SOMETHING (Rates SPG Man x Transwoman)
AlwaysBemew · 3 chapters · 2,875 words
Reminder
Reminder:
This story is just a work of fiction. Any related to the real happenings was just the product of the author’s mind and coincidentally.
Pictures are just portrayal for the reader perspective and imagination. Char.
Character
Sojin as
Marion
“The Player”
After she was involved in a scandal, everyone began calling her a "hoe." She woke up in a room where people were taking pictures of her naked body after a one-night stand that had happened on a blurry evening with someone she couldn't even remember. Everyone judged her as filthy, judging her appearance as a trans woman as well. But the man she had shared that moment of pleasure with remained a mystery to her. Still, that instant brought her the most heartbreaking moment of all: the man she loved, whom she believed would stand beside her, walked away. Even now, that moment fills her with sadness and regret, and so she thought she might as well become the woman everyone wanted her to be—a hoe.
Minah as
Georgina
“The Innocent”
After her boyfriend caught off guard, she didn't hesitate to broke up with him and isolate herself as everybody call her ambitious for keeping her boyfriend even she always caught cheating on her. They said, she's being naive and innocent but she's just doing the right thing of keeping their relation so she could not feel any downfall. Yet, everybody calls her a hoe when they found out that she's just one of his ex's playtoy. Heartbroken and devastated, she decided to transfer to another school where everyone doesn't even know every bit of her. Still she was haunted of falling in love again coz she don't want to feel that same heartbreak. How could she do that if her heart starts to beat for somebody, again?
Hyeri as
Cassandra
“The Sadist”
Coming from a rich and wealthy family, she could get everything she wanted. Yet she became a sadist, someone who found pleasure in inflicting pain on others, after discovering she had been used by someone she once loved for his own success. Falling for him was the biggest mistake of her life, so she began treating anyone who showed her affection the same way she had been treated. She grew to hate every man as she built sturdy walls around her heart. Still, the man who brought her this newfound glory remained her greatest weakness. Could she rise above the pain that devoured her, or would she drown in the consequences of her own actions, driven by agony?
Yura as
Marjory
“The Selfless”
She believes that kindness is the greatest thing in the world, choosing to be considerate even when her partner cheats on her. She is selfless and understands that there are circumstances in which she cannot give her partner everything he wants. Heartbreak has always lingered in her thoughts, yet she still believes that kindness should remain at her core, not the pessimism of the world. As a mistress, she feels she must be even more considerate and selfless for the sake of her lover’s well-being. But how long can she endure the pain of longing for someone when her selflessness always comes before her own happiness?
Intro
Intro
“Don’t you look into my eyes and lie again
I’m sick of being alone“
Georgina’s POV
“What do you want me to do? You’ve already caught me, several times… why are you being persistent, George?”
naiiritang anas niya sa akin habang ako ay nagmamakaawa na sa kanyang magbalikan kami.
“Coz I love you… you promise to stay”
umiiyak ko na banggit dito dahil hindi ko mapigilan.
Napailing itong ngumiti sa sinabi ko, like I was saying the most funniest joke ever to him. But damn I still love those smile even it tells me a thousands of lie.
“You really believe that? So naïve of you, Georgina”
nakangisi nitong tugon sa akin at muling umiling sa sinabi ko.
Kahit na siguro gawin ko ulit ito ng napakaraming beses ay hindi na mababago ang isip niya. Kahit hindi na namin ibalik yung dating relasyon namen. I just want him back to me at once kahit nakakatanga. I just love him that much that I don’t want him to leave me.
“Okay lang sa’kin yung set up na may ka meet ka, may kasama ka… may kahalikan or kahit kasex-” hindi
ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko when he start to curse me.
“Fuck! Shut it up George… Are you hearing yourself? Get a life… you disgust me…”
at hindi ko na napigilang humagulhol ng iyak nang sabihin niya yon.
…and I don’t want to remember any of that anymore.
Crap! That scenario always repeating on my mind like a broken record. Pero hindi ko kasi mapigilan lalo na and it was just like 3 weeks ago. It’s not almost a month since that happen but no one can blame me. Still hurts like hell, I just love him and there’s nothing wrong with that. Overdose of shit love.
Anyhow, I was walking like for almost 2 hours and that security guard must be lying of telling me the administration building was near ahead.
Matapos din kasing mangyari yon ay agad na akong nagprocess to transfer to another college. Ayaw ng Ate ko gawin yon pero I can’t stand those people always gossiping of about how desperate I was to him.
I just making a round all over this campus but still I can’t find the administration building to submit my papers so I can process my enrollment here already. I was nearly discouraged of asking people since I humiliated myself in front of my fellow student of asking Chris to love me again. Yeah, so naïve of me.
“Hi?!” biglang may nagsabi sa likuran ko.
“Huh? Hi, me?” paninigurado ko lang, I don’t want to assume again. There was this gorgeous lady in front of me plastering her sweet smile like I was a joke. Since that day I really don’t trust people smiling in front of me. But there something about her, it’s like I meet her somewhere that I can’t remember.
“Pansin ko kasi kanina ka pa nagtitingin sa mga building… saan ba papunta?” she asked. Maybe grab the chance to really ask someone for direction.
“Papunta ako ng admin dito but I can’t find my way there…” I finally blurt out that word as my throat dry from this walking around not finding what I’ve been looking for.
“Oh I was going there too, better come with me before someone prank you here and end up in the woods” she said na ikinabahala ko.
Hindi ko alam na meron pa ding ganitong mga estudyante na kahit nasa college na ay nagagawa pa ring magbiro.
Sinundan ko na lang din siya habang nasa likuran niya ako. I was amaze on how she can manage to walk with those stilettos and how her black pencil matches will with her white strapless dress. She looks sophisticated not like me, I have those kind of dress too pero binabagay ko lang sa lakad ko. Ang init ng panahon pero wala akong nakikitang pawis sa mukha niya.
“Is there something wrong?” sabi niya nang napatitig pala ako sa kanya ng matagal habang pinagmamasdan ko pa din ang kabuuan niya.
“Am nothing… I was wondering why we stop” palusot ko n asana buminta sa kanya.
“This is the admin…” turo niya sa building sa tapat namen. Totoo nga yung sinabi ng guard na nasa dulo pero paliko kasi yung daan patungo dito.
“Nga pala… I haven’t asked your name…” she added na ikinatingin ko ulit sa kanya.
“Oh sorry… The name is Georgina and you are?” tugon ko at ibinalik ang tanong sa kanya.
“Marion… what’s your pill?” sabi niya na sobra ko na lang ding ikinagulat.
Shock and confusion was written maybe all over my face now when she asks me about pills intake. Does my appearance was that obvious or she was like me too. Now I’m shock to notice her too.
“Wait, are you?” I asked.
“Are you, too?” she asked back.
Para kaming sira dalawa na tinitigan ang mga sarili namin na naghahamon kung sino ang unang titibag sap ag-amin. I decided to hide my gender the time I get transfer to a school but I wonder how she knows.
She laughs a bit before she speaks. “Hindi ko na kailangang sagotin yan coz everybody in this school knows it… but you, seems like hiding it? Aren’t you proud of yourself?” paliwanag at tanong niya sa akin na ikinalungkot ko.
Hindi ko naman pinagkakaila na trans ako and I made this to myself but the idea of someone looking at you like your out of your very mind of changing your gender is quite inevitable. Most of them won’t understand what the struggle is of being a transwoman.
“Ayaw ko lang na pinag-uusapan ako… its irritating and frustrating” and there’s a bigger reason for that yet I don’t want anybody knows it.
Hindi na ito nagsalita pa at iginiya na lang ako sa loob. Tinulongan niya rin akong hanapin ang registrar for accreditations of my subject taken. I don’t want to repeat all over again.
“Kukunin ko lang grade ko for readmission… Nice meeting you George” she said plastering again those smile. I smile back to her. I don’t want to be rude to her but I sense something with those smile. Parang hindi buo.
Natapos lahat ng mga transcripts ko and I’m a certified student of this prestigious university. This time, I change for the better even it takes everything.
Kakalabas ko lang sa Registrar ng madatnan ko si Marion na nakahalukipkip na nakatayo sa harap ko.
“Enrolled?” tanong niya na ikinatango ko dito at ngumiti.
“How about you?” tanong ko sa kanya and rolled her eyes heavenwards.
“I need to see the Dean for confirmation… I need to write a letter for my appointment.” Parang naiinis ito sa kanyang sinabi.
“You’ll get it soon…”
“How I wish –” natigilan naman ito ng may tumawag sa kanya.
“Marion? Is that you?” anang nasa likuran niya na ikinalingon din nito sa nagsalita.
“Ate Marge?” she screams and spread her arms to hug that person who calls her.
“OMG! Gumanda ka lalo! How’s the pageantry world? Congrats sa pagkapanalo mo sa Korea, wow na impluwensya ka talaga ng marami sa kanila, from your make-up, dress and even posture ah…” manghang banggit nito.
Ngayon I remember her. She’s the winner of Miss International, the first transwoman to win the title held last year in Korea. She’s really beautiful and sophisticated.
Sa dami nilang pinag-usapan ay halos makalimutan na ako ni Marion. Gusto ko na lang magpalaam na umalis para hindi ko maudyok ang maganda nilang paguusap dahil parang kay tagal nilang hindi nagkita. Kung hindi lang din ako napansin nong kausap niya ay baka tuloyan na akong nanigas dito sa kinatatayuan ko.
“Wow, sino siya? You look so pretty” pansin nito sa akin.
“Oh where’s my manners… George, si Marjory… Ate Marge, si Georgina”
Pinakilala nga niya ang sarili sa akin. Namangha ako the way siya magsalita. Sobrang malumanay at mahinhin. She looks very reserve and fragile, that you don’t want her to cry dahil hindi bagay sa kanyang napakaamong mukha. She looks so descend on her uniform.
“Wait, nagkita na kayo ni Cassandra?” biglang balik niyang tanong kay Marion matapos nitong magpakilala sa akin.
“Oh I forgot, I will send a text later…” Marion answered.
“Hindi na ako makapaghintay… I call her na” sabi ni Marge at daling dinukot ang phone sa bulsa at may tinipa tapos ay itinapat ito sa kanyang tenga.
“Here she goes… Hello Casse? Marion is back~” hindi pa niya natapos ang sasabihin ng inilayo niya ang phone sa tenga niya sa napapikit.
“We’re at the administration, come quick!… Okay, bye” she said before she ends the call. “She’s just in the Presidential suit…” dagdag nito at tumingin sa aming dalawa.
Nagtaka naman ako sa sinabi nito kung hindi lang nagsalita si Marion.
“Oh did her father take already the school? Nasaan na ang Lolo niya?” sabi nito na ikinagulat ko.
Grabe naman itong mga kasama ko may mga titulo na sa kanilang mga bukay. Marion is a pageant queen. Marjory is the secretary of this school and that Casse is the daughter of the Presisdent of the university.
“No, his brother did… Retire na si Mr. Edward and her father took some business. Khail took the position. “ Marge answered that makes Marion gasp.
“Oh God!?!” Marion almost shouted and exclaim. Marjory quickly stop her by placing her palm on her mouth.
“Quit it…” sabi ni Marge dito na ngayon parang nainis at nahiya.
“But you said you’re the secretary of the President so by mean?” pinigilan ulit ito ni Marge at napatingin sa paligid bago kami hinila palabas. Kasali pa talaga ako?
“Aw wait my heels, stop dragging us…” Marion exclaim kasi nahihirapan itong maglakad.
“Sino ba naman kasi nagsabi na mag heels ka dito sa university?” Anas din ni Marge dito matapos kaming dalhin sa labas ng admin.
“Now you speak woman!” anas din ni Marion dito na hinahamon si Marjory.
Marjory raise her hand in defeat but ask to save her question after Cassandra come. Now I wonder what this Cassandra look. The way I hear her name, she’s something more than a control freak. I don’t want to give bad impression to her but her backgrounds tells me that she’s something stubborn as what rich daughters are.
Speaking of which, there this red car park right in the middle of the admin building entrance. Like she owns this place and none of us has the right to question it. Then there she get out from that car. A short hair girl, in her white floral dress with red purse, walking towards us. Her ambiance exclaims how rich she is. The way she walks, everybody must glance at her before you regret of not noticing her.
“Ahhhh… Casse!” I hear Marion scream the girl’s name and quick run toward her to embrace this sweet demure girl.
“I thought you would never come back” the girl name Casse said and tighten her embraces toward Marion like they hardly see each other for a very longtime.
Nang maghiwalay sila sa mga yakap nila ay magsasalita n asana itong Casse kung hindi lang ako nito napansin. Same expression was written upon her face like Marjory first saw me.
“Who is she?” she pointed on me.
“She’s Georgina; she’s one of us…” Marion happily tell Casse.
Now my expression begun to change as I was shock to what Marion just tell me.
“She’s a trans too?” ngayon lang ata ako nakapagsalita matapos kong makilala lahat ng mga kaibigan ni Marion.
“Oh geez, you’re so perfect to be a Trans… I thought you were really a girl” sabi nito na ikinahiya ko.
Marami na din kasing nagsasabi sa akin na ang fixture ko ay para talagang babae. Hindi ko naman pinagkakaila iyon pero ayaw ko lang din kasi ng mga papuri. I’m me as what I like to be me.
“Same for me…” dugtong ni Marge na nakangiting nakatingin sa akin.
“We’ll get a lot of that except for Marion” Casse said and glare to Marion.
Tinaasan naman ito ng kilay ni Marion.
“Puki na ba to?” biglang sabi ni Casse at akmang hahawakan ang parting yon ni Marion kung hindi lang nito sinapak ang kamay para hindi matuloy.
I was shock for Casse being vulgar about it. I mean, her status must be same as her personality. But somehow I maybe misjudge her. She’s funny to be with kaya hindi ko napigilang mapatawa dito.
“Taw aka ghurl?” inis na sabi ni Marion sa akin na ikinatawa na rin ng dalawa na kasama namen.
“Oh great, I’m outta here…” nainis na nitong sabi at magwalk-out n asana kung hindi lang ito pinigilan ni Casse.
“Wait… we have a lot of catching up to do.” Casse said, stopping Marion to walk away.
“I like the idea… Let’s go somewhere” mungkahi ni Marjory na pinagtaka ko naman.
“Wala ka bang trabaho?” tanong ko dito na kamuntikan ng makalimutan iyon.
“Oh god I forgot, Khail was asking me to get the papers…” natatarantang sabi nito at akmang babalik sa loob kung hindi lang ito pinigil ni Marion.
“Really? Matatakot ka pa don? Saka, Casse will notify him…” anang sabi ni Marion at tumingin ng makahulugan kay Casse na parang naguusap sila gamit ang mga tingin nila dalawa.
“Who would care… let’s go” sabi ni Marjory na parang hindi natakot sa kanyang sinabi at nagsimula ng maglakad.
Nakakamangha silang tignan dahil they look very elegant and refine. Something I would like to be
“Coming Georgina?” sabi ni Marion at tumingin sa akin.
“Ka-kasama ako?” turo ko sa sarili dahil parang ngayon lang kami magkakilala at hito inaanyayaan nila ako sa kanilang lakad.
“What are you waiting for? Get in the car na…” sabi ni Casse na malugod kong sinunod at pumasok na sa loob ng kanyang kotse.
There something about this girl that I want to know beneath those beautiful faces and sophisticated fixtures. Like me they must hiding something that we need to reveal with each other.
