A Crush

A Crush

I love being around him

I want to be with him

He makes me laugh

He makes me smile

All the while I think of him

It’s a weird kind of crush

It continues to grow

It never stops

Why can’t I stop thinking about him?

He has a girl

I have no chance

I only wish he could be mine

I feel so silly

Just being happy when he walks by

I really wish he’ll be mine

Me for Me

Me for me

I feel alone, though people are there

Am I invisible, or do they just not care

I have a lot of friends, but they don’t seem mine

I would like to say I am popular

But does it really matter

Do I have to be someone else to fit in

People need to like me for who I am

My looks aren’t great

My personality is better

I am trying to tell you in this letter

Everyone is different

And you have to accept Me for Me

It’s Something

It’s Something

It’s something about the way that I want it to be

Not even having to be, but I want it to

It’s something about the way that he makes me smile

All the while, not even trying to

It’s something about the way that he makes me feel

It can’t be real

It’s something about the way that he walks right by

That look in his eye, I want it for me

It’s something about the way that I seem to melt

Whenever he is near

It’s something about the way that I want him to be mine

All the time

It’s something about the way that my heart just flies

Whenever he says “Hi”

It’s something about the way that I want it to be

Not even having to be, but I want him with me

It’s something about the way that I wish it were true

For him too.

I remember

I remember

Do you remember the times we used to have

The times we used to share

Do you remember how we use to do things together or

How you use to care

Do you remember when I was everything to you

Do you remember the way things use to be

Do you remember that I’m still here

I’m not little anymore but I’m still yours

Do you remember? I remember.

Dreams

Dreams

Sometimes I feel

That they are real

If only they were

So I can be everything

And not be waiting

For them to come true

And be there with you

My dreams don’t stop

Nor does my heart

My dreams seem so real

The way that I feel

I just want to be

With you next to me

Somewhere out there

Somewhere out there

Somewhere out there, there is a person for me

Somewhere there is a man who will love ‘me for me’

Somewhere someone will find me

Somewhere sometime I will find them

Some way I’ll be happy

Somewhere I’ll be happily in love

Somewhere someday he’ll be mine

I wish that somewhere, sometime, someday, some way

Was now, here, with me!

Breaking to Pieces

Breaking to pieces

Pieces are falling right out of my heart

Why can’t I stop them, they’re making me hurt

Little things shouldn’t matter, but they are the worst

The pieces are falling one after another

Who can I tell if I can’t tell my mother?

What should I do to make me feel better?

I feel so alone, so hated and clear

No one can see me, I’m not even here

This is the reason for all of my heart

Breaking to pieces and falling apart

Daddy’s House

Daddy’s house

When we were number one,

Daddy’s house was so much fun

We could always get new toys,

My life was full of happiness and joys

When we would walk around,

I was so close to the ground

But when daddy held my hand

I felt as tall as anyone can

Daddy made me feel so perfect,

I would never have to be different

My life with Daddy was seamless, but

Now it really is hopeless

We no longer are number one

His house is anything but fun

We don’t get anything, not even toys

Only life outside his house has joys.

Love me

Love Me

Love me please, hold me tight

I need you to love me with all of your might

I can’t stand the feeling of this lonely night

The fear of no one loving me

Has got me looking hard to see

Could there be someone out there to love me?

Love me, want me, love my soul

When I am loved I’ll feel whole

But no one has done so for a while, I know

So please, oh please

Can you not see?

All I need is for you to LOVE ME

No life alone

No life alone

All is good, but not alone

Life is lame when on my own

What to do with no one near

Can’t keep happy, please get here

I am so bored with nothing done

Much to do, but none is fun

Even if I am all grown

I have no life when I’m alone

Jaded

Jaded

The fire is burning high

All of my hopes have faded

I’m plummeting from the sky

My life, it has been graded

I’ve failed and don’t know why

The anxiety is getting over rated

It’s so bad I don’t want to try

I feel incredibly JADED

Miss me?

Miss me?

Would anyone really miss me?

I say no

He says him, of course

But I don’t think so

Get lost in your games

You’ll be fine

You don’t need me around

That’s the bottom line

No one would notice

Their life goes on

I’m forgotten now

What would matter if I’m gone?

If I wasn’t so afraid

I would go

Because would anyone really miss me?

I think no