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Novel Lumaki sa masikip at maingay na eskinita si Mael nang walang kinilalang totoong ama o ina. Ang buong komunidad ang nagtulung-tulong upang pakainin, damitan, at palakihin siya-dahil dito, binansagan siyang "Anak ng Bayan." Sa kaniyang paglaki, ang kaniyang kakaibang ganda at pagiging mahiyain ay lubos na kontras sa magaspang at matatipuno niyang mga ama-amahan. Ang kaniyang lihim na paghanga sa kanila, na nakatagpo ng pagnanasa ng tatlong may-edad na lalaki, ang naging dahilan upang ang dating purong proteksyon ay magbago ng anyo at magkaroon ng maselang tensyon.

Akala ni Jack, ang pagbabalik kay Lance ang magiging pinakamahirap na bahagi. Nagkamali siya. Anim na buwan. Isang kasunduan. Isang pusong ayaw nang muling masaktan. Pero paano kung habang sinusubukan niyang buuin muli ang relasyon nila ni Lance, kailangan naman niyang harapin ang lalaking minsan niyang minahal? Nariyan pa rin si Gwaine. At sa pagkakataong ito, hindi sapat na mahal lang ni Jack si Lance. Kailangan niyang matutong pumili. Kailangan niyang matutong bumitaw. At higit sa lahat, kailangan niyang matutong buuin ang sarili niyang buhay bago pa tuluyang gumuho ang lahat.

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Some desires don't just burn, they consume. Started: July 16, 2026

Santi Acosta x Lucio Estreñella

Fernando left home five years ago in hopes of finding himself away from the scrutiny of his family's homophobia and transphobia. An unexpected death in the family brings him back to his small hometown. He happens to run into his first love, who is coincidentally visiting family for the holidays. The man doesn't seem to recognize him considering the last time they saw each other Fernando used to go by Isabel. To avoid making things awkward, Fernando tries his best to stay away. Of course, they keep running into each other and strike up an unlikely friendship. By the end of the week, somehow, despite all odds, they fall in love all over again. There's just one problem. Aaron isn't gay. Kintsugi: the embodiment of wabi-sabi, a Japanese philosophy which finds beauty in imperfection.

Halleiah Myrrh is the youngest of the wealthy clan of Ysmael's. At a very young and innocent age, he was told to keep their family ties with the powerful and aristocratic family of the Gokongweis. By such, she is to marry Don Gokonwei's youngest son who was the same age as him, Bullet Gokongwei.

R-18 | SSPG | HOMOEROTICA A story about a grieving boy and the man who only meant to comfort him, but one lingering touch unraveled restraint, pulling them into nights of whispered sin, aching innocence, and desires too dark to name.

Rava Weston is the definition of the ideal son. He follows the rules, smiles when he should, and never causes trouble. His future is laid out-while he has just enough space to secretly chase his own quiet dreams of becoming a teacher, so long as he plays the role his parents expect. But when he's forced to attend a family summit back in Italy, everything starts to unravel. Because Gio Fontana will be there. Gio is reckless, magnetic, too rich for his own good. He's got cops who know him by name, and NOT because they're friends. His motorcycle is his greatest love, and rules don't seem to apply to him. He has a reputation that makes fathers lock their doors. Especially Rava's father. Rava and Gio, never got along. But this time, the tension feels like hunger more than hate. And as the days stretch on, Rava's perfectly safe world starts to slip through his fingers, because what's building between him and Gio is forbidden. Not just risky. And it might be the first real thing Rava's ever felt. 🥇 #1 - gay 🥇 #1 - rivals 🥇 #1 - enemiestolovers 🥇 #1 - forbiddenlove 🥇 #1 - lgbtfiction 🥇 #1 - bxb 🥇 #1 - bl 🥇 #1 - bxblove 🥇 #1 - boyxboy 🥇 #1 - biker 🥇 #1 - Italy 🥇 #1 - denial 🥇 #1 - angst 🥇 #1 - gaylove 🥇 #1 - gayfiction 🥇 #1 - fluffy 🥇 #1 - mxm 🥇 #1 - bisexual 🥇 #1 - gaycouple 🥇 #1 - love 🥇 #1 - mlm 🥇 #1 - funny 🥇 #1 - obsession 🥇 #1 - lgbtromance 🥇 #1 - traveling 🥇 #1 - fatalattraction 🥇 #1 - grumpyxsunshine 🥇 #1 - slowburn 🥇 #1 - queer Also available on Amazon, physical + Kindle version with extra spicy scenes ✨

Jamaiah Federoja, an Accountancy trans student in DLSU secretly and unexpectedly dated with the University team Captain, Johannes Salvatore. But her younger brother, Sebastian, found her secret.

Hyacinth Idara rebelled against her family at the age of 14 to live abroad with his 24 year-old boyfriend, Antonious Gokongwei and had their son. But Hyacinth didn't know that she was tricked by her boyfriend all along.

[MATURE BL] Matapos palayasin si Janus sa kanilang tahanan, nagsimula ang panibagong yugto ng kaniyang buhay. Sa wakas, malaya na siya sa kamay ng kaniyang amang hindi tanggap ang tunay niyang pagkatao. Ang problema, mayroon lamang siyang isang buwan para makahanap ng trabaho at suportahan ang sarili. Kung hindi, palalayasin siya sa inuupahan niyang apartment at tiyak na pupulutin sa kalye. Sa hindi inaasahan, nasa tabi niya lang pala ang kaniyang hinahanap. Nangangailangan kasi ng katulong ang biyudo at brusko niyang kapitbahay na si Roman, dahil mayroon itong limang taong gulang na anak na kailangang bantayan habang ito ay nasa trabaho. Walang pag-aatubili niyang tinanggap ang papel na ito kahit wala siyang karanasan dito. Isang buwan lang naman, sabi niya. Pero kinalaunan, parang gusto na niyang magtagal kasama ang mag-ama sa iisang bubong. Mapunan kaya ni Janus ang pananabik ng anak ni Roman sa yumao nitong ina? Higit sa lahat, ang mga pangangailangan ni Roman sa kama? O sila ba ang pupuno sa naiwang puwang sa puso niya?

All it takes is to risk that one night of a chance. Date Created: December 24, 2023 Date Published: December 25, 2023 #ForgottenFeelings #Blasnique

"You're annoying. You're a nuisance. How could I ever be obsessed with you?" I asked. Philip's hand began to run up my thigh. "It seems like you're hiding your true feelings, your highness." He whispered in my ear. "Fuck off, you peasant!" I should have pushed his hand away. But I was frozen in shock. That, or could I possibly actually like what he was doing. "Come on, your highness. You're a ball of stress that needs to be relieved. I know some ways I can help." He said. His tongue licked my neck, making me shiver upon his touch. Fuck me. ****** King Alaric, the new ruling monarch of his kingdom who rules with an iron fist. Philip Bellerose, a florist who lives a normal life. King Alaric instates a new controversial law, banning all roses in the kingdom. Philip, who specializes in all things flowers, including roses, takes it upon himself to try and fix the law. Can their hatred for one another turn into something deeper?

As a mortal, how would you feel if an angel sinned just so they could save you? Date Created: January 29, 2023 at 02:35 AM Date Published: September 9, 2023 at 12:00 MN Date Ended: September 21, 2023 at 3:00 AM

"You're an omega that not just any Alpha can own. Even I am not an exemption." #BadSeed #YoonMin #Fanfiction Date Created: December 11, 2022 Date Published: September 21, 2023

Looks can be deceiving - ito ang naging realisasyon ni Aaron noong una niyang makilala si Easton at nang kalauna'y nalaman niya ang tunay nitong kulay. He was a piece of shit who masked his trashy attitude behind his beautiful face. The two of them were like Heaven and Hell, the angel and the devil. Black and white, evil and good. At dahil sa pagkakaiba nila, nakampante si Aaron na hindi na siya ulit maa-attract sa binata. But romance couldn't be predicted. A fight against love- Aaron would rather die than admit that he's fallen in love with that angel-faced demon spawn! START DATE: July 10, 2023 END DATE: June 17, 2024

Ever since high school, Lyle had always admired Ridge. Iyon lang, may ibang gusto si Ridge habang siya naman ay habang buhay na lamang na aasa sa ideya ng binata. But what if in the midst of his desperation to move on from Ridge, fate leads him to a certain hottie café owner near his company, Gian Cyrus Abellardo? And he eventually gets a crush on him? Will he take his feelings for this café owner seriously, or would he forever clung onto the idea of getting with his high school crush and that Gian would remain as a rebound? START DATE: MARCH 13, 2025 END DATE: -

Matapos ang ilang taong pagkukunwari bilang si 'Ryleigh Agustin' sa internet, si Rhysand din ang napagod. Oo, masayang sa kanya lamang ang atensyon ni Keegan at masarap sa pakiramdam ang malamang mahal siya nito. But at the same time, he wanted to ask for more although things will be more complicated. Every revelation comes with a price, after all. Alam niya sa sariling hindi siya kayang mahalin ni Keegan dahil 'kapatid' ang turing sa kanya ng binata at alam niya rin kung ano ang kahihinatnan niya sa oras na umamin siya. But Rhysand wanted to hope that he'll stand a chance... Kahit hindi siya sigurado kung kahit anino ba ni Keegan, kaya niyang abutin. THE BEST MISTAKE: BOOK 2 START DATE: MAY 24, 2022 END DATE:

'But why must love be painful...?'-is something that Seamus kept on asking himself as he watched Leonid fall for someone else. He hated this feeling of betrayal, of how their shared love turned into a fantasy, and how the truth pierced his heart. But what else could Seamus do if he wasn't the person that Leo wants? He might as well die if the stitches he made couldn't fix his wounded heart. It should be possible... with these bloodied petals in his hands. START DATE: END DATE:

I met a man who looked at me with respect, I met a man with manners and He love me for who and what am I-despite of being a gay, and that man is Brandon.

Kung may isang pangako si Leon Eleazar sa sarili, iyon ang hindi tumulad sa mga kaibigan niyang nagpakasal sa kapwa nila lalaki! Bukod kasi sa napakalaking drift noon sa paniniwala at pangarap niyang pagkakaroon ng pamilya, hindi niya makita ang sarili na may kinakasama o kaniig na lalaki! Isa pa, sapat na kay Leon na siya ang may inaalagaan sa ibaba, ano! But then again, life is a huge shit. Hindi niya alam kung kailan siya pagti-trip-an nito at malay-malay ba niyang kung kailan malapit na siyang lumagpas sa kalendaryo, 'tsaka nito isasampal sa mukha niya ang presensya ni Keith Gaviola. That man with a brooding aura is a walking disaster but at the same time, Leon just keeps on unconsciously throwing his shit out the window whenever he's around! It's like Keith keeps on enticing Leon, drawing him near him- like a drug, tempting him to indulge himself to addiction! Bwakanang shit siya! Anong ginagawa ni Keith sa kanya?! START DATE: JANUARY 15, 2021 END DATE: JULY 23, 2021 REVAMP DATE: JANUARY 7, 2022

Hindi dahil gusto mo ang isang tao at gagawa ka ng paraan, magkakaroon ng tsansa na magiging kayo. Hindi rin dahil pilit mong maging relevant sa buhay nila, ibig sabihin, magkakaroon ka nga ng importanteng role sa kanila. Minsan, mananatili't mananatili kang nobody. At iyon ang naranasan ni Lyle kay Ridge. Sinubukan niyang maging parte ng buhay nito. Minsan na ring nagbukas ng ilang pinto at nagbaka sakali na magkakaroon sila ng tsansa. Pero sa huli, sa iba pa rin nakatingin si Ridge, iba pa rin ang minahal nito -- at wala siyang palag at laban sa totoong minamahal ni Ridge. Kaya heto siya ngayon, sa kalagitnaan ng kawalan. Nakatitig sa binatang minahal niya ng kay tagal, pinapanood itong maging masaya sa piling ng iba na kahit kailan, hindi magiging siya. Bubulong sa hangin at magtatanong, "Pwede bang ako nalang?" START DATE: OCTOBER 19, 2020 END DATE: MARCH 23, 2021 AVAILABLE PLATFORMS: G00dN0vel, H0neyNovel, St0ry0n, F!n0vel, N0velah

"I'm not gay" "Then stay the fuck away from me," he looked at the sunshine before him, defiance in his beautiful eyes, being difficult and stubborn. Oh how he wanted to whisk him away to an island no one would find them. How he tempted him. "I can't do that either, and so I was hoping maybe we could be friends." "Friends?" he almost laughed at how absurd the situation was. "Friends don't do the kinds of things I want to do to you." _______________________________________ Brady doesn't know what he's done when he comes into Leo's life. But he does know one thing. He can't keep away.

Mara Torrefranca Buenaventura is one of the "deadliest" girl in her clan. She wears innocence as a mask that hides her wickedness and ruthlessness behind an angelic facade. She's the karma of those people who hurt her first. But one heartbreak would turn all her beliefs against her making her life miserable-chained to her past and ruled by guilt. A prisoner of her own misery. But will a man she viewed as the villain in her life be enough to bend her morals and make her feel what real love is?

He stops, breath hitching in his throat at the sight of a gun beside the money. "Welcome home, honey," the man taunts, brow quirked. He gulps and suddenly feels nauseous. "Please don't kill me," he begs, voice breaking.

With a zombie outbreak looming over their heads and his most important supply running out, Eloy makes the dumb decision to go outside. Out into the open. Without the risk of drawing attention, a 45 minute drive will have to take him nearly a week on foot to get to his final destination. He's done the math. But the main question plaguing his mind now- Can he survive?

Waiting for freedom has never been so hard before.

He hadn't been afraid. At least not at first, and cautiously he reached out without thinking. The odd gooey thing quickly wrapped around his hand and clung to his arm, making it painful as it constricted him, constricted his aching heart. He was pinned by a heavy mass, the color of rage and of burning fire. And he knew as he got to know the thing that his heart shouldn't be beating as fast, not anymore. Sequel to "You Are Mine", the story of Abel and Carnage. #2 in Venom2018

Things happen for a reason, at least that's what Eddie Brock kept telling himself. And at some point, they even made it work. They were a team. They were one. But falling in love was not part of the deal. They don't do love, they [Venom] made that very clear. **diverges from the comics** At the time of release: #1 in Venom2018 #2 in Venom

He's not the first to encounter an alien. But he might be the first to fall in love with one.

Reese is like a fish out of water. He's the new kid everyone picks on for being quiet and reserved. Having no one by his side, he chooses to bury himself in schoolwork and aims on getting high marks in every class. Payton is one of the captains of the football team and for some reason, his eyes are always drawn to Reese. Reese who simply wants to graduate in peace. Reese who hides something deep inside his heart, something that Payton is desperate to find out. Expanded version of Taste Of Him, a bit veered off from the original.

He was so sure the alpha would never choose him, would never look his way. All he can do now, though, is to stand in confusion before the man. Softly, voice a bit hoarse, he asks, "Why me?"

Tears well up in my eyes but he's no longer looking at me. It's as if I suddenly don't exist. He's no longer than man I thought I knew, the one who help me at night when I suffered from panic attacks. He's no longer the man I looked up to. He's no longer the man... the man I thought I loved. He's cold and mean now. His words are cutting as if he wants to push me away until I have no choice but to jump. Unofficial sequel to My Home Is With You.

Adin Fionn hides a secret deep inside of him but he knows he can't fight himself and he decides that he can't do it anymore. He gives in. He gives into the soft caress of fabric against his pale skin, like warm callous hands teasing his body.

"Deliciously captivating! It's the perfect amount of laughs, love and drama. You won't be able to put this book down!" - Grace K @ HQ. When Agatha becomes the Everard's governess, she's grateful for a way to escape her dark past. That is until her growing feelings for the mysterious Lord of the house begin to present an even greater risk. ***** The Everard's are one of the most esteemed families in Wickhurst. And Benedict, the Lord of Devonshire and the eldest of the clan, is as mysterious and brooding as anyone The Town has ever seen. His face is marked with scars, and no one dares to speak on how he got them. Known to all as 'the beast,' the townsfolk tremble in his wake. But little does he know that he is about to meet his match in Agatha Blair, his sisters' new governess. Agatha is witty, smart and gives him a run for his money when he tries to peel back the layers of who she really is. She truly intrigues him more than any woman he has met but she is a governess and he is a Lord. The Town would shun the union of two people from different stations and any romance between them is surely a recipe for social disaster! But what can they do when the burning hot feelings refuse to relent? And when Benedict uncovers that Agatha is hiding a secret far more dangerous than anything he could have imagined, will love save the day and will Agatha finally tame the beast? *This story is a standalone title in the Everard Family series. [Now a Hachette Audiobook!] [[word count: 100,000-150,000 words]]

Betrayed, beaten, and left for dead, Seth Forsyth truly believed he was going to die like an abandoned animal in the old mill hidden deep in the forest surrounding his University. Through a fog of almost unbearable pain and the metallic tang of his own blood drifting around him, he prayed for something, anything to either save him or put him out of his misery. This Halloween prank, set in motion by the very brothers of the fraternity he had been forced by his family to plege for turned out to be a gang of homophobic pricks. Careless over privileged bastards who thought nothing of killing him all because he was out and proud. Little did Seth know that his prayers were about be answered, but not in the way he or anyone else would have ever expected. The call of his spilled blood awakened something he'd never believed until that very night could have truly existed. Read to see what happens to those who venture where they shouldn't on All Hallows Eve.

Kevin's whole outlook on life changed the day Dillon Anderson walked into his seventh grade homeroom class. That was also the day that Kevin Taylor knew for sure that he was gay to the core of his soul. Sweet little Dillon captivated his heart and his mind, and over time he become Dillon's best friend, his bodyguard and protector from bullies, and the love of the gentle young man's life. Kevin Miller was Dillon's entire world and has been since they met in middle school. They have become inseparable, two halves that made up the whole, and now they've just aced their final exams and they were all set to graduate college the following week. Kevin with his Master's in Business Administration and Dillon with his Master's of Science in Nursing. They were happily moving on to the next phase of their lives together. Kevin was going to rule the business world and Dillon was going to heal the sick. Everything was right on track, but their dreams came crashing down after a night out celebrating with friends. Kevin saved the love of his life from being assaulted and his actions sent him to prison leaving Dillon alone to fend for himself. It was now Dillon's turn to fight for Kevin. Read to see how these two soul mates fought for their right to love each other.

I have been summoned home, back to the dry desert landscapes and the lush oasis estate home where I was born and raised until I was sent off to attend the western schools like most sons of wealthy Arabic families. I didn't want come back for the reasons that caused my parents to demand my return. I didn't want to have anything to do with my maternal Grandfather, but the ancient tyrant was dead and as a good son, I returned to the land of my birth and do what is required of me. If it wasn't for my angel of a mother, I would have stayed State side where I was happily enjoying my life and the freedom to be who I am as I managed our families multiple business corporations there. Now, I must see to the estate and business holdings the old man has left behind for the El-Hamin legacy once again expand its wealth. The maternal side of my family's money and its import and export companies has been finally released from the iron fist of the old man's control. Little did I know that when I inherited this responsibility, I also inherited something that will shock me to the core of my soul. An undiscovered secret that the aged bigot has kept locked up in a hidden room in the master suite of his palatial home. The bastard continued practicing an antiquated custom that the men of my line have long ago ceased to adhere to in these modern times. I found myself placed in a situation that will bring me to my knees and challenge the beat of my heart.

Part One....For A Good Cause Sammy's compassion for his best friend's Social Anxiety Disorder overrides his bad experience with his first go round with Club Bliss's submissive auction. Little does sweet little Sammy know that there is a surprise waiting from him when the auctioneer's gavel strikes on the final bid. He his sold for a night of passion to the last person he ever expected to bid on him. Part Two...The Reluctant Sub Shy, broken Kyle has unconsciously chosen his Master he wants to submit to, but he has to overcome his rough introduction to the BDSM lifestyle. He has to fight through his fears to be able to put his trust in someone in order to submit himself fully to the one man that will teach him that the right Dominant makes it easy to let go and to finally embrace his desires. **Two short stories originating from my book of One Shots, Nosebleed Central.**