loud screech whining from below letting me know exactly how much she liked it. Suddenly, the bunk started to shake harder as the repetitive sound of skin smacking against another layer of skin resounded into the air so loudly that I was sure the neighboring bunk could hear it just as loud as I could. Another warm tear caressed down my cheek as they fucked below me because this wasn’t what I could want with someone I wanted to love forever, this wasn’t something that I would ever be okay with.

“Oh god, I love you! I love you! I love you!” Officer Baby Girl whined loudly, the mattress below the two creaked as I listened while wishing I could go deaf momentarily. “Yes! Yes, Daddy! Fuck me, uh! Fuck me!” 

“God, Baby Girl, your ass is magical!” I heard Tony’s grunt. “Fuck, I love you too, baby. The way your ass is gripping me, gonna have me nutting fast, girl.”

I wasn’t amazed that no guard was running this way and no other inmate around was speaking up to the pair that was trying to wake up the entire pod and let them know that they were fucking. I was too new to know exactly how this prison ran, I hadn’t met the warden or any other correction officers than the ones I previously met between Officer Baby Girl and the one that led me to my bunk on the first day. I was new to so many things I didn’t want to think of or speak about to a single soul anymore, earlier I wanted someone I could cry to but now, I felt it coming in. I was too depressed to care about telling anyone what happened to me, and especially because I knew that it would get back to Tony if I did speak up, and I didn’t want him knowing about it. Just to think, hours earlier today I was being brutally face raped by a stranger that probably had nothing against me as other than a target toward Tony, and the exact same night, he invites this stupid ,

disgusting

, ugly face whore into the bunk and sits her right on her cock. 

I laid quietly, silently weeping in my own sorrow as tears now streamed down my face because that was suppose to be me, that was suppose to be me letting everyone in the pod know that Tony and I were fucking. Maybe he would never go there with me, maybe that’s why he doesn’t really worry about protecting me the way he should because he doesn’t see me as more than someone that was a waste of time. Her whining got louder as the bunk only creaked and groaned harder as her loudening meant she was finally reaching her climax and Tony’s heavier grunts told me he was also cutting it close to the edge. Both of those sounds meant that this listening torture would finally be over for me, meaning she’d leave and he’d hopefully go to sleep, and I could hopefully go back to sleep too. 

I would had rather continued in my nightmare than listen to the two of them fucking and confessing their love for one another, even if either one of them meant nothing from it, I still didn’t wanna hear them say it. I didn’t want him to tell her that he loved her back, it wasn’t fair, none of this was fair to me and no one cared about it, but me. Which meant I had to find someone else to protect me, I had to find someone who really cared enough to protect me and I had to do it quietly so that Tony wouldn’t find out until I was sure that I would be throughly protected by whoever I chose.

Chapter Eight

I stretched away from the hand laying on my hip while stretching like a cat, I wiggled around to get better space in my bunk as my foot bumped into a leg that I knew wasn’t my own leg, I immediately jerked away and quickly opened my eyes to see what was going on. I looked around in confusion as I looked at the ceiling before looking below me to see that I was definitely in my own bunk, but why wasn’t I alone in my own bunk? I looked beside me to see Tony staring at me with a blank face as I looked at him with a frown before slowly sitting up and looking toward the window to be grazed with the bright light of the sun scorching my eyes. I whined as I stretched again while hoping to work out a few kinks in my back from the hard bed that I was now going to sleep on every night. 

Tony grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him as I averted my eyes while frowning once more, which I see to have been doing since he’s woken me up my gorgeous sleep that was interrupted to his late night activities. I pulled my face away as I decided that putting some pants on would be a good idea, I grabbed my pants and the different tickets to all the job assignments scattered onto my lap. I quickly went to grab them but Tony moved faster and got the few I didn’t reach quick enough, he scanned the ticket before looking at me and raising an eyebrow. A light smirk came over his face as he read the other ticket in his hand while I managed to shimmy from under my cover without him seeing my lower half, but it wasn’t like he didn’t know of course. 

“Tryna make some commissary money?” He asked, making me shrug helplessly toward him, it was my way of telling him I didn’t wanna talk.

I bent over and shoved my pants on as I heard a catcall from the doorway of the cell, I looked with alertness to see a random white man passing by, I curled my lip in annoyance as Tony slid off my bunk and came to a stop to watch me pull my pants up. He watched me wiggle into the size that would of felt perfectly if I hadn’t had such wide hips that I hated with a passion, this exotic gaze told me nothing but erotica thoughts were on his mind but I ignored him anyway.

“You slept late, didn’t even join me in my bunk.” He said, which made me shrug once more.

“Tired.” I croaked, frowning and I grabbed the base of my throat at the discomfort.

“Why your lip busted?” He asked, reaching forward and going to touch the tender spot, which I immediately pulled away to.

“No reason.” I whispered back, buttoning my pants while moving to grab the dirtied clothes I threw on my bunk, but they were gone already. “Where’s my dirty clothes?” I cleared my throat.

“Lip busted… throat hurt… avoiding me.” Tony countered, numbering off with his fingers with a small, confused snicker. “So you think we’re playing the sharing game?” Tony asked, moving closer as I backed away in confusion.

“Sharing game?” I asked, grabbing my throat as I couldn’t stop the expression of discomfort that came over my face. “What sharing game?” I croaked.

“Who is it?” He demanded, making me avert my eyes because he knew so fast, and so easily. “Who!?” He snapped, pushing his chest up against me and almost knocking me off my feet.

“Get away from me!” I yelped, pushing against his chest.

He grabbed my wrist and swirled me around while pushing me backwards, I landed on his bunk and whined lightly at the pain that shot through my elbow as it hit the metal part of his bunk, I glared up at him while grabbing my elbow and hoping to rub the pain away. He quickly crawled on top of me and nestled onto my lap to keep me in place as I wiggled and felt my heart race, he was just like the Mexican guy and he was going to force what he wanted next. He grabbed the zipper of my jumpsuit that was sizes too big and started to unzip it as I continued to wiggle desperately to get away from him.

“P-Please don’t.” I whimpered, feeling tears well up in my eyes as I shoved at his chest. “Please, please, please, plea-”

“Chill out.” He huffed, pinning my hands above my head. “I just wanna look at your side, man.”

I looked at him in confusion as he moved his hands off my wrist and moved the left side of my jumpsuit out of the way and we both took in the large bruise that had swelled from inflammation. I was amazed at the large bruise that must had developed overnight because I had felt no pain, even know as we both stared at it. I glanced at Tony while secretly fearing that he would take his anger out on me, I was damaged goods and I didn’t have to worry about someone protecting me now, I was already damaged.

“What happened?” I averted my eyes while not daring to look at him as his deadly aura told me he was more than angry. “Who did it? Huh? Who was it, Ba-”

“Kiden, my name is Kiden!” I cried, pushing at his chest as he looked at me in confusion until it was as if it dawned on him.

“You’re jealous.” He chuckled in an almost disbelief manner. “Who was it, Kiden ?” He mocked.

“D-Doesn’t matter now.” I sniffled. “They already got away with it.” I mocked back, pushing against his chest once more, although every attempt was futile.

“Fucking tell me!” He growled, moving dangerously close to my face, to which I flinched away to while the sight of the Mexican standing over me flashed right before me.

I went still as I stared and felt like it was happening all over again, he was standing over me again with his hand shoved in my hair and forcing himself inside my mouth, his length was tearing at my throat muscles all over again. Tony’s heavy weight knocked me out of my subconsciousness as he laid himself on me, pinning me to the mattress as he held me tightly as my once unheard sobs finally hit my ears and I was crying forcefully. It was as if a sudden dam had broken and there was nothing that could stop me from letting all the hurt show, all the hurt and pain I felt toward being here. 

“Please…” I sobbed, not able to fight the thought any longer. “Please, just leave me alone.” 

“Just tell me who, Baby, they gotta pay for this.” Tony whispered, pulling away as I refused to meet his eyes. “They got to.”

“H-He w-was…” I paused, closing my eyes so I didn’t have to look Tony in the face. “M-Mexican, big ta-tattoo on his face… s-said his name was… P-Poppi.” 

Tony openly growled angrily and pulled me tight to him as he fixed us in the bed and laid beside me, I was disgusted that I was on these sheets but decided to not push the issue as he gently stroked my hair and held me close.

“Where?” Tony asked.

“S-Showers.” I weakly whispered.

“Fuck.” Tony rose up suddenly, leaving me cold as he buried his face in his hands. “Fuck, I’m so sorry Baby. I am, I’m so fucking sorry.”

“I-It’s not your fault.” I whispered, to which he turned to look at me with yet another unbelievable chuckle.

“I was suppose to protect you, Baby, you know that. I fucking knew that .” He whispered to himself as he turned away from me and stared at the cell door.

“It’s not your fault.” I said again, a little louder to let him know I was serious. “I should of fought back, I-I should of-”

“Don’t you dare try to blame this shit on you, it’s my fucking fault and we both know it. I should of went when you asked me to. I should of been there to protect you. I should of been there because that’s what I’m suppose to do-” Tony continued, obviously beating himself up inside.

“It’s just head, Tony, that doesn’t automatically guarantee your protection.” I tried to let him understand that I knew what was truly happening. “You only ever got head from me and it was on-”

“And it was the best head I ever had, and that was what sealed our deal. I should of been there to protect you from that motherfucker. I’m gonna kill him.” Tony said, raising to his feet as his made was already made up. “I’m gonna skin that motherfucker alive.”

“N-No, Tony.” I rose to my knees while looking at him. “I-” 

I was cut off as he pushed his lips against mine aggressively, I gasped as the taste of toothpaste assaulted my taste buds while his tongue slipped into my mouth and I didn’t hesitate to return his kiss, even knowing I hadn’t brushed my teeth. I moaned as he moved me so that I was on my back again and slipped between my legs, I gasped as he started to grind himself into me and moved his lips down to my neck. My toes curled as he bit down tenderly on my neck and sucked hard, causing a grunt to release from my lips as I didn’t stop him or pull away from his tender pecks and suckling mouth. I craved the feeling of his lips dancing around my neck and finding all my sweet spots that I didn’t even know I had, and when his tongue trailed up and lapped at my earlobe, I immediately went to heaven. I cried out as I wrapped my arms around his neck and curled my legs around his waist while arching up and digging into him for friction along my own length. He returned the grinding and it felt like complete bliss as I pulled away and looked at Tony as he hovered over me with glassy eyes that told me that this had really bothered him, more than I expected it to, to be honest.

“I’m gonna kill that motherfucker.” He whispered, bracing his forehead against mine as he closed his eyes and I closed mine as well.

“Tonight.” I whispered, knowing that things were going to be different going into tomorrow now that I knew Tony was already brewing a plan in his head.

“Hm?” Tony asked. “You want me to kill him tonight?” He chuckled, smirking down at me. “You calling the shots now?” He smirked lightly, his smirk lightened the mood at of his hopeless humor. 

“No… I want you inside me… tonight.” I said, looking up at him promising and his silence immediately worried me. “Tonight.” I whispered again.

“I’ll…” He trailed off, letting me know his answer. 

I allowed my eyes to fall to his collarbone as I didn’t want to meet his gaze cause I knew exactly why he wouldn’t finish his answer, because he was choosing her. I bit my lip as I dared my eyes not to water up, I’d be damned I cry because of that little cunt that would rather be charged with rape from willing sex for almost an hour of pleasure. He was, of course, gonna choose her over me but I should of expected that, I liked my dry lips while lightly nodding to tell him that I understood him. I then pushed at his chest as my hardening cock was going to be what suffered more than my heart, or perhaps it was the other way around, my heart was going to suffer more than my hardening dick. I slid from under him as I walked to the little mirror and looked inside to survey my lip, I gently touched it and hissed at the burning sensation I felt from the damaged nerves. 

I heard Tony’s mattress creak as he moved closer to me with his soft steps leading his way, I looked onward through the mirror made of reflecting metal rather than real glass and looked at Tony. His arms circled around me as he paused to push one side of my hair out of his way and let me see the hickey he left, I looked onward as he circled his arms around me once more and buried his face into my neck to leave kisses once more. While it was a turn on, I was also confused on how to feel about this because he turned me down but at the same time, he was acting as if everything would be okay. He was going to fuck her again tonight, and my luck, I would be woken up again to them fucking and I really didn’t know what to think about it anymore, too many mixed feelings. I gasped as Tony’s hand suddenly trailed past my pant’s top hem and cupped me, shocking me as he started to gently stroke me and suck on my neck, causing me to quiver with pleasure… what exactly was he trying to prove right now?

Chapter Nine

I moaned as his stroking quickened and my knees buckled at my orgasm, I clutched onto Tony to stop from hitting the floor as he milked my balls completely empty of everything that was stored there over so much time. I looked up at him with hooded eyes as he stared down at me, his eyes were flashing so many emotions that it was hard to just pinpoint one emotion exactly as he stared at me quietly. A buzzing sound signaled something and I wasn’t exactly sure what as Tony pulled his hand out of my pants and we both observed the strings of nut covering his dark brown hand, he chuckled as he played with it before wiping it off with a small towel he had for showering. I leaned against the table as my bruised side started to cramp and took a few deep breaths to help with the aftermath of my explosive handjob from the masculine, sexy buck.

“It’s rec time.” Tony told me, coming to stand in front of me and putting his hand gently on my side as I looked up at him and slowly nodded.

I then averted my eyes as I continued to slowly breath in and out, I pulled myself upright from the small table and moved over to my bunk to grab the small tickets for jobs, I placed them in the pocket of my jumpsuit and looked at Tony. I watched as he moved to his bunk and grabbed the small box he had opened before already, the one that had the weird key and condom inside of it. I moved back to the table as he opened it and pulled out the same key from last time, I frowned at him in confusion as I watched him grab one of the rolled pages of paper and opened it to scan it over. I looked onward at the blueprint of a car that had scribbles labeling certain things and their benefits of it, my mouth dropped open as I remembered Tony saying something about racing. He then rolled the blueprint back up and locked the box to store back under his bunk, I watched him as he turned to me and gestured for me to walk out first. I glanced back at him in confusion as his hand fell along my lower back while he walked with me, I wasn’t sure exactly what he was getting at but I couldn’t wait to find out. 

“Where we going?” I asked in a whisper.

“Garage.” He said back, making me nod slowly.

I shuffled alongside Tony as he lead the way through the cafeteria and to the door that we went out before, the one he practically drug me out to go meet with the guy named Streets, I looked around as the cafeteria seemed mostly bare. A few people lingered inside reading books or doing puzzles with friends, but Tony had a mission already in mind as he beelined me straight to the door. He opened it for me and I walked through it first before pausing and waiting for him to come through as well, he shut the door behind him and put his hand back on my lower back to finish leading me.

“Ya know, I can just follow you, right.” I told him, looking down at the arm “connecting” us. 

“I know.” Tony said. “Maybe I wanna touch you.” He said with a stern face, making me blink a few times before looking away.

He held the outside door as well, I stepped out and shielded my eyes from the sun as I looked outdoors to see the entire yard filled with so many people, gangs of different people hung around the yard with the blacks dominating the basketball court, whites dominating the shaded benches, and Mexicans dominating the grassy part of the yard. It was like Tony and I were stuck in New York’s apple right on it’s busiest day, people were in every corner and cranny of the yard and I was shocked how many people were actually in this prison, and this probably wasn’t everybody either. Tony grabbed my hand and I quickly clutched his back so I wouldn’t get lost around all these people as Tony started to walk around the court first, he got a few friendly calls from the guys on the court while they played basketball. 

I made sure not to look at anyone, I didn’t want them thinking I was trying to start something, I was truly terrified and feeling claustrophobic around all these people. I hope the “Garage” was near because I truly felt like I was gonna get carried away at any minute, thankfully, many people parted out of Tony’s way as we walked toward our destination. We then walked near the edge of the Mexican territory, which was cut off by a track that Tony and I walked side by side on, I glanced over at all the Mexicans as a few of them stretched and chatted with one another. I looked over at Tony as he stared straight forward, his eyes looking at the large building built from scraps of metal that looked to have come out of a junk yard. I looked at it in confusion but didn’t lose my stepping with Tony as we continued to walk to the gigantic building that stretched at least the length of three blocks. 

“What is this, Tony?” I asked, pulling to a halt while looking up at him as I pulled my hand from his. “Tell me something.”

“What you tryna know, Baby?”

“Where are we?” I chuckled lightly. “And why does it look like that?” I asked, glancing over at the metal scrap building.

“It’s the Garage, come on,” Tony said, grabbing my hand again and leading me to the door that was propped open for anyone to enter, “I told you about racing… right?” He stopped to let me in first.

“Not really.” I replied, stepping through the door and immediately being struck in the face by the smell of oil and smoldering metal. 

I squinted as my eyes adjusted to the sudden change of brightness, the garage was mostly dark inside with the stench of metal and grease, I looked back at Tony as he stepped in next and pointed at the floorplan on the all for me to see. I moved closer to it as Tony stood back and watched me, I leaned in close tot he floorplan while squinting in the darkened light, it appeared the garage has ten large cubicles. I turned to look at Tony as he grabbed my hand again and started leading me past the cubicles that make a large circle, I looked into the first one to see a car with a tarp over the top of it to hide it from everyone’s view, I guess. I looked into another one to see very bright sparks flying through the air as a man with a welding mask momentarily glanced up at Tony and I before looking back down at the car he was working on. 

“You fix cars…” I said, slowly catching an understanding now.

“Yeah,” Tony said, I glanced over at him and caught his gaze immediately, “then we destroy them, with people in it.” 

“Wait…” I said, looking away in complete shock at the confession he said. “You’re murdering people in cars.” I said in disbelief.

“Maybe.” He shrugged carelessly, continuing to pull me so far before we entered a cubicle. 

The cubicle was already occupied and I pulled up short as I looked at the three people inside, not including Mickey, who was munching on a Snicker bar while lazily leaning on a stool. I looked at the three guys I didn’t know before looking over at Tony uneasily while he entered the cubicle deeper and handed a older looking man the blueprint that was in his hand. The older man had a greying beard with pale skin, he looked rather sickly but I thought nothing of it as he unrolled the blueprint and released a light chuckle, to which Tony openly shrugged to. He then walked and dabbed with the other two guys, one which took the chance to whisper something to him. I looked around the cubicle to see a car lift in the center of it, with bottles of oil and such scattered all around, the floor was made of solid concrete that looked so age that parts of it seemed to crumble right under my feet.

“Baby.” Tony called me, making me turn and look at him cluelessly, I assumed he said I was adventuring to far from his watch.

I moved closer to him once more and coming to stop beside him while continuing to survey the area, right in front of the car lift was a tarp covered car, I wasn’t sure what the car was exactly but the outline of it appeared to be a mustang. I moved closer to it with the intentions to get a better look at the actual car but the tug on my oversized jumpsuit caused me to look back at Tony, who was giving me a stern eye. I innocently cocked my head before closer to his side yet again, it was like he wanted to keep me on a tight leash here and I had no real idea why other than he was making sure people wouldn’t bother me. But, I was sure to not make the same mistakes of crying my eyes out when approached by some careless assholes that didn’t truly give a fuck about me, but more about Tony. I understood that I was his toy but that didn’t mean that they should attack and bully me because of it, I had nothing to do with Tony’s business, I know nothing about him to be exact.

“Here.” Tony said, catching my attention and I looked at the stool that Mickey once occupied. “Sit down, and don’t move.” He ordered, making me shiver and blush at the authority of his order.

“Yes, Daddy.” I joked, making a few of the guys chuckle as Tony only shook his head at my remark. 

“This is Turner.” He pointed to a white guy with a bald head. “Rolley.” He pointed to the other guy. “And Eddie.” He said, pointing to the older man that he handed the blueprint. “My racing group.”

I nodded slowly, turning to look at Tony again as he nodded to the older man, who walked around the car and pulled the tarp off to showed me a 2010, worn down Ford Mustang but it still looked in pretty good condition. I was amazed that they actually had a Ford Mustang sitting in front of me right now, it should be impossible that this was in the prison and no one had tried to escape with it yet. I restrained from rising up because I remembered Tony’s orders, but I still stared on in complete amazement as the older man pinned the blueprint to the far wall and I got a better look. The blueprint was pretty straight forward, Tony wanted a roll cage with 6 RPG-7s hooked to the roof of the car for firing, a minigun facing the rear of the car with inside usage, as well as two automatic M134 miniguns on each side of the front hood. 

“Hell, you’re tryna kill the entire map, ain’t ya.” Turner commented, crossing his arms over his chest with sinister smirk. “I’m down for this race, man.” 

“It’s my last race, I wanna make sure I don’t get touched.” He commented back.

It was then that it dawned on me that if Tony won this race, he would be leaving and I would be here by myself, and because of that, I would have to find new protection. I looked at Tony as he looked back at me with a tiny smile, while that did make me feel better, I still felt sorrow over the fact that he would be gone. 

“Plus, Baby’s riding with me. If something happens to him, I’ll kill everyone in this prison with my bare hands.” He continued.

Wait… I’m riding with him?

Chapter Ten

It was nearly past dawn and Tony had grabbed us a large pizza to share from the available vending machine, it was crappy pizza but I didn’t complain as I hadn’t bought it and my Mom raised me to be appreciative. I watched on as Tony and his group of boys worked to get the car going, it roared to life as Mickey turned the ignition, making me smile lightly at the roar that echoed through the garage. I bit some pizza off my slice while standing and watching them work to make the battle car come alive, Tony had received his weapons today and was having Turner and Eddie install them in the proper places. I walked around the car to where Tony was sitting under it, he had wore a blue jean outfit today instead of his usual outfit and I was curious to why but didn’t ask any questions as Tony worked under the car. I took another bite off of my pizza and continued to admire the mustang that had completely been renovated right before my eyes in three days, and with four days left to put finish and touches, the racing was gonna start soon.

“Alright, Tony, I’m going on breakfast break.” Eddie said, ruggedly rubbing his hands on a dirtied rag.

Tony grunted in return as Turner quietly followed behind Eddie to go on his break as well, I moved closer to Tony as Mickey came from around the car. I leaned against the car while hoping he would leave to, so that Tony and I could have some alone time, I admired Tony’s masculine legs and the large log resting against his left thigh as he spread his legs a little and the fabric tightened. It was an exciting sight to see for me, he was just as big soft than he was hard and it was amusing to watch how his log was so visible, because it was just that big and noticeable. 

“Ima go on break too, they have sausage links today, man.” Mickey said.

I smiled lightly as I circled around the mustang and dropped to my knees, I started to stroke Tony though his jumpsuit and he stiffened for a moment before completely going relaxed under my touch. I continued to stroke him through his bottoms as he hardened against my hand and I moved out the way as he slid himself from under the car and rose to a sitting position, his lips immediately found mine as I moaned and sucked on his bottom lip until he pulled away. His hands found my hips as I wrapped my arms around his neck and pushed my hard cock against his, I moaned as he started to suck on my neck and nibble on the right areas to get me hot and bothered. I ran my hands along his masculine physic as he rose to his feet and I stayed kneeling before him, he reached and undid his blue jumpsuit that signified he had free roam during rec hours.

I watched as his pubic hairs sprawled furiously before his thick dick smacked me openly in the cheek, I chuckled as I grabbed it and started to stroke it slowly at first. He hissed loudly as if warning me to not play with it like that, as if the only thinking keeping him from bending me over his car was the fact that he would nut before even pushing it inside me. I slowly opened my mouth and slipped my lips around the tip, cheekily teasing him as I released a throat grunt when he grabbed my head and forced me to deep throat him. I gagged as I wasn’t prepared for the sudden assault and he immediately eased up in the fear I would throw up on him, I blinked to rid my watery eyes slowly slurping up and down him. He slowly rocked with me, going opposite of my sucking motion so that when I was sucking him in, he was pushing himself further inside my mouth and vise versa. 

“Shit.” He huffed as I reached up and grabbed ahold of his balls to toy with them a little as he pulled himself out of my mouth and lifted to give me easier access to his testes. 

I licked along his sac while slowly, so teasingly stroking his thick log that was almost larger and longer than my arm, and the thought of him digging deep into my asshole only made me hornier as I used my unoccupied hand to slowly stroke myself. I looked up to catch him hooded eyes staring down at me as I worked on wetting up his sac with my wet tongue, I then moved to swallow him and his legs almost buckled as I felt the thick jets of nut cover my tongue. I moaned as I swallowed each nut he gave me, smiling up at him as he squeezed the last few drops out while heaving heavily. I rose to my feet cause the concrete flooring was hurting my knees and was immediately pinned to the hood of the worn Ford Mustang, Tony pushed his semi-hard dick against mine, which was so stiff that it was growing painful. I whined with need as his hand lowered and wrapped around my clothed peter, I arched into his hand for more traction as he slowly rubbed it in such a teasing manner. 

I reached between us and wiggled off the bottoms of my blue uniform that was too large for me, Tony lifted my legs up and with the spit and leaking after-nut that Tony had, he slowly pushed himself inside me. I gasped as my breath was stolen just that quickly, his large head slowly pushed inside as I arched up and unconsciously tried to move my hole away from his head, but he held me in place. I winced as the tip popped in and Tony held still as I adjusted, squirming on the tip while anxiously tightening and untightening my hole around the thick head while Tony gently rubbed my thighs to relax me more. I moved back so that we were forehead to forehead before lightly nodding to tell Tony to go ahead, which he did and pushed more of himself inside before slowly easing out, only to push back inside. I cried out as he continued to slowly move, I felt sweat beading down my face before my eyes burned and I realized I wasn’t sweating as tears streamed down my face heavily. I had took a meant but it immediately dawned on me as I realized… this was it. Tony was actually inside of me, Tony was finally inside of me. 

“Ah!” I yelped with pleasure, moaning afterward as waves rushed over me and my toes curled. “Yes! Oh! Ah! Ah! I love it! MMMMM!”

Tony kept going, pushing deeper and deeper and quickening the pace as he started to openly fuck me, beating my insides at a repetitive pace and causing only more yelps and moans to leave my mouth. I wanted to be quiet, I really did, but the pleasure was too great and before I knew it, I was moaning Tony’s name for the entire garage to hear. He tightened his grip on me, his thrusts gaining momentum as he pushed in deep and went stiff, his hands held me tightly as I cried out and felt the ultimate release and squirted painfully from the orgasm being so sudden.

“AH! YES! TONY!” I cried.

The orgasm was a bliss however, the small stench of pain disappeared as I held onto Tony’s shirt that was now covered in a few of my wet streaks of nut. I released a loud whine as I heaved to catch my breath from the first session we ever had together, and the session happened right on top of his car. I slowly loosened my grip on Tony’s shirt and his softened meat slipped out as I rested my head against his chest and caught my breath, heaving as he gently placed a kiss on my forehead before pulling away. He held me carefully as I slowly eased off the car and back to my wobbly feet, I giggled as I stumbled back into his arms when he tried to step away from me a little too soon.  

“You okay, Baby?” Tony asked, gently stroking my hips as I nodded and took a heavy breath, which as very needed… as well as something to drink cause my mouth was terribly dry.

Chapter Eleven

I stared at the ceiling as the darkness slowly crept toward the edge of my vision, it was dead silent inside of the pod and while that was a good thing around this time of night, I knew something bad was going to happen from the “off” feeling pitted in my stomach. I sighed, rolling onto my side and facing the concrete cell wall as Tony only pulled me tighter against his chest while shifting around to be more comfortable also. I couldn’t find sleep… or perhaps it couldn’t find me and while Tony was sleeping so well, I just couldn’t seem to settle the thoughts in my head as I caught the sound of guard shoes coming our way. I slowly rolled over while peeking while a flashlight shined the way the guard was coming toward, I listened and watched as the female guard that seemed to enjoy harassing Tony’s affection paused and flashed the light inside. Common sense said that Tony was already sleep, and I knew she had common sense because it was dead hours of the morning. She stared at me as I stared back, our eyes lingering as her eyelids lowered and she openly glared at me while standing and staring with the flashlight pointed directly at me. I squinted my eyes from the brightness and waited as she turned and marched her way past the cell, her shoes slowly growing lighter as I shook my head, shocked that she could envy me. 

“Don’t worry ’bout her.” Tony’s groggily voice spoke suddenly, he reached up and scratched as his scalp before sighing.

I chuckled in disbelief. “As if she’s not the one calling shots around here.”

“She’s not.” Tony replied, making me glance over at him with a raised eyebrow. “Don’t let them fool you, Warden Harper is still here.”

“How you know?” I asked with in a soft whisper, turning over and gently caressing my finger along Tony’s left eyebrow. 

“Blue minivan.” He replied simply, giving me a light shrug. “Now go to sleep.” 

“I can’t…” I whispered, glancing up at him before allowing my eyes to fall on the heavy stubble along his jawline as I gently used my nails to scratch through it.  

“I can put you to sleep.” He whispered, opening his chocolatey eyes and giving me a sly smile as he leaned forward and lightly pecked the tip of my nose.

“Okay.” I immediately agreed as I also had the same idea on my mind also, I wanted Tony more than he could imagine.

He smirked and lightly kissed along my neck as I reached up and unzipped my exposing jumpsuit a little too excitedly, his hand slipped inside and cupped me while I went to stroking him through his jumpsuit. He was always so sexy when he wore his actual prison jumpsuit, the bright orange was so taut in the perfect places, definitely the thick outline of his stiffen cock whenever he was ready for some action. I reached up and unzipped his jumpsuit without even asking to do it, moaning as his lips trailed and sucked roughly in all the right places, his teeth gently suck into my neck and made me hiss with pleasure as my body stiffened in ecstasy. I squeezed his dick, playing with very large, mushroom shaped head while moaning and whimpering like a little bitch under him. 

“So fucking sexy.” Tony whispered in my ear, making me moan as my dick only hardened and his hand slowly stroked it teasingly. “I’m about to fuck the shit out of you, baby boy.” 

“Oh my god, yes, Daddy.” I moaned in reply, wiggling my hips as my length was still in his grasp and being manipulated so skillfully, at this rate, I’ll be done nutted all in his hand. “Take me.” I moaned.

Upon my request, Tony gave me a very stern kiss on the lips while running his hands along my hips and thighs, feeling along my body as our fronts started to rub against one another until I couldn’t take it anymore and was practically begging for him to fuck me raw. I wiggled against him, both of our clothed lengths rubbing against one another as Tony started to aggressively rip my jumpsuit off while I fought to get inside of his jumpsuit. It was obvious he was gonna skip any other sense of foreplay as he flipped me onto my hands and knees and gripped my hips while the sound of spitting filled the air. I paused while impatiently moaning and withering, even attempting to back up onto his delicious cock but my attemps fell short until Tony had lined himself up with my hole suddenly and pushed inside abruptly. The sudden move immediately stole my breath as a tight burn clasped my lower half, a pained gasp escaped my mouth as I went face first into the mattress below us. 

I whined in pain as Tony didn’t hesitate and started to fuck me with needy grunts and whining, which was very uncommon as he wrapped his arms around my chest and pulled me tight against his chest. His strokes didn’t stop as I started to feel my butt creaming from the desire of him, making his thrusts more smoother and way more pleasureable as I whined and moaned for him to not stop. Wiggling along his fat length as it jutted in and out of me, I started to do the opposite of him. As he pushed inside, I would sit back and take him even more until he would pull himself outward and I would rise until only his head sat inside of me. Tony’s thrusts started to grow more powerful as he pinned me by the neck to the mattress and held me in place with my ass up in the air, I tried my hardest to keep up with his motion but it soon became too much as my balls tightened. I squirmed in pleasure as he smacked my left cheek hard before huffing that he was close, he continued to mutter as I squirmed and wiggled from the intense pleasure I was receiving from him.

“Baby, I’m about to…” He trailed as his breath hitched and he suck deeper inside of my ass, his dick pulsing very hard as I cried out loudly, not caring who I would wake as I climaxed with him.

                                 

                                

I jerked awake at the abrupt pain running through my left ass cheek with a whine as Tony chuckled and cupped my buttock after smacking it, I reached back and rubbed the sore spot as he smacked my hand away before cupping it hungrily once more. His mouth found my neck instantly and was sucking in all the right places as I moved my head aside and allowed him to lick and bite anywhere he wanted. I arched my ass upward slightly and immediately came into contact with his own hips as he pushed forward, pushing his stiff dick along my ass crack and it made me shiver. I moaned loudly while grinding against him, ignoring the throbbing pain in my hips as Tony grabbed a fistful of my hair and pulled it sensually, continuing to rock his naked snake back and forth over  my entrance, only exciting me more. He pushed himself slowly inside of me, using the previous session we had as lube as my hole slowly stretched to accommodate the large width of Tony’s stick, and I couldn’t help but moan at the widening sensation.

“T-Ton-”

“Yo, Tony!” I jerked away from Tony and immediately grabbed the fleece blanket nearby while trying to hurryingly wrap myself from anyone’s view.

Freddie grabbed the bars to the cell and braced his chest against them while staring between Tony and I, to which we looked at each other before Tony cocked his head at his best friend in a questioning manner. He looked unfazed at he scenario before him as he waited for a response from the man on top of me, I looked up at Tony unsurely as he glanced back at Freddie without missing a single beat as he thrusted his hips forward, pulling a moan from me. I was in complete shock that Tony was still having his way with me in front of Freddie, but Freddie seemed unbothered and so did Tony… and the more Tony stroked himself into me, the more I stopped care too. I moaned as Tony poured his hips forward, making me flinch as pleasure exploded along my lower back, my toes curling as he rocked inside of me so skillfully.

“Wassup…” Tony trailed, not skipping a beat as he slammed into me again, causing a  pleasured squeal to escape me.

“It’s Vipers, they jumped Lloyd.” Freddie finally spoke, causing Tony to seize mid-stroke as both of us looked over at Freddie in disbelief.

Chapter Twelve

“Oh shit, babe!” I yelped, grunting as he pulled himself swiftly from me and how pleasurable it felt in that moment.

I whined as I slowly rolled over and watched in complete awe at how fast he moved as he pulled his jumpsuit on quick enough to give me whiplash, he zipped it up very precisely while missing his hard length that was once carelessly bobbing in the air. I was in complete disbelief that someone had attacked Floyd so openly and we weren’t on lockdown just yet, which didn’t surprise me as much as someone attacking Floyd. I was confused to why they would attack him, he was carefree person and always made me laugh with his crazy ass girlfriend, Mautrice, who was very cool once you got to know him. They were good company and I could just imagine how distraught Mautrice was right now, because there was a very real bond between them that told me even prison wouldn’t separate them when that time came. I rose to my feet slowly, groaning at the lower back pain I felt as Tony walked to his locked box and unlocked it, he went through it for a minute and I spotted him putting a shank in his pants. My heart dropped as it dawned on me what his intentions was, I quickly grabbed onto his arm as he had made it just outside of the cell. 

“Tony, no!” I said quickly, holding onto him tightly.

I didn’t care that all of my glorious body was exposed as I clutched onto his wrist and pulled him back toward me as hard as I could, and it wasn’t easy because he was definitely a bulky, solid ass man. He looked at me with a look of bewilderment in his eyes as it was like I snapped him from his internal rage, he glanced at me open jumpsuit before quickly glancing around with a scowl and reaching to zip it up for me. I reached up and grabbed at his hands to stop him as I looked him dead in the eyes and shook my head at him, I didn’t want him doing anything that would fuck up his coming up plans. 

“Tony!” I said louder, making him grunt in reply as he stared at me. “No.” I repeated. “Please…”

It got silent around us as it suddenly only became Tony and I as he stared at me with so many emotions over his face, as if he was fighting his own thoughts until he finally broke and pulled me taut against him. I sunk into his embrace as I tightly clutched onto his jumpsuit, I could feel his nose burying into my hair as I prayed he would listen to me and not just push my efforts aside. It would of been easy for him to, and part of me believed that Tony didn’t want to stick a shank into the Viper’s leader neck either, and for me to step up and voice myself to him, it helped make up his mind. 

“Let’s go check on Mautrice, please don’t do this.” I tried to reason in a whisper, giving him a pleading look as he sighed. 

Everything dawned back on me when Freddie cleared his throat and stared at us with a raised eyebrow, I wasn’t sure what he really had going through his mind because he was far too calm and I was sure he was also wanting to retaliate, however this wasn’t the way.  I waited for him to say something rather than just give me a grunt like he did earlier, I wanted words to come out of his mouth, I wanted him to say anything but that he was going to go get revenge. I slowly pulled my face from his chest and looked up at him with my pleading look once more, hoping it’d affect him some way and make it easier for him to fall for what I want. I knew it was wrong for me to try and take him as my advantage like this, but I felt like if I had allowed Tony to do such a stupid thing, it would have terrible consequences, and not for just the Vipers but for Tony too.

“What we doing, man?” Freddie asked, raising an eyebrow slightly before squinting at Tony curiously. “They just jumped one of our members, we’re just gonna let they asses slide?”

“Lloyd wouldn’t want this!” I huffed, giving Freddie a pleading look as well. “Please Freddie…”

“Fuck all of that, I want revenge!” Freddie snapped back towards me, taking a closer step to me and towering suddenly, fire raging in his eyes. “Those bitches want a problem, now they got one. And you act like you don’t care about this shit, Baby! You wouldn’t understand cause you’re not really one of u-”

“Yo, Freddie, shut the fu-” Tony tried to quickly cut him off. 

“Naw, fuck all of that! This little bitch walk around like I can’t find someone that will beat your ass up for me, I can pay Mautrice to do it like I did before! I’m tired of this hoe feeling like he own every-fucking-thing. And Tony, you became a straight pussy for this dude! You don’t even like dudes!” I glared at Freddie as he bucked up to Tony, who stepped in front of me protectively.

“Don’t disrespect my girl or me!” Tony snapped angrily, pushing Freddie. “What the fuck wrong with you?”

Freddie growled angrily before pushing Tony back even harder, unlucky for me, I was right in the line of his stumble and one second, I was standing behind Tony but the next, I was laying under him and my ankle felt like it had been set on fire. A sharp pained cry escaped my lips as I immediately went to grab my agonizing ankle when Tony quickly rolled to his knees to get off of me and looked at me in utter shock, tears immediately started rushing down my cheek as I clutched it. I hissed as Tony immediately went to inspecting my ankle before his eyes slowly turned to Freddie, who looked just as shocked as I cried and grabbed onto Tony’s shirt while trying to fight the pain burning through my left ankle. He carefully wrapped his arms around me and slowly rose me to my feet as Freddie slowly took a step forward but immediately changed his mind after contemplating the situation. I hissed as I tried to stand up and immediately crumbled, Tony barely catching me in time before quickly picking me up bridal style and carrying me to the lower basement with panic on his face. The pain was the worst I ever felt, I whimpered as blackness start edging around the corners of my eyes, this was not good… whatever just happened, the damage was done. I blinked away the darkness and winced when Tony sat me down in the wheelchair a guard provide to wheel me to the prison infirmary, I looked back at Tony to catch him rub his head in what appeared to be regret and pain himself. I hissed as we turned the corner and my left ankle drug a little, a soft cry escaped my mouth as I reached up and wiped the tears pouring down my cheeks. We reached the infirmary which was actually housed in the same particular building that we were calling home for the mean time, as men are more likely to have serious enough injuries from fighting than women. The wheelchair I was occupying came to a stop as we reached the infirmary door and it was opened for the guard to push it in.

“Sprained or broken ankle, we shall never know.” The guard actually had the audacity to joke.

If I wasn’t in such crippling pain, I would of probably said a smart remark or give him a mean glare that told him to shut the hell up and do his fucking job, a nurse pointed us in the direction to go and he pushed me along the way. With his and the nurse assistance, I was dropped into a examination bed and the nurse suddenly grabbed my ankle and lifted it to put on the bed, I couldn’t hold back the loud shout that escaped, scaring her and the guard momentarily as I curled up in pain on the bed, clutching my ankle tightly to me. 

“I’m sorry, honey!” She cried in shock, quickly wrapping around the table so she could see my face. “What’s your name?”

“Ba- I mean Kiden Conner.” I said, catching myself quickly as she quickly nodded. 

“You allergic to anything?” I answered with the shake of the head as the doctor entered and started to examine my ankle while I either shook my head or nodded my head at the nurse. 

“It’s definitely broken.” I looked over at the prison doctor with a frown as she lightly touched a few extra spots, causing me to flinch even more. “What happened?”

“I tried to jump from my bunk…” I said slowly, glancing up at her as she looked at me with a you-got-to-be-kidding expression, making me roll my eyes but not say anything else.

“Looks more like you jumped from the second landing.” I frowned in confusion to what she meant before it dawned on me.

“Oh hell no, that’s too fucking high. I wouldn’t had even fallen right.” I said, shaking my head while giving her an expression that said she’s crazy as hell.

“Alright well… all I can do is give you ibuprofen that the pharmacy will give you every time you ask for it. They will receive a slip that will say what times you can come around to get your medicine, that’s during breakfast, lunch, and dinner only.” I nodded my head slowly as the doctor sent the nurse to retrieve a splint. 

“I’m supposed to be racing with my boy… my boyfriend…” I said, even shocked that I was claiming him as my boyfriend right to this doctor. 

“How long have you been in this prison?” She asked suddenly, giving me a curious cock of the head.

I paused as I thought back that far for the first time, I came here in July and it’s about to be September in a merely three days, and that’s when the races start. “Going on three months.”“

“You’ve never seen any of the races, have you?” I shook my head at her question, confused on what she was talking about. “These aren’t no Mario Kart races, Mr. Conner, they’re life and death.”

“I-I know… I helped with my boyfriend’s c-” 

“Who’s your boyfriend?” She asked, immediately cutting my sentence short so swiftly.

“Tony.” I said loud enough for her to hear as the guard stepped aside to go with the nurse after she was taking a little while. 

Suddenly, the doctor scuffled as she shook her head, she rose to her feet and walked over to a cabinet and pulled out a splint for my left ankle. I looked at her in confusion before glancing between the door and the doctor before it dawned on me then and there, the nurse and guard must of made plans just this moment. I hissed she lifted my ankle and her cold hands applied the splint very carefully while making sure it was supportive enough that my leg would heel correctly, which I was thankful for. 

“You be careful in this race, it’s Tony’s last one and I know they’re all going to gun for his car… even with you in it.” She said in a hushed voice, looking me dead in the eyes to show she was serious and very thorough about her warning to me. “Definitely warden.” 

I took a gulp and nodded, making sure to remember to pass the warning to Tony and the others that were helping with the car so they know to watch for anything suspicious going on. I looked down at my ankle and slowly tired to move it, and it took effort before I was able to slide it across the examination bed that was rather comfortable. I looked over at the doctor as she leaned against the counter with the tiniest smile on her face, making me look at her in confusion because I was curious to know why she was give me that tiny smile. I used to bed to help me slowly rise to my feet as I knew it was time for me to go, my guard needed to hurry back so I can get the hell away from this crazy bitch and whatever was going through her head right now… maybe she’s bipolar. 

“You’re gonna be the one that changes him…” She said suddenly, making me look at her in confusion. “He always did liked big butts.” She laughed and it was rather shocking to me that she was talking to me this way right now. 

“What do you mean… change him ?” I asked with curiosity peeking through the tone of my voice. 

“Ha, you didn’t always think he was this reserved and sweet, did you?” She said, looking at me like I was delirious… maybe I am. “He used to fuck anything until he got chlamydia from one of the men that he fucked. Came in crying cause his dick wouldn’t stop burning.” She chuckled, making me look at her in disbelief that she was saying this right now. “What? I can talk shit, he’s my sister’s baby father. “  Wait… what?

Chapter Thirteen

I laid on the bunk while patiently waiting for Tony to come back to the cell, I had been wheeled up here by the same guard that took me to the infirmary after him and the nurse had returned from their little rendezvous. I stared up at the concrete ceiling while trying to remember if Tony ever spoke to me about his outside life and it was then that it dawned on me, I don’t have a clue who Tony really is outside of this prison life he’s taken up. I don’t know about any past friends, any parents,… any children, but to think he had some made me more than curious and it sort of tied back to what Freddie had said about Tony before I got caught in their mayhem. Freddie had said that Tony don’t even like dudes and he was going to say something way more important about me if Tony hadn’t cut him off. So what did this truly all mean? It was obvious that Tony wasn’t truly attracted to me… right? I mean, if it came down to Tony having to pick me or a woman, surely he would pick the woman because that’s what he like. Tony like women and I was positive that he wasn’t going to keep any contact with me once he won the race and made it on the outside.

Once Tony leave, I will just be left here alone and forced to live on edge for the rest of my time between these walls. The thought of Tony finally leaving my side rubbed me the wrong way, I had really sat down and thought about it until now, Tony would be leaving once he win this race. He’d be released from this prison as a low profiled citizen that could return back the ones that love him, and I was curious to know who they were, as I never heard anything about them. I sighed, raising to my upper body to a sitting position before glancing around to get an idea of where Tony and them headed… I doubt to see the Vipers right now, but they might of went to see Mautrice, and Floyd if he’s back in his cell already. 

“How’s your ankle?” I looked up with alert at Officer Baby Girl standing by the cell, her head cocked to the side as she stared at me with a lingering expression.

“Fine.” I muttered, not sure if she could be trusted right now.

“You can walk?” She asked next, making me lower my eyebrows in questioning. 

“A little, but not far.” I whispered, looking at her before cutting my eyes to the concrete wall alongside the bars of the cell. 

“Good, Warden wants to see you.” I frowned at that as I was curious to why the Warden wanted to see me so suddenly.

I haven’t ever seen the Warden since my three months being here and for her to suddenly decide that she wanted to see me, I wasn’t sure what exactly was going on, was it something to do with the race? Something to do with Tony? I lifted my heavy foot over the end of the bed first before pulling my good leg next, I sat on the edge of my bed for a moment while deciding how I should get down. Getting up here was slightly easier because I had help from the guard that had helped me inside my cell and onto my bed for the rest I desperately needed. I slowly crept down the side of the bunkbeds before landing my feet on the ground, I then turned and looked at her before grabbing onto the metal table and moving in her direction so she could take me to see the Warden. I walked with a slight limp with the large boot on my foot to help support the splint and keep it in place no matter how much getting around I had to do, Officer Baby Girl openly curled her lip at me in distaste as I passed her before walking in front of her so we could leave the pod. I took each step slowly, feeling her presence strong as she waited for me slowly walk down the steps so I wouldn’t bust my face or hurt myself worse than I was already hurt. I then came to the main door of the pod and waited as she reached to her pocket and pulled out a pair of handcuffs.

“Put them together in front of you.” She ordered while displaying what she meant.

I didn’t cause any problem as I did as she asked, I didn’t want any trouble and I was too weak from the single high dosage of prescription of steroids that went in my elbow before I left the doctor. The lock clinking on the handcuffs almost brought me back to reality instead of what felt like a dreamy prison that definitely wasn’t real, I looked down at the handcuffs before watching as she unlocked the pod door and led us into the narrow hallway of the pod center. It was so dark and gloomy with her presence here, unlike with the other guard, who I felt safer with and nothing would happen to me as we made our way to the infirmary. With the female officer that was constantly bedding Tony, I wasn’t sure what her intentions were, I wasn’t sure what card she was gonna play once she knew that no one could see us after turning the corner. I took a audible gulp as we neared the turning corner that would cut the sight of everyone from us, and she’d be able to do whatever she wanted. We finally rounded the corner and the atmosphere only got gloomier as the officer halted and she pushed me against the wall almost instantly.

“Why are you so stupid? You’re nothing but ass, and here you are, parading around like you’re something special. You really think Tony want you, don’t you?” She said while reaching behind her and pulling out her baton, making me look at her in fear as I had no way to defend myself, she played me very smart. “Listen to me, Sweetcake -”

I heard nothing as I remembered something so similar about that nickname, ‘Name’s Poppi… pass the word, Sweetcake’

, and I immediately felt sick to the stomach as the officer chuckled before taking a step back when she realized I caught what she had said. I was frozen in place as I stared at her in disbelief, had she told Poppi that I was going to the showers by myself and had set me up for them to do that to me… did she truly have something to do with that? I gulped while realizing that she could set me up right now, she could have them rape me right now, she could have so many things done to me and no one would know. I blinked a few times to knock the fearful thoughts away while feeling my stomach cave inward a little, I was in a big pickle and the only way out of it was to hope that the Warden did really wanna see me or for someone to come around the corner and see what was happening. Officer Baby Girl stuck her baton in my stomach to get my attention, making me blink at her fearfully, I wasn’t sure what was going on in her head as she lowered her baton to my crotch and gave me a poke with a chuckle escaping her lips as I heard feet in the area we had just came from. 

I looked in that direction as she did too and felt like my heart shattered as Tony and some blonde-haired woman with a pink woman’s suit came onto our hallway. The blonde haired woman was rather lanky with a thin figure and a large nose, her skin was slightly tanned with thick blonde hair cascading down her shoulders, her eyes were a deep blue that were hard and momentarily filled with lust as she openly caressed Tony’s dick through his jumpsuit while they walked. But what made it bad enough was that Tony was openly groping her breast with his arm wrapped around her back for easier access, his dick was very noticeable as it sat ready and hard for him to use on her. Tony looked up in time to notice me and easily gave me a once over as they passed, he looked unbothered at the way Officer Baby Girl was treating me with the black, police baton stuck into my crotch. 

I gulped while giving him a pleading look to not let him leave me with her like this but to my shock, she grabbed my arm forcefully and followed after Tony and the woman that was dressed so nice. Was she the warden of the prison? I stumbled along with the large boot on my foot dragging as the unknown woman glanced at us as we marched behind them, I stared at her as she looked at me before halting her walking and turning to face me, knocking Tony’s arm down. However, Tony only lifted his hand to continue groping her breast as the woman eyed me up and down from a closer distance. I was hurt, no doubt about that, but it was what I expected from Tony because there was no love with him, it was just lust and something to pass time. Her hard nipples stood out of her uniform as Tony continued to squeeze and probe them, she paused her stroking and snickered while reaching forward to grab my face in her surprisingly cold hands. 

“This?” She asked Officer Baby Girl, who nodded with a chuckle over her own. “You’re kidding me… Tony, this is what you picked?” She turned to him as she called his name, making him glance up at her before carelessly shrugging, now openly running his hands down her feminine body.

“He has a fat ass.” Tony reasoned, making me look over at him in shock as he reached his hand around the backside of the woman and grabbed a handful of her thickness. “Not as fat as yours though.”

“He’s a guy, his butt will never be as big as mine.” She said with an attitude, her eyes cutting me up and down with disgust before she turned and started to walk once more.

Officer Baby Girl pulled me along as I struggled to keep up, my leg was burning because I had definitely been walking and standing far too long, and I had no idea where exactly we were headed. However, I wanted to get away from all of them because I was tired of the women acting like they were better than me and Tony acting like I didn’t exist at the moment, I couldn’t stop the flow of tears coming down my cheeks as Officer Baby Girl noticed and loudly started to laugh. Tony and the woman ignored her as she pulled me tight against her side as if I was her baby brother and shoved her fingers through my hair mockingly, only making me feel more useless and played aside. I looked at the two before me again and watched as Tony slide behind the woman and impatiently pushed her against the wall while pulling at the pants of her suit, her hot pink thong came into view as she laughed and swatted him back, making Tony grunt.

“Soon, babe .” She said. “We’re almost there.” 

There was actually closer than I expected and to make more sense of what there was, the woman pushed open a wooden door that had Warden scribbled on the plaque on the door, and I had gotten my answer. This blonde haired woman was the Warden and she was also sleeping with an inmate in the prison, and that inmate just happened to be aguy I had protecting me, and I was sadly falling for.

Chapter Fourteen

Tony and the woman entered the office first before Officer Baby Girl pushed me inside and shut the door behind her, she then pulled to a chair that was sitting right before the wooden desk in the slightly dimmed room. The office wasn’t too large but it wasn’t also too small to feel claustrophobic inside as Tony walked around the desk and plopped down in the office chair, he braced his hands behind his head while waiting for her with a hungry look in his eyes. The woman smile lightly at him before moving closer and coming to a stop close to him as Tony reached over and smacked her on the ass, which she laughed at while moving to sit in his lap. He humped up against her as she grinded down upon his hard length, I bet it was stabbing her right this minute as she moaned before reaching up and cupping her left breast. I watched on without wanting to see until it was too much as Tony reached up and pulled her suit jacket off, her button up came into view as he continued to grope her breast. I glanced over at the female officer standing beside me as she eagerly watched on with her teeth and jaws loudly chewing on the gum in her mouth.

“I heard from a little birdie that you believe Tony and you will leave the prison together with this cute little fairytale life… that’s not true.” I looked at her dumbfounded as I tried to think what little birdie could of told her that… other than Tony himself. “Tony’s not gay.”

“Not gay at all, stupid.” Officer Baby Girl had added her input with a snicker, smacking me in the back of the head rather roughly and it hurt. 

“As you might not know, Tony will not be contacting you once he leaves. He got locked up unexpectedly, but luckily they shipped his stupid ass right to me and he already had races pending from his last visit here. But I removed the rule that the passenger also leave when the driver’s leave a few days ago.” I felt like my heart had gotten ripped out of my chest completely when I heard her say that. “Tony…” The woman moaned, whimpering in need as he ripped open her button up suddenly.

Her jiggly breast came into view as they were being held up by a hot pink bra, I didn’t want to watch anymore as Tony then ripped the bra off hungrily, he didn’t waste time as he played with her breast, pinching her nipples while she moaned for him. Her breast were around a B-cup with very pink nipples that Tony obviously enjoyed pulling on as he toyed with them and jiggled then in his hands.

“Fuck me right now.” She ordered to him. 

“I’m gonna fuck you so good, baby.” He promised as I bowed my head and wished I could shield my ears.

Suddenly, my head was grabbed and I was forced to look back up at the two as Tony had flipped her to face him and laid her back on the desk before them, the only thing that separated them from me and Officer Baby Girl, who chuckled at my behavior. My vision became blurry as Tony pulled her pants down her waist and happily buried his face between her legs as she mewled and cried for him to please her. My eyes leaked heavily as I was forced to watch him please her the way he was, I never wanted him to put his lips on me again and I definitely never wanted him to touch me again. It was on thing to sneak a woman into the cell to bed her but to do it in front of me showed me that my feelings for him didn’t matter, he wanted me to feel no pride and no love for him, that’s why he was doing all of this. I couldn’t compete with no woman, they had some many things I didn’t like breast, a uterus, and an pleasurable hole that I didn’t have. 

Officer Baby Girl continued to hold my head as I was forced to watch Tony flip the Warden back over and pull his own jumpsuit halfway down to release his hard cock. He lined himself up with her and pushed inside and she whined, it was probably painful at first but she immediately adjusted as her breath hitched and she released a throaty moan that said he did something right. Their sex was rather quiet, almost an uncomfortable quiet as the Warden moaned while Tony pounded her from behind, holding her waist in place as she wiggled against him and the only sound in the air was their heavy breathing and their skin smacking against one another. I wanted nothing to do with Tony after this, as he fucked her so carefree right before my eyes and I was being forced to watch. He finally looked up and caught my teary expression and it was as if it only fueled his fire as his hips quickened and he was ruthlessly slamming into the Warden, who only cried for more as she was nearing her climax. Her whining grew as she started to push herself back against him, exciting him as he threw his head back and exclaimed that he was close. 

“I’m coming!” The warden yelped loudly, throwing herself back harder as Tony neared his climax as well. 

“I’m gonna give you another baby, Harper!” Tony huffed as he gave one last final thrust and emptied himself inside her. 

I kept my head down as I refused to look at them, I didn’t want to see him like that, I didn’t ever want to see him ever again to be exact. I curled my body forward as I couldn’t stop my crying from shaking my shoulders, I had planned to give this man the world once we were released and he couldn’t stop putting me aside for women. It was definitely true, Tony wasn’t gay at all and I was just a fuck that was used to pass time whenever he was horny. And I knew that my own stupidity would only continue to let me be used and played like a pawn until the day came that he left to be with the mother of his child, and forget all about me. I would never forget about Tony, how can you forget about someone who you thought was there to protect you in and outside of prison. I couldn’t blame Tony however, I told myself them lies and I had gotten my own hopes up, he never sat before me and said that he loved me, or he wanted me, or he needed me more than physically. I was nothing to Tony and he had made that clear multiple times, but I was ignoring the red flags that I should of paid attention to so I wouldn’t be put in this position.

Silly me

. 

“You two better be getting some rest.” Warden Harper, Tony’s baby mother, chuckled. “ Race #134 begins in only 23 hours.“ She smiled, gesturing to the digital counting down board I hadn’t noticed until she pointed it out.

I wasn’t sure exactly why the race began Friday when it wasn’t time for the normal race but I guess because Warden Harper was ready for Tony to win the race, she pushed the date up so that in less than a day, we’d be racing for our lives and our… well, Tony’s freedom. I stayed silent as Tony took the time to catch his breath, Officer Baby Girl smiled as she grabbed my arm and forced me out of the chair, I attempted to wipe my face but she knocked my hands down. 

“Nah, nah. Let everyone see how much of a little bitch you are.” She laughed as she forcefully pulled me out of the office while leaving Warden Harper and Tony to be alone.

“Aye… aye… Tony…” I peeked an eye open and listened closely as a male figure stood in the shadow of Tony and I’s shared cell, I frowned as I slowly set up while Tony grumbled and got off his bunk.

Tony and I hadn’t spoken a single word to one another and while he tried to talk to me, I simply ignored him and laid down in bed with my leg supported by an extra pillow, he had thrown his white tiger blanket over me when he thought I was asleep. Truth was that I was too busy wiping at my tears and trying to regain my pride to fall asleep, and I had even heard the person creep up to the cell to whisper for Tony to wake up. I looked at Eddie as he noticed that he had woke me up as well, I simply rolled over but I already knew Tony was going to bother me since he knew I was wake now. I heard a soft click and glanced behind me to see Eddie holding the cell door open for Tony, who was dressing before he glanced in my direction, I quickly flipped back over so he couldn’t see me staring at him.

“ Baby …“ Tony whipsered. “ Get up, I know you ain’t sleep. We going to the garage, get some clothes on .“ He ordered.

“ No .“ I whispered back, not daring to turn around say it to his face because I knew he would probably look at me crazy for telling him no.

It went dead quiet for a minute and seconds later, Tony’s hand had grabbed me and pulled me from the bunk swiftly, I gasped as I managed to land on his bunk as he threw me his other jumpsuit. I threw it back at him and shook my head, I rose to my feet and turned to try and climb back into my bunk but he grabbed a fistful of my hair and pushed himself against me, leaning down and lightly kissing me behind the ear, causing me to involuntarily shiver. I didn’t like that he had that type of hold on my emotions, it killed me inside whenever he touched me because he was just touching her not to long ago, and he said it himself, he put a baby inside her anyway. Ultimate betrayal to the relationship that was only in my head …

“Get dressed, now.” He ordered and I decided to not push my luck as I grabbed my own jumpsuit and slid it on slowly.

Him and Eddie watched my every move as I unbuckled my boot and slid my foot out, I then put the leg of the jumpsuit on and finished getting ready. I slipped my boot back on and buckled it back up just as Tony grabbed my hand and forced me to hold his, I tried desperately to wiggle my hand out of his as Eddie led us to the garage, even though we already knew the way. I managed to get my hand free of Tony’s grasp but he decided to just go for grabbing on my butt, as if I was his baby mother. I smacked his hands away and frowned at him in disgust as he pouted at me and tried to give me a kiss, I immediately moved away and started to walk faster to get away from him, I might end up meeting them at the garage at this rate. Instead of Tony grabbing me and apologizing like I expected, I caught him simply shrug his shoulders as I crossed my arm over my chest and walked at a slower speed… he didn’t even care that I was emotionally damaged by him. 

Eddie held the door open for us to enter and I entered first, Tony hand snaked along my waist as he pulled me tight to him, causing me to only push him away while feeling so much disgust. Eddie laughed at us and shook his head, not having even a clue what happened earlier today to understand what was really going on between us, and we weren’t doing some Lloyd and Mautrice bickering. I was shocked to see the whole team here as Turner stood over a black box sitting on the table that I usually occupy, he had a face of disappointment and an expression of anger in his eyes as he looked over at us walking up. I observed the area to see the tarp was pulled off the racer car Tony would be in control of tomorrow, and a few screwdrivers were on the ground, as well as a few screws sitting beside the rectangular black box… what’s going on?

“I told you to leave that woman alone, Tony.” Was the first thing that left his mouth as I looked at him in confusion.

“She’s addictive.” Tony chuckled, laughing as he wrapped his arm around Mickey giddily, who only shook his head disappointingly as well… which meant something really bad was going on. 

Mickey was always the playful one, always picking and moving shit around just cause he liked attention so much, he was like the high school joke’s annoying best friend that thinks with the head between his legs instead of the one on his shoulder. To see Mickey’s expression made me uneasy as I looked over at Eddie, who took a seat and shook his head at what Tony said as well. Mickey shrugged Tony’s arm off him, causing Tony to give him a glare while Mickey moved over to the black box and took a seat in the only available spot. 

“So addictive that it’s gonna get you killed.” Eddie spoke up, taking a sip out of a bottle of cranberry juice he had by the black box. 

Tony looked over at Eddie in confusion. “What you mean?”

“You never listen, that’s what we mean.” Turner spoke up, glaring at Tony, who looked between him and Eddie in confusion. “You see this?”

Turner reached forward and grabbed the black box off the table, I looked closer as I saw a red light beeping on it, and frowned deeply as I thought of what it could be, and my thoughts were that it was an explosive. He gestured it to Tony, who hesitantly took it as he squinted before looking over at Eddie and shaking his head in disbelief. Mickey cocked his head as he observed Tony’s expression with the rest of us, he then shook his head as if he knew exactly what Tony was going to say.

“Anybody could of planted it.” Tony tried to reason and the fact he was making excuses only made me hate his guts more. 

“That’s not just some regular prison-made dynamite,” Mickey spoke up, “that’s enforced C-4, meant to do as much damage as possible.” 

“So what you tryna say… she had someone plant this on the car?” Tony asked, cocking his head at Turner with a raised eyebrow.

“Exactly.” Turner spoke up, not backing down from Tony’s hard stare upon getting the answer he asked for. “And it was placed strategically, the engine is still a little faulty cause we never received the spare part we asked for in time. It was placed right under the part of the engine.”

“Hm…” Tony said, still obviously in denial while I was more than believe it, what reason did she really have for Tony to come home?

“I’m not riding in that car.” I said, feeling all fear as I stared at the Ford Mustang that we had worked on for so long. 

“You don’t have a choice.” Tony snapped in response to me, grabbing my arm as I tried to leave the garage.

“I do have a choice, you don’t own me!” I snapped back in response to him, punching him in the chest hard enough to hurt myself.

It was as if the punch I delivered to his chest woke something inside of him and one minute, Tony was holding me by both of the arms and the next, he had slammed me down on the hood of the Ford Mustang roughly. My head bounced on the hood and pain rocketed through my head as I went into defensive mode and thrusted my bald up first into Tony’s left cheek, probably not doing any real damage like I wished. Tony shoved me toward the ground and I yelped in pain as he kicked me in the side, rage was in his eyes as he grabbed the collar of my gown and made me get to my feet. 

He clenched his teeth angrily as he slammed me against the wall and wrapped one of his hands around my neck to squeeze hard as he could, I kicked as Eddie and Mickey ran to my rescue. Tony was muttering something with tears falling from his own eyes, it was like everything was slowly dawning on him while spittle landed on my cheek as I continued to thrash against his strength, tears poured from my eyes as well as I clawed at his hands with my nails. Tony’s teary eyes widened as I heaved and coughed, sliding to the ground while clutching my sore throat and he wrestled Mikey and Eddie off him and dropped to his knees by my side. I backed away as tears continued to stream down my face, he reached forward to touch me but I saw a flash of my own father as I coward away.

“Please… please don’t.” I sobbed loudly, Eddie came to kneel beside me while giving me a gentle look. “Please…” I begged to Eddie, only continuing to see my father with everyone I looked at. “Don’t kill me, Dad, please…”

“I’m not going to hurt you.” One of the figures like my father spoke, leaning close to me but I stopped believing that long ago, cause he always say that and do the opposite right afterward. “Shh, Baby, I’m so sorry, I’m not going to hurt you. I’m not.” 

I looked at my father as he reached forward and grabbed my arm, he pulled me tight against his brawny chest, but that where things started to separate for me as I remembered my father was just as lanky as me. I looked up at Tony as he buried his face so I couldn’t see him, his forehead pressed against my chest as he sobbed loudly into my jumpsuit, and that was when I realized… Tony was truly crying while holding me right now.

Chapter Fifteen

I sighed as I rolled over and felt a heavy arm laying over my side, it was heavy enough to hold me in place as I lifted my head and looked around in confusion to how Tony had managed to climb in my bed without me realizing. I looked over at him to see him sound asleep, and even as he sleep, his expression still seemed to droop in sorrow as laid beside me. It was only one more day before the race started and I bet it ate Tony inside that the one he had only fuck hours ago was trying to kill him when he’s supposed to be getting his freedom. I reached up and rubbed my hands along his braids as he slept, I hated his guts but a part of me still loved him because even I knew you just don’t fall out of love with someone, it’s impossible. I felt sorry for him honestly, even after he put Officer Baby Girl and Warden Harper in front of me and my feelings, I still felt sorry for his heart because he knew what betrayal felt like… he finally knew how he made me feel at times. I rolled away from him and went to climb out the bunk but his grip became stern as I went to sit up, I glanced over at him to see his face frowning up in his sleep as he laid beside me. I stared at him, waiting to hate his guts so bad to the point that I believed he would be better off dead for me, but I couldn’t…

“

I love you . “ I heard in barely above a whisper and thought I had slipped up until I realized the whisper was deep and raspy.

“ No you don’t .“ I whispered back lightly, watching as Tony’s eyes opened and he stared at me. “ You’re not gay .“ I said truthfully, not in a picking manner as it sounded and Tony closed his eyes again.

“ You turned me out .“ Tony whispered back. “ I didn’t realize it until I held you in my arms and watched you sleep last night… I could of lost you… forever .“

“ You already have .“ I whispered back, watching as his eyes opened once more as he stared at me, realizing what I meant. “ Don’t come back, be free with your child .“

“ I’m not going to leave you .“ He whispered back, sitting up and staring me directly in the eyes.

A soft smile came to my face. “ You don’t have a choice .“ 

Tony chuckled lightly. “ I do have a choice. You don’t own me .“ He mocked, making me shake my head and roll my eyes. 

I sat up and cleared my aching throat as Tony sat up as well and pulled me tight against him, I frowned as I tried to pull myself away from him, I didn’t really want to remember that Tony had sex with the warden just yesterday, and even though he took a shower and brushed his teeth four times, I just couldn’t shake the feeling like she had tainted him. I waited for him to let me go as he yawned and stretched to the ceiling and I took that chance to slide out of my own bunk as Tony immediately followed me. I glanced at him through the mirror as he walked up and wrapped his arms around my waist, I grabbed my toothbrush and started to brush my teeth as I supported myself on my good ankle. I spitted in the sink as Tony reached around and unzipped my jumpsuit in one swift motion, I gasped as tried to smack his hand away but it was useless as he went directly for my balls and started playing with them. My body immediately sparked up like a forest fire as my own dick hardened at the sensation of Tony’s poking me, I whimpered as his other hand snaked in and started stroking my much smaller length. I hadn’t noticed that Tony had released my balls to pull my jumpsuit down past my thighs until he had me bent over the sink with his hard dick pressed against my hole.

“Tony, wai-” My breath escaped me as he started to enter me, my hole widening to take his thick girth.

“Fuck… so fucking tight!” He huffed, I hissed at the pain rocketing down my spine as he started to move immediately.

He was careful as he did a few strokes before suddenly pulling out, he turned me around to face him and grabbed my legs to lift me onto the metal sink, I gasped as he bent my legs over my head and reentered me. I grabbed onto his arms as he started to immediately beat up my insides, hitting so deep as I moaned and withered under him like a bitch in heat, but it felt so amazing and I wanted more. Tony leaned down and stole a kiss before sitting back up and going back to taking me in the missionary position he held me in, I reached up and couldn’t stop myself from sucking on my finger while staring into his eyes, obviously turning him on. His pace quickened as his breath suddenly hitched and he went stiff, he stayed deep inside me as he released. I stayed still as he finished off, his breath was slowly returning as he slumped forward and buried his face in my neck while I was stuck in this uncomfortable position, but I didn’t dare destroy this bonding moment we had… it might be our last.

“ Tony .“ Fuck, and there goes that bonding moment.

We both turned to look at Freddie as he stood at the cell with Mickey, Eddie, Turner and Lloyd beside him, he crossed his arms over his chest as he rose an eyebrow at the position we were both in, Mickey happily took a step closer and peeked at us still entwined. I looked up at Tony as he groaned while he muttered something along the lines of how much it sucks to be a leader, he pulled his semi-hard length out of me as it appeared to not want to go down while Tony stuffed it away. He zipped himself up as he glanced over at the small crowd consisting of his crew members and gang members together, he walked over to the unlocked cell door and pushed it open as I slide off the sink and fixed my jumpsuit. I need a shower because I was sure this sex odor was getting very old, I wore it so proudly like it was cologne… maybe that’s what Freddie was talking about when he said I walk around like I own the place. 

I glanced over to see Tony and the rest of them talking while still waiting for me, I sped my pace up before moving over to Tony as he immediately grabbed my hand and started to lead the small pack toward the cafeteria. Breakfast wasn’t prepared on the day of the race, you can only hope to have some snacks laying around or a deal with someone who wouldn’t mind passing you something to snack on while you wait for the lunch bell. The cafeteria was surprisingly decorated a little, certain tables were covered in smudged, dingy cloths that meant they had previously been used for the same occasions over and over again. I expected for Tony to take a seat first and observe but instead he moved straight for the vending machine, I looked at him curiously as he pulled out his ID card and scanned the selection.

“What you want, Baby?” Tony asked suddenly, making me look at him unsurely before glancing at the selection as well. “You can have anything you want.”

The vending machine had been completely raided it seemed, and upon glancing around the cafeteria I could tell that the clothed tables seemed to be having feasts, and it seemed like Tony was thinking of doing the same. I wasn’t sure what exactly I wanted and while there wasn’t much to choose from, there was four giant beef and cheese burrito, two medium cheese pizza, a cobb salad with low-fat ranch dressing, five double cheeseburgers, and lastly, a package of nachos. I immediately pointed at the double cheeseburger as Tony swiped his card and pushed the button for me, I then watched as he then pushed for a giant beef and cheese burrito. I frowned at his choice while glancing over at him, he cut his eyes at me then looked once more upon realizing I was slightly glaring at him.

“You’re going to stank.” I informed him, causing him to immediately laugh when he realized what I was talking about. 

“Shut up, Baby.” He said playfully while pecking my temple, but didn’t deny it. 

Tony grabbed our belongings before we stepped out the way for Freddie to have his turn at the warm vending machine, we both grabbed a bubbly soda before moving to take our seat as Tony sat my food down at my chair and his down at his original chair. It was rather odd to sit like this for one last time with Tony, since he would either be leaving in one to two days, or be buried with the rest of the bodies in the makeshift graveyard I heard Mautrice talking about. I looked up as Lloyd and Mautrice took a seat at the table, Mautrice had lost his job as a cook of course and Lloyd was definitely doing better after getting attacked by the Vipers, only real damage is the cast on his arm. I unwrapped my cheeseburger and gave Tony a peck on the cheek as a thank you, and not only because I had lunch but because of the way he pinned me against the sink earlier, I’m very grateful even if I didn’t get a nut. I adjusted my boot before digging into my meal as Tony and Turner made small conversation about the race in a whispered voice that I couldn’t hear much. 

“Tony.” I looked up with everyone else as a guard came to a stop at our table. “Warden wants to see you.”

It was the guard that ogled me when I had sat with Tony on my first or second day, whatever day that was, and it seemed like Warden Harper couldn’t get enough. Tony nodded and glanced over at Turner, who gave him a stern nod before Tony nodded back and seemed to had taken a stack of tri-folded papers that Turner had slipped to him without the guard noticing. Turner glanced over at me in time to catch me watching them curiously before I simply shook my head and turned my attention back to my burger, I didn’t want to think about what was going on. I was positive Tony was going to have sex with her, what other reason would she need him for specifically? I lost my appetite as I curled my lip up in disgust at the thought of him fucking her and then coming back to be all up my ass and kissing on me, I need to find another protective man that can give me protection after he leave… but where to start, Tony sort of fell in my lap. 

“Baby?” I looked up at Mautrice in confusion as he gave me a questioning face. “You okay?”

“Uh, yeah… yeah.” I whispered, cutting my eyes away as I pushed my double cheeseburger away.

“Okay, but don’t forget to meet me in my cell around ten so we can get you ready. I’m so excited for you!” Mautrice continued, smiling at me as I tried to muster a smile but couldn’t, it was too hard.

The race begun at twelve o’clock and could last multiple days depending on how the rounds go, there’s a break between every round to clear debris and any scattered gore for the next round following, and it just goes on until there’s a last victor… it had to be Tony. At ten, Mautrice will doll me up for the race and it wasn’t my idea at all, it’s actually protocol for the women to look good because the men chose them to ride. It was a day of freedom, as Mautrice had tried to explain when I turned the offer down, and I needed to enjoy it while I had it because it might be my last day on earth for all I know. I glanced behind me as Tony was definitely out of sight but I was hoping to catch a glimpse of him anyway.

                     

                    

“Stop pouting.” I was ordered once more as Mautrice smacked me on the cheek lightly with the comb in his hand. “It’s going to be cute.”

“Right…” I huffed while rolling my eyes, causing him to laugh and smack me on the hand again.

I never imagined that Mautrice would tell me blonde highlights were in style and I had no choice but to suck it up and let him dye my hair, or he’d just shave it all off. I was amazed at how long my hair had grown so fast, it was toward the middle of my back now but I never really paid attention cause I kept it shoved out of my face with a few hair clips and a nappy bun at the back of my head. Mautrice and Lloyd’s cell was definitely one I enjoyed being in because it surprisingly was decorated so comfortably in such a prison fashion, they hung curtains up to darken the cell and even had a candle lit somehow in here without a lighter. It set such a relaxing mood and I wouldn’t be surprised if they didn’t have sex twenty-four-seven because it definitely sets that mood too. He combed through my long locks and untangled them before grabbing the dye and going straight to work, he was working with ease as he looked back up in the mirror to catch my pouty expression once more.

“What did I say?” He threatened, as if he scared me.  

“I can’t help it.” I reasoned, shaking my head while thinking of Tony in the same room as Warden Harper, his baby mother at that. 

“What’s wrong?” Mautrice asked, placing the last foil piece in my hair before taking a seat with a magazine in his hand, which he handed to me.

“I can’t shake the idea that Tony’s fucking the Warden right now.” I whispered, to which Mautrice paused then laughed so loud.

“Girl, don’t let Tony fool you.” Mautrice said, laughing and shaking his head once more as he grabbed a magazine himself and started scanning through it. “If he’s fucking her, he’s definitely going to get something out of it… that’s how shit works around here.”

That gave me a sense of hope but I still felt uncomfortable with the whole topic so I took that and ran with it, Tony was getting something out of this for his own good so I couldn’t be mad at him, plus, it wasn’t like he’s betraying me if we’re not together. I sat there, opening the magazine as time slowly passed and I stared at the same page for over an hour in my own thoughts about everything and completely nothing. Mautrice suddenly rose to his feet and walked over to me as I sat my magazine aside and looked up at him with a raised eyebrow, to which he made a funny face in a bickering manner, making me roll my eyes.

“This is going to look terrible.” I huffed, shaking my head.

“No, it’s not!” Mautrice said, smacking me on the shoulder as if I had offended him. “I’m offended, this is my work you’re talking about!” Right….

“Sorry.” I muttered. “But not sorry!” I joked.

“Kiss my ass.” Mautrice laughed as my face scrunched up at him through the mirror that was full body length… don’t ask me how they got it, it seems you can smuggle anything into a prison with the right connections.

“No, thank you.” I bickered back as he started taking down the foil bits in my hair so it can get washed. “Lloyd beat my ass.”

“Shit, Tony would beat my ass for asking you.” Mautrice asked, making me laugh as I dismissed what he said. 

“Tony doesn’t care about me.” I whispered, cutting my eyes away as I had hurt my own feelings immediately. 

Mautrice only shook his head more as if he knew something I didn’t, I looked up at him as he ran the comb through my hair a few more times before moving over to the sink but still remaining quiet. I held still as he washed my hair and got the excessive dye that didn’t color out, I was thankful for Mautrice honestly because he was there when I needed him to be. He moved me back to the chair and started drying my hair with a hand towel, it took longer but it was still effective as he then applied heat protective gel to my hair and grabbed the flatiron near him. I watched as he started giving me very full curls with the blonde highlights poking out in various places, and even I had to admit, it looked real good. 

“I lied…” I said, cocking my head as he reached forward and worked on my new Chinese bangs. “I love it already.” 

“Exactly, so shut the hell up. I know what I’m doing.” Mautrice said, making me roll my eyes and laugh at his remark. “Wait until Tony see you like this… so… feminine, he’s going to jump on you.” 

I rolled my eyes and shook my head. “What do you mean?”

“I meannnn … he’s going to fuck you shitless.” Mautrice immediately followed my question, making me almost choke on spit as I laughed so hard, Mautrice laughed as well. “You look fantastic.” 

“Thank you.” I said, raising up as he shook a few strands off, giving him a tight hug as he fixed a few strands while I thought about how I was ready to see Tony’s face when he saw me. 

“Hold on, slow down!” Mautrice laughed, catching me as I tried to hurry away to go see Tony… if he’s in the cell that is. “You gotta change.”

I looked at him in shock as he tossed me street clothes, I was shocked that I was actually holding something other than a towel or a jumpsuit as I unfolded the clothes and found a pair of skinny jeans with a black off the shoulder shirt… only if I had breast, this would be nicer. I looked up at him in shock as he smiled and shrugged, he then gestured to a hanging curtain that I could change behind.

“I told you, freedom. Now hurry up, it’s almost time for you the race to start.” I smiled as I hurriedly went behind the curtain to change… nervousness is an understatement right now.

Chapter Sixteen

I looked at the feminine man as he stared back at me with a blank face, he was freshly shaven with mascara on his eyelashes to make them pop more, hoops hung heavily in his ears as he wore a solid black shirt off the shoulder that clung to all the right places. Not to mention, the skinny jeans he wore only emphasized his already wide hips and thick thighs that most people couldn’t help but want to get between. He was beautiful, so beautifully feminine that it was almost sickening to his stomach at what his prison life had become. He had fallen in love with someone that he knew would never love him the same without the female counterparts, he would always be a sucker when it came to the opposite race. I smiled lightly, the feminine man smiled back just the same as I reached up and curled my finger along a curly strand of hair, and the feminine man did the same. I was beautifully feminine…

“Baby.” I looked over at Mautrice as he gestured to the door, meaning it was time for me to get to the car for the race. “It’s eleven-ten, move your butt before Tony be up here cussing me out.”

I chuckled lightly and nodded, taking another glance at myself before giving him another hug and departing from he yelled something about he’d be at the race, or whatever, I hardly listened as I bounded down the steps of his cell and directly across the cafeteria floor. I then started up the steps that led to Tony and I’s cell as I imagined he was still there getting himself ready as well. I inched near the cell and peeked inside, and sure enough Tony was there with a polaroid picture in his left and a piece of jewelry in the other. Should I enter? Is it a good time? I sighed as I leaned back against the wall I was once using to shield myself as I peeked inside at Tony, he always managed to do something to me at the worst times.

I wasn’t sure what picture he was looking at but it to be a polaroid picture told me it was old, maybe it was a picture of his family… maybe of his child that I didn’t know about. I decided, I should just wait and meet Tony at the garage, which I knew he’d be headed to right after he got done doing a few things. I turned and headed back down the steps, looking around as the pod seemed entirely empty because everyone was already rounded up at the racetrack. I took a heavy breath as I exited the pod building and headed directly to the garage, the stench of last metal corrections and such sort of put it in prospective for me… I was literally racing for my life, I was just the passenger, so it wasn’t really in my control either.

“Hey, look at you.” Eddie said upon noticing me moving closer to the cubby that we used everyday to fix the Ford Mustang, all of those days were meant just for this day. “You look more than ready.”

“I don’t feel more than ready.” I replied, nervously clearing my throat and rubbing my stomach while hoping it’ll relieve the feeling of having butterflies. 

“It’ll pass.” Turner replied, smiling lightly as he moved closer to examine my new look as well. “Who would of guess blonde hair lights?”

“Mautrice.” I said, chuckling. “It looks better than I thought it would.”

“Yeah, same.” Lloyd said, moving past me as Mautrice smacked him on the chest with a curt look.

“Good job, Mautrice.” Mickey said. “Maybe you can dye my pub-”

“I have one arm, but I’ll still beat the fuck out of you, Mickey.” Lloyd said, glaring at him.

I shook my head with a smile on my face, I wasn’t really sure how far this was going to go and how long it was going to continue but I didn’t even care enough as Turner departed to move the Ford Mustang to the finish line as all the other cars roared to life also. I was nervous to be in the car, and not just cause I was with Tony, but because of the dynamite that had been planted.

“That was the only dynamite?” I asked, glancing over at Eddie, who gave me an assuring nod.

“We checked every inch.” He promised, making me nod but it didn’t help that I still didn’t feel safe, well… maybe I wasn’t supposed to anyway.

I crossed my arms over my chest while waiting for what to do, this was my first race and I didn’t know what the next step was other than waiting for Tony to show up so the race can start, and Tony wasn’t the only driver we were waiting on. I glanced around as I waited for Tony to appear, the dark atmosphere of the garage matched the atmosphere of Lloyd and Mautrice’s cell, I just was ready for Tony to see my new haircut. Eddie grabbed a large tool bag and threw it over his shoulder before leading us toward the entrance at the other side of the garage, which was just a very large sliding door similar to a docking station. 

I looked at the line of twelve cars with various colors, aging, and builds but I easily spotted where Turner had parked as he left it running before stepping out and moving to join the rest of us. I looked around once more to observe everyone that had already parked in the parking spaces and they were filling fast as the groups and one-man leaders started to appear. From left to right, the Banners were on the left side of the finish line, beside the Banners(Choppa) were the Renegades(Renegade) and I remember Tony saying that the Renegades were supposed to be tagged with a bomb too. Turner had took the spot beside the Renegades so that the VL Gang(Tony) was next in line at the finish line and beside the car Tony and I would be in, sat the disrespectful ass Vipers. Lackey(Pally) was beside the vipers with West Mafia(Poppi) beside them and the Streets(Cart) was the last group before you had random people who put their life on the line. 

Beside Cart was Michael in a small green mustang, Michael was an ex officer who was charged with assault after attacking a prisoner when the prisoner who was from Lackey’s gang was caught stealing. Pin, Kite, and Harley were in the next three cars with Harley sitting in a large lifted pick-up that had spikes on the side off the wheels that was going to surely cut through metal. Lastly, right on the other side of Kite was Greedy, and his nickname came from the fact he is a thief that has no boundaries, if you get my drift. Whether it’s money, food, or a certain individual, he was greedy enough to suffer any consequences that came with his action. This race was going to be gruesome because of all the tension in the garage as everyone quietly watched one another, I watched Poppi and his group as they watched us back, Poppi smirked at me and made the move of grabbing his dick. I was very uncomfortable with Tony not by my side right now, but I should get used to that because once Tony win this race, which he will, he will leave me here all alone and never give another thought about me. 

“Damn…” I turned around as Tony walked closer, wrapping his arms around my waist and analyzing my face. “You look so good.”

“Thank you.” I said, not being able to fight the smile coming on my face. “You ready to get out of here?”

“Yeah, my little man is waiting on us already.” Tony said, a smile coming to his face as he showed me the polaroid that he was once holding in the cell we once shared.

“I bet he is.” I replied, not catching the fact that Tony had said ‘us’ instead of ‘me’. “Let’s get this over with.” I chuckled.

“Alright, let’s get this over with.”

               TO BE CONTINUED…

Book Two:

       

Prison Bait: Bryson: Recovery 

Song: Breathe, NF